#SO FUCK ME I GUESS

[goose-juice-2]

My favorite Beatles picture are the ones that kind look like they could be from a coming of age fill, especially the mcharrison ones

[cat-mentality]

Sad QSMP headcannons that have like half a toenail in canon.

The French version:

Baghera cries very silently, like someone who is used to having to keep quiet.

She also has a very high pain tolerance and she didn't understand why until recently.

When Pomme disappeared Baghera was terrified that the Federation had something to do with that, terrified that her little girl would be at the hands of the people who made her and hurt her so badly.

As much as she wants to hate the Federation for having hurt her, at the same time she can't and that makes everything so much worse.

Baghera doesn't have wings. But she does have two scars on her back where no feathers have ever grown.

Antoine was not prepared to actually get attached to any of the French, or even to Pomme. He knows he is in too deep, has too much to lose if he cuts ties with the Federation, and yet it twists something inside of him when he thinks about their possible reactions, especially Etoiles. For the first time in a very long existence he understands what friendship is, knows what it feels like instead of just watching others experience it, and is very aware that he will lose it all.

That is why Antoine was so pissed off at Osito for being careless with the picture, the earlier they discover about his true past, the earlier he will lose them.

If the Federation truly had Pomme he would have burned it all down himself just to bring her back.

The first time Cucurucho saw Antoine angry was after the torture session nearly killed Pierre for good. No one knows who was more shocked by his display, Cucurucho or Antoine himself.

Pierre continues to trouble sleeping and constant nightmares when he does, he can't remember the last time he managed to truly rest without waking up in a cold sweat or screaming, he is always on the verge of passing out and even when he does crash he still has nightmares.

He refuses to acknowledge it or even talk about it, hides his exhaustion with everything he has, pushes people away just to make sure they wouldn't realize there is something wrong, too afraid they will see a weakness to be exploited.

Pierre hates being alone as much as he craves it- He likes being by himself working on his machines and keeping his secrets close to his chest, but at the same time when he is alone is when the dark thoughts take over

He will, on occasion, not exactly seek to get himself hurt but not exactly avoid it either- If he can feel pain it means that there is something human in him doesn't it?

But Pierre hates dying and he will avoid and lash out when put into such a situation. He fears what will wake up, if it will still be him.

Sometimes Kameto look at the rest of the Islanders and he wonders what his own life could have been, what sort of bonds he could have forged with people, if the Federation didn't come for him first.

Etoiles does not know what his worth is if not as a warrior.

He is not smart like the others, he doesn't build pretty buildings or incredible machines, he doesn't know how to do anything but fight. And if he can't fight, if he can't protect the people he cares about, then why is he still around?

War is everything Etoiles really knows. By the time he reached his late teens and was released from the battlefield he had seen more combat than some people in their old age, everything he knew how to do was to fight, he had nowhere to go, knew no one, had nothing.

He was never able to settle down for too long or even to truly build himself a home, Etoiles knew so very little about the world that he just decided he would explore it. Some people in the army talked about things they missed, things they thought worth fighting for, and Etoiles wanted to understand that feeling of fighting for anything but his own survival.

To this day he still feel more comfortable fighting than he ever does doing anything else.

None of them ever had families.

The concept of family was something Antoine learned by watching other species and for a very long time it was not something he truly understood or could relate. It was only after the plane crash and Pomme that it hit him that maybe he can understand this thing now.

Baghera always thought she was just an orphan with amnesia. She had very little memories of her young years and none of them involved other people, just her and a room, so for a long time she believed she was alone in the world. Even now she struggles with that emptiness, especially now that she knows that the Federation may be the closest thing to family that she will ever have.

Etoiles had parents once. He knows he did, but he cannot remember their faces or even their voices most of the time. He was still just a small child when they came for him and sent him to war.

Pierre was always alone. He had parents but they could as well be ghosts haunting their home, he hardly could see glimpses of them from time to time, all he ever truly had were his machines.

[innovatorbunny]

aiba......

[stuntingonthelow]

So a couple friends and I didn't do NYE together last year, and it sucked. So we discussed that and decided to plan ahead the next day and agreed on a place to do it

Just now it got cancelled because their s.o. invited a friend (not back when our plans were made, only invited them in the last couple days) who can't make it (shocker that). So because that means now it wouldn't be fun for the s.o. the whole thing is cancelled.

And like.... I get it. I wouldn't want their s.o. to be uncomfortable or anything. Still sucks tho.

[ghoul--doodle]

I’m going to the doctors about a pain in my side I’ve been having for a while now and I swear to christ if they tell me it’s pleurisy again I’m legally allowed to kill a man

[elibeeline]

Okay i hate this someone take me back to work

[mr-seamonster]

I ran out of adderall a bit ago and I can't find any of my extra hidden around my room and I have a discussion post and an assignment worth 20% due sunday midnight (it is currently saturday 5:30pm) and I can't focus on fuckin anything

[normaltothemax]

food food food

[wittyno]

You may love your job and your coworkers but always remember your employer doesn’t love you.

[mychlapci]

i will never leave earphone hell

[sammyloomis]

what got me thru yesterday was the fact i was getting chippy on the way home and what got me thru today was the fact i had leftover chippy from yesterday to eat when i got home

[lesbiansanemi]

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FILE TYPES RRRAAAHHHHH

[totalspiffage]

Starting to feel bad about my lack of any career advancement or satisfaction so I think time for bed before I start blaming myself for my many limitations

[natjennie]

YAY ELLIS OF WOOLWORTH MY BEST FRIEND ELLIS OF WOOLWORTH :) wait jk jk i forgot it's his brother or whatever but yayyyy ben in a wig :)

[angel-maybe-alive]

Since is April fool's I want to talk about the biggest fool I found in this fucking site

Some idiot with a fucking one piece profile pic made a half bitchy comment on my unpopular opinion post telling me to fuck off because I hate Hades/Persephone retellings

And i know that that human embodiment of self righteous bullshit wanted a fight or a argument

The problem is that they commented that while I was suffering from the worse tooth inflammation like the left side of my face was killing me and I had swallowed a bunch of pain killers to wait the inflammation to go down

And I have this weird memory of being in horrible pain waking up sweating picking my cellphone opening Tumblr half consciously reading the comment clicking the person's blog and just reading one or two posts they reblogged about hades and Persephone and just clicking the block button and falling asleep immediately after waking up next morning with the print of my phone in my left arm and my face numb

So sorry for the one piece perhades shipper that I couldn't engage with you in a enlightening battle of wits over my tastes In literature Greek mythology and books my tooth ached brain decided to virtually shot you before we could engage

[thebookishwallflower]

listen listen i fuckin love harry and james being drawn/written as desi i think it’s great really but i just saw some art of james that looked like an absolute Fuck from my school and james was damn hot and now i want to kill someone