#Dean Winchester played sims and he enjoyed it

[hexedwinchester]

What do you think Sam and Dean’s favorite video games are/would be? I, personally, may be biased, but I think Sam would love Sonic and the Black Knight bc The Lore ™

hi @gorochuva

I love your ask!! 😍😍

hahaha.. I can see Sam playing Sonic and the Black Knight for the reason you pointed out but I feel it would be his guilty pleasure, you know.. something he would keep a secret from Dean so as to not give him a reason to pull his leg.. Personally, I imagine our geek boy would be into Star Wars. Maybe he connected with one of the kids in his school over the franchise. They became friends and the kid (coming from a well to do family) invited Sam over to play video games because Sam helped tutor him at some point. You know what I mean? He would totally geek out on that. Then, during college, I feel he'd try to fit in with the people he hung out with so he would switch to something like FIFA (because Brady also liked FIFA?? I don't know).. 🤔

Dean would be different though. I imagine him to be more into Arcade games than console. Those nights when John is away on a hunt and Sam is safely tucked into the bed, 11 year old Dean explores the arcade games trying to beat the high scores in every town. I imagine him playing TMNT or Mortal Kombat or Virtua Cop like games. The shooter or fight games because in his head, he is learning ways to prepare for the hunt, doing what heroes do. I don't suppose his gaming era lasts long though. Teenage Dean would have moved onto the ladies. Having said that, I am 100% confident that later in life Dean learnt about Sims and tried to have his sims make out with each other. He definitely played this on Sam's laptop 😂😂

Thank you so much for this ask. It was fun to explore! 🤗

[mlobsters]

supernatural s11e18 hell's angel (w. brad buckner, eugenie ross-leming)

the one true sibling communication method, just holler

honestly don't remember what amara needs healing from (don't even know if we know), what rowena is doing (and ditto if we know). i was just thinking how they managed to stretch out this like... 5 episode arc over an entire season (i presume) but basically just ignoring it a good chunk of the time (i'm not complaining about the monster of the week episodes we got that i genuinely enjoyed, by any means). i get that they need some big bad plotline to hook it all together but eh

lol right, rowena "died" i forgot about that. i need those damned pre-episode recaps

ROWENA All in good time. Right now, you're still weak from that pesky angel smiting.

oh right. that seems like so long ago. thanks for the reminder, rowena

sam is very tickled about crowley being kept in the kennel

think i prefer misha playing lucifer than cas at this point, but i think that's mostly on the way they write cas. but it looks like he's having fun with lucifer. (but i saw my pal pellegrino in the credits which i'm happy to see)

zoned out for a second as i'm wont to do in heavenly politics scenes and i refocus and what in the world is he doing on this angel's lap

DEAN After we exorcise Lucifer out of Cas and put him into a new vessel. SAM What? Really? DEAN Yes, really. We're not gonna send Lucifer into battle inside Cas. What if he doesn't make it? SAM Dean, it's a strong vessel. It's held Cas for years, and we know what he's been through. I'm guessing it can hold Lucifer. DEAN "It"? It's not an "it," Sam. It's Cas. SAM And Cas wanted to do this.

DEAN Yeah, well, there's times I want to get slapped during sex by a girl wearing a Zorro mask. That don't make it a good idea.

crowley is intrigued. i was waving my arms around like a distressed sim that doesn't like something. too much information for me, dean-o; but i would argue the point that it's in fact a fine idea. i'm sure someone is available that would be happy to make your dreams come true

SAM Dean, this is exactly how we screw ourselves. W-We make the... the heart choice instead of the smart choice. DEAN Oh, okay. Thank you, Dr. Phil. Cas is family. SAM Yes, and his choice deserves to be respected. DEAN Even if it kills him?

maybe i'm projecting but i just don't buy sam making this argument? unless he's freaked out for some other lucifer-related-reason, or looking for a reason to put cas's vessel/whatever in harm's way. if we're goin with the premise that cas is family and he's got the blanket forgiveness for letting lucifer out, then why is sam arguing so hard against getting him out of harm's way asap? i think framing it like it's about cas's agency... does not ring true to me. like yes sure based on sam's history of losing agency, he will be staunch defender of other people's choices - but i'm not getting that from this

her makeup is beautiful, the lighting is really picking up all the fine glitter in her eyeshadow. lovely

so what are we trying to do here, get lucifer out of cas and back in the cage? losing the plot

i did not anticipate crowley smoking out to hop into cas's vessel, is there just no limit to how many angels and/or demons you can stuff in there?

CROWLEY He's really got his hooks in you. Snap out of it. Do you know what's happening out there? The Winchesters have trapped the abomination so that you can expel him so that they can put him back in the Cage... CASTIEL Well, that doesn't sound like a very good idea.

his frustrated flailing made me laugh enough to make a gif

CASTIEL Wait. That was Dean I saw a minute ago, wasn't it? CROWLEY Yes. CASTIEL And he wants me to expel Lucifer? CROWLEY Yes! CASTIEL [laughing] Well... he may have a more objective view of the situation. Maybe I should.

cas appears to be zooted out of his mind

SAM Listen, um... I know I came down on the side of wanting Cas to deal with Amara, so... DEAN Well, that's what he wanted, though, right? Besides, didn't we say that we were gonna swear off getting in the way when one person makes a choice the other doesn't agree with? SAM Yeah, um... Yeah, we did say that. DEAN So... SAM Okay. So, that's our policy. DEAN Which sounds damn good. Well, let's go find that idiot and bring him home.

okie dokie pokie. i'm still not buying what they're selling but even i can't resist the emotional power of "bring him home" from dean.

i dunno where they're going with all this but it's a struggle for me to stay with the mainplot shenanigans. also i'm very tired

[spnfanficpond]

Pond Diving - emilyshurley

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Name: Emily

Age: 21

Location: India

URL: @emilyshurley​

Why did you choose your URL: Okay this is embarrassing. I was trying to sign up for AO3, so I did a quick Google search for two things, what's the name of Dean's daughter? Emma, and Chuck's last name, Shurley

I accidentally typed Emma as Emily and that's it. 

There was a very real chance that my url would have been emmashurley. Thoughts on that one? Maybe I'll change it someday. 

What inspired you to become a writer: Being an only child who wasn't allowed to watch tv for more than 2 hours. And not having friends, that also had something to do with it. 

How long have you been writing: Fanfiction? 4 years (was on Wattpad before this). In general? 12 years, I guess... I remember showing my first short story to my english teacher in 6th class. 

What do you do when you are not writing i.e. Job/Hobbies etc? Cooking, eating what I made. I don't get to cook often so I enjoy it when I can. Other than that, college takes up most of my time. Currently getting my bachelor's degree in science. It's my last year, will probably get master's in zoology next. 

How long have you been in the SPN Fandom? 4 years

Are you in any other fandoms and do you write for them? Way too freaking many. But I write for marvel and I'm thinking of re-posting the very first vampire diaries fanfic I wrote. But are people still into vampires?

Do you do any writing outside of fanfiction? If so, tell us about it? Mostly journalling, but I occasionally take part in writing competitions and things.

