#Song is Divine Loser by Clem Turner

[a-vicious-faithless-angel]

I cannot have it both ways please do not tell the time I cant be trusted with the date [I just can't help myself, I just cant help myself]

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[anexistingexistence]

Was writing and. There's this song. It has a lyric that goes "will you take my sickness, while I deprive you of your health" and that. That is so William/Porter to me.

[letterstwomars]

[vulpinesaint]

"this is the eddie brock song of all time" baby i think you might just be mentally ill

[ex-january]

My god you break the skin,

But may i be thy heaven?

Will you take my sickness-?

While i deprive you of your health.

[dashasaurus]

I bite my fingernails till I taste bone

[raptorrobot]

thankyou all for your service . the playlist has lengthened by an hour <3

KEEP EM COMIN' !

CALLING ALL GABRIEL ENTHUSIASTS‼️ my spotify playlist for him that i listen to whilst drawing him is far too short for my taste. please bestow upon me your finest gabe-coded songs thankyou

[420technoblazeit]

anyway. divine loser clem turner as an act 2 jayvik song do you see my vision

[heavilycaffeinatedsblog]

just finished reading ‘2251.5 Miles’ and i have to ask, do you have spotify? i fell in love w the songs you mentioned and would love to hear more :)

Omg STAWP recommending music is my love language, don’t mind if I do. However, I don’t have a Spotify for my fanfic account AND my actual one is frankly such an embarrassing chaotic mess. Spotify calls my genre of choice “goblincore” so if you look that up on Spotify, you’ll pretty much find what I listen to lol. A lot of indie alternative folk!

So, I’ll just give you some of my favs!

Favorite artist: The Amazing Devil

Current favorite songs: The Trapeze Swinger (surprise surprise), The Divine Loser by Clem Turner, my fault by Ethan Regen, ANYTHING Ethel Cain or Noah Kahan

For writing Klance: a lot of Glass Animals, Iron and Wine, Noah Kahan, and a dash of Taylor Swift

See! I told you it’s an embarrassing chaotic mess! But I’ll keep you guys updated with what I’m listening to 🥰🥰

[oncasette]

Shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

tagged by @ladylannisterxo 🫶

1. vienna by billy joel

2. divine loser by clem turner

3. unknown/nth by hozier

4. sunlight by hozier

5. which witch by florence + the machine

6. too sweet by hozier

7. hatef—ck by the bravery

8. jessie’s girl (the glee cast version)

9. radio ga ga by queen

10. talk by hozier

tagging @inklore @inkluvs @littledemondani @thyme-in-a-bubble @anqeliclust @aemondvelaryon @sebsxphia @venuslore @nottsangel @hope-drunk

[c0smic-horrorwerewolf]

Songs for OC animations, fan animations or OC lore you probably haven’t used

Infected- Repo! The Genetic Opera.

A dear mistaking candles for headlights- Crywank

Slipping- doctor horrible sing-along blog

I am.. All of me- Crush 40

The tennis Song- City of Angel

Nothing bad ever happens to me- Oingo Boingo

Dear God- XTC

Bitch Bitch Bitch- Jekyll and Hyde the musical (PLEASEEEE DO THIS ONE ITS THE BEST SONG)

Where I want to be- Chess the musical

Faith- Ghost

Queen of misery- Toy Matinee

Achilles come down- Gang of Youths

Divine Loser- Clem Turner

Evelyn Evelyn- Evelyn Evelyn 

Black Sheep- Poor man’s Poison

This is Love- Air Traffic Control

Cirice- Ghost

Disembodied mind- Sparkbird

Kiss me son of god- They Might be Giants

Follow The Leader- Jon English

[dead-boyfriend-detectives]

hi! I’m writing a fic for my previous post! it’s called “Divine Loser” (inspired by the song by Clem Turner) and will be posted on the 10th, on aO3, but i’ll post the link here. thanks for the support!

link to the original post:

https://www.tumblr.com/dead-boyfriend-detectives/755196362935713792/what-i-think-is-going-to-have-happen-for-charles?source=share

[saytrrose]

Someone asked me what songs I think I would hc with Queenie but I tried answering it like 4 times and it would load so I’ll post that here.

