#Project IYKYK bts

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Project: IYKYK bts this time for Noah (The one in a black v-neck) spoilers below if you care lol

Noah Jackson (Also just called Noah to differentiate)

An older and more mature version of Jackson from the previous post. Design pulled from my current design for Noah Moreau (ME OC)

SONGS: Prayers i by Teebs and BIRTHDAY by The Lumineers First song is a much more grounded telling of the past events. Revealing some more key factors that you tend to ignore when you're in a self-loathing state. Of course there's still melancholy felt, this idea that those around you hate you, but it's a borning and tiring feeling now. And there's signs that they want to help you, you just need to let them. And that leads into the second song, accepting that help. The only way to get yourself out of the hole is to grab the rope that is being provided. Letting yourself feel your feelings and get help for them. The start to the path of recovery.

ART STYLE: Still my same old style, and sketchy, but this time with solid lines, the background is just real photos/video footage now.

Fun notes/symbolism:

Bares a burn scar on his right shoulder, from the house burning. Did I say the house burning was a metaphor? Yes I did. It can also be reality. You can also say that it's a physical representation of an emotional/mental scar.

Noah's always been this character I've used to work through my problems, and a symbol of healing to me. So much so that I decided to take this name as my own at a certain turning point in my life.

Using a more solid version of the previous artstyle, I wanted to show that he's grown and has a much more solid sense of self, and understanding of his emotions. It's still sketchy and not clean because there's still more healing and work to do.

The choice to use real video footage/photos is to symbolize finally seeing the world around you, and seeing reality for what it is.

Noah represents the more mature and healing stage of this journey. Letting people in, letting them help you. With Noah's story that concludes the overarching series story. (Besides the outro song)

[inkyu]

This was an OC doodle page but someone in a discord server requested for me to draw Roxas from KH <333 (Trance is the green guy... his name isn't Chyo...)

[jikookficsdiarry]

Hello loves! How are you'll doing? I hope you'll got to watch AYS!! And were the happiest watching the show cause I definitely was🥹🤍 jikook are happiness for real🤍

I have a fic rec for you today :) It's my favourite tropes, enemies to lovers and a whole lot of bickering but oof the love kookie and mimi have for each other is unmatched!! Please read tags and give it a chance🤍🥹

New hostage added!! JUNGJI🤍 iykyk.

Take care loves🤍🥹

[thehoyden]

Hi friends! Chapter 2 is up - in which there is an important pack meeting, rules are agreed to, and then promptly treated like any rules in Run BTS episodes. (IYKYK)

[kithtaehyung]

some more crazy trios iykyk

SOPE????🔥🔥🔥 nary you’re a real one for this one. P.O.P was one of my top songs last year and these runs are…. good af.

goodness.

what’s your fave/an elite run of 3 songs from any bts album or solo project?

[benefits1986]

major_proposal.superfinal

How to be a master pitcher? Eto ka o. Eto.

Sa ngalan ng mga immersion ng avoidant niyong noona sa mga engagement emerut at wedding kemerlatik both for folio na wala sa online pati na rin sa mga paganaps ng mga XY in my hood, eto na. Lapagan na.

Paano nga ba ang proposal pro max? LUH.

First, alamin mo ang biases niya. Pero syempre, malagay ka ng "so what" mo para may lived experience kayong dalawa sa kung anong kaganapang ipapaganap mo. 'Di puwede 'yung nakita mo lang 'yung peg o kaya naman nasa Pinterest boards niyo lang dalawa. Huy. Ang aga-aga na naman.

Second, anong vibe? Nostalgic ba? Sob story is a super go-to reaction pero naman. Ganun na lang ba talaga kaya mo? 'Yung vibe is something na mala-Inside Out 2 na 'di OA. 'Yung parang nonchalant siya tapos kahit ayaw niyang mag-OA, sobrang tinde ng nonchalant na sapul na sapul, wala na siyang contentions.

Third, less is more. HODOR. 'Wag mong gawing homily na may grand vigil pa ang haba ng itatawid mong paganap. Ambobo lang talaga. Simplehan mo lang saka 'wag mo ng gawing matalino masyado, pero dapat 'yung choice of words IYKYK and nakaka-relate din naman kung sino mang gusto mong i-invite.

Fourth, never fucking use "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" Pinaka bobo 'yan sa lahat kahit na magpa-roll down ka ng malaking banner sa Petronas Towers or magpa-drone lightshow ka sa Tokyo habang nakasakay kayong 2 sa helicopter. SO WEAK. Soooooo weeaaakkkkk. Samples include:

A: Will you be my home forever? >> Slant: Expat na umuwi sa Pinas kasi akala niya homecoming party lang. Hahahaha. Boogsh.

