#STOP TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD AND SHOULDNT DO IN MY ART
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artdcnaldson · 10 months ago
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im so glad youre matching my freak on this (patricks sister au) because im actually so not normal about it. i havent thought about anything else all day, many more thoughts are in my head about this, i need art so badly
his restraint grows wearier every time you're on his bed in your slutty outfits making puppy eyes at him. its only gotten worse since he let it slip that he does want you, but just cant. it seems like youre in his room every day now. tiny shorts or even worse, tiny tennis skirts. the kind where he can see another one of many lacy pairs of panties every time you adjust yourself. he makes it a point to always sit at his desk, or even stand, he needs the distance.
one night hes dragging you back from a stupid frat party, one of those with a dress up theme thats really just an excuse to have the girls dress extra slutty, and oh boy did you deliver. youre not too drunk, but hes carrying you over his shoulder regardless, its just faster that way. (youre not complaining, you get to stare at his ass the whole way back to his dorm) and maybe youre acting more drunk than you are, just so he wont bring you to your own room, but he'll have to let you sleep in his.
then you're laying in his bed, surrounded by his scent, maybe even dressed in another one of his shirts and maybe just a pair of panties. watching him as he gets ready for bed (he always refuses to share the bed with you but sleeps on thr carpet on his floor instead), brushing his teeth, changing his shirt, complaining about some guy who was trying too hard to flirt with you, getting too close to you. its all too much, you really cant help it, maybe you can even blame the few shots of tequila your friends had made you take earlier that night, but your hand trails down under the sheets. you cant help but touch yourself, gently, barely even feeling it. but youre just so turned on by him, being this close to him, his possessiveness. whats a girl to do!!!!
he hears the little moan you let out, he tries so hard to ignore it. to control himself. truly hes not surprised. he keeps talking, pretending he didnt hear you. but when he turns around, its just too much. he cant help but tell you how pathetic youre being, he means for it to come out sterner, meaner, it was meant to deter you. instead he hears you moan again, so pathetic. it shouldnt egg him on, he should tell you to stop, to leave, to pull your hand out of your damn panties. he should tell you to quit being such a slut. why is it turning you on when he tells you youre being pathetic? why are you moaning louder when he says you can never have his cock? he cant help but taunt you :(((
(i can keep going, just ask lol)
GODDDDDD this au has me salivating so badly it’s crazy like this ask made me go take a lap, had to walk on my treadmill and clear my head. I feel so insane rn
Bc why IS he getting so weird and protective over you? Why is he mad that you were practically dry humping some loser from the fucking swim team that you looked like a fucking slut out there, and you should be embarrassed, honestly.
And god, he really does sound pissed about it, and you’re still pretty buzzed from the party, too, everything feels really slow and hazy and there’s an insistent throbbing need between your thighs. you’re so wet it’s soaking through the skimpy, slutty panties you were wearing.
“You should really fucking have some standards.”
Mhmm. Yeah. You should. He should totally keep telling you all about it. You sigh, slip your fingers between your thighs— all wet and sticky and sensitive. You moan, just barely, but he freezes a little. You can see the muscles in his shoulders flexing as he grips the edges of the sink. But then he’s right back to bitching at you.
“What the fuck did you think was gonna happen, huh? Did you think I’d go over there and rip you off of that dickhead? That I’d get so jealous I’d finally fuck you like you want?”
You moan, louder, and that’s when he turns. His jaw is set, clenched as he watches your hand move beneath the sheets. You’re completely unabashed as he watches you, he watches your legs spread slightly, can tell your fingers have gone from toying with your clit to being stuffed inside your pussy.
And he laughs. “God, this is really fucking pathetic, you know that, don’t you?”
You nod, whimper out a, “mhmm.” You’re looking at him through half-lidded eyes, all hazy and soft. And your hand is moving faster beneath the blankets, and god, he wants to move it so fucking badly. Wants to watch, to see how wet you are for him.
It would be so easy to just rip that blanket off— his fingers are fucking twitching with the need to. He almost does, almost loses himself in it.
“Jesus, you’re so fucking desperate,” he says, arms crossed, trying to ignore how fucking good you sound now that you’re not muffling your moans. “You think fucking yourself in my bed is going to change anything? It just makes you look like a slut. You know how embarrassed I’d be if you were my sister? You’re fucking lucky I don’t tell Patrick what you’re up to.”
You whine, pouting as you thrust your fingers deeper inside your cunt. You’re so close already, just want to cum, want him to rip off the blankets and fuck you into the mattress. “Please,” you whine.
“Please? You think I’m going to fuck up my friendship with Patrick for pussy?” He’s being so mean, you’re fucking dripping down your wrist with how soaked you are. “I’m never going to fuck you. You just need to grow up and fucking accept it.”
You cum as he watches you, thighs trembling and closing around your hand. Fingers all slick and sticky when you finally slip them from your cunt. He’s staring at you, completely indiscernible. And he laughs again. Whatever. You can go ten more rounds if he just keeps talking to you.
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eyedrateanatomy · 2 months ago
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Ngl I think abt your toxic yaoi smokeydonuts post a lot. You were so right abt that. Theres so much fluffy art of them, I feel like ppl forget that they both have Issues. Jack is just Mr. Peanut Butter, but he’s not a dog, so you’re painfully aware that he’s a manchild in his 40s with a gun. And John is so depressed and closed off you’d be better off dating a brick wall. If they started dating I think people would die. They should go for it. I hope they Ethan Mars Tears in the Rain ending it up in that police cruiser.
this ask got sent like five times which i thought was really funny. BUT YEAH let me dig up my discord ramblings about jack and john. ive compared them to mr peanutbutter and bojack many times...
jack and john together make me MISERABLE just because you have this golden retriever of a man who takes every opportunity to joke around and distract john from whatevers bothering him, but it always horribly backfires because jack is dangerous levels of stupid. meanwhile john is the worlds most depressing man who lost all hope and stopped being a policeman for the sake of others safety, hes too caught up in investigating the cult that took his daughter and home. he wants to wallow in his misery, while jack is trying desperately to pull him out of the hole hes dug, not realizing hes digging alongside him and shoveling the dirt right on top of john its a miracle john even tolerates jack for all the impulsive bullshit hes pulled, and its a miracle jack is so loyal to a man who clearly doesnt want to get better. theyre horrible for each other. smokeydonuts is a tragic pairing
i need jack to go on a rant about how he doesnt know what to Do with john. he asks him and pleads with him to just tell him what to do because jack is so stupid on his own, and he Knows he can never understand what its like to lose a kid, and he knows hes stupid for causing john to lose his home, and he Knows he cant stop john from smoking, or ignoring his family, or going against the mayor, or investigating the cult out to get him, and he knows he shouldnt even be here, and hes too stupid to be a deputy, and hes always been too emotional to handle anything, and his emotions right now are telling him to take care of john, and hes too stupid to even do That. he doesnt know what to do anymore and john is so frustrated, its like hes dealing with a kid which is the Last thing he wants. hes just dependent on jack at this point because no one else bothers to take him out of the house or lighten the mood, but its just so distracting and overwhelming for him when he only wants peace of mind for what happened to his family and what might happen to the town. its like jack has no idea hes in danger too and john feels such a heavy amount of responsibility weighing on his shoulders that he feels like jack just cannot comprehend because he hasnt been a specific target. hes accepted that jack wont get it so hes enabling his reckless behavior for the time being. john is burdened with the curse and cant explain it to jack in a way he'll understand <3
its after a rough night while theyre sitting in the car trying to recover from a near death experience with the cult that jack finally asks for a cigarette, but coughs when smoking it. only then does john smile and laugh, and only when that happens does jack feel fulfilled
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heyyallitsbeth · 1 year ago
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so i let the hyperfixation win.
over the past several hours i rewatched Sword Art Online and SAO 2.
(this time dubbed, last time i watched it subbed)
here are my thoughts:
-anyone who said the dub was bad is just wrong. Kirito's VA really shines in the more comedic or sweet moments (like when first meeting Yui), he reminds me of like a Peter Parker. and oh my lord, the breakdown by Suguha's VA was just a masterpiece. Still have chills from watching it.
-i have such a big appreciation for every character. This time it really shined through how good of characters Kirito, Asuna, and Suguha actually are.
Kirito's internal conflict throughout SAO2 is so good, grappling with their actions they needed to take in SAO to survive. and throughout all of it you can tell how much they truly loves their friends and family, and how kind hearted they really are. Asuna definitely fits into that role as well, being so ready to take care of Yui and so desperately wanting her to be safe and loved and cared for.
And oh my gosh Suguha. I remember people absolutely hated her arc because it is problematic, but the fact is, it's played entirely serious, her feelings arent taken as a joke. She has a genuine and real internal struggle for feeling things she feels she shouldnt, and how she feels those feelings arent reciprocated or cant be reciprocated, and having her heart broken twice by someone who she loves and someone who also does still genuinely love her. Its absolutely heartbreaking to watch.
Man, Sinon is still fantastic. She's still my absolute favorite, and I think she is one of the best characters in the show, and pretty much steals the show from her introduction. Her arc ties in so seamlessly with Kirito's and how they help eachother heal and grow is fantastic. Only complaint is we never got a scene of the rest of the Gals being jealous about the grenade hug she gave Kirito. After Kirito and Sinon nearly died, wouldve been some nice relief so you didnt feel like you yourself were dying.
