#RIP Ofelia

[xxnashiraxx]

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✧˖ With Stars to Fill My Dream: Main ongoing long-fic isekai story following the events of the game. Releases every other Sunday!

A street-smart, musically inclined human girl with a tragic past gets abducted by a nautiloid after her painfully average shift at a retro singing diner. What's worse- putting your all into Olivia Newton-John and Travolta for lousy tips, or getting your guts ripped out by a gnoll? Or worse- getting turned into a hideous humanoid squid?

Ofelia Montez will have to see if she can survive long enough to find out.

🗡Chapter 1: Chasing Rabbits 🗡Chapter 2: Known Me, Broken By My Master 🗡Chapter 3: But It Was a Trick and the Clock Struck 12 🗡Chapter 4: Behind a Broken Frame 🗡Chapter 5: Close Your Eyes and Hear My Secret 🗡Chapter 6: My Thoughts You Can't Decode 🗡Chapter 7: From Now Our Merge is Eternal 🗡Chapter 8: Born in Blood I'm Not Like You 🗡Chapter 9: Darkness Helps Us All to Shine 🗡Chapter 10: Let the Dystopian Morning Light Pour In 🗡Chapter 11: Try to Keep the Truth From Showing Up 🗡Chapter 12: You Know How Much You Broke Me Apart 🗡Chapter 13: Moving Through the Silence Without Motion 🗡Chapter 14: I've Held On but I Feel a Storm Approaching 🗡Chapter 15: Coming 12/8!

✧˖ Kinktober 2024: Small collection of fun prompts featuring Astarion and Ofelia from my main fic.

🗡Prompt 1: Incubus Astarion + Fanart! 🗡Prompt 2: Breeding Kink/Sex Pollen + Fanart! 🗡Prompt 3: Inappropriate Use of Tadpole/Melted Candle Wax/BDSM

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✧˖ With Stars to Fill My Dream Art: My Art: Character Portrait & My Art: Ofelia Portrait WIP) Commission of Astarion and Ofelia Dancing from Chapter 12!, My Art: Spoiler Art of Ofelia (See After Chapter 8!), My Art: Sad Ofelia Portrait, Amazing Art of Ofelia and Alfira as a Promo for Their Tiefling Party Performance by the incredible @bby-bel!

✧˖ Ofelia's Playlist: #1 Mitski ,

✧˖ Extra Screenshots: Astarion & Ofelia Meeting, Karlach Meeting,

✧˖ Ofelia Lore: OC Smash or Pass, OC Insight: What Kind of Love Are You?, OC Patron Saint Game, OC Deep Dive:Ofelia, All About Your Tav/Durge and Their Romantic Interest, 30 Questions Ask 1, 30 Questions Ask 2,

✧˖ Extras: Ofelia Moodboard 🖤🩸

✧˖ Future Scene WIPs and Drabble: Potential Future Smut Scene,

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✧˖Tag List: @khywren @allymcfee @pinkberrytea

[gggcherry]

chapter III: que no salga la luna.

/ extract /

He dropped to his knees, hands caressing her legs as he moved them under her dress as he gave her a lustful stare.

"Please, please, come back to me." He begged as he kissed the skin near her mount, she replied to him with a soft moan, "I promise I will be better, I will do anything you ask of me. Anything." He implored as he desperately tried to get her off her dress almost ripping off the fabric, Ofelia took his face off between her thighs, gripping his hair softly, "This is a Galliano, be careful." She said.

Felix stood quickly staring at her as he threw the dress across the room, admiring her body and soft tanned skin in just a black thong, he grabbed her by her hips, moving her up the bathroom sink her back awkwardly contorting to the mirror, their breaths mixing together as they stared at each other and gave each other open mouth kisses as if they wanted to breathe each other in. Ofelia admired every new detail on his face, nothing much had changed, just a small scar in his cheek, which she softly stroke as they kissed. Felix explored her body, trying to memorize all his favorite parts again, fondling her breasts and admiring her figure as he moved her thong to the side and entered her, this was heaven, and he was finally back in it.

[peyoso]

Here's a lil bit about my oc siblings for Ponyboy, the Hekatomnids if you will. They're mainly in the xmen au.

Mausolus

The eldest sibling and the one raised by their father Hekatomnos. He's not very expressive and often comes across as cold and apathetic which he very much can be. Like his father, Mausolus has little morals beyond his own code. He values efficiency and logic in navigating life and business but doesn't allow himself to be blind by it. If his plans fall through or someone proposes something better then he adapts. He also places his family above all and will always be there for his siblings even if it means abandoning his own projects.

