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Just got an early birthday gift 😍
#Yeah yeah yeah turning 30 and buying comics...#🙄#Whatever the lingerie i bought last week 😂#but you wont be seeing that here#Shouldnt have opened it tho#got too excited#Gonna take a look only tomorrow#Pretend the plastic is a beautiful wrap#Kelly sue deconnick#nicola scott#Gene ha#Phil Jimenez#personal#Wonder Woman Historia: The Amazons#wonder woman
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actual conversation i had with my dental hygienist
hygienist: so what did you study at university?
me: chemistry...
hygienist: damn, no wonder you look so sad!
#this is especially funny now that i got a new job and it has like... barely anything to do with my degree LMAOOOO#mostly bc the job market is rough rn and i kinda need the money more than anything... but damn LOL#and then he proceeded to give me a speech about his own road to becoming a hygienist#how he started in business but then hated it so he started dj-ing#then found that he got bored of it and so he went to med school. but found that too much of a hassle as well#so now hes in dental school and working as a hygienist as he completes his schooling and is NOW debating on changing careers again#and like noah fence to the guy i know he was trying to be encouraging about how 'ur degree shouldnt shackle u to one type of career'#but also his carefree nature is sending alarm bells in my head bc the only ppl who speak like that are people who can Afford#to soul search like that. bc if i knew my parents are there to catch me if my new venture failed#damn i'd do fucking whatever i wanted to as well!! but ofc idk if hes really rich like that#he did have an aura tho. rich people aura. they got a way of talking sometimes... especially western ppl....#ANYWAY.... just wanted to share how i got scalped with my mouth wide open filled with blood thank u for listening to my ted talk#zee talks
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i think a big problem with cw shows is how stilted and unnatural (lol) shit feels. was watching a few s14 episodes and this is like a prime example of exactly what im talking about
sam walks into jacks room and jack is sitting alone upright against his headboard looking at the wall. even if ur stuck in ur thoughts like jack is in this scene, why be in such an unnatural pose on a bed. thats not comfortable. jack also was sparring in these clothes in the last scene he was in, supposedly really stuggling and extering himself yet his clothes have no sweat on them and look newly washed and ironed. hes wearing shoes on the bed. pure virginal white shoes that look like theyve never been worn before, let alone worn during exercise like they supposedly are. there is no element of this that feels lived in. it doesnt feel real. this happens a LOT in mid to late seasons of supernatural and i think a lot of cw shows from the same era also struggle with this.
#if u say the things im pointing out arent actually weird its just that jacks weird - i dont agree#bc theres little things like this thru the whole show that make things feel so unnatural and weird. like everything is weirdly perfect#and its not just jack#and if its perfectly in character for jack to be sitting like this with his shoes on while sitting up in bed then maybe it SHOULDNT be.#maybe it should be acknowledged that this looks weird like sam should be like can you take ur damn shoes off the bed maybe#look at me begging for them to have written sam shaming his autistic son for his weird boy behavior. I MEAN IT THO#also sidenote same episode had a guy mention he got attacked by a monster in pheonix while maggie is like tending to his giant open wound#so ur telling me this man drove all the way from pheonix to lebanon (~17 hour drive) to recieve medical attention for this GIANT wound?#like there was no one closer? how did he not bleed out.#idk it just felt weird. it felt thoughtless. i miss early seasons where every line had a significance you could look into
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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak#who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad#and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur#research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a#bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way#i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit#i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like#i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt#wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide#stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the#predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing#i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just#send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel#ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart#ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run#this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated
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how am i supposed to live laugh love under these conditions
tldr for tags my mom found an old journal of mine and read through it so i accidentally outed myself to her lols
#might be a vent in the tags jsyk#but brooo i had this journal when i was 14-15 and my MOTHER read it today because she Could (tm)#the journal in question was in a box in the storage unit that clearly had my name on it so she chose to open it and read through the journa#right so the journal in question had the name isaac on it and i am not out to her#i guess i fuckin am NOW???#but she hasnt said anything ab that. she def saw it tho. RIGHT on the cover#but no her focus was that i wrote that i. didnt particularly care for her when she lived with her boyfriend which is a WHOLE can of worms#but tdlr on him he kicked my brother and i out bc my brother used his phone past his bedtime. we were 13 and 11#and he fought with my mom + 11 yr old brother every night for like four years. which sucked a lil tbh#i dont know what she EXPECTED it to say#gonna be real im a little mad#because like girlllllllll you chose to open that box and then open that book and like that's mineeeee you cant just do that shit :(#i dont have to deal with it for two more days. am at my dad's house#i am fixing it with the power of ✨white out✨#WHICH I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DO. IT'S LITERALLY MINE#if i keep thinking about this im going to explode#vent#???#i think#ok update like an hour later. i read a little bit of the journal that she read and uhh SHIT.#girlie i wrote all THAT and you're upset because i wrote that i dont like your boyfriend??? okay
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NOOOOO IT IS HIS BIRTHDAY ISN'T IT😭😭😭😭😭😭I wanted to be done with at least one of my Jo pieces... BUT YEAH I have definitely thought about that too I just think it's Neat when kids end up taller than their parents (<- is taller than my mom)
RIGHT THOUGH Tsutsumi's taller than average even! I feel like a lot of key figures at RGGS are just pretty damn tall.