-Speaking of, while there was definitely a ton of fanservice, the pseudo-harem aspect with the jokes were kinda cute, between characters seeing flirting happen around them, getting embarassed over it, its fun. Especially when people got jealous of Sinon flirting with Kirito over Excalibur. That part was very fun, since they did that infront of everyone else, almost like they were trying to get a rise out of them. Theyre not exactly the pinnacle of comedy, its definitely a trope, but theres something nostalgic about it that makes it kinda enjoyable.
-Speaking of the psuedo-harem, guys if all of you are constantly flirting with eachother (not just Kirito surprisingly, happens between the other girls frequently) and jealous of any affection with that, just start a polycule. You're a group of gamer girls playing MMOs together and all of you have slept in the same bed with eachother. Stop snipping at eachother and start dating eachother. Polyamory is pretty cool. Kirito and Asuna can still be the main duo and be the parents to Yui and Strea; but yall gotta work on the jealousy or just do what every other group of girl gamers does, polyamory. Lisbeth you should not be angrily drinking while watching Kirito and Asuna talk. (this is mostly a joke, im not actually saying they *have* to do a polycule, its more of a joke because of how tropey a lot of the flirting and jealousy is, and yknow, gay girls do polyamory, so dont take this part toooooo seriously.)
-Speaking of girls dating girls, the LGBT rep aint half bad. Argo canonically using both male and female pronouns is really cool! Most of the girls flirt with eachother a lot too, which is nice. Between the female avatar, the willingness to pretend to be a girl, the introversion, the desire to be an avatar in a virtual world more than irl, Kirito might be transgender. All good stuff here.
Overall, SAO is honestly way better than I remembered, even if some parts definitely show its age. You gotta piece it together a little bit with headcanons, but i do that with every show, nothing is perfect. Except Sinon. And a world where trans Kirito is canon. Those are perfect.
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terraliensvent · 1 year ago
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https://ibb.co/wNj5R6Z
When did this become a thing? There's no rule in the server about it. Nor has there been an announcement about this new rule.
Dont get me wrong, i get it. Its a server with minors in it. Its smart of em. But, there is no rule about it that id seen?? Besides that point... How you going to control someones profile like that??
Its not like its going to stop the minors from seeing it regardless. Cause if the two dm cause commission or whatever, they are still going to see it anyway?! And you reallllly cant tell someone they have to change their pfp OUTSIDE the server. Its their profile afterall.
This is 100% why i believe minors shouldnt be involved in CS spaces too. Because regardless of any rule put in place about nsfw content.. They will still see and be subjected to this content if theres a customer/client chat going on due to commissions. You can control a persons server profile, but outside of that... You cant.
And if the adults all start putting in their ads "Please no minors, as it makes me uncomfortable," or whatever other thing they could write... Will probably get bad backlash in a server full of well...children. Including some of the actual adults too. I can just see this being a huge thing from both sides.
The minors being upset they cant offer their art/comms. The childish adults who just cant handle too... Then a big ol whine fest about it all.
Even though the adults are just trying to keep the minors and themselves safe.
But ye.. Either way... This rule should probably be announced and added in bold somewhere. Cause i didnt, nor have seen, this one in this server. Still a worry, but... Still glad its there too.
I just am seeing both sides of what could happen here though.
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i mean im gonna be fr, i do not see the issue with this. i think its pretty implied that no NSFW whatsoever is allowed seeing as terras has always advertised itself as being minor friendly, so it would just be looped in with the no NSFW images rule.
there is a trade discussion chat, if the person wanted to keep their actual profile NSFW but have talks about comms they can do it in the other chat, it doesnt HAVE to go to dms
also ive really never seen an issue with people saying they only want adults to commission them, and even if someone complained i dont think itd be received well by other members or by staff
i understand your angle of playing devils advocate but i honestly dont think this is an issue, at best its an attempt to minimize any foul play and exposure of NSFW to minors, and at worst its a measure that, while effective in some areas, has some oversights in others
i know terras has been pretty dead but yall gotta have better topics if ur gonna put it in my inbox lol (kidding)
Editing to add: NSFW pfps/profile banners are also against Discord TOS as a whole. checkmate liberal
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luniise-kel · 2 years ago
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i understand that it's frustrating when you feel people are misinterpreting your art, but a key part of creating and making art, and then consuming it for the viewer, is making your own interpretations and having your own understandings and experiences of what you believe is being portrayed; you can't dictate what people are supposed to feel about your creation.
i dont care if you see the comic as sad for fucks sake. Ive said this so many times . i do not give a flying fuck. stop trying to tell me what to feel and what to think. ive only said that people were being freaks and to stop. you dont know what i mean by this so stop trying to tell me what to feel. i have every right to explain my art if i know people may not get it. i dont care if you think about some fan comic i made is suppose to be something else than what i intended. of course i cant dictate what people are suppose to feel but you also have no right coming into my inbox telling me im weird for asking people to understand comic better, nor do you have a right to tell me if i should or shouldnt feel uncomfortable by some people’s interpretations. i didnt make that comic to post it, i posted it because i thought why not. i could have very easily kept that shit hidden away. please understand with me this is a persona 5 fan comic made by some kid in highschool, i honest to god do not care. I have other shit to worry about and it just so happens i dont like logging into tumblr and seeing freaks in my notifs. Ive said this many times as politely as i can but since you still dont get it: i dont care if people think that comic is sad, i care if your reblogging that shit and saying weird ass stuff that i wake up and see.
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xxxg0ryygurlll13xxx · 7 months ago
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i feel kinda bad abt taking my mental health/work day
like yea i get an insane amount of school work but theres ppl i go to school w who have practice, and rehersal and get it done. am i seriously this mentally weak and unstable?? that i get so stressed out and anxious over school i have to take a day to do it cause i cant do my work at school? really???? like i feel idk idk how i feel. i dont think guilty is the right word? but neither is weak? idk. but its bad. theres just so much going on in my family life too that im worried about and i keep trying to tell myself that this is ok and needed and i just have to get the work done but its so hard to not worry and get overanxious to the point i cant go to school. mental health is such a tricky thing and i know its important but i feel so bad when i take care of it. i will say i put on my insta note "needing to stay home from school to do schoolwork is crazy" and like 5 ppl from school have responded saying they do the same thing all the time cause its so necessary. that makes me feel less bad abt taking today off, well not really off im gonna spend my whole day working even tho thats what i did yesterday too after my PSAT and barely made a dent in my planner. its just its so much. so so so so much and i feel bad that other ppl can handle it but i cant. ik ppls brains are built different but how come i struggle so much in school and w school work and others just pass w As and dont even bat an eye???? ig stupid is how it makes me feel. guilty, weak, and stupid. its only october and i feel like im on a sinking ship, i have school to worry abt, loved ones in florida to worry abt, my mas health to worry abt, my health to worry abt, keeping the house at least kinda clean to worry abt, plans to worry abt, social things to worry abt, so much to worry abt. also slightly unrelated but i have a dr appt to go to on saturday and get to skip out on helping w open house at my school and trying to explain to my friend why no she wouldnt rather spend her saturday talking w her mothers spinal surgeon about how she could be paralyzed for the rest of her life, or how her back conditions could kill her. id rather work open house but she insisted i was "lucky" to miss out. i just feel so overwhelmed already. its only october and my mental health is already at such an edge that i cant go to school. ik that going where i go will be good in the long run and the adults around me are constantly telling me that but idk if its worth it since who knows if ill even make it to the long run. they keep insisting that too. ignoring my mental health concerns and just saying that i go to such a good school and my diploma will help me much more than if i went to public school. which is all tru but it shouldnt be at the cost of my mental, and physical health. they say itll make college easier but if this is supposed to prep me for college idk if i can make it another 4 years of this.
im not happy anymore. not long term anyways like sure hoco was fun and i was happy, i was happy getting ready and dancing but as soon as it ended i wasnt happy anymore. i was back to my now usual empty kind of sadness. i watch shows, play games, and make art that usually makes me happy and it doesnt anymore. i stopped drawing for pleasure, only watch shows and yt series to get it over with and havent touched any games in a long time. nothings fun anymore. everyone is so happy, going to parties, hanging out, having fun but here i am practically drowning trying to even crack a smile. ive started just doing the bare minimum for myself to survive. school, sleep, eating, showers basic things. ive abandoned most of my hobbies and ik thats not good for me but i just cant bring myself to do them. i wanna be happy and i dont want ppl ik to worry so i just kinda fake it hoping no one will notice and maybe i can make other ppl happy. im lonely, sad, anxious, guilty, depressed. i should be excited abt things but everything feels like an obligation now. im just trying to go abt life trying not to die and thats pretty much it.
