#Refeences

[cokowiii]

Mom can we have a ref for yuichi and cali's clothes?/nf

Saw the ask at work and held onto it for when I got home. Some things might be a lil off cause I have a migraine but I had to get this out

Very off…something’s wrong here..dammit

[scourge-sympathiser]

SCOURGE SUNDAY 029/???

got em

hey

[sop-1]

More sketches. Some are kinda old

I tend to draw them when I'm tired

[sofivicfest]

Weird ass thingy Cole just woke up or something idk it looks kinda wonky but it will be better when I digitalize it I promise

[elven-kisses]

this is how he came out trust me

[brain-rot-hour]

Sometimes I remember how to draw

[lolobizarreadventuresshatpost]

[x-azier]

I’m gonna freak out bro. I just want cute drawing templates for a couple of my oc couples and NEARLY ALL OF IT HAS SOME SORT OF TENSION OR LIKE NEARLY STRIAGHT UP BANGING LIKE😨

My aroace self cannot handle this☝️

[freshbaked-bread]

eepy

[lesbianhallieparker]

just when i settle into and really start to love my job my best friend sends me a posting for a FULL TIME SALARIED WITH BENEFITS ENVIRONMENTAL EDUCATOR POSITION 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫

[gr0t-3squ3]

People are gonna see my name and be confused probably like how do I explain why I like being called “Grotesque” ITS EMBARRASSING 💔💔

[reisakumaproducer]

As a bandori fan, I think the Band BB gacha story is tailored for me

[obsidianpen]

i just realised — harry and hermione literally lived together in a tent for months. i guess it’s inevitable that at some point you become quite desensitised to things like undressing in front of each other (to a certain extent obviously) or small everyday habits the other has.

so now i can’t stop imagining harry needing to take off his shirt for reasons unspecified and being awkward about it and hermione chasing him down so she can ‘have a proper look and see for myself if it’s as insignificant as you say it is, harry’ while tom is silently watching, somewhere between vaguely amused by the scene and downright angry at hermione for keeping the close nature of this relationship from him.

cherry on the cake would be hermione saying ‘it’s nothing i haven’t seen before, we’ve lived in a tent together for months’. i think that’s what would finally do tom in. i can imagine his head bursting like an overripe watermelon.

is this in refeence to the Harry/hermione/locket Tom fic I haven’t written (…..yet) 👀

[midwest-chainsaw-massacre]

Holy shit bro fight club refeence

[iravaid]

The Fallen Angel.... Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan.... Pietà... refeences to Judas' betrayal.... beautiful contextual references

[gyubby99]

Vox: I should've sent more--

Mal: What was that?

Vox: I said I should have finished off Alasto-

Aponi: Mal, are you sure about this one?

Mal: *sighs* yeah..

Alastor: *about Aponi* that's my girl..

@disneyanddisneyships here's a glimpse of what went down with Mal's ex

Trigger warning: mentions of sa, abuse, drugging

"Oh, Mal.." Elise's voice rung in her ears like a sweet drug, immediately making Mal's head turn towards her in speed record despite the condition she was in. "Long day, baby?" Her fingers trailed over Mal's jawline.

"Mmh.." Mal responds exasperatedly, before capturing Elise's lips for a brief moment.

"Aw.." Elise licked her lips, reaching for the buttons on Mal's shirt. "Surely I can make up for the time you spent dancing.."

Mal would've agreed.. but..

"El, I'm tired. Maybe next time?" Mal responded, holding her wrist.

"Come on, baby.." Elise's voice felt like a hypnotization. Mal's gaze softened, guilt filling her all of a sudden. "I've been tired as well.. but look, here I am.. making time for you. Because I love you.."

Mal smiled softly, though it never reached her ears. "You're right. Maybe I should spend time with you.."

This was just going to be quick..