Also... the Jo scene I included in my video... would you describe that as a smile with teeth becaaaaause...
THE DAY'S NOT OVER YET YOU STILL HAVE TIME. I THINK. (╯▽╰ )
rgg's cast consists predominantly of blokes over 6ft its only right the rgg team Also Considerably Tall 😷
when it comes to jo and smiling seeing any kind of smirk from him's already eyebrow raising BUT BUT BUT i could def count that smile toothier than his previous grins. so. 👁️👁️
#snap chats#OK BUT THATS SO FUNNY THAT WE'RE BOTH TALLER THAN OUR MOMS CJLAKJ#not like it's hard.. she's 5'2... but still...#i think my dad's like. 6'4 idk i havent seen him in a while i forget but yeah i got like the sweet middle ground between him and her ig#in any case YOU HAVE TIME TO FINISH YOUR PIECE. I THINK 2X IDK TIMEZONES... it JUST became midnight for me thirty mins ago#Happy Birthday Tsutsumi. Properly This Time.#i actually thought bout streaming today just for giggles esp when i keep thinkin bout drawin other charas he's played#(mostly toru and hiro but not important--)#BUT YEAH NO DEF DEF DEF THAT WAS A TOOTHY GRIN IN THAT SCENE#again jo never smiles and that one was considerably more. 'open' ig to describe it#much to consider............ not for me rn tho im watching kyouen...... i have 7 mins left in this ep tho LMAO#boooo why did tsutsumi's bday have to be on a friday i cant go out or go upstairs to cook anything..#i mean i COULD go out... probably shouldnt tho... ended up did gettin a prop gun oopsie. And a Kirby Thing but Not Important 2x#i'll just eat chicken i guess LMAOO it's fine
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every single day i log onto this app with hannibal on the brain is one day closer to my inevitably 5k word essay on the similarities and differences between zenoswol & hannigram. these are not at all related but they are both part of my special interests so they are now
#sonething something mutual destruction & love through violence & affection/hatred &-#but also something about how zenos assumes a lot which hannibal tends to leave up to will. statements & questions. therapist & enemy.#the difference in setting. the all of it. i am going insane thinking about this and i am alone jn this#its the autism.#it is 4 am i have exams tomorrow i should not still be awake but im THINKING. AGAIN.#also the way hannigram definitely affected the way i viewed zenos like. in general#aromanticism also factors into this#i like exploring my own psychology its like pretending to feel my emotions by being aware of them#surviving things they shouldnt?? doing things that in a normal person relationship would be absolutely horrible???#(idk whether hijacking someones body to kill their friends or trying to saw someones head open is worse)#(but neither of those things really seem like a healthy thing to do)#the whole 'idk what this emotion is so im killing you' vibe. 'try to kill me you are the first and only one i want to die to'#theyre like cats bringing home dead mice. i dont want ur dead mouse but i know you do it out of love so thanks man. pls stop tho#also one of my ocs (tma oc actually) served the end & sacrificed those they loved to it.#killing as a form of love. not a mercy kill (tho ive used that as well!) but just.#fucked up little guys who believe that killing someone is the ultimate show of love. who cannot see past the violence#oughhhhh#i miss my tma oc they were cool i should go back to them
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I am sure the Joe Goldberg reference was a joke because he is in fact a stalker first and she is indeed engage in stalker behaviours, even if in a way that is incredibly relatable.