He's Hekatomnos right hand man and personal assistant which he is very good at thank you. if any of his siblings ask then he will tell them everything they wanna know about their father's activities/plans tho <3

Eysa Alsaugardottir

Second eldest and takes after her father's more wild side. Her mother is an Icelandic woman who had a brief romance with Hekatomnos that ended mutually. Also sometimes her mom is magic. Eysa herself is pretty chaotic and thinks laws are just suggestions but she doesn't force anyone to go along with her if they ain't about it. Like she's ready to steal a car with Ponyboy, pick a direction, drive, and see what trouble they can get into but if Pony's like "hey I gotta wake up early tomorrow" then she's be like "no worries. lets just hit up this bar and hang out. play some darts and vibe." She's also a musician and occasionally tours with her band Kraka.

Ofelia Campo

Ella es Mexicana babyyyyy. Probably from Ensenada, Baja California (i havent really detailed her backstory yet rip). She's the youngest Hekatomnid and has a sensitivity to things that most people would find irreverent. She's compassionate and cares about making a difference no matter how small with a stubbornness. Ofelia cares about the little guy, the things that are often overlooked, and has a strong sense of justice that sometimes brings her into conflict with her more morally ambiguous family members but not always (being lawful ≠ being moral after all and Ofelia isn't as naive as people like to think she is <3).

[wtf-a-psychoanalysis]

New TikTok!!

This is Ofelia, an oc based off my rabbit (rip I miss her every day) she’s training with Katsuichi ever since she arrived mysteriously. She’s from New Spain and once she learns enough Japanese she’ll probably tell others how she got there

Another drawing of them they’re a bit younger here

The link

[ur-such-a-beautiful-freak]

Autism & Guillermo del Toro

While some light research of "Guillermo del Toro autism" doesn't get many results, other than complaints and praise for The Shape of Water, it is apparent that many of his characters are autistic.

Aurora || Cronos (1993)

Aurora is near-mute, but has a lot of agency despite this. She isn't afraid to kill a bug or help Jesus defeat De la Guardia. In fact, she's the main heroine of our story, despite her silence. She shows intense feelings, especially of love for her grandfather, shown in scenes such as where she reaveals shes ripped the head off her beloved teddy bear to put the Cronos device inside. She's incredibly smart for her age and very capable, but I believe her (maybe not optional, but definitely not permanent) silence is vindictive of her autism. I cannot figure out what her special interest would be, though.

Chuy || Mimic (1997)

Chuy is another one of Guillermo del Toro's strong children. Shown first playing spoons incredibly skillfully and crafting creatures out of wire, Chuy has unique interests. He can tell the exact type of shoe down to the size because of his grandfather, and he has the ability to perfectly mimic the Judas' cry. He's nearly silent but not always, and he seems unaware of the rules of the world, leaving his home and entering the subways seemingly unaware of the danger. Upon watching a man get sucked into a gutter, he barely reacts. One pivotal scene showing his autism would have to be when he's trapped in the elevator shaft and has a meltdown. He also speaks in a somewhat unique manner. His special interests are obviously playing spoons and shoes.

Ofelia || Pan's Labyrinth (2006)

Ofelia is yes another child character who shows a lot of agency, going against what practically everyone tells her to follow her own path. But she's also very bookish, obsessed with her fairytales so much she believes anything the fantastic tells her. She crawls through the mud and talks back to adults, keeping a somewhat quiet demeanor otherwise. I believe her special interest is fairtales.

Newt || Pacific Rim (2013)

Not a child, but worth mentioning anyways, is Newt. He's obsessed with Kaiju, to the point of drifting with one multiple times (and eventually.. living with one?). He speaks fast and erratically, he knows every indexical fact about Kaiju, and he's obviously insanely smart. He's, however, balanced by his childlike wonder at everything. His love for kaiju is, of course, his special interest.

Hope you enjoyed my analysis! I'm missing plenty of characters simply because I haven't seen his full repertoire yet! But as an autistic person, I love to find it in everything else!

[alltheverses]

[ID: thumbnail is a drawing of a dog curled up on itself, asleep. /id]

Ofelia by Kiltro

(It's a light, it's a light, it's a light, it's a light)

(It's a light, it's a light, it's a light)

It's a light, it's a light, it's a light, it's a light

It's a light, it's a light, it's a light, it's a light, it's a light

Think of a lot of things in the nights, you know?

I never sleep when you're gone

Caught in my obstinance

It's curious, what still keeps me up

It′s a soliloquy

Is there truly no one listening?

Do I run?

