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Damn, the more I see about Aventurine the more intriged I am
#Suicidal bets! Suicidal bets!#That light cone with him and Ratio did things to me#Also they all look very beautiful but#Big Oz/Jack and Gil vibes there#This was easier when only one character in the entire Penacony interested me#The western kind of vibe of Aventurine and Boothill or whatever though... *sighs*#Aventurine seems like a very intriguing characters ngl. Ratio's leaked lines helped ciment my interest in him and Ruan Mei#But the more leaks I see the more 👀 I get#The IPC is so shady and Aventurine is giving... hmm... almost property vibes#And that's something interesting to explore#Misha with the clockwork details and the pocket watch made me soft too. I can't help myself when it comes to that#But yeah. Aventurine being Preservation and that light cone... man#Snow made a comment a few days ago about how I like suicidal men and sjfbskfks yes but shut up abdksnfkdn#You don't gotta say it xD#I like suicidal everything though it's just that suicidal women are usually more the pure maiden kind of thing and it's not always my thing#Cath.y Earn.shaw and Laci.e Baskervil.le and the lady of Shallo.t though 👀#Sbfkajdj but yeah Aventurine is being sooo nice and that light cone is everything#Can it be free please? Can it pretty pretty please be free? No battle pass please? Event? Pull? Please? Free#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#May be my favorite art light cone to date#I talk too much#Herta's‚ Fu Xuan's‚ Jing Yuan's‚ Yanqing's‚ Jingliu's and Ruan Mei's are probably my other faves
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I'm thinking about how Winning Hat AU Loop will eventually try to restart their life, and I'm making myself laugh. they're such a mess fr
#in stars and time#isat#isat au#winning hat au#place your bets on winning hats#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#suicide mention#suicide implied#isat fanart
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[ cw: sacrifice / self sacrifice / slight suicidal themes / death mention / ]
I personally think that Leo took the wrong lessons from the movie. I definitely think he grew to understand the importance of teamwork and making sure he takes others into account so as to not harm them by proxy of whatever scheme he has cooked up, however based on the ending events I’m not quite certain he fully grasped two things.
The first thing is communication. Oh, he can communicate, and he does, when he deems it necessary. When he’s setting up a plan prior to the action. But this is where the second thing comes in.
The second thing I don’t think Leo truly grasped is “it’s not about you.” It’s so unbearably easy to take that the wrong way, especially when taking the rest of the series into account.
What I believe Leo took from this message is not “it’s not just you, everyone matters and can contribute, can help and be helped” but “put the whole of everyone above yourself” which can both be a good lesson…and a fatal one.
And it is fatal, we see as much in the movie.
Even after the big hope speech, when Leo is “fighting” Krang!Raph, he takes a huge risk. Sure, it worked, and Leo managed to get through to Raph through a well deserved apology, but it could have so easily ended in his death and yet he barely even hesitates to go for it.
And then again, to the big scene at the end, where Leo sacrifices himself not only for the sake of his family, but for the whole world.
To him, that’s the message to take from this. That the lives of everyone, of the greater good, matters…more than him. That the risk to himself is worth it if others can be saved.
Leo learned that gambling with his life as the betting chip is always the best move to make in the end.
And to make matters worse…this thinking is what works.
These risks are ultimately what is needed to save the day, so why would Leo look away from it now? Clearly it’s the right move and everything worked out!
Thing is, Leo did grow from the events of the movie. He learned to take things more seriously and be more mature, he learned to value his team’s input and capabilities enough to rely on them more, and he learned to be less self-centered and realize the turmoil others were going through (especially if that turmoil is a result of his actions.)
But still, he’s grown to accept the gamble of his life as a viable answer to their problems.