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aquaspikez · 9 months ago
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vent #2
2 vents in a row and still no art, dang, I need to stop wasting my time
anyways
My mom is being a fucking bitch to me!
i was trying to talk to her about how she makes me uncomfortable sometimes (irl reasons I’d prefer not to explain) and she goes “YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT IM NOT RUDE, YOU SHOULDNT TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO, IM THE MOTHER OF THIS HOUSEHOLD AND I CAN DO WHAT I WANT” (she was drunk during this btw , this is just a simple summary of what she said cause she randomly went on a tirade about politics and how I should be lucky she isn’t a republican? I dont fucking know) yeah uh- those words have been echoing in my head, anytime I’m near her I have a panic attack, anytime she speaks I have to hold tears in, and any time she mentions the argument last night I start bursting into tears. I’ve talked to my dad about this (yes he’s home from the hospital) and he understands, he tried to tell my mom her words hurt me and she goes “SORRY BUT ITS YOUR FAULT THAT HAPPENED TO YOU” . MY FAULT??? MY FAULT THAT I GET UNCOMFORTABLE??? MY FAULT THAT I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE??? MY FAULT THAT I CANT CONTROL MY ANXIETY???
my moms changing
 not in a good way
 she keeps drinking more and more wine, I’m worried it’s changing her, making things worse.
anyways đŸ€ȘđŸ€Ș let’s pretend I didn’t rant about that!
I’ll be posting some fnaf and oc art soon, I have some motivation, although things may take a little longer tho cause my moms very I mean VERY mad at me
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iguanasplit · 1 year ago
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hey, its the hottest spring, speudo-summer i might say. i am considering retaking journalling just because i have the hunch it would do wonders to my mind. drawing is too doing wonders to my mind, both simultaneously creating and allowing some information, ideas relief.
i am 24, writing to an old voice, from a website i barely touch but that craddled my dreams when i entered college. and now after eons im here, i do come here sometimes to just talk to you like this, but i do still come sometimes, the same way you pop on my mind sometimes, lighthearted, not always good, but always lovingly. so im here. 4:30pm still working hours but im on lunch break. i work home. extra time i waste because my organizing skills have always been bad and i heard it has a name and im not medicating propperly for it, but then again i never have and ive come this far. so once again, track lost and refound, im here. 24, sitting at home working, drenched in sweat because the weather is awful, but in front of me theres my keyboard, my screen and to my side its the box i set up yesterday, my first and very own CPU. its black, tall and the left side has a pannel that allows me to see the fans spin and the silver of the processors resistance. something i always wanted when i was a child. a real gamer cpu, bought with my own money, and something i wasnt expecting. assembled throught my own hands. i know i shouldnt celebrate departures but in this case i cant help but being way too happy. way too giddy. y' know the way my head just gets stuck on things and wont let go till a big dawn. i hadnt realized how much i was missing, (a pity my brain just wouldnt let go) being entirely obsessed with several groups and such. uh yeah. the posters are there and the albums are too, but i dont burn like i did, desperate to know what did the kpop boys i like this round do today. they seem to be busy, thats good but its as good as i care, i dfidnt realize until i left how in most cases it felt like it didnt quite fit.
now im back on games stuff, its like i should have come here before, you know i knew i would have enjoyed it, their approach, this peoples approach to art is much freer, much more experimental and interesting and i could cry on how well it feels, not just to see things i think about appreciated but finding people who seem to be on that same wavelength. not that i dont appreciate the time, not that i dont love dearly everyone the past around 8 years gave me. i am just simply overjoyed in what i find today. i guess in the end everythings a phase, beginning and end entirely important. how i enter and how i end, what i got in the process its whats really important. i feel youd get it. but more importantly, and the most importantly is that their approach to art reignited mine in a way i hadnt seen in years, that nothing, nothing ever came close to do in the past decade since after you passed. maybe bts came close, but that only solidifies a subject above that has to do with themes and experimentation of art. but back on track. many times last year and in the past few years i was considering jsut leaving art, wanted to rip it off me. wanted off so i wouldnt disappoint myself every single time i tried and tried and failed, knowing i could be normal if i let go something i was never gifted and pretending would just burn me all over. the whole process has been like trying desperately to bury a living thing and hoping it stops coming out. every feet of dirt i just kept disappointing me further, i kept wishing i could take it all lightly. i was so close to dropping it, entirely.and well the regret the regret of seeing how much does everyone around me with real art careers were improving so much while i was crunching code on websites, most time spent trying to tell myself i could make it without drawing, maybe that will ease me out on the paper. but it never did it never came easier, it became harder and harder, and most times i wanted off as if it never existed in first place. not that i didnt love it i simply convinced myself it would be pointless to put on an effort and be disappointed in the end by the lackluster results i end up giving. im sorry, no amount of eroding edges and softening remove how jagged my insides are, and sorry no amount of regret can turn back time and hone the skills for all the time i lost being afraid, thats always been my pitfall. im sorry i only wanted to make you a drawing to explain how much your art ever meant to me and i never got the guts to truly put you in paper. you have always been the most tender of souls and my lacking hand couldnt do justice. but i think im back now. what i mean is that im back to trying this for real, with the intention of breaking, the intention of what i desperately said i did but i never did. im breaking the bones and instead of burying it im ransacking the fucking grave i guess. it all starts the same place it ends. im back where i was in highschool when i decided my young naive self that i wanted to tell stories through art, obsessed with games and animated series, and you were there too, beautiful, so i thought, i should tell you, because i tell you everything.
and so im back where i started, so much time lost but no regrets i guess. sorry not for dropping the pencil but for the many many times i lied about it. you will have my worse because thats after all the most that could be given, stupid, and worrysome, and unable to stop making all the mistakes i didnt make when i was young and too busying trying to make a daughter my parents would be proud instead of whatever i am so theres so much to pick up. i am to be build from scratch, so much to do, so much rough, so much lack of skills, and so you will have me in all the mistakes and loose ends i left, the splinter in the wood from everything i tore apart and never propperly cleaned, but its all of me, and theres so much to clean here before we can propperly start anew. i will take care of it. anyway, i build a computer from scratch like i wished when i was 14 and i still have some tasks to do for work today, but after that im all yours so if youll have me.
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pesterloglog · 1 year ago
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Jade Harley, Karkat Vantas, Dave Strider
Candy, page 5
JADE: did you hear that john left his house?
JADE: multiple days in a row even!
KARKAT: NO FUCKING WAY. THAT’S INCREDIBLE. I’VE NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A THING.
KARKAT: SOMEONE LEAVING THEIR HOUSE? STOP THE FUCKING PRESSES.
JADE: karkat....
KARKAT: IS IT A SLOW NEWS DAY IN THE CONSORT KINGDOM OR SOMETHING?
JADE: im being serious dumpass
JADE: i was really worried about him!
KARKAT: I’M BEING SERIOUS TOO. I WAS ACTUALLY BEGINNING TO WONDER IF JOHN HAD DIED.
KARKAT: BUT WHAT THE FUCK WERE WE SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT IT? IT’S NOT LIKE HE ANSWERS THE PHONE.
JADE: well if you CARE so much then maybe dont respond with sarcasm when i tell you that hes getting better!
DAVE: guys its not a competition we were all worried about john
JADE: were we??
JADE: whens the last time either of you tried to hang out with him?
KARKAT: WHEN’S THE LAST TIME EITHER OF US LEFT THE HIVE?
DAVE: yeah shut ins living in glass hives shouldnt throw uh
DAVE: actually if we lived in a glass hive way too much light would come in for karkats brutal photosensitivity issues
DAVE: so wed probably cover all the walls with like
DAVE: lots of curtains and sheets of thick fabric
DAVE: so i guess maybe we COULD throw stones?
DAVE: like kinda small ones so that the fabric could easily absorb the momentum
DAVE: also me and karkat would probably be too lazy to throw the stones that hard anyway
DAVE: so i think actually this scenario is pretty workable here
DAVE: it provides for a certain threshold of allowable minimum hypocrisy
JADE: dave this sucks
DAVE: no it doesnt
DAVE: im giving thoughtful and critical consideration to a cliche which is long past due
DAVE: a glass house with wall to wall curtains creates what im going to theorize as an incredibly important “self owning buffer”
DAVE: this is a huge breakthrough and also its fucking science
DAVE: you of all people should appreciate the work being done here
JADE: oh my GOD
JADE: i never thought id be thinking of you as my weird nerd friend by the time we were in our twenties
DAVE: yeah well i never thought youd be like the premiere woo girl on the planet
DAVE: what are you even doing here with us
DAVE: dont you usually spend your weekends at 48 hour interspecies raves or doing arctic expeditions with jake or whatever
JADE: those two things are not always mutually exclusive hehe
KARKAT: UGH
JADE: im just enjoying my youth
JADE: you could be enjoying it too hehehehe
JADE: but seriously.... what do you two even do holed up in here together all the time?
KARKAT: OH I’M SORRY, HAVE YOU NOT SEEN DAVE’S ILL BEGOTTEN ART EMPIRE?
KARKAT: HE’S GOT HIS OPPOSABLE DIGITS STUCK IN SO MANY DOUBLE-STACKED HUSKLOAFS THAT EVEN I DON’T KNOW ALL HIS PEN NAMES.
JADE: ok so thats what dave does
JADE: what do YOU do??
KARKAT: I UH
JADE: sit around and play video games all day?
KARKAT: HEY! THAT’S NOT THE ONLY THING I DO! I’VE...
KARKAT: DONE LAUNDRY.
DAVE: once or twice
KARKAT: ALSO, WHAT HUMANS REFER TO AS “GROCERIES.”
