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I will be normal after experiencing the RDR2 [REDACTED] scene (lie)
#spoiler alert!!!#Spoiler alert for RDR2!!!!!!!!!!!#btw I��m talking about the#Arthur Death Scene#he gave so much and for what!!!!!#arggggggg!!!!#Iâm going to PUKE#and the fact that he didnât get to kill micah?#I thought#oh at least Dutch will do it!#but no! he just left!!!!#I know he has Brain Damage#or whatever#but come on man your son is literally dying at your feet begging you to believe him#I suppose he did in the end#probably?#I want micah dead I want him to die#I want to put him in a glue trap and watch him starve to death#rockstar ermmm⌠shut da hell up right now#I need you to let me kill micah and also make arthur alive forever#my next playthrough i am STOPPING in chapter 3!!#while micahs still in jail!!!#or maybe even chapter 2#so i can hang out in valentine and just be happy#also i do not believe micah only started being a rat in chapter 5#heâs absolutely been doing that since before the story#like since he joined right before blackwater#Dutch whyâd you even let him in Iâm!!!! I just want arthur to be happy with his 2 dads and his brothers#and his sisters and >:â(((((#rdr2
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mods are asleep, post tender old men
#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#dutch van der linde#hosea matthews#vandermatthews#art crimes with koko#itâs after one am and Iâm so tired but I was possessed by a sentimental ghost and needed to knock this out#I keep making Hosea insane handsome oops#a night in a hotel without the kids be like#spoiler alert they both slept for 8 solid hours and no foolin around happened at all
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I know having the skill to be able to read doesn't always mean someone has the skill to write but I just wanted to point out that it's known that Charles buried both Susan & Arthur and their grave markers have their names carved on - which suggests Charles did that himself. (And don't forget Arthur has an additional quote/motto on his which could suggest Charles is a well-read individual.)
Side note: I love how Noshir thought about Charles' character/backstory and how that one little action could have possibly changed people viewing Charles as just a brute to a more human character đĽš
In a recent Reddit post, Noshir Dalal, the actor behind Charles Smith, reveals that he believes Charles is an avid reader.
He also shares some really sweet behind the scenes moments.
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"Is this really the path you want to walk?"
armor-piercing question starters ��� accepting.
SOLITUDE. Itâs all sheâs ever known. A comfort wrapped around her shoulders like a wool blanket. Useful, warm in the winter, but suffocating in the summer. The longing for camaraderie comes and goes like the seasons, but there are moments when it lingers in the back burner of her mind. A moment of vulnerability, and perhaps, this is her last straw of this agonizing loneliness. An opportunity to feel like she belongs, that she is part of a family.
Joining a gang was never something she pictured for herself, not in a long-shot. But, alas, she stands here in the wake of this very question.Â
Her gaze shifts; brown irises glinting a desperate kind of certainty towards Sadie. âI gave it some thought, and⌠yeah. This is the path I wanna walk.â
#wildlcck#( ANSWERED. )#( V. RDR2 ) â to live by no oneâs rules.#spoiler alert: emily has no idea what she's getting herself into but she likes to think that she does :^)#feel free to continue this if you'd like!
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Spoiler alert!!!!
I just finished the main story of rdr2 and my dad asked me to text him when I finishedâŚ
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The Last Words Spoken (RDR2 Fanfic, Arthur Morgan x F!Reader, 18+)
Summary: You recall various memories of time spent with Arthur and read from his journal.
Authorâs Notes: Major spoilers for the game if you havenât already finished it. This is not like my usual work, but I needed high honor Arthur for a change. This takes place across multiple chapters but mainly during and after Chapter 6.
Tags: Arthur Morgan x reader, high honor Arthur Morgan, referenced sex, terminal illness, character death
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The Last Words Spoken
Word count: 3862
âHey, darlinâ.â
His voice rang through your head over and over, that same phrase repeated so many times you would never forget the way he said it. It was always those words, their slow drawl and the crooked smile accompanying them that made you ache, like your heart had grown too big for your chest.
Now was no different.