Then I can rest.

~~~~~

"Mallory!" Elise yelled out, barging into Mal's room.

Mal's entire being shuddered at the name, and usually when she said it.. it meant something. Something that told her she had messed up again. Like she always did.

"El?" Mal called out, trying to stop her voice from shaking.

"What the fuck was that?!" Elise walked up to Mal, in which she recoiled in an anxious, terrified manner. She knew exactly what she had done.

On stage, she accidentally missed her step and fell, luckily Aponi had helped her as they still tried to keep everything professional. Demons all over made her a laughingstock, and Elise was in the crowd.

She had a small bruise on her arm for it.

"El, I can explain! I.. I just wasn't looking where I was heading to, but I swear! I-I never meant to-"

"Save your excuses, Mallory." The name. Again. "You made Val's club look like a fucking circus! And who's gonna have to take care of that?" Elise gestured to herself as she glared sharply at Mal. "Me."

"Please, I-" Mal yelled out in pain as Elise had harshly pressed on the fresh bruise Mal had, pulling her in close as her eyes lit up in anger.

"Elise- you're hurting me!" Mal cried weakly, begging for her to let go.

"Oh, really? I'm hurting you? Well, you shouldn't have been so fucking clumsy." Elise threw Mal around the floor like she had been nothing but garbage. "See, this is exactly the problem with you. You can't stand not falling off your feet for five fucking minutes."

Mal looked up at Elise, and anyone would be surprised that those eyes still had love in them despite the fear that were alongside it.

"I'm sorry.." Mal looked down, fighting the tears threatening to fall from her eyes. "I'll do better.. I promise."

"Get up. Aponi said she'll come to you in a few." Elise ignored her apology, as the club's reputation seemed to be far more important.

Mal got up as she was told to, wincing from the pain in her arm. Aponi.. she had no clue what was happening with her. If only she had the guts to say something maybe she could've understood.

But no. Fear and her love for Elise held her back.

"You're lucky I love you, otherwise I wouldn't have cared if Val threw you out in the streets." Elise walked closer to Mal, lifting her chin up.

"Don't look at me like that, babe.." Elise stated, her tail swaying from side to side.

"Mal?" Aponi walked in, opening the door. When she walked in, Elise had been holding Mal's cheek, and her eyes widened. "Am I interrupting something?"

Elise chuckled. "Oh, not at all. I was just trying to comfort her considering.. what happened on that stage."

Mal stayed silent, holding her arm. She flashed Aponi a kind smile, with a hint of gratitude in her eyes. For helping her.

Elise did not wait for Aponi's answer, as she quickly kissed Mal's cheek. "Anyway, I better be going. I have some buisness to take care of."

Mal glanced at Elise and smiled, completely forgetting what happened just by a simple gesture of affection.

Something anyone else could do.

Aponi stared down at Elise as she left. The way she was in such a hurry...

"Um.. El just wanted to check on me. To see if I'm okay." Mal quickly spoke out the moment the room stayed silent. "Thanks for helping me, though."

Aponi wanted to believe that, but something in her gut was telling her something else.

"Ofcourse, Mal! I'm always here for you!" Aponi went to reach for Mal's arm, but she quickly stepped back and held it defensively.

Aponi stopped.

"I- It's just- it still hurts. Wouldn't want to make it worse.." Mal seemed like she had been ranting.

Aponi's brows furrowed in concern, but decided not to pry on her privacy...

For now.

~~~~~

Finally. Elise had agreed to watch a movie after so long that they had not seen each other. She wanted to get it on in the bedroom at first, but after Mal had reasoned her, she finally stopped trying to get her turned on.

Surprisingly, Elise had offered the drinks. It was always Mal who was in charge of that stuff.

Maybe Elise wanted to do something for her. Mal grinned widely in appreciation. She knew El would come around somehow.

Mal sat on the couch, waiting for her beloved. When she came back with the drinks, she had a sly grin on her face as she put them down on a small table in front of them.

Elise plopped herself on the couch, her arms wrapped around Mal. "Go on. Try them." Elise urged, gesturing to the drinks.

Mal giggled. "Maybe later. I'm not that thirsty yet.."

Elise grabbed one of the drinks from the table, and then giving it to Mal. "Come on, baby.. it's the first time I've ever made you one!"

Mal smiled at her warmly, her heart fluttering at her words. She really did want to do something for her.

Mal grabbed the drink from Elise, drinking a portion of it. It was a cucumber lemonade juice. She savored the taste before swallowing, letting out a breath. "Not bad, hon.."

Elise chuckled. "Well, drink more!"

Huh, she must have been very enthusiastic about her making a drink for me.. it's adorable.

Mal obliged, until she drank half the glass later on.

Elise ran her fingers through Mal's hair, peppering her jawline with kisses.

Mal felt a sudden surge of heat run through her body, and she found herself looking into her lover's eyes, once warm turned to a hungry stare.

Her head was reeling for some reason..

