#Sophia lillis fic

[princess-glassred]

Alright hot take incoming:

Beverly Marsh in it 2017 is a terribly written female character and i'm tired of pretending like she's not.

As a woman, I love Bev in fics, I love 90's bev, I love fannon Bev, and this is no discredit to Sophia Lillis as an actor, or even 2017 Bev's personality, but it 2017 Bev is a perfect example of a character being fine but everything else about her being incredibly anti feminist (in my opinion).

First of all there's all the slut shaming, now don't get me wrong, i'd get it if this was just greta and henry and her dad. They're antagonists and it makes sense for the time period, BUT Bev is not jusy slut shamed by the antagonists, she's indirectly kind of slut shamed by the narritive. When Richie first meets her he tells rumors about her sleeping around, especially with Henry Bowers and he faces almost little to no pushback. Yeah eddie tells him to shut up, and Bill says "they're just rumors" but it really shouldn't matter if they're just rumors or not. The movie seems to think that the slut shaming is bad because she isn't sleeping with anyone, when slut shaming should be bad just because its a fuckin mean thing to do. Even if she did date Henry, who the fuck cares? It's literally her life, obviously she doesn't like him now. Also the way Richie words it as "Bill had her in the third grade" is 🤢.

In the bathroom scene they take time out of cleaning just so she can clarify to Bill that he's the only one she's ever kissed so I guess Bill can feel like a real special man. Even though she doesn't owe Bill really anything, let alone reassurance that she's only kissed him once. I'd absolutely understand if this was Bev reacting to her CSA, assuming she needs to make them men around her feel special by having a low body count, but the movie portays this scene as really sweet and romantic so i doubt it's the case.

The movie sexualizes Bev so much, and again, i'd understand if this was supposed to be commentary about her CSA but a lot of it is genuinely meant to further the plot or played off for laughs. Almost every single scene she has is about her sexual history or which guy she ends up with. Even Ben, who's entire thing is he's hopelessly in love with Bev gets more of a personality than just that. She's called a slut by greta keene, flirts with ben outside, """flirts""" with Mr. Keene to steal his shit, leaves the pharmacy to get oggled by Bill in slowmo, gets slut shamed by richie, gets oggled at the quarry, ect.

The movie also tries to act like she's a much stronger female than she really is, it reminds me a lot of in the 90's when they'd have those tough bad ass women who could sword fight and stuff but they'd always inevitably be kidnapped because of gener roles. I do admit that the scene of her jamming the fence post through pennhwise is cool, and so is the scene where she hits her dad, but her badassness is incredibly underminded in a lot of ways. First of all when they're asked who wants to go in she's the only one to raise her hand but she STILL doesn't go inside. Why? What possible reason could the narrative give as to why she stayed outside? To comfort Stan??? God forbid a girl helps save the boys unless it's in the smallest way possible. And then she gets kidnapped and essentially used as a plot device just for the boys to get back together. We can't just have them work things out and apologize and show up for each other because they're friends, they all need a woman to go rescue.

Having Beverly say "I am not afraid of you" is just lip service when you still have her be a damsel in distress, which she is officially rendered right after pennywise puts her in the deadlights. And now we come to the worst part of this whole thing, which is the deadlights kiss. Now, i'm some one who will defend snow white and sleeping beauty with my life, because i know how fairytale curses work and with sleeping beauty phillip is out right told that's what he has to do. This is not what happens in the movie. Ben and Bill see Bev dangling there, and after like half a second of trying to snap her out of it decide kissing her is the only way to get her out of this. Ben even sees Bill do it and fail but instead of trying literally anything else he thinks "i love her more, maybe it'll work with me!".

Guys I do not give a shit about how much Bill and Ben care about Bev, if anything that just makes kissing her while she's out of it worse. You may try to justify this by saying it really was the only way for them to do it, but that still doesn't change the fact YOU wrote it that way. YOU decided the only way to save bev was to kiss her without consent. Which you actively contradict with richie getting caught in the dead lights and snapped out it in it chapter 2. Stephen King didn't even write that shit, say what you will about the child orgy, but at least Bev was awake for it. She consented about as much as a girl her age could given that she's only 11. That's way more problematic than this but at least it was her idea, at least she conciously decided this was worth doing. All you've done is take a creepy sexual act that was at the very least consenual and displayed some sexual agency in the character, with a creepy non sexual non consenual act that took away agency. How girlboss is it that her first kisses with her love interests weren't even while she could could consent? She is kissed three times, once during a play and twice while she's unconcious, neither of which are her idea. I'm not saying a woman always has to instigate things romantically, but if you spend your whole movie talking about how she's a slut, maybe you should give her some free reign over her love life.

This is why I love 90's Bev so much, she's just a little fiesty tomboy who saves the boys asses with a sling shot and an epic blow to the head. She doesn't get damseled in distressed (the only time she gets saved are when Ben defends her during the rock fight), the boys aren't overly horny over her, the only people who really treat her like her gender defines her are her father, Tom, and Henry she's just great. And that came out in the 90's! I don't think the 90's miniseries is necessarily better than the 2017 movies, but I think their treatment of Bev is just inherently more feminist given that they don't constantly try to define her by her body counts. Yes she loves ben, but she has more to her than that. Even if you bring up things like body count to try and say she isn't a slut who's obsessed with boys, it's still not feminist because you're still constantly equating her value to who she's with. The only proper way to adress slut shaming is by acknowledging it's none of the characters business what she does and that if you do it at all you suck. But IT 2017 doesn't do that, because Bev's sexual maturity is explored only through the eyes of men, and that includes the narrative.

