#Simon Curtis RA

[aneysajanis]

‘IMIĘ TO S-I-M-O-N,

GRA TO P-O-P’

Znałam piosenki Simona Curtisa jako nastolatka, jednak minęło sporo czasu, zanim

podjęłam decyzję o odpaleniu na jednym z serwisów muzycznych albumu "RA" i

przesłuchaniu go w całości. A mówiąc 'sporo czasu', mam tu na myśli kilka ładnych lat,

bowiem album został wydany 7 czerwca 2011 przez wytwórnię artysty - 'BoyRobot Records'.

Ciekawe jest to, że zawsze miałam, jak się niedawno okazało, błędne wrażenie, że Simon w

swojej twórczości bywa zbyt dziecinny i prosty, mimo, iż słychać, że stać go na dużo więcej.

Przeczucie takie zdecydowanie kreowała u mnie słaba znajomość jego twórczości, bo po

zaznajomieniu się z tym materiałem... cóż... Można powiedzieć, że doznałam objawienia

muzycznego.

Niezwykle rzadko zdarza się, że po przesłuchaniu albumu w całości stwierdzam, iż jest

jednym z tych niewielu, na którym dosłownie każda piosenka jest według mnie na tyle dobra,

że mogłaby być singlem i nieźle sobie radzić z popularnością. Drugi krążek Simona i

zarazem pierwszy komercyjny (jego poprzednik bowiem został udostępniony przez samego

artystę za darmo), zalicza się do tej kategorii. Niewątpliwie jest to jego najlepsza praca i, jak

dotąd, szczyt w karierze muzycznej.

To wydanie z gatunku Elektronika i Dance-pop zawiera w sobie 14 utworów, które znawcy

nowoczesnego popu mogliby określić mianem: 'kawał dobrej roboty'.

Dla kontrastu warto wspomnieć tutaj o debiucie artysty na światowej scenie pop, czyli krążku

"8Bit Heart", nawiązującego swoją tematyką do poszukiwania miłości, wytwarzającego

dosyć lekki klimat. Tak samo jak w przypadku "The Fame" i "The Fame Monster" Lady GaGi,

w stosunku do albumu "RA" jest on jak yin-yang. Dlaczego? Właśnie dlatego, że "RA", w

przeciwieństwie do swojego poprzednika posiada ciężki, emocjonalny i wręcz mroczny

klimat. Tak jak na pierwszym albumie artysty mamy do czynienia z poszukiwaniem miłości i

zatapianiu się w nią, tak tym razem możemy wyczuć wściekłość, ból i niechęć do związków i miłości, które Simon chciał nam przekazać nie tylko przez słowa, ale również przez idealnie

dopasowaną do nich muzykę. Jeśli nie spotkałeś się jeszcze z określeniem 'dark pop'

polecam wypróbować ten album.

Jak na 14 utworów w tym wydaniu znajdziemy dość mało singli, a dokładniej mówiąc

doszukamy się jedynie dwóch.

"Superhero" jest pierwszym singlem promującym ten album i zarazem moją najmniej

ulubioną piosenką w całym zestawieniu jakie oferuje nam "RA".

Tym drugim okazuje się być niezwykle zmysłowy utwór "Flesh", którego słuchając odnoszę

wrażenie jakbym oglądała sensualne gejowskie porno. To właśnie jedna z tych piosenek

Curtisa, jakie znam od niepamiętnych czasów. Prawdę mówiąc niektóre jego utwory były na

tyle dobre i wpasujące się w mój gust muzyczny, że odtwarzałam je przez te lata na tyle

często, żeby na ten moment stwierdzić, iż mam ich już dość :D. Ich lista nie kończy się na

wspomnianym przed momentem singlu. Innymi takimi ścieżkami pochodzącymi z tego

albumu są robotyczne i brutalne "I Hate U" oraz według mnie nadający się na trzeci singiel

"D.T.M.".

A skoro już jesteśmy przy utworach, do moich ulubionych, których słucham na okrągło i

które zapewne za kolejne kilka lat dołączą do mojej listy pt. 'słuchałam ich tak często, że się

już nimi zmęczyłam' są: otwierająca piosenka "Laser Guns Up", "Pit of Vipers", którą wprost

uwielbiam śpiewać pod prysznicem, "Chip in Your Head" oraz oczywiście "Get in Line",

według mnie będąca najbardziej emocjonalną pozycją w całym wydaniu, co słychać w głosie

Simona, kiedy śpiewa.

Zanim poruszę część liryczną, nie wypada mi nie napisać, że Simon Curtis jest geniuszem

jeśli chodzi o pisanie tekstów.

Obfite metafory, niebanalne rymy oraz gry słów są wszechobecne nie tylko na tym albumie,

ale także w całej jego twórczości. Przy tym albumie bardzo zagłębiłam się w teksty wszystkich piosenek i to co zauważyłam

delikatnie mnie zaskoczyło, pomimo tego, że już wcześniej byłam świadoma olbrzymiego

talentu Curtisa do pisania tekstów.

Zacznę od początku, tak jak właściwie zaczyna się cała przygoda z tym albumem: pierwsze

słowa, jakie usłyszymy to hipnotyczna epifora "The name is S I M O N, the game is P O P,

you see". Słowa te powtarzane w kółko brzmią bardzo chwytliwie i przykuwają uwagę i

właśnie w tym miejscu, chwilę potem słyszymy pierwsze wersy zwrotki: "Mam już twoją

uwagę, to teraz ją zachowam, lepiej mnie wysłuchaj". Taki zabieg na samym początku

sprawia, że słuchacz chce pozostać dłużej i odkryć więcej i Simon doskonale to wiedział.

Zwróciłam również szczególną uwagę na to w jaki sposób artysta bawi się słowem.

Zazwyczaj układ rymów w zwrotkach i refrenach piosenek pop prezentuje się tak:

-A

-A

-B

-B

-C

-C

-D

-D,

co oznacza, że wyraz, kończący wers pierwszy, rymuje się z tym, który kończy kolejny. Jest

to powszechnie stosowany układ w dzisiejszej muzyce, jeśli chodzi o rymy, również

wykorzystany przez Curtisa na tym albumie. Jednak brawa należą się za to, że oprócz tego

w niektórych wersach pojawiają się słowa, ukrywające rym do tego, które kończy tę samą

linijkę. Przykład:

"Callin' out my NAME the FAME

The FLAMES are one and the SAME

So sign me up to love you, cuz I'm ready for the GAME" ~ "Soul 4 Sale".

Skoro jesteśmy przy rymach, w piosence "Chip in Your Head" wykorzystany został ciekawy

zabieg na zasadzie sugestii. Już tłumaczę: słowem kończącym wers piąty drugiej zwrotki

jest 'BASS', zatem na końcu kolejnego wersu powinno pojawić się takie, które będzie

odpowiadało do niego rymem. Owo słowo wcale się nie pojawia, jednak za pomocą tekstu

go poprzedzającego ( "you shake your ....") odbiorcy jest ono zasugerowane i tak oto w

swojej wyobraźni słyszy on jedyne odpowiadające tutaj słowo (Ass).

