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# Dcu x Dp 177
Danny is having mix feelings his parents believed that his powers were the cause of ecto contaminated and was making him sick and slow killing.
While the bat's and birds think that he is also sick they belived that the powers he has have made him think he is dead and have given him something called walking corpse syndrome
The batfam believes that Danny is a meta with Cotard's syndrome and are trying to convince him that he is not dead. While also making sure that he does not die for real because of starvation or injury/infection.
Cotard's syndrome ( aslo called walking corpse) a rare mental disorder in which the affected person holds the believe that parts of their body are missing, or that they are dying, dead, or don't exist
#My post#Dcxdp#Dp x dc#The bat's don't think the powers themselves is what make Danny think he is dead#But how his power are like that of a ghost has made Danny come to the conclusion that he had dead#Batfam trying to gaslight Danny into believing that he is alive#Danny not knowing if this is better or worse Than Jack and Maddie reaction#Batfam thinking his powers are the cause of it but not wanting to block them in case that his powers are keeping him alive#Please tell me if I got the definition worng
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The list of prompts
I use a list of prompts to let fate decide what I should write, for both my imagines and the Jessica/Aubrey drabbles I write on AO3. This is this list.
You want me to write one of those prompts? Let me know! :D
All the credits for these go to @deity-prompts and @creativepromptsforwriting!!! None of the prompts are my own!
"Wait right there, donât move!"
"Thatâs a good look for you."
"Could you repeat that?"
"Hey, have you seen theâŚ? Oh.â
"Everythingâs going to be fine."
"This isnât exactly what I had in mind."
"Are you flirting with me?"
"Must be a day ending in y."
"Stop trying to cheer me up!"
"You want me to do what?â
"Itâs never too late."
"Please stay."
"If thereâs one thing the world needs more ofâŚ"
"Iâve got one word for you: sing-along!"
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Can we pretend I didnât just say that?
"That is one hell of a mess."
"Thereâs something Iâve been meaning to sayâŚ"
"Last time I ask you for a favor!"
"Come on."
"I need this."
âDonât make it into a big deal.â
"You forgot to say the magic word."
"Where the fuck did that clown come from?"
"Iâll never unsee that."
"Can I tell you a secret?"
"This oneâs on me."
"Iâm lost."
"Give me a hand."
"I think you missed your calling."
âThis didnât work out as I had intended.â
âUrgh. Definitely not.â
âI will prove you worng. Just watch.â
âLetâs kiss and see where it takes us.â
âIdiots. They are all idiots.â
âIf I have to tell you again, I wonât be this nice.â
âWell, this went horribly wrongâŚâ
âHow do you become accidently married?â
âI hate us sometimes.â
âWhy are you wearing my skirt?â
âItâs impossible to get rid of me.â
âSometimes, I donât know why I put up with you.â
âThis is stupid. And kind of fun.â
âPlease tell me, this is not why you woke me up.â
âI may have lost it.â
âYou and me - movie night.â
Letâs grab the food and get out of here.â
"High heels do look good on you.â
âRoadtrip!â
âI prefer not to be disturbed.â
âWe should have been in bed 3 hours ago.â
âThis is a stupid excuse.â
âWhy wonât you let me braid your hair?â
âAre you awake or asleep?â
âI canât smile at you, Iâm mad.â
âWell, itâs never too late.â
âOh, look! My will to live⌠itâs gone.â
âJust five more minutes.â
âWhere did you get the flowers from?â
âAlright, letâs make a deal.â
âYouâre so easily distracted.â
âCooking is an art form.â
âAre you a witch?â
âThanks for nothing, I guess.â
âThis is so stupid.â
âYou canât handle my beauty.â
âIs that my shirt?â
âThis doesnât smell like roses.â
âWho do we have here?â
âIâm annoyed, to say it mildly.â
âNot sure what you mean.â
âSmells suspicious.â
âTomorrow will be better.â
âI donât know how I feel about this.â
âLies. Just lies.â
âCould you spare some change?â
âWell, we canât fix it now.â
âIâm not touching that!â
âYouâre not getting sea sick, are you?â
âItâs not what you think it is.â
âDid you eavesdrop?
"I canât believe weâre friends sometimes.â
âHow was I supposed to know?â
âThis fits perfectly.â
âStay there. Iâm on my way.â
âLetâs get some ice cream.â
âThe world is not ready for us.â
âWhat kind of sick dream is this?â
âYouâre a legend, man!â
âThe feeling is mutual.â
âDoes this make sense to you?â
âIâm just so tired.â
âDo I really want to know?â
âThe government doesnât want you to know about this.â
âI volunteer myself to go last.â
âYour handwriting is atrocious.â
âThis whole thing is a mess.â
âWe were never prepared for this.â
âThings are worse than I thought.â
âNot our brightest idea.â
âDid you see that?â
âHow did you get it destroyed like that?â
âBye, bye, you wonât be missed.â
âThis is a nightmare.â
âI have secrets you donât know about.â
âI like that itâs just about us. Not anybody else.â (secret relationship)
âLetâs bet on who will out us first as a couple.â (secret relationship)
âWeâre going to tell them, when weâre both ready.â (secret relationship)
âI kind of like the secretiveness.â (secret relationship)
âItâs had not to smile at you all the time, when weâre out with our friends.â (secret relationship)
âBe safeâ
âMake sure to come back to me, okay?â
âI got these because I know theyâre your favouriteâ
âI saw this earlier and I thought of youâ
âGive me a hug pleaseâ
âIâd really love it if you cameâ
âPlease stayâ
âJust- uh ⌠try not to die. Iâm really not bothered to replace youâ
âYouâre leaving already? Nooooo~â
â[insert very specific insult]â
âWell maybe I like having you alive, ever thought about that?â
âYouâre the only one I really want to be thereâ
âYouâre my everythingâ
âIâd rather be hurt and be with you than be okay without youâ
âI think in every reality, I still find youâ
âI want to make something for youâ
âThere are people who love you, you knowâ
âDedicated to [character name]â
âI did this for youâ
âI would give all of this up for youâ
âStop worrying about you? Stop worrying about you?! I can barely stop thinking of you!â
âI wish I could stay here forever. Just me and youâ
âThankgodyouâreokay-â
âI wonât admit that I missed youâ
âI made it the way you like itâ
âI canât stand not talking to youâ
âI didnât ask you to do thatâ âYou didnât have toâ
âDonât move - Iâll get it for youâ
âTell me all about [thing/person their partner is interested in]â
âYou wonât take care of yourself so I willâ
â[talks dreamily about their future with their partner]â
âWhen am I going to see you next?â
âI was thinking of youâ
âYouâre worth itâ
âIâd rather just hang out with you, if Iâm honestâ
âI really like your handsâ
âYouâre the only reason Iâm coming backâ
âI am not leaving youâ
âI knew you werenât dead. I refused to believe it- I knew it couldnât be trueâ
âShut up and kiss meâ
âIâll take care of you as long as you need meâ
âYouâre not alone anymoreâ
âItâs okay itâs okay is got youâ
âYou donât have to pretend with meâ
âWhenever Iâm with you I am realâ
âJust you and me; thatâs all I wantâ
âYouâve finally rendered me speechlessâ
âYou are the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seenâ
âIf only you could see yourself as I see youâ
âOf course I waited for youâ
âYouâre the only thing that mattersâ
âIâll always come when you need me toâ
Referring to someone as âmy [insert name]â
