#TBP ANGST

[dorkszn]

im having a black phone angst brainrot

[staggersz]

I JUST REALIZED ROBIN AND SNACKS NEVERMIND. I. I DIDNT REMEMBER. (I forgor) 😭😭🙏

HASIWJEJSH GIGGLED IM SO SORRY

I. don’t remember actually talking about this HELP?

For anyone who doesn’t get it Robin stays away from the snack table because he’s insecure. I could go more into detail but that’s just the rundown. Robin is insecure about his body and weight guys (cue crying from me)

[nolapoppypola]

crying at 1 in the morning

Angsty TBP headcanons

TW; mentions of murder, s/a, s/h, suicide, kidnapping and trauma

✩︎ Vance’s last words were him calling for him mother to save him

✩︎ Vance’s mom, sister, Gwen and Finney were the only ones to attend his funeral

✩︎ Gwen learned to fight like Robin and Vance because they were her idols and she wants them to be remembered

✩︎ After he escaped Finney physically couldn’t sleep because every time he closed his eyes he was back in the basement

✩︎ Vance celebrated his birthday in the basement

✩︎ Bruce tried fighting back against the Grabber but died in the process

✩︎ Bruce’s last wish was that Amy could continue living a normal life after he died

✩︎ Paperboy’s dog goes back to where Billy was kidnapped every day waiting for him to return

✩︎ Finney has a separate memorial for each of the victims in his room and wishes them peace in the afterlife every night

✩︎ Finney and Gwen each have one of Robin’s bandanas and wear them 24/7

✩︎ Vance’s older sister hugged Finney and Gwen and thanked them for coming to Vance’s funeral

✩︎ Vance’s dad didn’t attend the funeral because he hated how he treated his son and never wants to remember that the last thing his son ever heard him say before he died was “you’re just a deadbeat who can’t even be a good son.”

✩︎ Finney watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre to honor Robin

✩︎ Griffin’s last words were him praying that he’d be killed before the Grabber could s/a him

✩︎ Vance tried to kill himself before the Grabber could get to him so he didn’t have to feel weak

✩︎ Robin asked Vance to watch over Finney because he couldn’t bare seeing him

✩︎ Finney gets frequent panic attacks at school due to survivors guilt and as he’s crying on the bathroom floor he’s clutching Robin’s necklace in his hands

✩︎ Finney sometimes sees flashes of what happened to him in the basement and sometimes sees random people as his dead friends

✩︎ Finney sees The Grabber in his dad and tends to flinch and quickly back anyway anytime Terrance tries to touch him

✩︎ Finney keeps going back to the Grabber’s old house to try and talk to Robin but it never works

✩︎ Before Griffin found out the phone didn’t work he tried to call someone but realized he didn’t know anyone’s number because he was so invisible

✩︎ Bruce once saw Amy searching for him out the window and screamed until he started coughing up blood

✩︎ Vance’s sister always made sure no one touches the pinball machine, making sure no one beat the high score. Eventually everyone silently agreed not to touch it in honor of him

✩︎ Robin tried to kill the grabber when he saw him carrying in Finney

✩︎ Finney and Gwen celebrated Bruce’s win with Amy and their parents in his honor

✩︎ Griffin got beat with the belt after the grabber saw he had scratched up his arms in fear and anger

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Sorry y’all I was in a silly goofy mood

[just-call-mefr1es]

april fools day isnt going so great for tbp fandom

tw: child gr00ming, ped0ph!lia, implied+referenced s/a

(sorry if my handwriting is ass in the warning i tried😭) song is shut up (and sleep with me) by sin with sebastian!

istg if this doesnt get into a gacha life/2/club reaction video im burying myself in the 69 inch deep snow outside (yes we still have snow)

[nympippi]

Vance loves listening to Finn’s space rants 💕🪐 🚀

[1ts-izzy]

☆ finney blake.

Finney.

He was poisoning Robin's mind. Invading his thoughts, his memories, and his imagination. Every little thing reminded Robin of him. Whether it was his favourite colour, anything to do with space, or even a cute dog that he passed in the street, they all reminded Robin of him.