Favorite published author: Amish Tripathi (He mainly writes Hindu mythological fantasy? If that's anyone's jam here)

Have you ever read a book that made an impact on your life? Which one and why?: Leap of faith by Danielle Steel. Not for any reason other than the fact that it was the first novel I ever read. My grandfather was reading it, and I told him I wanted to read something too so he gave it to me. 

Favorite genre of fanfic (smut, angst, fluff, crack, rpf, etc):Platonic fluff!!!! Give me all the fics of best friends being adorable. 

Favorite piece of your own writing: Once upon a Winchester. But I gave myself so little canon to work with that I think I'll continue it after the show ends. I have to know the ending to continue it. 

Most underrated fic you have written: Letters to no one. For any marvel fans, it's a two part fic in Natasha's POV, just some letters she thought no one will ever read. 

Story of yours that you’d most like to see turned into a movie/tv show: Project Latrodectus, again marvel. I kinda feel bad for mentioning my marvel fics so much but I'm pulling influences from the story of Eklavya in Mahabharata, which is a Hindu epic so complex that I won't attempt to explain it here. 

Favorite Tumblr Writer(s): Ahh that's a tough one. I love so many people. At this point, mentioning Myin ( @myinconnelly1 ) feels like cheating because another who has ever looked at my posts can tell she's my favourite human. So I'll try not to mention her further. 

Otherwise, Beka ( @impala-dreamer), Kate ( @katehuntington​ ), @katymacsupernatural and other hoomans I can't remember because I have been away from Tumblr for a while. 

Favorite Fic from another writer: Blood and Honey by @kittenofdoomage. And the proposal by @katymacsupernatural

Favorite character to write: Marvel: Natasha Romanoff, Supernatural: I have never written Charlie but I'd love to. 

Favorite Pairing to write: So they are platonic ships but Dean and Charlie, the boys and Garth and Clint Barton and Natasha Romanoff. 

Least favorite character to write (and why): Easily John Winchester. I don't know, my brain just can't process his character. Like no matter how many times I try, John just sounds off. 

Do you have anyone you consider a mentor? Irl, my grandfather. On tumblr, Myin. I know, I know I said I won't mention her but Myin is my support system here. No matter what goes on in my brain, no idea is too crazy for her. 

Do you have any aspirations involving your writing? To make people feel less alone because I think that feels like shit. My goal moving forward is to write more Indian reader and LGBTQ reader fics because I think not many people in the fandom (that I know of) are writing those fics. 

How many work-in-progress stories do you have: Four, all of them are series. Technically 2 are my ongoing ones. And one is an MCU x SPN crossover that's taking a while to plan. 

What are you currently working on? Nothing focusing on college these days. But will write random one shots here and there.

“Pond Diving” - All About The Writing

What/who has had the biggest influence on your writing? My inability to write romance. No joke, I don't feel like I write it well. So I tend to write general fics and crack fics.

Best writing advice you've been given: Someone recommended the book, writing down the bones, to me a while ago. In the very first chapter it says, use a cheap notebook (so you don't feel guilty about 'bad writing') and a fast writing pen. 

Since most of my non fanfic writings are done by hand I like that advice.

Biggest obstacle you’ve faced in your writing: Procrastination. I'm the creator of my one misery here. I push stuff till the last moment then complain about being too busy to do anything. 

What aspects of writing do you find difficult when you write fanfiction?Smut. I can't. I don't know I like to say I don't feel comfortable writing it but the truth is I just think I'd put people off. Which is not the intended outcome. 

Is there anything you want to write but are afraid to (and why): More LGBTQ+ characters/reader inserts. Why? Say for example, even though I'm bi, but my version of bisexual Dean might not be something other people would relate to and I'm scared of accidentally offending someone. 

What inspires/motivates you to write: What if scenarios. I love speculating and coming up with the context behind what we see on screen. Like an idea that I'll one day use is, what was Sam going when Dean was in hell or purgatory. Sure in one case he hit a dog and met a girl but how? 

So I want to write more general fics or like filler between the scenes we see on the screen. 

How do you deal with self doubt: By talking to people, knowing I'm not alone in this helps. And sending fics to friends before I post them. 

How do you deal with writer's block: Play the sims. What I mean is take a break, do something completely different for a while. 

Do you plan/outline your story before you start: I don't, for one shots. For series I have to have an ending or else I'll lose interest very quickly. 

Do you have any weird writing habits: Would you consider writing/planning things on paper before writing it on the computer weird? 

Have you ever received hateful comments on your fic and how do you deal with it? I did. My very first fic on Tumblr. It was a Tony Stark x Indian!Reader fic and someone messaged me saying most content media is written for an American/Western audience. And that Tony Stark would never actually do for someone who's Indian because well Indian characters aren't primarily present in the MUC. So no one wants to read it. 

What I did about it? I deleted the fic and every backup I had of it. Because in my head they were right. All Indian get is Bruce Banner doing charity work for "all the poor Indians".

It wasn't until recently that I started talking to @desisamslut that I realised that people actually want to read about reader inserts that are like them. I mean it's called a reader insert for a reason how could I not see it?

Conversely: what’s been some of your favorite feedback on your fanfic?When someone made a mood board for my Black Widow fanfiction. 

If you could give one piece of advice to a new and/or struggling writer, what would it be? Hang in there, no matter how uncommon you think what you want to write about is, you'll find an audience. I mentioned @desisamslut in another answer, the first thing she told me was she has never seen an indian reader fic, so she felt happy when she read the one I wrote recently. 

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #286

“has he lost his mind? can he see or is he blind? can he walk at all, or if he moves, will he fall?”

