#Sam yaffa

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FOR MY FAVOURITE BASSIST EVER!!! SAMI YAFFA HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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Wet Dreams- Sami Yaffa x reader

Authors Note: I'm a total slut for Sami, I can't even lie to you, I would bang that man everyday all day if I could.

Warnings: Unprotected Sex, P inV smut, Oral, m receiving, Cussing, very little dialogue

You stared up at the ceiling, completely and utterly bored, your boyfriend Sami, was fast asleep next you. It was about 2 in the morning, and just a few short hours ago, you and Sami were at a pub with his bandmates.

It was a regular occurrence that Sami would drag you with him to pubs with his band, you loved that he wanted to spend time with you, if even if it was with his bandmates. You'd never admit but sometimes you just wanted to stay home, it wasn't that you didn't like the rest Hanoi rocks, because they were your best friends, it could all just be a little much.

You were broken out of your thoughts when Sami shifted onto his back, letting out little snores. He mumbled something in Finnish, it was something you couldn't understand. You leaned closer

"Sami?" You whispered.

No answer. You shrugged before leaning your head on his chest, his long arms wrapped around you, Sami's body twisting to face yours, he threw his leg over your hip. You giggled softly, he was such a teddy bear, even in his sleep. Your right cheek pressed against his bare chest, you started to get sleepy, your eyes struggling to stay open. Just a few short seconds later, Sami let out a little moan, your eyes shot open.

well there goes all chances of sleeping, you thought to yourself. You moved to your other side, your ass pressed up against Sami. His hand went to your hip. You shifted a little bit, trying to get as close to Sami as possible. You soon realized he was hard, his sleepy form pulling you close against him.

You stared at the wall, wide-eyed. Sami face pressed against your back, his lips pressed against the nape of your neck, you shivered.

"Sami?" You called out again, your nails scratching lightly at his arm.

"Mmm," He mumbled. "Yes love"

"Are you uhm," you paused, thankful that it was dark in the room, otherwise he would more than likely notice your blush. "Having issues?"

He giggled a bit before kissing your shoulder.

"Possibly," His soft voice spoke out. "Help me?"

You turned your face to see his, the moon light provided just enough light for you to see his blue eyes stare at yours lovingly. You planted a soft kiss to his lips before lightly pushing him onto his back. You worked your way down his body, leaving little kisses and bite marks here and there. You pressed your soft, tiny fingers to his bulge, a tent in his boxers. You looked up at him, his eyes screwed shut, his chest heaving up and down somewhat quickly.

You grabbed the hem of his black boxer shorts, his hips lifted up slightly, you pulled them down, his length slapping against his stomach. You grabbed his shaft, your mouth salivating at the sight. You pumped him up and down slowly.

"F-faster please," Sami looking down at you.

You moved your hand faster, his legs starting to shake, you pulled away quickly, giving him a few seconds to process what had happened.

"wha- why'd you sto-" His voice faltered after feeling your warm mouth wrap around him, he let out a soft moan.

His hand reached down, fingers tangling in your hair, pulling lightly. You reached up, using your hands to pump what you couldn't fit in your mouth. You locked eyes with him, his cheeks lightly tinted pink, he smiled at you lovingly. You let off of him, sliding him out of your mouth with a pop. He sat up against the headboard, watching you take off your tank top, leaving you in just your white thong, and bra. You climbed on to him, legs on either side of him. His long fingers gripped your hips softly. You sat right above his length, kissing him gently.

"You look so gorgeous my love," He spoke, pushing his face into your neck, leaving love bites on every inch of skin he could reach.

"I love you Sam," You shifted, your entrance just above his length, you sat down slowly, giving yourself a moment to adjust to his size before rocking slowly. You moaned lightly, taking in the sight of Sami. His half lidded eyes watching you slide up and down on him. He moaned, leaning forward again to unclasp your bra, pulling it off of your arms. His mouth quickly found your left nipple, taking it in his mouth and sucking lightly, his hand twisted your right nipple. You moaned again, moving slightly faster.

"Y/n, I love you so much, so so so so much," He spoke softly, leaning against the headboard, panting.

"I love you too," Your hips moved up and down. You tightened around him.

