#THAT BEING SAID I AM A FREAK SO UH YEA

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Labour -W2S

words: 1.6k+

warnings: pregnancy, birth.

summary: you and Harry finally meet your baby girl.

notes: I’ve never had a baby so I apologise if this isn’t accurate!! Also this was a request on wattpad. Hope you enjoy🫶🏼🧸

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I met Harry in primary school. I always thought he was a little weird but just as high school finished I fell head over heels in love with that weird boy. That was 12 years old. We got married two years ago, it was a small wedding in Guernsey with only our closest friends and family. Just under a year ago we decided we wanted a kid, 4 months later I found out I was 8 weeks pregnant. I waited an entire week to tell Harry just so I could tell him with a little bag containing a mini version of his charity match jersey inside (that I'd had specially made). Then we told the boys, Faith, Freya and Talia at a special dinner that we arranged just so we could tell them all together. They were extremely excited, especially Ethan and Faith because there would now be another set of parents in the group.

We found out we were having a little girl when I was 21 weeks. That was also around the time I felt the baby kick for the first time, me and Harry sat in our bed absolutely freaking out about it. After we knew it was a girl I could finally start buying an unholy amount of baby clothes, teddies and things for the nursery. Me and Faith have become considerably closer, since we now have things to talk about, she's really been a great help when it came to little worries I had or if I just needed someone to rant to about back pain.

I'm currently 38 weeks. The hospital bags are packed and the nursery is completely ready. I am seriously getting bored of being pregnant and would really like to just meet my baby. Harry ran me a warm bath so I could relax. Then I dried myself, put on my current favourite pyjamas and slid into bed next to him. I struggled slightly getting to sleep since I was really uncomfortable. I tossed and turned until I finally drifted off to sleep.

I woke to the feeling of wet between my legs. Confused, I pulled the covers back. My eyes met a large patch of clear ish liquid on the mattress, barely visible in the darkness of the room. My brows furrowed then my face dropped, mouth turning into an O shape. My water just broke. I took a deep breath then turned to gently shake Harry awake, he groaned. "Haz, wake up" I whispered gently. "What- what's up?!" He said the last part with a little bit of urgency after properly waking. "I think my water just broke." I stated calmly. His eyes widened "what!" He jumped off the bed.

"Calm down. It's fine the midwife said we have time, remember?" His face calmed slightly then he took in a shaky breath "are you ok?" He asked, coming over to my side of the bed. "I'm fine." I replied. He helped me off the soaked bed and to my feet. "This is really happening, we're really going this." He said with slight excitement in his eyes. "Yes we are. Now can you grab the hospital bag while I change?" He quickly nodded then ran towards the nursery where the bag resides.

I got changed into a comfy sweat set, brushed my hair and tied it back into a bun. When I emerged from the bedroom Harry was stood by the door rapidly texting on his phone. "Ready to go?" I asked. He looked up "yea," he nodded "I was just texting the boys." I giggled "Harry it's 5am!" I said with a light shake of my head. "I needed to tell someone!" He exclaimed. "We're any of them even awake?" I asked as he unlocked the front door. "Uh- no but they'll see it in a bit." I laughed.

Once we got in the car I text my mum telling her what was going on, then Harry speedily started the car. We were at the hospital just 15 minutes later. Harry helped me inside and we were quickly taken to a private room. "What time did your water break?" The nurse asked. "Around half four." I answered. "Ok... and have you had any contractions?" She questioned while scribbling on her clipboard. "Uh no, not yet." She looked up "alright then, I'll get my colleague to come and attach you to some machines so we can monitor you and baby." She said with a kind smile. I thanked her and she left the room.

Another nurse came in soon after and wrapped my stomach with some monitors, she did some other general checks on me. Once she left Harry came to sit next to me and held my hand. I smiled at him but my smile was quickly replaced with a look of discomfort as I felt a small but painful cramp wrap around the bottom of my stomach. "Woah, was that a contradiction?" Harry questioned a few seconds later, once it had subsided. I nodded "ye I think so." I replied. "Should I go get the nurse?" He asked. "No I'm fine." I answered. He nodded and kept his hand firmly in mine.

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Once it hit 8am I was having regular contractions that were lasting around 30 seconds each and were 7 minutes apart. The midwife came in and checked how dilated I was, 4 centimetres. Me and Harry sat on a FaceTime call with his mum, dad and Rosie, just a few minutes after we called my family. Then I got a call from Faith. "Hey! How's it going. How are you?!" She asked excitedly. "Hey, I'm okay." I said with a light smile. She returned the smile "I literally couldn't believe it when Ethan told me you were in labour this morning." She stated. Before I could say anything else I felt another contraction building. I quickly said goodbye and placed my phone next to me. I took a deep breath and squeezed Harry's hand. "You're doing so good, breathe." He said quietly. As the pain subsided I let out a heavy sigh. Harry squeezed my hand lightly "You're incredible." I looked to him and smiled "You're so cute."

After an excruciating amount of time I was finally at 9 centimetres. I stood with my arms wrapped around Harry's neck, swaying slightly and breathing heavily. "Not long now. You've got this. I love you. You're doing so good." Harry whispered in to my ears as I clung to him. He kept his hands firmly on my waist, helping me to stay up. "Ok y/n, It looks like you're ready to push!" My midwife said and I looked up to Harry with fear in my eyes. He helped me back onto the bed and cupped my face in his hands gently "you're gonna be fine, I'm here." He said with a comforting voice. To be honest I thought Harry was going to be an absolute mess when it came to me giving birth but I was pleasantly surprised on how strong he's been, for me.

I lay back on the bed, held up by a few pillows and Harry was quick to grab my hand, once again. With my legs propped up, my midwife sat on a chair in front of me. "On the next contraction push as hard as you can." she said through my legs. I nodded nervously and it wasn't long until I felt that now all familiar pain run from my stomach all the way round to my lower back. I squeezed Harry's hand so tight I thought I might break it as I pushed with all I had.

After almost 30 minutes of what felt like constant pushing I finally heard the loud cries of my baby. Tears immediately poured down my face and the last few hours completely left my brain. I looked over to Harry once they passed me my baby. I have only ever seen Harry cry once during the entire time I've known him, but there was tears falling down his face as he stared sweetly at me. "You did incredible. She's perfect. I love you so much." He choked out. I brought him towards me by fisting his shirt in my hand and pulling him so our lips connected.

Once Harry cut the babies umbilical cord, both me and baby were checked over and cleaned up and we informed our families and friends that we were both ok and that the baby was healthy, we sat admiring the sweet little baby peacefully sleeping in the plastic cot. "We need to name her." Harry said quietly. "Got any ideas?" I asked, realising I hadn't actually thought about the fact she'd need a name. "Uhm, I like the name Nova." He said. My eyes lit up slightly and I nodded "she looks like a Nova." More tears dropped from my eyes. Harry shuffled towards me "what's wrong? are you okay?" He asked softly. I laughed lightly "I'm fine. I just- love her so much." Harry giggled then pulled me into a warm hug "I love you." He said with a breathy laugh. I smiled into his chest "I love you too."

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OUIJA - ETHAN LANDRY ♟️

Playing with a Oujia Board with your friends, only to be met with a real ghost.

Content includes: mentions of spirits, Oujia board, everyone including me freaking tf out! 😭

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“Are you sure this is a good idea? I’m scared” you asked, holding onto Ethan’s arm. “This is stupid guys” Ethan mumbled, the group ignoring him. “Y/n this was your idea!” You rolled your eyes, Mindy's arms crossed.

“Well I regret it, I didn’t expect you guys to actually have an Ouija board” you cringed, Tara and Anika, setting out candles. “Yea, I’m not sure why I had it either but it’s just a game” “It’s not just a game guys…these are actual spirits” You looked at Quinn with furrowed eyebrows.

“Quinn, stop being a creepy bitch” Mindy sat down, putting away her bag of chips. “Okay, you all ready? Tara asked, sitting down on the pillow. “You guys are so dumb” Sam rubbed her forehead, sitting on the couch to watch. “Alright! Everyone ready?” Chad clapped, sitting in front of the Ouija board.

The candles lit up the dark apartment, the full moon's light shining through the window. “Okay, I’m gonna read out the rules” Mindy pulled out her phone proudly. “One! Whatever happens, absolutely do not take your hand off the planchette. That’s the little wood piece on top” she pointed, your eyes scanning the dark room in fear.

“Number two! Be respectful, we don’t want these spirits attaching themselves to us” Your body shook, no longer attached to Ethan. “Three, always say goodbye. If any of you take your hand off before we’re done and if we don’t say goodbye we are fucked! And then the apartment will probably be haunted forever!” She smiled, all of you shivering in fear.

“Okay! So shall we start?” You shook your head. “Y/n, if you don’t wanna play then don’t play” Quinn added, eyeing Sam. “No, I’m not a scaredy cat” Sam rolled her eyes. “I have prayers on hand guys, I memorized a bunch of them in elementary school” You all stared at Anika, thankful but confused.

“Okay, we’re starting” Everyone except Sam put their hands on the planchette. You closed your eyes tightly as Mindy asked the first question. “Is there any spirits here with us?” You trembled, your heart pounding in fear. “Okay this is scary” Tara looked back at you.

“It’s not working” Chad mumbled, face unamused. You were all slightly unfocused on the planchette, hearts racing as you felt it move. “What the fuck!” You watched as it moved all of your hands to the top left corner. “Oh hell no” Chad shook his head “Uh uh, no. Absolutely not” “You just said you weren’t scared!” He shook his head, trying his best not to take his hand off. “I never said that!”

“Shut up guys! What is your name…?” Everyone looked at each other in fear as it moved to the letter R. “R for…Ricardo?” You frowned at Anika. “That’s a dumb name” “Y/n shut up! You’re gonna offend the spirit” Quinn spat. “I’m sorry spirit” Ethan laughed at your apology, your other hands fingers digging deep into his thigh.

“Is your name…Richie?” Tara asked. “Shit…” the piece moved back to its original spot. “Yes…” “Guys stop it, end it” Sam shook her head. “Okay seriously, who the fuck is moving it?” You asked, everyone defending themselves. “I’m not moving it! I swear” “why would we move it?”

“Are you the ghost face killer?” You waited for the piece to move, but it never did. “Fuck no! I am not fucking with this” You shook your head. “I thought you weren’t a scaredy cat” Quinn frowned and you shook your head. “I am” Ethan spoke up, asking Richie a question. “Why did you try to kill them?” He bit back his lip, eyes barely open.

You watched as the planchette moved to the first letter. “S” the whole group announced, the piece moving to different letters. “Stab 9?” You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. You all freaked out as the planchette moved, even without asking a question. The little piece moved all around the board, spelling something else out. “Legacy…? What is that supposed to mean?” Mindy asked. “What does that mean?” Quinn spoke and the planchette started to move once again.

“Sam” you all screamed, shaking your heads. “I can’t! I can’t I’m sorry” Tara huddled up next to her sister, her fingers no longer on the planchette. “Tara! You idiot! Now, Richie's soul is gonna haunt you forever!” “It’s not like it already isn’t!” She cried.

“Guys, maybe this isn’t a good idea anymore” Ethan spoke. “It never was” Quinn shot you a glare. “Let’s continue” Mindy let out a deep breath. “Are you in hell? Did you go to hell?” You squinted your eyes as you spoke, feeling it move underneath your fingers.

“Stuck..?” Chad turned his head in confusion. “Stuck in what? On earth?” Ethan asked and you felt your fingers glide with the planchette. “Yes,” you were so tempted to take your hand off and watch with Sam and Tara. But the thought of ghost Richie haunting you creeped you the fuck out.

“Is hell real?” Anika asked and Mindy glared at her. “Why would you ask that?” “I’m curious!” The game piece moved around, everyone saying out the letters as it spelled something out. “Nothing is real?” You bit your lip. “What the fuck is ghost Richie on?” Quinn mumbled, a shiver going down her spine.

You all quickly shut up, one of the candles in the room turning off. “Okay! I’m done with this! What the fuck?” You screamed, Mindy and Anika agreeing with you. “Yea, I know this is all a game and stuff but I’m scared” Anika huddled up to her girlfriend, skin still touching the wood.

You felt your heart jump out of your chest, Richie spelling out something else for all of you. “I’ll be back..?” You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. “How? He’s literally dead” “Y/n! You’re gonna piss him off!” Quinn yelled at you. “Sorry, sorry Richie”

“What are you even doing here anyways? Shouldn’t your spirit be in Woodsboro?” Chad asked, Richie, answered right away. “Travel in mask…what mask?” You knew you didn’t bring a mask back from Woodsboro, so who did? “I did..” Sam gulped. “Sam what? You know that’s police evidence, right?” Ethan added.

“I know! But I didn’t know it could carry his spirit! He’s been in my closet this whole time I swear!” Your other arm wrapped around Ethan’s, hiding your face In his shoulder. “Okay Richie, we’re gonna say goodbye. Is that okay?” You peeked your eyes up, the feeling of the planchette moving down. “No” you shook your head. “Then how are we supposed to end this?” Quinn asked, confusion covering her face.

The planchette started to move again, taking her question for you as if it was for him. “Never ending” you scoffed. “Well, we know that” Ethan wrapped his arm around your waist, giving you a comforting squeeze. “Say goodbye anyways” Tara mumbled, the group looking up at her. “Well, it’s not like he can do anything about it” Mindy shrugged before pushing the planchette in a figure 8 motion, wiping down across the words on the board. “Goodbye,” you all said, taking off your hands immediately.

