#TBH I DONT THINK MUCH CHANGED HAHAHA
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🫶 drew my #1 muse a couple nights ago
#tbh was never really 100% happy w every kazu I drew#so I did this in attempts to solidify the way I drew him a little more?#TBH I DONT THINK MUCH CHANGED HAHAHA#but I do think he looks cute#the cutest……..#kazunari miyoshi#miyoshi kazunari#a3!#a3 art#a3#a3! art#a3! fanart#a3! kazunari#a3! act addict actors#ashipiko draws ♪
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I finished the demo yeiiii, I love it!!! And don't worry, Im used to beta testing hahaha and I love to read the codes, now than dashingdon is down, im super sad cause a lot of ifs dont put the codes, so I was super happy to see you put them public thanks!!
About your questions at the end of the demo:
For my code-divers:
Should there be more flavor text?
I think you add much more than a lot of other stories in both, options and flavour texts, so I think you are good in that part
Should the choice where the main character ponders the supernatural secrecy; should it affect personality stats?
I dont think its a must, since there are people who may think in a way about that but want some specific stats they want to have for their headcanon mc, so they might feel restricted to choosing something specific even if you don't think it's the option you're looking for just to achieve those stats.
Should the choice in conversation with Damien regarding the god-Hunter "quitting" also affect stats or, again, be something that shows itself in the stats screen?
I personally think it is not necessary, for the same reason
Do you feel personality stat changes are acceptable or should larger numbers be used for more affect; especially to ensure a greater likelihood of variation in multiple playthroughs/testing?
I like the changes there are right now, I want my mc to have very specific stats, some of them may be contradictories, small changes have less chance of messing up the stats, for example there are some cases in which I have to take option (a) because it is more profitable for me in terms of stats, it raises a lot the stat that I want to have (stat a) but lowers another one that I also want (stat b), as the changes are smaller, I have a chance that in the future I will choose another option with the stat b that I was looking for without the variations being too large.
Should the conversation with Ulysses when he asks MC if they truly would've given blood have a variable to adjust his respect for MC? I've debated this and can't decide either way. If so, it would be a minor stat and wouldn't come into greater affect until Book 3.
Ngl some options now with minor repercussion later or on other books sounds cool
Should there be more choices?
I think you are fine, at least for me
Should the choice of how your character responds to the "god-Hunter" title be reflected throughout the story and/or be seen in the stats screen?
I think it could give a lot of play in the future, and angst in case you have chosen to abhor or hate the title
Any issues with formatting? For mobile players, do you feel there are walls of text and there should be more page breaks?
I played on mobile and so far I had no problem at all, the paragraphs are good and nothing wrong tbh
Please show me your MC's stats! I'm trying to adjust them so they can't be maxed. Or, you know. Ideally, you see different things.

I need to be more sarcastic 🤌 AND pessimistic, and don't judge me with all the tabs I have open HAHAHAHAHA I DIDN'T REALISE UNTIL NOW and tbh im lazy so i dont want to edit the screenshot (I wont affirm or deny that all tabs are Ifs/WIPS)
I figured letting the code be visible/accessible was the easiest way for people to tell me if things should be adjusted or not, especially since I am still, technically, new to this.
Regarding your comment to the flavor text- have you read Mind Blind?? Prior to Dashingdon being taken down, I looked at the code (I think I was looking for a specific example of something??) and was like, hol up, there's stuff here I've never even seen yet. Idk if counts as flavor text but it'd come up if requirements are met so Imma count it as such. Blew my mind, dude.
I appreciate your asks, so don't feel like you're asking too many questions or pestering me! I don't have any... I guess "personal" beta testers to go to first before uploading for everyone. So your inquiries help! It also weirdly helps my motivation, too. Dunno why.
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idk i dont wanna add it to destiel playlist cuz its . super depression song but . a morning spent thinking of a life without you. bruhhh . im connecting flatsound songs to destiel bc im heavily depressed again and i love flatsound and connecting songsto destiel is the best thing ever . might make a separate depression destiel playlist tbh nsbsndnsbc
angst destiel playlist?! oh god. oh godddd. i might not survive that one . i need it
also. hi. what the hell <3 and you thanked me for curing you for saving your life when you thought nobody could and remindijg you that people are woth loving. ever since i pulled you out of hell knowinf you has chsnfed me. i cared about the whole world becsuse of you. you changed me dean . but im left with s knot in my chest ssking why this feels so much like leaving. why does it sound like a goodbye. and letting go. i love you too cas.
im normal about it! <3 haha letting go - i love you. hahaha.
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Hi, brazilian here and new to F1 so sorry for my ignorance haha just leaving my two cents on the gossip. (Don't even know if its just a thing in my twt tbh)
Senna's tribute happening in Imola right now. Max was at the front row but one of the only ones who's not wearing a green and yellow shirt. Don't know the reason, saw a few comments about him and checo being late, but checo is wearing the shirt.
Thing is, people are talking about it cause they felt a little disrespect (not my opinion yet, just explaining the situation). The majority of the comments are like "max didnt want any problems with his father in law".
My opinion now:
Piquet has a beef with senna, always has, he still talks shit about him even after 30 years of his death. He will never get over how Senna is still remembered like the nations hero and idol alongside Pelé by everyone, while he just remembered by f1 fans (as a racist too of course). But I think Max gives zeros shits about it, hes not that kind of person from what I gathered, even find it funny how people would say that. Its a little weird that hes standing out like that, i dont see any politics in the matter, dont see why he wouldnt want to wear. Just don't wanna say too much shit cause I don't know anything, just what I felt.
It probably isnt even a big deal, but as a brazilian I kinda think it is for us hahaha
I don’t think Max gives one singular shit about whether Nelson would be upset about the Senna shirt. He’s actually said before that he and Nelson don’t talk much about F1, I don’t think your girlfriend’s dad is going to have much bearing on how you go about your life regardless. Nelson says a lot of shit, none of which Max has ever said he agrees with, I think it would be very strange if this is how he chooses to show allegiance to someone who by all accounts he doesn’t know very well (sure it’s Kelly’s dad but even if he’s been to Brazil more than the public is aware, they probably have not spent a ton of time together to be genuinely close).