W utworze "Flesh" natrafimy nawet na wyrazy dźwiękonaśladowcze, dodatkowo

wzbogacone o odpowiednie dla nich brzmienie ("...feel the pulse beat beat beat beat..." )

Na "RA" najbardziej bezlitosnymi utworami pod względem leksykalnym są według mnie

"Chip in Your Head" oraz "Soul 4 Sale" .

W wielu innych niektóre wyrazy są mocno zaakcentowane poprzez muzykę.

Część liryczna tego albumu jest wybitna i pomimo korzystania z prostego i nowoczesnego

języka, zasługuje na miano poezji.

O tym jak wiele figur stylistycznych możemy doszukać się na tym albumie i twórczości

Curtisa w ogóle, można by właściwie napisać odrębny artykuł.

Ale nie tylko styl jest tu ważny, a jeszcze nie wspomniałam nawet o tym, jak Simon łączy

tutaj teksty swoich piosenek z muzyką.

Po pierwsze: wyrazy dobrane są tu niezwykle ostrożnie i inteligentnie, tak by ich brzmienie

odpowiednie było do ciężkiej muzyki i często szybkiej 'nawijki', bowiem z wokalnej strony

albumu pojawiają się elementy rapu. Muzyka i słowa idealnie współgrają ze sobą i tworzą

spójność.

Można powiedzieć, że wydźwięk niektórych słów traktować się powinno jako instrument.

To co możemy wyciągnąć z połączenia muzyki i tekstu to oczywiście wyrażane emocje a

najciekawszymi piosenkami pod tym względem są według mnie najsmutniejsze i względnie

delikatne "This is How You Start a War" (Simon wykorzystał tutaj swój wokal w wysokiej

skali, by brzmiał jak płacz) oraz prawdziwe, zagrzewające do walki o samego siebie oraz

dodające powera "Get in Line" (w której artysta pewnym siebie, chwilami agresywnym

głosem krzyczy do naszych głośników). Piosenkarz nie mógł zinterpretować ich lepiej niż

właśnie w taki sposób.

Gdybym powiedziała, że na tym albumie każdy znajdzie coś dla siebie, skłamałabym.

Krążek posiada bardzo jednolity styl muzyczny a piosenki brzmią podobnie.

Nie doszukamy się tutaj prawdziwych instrumentów, a zastąpią je za to ciężkie elektroniczne

dźwięki, ogłuszające basy i wyrazisty bit. Słychać też ograniczenie do jednego wokalu -

artysta zdecydował się nie korzystać ze wsparcia innych wokalistów. O chórkach można

zapomnieć. Jeśli chodzi o muzykę, dominuje pewnego rodzaju astetyzm (tylko w rozumieniu

wykorzystywanych dźwięków), którego jednak nie odczuwa się słuchając albumu, przez

mroczny i przytłaczający wręcz klimat tej popowej bomby oraz dynamikę utworów.

Simon Curtis jest niezależnym artystą, co oznacza, że promocja albumu nie odbyła się z

pomocą żadnej słynnej wytwórni. W rzeczywistości promocja była minimalna, wydanie nie

posiada wersji Deluxe, do żadnej piosenki nie powstał nawet teledysk a i tak album dotarł do

ogromnej ilości odbiorców i ich serc. Oprócz tego pojawił się na 20 miejscu w zestawieniu

Billboard Dance/Electronic Albums. Młody piosenkarz zebrał w nim tłumiące w sobie przez

ostatni rok przed jego wydaniem uczucia i doświadczenia. Szybko wpadające w ucho

piosenki i profesjonalne teksty sprawiły, że odbiór tego dzieła był dla mnie nadzwyczaj

przyjemny, a "RA" zaklasyfikował się do listy moich ulubionych albumów.

Polecam wszystkim zagorzałym fanom muzyki pop oraz ludziom przykładającym ogromną

wagę do tekstów.

~Aneysa

[dancingstarsbornfromchaos]

“Flesh” - Simon Curtis

[wormchaser]

downward spiral or RA simon curtis... no decision has ever been harder than this

[bananasfosterparent]

TAV x ASTARION SONGS ABOUT: Falling in Love

Since I have a massive 170+ song playlist for my Tav, Efenity and Astarion, I decided to gather the most "important" and relevant ones, for my own reference/index mostly, but also if anyone else's Tav has a similar dynamic with him maybe you can swipe some of these songs :P Maybe it will give you ideas or help expand your TavxAstarion playlists idk! (Obviously I have a lot more for Efenity vs just Astarion, but that's because I'm always inside her head lmao Also, all links lead to Youtube btw. And it's mostly electronic music)

For context of my Tav: Efenity Kelmorn is a half high-elf, Storm Sorcerer (mostly lightning), and criminal. Neutral Evil, ESTP. More about her here.

Here are songs about them falling in love:

⚔⚔⚔ Astarion's POV ⚔⚔⚔ ⚔ Only Want to Be With You - Volbeat ⚔ Love - Simon Curtis ⚔ Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic - Ra ⚔ Electric Blue (Extended) - Icehouse ⚔ Everywhere (Babsy. Flip) - Fleetwood Mac

🌩️🌩️🌩️ Efenity's POV 🌩️🌩️🌩️ 🌩️Misery - RUNN 🌩️ One Look - Jason Ross (ft Heather Sommer) 🌩️Anything You Want - HYDEE & MOONZz 🌩️Dangerous (ft Danyka Nadeau) - Televisor 🌩️ Sounds Good To Me - Hanne Mjøen 🌩️ Toes - Lights 🌩️Feels Right (ft RUNN) - Crystal Skies 🌩️ Confetti - Hilary Duff 🌩️ Are You That Somebody? - Aaliyah 🌩️Tension - Dagny 🌩️ Butterflies - Medina 🌩️ Quit U - Tritional

🌩️⚔🌩️ BOTH ⚔🌩️⚔🌩️ 🖤Strange Magic - Evan Rachael Wood & Alan Cumming

[lacrimosathedark]

RadioApple

Perception Check by Tom Cardy (but specifically the Vicious Mockery part) Your Stupid Face by Kaden MacKay (this is like THE Radioapple song) Not Another Song About Love by Hollywood Ending Love Again by Dua Lipa (I heard this and thought of Lucifer recovering after Lilith) Cooler Than Me by Mike Posner A Lovely Night from La La Land (I more think of this as a RadioRose song, but it works either way) Hey Daddy (Daddy's Home) by Usher (SOLELY because Amir Talai is a chaotic gremlin and had it on his Instagram stories with 📻🍎)

for a little spicier... Villain by Bella Poarch Teeth by 5SOS (tbh probably also works for Lucilith) Flesh by Simon Curtis