“That was the scariest shit I’ve ever done” Your body shook, wiping your sweaty hands on your pajamas. The group paused to look at each other as they heard breaking glass, heavy footsteps following up. “What the fuck was that?” Anika asked with concern, fear drenched everyone in the room.

“It’s never-ending!” The familiar voice popped up from the dark room, Ghost Face standing in front of all of you, the room rattling with screams. “The legacy continues, round two mother fuckers!” Everyone scattered. The chase had begun.

A/n: Quinn and Ethan were the ones moving the planchette 😒

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Brennan: so with your wits, you've stashed the shadow falcon protocol -- the real ine -- deep in your gear. The fake us lifted up as you are arrested, and the fake one is crushed. You feel your leg becoming warm.

Rehka: uh oh

Brennan: you turn around. Completely naked, is Carter Haldwell. He can't stop pissing.

Rehka: and he pissed on me?

Brennan: he literally can't stop pissing.

Alex: where's the water coming from?

Izzy: *quietly dying*

Brennan: He grabs you, pulls you close, and goes [as Haldwell]: what the fuck did you do to me?

Rehka/Usha/G13: there is a thing as being too hydrated. Well -- he said "what did you do to me?"

Brennan/Haldwell: what did you do to me? I've been pissing gallons. I can't stop. It doesn:t even make sense. There's not enough piss in me!

Rehka/Usha/G13: I'm just making you as uncomfortable as i always am.

Brennan/Haldwell: oh, shit. I'm sorry.

Usha/G13: no, i don't have incontinence.

Brennan/Haldwell: get this freak in jail!!

Brennan: so, I think the shadow falcon protocol and the badge, where would you hide them in a place where they could not find them?

Jacob: Oh! We don't need you to say it for us!

Izzy: *overlapping with Jacob, same energy*

Brennan: Straight-up, Usha, where are they?

Alex: as this is happening, can Kingskin calmly walk up towards G13 and go--

Brennan: yeah

Alex/Kingskin: Gentlemen, i'm sure this is a situation that a little paper could --

Ally: you have that? You have that ability?

Alex: I have Wealthy. I have: Spend a turbo token to ease a bad situation with cash.

Brennan: hell yea

Alex/Kingskin: it seems like a very bad situation, but I just, you know, hand him a stack and a handshake, see what happens.

Brennan: hell yes, uh, you have him a stack. You give this naked pissing FBI agent a stack of cash.

Alex: that's who i give it to?

Brennan: he is the agent in charge. He is in charge.

Alex/Kingskin: Gentlemen.

Brennan: you see he looks at it and goes [as Haldwell]: a little donation to the Bureau, Kingskin?

Alex/Kingskin: hey, use it however you'd like. Maybe for that missing finger.

Brennan/Haldwell: yeah. Yeah, I lost my finger, and I can't stop pissing.

Rehka: never stop pissing

Brennan: and you see he goes [as Haldwell]: all right, boys. No need to arrest these two. Looks like they've volunteered to come downtown and have a little talk with the Bureau about what the fuck the Empresario was doing here at G&G Industries. Isn't that right, G13? *Pulls them close menacingly*

Rehka/G13: spits

Brennan/Haldwell: ow!

Jacob: a thick loogie

Rehka: it was a kidney stone

Ally: ow!

Brennan: he goes [as Haldwell]: Get them downtown. They're cooperating, aren't they?

Brennan: and you see one of the agents leans over and goes [as Agent]: Agent Haldwell you need to go to the hospital right now.

Brennan: And he turns around and says [as Haldwell]: never tell me what to do again.

Brennan: and he goes [As Agent]: no, you ... its the whole ... Its the floor of the warehouse. Its spreading. Its like 30 feet in all directions.

[As Brennan]: and he goes [as Haldwell]: don't you think I know that, you fucking idiot? All right, get them downtown, and get me a shirt and tie! Don't get me pants!

Brennan: and he storms out of there. And the agents don't handcuff you but begin to lead you to a black town car to get you down to the Bureau to talk to them.

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Walk The Line

No.3

Carmen Berzatto x reader

A/n: is really a chapter to establish readers relationships:] it was fun. I wanted to try to capture the chaos of The Bear. Keyword being tried.

No.1 No.2

6 am

"Holy shit guys I'm sorry I'm so late, carm.." you say running to the kitchen and stuffing your things into the as you kept your eyes on him

"It's fine chef let's just get to work" he says pacing around putting things into the oven and the others are cutting up things as you put on your uniform

"Chef" a voice comes up next to you as you put on your apron "yea Sydney what's up?" You say fixing your hair and walking to your station "I need to work with Tina with cutting up the onion and preparing a stock afterwards"

"Uh..I'm pretty sure I'm not good with-"

"Here's a recipe" she says quickly ganging you a paper

"I-okay there we have it" you say looking at the paper.

"Okay, then I'll get to the onions and get to the stock, uhm after?" You ask stuffing the paper into your pocket, and she looks through his notes

"Just wait, get those done and I'll tell you. Thank you chef." She says quickly before running away as you get to cutting

"Sure chef." You say watching starting to cut the onions

"Fuck,I forgot these make me cry like bitch"

"Behind, behind" carmy says running behind you and Tina as you two turn back to look at him

"Jeff, you good?" Tina ask looking at him as he rushes to his office

"Yea!yea. I'm good just got something to do." He says rushing out

"He's been doing that alot" you say turning gaze back to the onions

"Yup, Jeff's busy." She says fixated on her own task.

"He's off doing uh..catering?" Sydney says butting in the combo

"No shit..for what? No wait I heard it was for a kids party. God help them kids are the fucking worst. Sometimes." You say shaking your head with a smile as Tina chuckles

"Wait, did he take Ritchie with him?" You ask, looking at Sydney as Marcus nodded behind her.

You sigh "if anything says kid-friendly it's definitely ritchie." You sigh out

"Fucking ritchie.." you say again as you imagine Ritchie cussing up a storm in a party.

As Tina begins to laugh besides you, you let out a soft laugh that begins to gradually build up.

3 pm

"It's really not funny. yo-if carmy finds this he's gonna freak the fuck out." You say pacing around the broken arcade machine that keeps replaying the theme song .

"Can somebody please call fak?" You ask, pulling out your phone and calling

"Whyd you ask if you were gonna do it?" Ritchie asked coming near you eating sandwich

"I don't- just because" you say looking away shaking your head

"Don't turn it off." You say pointing a finger at Ritchie

"Why?"

"Tina said not to, I forgot why." You say waiting with the phone at your ear.at the corner of your eye you can see him beginning to inch closer to the plug

"Ritchie-ritchie don't you fucking dare." You say looking him in eye as he stops

"Alright- damn just wanna help that's all"

"Yes I know! It's just if you fuck it up carmy will be on your ass. And mine too if he feels like it"

"Hello?" A voice at the end of the line

"Fak!Thank god you busy? We need help with the"

"What?No- this is carm," the voice says at the end of the, obviously confused. Your eyes widen as you look at the caller ID

'Shit' you mouth

"Oh-uhm, wrong person bye"

"Wait wh-"

You hand up as you look at Ritchie "we need to get this fixed before carmy comes back, call fak please!" You huff out, beginning to walk away sighing as Ritchie takes out his phone and begins to call fak. " also don't tell carm, have done it before he comes back" you say again before running back into the Kitchen.

"yea, yea…" ritchie says waiting for fack to pick up the phone.

9 pm

Only silence fills the air and the sound of cars coming by could be heard every now and then.

"fucking Choas of a day huh? " . / You ask in a soft tone as she looks at you and nods

"yeah" She responds, turning her gaze to the sky.

. " But … aren't you, Used to this type of Stuff?" you ask as you hold your Phone on your other hand -

I and you look at her awaiting an answer.

"Uh yeah.I am." She sighs. Her hand lands on her thigh as She seems to be in her thoughts. "sometimes it's just to..."

"Much?" you add finishing her sentence, as she nods.

"yea."

" I'm not even a pro, but I feel you." You mumble softly, leaning back, closing your eyes to enjoy the peace and quiet even if it's just a few minutes.

" Damn you're getting really good at that." You gasped out wide-eyed, walking over to Marcus's table to look at him mixing some batter.

"Thanks," he says, looking up from some paper

"Is it because i don't help you anymore Or… " you say with a smile as he smiles as well

"No, no, no" he begins to say, laughing

"Just messing with you" you say "but seriously these two cakes you made before were delicious."

" Thanks, good to know, I'm slowly getting this recipe perfect then," he says, writing off in his notebook. You only stare. Before deciding to leave him be for a while.

1 am

"Fuck me my feet hurt." you breathe out as every wrapped up in the evening, a s your hands move the mop back anal fourth. .

"is that…" Marcus started as he mixed the dry ingredients " yea it's his job but he quote I had an "emergency" you explain sighing as you mop " Why are you here so damn late? "you asked, keeping your gaze on the floor, and Marcus only signed "perfecting these recipes chef" he said, scratching his beanie as you walked next to him to see the batch of pastries he had laid out.

"Wait, are those doughnuts?? Can i -" you gasped out, looking at the goodies in front of you

"Yes, but when there done. " he said, chuckling as you drooled over the doughnuts

"fuck yea" you cheered under breath as you continued mopping.

A few hours later you were able to finally try those doughnuts,

"Dude - these are fucking- " mouth full, you were unable to finish the se fence, seeing that the man was deep asleep. You covered your mouth, picking up a sticky note and leaving it on his beanie saying, " 5 Star"

With a little star next to the five. Putting away the remaining dishes or things that were misplaced by him.

"You're still here?" a voice from behind as you flinched

"Oh shit, carmy " you say, turning around to carry, setting down a bucket and a brush in hand. "forgot you don't go home " you chuckled Setting down the mop

" yea no- finishing up here for now," he says in a hushed tone, looking at Marcus, Your gaze follows his " he's dedicated to his craft, getting really good at it too." You whisper as you turn away, gesturing for him to let you help him. and he gave you the bucket beginning to scrub the floors.

"That's good, really good. He replies before doing the same.

"So, how have you been?" You say after a while of scrubbing as he turns to look at you.

" i 've uh been good, been running this restaurant for a bit, and Uhm, it's been chaotic as hell. '' Carmy replies with a small smile as you nod with a small laugh.

"That's good, i suppose," you reply with a smile, " and...?" you ask, shaking your head and looking at him with a questioning gaze.

"And that's it," he replies, shaking heal keeping his gaze on the floor.

" So like… nothing personal? no girlfriend?" " you ask trailing off and keep scrubbing as he stops for a minute to look at you.

"Okay, Okay i get it" You add lifting up your hand. "But tell me something im so fucking bored, and it so quiet in here." you say softly sitting on your knees as you let out a huff gazing into the empty kitchen.

"How did you Uh, Start working here?" Carmy asked, looking at the floor glancing at you every now and then to see your answer.

you grabbed the brush and began to scrub again,

" Think you know the answer to that, " you answered before stopping for a brief moment.

"But if we're being specific, I had uhm moved out of my parents' place after a large fight. long story. but yeah, I moved here to start anew. away from the bullshit my dad did, "you explained and noticed Carmy's eyes on you.

"he was well - is an alcoholic,I don't know, haven't spoken to them. " You say bluntly."Don't worry about it. I'm way past it. " You add you as he slowly returns to scrubbing quietly.

"im sorry, i don't, know why i just unloaded all of that onto you like a fucking idiot " you blurt out feeling a warm feeling in your chest. as you internally recoil

" It's all good" He softly says laying down.

"Yea....'" you mumble and it went quiet once again, the only sound filling the air was your scrubbing the floors.

"This is weird, but you're the first person I've told that to. " You say out of the blue, " i didn't have friends, so " you say, shrugging.

"Same. " he replies, "was a loner for most of school " he says sitting up.

"Yea, mikey told me'' you admitted "but then he would list all your achievements." Upon hearing this his gaze didn't leave Your face

"What?"

 "It just… he never mentioned you." Carmy admitted and you stopped brushing for a moment. 

"Really? " . you breathed out , leaning on the floor with your palm and your.. gave turning to him in thought  "Huh"

The two of you Stared at each other before you turned away.

"That's fucking weird" you murmured as he mumbles a 'yea' before sitting down on the floor and sitting silently. 

Minutes went by as you two didn't speak. 

"I guess he had his reasons," you said softly. and nodded his gaze on the floor.

Carmy only let out a sigh

"Yea,"

Biting your lip, you look at carmy, "he was good, y'know?" You whisper to him, carmys hand stopped moving as he turned his gaze to you. "I don't know anything about your relationship, so I don't wanna assume anything..." eyes looking at the suds that gathered between the cracks of the tiles,

"He was proud of you, that I do know." You add meeting his gaze and looking away to begin scrubbing again.

"Yea...I uh..thanks. thank you." He softly says, holding his brush still. As his eyes stayed on your form, having a dazed looked on his face

Turning to him, you nodded and smiled.

"Yeah.."

Afternotes: don't worry if you feel like this is moving slow, I'm already planning to get things moving a bit quicker soon:>

[confuzzledcrow]

My babysitters a vampire

Benny Weir centric fic

(Featuring ‘Betty’ and Erica)

Description: Benny wasn’t sure what it was but being Betty made him feel different and he thinks he liked it.

Ships: slight one-sided Rory x Benny (Benory?)

It had been a week or so since Ethan and Benny had dressed up as Veronica and Betty. Ethan hated every moment of it. Benny will laugh along with his friends about how awful it was but he sorta enjoyed having long hair and painting his nails. Of course he only let himself enjoy these things when he was alone.