"Oh god Sam," His tip hitting your g-spot every time. "I'm so close"

"Me too pupu" He moaned, you let him take control, he flipped you both, you were now on your back. He thrusted into you, leaning down to kiss you deeply, your legs wrapped around his waist. His hips started to falter, he moaned, quickly pulling out and letting his seed coat your stomach, before pushing back in and giving you slow, deep thrusts, letting you cum on his length. He pulled out, and leaned his head on your chest, breathing heavily, his long black hair spilled over your body. He kissed your chest, not caring that cum was now coating both of your bodies.

"Shower?" His pale blue eyes looked up at you, full of nothing but love.

"Of course," You kissed his forehead, watching him get up, extending his large hand to you. You scooted off the mattress, grabbing his hand and standing. Your legs shook, Sami smirked down at you.

"what are you smirking at Mr. ?" you smiled at him.

"Oh nothing my love," He took your hand and led you to the bathroom.

The end!!!!!

[grazi-your-rockette-queen]

So I recently started hyper fixating on Hanoi Rocks and I just learned that Sami had his son at around 21 or 22. So can I get a fic or head canons about Sami figuring out he accidentally got fem reader pregnant and her having a panic attack over it because she thinks he's going to leave her and he doesn't want the child.

i just learned abt this too, i like this idea a lot cuz :((( also i’m giving this a good ending wether you like it or not 👏

Don’t You Ever Leave Me- Sami Yaffa

*that gif isn’t mine btw idk where it’s from (he’s so cute)

it had been an entire week since you took the test, and that was when the secret started. and you’ve been carrying it around all week, figuring out what to do while you further pushing off telling sami that you were pregnant.

“y/n! i’m home, baby!” you were sitting on the bed, staring at the ceiling. as much as you loved sami, you’d been dreading him getting home, because it reminded you that you would have to tell him sometime. you’d been unintentionally avoiding him lately, and even though you didn’t realize it, he did.

”hey, there you are.” he stood in the doorframe of the bedroom, smiling at you. you noticed there was a little bit of concern in his eyes once he sat down next to you on the bed, and you started to panic as you realized he was very much into you.

“hi sam.” you said in a squeaky whisper. he was facing you while you remained looking at the ceiling. he grabbed your hand and you squeezed it back.

“what’s got you worrying, y/n?” he asked, sounding very genuine and worried. you hated that he felt your anxiety secondhand. you started crying, wiping away the first tear before it rolled down your face.

“well… sami…” you stuttered in between long pauses of trying to figure out what to say. and he was so patient. “i do have to tell you something.” you finally turned and looked him in his pretty, sad blue eyes. it was very hard to refrain from sobbing once you did.

“i’m gonna have a baby…” you whispered, not knowing how quiet your voice was. his face instantly relaxed and he even seemed to smile the littlest bit. he moved stray strands of hair from your face and held your cheek delicately.

“really?” he smiled a little wider. your head dropped and you started to cry again. “baby, why are you crying?” he became worried again at your state. you shook your head slowly.

“i t-thought you were gonna leave me.” you confessed, sniffling. he waited a short second before pulling you to him and putting his arms around you as you continued to cry. he kissed your head repeatedly and responded calmly,

“i would never ever leave you. i love you.” he explained clearly. you smiled against him, still breathing heavily after the tears begin to dry. you looked back up at him, a loving smile on his face while he kissed away the remaining tears. “i’ll never leave you.” he repeated, foreheads now pressed together. he kept holding you as your heart steadied and you felt you could breathe again.

“i love you sami.”

“i love you so, so much, y/n.”

he asked if you felt alright, if you needed anything or if there was anything he could do for you. you laid with him, and understood that he was actually pretty damn happy about the whole situation. he wouldn’t stop talking about it for days, and he was excited to tell the rest of the band and literally anyone else who could hear him. he would lay with you with his head on your chest and a hand placed gently on your tummy, smiling to himself and thinking about what was yet to come.

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FALLEN ANGELS - 1st + singles [1984]

FALLEN ANGELS – 1st + singles [1984]

. The Fallen Angels was formed in 1984 with Knox (singer/songwriter from the Vibrators) on vocals and guitar, with the Hanoi Rocks rhythm section of Sam Yaffa on bass, the late Razzle on drums, and Nasty Suicide on rhythm and some lead guitar. Also guesting on the first album were Cosmic Ted and the Psychedelic Kid, (Mike Monroe and Andy McCoy respectively). The band came about because Knox was…

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Wait, you have a boyfriend? ( Razzle x male reader)

A/N: This fic is dedicated to my boo @ozzy-dumbass-of-darkness who I love with all my heart and he deserves all the happy things !

“Razzle, I don’t know if that’s a good idea.” You said uncertainly.