Infinite instances for you to recall his softened fondness, his smile for how honored he was to say those words. Each time, without fail, the calmness in his eyes spreading across his face and his whole body, his relief at seeing you made palpable.
You had never known a love like this until you knew Arthur Morgan. And now, as you recalled him, you lie in your bed with that same ache riddling your chest, with a bitterness so stretched it was turning the day blue.
âHey, darlinâ.â
The first time he said it, the words made you purse your lips to hide your excitement. He had kissed you the night before, your first kiss shared, and as he returned from his rambling and sought out your company, he greeted you so simply. But oh, did it mean the world to you at the time. You were young and giving and so glad to be wanted that those words caught your breath and held it. You spent the rest of the day bottling that feeling within you, unbelieving that a man such as him could feel an affection so gentle and innocent.
Not all of his greetings were as happy. Some were riddled with fatigue, some absentminded and full of a familiarity that dulled their meaning. Some were full of sorrow. You couldnât bring yourself to think of those, rolling toward the window like the movement would block out their memory. You thought of the familiar ones instead, of so many times seeing him anew that his fondness was implied in that quick grin rather than expressed fully and received fully.
One such time was after months together, the first time you berated yourself for not appreciating that greeting enough. He had been gone for four days, not an uncommon amount of time but long enough for you to mull over his return. Your worrying over him had made you tired, and as night fell and you were unsure whether or not he would be coming in, you retired for the night and made for bed. Lying there on your shared cot, you fell into a dreamless sleep and were benumbed to his return when he eventually did appear late in the night, alerting you of his presence in the same way he always did. There was an extra ounce of fondness in his voice then, but being as tired as you were, you originally failed to recognize it and only responded in sleeping utterance. How long it took for his words to sink in you werenât sure, but he was already stripped of his familiar hat and outerwear as he climbed into bed with you, making you jerk awake.
âEasy. Just me,â he said, and you stared at him as he settled beneath the blanket with you. His earlier greeting had fallen on deaf ears, and you felt a sudden rush of guilt so harsh over it that all you could do was continue to stare, to memorize his softened features. âYou okay?â he asked, reaching out and cradling your face, running his thumb across your cheek. That movement, the way he rested his head on the pillow so softly beside youâit left you with the same ache you always felt for him, both that and your guilt twining together and holding your gaze.
When words finally reached you, you settled back down into the bed, closing your eyes as you clung closer to his warmth. âI am now.â He kissed you on the forehead and you kissed him on the mouth, not knowing how else to rid yourself of that guilt. It worked, as he made a small hum of approval, the sound deep and comforting enough to have you forgetting all else but him.
There were many other times your ignorance dulled his loving words, but none made you as ashamed as that. You soon realized that it didnât mean you loved him any less, rather that he was becoming as familiar to you as breathing, that it was a sense of security making your nerves settle, not some lack of something. And from then on, no matter how you responded to him upon first seeing him, you were content in that and in the love you shared.
You looked out of the window, seeing the flat gray sky beyond, and recalled the times he said those two words to you when he was too tired to do much else beyond stumble into bed. Once, he had even left his muddy boots on as he flopped onto the cot beside you and fell asleep within minutes. You remembered chuckling into the cold night air, all thought of berating him for it lost at the sight of his exhaustion. He had always done so much for the camp, and back then, the sight of mud spread all over the thin blanket the next morning only made you laugh in fondness for him.
Some days, he said those two words with more weariness than tiredness. Especially as the gang began to fall apart and his sickness worsened, his gaze tended to fall distracted, the jut of his shoulders more worn than you could stand. He was elsewhere with his thoughts then, but the love he still had for you and wanted to prove to you shone through it all. In fact, there were days toward the end when that loving greeting was followed by fits of coughing so violent you thought it would break him. But it never did, and he made a point of doting on you all the same, maybe just to prove to himself that he still could. You were grateful, always grateful then, for every moment.
âHey, darlinâ.â
You felt tears well in your eyes despite your attempts to keep them at bay. And without warning, those last few greetings of his punched through you, the ones filled with a bittersweet sorrow that drowned you in their memory.