The group always hung out at Ethan’s that was just how it worked so when Erica appeared at Benny’s window in the middle of the night he let out a scream and fell backwards out of his chair. Due to the shock of having a vampire who usually won’t tolerate his existence appear at his window Benny maybe forgot about a few things. For example he forgot that on his desk beside all his potions and ingredients there was also makeup pallets, he forgot that he had some rather girly posters of boy bands and movies on his wall and the biggest give away being that he opened his window with sparkly red nails.

“Erica what are you doing, finally realised how irresistible I am?” He joked as the blonde girl climbed in the window. She let out a sigh as she pushed the boy out of her way. “Don’t flatter yourself, Betty. I came looking for a potion” She stood with her arms crossed but Benny was to caught up in what she had called him he stood with his mouth gaping for a second before rushing to explain himself. “No I wasn’t.. I don’t. Jane painted my nails! And the.. what is liking bands a crime?! I was just…” He trailed off as the girl stood looking bored. The silence was suffocating for about 2 seconds before she shrugged.

“I haven’t been able to hunt all week because I’ve been helping you losers fight monsters, I need energy I was hoping you had some sort of vampy blood energy potion?” She said picking up different bottles and shaking them, she also tested the red lipstick sitting on his desk however it made no difference since she didn’t have a reflection. He watched her walk around inspecting his room. “I uh could make you something yea?” He laughed nervously hoping that if he just agreed she’d leave. She nodded before taking a seat on his bed. “Well then go!” She demanded as she messed around with the trinkets on his bedside table. He nodded heading down to the basement using different herbs, powders and some of his own blood to work something up for her.

When he went back upstairs and was going through his wardrobe. “Erica!” He let out a shocked yelp as the girl held up a skirt. She turned eyeing up the potion in his hand, before he even realised she’d moved it was out of his hand and in her mouth. She licked her lips and smiled. She handed him back the empty bottle and turned to leave before stopping. “Reds not really your colour, go more pink” She stated lifting the red lipstick off the desk and pocketing it. Then she was gone.

The next day at school Benny was on edge, surely Erica was going to tell everyone she was going to tell Rory and he’d know that Benny was actually the girl he’d been talking to, she was going to tell Ethan and he’d think his best friend was a freak. So Benny waited, he waited all day for someone to say something for someone to call him out. But no one did. Rory spoke at lunch about Betty and how he wished he’d gotten a chance to make out with her before she left. Benny didn’t love the implications he made about wanting to bite her but he also called her pretty and angelic and it made Benny feel a little proud. Erica had glanced his way but she didn’t say anything.

Later when the group met up at Ethan’s no one seemed to notice that Benny was wearing a subtle pink lip gloss or that he had mascara on. No one noticed his dull nude nails that didn’t make him feel as pretty as pink but were less noticeable. They sat and watched tv until Rory fell asleep and Sarah followed Ethan into the kitchen to get food. “Your right hand is a mess” Erica stated not looking away from the tv, Benny looked down and his nails were a bit messier on the right because he had to do them with his left hand. “You won’t tell anyone will you?” He asked at which she finally turned to him shooting him a confused look “what that your bad at painting nails?” She smirked as Benny shook his head. “Erica I’m serious” he pleaded and maybe just maybe Erica felt something in her undead heart shift as she let out a sigh. “No I won’t tell anyone, but if you don’t want people to know you should try avoiding glitter” She stated blandly as he remembered the glittery pink lipgloss he was wearing. He nodded rubbing his mouth with his sleeve. The two once again sat in silence with only Rory’s snoring adding any noise.

“So are you a girl?” Erica asked and got the first time there was no hint of sarcasm or judgement in her voice. “I don’t… think so, I just… Betty was pretty and I liked… I don’t know” He stammered over his words not really sure how to explain that for once in his life he felt comfortable with the way he looked. Erica nodded “I’m hot, now that I’m an undead bloodsucker I’ll be hot forever. I hated old Erica I hated waking up in the morning and seeing her in the mirror” there was something unusually sincere about everything she was saying. “If you want, I am the best dressed and hottest of all your frien… people you know. So, I could help you with hair and makeup and stuff. I never really get to mess around with mine since I can’t see my reflection” She had gone back to watching tv but Benny couldn’t focus on tv right now. “Yeah that would be… yeah” He smiled and turned to watch tv as Ethan and Sarah came back.

Erica and Benny weren’t friends. But after that night it wasn’t uncommon for the two to sit in Benny’s bedroom watching dusk, listening to boy bands and messing around with their makeup. Benny sat incredibly still as Erica fixed his makeup. She had forced him to stay away from the mirror whilst she picked out his clothes and styled his wig. She finished applying the new pink lipstick she had helped him pick out before standing back to admire her work. “There, what do you think, Betty?” She asked and Benny’s heart skipped at hearing the name. He couldn’t stop the toothy grin from spreading across his face as he looked in the mirror. “I look like… wow” was all he could breathe out as the words ‘I look like me’ crossed his mind.

[notinthislife50]

Chapter 10

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You and Sam sat in a motel room, “you know I’m only guilty my association” you smirked making yourself loud enough so Dean would hear.

“False alarm” Sam sighed.

“See. Nothing to worry about.” Dean gloated.

“Yeah, being fugitives? Frigging dance party.” Sam groaned.

“Hey man, chicks dig the danger vibe.” Dean laughed.

“No, we really don’t " you tried to convince him.

Sam interrupted your conversation telling Dean you were pretty sure you were hunting a Djinn.

A freaking genie?” Dean laughed.

“Yeah.” Sam was seriously.

“You think these suckers can really grant wishes?” Deans tone was light. You couldn’t help but roll your eyes. This man takes nothing serious.

“So uh, where do the Djinns lair up? A serious question was finally asked by the older Winchester.

“Ruins usually” you confirmed flipping through the book “Bigger the better, more places to hide.”

" You know, I think I saw a place a couple miles back. I’m gonna go check it out.” Dean nodding his his head in thought.

“Dean not by yourself " you warned.

“Ahh y/n you care what happenes to me " he laughed.

“Listen here you jerk, if you get your self hurt I will break every limb in your body, got it?”

“So violent, I like it” he laughed “I’ll call you in a bit pikachu, love you”

“Yea yea love you too you big moron” you laughed.

You lowered your hand with the phone in it and sighed looking at Sam he gave you the I know look.

“Sam I need to go back. Jo and Ellen are both heading out on a hunt and I promised them I would like after the bar.” You sounded conflicted.

“Go y/n it’s just a Djinn, we will have it taken care of in no time.” Sam comforted.

Dean woke up and found you lying beside him. He couldn’t have been more thankful until he looked around the room. This wasn’t the motel you guys were in a few hours ago.

Dean quietly slipped out of the bed as not to warke you and took out his phone and rang Sam.

Dean?

Sam?

What’s going on? Sam questioned.

" I don’t know where I am.” Dean panicked

What happened?

“The Djinn. It attacked me.” Dean confirmed

“The gin? You’re … drinking gin?” Sam questioned

“Dean, are you drunk? You’re drunk-dialing me?”

“No, asshat. The Djinn. The scary creature, Remember? It put its hand on me and then I woke up next to a very naked y/n, which I’m not complaining..” Dean went quiet lost in thought.

“So” Said a very annoyed Sam.

“So?, well it wasn’t a crappy motel, it was an actual house Sammy with an actual bed” Dean cut off again as he looked in disbelief at the letters in front of him. " Lawerence, I’m in Lawrence?”Dean asked himself. “Wait is this meant to be my house”

“Look, it’s late. All right, just get some sleep and I’ll see you tomorrow. OK?” Sam said hanging up the phone laughing and shutting his book, criminal law and procedure.

As Dean was looking around at the photos of you and him in your supposed living room. He came across one that made him dash out the door.

Back in the real world.

You were busy laughing with a few of the customers when you heard Ash call at you from behind the bar. “Hey y/n, as much as I love lep zeppelin if your phone rings one more time I’m going to throw it in the dish washer.”

“Fuck sake Ash you could have told me the first time it rang” you rolled your eyes.

“Yea but the first few times I was too busy enjoying the song” he shrugged.

“This family makes me want to murder people” you groaned out loud.

You picked up your phoned and sighed at the amount of missed calls, this wasn’t going to be good.

“Sam I’m so sorry” you started

“Y/n I need you to come Deans missing I think the Djinn has him.” He panicked

“No problem Sammy I’m on my way”

Deans world.

As Dean sat at the step of his mums house drinking a beer and looking proudly at the mowed lawn he watched the car pull in in front of the house. He spots you smiling at him and can’t help but smile back. He really does have everything. His smile fades as you step out of car and his eyes roam to your stomach.

“Dean Winchester, you better have a good excuse for leaving your pregnant wife at home and have her worried sick about you” you smile and as you reach him you stand on your tip toes and kiss him. When he doesny respond you step back and look at him woth concern on your face you ask

“Dean are you okay? Did I do something, I know with the pregnancy I’m a bit unpredictable”

“No, no everything is fine " he hugged you trying yo reassure you. But then he caught sight of the other car pulling up.

“I don’t believe it.” Dean smiled

He let go of you and walked down to greet Jessica and Sam.

“Jessica.” Dean exclaimed throwing his arms around her.

" Good to see you too Dean.Can’t breathe, " Jessica gasped.

“Sammy.” Dean smiled wide

“Hey.” Which was all that came from Sam.

As you walked down to meet the couple or maybe more waddled, Jessica threw her arms around you. “Hey y/n, how are you hows the little one?”

“We are all good” you hugged her back and smiled.

“She whispered in your ear “is Dean okay?”

“Honestly I’ve no idea, " you said nervously.

As Jessica broke your hug you were then enveloped by Sam.

“Hey sammy” you whispered.

“Hey my niece or nephew being good” he laughed.

“Well they are a Winchester definitely going to be a little trouble maker” you elbowed him in the side jokingly.

" Look at you. You’re with Jessica, I don’t believe it.” Dean interrupted you both.

“Yeah.” Sam raised his eyebrow. " I see you started off Mom’s birthday with a bang, as usual.”

“Wait. Mom’s birthday, that’s, today?”

“Yeah, sweetheart That’s today. That’s why we’re here.” You nodded

" Don’t tell me you forgot.” Sam scoffed

At the restaurant you all raised your glasses and washed Mary a happy birthday. Dean was like a Cheshire cat. He was happy. As he watched Sam and Jessica kissing he thought he would burst. His thoughts were interrupted by you.

" I was really worried about you last night.” You squeezed his hand.

" I’m good. I’m really good.” He patted the back of your hand.

“Okay. " you nodded “What do you say, later we get cheeseburgers? Me and the baby need some real food” you winked.

“Oh God, yes. How did I end up with such a cool chick?” Dean laughed this y/n really was the exact the same as his other y/n. He kissed your forehead.

“Just got low standards.” You laughed

Dean laughed and kissed you this really was his y/n

" All right. Jess and I actually have another surprise for Mom’s birthday. " Sam stood up and lifting Jessica’s hand he showed everyone the ring

Mary and you both screamed in delight and rushed to hug Jessica. You then turned and squeezed Sam. “This is amazing Sammy, and about time I was just about to tell this woman to leave you, if you didn’t purpose soon” you laughed hugging him again.

Back at Mary’s house you were all seated in the living room. Mary then called it a night and headed up to bed.

Sam then turned to Jessica and asked “are you ready for bed too?”

Jessica nodded in agreement.

“Wait a second. Come on, it’s not even nine o’clock yet. Let’s go have a drink or something and celebrate” Dean protested

“Yeah, maybe another time.” Sam smiled politely

Come on, man. Look at us. We both have beautiful women on our arms. You’re engaged i have a baby on the way if thats not something to celebrate what is?” Dean tried to convince Sam.

Sam looked at you and Jessica " Guys, can you excuse us? I just want to talk to my brother for a sec.”

“Sure.” You both nodded

“Jessica you wouldn’t mind helping me waddle up the stairs” you asked and you both laughed and left the room.

" Okay. What’s gotten into you?” Sam demanded.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean this whole warm, fuzzy ecstasy-trip thing.” Sam continued.

“I’m just happy for you, Sammy.”

“Yeah, right. That’s another thing. Since when do you call me Sammy? Dean, come on. We don’t talk outside of holidays.” Sam pointed out.

“We don’t? Well, we should. I mean, you’re my brother and you and y/n seem pretty close” Dean sounded hurt.

“You’re my brother”? Sam laughed

“Yeah.” Dean confirmed

You know, that’s what you said when you snaked my ATM card, or when you bailed on my graduation, or when you hooked up with Rachel Nave.” Sam argued.

“Who?” Dean sounded confused

“Uh, my prom date. On prom night.” Sam said angrily.

" Yeah, that does kinda sound like me. Well, hey man, I’m sorry about all that. " Dean tried to comfort Sam.

" No, look, that’s all right man, I’m not asking you to change. I guess we just don’t really have anything in common. You know? And the reason why im close with y/n as she actually makes an effort to stay kn touch with not just me but jessica too.” Sam said starting to walk away.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Yes we do. Yes we do. " Dean promised.

“What?” Sam snapped.

“Hunting.” Dean nodded

" Hunting? I’ve never been hunting in my life, Dean.” Sam scoffed.

" Yeah, well, then we should go it sometime. I think you’d be great at it.” Dean tried to encourage Sam

" Get some rest Dean” and with that Sam walked off leaving Dean alone.

You and Dean drove home in an uncomfortable silence. When you got home Dean collapsed on to the sofa. He was so lost in thought he never heard you approach him.