“C’mon, my love. It’s such a good idea and I’m pretty sure the guys would be totally okay with it !” He replied with a reassuring smile.

You and Razzle have been together for a couple of months now, but it was pretty much a secret to anybody, included Hanoi Rocks. You totally respected that, because you didn’t want to pressure your boyfriend to come out, but when he decided to tell it to the boys, you didn’t aspect to do it like that.

“I don’t know, do you think that introducing me as your boyfriend is the best way to come out?” You added, still skeptical .

“It’s perfect ! I won’t have to do any awkward conversation and they will meet the most amazing person on Earth !” He smiled widely, then he grabbed you by the wrist and placed a soft kiss on your lips.

“Ugh I hate how your kisses can make me doing anything !” You said, rolling your eyes but with a smile.

Luckily the band didn’t have any concert that night, so they were at some pub, just having fun and, after a good amount of alcohol, doing crazy shit. A part of you was still quite nervous about this all situation : you definitively wanted to be liked by the other boys, but most of all you were scared that they could have kicked Razzle out of the band, and you could never forgive yourself if that happened.

Before your boyfriend could open the pub’s door, you stopped him by pulling his wrist.

“Wait Razzle, I don’t think we should do that. What if they kick you out of the band? Or worse do they tell everybody about it? I love you so much, I don’t want to be the reason of all of that!” You admitted, scared.

“Darling, but I want to do it ! I’m sick of hiding me and especially of hiding you. Everybody should know the wonderful boy I’m with, everybody should know the person who makes me happy; but if you don’t feel comfortable with me also outing you, then tell me. But if you scared that this will make me feel worse, it won’t. If they want to kick me out, then fuck them ! They don’t know what amazing drummer they are losing!” He said firmly, his voice not cracking a bit.

You looked at him and relaxed a bit. Then you grabbed his hand as both of you entered into the pub.

“Hi guys!” Razzle greeted as soon as you spotted the Hanoi Rocks’ table.

“You’re late Razzle ! Who’s this new guy you are with?” Andy asked curious. All the other guys who were busy with drinking or talking, suddenly turned towards you.

“Michael, Sam ,Andy, Nasty this is N/Y, my boyfriend!” Razzle said excited.

They all looked at the both of you for a moment, their mouth open completely open.

“Did you say boyfriend?” Sam said, a bit confused.

“Wait you’re gay?” Andy added.

“Did somebody really want to be with you?” Nasty joked with a smirk.

“Oh c’mon, let’s not behave like children or we are going to scare him! Hi, I’m Michael, nice to meet you.” A blonde man said friendly.

“So, y-you guys are okay with it?” Razzle asked surprised.

“ Sam here. Yes totally cool dude !”

“Hi, I’m Andy. Of course man, you just made me gain 20 bucks!” A brunette boy said, excited as the other boy next to him handed him a 20 dollar bill.

“Thanks man, really!” The man you presume was called Nasty said, sarcastically. “You’re a cute couple tho!” He added shortly after.

“So Y/N come and join us, while we are going to tell you all the embarrassing shit that Razzle has done in tour!” Michael stated with a laugh, while you felt all your tension going away.

You looked at Razzle you gave you a big smile, then both of you went for a passionate kiss. All the boys made fake gagging sounds, and you couldn’t help to laugh.

“Told you, everything was going to be okay !” Razzle said, while putting an arm around you.

Everything felt so perfect and you couldn’t even remember while you were worried in the first place.

[thespacecowboyyy]

Theres so much to unpack in this photo. But like, sammy is adorable

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I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIMMMMM

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Wrong Bassist ~ Sami Yaffa

[Sami Yaffa x Fem!Reader]

Summary: Sami becomes jealous when the girl (Razzle’s sister) he likes seem to pay a lot of attention to the notorious Nikki Sixx

Warnings: jealousy, flirtatious remarks, kissing, touching

Masterlist

A/N: do I have a lot of motley crue requests in my inbox? Yes. I’m I gonna write a Hanoi rocks one no one is going to read? Yep. Did I make Y/N too northern English? Yeh.

Sami regretted introducing you to Mötley Crüe. He knew you were a fan and he just wanted you to finally meet them but for some reason he forgot they were infamous with their ways. He has always liked you, ever since Razzle introduced the two of you back in England, but has never had the courage to speak up about it but every since Hanoi Rocks starting hanging around the Crüe, he wish he had.