Personally, with how Leo has been shown to toy around with the idea of “it’s better me than them” I think this goes beyond sacrifice in the name of love or even sacrifice in the name of responsibility, and pushes over into sacrifice in the name of worth.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#death mention /#sacrifice /#self sacrifice /#suicidal tendencies implication /#I honestly could go on for hours but this is all a kinda messy ramble rn#but yeah like…I genuinely can’t see how Leo doesn’t take the wrong message from this all#sure he gets a lot of good growth but#he’s a gambler at heart#it’s just now he’s only willing to bet *himself*#ONCE AGAIN-#‘I’m nothing without them’ and ‘it’s not about you’ can and do mix into quite the dangerous cocktail huh#thing that gets me here too is that a lot of what Leo has to learn in the movie is things he already showed moments of knowing in the show#like Leo KNOWS what his family is capable of and can rely on them if necessary#the problem is when it’s necessary#and he grew to understand that it’s actually ALWAYS necessary…except at the very end#leo is also often the voice of reason throughout the series…but he also often folds and just goes with the flow#he’s goofy like that lol#and tbh he likes to RELAX#that’s a pretty subtle but pretty substantial part of his character#imo at the beginning of the movie Leo KNOWS he’s being immature and THATS THE POINT#they’re still kids man#they’re all just kids#but yeah#I keep rambling and rambling but Leo really is such a tragic character in the grand scheme of things#he’s so utterly fascinating to look at because of how many layers and complexities he has but I just want to give him a hug and let him rest
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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old habits die hard
#teen skk shenanigans always on my mind ..#how many times chuuyas found dazai trying to drown himself Place Ur Bets !#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#bsd#skk#my art#(eyeballed the perspective (DO NOT RECOMMNED.) Got stuck on this piece much longer than i shouldve LOL)#<- dont squint too closely plleek🙏#// suicide#<- ask to tag ? jic
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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#just let me go#please#i bet you#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#trans woman#trans women#transexual#actually trans#this is what trans looks like#mtf trans#trans experience#trans people#suicidal#suic1de#let me die#i beg of you
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Do you ever think that if Dazai one day decided to do things the conventional way, or act the closest thing to what people call normal, how much that'd freak out the people familiar with him?
-> Dazai walking into the PM with no bandages on, wearing a casual outfit fit for his age, to which Chuuya does a double take at, gaping in horror.
At first, Chuuya'd take on their normal bickering, rub his eyes dramatically as if he's seeing things- "Who the fuck are you???" He'd exclaim. But then he'd bombard him with questions, ask if he'd run out of bandages, tell him he has extra rolls in his office-
"You're acting as if being wrapped up in gauze is normal, stupid slug."
"It is for you."
-> Dazai finishing his whole plate of curry, asking for seconds, and Oda would watch him with eyes widened a fraction, his own version of a shocked stare.
He wouldn't say anything, because he's afraid that drawing attention to the action would make Dazai stop doing it. He'd share that with Ango later, though, and Ango wouldn't even believe him.
→ (tw) Dazai not expressing his infatuatation about suicide for an entire week, disappearing for Kunikida to find him in his dorm instead of the usual river.
He's sit with him, ask if he's okay, fumble his words when he touches on the subject. Because how can you approach someone about your concern regarding their lack of suicidal tendencies, lately?
-> Dazai showing up early to the ada, taking his coat off, and immediately working.
The whole agency would hide behind the entrance, watch him with wide eyes as they share questioning looks.
"He- He didn't flop on the couch at all???"
"He didn't even look its way!"
"I mean, that's great, but something just doesn't sit right with me-"
"Is he sick?"
"Even I can't explain what's happening right now."
"Someone do something!"
And ppl often assume that Kunikida would be ecstatic about this, but no, I believe he'd be the most horrified one of all, trying to make sense of things but ending up empty handed. 😭
Fukuzawa would come up to find a swarm at the door, watching something inside that he'd assume to be a spider at first.
"What is going on here?"
"Dazai's working."
Fukuzawa'd rush to confirm, and sure enough.
He'd sigh in resignation, knowing this day would come.
"Get the exorcist."
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It's endlessly amusing, how Dazai has his own version of conventional that if he were to deviate from, just slightly, panic would ensue through the people he's familiar with.
Even if it leads him to do healthier actions.
Something is wrong, and they need to figure out what, because this isn't the Dazai they know.
