#SCREEEEEEEEEAMS

[fortheloveofaussiegrit]

(C4F1)

[chthonicgodling]

(April’s)Huevember - Day 27!

featuring:

1. Chal, [Thanatos’ son] & Thanatos

2. Chal, [Tory’s daughter]— & HER daughter, Enodia

a BEFORE AND AFTER SET—

OKAY FINE ONE ANGST HUEVEMBER POST ALLOWED??!! BAWLS???? mauve-pink Huevember day where BOTH OF THESE DRAWINGS KILLED ME IN VERY DIFFERENT WAYS— AAHHH NOTES-

sobbing bc when tryin to decide who to draw for this pic I was like. hmm. well. the cloak Chal used to wear when she was supervillaining with Thanatos is this exact color— ohHhHH NO—

and then after I drew that first one gasped and realized that baby N is?!?! also the same color and?!!!!! oh my god oH MY GOD????

I can only assume we all know Chal’s shtick as she’s my favie and she’s all over here but. if somehow you do Not Chal’s history before her extremely in depth rehabilitation into the Elysium cast, who she is today, is that she was Thanatos’ kid (his “son”, at the time, as Chal didn’t realize she was a girl until. like. 3 years ago) — trained to follow in his footsteps as next supervillain of Elysium, though Thanatos was barely kind to her either -

until Elysium caught her first and broke the brainwashing she’d grown up cowering under 🥺 she’s in a much better place now - the second drawing - firstly adopted by Designated Palace Parent ™ Tory (and Maci, tho her relationship with Chal is complicated and weird in a. good way lmfao?? Maci’s like. weird mentor-den mother to Chal ffkfkf ) -

secondly now she’s also of course MARRIED to Bel and THIRDLY also of couursseeee undoing the nightmare of her parental trauma by parenting HER very own baby, Enodia “N” who. now has the best mommie of all time. I love drawing Chal’s rare little smiles they’re :’))) mostly around N aAH. AND yes this is yet another Wing Curl Cuddle pic!!

in conclusion: sobbing. sobbing. sobbing. I love Chal so much. HOLDS HER,,, flipping back and forth between these thinking of how far she’s come and just, SOBSSSS—

wiping tears from my eyes to proclaim stay tuned tomorrow! GOSH GEE I WONDER WHO NEON PINK DAY WILL BE TAKE A WIIIIILD GUESS 🔥 click the link up above to see the whole Huevember wheel - feel free to use the tag AceprilHuevember if u want to play too - and my tag this year can be found here!!

[kairokust]

GAAAAASP

MY SILLY MURDEROUS BABYGIRL 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Some more realistic(??) men :v

Also this babygirl for @kairokust

[sleepygetou]

TOJI FUSHIGURO

JJK S2 E11 - Seance

[ereborne]

Work is on fire, so close to finishing the current work and now the old work has broken, however: I get to work with the old boss again.  Fuck but I missed her

She comes in, tells me the horrible news, I start cussing, she starts laughing, and then we both get to work, immediately and without needing to discuss what we’re doing, while both continuing to cuss and laugh.  Fuck but I missed her

[jordanshenessy]

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[sillyprincetimetravel]

I just want to CREATE.

BUT I FUCKIN CAN'T!!!

[tomgrcg]

@homewreckergreg you're right and also how dare u

not ready for whatever the fuck this is

[samcat18]

"You don't have to protect everyone all the time"

SCREEEEEEEEEAM!!!!!!!!

[mr-and-mr-diaz]

so i’ve been thinking about it for an additional five minutes and here’s what i’ve got and its kinda blowing my mind. Each person in buck’s life either had a Moment with him either in the coma dream or at his real life bedside, with a few noted exceptions. I’ll explain:

Chimney: coma dream, and MY GOD did they make good use of him here. As the guy who is always first to believe in The Crazy he was PERFECT to be the guy who’s like “yeah alright, one ticket to the crazy train.” I’m sorry but Buck proving that he knew him by knowing why he’s called Chimney had me lollling

Hen: Sceptic. And in the coma dream as the milder voice of reason. Funny, and good at keeping things moving. She and Chimney were also great to have in imaginary land since they are the ones who are the most stable without Buck in their lives, likely because of how much they stabilize each other

Maddie: In the coma dream and IRL, but coma!Maddie is essentially Maddie from season 2. Literally heart breaking. Speaking of, my heart is still not over the way she saw the firefighter at the door and simply said “which one”

Athena and May: Buck’s (let’s face it) step-mom and by association, step sister. They’re in real life because without Bobby there, they don’t ever have much to do with him. They understand clear as day that Buck is Bobby’s other son, and they accepted it ages ago, to the point they find it amusing every step Bobby takes to realize it himself. (Back to Bobby in a moment.)