KARKAT: I DO THE GROCERIES.
DAVE: thats not a fucking figure of speech man
DAVE: you dont do the groceries you go out and buy them
DAVE: and even then you dont actually do that
KARKAT: LIKE FUCK I MPHUMPHLE...
DAVE: he means that he uses the alchemizer in the basement sometimes
KARKAT: WHOSE SIDE ARE YOU ON?
DAVE: oh and when hes in a bad mood hell go yell at trolls on the internet
DAVE: not like trolls as in the troll species i mean
DAVE: literal trolls who talk shit online
DAVE: i dunno a bunch of them could be actual trolls i guess
DAVE: but not strictly
KARKAT: DAVE!
KARKAT: DON’T FUCKING TELL HER ABOUT THAT.
DAVE: why not dude i think its cute
DAVE: hes on all the major political sites of course but he spends most of his time going after people who leave abusive comments on my sweet bro and hella jeff posts
DAVE: like hes got a whole complex network of burner accounts and sockpuppets on my homepage set up for every possible scenario
JADE: jesus christ....
DAVE: its incredible hes driven at least ten people off the site by creating thinly veiled parody accounts of their usernames
KARKAT: STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS!
KARKAT: MY EXPLOITS ARE HEROIC. GO ABSOLUTELY FUCK YOURSELF.
DAVE: karkat shoosh
DAVE: im so proud of you
DAVE: couldnt have done better myself
DAVE: well i mean i definitely could have but i have better things to do with my time
KARKAT: THANK YOU DAVE. THAT WAS HEARTWARMING AND NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT EMBARRASSING. CONSIDER MY HONOR UNDENIABLY DEFENDED.
JADE: actually karkat its more like youre the one defending HIS honor
JADE: thats sooooo cute.... a knight whiteknighting for another knight
JADE: dave its like karkats your adorable little house husband!!!
DAVE: uhhhh
KARKAT: WHAT THE FUCK IS A HUSBAND?
DAVE: er
JADE: a husband....
JADE: a husband is a little like what you both do already
JADE: only with....... certain “benefits” :)
KARKAT: WH... WHAT KIND OF BENEFITS
JADE: heheh dont play dumb karkat
DAVE: jade dude cmon
DAVE: leave him alone
JADE: if youre really that clueless.... i can show you....
JADE: OW!!!!
JADE: karkat what the HELL!
KARKAT: WHAT THE HELL??
KARKAT: YOU’RE SERIOUSLY ASKING *ME* WHAT THE *HELL*!?!?!?
KARKAT: JADE, YOU WERE TRYING TO CHOKE ME TO DEATH WITH YOUR WEIRD, SOFT HUMAN FINGERS! WHAT WERE YOU TRYING TO DO? REACH INTO MY CHEST AND PULL OUT MY FUCKING PUMP BISCUIT FOR A MIDDAY SNACK?
KARKAT: IS THIS BECAUSE YOU’RE HALF BARKBEAST NOW?
JADE: NO!!!!!!
JADE: i was FLIRTING you dummy!
JADE: oh my GOD you two really are hopeless!
JADE: why do i even WASTE my TIME???
KARKAT: THAT’S A GOOD FUCKING QUESTION!
DAVE: so apropos of nothing
DAVE: just a cool segue into a completely different topic for no reason
DAVE: did you guys hear that jane was gonna run for high office
KARKAT: NO FUCKING WAY
JADE: oh wow
KARKAT: YOU MEAN...
DAVE: yep
DAVE: the fucking presidency of earth c
JADE: i mean shes been positioning her megacorp and stocks in a way that looked SUPER suspicious the last year or so, so id wondered about it
JADE: but i didnt think shed actually do it!
DAVE: nah she was totally gonna pull the trigger on it after all these years but decided against it at the last minute for some reason
KARKAT: THANK FUCKING GOD. THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A COMPLETE DISASTER.
DAVE: i know right thats what i said when roxy told me
DAVE: especially for the economy
KARKAT: REALLY. THE ECONOMY. THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK IS BAD ABOUT IT?
DAVE: oh yeah and the troll thing is bad too i guess
KARKAT: OK, SO LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT. YOUR PRIORITIES ARE: NUMBER ONE, THE ECONOMY, WHICH LET ME REMIND YOU IS BUILT ENTIRELY ON INFINITE, FAKE MONEY THAT WE CAN MAKE AS MUCH OF AS WE WANT.
KARKAT: NUMBER TWO, THE POTENTIAL GENOCIDE OF MY PEOPLE.
DAVE: ok wow
DAVE: lets like
DAVE: slow our roll here
DAVE: lets slow any roll that makes me seem more xenophobic than i am ok
KARKAT: WHATEVER YOU SAY, DAVE “NOT XENOPHOBIC” STRIDER.
DAVE: thats good
DAVE: lets keep using the phrase not xenophobic in sentences that contain my name
KARKAT: SURE MAN. THAT DOESN’T SOUND LIKE SOMETHING A XENOPHOBE SHITHEAD WOULD SAY AT ALL.
DAVE: look im not the bad guy here
DAVE: jane is
DAVE: or... was
DAVE: until she decided not to run for president
DAVE: lets all just thank whichever christ was responsible for making whatever decision resulted in her deciding not to do that
KARKAT: WHAT?
KARKAT: DON’T CHANGE THE SUBJECT, XENOPHOBE.
DAVE: no look
DAVE: ill be the first to say that jane is xenophobic as fuck
DAVE: im not
DAVE: like at ALL?
DAVE: but she is
KARKAT: OK DUDE
DAVE: but i dont think shed go so far as to commit genocide
DAVE: thats really exaggerating her faults
DAVE: like wed have to get pretty far away from the people we were when we started all this for that to be a viable outcome
JADE: hmmm
JADE: well i hope she gets a better hobby
JADE: there are a lot of less ominous things she could do with her time
KARKAT: WHAT, LIKE FUCKING HER WAY THROUGH HALF THE POPULATION OF EARTH C?
JADE: get fucked karkat
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goremet-chef · 2 years ago
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i think like. posting art on twitter has given me a specific complex or like. thought process that doesnt apply here and im trying to get used to it (ramble/vent-ish)
i only ever seem to find the motivation to draw like. at night. MOST OF THE TIME im drawing at night, ill finish shit at 1, 2, 3 am but i have to gamble with something
i prefer to post when im done, it feels good to create something and then send it off for anyone to see, but if you dont post it at like. day time, or a time where more people are awake, no ones gonna see it!!! not even yr most active supportive moots and friends like they just will not see it and it wont get much interaction. i feel like prime interaction hours are when its posted and then after that it trails off and everyones done. and it feels kind of sad when you worked really hard on a piece and it looks like no one liked it
but here, its not like that. shit gets likes for like. ever SKJFS
there is no time frame for when people will appreciate yr work, theres not really a feeling of risk when i post at night because eventually someone will see it yknow? someone whos looking for it will see it and i like that a lot
i really sympathize with other artists who feel like that because like. art is my passion, i know this is the truth but i feel soo fucking superficial and gross thinking about like. the numbers of it all
but its not really wrong to want people to like what you make. i think everyone needs to feel appreciated, and some people only know how to get it from strangers online. i see a lot of people say like "ohh if yr an artist and you hate drawing or you only think about how many likes or you think you need to create content for others to like maybe reevaluate why yr an artist đŸ€š" but like. SOME PEOPLE CANT REALLY CHOOSE SKJFS i couldnt just stop drawing even though sometimes it makes me miserable, because drawing is my only talent, yknow? its wired into my DNA at this point. its a lot deeper than just "oh if its making you feel bad then stop" 💀💀 if i stopped id feel even worse bestie
idk i think its something that most people think about honestly? its like a majority case but its been pushed into being something that makes you a bad person, despite the fact that everyone loves validation on the internet. if you actively seek it, yr shallow and just want attention and that makes you one of the 'bad artists' because you want recognition for yr work
idk its just kinda messed up. like everyone wants those things, if im creating i shouldnt feel guilty for liking when the numbers go up, yknow? but its something i see so much? its so weird bro. its one of those things i believe LOTS of people experience/feel, but are too ashamed to ever let anyone know they feel it, even if its not really harmful
like i agree with the sentiment that "you should draw for you" 100% but some people arent really. SECURE about their art, style or composition or WHATEVER. i dont need me to tell me i did a good job, id prefer someone else do it ksjfsf that can be said for a lot of other people too. like not everyone needs that, but some people do need that and its not some heinous art crime for wanting even a little recognition? IDK MAN its weird
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cynicallyneutral · 2 years ago
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some of y’all just rly rly have the audacity huh
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lordacex · 3 years ago
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The greedy demon and a Chihuahua
Part 2
Character : mammon and Luke
Bad English btw
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"where are we going??" Luke is a bit scared at the fact he just follow mams into his car and now mams is bringing him to place he don't know... Mams won't eat him right?? Sure some angel told him demon eat soul but mams won't do that right?? Right??
After what feel like years the car stop at some place.. it was full of a light..
"A arcade?? Demon arcade?? What are we gonna do here??" Luke was confused but he keep looking at the place It was huge and there bunch of demon and witch there some that look like they are in his age...
