#SAM WINCHESTER BASHING

[2sw]

You have to kill me. Dean, please. You have to promise me.

Supernatural S2E11 Playthings

[stay-pos-cos]

I think that the Supernatural fandom doesn't give Dean Winchester enough credit or hold John Winchester accountable nearly enough. I would argue that John's abuse (mental, emotional and physical) and its constant effect in both boys lives is constantly downplayed by a majority of the fanbase.

The parentification of an elder sibling has been proven to cause lasting issues and we see this throughout the show; when Dean is overly protective of Sam, treats Sam's life as more valuable than his own, can't picture a life where he's not needed, and his dismissal of Sam as a valuable contributor in an equal partnership. Dean is often criticized both in canon and by fans for being overbearing and codependent on Sam. This is a direct result of John Winchester's inability to parent.

Dean's emotional repression is shown to be caused by his father's militant behaviors and approach to parenting. Dean doesn't see his feelings as valid or important and thus turns to repression or unhealthy coping mechanisms as illustrated throughout the show. His alcoholism, violent outbursts, and unhealthy relationship with sex are all coping mechanisms he uses not to feel.

Through flashbacks (and some dialog) the viewer is show that Sam is more resentful towards John than Dean, and that he even holds resentment towards Dean for being the "perfect little soldier".

That's part of the reason Castiel is such a great foil for Dean, both are loyal to absent fathers' but while Dean was born with free will he follows his father's orders unwaveringly until sometime after his death, Cass a being created without free will breaks free of the command of his father and from his father's mission, becoming for all intents and purposes a Prodigal son like Sam.

Dean's adherence to his father's word is, much like Sam's rebellion a response to continued and repeated abuse, neither brother is perfect. And their father was the furthest thing from it.

[ssa-atlas-alvez]

heyyy i have a silly little idea!

What if male!reader was the oldest Winchester brother and was dating Aaron Hotchner? idk just a silly little idea i had, Love your writing and make sure to drink lots of water!

Okay so I kind of took this and ran with it, I hope you don't mind aha

Also, reader's like 14 years older than Dean, so in my head he's John's kid from another relationship and is 7 years old when John and Mary get married (based on this timeline I found).

(I might come back to this and do another part at some point aha)

Warnings: John bashing, homophobia mentions

"Hey, you guys want to meet a friend of mine?" You asked, looking at your brothers. Sam nodded, Dean merely shrugged.

"Sure, whatever," He mumbled as he stood up. You held back a sigh, trying to remind yourself that he was just going through a rough patch at the minute. Normally, he took moving from place to place in his stride, but he was struggling this time. You couldn't help but think that perhaps he had connected with someone in Mississippi during the month and a half you were all there. Besides, he was only ten, so it was bound to affect him a lot - despite how much he pretends it doesn't.

Now, you had been in Virginia for the last three months (apparently it was riddled with monsters). You met him your first day here, he had asked for your number with a charm that made your knees weak - so you gave it to him. Despite the charges for texting, you did so every day.

Sam turned to you, "Are they a special friend, (Y/N)?" He asks quietly, unsure if you're going to be offended by the question.

"Yeah, he is Sammy,"

Sam grinned, "Like a special, special friend?"

You huffed a quiet laugh, "Yeah, kid, a special special friend,"

Sam nodded, satisfied with your answer.

"How old is he exactly?" Dean asked as he folded his arms.

"He's 28,"

"28?!" Dean's eyes widen, "Dude, he's so much older than you!"

"It's four years Dean, chill." You rolled your eyes slightly.

"I think it's cool," Sam chimed as he walked up to the pair of you.

"Thank you, Sam." You said, "But we need to keep this between us, okay? Dad can't find out, alright?"

"Why?" Sam asked, looking up at you. You sighed, crouching down to his height. He was only six, he didn't quite know everything that you guys did just yet. Or at least understand it to a full extent. He also didn't understand your dad's... beliefs, let's say, to a full extent either.

"Dad, he... he won't agree with it," You explained gently.

"Why?" Sam asked again.

"He's homofonic." Dean said confidently.

"Homophobic," You correctly gently.

"What does that mean?"

