#Ryuu wanted him to attack back

[thelazyeditor]

He has a massive black eye from his father... and he knows for a full fact that it bothers him more that he didn't react to it the way he wanted him too

[slttygeto]

༉‧₊˚. "Shut up, mom!" prank with JJK men.

➜ featuring: nanami kento, gojo satoru, geto suguru.

➜synopsis: your child(ren) has a death wish for sure.

➜note: wasn't able to pick a name for nanami's child. also sorry to the anon who sent this, i had a hard time understanding the request at first. anyway, part 2?

༉‧₊˚. reblog + comment!

༉‧₊˚. NANAMI KENTO

“You need to start learning how to fold your clothes,” you mention casually to your daughter as you carry a basket of warm laundry to the couch.

“Why would I do that?” Nanami’s eyes look up from his book, but he doesn’t budge.

“When you move out, you will only have yourself to rely on,” you continue with the advice and your daughter rolls her eyes as she makes her way to the kitchen.

“Ugh moving out this, moving out that. Just say you want to get rid of me.”

“What–I would never, I’m just reminding you that one day you will become an adult and–”

“Oh just shut up, mom!” 

You truly gave birth to a mini you, a prankster. When you first saw the tiktok trend, you and your daughter had giggled to yourselves at the thought of getting a reaction out of her father. Though, you did warn her of the repercussions. Your husband did not play when it came to showing respect to you.

“I beg your pardon?” Nanami sits up from the couch so fast, it almost makes you jump out of your skin. You don’t have time to react, or hold him back before he is storming towards the kitchen where your teenage daughter was hiding. “What did you just say to your mother?”

“I said shut up, because she was bothering me.”

“And you think that’s one way to speak to my wife?” You see his eyebrows furrow, he even slams the book he was reading down on the kitchen counter so hard that his arm veins are about to pop out.

“Kento,” you walk up behind him, calling out his name softly.

“No, let me take this.”

“No baby listen–”

“I said I will take this.” It’s only when he repeats himself in a stern manner, that your daughter starts to giggle nervously.

“Daddy, it was a prank.”

“Yeah, baby it’s a prank.” You rub his shoulders and biceps reassuringly. Your daughter quickly wraps her arms around his waist and buries her face in his chest.

“I’d never be disrespectful like that.”

“Yeah well, it almost gave me a heart attack,” his voice is now much softer and warmer as he exhales, running his fingers through his daughter’s hair. He pulls you towards him and kisses your forehead before patting his daughter’s head.

“Now, whose idea was it?”

“Mommy’s.”

“Hey!” 

༉‧₊˚. GOJO SATORU

“Hey Ryuu, could you take out the trash please?” 

“No, I’m busy.” Satoru’s ears perk up at the sound of his son’s tone. But he doesn’t budge from where he’s standing in the kitchen.

“Baby, it’s been sitting there all day and it’s full. Could you please–”

“Shut up, mom. I said I’m busy.”

Normally, Satoru wasn’t easy to rile up. His relationship with his son was hilarious, one where he doted on his child whilst the latter pretended as though he couldn’t stand all the love and affection he received from his dad. But despite all the love that Satoru had for his son, you were number one. You come first, you are his wife and the mother of his child. When his son will leave, you will be the one he gets to spend the rest of his time with–and when he decided to marry you, a child wasn’t even in the picture.

So he will be damned if he was just going to stand there and let his son talk to you like that.

You freeze when you feel a sudden surge of cursed energy–you knew your husband when he got angry, it clouded over the rational part of his brain. So when you see him start to walk upstairs where his son is, you have to physically grab his arm to stop him. Thank god the infinity was off.

“Satoru– toru! Baby!”

“Who the fuck does he think he is, huh?” His eyes are glowing. You really shouldn’t have played this prank on him.

“It’s a prank baby.” 

“A prank?” It’s fascinating how this man can go from 0 to 100 back to 0 so quickly. He calms down so fast, glancing at the top of the stairs where he sees his son standing with his hands in his pockets.

“I told her it would be a bad idea.”

“I–hey! I didn’t think it was gonna be this bad,”

“I did,” Ryuu starts to walk down the stairs and past you two. “He’s said it before. He doesn’t play when it comes to people showing you respect, even if it’s his own son.” 

Satoru can only sigh at his son’s words before staring at you. “Don’t do that again.”

“I won’t…But I won’t lie, seeing you riled up like that–”

“I’m too old to have a sibling!”

༉‧₊˚. GETO SUGURU

Your girls were a giggly mess. You shush them before saying very loudly.

“In what world is this acceptable?” 

“Mom,” your daughter, Tsukimi, feigns an annoyed tone, refusing to look up from her phone. “I really don’t care.”

“But I do.” You stand over her bed, motioning for her twin sister to get into the role as well.

“Does it matter?” Asahi uses the same annoyed, bored tone. One that quickly catches Suguru’s attention. He walks into the main area from the garage before hearing the argument upstairs. 

Quickly wiping his hands with the dirty rag attached to his pants, he starts to make his way up to your twin daughters’ room to see what it was about. 

“Of course it does, I’m your mother.”

“You’re really just pushing it.”

“You sneaked out last night! Do you know how disappointed your father will be?” Suguru freezes up at the revelation. But he doesn’t let his disappointment or anger get the best of him, maybe the four of you can work this out–your girls were at a rebellious age, this was bound to happen and all he needs to do is figure out a way for all of you to get along without–

“Aren’t you supposed to be our best friend or something?” Tsukimi sits up on the bed, furrowing her eyebrows in a way that reminds you how similar her and her father’s features are. 

“Right now I’m your mother.” 

“Oh would you just shut up?”

A loud slam makes the three of you flinch, and you turn to find Suguru standing by the door looking as angry as a raging bull.

“Who said it.”

“Wha–”

“Who said it. Who was it?” He is so furious you could see steam coming out from the top of his head. “Have you lost your fucking minds to be talking to your mother like that? Did I fail at educating you or what?”

“Suguru–”

“No,” he puts a hand on your shoulder, gently pushing you out of the room. “I need to talk to them.”

“No wait, listen–”

“I don’t want to hear it.” When you see that he had a stern look on his face, you realize that you need to save your daughters from the prank.

“It was a prank. I promise you.” 

“It really was a prank,” your twin daughters are sitting on the same bed, looking as sheepish and as guilty as ever. 

“And it was my idea,” Tsukimi adds. 

“And I didn’t stop her.” Your thumbs trace his cheeks, smiling apologetically at him. “Sorry,” 

Suguru sighs, resting his hands on his hips as he shakes his head.

“Fucking prankters. That almost gave me a heart attack.”

“But admit it, we’re good actresses, right?” Asahi asks with a grin and Suguru chuckles before ruffling her hair.

“Yeah, you sure are.”

➜ ┊: COMMISSIONS | KOFI

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[kromeihl]

BSD MEN PLAYING HORROR GAMES (MIMIC)

Headcanons!

↣Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuuya, Nakajima Atsushi, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, Doppo Kunikida, Edogawa Ranpo, Nikolai Gogol, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Tetcho Suehiro, Saigiku Jono

↝Requests are open!

Osamu Dazai

> He would definetly be confident. You'd go up to him and be like: 'Samu let's play Mimic!

> He never heard of that game but he's hella interested.

> Both of you started playing and then he gets lost the moment you appear.

> Don't tell me this guy does not kill himself everytime.

> Definetly screams when there are jumpscares and would freeze for a second so you laugh at him

> Surprisingly good at the game and finishes it. (When he doesn't waste half of his time dying.)

Chuuya Nakahara

> Horror game? LET'S GO!

> Regrets it instantly because he forgot there are jumpscares.

> Would definetly flinch so hard and say "What? I'm not scared."

> When you scream, he screams.

> He'd be the type to disappear and get lost and you're just looking for him everywhere.

> He'd be the type to see something and say "I found the exit!" And it was actually the entrance..

> He'd curse at the character that'll jumpscare him.

> Shhh, he's a rage quiter.

Atsushi Nakajima

> MY BABYYYYY<3

> Once you tell him you want to play a horror game with him, he'd instantly freeze and hesitate before accepting.

> It's you, of course he'd agree.

> Poor guy would be shaking once there are crazy ahh sound effects.

> Horrified, one loud sound, one scream, one jumpscare, he'd flinch immediately.

> Bros the type to throw his phone/himself across the room.

> Actually really good at mazes! Just starts panicking when something chases him HELP.

> Never will play again.

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

> Bro thinks he's so good at it.