âPlease, tell me everythingâ
âI havenât felt anything like this beforeâ
âNothing in your past will ever stop me caring about you and loving you for who you areâ
âI wasnât sure which flavour you wanted so I got all of themâ
âYou donât need to pay me back, itâs my pleasure I promiseâ
*talks about their future* *later talks about the same future but with their partner as a part of it*
âWeâll get through this together, okay?â
âKeep it. It looks better on youâ
âIve been dying to do this with youâ
âDonât say another word- Iâm on my wayâ
âWhat did the world do to deserve you?â
âYou make me happy all the timeâ
âIâm gonna go take a nap, wanna join?â
âIâm ready to be serious now. I promiseâ
âI would kill for you- not another person or anything. Iâd kill a spider or someoneâs hopes and dreamsâ
âYou do be kinda sexyâ
âHmm? Oh sorry- I kinda zoned out while looking at your face ⌠what are we talking about?â
âIâll be with you every step of the wayâ
âI canât say no to that faceâ
âDonât worry- itâll be a lot prettier at our weddingâ
âIM NOT LEAVING YOU BEHIND!â
âWhen I get out of here Iâm taking you with meâ
âWhen the world does eventually end, thereâll be a little house on top of the horizon. Itâll be small and in shambles and always smell of laundry but itâll be perfect. Thatâs where weâll live- in our little house on the edge of the worldâ
âYoure family nowâ
âI will always be your best friendâ
âI donât want this to be a one time thing!â
âYou are more than your flawsâ
âIâm staying here whether you want me to or notâ
âThis oneâs mine!â
âIâm just waiting it out until later when I can crawl into bed and cuddle youâ
âDid I buy this cologne/perfume because you use it and the smell reminds me of you? Yes yes I didâ
âYou donât have to waste your day doing this with meâ âNothing is a waste as log as youâre thereâ
âUgh your FACE I LOVE ITâ
âYouâre the [blank] of my dreamsâ
âWeâll get through this together, okay?â
âThe last thing I want to do is hold you backâ
âAsk anyone- since I met you, Iâve changed for the betterâ
âAnyone with eyes can see how beautiful/talented you areâ
âYou got thisâ
âGo kick ass you beautiful machine of deathâ
âIâm here whenever you need me, okay?â
âIâve never taken anyone here beforeâ
âI want to be in your life, if youâll let meâ
âUgh our kids are gonna be awesomeâ
âI thought you leftâ âNope, just making pancakesâ
âI never want to let you goâ
âI canât believe you remembered thatâ âI remember everything about youâ
âIâm so proud of youâ
âDid you just call me sweetheart?â
âTake my affection before I choke you with itâ
âIs it okay if I fall asleep here?â
âI can keep you company till you fall asleepâ
âI canât imagine my life without youâ
âYou complete meâ
âIâm counting down the days until I see youâ
âI love your apartmentâ âOur apartmentâ
âSorry for borrowing your clothesâ âDont be. You look great in themâ
âOne more kiss?â
âIâm so glad I met youâ
âCan I try some of your food?â âOf course. Open wideâ
âThanks for believing in meâ
âDonât worry, Iâll take care of youâ
âYouâre breathtakingâ
âYou can me are gonna conquer the world. Just you waitâ
âI never wouldâve guessed that you were into thatâ
âIs it too early to kiss you?â
âYouâre a menace to society. I canât wait to see you againâ
âI hate you so muchâ âYou so that, but youâre totally gonna take me on a second dateâ âYou have a pointâ
âSorry my mum just called- Hey mum! Iâm just on a date with someone who claims to marry me- oh theyâre getting on one knee, stand up youâre gonna make a sceneâ
âWow your childhood was deprived. Iâm gonna show you what you missedâ
âEver heard of the 36 Questions that lead to love?â
âItâs been a while since Iâve been on a dateâ
âFirst kiss- thatâs a lot of pressureâ
âWhat are your Valentineâs Day traditions?â
âI know itâs a cliche day for a proposal but âŚâ
âWhen you said a romantic surprise, Iâd didnât think that Iâd be meeting your parents!â
âHow fitting that we met on Valentineâs Dayâ
âIâve been meaning to confess somethingâ
âWe were never just friendsâ
âThereâs no reservation under that nameâ
âYouâre dumping me? On Valentineâs Day?â
âIf you make me watch one more rom-com, Iâm going to dieâ
âIâm trying to tell you that I love you!â
âIâve been dying to take you hereâ
âI hate to tell you this, but Iâm allergic to those flowersâ
âGod, youâre beautifulâ
âI know tonight has been a disaster-â âI got to spend the whole day with you. I call that a successâ
âOur friends have been waiting for this to happenâ
âIâve wanted to do that for a long timeâ
âShut up and kiss me againâ
âIâll be honest, I would kiss you so hard right now if my breath didnât stinkâ
âHa, your dream guy kinda sounds like meâ
âYou look gorgeous- I mean, you always look gorgeous you just look especially gorgeous right nowâ
âOf course I love you. Youâre my best friend / youâre like a [sibling] to me / youâre familyâ
âWhoever you marry will be lucky to have youâ
âThereâs no way A likes me. I mean- come on- look at them. I would never be good enough for themâ
âThey donât deserve you- okay?! You deserve someone who treats you like royalty because you deserve nothing lessâ
âWhat? I donât like A! Why would you say that? No really- did A say they like me?â
âWeâre bros. Weâre bros! Best bros. Just brosâ
âI mean, Iâd totally kiss you if you askedâ
âYou said we were just friends. âJust friendsâ donât do ⌠whatever we just didâ
âWHY DID YOU AGREE TO GO CAMPING IF YOU HATE THE OUTDOORS?!â
âCan you put sunscreen on my back?â
âStargazing is overrated. Iâm going back to sleepâ
âI used to come here all the time as a kid. Itâs smaller than I rememberâ
âOh my godâ âPlease donât be madâ âOh my godâ âIt was a mistake I promiseâ âOh mY GOD!â âIâm sorry-â âyOU ATEÂ ALL THE GRANOLA BARS?!â
âHow long have you been feeling like this?! Youâre clearly sick!â
âHow are you still standing?â
âShut up and tell my what your favourite type of soup/tea isâ
âHere. I always cuddle this when Iâm sick and it makes me feel betterâ
âBold of you to assume I own medicineâ
âIâll be right over with chicken soup, a blanket and a Disney+ subscriptionâ
âI hate to ask this ⌠but whenever Iâm sick thereâs a movie I watch ⌠can we watch The Spongebob Movie?â
âShut up you love me. Why else would you be here, taking care of me while I hurl into a toilet?â
âIâd kiss you if I didnât just throw upâ
âMy temperature may be hot, but youâre hotterâ
âJust ⌠stay, pleaseâ
âDonât worry, Iâm not going anywhereâ
âWelp, Iâm dying. Time to draft the will!â
âI need you to promise me you wonât cryâ
âYouâre in my head more often than I wantâ
âIf you canât see your friends in person, what are friends for?â
âI tried to terminate this war with you, but you wonât let it goâ
âCan I be real with you? I canât look past some of the things you doâ
âWrite me back soon, I love youâ
âYour smile makes me smile. No thatâs cringe ⌠your laugh makes me laugh- thatâs even worseâ
âI miss my lover, manâ
âAnother chapter in the history of wrong guysâ
âMen are kind, until theyâre notâ
âWait for meâ âI willâ
âSay something, talk to meâ
âWhat makes you think Iâd lose my mind for you?â
âPlease donât get morbidâ âRightâ âItâs just that I havenât died yetâ
âI see how you look at my sisterâ
âYou donât know you the way I doâ
âI swear to fucking God Chris, Iâll turn this fucking car aroundâ
âDude, sheâs just not into youâ
âAnd itâs my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to dieâ
âEverything is easier when youâre homeâ
âWhy does it hurt to love you? Why am I in pain?