Mams knock on the glass and ask Luke if he coming
Luke get out form the car and ask him what they are doing here..?
"what else? We gonna enjoy some arcade stuff It gonna be fun c'mon " [Mams]
"but I never-" [Luke]
"is fineeee I been here with my brother before. I know what to do Ya trust me ok?" Mams took Luke hand and walk inside.. it was quite loud in the place since is school Holliday but everyone was having so much fun... For no reason it made Luke feel excited
"What ya wanna play first there a lot of stuff here??" [Mams]
"P-play?? But mams... I uh I don't know how to play or-" [Luke]
"ah I see...Hmm then why don't we try that? C'mon" Mams took Luke hand again and told Luke to try a fighting game.
Mams insert the coin and the game start Ofc Luke start panicking cuz he don't know what to do.. he push a button and the character kick the other characters...he didn't know what he does but he guess the button made the character kick the other characters... He start pushing random button and moving the Character around...he was kinda having fun though his character die and he hear mams laughing at him.. he thought mams was gonna made fun of him but he got a smoll head pat instead
"ya did pretty good for starter why don't ya try again?" [Mams]
Mams insert a coin again and this time Luke know what he doing so He somehow win the fight...he turn around and he look at Mams with a sparkling happy face and mams couldn't help but laugh at how cute he look like
After that mams took him to play bunch of game in the arcade. Luke was so good at it he learn so fast and Everytime he won a game Mams gave him a head pat for some reason the head pat made him feel so happy and warm inside...they were having a pretty good moment
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"Luke ya was so cool today yknow? Ya play the all game like a pro I never know ya have a talent in playing video game" [Mams]
"O-of course I'm good at this. I can do a lot of other stuff this is Just small thing" Luke was so proud and happy he forgot about all problem
Mams couldn't help but smile today was really fun.
They were walking in the arcade and then something caught Luke eye ....a photo booth
Mams just look at what Luke was looking at "ya wanna go there??"
"w-what?? No I just looking at i-" before Luke could finish his word Mams already pull his hand again
"oh c'mon It gonna be nice"
Luke just decide to follow him with a smile
Luke sit in there while Mams put some moneh in the machine
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Mams put his hand on Luke shoulder and smile and Luke just give out a awkward little smile
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(art not mine I go this form picrew // Luke look weird because i create it using memory lmfao)
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"woah it come out pretty nice" Mams look at the pic and gave it to Luke
Luke just stare at the pic. He feel happy..few hour ago he thought this was the worse day and now he couldn't even stop smiling
"ya can keep that one" [Mams]
"huh.?" [Luke]
"there two of it If ya don't want ya can just throw it away" [Mams]
"N-no I- I uh Iwillkeepit..." [Luke]
"pfft Aight then" [Mams]
"A-anyway I should go now... I think Simeon is probably worry about me" [Luke]
"Is fine I text him while I was driving and tell him ya with me so he won't be mad" [Mams]
"Wha- You did that? I- uh" Luke was feeling happy Mams was so nice to him And he doesn't even know why
"Y-you shouldnt text while driving that dangerous" Luke decide to look away to hide his visible happiness
Mams just smile and pat his head "Hehe don't worry I'm a good driver anyway"
"Yea but something can happen anyway....Hey Mams To-" He stop when he realize he say mams instead of mammon
Mams just laugh at him cuz he can literally read Luke face rn "C'mon spit it out ya can call me mams"
"I- uh N-no We-we a- akanaksmssm" Oh man Mams broke him (😀👌)
"pfft c'mon Luke I stop calling ya Chihuahua if ya just call me mams without feeling embarrass Ya can even call me big brother" Mams just laugh at himself while Luke just look away being hella shy
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Finally they decide to go home since it already late
Luke still don't look at Mams Because he was embarrass about what happen before... Suddenly he feel something soft on his head
A Small dog plushie??
"ya can stop being embarrass now... Btw I found that in a claw machine and thought ya mind like it...it just look like ya anyway" [Mams]
"why are you being so nice to me..?" Luke have been waiting to ask that and finally he have a courage to spit it out
"I don't know...I guess seeing ya sad made me feel kinda sad too? Ya kinda remind me of my little brother And I don't like seeing them sad.." [Mams]
"sooo You tell me I can call you brother cause I remind you to your little brother...?" [Luke]
"not really...I mean I always let ppl see me as their brother figure Even though I'm not really a good brother" Mams take a long painful deep breath
"Oh...Well I think you aren't really that bad..You are a good brother a cool one too.." [Luke]
"Ya think so? " [Mams]
"Ye-yea I mean You are always there for your siblings and even though we rarely speak to each other you still take me somewhere fun..If I ever want a brother I probably would want a brother like you..even if you are a bit annoying..." Luke look at Mams and he realize mams look like he gonna cry
"h-heh sorry this is a bit embarrassing but what ya say kinda made me happy..Well since ya already say that I guess for this day on I will be ya big bro hehe" Mams was smirking and Luke just look at him
"D-do whatever ya want I don't care........T-thx for today" [Luke]
"ya welcome" [Mams]
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Mammon drop Luke at His place and Luke was not sure if he want to go in but suddenly Simeon come out form the door and run to Luke hugging him
"oh Luke I was so worry pls don't run just like that again" [Simeon]
"I- u-uh I'm sorry.." Luke eye start flooding with tear again
"is ok I'm sorry too c'mon let's go.." [Simeon]
"O-ok" Luke look at Mams and give him a small wave
"Thx for taking care of him Mammon Thx goodness nothing happen" [Simeon]
"ya don't need to thx me...Ya should just go and talk to him" [Mams]
"...well then Pls go home safely" [Simeon]
"Yea sure.."
And just like that mammon drive away straight to his home..
To be continue....
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BAHAHHAHAHA MY HAND HURR 😀💅💅💅
Part 3 soon
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adowbaldwin · 4 years ago
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Baldwins secret - part 29
Sienna almost dropped her daughter and shit herself at the sight of five vampires at her door "are you all here to kill me" she squeaked
Agusta smiled, but it was all teeth and didnt make her feel any better "no just to talk, may we come in"
By far the happiest was Penelope, she loved attention "YOU CAN ALL HELP ME BAKE COOKIES" she squealed, riggling out of her mothers grip and pounded off to the kitchen
Sienna stepped aside anxiously following the gaggle of daughters to her death
"Shes cute" Boudicca scooped up Penelope "whats your name little lady"
"Penelope" she grinned, all dimples and gums "but mummy calls me Nelly Belly you can too if you help me make cookies"
"Are you negotiating with me?" Boudicca raised her brow
"Sorry, Penelope stop this is not the time for cookies" Sienna hissed "Go find Nanny"
She pouted "But Nanna always says baking fixes everything and everyone looks unhappy"
"Tell you what Penelope, if you go and find your Nanna i promise after we talk with Sienna we will bake cookies, hmm?" Boudicca bargained
She furrowed her brows considering her options then shimmied out of her grip "OKAY" she bounded off out of the kitchen, shouting for her Nanna.
"Did your father send you? Because i swear to God i told him to leave me alone" if she wasnt already fuming, she most deffinitely was going to make a vodoo doll now.
"No, he doesn't know we are here. We came to talk to you" Augusta explained, but that left Sienna more confused "i know, hell we all know my father can be a giant asshole but he does genuinly care about you. If he didnt, he would of introduced you to us sooner"
"What do you mean?" She flicked the kettle on out of habit, because everyone knew tea made things better not baking
"Usually when hes got a woman dangling off his arm he flaunts her around. They are usually the bimbo types, after his ample assets" Flo gagged at her sisters crude joke "oh come on, theres only two things that women are attracted to with him, money and dick"
Flo looked like she was about to puke and Sienna blushed "thats not all he is" Sienna sighed. She missed him, a big hole had been left in her life but that was beside the point "it doesnt matter, i appreciate you all coming but he broke my trust"
"Look, i appreciate you trying to defend Jack i really do but what did you expect?" Augusta questioned "hes a 2000 year old single father. When it comes to us he doesnt measure his temper all the gloves are off. What counts, what matters is how he tries to put things right and hes spent the past days sucking up to Jack. Even bought him an art studio in New York"
Fabiana titled her head onto Keiko's shoulder "he tried to Kill Keiko when he caught us together if that is any consolation. We woke in bed with his knife at her throat. He also tore through Boudiccas village when she took up with hers. I expect Flo's mate, whoever that may be, will get the same treatment"
"It shouldnt be like that, it makes him a hypercrite" Sienna argued "i always knew he was capable of violence its Baldwin de Clermont for Christ sake but thats his nephew, Jacks a sweetheart he should of thought better. It was like there was nothing between his ears"
"I think he was on edge because you was there. Perhaps if you werent, he might not of been so aggressive" Augusta battled with the idea of telling her everything, the fight between keeping a vampires secret and wanting her father to be happy was a difficult balance "theres things you dont know, thats not our place to tell you but i really think you should hear him out. Please?"
