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x-heesy ยท 7 months ago
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๐š†๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐š๐šž๐š• ๐™ธ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐šŒ๐š›๐šข ๐Ÿ˜ญ
๐—œ๐—™ ๐—ฌ๐๐—จ ๐—–๐๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—™๐—จ๐—–๐—ž ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—– โœ”๏ธ
๐—œ ๐ ๐—  ๐  ๐——๐ ๐—ก๐—–๐—œ๐—ก๐—š ๐—ฆ๐ ๐—ก๐——๐—ช๐—œ๐—–๐—› ๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿชฉ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿ’ฅ
๐  ๐—ง๐—ฅ๐ ๐—–๐—ž ๐  ๐——๐ ๐—ฌ ๐—ž๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐—ฆ ๐—ง๐—›๐  ๐——๐๐—–๐—ง๐๐—ฅ ๐ ๐—ช๐ ๐—ฌ
๐—š๐๐๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—•๐—จ๐— ๐—ฃ๐—ฆ / ๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ก๐ ๐—ง๐—œ๐๐—ก๐ ๐—Ÿ ๐—•๐—˜๐ ๐—ง๐—ฆ /๐—œ๐—ก๐—ง๐๐— ๐—ฌ๐—ฆ๐๐—จ๐—Ÿ / ๐—˜๐ ๐—ฅ๐—š๐ ๐—ฆ๐—  / ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ญ๐—ญ ๐—œ๐—ญ ๐  ๐—š๐—œ๐—™ ๐ ๐—ง๐—ง๐ ๐—–๐—ž / ๐—ฆ๐—˜๐—ซ๐——๐—ฅ๐—จ๐—š๐—ฆ๐ ๐—ก๐——๐—ฆ๐๐—–๐—ž๐—ฆ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—›๐—›๐๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—ฆ / ๐—ฃ๐—จ๐—ก๐—ž๐—ฆ๐ ๐—ฅ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง๐——๐—˜๐ ๐—— / ๐—›๐—˜๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ ๐—ฌ ๐ ๐—ฆ๐—ฆ / ๐—š ๐ ๐—— ๐—œ ๐—ฆ ๐  ๐—— ๐— / ฮ“ะฏะ”CาœะคFฮ“HฮžDะ”ะฃ / ๐——๐—˜๐—˜๐—ฃ๐——๐ ๐—ฅ๐—ž๐ ๐—ก๐——๐——๐ ๐—ก๐—š๐—˜๐—ฅ๐๐—จ๐—ฆ / ๐—ฃ๐—›๐—จ๐—–๐—ž ๐—œ๐—ง ๐Ÿฐ ๐—ฃ๐—›๐—จ๐—ก / ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—›๐๐—จ๐—ง๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—–๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐—™๐—˜๐—ช๐๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐——๐—•๐—˜๐ ๐— ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐ ๐—ž๐—˜ / ๐—ช๐๐—ก๐——๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—™๐—จ๐—Ÿ ๐—œ ๐—–๐๐—จ๐—Ÿ๐—— ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—ฌ / ๐—ช๐—˜๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—— ๐—œ๐—ฆ ๐  ๐—–๐๐— ๐—ฃ๐—Ÿ๐—œ๐— ๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง / ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—–๐—ž ๐—ก ๐—ง๐—ช๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜๐—— ๐ŸŽง / ๐—Ÿ๐๐—ฆ๐—ง ๐—œ๐—ก ๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—˜๐ / ๐—ง๐—›๐ ๐—ก๐—ž๐—ฆ ๐—Ÿ๐๐—ฅ๐—— ๐Ÿฐ ๐— ๐—จ๐—ฆ๐—œ๐—–๐—ž / ๐—œ๐— ๐—™๐—ฅ๐—˜๐ ๐—ž๐—œ๐—ก๐—š๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—™๐—จ๐—–๐—ž๐๐—จ๐—ง / ๐—œ๐—ก๐—˜๐—˜๐——๐—ง๐๐——๐ ๐—ก๐—–๐—˜๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—™๐—จ๐—–๐—ž๐๐—จ๐—ง / ๐—ฆ๐—จ๐—•๐—•๐ ๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐— ๐ ๐—ฆ๐—ฆ๐ ๐—–๐—ฅ๐—˜ / ๐—ฆ๐—›๐ ๐—ž๐—˜๐—ช๐—›๐ ๐—ง๐—ฌ๐ ๐— ๐ ๐— ๐ ๐—š๐ ๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฌ๐  /๐——๐—ฅ๐๐—ฃ๐—•๐—˜๐ ๐—ง๐—ฆ๐—ก๐๐—ง๐—•๐๐— ๐—•๐—ฆ / ๐—ฅ๐ฬˆ๐—›๐—ฅ๐—ง ๐—ช๐—œ๐—˜ ๐—›๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—ฆ๐—–๐—› / ๐—œโ€™๐—  ๐——๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—–๐
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thedeadthree ยท 2 years ago
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back again... ๐ŸŽต๐ŸŽต + vharion?