âI came out here for one thing; and that itty bitty one thing was to forget about youâ
âWhat happened last night? Are you really here?â
âI should tell you that I think of you each nightâ
âI donât need you to sell me on reasons to want youâ
âIf I could begin to be half of what you think of me, I could do about anythingâ
âYou make me happy all the time and you know Iâm a total dickâ
âI know Iâve played with hearts before, donât have the heart to play with yoursâ
âI canât get you out of my head, nowâ
âHey good lookinâ, youâre so out of sightâ
âIf you could see the way that you look to me, I bet that youâd be amazed at the sightâ
âI wouldnât leave you. I would hold youâ
âWhoâd believe that we two would end up as lovers?â
âYou came out of nowhere and you cut through all the noiseâ
âItâs so easy to forget that we have barely even met but I want no one elseâ
âIf life has an ending Iâm glad to be spending this little time with youâ
âIâve decided I must ride you till I break youâ
âYouâre the one I chooseâ
âWhat if when he/she/they see(s) me, heâs/sheâs/theyâre only disappointed?â
âYou look just the same as I always rememberedâ
âJust say something, and break the silenceâ
âHeâs not here. I am hereâ
âIâve been alone so long, I didnât even know I was lonelyâ
âSheâs just this girl that I met on the internetâ
âWe were born to make historyâ
âItâs not a conspiracy theory. Itâs true!â
âYouâre doing it wrongâ
âIâll never find one that fits"
âYou did what to my house?â
âWhen I was praying, I didnât think you were the one listeningâ
âItâs not an addiction. Itâs a coping mechanismâ
âI ran out of stampsâ
âShe always was a beautiful liarâ
âHe told me I had the only oneâ
âYou canât keep holding that over my headâ
âAfter all this time, itâs finally finishedâ
âTechnically, itâs not illegalâ
âI canât believe you let me talk about that for an hourâ
âThereâs something under the bedâ
âKeep it down! Iâm trying to sleep!â
âI didnât really like that song you recommendedâ
âWhat in the early-2000âs-rom-com?â
âNo no no youâre telling the story all wrongâ
âI never learned how to driveâ
âMy shift is over, please let me go homeâ
âYou cut your hairâ
âNone of these trophies are mineâ
âToo tight! Too tight!â
âI saved you a seatâ
âThat really didnât live up to the hypeâ
âI ANGERED ONE OF THE CLOWNS WE NEED TOÂ RUN!â
âYouâre afraid of heights? Why did you go on the Ferris wheel?!â
âIf a genie offered you three wishes, what would you wish for?â
âSo ⌠you married?â âTried the marriage thing, didnât really work outâ
âIâve spent forever thinking about what Iâd say to you when I saw you again. Now that youâre here in front of me, I canât seem to find the wordsâ
âItâs good to know that youâre still the same old Aâ
âWe said weâd be friends forever, now look at usâ
âListen ⌠Iâm sorry about how we left thingsâ
âYouâre making a fool out of meâ âYouâre making a fool out of yourselfâ
âIf I want to get through the night, Iâm gonna need a lot more alcoholâ
âYouâre cute when you blushâ
âYou okay B? Youâre acting strangeâ âYup! Yep yep yep couldnât be better. Just a little hot- is anyone else hot?â
âA, I will make you pay for hisâ
âIâve never seen you squirm so muchâ
âWhen we meet your parents, Iâm gonna get my revengeâ
âI love embarrassing youâ
âIâve never been so humiliated in my lifeâ
âOh come on, I know you can do better than thatâ
âYou promised me a challenge. Do you always disappoint like this?â
âAw youâre ticklishâ
âIf you wanted to cuddle you couldâve just said soâ
âI thought you were gonna teach me a lessonâ
âDamn, you really enjoy pinning me downâ
âIâll get you next time, mark my wordsâ
âHold my handâ âI donât want to hold your handâ âSuck it up you have toâ âI hate you so muchâ âShut up and hold it alreadyâ (fake dating)
âI told everyone we came in here to make out. That should buy us some timeâ (fake dating)
âDONT COME IN! WEâRE UH- HAVING SEX!â (fake dating)
âIf I canât call you honey, what pet names can I call you?â (fake dating)
âLook, that right there totally meant nothing. Weâre just committed to this âfake datingâ thing so much that we made out behind this building. It happens!â (fake dating)
âBe real with me; how much of this was fake?â (fake dating)
âThey left- you can let go of my hand nowâ (fake dating)
âEveryoneâs gone, why are you still kissing me?â âBecause I donât think I can stopâ (fake dating)
âYouâre my new pillowâ
âIf we both want to fit, weâll have to cuddleâ
âThis is my favourite place in the whole worldâ
âI want to stay up with youâ
âDance with meâ
âCome on. Tell me a storyâ
âWe need to talkâ
âYou let this happen to himâ
âYouâre not who I thought you wereâ
âJust hold meâ
âWhat a waste of a perfectly good dressâ
âYouâre too muchâ
âI kept all the postcardsâ
âI never learned how to swimâ
âIâve been practising all year and I think Iâm ready to show youâ
âThis used to belong to my momâ
âYouâre going to have a fate worse than executionâ
âJust imagine the old ghosts that fill these roomsâ
âI never thought Iâd come back hereâ
âI sent you so many letters, did you not get them?â
âIâm sick of being ashamed of who I amâ
âThis is your final warningâ
âI donât believe in luckâ
âHow is this not enough for you?â
âI want you to come with meâ
âTonight, letâs forget about the rest of the worldâ
âI canât believe the train is lateâ
âSomething bad is brewing down thereâ
âLetâs promise to never forget tonightâ
âYour jokes arenât funny anymoreâ