"Well, it's when someone doesn't like that a man and a man or a woman and a woman get together,"

"Like boyfriend and boyfriend?" Sam asked and you nodded, "That's allowed? I thought it was only boyfriends and girlfriends allowed,"

"Well, it was illegal for a long time," You explained, "But it's getting better,"

"Are you allowed to get married to another boy now?"

"Only in a few states," You said.

"Is that why you don't really tell people?"

"Yeah, that's why I don't tell people," You said, "That's why I haven't told dad,"

"Okay," Sam nodded, excepting this once more, "Is your special special friend your boyfriend?"

"Yeah, yeah he is," You said, smiling softly, Sam beamed up at you.

"Really?!"

You nodded, "Yep,"

"That's so cool am I gonna have another big brother?!"

You chuckled softly, ruffling his hair, "Maybe, Sammy, you'll have to ask him,"

"What's his name?"

"Aaron,"

"What's his job?"

"He works for the FBI," You said after a moment's hesitation.

"Are you serious?"

"Dean, I don't wanna hear it,"

"But he's a fed, (Y/N)!" Dean exclaims, following you through the motel hall.

"And?" You ask, raising an eyebrow.

"Seriously?" Dean shakes his head, "Dad'll go mental if he finds out."

"Exactly. If." There's a beat, "Besides, I'm a grown ass man, Dean."

"He's not gonna be happy when he finds out about this." He huffs, folding his arms.

"He's not going to find out about this, you hear me?" You said, "I already told you, no one tells dad, do I make myself clear?"

"Who died and made you king?" Dean snaps.

"Dean, I don't wanna fucking hear it, okay?" You reply, "I'm an adult. You're a kid. Now, get in the car,"

"I don't understand why dad gave you the impala." Dean huffed as he sat in the front seat.

"How about this, when you're old enough to drive, you can drive it and I'll let you have it, yeah?"

"Really?!" You watch as Dean's face light up and you nod.

"Yeah," You smiled slightly, "Now, come on, let's go."

Sam looked at you and gave a small shrug before getting in the car.

It was a short drive to Aaron's apartment, Sam had asked questions the entire way about Aaron and your relationship (ever the curious mind), Dean had pretended not to care (but secretly did). And, soon enough, you parked the Impala and all piled out.

Aaron, as promised, met you outside, smiling. "Hey," He stepped closer to you but made no move to kiss you.

You smiled back, "Hey." Dean coughed loudly, "Oh, right, this is Sam and this is Dean."

Aaron turns to them, "I've heard a lot about you two, you're brother's very proud of you."

"Really?" Sam grinned.

"Of course kid," You ruffled his hair. "Come on, let's go inside."

When you were all inside, Aaron shut the door gently before kissing your cheek. "I missed you,"

"It's been a whole two days,"

"Two days too many," He said softly, Dean cleared his throat.

"Can you not in front of us?" Dean asked, "It's a bit gross,"

You blushed slightly, closing your eyes for a moment before turning to your brothers, "Sorry, go sit on the couch and watch tv or something," You said. Dean nodded, making his way to the couch, but Sam stayed. "What's up?"

"I have some questions," He said gently, looking up at you.

You share a smile with Aaron before you both nod, "Sure," You said - all sitting down at the small table, "What's on your mind, kid?"

"Um, so you're boyfriends?"

"Yep,"

"Is that dangerous?" Sam asked, gnawing at the skin of his bottom lip.

"What do you mean?" You asked gently.

"Well it used to be not allowed so people must have been against it. You won't get hurt for it, will you?"

Your heart melted, seeing the concern on your younger brother's face and you shook your head, "I'll be okay," You reassured, "I'm your big brother, I'll always be okay,"

"But Dean said on the way here that there's some people who are really really against it,"

You closed your eyes, making a note to yourself to talk to Dean about that later. "Yes that can happen sometimes, but I'm not going to let that happen to me, okay?"

"Promise?"

"I promise,"

"Okay, good." With this, he turned to Aaron, "Are you going to be my older brother too?"

