#Process Stability
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THE DOCTOR We had a pact, him and me. Every star in the universe, we were going to see them all.
My version of The Master and The Doctor in their Academy days 😊
A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on april 1st!
#doctor who#thoschei#doctor x master#academy era#my art#My thought process for their appearances here was sort of an average between their incarnations#the doctor is mostly taller and has messier and usually lighter hair while the master is shown to have had black hair in a flashback#also since Hartnell had white hair as an old man and we are not sure what color his hair was I thought what if it was always white#I've seen most draw him as blond but couldn't find any sources for it so I just went with this instead because it looks cool#I had fun making Prydonian robes designs!! I would love to design a bunch of Gallifreyan fashion for each Chapter and House it seems so fun#I also wanted to draw a Gallifreyan night!! since I never see any depictions of it even tho the planet should have nights#even if it's a binary system since the orbits would have to be very large for gravitational stability both suns would set at similar times#anyway I'll stop talking lmao 🫡
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they 100% want you to feel jealous of them
(★ my Kofi)
#my art#dreamworks trolls#trolls fanart#trolls hickory#trolls branch#trolls#this one was done entirely on the tablet#i tried turning on the line stabilizer and it kinda worked? I can't really tell#it also forced me to use the bucket tool for the first time in my career since. uh#my entire process is optimized for a tiny ass phone screen lol
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young prince
#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#oc#art#my art#tian#HIII I DID THIS ALSO IN PROCREATE??? LEARNING#my hand is rly steady so i've never needed a line stabilizer but procreate made me feel like SHIT until i. changed the ipad angle jalsdgj#it's rly forcing me to reconsider everything re: my process lmfao once again we are Learning#anyway hi it's my baby he's 23 here so 10yrs and some change before the story starts.......#he works 3 manual labor jobs and is completely insane at this age and i love him#babies au
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my neurons are snapping like cat gut strings
#i dont often express this because i dont like being a negative wet ball about my art#but ive always been very hestitant to paint#i feel like im not really. cut out for it? my art process is usually very streamlined#and painting kinda takes away that restriction#but im finding my style.... this was a big step for me :-)#csp is very good for a loose approach to art#because i kind of fucking stand its stabilization settings#so a lot of my usual techniques are out of question with it#(i utilize high stabilization a lot when working in medibang)#so im having fun just winging it with my lovely 4 stabilization pencil brushes....#i like texture. csp has plenty of it#medibang brush settings arent as advanced so i was never really satisfied with my attempts there#anyways#im fucking boiling in acid i hate these two#keroro gunso#sgt frog#keroro#dororo#blood#knife
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hi!! first of all, i love your art and would die for each character. second, what paint program do you use and which brush? im just getting into art and i have procreate, but i can’t find a brush i like. :(
Thank you:3
I use Procreate, too. The basic, simple round brush for comics. And the "pencil" brush, for the more detailed stuff
#for comics it's like..#no textures#no stabilization#no anything that can slow down the process#only s p e e d
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Even if he already knew his friends were going to face him with hatred and resentment, because since he was a child he had known only violence and disgust at the hand of his own mother, even if he was facing mortal danger and betrayal from them, until the very end Will only thought about protecting them because they were the first people in his whole life he called friends, the first people in his whole life he allowed himself to grow emotionally attached to. And even when he realized that the illusion had shattered, that even Violet, his best friend and the person he believed in and whose affection he valued the most, hated him, he still couldn't transform his hurt in resentment, he couldn't forget his affection for them because it has been maybe the only reason he had wanted to fight, to live for after Bowhill.
And when James came back to him, when Will thought there was still one single person in the world who knew the truth and didn't hate him, there was still a chance to be loved for what he truly was without secrets and lies, the hurt and the betrayal didn't matter anymore because in Will's eyes the love and the acceptance of one single person was ENOUGH to wipe the sorrow and the guilt away, it was ENOUGH for Will to not feel alone in the world anymore, because even if he had lost his friends, his mother, his sisters, Violet, he still had James.
And then he realized that he couldn't have even that, the Collar around James's neck a cruel reminder that, again, he was unlovable, that the only way a person would choose him was under constriction, and not by free will, that every single word James were saying was hollow, like his past with his mother, like the life he was going to live for the rest of his days, a hunted animal, a hated monster, a fearful unnatural thing that should not even be in the world, that should be killed for sins he didn't even commit or remember, because it didn't matter that he was Will, it didn't matter that he was a child, a lost boy. The story repeated itself, the violence and the hatred coming at him again and again, without a way out, a chance to free himself from their vicious circle. All Will had ever wanted was to be Will, a friend, a brother, a son, a lover. And what hurt the most in the end is the realization that he would never have the chance again because no one would give him one.
#i finished dark heir#i dont know what to do with my life#im feeling sick im feeling insane i want to sit on the floor and stare at the wall for the next year#no seriously the last 5 chapters destroyed me#and i haven't even processed the collar#i don't have the mental energy nor any emotional stability to do so#im going to cry again about will so excuse me#dark heir#dark heir spoilers
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You know, 6am might actually be too early to watch a video of an actual, real medical procedure for adding plates to broken ribs just to write a quick paragraph for a fanfic.