Maybe Max was cold, maybe he didn’t feel like changing his shirt just to change back, maybe he got the shirt delivered before the event and he just forgot it at home. Who knows. I feel like there’s probably an innocuous reason and people are blowing it out of proportion because they think these drivers are automatons who exist only for the entertainment of spectators and not humans with lives outside of what we see.
But yes, I agree with you I don’t think is so concerned about Nelson’s opinion that he would pitch a fit over a shirt.
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So many good options for the art appreciation asks but let's go with 3, 4, 13, 14 and 27.
hi hi ner! thanks forda qs!! these are all prettie incharestinge!! (<-girlie who didn't know she'd be Yapping-Yapping)
3. and 4.) Go to [fandom] tag and reblog some art you like that has under 100 notes ++ Go to the art tag (or similar) and reblog some art you like that has under 100 notes
noted, i will undertake this mission with great care 🫡🫡
13. What are your go-to Ao3 filters?
ok i have a confession, i used to be a sort by word count++completed works only++exclude crossovers-kinda person 🤧🤧ANYWAY that was changed, now i only really exclude chat fics (ahaha,,,,theyre not really my go-to genre, like sure they're amusing but i read a really good one once* and it ruined every other chatfic for me)
*this one's for u haikyuu-natics, esp team captain stannies
hm.... i'm not super-duper picky so most of the time i can just scroll through each work's summary and tags.
but if a fandom is popular (or if i dont have the spoons for sifting through works), i stick to just reader inserts HAHAHA, maybe oc x canon if there haven't been any new x reader fics and if there's rlly nothing oough ig i have to write her myself 😭😭 sometimes doe, the curiosity strikes and i'll try looking if there are any fanfics in filipino... i really find it interesting to see how a chara's dialogue reads if theyre speaking in tagalog (tbh i think one would have more luck finding filo socmed aus on twt? but i only know about haikyuu socmed aus)
14. Best fanfic tropes ever?
oH...there are too many... u can't make me choose the best out of all my faves that's unfair 🥺jk lol
i read* this jamikali fic (i like my ships with a bit [read: a LOT] of tragedy/disaster-ness to them. it's so so so compelling to read!) and i just love the "Dubiously Unrequited Love" tag. bcs yes, the feelings are technically mutual, but there is a whole slew of other factors keeping the relationship from being a thing, which it could be a thing, but there's also that awareness that it won't last, sometimes a couple doesn't have to be endgame for the love to mean something, ykw?
this entire oneshot series....has me in a chokehold... my introduction to "Non-Sexual Intimacy" (and "Non-Sexual Nudity" i guess?) like??? holy shit??? the tension?? the way op just encapsulates the poignancy of being in such a vulnerable position without teetering too much into the cliche of roëmænce it has me On My Knees!! (like i love my smut and romance cliches, but some days i jus want a liiiitle bit more spice and variety)
Shoutout to the "Unreliable Narrator"++"Ambiguous Ending" combi that reaaaaally makes you work for understanding the plot, idk how to word it but being able to leave Just Enough Breadcrumbs and having enough trust in your readers to Get what ur implying, also forcing me to reread the fic immediately is so foul (in a good way). like there's an enjoyment in a good satisfying read, and then there's the Itch of never being sure in your interpretation, the feeling that u just need to go over it another time, spot another detail u missed, get wrecked all over again, rinse and repeat. idk i love fic.
27. If someone wanted to make you a creative gift, what's the thing that would make you the happiest?
oh anything featuring my fave charas is sure to make me happy! i mean i'm just not super picky abt gifts. well, maybe a creative gift has to be smth that can last a long while? (a strong hoard-ability kaya idk im senti??)
as long as the thought and intent was there, i'm already happy enough🥰💕💕 but i guess in the context of getting fic gifted to you, probably what matters most to me is that the writer enjoyed the process of making it as well. (i'm kinda drawing off of my experience writing this fic for one of m'oomfies and the vdays drabbles*** so i could be just rambling who knows?**)
(art appreciation ask questions, please bug me to rb some underrated art and fic)
#dellet-asks#oooh i was reading national hot dad alliance back it was still in progress thats d kind of haikyuu stannie i am oopsie#ACTUALLY WAIT... im suddenly remembering abt wcidfy in its draft-draft stages#the placeholder used to be an exchange betw yuu ace and deuce in tagalog (smtimes banter hits better in ur native lang)#i try to put Some kind of substance on my wips instead of leaving them blank with only a title#*i lied i reread that jamikali fic whenever i want to feel smth.#jamikali mention#jamiazu mention#**on a more personal note i think ive always had that sense of sentimentality in my gifts#like during my highschool class's christmas exchange gifts i alw wanted a heartfelt letter along w my gift#it didnt matter if the gift was jus snacks or smth not on-theme i cared abt the words from the gift giver lmao#words are hard so ig it makes me happy to see someone overcome that anyway#***about those last 3 vdays drabble requests... ill finish em... the ideas are brewing i just need spoons#nerenda
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Ok so, hello, new Ordem Paranormal fan here, I'm not Brazillian so I apologize if any of my questions are stupid, and if you do not want to/don't have the answer to any of my questions, I will not be offended. I've just finished O Segredo Na Floresta (That ending man...fuck) and while I know some spoilers from later campaigns, I generally don't know the context around them. Now that I've gotten that out of the way, I have way too many questions, so feel free to pick and choose. 1. I've noticed that the artist between the second and third campaign changes, or at least I think that's the case because the styles are incredibly different. I'm assuming that it's because Cellbit wanted more realism, but I was curious if that was it or not because I can't really find anything on my own (the wiki, sadly, doesn't seem to have pages for the artists :() (I'm just curious about this, I like both art styles) 2. Have you ever had a llonguet or coxhina? Not entirely related to Ordem Paranormal but they mentioned those foods a few times so I was curious as to how good they were, they both look good tbh 3. It only gets worse from here doesn't it. (This next question is more so Desconjuracao and Calamidade than either of the ones I've watched) 4. I know about the relics, do they all work differently? I mean, yeah they do but like, the human in that body dies when they take over, right? But like, can they make the body immortal or does the body still age? I assume not with the God of Death because...yeah just saw that, but it could still decompose I guess. Idk, the relics fascinate me and I'm really excited for Desconjuracao to get translated 5. How many times does the system change? Because the first campaign was a d6 system, the second is a d100 system, but the wiki says Ordem Paranormal is a d20 system. Does it get more finalized by Desconjuracao? Or will it take til Calamidade for me to see the current system? I'm really hoping the rulebook gets translated someday, I'd love to play or gm, and I'm curious as to what campaign would be a good reference for what it might be like. 6. Do you have a favorite character? I don't have many people to talk Ordem Paranormal in depth with so I'm curious as to what other fans opinions are. Also, are there any characters that generally people really dislike? 7. Not sure if you read fanfics or comics, but do you have any you'd recommend? Even if it's for later campaigns I could put it on the backburner, I'd love to see more fanworks than what I've found on my own Ok so, that's a lot so I'll stop asking stuff for now, thank you so much for letting me ramble hahaha
1- well you are a minority because people really hate the old artist (Rafael da Hq) well it was changed because the new artist (Orenjiro) did beutiful fanart and cellbit decided that he would do the art for ordem ever since! (Minus o segredo na ilha, that was bonees), but the main reason why the fandom does not talk is because he did tracing and was exposed for pedophilia, also i did not know that there wasn’t any wiki pages for the artists like what? They maybe will do some soon!
