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A dragon will never be a god unless people themselves make it a god.
Po Chü-i, A Dragon in the Dark Lake
#Po Chu-i#Bai Juyi#A Dragon in the Dark Lake#dragon#Lunar New Year#Lunar New Year 2024#Chinese New Year#Chinese New Year 2024#Year of the Dragon#poetry#poetry quotes#Chinese poetry#quotes#quotes blog#literary quotes#literature quotes#literature#books#book quotes#text#words
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A Message To Po Chu-I // W. S. Merwin
In that tenth winter of your exile the cold never letting go of you and your hunger aching inside you day and night while you heard the voices out of the starving mouths around you old ones and infants and animals those curtains of bones swaying on stilts and you heard the faint cries of the birds searching in the frozen mud for something to swallow and you watched the migrants trapped in the cold the great geese growing weaker by the day until their wings could barely lift them above the ground so that a gang of boys could catch one in a net and drag him to market to be cooked and it was then that you saw him in his own exile and you paid for him and kept him until he could fly again and you let him go but then where could he go in the world of your time with its wars everywhere and the soldiers hungry the fires lit the knives out twelve hundred years ago
I have been wanting to let you know the goose is well he is here with me you would recognize the old migrant he has been with me for a long time and is in no hurry to leave here the wars are bigger now than ever greed has reached numbers that you would not believe and I will not tell you what is done to geese before they kill them now we are melting the very poles of the earth but I have never known where he would go after he leaves me
#poetry#W.S. Merwin#Po Chu-I#American poetry#Chinese poetry#geese#letter#climate change#winter#exile
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Po Chu-I
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A Wip and a lil doodle ig JSNSJ (they drive me sick, both of them duos./pos)
“you look so beautiful”.. iykyk
#aimsey#yippee#art#aimsey fanart#doodle#fanart#guqqie#c!aimsey#c!pearlescentmoon#a!aimsey#a!guqqie#i love this silly goobert they’re so silly#fan art#asmp#asmp fanart#I need more aimsey and pearl content pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls rizzes u up/j no but fr pls make a!pearl canon or smt AGRAA/po#goddam that’s one long tag#chu is epic#quote you look so beautiful unquote.. reference warning
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Mo ran and chu wanning really need to start communicating I swear to god I can't take this anymore!!!! Talk to eachother already!!!!!
I would put them in a box together but they've already shared a coffin!
#im on vol 4 like the end of the farm arc#i hate them/pos#they make me sick#mo weiyu#mo ran#mo ran x chu wanning#chu wanning#the husky and his white cat shizun#erha#erha he ta de bai mao shizun#erha spoilers#ig
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I can’t bring myself to stop until the overweight bmi dx on my chart gets changed to underweight
#doc: why are you so focused on weight?#me: you bring it up every time I’m here and get cold if I don’t go down on the scale??#I hate being weighed with clothes on I know I wear big chu#chunky shoes but like why must it add to my weight and make me feel bad?#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#thiinsp0#thinspø#from me#th1gh g@p#tw ed but not sheeran#@n0r3x1@#pro for me not for thee#thin$po
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i love u guys :D
#heres a dumb one#zeus as zee-yus#finding out it was pronounced zoos was too much for my 12 year old brain#oh and hades as haydz#im seeing a pattern here XD#i will continue to pronounce posthumous as the lord intended#wdym its pos-chu-mus???#no thank u#lol
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05.12.24 UTRZYMANIE WAG1 dzień 643. Limit +/- 2100kc.al.
Wybrane posiłki:
Nie liczę kalor.i od: 148 dni
Hej, dziś dniówka w robocie. Nic ciekawego. Jutro nocka i będę miała bardzo luźny tydzień.
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Tak sobie myślałam o wczorajszym dniu. No na przykład objadlam się chlebem tostowym.
Nie jest tak, że mi się nie zdarza - czasami się potknę. Czasami na prawdę mam nadal ten "rush" kiedy jem i to jest chu*owe...Czasami jem z nudów (to już w ogóle mega chu*owe) Ale nie pisze o tym za często - bo po co?
Nie na tym to polega, żeby męczyć siebie za wpadki i potknięcia i tak za dużo tego w tym środowisku.