#sharing my vision#this can apply to every character btw#Chuuya being reserved around Dazai isn't his normal#Kunikida not following a schedule isn't his normal#Oda being more expressive isn't his normal#but I chose Dazai cuz I feel he has the most 'unconventional' quirks that define him#I bet he'd do that out of nowhere just to fuck with everyone lmao 😭#also also this isn't to imply that making healthier choices all of a sudden is inherently 'wrong' or 'weird'#or that his friends shouldn't be supportive of that#They will be once they get through the shock of how sudden it is#but I'm more talking about the fact that this might imply that something bigger is going on#because Dazai deviating from his norm overnight could equally stem from something negative#ya get me?#tw suicide#tw suicide mentions#tw ed implied#bsd#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd scenarios#j's post#J's writing ✍🏽#bsd hc#bsd hcs#chuuya nakahara#kunikida doppo#oda sakunosuke#armed detective agency#fukuzawa yukichi
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jodybeth sketch as the love sex n magic album cover bc the song reminds me of them LOL
#the tricks uve never seen include. cannibalism and suicide baiting btw#judith is standing on a box but thats off screen so u cant see it btw#my ipad was tryna kill itself so i couldnt work on this anymore and honestly i didnt want to sooo <3#i love not coloring anything ever#my art#coronabeth tridentarius#judith deuteros#jodybeth#the locked tomb#tlt#nona the ninth#ntn#ianthe: i bet corona misses me sooo much while im gone lol. corona:
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I still love that Bonnie yells at you to shut up and go die when you're trying to talk to them about overhearing the conversation regarding funeral rites, after which time will rewrite itself and you can immediately kill yourself with pineapples if you're feeling hilarious (which I was).
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Duke: hey bruce which robin was the least troublesome?
Bruce looking out the window wistfully for extra dramatic effect: jason
Tim: *years of trauma begin to resurface*
#batfam#batfamily#batman#tim drake#red robin#bruce wayne#duke thomas#signal dc#In tims scenario honestly bruce was his kid#Ngl like he just stood there and parented bruce calmly#While bruce gave him 100% sass and teenage suicidal thoughts in return#oh how the turn tables#Someone should strap duke down to a chair one day and fill him in on every single thing that happened before him#Bets on how much he’d be shocked to learn jason used to be a sunshine kid and dick used to be all stabby?#100 says he’ll call the debriefer a liar#The debriefer would prolly end up being steph#So i see where hes coming from#batfam headcanons#batfam incorrect quotes
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dandelion’s incredible reluctance, and near-fright, to mention kaer morhen by name is somewhat endearing to me. we as the fandom throw around the name so easily, and it’s also home for geralt and ciri, so its name doesn’t carry so much weight.
but in dandelion’s case, it makes sense to fear mentioning it, for it was the site of the massacre… best to not let anyone hear its name… it’s kind of nice to think that dandelion has a degree of self-awareness, when something is as important as this
and also, some part of me just thinks that dandelion with his vivid imagination listened to geralt offhandedly talk about his childhood here or there, and… whatever were mundane facts or sepia-tinted friendly memories for geralt, made dandelion’s expression drop and his innards twist. so he conceives of kaer morhen not just as “the witcher’s keep in the mountains of kaedwen” but “that place where my best friend endured child abuse for eighteen years”
#like… i imagine dandelion has a dysfunctional family relationship too to put it lightly#but as far as the subjected mutations and trials and intense physical training#idk why i think i’m just projecting but#listening to your friend talk about his abusive childhood like ‘oh yeah and then we fell asleep to the ache of our muscles [nostalgic sigh]’#the pain of loving your friend a lot and realizing just how much hell they’ve been through#geralt recalling some memories to dandelion and then all of a sudden#‘dandelion? what’s the matter with you? hell you look as though you’re about to be sick’#dandelion like… 😨#dandelion wanting badly to take on geralt’s pain ✌️ well we got there by time of contempt and baptism of fire#this was brought up for me again when preston holt and geralt were talking in crossroads of ravens#where holt is like: ‘i bet your earliest memory is…’ and geralt is like ‘there was this boy…’ and holt is like ‘yeup’#and though they acknowledge it’s fucked up neither of them are as horrified as they probably should be 💀 because it’s known and familiar#this is also why dandelion is horrified by his suicidal inclinations#yennefer shares them so she is more like ‘ok well don’t do it on the carpet’#this is ciri aka chickened out of suicide attempt and her two parents aka failed suicide attempt and daily suicidal ideations#now i’m not saying dandelion would never kill himself but i mean not during the saga. after half a century is published he could do whatever#the elbow-high diaries#i think the whole ‘recluse from society in an isolated monastery’ thing is already abuse in dandelion’s eyes#the fact that the food is plain = abuse to dandelion lbr
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Place Your Bets On Winning Hats music video I finished! I worked on it in 2 sessions, two days total. So, some parts are more polished than others. Spoilers for both ISAT and the fic itself
@octonerd's animatic which makes me go insane in the most positive way.