The ten of you were sitting round a fairly empty club. Sami was sat with Nasty and Razzle at the bar whilst the rest of you were at a booth close to the bar (close enough to be able to talk to each other). You were sat next Nikki. Sami could not help but stare at you both as he watched the rockstar shuffle closer and swing an arm around your shoulders.

“For god’s sake, Sami!” Razzle whisper-shouted, “stop staring at my sister like a creep.”

“Shhh!” Sami tore his eyes away from you to hush the drummer, “she can hear you.”

“Don’t worry,” Nasty chuckled quietly, “i think she is too engaged with Nikki.”

He turned back to you, at an embarrassing speed, to see Nikki whispering something in your ear and you giggle. He frowned and crossed his arms as if he was a sulking child.

“Nikki! Behave,” he heard you scold Nikki and him replying in chuckles.

Sami turned back to his bandmates and took a sip from his drink, trying his best to hide his anger and jealousy. He cursed himself for being so shy and scared of rejection because if he wasn’t he could be the one whose arms you were in, not Sixx. He couldn’t help but feel butterflies when you spoke to him or blush when you complimented him. You were too perfect for his mind to comprehend.

“C’mon, Sami. They’re probably just having some innocent flirty banter,” Razzle commented, “Y/N knows better than to go after a guy like Nikki.”

“Yeah,” Sami muttered, not feeling reassured at all.

“I don’t know. They seem pretty close,” Nasty teases, “Nikki’s hands are all over her.”

“Sod off, Nasse,” Razzle scoffs.

He was right. Nikki’s hand was on your thigh and you were blushing noticeably. Sami must have been staring for a while since you picked up on it.

“You alright there, Sam?” You ask.

“Fine!” He answered too fast, his cheeks burning up in embarrassment. “Just- erm. I was just day dreaming.”

“Come sit next to me so I can hear,” you suggest over the loud music as you struggle to hear him. “Budge up everyone,” you shout at the rest of the table, breaking up what seemed to be a heated argument about hair between Vince and Michael.

Sami didn’t need to be asked twice sit close to you and slid in the opening beside you. Nikki’s arm was moved away from you when he was moving up. “You looking a little red there, Sami,” you frown, “you feeling okay?”

“Yeh! Yeh, I’m fine,” Sami shrugs, “just a bit hot in here.”

“Yeah,” Nikki agrees, “probably just Y/N.”

He winks to you and you just blush and giggle, “no! I said stop with the cheesy pick up lines.”

Sami stared at his feet, ignoring the pair beside him laughing.

The truth is you liked Sami. You wanted to see if he liked you back so you flirted with other men to see if it bothered him. Nikki knew about this. You knew it was wrong and embarrassing but all your other attempts failed.

“Let me go buy you another,” Nikki nods at your empty martini glass.

“Here,” you reached for your purse but he stopped you.

“No, no, no.” He shakes his head, “it’s on me. It would be a privilege to get a pretty lady, like you, a drink.”

Sami gets even more irritated and you pick up on his annoyance. “You sure you’re alright?”

“Fine, Y/N, just fine,” he huffs. He knows it’s not fair to be angry at you, it’s not your fault his cowardice prevents him from asking you out, but he could not control his emotions at this very moment.

He saw you frown and he was about to apologise for his unreasonable behaviour but he saw Nikki winking at you from the bar and you giggle. Another wave of anger crashed into him as he stood up abruptly and walked outside to the alley beside the club, leaving you and the rest of your company confused.

Sami couldn’t understand what was getting into him tonight, he could usually handle dudes flirting with you, but with Nikki it was different. It was different because he felt as if Nikki was an upgraded version of himself. His thoughts were cut short by the sound of the doors creaking shut.

“Okay. What is going on?” You sigh, “and don’t you dare say your bloody fine becau-”

Your words were quickly cut off but the lips that crashed into yours. Your eyes widened with shock as you parted.

Sami looked at you panicked and surprised by his own actions. He opened his mouth to apologise but this time it was him who was cut off by your lips. He brought on of his hands to the back of your head as he attempted to pull you impossibly close to him, your arms sling round his neck. Your lips moved in perfect harmony as you both let out soft and quiet moans.

The kiss heated up as you pushed him against the stone wall and his tongue pressed against your lips as a way of asking for permission to enter, which you gave. You didn’t care that you were running out of breath, only the feeling of his hand on your waist. He let out quiet moans, that caused vibrations in your mouth, as you tugged the hairs at the back of his neck.