> You tell him you want to play and he just says "ok."

> Bro is secretly scared but the whole time you look at him he's just •_•

> Those jumpscares out of nowhere makes his eyes widen or he makes a small little sound and when you look at him he accidentally actives Rashomon-

> I feel like he'd say he knows the way and gets lost and get jumpscared.

> Bro doesn't run and you just tell him to use the running button, and he's just like "no."

> Bro wants to solo and leaves you alone and you're like: "Ryuu where are you??" "I found a spirit."

> Doesn't want to play ever again.

Kunikida Doppo

> Automatically will not play once you do all your reports.

> Says he's too busy for those childhood games but he can't resist you so he fits the gameplay in his schedule!

> Does this dude even get jumpscared..?

> The whole time he's just instructing you in what to do-

> He's good at making ways to escape and distracts the ghost for you.

> If you play with him repeatedly and have game nights he'd definetly memorize when the jumpscare will happen.

Ranpo Edogawa

> Bro...Once you ask him you already see the place set up for your gameplay.

> One word: You'll finish the game in a few minutes only.

> He knows every crook and crany around the game.

> Knows the whole backstory and tells you about it so you just shut him up with candy.

> You play by yourself now because he knows everything and spoils the fun. RIP..

Nikolai Gogol

> He'd definetly be interested in the game.

> He'll be the type to scare you if it's suddenly quiet and you slap the shit out of him on accident.

> Would throw the phone at your face when he gets jumpscared.

> Bro is the type to play hide and seek with you mid-game.

> He'd definetly die a ton of times while trying to show you how he can "dodge" the ghost's attack/running at him.

> He fails misreably..

> He'd be the type to have the ghost chase after him and go to you so you both end up dying and go back to square 1.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

> You force him to play because he has no comment about it all.

> Jumpscares happen and he's just, •_•

> He'd be the type to find everything in just a few minutes and you'd be so confused like ???

> You'd give him the side eye for being to quiet while playing the game. You're screaming and flinching meanwhile he passes everything so quickly.

> He'd be the type to let you follow.

> Like did he play this game before???

> If you're too scared to go through a maze or get something, he'd be the one to distract the enemy

> Scary smart man...

Tetcho Suehiro

> Bro is hella confused. Like what are you supposed to do in the horror game??

> He'd definetly scream and just stare at you for a few moments..

> Help this poor man, he'd definetly quit mid game and just let you play it by yourself while you're watching.

> You'd definetly scream and it'll make him alerted.

> You both decide to restart the game and he thinks that he can kill the ghost and eventually dies..

> Please teach him the basic of horror games.

Jono Saigiku

> So like...

> Okay but he can hear things well so he eventually just listens to you while you play.

> Don't hurt his ear drums you might hit ariana grande notes while getting jumpscared or chased.

> He'd be the type to know when the ghost is approaching and warn you, he has good sense of hearing of course.

> That's why you're like ??? "How did you know when the ghost will come :O"

> He can literally hear one milisecond of the starting of the chasing music and you'd already be hiding.

> Man is a life saver.

> He'd definetly stare at you like ^^ if you apologize for screaming.

[koolkitty9]

LET ME FINALLY GIVE MY THOUGHTS ON THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE. Hi I am obsessed with this scene for absolutely no reason. I have MANY THOUGHTS on it and I want to share my analysis on this entire minute scene. It has been almost EIGHT YEARS NOW since it aired (Sorry some of this got formatted weird by Tumblr hhhhh)

Right here, you can see the moment where Yumoto's heart just drops into his stomach and he realizes he MAY actually lose for the first time ever as a Battle Lover (Which would be A VERY INTERESTING THING to see!)

Now why do they show him in the past? It shows that this is a REAL fear of his, losing Gora is such a big deal to him. This MAY have happened before at home but as a child, this scene takes place during the events we saw with the tiny Beppu bros in ep 10. Where he was left alone

Starting off with this, WHERE is this coming from? Well, Sailor Moon S1Ep1, we see Usagi having an attack JUST like this, and it is a defensive attack, which I believe Yumoto's own attack was based on. Wombat MUST have known about this, I believe he NEVER thought it would occur

The others are confused at this new power (Power #5 for Yumoto in s2) meanwhile, the twins are horrified/even MORE angry at him. Aki tells Haru to not falter and Haru tries to shoot Yumoto in the chest to stop/fatally injure him at this point

Atsushi mentions Yumoto has stronger emotions compared to the VEPPer (He shames them btw), we learn in the OVA, Yumoto's powers are loved based, we DO get hints of in ep9 when Yumoto performs his Love Sprinkle attack. En notes that the twins underestimated how strong Yumoto is

To me, this is just a VERY extreme panic attack but since his powers are with love, it is amplified due to his love for Gora. Kinshiro notes that both past and current Yumoto are merging. I HC that Yumoto was always destined to become Scarlet, so this moment has taken him back to the time when he was a child and this has somehow made itself known in the universe. This could be a result from the alien technology (or could just be nothing and Im looking too deep into a single line)

Everyone isn't sure WHAT is going on, Ryuu tells him to get a grip after he learns Yumoto is "Losing himself to fear" and tries to touch him. As we see when Haru tried to hit Yumoto, this power is actively protecting Yumoto while doing damage to anyone who tries to hurt him. I actually find this to be SUPER interesting

It's more interesting when he calms down after the twins realize how strong he is, I believe this is his true anger over the entire situation. By this point Yumoto is sick of it, he has been fighting these two for so long over his own brother. He has almost been killed and now He's ready to do the same to them. When the boys all come running to stop Yumoto, they all have different expressions (Can't see Io's :(( ) The twins though, are horrified as they know if they get hit, THEY ARE DONE FOR! (It's finEEEE)

En's first thought is to grab Yumoto to try to calm him down somewhat by grounding him back to reality

Atsushi (just like a mom as Yumoto says about him) gently grabs Yumoto's face and tries to get him to look at him, while also shielding him from either himself or another attack from the twins. You can actually see him and Io pulling Yumoto closer to them

Ryuu and Wombat don't add much, BUT Ryuu does actually support Yumoto's head when they all fall onto the ground. Which Yumoto's head SHOULD be in Ryuu's lap (In theory).

As for the dark place? Yumoto probably experienced a severe form of tunnel vision along with the influence of his powers. IMO, He was so overwhelmed with the thought of losing his only family forever that he forgot about his found family as well.

adding to how Yumoto is being held, Ryuu seems to have Yumoto's forearms pinned, Io has his arms around Yumoto's chest, and En and Atsushi I CAN'T really see where they're grabbing at but it but it does show you even with their strength it takes all four of them to subdue Yumoto

And uhhh I think that's it really for this scene...for now... Once Yumoto remembers how he's loved by his friends and he's not alone, he transforms into his highest form to date :)))) also these frames of him are pretty lol this scene had a lot of gorgeous frames OKAY BYE!

I WANTED TO ADD MORE PICS BUT RAN OUTTA SPACE

I didnt fit ALL I wanted to talk about but ANOTHER TIME! OKAY BYE FOR REALSIES

[scriveyner]

harsh reality

“You were very brave today, Ryuu-chan,” Atsushi said. Ryuu-chan was holding his hand in a death grip and looking straight ahead, eyes red and puffy. His other arm was encased in a cast to his elbow, with a sling around his neck for support.

Akutagawa had taken Acchan home earlier, despite Acchan’s very vocal protestations—he hadn’t wanted to leave Ryuu-chan’s side. It would have been more endearing if Acchan’s immediate instinct wasn’t to attack anyone he deemed a threat to Ryuu-chan, including the doctor.

Atsushi was very tired.

Akutagawa opened the front door before they reached the porch, and Ryuu-chan’s lip started to wobble again. He’d declined being carried up to this point but accepted Akutagawa’s insistence on picking him up.

“It’s a minor break,” Atsushi reported. “Probably only a few weeks in the cast.”

Ryuu-chan buried his face against Akutagawa’s chest as he carried him into the main room, trailed by Atsushi. “Weretigers don’t always remember we aren’t as durable as they are,” Akutagawa told him, looking at Atsushi significantly over Ryuu-chan’s head. Ryuu-chan nodded. “But someone here feels very badly about what happened.”

There was a small figure curled around a pillow on the couch, ears flattened against his head. As soon as he saw them, Acchan sat up on his knees, eyes filling. “I’M SO SORRY RYUU-CHAN,” he wailed. “I THOUGHT I KILLED YOU.”

