#SPIRITUALITY

[sweetnsal]

every masculine card is transmasc and every feminine card is transfem 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Made this a while back and never posted it, but I figured I should now that I actually started T!!!

(Not a self portrait, this is just some guy)

[somethingtocallmine]

[bexiescorner]

[omnybus]

I think what I love most about mythology is that the “Trickster God/Spirit” is an archetypical character found in almost every body of folklore. It’s like “Oh, here’s our God of the Sun, our God of the Sea, our God of Fertility, and our God of Being A Wretched Little Gremlin Who Causes Problems On Purpose”

[starastrologyy]

Hi everyone, i have temporarily opened my readings! The link is in my bio for those who are interested!

Masterlist🤍

Hi everyone! I thought i'd actually create a masterlist for all of my posts. I tend to post in a haphazard manner (i blame my mars dominance for this haha) as i truly started this blog as a hobby (and to share my astro knowledge). I didn't think anyone would see my posts. However, now that my blog has grown quite significantly, a masterlist makes it easier for people to find some of my older posts. Thank you all for your continuous support and encouragement!

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Synastry

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Miscellaneous

Ascendant in Partner's Houses

Sun in Partner's Houses

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Mercury in Partner's Houses

Venus in Partner’s Houses

Eclipses in Astrology

Transits

Transits & Solar Return Aspects that can indicate a move

Careers in Astrology Part 1

Careers in Astrology Part 2

Indications

Indications of moving abroad in a natal chart

Indications in a natal chart that suggest you may have more than one college/university degree

Wealth Indications in Astrology

Indications of career success in the natal chart

Indications of marrying a foreign spouse

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[sagittariusmarz]

Pick-a-card: Future spouse’s dominant thoughts about you

*The thoughts that constantly comes to their mind when they think of you

*What they think but don’t always say

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Pile 1

I see that when they think of you they get sexually frustrated, they may like to have a lot of sex but you could be busy a lot or not in the mood as much as them. They really like touching you or any kind of physical contact to the point of smothering sometimes, they instantly get horny for you just by thinking about you. I see that they feel like there’s a different side of you that comes out when you guys are intimate and they love that side of you, they also think when you’re in a bad mood or when you’re stressed they can relieve it by having sex with you or doing something sexual to you. They think about how they’re going to be the only one touching you for the rest of your life and for some of you they like how you don’t have a lot of experience or a lot of past partners. They think about how there’s nobody else they want and how nobody else can make them feel the way you make them feel, they think about how happy they are to be with you. Sometimes when they’re in a negative headspace like after a argument or when you seem distant they think about how they would feel if you left them or if you told them you weren’t happy with them anymore, they think about how sad and lonely it would make them feel. Sometimes they think about what their life would’ve been like if they didn’t meet you or marry you, it makes them want to be a better spouse and spend more time with you. Sometimes they think about how sharp your tongue can be and how witty you are, they don’t tell how how much you make them laugh and how much they enjoy your humor even if you’re making fun of them. They don’t tell you that they like how mature and smart you are, they don’t tell you how much they enjoy talking to you and how much they like hearing your voice especially in the bedroom. Overall their most dominants thoughts about you is to take care of you and be successful so that you don’t have to work a lot, they also think about doing whatever they can to please you and make you happy so that you don’t leave them for someone else or reminisce about someone from your past. Signs- Capricorn/pisces, Virgo in the 10th house/sagittarius in 11th house. Initials- M, U, V

Pile 2

(Angel number 467) I see that when they think of you they think about how you may still not trust them, for some of you I see that they could’ve of been a different person in the past that wasn’t compatible with you but they changed and they aren’t the same person anymore. They want to show their growth and sincerity, they feel like you trust them but not all the way so they want to break down your walls and have the same trust they have for you. They think about how well you guys fit together, they think about how much they believe in the connection and how much they believe you are their soulmate/forever person. They think about how they never want to let you go and how they don’t ever want make you feel jealous or angry towards them, they think about how you were made for them by God and how divine you are. They think you’re so special and they’re happy they have you in their life, they don’t tell how all the strong feelings they have for you because they don’t want to just say it, they want to prove it with action but they know it takes time to build trust. They think about how sometimes they feel rejected by you because you still have your guard up and they can tell that they still have to work on the connection to have your complete trust, for some of you they may not tell you how much they want to have a family with you because they know you still don’t trust them and may act defensive towards them sometimes. They know they have to be patient with you and they don’t always tell you how much they want to strengthen the connection. Overall their thoughts are about moving forward with you and loving on you, they think about how much they love you all the time and how you’re way better than any of their exes so much so that they want to be with you forever. They think about how they want to be more successful and stable in life so that they can care for you and be closer to you, they think about how they wish you guys had more sex or more time together. Signs- Virgo/Aquarius, Aquarius in 12th house/ Taurus in 2nd house. Initials- T, M, K