For toxic/unhealthy Radioapple, Cannibal by Naethan Apollo Living Hell by Bella Poarch Attention by Charlie Puth

Individuals beneath the thingy

Alastor

You're Never Fully Dressed Without a Smile by Donald Craig (basically his theme song) Happy Face by Jagwar Twins (absolutely perfect but there's also a great animatic) GOSSIP by Maneskin (mostly because of the bomb animatic but it does actually fit him) Friends on the Other Side from Princess and the Frog (because duh) Down in New Orleans from Princess and the Frog phony by Will Stetson and/or Trickle (it's two different translations of the same song) Gives You Hell by All-American Rejects (the words are perfect but the original doesn't fit his vibe but Django Wallace has an acoustic cover that's nice) Shadow by Livingston Nightmares Never End by JT Music Fais Do Do by Ann Savoy (a New Orleans lullaby I found when researching the city) FRIENDS by Marshmello (@ Vox) NO by Meghan Trainor The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid Killer in the Mirror by Set It Off Killer by The Ready Set Choke by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME Fences by Paramore Sad by Bo Burnham (You cannot tell me he wouldn't sing this) Party Like Its 1929 by TAPE FIVE Sinners by Nahu Pyrope Demon Lord by Sena Kiryuin Demons Banquet by Will Stetson Signed & Sealed by HalaCG Whisper Whisper Whisper by Himuimo PSYCHO by AViVA

Lucifer

The Greatest Show from The Greatest Showman (definitively His Song) A Million Dreams from The Greatest Showman Fairytale by Alexander Rybak (tbh a Lucilith song but it's so perfect for him with the violin and everything it's His Song in my head) All Eyes on Me by OR3O Look Who's Inside Again by Bo Burnham Shit by Bo Burnham (depression!) Don't You Worry Child by Swedish House Mafia Hell's Comin' With Me by Poor Mans Poison The Mask And The Mirror by Poor Mans Poison overwhelmed by Royal & the Serpent (Anxiety: the Song) I'm a Mess by Bebe Rexha I'm Gonna Show You Crazy by Bebe Rexha Panic Room by Au/Ra I Should Have Stayed at Home by Ryan Mack I'll Sleep When I'm Dead by Set It Off Dear Theodosia from Hamilton Daughters by John Mayer Wherever You May Go by The Calling Demons by Imagine Dragons Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol In the End by Linkin Park Numb by Linkin Park Unknown Mother Goose by rachie My Nightmare by Get Scared Sarcasm by Get Scared Just One Yesterday by Fall Out Boy Heartbreak Feels So Good by Fall Out Boy Song of the Caged Bird by Lindsey Stirling Miss Murder by AFI Circus by Britney Spears INFERNO by Sub Urban and Bella Poarch Lucifer by Trickle House of Memories by Panic! at the Disco Crazy = Genius by Panic! at the Disco Say Amen (Saturday Night) by Panic! at the Disco For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic by Paramore Polkamania by Weird Al Yankovic (I saw somewhere that he likes polka and now I'm stuck with This) Angel With a Shotgun by The Cab (obligatory for any angel character) Angels by Vicetone (more a Vaggie song but also works for him) The Devil Went Down to Georgia (obligatory) Violin Sonata in G minor (aka The Devil's Trill Sonata) composed by Giuseppe Tartini

a couple Lucilith songs because it feels very integral to Lucifer's character

100 Years by OR3O Take Me to Church by Hozier Somebody That I Used To Know by gotye Hopelessly Devoted To You from Grease Church by Fall Out Boy This Love by Maroon 5 Horns by Bryce Fox

And maybe some electro swing to dance to?

Betty Boop by Charlie Puth Posin by Glenn Gatsby Picolo and a Cane by TeknoAXE Tangled Up by Caro Emerald Puttin' On the Ritz by Betty Booom She Wants Me Dead by Cazzette Lone Digger by Caravan Palace

This is all without including fansongs, of which there are...a lot for Alastor in particular. And the lists are still growing lol

asking for a friend does anyone have songs that remind you of radioapple? songs for just lucifer or alastor work too

[djhamaradio]

Musician Catalogs that I love

Nas

Jay-Z

Ghostfacekillah

Art Blakey (Not a fan of some of the late 70s and early 80s stuff)

Eric Dolphy

Sun-Ra

A Tribe Called Quest

Outkast

Wu-Tang Clan (I like some of the songs on the post Wu-tang Forever album)

Mos-Def

UGK

Donny Hathaway

Curtis Mayfield

Sly & The Family Stone

Charles Mingus (Huge catalog impossible to heart everything but I have done my due diligence)

Nina Simone (Unparalleled)

Fela Kuti (Always suprising)

18.Miles Davis (A formidably large catalog full of hidden gems)

19. John Coltrane

20 Al Green

21.The Notorious BIG (Notoriously small catalog but everything is flawless)

22.Flying Lotus -

23. Roc Marciano

24. Action Bronson

25. Mach Hommy (Very exciting and bizarre catalog)

[bluebblurry]

So this was losely themed on antiheros, but eh

[sparklywerewolfwildness]

Well... out of curiosity and nostalgia (from when we had quarantine and more free time), I listened again to some songs from Lordi, the rock n' roll band which won Eurovision with the "Hard Rock Hallelujah" and again I liked them so much, but two of them standed out.

I don't know for you, but I think Catra could have written something sort of like this. But it would be for the princesses of power, not the masters of the universe.

And with this, I can easily see Zarya, Piper and probably my OC, Seren from the mysticons singing it to Creed, because of how much they love to hate that Snakie, viperious, slithering evil entrepreneur, created by Strife667 (or in tublr: verminator-rex). Hope I'm not the only one who thinks it. Oh, also, this is another song for him I had in mind.

[adrianicsea]

@rockthebeatbro asked for my tastefully bass-boosted edit of flesh by simon curtis so here it is. for anyone else still listening to simon curtis in 2018 who also thinks the original song just didn’t have enough body to it. (watch out it might be a bit loud)

[ninjnerd-anaklusmos]

Time to Commit Crime Brûlèe:

A playlist

Graveyard; Halsey

Partners In Crime; Set It Off, Ash Costello

Play With Fire; Sam Tinnesz, Yacht Money

Middle Finger; Bohnes

you should see me in a crown; Billie Eilish

Despicable; grandson

Devil On My Shoulder; Faith Marie

If I Killed Someone For You; Alec Benjamin

Twisted; MISSIO

BLAME IT ON THE KIDS; AViVA

Angry Too; Lola Blanc

Sociopath; StayLoose, Bryce Fox

Saints; Echos

Redemption; Besomorph, Coopex, RIELL

Serial Killer; Moncrieff, JUDGE

Who Am I; Besomorph, RIELL

It's My Party; Obey Me! Boys

Angels Like You; Miley Cyrus

Disturbia; The Sequence

Therefore I Am; Rain Paris

This Little Girl; Cady Groves

PLAYING WITH FIRE; BLACKPINK

Panic Room; Au/Ra

Darkside; grandson

Bordeline; Nico Collins

Cry Baby; American Avenue, Kaile Wolfe

HARLEY FVCKING QUINN; Sarah de Warren, Biometrix, Marcus McCoan

Joke's On You; Charlotte Lawrence

Killer; Valerie Broussard

vicious; Tate McRae

I Did Something Bad; Taylor Swift

This Mountain; Faouzia

Savage; Bahari

Animal I Have Become; Three Days Grace

Boss Bitch; Doja Cat

I'm Gonna Show You Crazy; Bebe Rexha

Nightmare; Halsey

Born Without A Heart; Faouzia

The Best; Future Royalty

jealousy, jealousy; Olivia Rodrigo

Control; Halsey

Walls Could Talk; Halsey

Nightmare; Besomorph, RIELL

Queen; Loren Gray

Dandelion; Gabbie Hanna

Mad Hatter; Melanie Martinez

Like A Vampire; Catrien

Tag, You're It; Melanie Martinez

Super Psycho Love; Simon Curtis

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things; Taylor Swift

Wasabi; Little Mix

brutal; Olivia Rodrigo

One Woman Army; Porcelain Black

good 4 u; Olivia Rodrigo

Bad Bitch; Bebe Rexha, Ty Dolla $ign

RABBIT HOLE; AViVA

Class Fight; Melanie Martinez

Alone; Nico Collins

Liar, Liar; Peyton List

Butterflies; Zendaya

Killing Butterflies; Lewis Blissett

Burned; Grace VanderWaal

Pit Of Vipers; Simon Curtis

Sorry Not Sorry; Demi Lovato

Bad Enough For You; All Time Low

Therefore I Am; Billie Eilish

Dance In The Dark; Au/Ra

Everything Black; Unlike Pluto, Mike Taylor

House Of Memories; Panic! At The Disco

parents; YUNGBLUD

Sarcasm; Get Scared

Bad Word; Panicland

Not Afraid; GJan

Blood // Water; grandson

Let You Down; NF

Bad Child; Tones And I

Kill This Love; Social Repose

Take You To Hell; Ava Max

Wolf In Sheep's Clothing; Set It Off

Cradles; Sub Urban

Vulture, Vulture; Of Monsters And Men

break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored; Ariana Grande

IDGAF; Dua Lipa

Queen of Mean; Sarah Jeffrey

Siren; Kailee Morgue

Teeth; 5SOS

Like Lovers Do; Hey Violet

Paranoia; Neoni

Bad Blood; Taylor Swift

Dead Girl! (Shake My Head); Au/Ra, Faith Maire

no body, no crime; Taylor Swift, HAIM

Anxiety; Besomorph, The Tech Thieves

EVIL; AViVA

Hostage; Besomorph, RIELL

Here Comes Trouble; Neoni

Lie To Me; RIELL

WICKED; AViVA

Reaper; Glaceo, RIELL

Not Your Baby; Cadmium, Jex

Lost In Translation; Besomorph, Veronica Bravo

Eat You Alive; Cadmium, Skrybe, RIELL

Burn The House Down; AJR

Sweet Dreams; Besomorph

Monster; Besomorph

CEMETERY; AViVA

Shameless; Biometrix, Bolshiee

all the good girls go to hell; Billie Eilish

Heaven; Julia Michaels

Lovely; Midsplit, No-One, bhea, A-SHO

Dancing With The Devil; Alter

STFD; TeZAtalks

911; Ellise

Keep It To Myself; Ellise

On Accident; Nico Collins

Crash; Neovaiii

Ghost; Nic Collins

Venom; Icon For Hire

Burning House; Nico Collins

That's the playlist! Thank you for checking it out! Feel free to send in an ask with a suggestion for this playlist, as I feel it might be missing something.

[n7punk]

I would kill for that playlist. Maybe you could share a handful of songs. 🥺 Also, your writing is so good it gives me heart palpitations. Not sure if that was ever your intention when writing but your succeed either way.

aaa ty so much! that’s absolutely wild that it affects you so much ty!!

okay my playlist is kind of roughly divided into sections (they blend a bit) and long (ive added more since that last ask lmao), so ill do some highlights from each section below the cut. i have a separate playlist for adora and a separate catradora playlist but my catra playlist is by far the longest and has some catradora sections on it too. sorry if any of these are locked to people without youtube red but you can just search the song if so.

some of these I’m going to highlight lyrics for because I just have Thoughts ok but ill mostly do it for the lesser known artists. EDIT: added a few more songs 2/8/21

Horde days:

White Lies - To lose my life (It’s just..... Catra/SW about Adora ok)

He said to lose my life or lose my love/That's the nightmare I've been running from/So let me hold you in my arms a while/I was always careless as a child

Adora leaving:

How - The Neighbourhood

All You Had To Do Was Stay - Taylor Swift (I think I’m funny)

Good For You - Dear Evan Hanson

The Tech Thieves - On My Own

Enough - The Tech Thieves (I MEAN HOLY SHIT it’s the thaymor song!!)

Guess you found my heart wasn't enough?/Throw another of your right hooks/Never thought you'd leave me in the dust

Beth Crowley - Gone (oh it’s how She-ra took Adora from her Cool)

XYLØ - I Don't Want To See You Anymore

Don’t Blame Me - Taylor Swift (I mean COME ON)

How to Start a War - Simon Curtis (OK OK OK ITS THE SEASON ONE CATRADORA SONG OK)

I thought we were meant to be/Thought it'd be you and me/Standing together at the end of the world/I guess that's not what you want

This is not how you make love/This is not what we signed up for/This is not how it's meant to be/This how you start a war

Nothing More - Go To War (Another season one catradora song)

I don't know what you had in mind/But here we stand on opposing sides/Let's go to war/We arm ourselves with the wrongs we've done/Name them off one by one/Let's go to war

True Friends - Bring Me the Horizon

No one’s here to sleep - Naughty Boy ft. Bastille

Rising the ranks:

Krewella - Calm Down  

Anna Akana - Pick A Fight

Just One Yesterday - Fall Out Boy

Halsey - Castle (Oh it’s the SW fight, oh it’s sitting on Hordak’s throne, oh it’s being “favoured” by Prime, it just fits so often so well)

Halsey - Control (Season four Catra.... you go bby)

Runaway - Felix Cartel

Alpha - Little Destroyer

Born Without A Heart - Faouzia

I Did Something Bad - Taylor Swift

Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift

KSHMR - Do Bad Well (Replace “daddy” with SW as “mom�� and oop)

Icon for Hire - Blindside 

Halsey - Nightmare (I mean I could highlight like the entire song but I won’t)

Spiraling out:

Curse or Cure - Icon For Hire

DeathByRomy; Sleep At Night (the DT takedown at the end of season four in song form)

Beth Crowley- Too Late for Me

I wanna be a hero/But the villain's having more fun/Which one of us will wear the bigger bruises/When the war's done/There is no wrong or right/When you're fighting for your life

