#THANK YOU EVERYOINE!!!!!!!!!!

[enderman-pandas]

i,,, i have a homestuck follower ive reached my people (i wrote this earlier but had to discard it because i got too damn excited bro)

[smoqueen]

ok that was a fun stream <3 thank you to everyoine for tuning in even though i was a little quiet and just getting used to being back to streaming while playing

[palossssssand]

SO GLAD I CAUGHT THIS NUMBER. THANK YOU EVERYOINE

[rezmacro]

alone on a frijday night?

noice! scome watch me play

balder man 3: be a huge piece of shit mode

i know how hard it is for a lot of folks to play the heel, picking mean options and being a general menage to society, so i will take upon this burden for myself, so that you might experience balder man 3 in way you wouldnt have seen otherwise.

this friday Aug 18 (and possibly every friday after that) from 3 PM EST until ???? come to my twinch channel at:

https://www.twitch.tv/enochianjones

together we will explore:

-who is the dark urge? -which companions will tolerate balder man being a huge dick to everyoine they come across? -where will our misadventures lead, and when does it divurge from a normal decent person playthrough? -how long will i be able to keep up the herculean task of being the worst guy????

also, potential act one spoiler so stop reading this post if you dont wanna see an early game spoiler:

(SPOILER ZONE) what happen if you eat all the tadpoles, like the dream ghost wants? what if you kill the druids, or refugees? what happen if you align yourself with the absolute?? (SPOILER ZONE ENDS)

anyway lets find the answers to these questions and more together! i love you thank you for reading please come hang out for a bit i love you

[miscling]

Spank your butt each cheek 6 times alternating to each cheek per spank also you gotta thank your followers for each spank on your butt🐰

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thank you everyone who's following me

thakn yuu everyoine who's fgollling me

thank you everytone who's fgolliwning me

thank you eveyone who fikllows me

thank you follwoes

thank you followers fo rtfollowing me ^^

Thank you for that, this was such a fun Ask Task

[god-mouths]

here are some responses i got thank you everyoine

(spotify link leads here )

i need answers to my survey for my math final please please please its only one juastion

[flowerwept]

compilation of 1-800 asks that i’m putting together into one thing and saving so i can find it easily in the future :] thank you everyone

@ritterblood said:  it's early so this isn't super in depth but your writing literally has me cry into my salad a lot and i love reading everything you put out on the dash.

THANK YOU FOR SENDING SMTH IN ANYWAYS!! im really happy you like my stuff and that it makes you emotional, i feel like i struggle with articulating emotions a lot so i’m glad it hits anyways!! and thank you for all of your stellar ideas with headcanons and stuff!

@theswell said:  your portrayal is CHEFF KISS. i can tell how much you care about your muses and how you just?? get them so deeply. i LOOOVE when writers really care abt the characters they write and it shows. the way you convey emotions is really good. its always a treat to read your writing on my dash ren. (blowing kisses for you and hermes and fandaniel)

UUGHH THANK YOU yeah i love both these dudes so much so im really glad that translates and. again! thank you for complimenting how i write emotions. and. for liking so much of the stuff i write too. massive ego boost every time. also thank you for having ideas when we plot im so bad at brainstorming.

@nomaiel said:  sending it from here but the way you invented fandaniel and hermes is so crazy like i cant believe squeenix fucking hired you to write their story arcs thats crazy

you sending this from your fandaniel is so funny to me but THANK YOU!!! it can be kind of hard to keep track of their lore bc of how spread out it is but im really glad it hits home to that degree. and also a thank you to you too for liking and commenting on my stuff im like oh yay :] every time!!!!! and for being so easy to talk to also

@soulprofitis said:  OH i will give you a feedback!! reading your hermes and fandaniel back to back gives me so much whiplash in the BEST way, they're both so incredibly Spot On it makes me feel like i'm reading deleted scenes or dev notes from endwalker that SHOULD HAVE BEEN KEPT IN THE GAME!!!! your way of describing feelings is also really unique, i haven't seen a lot of people who style their writing like you do!! it's very lovely very nice :D (i cheer for you)

THANK YOU i agree on the whiplash writing them back to back is wild but it’s SO fun and especially rewarding to hear you say this Q_Q im happy it comes across like that. and...wow...thanks for saying that about my writing style in general too!! definitely makes me feel all warm. thank you!!!! and! thank you for being so easily approachable! and welcome to the rpc again its fun to help newcomers find their footing ^^

[shinyzango]

HOBBOY that was an intense stream to say the last. Thank you everyoine for joining!! So... these are in need of explanations I feel:

A silly idea that lead to a BatIM/Splatoon crossover. I remember seeing someone joking about it but nothing more, which actually made me wonder how. I mean, they both work around ink...

