#Spn ask

[holylulusworld]

Jensen can't let go of Dean. 😭 I love him.

I have two theories:

#1 Jensen Ackles loves Dean Winchester as much as we do. 🥰🥰🥰

#2 This isn't Jensen Ackles. It's Dean Winchester who's still stuck in the French Mistake universe. He pretends to be Jensen Ackles while trying to find a way back home. 🤫

He's confused because Sam and Cas don't remember their lives. Unbeknownst to Dean, they are in fact, Jared & Misha.

[hexedwinchester]

care to share some whumpy/angsty sam hcs? ;)

hi whumpy noni!

I'm always interested in sharing/writing Sam Whump! Gosh, where do I begin?? Let's start

A witch capturing Sam so that she could use his special blood to enhance her spells. She has Sam on a lockdown on an altar and anytime she wants to cast a spell, she just cuts him open! At first he put up defiance but as she draws more and more blood, Sam is weaker, cold and pale

A vampire using Sam as a blood slave because who wouldn't?! He is tall, full of hot blood (brownie points if demon blood gives them a different high) gushing through his vein. The vamp is so possessive of him, she doesn't even share him with her nest. Initially, she has him on an IV but later just bites into his flesh for a quick draw because hello! Vampire bites are sexy

For some god foresaken reason, one fine day Sam sprouts fluffy white, buttery soft wings. But Dean already thinks he is a freak so Sam tries to get rid of them, either by sawing them down to the bones, lighting them up or asking Cas to rip to them off. The broken wings leave horrible scars in his back and they never stop hurting, the wounds never heal completely

Sam crashes the Impala and is delirious all the way to the hospital feeling horrible about Dean's car instead of his own broken state. He is close to losing consciousness, rambling apologies, eyes fluttering close while Dean begs him to stay awake

Wound cauterization. They had 15 seasons to give us one instance where Dean force stops blood from a wound by sealing it shut with a red hot knife. I need that man screaming, trembling in pain. Why didn't they do this?!

Beaten, battered, bruised and bleeding Sam, hung by the wrists, swaying in some dark, dingy basement, breathing shakily, twitching in pain anticipating when and how his captors will attack

Hunt gone wrong, something drowns Sam, lungs filling rapidly with swampy water. It burns and singes until Dean tries to force the water out. Sam is shivering and hypothermic

Demon Dean should have held Sam captive and tortured him for days. Oh, that would have been so delicious! Especially if he forced Sam to drink his blood. Get him hooked up and then leave him to cold turkey

Some hunters or very religious people attempt to crucify Sam because they believe he is the anti Christ who let Lucifer free

Sam, investigating a case in the woods when he accidentally steps into a bear trap. The woods are filled with his screams of agony, cry of anguish and painful sobs. Blood soaks up into his shredded jeans and the slightest movement causes jarring pains in his shattered bones. He attempts to pry it open but the metal is slick with blood, it slips and snaps right back into his chewed up leg

Well, I love a good Hurt!Sam plot so anywhere he is suffering physically or mentally is a win for me. What about you? Do you have any Sam Whump/angsty hcs?

Thanks so much for this fun (depends who you ask because definitely not fun for Sam) ask 😂😂

[yours-etc]

Misha will actively go on record saying, “Jensen and I would have fucked nasty in the back of the impala, for the sake of canon Destiel of course, in a heartbeat. But the CW is homophonic :/”

And we just let him keep saying these things with no consequences.

Then Jensen like a week later is like, “No we did fuck nasty in the back of the impala, for the sake of canon Destiel of course, they just cut it :/”

[teeglass]

tell me this isnt exactly supernatural s6

[watcher0033]

Y’all, the Archive admins are made up of VOLUNTEERS. And they have been working for 12-13 HOURS STRAIGHT.

I better not hear any complaints when donation period comes around. OR ELSE.