It felt as if the kiss lasted for an eternity before you parted. You couldn’t help but admire his swollen lips, that were tinted red from your lipstick, and his messy hair.

“What was that for?” You ask.

“I like you, Y/N,” he says, “I really like you, like a lot. Ive liked you since the first time I met you. Sorry if that sounds cheesy and I understand if you don’t have actual feelings for me but Nikki and I know he’s better than me on so many levels, bass and romance, but I think you should know I think your amazing.”

“Sami.” You blink stunned at his confession, “of course I like you, you stupid idiot.”

“What?” He tilted his head in confusion, “but Nikki?”

“Don’t hate me but I thought the only way to find out if you like me is by flirting with another guy. And stop putting your self down! You are amazing!” you explain, “your the only bassist I want.”

He smiled s widely, cheeks flushed pink. “So you want to go on a date?”

“Of course,” you giggle before leaning back into another kiss.

[razzles-boiler]

I just found out today that this picture was taken during a 1978 gig on the Isle of Wight and that Razzle actually came to this gig and him & Rat ended up taking turns playing the drums.

RAT SCABIES

[one-sad-human]

•Loving You Is Easy• Sami Yaffa

Paring: Sami Yaffa x Reader

Requested? Yes! By @jtrstp

Theme: Fluff

Warnings: Nothing

Word Count: 800+

A/N: Two fics within a week? New record for me! This one is a little short, but I enjoyed writing for a new person. Please let me know if i got literally anyone right, or let me know who to improve and how! I’m ok with conservative criticism as long as you’re nice about it. Thanks for reading! ❤️

Loving Sami is easy. It was second nature. He’s sweet and caring, shy at first but it just makes it more rewarding once he opens up. His smile is bright and contagious, and, God, his laugh melts your heart.

You met Sami when he first joined Hanoi Rocks. You had always been friends with Michael, so you met all the members of all his bands before Hanoi, but you never connected to one like you did Sami.

You had met him at a bar along with Andy, but you barely paid him any mind. You were too busy trying to get Sami to talk to you.

He was shy and quiet, any questions you asked he gave short answers and small smiles. You had made it your mission to get him comfortable enough to have a real conversation.

When he finally started to hide less behind his long hair, you had pulled him away to your favorite 24 hour diner. Michael and Andy didn’t mind, they gave you teasing smiles and a winks before you whisked Sami away.

You and him talked for hours at the diner. You ate pancakes and drank milkshakes before splitting a sundae while watching the sun peak over the horizon. You had to call out from work because you hadn’t slept.

You didn’t want to leave, but you were both exhausted and were falling asleep. You had never met someone like Sami. It was almost like you and him were the same person.

You both liked the same musicians, preferred quiet spaces rather than busy, liked the same types of movies. Almost every time you shared something about yourself, he followed with a ‘me too!’

You had began dating Sami officially less than a month later. You’ve had boyfriends before, but you didn’t know true love until Sami.

Now it was four years later, and the spark hadn’t gone away yet. You still found Sami enthralling, always finding a new way to make you fall deeper in love with him.

Michael saw the connection better than anyone else. He knew you without Sami and knew you with him, and you were definitely better together. He wasn’t quiet about it either, he often mentioned it while you were together.

In fact, none of the boys were. They always had to tease about how cute you were together, complain about how they couldn’t find proper partners. It was like a running joke with them.

“I’m home!” You call out when you open the door, just arriving home from work. Sami calls you over from the living room, smiling happily when he sees you.

“Hi, sweetheart,” Sami says sweetly. You peck him on the lips, smiling into the kiss when his band mates groan and make fake gagging noises.

“Ew! Get a room!” Razzle calls out, a fake look of disgust on his face.

“We are in a room, it isn’t my fault you guys are always at my apartment,” you say, sticking your tongue out at him. You sit down on your couch next to your boyfriend.

“How was your day?” Sami asks, like he always did when you got home. He places his hand on your thigh.

“Good, nothing too bad happened,” you say. “But a foot massage from my loving boyfriend would make it even better?”

Sami playfully rolls his eyes with a smile, motioning you to give him your feet. You comply and groan when he starts pressing his fingers into your sore feet.

“You guys make me sick,” Nasty says. “You’re too cute together, we’re all single ya know! Could be a little more considerate.”

“Don’t come by our house so often then?” Sami says. Nasse grumbles something and crosses his arms.