He was careful with you then, not wanting to risk passing his sickness on to you. It left you so lonely, the ghost of his touch a cutting taunt when he was right there and yet miles away.
After fighting with Micah one night loud enough for the entire camp to hear, he made his way over to you, utterly exhausted. He had had a long day away doing Dutchâs biding, and the result was the tired, unwell man before you, his usual inner light subdued. He brought his hand to your face and said those two words, his eyes full of sadness despite the smile beneath them. That was the first time you remembered being afraid that you would have to live this life without him, that he was too noble to save himself. And with that you cried, tears spilling down your face as he wiped them away and attempted to console you. You missed his touch too much to be sensible, and you pulled him into a tight embrace, shoulders shaking with grief as you pleaded, âMake love to me, Arthur.â
He stilled so suddenly it hurt you, knowing what he would say before he said it. He set his head on top of yours, pulling you ever closer. âYou know I canât do that, sweetheart. I ainât gonna risk-â
âGetting me sick, I know,â you finished for him, pulling away to look him in the eye. âBut I donât care. Please.â
He considered you for far too long, warring with his own sensibility. Finally, your endless tears must have settled something within him, as he wordlessly led you to his cot and drew the stiff canvas down around you both.
That night, he made love to you for the last time. He was careful, so careful that you were wedged somewhere between pleasure and sadness and love, the entire ordeal so bittersweet that you cried after he fell asleep. You cried for hours, awake for so long that the sun rose and still, you had not slept. It was too much of an ending, a wordless goodbye that you knew he only gave to you because he was close to giving in to his mortality.
Sobbing into your bedsheets, you recalled the last time he ever greeted you so lovingly.
On the final day of the gangâs existence, he had insisted you stay behind and out of danger as he went to rescue Abigail. He and Sadie were successful, and the three of them returned and discussed a rough plan as they stopped their horses just shy of where you sat waiting for him. Your heart swelled at the sight of him, still alive, still coming back for you even through all the hardship. He dismounted with a swiftness that made you worry for his worn lungs before he made for you, all else left far behind. You couldnât remember the other two women then, the horses, the woods surrounding you. You couldnât remember anything apart from his gentle approach, the way his face lit at the sight of you.
âHey, darlinâ,â he said, and you hadnât been able to stop yourself from letting out a whimpering cry, your throat burning with a heartbroken heaviness. His face, the way he said it after a long breathâlike this would be the lastâit broke you. He curled you into his arms knowingly.
âDonât do that,â you cried.
âDo what?â
âSay it like that. Like youâll never say it again.â He just hugged you tighter, and you started to sob. âItâs over, Arthur. Abigailâs safe. We can go now.â His sickness was another matter, a darkened blot on an already too-hard life lived. You chose to ignore it. âWe can go andâŚlive and-â
âNo, sweetheart.â
You pulled away and looked up at him. He was smiling at you. But for the first time since youâd met him, you saw tears forming in his eyes. You couldnât stand that. You pulled him to you, trapped him in a hug so tight you were sure you were crushing his already wounded lungs.
âIâve got to go take care of things.â
His words made something settle within youâa knowingness that he would not survive this. Maybe he didnât want to. Maybe he wanted to die on his own terms instead of succumbing to some greedy sickness. Whatever their meaning for him, you knew their meaning for you. He was leaving. And he was not coming back.
You pulled him impossibly closer, memorizing his smell, the feel of his coat beneath your gripping fingers, the sound of his steady heart. It was still beating, still beating, fighting every day just as he did for you. It was a constant murmur, a mockeryâhere, here, here. It was him, his life, slipping through your fingers. Pure agony, hearing that. Knowing it would not last.
âDonât go,â you whispered. But it was now him that began sobbing, his shoulders shaking. You couldnât stand the sound of it, of this man broken by his decision to die fighting but standing by it all the same. âYou donât have to-â
Arthur cut you off with a kiss. One last, soft, caution-be-damned kiss that took you by surprise. You felt his tears meet your face as he did it. And, after what felt like an eternity of savoring his gentle touch, he broke away. He looked down at you with a face swollen and eyes filled with emotion, eyes that were so full of love for you that you could have died happy beneath their gaze. He took in a shaky breath, and he smiled.