OF COURSE DEAR WELCOME BACK ๐Ÿฅ€โ˜บ๏ธโœจ ! EEEK THATS MY SWEETIE BOY <3 thank you so much again dear!
OCS AND SHIPS + SONG ASKS
๐Ÿฅ€ โ€” VHARION ARCTERYS of ZEBES
ZEAL & ARDOR โ€” zeal & ardor
one with the fallen // donโ€™t call what you canโ€™t kill, now // son of the crawling // but the salt is already spilt, child
SPACE MONKEY โ€” placebo
donโ€™t let me down // like you let me down before
and for u a bonus track ๐Ÿฅ€
SONNE โ€” rammstein
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fmhobeus ยท 8 months ago
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so, nerdy loser college boy choso *sighs* *opens legs*
a/n: just so you know, this man is gonna make you do all the hard work for a piece of that loser boy dick ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ so... um so at some point around 2000 words in i realised this is way more than a hc post :3 eat it up if you will!
nerdy!choso who borderline has no friends except his gaming buddies who doesnt meet irl like ever. he doesnt like going to classes, especially this one. he doesnt need it but it's a requirement for all first years. and boy is glad it is when he sees you come in.
nerdy!choso who only listens to discussions when you're talking. suddenly he needs to put down his headphones and nod at every word you're saying. his eyes follow every gesture of your hand, every sway of your ass, every single time you fix your hair.
nerdy!choso who is starting to get a bit enamored with you, your style, your way of speaking. he loses track of time gawking at you in class from the last benches as you prettily do all the work in the class. he hates how beautifully your hair falls on your face, how nicely your clothes fit you despite being pretty modest for college. he hates how he can see the silhouette of your tits when you turn to the side. but he's too much of a gentleman to keep looking.
nerdy!choso who ends a game early when he remembers you, lying and saying that he had promised someone to meet them somewhere. the place is his bathroom and the person was you. god, you really shouldn't wear those tight jeans to class y'know? how will he continue to be a gentleman if you do?
nerdy!choso who despises groupwork but prays to dear god this class has some reason to pair you two together. he's getting so desperate to talk to you knowing damn well he too pussy to do it on his own. and the lord answers his prayers, the teacher assigns groups of three for a presentation. it's you, him and some slacking trust fund baby.
nerdy!choso who is about to combust and have a full blown panic attack when he sees you approach him after class with that smile on your face that would make the angels swoon. you're going on about distributing the work equally and what not while he is trying his fucking hardest to not accidently make eye contact with you and piss his pants : (
nerdy!choso who now has your name, your number and your email and he feels like the happiest man on earth. his hands are literally shaking as he responds to your request to call. he's overthinking every word he types.
choso: yeah i can do wednesday. choso: i'll be okay with whatever day you want.
nerdy!choso who hops on video call and short circuits with a view of you in an oversized band tee and a brief view of your room. why did you have to be this pretty? why did you have to video call him when you couldve done the work on text? why did you have to put your hair up like that? why oh why did you have you say "choso? hey, you there?" so seductively to bring him back to the present?
nerdy!choso who gets like no work done in a 30 minute call which felt like three hours. he knew he would hardly be paying attention so decided to record the call with your consent, saying he'd need the notes you were typing out on screen only to play it back and stroke his dick to you for what might've have been the twentieth time this week. his strokes only getting faster as you say his name in that voice he imagines sounds way better moaning and screaming it instead.
nerdy!choso who, after the presentation, is on greeting terms with you when he sees you studying in the library. he sits as far away from you as he can while still being able to see you. occupying the coziest corner of the library to stare at you study right when you come up to him.
"can i join you, choso? i'm all alone and your space seems comfy" you say with a smile, "of course, i dont mean to disturb you, is saw you were on your own too, so..."
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh. god no. please no. please dont say yes. please dont be staring at her like some dumb idiot (too late) please.