Do you prefer having carpets or hardwood floors? Hardwood floors. Easier to clean and just looks better imo. When was the last time you took a bath? Is this something you do often or do you prefer taking showers? Not since I was a kid, probably. I don't like baths; it feels dirty. What’s your favorite way to style your hair? Do you do this hairstyle often or is it too much hassle for you? "I can’t style it any way." <<<< Mine is too short, too. Do you have a real or artificial tree at Christmas? We always use artificial. The mess isn't worth it. What’s your favourite snack to make when you watch a movie? Popcorn, of course. Do you prefer the Beatles or the Rolling Stones? The Rolling Stones. The only Beatles' song off the top of my head that I enjoy is "Hey, Jude," while there's a handful of Stones' songs I like. When was the last time you played a game of Monopoly? Did you play until the end or did everyone get fed up and start arguing? I'm pretty sure the last time was the PlayStation version at Jason's house. I don't recall if we finished it or not. Have you ever won money on a scratch card or the lottery? How much did you win and what did you spend it on? Maybe like, $10 or so? Mom or Dad would buy one for the hell of it rarely, and they always let us kids scratch it off because we thought it was fun for whatever reason. Have you been on a plane before? Where was the last place you travelled to? Yeah, multiple times. I went to Illinois last to stay with Sara for a couple weeks. Would you rather do a wordsearch or a crossword? Wordsearch. What’s your favorite colour of skittles? Red, duh. I always save those for last. Do you have a favorite TV detective (eg. Sherlock, Poirot)? What is it that you like about them? Does Dean Winchester count? I loved him when I was into Supernatural. He was so charismatic, funny, a wonderful big brother, and don't forget hot as fuck lmao. Were you ever in any positions of responsibility when you were in school? No. Do you need to wear glasses or contacts? How long have you needed to wear those for? I'd had glasses since high school. I'm blind as a mf. Do you talk in your sleep? Yes. Ocean or pool? Pool. Cleaner and less risk. I'll swim in either, though. What's your favorite song at the moment? "DEGRADE" by "3TEETH." I've been hooked on them lately. Ever met anyone famous? No. Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? *blinks* Have you been in love? Absolutely. Where do you wish you were? Sara's would be great. Last thing you spent lots of money on? My Markiplier tattoo. Favorite restaurant? Olive Garden. What is your favorite kind of car? I really dunno. I don't know almost any car by name. I like slick-looking ones, though. AKA expensive ones lmao. What would you honestly do if you had a million dollars? Pay off a lot of things, first of all. For both myself and Mom. I know too well I'd spend a good deal on tats, but I'm quite sure I'd be disciplined enough to know what's more important. Are you more of a shy or outgoing person? I am VERY shy. Would you rather listen to new music or the classics? I tend to listen to music I already know. I go hunting for new bands and songs too rarely... Can you do a cartwheel? lol hell no Do you currently feel any sadness? I always do. Do you always respond to chain letters? I literally never do. I don't care what it's about. They're annoying. Do you spend too much time online? My life is online. It's depressing, and very. I usually don't know what to do with myself if I don't have access to it. What is your biggest annoyance? Right now, people not complying to COVID restrictions to help end this madness. Are you currently in a relationship? No. What do you like to do for fun? Watch YouTube, play WoW, write, read, take pictures... Not a lot. I've been stuck with anhedonia for years; not a lot of things give me any sort of pleasure, even the aforementioned things sometimes. Can you type without looking at the keyboard? Yeah. Do you ever feel like people use you? I've sure as shit felt it before. What role does religion play in your life? None. It's honestly a place of bitterness. Can you sleep with your eyes open? Noooooooo, that shit creeps me out. How often (if ever) do you use moisturiser? Pretty much never... but I need to considering my skin is dry as the Sahara. Have you had any of your wisdom teeth removed? What was the reason? (eg. infection, impaction, lack of space). No. What was the reason for your last hospital visit? I visited Mom after her surgery. Do you use a laptop, desktop, tablet or phone to take your surveys? Laptop. Do you have any debt? If so, are you on top of paying it all back? College debt, for sure. I dropped out three different times. No, I'm nowhere near on top of it. How often do you travel by public transport? Never. Do you have an Instagram account? If so, how often do you post on there and what kind of things do you post? I have three, haha. I don't post on any regularly enough... but I use my first one most. My "main" one is my primary photography one, and I have a second photography account for my darker/roadkill/"vulture culture" work. Lastly I made one for my pets... yes, I decided to be one of those people lmao. Are you close to your extended family? Do you wish you were closer? Definitely not, but we want to try to get closer. In Grammy's last days, she shared that she wished we were more "together" so much. Do you prefer to give your pets human names or not? Definitely not human names, at least usually. Have you ever used a fire extinguisher? Would you know how to use one without reading the instructions? No; I doubt it. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever had to deal with at your job? When I worked, impatient customers. What was the last thing you used your mobile phone for? Listening to music. While my laptop is kaput, I'm using an old one, but it's super slow so I'm just using my phone for music and videos. Did you used to play The Sims? What version or expansion pack was your favorite one to play? I loved the animals one; I went through a period of playing that a loooot. There was also an African wildlife one that I had, but that one was pretty boring, honestly. I never got into the human ones. What quality do you value most highly in others? Probably compassion. Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? Mom. What was your best find from a flea market, garage sale, ebay or thrift? I got an AWESOME shipwreck w/ a sea serpent nightlight from the flea market once. What is one selfish thing you tend to do? Uhhhh I'm unsure. I try not to be selfish. Have you ever written a letter to a soldier? No, but man does this make me think of "Travelin' Soldier." I love that song so much, man. Always have. What do you use batteries for the most often? Ha, it used to be my mouse, but now that I have one that plugs up to the computer to charge, idk. What’s the smallest thing you’ve ended a relationship over? "I don’t think I’ve ended any kind of relationship over something small." <<<< Would you rather order a starter (appetiser) or a dessert? Or would you be able to manage a full three courses? It really depends on what I want and how hungry I am. If I had the first two though, I almost certainly couldn't handle a dessert. Have you or a member of your family been diagnosed with COVID yet? My older sister had it very badly to the point she wound up in the ER. It's no fucking joke. Aside from the necessities (eating, breathing etc.) what is something you do every single day, without fail? I was going to say “get on the computer” or something of the sort, but what if I don’t have access to technology that day for whatever reason? In that case, I’d think of Jason to some point. There isn’t a day that passes when he’s not lurking in my head somewhere. Is there anything you enjoy that’s considered childish for your age? What is it? Roleplaying. Some shows. I’m sure there’s plenty others. How many times a day do you use the bathroom? A LOT. If I’m drinking something, a lot of the time, I almost immediately have to go pee after a single sip. Do you need caffeine to wake up in the morning? What’s your drink of choice? I wouldn’t say I NEED it, no. I do regularly have my Mountain Dew in the morning in place of coffee tho lmao. That’s out of habit, though. Do you live somewhere with lots of livestock or wild animals? Livestock, absolutely. Wild animals, sure, so long you’re not right in a city. Well, even then, roadkill isn’t rare. Would you rather live somewhere rural or urban? RURAL. Mom and I are both having trouble adjusting to living in the suburbs. The only good thing is we’re closer to everything. Is there anything (a hobby, for example) that’s guaranteed to always make you feel better when you’ve had a bad day? Not absolutely without fail. If you’re struggling with your mental health, who are you most likely to open up to, or would you bottle it up instead? I VERY rarely bottle it up. That is so unhealthy. I confide in my mom, usually. What room of your house do you spend the most time in? Is this through choice or necessity? Ugh, my bedroom… but yeah, it’s choice. I COULD be in the kitchen or living room on the laptop, I just don’t want to for privacy’s sake. I’m waiting for the extra bedroom to be cleaned out to turn that into like my “dayroom” or “office.” I’m putting a desk in there, lots of motivational stuff, just things to inspire me to work. I NEED away from my bed. I only want to use it to sleep. If you have pets, do you snuggle with them when you’re having a bad time? Does it make you feel better? Well, it’s hard to “snuggle” with a snake, but I’ll still take her out sometimes and she gets comfortable against me for warmth. I do however definitely snuggle with my cat Roman, because he’s a total cuddlebug and super affectionate with me. How would you rate Stephen King as a writer? Shockingly, I haven’t read a novel by him. However, knowing stories he’s written and his genre, I think I’d absolutely love him. What movie are you looking forward to? Oh goodness, I have no idea. I’m totally out of touch with movies. Have you been to see an opera? No, they don’t appeal to me. What do you wish that you knew with more certainty? My career success. Of the following things, which would you most like to have more of? Drink, dreams, bed, drugs, lust, lies, hate, love, fear, fun, pain, flesh, stars, smiles, fame, sex: Love, of course. Would you ever consider working for the government? Absolutely not. What are the best and worst television channels? I don’t need to even watch television to tell you Discovery is best. Idk about worst. If you had a magical pencil and everything you drew became real what would you draw? Hm… if I drew like, Earth overlayed with a peace symbol, would that cause world peace? What would you like to touch? A wild (well, habituated) meerkat. Meerkats are just… so important in my life. Without them, I wouldn’t have met people who’ve greatly affected and even changed my life. I know the day I (hopefully) hold or pet one will be one where I cry. Does anything you own glow in the dark? I don’t know. Would you rather ride a dragon or a unicorn? Who the hell would answer “unicorn” to this???? Dragons are so so so superior. Can you make a balloon animal? No. How many glasses of water do you drink each day? Rarely more than two, if even that. What do you like in a poem, accessibility, crypticness, or something in between? I guess of these options, leaving some cryptic space, room for the reader to imagine. What I cherish most in poetry though is descriptiveness, but not to an excessive point where it’s just hard to understand. Who do you find yourself in constant conflict with? Why the conflict? MYSELF. I’m just so mad at and disappointed with myself. What subjects do you refuse to talk about? Why are you hiding from them? I mean, none, really. With some people I’m willing to talk about whatever topic. Greatest black and white film: Idk, I can’t recall enough. Greatest film three hours or longer: Troy. I adore that movie. I should watch it again…