Akutagawa was clearly prepared for the volume, Atsushi less so. He winced, sat next to Acchan, and put his hand on Acchan’s back. “Ryuu-chan’s okay, but he needs to rest now.”

Acchan nodded miserably, and Ryuu-chan gave him a little wave with his casted arm as Akutagawa carried him to bed. “It’ll be okay,” Atsushi said, and Acchan climbed into his lap, put his face against Atsushi’s chest, and began to cry anew.

[sickficideas]

never fallen from quite this high || akutagawa & chuuya sickfic

ao3! 2.7k - please refer to the tags and notes in the link for content + warnings! there's quite a bit in this one!

"Akutagawa, do you have a moment?"

Hirotsu doesn't often call him. Even when the Black Lizard have an issue of any kind, Hirotsu can typically resolve it himself. He's a very capable leader, and his many years in the mafia allow Ryuunosuke to put a lot of trust in him.

So he's already on edge about this phone call. Hirotsu would never call him for no reason. He would never call him if it weren't important.

"I do," Ryuunosuke answers. He's in Chuuya's office, high up in the Port Mafia headquarters building, waiting for him to return with some documents. He feels the muscles in his shoulders tense up painfully. He's already sore and in pain after several days of work. "What is it?"

"Gin was badly injured today," Hirotsu starts. He's calm, but his voice is stern.

Ryuunosuke feels dizzy.

Again, this is something Hirotsu would never tell him unless it were serious. Gin is often injured in her line of work, he's aware of that. They're in the same boat, in that regard. But as long as she gets prompt and proper treatment, Ryuunosuke knows he doesn't have to worry. Gin looks after herself, and Hirotsu, Tachihara and Higuchi do as well.

He never has to worry about her. He hates this feeling. He feels as small and pathetic as he did living in the slums.

"A few of our subordinates were responsible for covering for her. Tachihara and I were on opposite ends of the building," Hirotsu explains, and Ryuunosuke leans against the wall. "Her backup is missing, and she was unconscious when I found her. I don't know what happened, but our targets were dangerous and gifted."

"What - what kind of injury, Hirotsu?" he asks, hating just how shaky his voice sounds. It's coming through as anger, he's aware of that, but he would never admit he's terrified. He needs to calm himself down, but he doesn't know how. He didn’t think their targets were going to pose any kind of real threat. He would have gone with them if he was concerned.

"I'm not quite sure. There was a substantial injury to her chest and one on her head. She lost a lot of blood, Akutagawa," Hirotsu tells him. Hirotsu must know that he isn't taking this lightly. He knows it's truly serious. "I'll let you know if I'm given any updates. She’s currently in surgery."

"Thank you," Ryuunosuke murmurs, and soon enough, the line goes dead.

Ryuunosuke realizes can't breathe.

He knows he's having a panic attack, but he's never quite figured out how to stop them, or how to deal with them at all. He doesn't know what to do. This isn't the kind of thing he can just sit back and calm himself down about. Hirotsu didn't say it outright, but the circumstances tell him that this could be life or death. His sister might die. There's nothing to be calm about.

"I told you not to go outside by yourself," Ryuunosuke had chided, several years ago. Gin wouldn’t look him in the eye. She left their shelter in the middle of the night without any of them to back her up, and Ryuunosuke couldn’t understand why. Some of their friends had died doing reckless things like that.

"I can handle myself too," she said quietly, staring at her hands. She's not combative or defensive with her words, she's never been that way. "I want to help us in the same way you do, Ryuu."

She said all of that with a gash in her forearm so deep that bright red blood was still dripping from her arm, pooling in her palm. They had ways to prevent each other from getting hurt like that, and it meant to not go anywhere alone.

He presses a hand to his eyes as his breath shakes.

She's all by herself.

"Akutagawa, I need you to look over this for me. I'm not really…"

Chuuya's voice trails off as he wanders into the office and closes the door behind him, and Ryuunosuke wants nothing more than to leave the room and pretend he was never seen, pretend he was never there, but he knows Chuuya wouldn't rest until he caught him.

"The hell's goin' on with you?" he asks unceremoniously, stopping only a few feet before him.

"Nothing," Ryuunosuke breathes out. barely, trying to somehow gain some composure, but through his mind flashes images of the friends he and Gin grew up with, murdered in cold blood in front of them. He needs to get out, but he can’t move.

He can't lose Gin too. He can't.

He hears the gunshots, the blood, the organ matter spraying from their bullet wounds. He hears the flesh being torn off one of their faces by a rabid dog. He feels the ice-like skin of a friend who died in his sleep from the cold of an unbearable winter, once he wishes he never survived through. All things he'd long forgotten, pushed out of his mind. All things he told himself would never happen to anyone he cared about ever again, and here he is.

The sounds only get louder, muffling everything else. He hears Gin’s sobs after they had found the youngest girl from their group completely mutilated, and Ryuunosuke still sees her. He smells the rotten flesh of the friends they had to wait to bury because of the cold. He hears the incomprehensible muttering of a boy they rescued from being trafficked. Ryuunosuke feels the hands all over him, he hears his own thoughts from back then - whatever they do to me is the price I have to pay to get food for everyone. He hears Gin’s shaky voice asking where he’s been. He thinks he might pass out. The memories on their own are incredibly overwhelming for him, but all at once like this is far too much for him to handle.

He feels himself start to list sideways, but something stops. He doesn't feel anything against him, he doesn't hit anything, but there's a hand on his shoulder gently urging him to sit down, with the help of his gravity ability.

Chuuya's eyes are a piercing shade of blue. Once they're sitting on the floor, it's all Ryuunosuke can look at. Chuuya’s close as he takes his hand back. Ryuunosuke and Gin used to watch the sea in the early mornings, when things were quiet, when they could let their guard down for a few moments - that glittering blue, it's just like that.

"You've gotta tell me what's goin' on. I can't help if I don't know. Don't pass out on me like that," Chuuya tells him with a scoff, but his concern is obvious. Ryuunosuke doesn't want to tell him. He doesn't want to repeat it. He's terrified that saying it out loud will give the universe more reason to make it true, and the panic starts to set in again. If he had any tears left to shed, he's sure his eyes would be flooded with them by now.

What is he supposed to do without his sister?

"Hey. Hey, you're okay," Chuuya tells him, his voice suddenly much softer than before. Ryuunosuke is having trouble breathing, now. He’s quite familiar with the feeling. He tries his best to consciously take normal breaths, but it isn’t working. Someone is screaming in his ear.

Chuuya scoots himself closer to him, the concern and confusion in his eyes only growing. Ryuunosuke brings his knees into his chest and Chuuya lays a hand on one, lowering his head a bit to force some eye contact from Ryuunosuke, but he won’t budge. His stomach churns and twists without much warning and he feels every muscle in his abdomen tense up. He’s so overwhelmed.

"You look like you're about to puke," Chuuya says just before Ryuunosuke brings a hand up to his mouth. He definitely is. Ryuunosuke can barely manage a nod, but Chuuya has already gone with his assumption and stands to fetch the trash bin by his desk, and much to Ryuunosuke’s horror, it’s an effort made too late, because he leans over to the left and chokes up stomach bile without a chance to hold it back, even for a few seconds.

His nausea always sneaks up on him like this, only ever giving him a few seconds to react. All he could manage was that first splatter. He hasn’t eaten a thing today, so he doesn’t have anything left to bring up, even though his stomach is still trying to twist everything out of itself.

It brings him back to reality, for better or for worse. He’s more focused on the fact that he’s just thrown up on the carpet of Chuuya’s office than the horrible memories that were taunting him just moments ago. His face feels hot and his hands are clammy. He wants nothing more than to go curl up and hide somewhere, but there isn’t even room to pretend right here.

He tries to breathe through it. In through his nose and out through his mouth, but all he can manage is a few sputtering coughs and some sharp breaths in. He brings his arms back up to his chest, subconsciously trying to make himself smaller.

“I’m sorry, I - ”

"Don't worry about it. I've seen people puke before. I don't care," Chuuya says, kneeling in front of him, now. Chuuya isn’t the type to lie about things like that, so Ryuunosuke feels a little better about it, but he still feels miserable. His head is swimming in every direction and his stomach hurts, the muscles are pressing up against his stomach and trying to force more out, and he dry heaves into his hand. He wants to lay down. “You’ve gotta breathe, you’re gonna pass out if you keep doing that. Listen to me, alright?”

Chuuya’s hand lands on Akutagawa’s shoulder, and his face is much closer than he expected it to be once he tilts his head up. Chuuya sucks in a breath and holds it for a few seconds, and Ryuunosuke realizes that he’s trying to get him to mirror that. He’s not sure if he can, or if he wants to, but Chuuya isn’t giving him other options.