"uh... yeah sure why not?" he awkwardly says as he makes room for you to keep your things. he was such an idiot for thinking he could say no to your pretty face in the first place.
nerdy!choso who is absolutely drunk on your scent. it feels way better than any alcohol he's ever had. he feels like an animal in heat when he smells your sugary perfume mixed with the styrofoam-y air conditioned smell of the library. you're gonna kill him, yknow? how is he supposed to respond to this? what is one to do when their stupid college crush sits next to them? he gives you a half smile before furiously typing away on reddit, the only place with answers for losers like him.
nerdy!choso whose hands. oh his hands. (can be i a big whore for a second?) his long hands that feel like they're the size of your face. his kempt, beautiful and trimmed nails. his lengthy fingers that seem to yearn for something more to foddle with than just the keyboard or controller. he typed as such an insane pace it made your pussy ache. he was going so fast, jesus. those hands were meant to do more than just ask "how to talk to girls" on reddit.
nerdy!choso who (on the advice of reddit) asks if you would want him to order something for you. you tell you had a frappuccino not too long ago and that it was quite sweet and filling. and he hates himself for thinking that he could give you something much sweeter and filling than that like a horny fourteen year old.
nerdy!choso who is now determined to not come off as a creep so he does his work with the focus of four adderalls. he is typing as fast as his heartbeat, not realising he got two classes worth of work done in just an hour. he looks over at you, blissfully unaware of the absolute war in his mind.
nerdy!choso who feels as though if he doesn't muster up the courage to ask you out right then and there, he'll probably be the biggest loser on the planet. (as if he wasn't already)
nerdy! pathetic! choso who stutters a million times and barely gets the job done then too. his eyes are scanning your entire being (trying his best to not gawk at your tits) for any sign of discomfort.
"so- uhh so ummm... wo-would you, like, uh... like to do this again? sometime?... i got a.. a lot of work done today, so.."
oh heavens, the sheer nervousness in his tone makes you want to pull his pants down and show him how to really get work done.
you agree with a smile, even suggesting a better, more ambient (more romantic) cafe to study in. choso's heart is about to burst and flood the fucking library with his blood the way it is beating at an alarming rate.
"umm yeah uh 5 sounds... awesome... i hope it isn't a-a bother to you?" "no way, choso. i loved today," you offer him a smile as you gather your things, "i really like your hair, by the way" "i like your hair too, y-y-you smell very nice", he gulps.
fuck. why did he say that? what? you smell nice? who says that? is he like ten? you can't help but giggle at the sheer embarassment on his face.
he feels as though he's gonna melt into a puddle and turn to stone and throw up all at the same time.
nerdy!choso who is the most stupidly hot guy you've ever met, you think as you go giggling back to your dorm. mental note: pick a skimpy outfit for 5pm ;)
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pnutbutter-n-j-elyy ยท 5 months ago
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When they call you clingy, so you distance yourself | Hyung Line
Warnings: Cursing
Pt2, Pt3 Maknaeline
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BANGCHAN |
You walked into Chanโ€™s studio, quietly shutting the door behind you, as to not startle him.
โ€œHey Chris, can we talk for a second?โ€
You watched as your boyfriend of a year and a half continued to type away, not acknowledging your question.
โ€œChris? Did you hear me?โ€
โ€œYes I heard you. I just didn't answer."
"Well, it would be nice for a little acknowledgment, I asked if we could talk." You state politely. You understood that Chan was stressed, but you believed it was basic courtesy to at least acknowledge someone - let alone your significant other - when they asked you a question.
"Well, I'm kind of busy at the moment."
"I understand it will only take two minutes ba-"
โ€œDammit Y/N! I'm busy right now can't you see?" He snaps. Turning towards you and showing you the screen of his laptop.
You open your mouth to speak and tell him just why you needed to talk to him at this very second but he interrupted you.
"When we first started dating, I get that you told me you were clingy. I also get that I told you I liked clingy. But my god, Y/N you're not just clingy you're fucking obsessive. And always at the wrong times! You want space when I actually have time. Yet you decide to stroll in here trying to start a damn conversation when you can clearly see I'm trying to play damage control from a fucking dumbass trainee thinking it was funny to mess with my tracks. I'm already stressed as fuck about that, yet I have you breathing down my neck like some obsessive stalker. Like for five minutes just leave me alone!"
You stiffened at Chanโ€™s tone. It was very rare that Chan would ever raise his voice. He managed his frustrations very well and was aware of how sensitive you were so he was always careful about confrontation.
He turned around and had his back hunched over his laptop as he typed and clicked away furiously, unaware of the tears that were quickly springing to your eyes. You were frozen in place, your heart beating uncontrollably.
It took a minute before you were even able to take a breath.
You stood there long enough for Felix to come bursting through the door to come update Chan about something unimportant to the task at hand. The same task that he had snapped at you for interrupting.
And you think that what hurt most. The way the frown on his face was lessened when talking to the younger male and his cute chuckle even popped out once or twice.
You finally were able to pull yourself out of the studio, leaving behind the coat you had absentmindedly placed down out of habit when you had come in and opted to take your purse.
The air was brisk and had that dry smell it always gained before it snowed.
Your apartment was close to the studio, a 25-minute walk at most so you always opted to take a stroll when visiting Chan, but you were on a tight schedule so within a minute you were in a taxi heading home.