Robin was even thinking about Finney just before he was taken by the Grabber. He thought about Finney as the Grabber had his way with him, and Finney was the last thought on his mind when he died.

Even in death, even when all his memories had faded, all he could think about was the curly haired brunette who plagued his mind.

[f1inl3ey]

Give me Vance angst right now

[yamadasvpx]

It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This.... ( Robin Arellano X Twin!Sister Reader )

Type : Angst

Includes : Crying, Cussing, Brother/Sister Relationship, Family Problems, And Su!c!de...

!Don't Read This If You Have A Weak Heart, I'm Warning You!

....

" What Did I Ever Do To You?! What Happened To Our Promise... Remember! ", I Screamed At My Brother, Who Was Standing There, Once Again, Ignoring My Pleas.

We Used To Be So Close When We We're Growing Up... What Made Him Turn So Cold On Me For No Reason, What Made Him Hate Me... I Never Understood.

" Young Lady! ", My Uncle Walked In, Grabbing My Wrist, Before Getting In My Face.

" You Do Not Speak To Your Brother Like That! He's The One Who's Been Dealing With Your Bullshit Every Day For Years! Cut Him Some Slack Will You?! ", He Continued On, Making Me Gulp, Tears Pricking Out My Eyes.

" We're So Tired Of Doing Everything For You, From Raising You, Letting You Live Under A Roof, Having Clothes To Wear, Giving You Food Not To Starve To Death, For You To Be This Disrespectful - We Did Not Raise You Like This! ", He Shouted In My Ears, As I Could Feel My Heart Drop. Why's Everything Always My Fault... I Didn't Do Anything.

Robin Just Stood There, Not Saying Anything, Not Even Looking At Me. The Luggage At His Side. My Breath Was Starting To Get Shaky Each Minute Without An Answer From My Twin Brother.

They We're Planning On Going To New York For A 1 Week Vacation, Robin, My Uncle, Heck Even Finney And Gwen, But Me...?

Finney Was Looking Down, Feeling Bad, But Scared To Say Anything. Gwen Gave Me A Pitiful Look, Knowing How I'm Feeling, But Choosing Not To Cause Problems, And You Understood That. It Still Didn't Make It Hurt Less.

He Then Dropped My Wrist Harshly, Making Me Fall On The Floor, As He Called The Others To Start Loading Into The Truck.

" You Know How To Take Care Of Yourself, Make Sure The House Is Clean By The Time We Get Back, It's Not That Hard, Make Yourself Useful For Once ", He Warned Me, Giving Me One Last Look, Then Shutting The Door, Leaving Me On The Dusty Floor, Crying My Heart Out. The Engine Starting, And Then They We're Off.

Why Me...

....

Flashback :

9 Years Old

" Robin... Promise Me, That No Matter What, We'll Always Stay Close ", I Looked Down, Making A Frown Appear On His Face.

" Where Is This Coming From? ", Robin Asked, Taking My Fidgeting Hands In His.

" It's Just... You Never Know, Maybe Something Will Happen That- " I Got Cut Off.

" You're Not Getting Rid Of Me Baby Sis, I Won't Allow It ", He Bumped His Shoulder Into Mine, Making Me Shift Slightly, A Small Smile Appearing On My Face.

" I'm Older! ", I Stated, With A Obvious Voice, Making Him Snicker.

" By 4 Minutes ", He Joked.

" Still! You Should Respect Me! ", I Playfully Hit His Head, Making Him Burst Out Laughing, Making Me Follow In Suit.

" Okay Okay... In All Seriousness, I Promise, Your My Twin Sister, And I Love You, Nothing Will Ever Change That, Don't Worry ", He Reasurred Me, Pulling Me Into A Hug.

" Promise? ", I Asked Him, Making Him Nod.

" Promise ", He Clarified, Smiling Softly.

Oh How I Wish It Was True...

Flashback End

....

2 Days Passed Since Their Departure, I Didn't Have The Energy To Do Anything.

I Skipped School, Meals, I Barely Got Out Of Bed, Brushed My Hair, Face, Teeth, I Could Barely Do Anything Without Feeling Worse Than I Am.