2- because of your grammar i unfortunaly dont know what you ment by what you ment by llounguet but i already had many coxinhas in my life lol, they are a pretty popular "salgado" (salty food) and i really like it, the ones filled with chicken are the best (i mean its pretty rare a coxinha be anything BUT filled with chicken but WHAT EVER), i hope you get to taste coxinha, is pretty good
3- Oh honey, you didn’t even get to see the worst deaths in ordem paranormal history lol
4- i mean you won’t get much about the calamity relics since they are more important in calidade but basicly the human body that the relic is inhabiting dosen't age and is pretty much imortal (unless other relic kills it) bur when the human body of the relic dies, they just poof like the human body dosen't exist anymore and they go to another human to continue doing their elements Jobs
5- Oh honey the only season that they play 100% from the ordem paranormal rpg rulebook is sinais do outro lado, this system had a fuck ton of changes and rewrites especially because the comunity was very involved in it
6- Oh i have a bunch of them but my main favs are liz and my baby joui 💜, so the fandom is fascinating because the character can be very loved with a very toxic fanbase but also very hated with a bunch of toxic haters (joui's case lol) but most of the time the really hated character's are from the villans side, mainly npc's but this hatred is generely only really prevelent for character's with players when the season is airing yk? But for me is kinda hard to tell witch character is the most hated for all fandom because it really depends on your fandom circle because is pretty commun to get a bunch of comments of "OMG WHY DO YOU HATE THIS CHARACTER" for pretty much evey character in ordem
7- about fanfics... i unfortunaly don’t have much recomendations because i do not read much ordem fanfics (especially because the fandom is kinda dead right now and all ordem ficwritters became spiderbit/guapoduo ficwritters) well the fanprojects are kinda dead right now unfortunately, but there is official comics of ordem paranormal that adapt the first season and the first part of season 2 translated to english that you can buy it officially in e-book form! I also have a project for myself in adapt ordem seasons in manga form (and rewrite some stuff that dosen't make sanse) and make a silly self indulgent fanfic adding two oc's of mine as character's living the happy horror's that is the ordem paranormal universe, but i little idvice if you want to see ordem content
Go to Twitter, there is more people there the here unfortunaly
I hope my answers helped and any questions just hit my ask box!
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I dont think you mentioned but who are ur biases in kpop? And groups u stan? Bias wreckers? :3
I'm def a multi and I feel like there are tiers that change constantly (gemini vibes) like
tier 1 (current ults) --
ateez (bias wooyoung, wrecker mingi, one true love hongjoong although tbh I can talk myself into any of the members being any of these at any given time)
(g)idle (bias soyeon, wrecker kind of yuqi but no one beats soyeon for me (she also is in my one true love line))
tier 2 (committed to) --
stray kids (bias og hyunjin, but I've been fully wreckedDDD so bad by lee know who is also one true love line # 1)
itzy (bias ryujin wrecker yeji)
izna (bias saebi wrecker koko)
tier 3 (I was into them when I was in hs and have a soft spot now) --
bts (bias j-hope wrecker taehyung)
twice (bias jihyo, wrecker jeongyeon)
blackpink (bias jennie wrecker lisa [scorpio moon club members])
red velvet (bias seulgi wrecker joy)
tier 4 (I listen to their music a lot and know all the members altho not super well yet, in my heart I know it's only a matter of time before they zoom to tier 1 or 2) --
enhypen
txt
zerobaseone
no committed biases yet but I have bias leanings towards the enhypens whose charts I've done so far hahaha (jay, jake, sunghoon), zerobaseone hanbin (fellow gemini with a water moon) and txt all the scorpio moons (mood)
tier 5 (i listen to their music and know the members' names but not their personalities as much) -- lesserafim, ive (yujin has a scorpio moon so she's my default bias), aespa, new jeans
tier 6 (I listen to the music but don't know all of the members yet, potential to gain ground) -- seventeen, riize, kiss of life (not conclusive bc there are a lot more this is just what's on my playlist right now)
and as a gemini i reserve the right for this to change insanely over time lmao. to be honest I can talk myself into any member of any group being my bias for a bit? esp if I've looked at their charts recently, sometimes seeing a chart will make me imprint on someone.