And just as quickly you were back in a taxi heading to the airport.
You knew it was petty of you to mute Chris's notifications. But the fact that he snapped at you was just the tip of the iceberg. You knew that once he calmed down, he would immediately be filled with guilt. And you would rather not have your phone being blown up by multiple people at once.
Are you headed to the airport?
You responded to your brother's message with a thumbs up and turned on your DND before the screen darkened with a click.
You glanced at your watch and sighed.
You'd be on a plane heading home in less than an hour and weren't even able to kiss Chris goodbye.
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MINHO |
"You're clingy as hell." Minho mumbled under his breath, thinking you wouldn't hear. But oh did you hear.
"Lee Minho what did you just say?"
He let out a sharp breath and looked up from his phone. "I called you clingy." He stated boldly, his voice even yet loud enough to be heard by Hyunjin and Han who quickly scurried away to the other half of the suite.
"And what about me is so clingy?"
Minho chuckled sarcastically. "Oh I don't Y/N, do you want me to recap the entire day for you?"
You had joined the kids on their trip to Paris. While they had been here numerous times, this was your first time traveling here and due to the anxiety of being in a new place, you attached yourself to Minho's hip since it was your first day here.
You didn't intend to be overbearing, nor did you intend to be up his ass for the entire week and a half long trip, but you wanted to get used to the surroundings and you felt most comfortable doing that with your boyfriend. Yesterday being your first day you spent the entirety of it with Minho. You had noticed quickly how his excitement had turned into unease and straight up irritation after a while. It was a weird phase of emotions considering how happy he had been but you had amounted it to you accidentally taking a wrong turn and missing a fireworks show Minho had been talking about all day. You had come into his room early this morning to apologize, but instead were meant by an overly irritable boyfriend.
"It's because I've never been here before! Did you expect me to not to ask you to show me around?"
"Y/N there is a difference between a tour guide and a fucking babysitter. You pulled me along to everywhere you wanted to go. I had plans yesterday! Certain things that I was hoping to do. I made an entire schedule and everything, but just because you wouldn't agree to be toured around the city by Chan you ruined all of that. Then you spent the entire day just pulling me along. If you wanted someone to give you an overly extensive run down of everything and keep you company, why don't you ask someone closer to your personality like Jisung or Jeongin? I'm sure they'd love talking of the ears of all the local with you. Shit, you'd probably become some street show you three."
You sucked in your cheeks and took a breath.
"That was uncalled for, you have no need to bring anyone else into this discussion."
Minho chuckled sarcastically.
"Discussion? What is there to discuss? The amount of time I want you to leave me alone? Hell, why not the entire fucking trip?" He spat out.
"You're an ass Minho."
"Yeah well at least I'm not a pain in someone else's."
You felt your bottom lip start to tremble and your chin shake.
Don't cry. You'll just be a crybaby.
"And here come the water works." He groans as if he read your mind, getting up from his bed and heading towards the room where the rest of the guys were probably trying to keep occupied as to not hear your arguing.
"So what? You're just gonna walk away?" You call out.
"YOU'RE PROVING MY FUCKING POINT!" He shouted, finally at his breaking point. "It was a mistake asking you to come on this trip." He said turning around one final time and opening the door to the other side of the suite. "I never should have asked."
"Well you know what, maybe this trip isn't the only thing you should have never asked about. And I'm starting to realize that maybe it's not the only thing I never should have said yes to." You spit out turning on your heel and slamming the door.
You furiously wiped at the tears that were sticking to your face and threw your hood up over your head as you headed to your room to contemplate what would become of you two now.
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CHANGBIN |
It was irritating to you the way Changbin was interacting with the female barista. And the irritation must have shown on your face because when he handed you your iced latte, he raised an eyebrow.
"Is everything okay jagiya?"
You sighed as you guys stepped out the shop and started making your way back towards the studio. Changbin had been really busy the last couple of weeks with preparing for a special release and collabing with a few other groups, so you hadn't been able to be around your boyfriend as often as you'd like. So you had agreed on meeting during his lunch every other day, even if the times varied.
"You just seemed really flirty with that barista." You mumbled. "It was obvious she was into you too. I mean who wouldn't you're the Seo Changbin." You giggled elbowing him playfully. You pulled out your phone to make sure there was enough time for you to walk Changbin back or if you would have to take an Uber. You nodded at the time and swiped away a few notifications from Minho.
You expected Changbin to laugh or reassure you like he usually did when you brought up his flirty habits. Instead he snorted into his cup as he took a sip of the dark liquid.
"Jealous much?"
You laughed a little. "Why would I be jealous? She isn't the one who has been dating you for three years." You said hip bumping him, but he stepped away from you rather brashly.
"Well it seems like you are because you have to bring up me and my so called flirting ever single time I talk to anyone of the female species."