I actually wanted to play around with the idea of Ink Monster Bendy having different sizes depending on the amount of ink used... just to conclude the stream with a Henry riding Bendy down a hallway. BEcause why the heck not.

[lalelilolusworld]

Ep. 13 isn’t thought through at all

So the 143h episode is out on the German servers also. I missed the opportunity to slap Miiko :/ Like I understand her and all but that shit was a dick move.

Well at least I could slap Valkyon (why does he betray me this much come on (but his pic is the best in my opinion)).

But I’m like: If we have to wait for the next full moon, why didn’t we try to talk to the other humans?? I mean it’s like the most obvious of possibilities. Maybe they could’ve gotten us home??? I mean they have to go home some way. And if we know it we could like help Eldarya and tell them the method because if it’s easy we could just go back again and again and again and bring food and like fucking cooking books. How hard can it be to boil noodles (yes i’m looking at you Ez and Karuto).

Miiko is all like “Uhh we have to talk to everyone, so there is peace in Eldarya and we can defend ourselves”

Me: WHY NOT FUCKING TALK TO THE PEOPLE THAT COULD ACTUALLY HELP YOU?!

what makes this whole thing worse is that I know, it won’t get better next episode because I know that the Gardienne won’t have the opportunity to say fuck you all, gonn fuck Jamon now (why isn’t Jamon a possible love intrest? I mean look at him! look. at. him. He’s like the cutest and best of all if them. he actually cares!!)

And I still want Guardienne to say fuck you to everybody, study the portals really good in the library and  find things no one else did (like Sam in GoT S7 with the dragonglass, maybe a secret portal opening minerals mine) then always chose missions that will lead her into areas where she can get the stuff, then leave when she got everything she needs, leaving everything behind (I’ve got a whole fucking scene layed out in my head for especially this; skip the next paragraph if it bores you; and it’s everything with Val betraying her because he is my favourite)

- She gives cryllis back the talisman in his room he made/will have made for her with a little note saying that she doesn’t need it anymore and that maybe he could use it sometime and that she’s very thankful for it - gives Karuto a receipt for dunno cooking fcking noodles (because I like Karuto and the others don’t deserve to eat uncooked stuff, even though I like uncooked noodles quiet a bit) - leaves at the night and Jamon has guarding duty and opens the door for her even though he knows she has no mission; when she is about to go out he asked her if he is ever going to see her again and Gardienne says hopefully not, hugs him tight, whispers thank you in his ear and kisses his cheek (you can tell I really like Jamon, really like that big buffon) - before that Ez/nev meets her (I tend a little more to Ez but nevra would make more sense because he is more likely to be somewhere at night and maybe a little more observant? but i like him the least so i go for ez) and they suspect something (because he looked up which books gardienne lent from the library and read a little in them to find out what they are about because obviously gardienne is like normal to everyone but really, reserved and doesn’t show her true feelings anymore (especially the boys and miiko and maybe everyoine she finds out about being involoved in that gloris potion idea). I mean she’s been betrayed c’mon) but don’t say anything about it and acts normal (they believe it when we say we go on a secret mission for Miiko) -Chrom our little fella kind of knows whats up when we leave the room in the darkest our, with traveling gear and follows us to the beach where we already have a boat hidden. He tries to convince us to stay and fights with tears, we tell him we love him hug him tight and cry. (Chrom is really a sweatheart, that little troll, he’s nr2 right after Jamon, if he’d be just couple years older.... :DDDD) -we take that boat and sail to kappa island, maybe meet elliot and just leave that fcking place. -in our home world we see that there is nothing left for us and we remember the people in Eldarya that were nice to us (not you Valkyon, Miiko, Leiftan, Ez, and Nev) and the party they threw us and that maybe we should help the innocent because we see that there is nothing left for us on our world (ofc we check on our parents and see that another daighter/child in our age has taken our place, so we leave them be without trying to contact them or anything. -we collect stuff we know the people would like - Yhkar: fairy tail books? - alayeah: pretty pearl necklace - kero: something about time or so . Chrome: many hugs and the story Hans in Luck - Karenn some story book about spies - Jamon: a nice dagger from the human world - ewelein: books on medicine that could work in Eldarya - Karuto: a nice think cooking book -  Purrekos would get some ordinary human world items to sell (I bet that would give us a good discount because of it) - Merry: stuffed sheep plushi- Cryllis: dram catcher as exampel of a human world talisman - even Miiko gets something: hentai Ahri pictures just to annoy her (if you don’t know ahri just google it :D) -and of course loads of food, well at least as much as we can carry in a really big back  (we could dress as Mrs. Clause) -after we come back (using the same mushroom circle again and landing nect to the crystal) we give miiko her present wordles, get to our old room (it’s like when we first arrive or nobodx touched it, haven’t decided yet) sleep a night, give everyone else their present -tell only Chrome and Jamon where we are heading to, leave the HQ and go to either the Kappas and try to help them by having similar books to Ewelein’s and healing minor wounds or just providing goods or sth. -we eventually become their kind of queen/protectionist goddess and get sick -even though we forbid them to tell the guard where we are they see no other possibility to bring us to them because they fear we die -oh and chrome visits us sometimes (he’s a good almost son) 

Whew so that’s a bit. If someone wants to make it into a fanfiction please do (can change anything you want) because I’ll probably never write it.