Pile 3

I see that when they think about you they think about how they’ve hurt you in the past and how they would never do it again, they think about how sad or depressed they were when you guys took a break or when you stopped speaking to them. They think about the mistakes they’ve made and how they realized that there’s no one more important to them than you are, they think about how you’re the most attractive person to them and that you don’t compare to anyone they had in the past. They think about how horny you make them and how good sex is with you, they about how no one else could make them feel the way you make them feel. They don’t always tell you how much they miss you when you guys are on bad terms or when you guys argue, they don’t tell you how much it affects them not being able to talk or see you. Theyre not always honest about their feelings and they don’t tell you how they still think about things they’ve done in the past that hurt you, they don’t always tell you that they’re insecure about the connection sometimes and how it would hurt them if you decided to leave them for someone else. Their overall thoughts for you are sexual and passionate, they think about pleasing you and making you moan all the time. They think about how seeing you defensive towards them only turns them on and makes them want to get closer to you, they think about you submitting to them and letting them touch and kiss you all over your body. They think about how much you tempt them and how much they like your playfulness and confidence, they think about doing sexual things in public or in front of others often. Signs- Gemini/taurus, Capricorn in 4th house/ cancer in 6th house. Initials- F, O, K

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[cextile]

how can you authentically be yourselves?

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how to read this pick a pile reading? ♡ the images above are your pick a pile options - see which pile immediately pulls you in. If nothing stands out right away, take a moment to look at each pile/image. the one your attentions keeps coming back to is likely your pick. if more than one pile calls to you, trust that too. you can read both and take what resonates. and hey, if none of them feel like a match, no big deal. not every reading is meant for right now. come back another time — this reading isn’t going anywhere.

pile one ☆

I just wanna put something out there, and it’s from a place of clarity and not judgement. 

A lot of you guys are in denial of who you are, like there is a disparity between who you are and who you think you are – or who you want the world to believe you are. You might have this inflated self-image, and it’s like a version of you that you hold onto because it feels good, but it’s not rooted in truth.

Right now, some of you are letting the idea of manifesting become a distraction from actual manifesting. You are crossing the line between manifesting and fantasizing, and it’s making you hollow from the inside.This is keeping you stuck. 

Confront yourself and see yourself as who you really are. Look in the mirror. 

Where are you really? And where do you want to be?

Also, you carry this untethered vibe - like you're in your head letting  numerous possibilities, things, ideas, and fantasies free flow. But at the same time, you're hyper-defensive and ready to attack, ready to defend your energy, recoil the moment things feel off. 

You’ve been holed up in your own world for too long – mentally, emotionally, maybe even physically. It’s time to come up for air. ‘

Socialise, talk to people, do something real and grounded and let the world meet you as the ‘that person’. 

btw, being that person' isn’t about waiting until you’ve arrived at some perfect version of yourself – it’s about moving like them now. It’s not about having it all together, it’s about doing the things that align with that energy, even if no one else sees it yet. you don’t become them by chasing a goal – you become ‘that person’ by deciding you already are. the rest  will catch up, promise. 

So yeah, embody your dream self now. even if you're still growing or finding your way, it’s the small choices – the way you show up – that shapes who you already are. 

Grab life by the reins, not just drifting through it like a passenger.  embody the energy of a person who knows their worth, who embraces habits that build them up every day.

Start valuing your physical appearance more. Like, you know, brush your hair, get a hair routine (idk why but my cards were focusing on hair soooooo much. Also a little bit on eating healthy & loosing/gaining weight for a good physique), go to the gym and start cherishing yourself as you are.

Nurture yourself , step away from the mental negative rut and do things that give you a happy little buzz in ways that actually matter (I’m not talking about the quick fix scrolls or fleeting distractions), and watch everything change. 

Also, I want you to  really, really, really, really know this: disappointment, heartbreak, denial, every single negative thing that's seeped in your bones and your expectations of the future is not what's waiting for you ahead.