PVRIS - Gimme a Minute (if ur a lesbian and not listening to pvris then what are you doing. lesbian-fronted band that fucking kills it. this is mostly here because i love them so much and they have a bunch of catradora songs)

Meg Myers - I Really Want You To Hate Me

Heaven - PVRIS (OKAY I MEAN COME ON “You took my heaven away”? It’s so Catra)

Tegan and Sara - Don’t Believe The Things They Tell You (They Lie) (This song and Catra makes me fuckin cry alright I could highlight ummm every line)

Claire Wyndham - Kingdom Fall

Seeing the light/Regret:

Gabrielle Aplin - My Mistake

Sir sly - Too far gone

Taylor Swift – this is me trying

Afterglow - Taylor Swift (I don’t know why there’s so much Taylor Swift on this playlist okay she just has a lot of catra/catradora songs)

Arrested Youth - The Kid I Used to Know 

Relient K | Who I Am Hates Who I've Been  

K.Flay - Giver (oh its THE season five catra song cool!!!)

I'm learning to live/I'm trying to be better/I'm learning to give/But I don't know if I'm a giver

Ghosts - PVRIS (I exactly why there’s so much PVRIS they’re incredible and have a ton of good Catra/Catradora songs).

Finding Adora again:

St. Patrick - PVRIS

Fall Out Boy - The Last Of The Real Ones

Delicate - Taylor Swift

sorry this is so long but i have a lot of fucking feelings about catra songs alright. i have a “classic hits” playlist i save every song ive ever liked to and whenever a new character possesses me i go trolling through it for songs that fit them and make a playlist lol

[kageyuji]

Could I get a playlist for todoroki/bakugou please.

Bakugou Playlist - 1 hr 45 minutes

The King (Conan Gray) - Bakugo! (Kamil!) - Victorious (Panic! At The Disco) - Centuries (Fall Out Boy) - The Phoenix (Fall Out Boy) - Natural (Imagine Dragons) - you should see me in a crown (Billie Eilish) - Bakugo (GameboyJones) - Bakugo Vs Todoroki (Daddyphatsnaps, None Like Joshua) - Headstrong (Trapt) - Only One King (Tommee Profitt, Jung Youth) - You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid (The Offspring) - Emperor’s New Clothes (Panic! At The Disco) - Legend (The Score) - Stronger (The Score) - Bang (Rustage) - Unstoppable (The Score) - Bakugo (None Like Joshua, Tyler Clark) - Bombing King (94stones) - Glory and Gore (Lorde) - 18 (Anarbor) - Afraid (The Neighbourhood) - Confident (Demi Lovato) - Born to Lead (Falling In Reverse) - Bully (Shinedown) - Bang! (AJR) - Popular Monster (Falling In Reverse) - Circus (Britney Spears) - High Hopes (Panic! At The Disco) - Hey Look Ma, I Made It (Panic! At The Disco) - King of The Cloud (Panic! At The Disco) - Viva La Vida (Coldplay)

Todoroki Playlist - 1 hr 53 Minutes

Daddy Issues (The Neighbourhood) - Play With Fire (Sam Tinnesz, Yacht Money) - Fire and Ice (Rustage, OzzaWorld) - R.I.P 2 My Youth (The Neighbourhood) - Boy In The Bubble (Alec Benjamin) - Panic Room (Au/Ra) - No Roots (Alice Merton) - Devils Don’t Fly (Natalia Kills) - Bakugo Vs Todoroki (Daddyphatsnaps, None Like Joshua) - I’m Gonna Show You Crazy (Bebe Rexha) - Crossfire (Stephen) - Freaks (Jordan Clarke) - Blown Away (Carrie Underwood) - Pit of Vipers (Simon Curtis) - Dollhouse (Melanie Martinez) - Silent Scream (Anna Blue) - Narcissistic Cannibal (EarlyRise) - Broken Crown (Mumford & Sons) - Mind Is A Prison (Alec Benjamin) - Emotional Machine (MARINA) - Kill Your Heroes (AWOLNATION) - On My Own (Ashes Remain) - Human (Rag’n’bone Man) - Soldier (Fleurie) - The Greatest (Sia) - Kids In The Dark (All Time allé) - Todoroki (Spaceboykey, Black Sensei) - Run Boy Run (Woodkid) - A Mask Of My Own Face (Lemon Demon) - Dear Dad (Bmike) - PYRO (Shinedown) - special (Shinedown)

[fulcrumahsokaamidala]

Saturday Spectacular #19

Happy Saturday!!! So this is me thanking awesome fanfic writers for their amazing work and all the time they put into their fics. ♥️ I want to recommend spectacular fanfic stories I read this week! ♥️ All posts will be tagged #saturday spectacular fic rec

Hello friends, it’s been a while since I’ve done one of these. It’s been a crazy few months. This semester I started college and am getting an associate's degree in one year that means I’m taking 23 credits this fall term. It’s been a bit crazy but I’ve still been read fic so this what I’ve read since September 21. It’s not going to be in order.

light upon darkened dreams by @alexiablackbriar13 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: After the events of 8x04, Oliver remains awake long into the night, getting lost in his thoughts about his children and Felicity. It's a good thing he isn't asleep, because he catches Mia suffering from a horrific nightmare. How can a father comfort his daughter from the future from a bad dream when they're still practical strangers to each other?

Artemis by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: When the Queen’s Gambit sank, two people were stranded on Lian Yu. Five years later, four came back.

Daughter of the Demon by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: What if in 1988 while traveling through Las Vegas Ra’s al Ghul bumps into a nice waitress named Donna Smoak and they have one-night stand together? A little bundle of joy named Felicity Smoak is the result. In 2014, the Demon Head becomes aware of his youngest daughter’s existence.

The Ravager by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Slade Wilson’s plan for revenge against Oliver took time, money and no shortage of lives to pull together. His plan didn’t anticipate Felicity Smoak. How will his plan change now that his lost-lost daughter is working with the very man he’s trying to destroy?

Felicity of Themiscyra by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Years ago, Donna Smoak left the island of Themiscyra and her sister Queen Hippolyta behind to live in man’s world. She never told Felicity the truth about where she came from. As a result of the Undertaking, Felicity discovers some of her Amazonian abilities and makes an interesting new friend: Diana Prince.

The Daughter That Was Left by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Before the Gambit, Oliver Queen met QC intern Felicity Smoak. When he boarded the Gambit, he left something behind. Now, five long years later someone is waiting for him.

I Scream But No Sound Comes out by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: When Oliver returns from Lian Yu after five years, he comes back different. What happened there damaged more than just his body. How will his friends and family deal with this new Oliver?

The Point of No Return by @oneofthosecrazygirls-fics | Arrow | Completed

Summary Oliver and Felicity prepare for their first date. This fic is part of the What Should’ve Been ‘verse, but can be read as a stand-alone fic.