[nyxocity]

please tell me more about spn sims

Soooo much to tell, but I’ll try condense lol

My neighborhood is a combination of Buffy & SPN Sims. I built the Winchesters house from scratch, and it’s got this backstory. It’s decorated in a very heavy 1970’s theme, the idea being that they bought someone’s old house pre-decorated, and it’s both very Winchesters and very anti-Winchesters depending on what room you’re in. 

I did, of course, make Sam and Dean to live in it, and sadly I did not make them brothers as I had it on good authority siblings can’t have romantic interactions (although I get flirt options with Buffy for Dawn all the time so idk). I didn’t even make them separate bedrooms because I had PLANS :D I set up a motel room divider and gave them separate beds in the beginning. I also made Castiel and Meg to round out the house.

Dean is a foodie who’s working on becoming a Master Chef and ripped like a motherfucker because I gave him the active trait to offset being a foodie. Sam is a genius Tech Guru who started out programming but now plays video games for a living. Meg is evil (in the game), enjoys implying people’s mother’s are llamas, and is working on becoming a bartender. Castiel does not work. He stays home and paints paintings and occasionally cries over them. The second painting Castiel ever did (his first “realism” painting), looked like this (center):

And I stared at the screen for a really long fucking time and wondered if the game KNEW what I was doing. Then I framed it and hung it on the wall in their house (note the Winchester-esque 1970’s wallpaper).

Dean and Sam fell in love quickly, started fucking, began sharing a bed and soon after got engaged. They couldn’t wait and didn’t want a real wedding anyway, so they got married in the kitchen (which is a very important place to Dean) while Meg was making bar drinks in her underwear in the next room, and then celebrated by fucking in the hot tub. Twice.

Meet Dean Winchester, male modeling motherfucker:

Most people in the neighborhood like Dean, though he and Meg did NOT get along at all in the beginning. He’s pretty charming and funny. EVERYONE loves Sam. Like absolutely EVERYONE. Even Meg loves him, and he’s got the “good” trait, while she has “evil”--which usually results in mortal enemies. One time I played a different house for a while (life goes on at your other Sims’ homes when you’re away), and when I came back, he was best friends with and had given a house key to one of the local celebrities (my fave celebrity in the game, to boot). He’s best friends with her and Buffy.

Meg and Cas did not hit it off the bat right away. For a while I thought they were going to fuck out of spite. They finally got it together, though. They remain unengaged as Castiel pursues his painting career and leads the quiet artist life, mostly lost in his own world. Seriously, I have to MAKE him go to the bathroom and shower and actually SLEEP instead of making coffee or taking a nap. He requires so much looking after. Castiel is becoming famous from selling his paintings and has begun to develop celebrity quirks. Right now he has a “refined palette” which means the quality of his meals must be “excellent” or else he gets very upset and suffers adverse physical effects--good thing he lives with an almost Master Chef.

Here’s Castiel with one of his masterpieces:

I shit you not. The quality of this painting was actually MASTERPIECE.

Also? Castiel won the fucking in game LOTTERY and made a million dollars.You know, the only one who ALREADY didn’t have a job.

They are ALL a bunch of fucking alcoholics. No lie. They get the slightest bit inspired and they’re running to the bar to make drink after drink after drink, and I can’t count the times I’ve had to REMOVE THE FUCKING BARS from the HOUSE because they would. NOT. STOP. That shit costs money, and they were pinging for $30 to $125 a drink. Basically, one of them will make a million drinks, the rest will wander in, grab one, and proceed to get drunk. One time they did all of this in Sam and Dean’s bedroom, and they were all sitting on or standing next to the bed getting drunk in various states of undress and flirting, and I swear to god it looked like the beginning of a porno. I was worried.

If I didn’t watch these people’s every move they’d all end up drunk, face down passed out on the floor in a puddle of their own piss.

Occasionally the game prompts me to have Sam and Dean try for a baby, and I’m like.. .. .. That’s not how this works. They DO have a big Bernese Mountain Dog which Dean named “Grace” after Grace Slick. I am thinking about adopting for them, but I have my hands so full with the four of them I’m not sure it’ll be soon lol I love them all dearly though, they’re definitely my fave house to play. I have tons of other stories (like Meg pissing off the gnomes on the equivalent of Thanksgiving and they rained down god-like wrath on the house), but that’s the basics.

I leave you with this:

[almaasi]

reaction post typed while watching SPN 14x18 “Absence”

the bookshelf has rainbows in it again!! (but oh no... oh nooooooo............)

03:38pm

i know i’m a day late but my health is whack rn and i didn’t wanna do anything except play the sims 4, and even though i kept checking for a spn download link i didn’t find one after 2 hours so i just decided to wait until tomorrow

it’s tomorrow and i can’t say i have much more motivation, but i did just post a new destiel fic so i guess that’s something~!!! let’s do this too maybe, and then i can read fic comments as a reward c:

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03:42

gotta preface by saying i have no clue what’s about to happen, i’ve seen no spoilers or trailers or promos

i really hope mary makes it through this

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03:43

cas in the recap: “jack, no!”

jack: *does the thing anyway*

jack is REALLY bad at listening to instructions, or following suggestions, and responding to other people needs

and like... not in a cute way, i realise

but he’s still our baby nougat nugget and he BETTER IMPROVE AT THIS OR I’M GONNA MELT HIM IN A SAUCEPAN

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03:47

as the camera pans around the empty bunker i see 2 different sets of book rainbows

WHO IS ARRANGING THE BOOKS IN RAINBOWS

i still think it’s cas but i think dean also really likes rainbows and according to me he arranges his clothes by colour so

inconclusive

but it’s gay and i love it

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see i mean

on the bottom two shelves

red-to-green on the bottom, stop through go, like a traffic sign

and then blue above it, two blue books in a shelf of red

the blue is cas, the red to green is dean

i think dean’s READY FOR GAY but cas is still... nearby but not connected

 and then the second rainbow’s on the shelf on the far right

each rainbow seems to correspond with a chair and there’s some distance between them

phallic sword on top of the shelf on the right!

edit: oh shit. now having watched the episode i’m like OH SHIT!!!!! RED TO GREEN, AND THEN A THICK LINE OF RED. DEAN’S BACK TO “NOPE”

and then some white at the end which is still blank, open for change, given some time

CONFIRMED: THIS DID ACTUALLY MEAN SOMETHING, I JUST DIDN’T LOOK BEYOND THE RAINBOW PART

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03:54

a lil mini bi pride book flag over dean’s shoulder there

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03:56

dean: “rowena?”

sam” “yah! just got off with her--”

omg that wording. that was on purpose. wow.