my scorpio moon club so far -- ive yujin, twice jihyo, txt beomgyu, txt taehyun, txt hueningkai, blackpink jennie, blackpink lisa, gidle miyeon, seventeen vernon, maybe zb1 jiwoong (tbh this seems likely to me, I'd wondered if he'd had a scorpio moon way before I looked up his chart), maybe txt yeonjun (seems less likely to me)
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OMG THE NEW NAVIA THEME IS SO CUTE??? i think it's safe to say that you definitely cooked, lia hehe >:3 /lh /gen
anyways! that's pretty much what it is when it comes to college and frankly? i just wanna get it over with like literally the only highlight to it is seeing my friends and spending time with my boyfriend 😭 but!! a social science major sounds cool! i'd say you have some pretty good goals set in mind and you can always take up a minor if you want to pursue the others :> (i did consider having music as a minor) and sure! the courses depend on what you pick really and the college/professor, online is just about the same as in-person if you have a lot of reading on a pc to do tbh. english classes are well. kind of like the ones in high school but college-leveled. just make sure you give yourself enough time to do assignments bc they can be painful :"D
HELP LMAO??? okay that's true though, the fontaine quest definitely made a splash and we really had to dip our toes in the water with it huh? anyway thats kind of the thing, the only similarity between bedo and lyney is that they actively flirt with me in their own way, and its funny bc i usually try to find someone whose personality complements mine bc im generally the quieter one compared to both (ah yes a reality tv show for me HJEKAHD) also yea! i think both of them really do have traits that make them stand out and frankly i wish they got more screentime (also i have yet to watch the 4.6 trailer ehehe)
same here to you!! i'm always happy to rattle off of your hcs and i enjoy talking about our selfships as well hehe (*^ω^*) and i love it when bedo calls me his "sweet violet",,like the way he says it is just so endearing? like the pitch of his voice always becomes softer and more affectionate jsjdksndj (yk its funny, my boyfriend does the same thing with me bc his nicknames are unique to me as well)
also i'm throwing another ramble at ya: imagine wanderer or ayato surprising you with breakfast in bed HEHEHEHE
awh thats oki! like i said, i'm always happy to indulge your selfships since i enjoy hearing about them :> /gen. honestly i wouldn't be surprised if wanderer did knock you softly on the head for thinking the flowers were from yato ajjdkshd (nah just put the hairpin in before he gets a chance /hj /lh) also i forgot to tell u im a sucker for floriography so i methinks wanderer could give you camellias which represent everlasting love. the hairpin ayato gives you is unique in design and had it specially made for you alone :3
and i quote from my irl friend: "bouncing off the walls gf x completely stoic unmoving statue bf" HDJAKDHSJ NOT ONLY THAT SHE COMPARED HIM TO A PIECE OF FURNITURE BC OF HOW STIFF HE IS IN PICTURES (but hey i give him credit for a cute smile <3) and he is very much a pretty boy even though he tries to deny it until i accept that he calls me pretty too BUT YEA QUITE LITERALLY OPPOSITES ATTRACT anyway pretty much, not all relationships are like yk. sunshine and rainbows so thats why i feel very grateful to have a healthy one. if anything, we're just both trying to do our best to make one another happy but thankies hehe (also nw! i dont think u sound like a grandma, i just like hearing u ramble ehhehe)
also im not rlly sure why ppl think 20 is old either like dang, sure my back hurts on occasion but i'm not a fossil 😭
AHHH THANK U, VI!! so it seems you agree that i... baked? :3c /lh HAHAHA navia is so sweet and silly. i just have to make her my theme! (++ as a homage to her for carrying me in spiral abyss 🫣) since i do put in effort whenever i do theme changes, it makes me happy to know others like it <3
i'll have you know that i'm a true enabler of dad jokes & puns. throw 'em at me! which reminds me: how does albedo react to your jokes? for me, ayato just thinks it's funny that i find them funny (he pats me on the head afterwards - A+ for effort). wanderer is just the epitome of unimpressed and sometimes, he'd even pull on my cheek a little if the joke is extremely unfunny LOLLL. the only one who'd ever indulge me is mr. shikanoin heizou ( 。 •̀ ᴖ •́ 。) oh, woe is me!!! /lh
i see! ty for the perspective, vi <3 i'm gonna find it nostalgic to look back on this convo after i went to college. tho assignments really are a staple of uni life, huh? one of the times i thank highschool for instilling the habit of “work first, play later” in me. i imagine it's gonna be more painful however so i'll need to juggle rest & work 😭 hope you're holding up with yours!! <3
THAT'S CUTE!! i find it so funny that albedo himself is the paradigm for introverts but when it comes to flirting with people he finds intriguing, he's not here to play LMAO. how does he act 〜suave〜 so naturally?? smh i need those skills too /hj. lyney on the other hand... he takes it as an achievement if he manages to fluster you! the sleight of the hand is his bread & butter but he's good with his words just as well, no? voila! ✧ i am biting my fist UWAGHH. i am head over heels for the 'speaks to you / says your name in a softer voice' thingy but to witness it first-hand??? i'm so happy for you 🤭
WWHWHWHWH. ayato usually has the maids prepare our meals so he probably tells them to make it extra special. unfortunately, i'm more of a night owl than an early riser so by the time he brings the tray onto the bed, i'm just looking at him all groggy LOL. he thinks it's cute, taps my cheek and teasingly asks if this is all a ruse to get him to spoon feed me.... this man /aff. wanderer tho is a good cook so he does not play around with food or breakfast! but it's gonna take lots of coaxing to have breakfast in bed since “if it spills on the mattress, i'll demote you to the floor for a day.” i tell him about the existence of trays but he's still adamant. no fun 💔 /j
CAMELLIAS?! those happen to be one of my fav flowers!!! and the meaning too... i'm ahhdjwjejw /pos. he would tho!! wanderer canonically like wandering off in nature (oh, dearest sumeru), i think he picks flowers to bring back home. but sometimes, he'd rather observe them from afar: they're fleeting, after all. so he might as well leave them be to bloom to their fullest. yk.... i should buy some seeds these days and make a garden of our own. maybe it could be a surprise for him oooooo mhm mhm!! wbu?? does albedo or lyney indulge in making you breakfast in bed too hehe :3c (for lyney, i'm willing to bet lynette sponsored that breakfast /j)
NOT THE FURNITURE POSE HAHAA 😭
“smile!”