My Friends Have Been Checking Up On Me Ever Since They Heard About It, They Knew How Hard My Family Was On Me, But Like Me, Didn't Know Why. So Whenever We Would Get Into A Argument, I Would Sneak Out And Spend The Night At One Of Their Houses, It Always Made Me Feel Better, But Also Making Me Feel Like I Was Burdening Them, Even If They Told Me Not To Ever Think That, That I'm Not A Burden, And I Never Was, I Was Always So Thankful For Them, Until Now.

" Hello? , A Voice Answered From The Other Side Of The Phone, I Just Stayed Silent, Making Sure To Take In His Voice For The Last Time. 3 Minutes Passed, I Still Didn't Say Anything, Mouth Closing And Opening, Wanting To Say Something, Anything, Atleast...

" Hello? Okay, If This Is Someone Playing A Prank On Us To Get A Reaction Out Of A Stranger, Then Find Something Else To Occupy You With, Bye ", Robin Hung Up The Call, Making Me Let Out A Sharp Breath I Didn't Even Notice I Was Holding In.

I Dropped The Phone On The Ground, Sniffling, Holding The G*n In My Left Hand, Slightly Shaking, Both From The Adrenaline Of What I'm About To Do, And From The Fear.

" I'm Sorry... ", I Whispered To Myself, Going To My Room, Sitting On My Bed, Taking In My Room For One Last Time.

I Knew What I Was Doing Was Wrong, But I Just Couldn't Do It Anymore, Not After Dad, Mom... I Couldn't. They Would Be Happier Without Me Anyways, They Don't Need Me. One Less Thing To Worry About.

I Heard The Phone Ringing In The Kitchen, But This Time I Just Let It Ring.

My Legs Crossed, As I Stared Into The Distance, The Silence Mixing With The Ringing Of The Phone. And Then...

I Did It... Pulled The Trigger, Falling Against My Pillow, Bl00d Spreading On The Wall, And Then, Ringing And Silence...

.

.

.

A Week Has Passed, They We're On Their Way Home, A Bunch Of Treats On Their Laps That They Got From New York, They Turned To The Side Of Their House, Immediately Seeing Many Police And Ambulance Cars Near Their House, The Area Blocked Out, This Made Them Anxious.

But When They Saw Your Friends Standing There, Crying Their Hearts Out, They Knew Something Happened To You, Or Maybe You Did Something.

" What Happened Here? ", Your Uncle Approached Them As Soon As They Got Out Of The Truck, Heading Towards The Police, Who Straightened Their Backs, Others Following Behind.

" IT'S ALL YOUR FAULTS, YOU MADE HER DO THIS ", This Confused Them, What Did You Do?

" What Did We Do? We Just Got Back From Our Vacation, Only To See Police At Our House, How Are We Supposed To Know?! ", Robin Yelled, His Hands Going Up And Then Down His Sides.

" YOU LEFT HER ALONE, ALONE TO FEND FOR HERSELF, SHE'S 13 FOR CHRIST SAKE ", Another Friend Of Yours Screamed, Pushing His Chest, Her Tears Not Stopping.

" Robin- ", Finney Started But Stopped Once He Saw A Body Being Carried Out Of The House In A Stretcher, Your D€ad Body...

Gwen Screamed, Falling To The Ground, As She Finally Realized What Happened.

" I'm Sorry... "

[mariedreamlove]

Feeding into the sibling headcanons of my newest fic ( a second chance (I'll take it no matter what)):

Finney and Gwen:

- their bond is even closer, they understand eachother without words

- if someone even tries to pick on either of them, the other comes to the protection, if verbally or physically is actually more or less depending in what condition the other sibling is.

- Gwen would literally travel through time for Finney, and does so.

- Finn's main goals are simple: protect the boys, make sure the Grabber doesn't even realize Gwen exists.

- They have disagreements. Quite often actually, though they still have the mentality : we can't be against one another if someone is against us two (either their dad or the Grabber)

- Finney still eats Gwen's ice cream, and she drinks his grape sodas if she gets the chance.

- she also likes, if the situation let's it be, to pick on Finney's crushes. (Donna First, then Robin.)

- tho Finney acts like he doesn't like it, he enjoys buying Gwen sweets or magazines or anything she likes.