Taylor Swift watching her ex on a location app because he forgot to turn it off I'm obsessed with you admitting that to the entire world.
#i mean in fairness her ex like absolutely had a location he once visited blasted to the whole world with confirmation from the pub#i also think it's not a problem to look at toxic behaviour and tease at the extent it could lead to#like if she just looked at it and said nothing it's like. no one would know its just a violation of privacy right#anyways i am not even trying to insult her! being in a relationship where you both mutually talk about how#if the other leaves is also toxic i think the fact she is being open and vulnerable is art#and in general i do also agree you shouldnt take everything literally. i mean itd be better if she changed rhe name for example#also 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝 bipolar swiftie#though i won't be not defensive of use of psychotic regardless#but i just dont think someone joking someone who would track the location of someone is akin to a stalker is in some horrible taste#like god the actual amount of ableism and bigotry around taylor hate. anyone see how many people openly admitted to being#willing to marry a FASCIST over a swiftie. sighs.#also to be real i also have ocd and i am TERRIFIED of this sort of stalker behaviour because i am so obsessive in myself#i wouldnt do this but id be so compelled id be insane about it ✌️✌️#watching you made my intrusive thoughts SO much worse.#i am like soooo scared of my own attention being gateway of harm to others#the closest i ever got to psychosis was an extention of this actually. i went on an antipsych too fast to know if it was tho
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as someone who used to work in media retail... every time i see one of those kpop stores post about selling "protective album sleeves" i lose a few years off my life... like y'all know that's not what those are for, right?
#jane.doc#it's crazy bc like u can tell these people are not actually manufacturing these album sleeves based off the dimensions of the sleeves#like theyre not actual protection sleeves theyre literally sleeves for selling items#the sticky closure is basically a one time use close#as soon as u start peeling it open it loses it's stickiness and makes it harder to keep resealing#i know bc a lot of albums COME in those sleeves and we'd have to retape them shut after people opened them to steal pcs#if ur that concerned about protecting ur albums u should be regularly dusting and opening them#like i think we've lost the plot on some of this im ngl#back to the dimension thing tho#like u shouldnt be having to tape and fold it down for a tight fit either of it's meant to be protecting the album#like yeah i understand using it for like shipping the albums to someone#but not for keeping them in ur collection#also even inside of sleeves like that ur stuff can still get damaged and have build up regardless so u'd still have to dust & take them out#i just do not get it idk
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pacing back & forth thinking about gran instead
#stardust speaking !#akira is a lot more at ease about seeing relations in the moment rather than Definitely Longterm No Matter What#like. they wont date someone theyre incompatible with but they also dont stress it as much......?#if things work out great. at heart akiras a romantic so they Would have 'what if' thoughts about the future but they dont plan for it day1#gran cant do that. cuz gran gets stuck in the 'i dont want to settle down and thats not normal' hurdle the moment they realize they like#someone. it doesnt matter if they think things are gonna get that far or not. theyre gonna worry about that anyway#even if they end up thinking its silly. even tho its not silly to them#<-guy who doesnt have the guts to ask someone if they Are leaving the crew or not & ends up assuming they Are leaving#& gets sad all on their own#theres that part in act1 too where captains relieved when everyone says they wanna keep travelling together T___T#i tyink gran overall is more of a determined person than akira is. unfortunately in things they shouldnt be determined about too#i have more thoughts but augh im so tired i must sleep. i wanna write some more opens here#ppl who dont look like much to the average person but are both very stubborn when its about their friends
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new boots get delivered today :-)
#albeit not to my actual address bc im at work so I'll have to go pick them up from the drop-off point on saturday. but still :-)#i love my docs but ive had them like. almost an entire decade and theyre literally falling apart the cracks in the leather are so far#beyond saving 💀 even tho i did take good care of them.. dms just dont make them the same anymore#i shouldnt even rly be wearing them at work bc im a lab tech so no open toed shoes allowed and one of the holes is big enough to-#count as open toed lmao. but i dont own any other shoes beyond my running trainers so ive been wearing them anyway#BUT i got paid last week so this is my big purchase for the month hehe.. trying solovairs instead this time 👀#i rly want a pair of steel toe ones but im just getting one of their regular models for now... if they work for me in 6 months tho#ill get a 2nd pair and theyll be steel toed. just so i can rest the leather by alternating so theyll last way longer#bc ik u shouldnt rly wear the same pair of leather shoes on so many consecutive days but theyre all i haaave..#god i fucking love a good Boot. ALSO crazy but theyll actually fit me this time bc my docs have always been a size too big#bc i got them discounted. which is FINE bc theyre so worn in i barely notice but its probably partly why theyre falling apart#bc the extra space in the toe box makes them crease heavier.#anyway i forgot i was typing this post bc i realised someone stole the food lab balance and had to get it back. assholes#alright i gotta get back to work.... see yall#.diaries