vi: 🌸🌷🎀🩷
bf: 🚪🚪🚪
/j but we appreciate the effort!!! i'm also not vv photogenic myself so i can relate badly with the furniture pose LMAO 😔 i prefer taking pictures of others instead! ayato is really photogenic. this is what happens when you deal with paparazzi /j & wanderer can be photogenic too but only in candid. he does not like staring at the camera. what a grumpy cat /aff +++ i saw the picrew you sent me! VI IT'S SO ADORBS AHHHH feel free to share more picrews of you & your f/o's anytime! i love love love them ☆૮꒰ˊᗜˋ* ꒱ა /gen !!!!
#i'm still reeling over the camellias....#floriography >>>#ask box! 📬#visitor: dearest vi! 🍡#selfships! 🧸
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SINCE ITS TETSUREIII SZN!!!! I AM HEREEE WITHHHH TEH A LITTOL Q/A EHEHEH
WHERE DID ALL THIS BEGINNN FROMMM !!! TEH FRIST PAGE OF TETSUREIII STORYYY <33
TELLL MEEEEEEEE EVERYTHINGGG!!!!!!!!
For how it all began:
It was love at first sight for the both of us. Like you see a person and you just fit like missing puzzle pieces. We talked like it wasn't our first time seeing each other. The crowd just faded and it seemed like it's just the two of us. We knew we would never forget that moment but we have to part ways. Days or months passed maybe even a year and it became just a distant memory. Maybe something I drew an inspiration from for my story, until we met again at a different circumstance. This time it's no longer a one time thing and he won't allow it to be a one-time thing either. We just picked up where we left off and we both knew that this was it. It might be an ordinary story for some but it was serendipitous for us, knowing that all the heartaches, loneliness and solitude we endured are what led us to each other. Finally, we're at the right place and right time with the right person.
We're friends first, because I came off a little detached he knew it would take time but he was patient. Started with sending funny memes and reels until he gauged what I liked. Scheduled phone calls bc I dont do well in chats until it became a habit for us to call each other at that specific time and day. We talked about anything that we could expand, our theories, our day, rant abt officemates. He debated with me for fun throwing what ifs scenarios. Then he began being more physically present. Going to my office to pick me up. Taking me out on a friendly date. He wasn't flirty at first until he smoothly transitioned being INTJ x ENTP friendship to lovers bc the chemistry and the hidden tension can't be denied anyway. He made me feel secured to be with him. Like I'm free. Free to fall, to love and to be myself.
below the cut is how I ended up simping for him teheee
I was really into Oikawa. He's my first love which I learned to get over just now bc I miss Kuroo in a way I don't miss Oikawa. (Why does this sound so real?) Ngl, it's Kuroo I found to be most attractive but he seemed so unattainable for me that I did a pass. At first, I just love writing for him because a mutual loves him very much and my readers always fangirl for him in my fics and all the requests I'm getting are for Kuroo Kuroo Kuroo even if I even voluntarily write for Oikawa. Lol. I was like okaaay. Until I asked for match ups and ask games and I ended up getting him over and over again too. Tell me about it. Haha. Then I posted some selfship stuff abt Oikawa and I got nothing. I posted that I got Kuroo for an ask game and everyone just idk interacted and I was like uhmm what? Even my moots from other fandom are into the tetsurei agenda. What are these people seeing that I'm not seeing? Like yeah he's handsome and he wears suit and tie which I love but...anyway lol just lol hahaha. (Gosh, I sounded so in denial on this) It's funny that we even work in the same field. A follower even pointed it out. Tbh I still can't understand where they are coming from. As time passed by, I enjoyed our ship more than anything else. He's all I can think to write about. TBH IDK! Hahaha! This made me reread all my kuroo fics and wondered howww? I reread the oldest one back in Dec 2020. It didn't do things for me then but it gave me the feels now. I even forgot what it was but the way I wrote for him never changed. I realized that in all the Y/Ns I wrote for all the characters, I've been writing myself whenever it's with Kuroo. I just realized it now. Maybe that's why it's easier for ppl to associate him with me too bc it shows. I still dk! But whatever I love him. I'd love to have a Kuroo just for me.
I think I'm oblivious like real life oblivious. Oh well. (Good luck to all the intj simps out there: I'm talkin for Rin, Tsukki, Akaashi, Geto, Niko) We're dense af and in denial. Good luck.
#tetsurei#AHHHHHHHHH I SQUEALLLLL BC IF THIS ASK#sml 💗💗💗#—💟 zen#—💌 mail#TYSM BBY ZEN HUHUHUHU THABK YOU FOR INDULGING MEE
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Helloeleoeleo i wanna join the request thing too!!! >:D
I like to listen to music and play video games in my free time :) if i have any exam or tests coming up i usually study for it around 3 weeks before so my music and video game time is cut short for the time being! After my exam/test tho i'll probably sleep in my free time to get back the ammpunt of sleep i sacrificed studying (i'll play games and listen to music too just not as much) my favorite genre of music is rnb and scenecore! (Very odd yes but it depends on my mood)
About myself and my personality.. HMMM In terms of looks i have almost long hair and average height- not too tall and not too short (still probably shorter than all the tall genshin guys tho) for persoanlity, im very clingy and can get extremely childish when i get comfortable with someone! Clingy to the point where i'd hold onto their arm and follow them- pretty much not letting them go unless if they need to hehe but before i get comfy i probably wont say more than 20 words HEBSHSHS Im very shy at first but after i get comfy im the complete opposite 😭😭
Im also very femeinine/girly girl and yes im a girl :D i like shopping makeup dressing up and all that :p i like going out with pretty clothes and pretty makeup and walking around the mall or a city :)) i talk alot whenver one of my interests gets brought up + i have adhd :>
Im also weak for guys that call me petnames like angel and pretty girl 😞 if someome ever called me that i'd malfunction tbh i also like guys that can cook and tallee than me! (For reference im around 163cm i think?)