- they always are there for eachother, and know of to clam the other one down I'm case of a panic attack.

- Gwen always tells Finney everything, and he tells her almost everything.

Donna & Billy (they are siblings in this AU)

- They don't have a great relationship ( constant fights, sometimes getting physical with shoving and when they were younger even hitting)

- after Billy was kidnapped, Donna fell into some kind of trance and just acted like.. nothing happened. She couldn't quite grasp what had happend and that her brother didn't return from his paper route. After his killer was dead though, she fell into a kind of realization and now only wants to make things better, change the past and save him to get the chance to at least tell him how sorry she is for him she treated him.

- Billy always left, though the siblings mostly were cold to eachother, a chocolate bar before Donna's door if they had a fight to say he was sorry. He doesn't know how to say sorry really. Sometimes it annoys Donna but she also appreciates it.

- Billy is a year and a half older than her, and is constantly acting like he is absolutely superior to her because of this ( he is only a few inches taller than her, and in the future Donna would have grown taller than him).

- tho they absolutely act like they despise eachother or don't know eachother, they can grow quite protective of eachother. Of course this grow into fights sometimes.

- Billy has terrible fears of storms and tornados, after he survived a bad storm on one of his routes. (A tree he was driving under was hit by lighting and a branch almost fell on him, but he survived with only a few bruises and a broken toe) Donna then either told him stories or just slept in the same room as him. Neither of them talk about it, but it happens.

- they do have to go through a lot of therapy before they can say to eachother that they love and appreciate each other. (Yet Donna traveled back in time to save him from the Grabber.)

Vance & Griffin

- Griffin used to sit right next to Vance and watch him with Vance's other friend break his Highscores and was having the time of his life while doing so, because oh my god the Vance Hopper is my brother and he lets me watch!

- Vance is a terrible comforter, and Griffin is a emotional kid. Chaos ensues everytime Griffin comes to his big brother crying and he just tries to clam him down. He often just offers to buy him ice cream or go catch bugs with him.

- While Vance likes to fight, while not in any sport, and to play pinball but this irrelevant for this rn, he wouldn't do it in front of Griffin. Not because his brother doesn't like violence nor not to scare him. Griffin just gets way too much of a big mouth and tries acting like Vance, while being build like a stick. ( How easy his back was to break.. like a stick.)

- the two curse a lot around eachother, and Vance tries to talk Griffin out of trying to beat people up. Because he can't, and Vance is terrible at patching himself up. Let alone his little brother!

- their dad isn't around a lot, so Griffin looks up to Vance. He gets a lot of his humor from Vance and his attitude sometimes.

- tho sometimes having different opinions, they two always stick together.

- Griffin loves bananas while Vance despises them like he has personal beef with them.

- as ghosts, while Vance was in the basement, Griffin knew he knew Vance from somewhere. Vance called out to Griff, but Griffin never realized they were brothers. When Vance died, he hugged Griffin so hard and cried harder than ever before, even while dying he didn't cry so hard. He apologized for leaving him alone that day for not walking him to school and anything. Griffin just asks who Vance is.

- normally Vance walks Griffin to school ( on the day of his kidnapping they had a fight.. Vance stayed home while Griffin walked to school. We know how this one ended.)

- Griffin is someone who overhears, through being almost unnoticeable to his peers, everything. Meaning Vance knows exactly what someone said. Because Vance is the one Griffin tells everything.

Bruce & Amy

- don't get always along, kind of rivals in things to impress their parents.

- when they were younger, they had a similar situation as Billy and Donna, but they grew over it. They still have tension but get along way better.

- Amy is more antisocial than Bruce, and unlike him she tells when she doesn't want something.

- Amy loves sweets, while Bruce likes more spicy snacks and less sweet deserts.

- Amy is at every Baseball game of Bruce, and he goes to every soccer game she has.

- After Bruce disapeared, Amy's grades really got low. So low, she had to repeat the year, because she was so distraught by her big brother dissapearing.

- for that reason she didn't like Donna. They were in the same situation and shoes, their big brothers being gone, and Donna acted like.. nothing happened. After Finney disappeared she and Gwen got to be friends, and later she warmed up to Donna too, after realizing that was the way she dealt with the trauma.

