#Swan's bio

[swanandphoenixsong]

It was my 11-yr tumblr anniversary on July 4th, I guess, although I had already been reading posts long before then, just hadn't made an account, so I estimate it's actually near a dozen, and about the same for how long I've been watching Hank & John Green, and became a Nerdfighter.

Here's a quick bio from a recent YouTube comment I made on June 26th:

[ " I’ve had depression since being a pre-teen, but didn’t recognize it until I was NINETEEN.🎓(Graduated HS in 2013, started college that fall semester.) Found out it was intertwined with anxiety as I took a break from studies over the next 5 yrs. Started college again and studied from then, on thru the pandemic, and then 2 yrs. more. 📖 Now I’m taking a break due to a CVST (stroke)🧠💥at age 27. ❤️‍🩹Today is one yr. later and I’ll be turning 29 next month.💖Even though I am much improved, there’s still more 💚growing to do. " ]

Thanks for being here, if you've been around tumblr the past 10+ yrs, no matter how long you might've been following me. I love this hellsite, and I won't be giving it up, not if I have any say in it.

[starovis]

𔘓.   백조 . ᭢ 🦢⠀ ꒰͡ ͜ Ï ͜ ͡꒱ ִֶָ 𓏲୭ 𖦹 . ᭭ ˚   ༘♡

[lizaalzhy]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀ㅤ┊ㅤ𝓢𝘸𝘢𝘯ㅤ𝓠𝘢𝘬𝘦

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝖳𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗄𝗈𝗏𝗌𝗄𝗒ㅤ───ㅤ𝟷𝟾𝟽𝟻

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ㅤㅤㅤ🦢ㅤ┊ㅤ𝓟𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝒪𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒ㅤ────ㅤ ͟𔓕

ㅤㅤㅤ🩰ㅤ┊ㅤ────ㅤ𝒫𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑆𝑖𝑒𝑔𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑ㅤ࿙࿙

ㅤㅤ୧‿︵ㅤ𝓑͟𝖾͟𝖺͟𝗎͟𝗍͟𝗂͟𝖿͟𝗎͟𝗅͟𝗅 𝓟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝖼͟𝖾͟𝗌͟𝗌 ︙ㅤ𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆

ㅤㅤ𝗈𝖿 𝖺ㅤ 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗍𝖾 ꯱𝗐𝖺𝗇.ㅤ🪷ㅤ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖿ℓ𝖾𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇ㅤ 𝗈𝖿

ㅤㅤㅤ⟆ㅤㅤ𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀ㅤ𝗌𝗎𝗇 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾ㅤ 𝘴͟𝘸͟𝘢͟𝘯 𝘭͟𝘢͟𝘬͟𝘦

ㅤㅤ𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗆𝗒ㅤ 𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌ㅤ🪽ㅤℓ𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗌 𝗀͟𝗈͟ℓ͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝗇.ㅤ꒱

ㅤㅤㅤ︵︵ㅤㅤㅤㅤ⟣───ㅤ۶ৎㅤ───⟢ㅤㅤㅤ︵︵

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ︵⏜︵ㅤㅤ𝗍𝗁𝖾ㅤㅤ𔓕ㅤㅤ𝗰𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ۫ㅤ𓉸𓉸ㅤ۪ ㅤㅤㅤ︵︵ㅤ𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅ㅤ𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ୧︵ㅤ︵୨ㅤㅤ𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾ㅤ𝗆𝖾ㅤ𝗎𝗀ℓ𝗒ㅤ

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝗌𝗒𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅ㅤ┊ㅤ𝓢𝘸𝘢𝘯ㅤ𝓠𝘢𝘬𝘦

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝖳𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗄𝗈𝗏𝗌𝗄𝗒ㅤ───ㅤ𝟷𝟾𝟽𝟻

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ⟡͟ ㅤ𓂂ㅤㅤׂㅤㅤ🦢 ㅤ͡꒱ㅤㅤ۫ㅤ 𓆃ㅤ۪

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ͡ㅤ͡ㅤㅤ۫ㅤ🩰ㅤ࣭ㅤㅤꕺㅤׂㅤㅤ───⟤

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ི𖧡ྀㅤㅤˑㅤㅤ𝆣ㅤㅤ🪞ㅤㅤ𝆕ㅤㅤ۫ㅤㅤ⟅

[draculasdaughterrr]