âI thought that was lost foreverâ
âOof, who died?â
âYou couldnât have worn something more appropriate?â
âI didnât know which one you wanted, so I got them allâ
âI donât need a new year to be a new meâ
âYou will never redeem yourself. Stop tryingâ
âPut that away, people are watchingâ
âMy mother used to say thatâ
âI feel like Iâm suddenly wide awakeâ
âYou look really good in my clothesâ
âThis reminded me of youâ
âYour hands are warmâ
âI just want to relax in your armsâ
âLetâs go homeâ âIâm already homeâ
âMake a wish!â
âI could just stare at you foreverâ âCreepâ
âIâm so lucky to know youâ
âYouâre the most beautiful being on the earthâ
âHold meâ
âYou smell amazingâ
âI wish you could see the way I see youâ
âWhat are you doing?â âI was trying to make pancakes but it didnât exactly workâ
âThis isnât just a(n) [object], itâs a promiseâ
âSing to me againâ
âCome back to bedâ
âYouâre the only person I want to spend my life withâ
âMy parents love youâ
â. . . sorry, I talked too muchâ âNo no no not at all. Keep talkingâ
âOh my god you never told me you could cookâ
âOur kids are gonna be *mwah*!â
âCome on. Iâll show you how to danceâ
âI canât believe I never heard you sing beforeâ
âI know you had a bad day, so I made you cookiesâ
âLetâs go and look at the starsâ
âIs that . . . is that a dog?â
âIâm gonna need someone to kiss at midnightâ
âI canât stop thinking about youâ
âGet on my shoulders, youâll see betterâ
âIs be a great parent, Iâm just sayingâ
*Fogs up mirror and writes a message*
âI never thought I could miss someone this muchâ
âNot to be drastic, but I would jump off of a cliff for youâ
âYouâre breathtakingâ
âYouâre my new pillowâ
âItâs time that you tried my world famous Mac & Cheeseâ
âRemember back when we were kids?â
âHereâs another fun fact-â
âI donât know what Iâd do if something happened to youâ
âI slept for . . . like . . . six hoursâ
âYou come here often?â âThis is literally my houseâ
âThis is my favourite too!â
âEither burn the book or buy me a pizzaâ
âKaraoke with me or Iâll never talk to you againâ
âYouâve never been to the beach?â
âAre we locked in?â
âAre we locked out?â
âI had a dream about you last nightâ
âRemember when we came here as kids?â
âWhoâs kid is this?â
âThis is why I hate IKEAâ
âNo offense, you look like a raccoonâ
âMy hair is stuck!â
âI think thatâs mineâ
âCanât wait to meet the familyâ
âOnce again, Iâm getting the urge to start a small businessâ
âNo more breadsticks for you. Youâre addictedâ
âQuit trying to change the subject! You need to tell her what you didâ
âWhat do you mean you forgot your trousers?â
âJust sign it, pleaseâ
âYouâve never seen Mamma Mia?!â
âIâve been dying to show you thisâ
âWhen things go wrong, you talk to someone; you donât put a witch curse on someone!â
âHide! Weâre not supposed to be hereâ
âYou stole this design!â
âDonât you dare touch meâ
âYou let them do this to me!â
âYou donât deserve this painâ
âWhy donât you go crying to them then, huh? Thatâs what you did last timeâ
âI canât kiss you knowing that they kissed you tooâ
âLeaveâ
âI told you to stay away from meâ
âI canât believe you forgotâ
âAll you care about is yourselfâ
âI thought I told you to never come back hereâ
âI canât even look at youâ
âThis is what your selfishness did!â
âYou are evil, cruel, foul and you break everything you touchâ
âItâs okay if you donât blame yourself because I sure doâ
âPlease donât leave me hereâ
âEvery time I try to fix something I just make it worseâ
âYou donât deserve what I put you throughâ
âNightmares again?â
âEvery time I close my eyes, I see their face(s)â
âItâs all just . . . too muchâ
âEveryone Iâve loved has gotten hurt. I canât let that happen to youâ
âSo all those times you said you loved me, they were just jokes?â
âHey, you gotta stay awake, okay?â
âI just wanted to see your face one last timeâ
âYou didnât want to hurt me? Well guess what asshole, you hurt meâ
"It's called safety pin for a reason."
"Fine. I'll do it."
"That's really wonderful."
"I could use a hug right now."
"You're so stubborn!"
"Kiss me and/or shut up."
"Where does it hurt?"
"Honey, I'm home!"
"I would kill for dinner right now."
"The future is a mystery."
"Can't believe your still alive."
"Did you hear that?"
"I won't be participating."
"You're welcome to try."
"This looks kind of weird."
"How did you get in here?"
"Oh, the naive youth."
"This is definitely what you think it is."
"Are you trying to make me angry?"
"It's truly a miracle."
"We're way too drunk for this."
"Following the rules is boring."
"Good morning and goodbye."
"That was... interesting."
"Well, it is what it is."
"Last chance!"
"Not my first choice."
"Oops, too late."
"So many ideas, so little time."
"It was nice meeting you."
"You have to choose now."
"No. Not going to happen."
"Better say our goodbyes now."
"I won't let this happen."
"Everything went according to plan."
"We will not go there."
"Hmm. Not what I expected at all."
"The wonderful world of high school drama."
"Believe me, it was a struggle."
"Hard cash is a girl's best friend."
"Fine, let's do it."
"You live to annoy me, don't you?"
"I don't anything you say."
"Let's forget any of this ever happened."
"Well, that's your bad."
"Come on, take my hand."
"Bake me a cake, and we'll talk."
"Funny that you say that..."
"Is that my present?"
"That's my final answer."
"Looks good on you."
"How would you know that?"
"There are worse ways to die."