Her promiscuity is explained through Richie when she's not even there (who i will give the benefit of the doubt here and say was being mysoginsitic to try and compensate for his queerness, but even then, using a woman's sex life as a tool to make yourself feel better is awful no matter your reason), she only consents to anything until the very end, and this movie tries to act like it's not doing any of it by giving her a few measily crumbs of strength outside of being the guys girlfriend. I never felt like IT 2017 was one of the guys, because the movie would never let her be that. Fuck.

If you are a woman, or even just AFAB and disagree with this you are free to, I do not speak for every woman in the world and if you feel differently I will not try to change that. I can only speak my truth though, and my truth is that it 2017 Bev pisses me off.

[alleycat11424]

The lyrics are from "Pink in the Night" and "My Love Mine All Mine" both by Mitski. Chapter 428 had me crying for days😭 I just had to give my two favorites a happy ending. They both deserved so much better. 🥹🩷💛

I put a lot of little details. The phone is playing "Sophia" by Clairo. There are matching teddy bear and fox plushie. On the mugs is "Lavender Menace" is reference to the Lavender Scare, and on the other mug is "Meteor Shower" as a reference to the song by Cavetown, which always makes me feel better. A daisy and rose in a vase(Idk how to draw spider lillies). I gave them matching tattoos on major arteries, because they both were willing to give eachother their blood for the rest of their lives💔 cherries are scattered on the ground bc maximalism and i can't handle blank space.

I just UGH I love them SO MUCH!

I finished it today, but I plan to color it later. I plan to make Himiko Toga's pajama set red and white with accents of black, and Ochako Uraraka's will be yellow, and white with accents of red. I just thought those colors of cherries suit them so well!

Anyway, Ihope you like it! Please don't repost! And maybe check out my ao3 account. I dont have a happy Togachako fic right now (only sad poetry), but if I do write some I'll post a notification on here!

Also, I will never forgive you Horikoshi! /hj

[random-writerings]

Narnia OCs

Here are my OCs for The Chronicles of Narnia. They'll all get proper intro posts once I've fleshed them out a bit more.

Aria

Epithet: the Faithful

Face Claim: Jordan Loughran

Fic: Canon Compliant (lww–golden age–pc–votdt)

Title: A Thousand Years

Shipped with: Edmund Pevensie

Marcia

Epithet: the Courageous

Face Claim: Marina Moschen

Fic: AU where Peter and Susan return to Narnia (pc–votdt)

Title: King and Lionheart

Shipped with: Peter Pevensie

Nadira

Epithet: the Graceful

Face Claim: Naomi Scott

Fic: Arranged Marriage AU (golden age)

Title: The Radiant Southern Sun

Shipped with: Susan Pevensie

Juniper

Epithet: undecided

Face Claim: Sophia Lillis

Fic: Canon Compliant (pc–votdt)

Title: Courage, Dear Heart

Shipped with: Lucy Pevensie

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[hrts4rn]

missing being eleven writing a fic in wattpad w the girl I liked, reading Finn Wolfhard fics and feeling awkward about the smut and then going to read one shots about Sophia lillis just to end frustrated cs there was no smut about her and then deciding I'll learn to write it on my own. Miss being eleven and doing role-playing about kinks I didn't know were kinks and talking to 20 something year old people and pretend I was 18 at least. Missing having my silly fan acc and learning how to edit just to make edits of jeongyeon cs again, no one has my good taste so I have to learn and make it myself! Missing being my favorite writers editor and doing edits for their page and doing the aesthetics for their accs and silly fics.

[resident-gay-bitch]

guys, this new dnd movie is gonna be great because it’s got sophia lillis in it and i’m gonna actually be able to understand what the different races and classes of dnd characters are because the websites confuse me. CANT WAIT FOR APRIL BECAUSE ITS GONNA MAKE MY FICS BETTER

[xgryffinwhore]

can you do something with bev🥺 like it can be literally anything - it’s just so hard to find stuff on her

I KNOW RIGHT!!! bev content is lackingg!! don’t worry, i got you

the right words to say

warnings: bev x fem reader!!! soft fluffiness heh. and smoking. aaaand language.

word count: 1.2k

her fiery locks bounced short on her head as she road fleeing sherman lane. her crew socks and worn out reebok’s peddling her rusty bike down the slope of the asphalt. lose floral sundress flying back from her sped, the cuts and scars on her legs exposed. some fresh, from your recent adventures.

she is your best friend, always will be. ever since you two met each other, your souls intertwined. she’s cool, cooler than anyone you’ve ever met. she’s stubborn, can be such a prick sometimes. but she’s beautiful, in a friend sort of way. yeah, just in a friend way. right?

to be honest you had no idea. sure, you were in highschool, you had boyfriends and you liked your boyfriends. but your boyfriends didn’t act like bev, they didn’t speak like bev, and they sure and hell didn’t smell like her(like the perfume she stole from the mall; citrusy with a touch of musk.

it was just a girl thing though, it was normal to think your friends were pretty and shit. everything you were feeling is NORMAL. it’s normal to blush when you think of your friends, it’s normal to stare at them when they’re not looking, and it’s normal to imagine their lips on yours so soft an-

“l/n” bev mused “you seriously need to go to bed earlier, it’s like i’m pulling you down from jupiter.” you shook your head and looked back at bev, her break stand on the gravel and her foot dangling from the bike seat where she perched.

