#TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME

[hoosier-grandson]

My first contribution to the Dungeon Meshi fandom

[flufallo]

So painland

Pain land

Pain. Land.

Hell.

That's where Edwin admitted his feelings for Charles.

What.

Ahdbeofje

[mamasplat]

I’m just saying, it’s an objective fact, you’ve given me too much power with the Pokemon masters update

You might as well give me a zinnia figure to make smooch with my already owned Courtney figure.

[akela-nakamura]

I’ve been trying to think of a good fake fic title, except they all keep getting Unreasonably Long, so uh… how about “one foot in the grave”? I think that’s the shortest I can manage lol

send me a made-up fic title and I’ll tell you what i would write to go with it:

(I feel you on that, Nonnie. Keeping titles reasonably short can be hard lol)

Mmmmm.

One Foot in the Grave, huh?

Amity Park knows about Danny's accident. It's talked about in whispers but the boy seems fine. A little shaken, a little quieter, but alright. Things happen right? Kids get into things they shouldn't.

There's no real investigation, no real concern. Life moves on.

The kids at Casper High know better.

Amity Park isn't terribly huge. They aren't small either, but some nebulous middle ground. There's two small elementary schools across town from each other, a central middle school and the corresponding high school. It's more than enough for the kids of Amity. The town stays pretty steady, population wise. There's not much expanding, not many new people.

It's quaint.

The kids know better than that, too.

Most of them have known each other since they were five or six years old. There's a few transfers, a few kids that were homeschooled young and then brought in. The point is, for all that Danny and his friends kept to themselves, they were still known.

And after Danny's accident, things were never the same.

Something changed. Beyond the shock of a near death experience, beyond the fickle swings of puberty.

Something was wrong.

And then it's clear somethings wrong with Amity too. There's ghosts all around, attacking. There's hunters, appearing out of no where. The Fenton's research is suddenly everywhere. Amity Park is haunted.

The kids at Casper High look at Danny and wonder.

Things change again when the kids realize that not all the ghosts are bad or evil. Poindexter just wants a friend, wants no one else to be bullied like he was. Some students start asking him for help on homework and he's thrilled. Catches up on the curriculum and seems to come to life. The bullies--even Dash--back off. It's hard to bully when looking into the face of a kid who never made it out of high school alive because of his own bullies.

Ember just wants her music to be heard and she is good. Once people are no longer brainwashed, people still listen. Her music ends up on the radio, there's mostly clear videos of her on the internet and no one's quite sure how.

There's more. Johnny 13 and Kitty, the Box Ghost, Youngblood and his crew, even Skulker are seen as less than a threat to the kids of Casper High. It's clear that even Phantom has a understanding with them.

It's one the adults don't understand. It's one they refuse to listen. The hunters aren't enough. They aren't stopped it, aren't keeping the children of Amity Park from interacting with ghosts. The GIW is losing government backing due to lack of progress and unfounded research.

The adults call in the Justice League. The Fentons fume at the intrusion, but hope that some official backing will help the kids of Amity Park see the truth. Ghosts can't be trusted, they can't feel, they can only lie.

When the Justice League arrives, they're faced with most of the population of Casper High.

The students will not let the League or the Fentons or any other ghost hunter harm what they don't understand. They don't completely get it either, these kids, but they do know it's too easy to belong to the Ghost Zone. It's too easy to die.

They look at Danny. They know. (not that he's Phantom, not that halfas exist, but they know his accident was worse than anyone would believe, that he's seen things they can't understand, that he sets off ghost hunting equipment.)

Amity Park's children stand with ghosts. They stand (quietly) with Danny.

We all have one foot in the grave, they say, would you hunt us? Would you look at us and call us fakes? Would you believe your equipment, this untried, untested, unreviewed research?

The JLA has no idea what they just stepped into, but it's clear these kids aren't giving up a thing.

It's equally clear neither are the adults.

[9haharharley1]

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Rise of the Guardians (2012), Guardians of Childhood - William Joyce Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jack Frost/Pitch Black Characters: Jack Frost (Guardians of Childhood), Pitch Black (Guardians of Childhood) Additional Tags: Extremely Dubious Consent, Rape/Non-con Elements, Pitch is not in his right mind, Sex Pollen, Dom/sub Undertones, Dom/sub, forced blowjob, Bondage, Light Bondage, How do I tag this one, Choking, Temperature Play, Kinda Summary:

Or the one where Pitch has a run-in with Cupid, punches the little bastard in the face, and gets love-dusted for his efforts.

Jack could not have picked a worse time to visit.

[no-place-to-be-happy]

I'm not here to say it, and you're not here to know it, but I really like GC, I don't know, he's old and I find that adorable, like, yes yes grandpa, go to sleep now.