"Come on, let's be real..."
"Oh, I love how dramatic this is."
"What did you say?"
"I don't like this at all."
"Would you please just kiss me?"
"Why would you even care?"
"A day at the zoo, is what you need."
"This feels wrong."
"I've been thinking about you."
"Are you sure about that?"
"Don't worry, I got this."
"You're so crazy."
"Why are you always so dramatic?"
"I swear, it's the truth."
"None of this is my fault."
"You do know that we're in public, right?"
"I like that about you."
"Would you just shut up please?"
"Safety first!"
"You do have a stupid face."
"It was just a joke."
"Promise me just one thing..."
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First off let me say, I love her and want to be with her some of this may seem mean but all I can do is my best to get the complete msg out there and out there clearly.
Honestly after as open and honest as I've bene, and after putting up with this sick game, after telling her every last thing about myself, and after telling her every feeling I have for her, there's nothing I can say now toake her believe me.
If she throws all that away, because I forgot something wene asked, than honestly Itell still hurt, but I can definitely get over her, and I'm not saying that in a mean way.
These past 3 weeks, I've just had to put up with alot and and bene on a emotional rollercoaster, and you know what, ill still do it and would do it again of there was even a chance with her.
I just have this problem were I need to know information about potential threats/hazards/BS and she's never bene in a world like, were you have to plan for every single outcome were lives could be the price of not doing that, she dosnt understand, but that's one of my flaws I carry from my past, because I've seen a fucked up world were you don't just see your home town, wene your mind is on the globe as a hole and just haveing to consume news and media and know what's going on everywhere becuse you have to be ready to go there in a moment's notice to go fight and die, I spilled blood on the other side of the world so that people here don't have to think the way I do and experience what I've bene threw, you have to transform your mind into a mithoducal and cold calculated risk assessing thing, you have to imbrace that there are people in the world who want, you, your loved ones, and your fellow countrymen dead, all because they just hate that you exist
A good quote that summarizes why I'm this way, and it really speaks volumes
- good men do bad things, so that you can lay your head down at night and never have to see the reality of how terrifying the world is.
you have to fortify your mind and start thinking in a completely different way to love that life, you have to be ready and willing to do so really Hanis shit to keep the people close to you safe weather it's your brothers in arms or your family, because the world is nobody's friend, and I'm a product of the military mind set, it was our job, to find people and distroy them. And how I find people now is a extremely waters down version of why kinds of resources I had than.
But here in good ol' america you don't destroy people, you don't hunt down people, you don't phisicaly hurt someone unless it's a last resort, and a peacful agreement cant be reached. This is all just step to take preventative action latter so a real problem can't happen.
So lets talk about a little backdrop to set the tone for what all that means, so there's this other guy that if me and her got together like I've bene blogging about, I see a possibility of him being a problem, and once I have her I can't loose her to some dumb shit like this game were playing, so if I ever found out, I would go to his house nock on his door, and tell him to quit his shit, and thated be the end of it, and not trying to be scary but I know his name, face, work history, and phone number, and address.
With information like that, you just show up at someone's home and say hey don't fuck with my life or the people in it, and the magority of people in this world would take that as a sign to back off and comply. And thated just be the end of it
These past 3 weeks, All I know is Ive put up with to much shit and bene put threw to much pain and dread, and just living this horrible reality were were she actually is with someone else but have to accept it, because I can't just call him and end it or do some off the wall shit that would ultimately hurt her or make her look bad
So all I'm saying is, if I forgot to say one little detail wene you asked a question the worlds not ending so do t let it. I really am sorry I forgot to say something, but honestly wene I told you I knew his name I didn't know this other stuff, and there's no way it was just 4 days ago that I told you that I told you his name weeks ago.
Cut me a little slack, your not the one getting screwed over. I've bene nothing but good to you and done all you will let me do to help you. So don't throw away all we've talked about and cryed over because if this. I'm on your side, and you know what I just haven't bene treated right in all this, and I put up with it because in the end this life with you would be worth that. but that's not fair to me
Because I'm sorry to say, I've seen the world and know how bad it is, now yes running a background check on a boyfriend might be a little extreme and overkill for the situation, but hey, that's the world I come from, and I just need to know what I'm up against.
So love if you read this, this isn't me being mean or hatefull, I'm just trying to tell my story so I can read it, and figure it out on my side of things, I honestly don't think I did anything worng, I didn't intend to withhold information. Shit just happens, so please don't think bad of me
But that statement towerds the top, if your willing to though this away, or abandon me for a slip up, and just me haveing control over my life, and wanting information, than honestly the illusion will be broken and I'll be fine, if I'm worth that little to you, and if this of all things kills it you realy were just a dream
Again this is for me, this is my story of the night, I still love you, and I still want you, but if you cut off what we got going because you think I'm scary or hideing shit your a lost cause, because I can't fix or change that, that's a you thing at that point.
Don't take offense because your still saying you have to think about it. That's just the outcome of my thot process if you really cant come to terms or just accept that flaw of mine, becuse I accept your flaws, for better or worse, becuse nobody's perfect and love is looking past the flaws and seeing the person, and that why I tell you your perfect because I can see who you are, and I can see your soul and I know your a good person dispite the past and our current challenges.
We've just bene shaped by 2 different worlds, I promise I'm not a bad guy, and I promise I'm not scary, but information is power, and in that game I hold every card and hold It close to my chest. Because if there's ever a real problem itell get handled, because I don't play games on or with people, except for this one scenario we find our selves in now, because I see a light at the end of the tunnel and its your prity little face.
Regardless I'll always be here for you if you call and need something, weather it's me or just help from me. Hell it can litterly be anything you want.
Let me just explain this before I wrap this up, how do I find what I find, how do I know what I know, so anytime someone links there email to something, anytime they make an account, anytime you do anything on the internet, or register a vehicle, claim a asset, or do anything that gets submitted into a data base, you leave a trail behind you. So will call them "crumbs", so whenever someone wants to find something out they can use those "crumbs" to patch everything together, it's all public information, its all out there, anybody can do it, it's just learning to do it is the complicated part and it's something you have to show, I could never explain it to you, now there are hundreds of ways to protect yourself, but once your out there you can never make any of it go away, you can only prevent future "crumbs" from showing up, so it's all out there and anybody, can use the "crumbs" to search who you are and anything about you, everything I found was done legally, and it's all online, its there for the world to see, but again your average person dosnt think like me, because it's almost like a puzzle and you have to take words, emails, and found accounts, and then bend and find trends to find more, I believe it's called analytics but I'm not 100% basically is observation and patterns, and once you learn to see patterns the way I do, all you need is a single crumb, and for me that was his name, and then it leads to everything else. Public records are a scary thing, and the shit people post on the internet is baffling that you'd let random people see your life. I'll teach you about computer security of you want. And how to not leave "crumbs"
So I hope this all gives you something to think about and maby explains my feeling on it, I don't know honestly, I'm just more interested to see if you can except me at this point because I've told you everything and bene 100% honest, and with everything I've put up with in this situation, if you can't accept me now, itell say alot about you as a person, and again itell suck, but if you can't, than I honestly won't want anything to do with you, it would really feel like betrayal honestly, I've full given myself to you, and if this is enough to completely thro you off your game and think I'm a monster or a bad person, than wear not ment to be. I deal with my problems my own way and I make plains and seek information to prevent future problems.