“sorry marsh, i’m good now” you threw your bike on the ground and began walking with her toward the quarry. the water was a deep turquoise today, matching your bra you used for a bathing suit.

you both stripped eagerly, the summer sun making your skin hot to the touch. she wore a white bra and pantie set, with little pink polka dots. “nice lingerie” she joked, pointing at your black underwear with a small duck on them. “shut it bev.”

you held yourself hand out in an invitation to hers, you always held hands and jumped in together. her hand clasped yours, it was rough and calloused from the days she spent climbing up trees to get away from henry and gretta. before you had time to think bev had jumped, her weight pulling you with her.

the water always felt the same, frigid. it was refreshing on the days that you couldn’t walk on the asphalt barefoot without burning the soles of your feet.

beverley’s head popped up shortly after yours, she slicked her amber locks back and inhaled deeply. your bodies floated on the stagnant water, for a while actually, it was so peaceful.

your bodies migrated to the shallow part of the quarry, a little place you and her called ‘pebble palace.’ she handed you a opaque stone “pebble for your thoughts” she always did that. you took the pebble and rubbed it in between your index finger and thumb. “dont really have any right now” you breathed, your mind crowded with every thought imaginable.

“well i have one” she stole the stone back from you, “scared for highschool to start back up, if ‘m bein honest” she skipped the stone into the water, that’s what you two did. after a pebble-thought has shared, you had to throw the pebble back into the water.

school was closer then you’d like to admit, a week left of days like this. you picked up a pebble and threw it in the water, “still get to see you though, so i’m not too bummed.” she smiled like the always did, “yeah, it’s that aspect isn’t as sucky”

she laid back on one of the rocks, she usually naps around this time after we are done swimming. the sun captured her perfectly, her freckles looked like constellations and her limbs were loose and relaxed. she was alluring.

her nap was short lived, the sun was hot, you both mutually agreed to go back into the water. she splashed you "so, you still talking to kent?" she asked, you looked down and smiled "nah, too boring." you both splashed each other and she prodded "but why not? too pretty to be riding solo"

that made you blush under your sun burnt skin, she took noticed and continued "probably the most gorgeous girl in this town" she traced her fingers along your jaw "soft on the eyes" she slurred.

you stood there idle, why was she doing this to you?

"such pretty hair" with her other hand she rain her fingers through your damp ends "and eyes" she titled up your head to make eye contact with her. she was close now, you could smell the lilac candies on her breathe. you both subconsciously gravitated closer to each other, you lips almost brushing. your breath became audible, the tension in the air could be cut with a knife.

you turned around and regulated your air flow. "what the fuck marsh" you cursed "what the fuck is happening?" you carded your locks through your fingers, your world running in circles around you. "im sorry y/n- i thought you liked it!" she sloshed her legs through the water to be face-to-face to you once again.

"what are you trying to do to me?" your feeling welled up in the corners of your eyes and began to drip down your face. " y/n, i thought you and me and some -eh- chemistry?" your eyes went blank, homosexuality was a ew concept in the 80's. sure, men homosexuality was well known but female? barley heard of, basically only in porn (which you may or may not have watched.)

"bev- we cant be into each other" you laughed nervously "we are friends, we are GIRLS, we cant like each other." beverley's face dropped in disbelief "i see the way you look at me l/n, you cant fake that type of shit" you tried to stop her but she kept going:

"youre the only person who makes me feel something, youre the light of my life. youre not like anyone else, better than any stupid boy. youre everything y/n, everything."

your words stumbled together, you couldnt form a sentence if your life depended on it. "i- well thats so nice of you ca- i feel that som- well no that you r- like agree-" she hushed you with a kiss, fire works went off in your head. kissing a girl felt so much better then kissing a guy.

you spent the rest of the evening holding hands and walking around the forest 'no i thought you were so pretty' 'i think ive like you forever, swear to god!'

bev and you road back to your house, your curfew was soon. "so" bev started "ive been dropping hints for like- ever- why didnt you stay anything?"

you bit your lip in contemplation; you were never really good with phrasing things. "i guess i was just looking for the right words to say" you bashed. "and that is" bev leaned in "i love you" you whispered, she answered by kissing you one last time before the sun fell behind the horizon.

[adorethedistance]

Blue Blood (Part 1?) MCU AU!Sydney Novak x Reader

Requested by: Multi-muse-transect “Got a request, MCU AU Syd x Reader where said reader is a Kree which are a race of militaristic aliens that are at war with one called the Skrulls. The reader is a Kree refugee after their home was destroyed so the reader’s family settles on earth albeit undercover and had to learn earth’s culture while being Syd’s neighbors. Cue an incident in school where the reader got into a fight showing skills but is hit in the nose revealing they have blue blood with Syd witnessing it.”

Warnings: Swearing, fighting, violence, blood

Words: 1377

Summary: Jenny Tuffield takes your watch which is disguised alien tech, and as a result you kick her ass. It wasn’t really worth it because now your crush knows that you bleed a blue hue, but for some reason she’s not afraid?

“We just have to be as normal as possible, blend in the best you can”, was Dad’s encouragement for our relocation to Pennsylvania. As for Mom’s… it was far less comforting but far more practical, which I guess is what we needed. She rewired the communication hubs in our uniforms into C-53 time watches, and sent me and Dad off with a stern “Don’t lose it”. Seems easy enough. We’ve been settled for about a month and so far no slip-ups. So far no Kree fleets have returned to execute my parents for fleeing the war.

Part of the ‘blend in’ plan was for them to find jobs and for me to go to a ‘High School’; it’s the education center for kids my age in Earth-years, but all the material is child’s play. I mean, Earth’s physics are far more underdeveloped than Kree physics, since I learned Luminiferous Aether as a small child and they’ve just started learning it at 17.