My favorute nation is inazuma and my favorite element is hydro! It might change soon after i explore fontaine but for now inazuma is my favorite <3 i love tue scenery and music there <3<3<3
Fum fact about myself (idk if this is a fun fact tbh) i attract cats and children! But thing is im very bad with children :,) i dont know what to do or say half the time so i just stand there like 🧍♀️ and give a small smile to them HWDIEHID (babies sometimes scare me since they stare at me... not a lot ofc just whwnver they do i get intimidated) oh and i love cats!
(Honestly i feel like this is way too lomg and i think i made so many typos HAHAHA im so sorry 😭)
omg i have so many thoughts like i wanna match you up with 3 people but i can only choose one aaaaaaa
i love reading this requests so no worries if you think maybe it is too long, i just like knowing all of you 💔and don't worry about the typos either, i always end up checking things on the translator because i'm terrible writing in english
Diluc!
I guess that you are a very calm person and that is something that would appeal to Diluc almost immediately, and considering that on first impressions you are shy, that can only add points.
With your style of preparation with exams, and I guess other important things in your life, he would perhaps feel identified since he likes to have everything related to the vineyard business very controlled.
After you get to know each other better, I'm sure that if you grab his arm to go for a walk or take a longer walk than usual, his heart would race just to talk, the first few times he would never expect it.
I can totally see him giving you makeup or clothes that you see while on a date and you stare at them for more than 3 seconds, yes, that's enough to make him want to buy it from you. At first he would be a little more embarrassed, but then he would put it together with short letters, maybe thanking you for something or just spoiling you with sweet words.
He definitely chuckles quietly when he sees a child stare at you and your only reaction is to smile awkwardly at the kid, but let's not fool ourselves, he would probably do the exact same thing if he doesn't know the child, it would be rare for him to even smile back.
#genshin impact#genshin impact fluff#fluff#genshin impact blurb#genshin impact headcanons#genshinimpact#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#genshin#diluc#diluc fluff#diluc x reader#genshin matchups#air matches you up
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Daft Punk Albums: Ranked, From Worst to Best Explained
6. Human After All
this album is so mid tbh 🙄
I loved technologic tho 💖 very blessed in a sense that the first daft punk song ive ever heard in my life happened to be one of their best songs ever! Unfortunately it's from their worst album but LOL
I also liked television rules and the nation and robot rock those slap wau
5. Daft Club
Shouldn't really be on here ik hahaha 😅
This album mostly sucked yes, cause its a remix album
But some of the remixes on this album were really good
I particularly love the slum village remix of aerodynamic
life changing yes
reminded me of nujabes in a way
RIP Seba Jun
gone but never forgotten
4. Homework
I'll cut them some slack on this one. Since this was their debut album, and they were just finding out their sound and it really shows.
but wow this album sucks
it really blows
at some point i got stressed out listening to one of the songs on this album??? sksksk
I still found this album much more enjoyable than HAA and daft club combined though cause 11 songs WERE GOOD. its just the 5 that were trash that somehow ruined the experience for me i dont know-BYE!
3. Alive 2007
My only complaint was that the ordering was trash.
THE SONGS WERE ALL FIRE THOUGH WOWOWOW 💯🔥🔥🔥💯
i didnt like how the songs all kinda bled into one another
i know that was kind of the point
but it made me very exhausted mentally, listening to the album like that
hence why i made my own order instead! randomized the songs pretty much
I would've been pretty mad if I saw this concert live IM NOT GONNA LIE
2. Random Access Memories
I love this album so much! It just doesn't sound like Daft Punk to me though. Not necessarily a bad thing though. I don't really have much to add to this one; its just good 👍 +10/10 no notes
I revisit this album so daymn much and im not mad at it 🤖🎹 ♡ ♡ ♡ 🤖🎸
N/A Other Albums I Just Couldn't Finish Nor Categorize
Alive 1997
Alive '97 kind of seemed like a pain to listen to im ngl... I'm probably just too young to comprehend it, but it looks like its truly only the most hardcore of fans who love it, let alone listened to it. I heard it was "innovative [...] for its time".
Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/DaftPunk/comments/2qf1l4/comment/cn5p3tt/
Personally? I don't like the drum machines; I don't know ¯\_( :/ )_/¯
Also it was just WAY too much of a pain in the ass to listen to on spotify i'll be honest ITS just a single track 45 minutes long?! wtf... I found it a little easier to listen to on youtube with the timestamps Sollazzina on YouTube was so gracious enough to add but idk i still kinda dont like this at all and couldnt finish it; pls dont @ me
TRON: Legacy
I actually watched the film pretty recently, but never sat down to fully listen to the entire album. And quite frankly I don't have any intention to.
The soundtrack to the film slapped though 🔥🔥🔥 my intuition tells me they took the best parts of every song
1. Discovery
INTERSTELLA 5555!!!!! 👾🖥️ this anime dope asf
I LOVE THAT ITS THE FULL ALBUM TOO 🌈 it covers the whole album which i love
a true visual companion of discovery
Though honestly, the album is golden even standalone yes
I think I find myself typically listening to RAM more, but this is the best one lbr !!!
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haii :D out of curiousity if irene was a canon survivor what other skins would she have? which of the survivors (or even hunters if she has a connection to them) would she match with? O:
HELLO!!!! EEEEEE IDV QUESTIONS MY BELOVED YEYSYEYWES TY FOR COMING 💚💚💚💚 im gonna answer the lore related question first and then answer the skin question behind readmore (its very long. i like Talking.)