#yall reading the House of Elle series i'm ao sorry for what all this research is for#i'm gonna bookmark it for later though#not sure what time it stops being Too Early but i can at least tell you when it is#to be clear i do think the whole process is fascinating (especially since rib stabilization is startlingly new on the treatment scene)#but watching a vid of an actual real person getting the surgery for it is just a little too much this early#fanfic#just fanfic writer things
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A-and then *hic*...he said...*sob*...he said "You're always right Ciel. There was no Father Christmas. That's why...I'm sure there's no such thing as God either."
#i dont know why this hits me so hard#its just that when he was little he was so full of positivity and belief#his parents said santa was real#so ofc he was#and when the cult took them in and fed them he genuinely believed they were being saved#that scene really showed how much that month broke him#in a different way than the other scenes in the manga do#that was him still having SOME form of stability in the presence of r!Ciel#and while still in the situation and therefore unable to fully process it#yet he still shows how something in him broke#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#o!ciel
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wish we all as fandom people didnt generally see shipping as hoping characters fall in love and end up in a romantic relationship bc that sometimes is not the appeal of it
sometimes shipping is just throwing them in a cage fight with an only one comes out alive rule and seeing what happens next
#it is THE INTERACTION. THE PROCESS.#yes this is about r76 again and how i adore them as a ship and dont usually like them TOGETHER#oughHhHHhH i cant word this right.#but stability makes them Not Fun#sms
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#Robin processes emotions on main#living with my parents is going so wellllll#I'm thivingggggg#overall it's fine I'm just. rrrrrrrrrr IT'S SO HARD TO FEEL LIKE AN ADULT THIS WAY I'm always caught in this defensive mode#which ends up making me self-destructive because I feel like doing good / being proactive is What My Parents Want Me To Do#so then I associate doing good mentally with loss of autonomy and it's making me freak out#cycles of depression... cycles of SOMETHING anyway#I need a job so bad. I need stability. and therapy. man... I want therapy so bad but I just cannot afford it rn#and moving out? (hopeless laugh) in this economy??#WAUGH#I just hate feeling like everything I'm doing is being watched!!! hate it so much!!! it's making me self-destruct!!!#okay I'm done <3 handing you a scone if you've read this far#with the power of God and anime on my side I just might make it out of here someday
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Getting up at 5.45 tomorrow to go to a work seminar in Manchester at 9 to hopefully get back home for around 6.30 so I have time to make it to Leicester so I can go cinema with my mum and watch the Edward Scissorhands ballet broadcast at 7 so I can get back home for probably around 11pm so I can go to bed and get up for work again the next day at 6.55
#Originally I was meant to be going on my own so I was gonna get the train up tonight and stop overnight#But then they say oh this coworker is going also :) and he can drive so you can both take the pool car :)#And he hates to be away from home so we just going to Manchester and back in a fucking day and doing a days work in the process#I'm gonna have to rack up about £70 in taxi fees and honestly I'm not even sure they'll approve the second taxi#Cuz that'll be from his home to Leicester which is like double the distance than my home#Which is really annoying cuz otherwise I could've got the bus for £2#God it's gonna be like 5-7 hours in transit tomorrow depending on traffic#I'm gonna be really annoyed if I miss the showing as well cuz that was planned in before the seminar#Oh and I don't get overtime so there's not really any way I can claim back those hours spent in travel#On god I need the financial stability to go down to 4 days a week 😭😭😭😭
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ohhhh i didn’t think it was possible to be more exhausted than i was this morning. but here i am
#was at my sister’s house for like 4 hours planning and talking abt what needs to be done#i felt So fucking bad this morning. now i am in slightly better spirits but im just Completely exhausted#i hate all of this. i hate that i have to be here in this house for this. i hate that so much falls onto me bc of that#i hate that i was ready to get stabilized here and then this shit happened#and i hate that no one else in my family hates him Nearly as much as i do so i feel completely alone in having No good memories#and i hate that i had to experience the entire process of him dying firsthand#between his deterioration and him being collapsed on the floor#i hate that no one seems to understand how deeply traumatizing that was#i hate that everyone is saying nice things about him and he traumatized me So deeply and was just a piece of shit imo#and i hate tjat i have to continue living here and grieving over someone who i have fucking hated my entire life#and provide emotional and physical support for my mom who i also 75% hate#anyway. fuck my life ig
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Around three years ago I said no to brush stabilization, it was more of an experiment to see how it will work out, plus I was transitioning from sai to csp and didn't like how stabilization worked
oh boy am I having the time of my life trying it again
#suo shut up#art talk#i don't know where i got the idea that using stabilization is not very good#it was very good of experience! but I think I just might stick with some level of stabilization for the enjoyment of the process
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This year was so bananas for me i feel like i lived lifetimes in these 12 months
#so much change all at once im still trying to like stabilize myself#some good some like horrific ngl#but hey we're here now!#i haven't really processed most of it still because its just so much but im on a good path!!
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guess who is getting put on meds
#they think i’m bipolar#idk if they’re even gonna officially test me or js start me on mood stabiliziers#there was talk of anti anxiety anti depressants mood stabilizers and adhd meds#but idk which they’re actually gonna do#i’m lwk confused by the whole process#i’m also getttinr a 504 i think and seeing a therapist#so. ywah#ummmm oh and i have to take one of those dna tests to find out what meds would work for me#to delete
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sigh. my excuses of focusing on my career and education are gonna run out soon so i'm gonna get a single date dress (tm) and re-up my shapewear and accept the pain of the dating cycle
#i need to stabilize into a dual-income household#if i manage to scrape a single iota of romance out of the process i'll consider it a win
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