Also that trust problems stuff, it really is just me being upset about the phone blocking thing, I think that's a sick discussting thing to do to someone who loves you. And ied appreciate it if you just never did it again.
And the trust comment about his address, water under the bridge.
So, I really do love you with all my heart, and I really do care about you and appreciate you. And all I want is to build a happy life and family with you.
I am a good person and I will be good to you and our future family, but to anybody who trys to take you or my family, they won't be tolerated. And I just don't see how that's a bad or scary thing, that I'm playing 4D Chess so that issues can't become problems. Hell look at my retirement as an example, I'm 23 and will never have financial problems, I've accounted for the future and played my cards smartly. So I know everything know so that I can peacefully resolve a situation later. That's all it is.
So reach out wene your ready, and I'll respect whatever you have to say about it, wether you accept it or if you don't, for better or worse. Just don't think I'm scary, and don't think any off this is mean, don't think anything bad would ever happen to him. I'm not a thug and I'm not a murderer, I'm simply a guy who looks out for himself and his household.
So just take your time and think, and hell ied almost say wait until you dicide to leave him or not, then reach out, but it's all about how you want this to go, I just know how fragile this is so this will be my last post, and I'll just wait on word from you. So if you read this and don't think I explained it well, or it just dosnt sit right with you.
Than, I love you, always remember I love you, and know in your heart for all my imperfections and all my flaws I love you, and Ill always here for you if you need me
And last but not least this isnt me giving up hope, and I'm not turning my back on you, my feelings are hurt, and my pacints is thin, but none of this is me trying to take It out on you, or me trying to be spitefull to you.
hopefully the next time we talk, you will accept me for me, and yull be single.
I love you
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Please: Part 2.
Shawn and his friends are (pleasant) loud neighbors with a prefect timing.
I wanted to post it yesterday but anatomy kept me up all night and I had a lot of editing to do before posting it. I think itâs a bit longer but I wouldnât have written it any other way. I hope you like it, honestly! I have many ideas on my mind for a few blurbs, so tell me what you think or if you want to see anything specific next time. Iâm open to any ideas and I want to start posting more. Thank you so much for the feedback! It was lovely. Enjoy xxx
Part 1 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5
You stared, rather disappointed, at the end of your mug after taking the last sip of your third coffee. It had passed a little more than five minutes, but, for your surprise, it was all working out. You edited a few slides here and there, and you were done.
You let your head tilt to one side and then the other, cracking your neck bones, taking a long and deep breath after it. I did it. You felt lighter, like all of your worries about tomorrowâs presentation had simply flown away. You had managed to focus completely on what you had to do and you were proud of the final work. Although it had been hard to focus in the beginning, you felt more than prepared to do it. You looked down at your phone only to see it was way past 3am. Your thoughts flew back to your neighborâs apartment, which was rather quiet now.
It was very nice of to keep it down, as you had asked, but you couldnât help but feel a little worn-out. Not only because you were physically tired, but because you expected there would be some kind of reason that would make you go there again, some stupid little reason that would give you an opportunity to knock on that door again and see his lost puppy look, for the first time, over and over again. You had had only one interaction but you felt like you couldnât get enough of it, whatever that was.
You turned off your laptop and went to put it back in your bedroom. You placed it in your bed, knowing you would use it to watch a movie to help you go to sleep, since you had had a lot of coffee, when you heard laughter coming from the other side of the wall. They were still up. They quickly stopped as if someone was telling them to shut up. A smile formed on your lips as you looked down.
You took your glasses off and untied your hair, letting it fall into messy waves. You were fighting your own thoughts, trying to get them in the back of your mind again. It would be ridiculous to go there. You wanted to though, but you had nothing to say. Your mind went blank when you needed it the most. You felt an impulse to go there but you were afraid you would embarrass yourself again if youâd just go tell them you were finished. You had mentioned doing it, to Shawn, but you wouldnât expect him to take you seriously. You didnât even mean it... at least you thought. You considered a few ways to go there, only to feel shyer about it. They were still up. That must mean something and before you know it, youâre walking towards your front door.
You clearly had nothing to lose. You knew they didnât come to the apartment much and after a few months you would be out too, so you might as well just have fun with it now.
You closed your apartment door behind you and walked slowly to the other door, trying to keep your distance, not wanting to have another boy stumbling over you, out of nowhere. You were praying that the marks of your glasses on your nose had disappeared by that moment. You stood up straight in front of the door and knocked.
It didnât take two seconds for it to open and reveal Shawn with a few heads popping out behind him, to see who it was. You felt the heat on your cheeks intensify as you smiled, placing each of your hands on your jeanâs back pockets.
Shawn gave you a sly smile.
âHey!â You heard Geoff in the back raising his chopsticks. You waved shyly and gave him a quiet âhiâ. You moved your gaze back to Shawn.
âSo.. neighbor,â He teased. âI thought you had gone to sleep already.â He said, leaning over the door, clearly mocking you.
âNo, I was still working..â You started but he didnât let you finish.
âI wonder what your definition of five minutes might be, because itâs clearly not the same normal people usually have.â He mocked you, rubbing his nose.
You looked down smiling, taking your hands off of your pockets and crossing your arms over your chest. He gave you a quiet âhooâ as if he had just touched a nerve, mirroring your figure and crossing his arms too.
âWell I wonder what your definition of silence might be, because the only thing you did was to stop playing guitar.â He frowned. âThere must be a really good comedian in there.â You said, refering to the loud laughter you heard, looking inside the house and then back at him.
His features changed immediately. He gave you a worried look, his eyes big and sparkly and his mouth slightly open.
âWere we too loud?!â He leaned in a little, thinking he had done something worng.
You let out a chuckle and leaned in a little.
âWhat?â You laughed quietly, noticing his smile grow in his face.
He thought your laugh sounded beautifully, although you were trying to make it quiet. You looked down a little and then back at him, still laughing. You took a step closer to him, placing one hand over his forearm, still laughing a bit. He had no idea how cute he was.