“Dean” you whispered placing your hand on his shoulder handing him a beer. He blinked at you. “Please bulldog, talk to me”

Dean heard the word bulldog and everything seemed to stop for a minute he became confused until he heard you again “baby please Dean are you okay”

“My favorite. You always knew me pretty well.” He said absent mindly.

“Fraid so.” You laughed kissing him on the head.

“Sammy and I don’t get along?” He questioned.

“Well, you don’t really spend a lot of time together. I mean, I just think you don’t know each other all that well, your busy he’s busy, life happens.”

Dean sat in silence looking at his beer.

" For the record: He doesn’t know what he’s missing.”

" I can fix things with Sam. I can make it up to him. To everyone.” He sighed.

“Okay. But Dean you don’t have to make anything up to me. And the thing between you and Sam, we can fix that” you promised taking his hand.

“This isn’t gonna make a lick of sense to you. But I kind of feel like I’ve been given a second chance. And I don’t wanna waste it.” He tried again

“You’re right, that doesn’t make any sense” you were confused

Dean then leant in and kissed you. He almost felt the same rush he always did when he kissed you but there was just something missing.

" You know, I get it.” He smiled

“Get what?” You raised and eyebrow

“Why you’re the one, here and back in our world. You’ll always be the one?”

“Whatever’s gotten into you I like it.” You wiggled your eyebrows, and with that Dean kissed you again, grabbing the back of your neck and pulling ypu in tight to him. You moaned and pulled away. Placing your fore head on to his you scolded “come on! Don’t do this to me now. I’ve gotta get ready for work.” You relenctualy tore your self away from him.

“You got to work now?” He questioned

“I’ve got the night shifts on Thursday.” You shrugged “you should know this by now”

" yea yea You work nights at the, uh…” he paused hoping you would full him then he sees you taking out your scrubs " at the hospital?” He laughs to himself " I’m dating a nurse. That is so sexy” and respectable he thought his Y/n would never be this respectable” he pauses for minute confused. What is going on. Then he watches as y/n changes and gets a view of her ass and all his thoughts are lost. “So we ever use your uniform for us time” he laughed.

“How do you think I got pregnant” you smirked back.

You kissed Dean good bye telling him you’ll see him in the morning and he better have those waffles made this time or you and the baby would kick his ass.

Dean laughed as he settled on the sofa, drinking his beer he flicked through the channels. But he was stopped dead in his tracks when the channel he put on was broadcasting the anniversary of the crash of United Britannia Flight 424.

This gets DEAN’s attention and he leans forward as he continues to watch.

The reporter stated that Indianapolis residents held a candlelight vigil in memory of the hundred and eight people who lost their lives…

Dean shouted at the tv “No, no. I stopped that crash.”

Dean ran to his laptop and started pounding on the keys in front of him he read headlines that relates to the cases he had solved.

Indianapolis Sun, December 5TH, 2005 - FLIGHT 424 CRASHES, 108 DEAD;

Nine Children Comatose

Parents mutilated in bed

GIRL DROWNS IN HOTEL POOL

While he is reading this and sitting in shock he feels a change in the air as he looks behind him he sees a woman in white. A woman who he has seen the past few days but not had the courage to say to. anyone incase they thought he had gone mad.

Deam jumped up and followed the woman in to the bedroom. When she disappeared in to his cloaet he threw open the doors and saw several women hanging inside. As he turns to leave everything disappears.

Back at Mary’s House Sam sneaks down stairs and swings at the intruder only to be thrown on to the floor.

“What are you doing here " sam hissed

" I was looking for a beer.” Dean shrugged.

“That’s Mum’s silver.” Sam accused.

" it’s not what it looks like. OK, I don’t have a choice.”

" Oh really? Why? What’s so damn important you gotta steal from your own mother?

“Sammy you don’t want to know " Dean sighed

Sam huffed out lout " Yeah, I do.”

" I owe somebody money.” Dean sighed

“Oh yea Who?” Sam frowned.

“A bookie. I lost big on a game, I gotta bring him the cash tonight.” Dean lied. Knowing Sam wouldn’t believe the truth

“I can’t believe we’re even related.” Sam shook his head “pathetic”

“Sam, look I’m sorry.”

“What?” Sam asked confusingly

“You know what, i’m sorry that we don’t get along. And I wish to hell I could stay and fix it. But I gotta do this. People’s lives depend on it.” Dean shouted at Sam taking a knife from the box

He turns around and take a knife from the box.

“Just tell y/n and Mom I love them see you, Sammy.” Dean voice

While Dean was sitting in the car, thinking of yhe life he had the passenger door opens and SAM gets in

" I’m going with you.” Sam says before Dean can say anything.

“Just like old times” Dean laughs driving off.

Meanwhile back at your pov you and Sam tiptoes through the warehouse. You find him and a woman hung up by their arms.

“Dean” you yell as you sprint for him.

Sam grabs your arm putting his finger to his lips he “quiet, the Djinn is still here, somewhere” he whispered looking around nervously.

As sam reaches up and starts to cut through the rope Dean winces.

“Careful sam” you scold looking back at him but just has you turn your head. The Djinn knocks you flying across the room and goes for Sam.

Sam turns around and lunches at the Djinn with his knife. But the djinn knocks the knife from sams hand and grabs him around the neck.

As you run to help sam bringing a pipe which you had found on the floor on to the djinn head, the djinn knocks you back again

Sam runs towards the Djinn again and they fight for a moment allowing you to grab the knife and cut Dean down causing you both to land in a heap.

“When this is over bulldog we are so going to talk about all those burgers you eat” panting as you rolled Dean off you.

As Sam and the Djinn continue to fight you take deans head in to your hands.

" please dean wake up we need you”

The Djinn finally gets the upper hand on Sam again , and his holding him by the throat his hand glowing blue moving it toward Sams forehead, but Sam puts up one hell of a fight.

Back at Dean, he stands in front of other Sam telling him all he has to stab himself and he will wake up as none of the real and just as he is about to deal the blow. Mary walks up to him

“Put the knife down honey” she smiled

“Your not real " dean chokes.

" It’s everything you want. We’re a family again. Let’s go home.” Mary touches Deans face.

Dean on the verge of tears whisperes “I’ll die. The Djinn will drain the life out of me in a couple of days.”

MARY But in here, with us, it’ll feel like years. Like a lifetime.” She promises.

" You don’t have to worry about Sam anymore. You’ll get to watch him live a full life” Jessica tries to convince him.

As they all look at you Mary smiles and nods. You step forward and take his face in to your hands.

“Dean I need you” it starts off calmly “Dean please wake up, please bulldog come back, me and Sammy we need you.” You practically shout in his face.

Mean while back at you and sam the djinn has the upper hand on Sam. You leave dean and run up and stab the djinn in the side. He drops sam to the ground and turns to you. And grabbing you by the throat he starts squuezing. As you begin to lose consciousness you whisper “please dean”

The DJINN opens his fist and blue light begins to appear around his hand as he reaches for your forehead darkness overcomes you.

Next thing you know you were waking up in a hospital bed.

“Dean” you whispered looking at the man dozing beside you.

“Hey " he said solmely.

“Is this real?” You panic

“It’s real princess, its real” dean sighed.

“Are you okay” picking up something was off.

“I’m alright” he sighed

“Dean please, tell me” you begged.

" its just we had it all y/n. The house the picket fence the baby”

“But it wasn’t real d,” you tried to comfort him.

“I know but it felt real” his head bowed not looking at you.

“Dean” tears coming down your face “what can I do”

Dean stood up and sat beside kissing your forehead he took your hand.

“Y/n, I know it was just a wish. My mum was alive there was no such thing as hunting, but Sam and I didn’t get along we didn’t bond over anyaqthing. But here he’s my brother he’s my best friend.” Dean spoke.

“And I’m glad that’s the way it is " Sam’s voice came from the door. Making his way over to Dean, Dean stood up and the brother hugged “and I’m glad you dug your way out Dean.”

“Yea Sam I dug out, but I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay so bad weather it was real or not. I’m sick of sacrificing everything of us sacrificing everything” Dean finally cried.

“But Dean people are alive because of us, I know it hurts but it’s worth it. We save life’s Dean” Sam smiled.

“I guess " Dean sounded unconvinced.

As you all say in an uncomfortable silence, you spread first. “Well I’m ready to leave this rock hard bed and get me a drink and some clothes”

Dean and Sam laughed and Dean grabbed your clothes from the locker, Sam made his way outside so you could get changed.

As Dean helped you get dressed he looked at you “you know maybe we should keep the gown. I like how it shows off your ass and plus easy access and all” he smirked.

Your eyes met his and you placed one hand on his cheek.

“I love you Dean Winchester, thank you for coming back to me " as tears rolled down your face Dean hugged you tight. “Ready to go pickachu” he finally asked. “With you, always " you smiled?.

[x-tetrodotoxin-x]

i am the person who sent the last ask, and i have finished playing the game and watched most of the anime, and im now a Changed Man.

pleaaaaaase can you give me your hcs on zack's time in the hell orphanage? that whole thing is really interesting, and it's a shame it's mentioned like once

Hii what fun! Yeah I can give some hcs. Honestly it's kind of a shame the orphanage wasn't really touched on for very long, but the shit we did get on it was dark.

So like i said I really think that orphanage was a front for human trafficking. It seems at least implied to be based on the caretakers mentioning the money aspect so often. What's fucked is it sounds like not only were the caretakers trafficking the kids, but the kids parents sold them to the orphanage to get rid of them, probably knowing the shit was shady as hell. It's pretty straightforward that those kids were abandoned there for money, it's stated in canon in at least the manga:

(Little Zack is so freaking adorable btw omg hes so tiny)

So like the whole aspect of the dead kids being buried in the yard; they clearly made Zack do that more than once. Totally hc that while yea some of those kids died of starvation, exposure, lack of medical attention, etc some of them were killed either on purpose as an example to the other children or on accident during incidents of abuse and Zack saw that a lot, contributing to his violent nature later on

ik he apparently started killing because he "saw a violent movie on tv" but I think that's bs and the caretakers were killing people in front of him or making him kill the other kids

Back on the programming shit, it's mentioned a lot that as a child Zack did whatever the caretakers told him to do despite not wanting to do it, hence him being referred to as a tool so often. So uh. Programming.

He's scared of fire, so they used fire to frighten him into doing things, following orders, being obedient, etc.

A lotta his abuse was like severe neglect and making him sleep outside, do a lot of physical labor, starvation, etc. I usually hc there was a lot of physical abuse too, especially early on to condition him into doing thinhs.

Sexual abuse but they targeted him differently in that way- like they really wanted to push the idea that he was a monster on him just because of his burns so incidents of noncon weren't as frequent as some of the other orphans, but were really horrific like refusing to touch him during it, using objects to do it, lots of degrading and insulting comments, not letting him bathe after, forcing him to isolate, etc.

If we hc the incidents of sa were less frequent with him (or done in private) the other orphans being kind of cold towards him not only bc they see and learn from the way the caretakers treat him, but in their mind he's "getting off easier because he's too hideous to sell off" so they project onto him, leading to more alienation.

It's not really clear when Zack got burned besides that it was shortly before his Mom abandoned him at the orphanage but if they were fresh they probably healed badly due to improper care- the orphanage caretakers refusing to let him properly clean and bandage his burns.

Also, like, the fact he still wears the bandages as an adult despite the burns being scars by now makes me think they probably forced him to keep the burns and scars covered up and made him wear the bandages even after his burns healed "as to not cause disgust to others" or some shit. He definitely wouldn't say it out loud, but he's self conscious about them.

I'm sure I've got more on that but like that oughta cover bases for now. So much dead dove potential with that orphanage, that series in general tbh omg

[uuuuuhhhhlana]

i'm really sorry for asking this but i once asked you if you could explain the reasoning behind your canon komahina playlist, and i remember you made like a really lengthy post and i loved it. but i've been scouring your tumblr and i cannot for the life of me find it and it's killing me. could you please repost it or send me the link for the original post, i'm sorry lol

hi!!! you’re all good! i’m glad you loved it!! unfortunately i am the same as you and cannot find the original post ANYWHERE 😭 but, luckily i still have the response which i kept in my notes app for sentimental reasons so i’m able to repost it here!! keep in mind i have included new songs that were not part of the og post, and removed songs that are no longer in the playlist,,but without further ado, my canon komahina playlist song guide!! :D

i’ll try to explain as best as i can!! i’ll indicate which songs belong to each arc that i wish i could do in the playlist <3 (also to clarify, this playlist is just also stuff i find and include on a whim, and may not exactly fit because i haven’t had time to listen to the whole playlist in full lol sorry)

also lol this is gonna be long

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pregame (despair arc anime stuff)

カミイロアワセ—binaria (this is just despair arc’s opening!! it may have been confusing if you haven’t watched the anime lol, also some songs are just here to help transition into different parts of the timeline!! ^^)

waiting in the wings—eden espinosa (this is a character specific song for hajime, i thought it was good to emphasise his feelings towards being the the reserve course, always trying so hard and never reaching what he truely wants (ah, there are a few character specific songs in this, it’s just to give them their own views and thoughts during the situation lol))

are you satisfied?—marina (okay THIS is meant to both portray their lives and actions during despair arc before the tragedy and how their lives are about to completely change (mainly hinata’s transition into kamukura) half is meant to showcase the lead up to his agreement to the kamukura project (“are you satisfied with your average life?” “it’s my problem if i want to pack up and run away…if i feel the need to hide” and the other half is about komaeda’s luck and how heavily it has affected his life before leading him to be accepted into hope’s peak (“one life pretending to be the cat who got the cream” “do i need to lie to make my way in life?” “nothing comes for free”) uh yea akskddgaksd)

never say never the animation—tkdz2b (this is just a transition to like. the udg/thh killing game shebang, nothing really important there)

e.v.o.l—marina (kamukoma nation rise,,,,just them (mostly servant) being Freaks™ together heheheheh,,, also like,,how basically junko’s influence turned them to the fucked up despair peeps they are!! (“it only takes a drop of evil to fuck up two beautiful people”,,,) :))

coming down—halsey (more kamukoma crumbs anyone??? basically komaeda worshipping kamukura and smex looolll. i imagine they encountered each other multiple times during and after udg (it’s canon i said so ansjddf :,))