- Bruce tells Amy all about his problems and is the only person he is like half out to, and she does so too.

Robin and literally everyone.

- the literal only only child in the friend group.

- he acts like a big brother to the younger siblings (Griffin, Gwen and Donna, sometimes Amy if Bruce brings her along) and like the annoying younger brother to Vance and Bruce and Billy, and to Finney he's his soulmate.

- he one time snuck all of his friends in his uncle's truck to the cinema without him knowing

- he got the best lunches, because either his mom or his uncle make them.

- look at his friends the wrong way and he'll make you pay. Bare you nice, he'll be nice

[bittersweetterror]

/heavy-ish?/ mentions of su1c1d3

if black parade mikey is the soldier thh mama would be a song from gerards perspective of life after the soldier died maybe even a song abt him committing bc of the guilt that comes after watching ur brother and so many others die.

"im writing this letter , and wishing you well" s////de note to his mum after the war thn he goes on to sing abt the guilt and pain he felt the worthlessness of life after he watched the soldier die. "we let the fire just bathe us" the little care he felt whil committing for his own life.

"mama we're all full of lies" he promised to come home safe with his brother but the soldier died.

"i shouldve been a better son" he feels like he should of been abt to save the soldier.

"and whn we go dont blame us" begging for his mum not to blame him for what happened to the soldier like his does him self. “she said ‘you aint no son of mine! for what youve done theyre gonna find, a place for you and just you. mind your manners when you go! and when you go, dont return to me, my love”  his mum still blames him bc gerard took not only his own life but also the soldiers.

"theres shit that ive done with this fuck of a gun" hes killed ppl and feels so much guilt he wants forgiveness he wants to see his brother again

[apolloskyes]

A place no child should be - a vance hopper fic

Vance could barely remember anything when he woke up in the dark basement. There was nothing around him aside from the 2 small mounds of dirt to his left and the one under him. He did remember a few things though, he remembered being happy with... someone. But angry a lot. And he remembered pain, but nothing hurt now. And a man with a devil mask. The image of the man in his head caused waves of hatred and fear to pulse through him. Although he didn’t know why. He didn’t know who the man was or his connection to Vance.

Vance didn't know where he was. He barely knew who he was. But he'd get nothing out of just sitting here, so he got up and went for the stairs and the door at the top.

He exited out into a very unassuming house. It looked like any other, except there were no people in it. He didn't like the feeling this place gave him. It smelled off. It smelled like a place he shouldn't be, a place no child should be.

He left the house, the bad feeling lessened but didn't leave. He wanted it to leave. He wanted to reach into himself and tear it out and yell at it until it got as far away as possible.

He wanted to go... somewhere. His house? No. The thought made the bad feeling worse. He didn't actually know where his house was now that he thought about it. He didn't even remember his last name. So he just walked, he walked in the direction that made the bad feeling shrink and it started to be replaced by something warm and sweet. Like honey, like warm honey pouring over his entire body. It felt good. He still didn't know where he was going.

He finally realized where his feet were taking him, he wasn't going to a place but to a person, actually it was three people. All three were standing together. One had short, fluffy, light brown hair. One had long, wavy, black hair, held back by a bandanna. The last had midlength, shiny, black hair. The last was also wearing a hoodie, a familiar band hoodie. Vance realized that that was his hoodie. How dare this person wear his clothing, he didn’t know this person, he did give permission- but then he saw the boys face. And oh, everything was ok because it was him, it was Bruce and everything was good in the world because his Bruce was wearing his hoodie and it was way too big on him but he was so pretty and- and he was crying.

And he saw the faces of the other two. And they were crying. This was unacceptable. His Bruce, his Robin, and his Finney were crying. And he didn't know what had caused them to cry but when he learned he would kill it.

He went to them, called out to them but there was no response. Although he might have seen Finney flinch slightly? Did they not hear him? Did they not see him? He stood next to them. And heard what they were saying.

"I miss him. I want him back"

"I know Finn, so do I. But I'm sure the police will find him soon" Bruce held Finney close to him.