“When are you two going to get married?” Michael asks. “You live together already, what’s stopping you from putting a ring on it, Sam?”

Sami puts his head down and smiles shyly, something you notice he always does when he’s put on the spot or nervous. You smile and tuck a piece of hair behind his ear to show off his pretty face. He glances at you before continuing working on your feet.

“Eventually, Sami just needs time... right?” You ask hopefully.

“Right,” he confirms, his grin growing. “Or maybe I don’t.” You cock your head, glancing at the boys for context. “Marry me?”

“S-seriously? You’re asking now? Right now?” Sami’s smile drops and he grows nervous, he wrings his hands together while staring at the floor, your feet now just resting in his lap.

“I mean I don’t have a ring so if you don’t want to say yes yet then I understand, but I just thought that—“

“Yes!” You exclaim. Jumping on top of him to hug and kiss him. “Yes! I’ll marry you!” The boys cheer loudly, whistling and howling so loudly the downstairs neighbor pounds on the ceiling with a broom.

“Great! Now they aren’t just the overly sweet couple, but the overly sweet married couple!” Razzle complains, but the smile on his face shows he’s truly happy for you and Sami.

“We need to celebrate! Where’s the booze?” Andy asks, running to the kitchen to rummage through the cabinets. Razzle and Nasty follow, Michael staying behind to pull you and Sami into a hug, whispering his congratulations.

Loving Sami is easy, and marrying him will be just as easy.

[grazi-your-rockette-queen]

I saw you were hyper fixated on Hanoi Rocks (i have been fixated on them for almost a year now) and I just wanted to request a fic with a fem reader and Nasty Suicide or Sami Yaffa (literally either one idc they're both so NGH). But like they keep trying to ask reader out, flirt with them and stuff, and reader just... DOESN'T pick up on it 😭. Like they could grab her by the shoulders and scream "I LOVE YOU, PLEASE MARRY ME." and reader would just be like "hehe you're so silly I'm so glad we're friends." You can choose how they would confess to reader whether it's them maybe pinning reader to a wall and kissing them 😏 or them just flat out yelling at them that they love reader romantically. And ofc reader returns their feelings (who wouldn't). Anyways ty and I hope you have a lovely day/evening/night!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

awe this is cuteeee

i decided to do headcannons for both sami and nasty just bc 🤭

sami

-he’s kinda already shy especially around you

-but he still makes obvious efforts to always be close to you, or just to talk to you all the time

-and he always blushes so much, you must be colorblind if you never notice

-even when the other guys tease him, you pay it no attention whatsoever and kind of just laugh with them

-one day you’d be out somewhere with him, having a nice time and laughing together or something like that (idfk)

-and he’d just kinda accidentally say “i love you so much!” or some shit

-and he’d instantly cover his mouth with his hand

-and you’d just be so confused

-he’d be confused as to why you’re confused, so he decides to just straight up confess

-“y/n…i like, love you- like, a lot.”

-“oh, i love you too sam!” and he’d be so shocked and giddy

-“i’m really happy i’m friends with you and the rest of the guys.” and you would smile at him, still clueless.

-“oh my god.” he’d start to get a little frustrated with himself, so he just yells. “i love you, more than anything.” he explains, very clearly and slowly, laughing a little. suddenly you understand.

-“ohhh!!” you pull him into a tight hug. “i love you like that too sami… so much.”

-you’d hold his face and kiss him softly and his face would get all hot again <3

nasty

-he would be even more obvious and up front about it, though that doesn’t mean you’d be more clear on it

-he’s very touchy but for some reason you take it as a friendly gesture when he puts his hands on your waist casually when you stand next to each other

-he gets that you can’t take a hint

-but it doesn’t frustrate him cuz he knows exactly what to do

-so one day, when you and him were alone in the studio waiting for the rest of the band

-he just kinda corners you, towering over you against the wall which finally causes you to blush

-“you silly girl, you wanna know something?” he’d breathe, looking down at your confused but flustered face

-“hm?”

-“i love you. you know how much i love you?” he’d ask, not expecting an answer.

-grabbed your waist again 🫠

-so he takes your speechlessness as an oprotunity to kiss you deeply.

-he pulled away, “that much.”

-you were still shocked, but in like, the best way possible

-you two left the studio when the band got back 🤭

[the-forest-library]

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Thoughts: Any month is a good reading month when you have another Brown Sisters book by Talia Hibbert to read. I thought Always Only You was going to be another stellar read. The first half was easily heading toward five stars, but the second half was such a let down. However, You Have a Match definitely met expectations. I’m also loving YA mysteries these days, so if you have recommendations, please send them my way.