Though physics has been a breeze, the best part of my day is the very last period: P.E. they call it. We do a bunch of different activities like run around a field, and throw balls through hoops... but that’s not the part I care about. I look forward to the end of every period, because when we go to our different locker complexes, everyday, I pass by this girl in my biology class: Sydney Novak. She sees me smile at her on my way to get changed and some days it seems as if she’s smiling back. Sydney and I haven’t really talked to each other but just getting to see her-to be near her-is all I need... 

Today is the same as any other. Shuffling back to my locker with the herd of other girls, I smile at Sydney and she watches me pass. The combination locks of the doors are practically useless since a rough pull would potentially break the old hinges. Taking the watch out of my locker, I set it down on the bench behind me and pull off the school-issued regulation crewneck. I picked out a black sweater and brown corduroy coat today since I woke up practically freezing. Hala is way hotter than Pennsylvania and I guess my body hasn’t adjusted yet. I wiggle into my blue jeans before struggling to shove my feet in my boots. Mom found this brand called Doc Martens where the boots have a huge platform under the soles. I think they’re pretty neat looking, and I like how they make me taller. After tying both laces I turn to pick up my watch from the red bench.

Oh no.

No... Where is my communicator? My panic begins to swell when I hear laughter behind me. The source of the noise is Westinghouse High’s infamous terrorist Jenny Tuffield. She’s laughing at me. In her right hand she holds up my communicator.

“This is a fancy little watch”, I gulp as she examines the face, “I think it goes with my outfit, what do you think?” Jenny spits my name as if it’s poison in her mouth. She’s fiddling with the cogs, and I hope she isn’t able to activate the pager. My anger begins to swell into a giant storm and I can’t remove the image of decking Jenny in the face from my mind.

Just then, the bell rings loudly, tearing me from my fantasy. Tearing me from my rage. “Blend in the best you can”, Dad’s words swirl around my mind as the other girls begin to leave the locker room.

“That’s not yours,” I swallow trying to keep my cool. My emotions have always gotten the better of me and I can’t risk compromising my identity--our identities--over the communicator. I just can’t. “Give it back.” She’s eyeing me like a snake, her fingers going for the dial. My anxiety overrides my better judgement and I lunge for the watch.

Jenny flips her torso so she’s out of my way, and out from behind the bench. Hopping over the opposing bench and my backpack, I skip forward on my left leg, nailing her in the ribcage with my right boot. She falters but recovers quickly and shoves me backwards onto the ground. Jenny moves to kick me, but I stop her force with my forearms, and gripping her ankle and her calf, I rotate it as far left as possible which causes her to turn her body with her leg. Once she’s facing the opposite direction, standing leg crossed over the other, I hook my right foot over her supporting ankle and pull my leg into my body as hard as I can. She falls face first onto the floor and in the commotion of me scurrying to my feet, she manages to kick me square in the nose. I double back in fear of bleeding--in fear of her seeing me bleed. Jenny gets back to her feet as well. Her bottom lip is cut open, and blood pools out of the gash. I sink down onto the ground desperately trying to conceal my face.

“You’re a fucking psycho!” She throws the communicator at me and storms out of the locker room. Her heavy steps grow distant, and as she reaches the exit she yells at someone else, “MOVE!”

Please universe, please let that unfortunate soul be leaving the locker room. I’m semi-blinded by pain and panic as I reach for my backpack. I hear a lighter pair of footsteps approaching. Please don’t see me. Please don’t see me. Please don’t see me.

“Hello?” Fuck. My back is turned away from the voice but I know whose it is--who it is. Sydney calls my name tentatively upon seeing my disgruntled figure. “Hey, Jenny stormed out of here in a rage, you… you wouldn’t happen to know anything about that... would you?” I’m frozen in place, except for my hands which rush to apply pressure to my gushing nose. My eyes water from the stings of pain pulsing from the bleeding epicenter. Not now, Sydney please just leave.

“Hey, is everything alright?” She sounds so gentle and kind, part of me wants to turn around and collapse into her arms but I can’t. I’m stuck on the floor out of fear.

“Peachy keen my guy,” Who the fuck says that? Sydney draws closer to me and I can’t seem to move. Please just go away.

She steps around my backpack to face me, “Jenny’s kind of the world’s biggest dick so I-” Her sentence stops short when she sees my chin is smeared with dripping--blue blood. Sydney Novak has seen my face and now my family has to relocate. I break out of my trance and begin to back away as she stands still.

“You can’t tell anyone. If you do, I’ll have to move states and Yon-Rogg will annihilate my parents for being traitors and I don’t know what I’ll do if that happens!”

“Woah-woah-hey-look-I-I mean I won’t tell anyone,” She raises her hands in defense. “Promise.” My breathing begins to steady.

“...Okay...” As I’m about to walk away I feel Sydney grab my hand. When I turn to look at her, her hand retracts and her face flushes pink.

“Uh-if you need help, I’ve gotten pretty good at... cleaning up blood…?” She can tell she’s not making perfect sense but I think the gesture is sweet. What’s strangest is how little she has reacted. Our blood colors are opposite each other on the color wheel, how could this not be scary to her?

Ensuring that she has my trust, Sydney begins to walk me over to the detached sinks of the room. She grabs a few paper towels and neatly folds them into smaller squares. Sydney reaches to clean the blood off my face when we hear the snap of a locking door, the sound yanking us out of our mutual stupor. We both must have forgotten that Coach was in her office. Sydney’s eyes lock with mine as if to say, we can’t let anyone see you. She squeezes my hand tighter and the both of us sprint out of the locker room as fast as we can. As fast as Kree and humanly possible.