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04:00

 W H Y do they spell it “cass”

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04:02

jack’s subconscious lucifer/nick: “you killed mary winchester”

*DRAGON ROAR* BRING HER BACK

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04:08pm

i enjoy nick/lucifer a lot more now i know he’s dead

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04:10

pretty

if i remember i’m gonna make this my phone lock screen later

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04:13

i really love how this is directed

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04:18

cas: “finally they don’t have to be so alone”

i know this was a couple years ago but it hurts that cas thinks he doesn’t count

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“they were never alone”

YEAAAAAAAAAAH MARY GETS IT

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04:21

is it crazy that i like seeing cas so upset, and his mouth shake like that. he rarely gets to show emotion

someone better fix this though :c :c :c

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04:25

rowena: “that was fast”

probably mean it’s not sam

i’m betting on jack

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yep

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04:33

mary: *moves table to hide floor damage*

i love her but it hurts that we’re seeing her actual personality only once she’s gone >:{

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also? the things she’s showing to her family is saying so much about what she taught them

she refuses help from cas when she’s hurt

and when jack makes a mess she covers it up and pretends it didn’t happen

she’s sweet and i do love her

but this is making it really obvious to me why they’re so messed up

i love me some flawed, yet enjoyable characters though~ especially when a flaw is also a strength depending on the context

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04:39

the light looks like a rainbow behind him

such pretty windows

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04:40

i love that sam is the one who always talks to dean to help him forgive cas

wise brother-in-law, always caught up in their domestics

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04:42

rowena’s decor is fascinating

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04:53pm

;A;

this is the single most heartbreaking correlation this show has ever done and they did it without words

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04:56

jack’s sitting by this dumpster things with holes in and i HATE THAT DUMPSTER VERY MUCH

mid-key triggering me tbh

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04:59

mary has led two lives

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05:02

time to cry

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05:04

that one intersecting shot of mary’s actual ashes and then back to the pyre

ashes to ashes

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05:05

cas wanted to go to dean but sam held him back

sam knows 

he knows everything between them

he knows them better than they know themselves

i love him so much for holding cas back in that moment

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05:07

they carved their names in the car because car was home

and in the bunker bacause the bunker was home

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05:08

i’m so shaken

sad but satisfied? 

god, i knew all along that mary wasn’t gonna be okay, i was still just... hoping

but then again... she’s definitely okay now, in heaven

dean’s anger at cas is breaking my heart, sam is the only thing holding them together

but like

the fact they’re struggling just means there’s space to forgive and dig deeper into what’s wrong between them, thus giving them space to move forward.

their relationship has been in stasis for a long time

like... the relationship bar is clearly not maxed out the way it is for dean and sam. dean and cas are bestest friends but they act like there’s still something to add... which there is

i’m so thankful cas explained himself when dean said “you’re dead to me” instead of shrinking back and accepting that

but sam is the hero of all this

i’m so torn about jack. someone help our nougat boy

just a passing thought: in the recap mary asked jack to use his powers, so technically she was the one to give him permission to drain his soul, which ended in her own demise...

my favourite bit of this episode was cas looking at dean through the funeral smoke, the cut to dean, then cas trying to go to him and sam holding him back. i just wanna hug cas so badly, and i want everything to be okay ;~;

the directing in this was magical, and the script was 10/10 too. so good but so sad

[sorenmarie87]

FNAF in Real Life

Fic Summary- Dean and Y/N wake up in an office and it looks just like a certain game she’s played before.   Word Count -  1,086 A/N - This fic is for Beca’s Birthday Challenge.  Go check out @becaamm if you haven’t already.  Her fics are awesome~   Gifs below cut :)  My prompts were # 11  “Where the fuck are we, and what the hell are you wearing?” - and #27  “You look so cute when you pout.” Tagging - @lovetusk @dragongirl420 @mirajanefairytailmage @becaamm

“Come on sweetheart, please wake up.”  Dean said with a grunt. ��He was trying to shake your unconscious form awake but apparently you were not budging.  “Son of a bitch.”  A groan came from you, as Dean sighed in relief.  You opened your eyes and slowly sat up.  This place was very unfamiliar to you considering the last time you checked you were still in the Bunker.  You looked around the darkened room before glancing at Dean.  It wasn’t until the lights flickered on that you recognized where you were.

“Where the fuck are we and what in the hell are you wearing?”   It wasn’t until you looked down that you understood why Dean was asking about your outfits.  You were dressed as security guards.  

“Son of a bitch, I know where we are.”  Dean raised an eyebrow expecting you to go on with your explanation.  “You remember the other day when I was playing that game on my laptop?”

Dean chuckled as he took in the room you both appeared to be trapped in  “You’re going to have to be more specific on what game you’re talking about sweetheart.”  

You sighed to yourself and knew exactly what he was talking about.  Note to self - stop playing dating sims whenever Dean is near.  He gets just as invested as you do when you play them.  “You remember me playing the one where you’re hired as a night guard at that pizzeria overnight to watch the animatronics?”  

You were right, the office you woke up in was the an exact replica from Five Nights At Freddy's.  There was a desk in front of you with an oscillating fan on it, the computer you would be using during the night and a basic desk phone.  Corkboards were hung on the wall with various posters littering it, showing you what Freddy Fazbear’s Pizzeria was famous for.   Dean also spotted two doors on each side of you, with buttons labeled ‘Door’ and ‘Lights’ respectively.  

“Oh please don’t tell me it’s the one where the animatronics come to life.”  

“Okay fine I won’t.”  You smirked as he looked over at you.  “Fine it is.”  

“You’re acting fine for someone who jumps every time they got you.”

“This coming from the same man who screamed like a girl when a cat jumped out of locker.”  Dean’s cheeks were light pink and he was muttering something along the lines of “shut up.”  You kissed his cheek and then the phone started ringing.  

“You should answer it.”  You sighed shaking your head.  

“Hello hello.”  The familiar voice rang in your ears giving you the same speech about checking the animatronics, and to make sure you check Pirate’s Cove.  You started to hang up but that’s when the voice morphed.

“Oh hey dollface.”  

“Gabe?  Honestly what the hell are we doing here?”  You thought that the Archangel was your friend and wouldn’t mess with you like this but apparently you were wrong.  You turned back and looked at Dean when he heard you mention Gabriel’s name.  Ripping the phone out your hands,  Dean started yelling.

“Why are we here you son of a bitch?”  You walked over to the computers, checking them to make sure none of the animatronics were coming down the hallways.  Bonnie had moved a little, Chica was still in place and so was Freddie.  Taking a glance at Pirate’s Cove you noticed the “Sorry. Out of Order” sign and the curtains were still closed.  So everything was still in place.

“Why else would you be there?  I just felt like screwing with you guys.   You want out of there though, you have to survive the night.  It’s about what 12 am?   Survive until 6 am, work together with Y/N and you’ll get out there.”   Dean slammed the phone down onto the base and looked back at you.  