Can’t Help Falling in Love by @smoaking-greenarrow | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Collection of fluff fics based on Tumblr prompts! Some are angsty, but most of this is fluffy. Enjoy!

Let the Light Shine Through by @griever11 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Your heart starts healing and it’s a slow process. After all, it’s been in shambles; sharp, cruel pieces of rubble lying on the bottom of your rib cage for so long. Wounds heal, as they say. They’ll scar, and they hurt, but they heal.

Baby Daddy by more0rLessJess | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Bartender Oliver Queen was living his twenties to the fullest, he lived with his best friend John Diggle, and his brother in everything but blood, Tommy Merlyn just moved into their apartment as he started his professional baseball career for the Starling City Rockets. On top of that, his childhood best friend Felicity Smoak, who was no longer goth and instead blonde and beautiful, was back in town and they were hanging out again. Oliver thought his days were going to be filled with partying, one night stands, and boys weekends while also spending quality time with the girl everyone kept telling him he was in love with. Until his ex girlfriend dropped a baby on his doorstep who turned out to be his son. After a lot of thought and Felicity Smoak peptalks, Oliver decides to keep and raise his son with the help of his friends. Or the Freeform sitcom Baby Daddy AU that no one asked for but I needed to write. Aka Oliver and Felicity are childhood friends and are hopelessly in love with eachother and everyone knows but them, oh and now they're raising a baby. What could go wrong?

call me my love, day or night by @alexiablackbriar13 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: As Mia and William are enjoying their Monte Cristos, Oliver receives a phone call from somebody who is not Curtis. Somebody who is far, far more important.

and you'll blow us all away by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Oliver desperately tries to connect with his daughter but it seems all he needed was a photograph and the memory of a woman both of them love more than anything. [Post-8x04 Oliver & Mia moment]

Fight To Live by CSM | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Post 803. Oliver's conversation with adult William and Mia does not go as planned and there is only one person that can help him. Takes places directly after the episode.

New York's Finest (Supernatural) Detectives by BillCipherpines | Brooklyn Nine-Nine & Shadowhunters | Completed

Summary: Jake Peralta is 100%, without a doubt, definitely sure that his friend Simon Lewis is a vampire. But when he sets out to prove it to his friends they get sucked into the world of Shadowhunters and realize that petty drug dealers are the least of New York's problems. But not to worry, New York's finest Shadowhunters are on the case

The Unlikeliest Places by @griever11 | Arrow | Completed

Summary: 'It all starts on an unassuming Friday evening. Or rather, if she’s being honest with herself, everything else in her life ends on that Friday.' 

An AU meeting fic where Felicity Smoak accidentally-on-purpose stumbles upon some shady activity as an IT tech for Queen Consolidated and realises that she really isn't being paid enough for any of this.

In Another Life (I could be your man) by angelicmisskitty | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Their lives couldn't be more different - and yet Oliver can't take his eyes off the beautiful blonde woman that leaves the subway every morning at 7.43am. There is something about her that makes him look up every morning - something that also makes him aware he'll never be good enough for her, or that she'd even notice him.

He had no idea how much his life would change the day he rushed over to help her...

Olicity AU - no Lian Yu, no saving the city (at least not in the way we know from Arrow :D )

Here At Last by thecomebackkids99 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: A 8x04 spec fic of what happens right after Mia, William, and Connor are transported to the bunker.

Against All Odds by CSM | Arrow | Completed

Summary: Post 3x14. Time Travel. Going back in time. Changing the future is not an exact science but he knows if anyone can do it, it’s her. If there is one thing Eleanor Queen can do, is be a hero. After all she has heroes’ blood pumping through her veins.

Lucas' Adventures by CSM | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Post 2x07. One late night in the foundry Oliver finds an abandoned baby, who he later finds out is his biological son, the only thing is the baby seems to think Felicity is his mother, which is impossible. Or is it? aka, Mia Smoak gets tired of her baby brother and sends him to 2013 where their unsuspecting parents find him. Companion piece to Impeccable Genetics.My contribution for the Olicity Summer Sizzle

“Time for a story” Drabble Series by @smkkbert | Arrow | WIP

Summary: This fic shows Olicity and their life as a (married) couple with family. Although Olicity (and their kids) are the protagonists, other characters of Arrow and Flash make appearances. It started as a drabble series, but developed more and more into a full domectic AU. Although some chapters are still drabble-like, there are longer storylines by now.

With You by @griever11 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Post 8x03 Leap of Faith. Oliver, William and Mia have a lot of feelings and in classic Queen fashion, have somewhat of a hard time expressing them. Oliver learns about the future and his kids try to make sense of the past.

in the here and now by @alexiablackbriar13 | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Set immediately post-8x03. “Dad?” Oliver stares in utter disbelief at the trio who have appeared on the bunker platform along with him in a blinding flash of light. For a good couple of seconds, his brain just… stops functioning. He’s so astonished that he can’t think, he can’t breathe, he can’t feel anything but shock.

The Blame Game by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: After they recover from their sudden appearance in the past, what's left of FTA still need to deal with what happened before they left. Mia and Connor both seek a moment of peace and Mia's brother and father are the guiding hand she needs as she feels like she's drowning.

There Are Two Sides to Every Story by @oneofthosecrazygirls-fics | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Susan Williams and Bethany Snow are two of Starling City’s most prominent journalists...but their styles are very different.This is a series of articles written by these two journalists from the time of the sinking of the Queen’s Gambit to the present day.**set in the What Should’ve Been ‘verse**

Campfire Stories by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Samantha has finally agreed to allow William to spend a month of his summer vacation with Oliver, Tommy, and Felicity. William asks to spend his first weekend with Oliver camping - alone. Oliver is more than a little nervous to spend time alone with his son when he still feels like a stranger.

The First Time by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Every love story has a beginning, theirs started with a death.

Home Is Where You Are by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Felicity is away on business and missing home. Tommy surprises her with an unexpected visit.

The Italian Restaurant by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Felicity, Oliver and Tommy go on their first date which leads to other firsts.

Cobble Hill by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Tommy surprises Oliver and Felicity with a proposal that will mark a milestone in their relationship.

Up All Night by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: After a close call in the field, Oliver and Felicity reconnect.

Will You Still Love Me, Tomorrow? by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Donna arrives for an unexpected visit and Felicity must decide if she is going to reveal the truth about her relationship with Oliver and Tommy.

Wherever You Are, There I Am by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: The history of Oliver Queen and Tommy Merlyn's relationship.

Burgers & Lies by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Tommy confronts Felicity about a secret she has been keeping.

Welcome Home by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Felicity has been away for two weeks and missing her guys. Oliver and Tommy are very happy when she returns from her trip early.

Twenty Questions Over Brunch by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Thea has a few questions for Felicity about her relationship with Oliver and Tommy.

Look Me In The Eye And Make Me Feel The Truth by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: A night out in the public eye might be more than their relationship can take.