"Ill think about it" she didnt want to talk to him, or face him. She knew if she heard that fucking voice, saw those bastard eyes it would all be over and she would crumble "so, do any of you drink coffee? This is my mothers summer house and shes a witch so no blood im afraid"
"Well you have beating veins right?" Fabiana grinned wickedly
"You drink my blood and you will see your father folding me in half like a pretzel, you want that image in your mind?" She joked, hopeful they would laugh and not stab her like Caesar
"I think im gonna be sick" she cried out "Kiki make her apologies"
She smiled, pecking her lips softly "you reap what you sow, dove"
"Right" Boudicca clapped her hands together "i have cookies to bake"
Penelope came skipping back in after having deffinitely not eavesdropped on the conversation "Does this mean i get to go with Baldwin to the Swan Lake?" She asked in a sickly sweet, sing song voice. She was devostated when her mummy annouced they had split, she loved going to shows with him
"I dont know, we will see" Sienna ruffled her hair "You are such a little terror do you know that Nelly Belly?"
She hopped up onto the counter getting the recipe book down "but im your terror" she batted her lashes "we bake now?"
Boudicca nodded "lets"
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master-of-fluff · 4 years ago
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Hold on i still need you
Basically me writing season five in song from morro and wus perspective i guess
*Disclaimer* not my song
The song is 'hold on' by chord overstreet
wu and morro songfic
Words: 1134
*Loving and fighting Accusing, denying*
he wasnt sure what to do, morro insisted that he was going to be the green ninja, and no amount of telling him that he was wrong could make his student see reason.
it seemed that the more he tried the more morro pushed him away.
*I can't imagine a world with you gone The joy and the chaos The demons we're made of I'd be so lost if you left me alone*
"fine then, ill just make destiny change his mind"
"do not be rediculius morro, destiny doesnt work that way" wu shouted, desperatelly trying to get morro to stay.
memories flashed in wu's mind
the first day he had met morro.
when he had taken him in.
the way his face glowed when when he got something right wheather it be a big thing like a complex martial arts move, or something simple like learning how to make a grilled cheese sandwhich the right way.
*You locked yourself in the bathroom Lying on the floor when I break through I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me" *
"please morro" wu begged, banging on his bedroom door as the boy packed his bag inside.
a few moments later morro opened his door and pushing past the old man without a second glance.
wu's heart clenched at seeing morro leave but there was nothing he could do to stop him, he wasnt his legal gardian so he had no control whatsoever on what morro did.
so instead he sighed and composed himself, if he couldnt stop morro he would at least say goodbye properly.and so he did bowing low so that morro couldnt see the tears in his eyes and wishing him good luck on his journey, morro nodded stiffly then turned around and started  walking, and just before morro was out of earshot he called.
"just know you will always be welcome back my student"
but morro didnt even look back.
*?Hold on, I still want you*
it had been several days since morro had left and all wu felt was worry and regret.
'what if hes hurt, or lost, or scared and alone somewhere i shouldnt have let him go'
but wu just shook his head at the thought
'no, no morro will be fine, the boy is capable of taking care of himself, i should know i trained him, and its not the first time hes been on the streets' his face scruched up in pain at the last thought 'and it should have been the last' agian wu shook his head
'morro will come back once he's realized hes wrong....he...he has too'...
*Come back, I still need you*
it had now been two years since morro had been seen, and slowly wu began to accept that morro was never coming back.
he spent months grieving his student, his child, why had he let him leave, he was so stupid so stupid, if he had just done something, then maybe morro wouldnt be..wouldnt be...
wu's breath hitched at just the thought that his student could be dead tears streamed down his face as he realized this was all his fault "im so sorry morro" he whispered brokenly to the air
*Let me take your hand I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you*
morro grunted as he climbed the rocks 'the caves of despair' it was the first place on morros hitlist to find the first spinjistu masters tomb.
he would have used his wind but he was too exausted too so ever so slowly morro heaved himself up, he slowly started walking around....trying to find a clue.
he jumped up into a subsection...only to realize that there was a geyser about to explode.morro eyes widened and he quickly looked around for a place to escape, but he found none.
noticing a small crevice just big enough to fit him inside morro quickly crawled inside it and ducked his head, perhaps the water wouldnt reach this far?
he was wrong he was so so wrongsuddenly he was incased in scalding water, all around him, he screamed as the water burned his entire body his last conscious thoughts were filled with fear and regret, as he screamed for his sensie to come save him.
but his sensie wasnt here to rescue him...
*Long endless highway You're silent beside me Driving a nightmare I can't escape from*
wu stared at the figure in shock it was morro! but how? so many emotions ran through him, guilt, shock, grieve.
he had failed his son -his baby, and now his nephew and other students were paying the price.
*Helplessly praying The light isn't fading Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones*
before wu could even think about what he was doing he had conjured up his dragon and flown out towards his son
he could save morro, he could fix things.
wu reached his hand out to morro, he could still save him "please morro, take my hand!" he shouted almost desperatly.
*They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still They pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"?*
as morro looked at his sensie, memories flashed through his head
sensie giving him his first kite (one of many)
the lessons he taught him
how he had comforted him after nightmares
taught him to cook
the time sensie had taken him to the beach.
but morro knew that he was just too far gone, he had done to much damage.
looking at his sensie for one last time he uttered his final words
"you can only save those who want to be saved"
and with the last of his strenth morro pushed the realm crystal into wus hand before meeting his murky demise 'im sorry...father'
he thought taking his last breath."NOOO!" wu's anguished scream rang out, not caring how many people heard.
"MORRO!!!"
*Hold on, I still want you, Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need youI don't wanna let go I know I'm not that strong I just wanna hear you Saying baby, let's go home Let's go home I just wanna take you home Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you*
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wisherbysharlight · 5 years ago
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WHAT IF... SANDERS SIDES BUT MAKE IT A TROPEY TEEN BEACH AU
Endgame!LAMP. Dukeceit, Remile
Just 2k stream of consciousness words from a plunny that grew legs TW for v slight underage drinking, one joking mention of violence, and a non-specific discussion of intrusive thoughts
-Janus has just moved there because his parents wanted to start a new "adventure" and he is a Stereotypical Teenager. Very "ugh MOM I wanna go back to my FRIENDS for my LAST SUMMER BEFORE COLLEGE"(most of his friends suck. He should not spend time with them. He does not know this)
His Parents buy him a surfboard and tell him to try it out as a way to get him to Shut Up
Hes a Skater Boy(cue music) so he picks it up super fast from like,,, youtube videos
 -He gets told to Get a Job if he wants to like, keep buying surf gear?
All the local kids work at like one restaurant/yacht club type place right on the beach
Janus gets hired as a host
 -Logan is a beach badge checker, Patton, Roman, and Remus are beachfront restaurant waiters but Roman just Really Wants To Surf, Emile and Virgil are Lifeguards, and Remy is a bartender
 -Janus is Very Good At Customer Service because Fake Smiles
Patton recognizes this Immediately
He shows him the Rage Closet which is a tiny room with an arm chair that locks from the inside where you can punch a pillow on your break when it gets to be Too Much
-Janus is Attached now and there is no getting rid of him
Patton Fully Endorses this and introduces him to the rest of the group
Janus Knows Immediately that LAMP is In Love but says nothing because he aint no snitch
-Remus surfs, but he also always wear a thong while doing it
Roman wears a full wetsuit and somehow still gets Board Rash. Remus is somehow immune and it infuriates him
 -Janus, not knowing that the twins live right on the beach cuz they are RichTM: Hey Ree I kinda wanna learn how to surf would you be able to teach me 
Remus, who religiously watches Janus surf every morning, but is absolutely willing to play this game: Yeah absolutely
Patton, later: “lets rinse off at the twins they’re right here” Janus: theyre.... What?!
 -Meanwhile, elsewhere, Virgil and Roman are double teaming Logan to drag him into the water with them cuz he’s pouting about losing a debate with their manager about how he didn’t really be mean to the dudebro who wanted to get his buddies onto the beach without paying, he was just enforcing the rules. And if the dude was so offended by Logan’s Very Accurate Dragging that he complained to management then, well, that’s his problem not Logan’s
 -Logan is never without a book. Ever. And its always a different book. Janus is starting to think he owns a library
One day he is just... reading a Physics textbook. Not taking notes or anything. Just reading. 
Roman is Very Very Alarmed by this because he is Gay and Math is Scary
"Roman I'm also gay that is not a determining factor"
"Yeah but you can't drive"
"...fair"
 -the first time janus has a shift with the twins, he cant stop staring, not just because hes like,,, super attracted to Remus but also because they are like Chaos Incarnate and yet somehow get the most tips??? He doesn't understand???
It's just cuz they are both Huge Flirts and Flatterers and the patrons dont care that they're not-so-subtly beating the shit out of each other right there on the dining floor because theyre just so charming
 -one of the bartenders gets aggressively snapped at by a customer and called "sweetheart" and before Janus can even begin to react Remy is there, sunglasses off, fire in his eyes, telling them to settle their bill and get the fuck out
Janus, used to City Restaurants- "Wont you get in trouble with the owner?!"
Remy, who knows Nothing Else But This- "What?? Not likely I only did it cuz Thomathy wasnt here to do it himself"
 -the restaurant is closed Monday and Tuesday so that is the Pseudo Weekend for the staff where everyone hangs out at the beach
Emile and Virgil take Tuesdays off but still work Monday’s cuz they feel better being the one watching over their friends
 -Roman, staring at Virgil on the lifeguard stand: ugh he’s so pretty I almost wish I was drowning just so he could give me cpr 
Janus: you wanna potentially get your ribs broken just for lip contact? 