âI love you.â
The way he said it crushed you. It was his goodbye.
âI love you.â It was all that could be said.
With this, he pulled you into another tight hug then let go all too soon, pressing a kiss to your forehead. He smiled at you as he backed away, the tears shimmering in his eyes full of love and happiness and all things worthwhile. Without another word, he mounted his horse, nodded at the others, and took one last, long look at you. He smiled. And he kicked his horse and was gone.
You bitterly remembered the remainder of that day, of fighting with Abigail and Sadie, trying to mount your horse and go after him. They had stopped you, insisting coming with them was what he wanted for you. You remembered Charles finding the small group of you later that night, remembered your desperation in asking him to go after Arthur. He obliged you. You remembered the following day, Johnâs shocking return and the somber news that the love of your life had fought valiantly and died. You remembered the hollowness you felt at those words. You remembered that the most, in fact, because you still felt it. Every day, you felt it like a shadowed promiseâthat he was not here, and he never would be.
With this, you turned back toward your nightstand, remembering at last Charlesâ return. He had sought you out a week later, bringing with him something you couldnât standâArthurâs belongings. Arthur had given his satchel and hat to John, that sentimental soul, but he had kept his journal stuffed into his jacket pocket. You knew why when you finally worked up the courage to read the damned thing.
Your eyes flicked to the nightstand drawer. In it lay his journal, words long since written yet just as saddening as they had been since their origin. You had only ever read it once, in its entirety, long into the night. The last pages broke you, and you had hastily shoved it back into the drawer never to be touched again. But with these memories plaguing you, with the way he said those two words ringing so fresh in your mind, you couldnât resist reading it again. You missed him desperately, needing to hear his voice, even if it was through written word.
Your hand shot out for the nightstand drawer before you could stop yourself. You dragged his journal out, your hands shaking as you sat up and flipped it over, running your fingers across its leather face. The number of times he had held this, had pored over its pagesâŚ
With more emptiness than courage, you undid the leather binding and opened the journal, careful to hold it at arms length so your tears wouldnât stain the pages. It was difficult to read through such sadness, but when it fell open to a drawing he had done of a beautifully colored deer, you let out a sob, your resulting smile crushing you. His drawings. Him. God, did you miss him.
You flipped through the pages, noting every drawing, every entry. The way he wrote to himself, the amusement and the desperation in his words. How worried he grew over his found family.
Finally, you got to the drawing of you. Your breath caught in your chest at the sight of it, of the first time you had met and how beautifully he had captured that moment in drawing and in words. How much this would come to mean, he could never have known. Your happiness swelled at his words of âhell of a womanâ and âput me in my place.â But mostly, you liked the last two sentences: âSo, like a proper fool, I invited her to come back with us. I hope I do not live to regret it.â Neither of you had regretted that decision. No matter how much it hurt to lose him, it was the having him that mattered.
You pushed on, turning pages, admiring drawings. There were a few small mentions of you here and there, becoming more frequent as time went on. Finally, boyishly, one of his entries took up two whole pages with just one tiny paragraph: âMaybe I ainât as blockheaded as Iâm toldâI kissed her. Or maybe Iâm an even bigger fool than before. For her, I gladly would be.â You fondly recalled the memory, smiling over his words on the matter. And you flipped on, hearing about all of your firsts with him through his eyes, seeing his adoration for you spilled out on page after page.
Your recollections of him solidified until you came to the first entry in which he expressed his worry. His words were a taunt, especially where you were concerned: âMaybe Iâll find a way to get her out of this whole mess unscathed, with me alongside her. What an empty promise to make, but itâs a pretty dream.â
That was before he had known about his sickness. Before his sacrifice became inevitable, before leaving you was known between you but never spoken. As it turned out, he had written about it instead. You flipped on, to the last few entries about the dread that ate at him. âI guess the best thing for it is to try and save as many folk as I can before my time on earth is done. And Y/NâI owe her the world and yet cannot give it to her. She deserves more than saving. She deserves happiness. Whether I can grant it to her in so little time, we shall see.â
You read through three more entries, thinking of that line. He had made you happy. Every second with him was happiness in his final days. It was bittersweet, but you had never been so appreciative for his simple company as you were then.