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Doszłam do wniosku, że między lunchem a obiadem potrzebuje przekąski solidniejszej za to obiad zostawiła bym na kolację - po prostu w wolny dzień zamienię miejscami dwa posiłki - 4-5 godzin to za dużo przerwy. A jabłkiem się nie najadam... Natomiast w dni pracy ten układ działa. W dni kiedy idę na noc do pracy też działa - bo między lunchem a obiadem śpię. Kombinujemy i zobaczymy.
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W pracy nuda ale szybko zleciało. Na zakończenie dnia Svenson jedzący groszek i Svenson na kuchence
Dobrej nocy wam życzę
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Hwii! :3 *waves* dowll nu know if chu do hsr or not .. ;0 bwut can chu do uhh.. Cg neuvi (genshin) hcs?! :3 (/nf, doll luvs ur blog.. /pos)
hi!! sorry, this request has also been sitting in the inbox for quite some time, but now I will finally make it!! also, no, i cant do fics and headcanons for hsr since i don't play, but i can still make paci edits or moodboards/stimboards <3!
ACTUAL "don't forget to hydrate" final boss. (ノωヽ)
final boss of literally any possible sentence that starts with that actually. he's very responsible and has a good memory, all needed in being the chief justice of fontaine. so he'll always make sure you take any medicine you might need and have had enough food and water!
though i can't imagine him being too playful, and when he does try to engage in games he comes off as abit awkward...
he makes up for it though by buying you any toy or little gear you may want hehe (o˘◡˘o)
when it comes to quality time though,
even if he can't play, he brings you around everywhere. bring your kid to work day basically!
water tasting, letting you scribble on empty paper in his office, shopping, tea parties in the gardens of the mermonia along with the others and so on...
probably wouldn't take you to trials though since he's worried the atmosphere might be too much for a kiddo (⌒_⌒;)
the main nickname from him would be "little one".
uwahh this made me realise i dont have a lot of headcanons 4 him...
but he definitely gives the best uppies, and due to how tall he is he manages to make you feel effortlessly babyish!!
#sfw agere#age regression#agere#fandom agere#safe agere#rosarette’s writing#genshin impact agere#genshin agere
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THE FLOOR PLAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 omg chu your effort im holding you so gently in my hands...
the bathroom is a great catch though because?! if it's not in his room then where would that be, too?! there aren't any doors left omlll 😭 but also if that's so, then that's a bit awkward in terms of accessibility... imagine having guests over and having to redirect them to your room just to use the toilet fhjsjfhshjfhs crying
...but also in that case... then i feel like it also definitely makes more sense for the bedroom to be in the bigger space near the dining area, as the kitchen seems prettyyyy small from what we see in moment's respite 🤔 what if the plants we can see in the background are from the balcony ......... is that even a thing? a kitchen overlooking a balcony? 😭😭
my godddddd 😭 my head 😭 i'm wondering if it really is just a lack of consistency, but holy cannoliiii if xavier's room layout is already confusing as heck, imagine trying to piece together sylus'....
Some kind soul brought back this 360 view of Xavier's apartment!! 😭😭
It's on Weibo: https://m.weibo.cn/detail/5006502584648208
These comments caught my attention:
Basically, someone was noting that the wall behind the sofa on the left, shouldn't be a door and it was just a shadow from the skylight. And they were curious where Xavier's kitchen would be. And OP was like "Couldn't find a kitchen, so I dug out a kitchen" 😂
Another person asked which memory it might be from and OP said that it was from Xavier's character video
And I went to check... yep... Where the heck is Xavier's kitchen?! 😭
Did he just not have one? Or like is his kitchen a whole adjacent aparment? (⊙_⊙)?
That door behind the sofa seemed too much like a bedroom door, and the other side is already the hallway to the entry way and another door that's likely to just a storage closet...?
His entry hallway didn't seem to have any other paths that might lead to a kitchen either...
This is all assuming that one door behind the sofa does not lead to the kitchen (i mean it really doesn't look like it)
Some random thought/speculation: Maybe he just closed off the kitchen area since he didn't think he'd really cook. Not like him or any other Philosians needed Earth food to survive. And then maybe he really did open up the fake wall that blocked the kitchen off after having met MC. Perhaps this is why there wasn't much mention of exploding kitchens from other tenants before MC arrived and Xavier started trying to cook? I'm running this based off my memory so uh... pardon any mistakes. I need to go re-read and re-listen to all his cards and stories again to double check 😂
But all in all...