[iwakurodai]

MASTERLIST

re upload, seeing if this shit works

IT (2017)

KINKY - richie tozier

I’LL HELP YOU - richie tozier

HATE - richie tozier

TOO SOFT - richie tozier

ANGEL - richie tozier

THE EMO GIRL IN 4TH PERIOD - stan uris

3 TIMES STAN WAS CLINGY - stan uris (got flagged so lets see if the appeal will work?)

CLUMSY - stan uris

ROOFTOP CONFESSIONS - beverly marsh

IM SORRY = mike hanlon

ACTORS

NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP - finn wolfhard

STRANGER THINGS

SNOWBALL - mike wheeler

5SOS

WANT YOU BACK - calum hood

PIZZA AND CONFESSIONS - calum hood

SLEEP TALKING - calum hood

WHEREVER YOU ARE - luke hemmings

TOLD YOU SO - luke hemmings

[sweeterthankarma]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: I Am Not Okay with This (TV 2020) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dina/Sydney Novak Characters: Sydney Novak, Dina (I Am Not Okay with This) Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 01, Friendship/Love, Pillow Fights Series: Part 20 of Pride Month Prompts 2020 Summary:

Dina slips around the kitchen in her fuzzy yellow socks, faded from wear and slightly dusty from her previous trek into the basement to grab the old popcorn maker. Syd drinks in the sight of her, every movement and brush of her hair over her shoulder. Dina is effortless. Too pretty. It almost hurts.

Happy Pride Month and welcome to my first ever month-long fic challenge! For thirty days, I'll be writing and posting LGBTQ+ fics inspired by the prompts listed here. These fics will be anywhere from 100-1,500 words, will be for different fandoms, ships and characters, and will all stand alone. Here goes nothing!

Day 20: Throw pillow.

[cassidyconner]

It Chapter II/Mother of Losers (spoiler) Imagine: Beverly and June seeing each other after 27 years.

When they were young, June Lupin was Beverly’s only female friend. Sure, Beverly more than likely had plenty female friends over the years. But in Derry, June was someone Bev can talk too. Someone who cared about Bev’s well being. Sometimes he wonder if June loved Bev as more than a friend.- Bill Denbrough on Beverly and June’s relationship.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12648666/1/Mother-of-Losers

[thepinkwriterr]

Wyatt Oleff Imagine

Guys... This is gonna be bad. I wrote this almost two years ago. I’m sorry if you read this to be honest. Proceed with caution. 

"If isn't my favorite ginger." Jack smiled, letting me into his hotel room. "Look, save it. I have to talk to you about something...someone." I walked into his room, sitting on his bed. 

Jack's bed was next to his, covered with clothes. "Ooooo, who is the lucky guy?" He smirked, sitting across from me. "I-it's serious." He knitted his eyebrows together in concern, "What's wrong?" I broke in a full sob and hugged his waist. 

"Y/N, what's wrong?" "I think I like Wyatt...maybe even love. But he'll never like me back ,he hates me, doesn't he?" "Y/N, you're being paranoid! Wyatt doesn't hate anyone, especially you." "You're right." I wiped my eyes,sniffling. "I'm sorry for the tears." I chuckled. "It's fine," He smiled,"You should ask him out." 

"I-I can't." "Come on Y/N!" "I think i'm going to Sophia with this." I stood up to leave. "Wait, Y/n!" I turned before I opened the door,"Yeah?" "Let me help." I sighed,"You'll just tell him and embarrass me." "No, I promise, I won't." "Alright." We spent the whole night planning. Even Finn helped. "You can't tell anyone about this,alright." "Alright." "Promise? "Promise." "Promise." Jack nodded.

I was aloud to be here because I was Finn's best friend. He scored me a quick role in IT as one of Beverly's school bullies. The cast and I really clicked, and I'm like an eighth member of the losers club. Sometimes it's a little awkward, but we get over it. I'm even on the live streams! They talk about me in interviews, too. Right now we're on a tour to meet fans and talk to journalists and magazines. Nick, Owen, and Jackson were here too!

I shared a room with Sophia and made it even. Jack and Finn, Sophia and I, Wyatt and Chosen, and Jaeden, and Jeremy was with Nick. Sophia and I usually just watched cheesy movie and TV shows and listened to music. I had introduced her to Fleetwood Mac, and she loved them too! I loved being her best friend, she is such a great girl.

 "Y/n,waaaake up!" My eyes fluttered open, "Hmmm?" "I heard you mumbling a special boys name in your sleep." She smirked. "Please Sophia, don't mock me." "I won't!" She smiled. "Thank you." "Who else knows now?"

 "Jack and Finn." "Yes! Now we get to tease you about it all day!" "Stop smirking like that." I laughed. She turned on Every Breath You Take by The Police. I rolled my eyes,"I'm not obsessed with him." I rolled my eyes. 

I layed back and listened to the music. I actually really like this song. There was a knock at the door. "We're leaving soon, get ready!" Finn yelled into the room. "Thanks, Mr.Wolfhard." He grinned. Sophia and I got up and started getting ready for an outting. We were in L.A, and not many of us had been there before. I decided to dress 90s grunge as usual. I put on light distressed jean shorts and a band shirt. I put on thigh-high socks and my black doc martins. I curled my hair a bit and was finished. Sophia was still trying to pick out an outfit. She went with olive branch colored shorts and a white blouse. "You look like a cute lil' schoolboy." I smiled. "Thank you." She grinned back. We stepped out into the hallway and waited for the guys. I texted Finn:

M: What's taking so long?

F: Wyatt's lookin pretty for you!