âYour eyes got so big.â You commented still giggling, quickly removing your hand from his forearm, breaking the physical contact as if a sparkle had made you step back by instinct. He let out a chuckle, amused at your beauty. How hadnât he noticed it before?
You showed up at his door a little different, compared to your nerdy, cute look from moments ago. Although, to you, it felt like you looked the same, he thought your hair looked soft as it fell over your shoulders and your eyes were bigger without the glasses. Your lashes pat slowly as you looked at him, still lost in your own little joke.
âArenât you aware of what noise you make or if itâs too loud?â You asked, still smiling at how cute he looked with his sudden worry.
âYeah, I meanâŚâ He stuttered and leaned back again, shifting uncomfortably, cheeks slightly flustered, taking one hand to rub the back of his neck. âI hope we werenât too loud, Iâm sorry.â He apologized in advance. You nodded quickly.
âNo, no!â You rose both of your hands in defense. âThatâs not what I meant! I was absolutely joking.â You smiled and he let out a chuckle. He was about to answer when one of his friends called him.
He looked back and you took a step back, assuming this was all you would get.
âOh yeah!â He commented back to his friends inside the apartment, and you frowned unaware of what they had possibly said. Then he looked at you. âI almost forgot!â He smiled.
He stepped to the side and gestured you to come in.
âGeoff got sushi for you too. We didnât know if you were coming back so he got food for you anywaysâŚâ
You frowned and looked inside, hesitating.
âYou didnât have to⌠I just came here to..â He cut you off, gladly, because you still had no idea what the hell you were doing there.
It would sound ridiculous either way. There was no other explanation then the one that you were, in fact, there to see him. Even if you showed up at his door and explain you had finished your work so they could possibly continue theirs, you would go back to your apartment and do what? Sleep? Oh so you couldnât work with the noise, but you could sleep..? You were glad this took an unexpected, good, but unexpected turn and smiled.
âPlease.â He smiled sweetly. You started walking inside and felt one of his hands on the small of your back as he closed the door behind you and lead you inside the house, to the living area.
They were all sitting around the living room, eating. Some of them were even sitting on the floor, around the coffee table. There was a basketball game playing on TV so only a few turned around to greet you. Shawn took the opportunity as soon as he saw it, and tricked you.
âGuys this isâŚâ He looked at you, waiting for an answer, which he had personally been waiting to get all night, hoping you would eventually show up.
âY/N.â You said quietly. They smiled and greeted you, getting a little cozier with each other, to make space for you.
âThis is Teddyâ Shawn started to introduce them and pointed out at a guy with glasses, enjoying his sushi. He waved at you quickly, his mouth full. You waved back. âThatâs Mike and Dave.â He pointed out at two guys in the front of the TV, sitting on the floor. They gave you a quick âhiâ still not taking their eyes away from the screen. âAndrewâŚâ He pointed at the guy sitting on a big chair. He looked up from his phone and smiled at you, greeting you.
Shawn lead you closer to the couch.
âIâm Eddyâ The guy on the couch smiled at you, gesturing you to sit down and you gave him a quiet âthank youâ as you did.
âAnd thatâs Zubin and Scott.â Shawn pointed at the other two guys sitting on the couch on the opposite side. They smiled and Scott, you thought, pushed a few plates from the coffee table, closer to you and Shawn.
âAnd you know Geoff..â Shawn finished and you chuckled.
âI hope you like sushi, Y/N.â Geoff started, his mouth half full.
âYou didnât ask her?â Teddy asked. You smiled.
âI didnât have time! They were closing and I ha..â They started stumbling in their own words, trying to speak at the same time.
âNo, itâs fine!â You interrupted as you tried to get comfortable on the couch, followed by Shawn who sat down next to you. âI love it.â You admitted it. âThank you, you really didnât have to.â You politely smiled at Geoff, holding a plate Shawn was handing you. Geoff smiled and then looked back at the TV.
Shawn took a pair of chopsticks and leaned in, sitting on the edge of the couch to get closer to the coffee table, holding his own plate.
âWhat do you want to eat?â He asked, ready to serve you.
His curls were falling over his forehead as he lent in, clearly too tall for such a tiny coffee table. He extended his arm pointing at everything with his chopsticks, asking what you preferred, slightly struggling to hold them correctly.
âDo you want some sesame rolls?â He pointed out. You hated sesame rolls.
You felt flattered but at the same time you felt bad because you werenât expecting any of this. If it werenât for the guitar in first place you would probably be skining in your bed covers crying to âLove and Other Drugsâ or something. You thought it would be impolite to refuse any of his offers, but your eyes travelled back to the sashimi package, still untouched.
âYes, thank you.â You accepted, repelled by the look of it.
Shawn struggled to hold the sesame roll. You extended your plate quickly so he wouldnât just drop it, although you were, without any consent, wishing he would drop it in another plate or something, so you didnât have to eat it. Jesus Christ Y/N!
âDo you need help?â You asked giggling, as Shawnâs trembling hand tried to hold firmly the chopsticks to serve you.
He finally put the roll on your plate and smiled shyly.
âShawn youâre the familyâs disgrace.â One of his friends, Zu-something, commented and you giggled a little as you noticed his cheeks turn redder.
He avoided your gaze shyly while picking another sesame roll for himself.
âShut up.â He said quietly, picking other rolls and putting it in your plate and then in his.
âYouâre so polite Shawnie!â Geoff mocked him and you tried to hold your laughter as you watched Shawn struggle with the chopsticks, nervously trying to get them in your plate all at once.
They all started to mock him and you could notice his discomfort while serving you under everyoneâs gaze. You smiled and leaned closer to him.
âIs that sashimi?â You asked quietly, getting his attention as you pointed out. He looked at the table and nodded.
âDo you want some?â He asked, almost in a whisper while looking at you.
His eyes were a bit red, probably from tiredness. They were a shade of light brown. They were sparkly from all the light in the room. You noticed he had a lazy eye and you were onehundred percent sure that it was the most unusual and beautiful detail you had ever seen on him, ever.
Your eyes went back to the table and you knew no one had touched the sashimi yet and felt bad. You hesitated a little.
âI mean..â You whispered at him, trying to look everywhere but his eyes. âNo one touched it yet. I can just eat some of those salmon rollsâ You commented, pointing out.
He let out a quiet chuckle. No. You canât love that noise too.
âY/N you can eat whatever you want. Please, just tell me what youâd like to have.â He shrugged innocently, smiling at you and then leaning in over the table again to serve you.
âI really want sashimi.â You smiled shyly and he chuckled, turning his gaze to the table to serve you.
Although he was still struggling, it was easier to hold the sashimi, which he successfully placed in your plate.