Side Note for socmed post just in case gusto mo 'yung ganun >> Slant: Yesterday, she flew back to MNL. Today, we're coming home together, finally. EMS. Hohohohoho. Luh. Medyo panget pa, pero IYKYK, edit mo na lang. God bless.

B: Will you make my ultimate birthday wish come true? >> Slant: Birthday party nung nagpo-propose tapos boogsh. Hahaha. Plot twist 100000x.

Side Note for socmed post just in case gusto mo 'yung ganun: Slant: You are the birthday wish I never saw coming. EMS. ULOL. Mukha mo. Hahahaha.

C: Ikaw na bahala. Matalino naman tayong lahat e. Galingan mo na lang. God bless you.

Fifth, 'siguruhing maayos ang pagluhod. Tacca. Hahahahaa. Eto 'yung isang weirdo thingy na sige, okay. Gawin na 'yan sa ngalan ng gender roles na 'di naman talaga kailangan. Hahahaha. Kahit nga sa non-hetero proposals, may ganito pa e. HAHAHAHA. HUY. Easy. Pero, ayun, paki ayos kasi panget sa video. Paki practice lalo na if kalas-kalas na head, shoulders, knees, and toes mo at pati na rin siya, if applicable lang naman. God bless you more.

Sixth, 'yung drip mo at drip niya. 'Di naman need engrande. Kabobohan na naman 'yan. Basta dapat 'yung story mo, tuhog na tuhog. Example kung nasa Pulag kayo, iayon mo sa hindi ikaka-cringe ng mga kasama niyo sa peak. Paki usap. Iba 'yung clout chasers sa totoong nakaka-awwwww 'pag nacapture sa frame.

Seventh, work around a specific budget and timeline. Yep. Ganun talaga. Parang normal project lang 'yan nung grade school. 'Wag mong complicate masyado. 'Di mo na kailangan ng glam team o ano mang posh team diyan. Best pa rin handmade e na tank build 'yung BTS. Hahahahaha. Saka 'di mo mabibili 'yang ganyang takada. Puro.

Eighth... hindi ko na naman alam ang tamang spelling ng "eighth". It ate me up so early in the morning. Ayun. Iayun din ang ring sa kagustuhan ng pagbibigyan at sa lifestyle niya. Diamonds are not forever pero sige, 'yun kasi nakasanayan. DM me for quality leads ng mga suppliers. Hahahahah. Naging networking pala. Maraming options na mas may sense tulad ng turning the pet ashes to precious stones, black diamonds, blue and pink kaemerutan, atbp. What I'm saying is don't be basic. 'Di ka bitch if XY ka. Hahahaha. Kung XX ka naman, dapat mas alam mo na 'yan sa ngalan ng period na madalas synch sa monthly cycle niyo 'pag nasa isang bubong na kayo. Che.

Ninth, venue. 'Yung hindi baha. Haahahaha. Tacca na naman. Saka 'di mainit. Ganern. Kung sa beach, paki putok ang sunset with candy colored skies na walang filter. Saka 'yung dapat kakaiba kahit popular pinned location siya. 'Yung walang tao o asungot. Venue na 'di lang maganda sa paningin mo, pero 'yung pake ka at siya rin. Tawang-tawa pa rin ako sa mga proposals forda gram pero first time nilang pumunta doon tapos ligaw-ligaw pa sila papunta. BOBO. Ayoko na lang mag-talk because nga, mabait na ako.

Tenth, actually, puwede namang anti-climactic kasi 'di naman ibig sabihin na proposal pro max is a grand thing. 'Yung grand pang grand prix lang 'yan saka grand finals. So, tantanan mo na lang din kung 'di naman 'yan 'yung kagustuhan nung pro-propose-an mo. Baka sungitan ka lang tapos mag hard NO. Ikaw din. Ikaw bahala. Magaling ka 'di ba? Hahahaha.

Marami pa 'yan pero 'wag na lang kasi TMI na naman. :p Bahala na lang talaga 'yung mga susunod na kabanata mga bata. Hahahahaha. Peace out.

Nga pala, kung nagtatanong ka kung kaya ko bang magpa-event ng proposal? OO naman kaso 'di bayad kasi ayoko ng ayoko kausap saka bobo kausap na hambog levels 10000000x pro max din e. So, ayun. You have been fully informed na rin. Thanks. Warmest regards. BTW, so far, 101% batting average ko sa mga super rare projects ko na 'to. So 'wag ako. Tabi. Baka ako na lang magpropose? EMS. Hahahaha. PS1: Have to check talaga if kaya ng pain tolerance ko ng botox ng clavicle very soon. And syempre, kung magkano ba 'yun sa legit na pa-loadan. Hahahahahahahahaha. O baka ending, 'wag na lang kasi baka kung ano pang mangyari sa nananahimik kong kaluluwa noh? Malapit na ang December kaya naman, tacccaaaa girlyyy.

