#Riley speaks

[icemavslastbraincell]

So I was screening the new Channing Tatum movie, Fly Me to the Moon, last night (bc movie theater employee perks) and it's honestly not too bad of a film. And then I noticed that his character has a P-51 Mustang (and you know who else has a Mustang 👀) so of course my brain saw that and went "Icemav this" and now all I can think about is a 1969 Icemav AU where Ice is the landing director at NASA and is in charge of getting these three men on the moon and who is haunted by the loss of the three men in the first attempt at a moon landing and Mav is the sly, charming advertising genius that the government brings in to help respark the public's interest in the moon landing who's lied his entire life in order to try and run from his past. I'm not too sure who the other characters would be quite yet aside from Goose being Mav's assistant that he brings with him from New York and Slider being the assistant landing director who Ice is incredibly close to.

And yeah, I know that technically Mav is the one with the Mustang originally but I thought it would be cool for there to be a scene where Ice is showing him the plane and he's just absolutely losing his mind over it bc "How in the hell did you manage to get this?? Where did you get this from?? This is a beautiful plane 😍"

[howfarethestars]

rewatched thor (2011) for the millionth time tonight and as always my heart breaks for thor who truly has no idea why his beloved sibling has suddenly decided to try and kill him, why that sibling disowns him and says that they were never brothers, why that sibling has apparently hated him for a long time and hated him badly enough to commit treason to keep him from becoming king. and even when he has no idea what’s happening, he immediately assumes it’s his fault??$/)/

[plasbad-for-short]

who came up with these names man

[lostinspacegay]

I’m doing a Star Trek voyager rewatch and I’m so unwell about it guys if you have any good fanfiction recommendations especially for Tom x belana please please let me know

I haven’t found a ton idk if I’m crazy and not reading a03 right but I can’t find much of them 😭😭

What if I just,,, become the fanfiction writer I wish to see in the fandom?? Could I handle the pressure and the time commitment with art school and raging adhd?? Hmmmmm

Me when I start live blogging my reactions to each episode from now on.. is this a good idea?? Hmmst idk

[lorelei-system]

Would an alter who tries to enforce dissociative barriers, who makes you quickly forget things you weren’t meant to see, and who doesn’t let certain alters know about trauma, or anything else internally, be considered a gatekeeper? From what I can tell, they do not control who fronts when, and I’ve always seen that as a definition of what a gatekeeper is. So I wonder if an alter can be a gatekeeper without being in control of who’s fronting.

-Riley (she/her)

[blueberryspyder]

I’ve been listening to a lot of nonbinary music lately (I’ve been feeling my gender identity lately) and I wanted to know if anyone had any good recommendations for enby artists/music?? I crave more

[alteridolriley]

the main thing keeping me going is im going to outlive that motherfucker; and im going to live happy out of pure spite.

[rileyplays]

speaking into the void but would anyone like to be part of like, a CC finds discord server? I've been sitting on making on for months now, but idk!

[ciceroandthelistener]

how we doing today tesblr

[gghoulish]

makes me wonder if it's 2024 or 2016, if i'm considering making a whole blog for an oc

anyway i mentioned him a few times not by name but here he is, his name is sai

[celynsdream]

Dragon Age Origins Modlist (Overhauls)

Even though I've never been asked to post this, I have spent months working on complete lists of all the mods I run for my DA metaverse (and corresponding games). All mods are linked in preferred order to work, with required mods clearly marked. Hope y'all enjoy and find use of this! Actual list is below the line.

These first few mods are general mods I highly recommend running any new game of Origins with, as it will save your butt:

The CharGenMorph Complier in particular is a life-saver, working for both DAO and DA2. It effectively removes the hunting-and-pecking of editing character creation features in Origins and 2 and automates it into a simple application! CharGenMorph is also required to run many hairstyle and physical changes for both DAO and DA2, which will be clearly marked below.

Required:

Large Address Aware Fix

CharGenMorph Complier

General:

AddItem_Script

Angel_Console_Fix_Fonts

Awakening Materials in DAO

Upgrade_Items

Overhauls:

Grey Wardens of Ferelden - DAZIP

GWOF Scripts

Glimmering Griffons

Improved Atmosphere - Be sure to only use ONE (recommend Of Ferelden)

Of Ferelden (Improved Atmosphere)

Dragon Age Redesigned

Dragon Age Origins Unofficial Remaster

Replacements:

ALL REPLACEMENTS MUST BE INSTALLED ON A NEW GAME!!!!

A Noble Approach (NPC Armor/Clothing Replacements for Human Noble)

RogueLass' Fashion Bazaar - REQUIRED (RL’s Fashion Bazaar - Medium Armor; Heavy Armor; Massive Armor; AND the Cousland Replacement for Bastard King armor)  - DAZIP

RL's Thedas Arsenal - REQUIRED (Warrior PC, Rogue PC, Ser Gilmore)  - DAZIP

RL's Witcher Emporium - REQUIRED (Oriana)  - DAZIP

Mages of Ferelden (Mage Robe Replacements)

Loincloth Fashion - REQUIRED  - DAZIP

RogueLass' Fashion Bazaar - REQUIRED  - DAZIP

Bug Fixes:

TerraEx’s Silverite Mines Fix

Dain’s Fixes

Awakening Riot Scene Persuade Fix

Goblet De-Gobbler - A Joining Chalice Fix and More

[icemavslastbraincell]

Please reblog for bigger sample size

[howfarethestars]

i barely post on here but i do want to clarify that if anyone sees my name get thrown around as if i’ve done something wrong just know that the “wrong” in question is calling a celebrity by a pet name

[plasbad-for-short]

this came to me in a vision

[yikes-sims]

I'VE MOVED!

find me now @rileyplays find me now @rileyplays find me now @rileyplays

[lorelei-system]

So this happened last night:

This is the first time I (or any other alter, from what I remember) had a flashback like that to something trauma related. I’ve been having a couple experiences of suddenly seeing/feeling a particular moment in the past that I usually can’t remember, only for a second, but it was always just random moments. This one… the feeling I got was that something really wrong and bad was happening. It’s such a familiar feeling. And this gives me hope. Something is changing. Maybe we will be ready soon.

(Also directly after this I saw someone (in innerworld I suppose) point a gun at me. And then someone said “busted.” I feel like those may be related. We definitely have an alter who wants to keep these memories locked away.)