I don’t have any songs that directly correlate to Queenie because we don’t have much of a personality to go off of for her besides headcanons- but I do have a Kinger playlist that I am re-organizing currently which has some songs I either portray as Kingers feelings about Queenie or Kinger and Queenie together.

[us3rnam3-r3dact3d]

another one thank you 🤭🤭

lovely - 97

vincent - 39

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CRAB ANON!! Anything for you!!!

(I realized after finishing it that I read my list wrong and did an entire review for All My Love when it was meant to be July by Hozier. So you're getting both ILY)

Divine Loser | Clem Turner

Ooohhh man Lovely's trauma!!! Dude... they have to have a lot of trauma. The amount of shit they've been through... yeah this song represents the times they don't handle it all gracefully.

My hands, they wander off I'm not afraid of death I'm just afraid of feeling numb

Lovely has faced death more than most people will ever have the misfortune of claiming. How could they be afraid of it? How could they be scared to die when they have?

I don't know how I am I'll pay you handsomely If I should drift away Please don't revive me

Baby, just let me bleed in peace

Do you think it flicked through their mind, laying there in Vincent's arms? Do you think they considered just... letting it happen? You've gotta get tired after a while. You've got to get tired to living and living and living when everything keeps trying to make you stop.

It's balanced on my wrist My pulse is populous It grips my skeleton Of course, you'd know -

My god, you break the skin But may I be thy heaven? Will you take my sickness While I deprive you of your health?

They can't feed Vincent anymore. That's not the important thing to think about when they're literally dying, but I think that it might have stuck in their mind. He saves them, but they can't give him anything anymore.

I bit my fingernails Until I tasted bone So my body remains But my purpose just stopped

My habits wouldn't heal I had to have killed god And my body remains But the person is gone

They're going to look the same way for the rest of forever. They're never going to change. But they are so very different than they were before.

All My Love | Noah Kahan

A song about a relationship that is long past and the love that he still holds for that person. I think for Vincent this translates more to the relationships with his family than a romantic one.

We once sang Retrograde, we'd shake the frame of your car Now I know your name, but not who you are It's all okay There ain't a drop of bad blood, it's all my love

Vincent knows his family's names. He knows where they live. He could go see them. He could stalk them online. He could find out how they are. But I don't think he has. I think he's left them in his mind exactly how they were before he died. I think he can't stand to know how they've changed.

You got all my love while I'm still out here With the pills and the dogs, if you need me, dear I'm the same as I was, it's all okay There ain't a drop of bad blood, it's all my love

Vincent hasn't aged a day since he died. He hasn't changed. If his mother saw him on the street, she would see the ghost of him, the same boy she lost.

And my goodness the blood motif!! No bad blood!

Well, those five words in my head, you said, "I'll never let you go"

July | Hozier

July is Vincent reflecting on all of the life and love that Lovely brought to him.

Winter worn me out like I was Prada Threw up on me when the night was through You can keep a dream in your mind Only to find it's the hope that was killing you

But you arrived like sunlight in the gloom And burned off the haze when the year was still new

Keeping me going how you show up like July, July And July is still coming It's made real by the things that you do

I mean what a metaphor!! A guy who can't be in the sun has someone who comes into his life and absolutely lights him up inside.

Anyway I think it's a sweet song and I love sun metaphors for vampires.

[fumifooms]

oh, sorry for so many asks, i also wanted to say too though i really agree so much with your chilchuck thoughts so far, even down to your personal headcanons about how things might go post-series. and you're absolutely right, i'll defend that little guy any day myself. you understand him so well and it's kind of relaxing to have someone else dish out this kind of analysis and already agree with all of it cus it's just so real, so thank you again for the Meal <- perhaps the perfect thing to say about dungeon meshi analysis when i think about it

i know you have playlists and stuff so i wanted to share a song i've been listening to that that reminds me of him: divine loser by clem turner

No worries, they’ve been a lot of fun! I do plan on getting back to each one btw, just gotta get through some other things first hopefully. Aaaah that’s really nice to hear 🥺 I do know the feeling haha, it’s always fun to have posts that Get It that you just nod along with 🤝 I’ve thought sooo much about Chilchuck I rotate him in my brain like rotisserie chicken more often than not, glad it all ended up being productive haha. Y’know recently my friends have been calling me a Chilchuck superfan/scholar jokingly and it actually made me have a realization moment of…