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But Seriously what can we do for these volunteers? The probable burn out from this entire fiasco would be no joke. @ao3org

[antisocialpyromaniac]

[jibberjibbsart]

Supernatural “Power Hour” Part 22

Steven can’t explain this one with song

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[chxrrylungs]

do we fw sastiel..?

perchance

[jay-wasstuff]

[strawlessandbraless]

Possessive Castiel with a marking kink makes me feral

[fallenangelblade]

no because what do you MEAN the first thing benny does upon meeting castiel for the first time in purgatory is angrily confront him about why he left dean? meanwhile dean is clinging to the hope that it was just an accident, there’s no way cas would leave him intentionally, right? girl………

[holylulusworld]

Thanks to you i start watching spn and i need to said thanks because i simply loved 🥰.

Aw, I'm happy you love it. I'm honored that you started watching SPN because of my blog. <3<3<3

[hexedwinchester]

What do you think Sam and Dean’s favorite video games are/would be? I, personally, may be biased, but I think Sam would love Sonic and the Black Knight bc The Lore ™

hi @gorochuva

I love your ask!! 😍😍

hahaha.. I can see Sam playing Sonic and the Black Knight for the reason you pointed out but I feel it would be his guilty pleasure, you know.. something he would keep a secret from Dean so as to not give him a reason to pull his leg.. Personally, I imagine our geek boy would be into Star Wars. Maybe he connected with one of the kids in his school over the franchise. They became friends and the kid (coming from a well to do family) invited Sam over to play video games because Sam helped tutor him at some point. You know what I mean? He would totally geek out on that. Then, during college, I feel he'd try to fit in with the people he hung out with so he would switch to something like FIFA (because Brady also liked FIFA?? I don't know).. 🤔

Dean would be different though. I imagine him to be more into Arcade games than console. Those nights when John is away on a hunt and Sam is safely tucked into the bed, 11 year old Dean explores the arcade games trying to beat the high scores in every town. I imagine him playing TMNT or Mortal Kombat or Virtua Cop like games. The shooter or fight games because in his head, he is learning ways to prepare for the hunt, doing what heroes do. I don't suppose his gaming era lasts long though. Teenage Dean would have moved onto the ladies. Having said that, I am 100% confident that later in life Dean learnt about Sims and tried to have his sims make out with each other. He definitely played this on Sam's laptop 😂😂

Thank you so much for this ask. It was fun to explore! 🤗

[vamp-bites]

Woah cant believe i almost missed michaelmas… anyway happy birthday to Adam Milligan<3 and happy michaelmas to Michael too i guess. Take this quick doodle of Adam and his guard dog of an archangel

[hellsitegenetics]

I always wondered, ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be, what my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer, because the one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have. But I think I know - I think I know now, happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being, it's in just saying it. What are you talking about, man? I know - I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken - your daddy's blunt instrument. And you think that hate and anger, that's what drives you, that's who you are. It's not! And everyone who knows you sees it. Everthing you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love, you fought fo this whole world for love. That is who you are! You're the most caring man on earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of hell - knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack, but I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean. Why does this sound like a goodbye? Because it is. I love you. Don't do this, Cas. Cas- Goodbye, Dean.

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[zepskies]

Hi Zep!! I love your writing so much!

How do you think Dean/Beau/ Ben would react to a surprise pregnancy and if the reader was unsure of keeping it?

Hi there! Aw thank you, anon. 💜

I know you asked me this a while back, but to be honest this is a touchy subject, so I wasn't sure if I wanted to answer it. All I can do is give my honest thoughts based on what I know of these three characters, with all their flaws and personality traits and humanity that goes along with that.

Headcanon: How Dean Winchester, Beau Arlen, and Soldier Boy (Ben) would react to a surprise pregnancy.

(And if you weren't sure about keeping it.)

Tags/Warnings: Established relationship, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff.