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game (prologue)

pixel galaxy—snail’s house (neo world program time babeyyyy)

welcome to dangan island—masafumi takada (what’s this weird rabbit thing?? we’re on an island now? ah! we’re meant to be collecting hope fragments?? this is totally normal and not a killing game right? right???)

beautiful rain (summer salt) —masafumi takada (relax! enjoy making friends (and potential love interests) on this lovey dovey school trip! :))

heart attack—loona (komaeda love at first sight bullshit like PLEASEEE (i will insert as many songs to convey my agenda as possible LMAO)

sugar rush—addison grace (komaeda’s pov, he’s only met hinata for two (2) seconds and already has a crush LMFAO also, assume that there’s been like a teensy bit of time (like two days) since they got here, it needs to have time to build up aksdkfgh my playlist my rules <3)

two time—jack stauber’s micropop (hinata’s pov, he also seems to be developing some feelings, but something seems…off? i wonder what it could possibly be…)

danganronpa super mix—masafumi takada (the killing game has begun blah blah blah you know the drill)

chapter 1

entropy—awkward mania (aka komaeda being a little shit pt 1, now in this intense situation, komaeda does his 180 and starts his descent, but it’s for hope so that’s fine :P (probably when he plans the murder set up))

ghost rule—deco*27 (komaeda’s antagonistic demeanour reveal to hinata and the others. he gets hinata to figure out his malice, if he “figured the (komaeda) he knew was just a sham”. he knows his crush? and the rest will likely dislike him from now, but needs to push on so that he’s able to assist them in overcoming any despair thrown at them)

you give love a bad name—bon jovi (hinata feels betrayed, poor bby ;( the person he once liked? (crushed on) and was kind enough to help him out during introductions and the investigation is now gone)

it should have been me—riproducer (more komaeda monologue bullshit,,,,basically saying that hinata should have chosen komaeda as the blackened and is now confused as to why hinata is mad at him. after all, all he wanted to do was lead the ultimates towards hope and combat despair, why is the one he considerably looked up to most so upset with him? oh well, now that komaeda is here to stay (potentially for now) now his pandora’s box opened, he warns hinata to keep a close eye on him unless he were to act out again….)

chapter 2 and chapter 3

pandora’s box—marina (hinata’s just hurt and confused by komaeda’s behaviour tbh, but like. fair. now he’s become like an enigma oooooohhh)

problems—mother mother (komaeda’s pov, him bad in the eyes of hinata, hinata good >:( and komaeda self deprecation™. he still loves hinata tho despite the killing game because that’s the totally normal response to all of this, i can’t really fit more here?? LOL maybe “tied up and branded, locked in a cage” can be a reference to THAT scene but like, yea that’s it ajsjsdfgh)

the outsider—marina (komaeda having a main character moment™, also, he KNOWS he’s unpredictable and hard to comprehend. uh oh)

inferno—reinaeiry (komaeda being a little shit pt 2, he wants to rile hinata up with some antagonistic flirting babeyyyy)

love trial—chano, 40mp (komaeda’s guilty of being in love (smh he should be he fell in love in a damn killing game :///) he still thinks he has a chance for hinata to love him back, while simultaneously helping him and MAKING THINGS DIFFICULT FOR HIM ansjdfghh (aka komaeda being a little shit pt 2) he also suspects hinata may like him back in some way but he’s just denying it 👀)

bodybag—chloe moriondo (hinata’s having conflicted feelings :// sometimes he wants to punch komaeda on the mouth with HIS mouth and sometimes he just wants to punch him)

vices and virtues—reinaeiry (kinda chapter 3 territory here. komahina narrative foils real?!?)

hermit the frog—marina (this one’s kinda iffy but eehhh, it’s a flip flop of pov’s between hinata and komaeda, first, hinata knows that komaeda can outsmart him, and is always one step head of him in the trials and it still annoys him akskddgg then it switches to komaeda (at: “well i, went to the doctors believing…”) when he’s got the liars disease and wants hinata to stay but is unable to do so (ya know THAT scene) (fun fact: this part was inspired by an animatic) then some lead up to early chapter 4 and more homoerotic tension blah blah blah. like i said, this one’s a bit hard to fit in with the timeline but the animatic part is what stuck to me keeping it in)

bizzare love triangle—new order (hinata looking back on ch 1 komahina times and missing it “why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday?” he’s scared of what’s gonna happen between them down the line)

chapter 4

no strings attached (enemies to lovers)—backseat vagabond (it’s when they’ve entered the fun house and takes place some days before the 4th murder. literally just (one sided) hate smex LMAO….that leads to some reignited feelings from hinata…?)

i forgot that you exist—yonkagor (the investigation is underway and komaeda has just met up with hinata and nanami after the final dead room stuff. komaeda finds out everything and treats hinata like utter garbage, they break up without even being together in the first place <\3 brocken)

backstabber—kesha (“I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS SPECIAL!1!1!1” hinata feels betrayed again. he’s just like “wth man :(“ and komaeda is still a bitch ansndf)

fan behaviour—issac dunbar (komaeda’s just like “oh you hate me? cute <3” (condescending) and basically just talks down to him that now the “tables have turned” because komaeda used to look up to hinata and the others and basically saw himself as a loser and now THEY’RE all the losers lmao)

woke up—olivia olson, zuzu (hinata grows a pair and is basically just like “you know what, screw you you’re so annoying and literally no one likes you lol stfu” also candy kingdom=hope philosophy or whatever bajsjdfg)

wolf in sheep’s clothing—set it off (hinata just digging into komaeda (probably during the trial), he’s literally SO done with his shit, the wire is about to snap :,))

wishful drinking—tessa violet (komaeda character song, after the 4th trial, he knows he’s separated from the group now more than ever (visually i see him in his cottage, poison bottle in his hand, whilst intense staring commences) and he starts to set up for the beginning of the end…..)

chapter 5

smile—ukuletea (this is specifically during the free time event with komaeda at the military base, or lack there of, because if you try to talk to him, komaeda says something along the lines of “don’t worry about me, go talk with one of the others” with a smile on his face (hence “carry on by, i’ll see you off with a smile) it’s meant to be the final ‘normal’ encounter you have with him before what comes after. i imagine that just somehow, someway, komaeda still couldn’t let go of those lingering feelings for hinata, but knows he can’t go back to the way things were, so he’s instead pushing hinata even more away :()

冬のはなし (Fuyu no hanashi)—given (komahina duet, both are looking at their broken relationship, what they’ve lost, they’re both finding difficulty to move on and forget what happened between them, it’s meant to be a sad but bittersweet moment of clinging onto a small piece of hope that each one will still have some longing feeling there)

i just want to be the one you love—cryst (for this one i imagine that komaeda is listening to this on a record player in his cottage (don’t question it LMAO) more longing and loss for a love he can never have,,, ;()

oh ana—thquib, gumi (komaeda is conflicted :// he wants to become the ultimate hope by getting rid of the others (the remnants of despair) but he also hates having to find out this information because of what it means (from his perspective anyways). komaeda still clings onto his deep love for hinata even despite being the personification of his near opposing worldview, and is desperate for hinata to help him out of his turmoil)

bang!—ajr (now with his extremely antagonistic persona, komaeda explodes the lobby and threatens to blow up the rest of the island unless the traitor reveals themself)

crossing the line—mandy moore and eden espinosa (komahina duet, hinata says that komaeda has finally gone too far and begs for him to stop what he is doing, which komaeda refutes saying he will do anything it takes to see his plans be fulfilled, even if that means the others will see him as a complete monster for it)

nothing left to lose—jeremy jordan and eden espinosa (komahina duetttt, literally just a reiteration of same thing that’s explained in the song above (i TOLD you i like to insert as many songs as possible to convey the agenda LOL))

ready as i’ll ever be—tangled cast (another kmhn duet, hinata and the gang go to search for the hidden bombs komaeda has planted on the island, while komaeda goes to set up in the warehouse, both are preparing themselves for whatever may come next)

killer—the ready set (komaeda finally decides to let go of his feelings for hinata, as he will soon no longer be alive to still have them)

time is running out—muse (hinata is still searching for the bombs, and feels backed into a corner by komaeda’s actions, he feels komaeda has complete control in this situation, but is still somehow despite it all intrigued by him. it’s like it’s a car crash you can’t look away from )

again—crusher-p (komaeda’s lament pt 1, with a side of self torment and depreciation, he internally regrets how far he went with his antagonistic behaviour but it’s too late to go back)

eventually—tame impala (komaeda’s lament pt 2, with a side of regret and mourning, he truely believes that this is the only way out of this situation, and with that small lingering attachment of his feelings towards hinata, komaeda internally apologises for all the pain he has caused his one-sided (?) love, knowing his death will hopefully be the last time he gives hinata any grief, that he will eventually move on from komaeda,,,,)

sweet hibiscus tea—penelope scott (komaeda’s lament pt 3 with a side of dissasociation and questioning of what is reality (see: “the artificial way the sunlight bounces off the waxy leaves”) before the door opens to his demise)

arms tonite—mother mother (“i died in you armsssss” *cue dramatic komaeda dying in hinata’s arms scene*. it’s kinda like komaeda talking from beyond the grave, lol)

stuff is way—they might be giants (okay so that infamous makoto and junko animatic of the same song but replace those two with kmhn and the events that have happened over the course of the jabberwock killing school trip up til now. if you haven’t watched it pls do it’s so good)

karma—crusher-p (hinata has just been completely and utterly crushed by what has happened now. kinda like a stages of grief thing (he’s on denial and anger ansjddf) he thinks komaeda’s luck has finally failed him and got the karma that was coming to him: (a reference to the aforementioned wolf in sheep’s clothing)(but shhhh, he knows nothing yet)

all eyes on me—or3o (the chapter 5 trial, hinata basically just reflecting on komaeda’s actions, how he controlled and took centre stage during almost every previous trial and now it’s his turn to uncover the menacing truth komaeda left behind for him (salty salty aksndnfgg))

hidden in the sand—tally hall (after the chapter 5 trial, hinata mourns in his cottage once more and looks back on the time he and komaeda spent together during the prologue because those are good memories for him :,))

chapter 6

something changed—creepP (the epilogue to chapter 5 leading into the final chapter, when hinata and the remaining survivors are beginning to sense this island may not be what they’ve believed this whole time, with friends they’ve mourned suddenly appearing before them, their return to hopes peak, surrounded by glitched walls, unexpected jumps from room to room, and mangas outlining moments and events they can’t seem to remember,, in addition to monokuma’s strange behaviour, it’s easy to see that something isn’t quite right,,,,)

haze—tessa violet (inspired by another animatic of the same song, it’s hinata centric and centred around his feelings and thoughts as kamukura coming into light, and the subsequential transformation, featuring some tiny kmhn crumbs)

help me—or3o (chapter 6 trial, hinata’s pov. a final reflection of all that has occurred in the now world, also the official hinata was kamukura reveal. the inner voices of nanami and kamukura in addition to the help from the other survivors, pushing his determination to take down alter ego junko and create his own future (yeah these last few songs aren’t really kmhn centric but like. komaeda being unalivan’t doesn’t help with that ajsjdfgh))

white space—omori (ahhh this is just them getting out of the neo world, with the final walls crumbling and the venture into the unknown future ahead of them)

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post game

it’s not the same anymore—rex orange county (hinata laments on how simple his life used to be, but now that’s something he can never turn back to, and he knows it. so, all he can do now is live with it and move on towards a better future with the help of his friends)

strange sight—kt tunstall (IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE!!! to me this is like The komahina song Ever. this is once the survivors have woken up, and their comatose classmates have miraculously woken up, all except for one. hinata goes into the room with all the pods to set up the world destroyer program for komaeda, but before he does that, he looks down at the occupied pod, reflects once again on this boy, no not boy, man, this enigma, the fact that this is the one singular person in his life that has never been more interesting and confusing to him, and yet he still wants to understand him, understand him even more, wake him up so he can at last get closer to him the way he wished when they first met on that beach in the neo world>>>>>)

danganronpa 2.5 (komaeda and the world destroyer)

bitter choco decoration—syudou ((also known as: komaeda’s analysis hour) (komaeda’s perspective of his life and what he sees around him,,, komaeda has always wanted to help others instead of be helped, he tries not to hurt the ones he cares about,, he smiles and laughs with practiced ease, even if it means it’s at his own expense,,, after all, why should his classmates worry about him? he aims to praise and worship, telling them what they want to hear even if he doesn’t believe it himself because they display so much potential, so much hope, they don’t deserve to be upset or dragged down by his burdens . he will insert himself as a background character into each of their lives, and shut down his own significance in process)

i hate it here—quinn (komaeda’s artificial world,,, throughout living within the program, komaeda begins to slightly change his perspective of himself, he feels as though his luck is a complete waste of a talent and he’s becoming something he never wished to be, just another face in the crowd. rather, if he were in a more ideal world, talent wouldn’t matter much to him, his good luck rather helped those he cared about and the bad luck was instead given to himself, and he would maybe even have friends (even though they may be somewhat reluctant))

miss wanna die—jubyphonic (i see this as komaeda with the world destroyer, someone who feels somewhat familiar to him for a reason he can’t yet sustain, killing his friends and ruining his ‘perfect world’. when he meets world destroyer, komaeda knows it’s there for a specific reason, for some reason he senses and flashes back to a specific and stubborn presence continuously reaching out for him that for some reason feels that komaeda can’t continue to be in this coping mechanism world he has created for the rest of his sleeping life (i wonder who that is ajsjdfg). he realises that this is a dream he’s been living in and wishes to wake up and return to reality