And I pinky promise there is not going to be any space for disappointment in your dictionary babe. What's ahead is bright – and it’s waiting for you.

read another pick a pile reading by @cextile

pile two ☆

shorter reading than the other piles because i think for alot of the people in this collective - time’s tight, priorities matter, and scrolling through readings on tumblr isn’t one of them.

also this reading had me laughing, fr. like, y’all don’t even know. the cards lined up too perfectly & the message is playfully blunt. also I swear I want to send your reels to explain the vibe better than this long-ass text ever could.

the way you can authentically be yourselves right now is just by working for yourselves.

i rlly like your vibe btw. you guys are actually so funny and weirdly lovable, like if you weren’t so deep in your serious life stuff rn, i’d 100% wanna be your friend. but like… lowkey focus on yourself right now.

now, everything I say is going to lead you to your most authentic self.

for my tarot readers, the king of swords reversed lined up and then immediately the king of cups came out.

it’s like, don’t give up. I know you’re fcking tired, but you’re so close to stepping into prosperity. keep going.

your era of trials? It’s almost over. what’s ahead? achievements. recognition.

feathers in your hat.

so you know, right now? the relationship that matters most is the one you have with yourself.

just keep working on yourself.

like, keep mining for the diamonds and don't give up.

(lmao the image above is all i want to say)

don't get distracted by the vibes. don't party or drink too much. just keep your wits to yourself.

when you have a goal to achieve and you hang out with other people, those people might not have goals. so their lack of direction will serve as a distraction.

guys trust your energy, trust your path, trust your journey.

because if you continue to this path, your era of trials and tribulation will be over.

also, a reminder. don't get into a relationship that is demanding you to put a lot of time and energy into it.

for my people who love toxic men, get into a relationship with yourself right now.

that's the best thing.

good luck guys🍀😊

read another pick a pile reading by @cextile

pile three ☆

hi! so you guys struggle mainly with the inner world, its so rich & chaotic, and that spills into your outer expression.

you guys are like fog - so mentally dispersed. your identity, sense of self is just so spread out and variable that it's actually getting difficult for you to consume and contain it yourself. 

so you need to fall back on a structure that is well defined, alright? This structure could have different interpretations for you guys, so I am not elaborating more on that. 

you guys have to do shadow work to really understand where this variability, out-stretch in your sense of identity and all your patterns are coming from.

you know, suppressed tension inside of you that you really need to work upon, do shadow work on. it's like, you have tight springs in your body - all this tension, all this trauma, all this negativity - pushed down, waiting to uncoil itself. 

so, where you are suppressing things of yourself that do not need to be suppressed, and, you know, not necessary to be suppressed.

but all that’s really happening is you’re still suppressing parts of yourself that never needed suppression. you think you're holding it in, sometimes you don’t even realise that you are holding it in - but what you’re actually doing is holding on - holding on to the idea that there’s something in you that needs to be dealt with. 

let go

also, there’s a need to be conscious of what you speak. 

not everything needs to be said, right? 

a lot of times we say things out of this need to want people to validate our experiences, but you need to understand that not everyone will receive your unfiltered words as you intend them, you risk misunderstanding, misjudgment, and even a warped image of yourself being formed in their eyes.

There is a need of introspection inside yourself, and this need of, like, fixing what you think, nah what you know, is not right about yourself.

It could be a mental rut you need to get out of, you know.

stop letting your perception rot in the same setting. sometimes we get into our own headspace so much that it negatively hampers ourselves, we start bedrotting, letting things stay stagnant, not necessarily in your physical reality, but in how you perceive this physical reality and in your headspace, things need to keep changing and be active.

so yup, you can’t let that stillness calcify. there has to be motion, even if it’s just in awareness. You have to breathe life back into your mind and body.

It could also be that you need introspection in some aspects of your social self - things that are quietly hampering your day-to-day life.

Or maybe it’s your external appearance. Because, let’s be honest, how we look does help boost our confidence. soo if you want to fix something about yourself that you don't like, then you can go ahead and do it.

Plus, try become an Instagram baddie or a Pinterest doll, you know? what I mean is embody a particular aesthetic that makes you comfortable. I’m not saying this to pressure you into conforming to beauty standards - it's more like polishing yourself externally, so that you can feel more confident and comfortable in the environment and the places you move through. So you can walk into a room and not shrink.

again, just to repeat on a similar note - it would really, really do a lot of good if you start exercising, working toward that dream physique, and genuinely putting in the effort to glow up and become your dream version.

make a checklist of all your tasks and responsibilities, and aim to fulfill it - one task at a time. whether it’s cleaning your room, replying to texts, or researching something that matters to you - get it done. it doesn't matter how much it will help you professionally, financially, familially, or in relationships - do it to help yourself. you'll be able to present yourself as a more proud person, as someone who sticks to things and gets them done, right? it’s about stacking those wins and watching your self-respect rebuild.