M: SHUT UP

F: ;)

I turned my phone off and stuffed into my back pocket. I ran back into the hotel room and grabbed my headphones. I can't go a car ride without those! Chosen and Jaeden joined us in the hallway soon after that, then Jack. He kept making small nods at the fact that I like Wyatt. It was pretty funny at first. It'll probably get old after Finn, Sophia, and Jack will make the jokes all day. We all talked a bit before our urbers arrived. We all preferred to ride together, but that wasn't possible today. 

Finn, Sophia, Jack and I all rode in one Uber. Chosen, Jeremy, Jaeden, and Wyatt shared another. Nick didn't feel well this morning and decided to stay home. We were going to get breakfast, then go out to museum or something. Sophia's mom was the only adult, and she was back at the hotel, so we had free rein over everything. When we got to the cafe we decided to eat outside. We had to get two tables worth of chairs and put them at a small round table. I sat in between Wyatt and Sophia. I looked at my Instagram timeline while everyone ordered,I didn't want anything. Breakfast made me nauseous. When everyone got their food and drinks Wyatt asked,"Are you going to eat anything?" "No,not very hungry." "Are you sure?" I nodded. Finn smirked at me from across the table.

M: stop!

F: What am I doing?

He smirked at me again, putting his phone down. I glared him but looked away when Chosen looked over. "Y/n, why do you never eat when we go out to?" Chosen asked. "She has insecurity eating around her crush." I glared at jack from across the table. His smirk stood still. I looked at wyatt, he was confused. Breakfast lasted about fifteen minutes later and then we were all packing into Uber's again. We rode with the same people, even though I Sophia wanted me to go with Wyatt. The museum was a ten minute car ride away. When we got to the museum we all split up into groups so we could look at what we wanted, and not make too much noise. Jaeden, Finn, and Sophia went to see the Egyptian history section. Chosen, Jeremy,and Jack went to the Civil war section. That left Wyatt and I. "Aquarium?" He asked. "Yeah." I smiled. It seemed like forever when we finally found the aquarium. The small talk was awkward,and I didn't enjoy it anyway. "Y/n?" Wyatt asked,stopping in front of the aquarium enclosure. "Yeah Wy?" I asked, looking up at him. "You know when Jack made that joke about your crush?" "Mhm." "W-who is your crush?" I was silent for a moment, questioning whether or not I should tell him the truth. 

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." He opened the door to the aquarium. "No, it's okay." We walked into the aquarium. We walked around in silence for about five minutes. "Wy?" "Hm?" He asked,looking at the jellyfish. "N-nevermind." When we got to the next exhibit, I decided to stop being a pussy. "Wyatt," 

"Yeah?" "I like you. You're my crush." I couldn't stand it any longer. "R-really?" A smile painted across his face, it looked genuine. "Y/n, I like you too." I smiled as well. I couldn't help it. I felt like jumping up and down and into his arms. "You do?" I asked happily. "Definitely." I smiled as I hugged him, feeling content  and warm in his arms. "You don't know how long I've wanted this." He whispered. "Me too." I pulled away from the hug so we could continue looking at the exhibits. I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers. "I told the guys that I like you a couple weeks ago, they always tried to get me to tell you somehow." I laughed,"Jack and Finn found out last night, Sophia has known since the day I started liking you." "When was that?" "The moment I met you." He sighed in relief,"Me too." "So we get to tell them soon." I smiled. 

After about half an hour of walking around the museum the group decided to get lunch. We sat with the same people as usual ,and Sophia still insisted I should sit with Wyatt. When we got to the place we picked out for lunch we all ordered, I got a grilled cheese and some fries. Healthy, right? I sat next to Wyatt and held his hand under the table, smiling like idiot the whole time Finn and Jack told some stupid story. Chosen was staring at me from across the table with a "I know something" look. I texted him:

M: Stop staring at me like that ya creep

C: Stop holding Wyatt's hand like it's a secret you two like each other ya scrub!

M: I can't promise I can stop that.

C: When are you going to tell the group?

M: Soon.

M: Now eat, scrub!

He laughed at me calling him a scrub. I laughed as well and nodded toward his food. We're like best friends so we can have a conversation without saying a word. "I say we go back to the hotel and fuck around." Jack suggested after everyone was done eating. We all did just that. We all got to the hotel and went to Jack and Finn's hotel room because it was the biggest. Jack started an Instagram Live video and we all decided to play truth or dare. Sophia went first. "Jack, truth or dare?" "I gotta go dare." "I dare you to... eat a bowl of Mayo." Sophia smiled,crossing her arms. "Ew, Soph that's disgusting!" Jack shook his head. "Do it or we get to shave your head." 

Jack sighed,"Not too much mayo." "I don't know, he might look good bald." I joked. Jack puckered his lips and made kissing noises at me. I laughed and did it back, then shook my head. After he did it Jack asked me,"Truth or dare Y/n." "Uh..." I didn't want to answer their questions, so I picked dare. "Dare!" "Alright," Jack smirked,"I dare you to kiss Wyatt." I looked at Wyatt,"I-uh-uh..." "Do it or we get to shave your head." Jack smirked. I glared at Jack. I turned to Wyatt and gave him a nervous smile. "Everyone is going crazy in the comment." I heard Jaeden laugh. It would be both of our first kisses, and everyone knew that. We both turned our heads and pressed our lips together. Everyone in the room cheered. We both pulled away and looked at the group. I grabbed his hand,"We're dating by the way." I smiled.