PS2: Parang malapit na rin 'to sa template ng wedding na mid. Hahahaha. Abangan? Abangan!

PS3: Congrats sa bagong proposal na na-approve. Good job-ish? Hahahahahaha. On to the next era na pala e. LUL.

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Project: IYKYK bts for Jackson (The e-boy looking one with the beanie) spoilers below if you care :3

Noah Jackson (referred to as Jackson to differentiate)

The original design for my ME OC, Noah Moreau, back when he was just supposed to be this asshole brother character and before I latched onto him and fleshed him out more. And then named myself after him XD

SONGS: Ful stop by Radiohead and April by The Lumineers The first song is just full of self hatred about the actions he took in past events. These events, once again will vaguely mirror the events of S.L. and Arz. There will be sprinkled in metaphors of his mental state during this time as well. The second song will be an entire metaphor for Jacksons mental state and how he deals with it.

ART STYLE: Very much my sketch art style. Since this is more grounded in reality of relating to me, but also not a fully fleshed person. So the opacity by pressure is turned on to give the lines more of a feathery (?) look. The background is just gradients or solid colours and vibrant lines to represent ideas/objects. You can also faintly see the construction lines.

Fun notes/symbolism:

Designed to look like an edgy teenage boy, cause he is one. Duh, vaguely wanted to replicate the e-boy style of clothing when I was in highschool, but also didn't want to create a complete e-boy.

There's a lot of house burning symbolism in his story to represent a broken mental state. If I pulled this from BRIGHTSIDE no i didn't, also it's sort of a funny coincidence. (I have old drafts of the original story ideas that I never followed through with, he did in fact burn a house down in them)

With the art style I wanted to represent that this is me basically explaining my emotional situation, at the time, with just the stories being fictional for anonymity sake (And even then they're probably gonna end up vaguely resembling my real life)

The background choice though is for ease sake, and the fact that it's more of a inner brain turmoil than what reality reflects.

The fact you can faintly see the construction lines also represents that his journey isn't complete, still being constructed ya know.

He represents facing your reality and all you can feel is torment and despair, viewing the world with jade tinted glasses. Hating yourself and viewing yourself as the enemy once again.

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Project: IYKYK more bts this time bout Arz (The red sweater one) Once again beware spoilers if you care lol TW talk of drugs and their effects, abuse mention

Arz (Don't ask bout the name. I can't be assed to rename them but it's related to my deadname. But it's also like, 3 letters so idrc XD)

Yes they're pulled from my time when I was in the 3ddsworld fandom. (censored to not show up in tags I'd feel bad). If you recognize them, congrats you've probably seen me on the Red Army Amino roleplaying and stuff. And if you were there, Much love I miss that amino, I had a lot of fun :P

Obviously their story is changing a bit cause I gotta disconnect it from that show, idk how much. The setting for the story isn't that important rn. As it is, they're in a violent group or something. Fucked environment ig.

SONGS: Red Sex by Vessel and Farewell by Bernth (Good song btw very pretty plz listen to it) (Yes they're both instrumental songs) The two songs are very very different but that's perfect for Arz. The first song will explore their relationship with other members and the group/world in general. The second song will explore them leaving that environment and falling into despair (This leads to the next characters story Jackson, Noah Jackson)

Since the songs have no words, the instrumental relates back to the emotional side of the story, so if you want an idea of the emotional listen to them :p

STYLE OF ART: Cartoony but gritty. Also has a pixelated effect, i really want to show that this is a dark world but also very very much not real. Since the setting isn't all that clear either (And it's more the people around them and the emotions that matter) the background take on more of a trippy, non-diegetic style. It's gonna be a bunch of patterns and textures and what not.

Fun notes/Symbolism:

Will there be presence of drugs in the story? Yes. Sort of using them to represent my own personal struggle with substance use, especially to cope.

They also just represent the "Bad Boy" I wanted to be when I was younger XD Never would happen I'm too much of a goody two shoes but hey, a look into my edgy middle school subconscious

S.L. ends up creating this world, as their way of changing one of their past decisions. Seeing what would of happened.

The story reflects on that fact, and shows that it would of been a different type of bad anyways.

The first song will parallel S.L's story as well. From this [REDACTED] will be fully revealed as [REDACTED] which will also tie into [REDACTED] (maybe on that last redacted) I want to show the strong connection between their two stories.

Reason for the backgrounds just being trippy as well is (i'm lazy) and to give it that intoxicated feeling. The relationships they have are intoxicating and abusive, with people and drugs.