Finally, ruefully, you came to the last entry. Your vision blurred with new tears. You blinked them away, letting them fall to the blanket as you stared at their sourceâthe first time Arthur wrote to you in his journal. The last time he would write anything at all.
âHey darling.â
Seeing it written in his sprawling handâŚyou nearly couldnât stand it. You pushed on nonetheless, desperate for every word he had ever given you.
âIt always made you smile when I called you that. I am hoping to give you what little happiness I can one last time.â
You took a breath, remembering in fondness his selflessness and how he had it alwaysâuntil the very end.
âIf you somehow get your hands on this journal, it means Iâm long gone, because you know I would never let those greedy eyes of yours near it under normal circumstances.â You let out a weak laugh. How true that was. âIf this is the case, as I expect it is, there are still a few things I need to say to you. First, youâre still alive to read these words, and if youâre there without me, I want you to know how proud I am of you. I canât imagine life without youâdonât know how we ever managed it so long beforeâbut youâll get through this. I know you will. At least try for me, knowing Iâm with you every step of the way.â
You recalled the first time you read those words, how bitter you had been over them at the time. But now, you saw his optimism in a different light. You saw his goodness, imagining he really was with you every passing day, cheering you on to keep going no matter that he was only with you in spirit. You turned the page with a little more courage than before and kept on.
âSecond, Iâm sorry I dragged you into this whole mess in the first place. Hopefully you find a way out of it with the other women, being that you remained mostly innocent and nameless in the eyes of the law. Iâm sorry I took away so much time being a fool myself, thinking I could get out of it and live a simple life after all the hell I raised. You deserved more than that from meâI should have gotten us out the day you came along. But now is not the time for regrets. Instead I hope you live and thrive and be happy, putting all this behind you, knowing you helped a broken man see what really matters in life. Because you did sweetheart, and I thank you for that.â
Your tears overwhelmed you once more. He was always a good man, and how he never saw that in himself you couldnât begin to understand. But his description of himself dug a little deeperânot evil, not wrong, but broken. He was right in that at least. You could only hope that you had patched him up well enough to be happy in his last few months on earth.
âLastly, this journal belongs to you now. Read every word of it if you like, or disregard it completely (though I know you wonât, you little minx). Hell, maybe itâll never find its way into your hands in the first place and this is all for naught, but I hope it ainât. Because I need you to know that I love you, Y/N. I always will. What else is there for it?
Iâll miss you until I see you again.â
He had drawn a small heart next to that last line squished in at the bottom of the pageâsomething so tender-hearted and gentle as to make you smile through your tears once more. In fact, you were glad you had picked the journal back up. Whereas the first time reading it was a punch to the gut and a heavy reminder of your loss, this time was different. This time was a remembrance of how he spoke and how overwhelming a love he had for you. Reading it through now felt like healing. And you didnât know how you had ever gotten to that point, but you imagined his words had something to do with it, knowing he was with you in spirit, helping you to be who he would have wanted you to be. The least you could do for him was strive to be thatâthe girl he had loved so deeply.
You turned the page and saw the last thing he ever wrote to you, to anyone, and smiled. You closed the journal and tucked it back into the drawer, thinking it would do you well to read it more often as those last words of his rang in your mind, replacing the two that had made you pull out the journal in the first place. Instead of a sorrow for his absence, a gratefulness for the time you had with him settled within you, taking its place.
You got out of bed with a newfound vigor, deciding to take the day head on, those last words making it suddenly easy to do so. With every step, they repeated, reminding you that you would never truly be without him.