Stick here for life, I don't write

I needed more

Oh, easy come, easy go

Take it all from me

Easy come, easy go

Take it all from me

I think quite a lot of us in the nights, you know?

I never fuss when you leave

For all of my obstinance

It′s penitence, I act as you seem

I love like a smoking gun

Ripped a shot, then I hid and run from thе scene

You're sick of your lifе, I don't lie

The ones you need

Oh, easy come, easy go

Take it all from me

Easy come, easy go

You take it all from me

Easy come, easy go

Take away the wine? please

Easy come, easy go

You take them all from me

Said you love to think that I don′t know your reasons anymore

You said you love to think that I don′t know your reasons anymore

And I could disregard the nights like this you're never at the door

You sent me a ride, how am I? I needed more

Ofelia

Ofelia

Loves you so

Loves you so

Ofelia

Ofelia

Loves you so

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie

It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie

It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie

[thatscarletflycatcher]

I have been trying to organize my thoughts about this, and I think I have arrived to a decently coherent formulation:

The guiding principle for the naming of a child is remembering that a child is not your THING but a PERSON that was entrusted to you.

What makes a name weird or unacceptable and not just rare or unusual (I absolutely dispute that just because a name is unusual then it is weird, with the negative connotations that implies) is not that:

A) other kids will make fun of it: since when the response to bullying is "you shouldn't have made yourself bully-able" instead of "bullying is wrong and children must be educated against it"? or

B) that it will put them at disadvantage in the world: you cannot avoid prejudice for every single thing. My very Catholic parents had a Biblical Name + Saint Name convention, that would seem extremely harmless upon simple inspection, but an antisemitic coworker of my dad was scandalized that he had given his children, God forbid, Jewish names. You never know if your child will emigrate somewhere where that name won't be as accepted, or simply the naming conventions will change, or someone horrible that shares that name will become well known (rip to all the boys born between 1910 and 1936 named Adolf).

There is a qualitative difference between picking a name out of contempt for the kid, for one's own amusement or egotism so that "my child will be THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD TO CARRY THIS NAME" (this is where non culturally relevant elaborate spellings of common names go, and also humiliating names like Trademark), and picking the name in terms of a characteristic of the child, or a blessing you want to bestow upon them, or the traits of a person you want to honor.

And I think this distinction matters, because my observation of the British-American cultures in general is that it is a culture extremely averse to the "unusual" name. English speakers of Jane Austen so often have a fixation with Darcy's name being Fitzwilliam as something weird, strange, almost shameful, and funny. One gets the impression that any name that isn't VERY common is likely to be the subject of scorn.

I can pull focus a bit into my own culture (Uruguay), where what's considered normal and usual is much wider, for a series of reasons, and think we are very open minded, and then I remember how Venezuelans are mocked here (and frankly, in many places in Latam) for their love of the "weird" name.

I was surely shocked/amused personally one day when I went to renew my ID, and before me there was a Venezuelan immigrant getting his, whose name was Tutankamón (Spanish for Tutankhamun). But, you know, Uruguay in turn is a country that had from very early on a lot of immigration of people that were ideologically very anticlerical and refused to give their children Christian names on principle. I have met non indigenous people named with indigenous names or after indigenous deities (One of our recent ex-presidents was named Tabaré after the main character of a national poem. There was a folk singer named Osiris), a whole lot of Greek/Roman names (Héctor and Oscar and Mario) and names after politicians and inventors (Washington, for example, was an extremely common male name -at one point in the 90s the Board of Directors of the National Insurance Bank was ruled by a majority of men named Washington-, and there's historian Lincoln Maiztegui Casas, and we have soccer player Edinson Cavani after Thomas Edison) an abundance of Greek tragedy, concepts, and flower names for women (Like poetess Idea Vilariño, and I have met Ofelia and Liropeya and Iris and Demetria and Alba and Azucena)... so was that really fair of me? Most likely this guy's parents thought naming their son after a pharaoh was a way of thinking of him as great and kingly, the same way the parents of Maiztegui Casas thought that Lincoln was a man of many admirable qualities they desired their son to have.

I do have a horse on this race. I am a person who likes unusual names! but if I named my daughter Vitalina like one of my ancestors, it wouldn't be for any other reason that I wish her to be full of life. If I named a son Dante, it would be because Dante was a great writer and a man of deep thought and deep feeling. I fell in love with the Armenian name Siranush when I learned it means my sweetness.

So in the end I think we need to acquire both graciousness to accept people's names, AND an awareness that a name is a sort of gift and good wish we bestow upon another human being with just as much humanity and dignity as we ourselves have.