[s4-hee]

ㅤׅㅤᦣׄㅤׅ ─ 𝓣he 𝓦hite 𝓢wan . 🦢

[hadaura]

ㅤ ‎‎⠾ 日ㅤ✟ㅤ✿᭢ ㅤ𝓑͟𝓵͟𝓪͟𝓬͟𝓴͟ ㅤ𝑆͟𝔀͟𝓪͟𝓷͟ ꦼ ‎̸̸྄ ‎ܸܺ

[he4rtshy]

[rosabie]

𝗌𝖾𝖺⠀⠀𡇙⠀⠀𝗍𝗈⠀⠀𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆. 𝖿𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉 𝗈𝖼𝖾𝖺𝗇-𝖼𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖽 눈, 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾.

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[t1dalwave]

˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔

Watch the way she moves; imprecise but effortless.

[swanandphoenixsong]

Off hiatus...?

So! it's been a loooong year, but it it's time to finally look back and review a little about what I've been doing...

It's officially been a year since I made these posts about my stroke (back then, I had not made any reblogs since the 23rd of June, I was hospitalized on the 26th, and I had entered rehab on July 6th. As you may note, I've been back on tumblr long since my hiatus explanation.

(However, now I look back and see I hadn't actually posted any creations - writing, art, edits, or otherwise since April of 2023. 😬Yeesh. I hope to change that during July or August. Before my stroke, I was coming home from spring semester on campus, and I was already planning to take a break from my studies for at least the summer and fall, and had hoped my writer's block would relieve itself after Father's Day and I had adapted to being home again.)

Anyway! What's been up more recently/how am I feeling? — Pretty good. Started feeling much more like myself partway in April this year, when I felt I could tap into the 'flow' of creative thoughts, for writing, and they were coming easier, and I was getting excited about getting back into it, and art, and other media. However, I decided to wait til I had some ideas planned, and to get more medical stuff handled.

I still have a lot to do over the latter half of this year, but I thought the anniversary of the hiatus post would be the best time to make an update. I'll be making other posts as well, including something to pin on my blog, until I have some new media posted.

Plans! — Of course, I’ve played various amounts of Animal Crossing, Pokémon, and other games over the past year, so I hope to share some edits/vids/experiences from them.

Art! — I eventually want to migrate my art either to Ao3, or here on tumblr, or on my own website, but basically just get it off DeviantArt or Instagram, since AI art generators are running rampant on them and other various websites. Not that my art is <that> good, but I don’t want to support websites like DA or Insta as much.

Speaking of, I will eventually be making my own website, and ‘locking’ my Ao3 to only logged in users, so that it will be less likely to be scanned by AI generators. I haven’t done it yet, but expect posts about that soon.

Writing — On the smallest scale of update, I’d revisit my first fic, Inhibitions, that I originally began in Spring of 2013 (I had forgotten I had started it in HS, 😅 sheesh!) I think I’ll be making my own comments on some of the chapters, and I’ll post about them on here as well. It’s still so important to me, as it was cathartic as I dealt with my own depression and anxiety over the near dozen years since, and I want to share part of the writing process, research, or my thoughts now.

Following that, I hope to update Aspirations soon too! Finally I’m figuring out some writer’s block, and wanted to show something for it.

Alongside, I may also have an update for my Star Wars Nouveau AU, on fanfics Aliit or Jedi Scholar soon, but am still figuring out some things on the back-burner.

Of the greatest relevance to me and to those of you in the Sandman fandom, I want to update my Sandman fic, The Nightmare of Orpheus, as again, I’m finally getting through some writer’s block, and I would like to update it before we get the “A Midsummer Night's Dream” episode (next year? Somehow sooner? Who knows?)

— as far as when I’ll actually have any updates before August, I aim to have proper goals set by my birthday, July 21st, so if I have fallen short, you can at least expect me to make a progress update then!

Thanks for reading!

[baesol]

⠀⠀(⇀‸↼‶)⠀⠀🐹 ₊⠀·⠀𓈒⠀⁺ +⠀꙳⠀🍬🛼

[celibatedreamer]

[ijinmin]

[glucvito]

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