Eddie and Christopher: They’re of course in IRL because without Buck intervening as he does they wouldn’t have a place in his life or in each other lives (pause so i can SCREEEEEEEEEAM about this) In real life, they’re begging him to come back--or more accurately, Chris is, while Eddie stands silently behind him, barely able to see Buck and crying his eyes out. I think when Eddie wasn’t initially fighting for Chris to see Buck all Hospitalled Up, as it were, is because Eddie didn’t think Chris could handle it. The real truth of the matter is Eddie couldn’t handle it. We saw it ourselves--Chris was shaken, but able to pull himself together enough to say his piece and beg Buck to come back into their lives (insert couch metaphor here, y’all make it fit). Eddie could barely look at the bed, and when he did, his eyes filled with tears and he couldn’t speak. Eddie in the coma dream exists, is mentioned, but he’s lost in his anger, doesn’t have his life-lines to reach out for, is missing the man who has his back, and because of that lost everything. These two men truly are unanchored without each other, and without their son (yeah I said it, sue me), are missing a key element that makes their family a family.

Now Bobby. Bobby is the most notable one who is both there irl and in Buck’s coma dream. The man who entered his second marriage with a son he didn’t fully realize he had, though now he’s definitely realized it. The man who is dead without Buck in his life. Who stayed alive because one pesky kid had the gall to work his pesky way under Bobby’s skin and stressed him out enough to look after him and care and not stop caring until he had a whole goddamn family in his hands, both with Athena and at the 118. I’m still struggling to fully feel all the feels here and btw I think we need to take a moment to give MAD PROPS to Peter Krause for his turn as dead addict Bobby because he was fantastic.

It’s interesting, because for some reason in my head, I expected Buck’s coma dream to actually be really pleasant and happy and the lesson he learns is that life is hard but you gotta do it anyway and you’ll be rewarded for hard work. The coma dream was very different--twisted and, for all that Buck was in it, it was missing him like an open wound. I didn’t realize it right away, but Coma Buck is the Buck that’s born for parts, the Evan Buckley that Buck sees himself as in his own head. 

It’s the Buck that can’t help but reach out to help, that desperately tries over and over again to be the support that he himself is desperate for, that has irrevocably changed lives, with his worn heart out on his sleeve, collecting people that care about it without him really realizing, and in return making them care more about themselves, that makes Buck truly who he is, and makes his actual reality what it is. And that’s goddamn beautiful.

Please add your thoughts to this, my brain is still expanding

@loveyourownsmiilee @blutterlie @matan4il

[whiskeyswifty]

taylor knew something the rest of the world didn’t when she wrote cruel summer

Her and annie clarke walked out of the booth that day like "this is going to destroy lives. drop it." and they were right. one of the most unreal songs of all time and still makes me screeeeeeeeeam when it gets to the bridge. if she doesn't play it on this tour i'm going to run up on stage and hit the side of her ankle with a swinging razor scooter.

i love that i get anons that ask about taylor's greater role in the culture and also anons who are still on the floor in a daze over an angsty little song she wrote four years ago. these are the two sides of my brain and i love both of you with all my heart. we are all at brunch together at all times having a ball losing our minds.

[swan2swan]

Just...SO HAPPY. SO VERY HAPPY.

Sammy is absolutely delighted to learn that Yaz can pick up on subtle cues and romantic gestures!

[le-velo-pour-dru]

WAAAAHHHH dru im sorry i wasnt online last night i was really busy doing homework that i put off :(((( i really hope you are feeling better today though!!!! you are so nice and i love talking to you!!!!!! 💛🌟⭐️✨🫶💛🌟⭐️💛

dallon images :) for ur troubles

It's ok Maya!!!!!!!!!!! :) 🩷 I totally get being busy, and I appreciate that you care enough to reach out now that you can ^^ 💖

I've been kinda anxious today, but definitely better than how I was last night :) ❤️

THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😁💖 They're so sweet, you're literally one of the sweetest people I know and talking to you makes me so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD ❤️

DALLON IMAGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺❤️ OHHHHHHHH MY GOD HE HAS THE PRETTIEST SMILE IN EXISTENCE I'M GOING TO SCREEEEEEEEEAM 🥰💘 HE SO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLL THANK YOU SO MUCH- I LOVE HIM WAUGH 🥺🫶💖 DALLONNNNNNNNN

[applesfallingfromblondehair]

if i don’t get the record store day iliwys vinyl i’m gonna screeeeeeeeeam rip me on sat/friday if i queue overnight

Fucking hell same here and I am not even in the UK

I am relying on

1. The kindness of a lovely friend who's going to try and get one for me

2. Some potential luck online if she doesn't manage

but who knows 🫠🫠🫠

[atldiscourse]

Lol I think you're thinking of the APMAs, remember when Trace Cyrus tried to start a fight with Alex and Jack in a parking lot afterwards

i screeeeeeeeeamed oh my god being a part of the fandom in the early to mid 2010s was such an insane time

[shouldntbeaskingmyselfwhy]

and i just don't understand how you don't miss me in the black dog when someone plays the starting line and you jump up but it's 2 am in my room headlights pass the window pane i think of you we're a crooked love in a straight line down makes you wanna run and hide 'cause tail between your legs you're leaving i still can't believe it i, i, i, i, i, i, i wish i wish i, i, i, i, i, i, i, i wish old habits died screeeeeeeeeaming