He struggles the first few times. He’s worried he’s going to throw up again for a few moments there, when his breath shakes and he coughs, but the nausea slowly subsides, the closer he gets to a normal breathing pattern.

“Please don’t leave,” Ryuunosuke had begged her with the little energy he had. It was one of the coldest nights of the year, and Ryuunosuke was so sick he couldn’t move. Gin wanted to go look for food with two of the others in their group, but Ryuunosuke couldn’t bear the thought, in his fevered brain.

“I’m not going anywhere, Ryuu. Don’t worry, okay?”

He’s slowly losing control of his breaths again, and Chuuya reaches forward to squeeze his hand.

“Where are you right now?” Chuuya asks him sternly. Ryuunosuke’s met with those beautiful blue eyes of his again, and he’s pulled out of his memory with Gin.

“Your…your office,” Ryuunosuke manages. He almost forgot, he only remembers because of the vomit on the floor.

“Yeah, that’s right. And what’s today again? I can’t remember,” Chuuya says casually, but Ryuunosuke can still pick apart hints of tension in his voice. He hides it well.

“It’s…December twenty-seventh,” Ryuunosuke mumbles after taking in a deep breath. He shivers when met with the idea that he’ll have to leave the building soon. He really hates the cold.

“Right, right. You got any plans for the New Year?” Chuuya asks him gently. Ryuunosuke shakes his head, he can’t think that far ahead right now. “I’ve got this party I do with my subordinates every year at my place. Lots of drinking, though, I know that’s not really your thing.”

“Not particularly,” Ryuunosuke murmurs. His stomach twists at the thought of alcohol. His voice feels weak and heavy. Chuuya’s grip loosens on his hand and he reaches up to his forehead to lay the back side against it. He frowns, and slides his hand down to his cheek, checking with his palm this time. Ryuunosuke shrinks backward, but Chuuya doesn't care.

"You're warm. Feels like a fever," Chuuya sighs as he pulls his hand back. "How long you been sick for?"

He's always sick, he wants to say, but that's a notion that wouldn't help anyone in this situation. Ryuunosuke doesn't know when he stopped being sick the last time and this time started - he never feels well. But he won't tell Chuuya that. He just shrugs. He’s just glad he can finally breathe again.

"I'm hopin' you just worked yourself up and that's all it is," Chuuya says. "Can you tell me what happened? Did someone hurt you, Akutagawa?"

"My sister’s injured,” Ryuunosuke mumbles, lowering his chin. Chuuya sucks in a breath through his teeth. He must know that Ryuunosuke wouldn’t react like this if it wasn’t serious. He opens his mouth, almost looking like he wants to know what happened, but he stops.

“Do you want to go see her?” Chuuya asks.

“She’s being operated on,” Ryuunosuke says quietly. He needs to trust that they’ll take good care of her.

Chuuya nods. He pauses for a moment, but stands up and offers Ryuunosuke a hand. “You should lay down for a while, then. I have a couch in the other room.”

Ryuunosuke’s first inclination is to refuse that offer. He doesn’t have any right to accept help from Chuuya, not after he’s gone out of his way to help him, not after Ryuunosuke vomited on his floors. He’s embarrassed, but the idea of walking anywhere right now makes him want to pass out.

So Ryuunosuke extends a shaky hand out to Chuuya, and he lifts him from the floor completely effortlessly. Chuuya takes that opportunity to lead him to the adjacent room, not once letting go of his hand.

Ryuunosuke feels his brain spin inside his skull once they walk through the doorway, and he nearly faints as soon as they make it to the couch, but Chuuya doesn’t let it happen. He uses his ability to gently lay him down on the couch, kneeling down with him once his body relaxes. His fingers slide from their grip on Ryuunosuke’s and he lays his hand on Ryuunosuke’s cheek once again with a disapproving sigh, confirming it must in fact be a fever.

Ryuunosuke lays his hand over Chuuya’s, wishing he would keep it there. Chuuya’s hands are usually warm, but right now, they’re just what his fevered skin needs for some relief. A weak, pained groan escapes his throat. He’s lost all of his energy.

“I’ll call Hirotsu and ask him to let me know when she can be seen. Rest 'til then, ‘kay?” Chuuya says gently. "She'll be okay. She's survived this far,"

Ryuunosuke lets his eyes fall shut. He trusts Chuuya. Chuuya wouldn’t lie to him.

…

Two days later, Gin is stable enough to have visitors, and Ryuunosuke’s fever finally breaks.

Ryuunosuke doesn’t remember much past falling asleep on Chuuya’s couch. Chuuya told him he had to bring him to the infirmary at some point because he had become unresponsive, but Ryuunosuke remembers his presence the whole time.

He still has a bit of a temperature, and Chuuya told him to keep the cooling patch on his forehead for a while, but he peels it off before he goes to see Gin. He doesn’t want her to worry about him.

He parts the curtains where the nurses lead him, and the shattered pieces of his heart start to dig and twist into nearby organs. He’s never seen her like this before. She’s surrounded by equipment, lines, and tubing - oxygen, a fluid line, things Ryuunosuke has gotten very familiar with over the years - and things to keep her vitals well monitored. Ryuunosuke hates seeing these things on his sister.

When his eyes finally get the courage to look at her face, the warmth in her smile is enough to release all of the tension in his body. 

"Hi," she says quietly, almost like a squeak. He can tell she hasn’t used her voice in a while.

Ryuunosuke can only let himself cry in front of her.

[ibusukiss]

Boueibu Rewatch

Thurday's for the Boys! 3

Season 1 - Episodes 7-9

Episode 7

I will NEVER forgive them for giving Ryuu a fedora

Ok also, the outfits in boueibu have always been atrociously boring, like- i want these men runway ready in their casual wear!!!! no more polos!!!!

I remember the whole fandom losing their shit over Akoya's hair being braided, iconic moment

Ep 7 definitely feels longer than a normal ep

wombat calling en loose is incredible

Atsushi saying what the fandom was thinking

god i love what ryuu's hair is down, i wish they changed their hair more

ARIMASS

en said 'atsushi why is your waist so grippable'

truly the no homo episode

also im p sure this is the only ep where arima says akoya's name? correct me if im wrong

throwback to this bad vague rape joke being the reason a group of ppl tried to get the fandom cancelled - maybe this ep is the reason the fandom is so proship lmao

tawarayama -sensei kowaisou

ryuu indirectly calling io hot

blushy akoya is so choice

UGH ENKIN MOMENT SO FUCKIN GOOD

"I have no idea what's going on, bye bye" Iconic

they gotta fit a transformation in there somewhere

I know why this ep is 'infamous' but tbh its pretty tame compared to other edgy humor anime, esp at the time, so it rly doesnt bother me haha

Episode 8

maasa's VA!

ep 8 is deffo one of the best eps IMO

MAN the crumbs they gave us seifuku-bu enjoyers fed me for Years

evil en was so fuckin choice - poor atsushi but i crave the angst and conflict

ive been there, en-chan, i get it

honestly they wrote this conflict so well, both of them say things i can deffo relate to

en texts like i do lol

en crawling back out the window is so fuckin funny

sidenote but io's eyelashes are so fierce

I LOVE GOHAN ( think this was my tumblr header for a while?)

YES KINCHAN BE EVIL AND POSSESSIVE WE LOVE IT

kotatsu kaijin is so cute tbh

i love the way they animate atsu's hair blowing back when he uses his attack

enatsu princess carry was such a moment

en said cringe is dead

man enatsu nation was so fed this ep

i dont remember what the fruit milk joke is at the end- i know someone explained it at some point T_T

Episode 9

all i remember from this is it's the midorikawa episode

'Arima, be quiet' what a bitch i love him

ohhh the passive aggression is so good

hehehe ata voice :3

"since i started coming here" makes it sound like Atsushi was the first one to us the clubroom?

"atsushi is air" ennnn oh my god u love him so much

genuinely i dont have any idea what anything melon-kaijin says means. but he says it with pretty midorikawa voice so its ok <3

en's noise lives in my head

arima hating snails is such a strange character choice but at least he has Something

Wow. Actually forgot about the PS being in this ep.

a time where 'internet idol' didnt mean anything... i miss it...

priest Io is such a choice

ryuu talks about girls like someone who is pretending to like girls

"melons are tops" is an INSANE translation, actually

was the 'effect' zundar talked about the photoshoot? am i stupid?