Forever yours, Arthur
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stop. it.
do you think when charles is alone on rides, those are the rides where he grieves arthur the most, being so used speaking with arthur, letting him hear his thoughts that the rest of the gang weren't privy to, hearing the sound of the heavy hooves of his horse, the thumps on the soft ground, glancing over to arthur, to make sure he was there, only to see him smiling at charles.
do you think when charles is alone on rides, that is the time where he remembers arthur the most, where he imagines arthurs voice in his ear, closing his eyes so that he can almost picture arthurs face in his mind, only to open them to the vacant night, and relive the fact that the last time he had ever looked upon arthurs face, the last time he would ever be near arthur again, ever touch him, was when he had buried him.
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AUTISM BLAST. wild west au gunslinging outlaw robin but shes on the verge of death and gets domesticated by sammy (its totally not obvious that ive been playing rdr2)
plus a helpful fit from this, the creator of which is linked there
BEWARE! gratuitous yapping below!
robin's gang was wiped out by their rivals mantah corp, leaving her as the only survivor but gravely injured. after trekking across the heartlands of america on a stolen horse, searching for somewhere to lick her wounds without being recognised, she stumbles upon sammy and yasmina's ranch. her intent is to rob them and bribe a doctor in a nearby town, but instead she nearly bleeds out on their doorstep
the only survivors of a shipwreck on america's coast a number of years beforehand - after which they were found and taught to use guns by outlaws until they discovered kenji was heir to a large fortune and turned on them - the nublar six decided to look out for each other and formed a small gang. they've since taken more honourable paths in life:
yasmina raises and trains horses after an injury stopped her from riding,
after sailing from england where she was staying with family, sammy returns to her parents' ranch to find them killed and the place looted by mantah corp,
darius studies paleontology under dr mae turner,
ben is a veterinarian in town and often visits yasmina's horses,
brooklynn works at a newspaper agent in town,
kenji becomes a sea captain, but never strays far from america's waters
to repay them for saving her life, robin helps out around the ranch. sammy offers her wages as she does all her workers, but robin rejects it. after healing a little, she first tries going into town to look for bounty work, but overhears discussion about mantah corp being in the area so she decides its better to lay low somewhere remote like the ranch until she's healthy enough to move on. spoiler alert she never does
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Can i ask you about your OC Kate?
Where did your inspo for her character come from? Does she represent anything about yourself?
I really love your fic. I think itâs an interesting approach to Arthurâs character to explore the parental guilt he has for what happened to Eliza and Isaac. And I love the way you do that by introducing a character thatâs pretty much a mirror of himself, but under different circumstances. And she has broken the cycle already. Her backstory literally gave me chills when I read it. You have a great way of adding so much detail in such a short amount of words! I really look forward to each chapter :)))
AHH OF COURSE YOU CAN!!!! đâĽď¸đ
Ty Ty Ty for asking it means so much to me when you guys ask question/give feedback/leave comments on my work. Iâm so serious it literally brightens my day.
I wish this wasnât anon so I can thank you properly, but please DM me and if you want I will add you to the tags for the next chapters!!
Iâm so ready to dive into the Kate McCanon lore, Iâm sorry if I get carried away:
I canât really take any credit for her name. Itâs from a Colter Wall song called âKate McCanonâ, but her character is nothing like the woman heâs singing about. I just really loved the name tbh. (And Iâm a big fan of his music)
As far as my inspo for her character traits, they kinda just developed over time. I began forming ideas of her as I played rdr2 for the first time, at first I kinda pictured myself in the time period and how I would respond/react to certain events. Then as the story progressed I was like hm, I would definitely be dead by now if this was me. So i made someone stronger but also kept certain aspects like her humor, sarcasm, honesty, intelligence and kindness that I think are sorta reflection of myself.
In a nutshell, the Kate we see with Arthur and the gang is a free spirited tomboy who fully embraces the freedom and possibilities of life in the west and she also defies the gender stereotypes of that time period.