Three by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Felicity hasn't been acting herself all week. Tommy and Oliver finally confront her and they aren't prepared for what she tells them.

Practical Jokes and Other Misunderstandings by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Oliver and Tommy tell Thea about their relationship.

House Warming by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Oliver, Felicity and Tommy celebrate their first night together in their new home.

Perfect by @realityisoverrated-fic | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Felicity receives a call in the middle of the night from a distraught Tommy.

Nine to Five by @griever11​ | Arrow | Completed

Summary: The new receptionist at Oliver's office is weird, quirky and really cute but totally not his type. At all. Or so he tells himself. An Arrow/The Office AU.

keep this love in a photograph by @alexiablackbriar13​ | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: An alternate 8x01 scene.Moira suspects that there is more to her son than meets the eye when Oliver returns home from the island after twelve years.When she catches him with the photo he's carrying around of him with Felicity Smoak and a baby, a confrontation and an emotional conversation ensue.

Mothers know best by @smkkbert​ | Arrow | Completed

Summary: Since they have been kids, they have been best friends. Since they have been friends, their mothers wanted them to be together.After coming back from the east coast, Felicity takes over a position at Queen Consolidated, the company her best friend will soon take over from his father. Their mothers still push for them to be together, and they seem closer to that goal than ever because wedding bells are ringing. The only problem is that they both plan to get married to someone else.

The Legacy of a Queen by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | WIP 

Summary: Series of one-shots from a future AU where Oliver and Felicity are able to raise their children after they defeat the Ninth Circle and Oliver hangs up the hood

A Brother in Arms by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | WIP 

Summary: “I just… she really found me and sent you here?” He asks quietly and John’s face morphs from concern into a sad smile as he nods.“Oliver, you know she’d be here herself if it weren’t for Mia.”“I… it’s been a week. She said she’d find me but I didn’t expect…” Missing moment from 8x01 where John and Oliver discuss Felicity finding Oliver and sending John to Earth-2 to help his brother.

Providence by @so-caffeinated | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Will Queen has struggled in silence in the year since he was shot. But when a shadowy crime lord known as Domino targets the only woman Will’s ever truly loved, fate forces him to confront his demons in ways he never could have imagined… Whether he wants to or not. Amelia Prescott has fought to take control of her life since learning two years ago that her personal and professional worlds were manipulated by others. But nothing can prepare her for just how hard she’ll have to fight to set her own course, especially when her heart belongs to a damaged man and a crime lord threatens her every professional move… And her life. Destiny brings them together, but as chaos reigns and personal demons haunt Will and Amelia both, it may also threaten to tear them apart.

What Are You Doing Here, Miss Queen? by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | WIP 

Summary Sara Lance prides herself on knowing people, she gets them in a way a lot of others struggle with. So when a mysterious blonde shows up to help with the fight of their lives, Sara is surprised when there's something about her that she just can't put her finger on. That is until she figures out that this supposed 'Green Arrow from another earth' is actually Oliver's time-displaced daughter. [Sara sees straight through Mia's Crisis disguise, confronts her about what she's doing in the past, and forces father and daughter into a conversation that is clear they needed to have]

the true meaning of sacrifice by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Around five years after Crisis, Felicity is surprised and angry when a group of three heroes show up at her door demanding help from her.

i will find you again by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: a short-introspective on oliver in s8 inspired by the scene in the trailer as he takes a moment to remember the reason he's fighting. his wife, his children... they give him the strength he needs to be the hero the universe requires

Paging Dr. Smoak by @laxit21 | Arrow | WIP

Summary: When Oliver Queen gets into a car accident, he meets Dr. Felicity Smoak. He had no idea how much a chance meeting would change his life.

little wonders (twists and turns of fate) by @alexiablackbriar13​ | Arrow | Completed  Summary: Oliver and Felicity's drunken mistake of a hook-up in the bunker comes with unexpected consequences in the form of a... souvenir.Deciding to remain romantically uninvolved, the two of them will have to battle all the trials and tribulations of maintaining a platonic relationship while Felicity is pregnant and the two of them are living together, coping with all the emotional baggage that they both bring to the table - and dealing with the fact that they are still very much in love with each other, but scarred by the events that broke them apart in the first place.

time falls away (in these small hours) by @alexiablackbriar13​ | Arrow | Completed

Summary: Missing scene and side-story oneshots and drabbles set within my S5 post-bunker sex AU little wonders (twists and turns of fate). (Will contain spoilers) Summary for little wonders: Oliver and Felicity's drunken mistake of a hook-up in the bunker comes with unexpected consequences in the form of a... souvenir. 

Must be what I need by Nerdofmanytalents | Arrow | One-shot

Summary: Thea gets to meet the reason for her brother's preoccupation of late. Its both exciting and terrifying.

Hawkins: The Upside by allonsysilvertongue | Stranger Things | WIP

Summary: A collection of one shots featuring Joyce Byers and Jim Hopper.Recent Update: "I think you're beautiful."

Welcome to Starling Prep Elementary by inlovewithimpossibility | Arrow | Completed

Summary: When William Clayton and Adalyn Smoak bond over being the two new kids in Starling Prep Elementary's first-grade class, their parents are not prepared for what comes of their children's friendship. Plus, it doesn't hurt that both Oliver and Felicity are single.

Our Version of Events by @machawicket​ & @geneeste​ | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Action star Ollie Queen is trying to clean up his image and land parts that require him to do more than appear shirtless while fighting stuntmen. Pop star Felicity Smoak wants to be seen as an adult in time for the release of her new, grittier album. And talent manager John Diggle’s got an idea about what coverage of Oliver and Felicity’s brand new (and totally fake) romance could do for them both.

Workouts and Babbles by @elasticmonk​ | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Oliver comes to the rescue of one cute blonde at his gym just as Felicity stumbles upon one handsome mayor at her gym. They both have something in common, but will it bring them happiness?

Bodyguard by originalhybridlover | Arrow | WIP

Summary: Felicity needs a new bodyguard and Diggle referred her to an old friend, Oliver Queen. Unknowingly she meets the man she would one day marry.

Let me know if you want to be tagged!

@hope-for-olicity @emdee8907 @malafle @laxit21 @icannotbelieveiamhere

[obeymefanfics]

Ello~ I’ve been tagged by @anjel-chan! Thank you doll <3

Rules: Put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come up. Then tag others and do the same. (In this case I’m using youtube playlist)

1) Nightcore Ghost- Au/Ra, Alan Walker 

2) Nightcore Horny [deeper version]- Lidnesty

3) Nightcore 3AM- Boy Epic

4) Nightcore Joystick [deeper version]- Simon Curtis

5) Nightcore Bloody Mary [Deeper version]- Lady gaga

6) Nightcore Our Way Out- Nico Collins

7) Nightcore Insomniac- TimeFlies

8) Nightcore Crimminal [deeper version]- Britney Spears 

9) Nightcore Saints- Echos

10) Nightcore R U Crazy- Conor Maynard (honestly a bop~)

I’m tagging: @0beyme, @barbatos-muse, @pearlwhitecats, @azulsartdump, and who ever else would like to take part.