[ccraccz]

Wisteria

┏━°⌜防風鈴 ⌟°━┓

Chapter 4

┗━°⌜防風鈴 ⌟°━┛

“Umemiya.”

“We’ve got trouble.”

“Yeah, I know,” The male responds instantly, taking the group off guard. The sun was beating on their heads, a cool wind refreshing them.

“We don’t have enough seeds!” 

The white haired fighter turns around in his crouched position, pointing at his plants. Sparks of shock appeared behind the group of first years, everyone deadpanning at the response of the third year and their representative.

“There’s one extra planting spot left over there! Is there anything you wanna eat?”

“Forget about the plants for now. Shishito-”

“SHISHITO PEPPERS?! DUDE, YOUR STOMACH FLARES UP LIKE A DISCO ALL THE TIME! YOU SURE YOU CAN EAT THAT?!” Umemiya cuts Hiragi off.

“They're… not even on the same page…” Nirei mumbles, nervous about the interaction in front of them.

“That’s…” Sakura mumbled, being confused that this sunshine, all smiles, and green thumb of a man is- “...Umemiya?”

Ryuu pats Sakura’s shoulder before the student is yanked by Sugishita, who glared at him.

“‘That esteemed man is,’ you mean!!” Sugishita glares, eyes wide and a large snarl on his face. “And it’s Umemiya-san to you!!!”

‘He’s such a doberman…!' Ryuu sweatdrops, a picture of Sugishita and a doberman side by side.

“Oh, shaddup already.”

“Oh, Whaaaaat?” Ryuu, Sakura and Sugishita turn towards the voice of their senior. “Why’s everyone here?” Beside him, Hiragi trembles harshly, bringing a small giggle out of Ryuu. 

Sitting down at the gazebo, there is a lot of chatter around. Umemiya rambled on about the different vegetables he has planted, Sugishita listens intently, nodding constantly at what Umemiya is rambling about, Hiragi angrily mumbles beside Nirei, while both Suo and Ryuu comfort and pat the middle schooler, who is about to have an anxiety attack.

“They’re all just grass of some kind, aren’t they?” Sakura, who seemed quite annoyed, asks. What he just said sparked an anger in Sugishita again, and made Umemiya keep talking about the difference between his plants.

Ryuu smiles before standing up and tapping Umemiya’s shoulder.

“Excuse me, Umemiya-san,” Ryuu gets the male’s attention, “We have a guest that would like your attention, sir.”

He presents the middle schooler, who stands up quickly after being given the chance. 

“Please let me…” He stutters “Explain myself.”

Ryuu sits down, patting the kid on the back to show his support.

"I saw someone shoplifting in the shopping district… I went after him… but before I knew it, I was already in Shishitoren’s territory… and when their guys started chasing me around… I thought that was it… I was done for.” 

“But these two saved me…” Sakura and Sigushita perk up at the mention of their actions. “And… he patched me up…”

Ryuu smiled at the kid, who’s tears started to drip down onto the picnic table. “I always wanted to be a member of Bofurin… and I got ahead of myself… But in the end, all I did was spark a fight with Shishitoren.”

“I’m… really sorry…” 

The boy bows in guilt, tears falling from his face in streams. “Sasaki…” 

“How do you know my name…?”

The white haired male bows slightly, making himself visible to the bowing middle schooler with a large smile. “Thanks, man.”

The air surrounding them became lighter and easier to breathe in as Umemiya spoke up. “I know what you did triggered a fight with them, but that’s only a result of your conviction to protect the town and its people right?”

“There’s nothing to apologize for!”

“Just leave the rest… to you good-ol big brothers here!”

Umemiya hits his chest with his fist, proud of himself and his group. He’s very confident in the strength of Bofurin.

…

“So, How did these guys save you?” Umemiya points at Sakura and Sugishita, a bright smile on his face as he speaks with the middle schooler.

“Oh, Uhh,” The kid stuttered, “Th-they kicked the other guy into the air.” Ryuu snorted, a small grin on his face. The rep quickly looks at Ryuu before laughing.

“THEY KICKED HIM INTO THE AIR?!”

The two freshmen stiffened and paled at the loud call out of their representative. “Man!” Umemiya lets out a hearty laugh, “THE POOR GUYS OVER AT SHISHITOREN!”

 “I know talking to them’s not gonna do any good anyway… but, WOW!” Everyone looked at him like he grew another head, “You sent him flying with a kick, Huh?!” Ryuu looks towards Hiragi, who clutched his belly and gritted his teeth in pain. He searches his green bag, sticking out his tongue before sliding over a new packet since he basically threw the other ones he opened before away.

“I’m terribly sorry, sir. I was with them, but even still…”

“Hiragi, you’re always trying to shoulder the blame by yourself. I’m the one who asked you to watch those two…” Umemiya pouted, comically glaring at the sharp toothed male as Hiragi grabs the pills that were just slid towards him, shaking his head toward Ryuu, who only showed him three more packs of Gas-Kun 10. 

Nirei whispered something towards Sakura, who quickly jumped up and retorted. “SH-SHUT UP ABOUT THAT ALREADY! KEEP YOUR DAMN COMMENTS TO YOURSELF!!” 

“Oh, Whaaaaaat?” Umemiya grins, one of his eyebrows raising as he teased “Were you picking a fight?”

Sakura quickly jumps up, slapping his hand on the wooden table, “TH-THOSE ASSHOLES CALL THEMSELVES THE DEVOTEES OF POWER AND CRAP, BUT THEY’D STILL BEAT UP PEOPLE WEAKER THAN THEM! IT’S SO LAME! I JUST CALL It as I see…” His yelling slowly turns into a mumble “...It…”

Everyone quietly stares at Sakura, who became a bit more self conscious every second that passed. Suo smiles “You said it, not me…” everyone sighs.

“But… Sakura’s views are not wrong…” Ryuu mumbles, scratching his cheek. Umemiya pats his back before quickly standing up from beside him, grabbing everyone's attention.

“Right, I see…” He sounded serious. Sakura stared defensively, stiff and ready to act if Umemiya were to do something.He looked almost like a cat to Ryuu, ready to pounce if his owner were to go pet him, hairs raised and arched back to be able to seem bigger. It was almost cute. 

Umemiya’s hand quickly swung up, open palmed and it arrived at its destination quickly. “Hmmmm! Well said!” He patted Sakura’s head repeatedly, everyone looking at the two in amazement, while Sugishita jumped in his seat like a cat.‘Everyone is acting like cats here…’ Ryuu thought, a small smile on his face as he watched everything go down. “I thought so, too. They’ve been pretty lame lately.”

“Sakura…” Everyone looks up.“... I heard about what happened on main street yesterday.” 

“And today you went and saved Sasaki…”

“With Sugishita!” Ryuu whispered, not wanting Sugishita to be left out, especially since he idolizes Umemiya. Umemiya’s downturned eyes closed, a big grin on his face as he ruffled Sakura’s cute black and white hair. 

“Thanks so much for protectin’ your family,” He pauses, Sakura’s eyes are wide and mouth open in shock as he looks at Umemiya like he’s from another universe. “I’m so happy we’ve got ourselves another reliable little brother." Ryuu smiles, and shakes his head, everyone seemed glad and happy but Sugishita seemed a bit jealous about the situation happening beside him.

‘What… the hell…?’

‘I feel the tips of my ears burning…’

Sakura’s fists slowly unclench, as he relaxes. ‘It… pisses me off so much… that my body’s relaxing…’

‘For some odd reason… I feel like I understand why they’re all so attached to him now…’ images of the past interactions with the class appear in his mind.

‘When I’m with him… I feel safe…’ 

Sakura blushes and pulls away from the older male, “WHO’RE YOU CALLIN’ ‘LITTLE BROTHER’?!”

“I think of everyone in this town as family!” Umemiya smiles as Sakura growls.

Ryuu smiles, before tensing and standing up, grabbing the attention of Suo and the middle schooler. Ryuu sniffs and covers his nose before sneezing quietly as he walks away. Something was gonna happen sooner or later.

 Soon after he stands up, Hiragi’s phone starts ringing, making him jump and have everyone turn towards him in alarm. “Kaji? What’s up?” He pulls his phone up to his ear.

“Shishi…Toren…” 

“KAJI?! HEY, KAJI! WHAT’S WRONG?!”

“Is something happening?” Umemiya asks, worried about the situation of one of the second years being in danger.