INFOLD CONSISTENCY PLS? OR EXPLAIN???? 😭😭😭😭 Or heck! Just give us a whole apartment tour of everyone's places! That'll be fun~
Like the promotional VR event they did when they were promoting the game during release! Imagine being able to run around in VR in any of the guy's place 🥺🥺🥺 And then getting lost in Sylus' mansion... >>;;;
#chu you're insaneeeee 😭 (/pos)#THE FLOOR PLAN HELPS A LOT TO TRY AND VISUALIZE IT THOUGH...#please infold i need a tour of his apartment like#yesterday !!!!!
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magical kiss ! ┊ ft. riddle rizzhearts
synopsis. lipstick and kisses
containing. fluff, fem reader, intended lowercase
her notes. i hate him the pathetic lil man /pos
sunlight peeked over your window, as you opened your lipstick, and put some on your lips. the shiny light red color perfectly complimented your black dress with gold accents.
you looked over your phone, 5:43. you best get going otherwise your date would 'cut your head off'. tidying up, you grabbed everything you needed and headed off.
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you both sat on one of the tables, waiting for your orders.
"..you truly look delightful tonight, [name]." riddle complimented you once he saw you. you returned the comment, seeing him redden slightly. "you get quite flustered easily riddle." as you let out a giggle." "well— i seldom get complimented so that might be why." he said while clearing his throat.
although out his conversation with you, all he could think of was your lips. he just wanted to kiss you. quite out of character for him, but you just had him captivated! how could someone be so perfect?
you picked up on his staring, "riddlee, you've been staring at me for quite a while" with a smile on your face. he was startled quite a bit when you noticed. "you just look stunning." more than stunning! he was mesmerized!
especially on your lips. really, his thoughts were a repeating mantra of 'they look so pretty, i want to kiss them." while that didn't seem particularly obscene, riddle was still embarrassed.
but it seemed as his thoughts started to leak out. "can i kiss you?" he suddenly said. taken aback by the sudden statement, you face heat up. "h-huh?"
crap. did he say that outloud? "o-oh, my apologies. i didn't mean to say that." he flushed red too.
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the night was darkening, and the date was ending. "thank you for tonight, riddle. i really enjoyed it." and there it was again, that sweet smile of yours. the smile that made him fall in love again. "ah, no problem." greeting you back.
"oh and i almost forgot," you stepped closer to him, cupped his face and—
chu!
lips pressed together, in solace and under the moonlight. was riddle dreaming? it all felt too real. too sweet, too much. you tasted sweet, sweeter than the strawberry tarts he ate.
and the kiss finally broke, there was an inch between the both of you. you were left to gaze at his eyes.
everything was simply perfect.
#kiss kiss kiss from day 1 by rv#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#twst riddle#twisted wonderland riddle#rosehearts#riddle rosehearts x reader#twst riddle x reader#riddle x reader#twst x reader
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i love your art........ /pos 🫶 you've been my inspiration for a good while when i first joined the fandom and like!! you're malaysian too so it's nice to feel not alone!! <:D
THANK CHU AAAA !! HAPPY TO KNOW THAT !! ;0; 🫂🫂🫂🫂✨✨
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hiii can we rq a lvl 3 of Daisuke from Mouthwashing? :3c thank you!!