"Bin it was just a joke-"
"Well I'm not joking when I say you're acting clingy as fuck." His tone was way off and he seemed to realize the shit he was setting himself up to be put in because he stopped mid stride and turned around to you with an agitated sigh.
"Do you...I don't know want to run that by me again?" You ask, firming your stance.
"God, Y/N, don't make this a big thing. Its just been a day-"
"No, no. You don't get to use that excuse Changbin. We're supposed to talk through these things. You don't just get to say something like that and then act like you didn't."
You guys stood at an impasse for a moment until he spoke up rolling his eyes.
"Fine. I think you're being clingy." He said simple. "Jealousy falls under clinginess and I think you're being jealous so therefore you are being clingy."
"Changbin it was a fucking joke! You've never reacted this way before so I don't know why you're acting this way now!"
Changbin just rolled his eyes and continued in the direction of the studio.
"Seo Changbin, where are you going?"
"To work Y/N. You know, maybe if you actually picked up a more stable job then you wouldn't have as much time to be up my ass and exaggerating about things that aren't things you should be butt hurt about."
You stiffened at Changbin's low blow and took a breath.
"We need to fix this before it gets out of hand." You grit out.
"Well maybe I don't want to fix this." He looked at his watch. "I'm late now so why don't you just drink your latte and go home to cool off."
The condescending voice Changbin was using sent you over the edge. You were angry to the point of tears.
You chucked your nearly full iced latte at him. It hit his chest with a thud, and the coffee made a rather pretty pattern on his pristine white shirt.
"Maybe that'll help you cool yourself off. Fuck you Changbin." You pushed past him and waved down the closest taxi.
Your phone was buzzing in your pocket and you pulled it out.
"Hey, are you and Changbin on your way back? I need to go over some choreography and we're filming tiktoks right when he gets back."
You did the best you could to keep your voice level when responding to Minho.
"He's on his way back now. But you need to get him a new shirt because being the dumbass he is he likes to make a mess of perfectly good things."
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HYUNJIN|
You were never very happy having to attend events with Hyunjin. It wasn't that you didn't like spending time with him, or in turn spending time with the guys events.
It was just you felt insecure being the plus one of someone like Hyunjin.
It was no secret to anyone how those who knew and perceived Hwang Hyunjin's existence thought of him.
He had a beauty that rivaled any masterpiece that had ever been painted. The elegance of a tiger lily with the face of an angel.
You knew of many people who would jump at the opportunity to be with Hyunjin. For the past 11 months you had been with him you had your fair share of run ins with crazy fans or pop stars of the like.
Once your relationship had gone public a month ago you found yourself being compared to the female idols in the industry even more than you has expected.
It seemed to be the general consensus that not many people viewed you as "beautiful enough" to be with someone like Hyunjin.
You didn't take it to heart because you decided to have the outlook of nobody being beautiful enough for Hyunjin - let alone the people writing those hateful comments considering they were most likely delusional pre-teens who made the most out of pocket edits and were in desperate need of some grass groping.
But after a month it was starting to get to you slightly. Especially as you had come across one of those edits, since you had been tagged in it after someone found your personal account.
The amount of hate messages were starting to get to change your perception on things. Because the more you were hearing it the more you were seeing and believeing it.
"Jinnie do you think that my shoulders look weird in this dress?" You walked into your living room where Hyunjin was sitting. He looked up and a bright smile showed on his face.
"I think you look beautiful jagiya!" He said standing up. He looked other worldly in his tuxedo.
"And my hair?"
"Perfect." He said placing a kiss on your forehead. "We have to leave now if we want to make it on time. Or else I would look at you all night."
By the time you had been at the event for thirty minutes you already wanted to go home. You felt like the ugliest person there, and you couldn't help but feel the eyes of many people on you.
Ever couple of minutes you found yourself looking for Hyunjin's reassurance.
"Does my stomach look bloated?"
"Is my makeup fine?"
"Can you see the pimple on my chin?"
"Are my nails okay?"
"Do I look ugly?"
"Should I make my hair look like hers next time?
Hyunjin was reassuring you, but after the third or fourth questioning of the night his answers became generic.
When he was talking to an idol and his significant other you couldn't help but start comparing yourself to her. She was so pretty.
"Hyunjin should I run home and change?" You asked quietly in English. You were doing your best to learn Korean so it would be easier to communicate with Hyunjin's parents when the time came that your families were to get closer. You wanted it to be a surprise when the time came, because you knew how much Hyunjin wanted you to get along with his family, when when the time came to meet them - he wanted to get along with your family.
"You're girlfriend is pretty clingy isn't she?" The other idol asked in his native language, assuming you didn't speak korean because of your fluency in english.