[myremains]

Sorry I’ve been gone a while, had it a bit rough upstairs. But I’m back!

Singles:

Metallica - Lux Æterna

Motörhead - Bullet In Your Brain (RIP Lemmy)

Currents - Vengeance

Caliban - THE SHADOW

Bury Tomorrow - Boltcutter

The Amity Affliction - Show Me Your God

Self Deception - Fight Fire With Gasoline

VRSTY - D34D

Ad Infinitum - Somewhere Better

Knogjärn - Vad vill du ha

Oceans - Hell Is Where The Heart Is

As Everything Unfolds - Felt Like Home

Induction - Embers

In Sanity - Crown of Corruption

Left To Suffer - Primitive Urge (Ft. Fit For An Autopsy)

Brothers of Metal - Berserkir

Crown The Empire - Immortalize

Beyond The Black - Dancing In The Dark

Howl Like Wolves x Our Promise - Watch The World Collapse

Guilt Trip - Tearing Your Life Away

We’re Wolves - Titanium

All Faces Down - Sick

Dream Demon - F.E.A.R

Half Me - Blacklight

Elwood Stray - No Cure (Ft. The Narrator)

All For Metal - Born In Valhalla

Heirloom - PASSANGER SEAT (Ft. Lauren Babic and Judge & Jury)

Rave the Reqviem - Ofelia

Polar - Rush

Ov Sulphur - Death Ov Circumstance

Aokami - Angel (Ft. Yung Zime and Scarlett)

Distant - Orphan of Blight

[aethuviel]

There’s a bit of a drought here because I honestly hadn’t had time to play Skyrim in over a week before yesterday.

But anyway, here’s Talvy finding and petting my childhood bunny.

[theperksof-beingalesbian]

So Ofelia died and I am not o fucking kay with that shit bitch excuse me somebodies going to catch these hands tonight

[xxnashiraxx]

With Stars to Fill My Dream (1 & 2)

IT'S FINALLY TIME!!!!! I have taken a deep breath, poured over these two damn chapters all day, and I'm finally ready to upload!! 🖤 Special thanks to all the hype I got from this gang- I love them so much 🖤 Thank you for hyping me every step of the way!

@preciouslittlebhaalbae @inkymoonbunny @verbenaa @justabiteofspite @elinorbard @ladyduellist @bhaalsdeepbat @sashitf

Please enjoy Ofelia, my idiotic Earthling Tav/OC, trying to survive and make friends in Faerun after getting kidnapped from her realm! This is a fun, sometimes dark and angsty isekai adventure- what would happen if BG3 wasn't a thing on Earth, or D&D? How would you fare?

Opening of Chapter 1: Chasing Rabbits under the cut!

Summary: A street-smart, musically inclined human girl with a tragic past gets abducted by a nautiloid after her painfully average shift at a retro singing diner. What's worse- putting your all into Olivia Newton-John and Travolta for lousy tips, or getting your guts ripped out by a gnoll? Or worse- getting turned into a hideous humanoid squid? Ofelia Montez will have to see if she can survive long enough to find out.

Pairing: Astarion x female!Tav

Warnings: 18+. Mentions of past abuse and trauma. Canon-typical violence and gore.

Word Count for Both 1 & 2 Combined: 12,093

When logic and proportion,

Have fallen sloppy dead.

And the white knight is talking backwards

And the red queen’s off with her head

Remember what the dormouse said

Feed your head…

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An eerie quiet moves through the streets, cars fewer and farther between than normal. An unsettling feeling crawls over Ofelia’s skin and she shrugs her coat closer to her body, warding the night air off as she turns down a familiar alley. Her tiny apartment window glints at the end of the shadowed corridor and she grins, reaching into her pack to step back into her rollerblades. This last stretch has always been the most fun, and perhaps it’s the trepidation hanging in the night, but a smile and some exhilaration seem like the perfect medicine. She just has to get home, kick start her weekend with a cocktail and a good book, and tomorrow she’ll finally be able to adopt the cat of her dreams.

With the last lace tied, she secures her skirt and hunches over, preparing to rocket down the alleyway. She feels her muscles tense, sets her jaw- prepares to beat her personal best. She can taste the moisture in the air and the warning of the impending storm approaching, feels it in her bones as she mentally counts down.

3… 2… 1…

She never moves. Something flickers out of the corner of her eye, large and black and hulking in the night. It roils and undulates in the sky above the city, sweeping over the buildings like a dark tidal wave. She doesn’t have time to scream when the mass careens towards her, doesn’t have time to raise her arms in defense of a hit that never comes. She’s only greeted with total black as her world spins out of control and she falls unconscious.