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what was w the assistant store manager being a massive bitch today
#glared and then yelled at us to ‘at least clean smth’ bc we checked our phones when there was Absolutely Nothing To Do#someone opened a door they shouldve; she stormed over and yelled ‘who opened the fucking door’ at us (verbatim said rhat. loud)#came into the break room after we closed the deli and said ‘you cant stay here. find something to do or clock out and go home’#ive spent mt last hour between deli close and store close chilling in the break room literally every day since i started#other manager of same rank or higher (idk) has def seen me do it before and does not give a fuck#then i went tk the bathroom before leaving and she yelled at me ‘and dont go hide upstairs’#and when i left. yknow what dhe was doing. fucking nada. sitting at self check out and chatting w other people who were doing nothing.#*shouldnt have *regarding door. door alarm had gone off. i forgor context#im just. upset. was angry but then started cryinf when telling my family about it. now im just upset#also im afraid i might be penalized for clocking out early bc my scheduling app immediately made note of it#even tho i was literally told to by a manager ://#ugh#cat rambles
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#me doing field work with someone cool: look at me im so normal. im fine. idk why i was crying so much yesterday lol#me after opening my email and checking comments on manuscript: i... i want to say and do so many upsetting things rn#i want to spit and bite. i want to wander out into the woods and vanish. except its the middle of the fucking desert and there's no woods#i shouldnt even be looking at this stuff bc i spent fucking like 9hrs doing fieldwork and my brain is fried#but my fried brain hates me hhhhh i have so much bullshit to do. i dont fucking care about any of this#and yet tomorrow morning im gonna get before fucking 6am and im gonna get field supplies together for Friday and im gonna meet a fucking#collaborator at fucking 4pm bc i cant fucking stop. but if i can manage go to the fucking health and wellness center bc im not healthy and#im not well and idk how tf it works bc im staff and not a student but i assume they have some obligation to help if i wander in off the#street. then idk well see how the middle of my day turns out bc ive got 90 million things to do#but god i hope i go in tomorrow like i just want to not have to live like this anymore i dont wanna lurch around full of bitterness & pain#i dont even like field work that much. i cant convince my brain im not just wasting time so it stresses me out#but fucking everything stresses me out. tho today it was more useful in avoiding the things i dont wanna do#hhhh im just sick to death of all this#unrelated#also fucking shout out to my sp0tify wrap list. i forgot that i used to listen to crumb radio to fall asleep so im apparently in the top 2#percent of crumb listners lol. also my genres were german indie. iclandic idie. indie rock and alternative rock lol#i dig the idie music
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emailing professors about my absence bc of my declining mental health is so embarrassing bc the next time theyll dee me theyll think oh look theres the depressed bitch who cant do ANYTHING
#it shouldnt be like that like they have to help me get back into things but still. its like#fuck. i cant open a textbook bc my brain is too mean zt me what a loser#seeing my therapist helped soooo much tho omg#thank god#was litterally dtarting to lose my mind a little#still am but im doing so much better now
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ty for the tag :}
I have a couple names soooo why not all 3
quite accurate honestly asdkjfhds
[Open Tags :D]
Rude. and very true but still rude 🤨
Tag game cuz I’m bored (don’t feel pressured)
@stickypiratepeach @lee-always-kn0ws @quokkalighthanji @kenia4 @takemeseriouslyanddie @leonchansblog26
@official-hannah-bahng @stayriinaa @silencionyx @azuna-sz @foivestarrsketchez
@hopelessskznatic @2mins-world @channiesmegaverse @softkisshyunjin @skz-fanfic-recs
@psychologybat @jeonginplsholdmyhand
@thek-kraze @mf-rockstar @marie-is-seein-stars @demi0lune @stanskzot8 @skz-lover21
#open tags cos i feel bad for @'ing ppl twice & i have another to do#however these are quite accurate help#ive eaten too many things ive shouldnt [also love how that one was for Kris as I stole it from deltarune]#also literally watching a fnaf video right now#tho ive started to stop myself from biting my nails now. still do it from time to time but yk#[Juno's Tag Games]
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SO FUNNY I was just about to write in complaining that I got sick a day after you posted your last comic... I caught it... yet I don't have an Arakawa to take care of me... [<- I started writing this when you answered my last ask]
OH BUT NO WORRIES AT ALL I always love reading your responses and these were no exception :) It really means the world to me to have you guys listen! I believe I've [probably] mentioned the headcanon is a bit personal [In Other Words projection galore but. Believable Enough. Please DO dare to think... It'll work out...]; I was more or less expecting to keep it to myself forever because I felt the Venn Diagram of people who would know what I'm talking about and be interested had no overlap. I'm incredibly grateful to be able to have these talks and the assurance that's not the case :) and also I just kinda don't wanna Mansplain Jo To You so I'm glad that doesn't seem to be the case as well
AND I MEAN... LOL... LMAO EVEN...