“GREEEEETINGGSS!!!” Everyone turns towards the source of the sound, Ryuu already looking at the situation from above with his hands clenching at the wire fencing, teeth biting at his bottom lip. “HELLO? HELLOOOO! HELLOOOO!! GREETINGS UP THERE!!” The rest of the first year gang and both Umemiya and Hiragi stood up and joined Ryuu at the edge of the roof.

Looking down, the fallen students from Bofurin and the perpetrator, they looked like ants from their position on the roof of the school.

“I’M THE LEADERS OF SHISHITOREN!” the boy calls out from below. 

“CHOJI TOMIYAMA!!”

Ryuu pushes himself away from the edge of the roof, going back and grabbing his bag. 

“UUUUUMEEE-CHAAAAAN! I’M HERE TO CHALLENGE YOU… TO A FIGHT! FIGHT!! FIGHT!!!”

“TH-THE LEADER?! WHY IS THE LEADER HERE?!” Nirei freaked out, Sakura grinning at the memory of Jo Togame only being the second in command and sensing that this Choji guy is stronger than him since he’s the leader of the Lions, only to shudder when he sensed something from behind him. Turning around, Sakura looked at the third years who were now walking away, Ryuu right behind them

When Sakura saw Ryuu walking behind, it was an instant movement as he started rushing behind them, taking Nirei off guard, Suo, Sugishita, and Sasaki going right after him.

“W-Wait for mee!!” He calls out.

A few minutes after, they reached the entrance of the school, Umemiya walking forwards, a serious air surrounding him. “Stay here,” he commands.

“Don’t give me that crap! If you’re goin’ to fight, let me in on it, too!”

“Sakura…” Ryuu grabs his shoulder

“I won’t say it again.”

Sakura, under Ryuu’s hold, trembles at the commanding tone in Umemiya’s voice. 

‘Shit… I can’t force my legs to take another step… He was all smiles earlier, but now… is he really… The same person…?’

The white haired male walks forward, leaving the other students behind at the front of the school as he approaches the shorter male. “Yo, Tomiyama. Look at what you’ve got there.” In the shorter’s hand was one of Bofurin’s students, bruised up face and bloody nose, being grabbed by the hair.

“That belongs to Furin.”

“Yup! I know!!” 

The shorter had a devilish grin, his eyes dull and emotionless. Ryuu shuddered.

The boy's eyes reminded him too much of his Gramps eyes after the death of his mother.

[minaslittlewooorld]

Here are the first 4 days!! ====================== Day 1: Dream -It was always their dream to become rockstars. So when Ivory asked the twin sisters if they would like to start a band together, they couldn't be more than happy to agree. Now a few years later, Somber beats on her drums, smiling as she looks over to her sister. Cutie grins back at her, her fingers moving elegantly on her bass before she glances over at their lead singer Ivory. Their dreams finally came alive. --------------------------

Day 2: Spiders - Daja wanted to dress up since Nightmare night was approaching. Being the strange chimera she was, she had no plans leaving her home that night, but she wished to join in on the dress up part of the hallow night. Perhaps her partner will like it! After putting on the outfit, she chuckled and posed infront of a mirror. Was she 'spooky' enough she wondered? Lots of ponies were afraid of spiders afterall. ----------------------------------

Day 3: Path -Almond Butter was always trying to find the right path to tread on, but the path she had was unclear. She wished to learn more about magic and how to will it properly, since she was raised in a farm town that mainly had earth ponies, with no unicorns to teach her. But one day a unicorn from outside of town strolled in and changed her life completely. Now, as she walks with Indium, a master in his craft and who was even willing to take her with him to teach her about the magic she wished to learn for so long.. Her path seems a whole lot clearer now that he's here.

(Almond Butter belongs to me Indium belongs to @spectrumsmenagerie ) ------------------------------------

Day 4: Dodge -Haname wanted to learn self defense. The small doe only knew how to dodge most her life. But now as she swiftly kicks her leg out without hesitation, she is happy that she can attack now without any doubts in her light steps. But this was only thanks to her partner Ryuu. Even as he dodges her moves, she was happy seeing the prideful gleam in his eye each time she improved her form.

(Haname belongs to me Ryuu Belongs to @spectrumsmenagerie )

[rivalsforlife]

tragic update. we were having a good time. and then I knew what they were saying. and then we got to the ending.

musical 4 spoilers / dgs2 spoilers / really shitty handling of colonialism under cut:

so here's a rough summary of how the musical decided to handle the plot.

-zheng fa in AA Musical-verse is first established in musical 3 as a former spanish colony, something I think they did Solely so that they could have some of the actresses do a flamenco. already this is a shitty and weird decision

-zheng fa in musical 4 is introduced as a former colony of britain that won independence from britain in a war about 30 years ago.

-later in this musical, brad menixon ambassador of zheng fa and also the killer at one point threatens the queen's life and is talked down. I did not have subtitles for this for a while.

-turns out menixon found out that britain was conspiring with another international superpower (given context from musical 3, presumably this is spain) to recolonize zheng fa. understandably this upsets him. so he tries to smuggle out the national secrets through other musical original character nina jones who workes at buckingham palace, smuggling the secrets using the book war and peace, which soseki checks out and gets inadvertently roped into the whole mess when menixon tries to kill him to get the book + secrets back.

-anyways he's found out and then tries to get away using extraterritorial rights but sholmes persuades ryuu to persuade the queen to directly subpoena him which he can't ignore.

-menixon gets found out and threatens the queen, and shares his motivations, which were basically "britain and presumably spain are trying to take over my country again and I'm trying to stop them and now I'm going to kill the queen"

-ryuu voice BUT IF YOU KILL THE QUEEN THAT IS JUST AS BAD AS THE WAR WHICH COLONIZED YOUR COUNTRY. YOU'RE JUST THE SAME AS THE ENEMY COUNTRY YOU HATE SO MUCH.

-and THEN we find out that this entire soseki death faking plot was a ruse by sholmes, who. somehow?? found out that menixon was intercepting war plans. and decided he had to stop him?? by putting him on trial where the queen herself would subpoena him??

-herlock fucking sholmes?????

-he ALSO CONSPIRES WITH STRONGHART TO DO THIS. stronghart was in on at least part of the plan (after sholmes gets arrested he sends a letter to stronghart to fake soseki's autopsy report. yeah.)

-van zieks: so you forged an autopsy report stronghart. well I guess it's fine if it's to protect government secrets

-anyways uhh I lose track of things around here. ryuu asks the queen to stall (STALL. NOT STOP) the plan to attack zheng fa. the way it's worded is like the queen somehow has no knowledge of this??

-anyways since no murder occurred (soseki faked his death) and the queen decides to forgive menixon for holding her hostage (because the empire always acknowledges its mistakes!!) menixon and nina end up having to go on trial for revealing government secrets later

-but it's okay they can start again and protect zheng fa!

-zheng fa does get recolonized. we know this from musical 3 lore.

-so they don't stop this. who knows if britain contributes but they certainly don't help

-so sholmes and ryuu basically stop menixon from getting in the way of zheng fa being recolonized

-and it's not clear?? why sholmes wanted to stop menixon so badly?? other than "smuggling government secrets is illegal :("

-queen victoria is portrayed as a likable character + very kind and noble and welcoming to foreign students + generous for pardoning menixon. sholmes is sholmes and one of the most likable characters. ryuu is our protagonist. menixon is at least portrayed as sympathetic but ultimately is considered In The Wrong for trying to smuggle secrets to protect his country

-"continue to protect zheng fa" HOW????????

-the musicals 2-4 do this where they have an actually nuanced situation and the protagonists go "well you used illegal methods so that's Bad" but offer absolutely no solution to the injustices done to these characters other than "well you shouldn't have done murder! don't worry you can change and choose a better path!"

anyways. what the fuck.

[sharpiedoodleee]

hiiii so. i know im an art blog or whatever but this is something i was possessed to write a little bit ago thats been gathering dust in my drafts for a long while now. ive got a lot of half finished art wips that im not entirely sure im going to go back to so i thought youd enjoy Some kind of content

just dont get used to it, im not a writer :)

SSKK: feelings realisation, ffffluff (?), atsushi's somehow undiagnosed PTSD, (slight) panic attack

I swear it's happier than it sounds

= S I N N E R =

“you’re a mess”

“i am not a mess-“

“ryuu, i can tell you���ve been crying”

that makes him pause, faltering a step before tutting and looking off to the side. damned jinko and his tiger senses.