絶対希望バースデ—megumi ogata (roll credits on 2.5 babey :))))

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hope arc

connect—amalee (hinata’s pov, after looking at what remains of their wrecked and damaged world, clouded with loss, death, and desolate destruction, whilst observing komaeda from his personal nwp run in order to wake him, hinata gives himself a silent vow to always be by komaeda’s side, and to ensure they both can help each other recover within what remains of their despair-ridden world, and rebuild it together along with support from their friends and found family now matter how hard it may be)

心做し—akane (komaeda has woken up, hinata shows no anger, resentment or hate toward him and wonders why, he believes hinata should despise him with every fibre of his being after all the pain he had caused during the killing game, he doesn’t want hinata to be hurt by him again, so komaeda tries to push him away once more, but hinata just holds him and comforts him as komaeda cries into his shoulder)

strange sight reprise—kt tunstall (hinata comforts komaeda some more, finally being able to understand him just a little (only a little, for now, he thinks. a small success regardless) he tells komaeda that he still believes him to be a good person because hinata knows komaeda genuinely cares about him and the others in his own (quirky) way

that distant shore—jennifer paz (hhhhhh komaeda has internal hope for resolution and recovery, with the inclination that he’s no longer alone now that hinata and him are getting along again,,,sorry LMAO kinda brain dead rn to think of anything else to say here)

flaws—bastille (hinata takes at look at his and komaeda’s flaws: komaeda’s being his luck, something he’s always had to live with, how it’s affected him, affected others and how he’s never hidden the fact that he believed his luck to be a burden to him. meanwhile hinata’s flaw was his feeling towards talent, his lack there of and how that ultimately led him to forever changing his life, he hated his flaws so much that he wanted to bury them as deep as possible, so others wouldn’t see how easily they were able to control his emotions. and now, after all they’ve been through, they are able to live with the flaws they have and use them to better understand each other)

our life—fat bard (some time after hope arc, hinata’s pov, the remnants of despair are now living on the island that was once an artificial nightmare. despite the tragedy, jabberwock almost looks to be returning into a peaceful paradise again. things have begun to change: structures being rebuilt, the sky returning blue with time, crimes slowly being forgiven and bonds being formed (wink wink nudge nudge). days and months come and go, the remnants have made peace that they will be potentially spending the rest of their lives here.

sunkissed—khai dreams (peaceful jabberwock dayze, komaeda’s pov. the feelings of his crush that he first had on the very same island from forever ago have returned tenfold, hinata has gotten closer to him and there’s a feeling of reciprocation there, but he’s to scared to confess to hinata just yet, he’s pining :()

walk but in the garden—llusion, mxmtoon (moar peaceful jabberwock dayze. hinata’s pov. him spending time with komaeda doing mundane things, hanging out and having fun despite being isolated from the rest of the world. they’ve managed to find their own peace here :))

still into you—paramore (omgggg confession time, the time has finally come!! :D aka: despite everything, it’s still you……and they were narrative foils and now they’re in love (omg they were narrative foils and now they’re in love))

come what may—nicole kidman and ewan mcgregor (komahina duetttttt *singing with intensity* “SUDDENLY MY LIFE DOESN’T SEEM SUCH A WASTE, IT ALL REVOLVES AROUND YOUUUU” each one at the beginning of their lives were shrouded with a feeling of being someone who is so worthless, one because of their talent, and the other because they lacked talent,,,but now they have both found someone they love and cherish, and make them feel their life is worth living for what remains until the end of time HHHHHHHH)

good old-fashioned lover boy—queen (kmhn marriage!! preparations….they write their vows and celebrate with their friends and kiss….yeas…)

me and my husband—mitski (pretty self explanatory ahsjdjdfg. komaeda’s pov btw)

AND WE’RE FINALLY DONE!! oof that took a while lmaooo, there’s more i could probably expand on in some songs but my brain hurts aaahhh

also take note that these songs are subject to change, i may take some out if i find a better replacement but what i have here now is just what i think fits best at the time!! i know it’s not perfect ajsjdfg and if you had some alternative songs, or new ones to potentially add please feel free to share!! but once again thank you so much! to think something i did self indulgently and as a joke became something people genuinely like makes my happy! :)

edit: as of writing this, i have replayed the playlist and taken some songs out that either didn’t quite fit or were too repetitive, but as i said, it’s subject to change :))

[thatonewatching]

Church Boy-Offer

Travis' POV:

I punched him...

Holy shit...

After that, I just walked away. I couldn't let anyone see my fucking sinning face. I went to the bathroom and locked myself in a stall. I tried to hold them back, but I ended up crying like the failure I am...

I stayed quiet, now and then a small sob would escape. After a few minutes, I heard footsteps and wiped my eyes. "Someone in here?" a sweet voice asked. 

I recognized it.

Sal...

"No shit, get out."

"Are you okay?"

"What do you think!?"

"...Why do you hate me so much...?"

"Because you and your friends are a bunch of fags! God will never love you, why should I?"

"Y'know, we're not all gay. Except for me and Todd, were super gay."

"...I don't really hate you...or your friends..."

"I didn't think so..."

"..."

"Hey, if you ever want to, y'know, hang out or get away from your dad, you could hang out with me."

"..."

"Just, think about it and let me know. If you ever need anybody to talk to, I'm always here for you. I will never turn you down, my door is always open."

"Thanks..."

"No problem!"

"But, why are you being so nice to me?"

"I don't think you're a bad guy, Travis. Under all that anger, I think there's a good dude who's afraid to be himself."

"You're wrong..."

"What?"

"You're wrong. I am of nothing good. I am a sinner. I am a failure..."

"Travis, don't say that. You aren't any of those things. If I thought so, I wouldn't be here."

"Really?"

"Really."

"Thanks, Sally face..."

"Of course, Travis."

"Hey, um."

"Yeah?"

"It's just...Mrs. Packerton said I needed some tutoring. Do you...know anyone who could...?"

"I could!"

"You?"

"Yeah, if that's okay with you. We don't have to be friends, but I wouldn't mind helping."

"Are you sure? I mean, after what just happened, I didn't think you'd even consider me human."

"Travis, we can be friends...we don't have to be enemies..."

"..."

"Are you free after school? We could start today."

"Yea...I'll have to...sneak out..."

'Oh, no. You don't have to. I could go over to your house! Or we could meet at the park or something. I don't want to get you in trouble."

"Why the hell are you so fucking nice?"

"I...I don't know..."

"..."

"Well, I live in Addison Apartments. Stop by if you want..."

"..."

I felt my eyes tear up again. They wouldn't stop and I didn't put in an effort to make them. Footsteps erupted from in front of the stall and then the bathroom door slammed shut and I heard the bell ring. It was time for class.

I opened the stall and snatched my backpack from the floor. "Shit..." I muttered, running as fast as I could to my next class. 

Once I arrived, I sat in the back and pulled out my book. It was about space. I stole it off my dad's shelf, I wanted to read something other than the Bible. He would've killed me if he found out, whatever. Not like he reads these anyways. Just for display.

Just like our family...

Display...

*Time Skip*

I went to my 4th class. This one I had with Sally...That fucking freak. Weird ass blue hair, I never even saw any brown spots at his roots. Was it natural? Weird... And he always wore his hair super feminine. Whether it was in pigtails, ponytails, or space buns, it was feminine. His eyes always shone through his mask. They were the same color as his hair, too. 

Baby blue...

They could practically see through me. That's what it felt like, at least, when he looked at me. They were kind of pretty. Actually, I think one of them is fake. When he rolls his eyes at me, only one rolls. The other one stays in place, maybe shift a little. His piercings were kinda cool, too.

He had his cartilage pierced. I think he did all his piercings at home because he had a safety pin through it with a little dried blood. He wasn't a pussy, I could give him that.

"Mr. Phelps, please read the next paragraph for us." The teacher called out, snapping me out of my trance. 

I hadn't noticed, but I was staring at Sal. "Uh, yea." I said, finding where we were and continue the article. After I finished, the class grew silent, and I looked around. I noticed Sal staring at me and I quickly looked away. "Mr. Fisher, staring isn't polite. Please turn around." the teacher rhetorically asked. "Yes, sir..." Sal answered, turning back around and looking down at his textbook. 

"Alright, for the homework tonight, you are all required to read the rest of the section and write a summary with at least 4 paragraphs and 5 sentences in each. Thank you and see you all tomorrow." he said, allowing us to leave. "Mr. Phelps and Mr. Fisher, do you mind staying back?" he called, standing by the door. 

Sal and I shared a look of confusion before waiting with the teacher until everyone else left. After everyone was gone, he started to talk to us. "I have the understanding that one of you is exceptionally gifted in mat but not so much in literature. The other one is the opposite. I recommend that you two tutor and help each other for your own sake. Finals are coming up and I want you all to pass. Please consider this. I don't want to hold either of you back..." the teacher offered, suggesting that we take his advice. 

"Now, I'll write you two some passes, and you can get going." he informed, clapping his hands to signify the end of the conversation. Sal nodded and I stayed still, tapping my foot. He finished the passes and sent us on our way. 

After getting to my next class, I sat in an empty seat and started reading. "Mr. Phelps, could you please tell the class what has piqued your interest so?" My teacher said, crossing her arms and scowling. "Um...just this book..." I answered, closing the book and putting it on my desk. 

"Hmm..." she irritably said, turning back around and finishing her examples. After that class, I finished my next with no interruptions.

I walked out of the class and to my locker. After grabbing my things, I closed it and started to walk away before someone grabbed me by the back of my shirt. I was yanked to the ground and looked up to see Larry Johnson standing above me. "The fuck do you want?!" I yelled, squirming a little. "You wanna pick fights? Huh? You wanna pick fights with Sal, do you? See It doesn't feel good when someone bigger than you pick on you, does it?" he jeered, smiling wildly.

"Larry! What the hell?!" A voice yelled.

Sal...

"What the fuck are you doing to him?" Sal asked, grabbing Larry by the back of his shirt and yanking him off me. When they fell on the floor, Larry fell on top of Sal. Larry was pinning Sal down. 

I'm not sure why, but that pushed me over the edge. I got up and threw my biggest textbook at Larry's face. "Fuck you, asshole!" I screamed, watching as blood trickled out of his nose and onto his shirt.

"What the hell, man?!" he yelled back, holding back tears.

I walked away after that...

(Originally posted on May 15th 2023 on Wattpad)

"Church Boy." - Offer - Wattpad

[averytinyfrog]

Numb - Scream

first post lol cross posted to my wattpad kinda follows the first scene but not completely i used the first paragraph in my english hw

can be reader insert or not, mc has no description or pronouns so yeah

yea

warnings: you get murdered

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Turning on the tv, I sit down with a bowl of popcorn. The welcome smell of sweet and salty popcorn greets my nose; tonight is movie night. I hear the soft sounds of leaves rustling outside the window, and a strange feeling that I'm being watched. It's most likely just wind and my imagination, but I look outside anyway: nothing, just darkness and trees. I always get weird feelings like this, that turn out to be nothing. My parents won't be back for hours, so it's a waste of time scaring myself over nothing, when I could be scaring myself over a movie. I finally find the movie I was planning to watch, but just as I am about to turn it on, I hear the phone ring.

With a sigh, I get up from the sofa. The sooner I answer it, the sooner I can get back. I pick up the phone and with a sigh I answer "Hello?"

"Hello." It was a man's voice. I didn't recognise it, probably a wrong number.

"I think you have the wrong number." I hang up.

"Why'd you hang up?" It was the same voice.

"I told you, you have the wrong number"

"Well what makes you think that?"

"I don't recognise your voice. Well, should I recognise your voice?"

"I dunno.." the leaves rustle again, louder, "can I ask you a question?"

I groan slightly in annoyance, why can't this guy leave me alone?! But I can't tell him that, obviously. "Go ahead. Shoot."

"What's your name?"

"Why do you wanna know my name?"

"I wanna know who I'm looking at." My heart drops, everything falls silent but the silence is louder than anything I've ever heard.

"What do you mean? Can-" it's getting harder and harder to force the words out, "can you see me?"

"Yes."

He's just messing with you. He's just trying to freak you out. It's just someone playing a mean prank on you. He can't really see you. I repeat these thoughts over and over again as an attempt to calm myself down.

"So what-" I swallow the lump in my throat, "what am I doing?" I try to calm myself down, there's no way he'll know this.

"You're standing in the living room, you were about to watch a movie, Nightmare on Elm Street," Oh god. "That's a scary movie, do you like scary movies?" Oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god. Stop! You can't panic now! There's some weird man on the phone with you who can see your every movement, this is no time to panic!

"Uh.. I guess." I answer his question, not really knowing what else to say. I quickly hang up the phone and run to lock all of the doors and windows. I don't know why he's here or what he wants, I just know that I am not safe. The previous warmth of the house has since been replaced with a bone chilling cold. I jump at the sound of the phone ringing again. I pray it's not him. I pray he's given up and will never call again, and the phone ringing is just a friend asking if I want to hang out tomorrow, or my parents calling to check up on me. I never want to have to hear his voice again.

