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It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This.... ( Robin Arellano X Twin!Sister Reader )

Type : Angst

Includes : Crying, Cussing, Brother/Sister Relationship, Family Problems, And Su!c!de...

!Don't Read This If You Have A Weak Heart, I'm Warning You!

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" What Did I Ever Do To You?! What Happened To Our Promise... Remember! ", I Screamed At My Brother, Who Was Standing There, Once Again, Ignoring My Pleas.

We Used To Be So Close When We We're Growing Up... What Made Him Turn So Cold On Me For No Reason, What Made Him Hate Me... I Never Understood.

" Young Lady! ", My Uncle Walked In, Grabbing My Wrist, Before Getting In My Face.

" You Do Not Speak To Your Brother Like That! He's The One Who's Been Dealing With Your Bullshit Every Day For Years! Cut Him Some Slack Will You?! ", He Continued On, Making Me Gulp, Tears Pricking Out My Eyes.

" We're So Tired Of Doing Everything For You, From Raising You, Letting You Live Under A Roof, Having Clothes To Wear, Giving You Food Not To Starve To Death, For You To Be This Disrespectful - We Did Not Raise You Like This! ", He Shouted In My Ears, As I Could Feel My Heart Drop. Why's Everything Always My Fault... I Didn't Do Anything.

Robin Just Stood There, Not Saying Anything, Not Even Looking At Me. The Luggage At His Side. My Breath Was Starting To Get Shaky Each Minute Without An Answer From My Twin Brother.

They We're Planning On Going To New York For A 1 Week Vacation, Robin, My Uncle, Heck Even Finney And Gwen, But Me...?

Finney Was Looking Down, Feeling Bad, But Scared To Say Anything. Gwen Gave Me A Pitiful Look, Knowing How I'm Feeling, But Choosing Not To Cause Problems, And You Understood That. It Still Didn't Make It Hurt Less.

He Then Dropped My Wrist Harshly, Making Me Fall On The Floor, As He Called The Others To Start Loading Into The Truck.

" You Know How To Take Care Of Yourself, Make Sure The House Is Clean By The Time We Get Back, It's Not That Hard, Make Yourself Useful For Once ", He Warned Me, Giving Me One Last Look, Then Shutting The Door, Leaving Me On The Dusty Floor, Crying My Heart Out. The Engine Starting, And Then They We're Off.

Why Me...

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Flashback :

9 Years Old

" Robin... Promise Me, That No Matter What, We'll Always Stay Close ", I Looked Down, Making A Frown Appear On His Face.

" Where Is This Coming From? ", Robin Asked, Taking My Fidgeting Hands In His.

" It's Just... You Never Know, Maybe Something Will Happen That- " I Got Cut Off.

" You're Not Getting Rid Of Me Baby Sis, I Won't Allow It ", He Bumped His Shoulder Into Mine, Making Me Shift Slightly, A Small Smile Appearing On My Face.

" I'm Older! ", I Stated, With A Obvious Voice, Making Him Snicker.

" By 4 Minutes ", He Joked.

" Still! You Should Respect Me! ", I Playfully Hit His Head, Making Him Burst Out Laughing, Making Me Follow In Suit.

" Okay Okay... In All Seriousness, I Promise, Your My Twin Sister, And I Love You, Nothing Will Ever Change That, Don't Worry ", He Reasurred Me, Pulling Me Into A Hug.

" Promise? ", I Asked Him, Making Him Nod.

" Promise ", He Clarified, Smiling Softly.

Oh How I Wish It Was True...

Flashback End

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2 Days Passed Since Their Departure, I Didn't Have The Energy To Do Anything.

I Skipped School, Meals, I Barely Got Out Of Bed, Brushed My Hair, Face, Teeth, I Could Barely Do Anything Without Feeling Worse Than I Am.

My Friends Have Been Checking Up On Me Ever Since They Heard About It, They Knew How Hard My Family Was On Me, But Like Me, Didn't Know Why. So Whenever We Would Get Into A Argument, I Would Sneak Out And Spend The Night At One Of Their Houses, It Always Made Me Feel Better, But Also Making Me Feel Like I Was Burdening Them, Even If They Told Me Not To Ever Think That, That I'm Not A Burden, And I Never Was, I Was Always So Thankful For Them, Until Now.

" Hello? , A Voice Answered From The Other Side Of The Phone, I Just Stayed Silent, Making Sure To Take In His Voice For The Last Time. 3 Minutes Passed, I Still Didn't Say Anything, Mouth Closing And Opening, Wanting To Say Something, Anything, Atleast...

" Hello? Okay, If This Is Someone Playing A Prank On Us To Get A Reaction Out Of A Stranger, Then Find Something Else To Occupy You With, Bye ", Robin Hung Up The Call, Making Me Let Out A Sharp Breath I Didn't Even Notice I Was Holding In.

I Dropped The Phone On The Ground, Sniffling, Holding The G*n In My Left Hand, Slightly Shaking, Both From The Adrenaline Of What I'm About To Do, And From The Fear.

" I'm Sorry... ", I Whispered To Myself, Going To My Room, Sitting On My Bed, Taking In My Room For One Last Time.

I Knew What I Was Doing Was Wrong, But I Just Couldn't Do It Anymore, Not After Dad, Mom... I Couldn't. They Would Be Happier Without Me Anyways, They Don't Need Me. One Less Thing To Worry About.

I Heard The Phone Ringing In The Kitchen, But This Time I Just Let It Ring.

My Legs Crossed, As I Stared Into The Distance, The Silence Mixing With The Ringing Of The Phone. And Then...

I Did It... Pulled The Trigger, Falling Against My Pillow, Bl00d Spreading On The Wall, And Then, Ringing And Silence...

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A Week Has Passed, They We're On Their Way Home, A Bunch Of Treats On Their Laps That They Got From New York, They Turned To The Side Of Their House, Immediately Seeing Many Police And Ambulance Cars Near Their House, The Area Blocked Out, This Made Them Anxious.

But When They Saw Your Friends Standing There, Crying Their Hearts Out, They Knew Something Happened To You, Or Maybe You Did Something.

" What Happened Here? ", Your Uncle Approached Them As Soon As They Got Out Of The Truck, Heading Towards The Police, Who Straightened Their Backs, Others Following Behind.

" IT'S ALL YOUR FAULTS, YOU MADE HER DO THIS ", This Confused Them, What Did You Do?

" What Did We Do? We Just Got Back From Our Vacation, Only To See Police At Our House, How Are We Supposed To Know?! ", Robin Yelled, His Hands Going Up And Then Down His Sides.

" YOU LEFT HER ALONE, ALONE TO FEND FOR HERSELF, SHE'S 13 FOR CHRIST SAKE ", Another Friend Of Yours Screamed, Pushing His Chest, Her Tears Not Stopping.

" Robin- ", Finney Started But Stopped Once He Saw A Body Being Carried Out Of The House In A Stretcher, Your D€ad Body...

Gwen Screamed, Falling To The Ground, As She Finally Realized What Happened.

" I'm Sorry... "