“before you ask i wasn't on about your- very obvious, by the way, you should work on that- about your breathing. although, it is really concerning-“

“jinko-“

“what? you wheeze on a good day akutagawa and you and i both know it”

ryuunosuke glares.

atsushu sighs, removing his hands from his hips and letting the reactionary tension bleed from his shoulders. this is getting him nowhere. he twirls his aching wrists, clenching and unclenching his hands in that way he knows akutagawa would normally snap at him for had he not be so busy trying to keep himself upright. he sighs again

“just-“ atsushi softens his tone, careful to keep the concern out of his voice “show me. where you’re injured.” at the scathing look akutagawa diegns him with, it seems he wasn't careful enough. atsushi clenches his jaw and breathes in through his nose. he never thought listening to kunikidas breathing excercises would come in handy for him - he likes to think hes a fairly calm person, but getting akutagawa to take care of himself would break even the most patient man.

he rolls his eyes “seriously, i could smell the blood on you before i could see you ,ryuu. im just really hoping its all yours”

ryuunosuke huffs a quiet “you’re such a bitch” that startles a incredulous laugh from atsushi. the tiger watches as the other man groans in defeat and lets himself sink to the floor; bracing against the brick behind him and clutching at his seemingly still bleeding side. if the weretiger is going to be so needlessly invasive he may as well rest, ryuunosuke muses, its not like the jinko hasnt seen him in worse conditions. he cringes away memories of a fleeting confession at sea, bleeding out infront of the detective again probably isnt the appropriate time to talk about it.

atsushi stops, squints, reassessing the mafioso “unless youve broken our promise-“

“alright- i messed up, jinko. is that what you wanted to hear? who knew you were such a fucking sadist-” he growls, annoyed now that the weretiger is still so untrusting of him “but i am not so imprudent as to keep my mistakes from you- seeing as that detective agency has finally taught you how to use that brain of yours” he doesnt bother to keep the bitterness out of his tone, they have both said and done much worse to each other after all. he leans back, ignoring his aching body’s protests and meets the weretigers now raised brow.

ryuunosuke sighs and goes lax against the wall, closing his eyes. fucking jinko…

“i have done a lot of shit in my life, jinko, but never once have i lied to you. i havent broken our promise and i wont. you should know this by now, you fool.”

the weretiger twitches, the name seemingly triggering something as his gaze slides off of ryuunosukes eyes and down to his neck. as the silence drags on the older opens his eyes, furrowing his brow as he takes in the jinkos frozen frame. His pupils are near pinpricks, jittering in the confides of his iris as his body is wracked with tremors. hes alarmingly silent, even as the tears overflow and begin to stream down his cheeks, even as his face contorts unattractively and his breathing speeds up. he wraps his arms around himself and ryuunosuke begrudgingly drags himself to his feet once again.

“…jinko?”

…

no response.

ryuunosuke blinks, the weretiger better not be fucking with him. he takes a tentative step forward, raising his palms placatingly from around his side and coiling rashomon around himself to hopefully keep his innards in, gods willing.

“atsushi…can you hear me?”

as he approaches he realises that atsushis now vacant gaze is still fixed to the wall ryuunosuke was sat against, seemingly caught on a ghost only he can see. hes yet to react to his aproach. doesnt seem to have noticed him move at all, really. and isnt that unusual? for someone who was just bitching about being able to hear every weary breath ryuunosuke took, the weretiger is alarmingly still. too struck by whatever horror his mind has conjured up this time to be aware of his surroundings, ryuunosuke imagines.

how the detective agency are still so seemingly oblivious to the weretigers plight ryuunosuke doesnt know.

but its not like he cares about the jinko.

…right?

shaking his head, the mafioso pushes that train of thought away and braces himself. if the jinko hadnt literally just been questioning his integrity as a partner he wouldve probably felt more guilty for what hes about to do, hes aware its horribly unorthodox. if his sibling knew of this they would surely have his head but its not like he has many options seeing as atsushi is near narcose. it may be brutish and harsh, even cruel to some,

but it works.

ryuunosuke taps the still quivering shoulder of the tiger and is unsuprised when that impassive gaze snaps to him with a mildly concerning crack of the jinkos neck. when that achingly familiar glow halos the alley in blue ryuunosuke sucks in a breathe and drops himself as low as he can to the sticky concrete below. his vision swims from the sudden movement and he can feel rashomon tighten her grip on his still bleeding wound, unsure if it was him who told her to or simply a byproduct of his coats concern.

he laughs deliriously. his coat is concerned but his supposed partner just tried to gut him? what a world he lives in…

gods, he hopes the tiger doesnt fancy a brawl in this tight, urine soaked alley. ryuunosuke is barely clinging to his conscious as it is.

when no second blow befalls his now prone body though, he chances a look up and immediately regrets it.

atsushi is staring at him now, his eyes glassy and overflowing with tears that smear his flushed face and nearly glitter in the dull light of the alley. hes clearly attempting to reaquaint himself with reality, stanced as he is over ryuunosukes unprotected form. his arm is still half raised from attacking him; cheap, flimsy shirt lifting to reveal smooth, tan skin…the mafioso laments over his own sickly figure as his eyes are glued to the rippling muscle hiding under there. a sheen of sweat is dripping down atsushis prominent hip bone that ryuunosuke wants to follow with his tongue. his eyes dragging down the shimmering silver happy trail he can just about see in the dying light of the alley.

…fuck.

ryuunosuke quickly looks back down at the floor, suddenly intent on examining the splatter of bird shit infront of him, lest his eyes rake any lower then they already have.

see, ryuunosukes not a fool. he knows he has…feelings to the tiger. it took a lot of reluctant, midnight rants with Gin to get there but he knows. the part of this thats blindsiding him is the all consuming, almost animalistic wave of desire this prediciment has sent careening through his bloodstream. its really not the time, but ryuunosukes never cared for things like that - you cant when you live a life like his. but that lack of practice at reeling himself in is really starting to kick him in the ass. the blood loss is not helping. rashomon is tacky from seeping up the evidence of his failure and ryuunosuke is just beginning to realise a lot of that moisture should be inside him. any remaining bloodflow is joyfully re-directing itself in a more unsavoury direction and ryuunosuke is increasingly glad hes laid himself flat on the concrete floor. his head is killing him.

throughout this whole process Atsushi is still just staring down at him, blinking rather aggressively as he processes what the fuck just happened.

…ryuunosukes really not sure how he manages to get himself in these situations.

[ragnar0c]

Other stream highlights:

I did in fact die a lot I had started sweating bc inside I was like I PROMMY I AM GOOD AT THIS GAME!! I HAVE 1000 HOURS! I just wanted to experiment with my main party some so I had to use some other guys.

Beat Kraken second try and in like 20 minutes with this team… Aurora/ Smiley/ Zero (bind cut gladiator)/ Alope (Alope landed all 9 smashes once methinks)/ and Magnolia

Alope sitting on a recliner after the Kraken fight..... girl fr wasn't used the whole rest of stream even tho I was bragging about her. She smashed all 9 times (Or at least 8 bc I remember she hit a LOT)…

beat Alraune after 2 hours of grinding. (Most of it was me remembering how to do it lol) Killed her with Caspian/ Tank/ Ignis/ Enid/ Ezra

I NEEDED TO REST HANA but I like meteor so I just used Ezra (This freak) instead and now I miss Hana 🥺

(Maybe next time I kill Kraken I'll use her. Meteor maxed is AMAZING that fight. She just doesn't have it maxed yet ... so Ezra did all the cool Zodiac stuff she usually did but I KNOW Hana will be stacked up and ready when it's time to fight abssyal god and the dragons.)

Also finally rested Tank and grinded him back up. he’s good now (at what cost... no smoke grenades)

Ignis and Caspian... hoplites are so slow at post game when you're underleveled. Like UGH... I had to have Ignis hold a speed dagger and Caspian had tried to bodyguard Tank from vampire kiss but uhm….

🔥ALRAUNE FINALLY KISSED TANK🔥

He died a happy man............. twice. And didn't get any exp.

💖 then I killed Anemone right after. Caspian/ Ryuu (Zodiac/Gladiator)/ Magnolia/ Ezra/ Enid Didn't think we'd win Anemone but... Hellfire is good and I'm stupid. I was lucky, but it seemed like it kept using tentacle suck if one character was bound… So with crush charms I could keep one person bound and null the attack

Also Enid is on level 62 💀 Hana isn’t on level 52??? Need to rest her and catch her up.

[milfbius]

honkai souls bosses pt 3

MEI, Herrscher of Thunder:

art by my dearest @springspiritsummoning

I loooove love love the hi3 Herrscher of Thunder design and how many cultural references it has. For her appearance in Honkai Souls, she will also have a mixture of Japanese cultural references, but her overall design will be more traditional and god-like.