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Project: IYKYK bts. AKA me rambling about plans and shit. Beware Spoilers if you care XD

Silver Leader Edition (the one with the fluffy hood)

Silver Leader (S.L) (lazy name ik, I'm a lazy man XD)

Pulled from an old sona I did back in middle school. Ofc everything I wrote about them is gonna be completely changed, the only thing staying is like the setting. I say that loosely.

SONGS: Input and Alarms/Lights by Faunts The story will follow their execution and aftermath, reflecting their emotions of regret and bargaining (or smth, I'm not good with the written world lol) A story told through flashbacks so the timeline is a little convoluted probably.

The songs lyrics reflect loosely on the story and more so the emotions of S.L. So dig into that if ya want. (Also just, the Faunts make good electronic music, their songs were used for the credits of ME1 and ME3 :> Also Hometown band represent!!)

STYLE OF ART: I'm thinking PMV style. The colours are all washed out and the backgrounds will be faint and murky. But still vaguely readable.

Fun notes/symbolism:

They are blinded after their execution because of [REDACTED] representing that they have an incorrect sense of truth. Also I just wanted to keep that detail of them. Idk it's important to me (They used to be called Blind Leader. I never did name them still haven't)

They don't have a name! They have no identity besides being the leader. A bit of a workaholic if you ask me

The art style represents how dull life can look when you loose your sources of joy. Everything still looks bright (like whitewashed) though because it's also supposed to be dreamy(?) distant idk. Fantasy <3 Also it's a snowy world cause I love the winter. Snow<3 But it's also a more realistic art style to keep it somewhat grounded in reality.

since the logo is like swirls, I'm thinking of using snakes for a poison metaphor. They're letting the poison sort of take over their emotions/world view basically.

Their story leads straight into Arz's story as well (which I wil dive into on Arz's page)

They represent blaming oneself and ones decisions. Wanting to change those decisions because you feel like you'll get a better outcome. As well as viewing yourself as a monster who has destroyed the lives of those around you. But the story around them represents that they have a twisted view on the situation. A self defeating view of the situation. Mind you this is Part 1 of the over arching story

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Project: IYKYK bts, Spoilers Beware if you even care lol. Rambles about the general project, if you want specific characters/songs look in the tag

Okay so plans are, an over arching story broken up into little stories. The videos can be viewed independently and still be entertaining, I think I have 2 songs per character, at least you can watch just the character and get their story.

ALSO! Each character has a specific style, art style, style of video to tell the story, and maybe they show up in the other styles as well when there is cross overs :3

As of right now, there are 4 characters (5 if you include myself, but there's not really a story there more just an intro and outro to the series. These vids will probably be confusing and maybe not that interesting but whatever XD Idc)

Each character does in fact tie in with one another!! even if it's in weird round about ways and sometimes won't be shown on screen and is just a tidbit for me to know :P

I pulled all the designs from my old Sonas and Oc's (That are basically self inserts at this point), for reasons. (Look it's basically me telling my life story through fiction to keep it somewhat detached) Though they're getting vague make overs and story revamps. I also pulled these specific characters as representations for specific points in my life, the original creation date and the mental state I was in during those times.

I tried to choose songs that resonated with me and I listen to a lot, but I had to scratch a bunch of songs, and find some new ones I've never listened to. But it worked out and I found new songs I like! Was originally gonna have a lot more Brightside Album songs by the Lumineers and Tame Impala songs but it did not work out. I'm just glad I was able to get 1 brightside song in there. Even if it sounds vaguely out of place. The playlist may change overtime too as I flesh out these stories more.

While I work on the videos, I am planning on making still pieces to go along with the stories. Thumnails, posters, just like scenes in general. Whatever pops into my head. Though thinking about it posters would be cool af. Also I have more experience making still pieces that moving ones. But my brain works in movement so weird balance I have to walk.

The styles I came up with will probably be more bare bone for the video parts, just to save time and my sanity XD

Basically this entire project is for me to strengthen my redesigning and writing muscles. As well as bring a piece of work to completion that is completely my own. AND work through my own problems or i guess, release myself from them. It's my final send off to that chapter of my life. Two birds one stone :) Or should I say mountain cause this really is a huge project (in comparison to what I've done in the past) INTRO/OUTRO: Intro song: Pyramid Song by Radiohead

Introduces moi, starts in reality to a dream state, from here it introduces the main sonas and situations briefly, with hints that these people are in fact representations of myself.

Outro song: Impression from the ICO soundtrack

Concludes the story arc, leaving the fantasy of these events behind to face the reality of these events. To be myself, and not hide behind fiction and convoluted metaphors of my own emotions. Waking up from that dream.