hereee u gooo tired my best to build him as source accurate as i could given witht he infooo >:) hopeee uu enjoyyy -💊
Name(s): Daisuke, Keisuke, Sasuke , Daiki, Taisei, Taiyo ,Daigo, Taiki, Daiso ,Daishin ,Tadashi
Nickname(s)/Title(s): The Kid, Clumsy Intern
Pronoun(s): He/Him/she/her/they/them/fae/faer/chu/chy/lae/lace/hie/hym/hiz/xe/xem/xers/ze/hir/hirs/
Age: Late teens/Early twenties/ 20, 22, 23, 17, 19,18
Gender: Male, trans ftm, constellunyx, spacecowboy. nonbinary, demi-boy, demi-girl
Sexuality: Bisexual, gay, straight, obsessio-romatic, insougay, amatriromatic, , ambifleuric, ace, bi-curious
Species: Human
Role: sympton holder, memory holder, hapiness holder, non-rolled/roleless, lover, , naivety holder
Source: Mouthwashing (video game)
Emoji sign offs:🌴💛😊
Front triggers (pos/neg/neu):
Positive: Excitement about new experiences, praise from others, happy memories, good memories, hapiness,
Negative: Failure, criticism, abandonment fears , trauma, bad memories, gettin triggered
Neutral: Routine tasks, discussions about the past
likes: Smiling and making others happy, Trying to prove himself despite shortcomings. Forming connections with crew members (system members), Eating sugary foods, Going to arcades, Vintage thrifting Playing board games with friends (specifically mentioned with Anya), Attempting to follow rules and please authority figures
dislikes: Being seen as incompetent, Failing to live up to expectations. not being let to help out due to pl expecting him to imdeatly "screw" things up/ make things worse, Being seen as useless or unhelpful, Being criticized or undermined by others (especially Swansea), Struggling to find meaning in life, Being away from home and living in a stricter environment, Being perceived as aimless or without direction in life,
Personality: Optimistic, enthusiastic, naive, determined, insecure, loyal to go more in dpeth; Daisuke starts off as a joyful but very clumsy and insecure young man. He grows to become more confident and brave throughout the story. He uses his time wisely by making those around him smile, serving as a beacon of light in dark situations, hes Easily the most optimistic member aboard the ship. Almost always enthusiastic and excited about things happening around the system, . affable and peppy in his exterior demeano. Despite his cheerful exterior, he struggles to find meaning in life, feeling like he's a disappointment for struggling to do things right .He often looks to authority figures in the system and tries to follow the rules whenever possible .He has a tendency to feel incompetent despite his efforts. He has a habit of eating sugary foods and drinking Dragonbreath mouthwash, Daisuke seems to have come from a somewhat privileged background, as Jimmy hints at his possibly being from a wealthy family ("mommy and daddy" would have him covered) though this is left ambiguous
Typing Quirk: May type in all caps when excited or upset
Faceclaim:
Daisuke's appearance in the game (tall young man with tanned skin, semi-dyed brown hair, almond-shaped brown eyes, round face with moles)
extra: Daisuke initially didn't want to take the internship on the Tulpar His parents arranged for him to do the internship, seeing it as a way to help him find direction in life. Daisuke has a complicated relationship with Jimmy, who openly dislikes him. Daisuke seems to have a friendly relationship with Anya, enjoying playing board games together, The kanji for his name might mean "big, assist," which is ironic given his perceived lack of usefulness , The hibiscus flower in his outfit has cultural significance - it's offered to pray for the happiness of those who have passed away