"Yeah she is extremely clingy." Hyunjin replied. "Might be the clingiest girl I've ever met."
You looked at the other idols girlfriend and she made a face, and then laughed.
"You can tell she is a foreigner by the way she acts. No one is ever as clingy as foreign partners." She joked and all three of them were laughing.
Well there is the hundredth insecurity to list.
You looked at them and tried to control your facial expressions.
"We were just telling him that you are so adorable." The girl told you.
You chuckled uncomfortably and looked over at Hyunjin. He smiled and blinked cutely at you.
You smiled back as Hyunjin turned towards the couple again to continue his conversation.
And all you could do was smile back as you pretended to not understand the words Hyunjin didnโ€™t even realize hurt you.
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seiwas ยท 3 months ago
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cw: pro-hero bakugo, reader has boobs, kind of explicit/nsfw? idk i describe boobs, reader is smaller and shorter than bakugo, unedited sawry
bakugo's muscle tee looks as ill-fitting as it'll ever be draped over you.
there are reasons for this, perfectly founded and logical reasons for why that isโ€”the main one being that, it's, well, his; two, maybe even three sizes larger than what it should be to fit you properly.
but, he can't stop staring, and there are reasons for that tooโ€”the main one being that, it's his, and yet, the only way he can ever imagine it now is when it's being worn by you.
your hips sway to the song you've been humming for the past five minutes. it's the same one, the chorus on a perpetual loop. he's sure it's the only part you know; you do this often enough that it's the only part he knows now, too.
the hem of his tee hits right at the top of your thighs, concealing just enough to tease, but heโ€™s confident that if you reach up even the slightest bit for the cupboard overhead, there'll be nothing to hide.
he feels a little bit like a creep like this, watching as he stands in the middle of your shared living room, but it's impossible too look awayโ€”you've got to be doing this on purpose, right?
heat flares inside of him when you turn your body ever so slightly, the armhole of his muscle tee large enough to give him the clearest view of skinโ€”
he gulps.
it's smooth, sloping just right; the side view of your under boob curves into its perfect shape and he can imagine it, feelโ€”
(is this considered perving if he's been with you for years?)
the pan in front of you sizzles as you plop in god knows what. you pour in something from the side and wait, one hand propped on the hip you pop out. then, you pick up the pan, attempting to flip what's inside (probably a pancake, now that he thinks about it).
itโ€™s hard to focus on what youโ€™re cooking though, especially when all he sees is plump flesh jiggling, bouncing as you further agitate the pan.
he just got the pants of this suit readjusted, and now they're fucking tight.
bakugo normally runs hot; itโ€™s kind of part of his dna. but this warmth is different, flushing him from head to toe. it creeps up the side of his neck, painting the tips of his ears a blooming red.
you turn around then, plopping the pancake on the plate atop the counter behind you.
"oh! you're done," you greet him with a smile. so. fucking. casually.
as if your tits aren't fucking peaking against the gray fabric of his tee.
as if you think he buys the fake innocence poorly concealing that sly, conniving look in your pretty eyes.
as if you aren't standing in front of him in his muscle tee, wearing nothing underneath it like you didnโ€™t do this on purpose. like you donโ€™t know what it fucking does to him.
his eyes squint suspiciously, deep vermillion staring straight into yours.
you tilt your head, the tips of your lashes kissing the top of your cheekbones as you blink. you reach for a bottle of honey.
โ€œeverything okay?โ€ you ask, voice syrupy, sickeningly sweet.
your movements play in front of him languidly, the corner of your lips curling up slightly as you smirk. honey catches on your finger as you pop open the bottle cap.
heโ€™s supposed to be out the door in five minutes if he wants to make it in time for a meeting at the agency. technically, he should already be there if he wants to keep up his track record of consistently being fifteen minutes too early.
but you start to approach him, rounding the kitchen island. thereโ€™s a narrow space between him and the slab of marble, but you slide into it like it was made for you.
heโ€™s certain it was, from the way the tip of your nose brushes against his as you tiptoe. your tits are right fucking there, brushing against the skintight material of his suit.
thereโ€™s too much fucking fabric if you ask him, between cotton and spandex.
your grin widens, and he feels hot, the heat from his cheeks radiating.
then you whisper, still saccharine, โ€œbreakfast is ready,โ€ before kissing him on the lips lightly. a short peck, soft in the way that promises more before you slip away, giggling in your retreat.
he huffs, watching you leave. his feet shift as he thinks.
five minutes, huh?
like hell heโ€™s going to eat these damn pancakes for breakfast today.
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solesoldier-a ยท 2 years ago
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had my game paused while doing some other stuff but i'm doing the reaper iff mission and the music is terrifying
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bunnys-kisses ยท 2 months ago
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ugly guys
max verstappen
cw: smut/pwp, teammates au, driver!reader, doggy style, (non-con) filming/recording, jealousy, (semi)dark fic, mad!max, long fic,
a/n: happy, happy, happy birthday to yooooou!!