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Polska: Pfizer rzekomo testuje swoją szczepionkę na Covid-19 na sierotach

05/10/2021r/Dodano 06/10/2021r

Różne osoby w Polsce twierdzą, że Pfizer prowadzi badania na sześciomiesięcznych sierotach, aby przetestować swoją szczepionkę na Covid-19.

Prawnik Robert F. Kennedy's Children's Health Defence Association został niedawno zaalarmowany przez polskich informatorów, że Pfizer rzekomo prowadzi eksperymenty na 6-miesięcznych osieroconych dzieciach w celu przetestowania szczepionki na Covid-19. Pfizer wydaje się działać poza granicami prawnymi. Skłoniło to grupę prawników, pracowników służby zdrowia i aktywistów do wezwania posłów do polskiego parlamentu i senatu do zorganizowania w sobotę 2 października nadzwyczajnej konferencji na temat "Badania lekarskie dzieci i niemowląt: kwestie medyczne, prawne i etyczne".

Konferencja została zorganizowana przez polskie stowarzyszenia i fundacje takie jak Polskie Stowarzyszenie Niezależnych Lekarzy i Naukowców, Stowarzyszenie Prawników Głos Wolności, Stowarzyszenie Centrum Informacji Zdrowotnej Dobrostan oraz Fundacja Nowe Spektrum. Wśród prelegentów znaleźli się dr Natalia Prego Cancelo z Hiszpanii oraz dr Meryl Nass i dr Vera Sharav ze Stanów Zjednoczonych. Zadano różne pytania:

"Czy Pfizer przeprowadza eksperymenty na sierotach, które są najbardziej bezbronne i nie mają nikogo, kto dba o ich interesy, gdy coś pójdzie nie tak? Jeśli tak, to dlaczego i kto się zgodził? Dlaczego pfizer może prowadzić badania kliniczne na dzieciach z produktem, który nie zakończył jeszcze badań klinicznych fazy 3 i jest nową technologią? Dlaczego Pfizer odmawia wybranym urzędnikom dostępu do ich dokumentów? Co dzieje się w innych krajach, w których prowadzone są te eksperymenty? Czy EMA i FDA naprawdę wykonują swoją pracę? I wreszcie... producenci szczepionek działają w całkowitej tajemnicy i poza jakąkolwiek kontrolą prawną?"

Inne informacje na temat nauki i etyki badań klinicznych na dzieciach również były powodem do niepokoju. Yaffa Shir-Raz, badaczka zajmująca się komunikacją ryzyka na Uniwersytecie w Hajfie w Izraelu, opublikowała artykuł na temat wysoce wątpliwych metod firmy zatytułowany Poważne naruszenia i manipulacje protokołem badania: w jaki sposób Pfizerowi udało się uzyskać awaryjną zgodę FDA dla dzieci.

Artykuł podkreśla niepokojące fakty, które podważają zamiar Pfizera, aby udowodnić bezpieczeństwo stosowania szczepionek u dzieci. Na przykład u dzieci z poważną depresją nagle zdiagnozowano wcześniej istniejące problemy psychiatryczne, które powinny były wykluczyć z kohorty badawczej, a kryteria zgłaszania wydawały się być zaprojektowane w celu wykluczenia sygnałów zdarzeń niepożądanych. Twórcy szczepionek od dawna eksperymentują z najbardziej bezbronnymi: sierotami, niepełnosprawnymi umysłowo i fizycznie, uchodźcami politycznymi i zubożałymi populacjami. Stanley Plotkin, który opatentował wiele szczepionek i jest znany jako "papież szczepionek", bronił się kiedyś, mówiąc, że niepełnosprawni ludzie "mają tylko jedną ludzką postać".