"They didn't find Billy Showalter. Or Griffin Stagg. Its been months." Robin said darkly.

"That doesn't mean they won't find Vance." Bruce snapped back.

Vance tried to place his hand on Robins shoulder, tried to tell them that he was right there, that he was safe and with them. But his hand phased right through the boy.

Oh. Vance couldn't touch them. They couldn't see him. Vance saw the door to the school bathroom was close, so he went in and looked at the mirror. He was translucent. And bloody. A gash across his nose was dripping blood. His nose looked broken. Trails of blood came from his nostrils and his lip. Blood matted his curly blond hair. It flowed from a wound on the side of his head. Blood and dirt stained his white shirt. His vest and jeans that he knows used to be bright blue were stained black and brown from the amount of the stuff coating them. He looked absolutely fucked up. And he was too pale, his skin had no color.

Oh.

Vance Hopper was dead.

[rainnmaybank]

an idea

i know most of you follow me for me black phone posts buttttt would any of you be interested in obx? (outer banks) the new season is coming soon and i love the show!!

let me know your thoughts or leave other movies or shows you want more content of! 🤍

[staggersz]

guys if i posted rinney sleepover fluff on ao3 would you read it

[just-call-mefr1es]

“whoops! how sad🤭🤭🤭”

(yes this is from @staggersz fic pleade read it🫶🏽)

[nympippi]

Bruce Yamada post revival!

Here’s the sweet and lovable baseball player!!! He enjoys baseball, and soft jazz!

I tried to make it seem like he’s thinking of spaced out because like canon Bruce has the most memory issues post revival, he has trouble remembering numbers, dates, faces, and sometimes names. It frustrates him, so to keep his mind busy he pops rubber bands on his wrist, and he writes in a memory book!

He’s still very sweet but I think dying put a damper on his personality, he’s spacey, aloof, and calm on most days and sometimes he’s cold, bitter, and mean on worse ones. Those are the days where he can barely remember he’s alive.

I tried to keep it similar to canon with him having his memory and own sense of self being altered because like all the others I think dying left a serious impact on his mental health and psyche.

One thing didn’t change though!! He’s a major nerd for baseball and is an absolute natural at it!

[1ts-izzy]

☆ i wish you still liked me

Robin walked past Finney to get to his locker, feeling a growing pain in his heart. Robin still remembered the day him and Finney stopped being friends perfectly.

It was late July, and the hot summer sun was beating down on Robin and Finney. The two boys were shooting rockets into the sky, marvelling at how high they flew.

Robin had noticed the way Finney started to look at him recently. It seemed more… affectionate then before. He payed no attention to it, thinking that Finney had just always looked at him like that.

After a few hours of launching rockets into the sky, Robin and Finney sat down next to each other on the dry patch of grass in the middle of the field they were in. Robin was talking about how his maths teacher was shit at explaining, and that Finney was the only one that could explain it properly.

All of a sudden, Finney leant over and gently kissed Robin. Robin had pulled back in shock, standing up and sprinting home whilst panicking about what his mama would think if she found out he kissed a boy.

Robin never spoke to Finney again after that, he was too embarrassed of how he acted. Robin loved Finney, and he had loved him since the day he met him. Almost every day Robin wished he could go back and change what had happened, but it was way too late now.

It had been almost a year since they stopped talking, and Robin missed Finney. Finney hung out with Donna now. They were always laughing together when Robin passed them in the halls. Robin hung out with Vance now, oftentimes watching him play pinball most days at the Grab 'n' Go.

Once Robin had got to first period, he overheard some girls in front of him talking about Finney and... Donna? He tried to listen in, leaning forward slightly. The girls gossiped about the fact that Finney was now dating Donna. Finney was actually dating Donna? Robin was shocked, he thought that maybe, just maybe, Finney still liked him.

Robin sat back in his chair, his heart felt like it had been ripped out of his body, crushed into tiny pieces and stuffed back into the open wound it had just been ripped out off. He continued to listen in to the girls talking about Finney and Donna. Robin was heartbroken, because he still loved Finney. Robin wished that he could go back in time to last year, the last time him and Finney had spoken. When Finney kissed him, and loved him. Not Donna.