“We have to go through this whole night.”  

“12 am to 6 am, so instead of five nights, we just have to survive one?”  

He trudged his way back to where you were and noticed something out of the corner of his eye.   “Y/N we have a problem.”

“What’s wrong?”  You noticed a certain fox hauling ass down the hallway towards the office.  “DEAN GET THE DOOR.”  

“WHICH SIDE?”  

“LEFT!!!”  He noticed the fox animatronic at the door and let out a scream,  one that rivaled your own when you first encountered Foxy in the games.  

“So who’s the big bubble blowing baby right now?”  You asked laughing as the door came down.  

“Shut up.”  

For the rest of the night, you and Dean were a well oiled machine.  You watched the cameras closely, listening in case one of them was near the two doors.  You reminded him every so often to check what percentage of power was remaining and once the clock rolled over to 6 am, you actually celebrated.  Dean pulled you in for a quick hug as you both waited for Gabriel to show.  

“I knew it!”  A voice called out and you turned to the source.  He was standing there with a smile on his face, wiggling his eyebrows.  “So you are bumping uglies with Dean-o here.”

“I am not!”  You cried out as your face turned beet red and you started to pout.  Gabe was shocked, it was the initial reason he stuck you two together.   Dean realized in that moment you looked so cute when you pouted.  

“Not that it’s any of this winged dicks business but we could be.”  You turned your head and looked at the older Winchester.  You were in shock, was he admitting feelings now?   “Let’s talk about this later though.”

“We made it through the night, now can you send us home please?”  You just wanted to go home and crawl under your covers.  

With a snap of his fingers, you were back in the Bunker.  Dean was still standing in front of you and you were very aware of his presence now.  He smiled as he opened his arms, drawing you into another hug.  You cuddled into his chest as he kissed the top of your head.  “We’re home now Y/N.  But seriously we can lay off the horror games for a while now right?”

You chuckled slightly.  “I’m glad it was Five Nights at Freddy’s and not Outlast.”

“Y/N!  Dean!”  You heard Sam’s worried voice coming from down the hallway.  

“If he rushes any faster can we start calling him Foxy?”

“I think he might enjoy that.”

[simmyshuno]

I’ll be quite honest. I’m terrible at being in communities.

This is a huge TLDR/personal post and seriously, you can ignore. That’s not some manipulation tactic. It’s here for people who want to know genuinely why I keep coming/going the last two years and where my inconsistency is coming from, as well as why I run headfirst into the community and then just disappear without warning.

Sims posts will follow. This is just something I felt I needed to talk about. In short: yes I’m fine. Yes I’m handling things well. No I don’t need crisis care. I’m actually doing well considering. Sims has always been my go-to comfort. I didn’t know about the community until I met @invadersim many moons ago on LiveJournal, and Tumblr was in it’s infancy. As well as the things mentioned under the cut, I also feel like I’ve withdrawn from social media a lot since I turned 30 (I’m 31 now). I just stopped needing to belong and sort of settled in where I was at. Like I said, Sims have been my comfort. Sometimes I sit on Facetime with another IRL friend who also Sims and we just chat like one would on Skype only with our games running and Facetime going on our iPads. It’s fun. She discovered my game is utter chaos incarnate while she micromanages everything. She likes hearing me talk about my builds. I like hearing about the random TV show characters in her game that she tosses in (like the shenanigans her Dean Winchester Sim gets up to). Sims, to me, is ‘home’. The place you return to on holidays when you’ve been away to school or the warm cup of tea waiting for you during a cold, snowy day. Sims is my home away from home - when other games have frustrated me, or when my mental health is doing poorly and I either cannot focus on anything or I’m too depressed or anxious to do much at all. Which, leads into the TLDR portion.

So my last time posting was August I believe. I had just installed TS4 for the first time and was leery. I’ll say this now: I fucking love TS4 and probably won’t go back to fix my TS3 game ever to play it. It became my new go-to comfort and I’m loving that I am still learning things about TS4 that I didn’t already know. With TS3, I knew so much about the game that it started to become boring. I was always adding mods and CC and then just doing the same old boring shit in my games.

Right now I don’t have “Cats and Dogs” but I have everything else, so it’s forcing me to play the rest of the game without the addition of pets. It’s nice. I also don’t use much CC and I have only one core mod in my game (I don’t even use MC right now). It’s just nice playing a completely vanilla game. I can think of a dozen things I want to recolor (and thanks to @blindingechoes teaching me now, I likely will sometime early 2018) but otherwise I’m enjoying things again: enjoying building. Enjoying the gameplay. Enjoying how smoothly things run. But that’s not really why I’m posting. I’ve had my inbox filled with worried messages and I want to address things for those who don’t have me on Facebook already.

Yes I’ve been dealing with a malignant narcissist and yes this person was once a close friend, and yes I knew they truly had diagnosed sociopath behaviors but I also knew them for so long that I had the totally naive thought of it could never be me. The thing with abuse is, the second you think that? It’s likely already too late. I should’ve seen things coming and I didn’t until it was too much at once and I decided to cut this person out (their version of the story is that they cut me out first which is not true, and I have ‘receipts’ to prove this).

This person did truly heinous things to me between the end of January 2017 until October 2017, when things finally stopped. I won’t get into major detail (though this post is marked so anyone browsing in safe mode won’t get to see it, I feel a lot of people following me are slightly younger and I don’t feel anyone really needs to know details) but some of the things done to me over nine months were: having my personal info (name, address, phone number, mother’s name - who is sick (she’s had many strokes and lives with me so I can take care of her) - as well as her personal number posted (ie, doxxing) online to a website which is notorious for some crimes in the past (members who met up and literally plotted to kill their families and succeeded). It’s home to a lot of skeevy, disgusting people and this person literally outed my personal information to thousands of people who are potentially dangerous.

From that moment on I spent three months having child pornography, gore porn/snuff, gory images of dead animals and the type of stuff you’d find on Rotten or Ogrish on my damn phone - being texted daily - by throwaway numbers. I reported this to my phone company and blocked all the numbers I could but it didn’t stop. I did everything I could but in the end I was the one who was losing their phone service as a result of “breaching telecommunications laws” and had to pay a fine of 400-something dollars (I forget the exact amount, I do have copies of the legal docs though), as well as paying to have my phone turned back on.

I acquired paperwork for a restraining order but couldn’t serve it until recently. I have been working with a defamation and libel lawyer pro bono to get this person to leave me alone. They’ve made threats to “skin my cat”, to “throw acid on me in the street” as well as to have one of their junkie friends who is HIV positive “throw their used needles at them like darts”. I have copies of the messages where these discussions and plans were made.

Cops most definitely were notified. It has been a huge drawn out process and they’re basically claiming they’re “mentally ill and won’t go to jail” even though they’ve been harassing and abusing me for nine months straight. There is so much more than what I posted above but needless to say, when this all became really freaking bad I just left the internet. I stopped posting on a lot of places and that was when I came back to the Simblr community then promptly left again.