hex code: Light Coral (#F08080)
#alter packs#build a headmate#headmate pack#alter creation#alter pack#build a system#build an alter#headmate creation#willowgenic
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shiz and giggles list jmen, která reálně mají/nedávno měli lidé v česku
(part 3, [mostly czech, asian and pronoun-like] short names; per 2016, kdy je KdeJsme naposled mohlo sbírat)
Ban (1 jméno, dřív i příjmení)
De (2 příjmení v Praze, 15 ex jmen)
Ill (31 příjmení, hodně v Náměšti nad Oslavou)
Ell (5 příjmení), Illie (1 jméno)
Elf (1 příjmení)
Ič (2 příjmení, FM)
Iš (16 příjmení, jižní Morava)
Ižo (10 příjmení, JV a SV cíp ČR) vs Ižóf (8, úplný S Čech) vs Ižof (4, úplný J) vs Ižol (4, Hradec Králové) vs Iž (9, Přerov/Zlín) + Izsó (14), Izso (3), Ižyk (1) a dřív i Izo
Id (2 příjmení, Praha)
Re (17 příjmení, skoro všichni Šumperk), Ré (5, taky)
Le (4 jména, 569 příjmení)
Ly (5 jmen, 6 příjmení)
Or (14 jmen, všichni v Brně + 2 ex příjmení)
Ot (1 příjmení)
Xi (další sudden ex jméno i příjmení), Wi, Ri
Ro, So, Xo, Co, Pho
Ra, Ka, Xa, Ca, Na
Xe, Te, Ce, Ve
Si (1 jméno + řada složených)
Xxx (do 2011 obojí; komunikace s těmi lidmi by mě *fakt* zajímala)
Pan (do r. 2011 51 jmen a 4 příjmení)
Lo (po redukci 2011 zůstalo 1 příjmení), La (4)
Do (1 jméno, 241 příjmení)
Vo (49 příjmení, ex jméno)
Ko (1 příjmení, ex jméno)
Lé (1 příjmení)
Foo (1 příjmení)
An (5 jmen, 1 příjmení) + složeniny, Am (ex jméno)
Ye (1 jméno, 7 příjmení), Yeová (2)
Yu (4 příjmení), Yuová (1), Yú
Au (2 příjmení), Ou
Du (1 jméno a 5 příjmení), Bu (stále 1 příjmení), Cu (6), Ku (2), Gu (1), Lu (1)
Mu, Fu, Ru, Su, Ju, Nu
Wu (1 jméno, 11 příjmení, ale do 2011 jich bylo 232 + 1 Wuová)
Tu (nyní 7 jmen a 3 příjmení)
Hu (17 příjmení, ex jméno), Chu (ex 11 jmen a stále 62 [dřív 267] příjmení)
Vu (6 jmen a 365 příjmení, ze jmen tohohle typu top přeživší)
Xu (19 příjmení, ex jméno), Qu (ex příjmení), Qi (jméno ještě ano)
Ky (34 ex příjmení), Ký, Ny, Hy, Dy, Cy
Go (1 příjmení, ex jméno), Ge (8 příjmení, 2 ex jména)
Yi (jedno jméno), Ai (taky)
Ia (6 ex jmen)
Ke (2 jména, ex příjmení), Que (1 jméno, ex příjmení)
Ač (11 příjmení), Áč (25), At
Oo (dvě ex příjmení), Uu (dvě ex jména)
Be (1 příjmení, 10 ex jmen)
I, A, E (vše ex obojí)
Y, Ý (ex jména)
O (4 ex příjmení)
Ayu, Uy
Ay (8 příjmení), Aw (1 příjmení, Kyjov)
U-sa
Aia (jméno, Luhačovice)
Bi (ex 2011)
Sy (1 jméno, 1 ex příjmení)
Ba (9 příjmení)
Bá, Da, Dá, Tá, Bé
Bo (stále 3 jména)
Mo, Moo, Boo (vše ex 2011)
X (ex jméno)
Ya (jméno, Brno)
Ha (dřív 487 jmen a 365 příjmení, teď 22, resp. 66), Che (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Chi (3 příjmení v Kolíně + 2 jména), do r. 2011 taky Cha, Há, Cho a Huh
Tu (7 jmen, 3 příjmení), Tú (2 jména)
Hop (33 příjmení, ale i 2 jména)
Cá (1 příjmení, Cheb)
Cé (7 příjmení)
Ok (2 příjmení [ÚnL, Kladno], ex jméno)
Ox (3 příjmení, Teplice)
Oi, Oi Tak, Od, Ng, Šé, Oh, Ol, Ip, Is, Ib, Xú, Lý, Sú
Ťie (1, Praha)
Ji (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Di (1 jméno, ex příjmení), Mi (1 jméno i příjmení), Mí (ex jméno), Zi (2 ex jména)
Vi (4 příjmení, 14 ex jmen), Wi (5 ex příjmení)
Li (23 příjmení a 36 ex jmen), Ni (5 ex jmen, 28 ex příjmení)
Ut, Út, Er, Ur, Uz, Us
Fˇs, Bˇk, Wˇs (ex 2011)
Ině, Iňová (celkem 15, jižní Čechy)
Iňa (jméno, Hlinsko)
In (ex 1 příjmení + řada složených jmen), In Santi (3), Im
Pa Sait (1), Paa (1 v Karlových Varech)
Ma (4 příjmení, ex jméno)
Maąa (do r. 2011 jich bylo 5), Paąa (těch bylo dokonce 10)
Ao, Ąaąo
Bang (1 jméno), Bong (1 jméno i 4 příjmení)
V Yun (ex 2011), V Yacheslav
I ching, I ting, I ying (tj. varianty originálního názvu Knihy proměn)
D' Escragnolle Taunay, D´marco Odremán, Sita Nzolamesso Da S S (etc.)