Also, actually get out - talk to people, smell the flowers, connect with others, and do the most mundane tasks with them. go with your sibling to the grocery store and help your fam out by grocery shopping. ask your friends to meet up for a walk. It doesn't have to be an intense thing - let your relationships flourish amidst the most mundane things.

read another pick a pile reading by @cextile

that's it for this reading. take care of yourself.

with love, Ananya ♡

[hektor-world]

Mood

[girlwithrituals]

RECLAIMING DISCIPLINE CAN LOOK LIKE:

• keeping small + manageable promises to yourself daily

• healing your attention span (ex: reading books, watching movies without scrolling, letting yourself be bored)

• moving from "I'll try" to "I will"

• reframing pain + difficulty as often where the growth happens

• showing up as the person you want to be

• making mindful & nourishing choices VS choices that result in instant gratification

[astrolook]

🧭Synastry - Their 1st Lord Through The Houses 🔍

Note: These are all my personal observations and patterns I've noticed over the years. Take what resonates with you more and leave the rest. Lemme know in the comments if it hits home! A single placement or aspect isn't enough to conclude and the whole chart has to be analyzed!

Their 1st house lord shows how they move through life, how they carry themselves, and how they naturally are. When it lands in one of your houses, it shows where their presence hits you. Where they enter your life. It’s not about what they do, it’s who they are. And who they are lives in that part of your chart. That’s the role they end up playing in your world, whether they know it or not. It shows what part of you they wake up, disturb, support, or define, just by being themselves.

Their 1st lord thru your houses:

Their 1st lord in ur 1st - They will make u feel like a main character. They bring out your “I don’t care what people think” era. You like how you look when you’re with them. Their presence will make u say, "I need this person in my life." You actually become more confident just bcoz they're around you. On the other hand, it can be somewhat annoying. They’re always in your face energetically like calm down, I get it, you exist. You would feel exposed. Identity crisis.

Keywords: mirroring energy, feels like you’re seeing yourself, direct pull, strong first impression, wants to lead or match you, can’t ignore them even when you try, makes it feel personal from day one, wants attention but pretends not to, competes with your identity, intense presence in small spaces, connection feels alive and unavoidable, fast emotional pacing, shows up with strong opinions or strong stares, acts like they belong in your life, can become overwhelming fast, brings out your ego or soft spots, after breakup stays close or circles back often, doesn’t disappear quietly.

Their 1st lord in ur 2nd - You feel more sensual around them, like even food tastes better. You want to invest in yourself when they’re near, like skincare, therapy, fitness or whatever. You would start dressing better. Nothing feels rushed here. You will feel safe around them. You might even start to adopt better habits or behaviors once they enter your life. On the other hand, they make you painfully aware of everything you don’t have. They might call you lazy or unmotivated in life. One of you might think the other is high maintenance.

Keywords: slow but deep, grounded presence, gives consistent attention, shows love through small actions, loyal energy even if unspoken, notices details about you, calm vibe but emotionally steady, values stability, becomes part of your everyday without forcing it, brings quiet comfort, makes you reflect on what you value, may become overly focused on material or emotional control, gets attached in subtle ways, resents inconsistency, wants something to build not just feel, after breakup lingers emotionally, takes a long time to detach, may hold grudges quietly.

Their 1st lord in ur 3rd - You could talk to them for hours and still feel like you forgot to say something. They would get ur movie, political, or pop culture references without blinking. You would become enthusiastic about talking to them would feel like a butterfly. You start talking like them, typing like them, mentally adopting their slang. On the flip side, they make you feel smart and stupid at the same time. You over-analyze everything they say or do. In arguments, you could be losing, and they could make u feel dumb or would call u names or get bitchy.

Keywords: fast talker, curious energy, mentally sharp, shares thoughts easily, feels like a friend before anything else, always has something to say, likes banter more than big talks, wants stimulation not silence, may confuse motion for connection, wants to be heard and matched mentally, changes tone often, mixes deep and light fast, hard to pin down emotionally, shows care through questions or quick support, connection feels like inside jokes and random tangents, after breakup stays present online or through others, may act casual but still thinks about the “what ifs”.