TL;DR -stupid plan of Miiko; better possibilities (talk???) -we leave Eel -come back again -become the Kappa Queen

[askaboutmyaccent]

Journal log: 14:48 12/18/2017

I almost spaz'd earlier, but for what? Vulnerability is a weird feeling, but like if something gets to me that much, a priority check must be conducted. The point is, back tracking at this point in the game is not trrible, but it's not neccessary either. There is fuel in emotional pardon. I'm working on chilling out bro. Lterally focusing on what makes me feel whole. Another person is not going to give me fulfillment, and this isnt anything new, but I've been off my groovy tip for much too long. There should be a strive towrds excellence within a 3 minute interval in everyday. That's that groovy shit im talking about, practical solutiions to achieving self-fullfilment. There has been a major evolution in my knowledge of self in a 5 year period and it is much more apparent that it is not neccessary to relate at this point in life. There is no more of a necessity to seek harmony in the merritt that anyone other than myself can provide. After high school, my every intention was to disolve from the physical world of my placement and reanimate as an established contributing member to the real World that gets media coverage -- that significant. The demographic of gentrification and my current circumstance leads me to believe that i am not displaced, but arrogant. I've sat here contemplating that it would require some work and dedication to get to where i want to be with the same routine. I've been sitting on a ledge for a long time, waiting for my saving grace but that's me clowning. I can't believe in anyone more than I believe in myself, especially if i want to do all of these great things. Start a Magazine of my own, open a retail store and become a international Mogul like how Anwar Carrots did it, but better. Better, i have to be better than everyoine who i look up to in every way imaginable, I must sacrafice in order to achieve. Right now i have my wrinky dink $6000 dollar car outside and i can't even drive it without wondering how long I can put off correcting the issues. I want to be mobile and i want to be limitless in the moves that i make. Planning four steps ahead is the only solution to getting to my future goals. I see everyone making moves, and it's inspiring, but I must keep up in order to keep-up/surpass them. Museum exibits, Websites, business cards, interviews, Race-Tracks in Oregeon,Charities, youth outreaches... All of these thoughts are swimming in my headbecause if it hasnt gotten me to this oint yet then it has already happened. Tyler and Frank are a Big source of fuel for me because they are real people, frank being a real glitter boy and that's m. I'm ready to dismount from the synthetic Wold and be unpapollagetically iconic in my way. I have a lot to offer, and I must make phone calls to get where I'm suppose to be. I must schedule better. I must reward myself in actual feats, and i must stop giving individuals authority over how i operate. My progress must be disaligned with the agenda of anyone outside of myself and my higher power. If I make time for anything, there must be intentional focus for that a lotted time. Every aspect of time must be amplified in significance. The life I live from here must be stratgic. Yes I still will travel, I still will seek spirituality and a divine purpose in life, I still will touch new lives as new lives will touch me, and i must hold on to some solidarity in these times, as I am no where near broken. I must use this and regurgitate it everyday. I see my momentum slowing down and I'm gathering much more energy that I have in a very long time and to recognize that I am on the right track also means that organizing my days into weeks and my weeks into months and my months into years is what will get me out of the slums and into an established birds eyeview of the public. I want to take Akeems community aspect and blaze a trail with the objectiveness of where CQ can get is. He already has the gears turning for him, I am five years behind, but I must catch up for we will be taken much less likely as a force to be reckoned with. In just the last 2 months I have invested into an actual photoshoot for a exclusive retailer in an actual studio with two actual working models in industry. I have come up with experience an prfessional photogrphy enviornment and can incorporate this into my repetoire of sources of inspiration.That shoot turned out completely different from how I imagined to, but the incorpoation from everyone to GT, to Ymani, to Cheyenne to me and Akeem all left some type of impression on me. I remember exactly how I left with the merchandise that I left with I remember the the disdain that i was left with when settling on asking Ymani to work with or Cheyenne mid shoot. it honestly made me uncomfortable to make myself tangible for those two but it helped me grow. I seen myself little in those moments and I need that spirituality incorpoerated into my process just the same. Organic self afflicted cooperation is something that you can't not address, you must know when to breach ur ego's capacity to deconstruct everything around it and really navigate through unnatural responses of being with new people. Since that shoot I have a camera of my own now. I have shot well over 150+ exposures in vastly different controlled enviornments some with modeels others without. I am growing with this at a rte that I can't quite comprehend yet. Even in the hospital, National Geographic's imagery held me over longer than seeing a young Kobe Bryant enter into his retiremen in a Slam Magazine time lapse. Images of Cuban people, and diversity. How cool it must be to go where Camera's are really something to Marvel over. How cool to experience genuine expression at that level. I didn't even have my camera on me then and retreated in photography as a source of expression. I feel like there was an image of Dominos that really triggered me, something that I share with the most intimate memories of my grandmother, hell my mom. Ask me what C-41 film is and I'll tell you that the development gives back negatives and is a lot more easy to work with as it is a lot more common by that token. I've even learned of the different results from shooting with Kodak Gold 400 v. Fiji 100/400 v. etc. which is exciting considering the different tints that you can come out with under the right condition(warmer/colder lights)--which also reminds me that I must document different film type exposures to gather data on the filter types that are created using certain film. A business card is next in order Freelance || Photograpy will cover the depth of my business for now. Once, I manage to get a publishing or two, I may feel bold enough to pursue journalism as that will help me handle the reigns on my projected crafts. I really believe that this will come together, I just hold my breath and continue logging and ingesting inspiration. Like this video. btw, Illegal Civ put out a short film last week that I'd highly recommend watching before summer teen angst swells up. If yu haven't seen how they get to the Roxy, you must (in the words of my Pop) make the time. Alright, Cats and kit, thanks for checkin' in.