Od czerwca 2021 r. – czytamy w liście stowarzyszeń i prawników przygotowujących konferencję prasową – Pfizer prowadzi eksperymentalne próby szczepionek przeciwko Covid-19 na polskich dzieciach. O ile nam wiadomo, eksperymenty te prowadzone są na zdrowych maluchach w wieku od 3 i 6 miesięcy do 11 roku życia. Fakty te nie są znane polskiej opinii publicznej, ponieważ dokumenty Pfizera zawierają klauzulę "tajną". Nawet posłowi, który interweniował w tej sprawie, odmówiono dostępu do dokumentów, co stanowi całkowite naruszenie polskiego prawa. Wiadomo, że ośrodki w Polsce wykonują powyższe badania. Są to jednak małe prywatne kliniki i prywatne ośrodki badań klinicznych, które nie wydają się być wyposażone do przeprowadzania takich badań. (...) Z nieoficjalnych doniesień (jesteśmy w posiadaniu zapisów z lipca i sierpnia tego roku) wiemy, że dzieciom w wieku 6-11 lat wstrzyknięto już produkt Pfizera, a dzieciom w wieku 3-5 lat wpłynęła co najmniej jedna dawka.

"Obecnie rekrutowane są dzieci w wieku od 6 miesięcy do 2 lat. Pfizer opublikował jednak na swojej oficjalnej stronie dokumenty z dnia 20.09.2021 r., z których wynika, że spodziewa się wyników z młodszej grupy do końca tego roku. Sugeruje to, że badania w młodszej grupie rozpoczęły się w tym samym czasie, co w starszych grupach, ponieważ Pfizer twierdzi, że wyniki tych badań będą dostępne po sześciu miesiącach. Szacuje się, że w Polsce można by wstrzyknąć około 1000 dzieci. Biorąc pod uwagę szybkość, z jaką te dzieci zostały zrekrutowane do badania, mocno podejrzewamy, że pochodzą one z sierocińców i domów opieki, podobnie jak miało to miejsce w przypadku badań z innymi szczepionkami. Zgodnie z polskim prawem takie wyjątkowe przypadki wymagają zgody sądu, ale do tej pory nie udało nam się znaleźć żadnych rozpraw sądowych, w których takie eksperymenty na dzieciach zostały zatwierdzone.

"Zgodę na te badania na niemowlętach i małych dzieciach w Polsce udzielił Grzegorz Cessak, farmakolog i prezes Urzędu Zatwierdzania Produktów Leczniczych, Wyrobów Medycznych i Produktów Biobójczych. Jest także członkiem Europejskiej Agencji Leków (EMA), co wydaje się stwarzać konflikt interesów.

"Ponieważ Pfizer nie przeprowadził żadnych badań na zwierzętach ani badań na młodych zwierzętach (potomstwie), wydaje się, że polskie niemowlęta i młodsze dzieci są wykorzystywane jako pierwsze eksperymentalne "potomstwo".

"Jeśli właściwe polskie władze nie podejmą działań, nie możemy powiedzieć, ile z tych dzieci mogło umrzeć lub już doznało poważnych komplikacji zdrowotnych. Podawanie eksperymentalnej inżynierii genetycznej jest całkowicie nowe w medycynie i jest definiowane jako badanie kliniczne fazy I i II / III u niemowląt i dzieci w wieku do 6 lat oraz dzieci w wieku do 11 lat. "

"U dorosłych faza III nie jest jeszcze zakończona, ale zgłoszono liczne powikłania, w tym bardzo ciężkie problemy zakrzepowo-zatorowe, autoimmunologiczne i zapalne, a nawet zgony. Informacje o podobnych powikłaniach i niefortunnych zgonach dotyczą również dzieci w wieku 12 lat i starszych. Dysponujemy nagraniami audio ze wszystkich 8 ośrodków, które mogą być wykorzystane jako dowód w postępowaniu karnym. Obrazy te pokazują, że dzieci w wieku od 6 do 11 lat i prawdopodobnie w wieku od 3 do 5 lat zostały już wstrzyknięte. "

"Jednocześnie wydaje się, że podawanie szczepionek w najnowszej grupie zostało zawieszone na okres od 6 miesięcy do 2 lat, ponieważ 22 lipca odbyło się nadzwyczajne spotkanie, aby zdecydować, co robić" (mogło to być spowodowane protestami ludzi z lokalnych organizacji wolnościowych w pobliżu tych ośrodków). Po tym incydencie ogłoszono, że rekrutacja niemowląt i dzieci do 2 roku życia będzie kontynuowana i wznowiona na początku sierpnia.

"Biorąc pod uwagę liczne poważne powikłania po tych zastrzykach, w tym zgony u dorosłych i młodzieży, zastrzyki te stanowią znacznie większe zagrożenie dla życia i zdrowia tych dzieci niż sam Covid-19".

Źródło: MPI

https://unser-mitteleuropa.com/polen-pfizer-testet-angeblich-seinen-impfstoff-covid-19-an-waisenkindern/