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max could usually keep his expressions to himself. he knew how to play a good poker face for the media, but when he saw your ugly boyfriend on the track, he could barely keep it to himself.
you were the first female formula one driver in decades and you picked the ugliest guy to date. not that max was the image of a greek god, but you could do better. it didn't help that when he went to shake max's hand, his palms were painfully sweaty and the guy looked like he was going to have a panic attack when he saw max.
"to each their own." max tried to say to himself. as if he hadn't been harbouring feelings for you for what felt like a lifetime.
so imagine max's complete shock when he found out this ugly guy fumbled you so badly that you ended up in max's hotel room the next night with tears in your eyes.
max handed you another tissue as he sat on the other end of the couch. he then rested against the arm of the couch and asked, "so what exactly happened? all i heard was that you two weren't together anymore and you didn't want to be alone."
you sniffed, "i didn't know who else to call. all my friends are back home or in monaco." you wiped your eyes, earlier you took all your make-up off by evidence of the wipes all over the bathroom counter.
max shrugged, "well, glad i could help." in all fairness, he was glad that your boyfriend (not ex-boyfriend) was out of the picture. hated the guy and not because he looked like the personification of a dumpster. he was getting in max's way.
you leaned against the couch and pouted at him, your arms crossed. you ordered pizza for the both of you, not caring about the diet you were both on. you wanted something greasy and filling and a salad wasn't going to cut that. you explained a little calmer, "he... he called me annoying, he said that when we talked i changed the subject too many times. he said the 'vibes' were off." you gave air quotations, "i tried to forgive him last month when my friend found him on tinder." you sighed, "but... i guess i wasn't good enough. feels like i'm never good enough."
max replied, "i think it's because you give these guys a false sense of confidence. you give these greasy losers an ego boost because they gets to be with you and they go off and think that they're all that. what did this guy do for a living anyway."
"he worked at the gift shop at the circuits of america..." you looked away.
he knew you refused to go on apps like raya, even if it would be easier for you. max thought you liked scrapping the bottom of the barrel and expecting gold.
he pinched the bridge of his nose, "you were flying out and fucking a guy who worked at a gift shop!" he sighed, "i know you want a real, nice guy. but, you're inflating their egos!"
you looked down, "he seemed nice at first."
max couldn't be mad at you. he really couldn't. it wasn't your fault. these guys always put on a show for you, and then when you got too close, the trap came down and you always limped back to max with tears in your eyes. he reached over and sighed as he wiped your tears with his thumbs, "you need standards."
you slumped your shoulders, "i have standards."
"what are they?"
you made a face, "nice. considerate."
"you know you can train a dog to be nice. it's not a very high bar. you are the third ranked driver in the world and all you want is nice. considerate." without thinking he added, "maybe i should date you and show you how to be properly treated."
you stilled for a moment, your eyes wide at max. you said, "don't say things you don't mean." from your expression he could tell you were getting heated in the face.
oh... oh.
he let go of you to move the pizza box out of the way, he was soon crowded in your space with your back against the arm of the couch. "does someone like me?" he watched you swallowed. you had been max's teammate for two years now, after perez retired.
"i never said that." you looked away, but max took you by the face to look at him. something in his blue eyes should've alarmed you, but instead you melted a little into his touch.
"you didn't need to say anything. i could see it in your face." he smiled, "did you date all those greasy-haired, directionless losers to make me jealous?" if he were a worse man, that would've been an ego boost.
"i did like them."
"but you liked me more."
there was a beat of silence between you two before you sighed. you admitted, "yes... i tried to date guys who weren't you, so i'd forget about my... feelings for you." you swallowed.
max found it endearing. if he had known sooner, he would've easily swept you off your feet and made sure no other man got in his way. so without much of a second thought, he kissed you. it was passionate and the result of over two years of wanting you. needing you. the kisses continued until the pizza was long forgotten and you were on max's hotel bed.
you bounced a little when he pushed you onto it. some of your belongings were in his room as you were going to stay the night. his hands under your shirt.