Around this time I started prepping for Preptober which is the month of October where those of us who do Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month) start prepping for November and our novel. On October 29th, right before the Kick Off party our Nanowrimo region holds, our ML (Municipal Liaison) -and close friend of mine- was found at his home unresponsive by another writer friend and after being taken to hospital by them, was found to have three brain tumors. The primary cancer ended up being in his kidneys (three more tumors) and the secondary cancer was the tumors in his brain. He went for surgery immediately and his current treatment is radiation as palliative care. I don’t think I need to explain more where this is going.

November was busy as I had to step up as ML and run a region of 200 writers where we had write-in’s (where you go to write with a group of Wrimos, or what we call Nanowrimo participants) leaving me running these groups 6 days a week (I took one day off) from 6-9pm and sometimes two in a day (9am-12pm, then 6pm-9pm). I have severe agoraphobia and social anxiety so you can imagine how difficult this was. While mentally and physically exhausting (it also screwed with my sleep schedule which is already a mess from a sleep disorder) it was one of the best November’s I had in awhile because I had always wanted to be ML but it was legit so fucking exhausting I had no time for anything else.

No gaming. No Sims. No social media. Nothing. Things have sort of evened out now but since it’s December I’m back to feeling irrevocably depressed (holidays always do that as I’m 1) poor, literally at the poverty line despite being on disability so I can’t afford anything for myself or others at Christmas and this also means no celebrations with dinner or decorations because all of my money is spoken for. As well I have no where to go/no family to be with.

Secondly, I’m finally catching up on the screwed up sleep schedule of November. As a result I’m sleeping 20 hours a day sometimes. I’m awake maybe 10-12 hours and back to sleep again. It’s terrible. I also had walking pneumonia all of November and I’m still sick from that. It’s a huge clusterfuck and things were just terrible. If it wasn’t for coping skills from CBT and DBT I seriously don’t know how I would’ve managed the last year.

ON THE PLUS THOUGH - even though this month is hell and I’ve no where to go, I’m playing the Sims again and plan to post screenshots and random things and re-engage with the community as much as possible. If you read it this far, you’re awesome and thank you.

In terms of uploads and such, I won’t have anything for awhile. I’m using a pirated copy of the game as I have no way to buy it online from Origin (I’ve no money to be spending on gifts and I don’t expect it as a gift or anything so it’s not likely something I’ll be owning legitimately for quite some time). The game version I have doesn’t get updated often and I don’t want to risk breaking my game and having to do a huge re-install just to add “Cats and Dogs” as well as game client updates so I can’t be sure anything I create or recolor will work with your guys’ games. 

Thanks for sticking around and sorry to keep leaving but hopefully this gives some idea of why I’ve just not been around and neglected things.

[themweirdsims]

Get to know me

I was tagged by @sim-pi​ and @calisimgirl​, thanks a bunch! <3

1) Rules: tag 9 people who you would like to know better.

Hmm, I really don’t know who to tag, because I haven’t interacted with many people. And some of I could tag, has already done this! :D If there’s someone who hasn’t done this and wants to do this, consider yourself tagged! 😁

I’ll put my answers behind a link, because this is kinda long, so I won’t bother people who don’t want to see all of this. :P

Relationship Status: Happily engaged <3

Last Song I Listened To: Oh my, what was it. I listened radio today at work... But can’t remember any songs. Well, probs the last song was happy birthday because at work one children sang and sang and sang it everyday this week. Today included. :D OH OH, my fiancé listened music earlier in the evening - it was something Finnish because he doesn’t listen that much anything foreign, except if it has good bass sounds that can be listened loudly with the equipment he has in his car.

Last Book Read/Listened To: Hmmm... It’s been so long, since the last time I had the feeling for reading. Probably The Hobbit or 50 Shades of Grey. :D

Favorite Color: Pink/hot pink, green and silver.

Top Three Shows: Ohmigosh, there’s so many series I just love... Can’t name just tree over others. Well, Charmed is a series I have loved a long time and still love and it’s always been the number one probably. There’s so many I just want to name... :D Supernatural is too one I always end up rewatching! And The Vampire Diaries and True Blood. IT’S dangerous asking me to choose a top three. :D

Top Three Characters: This is the same deal than above - there’s too many. Damon Salvatore, Draco Malfoy and Eric Northman - I’ll answer these now, but I know I get the feeling I wanna change these to someone elses sometime. I already start to have the feeling to either change them or name many others! :D

Top Three Ships: Klaus/Caroline (The Vampire Diaries), Dean Winchester/Castiel (Supernatural) aaaaand Sebastian Michaelis/Ciel Phantomhive (Kuroshitsuji). I’ll go with these - here’s the same than the two above, there’s too many, and also can’t even get all in my mind and there’s also bunch of oc rp character ships that come to my mind...

2) Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you! APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity   I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the united states There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CD’s I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

[growningupgeek]