Winning Hat Au is a "what if Loop won the 2hats fight?" and that trainwreck derails from there
The song is People Eater by Sodikken!
content warnings: gore, body horror, murder, death, suicide, song lyrics imply cannibalism but its like, metaphorical
#in stars and time#isat au#isat fanfic#isat animation#isat fanart#fanart tag#human loop#winning hat au#place your bets on winning hats#videos#animation#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#act 6 spoilers#gore#body horror#murder#death#suicide
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It does concern me somewhat that Luigi Mangione apparently suffers from chronic back pain, and now he's being held without bail. I doubt that comfort is much of a priority for the police.
#luigi mangione#i mean the man IS disabled#whether he's the killer or not i bet he's in a lot of pain right now if they have him in a smock#(which is typically reserved for people on suicide watch)#all this to say that i doubt the police are letting him take his pain meds (if he has any regular ones)#and I'm sure those beds they have are murder on the back even if you haven't had a spinal fusion
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when the guy I like has a gf 😭
#i bet on losing dogs#mitski#tell ur baby I’m ur baby#girlblogging#girl blogger#girlhood#girl blog aesthetic#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#just girly things#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#music#manic pixie dream girl#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#tumblr girls#girl interrupted#beauttiful girls#this is what makes us girls#cute#flop era post#i promise im normal#cecilia was the first to go#cecelia lisbon#the virgin suicides#Spotify
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Great now transbians can force their way into lesbian dating apps
Daisy Dumas Thu 22 Aug 2024 20.18 EDT
A transgender woman who sued a women-only social media app for alleged gender discrimination has been awarded $10,000 plus costs after a judge found she had been indirectly discriminated against in a landmark decision that tested the meaning and scope of the Sex Discrimination Act.
Roxanne Tickle, a transgender woman from regional New South Wales, sued the social media platform Giggle for Girls and its CEO, Sall Grover, claiming she was unlawfully barred from using the app in 2021 after the firm and Grover said she was a man.
On Friday morning, the federal court justice Robert Bromwich said the respondents had considered “sex” to mean an unchangeable sex of a person at birth.
“These arguments failed because the view propounded by the respondents conflicted with a long history of cases decided by courts going back over 30 years. Those … cases established that on its ordinary meaning sex is changeable,” he said.
Onboarding to the app required the user to upload a selfie verified as female by KairosAI gender detection software and then by Grover.
Tickle was barred after initially being allowed to join the platform – which was shut down in August 2022.
The judge said the evidence did not establish Tickle was excluded from Giggle directly “by reason of her gender identity although it remains possible that this was the real but unproven reason”.
Rather, the indirect discrimination case succeeded because Tickle was excluded from the use of the social media app “because she did not look sufficiently female”.
Bromwich disagreed with Grover and Giggle’s arguments about the constitutionality of the protections for gender identity in the act – in line with the position of the sex discrimination commissioner.
Tickle had sought damages and aggravated damages amounting to $200,000, claiming that persistent misgendering by Grover resulted in constant anxiety and occasional suicidal thoughts.
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#Roxanne Tickle is a man#Giggle for Girls#Sex Discrimination Act#Australia#New South Wales#Sall Grover#I bet justice Robert Bromwich knows the difference between men and women it comes to his dating life#KairosAI#Tickle originally wanted 200k but was still awarded 10k plus costs#Another TIM implying others not giving him what he wanted made him suicidal#Emotional blackmail
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