(Disclaimer: I am by no means an expert on Japanese religion, please let me know if I got anything wrong and I'll correct it.)

Raijin motifs: Raijin is the god of thunder in Shinto religion - one of his other names is 雷電様 (aka Raiden-sama) from which Mei stole her last name. Raijin is almost always depicted with an arc of drums - obviously they have to be very prevalent in the soundtrack.

Lightning is depicted as red in Japanese culture - similar to Raijin, Mei will summon red lighting spears to strike the player in her ranged attacks.

True to her godly inspirations, and as is typical of a fromsoft boss, Mei will be at least three times as tall as the player. Like Raijin, she will have red skin.

Fudou Muyouou (Acala): Fudou Muyouou is the Japanese name for the Buddhist deity Acala. One legend about Fudou has him getting into a fight with a non-Buddhist. Naturally, he changes himself into a flaming sword, but unfortunately his opponent does the same. To beat him, Fudou changes from a sword into the dragon Kurikara (same name as the Herrscher of Thunder's dragon in hi3). He then winds himself around his opponent and starts swallowing them (in sword form!).

Rather than summoning a dragon as she does in HI3, Honkai Souls Mei follows in Fudou's footsteps. The second phase of the fight has her transforming into Kurikara, who takes on the appearence of a more culturally-traditional Japanese dragon. I also think Mei, as a dragon, should vomit swords at the player. To serve as a fromsoftian religious perversion, but also because it would be fuckin sick.

Youkai (Oni/Tengu) motifs: Souls-Mei will have red skin with oni horns and wear giant fucking tengu geta. Obviously.

Hokushin Ittou-ryuu: is the kenjutsu style favoured by the Raiden clan - Mei was tutored in it by her father. IRL, it is a super influential and famous Japanese sword school, focused on dueling and dominating your opponent with an offense-is-defense approach. Mei's 1st phase move-set should borrow heavily from this sword style.

Video demonstration

Other notes on Mei's boss fight:

I want her to be wearing a full set of traditional 17th century samurai armor while she's still in her humanoid form - red horns poking out through the helmet, but her face completely obscured. Long black hair escapes the back of the helmet, and red, clawed hands grip her sword.

Her arena is located in the city of Nagazora - honkai beasts and zombies run rampant. Honestly, just imagine what Nagazora looks like during hi3 chapter 15-17 and add another 200-300 years of dilapidation and honkai corruption.

The full moon shines bright and large over the boss fight, which takes place on the roof of an old high school.

The boss is fairly straightforward in its mechanics - Mei fights honorably, no health regen gimicks. However, it is the first true two-phase bossfight in the game, and she has faster attacks than any previously encountered enemies.

Mei transforms into Kurikara after you deplete her first health bar, after which the fight relocates to what can only be described as a realm of thunder - black clouds, pouring rain pooling at the players feed and forks of red lighting reflecting off the ground and back into the sky. The moon is still visible, but it, too, is blood red.

Upon a killing blow, Mei reverts to her oni/humanoid form, appearing on her knees, reaching vainly towards the moon before she collapses.

Mei drops the Core of Thunder upon defeat. The player can activate it to increase attack speed for a certain duration.

previous boss (SIRIN) // next boss (WENDY)

[koolkitty9]

I like how Yumoto is completely not wanting to fight the twins during the finale until he sees the twins attack IoRyuu bc he seems to realize how serious it all truly is. I mean he DOES attack before this, but this scene right here shows his reluctance.

if you remember in s2 ep3's flashback, Gora is shocked to learn Yumoto didn't fight back after he was getting beaten up. So, this kinda goes back to in that current moment, where Yumoto is super reluctant to fight back until he realizes he has to.

Yumoto only swings once he realizes his words don't mean anything to the Beppus and they try to attack before Yumoto stops them.

Yumoto is only overpowered due to this being basically a hand to hand fight, and even Kinshiro is confused as to how they could deny Yumoto (staff i still hate we never see them work together like come on).

Even Ryuu and En are shocked Yumoto could get shot down so easy

They've clearly never seen Yumoto (or any of their teammates) struggle this bad in a battle (which makes sense for the CA as they weren't present for ep 11's fight).

Tying it back to Yumoto's own reluctance, this may have been why he struggled so hard at this battle. He didn't want to hurt anyone, even if they wanted to hurt him.

You can see multiple instances of this during the finale too, he only attacks in defense of himself

Fun fact any attack Haru unleashes in this ep is usually aimed at Yumoto.

k thanks bye ily

[etchina-danjon]

Ryuu grinned and licked his lips. Just what he wanted to hear. It wasn't much longer until he felt the irreversible surge begin to overwhelm him. His hips smacked against hers until he plunged his cock in fully and groaned out loudly. "If that's what you want then get pregnant you little slut~!"

And with that, a heavy burst of cum began flooding inside Hinata's womb as he shuddered with pleasure. Shot after shot pumped into her, as if he were a horse instead of a man. And with how virile he was there was no way she wouldn't get pregnant from this. But of course, it never hurt to do it a few more times to make sure~

Hinata threw her head back and let out a timid cry as she felt him stuff his cock fully into her and start cumming. The hot seed being forced inside her pushed her over the edge. She bucked her hips and cried out more. Her insides quivered around his cock. Squeezing tightly as if to hold every drop of seed inside her.

The timid girl's stomach bulged from the amount of cum that was pumped into her. His seed easily attacked the egg inside her, finally penetrating it and planting a child to grow inside her. Hinata panted and trembled, feeling so good but mildly guilty for betraying Naruto but there was no going back from this. There was definitely a baby inside her now. Naruto was going to notice her stomach swelling with another man's baby. It oddly turned her on as much as it made her feel guilty. When did she become so naughty??

[heaven-s-black-box]

Royal Screw up- Third Prince Finale

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Recovery date: December 26th, 2019

Description: Prompt by _writing_ideas_ on IG:  When an enemy kingdom attacks and takes over the castle, the princess flees with only her lady-in-waiting and her personal guard. Together, the three of them plot a way to take revenge on those that destroyed their lives. Because the enemy king and queen murdered their families, they will murder the enemy royal heirs. The lady-in-waiting, skilled with herbs, will become a healer at the castle and find a way to poison the 2nd heir. The personal guard will become a knight and make a fatal ‘mistake’ during combat training with the 3rd heir. Finally, the princess will take the identity of the daughter of a foreign noble and court the 1st heir, getting close enough to kill them. The plan goes remarkably well- until each of the three grows to like their target.(Some changes were made)

Notes: N/a

Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7

Word count: 359

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“Are you sure this is okay?” Atsushi asked wringing his hands nervously,” What if she doesn’t like me?”

“Tch. You worry to much Jinko.”

Atsushi and Ryunoske were standing by the gates of the castle. Atsushi had been antsy all morning, today Gin would be returning from a meeting with another kingdom. They’d met before, at Ozaki and Yosano’s wedding, but this time he’d be introduced formal as Ryuu’s boyfriend. Gin seemed like a nice person, but she was also very scary in Atsushi’s eyes. This would also be the first time they’d talked while Gin was off duty.

“Ainiki!” Came a voice from Atsushi’s right, he had been turned to face Ryuu.

Looking over Atsushi was confused, he looked around trying to see who the woman was calling. The only two people seemed to be him and Ryuu, but this girl looked nothing like the Gin he’d met. She had really long hair and was wearing a pale gray dress. Looking over at Ryuu, he knew that it was Gin from the calm look on his face. But, had Ryuu not been here, he never would have guessed it was her.

“Took you long enough. Gin, this is my boyfriend Atsushi, Atsushi, this is my sister Gin.”

“Hel-” before Atsushi could finish, Gin got right up in his face causing him to jump.

She backed up, her face still looking stern. He was trying hard not to shake but he knew he had probably failed already. He looked at Ryuu for help but he just shrugged.

“I like him!” Gin exclaimed “So, my place for dinner? Higuchi offered to cook,” she said walking back the way she came.

“Wait- What?” Atsushi exclaimed.

“Hm,” Gin turned to him,” I said, ’I like you’. Although let me be clear that if you hurt him, I will kill you,” she said getting back up in his face.

“Gin!”

Giggling she turned back around, "Come on, we don’t want to leave Higuchi waiting!”

Ryuu headed to catch up to his sister and Atsushi shook his head before running to them. He had a feeling this family would be the death of him.