[finn-got-tall]

Beverly.

warnings: implications of rape/sexual abuse, crying, cussing, friendship.

a/n: this is one of the fluffiest things I've written and it’s still super angsty. list of prompts here. send messages and suggestions here. masterlist here. 

“Good night, Bevy,” he said as he left her room, closing the door behind him.

It had happened again. Beverly didn’t think it was something that would ever stop. She waited until she could hear the tv from the other room. The red-headed girl stood, tears falling silently from her eyes, and dressed, stuffing some clothes into a bag. She made her way to the window and left down the fire escape.

Everything on her body ached, she had scrapes on her knees and back, bruises on her wrists and ribs. Nothing was okay anymore. It hurt to sit on her bike, so she stood on the petals as she made the fifteen minute trip to Richie’s.

Richie was the only one of the losers to know about what happened to her, not even bill or ben knew. She had debated telling mike before, but it never seemed right. Richie understood.

It was cold that night. Her bruised skin gathered into goosebumps as the chilly air nipped at her. She hadn’t grabbed a jacket before leaving. She didn’t care too much.

When Beverly arrived at Richie’s she went around to the side of the one-story home. Still crying she knocked on his bedroom window. The curtains were shut. She could see a light on. The curtains moved to reveal a face. It wasn’t Richie’s.

“Hey, thanks fo- Beverly?” Eddie spoke. Fuck. “You’re not the pizza guy, are you alright?” Richie was at the window as fast as possible pulling the pale girl into the room. Once she entered, it turned into a hug, Beverly crying into Richie’s shirt. Eddie looked at Richie with a confused look.

“Could you give us a minute?” Richie asked Eddie, who nodded still confused. Eddie left the room. Richie pulled away from the hug, holding Beverly’s face in his hands. He leaned down to look at her, wiping tears from under her red puffy eyes. Somehow, the bloodshot made the blue more vibrant.

“Everything hurts.” Beverly whimpered quietly.

“Where does it hurt?” She gestured to a few different spots and then held out her wrists. Purple bracelets stained her skin. Richie pulled her back into a tight, but gentle hug. Lips kissing the top of her head.

Meanwhile, outside of the room, Eddie was greeted with the rest of the boys. “Is the pizza here?” Mike asked. Eddie shook his head, confusion still present on his face.

“W-w-where’s Ri-Richie?” Bill asked.

“With Beverly.” The others looked at him equally as confused.

“I didn’t know she was coming,” Ben said. Richie’s parents were away at some convention for dentists, so he decided to have his friends over for a ‘guys night’ (it was a sleepover. They’re all lying to themselves). The only reason his mom went was that she didn’t trust his father.

“I didn’t either. She just sorta, showed up crying.” Eddie explained.

“She’s crying?” Ben asked.

“Yeah, and Richie asked for a minute. I have no clue whats going on, but it seemed serious.” Eddie continued. Bill remained quiet. Ben started panicking a little, every thought possible going through his head. Mike’s face twisted with concern. Stan’s did the same.

Richie continued to hold Beverly. Beverly continued to cry. “I’m sorry I came when Eddie was here.” She told him. Richie laughed softly.

“It’s okay. We were just waiting for pizzas. It’s no big deal.” He whispered. Beverly started to breathe easy for a second. “Just so you know the others are here too.” Richie blurted out. Beverly’s eyes went wide.

“What?” Beverly asked, pulling out of the hug. She wasn’t planning on this. She was planning on telling them at some point and it never really felt right. The mood was never depressing enough to talk about the shit she goes through.  

“I can make them leave if you want.” Richie offered.

“No, don’t do that.” She replied quickly. She wiped the tears from under her eyes and sat quietly for a minute. All the thoughts running through her brain. A series of what ifs. Richie watched her closely, he didn’t want her to do anything she didn’t want to do. He just wanted her pain to go away. “I could tell them.”

The silence in the room barred down on the two of them after she spoke. Her words hung in the air like something stuck in a spider web. “You- you don’t have to do that. I know it was hard to tell me-”

“I’m gonna do it.” She said, clearing her throat. She hugged Richie once more before Richie opened the door for her. The boys still outside of it. She wasn’t expecting to be confronted with it immediately, but she stood there and told the boys why she was there, she told them what happens, everything. She didn’t know what response she was expecting. Maybe disgust. Perhaps anger. But she was met with love and acceptance.

Hugs were shared and tears were shed, but movies were watched and popcorn popped. It was like everything was alright. Everything was normal, but no one wanted her to have to go back home. Because even though they had all been facing a monster for weeks, Beverly had been facing one her entire life.

[this-is-my-funny-reblogs-account]

The Timeline

As we already established I have zero self control so I decided to sort out the timeline of the 141 wives AU because it is a mess. So buckle up and enjoy my timeline:

4th of November 2013 - Christopher and Daniel Price were born.

18th of December 2017 - Fernando Vargas (Alejandro's son) was born.

* Christopher and Daniel are 4

20th of July 2018 - Sophia Riley was born. Firstborn of Simon.

* Christopher and Daniel are 4 (will turn 5) years old

* Fernando is 7 months.

14th of February 2019 - Aya was born in Urzikstan.

* Christopher and Daniel are 5 (will turn 6)

* Fernando is 1 year an 2 months (will turn 2)

* Sophia is 7 months (will turn 1)

January 2020 (Procedure started in November 2019) - Aya was adopted by Riley family after the Russian occupation of Urzikstan came to an end. Aya's family were killed by rising Al-Quatala (I can add some angst about Aya's biological family if you want)

* Christopher and Daniel are 6 (will turn 7)

*Fernando is 2 (will turn 3)

* Sophie is 1 (will turn 2)

1st of April 2020 - Charlotte (Lottie) Riley was born. She was supposed to be a Charles Riley but the April fools day magic.