[incesthemes]

season 4 dean discovering that sam has been drinking demon blood and being jealous—jealous because he can't give his brother what he needs, because he has to sit back and watch sam drink from someone else, and that someone can never be him. season 4 dean displacing that jealousy onto sam, turning it into a resentment that builds into hatred because he can't admit even to himself that he wants to be the one sam is drinking from, that he wants his blood staining sam's lips. season 4 dean being so close to becoming a demon only to be remade into an angel, and he can feel the distance between himself and sam every time sam feeds his addiction and dean can't help him. season 4 dean hating himself and the angels who brought him back because hell made him a monster and he doesn't even have anything to show for it, nothing he can give back to sam for his efforts. season 4 dean fantasizing about returning to hell and going all in just so he can return to his sammy and press his bloody arm to his brother's lips and coax him to drink, to feel better, to be powerful, so he can become an inexorable part of sam, be closer, be wanted and needed and desired in the most intimate way someone can be.

[bi4bisamjess]

happy birthday bloodfreak lawboy bitch eternal Sam Winchester

[silentassassin21]

Like 95% of the 9-1-1 fandom are former/current Supernatural fans so I'm curious. Being a "___ girl" just means they're your favourite out of the two boys. If you became a Cas girl, just choose whichever you were pre-Cas.

[eileenguy]

sam/eileen x f(x) "pink tape" art film

[shadystranger]

thinking about demon!dean and how crazy it is that sam's biggest gripe was not that his brother turned into a bloodthirsty demon with 0 moral compass but it's that crowley had him and dubbed dean as 'his' and dean was no longer 'sam's'

And it gets even crazier bc when sam does get hold of demon!dean he is like "i will tame my vicious terminator gone rogue patootie, yea he has killed some people but he must have had a good reason" and no one better even think about laying a hand on his loose-cannon or sam will make you see death so fast

like sam lets everything demon!dean does slide and doesn't seem to take it as gravely bc he's confident he's in control & having dean alive is just enough anything else is static to him or a bridge not too hard to cross and it's insanely abnormal but sexy

[soullessjack]

okay last post before I conk out cuz it’s 6am now but like. Why does the fandom ignore Jacks canon anger issues. Like we all saw the scene where he was so enraged by someone’s death that he consciously attempted to strangle Maggie’s assumed killer, roughly threw Cas aside for intervening and couldn’t snap out of it until Dean fired shots into his back and made him aware of his behavior. We all saw that right. Why do you guys keep Steven Universe-ifying him

[witha-boxofscraps]

Imagine John Winchester makes it to old age and starts forgetting things. He’s old and frail and stubborn as hell and has pushed everyone else away.

Only Dean is there to look after him because “it’s called being a good son”.

And everyday, Dean does what he has to do to make sure his father is as comfortable as possible.

And John doesn’t remember him. And Dean’s okay with that, he’s old, it’s only natural.

But he can’t ignore the pain that stabs him every time John asks “Where’s Sammy?”

Because Dean was the one that stayed and helped. And no matter what he does, Sam will always be the favourite. Even on his father’s deathbed, that’s clear. Dean is forgotten, as always, and Sam is the one he looks for.

[french-vanilla-in-the-clouds]

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𝐡𝐞𝐲! 𝐢 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬! 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬! 𝐢'𝐦 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭. 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨, *𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞!* 𝐢 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝟐𝟎 𝐨𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐡, 𝐬𝐨 𝐢 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬! (𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞!)

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[stay-pos-cos]

Some thoughts on the Winchester brothers.

The alignment of Sam with Hell and Dean with Heaven happens well before we learn that they are the true vessels.

Sam refers to seeing himself as unclean or tainted due to Azazel's (yellow eyes). As though by ingesting the blood of a demon he fell from personhood so something othered and twisted.

Dean is Sam's savior, he pulled Sam from the flames as a child and raised him in their father's absence. Dean sees himself (and Sam) as righteous and good as they save people and fight evil.

As Sam uses his abilities both he and Dean fear that he is straying from this righteous path, even when the visions are beyond his control. When Sam discovers that Azazel wants him to lead the armies of Hell we see this cemented in his character, from birth he was watched over by Hell's forces to become a weapon.