Bc I’ve always said Laios was my fave and like, he does mean everything to me idk if I’ve ever felt so seen as with Laios, I relate to him sooo much, but then. Okay alright that can be a different thing than a character being your favorite fine FINE I admit it Chilchuck’s my top blorbo. He’s so.🧍‍♂️I can’t even describe. He’s so….. He’s a clown but he’s also perfection in its best imperfect form I will not be taking further questions today. My friend called him my silly rabbit like that one meme and it makes me laugh sm

Thank you for the music rec!! I listened to it and yes agreed, sent straight to my Chil playlist. Songs are my bread and butter when I have character brainrot bc like with web weavings I feel like there are so many emotions and thoughts you can communicate about something so simply through one… (Which for anyone interested here’s my web weaving tag, got 2 about Chil). Gonna link all my dunmeshi playlists while I’m here: Dungeon Meshi, Chilchuck & his wife, marchil, Mithrun.

Ok everyone saw this coming but this ask ran away from me and I ramble about some song lyrics I associate with Chil & different facets of his life below the cut. Some people find my, ehem, heated rambles about Chil entertaining, this is your cue to get out the popcorn.

When thinking about songs for Chil I have 3 angles I take: About Chilchuck, about him and his wife, or about him & Marcille. Marchil is so engraved into me with their arcs together, that they’re like the concept of closure and letting go and letting yourself live again to me, sorry for all the non-enjoyers… But his dynamic with Marcille is a large part of his character arc so still fits, rock on.

I think currently my top song for him is Jackrabbit by San Fermin, because it combines all three it makes me go wild. It’s about trepidation… Throwing yourself into it even despite the fear (working with traps, survival in poverty where you have to rush & hustle), or just staying there paralyzed(not reaching out to his wife). Flight or freeze!! Saying goodbyes and saying hellos!! Not dying alone!! The life cycle of a wild rabbit living and dying, the baton pass race of life from generation to generation!! Chil and his daughters even!!! Going through life at a frenzied pace!! It is so Chilchuck and so marchil, and the music does give that hurried and scared energy to me too, and sigh the Marcille side to it with fear of death too…

Extra fun context but the other day on the discord server we were talking about what animal each character’s fursona would be as we do and I thought of a rabbit for Chilchuck: Quick footed, ‘cowardly’, small and frail and seen as weak 🙃, athletic and slender, pulls stunts, stressed out, has very fine hearing and has good instincts, etc. And ofc that fits really well with Marcille since she’s kinda associated with dungeon rabbits hehe~ But I think while Marcille’s 100% the cute round rabbit Chil’s more like a brown hare, more wild and like, more like a jackalope if we’re still doing monsters... I do lowkey find it more fun than his associated monster being mimics because he’s crabby, because they’re clever (with where they place themselves) and because of how he has a soft shell but soft insides, lol.

OKAY so that’s my song pick with the main 3 facets sure, now I’ll share some lyrics for each 3 sides separatedly 😈 Kinda summarizing my web weavings for him thus far. If we start with Chilchuck by himself we have… Enter One by Shelby Merry and Drunk by The Living Tombstone

With his wife, we have the bad end, and the good end for if they get back together with Lost Kitten by Metric and North by Sleeping At Last… Okay okay plus Love Like Ghosts and My Heart is Buried in Venice… Little Soldier by The Crane Wives for them also RUIN me

And Marchil… Marchil oh my beloved. Another buddy also made a full analysis on discord about Soap by The Oh Hellos for them lol, but these are Not I by I Fight Dragons and My Heart is Buried in Venice again~

Okay okay two more. Boats & Birds by Gregory and The Hawk, and Tummy by Tamino.

Finishing it up with quotes from, in order, A Softer World by Joey Comeau, Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky, Acknowledgements by Danez Smith, The Letter by Richard Paul Evans, and last but not least posts from dead tumblr account flintcoded. I keep looking around and finding MORE fitting quotes. Someone stop me- In loving me you hold a knife at my throat, in loving you I tell you exactly where to cut. Forgive me, memory is a rope around my neck. I need you to be happy, I need one of us to be happy.

Hand in unlovable hand…

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