it would be a pretty fair to pursue that line of thinking given he has both visible symptoms of sleep deprivation and things to lose sleep over... reminded of Debt [TWISTING AND WAILING AND CONVULSING] but also the counterpart to Matrophobia you were thinking about...
I absoluuuutely get what you mean by the mirror thing too I see you in the kitchen I smell what you're cooking... same here... very excited to see what he's like when he doesn't have to be a bullet as well... here are those for the sake of completion [If I May I think perhaps he wouldn't feel the need to change his name, just feel a disconnect if it's his father's family name and/or his given name was chosen by his father. Like an ambivalent Aoki I guess; he knows he'll answer to it so why fix what ain't broke and "inconvenience others"...]
SORRY FOR RAMBLING MYSELF HGLDJLKDJG again No Worries At All since you shouldn't be saying much with your Gameritis anyway... I hope your wrist gets better soon, rest up and take care!
NOT MY SILLY COMIC GIVIN YOU THE FLU (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) hope youre doin better now gettin sick SUCKS (╯x╰ )
oh but yaya of course : i have a cockroach for a brain so im glad star can supplement a lot more valuable commentary (╯▽╰ ) even if i have bugs for brains im still happy to see what you (and star should they write again) have to say :)
#snap chats#my only contributions to anything is illustration and now im gettin people sick 😩 horrendous..#in any case... as a serial Nightmare Haver its only logical id inevitably project that onto people in Way Worse situations than i#if im upset bout the littelest things then i can only IMAGINE The Horrors with what jo- not to mention arakawa- have to deal with#jo esp when he outright confessed to being haunted by masato's outburst for. 'Who Knows How Long'#And Lest I Neglect Ikumi. she also gotta have it bad... everyone gets nightmares its like an episode of oprah in my mind..#oh but i dont think you mentioned it was a personal topic- i had A Feeling tho thats also why i feel unprepared to touch on it#i generally try not to talk bout things i dont know about and while i know SOME things i certainly wouldnt want to start gettin into it#esp if someones dealt with it themselves i dont wanna say nothin STUPID. more than usual anyway#not without doing studying beforehand with a sensitive topic as such BUT LIKE I SAID im still very much open to listening#onto topis i am familiar with.. i GUESS..i still very much think of jo's potential fear of ending up like his dad#i just wish i knew what to do with the idea.. again my brain is very small and ive accepted that bout myself. at most i can draw but that i#on that note tho About His Name. yeah not many notes on that LMAO I Agree in other words#esp at his age its just a. Well I'll Die Soon Anyway There's No Point In Changing and the whole#The Few People Who Know Me Already Know Me By This So I Shouldnt#just sort of something to be numb to by this point#anyhow... i think thats all my gumball dome can rattle out... now to . drastically shift the tone of my blog with a post BYE TY FOR WRITIN#i always feel bad for apologizing since apologies are like promises and Apparently Im Very Bad At Keeping Promises so.#Forgive Me for having pool noodles for braincells.. i can only try to make up for it with works...#works that I Hope do convey the fact i Try to think and i take everythin sent to me to heart..#ok bye bye i TRULY must get moving along (╯▽╰ ;;)
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