pod. Al -, El -, Ó - (etc.) příjmení
Inyi (1 příjmení v Litovli)
Uyi (1 jméno v Ústí nad Labem)
Yuy Sya Gen, Sha Re Ja
Uj (11 příjmení, Ivančice + Vysočina), Új (ex)
Uc (8 příjmení)
Oz (3 jména v Brně, 1 příjmení)
Sič (30), Síč (65 př��jmení), do r. 2011 i Sick
Onn (1 jméno, Brno), Oňa (1 příjmení, Bystřice p/H), Ong (2 příjmení, západ Čech)
Úa Séaghdha, Ün
Ág (3 příjmení, Blansko)
Lala (3 jména), Lála (1)
Chat (3 příjmení, dřív i jméno)
Gag (1 příjmení, Brno)
A. C., B K, K C, K. C. (ex 2011 příjmení), J C (ex jméno)
Jo (do 2011 obojí), Joo (26 příjmení, 1 jméno), Joová (4), No (ex), Ne (do 2011 jméno), Nee Tha Blay
Jojo (do 2011 příjmení), Nou Nou (2 v Brně)
Man (ex 18 jmen, příjmení běžné: 528)
Md a Mhd (do r. 2011 spousta arabských jmen, vyřazeno)
Jazz Jasper (Aš), Jax (Praha)
Je Young (ex jméno)
Gay (1 příjmení v Jihlavě, do r. 2014 i 1 jméno), That Gay (ex 1)
My (8 jmen a 1 příjmení)
That (ex 4 jména)
Ho (39 příjmení, dřív i jméno), Hoe (3 ex křestní)
Vy (1 jméno a 2 příjmení, Praha)
Ty (1 jméno)
He (2 příjmení, dřív 6 jmen), On (3 ex jména + složeniny, 1 ex příjmení)
His (2 příjmení, Přerov)
She (1 ex příjmení), Ona (19 ex příjmení), Ta (46 příjmení, 1 jméno)
Her (3 ex příjmení)
Oni (2 příjmení, 1 jméno)
Ono (2 příjmení, Brno)
To (18 příjmení, ex 6 jmen)
Them (1 jméno)
Nic (3, všichni v Orlové)
End (1 příjmení v Jablonci)
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chu wanning that stares at himself in the mirror and insults himself (like in that one chapyer iykyk) and he breaks down and when you take your insecure shizun in your arms and cuddle him and reassure him hes enough, he grows SO attached.
sorry i just love chu wanning i want to give him the biggest hug
as far as I understand it was written by "I" from an alternate universe because to be honest mood<///3 /pos /j
let me warm up in your shores
♡ comforting, pet names, crying wanning is awakens something in me, teacher/student (pre-teacher/student) implied, in chinese it is not customary to address simply by first/last name but we ignore this
It turns out that shizun is soft.
Soft, delicate, with skin that looks not at all like white jade, but like soft fabric; like a cat, which looks like a sculpture carved out of stone, until you touch and realize that the 'sculpture' is nothing more than a fluffy cloud, while a cat moves, exposing a vulnerable warm belly in which you want to bury your nose, trusting you even if he knows what he's doing.
You want to bury nose in shizun too — in his strong, slender neck; inhale his subtle scent, somewhat reminiscent of a blooming apple tree, feeling his, it turns out, hot heart beating under thin pale skin. Shizun is not hard at all — he is so soft, delicate, and his whole appearance sounds like an elegy, leaving something inside you to respond indistinctly even when he is silent, but you know that his mind sometimes does not stop and does not fall silent, poisoning everything inside.
When you gently hug him, comfortingly pressing him to your neck, running your fingers over the white fabric of clothes, not hearing sobs, — shizun has never been loud, he is always quiet, always calm, something small and hiding, as if avoiding the eyes of the world, — but feeling how the fabric has soaked with water dripping from black eyes.
You want to say something, but what can you?