Remy, staring at Emile on the lifeguard stand: listen, if that’s what it takes, I’ll take it
Remus, immediately going up to the lifeguard stand because he has 0 impulse control: hey my brother and cousin want you to break their ribs 
Virgil and Emile: excuse me?????
 -Patton will literally spend hours in the water. Logan physically drags him out to put sunscreen on him every two hours to the minute. Patton does not admit that he purposely "forgets" just so Logan will do so
Logan is Dark and has never used sunscreen ever but Patton is so pale and he just gets so concerned about him. Patton thinks its adorable
He has pages of research on proper spf determination.
Roman and Remus use spf 15 just on their faces and have never once burned in their lives
Logan wants to submit them for scientific study because that shouldnt be possible
Virgil calls Logan out on the fact that he also should be wearing sunscreen and Logan like... blue screens he cant believe in all his research he missed that
 -Patton is like... a ridiculously strong swimmer. Virgil still has a heart attack every time he goes for laps when there is the slightest hint of an undertow
Patton Knows This so he tries to stay in Virgil's sight line for the most part if there is an undertow. Or just dives over the waves again and again.
His nickname is Ariel. He thinks its just cuz of the swimming and the fact hes a red head. LAP all separately also tack on that its the swimming, the red hair, and the hnng pretty 10/10 would follow out to sea ala Prince Eric
 -first beach bonfire Janus goes to Remy is Fully In Emile's Lap like... half an hour in
he has had like maybe a sip of a beer
Remus says he still claims this is because he is a Clingy Drunk
no one will call him on it, least of all Emile
 -there is truth or dare. Roman may or may not skinny dip you have no proof
 -Logan gets infuriated that he cannot roast a marshmallow properly
Patton does it perfectly every single time but its ok cuz he shares and Logan eats it right from his fingers and Roman and Virgil are just in the background Trying and Failing not to be the Most Jealous
Patton thinks theyre upset they didn't get marshmallows and makes some for them too and there is lots of Significant Eye Contact involved
Janus is going to spontaneously combust if they don't get their shit together
 -Janus is out walking on the beach one night on a full moon cuz he cant sleep with everything so quiet around here when he sees a bright green patch out in the water and goes ...wait
he calls out to Remus and he comes into shore and is like "waves are perfect at night you should join me" so janus goes back and gets his board and they surf and chat for like the entire night
Janus finds out Remus couldn't sleep cuz intrusive thoughts were keeping him awake
Janus listens and doesn't judge, just lets Remus talk it out
They go back to shore and fall asleep on the sand next to each other like mid sentence still talking, now about whatever creative business idea Remus had, and get woken up by Logan's morning rounds like "come on guys you know you're not allowed to sleep out here" but they dont care theyre both just *blushing emoji*
-Logan Always Has A Notebook right? And a regular book he reads. And everyone assumes they are like Notions and Observations, but no, it’s actually blank paper and he uses it to sketch and then one day he leaves it behind and someone either Virgil or Patton finds it and flips through it and it’s all sketches of them and Roman and they’re like??? Actually really good? Anyway that’s how they find out Logan is actually minoring in art even though he’s majoring in something Very STEM 
And he never told his best friends because like almost all his pre college art is Them and he doesn’t want to be caught having Feelings and by the time it gets to college it’s been too long and he can’t tell them now 
Roman takes one of the sketches of him surfing and makes it his profile picture on All Social Media He Has and Logan is so flustered he nearly breaks his damn phone
Patton is so offended he didn’t get invited to Logan’s first showcase that he doesn’t talk to him for like two whole hours 
Virgil quietly asks if there is any art of all four of them, finds out there is, and makes a print and keeps it on his bedside table
 -They are all Pining Outwardly Now and its Worse
 -Remus : you have known them since pre-k please ask them out I beg of you 
Roman: You just dont get it 
Remus: I asked Janus out after 4 weeks what is your problem
 Emile: Virgil, I love you, you are my Partner in Anti-Drowning but you are so stupid 
Virgil: What???? All I said is that you and Remy are really cute and I'd love to be in a relationship like that 
Emile: I am not a violent person, Virgil, but I have the strong urge to smack you
 Patton, in the Rage Closet: They're all just so hOT and ReSPEctFUL 
Janus, waiting for his turn, trying to act like he cant hear him: I Am Looking Elsewhere
 Logan: I just don't understand why they were more upset that I didn't tell them than that I'd been making art of them for years?? Shouldn't that second part be worse??
Remy, who has been partial to Every Single One Of AMP Waxing Poetic About Logan: Yeah, no idea /s
 -the twins get into a surfing competition as a pair and everyone goes to see them and support them
Thomas airs the competition on every tv in the restaurant cuz he’s Proud of his Bois
They WIN cuz they are Creative and Talented and came up with all sorts of crazy tricks while they were fucking around in the water but it earns them Major Bonus Points for originality
 -Roman does the run off the podium and into Love’s arms trope with just like... whoever’s closest lets go Patton because he is a Waif and forced himself up front so he can see
The other two are Devastated because well shit but then Roman pushes through the crowd, still holding Patton’s hand, and gives them this smile and is like “remember in like second grade when we said we’d do everything together and made a pact on this beach”
Analogical: uhhhhhh yeah
Roman: holding you both to it. No take backs. This counts. Now kiss me, dammit, we WON and they DO MANY TIMES AND ITS REAL CUTE
 -Meanwhile dukeceit have Mysteriously Disappeared and No One wants to be the ones to go find them. They show back up, eventually. Janus has a branch in his hair and remus' hair is sticking straight up and when he opens his mouth roman glares at him and tells him in no uncertain terms that they do not want to know
 AnYWaY these are my children and I will gladly answer any questions about them. I left out Janus Backstory and Creativitwins Angst and Many Individual LAMP Scenes and Remile/Dukeceit getting together and Epilogue but can absolutely provide such things on request
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Fly | Route Selected: S. Daichi
a/n: thank you all for being so patient with me. finally, here is the long awaited daichi route. hope you all enjoy!
genre: mafia au
warnings: blood, reader getting hurt, guns, violence
word count: 2.3k
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“I choose you”
Your eyes locked with daichi
And daichi stared into yours trying to figure you out
“Are you sure?”
You nodded your head and held your ground
“Im sure”
He felt his eyes soften for a moment at the determination in your eyes before hardening again
“Fine. Everyone else, go home. Youre with me then. Lets go”
Daichi called for a car and drove you home
The silence between the two of you was only filled with the soft sound of a piano playing on the radio
The ride was finally over after about twenty minutes
“I’ll come get you tomorrow morning. Youll be working as an intern now so dress accordingly”
With that he left and you felt like you could breathe again
Just what had you gotten yourself into?
As he said he was at your house in the morning in a car that looked just a tad too expensive
You gulped before taking your first step towards him
“Good morning, Daichi”
He just nodded at you as you got into the car
The drive was once again silent
You looked over at the man behind the wheel and noticed how...formal he looked
Suit, straight back, both hands on the wheel
You felt yourself naturally adjusting yourself to mirror his mannerisms
He stole some glances at you without you noticing and felt his eyes soften upon seeing how nervous you looked
As soon as you stepped into the building you could feel the professional atmosphere
The endless windows and white walls gave off a chilling feeling
You only came back to reality when Daichi gently nudged your back
“I dont have all day. Hurry up and move”
The harshness of his words were the opposite of his touch but they still hurt nonetheless
You nodded your head and kept walking, trying to keep up with his quick stride
You followed him into an office as he took a seat behind the wooden desk
“This will be brief so don’t feel the need to sit”
Your eyes followed his every move as he organized his desk that was already pretty organized with stacks of papers
Daichi went on about your duties here but you honestly werent listening
You were a bit overwhelmed from the unfamiliar building you were in that you forgot about the man in front of you
Up until your eyes landed on the nameplate that sat on his desk
Sawamura Daichi, CEO
Without even knowing it, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion
Just who did you get yourself involved with?
Daichi finally noticed that his conversation with you wasnt going anywhere
“Hey. Are you even listening to me?”
You snapped out of it and shook your head
“Im listening!”
He just sighed and repeated everything he just said again
“Whatever. Just listen because this will be the last time i say this. Youll be working here at Sawamura Inc from now on as an intern. Your fellow interns are Hinata and Kageyama so feel free to ask them questions if you have any. You can leave now. I’ll come get you at the end of the day”
You nodded your head and started your day
Kageyama helped you the most in learning the ropes, you didnt see much of hinata. it was almost as if he was avoiding you
“Ok...so these files go here?”
He nodded his head
“Yeah i think you got it down now. If you need me ill be organizing some things for suga”
The rest of the day went on slowly until finally seven oclock hit
You could hear the faint sound of footsteps approaching you
“Lets go”
Daichi wasted no time in leaving
You quickly put down the rest of the papers you needed to organize and followed him out
The next couple weeks were like clockwork
Almost exactly the same as the day before
And no matter how hard you tried to get to know the man who took you to and from work he wouldnt budge
The only thing you ever got out of him were short replies and head nods
Did he really not like you that much?