You extended your plate, getting it closer to the table to make it easier for him and after a few more rolls you thanked him. He offered you his own chopsticks, politely telling you they were clean, not that it bothered you, and you sat back on the couch.
Eddy put down his already empty plate on the coffee table and shifted on the couch to give you more space to be comfortable. You smiled and then drove your attention back to Shawn.
Shawn served himself a few more rolls and then sat back on the couch, placing a tiny bowl with sauce on the corner of his plate. He comfortably leaned back on the couch, turning himself to you as you started to eat.
âHm!â Shawn slightly moaned, turning to you, struggling to eat his sushi roll quickly, before speaking out. âDo you want soy sauce or something?â He asked, leaning in the table to get it for you. You nodded and he gave you his plate for you to hold it as he got on the edge of the couch to get a tiny bowl with soy sauce for you.
âHow long have you been living next door, Y/N?â Andrew asked, putting his phone down.
You looked up at him. You smiled and shrugged.
âFor about 2 months.â You answered.
Andrew seemed to be sweet but, somehow, intimidated you. Out of all of the boys in the room, he appeared to be the most serious.
âReally?â He looked surprised. âWe had no idea there was someone living next door. Itâs always very quiet whenever we come here.â
Shawn took his plate from your hands and placed the tiny bowl of sauce in the corner of your plate. You thanked him quietly as he sat back slowly, trying not to pour yours and his sauce all over the couch.
âBut arenât you from around here?â Andrew asked, you nodded, dipping one of your sushi rolls on the sauce.
âNo.â Your voice came out in a slightly pitiful tone. âI wish!â You chuckled, looking back at Andrew. âIâm here just for my internship program and then Iâll go back home.â You explained.
Andrew nodded and let you put your sushi roll on your mouth as you started to eat. He was about to ask you something else when Geoff turned around and looked at you and Shawn.
You were sitting on the couch, legs crossed, holding your plate on your lap as you ate. Shawn was sitting on the couch, turned on his side so he would be facing you, one leg up on the couch, holding his plate close to his chin not to let the food fall on the couch.
âI hope youâre not giving her your disgusting sauce, Shawnâ Geoff commented.
Shawn instantly laughed and a few of his friends reacted rather worried. What was with his sauce? You looked at Shawn, who swallowed what he had in his mouth and smiled.
âYou have to try it.â He told you, rather excited about it.
âNo!â Eddy warned you, next to you, dramatically holding his hands up.
âDo you have a death wish?â Teddy turned to you and you nodded smiling. Of course you didnât, especially not now. âThen do it.â He jokingly said, earning a chuckle from Shawn.
âCome on, youâre going to love it.â Shawn said, taking his plate closer to you, for you to serve yourself at your will.
âLook around Y/N.â Scott started. âWhy do you think thereâs no wasabi left on the table?â He smiled and Shawn started to laugh.
âNo way!â You started. He hadnât done it. He couldnât have done it.
You turned to Shawn and your eyes widened as you looked at his tiny bowl of sauce. You couldnât believe he would do such thing.
âYou poured it all in there?!â You pointed at his sauce with your chopsticks, your mouth slightly opened in surprise.
âNo, itâs good I promise.â Shawn assured you.
Geoff and Andrew let out a loud laugh and Teddy was nodding at you, daring you to do it. You wanted to do it but you were afraid it would be too spicy. Your first impression towards them would go down the toilet if you ended up puking all over the living room. You loved sushi and all the concept of it, but you hated anything that would make your tongue burn and your eyes cry.
âDonât trust himâ Zubin started. âHis face does not match his intentions right now! Save yourself.â He jokingly said, watching Shawn get offended as the others laughed.
âWhat if..â You started only to be cut off by Geoff.
âDonât do it Y/N.â He smiled at you, nodding his head in refusal.
Fuck it. What could possibly go wrong with this sweet boyâs sauce.
âYouâll love it, try.â Shawn smiled.
You took your chopsticks and held a sushi roll up, taking it to Shawnâs tiny bowl of sauce.
âJust a little bit, you donât have to dip the whole roll.â Shawn suggested, making the boys burst into laughter.
âAre those the words you want her to hear before she dies?â Scott joked.
âSave it, Mendes.â Geoff laughed.
Oh boy. You knew you were up to no good when you got the roll closer to your mouth and you could smell it. It was bad. It was really bad.
You took the smallest bite you could. Everyone had their eyes on you as you tasted it. As soon as you closed your mouth and let it rest on your tongue your nose wrinkled. You shivered. It burned like hell. Not only it had wasabi, but you were sure it had ginger too. It tasted awful and you wanted to spit it out. Shawn let out a small laugh at your adorable expression. You closed your eyes and tried to just swallow it all at once, turning your head to the other side, nodding your head, not believing you had just eaten that.
The boys let out a laugh and started mocking Shawn about how disgusting it was and how he would never get over the fact that it was not normal to put that much wasabi in soy sauce.
You swallowed it and looked around the table, trying to search for something to eat and ease the flavor, that you could still taste in your mouth. You felt Eddyâs hand on your shoulder and you slightly turned around to see him holding up a glass with a drink. You looked at it and then back at him frowning.
âItâs coke.â He assured you and let out a small chuckle.
âSheâs questioning everything now!â Mike laughed along with the others as Shawn looked at you in amusement while you took a sip on the glass, placing it over the coffee table once you were done.
You turned to Shawn, still holding your chopsticks with the rest of your chewed sushi roll, looking at it in disgust, handing it to Shawn.
âYou donât like it?â He asked, smiling at you.
âAre you serious right nowâŚ? What are you?â You asked, still feeling it in your mouth. âI think Iâm going to cry.â You wrinkled your nose again and he laughed, never taking his eyes of you.
This was your favorite kind of person. The one that smiles with his eyes and is not afraid to tell anyone how they feel about things or the one who is not afraid of showing it either. That sees fun in everything, that laughs charmingly and nothing matters more than to have joy around him. Your favorite kind of person is the one that likes to be happy.
You were still holding the remains of your sushi roll and Shawn leaned in. You took it to his mouth, nervously, as he got closer to you. You were shaking at this point.
âYou donât know how to hold them either!â Shawn teased as he pointed at your shaky hand, laughing.
âCome on.â You tried to hurry him as you slightly blushed, trying not to drop it.
He got closer and ate it. You put down your chopsticks and smiled, wrinkling your nose again at his pleased look while he ate that mess of a sushi roll.
Geoff observed you too, commenting something with Andrew. Shawn noticed it and then looked at you in amusement. You smiled and looked down shyly, only gazing back up when Andrewâs voice sounded.
âYou donât happen to be from all around to world, do you?â
should i keep going with this?
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