However, the lack of description of Kates appearance was entirely on purpose. I dropped little snippets of her looks at the beginning such as her height and size. (Sheâs a big woman) But tbh i didnât want the focus of the story to be on what she looked like or what she was wearing. I purposely mentioned she is half Italian on her mothers side, (bc that will come up again later in the story for the plot) but I also wanted you guys to picture her however you felt was right. In my mind, she is a woman who appears intimidating but once you get to know her sheâs a total sweetheart (much like Arthur hehe)
One of the reasons why I choose to keep Kate out of most missions is because she genuinely wants to be done with hurting people. She gave that life up and vowed to do better. Only when sheâs pushed and survival is at stake do we see her break that promise. Itâs almost ironic considering she is with a gang of outlaws, but like the girls, and Arthur too, she sees them as just people trying to get by. When she meets Jack and Abigail she sees a future dangling on a thread, and decides that if thereâs something good she can do here. Then itâs going to be helping that family escape this life. Falling in love with Arthur just happens to be a bonus ;)
I had always intended to give Kate a traumatic backstory (sorry girlie). It started with her family, I wrote out an entire detailed timeline of her life. With names and dates and even random life events that will never make it in the story. But it helped me so much with building her background. It made her feel more real to me. I did so much research on the time period and what Boston was like in the 1800s. Even though I didnât go into grave detail about her childhood or the death of her family members. But by doing so, it made it easier for me to write about that hopelessness and vulnerability she felt when she finally lost everything.
I chose to open the story with her burying her husband and child because (spoiler alert, but not really if youâve been actively reading) that is the tie that links her soul with Arthurâs. Even though she does not blame herself for their deaths, itâs something that is engraved into the very being of her identity. And it pretty much dictates the person she becomes throughout the story.
When Kate is captured and taken to a military fort, that is where her ârock bottomâ hits its âpeakâ so to speak. She has nothing left to lose at this point but herself. And in a way, she does lose herself. River is a character I hold very dear to me. And i might write a small spin off about him and Kate in the future. He was a reflection of what Kate would have become if she did not make a change. At first, he was her hope. But when his family met the same fate as hers, he became consumed by the darkness and rage. And unfortunately, she was in a state where Rivers anger nurtured her own. (I want to make it clear River is not a villain, heâs a victim)
I do kinda regret not exploring their relationship more in the chapter. But tbh it probably wouldnât have added anything. However, I will say the two of them pretty much trauma bonded. They loved each other deeply, but not really in a romantic sense. River offered to marry her, but it was more out of âyou are the only one i have leftâ kind of way. He was never going to give up that life and settle down again, getting married to Kate would just be a way to seal their relationship and vow to stand by each other till the very end. (Does this kinda mirror Arthur/Mary? That might be a reach idk)
All in all, I wanted to give Arthur someone who already understands him, but doesnât know it yet. Someone that he doesnât need to explain himself to because Kate has already been there. Arthur knows heâs a bad man, and he knows Kate has been a bad woman. He believes he is beyond saving, beyond redemption. But Kate sees someone who can be saved, he just need the support to do it.
Iâve been trying to plant the seeds over time that Kate truly misses being a mother, and feels robbed of the life she should be living. Raising her daughter. Jacks character has helped me manifest that in the story a lot. Especially that first kiss scene. Kate longs for a family. But sheâs pretty much convinced herself that she will never have one again. So by helping the Marstons it alleviates some of that yearning. Arthur believes he has failed as a father, but what Kate sees is the potential for him to be a very loving parent. And it makes her head dizzy with adoration. (There will be many more tender moments with Jack/Arthur/Kate in the future btw)
I hope you guys donât think my Arthur is too out-of-character. In the game, his son really isnât mentioned a whole lot, and we know the reason he gives John such a hard time is because he doesnât want to see him make the same mistakes. But I honestly believe Arthur would have made a wonderful father. The motivation behind this whole fanfic is really just exploring grief and parenthood. Which is ironic because i donât have children lmao.
TLDR: Kate McCanon domesticates the wild outlaw known as Arthur Morgan đ
I canât believe I rambled so much on this. I hope I didnât overwhelm you. But I guess it just goes to show how much I appreciate your question, and the fact that youâve taken time out of your day to read my story.