Dean Winchester

Once Dean gets past the initial shock, and the inevitable "how did this happen??!", he remembers just how he could've gotten you pregnant. Part of him wants to smile at the memory.

Good times.

He slowly realizes that he's...he's happy.

He never thought that he'd have any piece of "normal" after the way things ended with Lisa. Hell, he never thought he'd find what he had with you, let alone have a kid.

He hasn't told you this, because he's locked it deep within himself and hasn't allowed himself to open that door, but the part of Dean that considered what he would leave behind on this earth if he died--the part of him that wanted a family, is still there, beating in his heart. Maybe now he's finally getting his chance.

But he focuses on you.

He gauges your reaction, and his urge to smile falls away when he realizes you're more nervous and freaked out than excited.

Dean sits down with you, taking your hands to calm you down. He suppresses his own feelings on this for a moment, and he asks you the important question.

"What do you wanna do?"

You look up into his eyes, and you really don't know. The hunting lifestyle you both lead, how can you bring a child into this? Would that be right? Are you even ready to be a mom? Are you even capable?

"I don't know if I can..." you confess. "Dean, I don't know if I'm ready."

It breaks Dean's heart, though he tries not to show it.

For once, he thinks hard about what he's going to say next.

Eventually, he takes a deep breath and squeezes your hands.

"I get it," he says. "Whatever you want to do here, I'll back you up. But for the record, I'm right here with you. I might be screwed to hell in ways that I can't even...but I got no doubts about you, sweetheart. And I know we could do this together..."

If that's what you want. The rest is implied through his eyes. You read it there, clear as day.

You try blinking your tears away. When that fails, you sink into Dean's warm embrace and let him hold you. You press a lingering kiss against his prickly cheek in a wordless thank you. And I love you.

For now, you know that he's with you, and he's not going to let you go.

Beau Arlen

Like Dean, Beau would go through similar rounds of Oh, dear sweet Lord, and holy shit.

He thought you and him had been careful, damn it! But, apparently he's more potent than he thought he was.

For a few moments, it's just pure unadulterated silence between you two...until he looks over at you and tries to figure out what you're thinking.

He's got a half-grown daughter, sixteen going on seventeen. He's approaching his mid-40s. He hadn't even been thinking about the possibility of another kid...at least not yet.

Though he can admit, the thought of having kids with you makes him smile.

"So, uh..." he trails, earning your teary-eyed expression. He softens. "Aw, darlin'. Come 'ere."

He wraps you up in his arms and holds you close. You bury your face into his neck and sniffle, holding onto him tightly.

You love Beau. You truly, truly do, but you don't know if you're ready for this. You had plans, things you wanted to do, things you feel you have to do.

"I don't know, Beau. I don't know what to do," you admit. You don't want to hurt him, even though you know that you are. You can see it in his eyes when you pull back to look at him, though he tries to hide it.

"I'm not going anywhere. You know that, right?" he says. His voice is low and steady. He rubs your back to try and calm you down.

It starts to work. You nod and heave a shaky sigh.

Then you steel yourself, and you work past the fear making your chest tight to ask him an important question.

"What if I tell you that I'm not ready?" you ask.

For once in his life, Beau is quiet. He takes a long beat. So long that your heart begins to break.

But he does answer.

"Then I'd tell you...that I love you," he says. "That I'm with you. That I'll be with you, come whatever. But I gotta tell you...I got no problem being an old-ass dad. If I've got double-knee replacements in my future, then that's just what I gotta do. I'll break my hand building the crib and the porch swing. Hell, I'll build a whole damn tree house."

You can't help but break into giggles through your tears, in the way only Beau manages to accomplish. You stroke his cheek and rest easier against him.

Your heart eases quite a lot just being in Beau's supportive embrace.

Soldier Boy (Ben)

Ben isn't all that shocked when you tell him that you're pregnant.

His surprise quickly fades into a pleased grin, and he pulls you into his lap to kiss you. Fucking finally...