Their 1st lord in ur 4th - You def wanna cook for them and would do anything to make them feel at home. You would let them in fast and won't regret it (until later). Their energy makes your walls drop. You get this need to show them ur childhood bedroom or pictures or share things about ur childhood. They’re the type you’d let see you cry. On the other hand, they might trigger ur childhood trauma or make it worse. They migth expect u to be dependent on them for everything and if not, would ghost you. Can get toxic really fast. Your family might not like them near you.

Keywords: emotionally deep, feels like family or memory, strong pull that doesn’t make sense at first, triggers vulnerability early, shows care through presence not performance, watches more than speaks, slow to trust but intense when opened, connection feels safe but also heavy, brings up old emotional patterns, may become overly protective or emotionally reactive, gives comfort and chaos at the same time, hides feelings but shows them in action, emotionally invested fast, can become clingy or too quiet, after breakup still affects your emotional space, shows up in dreams, hard to fully let go of.

Their 1st lord in ur 5th - They would bring out ur fun side. You flirt better with them than anyone else and you know it. You feel hot, seen, and slightly unhinged in their presence. You could make dumb jokes, and they would still laugh at it. Childlike couple. You would start taking more photos of yourself when they're in ur life, not a coincidence. On the other hand, the second they pull back, your self-esteem crumbles like a dry cookie. You can’t tell if it’s love or just the dopamine of being noticed. If they leave, u might feel like they turned off ur main character vibe.

Keywords: attention seeking, charming, playful, dramatic highs, performs around you, wants to be adored, flirts loud, makes you feel seen, warm then cold, fun until serious, craves praise, craves being special to you, jealous of your attention, shows off affection, creates moments not stability, can feel like a walking daydream, turns feelings into theater, romanticizes connection, needs validation constantly, after breakup acts like they’re fine but still watches from the crowd.

Their 1st lord in ur 6th - You start showing up for yourself because you want to keep up with them. There’s comfort in the routine they bring, and u would become more consistent just from being around them. They would actually make ur life better and vice versa. Their energy fits into your daily life like it was always supposed to be there. On the other hand, you fix their problems, and they still complain. They make you feel boring, invisible, like you’re just part of their background. You feel more like their assistant than someone they actually value.

Keywords: helpful, humble at first, acts through service, cares through doing, shows love in routines, anxious connection, wants to fix things, gets lost in small details, pushes self to prove worth, overworks to feel enough, rarely asks for help, reliable but emotionally distant, shows up daily but hides deeper needs, connects through shared tasks, gives more than receives, feels like a quiet support, may become bitter if unseen, after breakup burns out emotionally but keeps checking in indirectly.

Their 1st lord in ur 7th - They're ur missing piece. You understand them fast, like your soul skipped the intro. You feel like you’ve been circling each other for lifetimes. It feels serious even when it’s casual, like this could change your life. The vibe is magnetic like two puzzle pieces from different boxes that still somehow click. On the other hand, they trigger your abandonment issues by just existing. You might start projecting all your wants, fears, and old wounds onto them. They might also get under your skin because they act like the parts of you, you’re still avoiding. You’re obsessed with how they see you and it makes you lose yourself. You confuse compatibility with familiarity and might stay too long.

Keywords: mirrored connection, intense attraction, sees you as a reflection, wants partnership deeply, drawn to your energy without knowing why, triggers old wounds and idealism, acts like you complete them, obsessed with balance, gets clingy or overly detached, can feel like soulmate or enemy depending on day, needs equal attention, becomes reactive if not chosen, acts polished but hides fears of rejection, becomes who you need then resents it, after breakup acts cold but wants closure badly.

Their 1st lord in ur 8th - The bond goes deeper than logic, on a cellular level. You want to tell them your secrets and then beg them to never use them. The connection makes you feel alive in that “no going back” way. You feel emotionally seen in a way that scares you but also makes you stay. The chemistry is otherworldly. On the other hand, one of you is obsessed with the other. You might start spiraling over things they haven’t even done yet. You might try to detach but it’s like cutting off a limb. One of you is addicted to the other and would lowkey love the suffering.

Keywords: deep energy, emotional pull, heavy presence, triggers hidden stuff, feels karmic, creates obsession fast, magnetic but unstable, makes you confront fear, feels risky to trust, sees what you don’t say, creates intensity without asking, shows up like a test, unspoken tension, power games without words, trusts too fast or not at all, can become possessive with no reason, emotional undercurrents always active, after breakup haunts your thoughts, disappears but never really gone.