[le-gay-one]

My eyes are sweating.

Also, I’m crying.

[yourdailyqueer]

Ofelia Rodríguez Acosta (deceased)

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Lesbian

DOB: 9 February 1902  

RIP: 28 June 1975

Ethnicity: Cuban

Occupation: Writer, journalist, feminist, activist

Note: Considered one of Cuba's most famous social reformers

[that-dead-shit]

Troy: What's the easiest way to steal a man's wallet?

Alicia: Knife to the throat?

Nick: Gun to the back?

Ofelia: Poison in his cup?

Jake: You're all horrible.

[actually-nikola-tesla]

just watched pans labyrinth by guiermo del toro and i'm not sure how to feel

[cadiacore]

.｡*ﾟ+.*.｡ night sky: chapter three: part one | ruhn danaan x fem!reader

warning(s): swearing, vulgar language, implied smut, mention of drugs, mention of alcohol, fluff, insecurities, and a small amount of angst.

a/n: hello everyone, y'all thought I was gonna disappear again didn't you? well, nOPe. this is a very short chapter but I thought I could split up the chapters a bit and give you a taste of what's to come in the next part. I seriously have no clue how many parts this is going to have but I know I'm getting closer to the end. right now I believe we are at the halfway point. stay tuned for more! I did not edit this, this is raw from my brain bc yk, i should be doing schoolwork lol. also a huge shoutout to my beloved friend, @ofelia-writesxox for encouraging me to stick with my instincts with this series. thank you.

wc: 704

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“What just happened?” Hunt asked. Ruhn ran a hand through his dark hair and blew out a breath, 

“Y/N just found out that I’m her mate,” he said, 

The room went quiet except for the hushed voices of his sister and his mate. If Y/N didn’t want to be his mate, he understood. The parties, the drugs, and the alcohol could be too much for her. He would give it all up for her in a heartbeat. Ruhn would do anything to have her back in his arms but if she didn’t want him…

Ruhn was snapped out of his thoughts when Y/N walked back into the room but breezed past everyone and up the staircase. Within seconds, he jogged up the stairs after her, “Y/N?” 

She walked into her room but didn’t shut the door. He took that as a cute for him to go in after her. Ruhn had never seen her so quiet, she usually opened up to him and told him everything about how she was feeling. Y/N never ignored him. Now that she was ignoring him that sent alarms through his mind. Had he fucked up?

When Ruhn shut the door, he watched as she sat on the edge of her bed and looked up at him. Something twinkled in her eyes but he couldn’t figure out what. The silence that surrounded them became suffocating so he said, “You don’t have to accept the mating bond,” he paused, “I won’t be mad. I’ll understand.” It took everything in him to not show how bad he wanted her to accept the bond or to say she would stay. If she did leave, Cathona spare him, he wouldn’t be able to look at another female for a very long time.

Y/N stood from her bed and walked to him, his heart pounding against his chest, “I want you Ruhn. I’ve always felt drawn to you and your kindness drew me in more. I think that’s why the bond finally clicked in when it did,” she cupped his cheek with her palm and looked at him with all the love in the world. Fuck, his heart swelled with the love this female was showing him.

“How long have you known?” she asked. He knew the whole time. The first night he met her, he knew. That tug against his ribs and the pull to her made him understand that Y/N was his mate. When he looked into her eyes for the first time, it was like the floor had been ripped away and he fell.

“A month,”

She watched him and he watched her. One second he was examining the planes of her face and the next his lips were on hers. His arm snaked around her waist and pulled her closer to his chest. His fingers tangled in her beautiful dark hair and gently tugged. A soft, sweet moan fell from his mate’s lips, making Ruhn’s cock grow harder with need. To be buried deep inside her… fuck.

Y/N pulled away first, her lips swollen and her eyes heavy with lust, she looked up at him, “I think we need to go back down to the party. We can accept the bond later,” she said breathlessly. Her palms were flat against his torso and he couldn’t help but think of all the ways he could put those hands to use. She had a point though, they did need to get back down to the party and celebrate with his sister. 

“I think Bryce would be pissed if we fucked right now,”

Y/N laughed, “Yeah, she would cut your dick off and feed it to you,” 

He didn’t doubt Bryce would too. 

If he did fuck his mate right this minute, he would feel guilty about it afterward. He knew he needed to be with his friends and family and not fucking. Ruhn really did want to please her, make her scream but he had brother duties to attend to. He didn’t just want the sex, it was the intimacy that he craved. Seeing someone for who they truly are and loving them regardless. That’s what love should be built on. 

to be continued...