OKAAAAY so so ngl... i actually thought that having nort.on, irene, na.ib and emma in one manor game group is really plausible cuz they're part of my fo list (and are very much included in lore) but omg i cant handle the heartbreak naur i don't wANT THEM TO FIGHT AJWKWKENDJSJSKS🥹🥹🥹 TO BE HONEST... i can kinda see her being associated with the da ca.po group (nor.ton, me.lly, orp.heus, alice and frederick) because irene actually is connected to nor.ton and orp.heus (she does not like him). and i think the drama would be so fuckin insane here lets be real
in that same train of thought - i think that would mean she would also have to fare off against foo.ls gold and nightmare (MORE DRAMA) and that is gonna be so fucking sick . also they look like this to me i don't care (ignore the ship mention wkwkwkwkwkw) LMFAOOAOWUSHRK
ok so, irene's skins are meant to match with nort.ons skins and like 90% of my artwork consists of just them in those costumes tbh HAHAHA BUT ID BE HAPPY TO SHOWCASE THEM HERE EEEE
so i don't really care about her skins being classified as a tier, b tier etc etc, dont matter as long as shes matchy matchy with him HEHEHE
let's go off with my most recent art of it:
1) this is eidolon! she is paired with soul catcher. she's a half alive (undead?) and half dead (ghost). she appears alive in the daylight and appears dead in the nighttime :3 the drawing in the middle is my best depiction of both mixed!



2) I don't have a name for this (help me /hj), but this is meant to pair with his troubadour skin! this to me is their peak of "good life" era :3 (together and married)


3) again i dont have a good name for this either EKWKEKEKEJ but this one's meant for an alternative universe called the constantine siblings au where irene and naib are adoptive siblings (and uses the spring hand skin) and she is also paired with mr. mole! (emma also appears here, in her boudoir dream skin)


4) this one's a current work in progress but this one's meant for ronal.d of nice! ive currently settled on calling her "dame of gold", its not final but its a decent placeholder name :]

5) lastly, this one's definitely a c tier kinda skin and its meant to match his cordierite skin. fun fact, this color scheme of hers was actually her original color palette but i changed it to green and made this an alt skin~ i named it royal blue!
and that's it! i plan to do more in the future (like black tulip, cornerstone and maybe some outfits based off merchandise hehe)
BUT YE!!! THIS TOOK AWHILE TO ANSWER BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE THE CURIOSITY AHHH 💚💚💚💚
#i also like that - if irene was part of the da ca.po group- she perfectly suits with the OBVIOUS power dynamic at play#nor.ton is the only poor man and hes surrounded by rich people - lets assume constabell are strangers here. it would be even more hard#him to like irene under these circumstances. i wonder if they even get together in the game 🫢🫢#I LIKE COMPLICATING THINGS#crowseyedview tag#~ mailbox
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hi guysss its been a while, these days i usually just come on here if something big has happened and i dont really have anyone to tell so i just share it on tumblr. SOOOO a LOT of thing has happened since i last posted on here, when was it, like april? its october now, ive been sick for literally a month idek what it is but ive missed so much school its actually insane. anyway, me and the guy i was w yk, i broke up with him in like may, so ive actually been single since then, or like single single. Ive done things w people but not like been in a relationship w anyone, theres been a few actually, me and this guy H didnt work out, he used to bully me in high school and then suddenly out of nowhere he was in love with me? idek, omg heartstopper season 3 came out, it was so different from the other seasons, but i liked it. anyway back to my stupid guys. hmmm i reconnected w a guy from church who i used to be friends with a few years ago, we were friends for like 2 weeks then he told me i was wierd and that it wouldnt work, so yeah, and THEN i went to a party last week and i met this guy there, he was friends with my friends boyfriend, he was a year older than me tho, his name was Jonathan and we had a lot of fun together there, we kinda ended up sleeping together, and then we said bye and now i found out hes the son to my uncles best friend, like wtf are the odds,. ANYWAY i also got to know this other guy, he's so cool he plays the guitar and hes really fun, we go to the same school. Ive followed him on instagram and commented on his posts where he plays guitar, and then two weeks ago he just walked up to me in the cafeteria and said "omg its my biggest fan" and i straight up said "who the fuck are you" and then he explained and i was so confused cuz i didnt know we even went to the same school, and bc he didnt show his face on instagram so i didnt know whzt he looked like. anyway so weve been texting a lot, today hes gonna help change my guitar strings. OMFG WE'RE LITERALLY AUSTIN AND ALLY IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE. he sings and plays guitar, and i play piano and write songs, i mean i can play the guitar and drums too but still. and he was like "bring your guitar to school and ill help you fix it, then you can play for everyone there on the little stage" like bro wtf is this disney channel moment. but yeah he was joking but still, then we talked ab my job OMFG I HAVENT TOLD YOU GUYS, yeah i work at mcdonalds and we were texting about that and he was like "you should bring your guitar and play there to get some extra money" and i was like hahaha yeah on my breaks. and then he was like "i can come and play with you" LIKE OKAY? AUSTIN MOON IS THAT YOU`? but yeah so thats him, uuhhhhhh i dont think ive missed anything, or i probably have, but i cant post like a whole book as my tumblr life update post, no one even cares ab these, tbh theyre mostly for me to look back on how stupid i was, so hi future me reading this. anyway im sick again if i didnt mention, so now im just gonna be in my bed and watch like henry danger or smthn, see you guys in like another six months, or no actually i usually update more in the winter bc i always get depressed, anyway, bye for now guys
#menatl health#heartstopper#school#my thoughts#life#writing life#update#hell is a teenage girl#austin moon#austin and ally
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The criminal behaviour was mostly physical assaults (on adults). I was put on risperidone for a while. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child (I’m female), but that diagnosis has been reversed in adulthood. I don’t feel as if I ever had ADHD tbh. At age 19, I moved into a healthier environment than my previous place. I did start talk therapy, but I don’t think it helped me much. My psychiatrist has suggested I have a dissociative disorder (DID). I have severe PTSD symptoms.
I’ve never gone to prison, but as a teen I was on the Youth Offending Team (basically teen probation).