[bapydemonprincess]

[probssomethingorother]

this popped into my head but like I don’t have time to actually write it but if some else would want to… 👀

So like what if Joel and Ellie are fighting just some spat about something and Ellie is getting very frustrated and is like “do you even know how it feels to just fucking sit and wait knowing your going to die? Cause I do!” (Or something along those lines) and Joel is absolutely seething cause all he can think about is Sarah and how he wanted to die afterward, how he knew that he was going to do it when he had the chance, but just had to wait till he could get a gun. But there is now way in hell he’s going to share any of that with her.

And like maybe this is even before Ellie knows about Sarah and Joel’s attempt and Joel is still like all stoic and they both don’t realize how similar they are?? OR, maybe even worse, it is after Ellie learns Joel tried to unalive himself and she realizes her mistake right when it comes out of her mouth, and she tries to walk it back, but Joel is still feeling some sort of way about it and needs to take a minute

And yeah. That’s all. If anyone wants to run wild with this weird little thing please do

[fridayismyco-pilot]

Looking for volunteers to write my master thesis for me

[gildeddlily]

why the abuse cycle is the best thing ever written (ok not the best but almost)

I wouldn't define myself an Akutagawa apologist, 'cause no I simply can't do something like that knowing what he did to Kyouka, but hating on him for that is the same as hating Dazai for it? not really.

"dazai should pay for what he has done-" uh he already did? like alright go on and forget the suicidal tendencies (and the almost canon sh) that definitely aren't sarcastic (even my bed knows that), the years he spent in the mafia as a teenager (if the word child is exaggerated for you)(at fourteen you're still a child yes), how he was around killing people at fifteen, how he learned ways to torture others at the same time, how he lived in a literal container far from everything else and how he was considered a demon by everyone to the point that he was sure of that by sixteen (how he was the ward of a canon pedophile (not saying he was s/a for sure, but it wouldn't make things better)), and an entire characterization for your "poor innocent akutagawa" act

like, I love Akutagawa, he's one of my favourite characters and of the best written ones, and despite my love for him I recognise the bad things he has done. naturally I'm not talking ab the killing, like who cares they're all kinda useless or not so important to me and everyone in general, but the "Abuse Cycle" thing, one of the best things Asagiri wrote for this plot. he just treated Jyouka like shit, and everyone has to admit it: he abused and manipulated her for a long time, badly influenced her and using her as a tool for the mafia. Dazai did the same, saving Akutagawa, "giving him a reason to live" if making him proud can be called this, and abusing and treating him probably the way he was treated under Mori's cares.

I remember when some years ago I said to a friend of mine (I was like thirteen and they were sixteen) that I didn't like Dazai for what he did to Akutagawa (my favourite boy when I had yet to read the manga) and they told me something like "but that's hypocrisy, Akutagawa did the same thing to Kyouka" yes and no, again.

chapter 49 is like the thing that make me says that even tho the things they both did were bad it still is not the same

I'm citing another post here on tumblr that I saved and lost cause I'm a genius, but the "eyes represent the way the see themselves" theory is perfect for this chapter, that is a whole "you're eyes are different". it's the cannibalism arc and Kyouka is ready to kill Higuchi to save the ADA and Fukuzawa cause they're the first real family she has had after her parents died, Akutagawa starts to fight her and after her attempt to kill him surprises him, she backs away and he sees her face clearly, specifically her eyes. Asagiri drew them like this for a reason.

Akutagawa's surprised eyes are wide open, iris grey (like his hair so they would be just pitch black) like the pupil in an almost blank look. they express nothing, and the only way we understand how he's feeling is the "eyes wide open" thing. they're just dull. Kyouka is determined, and in her eyes shines that determination to help her family. the sparkles are there for a reason like every other time, and they're open. filled with emotions and just human. her eyebrows are frowned, and she's so different from him it hurts. (Asagiri even put the little panel with his eyes next to her, he's screaming "look at how you'll suffer now")

this is a creepy expression our silly little guy makes at the idea of fighting someone as strong as kyouka, and the differences in their eyes is even more prominent (crazed look doesn't suit you bby)

and he sees that difference, even if kyouka probably ignores it. he admits that she's right: she's changed since she worked under him

he describes kyouka's eyes as "yearning for death/with no values for her life", and says that he knew someone with the same eyes as her, and at first it would look like he's talking about himself, but then there's a picture of sixteen/seventeen Dazai, that like her joined another organization and found a reason to live (Dazai definitely didn't found a reason to live, maybe a reason to don't die and survive but it's another matter). so he isn't talking ab himself, and he even sees the part of the flashback with himself like a little icon in the corner. Asagiri drew the way he remembered that day, not someone else's perception

so he doesn't think of himself as someone like Kyouka or Dazai. But both Asagiri and Bones did a good job making things clear (bones almost useful for the first time with the iconic parallels)

they're the same. they're identical, and maybe bones did akutagawa's part too evident, removing the "hidden truth" behind that panel, but the effect is perfect. they have the same eyes, but Akutagawa says that they're like Dazai's ones, who sure look like theirs in the "you're the witness to that fact" scene. he completely ignores the parallels between his past (and present) self and kyouka.