But what was it?

Her body wanted so bad for Elise to get her hands all over it. But she wanted her to get off.

"What are you.." Mal trailed off, until Elise kissed her neck.

"Shhh." Elise breathed onto Mal's neck. "Just enjoy.."

What?

What does she mean?

Blood rushed into Mal's cheeks, her heart pounding and her head spinning around as Elise continued to give her neck passionate kisses.

It had felt so good..

Which was strange, because her mind hated it. Something inside her never wanted this to continue..

But if it felt surreal.. then..

"El.." Mal muttered desperately.

What's going on?

What was making her act this way?

'Come on! Drink more!'

Mal didn't want to believe the conclusion she came up with..

Elise never put on a movie.. she never touched her drink.

But she had been so eager for Mal to..

Shit..

The damn drink.

Mal had no time to think about it more as Elise captured her lips in a rough, hungry manner.

~~~~~

It was one of those nights again.

Where Elise would persuade Mal to the bedroom, and she just had to take it all. Or else she would have to get what she wanted by force.

Something Mal made the mistake of letting it happen.

"Oh, Mal.." Elise muttered, wrapping her hand around Mal's neck. "You're so beautiful.."

Mal was staring at the wall..

Just to give her what she wants..

These were also one of the days where she didn't feel into it.

Elise stopped in her tracks, her mood ruined as she furrowed her brows. "Mal."

Mal quickly turned her head towards her beloved. "Hm?"

"You're not even looking at me." Elise replied sternly.

"I'm sorry, love.. I'm just not in the mood.." Mal apologized, then looked away from her lonce again.

Elise got off of Mal, shaking her head. "I can't believe you. You're so fucking selfish. Only thinking of yourself and ignoring my needs."

Mal felt like she had been stabbed in her heart a million times, and it were just one of the few hurtful words Elise wanted to say to her.

"You could have atleast pretended you liked it. I feel like I'm dating a damn corpse!" Elise got up, picking up her discarded clothes on the floor and getting dressed.

"El.. I.. I'm so-"

"Whatever. I'm leaving. I have things to sort out with the club." Elise dismissed her apology, before walking out the door, slamming it shut.

Mal was left all alone, remnants of her beloved before she fled the room had still been felt on her bare shoulders.. her kiss.. the way she spoke with her so gently to try and get her to like it..

But she just couldn't tonight.

She should've put on an act. That way Elise never would have left.. and she had more time with her..

Mal buttoned up her shirt, and quickly got up. She picked up a bottle of pills, ones that helped her with her anxiety attacks. She never even took it with water. In her desperation for herself to calm down she immediately swallowed them.

No use.

Mal dropped down to the floor, wrapping her arms around herself as her breathing became uneven. Her entire being had been trembling and she couldn'r hear a sound. She was well unaware of anything else.

Elise.. she needed her.. badly.

Finally she let the tears spill. She cried out to no one. Just an empty room with probably a hidden dark entity or two.

She had been so useless.. if only she could turn the time back and make up for it..

Elise had been her only one. She killed for her. Just as much as she would've killed for Elise as well..

She had been the love of her whole death.. but she's being a bitchy girlfriend.

Mal never deserved her.

She deserved nothing.

El.. I'm sorry.. please.. come back.

For what seemed like hours she stayed there. On the floor, numbness all that's left inside of her.

Her phone vibrated from beside her on the floor, and she went to pick it up, hoping for a certain succubus to come around.

"Hey, are you busy? I was hoping we could have a girls' night. - Aponi"

Mal's gaze softened as she flashed a small smile. It hadn't been Elise, but she figured it could use for a distraction.

"El's busy with club stuff, so I'm available! Where we @ ? - Mal"

Her phone lit up with another message.

"Prolly Wackdonald's or some food shit. You up for it? Angel and Cherri are coming. - Aponi"

Mal chuckled slightly at the mention of Angel.

"Sure, im all for food. And Angel? Isn't it a girls' night? - Mal"

"Duh, ofcourse. He's one of the girls. Anywho how fast can u get here? - Aponi"

Mal got up, before responding.

"Be ready in 20 :p - Mal"

"Kay bitch see u - Aponi"

Mal flashed a small smile.

"See ya bitch! - Mal"

Mal put her phone on the table, before cleaning herself up to get ready for a night with her friends.

She sighed.

She'll come back tomorrow...