But something you noticed every morning and every evening was the light sound of a piano playing from the radio
“Do you like the piano daichi?”
You werent even sure youd get an answer out of him
But he must if he listened to it everyday
You saw his hands lightly grip the steering wheel tighter before loosening, a ghost of a smile appearing on his lips
Your eyes widened when you saw it
In your two weeks together...youd never seen him give a look like this
Like he...enjoyed life
Like he was happy
“Yeah...its okay”
But just as fast as it appeared on his face, it quickly disappeared
Who knew that the stoic man next to you could make expressions like that
Almost made your heart race
“Do you play?”
Silence fell upon the both of you before you heard him let out a sigh
“No”
And now we’re back to stage one when you finally though you were getting more than one word answers
What could you do to make him see you?
This question played in your head as you filed away some papers for Asahi with Hinata
It was the first time youd done something with him but from what youve seen kageyama just calls him an idiot all the time and hits him
Also from what youve heard hinatas been with the sawamuras for a while so maybe he has some insight
“Hey hinata, can i ask you a question?”
He kept quiet so you took that as permission
“Do you know why daichi likes listening to the piano so much?”
That caused him to stop
“If he hasnt told you then dont ask me”
Youd be lying if you said that didnt make you more intrigued so naturally you did some digging
And eventually you stumbled upon an article from no more than five years ago
It told the tale of a young piano prodigy that had chosen to study music at the university of music and performing arts in vienna
And that piano prodigy was the now the distant leader of the Karasuno Mafia
You wonder what happened to him, what the story was behind his change in career path
The next day you decided that if you wanted to learn more about him then asking the questions would help
“Good afternoon daichi!”
You smiled at him as you delivered some paperwork to him
“Morning
”
You set the small stack down on his desk in front of him
“These are the papers for the closing on the Inarizaki deal”
He picked them up and quickly skimmed it
“Okay, thank you. You may go now”
When you didnt move he looked back up
“Do you have something else for me?”
He saw the way you fidgeted with the tips of your fingers and his eyes softened for just a moment
“Would you like to have lunch with me?”
He knew that he should say no
That he shouldnt let you in
“Sure”
How harmful could one lunch possibly be
Little did daichi know he was about to be interrogated
“--no i dont know who my favorite superhero is”
This was probably the tenth question youve asked and he wished you would stop
But he didnt know how to tell you no
Not when you were asking genuine questions
He thought it was kind of nice to be talking to someone normal again
Not someone who was involved with the mafia
But someone who was just...ordinary
“Ok ok..one last question”
He smiled softly
You felt your breath hitch after him showing you that gentle smile
“Go ahead”
The way you talked to him with no filter was refreshing
So he wasnt expecting the next question really at all
“I came across an article the other day about this boy who loved playing the piano,”
Daichis heart almost stopped
“Why did you stop playing daichi?”
‘Because my father made me’
He clenched his fist, crumpling the napkin inside of it
“I just got bored of it”
His reply came out through gritted teeth and you knew he was lying
You gently laid your hand on top of his until you felt it relaxing under you
“Well, no matter the reason, I hope that someday ill be lucky enough to hear you play”
His heart melted
The thought of playing again is something hes always wanted
But his father wouldnt let him
And left a permanent reminder on him about it
“That probably wont ever happen so dont get your hopes up. Let’s get back to the office, lunch is over”
And just like that he was back to being cold towards you just when you thought you were making progress
A couple weeks go by and it seems like daichis pushed you out of his life all over again
So much so that suga was the one giving you assignments from daichi where daichi used to just tell you himself
“Hey, hinata, kageyama and y/n! Daichi wants you guys to go make some copies from the store around the corner. Printer is jammed here and we need to get those documents ASAP”
You all nodded your heads and headed out
You were really too caught up in your own thoughts to be thinking about your surroundings
Had you really crossed a line that day?
You just wanted to figure out the real daichi
Because to you, the real daichi had his walls up 24/7 but behind those walls was a gentle smile and just a guy who wanted nothing more than to just live a normal life
So you didnt notice when hinata and kageyama stopped causing you to run into their backs
“Why did you guys-”
Hinata held a protective arm out in front of you
“What are you doing here, mad dog?”
The boy you assumed was ‘mad dog’ pushed himself off of wall he was leaning against
“Boss wanted me to fetch something”
His eyes locked onto your form
“And im here to collect”
This sent chills down your back
What was he going to do for you?
Who was his boss?
Your mind was running a mile a minute
“y/n you need to run”
Hinata’s voice brought you back to reality
“What?”
Hinata’s eyes never left the man in front of him
“Kageyama and i will take care of him. You need to get back to the office. Now!”
You sprinted as soon as hinata yelled for you to leave
‘Theyll be alright, right? They handle stuff like this all the time’
But you came to an abrupt halt at the sound of a gun going off
‘Fuck my life’
You turned back around help in any way you could
Only to come upon an unconscious kageyama and bleeding hinata
“You fucking idiot! Whyd you come back?!”
Meanwhile mad dog approached you and placed his hand under your chin
“You just made my job a whole lot easier”
Before you could even scream a piece of cloth was placed over your mouth and your vision went black
“Give your boss a message for me, carrot top. Tell him that if he wants his intern back he has to come get them himself”
Hinata gritted his teeth before passing out himself
Suga found them not too long after that
And after hinata told daichi what had happened...he was livid
He was supposed to protect you
To make sure that you stayed safe
And he was too weak to do it
Too afraid of what his father would have done if he found out that he was fond of a random person they picked up from the streets that had no ties to them
Afraid of what his father would have done to you
He clenched his jaw and let out a grunt as he punched the wall next to him
But fuck that
He knew that in this moment he needed to get you back right now
The thought of you being injured due to his own incompetence scared him more than what his father might ever do to him
So he was off
“When will they wake up?”
“Theyve been out forever”
“Dude its only been like three hours of course theyre still out”
The voices around you became clear as you regained consciousness
“Oh~ looks like theyre finally awake”
“Yeah probably because you wouldnt shut up”
Standing in front of you was a group of men you had only seen in brief pictures from the reports you made for daichi
‘Seijoh’
From what you remember their boss is a major flirt and his right hand man keeps him humble
Mad dog was sitting off in the corner next to a brown haired man who just kept staring at you
’creepy’
You flinched as the one you recognized as their boss reached a hand out towards you
“Aww dont be scared! I promise i wont hurt you”
He bent down to your level with a hand on your shoulder and leaned in to the point that his breath tickled your ear
“Though im not too sure that some of the others here wont. So be good for me, okay y/n?”
You were scared out of your mind
But you were not going to let this guy get into your head
So you did what any reasonable person would do
You pulled your head back and headbutted him in the forehead
He stumbled back a bit
“Stay the fuck away from me”
Oikawa held his head and gave you a nasty glare
“Iwa take care of them”
Everyone filed out till it was just you and the spiky hair man in front of you
“Nothing against you, just doing what the boss said. Plus you could have just laid low but you had to provoke him”
Daichi wasted no time in getting to seijohs building
And as soon as oikawa heard he was in the building he sent for him
“Welcome daichi! What an unexpected surprise!”
Daichi always hated the sound of oikawas jovial voice
How fake it sounded
“Just give me y/n back”
Oikawa just shook his head 
“Never were a fan of small talk were you daichi? Okay, since youre just dying to see them ill bring them in now”
Daichi turned around and reeled at what he saw
Bruised and battered as you were set down onto the ground
“You fucking bastard”
Daichi clenched his jaw
He was at a loss of words for the sight in front of him
But he knew he had to get you out of here
So he scooped you up into his arms and headed for the door
But before leaving he stopped and spoke into his earpiece
“Get them”
And with that he left as a war ensued between the two gangs
Beep beep
The sound of your heart monitor brought you back to the land of the living
And next to you was a passed out daichi
You slowly felt around your bed before hitting the call button for your nurse
And as soon as you did daichi jumped up from his seat at the sound of footsteps approaching
You reached out and put your hand on his to get his attention and smiled at him
He sat back down and let the nurses tend to you, his gaze never leaving your body
“You should be able to leave within the next day or two. Rest up mx. l/n”
The nurse then left your room and left the two of you alone
You locked eyes with him before looking down at his hand and seeing how discolored it was
He noticed your eyes widen and tried to hide his hand once he realized what you were looking at
“Daichi! You need to take better care of yourself!”
You sat up from your bed and called a nurse to get a basic first aid kit
“Im fine y/n. You need to rest”
“Like hell youre fine! Daichi your hand is hurt. Please just let me fix it for you”
But before you could apply the bandages you hand your hand in his
“It cant be fixed y/n. This hand doesnt feel anything”
You looked up at him with confused eyes
“Its the reason i dont play anymore. My father crushed it a few years back so i wouldnt even think about playing. Said it was time i stopped playing with useless things”
The grip on your hand tightened a bit before slowly loosening
But you just gently squeezed it
“Well, even if your hand is ‘useless’ id still feel better if youd let me wrap it. Your hand is still a part of you and it can still bring so much joy into your life as well as those around you. You just have to have the courage to seize what you want.”
‘The courage to seize what I want’
Your words played out in his head over and over again
He made a promise to himself that day
That one day, you two would be happily together
No matter how hard this path may be
He was going to seize his happiness
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