Their 1st lord in ur 9th - You will upgrade yourself through them. They will teach you that there's more to life. It can start as a long-dist relationship or u both might go on journeys together. They will show you what real freedom is (as long as their 1st lord isn't Saturn). Your soul gets a glow-up. On the other hand, you would feel more lost than ever. They make you question what you believe in, but don’t stick around to rebuild it. They can be out of reach either emotionally or literally whenever u want them around you. They might look down upon you for not having the same beliefs as they do. You might feel like they’re always halfway out the door.

Keywords: inspiring, free spirit, distant energy, makes you question beliefs, expands your view, feels like a trip not a destination, acts wise but vague, pushes you to grow, hard to hold down, exciting presence, shows up with fire then fades, intellectual connection strong, makes you want more from life, acts like a teacher or guide, emotionally light but spiritually loud, disappears when things get too real, after breakup leaves with grace but their ideas stay with you.

Their 1st lord in ur 10th - You respect how they carry themselves and they make you want to get your life together immediately. You see long-term potential with them. They push you upward even if it’s silent. They would be proud of what you do, and they would talk about you or introduce you to their people. On the other hand, you might feel judged by them. One of you might compare success with the other and feel like being in a silent competition.

Keywords: admires status, driven energy, puts you on a pedestal, shows up seriously, wants long term proof, notices your image, acts reserved but intense underneath, pushes you to be better, judges silently, wants mutual respect, shows love through support not words, may use success as love language, high standards, won’t beg for connection, emotionally distant but very aware, stays composed, shows love in public ways, after breakup focuses on goals but still checks if you’re watching.

Their 1st lord in ur 11th - They get your weird and won’t judge u for anything. That’s rare. They bring out your idealistic side, the part that still believes in people. They don’t judge your weird interests/ hobbies, they match them. You actually might imagine a future with them. You feel more like yourself around them than with your actual friends. Your "partner-in-crime." On the other hand, you can’t tell if they care or if they’re just really friendly. You feel emotionally close but logistically...nowhere. They might support you but never choose you. You might feel replaceable even though the connection is strong. You might try to act chill, but you’re secretly obsessed with how detached they are.

Keywords: friendly vibe, easy to talk to, hard to define, feels like future potential, deep yet detached, gets close without labels, emotional distance but strong mental pull, loves shared ideas, connection grows slowly, may treat you like everyone else but mean it more, supports your dreams, values individuality, can feel like a best friend or stranger in the same day, hard to read feelings, acts like nothing’s wrong when they care deeply, after breakup stays in orbit but won’t reach out first.

Their 1st lord in ur 12th - They unlock feelings you can't name or express. You trust them in a way that makes no logical sense. You feel them in your dreams, in music, in random waves of emotion. You forgive them before they even apologize. You might feel like part of you belongs to them and let them in past your defense systems without realizing it. On the other hand, you feel like you’re dissolving in them, losing yourself piece by piece. You never know where you stand, or if you even exist to them. They feel close even when they’re completely gone. It ends without closure, and you carry it like it still needs you.

Keywords: dreamlike energy, confusing but magnetic, quiet presence, connection feels faded before it starts, shows up in silence not action, emotional fog, feels fated but distant, triggers spiritual depth, reflects your unconscious, may feel invisible or overwhelming, connection hard to define, disappears often, may ghost without meaning harm, love feels like surrender, triggers healing or escapism, shows up in dreams more than texts, after breakup stays in your energy for months, feels like you never really knew them.

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[somethingtocallmine]

[thwillowdriadwitch]

Please if you come across this person's post, read it carefully and do not harrass her, I do agree that we shall respect the ask of practices and religions, on what terms they are prefer to be refered as.

Hey, if you read it, thanks for sharing your thoughts with us.

I do need to remind the pagan community, as a native Chinese: the majority (if not all) of the native practitioners of the ancient eastern religions (Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, folk religions, Shinto, shamanism, etc.) do not want to be referred to as pagans.

Many (if not most) Asians find it highly offensive when Asian religions get put under the paganism category.

In many parts of the world, "pagan" is a derogatory description that indicates "abnormal", and the people have never wanted to associate with the term.

Just like "witch", "pagan" is not universally reclaimable, and all of us need to simply accept and respect this.

It doesn't matter what the word "pagan" means from an English dictionary. You can argue about its definition until the cows go home, but the whole world doesn't go by what something means in English and you need to understand this.

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