Sorry if this is too personal, but why don’t you agree with your diagnosis?
Ah ok, ADHD can make ASPD symptoms way worse. Interesting that that also reversed!
Theres so many cases where a kid exhibiting symptoms of being abused and traumatized is mistaken as symptoms of a pathology. But once they're taken out of that environment, it can be shocking how quickly people can change and start to heal. And how damaging it is to internalize the idea that theres something wrong with them, instead of just having a normal response to a toxic environment.
Mm, I've very sorry to hear that. You must have gone through utter hell if you have DID. PTSD too of course.
Talk therapy isnt enough for extreme trauma. I recommend checking out these following therapies:
-EMDR (eye movement desensitization reprocessing) (warning: this is a quickly working but emotionally intense therapy, as it will make you recall trauma in detail. Only do this after talk therapy and when you and your therapist- who knows you well- agrees that youre ready)
-IFS (internal family systems) (roleplaying internal characters/building good relationships and internal dynamics with yourself, very similar to integration treatment for DID)
-Somatic (movement, reconnecting to the body)
-PIT (post induction therapy) (maybe?) (working on codependency, building reliance on yourself)
-CBT and DBT (changing thinking and response processes)
If you can use the website "psychologytoday" where you live, you can search for single sexy therapists in your area and use the filters to see if they practice those specific therapies. And if they take your insurance or not.
Hahaha Youth Offending Team sounds like a bad supervillain squad. Could have called it the YOT-club. Probation is such a joke.
Its fine, I just dont think my symptoms are severe enough. And I have empathy and compassion, injustice upsets me.
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wanna request a matchup please 💪💪💪your last 2 matchups were good tbh, wanna get one for myself😱
with a male chara 🫶THANK YOU‼️‼️‼️‼️
im a girl, but i go with any pronouns , my mbti's ENTP 3w4☝️☝️
for fun i like to hangout with my friends, sometimes cause a bit of trouble HAHAHAH, currently don't have any fave hobbies at the moment but once i get a hyperfixation istg imma be obsessed with it 🤞🤞🤞
OK SO ill describe my looks🤔🤔i have kinda short fluffy black hair w messy bangs maybe like mikasa from attack on titan, usually i dress in that street style acubi fashion clothing but idk my clothing style changes every day HAHAHA, im kinda tall too
HmmmMmMM i were to date someone i would take them out to cool places, like amusement parks, mayeb to go skating, eating at cool restaurants, or just random dates. i think it's the moment that counts.
and maybe my bf and i could prank people together💀💪
OH and Im also rlly active I think? Usually initiating the activities in my friend circle, and the one to cause trouble😱 but i DONT do crazy shit like drugs, smoking, alcohol, crazy crimes etc😭😭👎
but in a fictional world.........
I want my matchup to be my partner in crime, THAT WOULD BE SO HOT 😏😁😁
Currently thinking of kissing someone in a burning building, going skiing and falling off a cliff, doing karaoke nights and screaming our lungs out while singing a cringey song, getting revenge on people who hurt us in the past, gossiping late at night and laughing so hard until we tear up aggressively HAHAHAH
I think i would ask my bf to go on dates like THOSE w me that would b a dream
Oh yeah and my love language is either quality time or words of affirmation, but i think im ok with other love languages too when i took the test the percentages wete almost the same
OK
THANKS FOR READINT ALL OF THSS
sorry it's a bit messy HAHAJAJ
I feel like Stan would be your perfect match <3
Stan definitely enjoys a bit of chaos, maybe less so the illegal parts but when he has a few drinks, he’s down for being loud and laughing a lot.
I definitely see him as a skater boy so he’d for sure be taking you on skate dates.
Like you, I don’t think he cares much for planning and would rather take his partner out spontaneously as soon as he has an idea.
I can see him being better with his words as he gets older and will no doubt be complimenting you left and right.
He’d also really enjoy spending lots of time together. If you’re down, he would love to have you hang out while he games. (classic teen)
tbh i can also see you fitting well with cartman based on your fictional preferences but i just havent worked out how to write his personality yet 😭😭
i hope you liked it <33
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wow, jeez, tri.be has a member who is only one year younger than me as well as a member who is a full decade younger than me... that’s.. well first of all, that’s a pretty big age range, and second of all.... yeah this is either at my limit for groups that i can get into or fully past it already, lol. i mean like obviously i have no problem being a 96er and stanning idols who are 97ers, but stanning 06ers is... that’s too far man lol i can barely even conceive of someone being born in 2006.... that doesnt sound real... the tri.be song is cool, i like it, LE from EXID produced it and i’m enjoying it primarily for that reason, but yeah this is not a group that i’m gonna stan lol. 2004 and 2005 are pushing it too... man... but a full decade... that just bends my brain, that’s... yeah idk lol...
#i didnt really have much interest in stanning them anyway tbh#the song isnt the kind of thing i get obsessed with and i dont have any bias candidates#some members stood out for their parts in the song but no members stood out to me as like potential biases#i cant really shake the impression that theyre all a bunch of kids lol#which to be fair is also how i see weeekly haha but in that case im rooting for them like an older sibling#and their music appeals to me more#though the oldest member of tri.be is (as i said) older than the oldest member of weeekly#and is essentially my age (a one year difference is barely different in the grand scheme of things)#man i cannot imagine being in a group with 14 year olds eiurogkjinogklwdjioglkgr nope cant do it#i think this might sorta mark the end of me stanning new gg debuts immediately haha#like if more and more idols debut who are that much younger than me like... i just cant relate to that idk haha. and its not for me#its for people their age#which i am not#if a group debuts with at least like half of the members in their 20s then sure#but yeah i think im kinda realizing that im not gonna be as hype for rookies going forward haha#seeing that theres a maknae now who was born ten entire years after me is kind of a wake up call hahaha#i mean in my opinion idols shouldnt even debut until theyre 18 (at the very LEAST... 20 would be better...) but...#i cant change that
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