7th of May 2020 - Anita Vargas (Alejandro's daughter) was born.

* Christopher and Daniel are 6 will turn 7

* Fernando is 2 (will turn 3)

* Sophie is 1 (will turn two)

* Aya is 15 months

2022 - MWII takes place from 16th of July 2022 to the 4th on November 2022 (Ghost was in Al-Mazrah during Sophie's birthday 😭)

* Christopher and Danny are 9

* Fernando is 5

* Anita is 2

* Sophie is 4

* Aya is 3

* Lottie is 2

October 30th 2022 - Sarah Riley was born.

2023 - The OG Riley girls story idea takes place aka In hiding phase (Soap and Gaz learn than Simon has a family)

* Christopher and Daniel are 10

* Fernando is 6

* Anita is 3

* Sophie is 5

* Aya is 4

* Lottie is 3

* Sarah is 1

10th of August 2024 - Fergus MacTavish was born.

* Christopher and Daniel are 10 (will turn 11)

* Fernando is 6 (will turn 7)

* Anita is 4

* Sophie is 6

* Aya is 5

* Lottie is 4

* Sarah is 1 (will turn 2)

2026 - Captured Riley family fic from @uselsshuman

23rd of March 2027 - Rose Garrick was born

* Christopher and Daniel are 13 (will turn 14)

* Fernando is 9 (will turn 10)

* Anita is 6 (will turn 7)

* Sophie is 8 (will turn 9)

* Aya is 8

* Lottie is 6 (will turn 7)

* Sarah is 4 (will turn 5)

* Fergus is 2 (will turn 3)

17th of January 2028 - Lilly Price was born

* Christopher and Daniel are 14 (will turn 15)

* Fernando is 10 (will turn 11)

* Anita is 7 (will turn 8)

* Sophie is 9 (will turn 10)

* Aya is 8 (will turn 9)

* Lottie is 7 (will turn 8)

* Sarah is 5 (will turn 6)

* Fergus is 3 (will turn 4)

* Rose is 9 months (will turn 1)

6th of September 2035 - Johnathan Thomas Riley was born (the unexpected Leach baby)

* Christopher and Daniel are 21 (will turn 22)

* Lilly is 7

* Fernando is 17 (will turn 18)

* Anita is 15

* Sophie is 17

* Aya is 16

* Lottie is 15

* Sarah is 12 (will turn 13 and I honestly waited with JT untill all Riley girls are teens)

* Fergus is 11

* Rose is 8

My Gosh it took me roughly around forever. Anyway here's the timeline according to me, accept is as cannon if you want or ignore it if you don't agree.

I'm out

[the-same-pic]

Fun fact: I’m married to Sophia Lillis. If you guys don’t believe me I’ll show you the picture

[a-constant-gay-panic]

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! REQUESTS ARE CLOSED !

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My masterlist!

Genres I'll write:

fluff

angst

smut

I can and will ignore/not write something (even if it is one of the genres listed above) if I see fit. this could be due to me not feeling comfortable writing about it, finding it offensive/insensitive etc. if that is the case, please just accept the fact and move on.

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Type of fics I'll write:

one shots

drabbles

imagines

song!fics

multi chapter fics 

AUs

dark!fics

Not sure if I'm missing anything.

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Who I'll write for:

HP

— Golden trio era —

Harry Potter

Hermione Granger

Ginny Weasley

George Weasley

Fred Weasley

Luna Lovegood

Cedric Diggory

Pansy Parkinson

Draco Malfoy (depending on the request)

— Marauders era —

James Potter

Sirius Black

Remus Lupin

Regulus Black

Lily Evans

Peter Pettigrew

— General/non specific era —

Bellatrix Black/Lestrange

Tom Riddle

Narcissa Black/Malfoy 

IT 

— Losers Club —

Beverly Marsh

Bill Denbrough

Richie Tozier

Stanley Uris

Mike Hanlan

Eddie Kaspbrak

Ben Hanscom

— Bowers Gang —

Henry Bowers

Victor Criss 

Patrick Hockstetter

Reginald (Belch) Huggins 

STRANGER THINGS

Steve Harrington

Eddie Munson

001 / Henry Creel

Max Mayfield

Robin Buckley

Billy Hargrove

Will Byers

OTHER FICTIONAL CHARACTERS 

Peter Parker (tasm & mcu)

Wanda and Pietro Maximoff (mcu)

Elio Perlman (cmbyn)

Hal (The king)

Rue Bennett (Euphoria)

Rodrick Heffley (diary of a wimpy kid)

CELEBRITIES

Either because I write for their fictional character/s or because I just feel like it: 

Jenna Ortega 

Sadie Sink

Sophia Lillis 

Timothée Chalamet 

Finn Wolfhard 

Zendaya 

Other than that, it all depends on said celebrity. If they’re not on the list, ask and I’ll get back to you.

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Types of Readers I’ll write for:

In regards to fluff, smut and angst:

fem!reader

gn!reader

male!reader (however I'm not the most experienced in this)

plus sized!reader

In regards to smut, specifically, I will write sub!reader but primarily dom!reader as I have more experience with this.

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What I will not write about:

Sexual harassment/abuse

Self Harm

ED's

Con-noncon / noncon

Illegal age gaps (a minor and an adult together)

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Things to include when making a request:

who you want to be in it

what kind of fic you want

any specific reader you had in mind

a basic idea / summary of what you want it to be about

any prompts from my prompt list (optional)

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That’s all from my side, love ya <3