Riding the Storm Out

Word Count-903 Characters- Sam x reader, Dean mentioned SUMMARY-Inspired by a white knuckled home from work, REO Speedwagons “Riding the Storm Out” and a request for Sam fluff from @ellen-reincarnated1967 Enjoy Andi. Tags below the cut    Outside the window snow fell in a thick, white curtain that didn't look like it was going to open anytime soon.  I had been scheduled to work tonight, but my boss had called a couple of hours before my shift to let me know they were closing before the sim got any worse.  So instead of standing at a register freezing my ass off I was curled up in front of the fireplace with a book and a glass of wine.  The only thing missing was Sam, he was supposed to be here tomorrow.  He'd called a couple of days ago to let me know that he and Dean were in the area and to see if he could he stop by when they were done.  He hadn't gone into details, but he didn't very often.  Dating a hunter was like that, you were never quite sure what they were doing other than killing something that needed killing.     I stared into the fire, wishing Sam were here already.  Bring curled up in front of the fire with him seemed like a good way to wait out the storm.  The roar of a Wookie broke into my thought and I grabbed my phone knowing it was a text from Sam.     [Sam] Hey, you awake?     {YN} Yeah, just reading. Store got closed due to weather.     [Sam] I noticed, came to bring my  girl lunch and the place is dark.              {YN} Wasn't expecting you till tomorrow.  Sorry, babe.     [Sam] Guess I'm going to have to drive out to her  place.     {YN} Don't you dare, Samuel! The roads are crap and Dean will kill you if you wreck Baby.     [Sam] I'm not driving Baby and you might be too                late.     {YN} ???     [Sam] Open the front door honey.     I dropped my phone and sprinted for the front door.  Opening it I found a giant snowman with a large carry-out bag and a six pack.  Laughing, I pulled him into the mud room and took the food and her from him.     “Leave your cost and boots there and go grab a shower,” I called back to him as I carried the food away. “You left some stuff behind the last time you were here so you can get out of those wet clothes.”     I set the bag as close to the fire as I dared to keep the food warm while I got dishes from the kitchen, poured myself some more wine and opened a beer for Sam.  As I put the rest of the beer in the fridge a large, cool hand slipped under my shirt and around my waist.  I turned, staying in the circle of Sam's arms and gave him a quick kiss.  He was still damp from the shower and had changed into the grey sweats and a tee-shirt.  God, I wished my clothes fit me as well as those did him.     “How many times do I have to tell you wear gloves,” I asked with a giggle and a shiver not entirely caused by his cold hands.     Sam smiled down at me, “Why do you bother? You know I never remember.”     Up close I could see the dark circles under his hazel eyes.  Their usual sparkle dulled by mental and physical exhaustion. Whatever he and Dean has been hunting had taken its toll on him.  I raised my eyebrows, questioning him without words.  He shook his head and took the beer from hand while I sighed, “Someday you'll talk to me without my having to put a couple of fifths into you first.”     “Never gonna happen, babe,” he replied with a kiss to my forehead.     I shook my head and less him to the living room.  I'd spread out a blanket and tossed a couple of pillows down so we could have a picnic in front of the fire.  We talked and laughed as we ate, catching each other up on our lives.  When even Sam was full I took the leftovers and the dishes to the kitchen and took care of them.  A glance out the window showed that it still snowing with no sign of letting up.  I refilled my glass, grabbed Sam another beer and headed back to the living room.     While I'd been gone Sam had moved the couch so he could lean against it and gotten more blankets and pillows from the bedroom, building us a nest in front of the fireplace.  The lights were all turned out, leaving the flickering flames the only source of illumination the room.  For a minute I just watched the firelight play across the planes of his face as he started into it; then I cleared my throat.  He looked up at me with a soft, sleepy smile as I handed him the beer.       “Looks like you're going to be stuck here a few days,” I told him sliding under the blanket and snuggling against him.     His arm went around shoulders and he kissed the top of my head, “Well isn't that just horrible.”     “Awful,” I teased getting comfortable against him.     The only answer I got was deep, even breathing.  I looked up to find Sam had gone to sleep.  I took the beer from his lax hand and put it in the table with wine.  I kissed him gently and lay my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.  Then i pulled the blanket up around us and closed my eyes. -JediCat The Usual Suspects- @darkcastersruletheworld @black-shad0w-w0lf @imagine-that-supernatural @ladysaraharper @thedepthsoffandomminds @kbrand0 @soaringeag1e @supernaturalismalife @iwantthedean @jojomonsterbunni @little-red-83 @growleytria @ashleymalfoy @daydreamingintheimpala @jerkbitchidjitassbutt @halespecterwinchester @driverpicksthemuusic @torn-and-frayed @isometimeswritesomethings @mist-and-echoes @sassysupernaturalsweetheart @kaylas-obsessions @aerisawriting @letsgetoutalive @divinitycas @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @jodyri @soab1967 @busybee612 @appleschloss @kazchester-fanfiction @oriona75 @deandoesthingstome @littlegreenplasticsoldier @screeching-pterodactyl-fangirl @sammy-moo @for-the-love-of-dean @mrswhozeewhatsis @kittenofdoomage @sandlee44 @apeshit7x @loveisallineed-blog @fast-times-in-the-impala @wereallbrokenangels @wonderless-screwup @dontsassmecastiel @see-you-then-winchester @cherrie-liquor @deascheck @mrssamfuckingwinchester @winchesterprincessbride @tjforston @babi-correia @helixiaray @writingthingsisdifficult @mysaintsasinner @skybinx-blog

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As per tradition, @anangelamuse-castiel-spnfam and I answer every question on the question thingies we reblog.

lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?

I have multiple best friends but I’m going to talk about the one who’s head is currently in my lap (aka the hubby). We were introduced by a mutual friend when they came over to check up on me while I was going through a depressive spiral after I found out my ex cheated on me with his ex. My first impression of him was that he was super cute and really sweet. My first impression of her was that I loved her and wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.

frost - if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say?

Wear more black. Don’t even bother with the boho phase. Skip college and just go straight to finding an agent. Start using cbd oil way sooner. There’s only one guy who’s worth a second chance so don’t even bother dating all the others because you will get hurt. Don’t go on Forbidden Journey because it will give you PTSD. 

maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

I always wanted to learn to play piano. Every other hobby or skill I’ve wanted to try I did. But piano was tricky because they’re expensive and we didn’t have room for one. 

harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?

Dean Winchester. We both love plaid and vintage cars and good whisky and pie and we both have the same type (dark hair, blue eyes, total dorks) and we both have parent issues and love classic rock and a whole host of other issues. Plus he’s sexy!

fireside - if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like?

It would look like my sim’s wardrobe but better with tons of black and red and plaid and (faux) leather and it’d be super sexy! Also thigh high boots. My wardrobe now is really close and getting closer!

cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy?

Fancy sushi. I used to only eat California rolls but now I’ll eat just about any kind of sushi and regularly eat sashimi (raw fish with no rice) and nigiri (raw fish with rice).

amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.

K-pop sucks. And not just the music but the entire industry is fucked up and controlling in an abusive way and leads to normalizing nearly impossible beauty standards and a version of perfection that is toxic and leads to an increase in eating disorders, depression, anxiety, and dysmorphia not to mention the sexualization of things commonly associated with young, underage girls which leads to a normalization of pedophilia and an increase of young girls trying to grow up too fast and all things associated with that. I hate it.

fog - how well do you think you’d do in a zombie apocalypse scenario?

I’d hope I’d do pretty ok. 

jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?

I plan on being famous one day so I’d say myself!

spice - have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted?

The house I live in is currently haunted as is my family’s beach house. 

orchard - share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn.

The Halloween party at the Huntington doesn’t suck this year and is actually worth going to. Also Disneyland annual passes.

crow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?

I was actually freakishly good at almost every school subject except for PE but I never actually tried in that class because I hated it. If I had put effort in I probably would’ve been really good at that, too!

bonfire - describe your dream house.

Custom built victorian mansion in a vibrantly gothic jewel tone color scheme with massive closets, a huge kitchen, a super cushy master bedroom and bathroom, a big room for entertaining, and a dance studio.

cinnamon - if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where?

I’d want to live in the late 30′s and into the early 40′s in either Brooklyn or here in LA. 

cobweb - (if you’ve graduated) do you miss high school?

Not really. I miss the structure of it because I often find myself super bored with nothing to do but I don’t miss anything else. 

cranberry - what’s one physical feature that you get complimented on?

My hair. I’m super proud of it because it’s super long and has a super pretty curl and is a really pretty deep purple-y red color that perfectly compliments my skin tone.

maize - share the weirdest encounter you’ve had with a stranger on the street.

When I was 17 I was in New Orleans with my family on vacation and some random drunk Cajun man came up to me and we had a full conversation in French which confused my brother to no end! It was hilarious!

quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?

It depends on the tea but no matter what I always have sugar in it. For black teas I like a little soy milk. Green teas I take with just the sugar. Herbal teas depend on the flavor but usually sugar and maybe a little lemon. And when I’m sick I do lemon with honey instead of sugar.

pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?

It depends on the person. In general they’re good. But some people are just born bad and there’s nothing anyone can do to change that. Usually those are the ones who wind up getting into positions of power like CEOs of huge companies or President of the United States and wind up fucking everyone else in the ass with a cactus. The other ones that are born bad become rapists and serial killers. Or cops but those are the same thing as the last two things I listed except they get away with it because of corruption and abuse of power.

moonlit - are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly?

I like controlled chaos. My room is filled with a lot of clutter but everything is in it’s own space and I know exactly where everything is. 

flannel - have you ever gone on a bad date?

Way too many for my liking.

cocoa - if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?

I would have the hair I have now. Super long, curled, and dyed a deep purple-y red color.

ghost - is there someone that you miss having in your life?

Yes.