But he stops short, realizing that you're not as happy as he expected you to be. Actually, you look anxious, and even scared.

"What's the matter?" he asks, his voice deep and direct.

You hesitate to meet his gaze, but you gain the courage to do so, resting a hand on his chest.

"Ben, I wanted to be honest with you, and so I am. I'm just...I'm not sure about this."

His brows furrow. "What's not to be sure about?"

Your gaze drops from his, making him frown. Upset begin to rise in his chest, disguised as anger. When you rise to get off his lap, he grasps your hand to stop you from walking away from him.

"Hey..." But then it hits him. The realization dawns, and deep inside, it hurts him. "You better not be saying what I think you're fucking saying."

Tears begin to well up in your eyes. Your heart clenches tight in pain just watching him work it out in his mind. You try to tug your hand out of his.

"Ben, please. Don't make this harder for me--"

He stands, but doesn't let go of you.

"What, you think I won't take care of you? You think I wouldn't take care of my own kid?" he says angrily.

"That's not it!" you say, shaking your head. "I just need some time to think, for Christ's sake!"

"What's there to think about? If you give a shit about us, about what we have? What, all of that isn't fucking good enough for you?" Ben says incredulously, gesturing at the home you two live in, and the life he thought you were happy with. "What the fuck is the problem?"

You look up at him in frustration with tears in your eyes, slipping down your cheeks. You shake your head at him.

This," you say. "This is the problem."

This time, when you tug sharply against his hold, Ben actually lets you go. You walk away from him and slam the door to your bedroom.

Ben just stands there for a while. The silence is only broken when he can hear you in the bedroom, trying to muffle your weeping.

Something unsavory churns in Ben's chest, squeezing tight around his heart. It's the sting of regret, both unfamiliar and irritating.

Blowing out a sigh, Ben cards his fingers through his hair. He can either stand here like an idiot, or he can do something worthwhile.

He goes to you. You haven't locked the door (not that that would matter), so he opens it. He sees you burrowed under the covers, laying on your side away from him. You turn away from him again when he approaches.

Almost hesitantly, he sits down beside you, smoothing a hand over your hair.

"Sweetheart, you're gonna have everything you need. You don't need to worry about anything," he says.

"I told you, it's not about that," you say sharply. "It's not about money, or being comfortable."

Ben endeavors to be calm. He counts to five in his mind, then he squeezes your shoulder, taking pains to be gentle.

"Then what's it about?"

After a beat, you finally turn around to face him.

"I just don't know if I'm ready for this," you admit. "We haven't been together that long, and I..."

Ben shakes his head. He strokes your cheek with his thumb.

"Don't worry about that," he says. He hesitates to say anything more.

The truth is, he cares about you more than he's been willing to express. The thought of you leaving him, or even not going through with this pregnancy--both cut him down to the bone.

Is it that you don't trust him? Do you not trust yourself? He doesn't understand all of what's in your head, but if the reason you're not sure about having his kid really is because of him, then...

His curled fingers brush along your jaw and prop under your chin, until your eyes meet his.

"Look, whatever reservations you have about me, just know this," he says. "I'm not going anywhere."

You sigh softly. You know how long Ben has wanted to be a father. You know he wants a family. You don't want to take that away from him, but you also need to protect yourself.

You consider his words carefully, as well as his face, and you see that he actually means it. You believe him.

It doesn't take away other concerns you have, but it's a start.

You sit up in bed, letting the sheets slip away from you. You reach up a hand to cup his bearded cheek.

He lets you guide him down to kiss you, his arm wrapping around you strong, but noticeably gentle. Tears sting behind your closed eyelids.

Maybe he is ready to be a father, and a better man.

AN: 😮‍💨 This one was angsty, huh? I think Ben's part was the one that held me up the most. It still assumes he's had some character growth from having a "real," actually caring relationship, but I tried not to sugarcoat what I think his reaction would be.

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