Stay Golden

[unblockingthewriter]

Writer’s Block: Getting to the Bones

Everyoine who dabbles in the fine, frustrating art of writing will always come across this same issue. There will be a time when no matter the fantastic ideas running through your head, the dialog you've repeated hundreds of times, or the inspiration your day to day provides you, you just can't put the words to paper. Sometimes, my issues come from half-formed ideas I can create characters, give them backgrounds, but when it comes to the reason WHY these characters are important, I flag. Occasionally, I'll have a plot, something I want to do, but when I start the character creation process, the characters end up taking on entirely different lives of their own. Other times, like now, I can't for the life of me figure out how I want to start. Do I want to start from the point of view of Vergil? Or Maybe Ophelia? Maybe neither? How far into their past do I want to go? Or is it really so important that I should make what would be their past, their story? Will I center my story around the lives of the characters, or will my characters find themselves at the mercy of a world ending plot? Will their past be background, or will it be the driving force of the story? Do I insert flash backs, or leave the characters in the present? Do I let readers come to their own conclusions, or do I spell things out? The heart of your story is the most important, most frustrating thing. As I have mentioned, sometimes you will have ideas running through your head so potent that it keeps you awake at night, repeating the same dialog or scene in your head over and over. An example from myself:

Ophelia heaved a sigh, looking out the window and seeing her own reflection staring back. It was not a pretty sight- blonde hair pulled back into a messy bun, her second stylus stuck behind her ear and purple smears under her eyes that made her look more dead than alive. Another night without rest was making her glad she was sitting, or she may otherwise be swaying on her feet. Still, she had hours of work before she could even allow herself to try to sleep. Work, after all, would continue to build up and the only person who would suffer for it would be herself. It was her hope that she could work fast enough and diligently enough that the edits might actually be finished today, and could be sent out well before their deadline. Every time she tried to return to her work though, her eyes began to burn and her body would feel so heavy that she'd have her focus stolen once again by the world outside. It was while she was staring out the window again, watching the sun raise higher in the sky that a soft rattling caught her attention. Glancing in the reflection of the window, a silver tea tray hovered in the air on it's own. When she turned, she found Vergil standing in the middle of the room and holding the tray of tea with a brow furrowed in consentration. A smile covered her face as he looked up, and his brow relaxed in answer, a smile tugging at his own lips. "Tea party, Pheli?" A bark of laughter escaped her before the smile turned into a wide grin. "Yeah, Verg. Tea party sounds pretty good about now." *** The importance of the tea party between Vergil and Ophelia is, at this moment, something that only holds meaning to them. It's not hugely important, there is no plot behind it, but it does bring extra detail to the characters that the readers sometimes find interesting.

Everything I wrote there came from three very bare bones things written down on scrap paper.

Ophelia is a photographer. Ophelia loved to play tea party as a child. Ophelia and Vergil are inseperable. Once you have the barest of bones, you can flesh them out later by adding big and little details, but the most important thing is to write down the general idea of what you're going for.

So even when the words don't want to come out, try to work out the basic structure before you just give up. It may help you more than you think.

This is Shay, thanks for reading.