But I'm not so lucky. I pick up the phone and am greeted with his god awful voice. He's angry.

He screams and yells at me but I'm too scared to pay attention. He said something about gutting me like a fish if I hang up again. He then asks if I'd like to play a game. How can he go from sounding so angry, to sounding somewhat calm.

"Do I even have a choice?"

"Of course you do, who do you think I am?"

"I don't know. I don't know you! You're just some weird freak trying to be funny. Well you're not funny! And I don't want to play your stupid games!" I scream into the phone.

"Suit yourself then" what could he possibly mean by that? Do I even want to know?

The doorbell rings. Oh dear god I hope that's not what I think it is.

"Who's there!?" I call out, my voice shaky with fear.

"Go on, open the door and see for yourself."

Oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god.

"I don't think I wanna," I start backing away towards the kitchen and fumble to grab a decent knife.

The glass window beside me shatters, as a large, heavy body crashes into me and I let out a shriek. I feel something sharp cut into my arm as we fall, forcing the knife out of my hand, and propelling it a few feet away. I open my eyes to see a man in a cheap halloween costume: a white mask and a black cloak. Our bodies writhe together as I struggle under his weight. He raises a bloody knife. And that's when it fully hit me. That's my blood. A strange man holding a knife with my blood on it is on top of me. I'm going to die. I can't die. Not now. Somehow, I muster up the strength to kick him away before he can attack.

I get up and run to the door, fumbling with the keys before swinging the door wide open. I look around the familiar garden, a large lawn with plants around the sides, a couple of trees and a fountain in the middle. There's nowhere to hide and I doubt I could run all the way to town without him catching up and me running out of breath. I'd nearly ran to the road when I turn back to look at the house one last time before I die. I can't see him. Anywhere. Was that my imagination? Is he gone? I mean surely he would have followed me out, right?

I let out a sigh of relief, I must have lost him, somehow. I freeze as I hear rustling in the trees and bushes around me again. It's just the wind, it's just the wind, it's just the wind, it's just the wind, I repeat to myself. I hear the rustling get closer, I want to run, I have to run, but I just can't, like my legs have frozen in place. And they won't thaw until it's already too late. And it is too late. I crash onto the ground as the weight of him knocks me over again. I should have ran. I shouldn't have looked back- I should have ran to town- to my friends house- to the police station- and now I'll die because of my own stupidity. Maybe this means I deserve it.

Tears stream down my face and I sob as I feel his hand tighten around my throat, and he raises the knife above his head. I scream, loudly, as loud as I can, as I feel his knife press into my shoulder, he hasn't stabbed me properly yet. He's teasing me. Taunting me. Is this the kind of game he was talking about? He raises it again, and I choke back a sob. I stare dead into what I think are his eyes, hoping to gain some kind of sympathy, maybe a change of heart. But nothing like that comes. He swiftly brings down the knife, thrusting it into my chest. I scream, the intense, searing pain is like nothing I've ever felt before. He stabs me again, and again, and again, and again. My voice is hoarse and quiet. I've lost. I'm done. I take one last look at my killer, trying to catch any signs of remorse, even though he's wearing a mask. I see nothing. I look back at the house, the house I've lived in all my life, the house that's protected me for all these years, the house I will never see again. I feel numb. After everything that's happened I can't feel anything. Just the coarse ground as he drags me away, a rough feeling against my throat as he hangs me from a tree, and another throbbing pain as he cuts across my stomach. But it's all numb.

[zhuhongs]

lollll i was actually just being dramatic bc i felt weird dancing but tbh knowing how i am as a person that was to be expected. I'm the kinda person that is bad at doing things the first time and will leave and then try again later. like i have to build myself up to stuff. and i was just feeling weird abt it and yea. did some firsts today like telling the bus driver i have to get off when they close the door before i can get off. I've had this happen and i just got off at the next stop which was never a huge deal bc the stops are all close so today i finally yelled "不好意思，下車！！” and yea. then i went on a very nice bike ride. i rode up the big hill the the bike path hundred precent on my own without having to stop and rode through the like bike thingies that are supposed to prevent ppl from bringing their motorcycle . and yay! those things always freaked me out. i always swore i was gonna hit it so i always walked through them not ride. and then i went actually asked the ppl at the supermarket for help which i never do bc i just hate asking ppl things. and yea! then i went to get dinner from the skewer place omw home which ive always wanted to try. it was def a bit awkward and the boss lady was like. uh. but ykw now that i know I'll do it properly the next times so yea. baby steps. i also said hi to that one classmate i always avoid and had a conversation with my roommate and had her try my salsa. so yea!! im doing okay!

its sunny outside but i planned to go dance underground and hhh. i want to take advantage of the weather and go for a bike ride but ive been hyping myself to dance and. oh well. it'll be sunny on sunday

[kunrengui]

hi just talked to a rlly close irl friend (he's nice) who i didnt talk to in a long time (DNI, i just need to get this off my chest)

[herrscherofsentence]

Going to NRC and being Tony Stark’s son,

In the situation if you would get Isekai’ed into the Twisted Wonderland; 

•For starters Tony who would be in your world would probably be freaking the fuck out since where tf his kid just go

•While you on the other hand despite being in Ramshackle, if you payed attention to anything of what your dad made you might as well try to copy some of it while in NRC yk-

•Hell Tony may even try to get Dr Strange to help, while your family and friends are freaking out here you are missing your dad but also laughing your ass off with Ace and Deuce.

“Okay okay so,-“ you started “This dude his name is Happy, he’s literally like an uncle but also he has such a like- short temper? He’s so funny at times as well,” then you go on to tell Ace and Deuce stuff about Happy. “Wait your dad is rich?” Deuce asks while you take a couple minutes to reply. “Uh..yea, he has all this tech stuff,” You replied to Deuce.

•Your time at NRC is actually pretty good until the students start Overbloting. So one day you go into the Ignihyde dorm and make little replicas of your dad’s Iron Man suit with permission from the dorm students if it was okay if you make some stuff. Despite you having no magic it was very surprising to Idia that you were able to make this stuff, say you made replicas of the boots and the gloves. I can just imagine Ortho helping you with the boots with the flying aspect. 

•Crowley being absolutely useless is in for a shock when he sees you actually being able to participate in the magic portions of your classes somewhat. 

-

You are now a Junior at night raven college, it has been three fucking years with no ability to come home. It was so heartbreaking, stressful and just the amount of angrier you had towards Crowley. “Headmage.” You said busting into his office “When am I going to come home? Its been three, THREE WHOLE YEARS, since I’ve came to Night Raven College and I’m still not home. I have a mother and father at home please Crowley, get off your ass and do something for once.” You basically snapped at Crowley, you want to see Pepper, Tony, Peter, your friends and most of the avengers. Later that day when you were hanging out with Deuce and Ace, Crowley had came to you the headmage wanted to tell you something. It was until you saw a golden ring appear in front of you showing Dr. Strange and your dad, tears started rolling down your eyes at the sight of your dad. You gulp, turning to Ace and Deuce “Deuce, Ace thank you..” You cried out, “Grim..” you took off him off your shoulder. “No..[name]..don’t go :( I need my underling..” the cat cried out, it was the first time you saw Grim cry. “I’ll miss you three..” you said,completely ignoring Crowley, “Let me come with you..” Grim cried you had walked over to the portal, Grim in your arms as Crowley left, Ace and Deuce followed you. “Can we..Can we keep Grim..?” Your tears said it all as you looked up to your father and the wizard. “He needs to stay here, kid.” Strange said. “But..But..!” You protested “Please, He..He doesn’t have a home here..” your tears continued. In the end you managed to keep Grim, but still the part that was hard saying goodbye to your friends. Ace,Deuce,Epel,Jack and Sebek, you will miss them all very much but they all knew you had to go home, as a parting gift Epel gave you and your father apple juice. Even after the portal closed your tears continued as Grim rested on your shoulder, “thank you..” you gave a small smile through you tears as you hugged your father. 

“I missed you dad..” you whispered as Tony hugged back “I missed you too..” he replied.

[jade-04]

Dove (Part 2)

first part | part 3

Eddie Munson x fem!Henderson!reader and Steve Harrington x fem!Henderson!reader

Summary: Dustin Henderson’s older sister finds herself in a predicament having to choose between Steve “the Hair” Harrington and Eddie “the Freak” Munson

a/n: Hi! This is the first fic I’ve ever written so let me know what I can improve on. I'm somewhat proud of the second part, I like it but I feel like there could've been more. I feel like this fic is gonna be very dialogue-heavy for a while so on that note here's the second part. Also, message me if you want to be on the tag list for the next part.

warnings: possibly swearing (?) I can't remember

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You’d recognize that voice anywhere. Eddie was always subtly flirting with you whenever you would come to pick up Dustin from the Hellfire club meetings, especially if they were running late. He would also come into the record shop to browse or buy a new record. Your interactions with eachother never really went past that, until now. 

“No Eddie, your eyes dont deceive you.” You rolled your eyes, turning around to look at him. 

Now, you didnt hate him, but you also didnt like him. You thought he was a bit of a bad influence as he was held back in senior year twice and was a drug dealer, you just didnt like the idea of him being around your brother, but you knew you had no control of Dustin and that he was capable of making his own decisions. 

“So, sweetheart, you here to audition?” He said with a smug smirk on his face meeting your eyes.

“Why else would I be here?”You responded crossing your arms.

“Oh, well I just thought that maybe you finally gave in to my advances and wanted to see me, but I guess that isnt the case. Breaks my heart.” He jokingly clutched his chest pretending like he was actually in pain.

You rolled your eyes, giggling a little. You had to admit, the man was both attractive and funny, but you didnt want to fall for him. Really, you didnt want to fall for anyone right now. 

“Sorry to break your heart, Eds, but maybe, you’d be a doll and not break mine by letting me be lead singer in your band.” You stared up at him with puppy dog eyes stepping a bit closer. You knew it was wrong to fake flirt to try and get your way, but you really wanted this and were hoping Eddie couldnt resist you.

“Now, as much as I would love to just give you that title, you’re gonna have to go against these guys first, but maybe-” He was interrupted when Gareth yelled at him sounding a little irritated.

“Eddie! Stop flirting and get your ass over here so we can start auditions!” Gareth shot him a look and was probably ready to just start auditions without Eddie.

You and the other two guys sat down on some crates in front of the band as Eddie began his speech about his band and how important it was to be committed to this. He got interrupted by Gareth again though because he was taking a long time to finish his speech. 

“Okay Okay,” He shot Gareth a look “ Last, but not least, you all need to understand that I am also a lead singer in this band with you, you wont get only solos, and sometimes you wont sing at all. Now,” He put that signature smirk on his face “who wants to go first?” 

You noticed both of the guys auditioning with you get up.

“Yea… I’m not gonna sing duets with a guy.” One of the guys said grabbing his bag and starting to head to his car.

“I’m with him on this one” The second guy says crossing his arms “Thats not really..uh..me.” He started walking away as well.

“Well that’s both of your losses!” Eddie yelled after them.

You raised your hand sheepishly, but also quite confidently “So.. does this mean I still have to audition?” You questioned with a smirk.

Eddies eyes landed on you and he chuckled a little. “Before we can let you in, Henderson, we need to hear you sing.” He turned around and grabbed the microphone from behind him, handing it to you with a raised eyebrow.

You got up out of your seat, taking the microphone. “Do you guys know Stevie Nicks?” You looked around awaiting an answer and were pleased to see nodding heads. 

“Henderson,” Eddie said putting a hand on your shoulder “Are you seriously gonna sing Fleetwood Mac at this audition?” You could feel the judgement in his words, but you didnt care, you wanted to make him realize you were good enough for his band.

“Nope. Edge of Seventeen, boys.” You looked up at Eddie with a smirk. 

Edge of Seventeen was by far one of your favorite songs, your voice also sounded amazing while singing it and you knew it would give you a chance of not being rejected from being the lead singer. You shrugged off your jacket and through it onto the crate you were sitting at earlier. It was a bit chilly, but you wanted to give a full performance hoping it would guarantee a spot. You waited for the guys to start playing the entrance to the song before taking a deep breath.

“Just like the white-winged dove

 sings a song

Sounds like shes singin’

Ooh, ooh, ooh” 

Your voice sounded great. Silky smooth with just a hint of raspiness, almost sultry. You repeated those lyrics to the chorus again, starting to feel more comfortable. You were ready to really start performing. You started tapping your foot and kind of swaying your body to the beat. 

“And the days go by

Like a strand in the wind

In the web that is my own

I begin again

Said to my friend, baby 

Nothin' else mattered”

From here you really started to get into it. You were walking around. singing the song towards the band members and dancing, then eventually you came back to the mic stand replacing the mic as you got to the bridge near the end of the song.

“Well, I hear you 

In the morning 

And I hear you 

At nightfall 

Sometimes to be near you

Is to be unable to hear you

My love

I'm a few years older than you, my love”

Before you knew it the song was over. You were breathing fairly heavily as you were moving a lot while singing, but you knew it paid off when you heard the claps from the band members. You placed the mic back down and turned around with a huge smile on your face.

“So?” You asked scrunching your nose a bit.

“Oh she’s awesome.” Jeff said looking over to Eddie.

“Yeah, we gotta let her in, man.” Gareth said also looking to Eddie for approval.

You also looked at Eddie with hopeful eyes.

“My god, Henderson. That was great.” Eddie said smirking “Welcome to the band.” He unfolded his arms looking like he was presenting the band to you. “First rehearsal is Tuesday.”