[hxghlysuspect-archive]

Zion info - warning: long

triggers: Eating Disorders ; Self Harm

info on zion -

note, i do and am continuing to do research on DID. i am in no way making fun of or glamourizing DID. if you or someone you know has DID and you notice im doing something teribly wrong or some of my information is wrong, please feel free to speak up if you wish. i only wish to learn more

Name: Zion Birthdate: Sep 15, 2000 Pronouns: He/They Favorite Color: #ee799f

Description:

Your basic tiktok Eboy. 5 ft 7. 19 years old. Yaoi webtoon artist. Snake owner. Video gamer. Has DID MOTTO: I'm here for a good time, not a long time - Bisexual - Submissive but bratty.

Acts like he has maybe 2 brain cells to rub together. Born in Australia but moved to South Korea with his mother after his parents divorced. Speaks Korean perfectly but still has his aussie accent when talking in English.

Is in university as an art major, minoring in dance

is allergic to cats.

His snake is a Sunbeam snake named Ra [ PHOTO ]

His mother hates his snake and once tried to sell it online but Zion found the listing and chewed her out- things are now tense between the two over this matter.

Mother has no idea he draws yaoi online for income

Piercings: - Ampallang [ NSFW if you google ] - Labret [ PHOTO ] 

Tattoos: - One very bad koala tattoo thanks to Atlas, about 2 inches tall, on the upper part of his ass. Thanks Atlas- TATTOO

                                   Clothing style: Varies.

Formal style is often consisting of capes (Not like super hero capes) and button down shirts. Rings. Chokers & chains. Think Eboy meets goth vibes i guess? 

I.E.: Photo One || Photo 2 

"Dressed up" consists of over sized torn shirts, knee highs / tights, and heeled boots.

I.E.: Photo One || Photo Two His more casual look consists of over sized shirts that slide down his shoulders and skinny jeans. Chokers, chains, & charms. Lots of oversized sweaters & bat wing shirts. Like Eboy meets homeless man xD

I.E.: Photo One || Photo Two Shoeware consists solely of black boots (heeled & flat) Jewelry = just google eboy jewelry xD Locked necklaces, dangly chain earrings, leather chokers.

Owns a collection of messenger bags of varying styles that he always has one of on. - [ Keeps his drawing tablet in there along with a notebook & other misc items. ]

Almost always has Ra on him- around his neck, curled around his forearm, around his wrist. Sometimes hell clean out his bag and put a soft towel in it for him to sleep in it (youll see him carrying his notebook & tablet in his hand during these cases).

Is Far sighted, so has to wear glasses for reading/drawing/etc. Owns thin framed round glasses:

Zion in Glasses

Zion has three things that he tends to hide from people.

He has a major eating disorder. He's been hospitalized twice for bulimia, once when he was 12 (in for 6 months) & then again at 16 (in for a full year).

He has DID, with 3 altars. Ace (Protector), Atlas (Persecutor), Rue (Gatekeeper). I'll include notes on them below

Zion can't feel pain, never has. His alters do however and if injured, Ace will tend to attempt to front to draw attention to it or get him fixed up. As a result of this, Zion has to be extra careful about physical activities because he can seriously hurt himself and simply not realize.

                                       DETAILS ON ALTERS:

                                               Atlas - Persecutor

Roughly 19/20 years old  

He/Him

Heterosexual

Fronts when the host is in a state of upset (mentally low, depressed, ED is getting bad)  

First appeared when Zion was 13, just after his first stint in the hospital  

Purposely binge eats to make the system sick, is homophobic, purposely starts fights with all of Zions friends to push them away 

Outted him to his mother  

Hates Ra. Will hurt/release/kill him if given the chance. 

Will destroy Zions altar if given the chance  

Tell people he's sleeping with that he has some std, that hes only fucking them because he pities them.  

Will cheat on partner if Zions dating  

Dresses like a complete eboy - long sleeved shirts layered under a dark over sized shirt. Light wash jeans, chains.  

Will often poke holes in the body (new piercings)  

Allergic to soy

+ Triggers  / None  

- Triggers   / The host (Zion) being in an extremely negative head space ; his ED flaring up badly ; Being ANGRY

Often writes in marker. When texting, he curses alot & often speaks in short speech {k. ttyl. w/e.}.

Will start or end messages with a middle finger emoji.

ex of handwriting:    [ PHOTO ]

                                                  Ace - Protector 

24  

He/Him

Has 20/20 vision

Fronts when Zion is stressed or just really needs to step back

First appeared when Zion was 8 right around when his parents started to fight all of the time    

Is the dominant one of the system {As in sexually. Zion is typically a bratty bottom, but Ace is dominant & a top}

Personality is alot more relaxed, more of an observer than a talker 

Is the one most likely to try to act like the host rather than out them as having DID    

Is non religious but respects the hosts choices

Is more preppy in the way he dresses - slacks rather than jeans, polos & button up shirts.   

Gay af    

Allergic to Almonds

+ Triggers  / Certain Songs (Wrong by Max ; Flesh by Simon Curtis )

- Triggers   / The host (Zion) getting hurt ; Zion being in very stressful situations ; Zion being in situations where he could get hurt

When texting, he starts or ends the message with a book emoji to specify its him.

Always ends sentences with punctuation

ex of handwriting:   [ PHOTO ]                                                 Rue - Gatekeeper 

Younger?    Approximately 16/17

She/Her

Sexuality unsure

Paints over Atlas' pages when he's being rude  

Keeps Atlas in check in the inner world.  

Locks away traumatic memories so they don't trigger Zion  

As she grows stronger, can control who fronts & when (meaning she could keep Atlas from fronting)  

Is heavily interested in Augustes work  [ @absque-nocte​ ]

Is very interested in dark topics (death, blood, etc)

Clothing style is alt goth. ( See: Zions dressed up style above )  

+ Triggers  / Talking about death or blood ; Night time (New moons esp)

- Triggers   / Atlas being active

Childish, often written in paint markers. Metallic or glitter preferred.

When texting,ends the text with a skull emoji. Hops topics at random

ex of handwriting:   [ PHOTO ]

Zion hand writing example:      [ PHOTO ]

                                Alter visual head cannons:

Ace:  Brown hair, brown eyes, always very well put together. About 5′8 (Same height as Zion). Slightly paler than Zion himself.

                                                [ PHOTO ]

Atlas: Black undercut hair, tattoos & piercings, blue eyes. Paler. 5′10.

                                 [ PHOTO 1 ]   [ PHOTO 2 ]

Rue:  her hair is shoulder length. Black eyes & kitty fangs. Short, like around 5ft. Very pale.

                                                [PHOTO ]

Note: they don’t look that way outside of the inner world, but this is how they perceive themselves.