he says that he's glad about kyouka's (and dazai's) happiness and new-founded reason to live/stay alive. he's happy for them, cause he recognise that they're better like this, and he accepts the fact that they've found a place outside the mafia. (kyouka screams flabbergasted) so, basically, he also recognize how the time she spent with the mafia (and with him) was bad for her mental health and didn't help her wellbeing. I'm pretty sure t is the closest thing to an apology he could ever manage.

the "best" thing about the abuse cycle is the differences between them. Kyouka breaks the cycle and finds happiness. Akutagawa gets abused and abuses, he recognise it and "apologies", declaring himself glad that his and the mafia's influence weren't able to break Kyouka. Dazai gets abused and abuses, and we aren't sure of his feeling about what he did to Akutagawa. (mori is a good character but a bitch that I don't care ab)(his backstory would be gold but asagiri isn't that kind)

Kyouka recognize herself as a victim, and search/welcomes people who want her good. Akutagawa doesn't recognize himself as a victim, but says that Dazai and Kyouka are, thinks of himself as a weakling (and probably would react badly to anyone telling him that he was abused)(killing them maybe) Dazai doesn't recognize himself as a victim, 'cause he doesn't even thinks of himself as human to begin with, and there lies the difference between him and akutagawa

Dazai recognized that what he was doing to Akutagawa in Dark Era was bad, but didn't found in himself the "humanity" to be better, basically, saying that someone good like Oda would have done a better job. after Oda's last world he "became" a better person (he thinks he's acting all the time. like he really is unable to be human, when we know it isn't absolutely true), and started to "act" as "human". he truly sees himself as unable to be genuinely kind (like genuine kindness exists pfft), and it makes me feel bad cause it's horrible to live feeling like some empty shell of fake human traits. but it also is his excuse for his bad actions in the mafia. he doesn't recognise Mori's influence as the thing that made him who he is, that made him do what he did to Akutagawa, and doesn't think of himself human enough to be a decent guy, and decides to just be inhuman. I'm not saying he doesn't try, he for sure did back when he was younger, but I think at one point he simply choose not to anymore

(dazai "apologising" to akutagawa or thinking explicitly ab the bad he has done to him would be the apex of character's development)

so at the end Akutagawa recognizes (if I use this verb another time hit me with a spatula) what he has done to Kyouka but doesn't do the same with what Dazai has done to him Dazai probably doesn't fully recognizes what he has done to Akutagawa cause he does the same with what Mori has done to him, and if he did he still didn't find himself capable to be kind enough not to do bad (even tho he'll be with atushi ) (they need someone to make them understand) (someone hit them in the head please)

and nothing I should to study and I'll write the rest later cause I have too much things to say ab them

[lyss-butterscotch]

I should do college work but brainrot just struck me and i gotta.... i gotta do it...

[blackknight-100]

I'm going to sound really old and irritating saying this, but all these new weird tech stuff is horrible and I want them all dead. My tubelight is out and I can't get a damn choke for it because they no longer mass-produce it apparently, and so I need a goddamn LED tubelight like just leave me alone good gods. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY OLD TUBE WHY IS THERE A NEW THING EVERY GODDAMN WEEK AND THEY LOOK LIKE SOMETHING OUT OF A HORROR STORY AND DON'T LAST LONGER THAN A DAY I'M GOING TO KMS WTF

[frog-detector]

GSJBSFSUAKVEC

OK SO,,,,,, LIKE,,, I JUST DOWNLOADED MOCROSOFT QHITEBOARD AND IM GETTING USED TO MOUSE DRAWING AND I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING TOO POWERFUL

SOMEONE ***PLEASE*** TAKE THIS POWER AWAY FROM ME WHO KNOWS WHAT I WILL DO WITH IT

[lacteawhy]

He's making me suck his dick again, I'm going to pass out

[fusrobruh]

So I know it’s been ages since I last posted here, but I’ve been working on animation lately and I’m super proud at how this turned out. I’m not finished with it as I want to add color and shading, but I wanted to see what it would look like with a certain brush. I’ll post the finished one later…….when I actually finish it.

[ilostyou]

someone needs to yell at me for putting music on that makes me cry