“SERIOUSLY!” You jumped up and down “Thank you, thank you, thank you!” Before you knew it you were hugging Eddie out of pure excitement, it wasnt until he said your name that you realized and backed up. “Sorry,” You coughed a little nervously “but…uh.. Thank you.” You shot the band a smile before grabbing your jacket and heading to your car. 

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As you walked away you couldnt hear the conversation the band members were having. 

“Hallelujah” Eddie said with a genuine smile. “I’m so glad my plan worked out.” He chuckled.

“Eddie,” Gareth set his instrument down “You know you could’ve just asked her to join rather than holding fake auditions just to get her to join the band.” 

“Nah” He shook his head “I liked seeing her nervous, made her look pretty cute.” His signature smirk appearing.

You had no idea that Eddie had a crush on you. You always thought the times he would flirt with you was just his personality, so you just brushed it off. You thought he was attractive, but you never really felt anything towards him. Eddie always joked with his bandmates how oblivious you were to his flirting, but you brushing him off only made him want you more. Though, he knew it was a risk as you were Dustin’s older sister making you “off-limits.” Yet, he knew his plan to get you into the band to spend more time with you would work and he was ecstatic.

[short-black-diamond]

A second chance..

So, uh...since my last fic kinda...blew up...(?)

what about more angst? but there’ll be a happy ending...kind of...

also, Uraraka is being a bitch. Not that she already is (I’m a hater, sorry not sorry), but she’s desperate.

also, it’s getting real suggestive at the end, but that’s just me fantazising about making out with the cute boy.

I DID NOT PROOFREAD!!!!

again, only they/them/their pronouns used, no Y/n, and...yea! Have fun reading!

Anyways; part one https://at.tumblr.com/short-black-diamond/nooooooooooooo/7ly12yifwuzu 

Ever since you became official with going out with Bakugo, Izuku was more and more depressed, I mean, he ripped off his all might posters in pain and agony of you starting to date the person whom he looked up to the most-but also the person who had wanted to see him dead. 

Of course, Izuku only wanted for you to have the best, but was Kachan really the best for you? Last week, he tried to brow your head off and now he’s all lovely dovey and shit with you. 

No, something was not right. and Izuku wanted to fix that. 

But, a certain girl found out about his plan- she wanted him all for himself. 

...

“Deku, over here!“, Ochaco yelled in the busy cafeteria, where she miracioulously purchased one meal with her favourite dish, and his favourite - Katsudon - as well. Not sure where she got the money, but hey, the thought counts.

Deku looked at her and his eyes were about to aoutomatically light up when he heard your laughter. 

He whipped his head to your direction that there might have been a possibility of his neck snapping, but nothing of that sort. 

And his heart sunk when he saw you laughing with the Bakusquad. 

‘I wish I’d be there with you...being the reason you laugh‘, he thought, a frown forming on his face. 

The space hero noticed and grabbed his arm. 

But...

Instead of blushing crazy like he normally would around her - a habit of his that she loved - he flinched. 

Izuku fucking flinched from her touch. 

And not only that, he also looked at he brown haired girl with a bewildered expression, an expression that screamed ‘What the heck!?’.

Now, Uraraka was hurt. Tears slowly formed in her eyes as she turned around and left, Izuku hot on her trail, wanting to apologize for his stupid behavior. 

And of course, you saw. you always saw it. 

somebody nugded you, and you saw Katsuki, and how he gave you a reassuring smile. Well, it wa more of a smirk-ANYWAYS. 

...

“Uraraka-wait please! I’m sorry!“, Izuku called as he ran after her. Uraraka stopped after a few minutes of running, being out of breath. Deku wasn’t panting that much.

“Why...?“, she whispered, before looking at Izuku with a heartbroken expression. “Why do you care so much about them? Can’t you be happy without their attention on you all the time?”

The fucking audacity. The motherfucking audacity.

Izuku took a minute to think about if what the girl said was real. Did she just say that he should leave you alone? That he’s an attention seeker? What the hell?

His brows furrowed. “Uraraka, the person, whom you’re talking about, is much more than just some student. They were my best friend! 

And I...” He thought about his memories, and how he ripped off his all might posters. “I wasn’t there for them...I-I just left them to hang out with you guys...!”

Midoriya clenched his fists and squeezed his eyes shut. 

“I can’t believe that you’re into them.“, Uraraka spoke, looking to the side with a frown on both her small brows and mouth.

“Wha-“

“What is it about them that I don’t have?! Huh?!”, she exclaimed, stepping closer and slowly backing the nerd into a corner.  “Is it because I am short? My hair? My voice? Because I’m freaking poor...?!”

“Uraraka, what are you-“

“No, don’t call me Uraraka, call me Ochaco, or just Chaco!“, a hoeful smile stretched itself on the poor girl’s face as she grabbed both of Izuku’s hands and held them towards her chest. 

“I love you Izuku Midoriya, and I want to go on many dates with you!”, she called, already leaning in to kiss the boy, but Izuku was having none of that and ran away. 

...

You were in your room again, thinking about your life choices as you stretched your body. The bunnies were in Koda’s room this time, so no furry friends for you to spill your heart out for today. 

‘I am together with Bakugo...but...‘

You grunted, taking a harp breath. you stretched too much. 

you lay down on the floor. 

‘I don’t even like him. I guess I just wanted to piss Mido off...

I’ll break up wiht Katsuki.‘

And that’s what you did. 

You packed some stuff (a book, headphones, your laptop/tablet/Phone+chargers, water bottle) and put on some warm clothes, 

October could be a bitch sometimes. but you loved autumn.

You sent a voicemail. 

“Yo Kats. It’s over, I don’t have such strong feelings for you I just now realised, so uh, yeah. 

I hope you’ll find someone who’ll love you and whatever shit you say when you break up with someone. 

Bye.“

No hard feelings. 

...

After you sent it to Bakugo, you turned your phone off and fucked off to a far away library. 

Stupid of you to not turn your snapchat location off, because Izuku was using it right now as he ran away from the brown haired basic bitch Uraraka and her confession and he noticed that you were on your way to a laid back- but still- hero themed cafe near the end of the city. 

‘Now or never!‘, he thought as he quickly took some important things of himself, packed them in a backpack, plus the photos, and ran after you. 

...

You softly hummed to Chika’s Chika Chika dance song from ‘Love is war’ as you enjoyed the calm athmosphere while you made your way towards the cafe. 

A calm city was rare these days. And you felt good today. a content smile creeped itself on your face. 

Suddenly, you sensed somebody behind you, and you noticed a familiar mop of green hair running at you with full speed. And even though Deku was not using his quirk, he was pretty fast and would have almost caught up with you if you didn’t begin to run. 

‘So much for a good day.‘

But then, you stopped by the cafe, out of breath, with Deku holding his side as he came to you, panting. 

“Please...let me talk to you.“

Even though you were panting as well, you felt angry. 

“About what...that you’re...that you’re SO SORRY...that you didn’t notice...that you fucking ghosted me...?

Or...or o-or or, that you keep hanging out with the ‘smart kids’?

That you fucking ignored me? My texts? My voicemails?“

It was quiet as the two of you came down from your little marathon, both sitting next to each other on a nearby bench. 

“I’m sorry. I truly am. A-and I know that it won’t f-fix anything-but I just wanted to let you know. 

Also...Also,  I wanted to be friends with you again. S-start over. W-what do you think....?“

You shrugged. 

“*sigh* Why exactly do you want me to...hang out with you again?“

Izuku fidgeted with his hands and words before looking at you again. 

“So...So that we can be firends, I-I wanna go shopping with you again...and maybe...go the amusement park again...? A-a-and...share a...A crêpe?L-l-like we u-used to do in old times!”, his voice echoed in your head. 

You were still bitter about the past because the past never dies, and you were hungry now. without another word, you took the greenette’s hand and led him inside. There, you two sat next to each other in a quiet corner.

“We both know that I hate amusement parks, Izuku.”

“w-well, we could-”

“But I would like to go shopping with you again. How about tomorrow?” 

An eager nodding was directed to you. 

And then he smiled. Oh, what a smile.

...

“Are you hanging out with that extra now? after all he did to you? And is he the reason you broke up with me?”, the blonde snarled, glaring at you. He pulled you into his dorm room and locked the door for privacy.

“I think you’ve read too many romance novels, Bakugo. 

Do you really think that I’d catch feelings for you after you’ve comforted and kissed me in one night? Don’t be stupid. 

And also, yes. Izuku Midpriya is the reason I broke up with you. So, suck it up, loser.”, And with that, you left Katsuki in his dorm room. Of course, you went straight to Izuku’s. 

“So, Mido, you ready or nah.“, you called before entering. 

And you met naked walls. Not a single all might poster or toy. Not even the bed stuff was all might themed. 

“Uh...Izuku, did somebody rob you or something?“

“Oh, no, i-it was me..“, Izuku called when he stepped out of the bathroom. 

God why does he have to be shirtless and hot and cute and handsome and-

“Why exactly-like, why?“, you interrupted your own pervy thoughts. 

he chuckled dryly before making his way over to his wardrobe to put on a long sleeved shirt. “After I...saw you and Bakugo, I was...broken..? 

Sounds dramatic, but I just felt empty. After all, you’re the person closest to me. With  you, I always felt comfortable. I could say whatever I wanted, which was mostly mumbling and muttering about hero stuff, but you didn’t mind, and I..

I just, I really love that you’re a chill person, I love how you express your emotion, how you dress, how your deep voice sounds, I love you for your character and I love you.“

There was a short silence. When the greenette looked up at you, he saw that you were looking at him with a shocked expression. 

“What?”, he asked innocently, as if he didn’t just confess to you. 

“D-do I have something on my face? Gosh, I hope not...!“, And he hurriedly wiped at his face. 

Meanwhile, you tried to process this new information. 

after all these years, he was yearning after you. He loved you...!

You grabbed at your face with both your hands and closed your eyes. 

“Izuku. You know, that...you just confessed to me...right...?“

“...Huh?”, came out of his mouth before his face exploded in a deep red hue. “God, I-i am so so so sorry, I shouldn’t have said that! I mean, you’re still together with Kachan, and I just pushed you to promise me to be able to spend time with you, and a-again, I’m so sorry-”

You grabbed his hand, your eyes looking to the side. You lowered your head so that he couldn’t see your forming tears. You took a deep breath and looked at him with tears now running down your face.

“First o-of...Me and Bakugo-- we...-we--broke up?”, gosh you didn’t want your voice to go up, it only ever happened when you cried. You hated crying. 

With a small sniff, you continued. “Second of all, i-it was pre...pretty m-mean of you...a-and unfair...! And an-a-an asshole move to leave me alone!

I will not forgive you that anytime soon...!”, you let go of his hands and wiped away your tears harshly. 

“And third...you are bad at keeping the environment safe, Mido.“

OKAY IT IS GOING A LIL HOT IN HERE; WE WILL NOW DO THE IMPOSSIBLE; MAKING OUT WITH MIDORIYA:DD

At that, the both of you giggled and you hugged the shy young man.

As usual, Izuku blushed, because he was half naked (shirtless), you were hugging him- did- did you just-feel him up?

“Uh...hey...“, he trailed off, but he quickly shut up when he saw your seductive gaze. 

You sighed, gently pushing the flustered to onto his bed-he was sitting at the edge now- and took a seat on his thighs, straddling his hips.

“Uh...um...I...wh-what are you doing...“, he started, but soon stopped to concentrate on how your fingers felt on his skin. 

You felt up his abs, then his chest, his collarbone, before cupping his face gently. 

“You’re very hot, y’know that Mido?“, you said quietly, listening to the cute sounds the freckled boy made. 

Izuku stuttered, laughing nervously and then whimpered a little when you messed with his hair. 

“Hm...cute boy.”, Izuku smiled. He loved that you didn’t judge him, his scars, his green hair, his nerdyness. You just...accepted him. even after he left you. 

He gently took your hands and looked you deep in the eyes. “Izuku...? Did i hurt you?”, you asked, feeling guilt that you may have pulled at some of his locks too roughly. you were literally just massaging his scalp and neck area bitch

“N-no, I just...I wanted to say that I truly am sorry, and I...want to...k-kiss you?”

You smirked. “Why not sweetie~?”

You softly and slowly paced your lips on his, as he embraced you and you hugged his neck. You both closed your eyes in bliss. 

Even though Izuku’s lips were soft, you could feel some loose or crusty skin and one busted lip (a wound he got from training with momo, she attacked him with her blades and accidently cut open his lip), but otherwise, it felt good. 

It felt right. 

It felt amazing. You smiled into the kiss, lifting one hand to stroke his jawline and Izuku let his hands wander up and down your sides.

Breaking the kiss, you guys took a few seconds before going at each other again, but this time with more passion, kissing much more feverishly, and Izuku pressed you flush against him, slowly taking control.

Izuku broke the kisses more and more often, openly smacking your face ticklishly with his lips. After he covered your face with his sewwt little pecs, did he start to sensually make out with you again. 

And if that wasn’t enough, he darted his tongue out, with the wet muscle of his creeping into your mouth, and your tongues tangled with each other, getting drunk on the taste of the other person.

the room was soon filled with moans from eacher side of you, groping, clawing and grabbing from both parties, and at some point, you even grinded down on the nerd, making him cry out loud and moaning loudly right after you did it again. 

the rest of the night is up to your imagination.

...

How was that? I hope it wasn’t too weird, english is not my first language and I felt like this was kinda long. 

I don’t feel like doing a second part now, so byeeee!