The silence seems almost transparently crystal, as if a little more and it will fall like frost on cold-sensitive body — when his fingers timidly touch you, you can feel how cold the tips are even through the fabric of clothes, although part of your mind is sure that this is impossible, — but for some reason it seems so important to make sure that he's not freezing.
The hands seem soft, sluggish, as if do not belong to you after they have touched the body of a shizun, — not so distant at all, but so close, dear, human, — his hair is jet black, falling on such fragile but strong shoulders and back like a curtain, — but he only exhales faintly inaudibly when you stroke, gently rocking him like a child, while his fingers tightly grip the fabric of your clothes, not letting and not wanting to move away.
“You... you are such a human, shizun,” — you whisper at random, pressing thin, vulnerable body to yours, warm and strong, never been so strong, and CHU WANNING only hiccups in response, trembling slightly, while his face seems to be trying to press into your neck, looking for a safe place where he can stay forever, hiding from the whole world as well how he hides from others, constantly moving aside, like an unattainable celestial.
No, not the "unattainable celestial."
Just like you.
Human.
“You are so human, shizun, so beautiful...”
CHU WANNING whispers something, but you can't understand what — even if you really want to, for the first time feeling him so close, not physically, but also in some intimate, deep sense, as if everything inside you is stretched, like the most intense moment in a battle — but at the same time you are shackled by an incomprehensible longing and the excitement swirling into a ball of something you can't name; the words are on your tongue, but all you can do is cling to CHU WANNING and let him cling to you, so much as if you can slip out of his hands like a dawn haze — and he will die the second he doesn't find you in his arms.
Your hands entwine him like strong walls, hiding him like the shell that he always wears, avoiding anyone who might want to see what is hiding under the hard shell, the cocoon that he himself made — but, in your opinion, CHU WANNING is already a butterfly.
He's already enough.
He is not at all disgusting or wrong; and not at all grotesque; and not at all a 'monster'.
Even if later — you are sure — he will look away with slightly red eyes, pursing his lips, with impotent anger and self-hatred, letting you know that he will never let such a thing happen again, and will hate if you decide to talk about it.
You don't regret anything.
“Shizun, shizun, Wan—... shizun.”
CHU WANNING sobs — for the first time — in response, and his arms hug you especially tightly, a little more and he will break your back, but you can't respond with anything other than stroking and cuddling, hearing faint intermittent sighs that sound deafening than any sobs.
“It's okay... Shizun. It's all good. You're beautiful. You are so beautiful. I am so glad that you exist in the world.”
A soft sob; the nose, hot and wet, presses against your neck while he fidgets slightly, pressing even closer, as if sticking. So touching, like a little kitten. Finally warmed up and loved.
Needed.
“I am so glad that you have appeared in my life, shizun... Wanning.”
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Wczoraj rano D. owszem powiedziała mi, ze po południu odstawiamy moje auto do warsztatu, ale jakos zapomniał mi powiedziedzieć, ze do warsztatu w Warszawie.
To kurna miałam niespodziankę, jak wpadł przed 17 i oznajmił, ze szybko jedziemy. Zapowietrzyłam się i myślałam, ze go ukatrupie. Nie jeżdżę na codzien po Warszawie, dla mnie to odrębne drogowe uniwersum jest, mało mam doswiadczenia w takim mieście i mnie to stresuje.
A tu heja i jedziemy, nie wiedziałam gdzie, bez nawigacji i jeszcze autostradą pokierował, a ja ni chu nie znam tych nowych rozjazdów, bo to sie dopiero co wybudowało.
No ale huk, pojechalismy. Na mieście oczywiście korki, wyczynem było, żeby go nie zgubić, ile tam na pewno bluzgów na mnie poszło, ze nie wpuszczam ludzi to nawet nie chce wiedzieć :D. Udawałąm, ze nie widzę, jak mi machają łapami :D. No ale jakbym go zgubiła tak ament, bo ja nawet nie wiedziałam, gdzie jedziemy :D.
No ale ostatecznie zdałam egzamin na śledzenie chłopa po Warszawie :D Odstawiliśmy to auto, nie wiem na ile. Ale pewnie bedzie mi kazał jeszcze nim wrócić. W drodze powrotnej próbował załągodzić sytuacje i kupił mi frytki z lodami w Macu :D
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