I love you guys! âĽď¸
#arthur morgan#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#ao3#ao3 fanfic#arthur morgan x original female character#rdr2 fanfic#red dead fandom#red dead redemption community#arthur morgan x reader#send asks#anon ask#ask me anything
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It wasn't her intention to wait so conveniently underneath the mistletoe. Not initially. Had it not been for the packing and prepping of her hunting gear for the road, Emily might have gone with him to the store and never noticed it. But as she waited for him, she couldn't help but notice a few passerby glancing above her and chuckling. It just so happened to turn out this way.
There weren't any complaints on her end, especially as she went in for a second kiss. Her hands on his cheeks held him there for a few moments.
"Mm. I might've, might've not." she shrugs nonchalantly, a small crossing her lips. "I wasn't sure if you've got the holiday spirit in you, much less celebrating Christmas."
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( a wild Emily appears! )
Send đż to accidentally get caught under the mistletoe with my muse.
Shortly before Christmas, it was beginning to feel like a stereotypical Christmas now, cold and snow flurries in the air. That was probably to be expected being in Valentine in December, not far from the big mountains, which would've been clearly visible had it not been so dark and overcast. James would've preferred to be back down South, but things hadn't worked out that way.
James was meeting Emily outside the hotel, where they'd left their horses. He had a bag with a few supplies in his hands from the general store across the street. As he walked up, he noticed something hanging above Emily's head.
"Did you purposely choose to wait here?" he asked, pointing up at the mistletoe. "Well, you know what this means." He put the bag of groceries down on the bench and was about to just give her a quick kiss, but decided to go all out. He grabbed Emily and titled her backwards and planted a really good kiss on her lips that lasted a couple of seconds. "Well, there you go."
#backedagainstthewall#( V. RDR2 ) â to live by no oneâs rules.#spoiler alert: she totally stood there on purpose. lmao
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just writing my rdr2 fanfic and like
i donât know why im so excited for this. i donât even know if iâm ever gonna post it anywhere?????? i just am having so much fun writing it
i had a plan, then abandoned it for a few months, now iâm restructuring the whole thing and iâm excited now
thereâs obviously a OC female character who is supposed to be me (duh) but spoiler alert, sheâs not tryna date arthur because she is a queer đđłď¸âđđŚ
if i posted it, whereâs the best/easiest place?
ao3 or tumblr? or even both?
let me know if anyoneâs interested đ¤
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Howâd you get those scars, Snake Eyes?
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Kind of interested to know, how did YOU react when Arthur died?
I was emotionally crushed and wanted to beat Dutch to death. Believe it or not I was more mad at him than Micah lmao
#rdr2#arthur morgan#red dead redemtion 2#dutch van der linde#I legit thought there was a way to cure Arthur#the trauma is still there#I sobbed like a 5 year old child not jk#I am emotional AFFF#spoiler alert#I forgot to ad that
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i canât remember the last video game death that has affected me as much as arthur morgan
#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#arthur morgan#like what in the actual fuck#im literally depressed now jesus#finally finished the game#epilogue and all#and im heartbroken lol#SPOILERS#spoiler alert
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Imagine John sitting on your porch in the early morning. Staring tiredly at the sunrise as he takes a drag of his cigarette and smiles wistfully at the thought of having to leave you alone in your bed to go to work.
#john marston#Spoiler alert he calls in sick#you spend the day in bed together đ#SLEEPING you dirty pervies#Because you already fucked all night đ#rdr2
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I know I haven't posted in ages, I got a full time job and it makes all that kinda hard.
But! I have a PS4 again and I'm replaying RDR2.
Also I finally stopped being a snob and got Spotify so I've been listening to more music
And uh
just gonna put it out there
if there was ever a song that applies to Dutch way too much it's The Stroke by Billy Squier
(if you don't get it then read into what the basis for the song is)
#this is a post#rdr2#spoiler alert the songwriter kiind of got treated a bit badly by the music industry#the whole song is about how agents for labels will butter up prospective young musos#and how fake their behavior is because all they care about is making money off of them#it's uhhh it's something alright#apparently the songwriter is quite amused that everyone thinks it's about sex
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