Dean acts as a counter balance even before the boys discover the existence of angels where Sam seems to have a knack for falling in love or in lust with monsters, Dean's interests lie in humanity (until the angels enter the chat (Anna/Cass)

When Sam starts drinking demon blood he unwittingly offers himself to Hell in a way, allowing the lifeblood of the damned to enter him of his own free will.

When Sam made the decision to leave John and Dean not once, not twice but three times he was mirroring Lucifer leaving the Kingdom of his father, feeling undervalued and slighted by the favor of his father being given to another.

Alternatively when Dean stayed he was the faithful soldier modeled after the heavenly host. Unwaveringly faithful to the father that had forsaken and banished his brother.

[blushingsastiel]

sam and dean have their own way of being 'pure'. for sam, it was about cleansing himself free from his actual blood, thoughts, and the 'sins' he had. all those mistakes he made, opening the gates of hell for lucifer and overall, sam thinks that his own blood is a mistake since it has demon blood intertwined with his own. knowing he would die, for the sake of humanity, to close the gates of hell was perfectly fine with him. he was going to do what he needed to do (which is sacrificing himself) to cleanse himself and ultimately become 'pure'.

on the other hand, dean's 'purity' was to reside in purgatory and have the ability to "kill with no consequences" like how benny tells him in 10×19. being himself and having the ability to kill monsters for real this time was his own way of being 'pure'. i think dean has struggled to decide that his longing to work a case and finally take down the monsters helps the world, but, sometimes, he tends to think more about the act of killing. rather then thinking about killing to save someone else.

but, i honestly don't know exactly for dean because he did have the mark of cain and his need to kill was above a lot of his morals so JFJSJSKSJ. (idk what i am saying. this probably sounds stupiddd).

[mysticalsoups]

i thought about what i could ask you for cocktail a lot zjdjdjdj

cocktail 🍸: can i ask for ☂️ with Sam Winchester please? 👉🏻👈🏻

champagne 🥂: would you rather go to the beach or the mountains? (idk if that’s really the point of the game but 😭)

lskdfkjshkdf you're too sweet <33

join my birthday party!

cocktail 🍸: ☂️ = sharing an umbrella. it's a bit wonky, but it's cute and aaaaa !! i love this

the rain splashes on the roof and windows of the moving car. it creates a beautiful sight outside, the rain reflecting beautifully in the rays of light coming from the streetlights. the sound of the radio playing a soft rock song softly on the background had lulled you too sleep. sam drove the car into the parking of the motel, switching off the motor, he took a minute to admire your soft features on your face. how peaceful you looked with a slight smile on your face, how you looked comfy having his coat wrapped around your shoulders, nestling against the window. he smiled and felt like the happiest person on earth, how lucky he was to have you. he softly stroked your cheek and gently shook your shoulder, whispering you had to wake up. you awoke sleepy and confused, looking at him with a light grumpy face. it made sam happy. he told you to wait and stepped out the car to the trunk to take out an umbrella, rushing over to your side and opening the door. he helped you get out of the car, closed the door and held you close to his chest as he protected you from the rain with the umbrella hanging over both your heads. 'let's go sleep' he murmured against your head, pressing a kiss on the top of your crown and guided you to your room.

champagne 🥂: it is the point of the game!! u did it right, dw <33 And to answer your question, i think it's dependable on how i feel at that moment. right now, i'd love to be in the mointains surrounded by nature and having a way to ground myself, but on very exctining happy days, i'd love to go to the beach and swim !! :)

[cuntyqueerleondraisaitl]

I know I shouldn't be focusing on this aspect but the little girl playing Lilith is a better actor than Jared Padalecki

[two-sides-samecoin]

Dean in season 5: gets manipulated and doesn’t belive in his brother’s love anymore because the angels manipulated them knowing that dean would get upset that sam’s heaven looks like freedom and being away from the family so dean decides to throw away the amulet in front of sam knowing the damage it would cause sam

Dean in season 10 being asked about why he threw the samulet away in the musical ep: i don’t need a symbol to remind me of my brother’s love

me: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN?!? WHAT?!? THIS IS NOT WHY YOU DID THAT