"i've thought about this often." he said, "i wonder if any of those guys ever made you feel good. or were you wishing it was me." he whispered in your ear, "did you think about me when they failed to make you cum?"
you swallowed, "the last guy..." you admitted, "his cock was really small and he didn't know where the clit was." and blushed more when max looked at you in shock.
he laughed, "and he's going on tinder and acting like a prick! cheating on you and calling you annoying! he broke things off with you and you were suffering with piss-poor sex. c'mon. you need standards." he pushed your shirt off of you, "you need me."
call max verstappen a possessive man. he'd chalk it up to his childhood and the constant feeling of inadequacy. being knocked around a few times in the head probably scarred him. but, he was happy that he could finally lay claim on you.
he got you undressed and did the same to himself. you both had seen each other naked a few times. it was the price of being in close proximity for most of the year. walking into driver's rooms without knocking, that time you asked him if this bra looked alright, the other time you had to hold his hand while he got that small tattoo on his hip (that not even the other drivers knew about). you two knew each other more intimately than most, if not everyone.
so it only made sense that max felt you up while you laid under him. with promises on his tongue as he kissed your collarbones, "i'm gonna make you feel good. i promise." he his cock was sticky and heavy. he needed you asap.
you got on your hands and knees with your hips arched to the perfect angle for him. in the bright lights of the bedroom, he could see your wetness cling to your pussy lips. this was what your ex-boyfriend left? this! max assumed the man needed his head checked, but now he was certain he needed to be locked up somewhere.
only an idiot would mess up their chances with you.
he rubbed his hard cock against your click cunt. he said, "might be a bit of a stretch. i'm guessing i'm about double the size of him."
"he was three inches." you replied, "i measured after he lied to me and said he was five." you felt embarrassed, "i can't believe i gave this guy a chance! more than one chance!"
max tried not to laugh, he didn't want you thinking he was insulting you. but max was close to seven inches, well beyond double what your ex-boyfriend was packing. and maybe it was rude of him to think so, but it made his confidence a little higher.
when he sank his cock into you, you buried your face into the pillows and arched your back. your nails dug into the fabric. the whole floor didn't need to know you two were fucking.
not that max cared, let them hear. let them know.
the idea only came to him when he started to thrust up against you. he watched your ass shake with every hard thrust of his hips. he soon had you bouncing on his length. his size buried in your just right, at least he knew where your clit was. and the thought of it against his tongue later left him more excited.
there was so much for him to try on you. missionary would be rarely on the table. max wanted to devour you like a fine meal. but you'd always get your fair share of orgasms. can't have his girl go without.
however the thought crossed his mind and as he thrusted into you. he grabbed his phone and started to record. he changed his pace a little, harder thrusts that were a little slower. really get his cock comfortable inside of you.
he pressed against areas that had you moaning louder. all picked up on the camera. he asked, "do you like that, baby? do you like how it all feels?"
you whimpered. you weren't aware he was filming, instead just doing dirty talk to make you pant and whine. you replied, "it feels good, max. ah!"
max smiled, as the camera caught the sight of his cock going in and out of you. his cock sticky with your wetness. even a ring of milky white around the base from how good he made you feel. he wanted to speak directly to your asshole of an ex-boyfriend. he wanted to know that he'd always be less than. less than max verstappen.
"better than with anyone else." he couldn't give away that he was filming you. even with the camera directed at your pussy taking all of him so nicely.
you nodded.
"use your words, i want to hear you." he said with a bit of cockiness in his tone, "i want to know how to make you feel." c'mon, tell your dickhead of an ex how good your own teammate made you feel. tell max everything.
"shit, max. please. no one has ever fucked me like this before." you held onto the pillow a little tighter. the rush was to your head, you couldn't believe it. it was even a little better than when you pleasured yourself.
"a girl like you deserves a good fuck. how big was he again?" now max was just taunting the man. maybe it was a step beyond, but the greasy-haired prick should've known better than to get in max's way.
"three."
"yeah, yeah. didn't know how to use it either. but that's alright, schat. i'll make sure to give you all the orgasms he failed to give you. right?"
you nodded, "right, max, right." you arched your back a little more. the pleasure was flooding your brain. almost overwhelming as he fucked you with such force that it moved the bed up against the wall. the expensive headboard knocked against the wall a little harder.
no more worrying about idiot men for you, not while max was still upright and breathing. you were his. even if max had to raise your standards himself in any capacity. he would make you see that the two of you were a better fit. and to not give these low-lifes any chances. you were above them.
far too beautiful, far too funny, far too charming. if they couldn't handle a woman who liked to ramble then they were weak. max had already been listening to your rambling and ranting for years. the only difference was now he could keep you quiet with about seven inches in your mouth.
"who's going to make you cum?"
"you are!" you said a little louder. your voice a little tighter.
"who?"
"you are!" you yelped as your back arched further and eventually you came around max's cock. the noises you made were angel choirs in max's perverted mind. there, that should get the message across to this other dickhead.
he ended the video and tossed the phone on the bed before he gripped you by the middle and pressed his chest against your back. he fucked you with a heavy pace. it made you see stars and feel the throb of need in your core.
already overstimulated, your body craved for more. now you certainty weren't going to find another man. with a few ore heavy thrusts, you came once more and almost punched the pillow from the intensity. it was soon followed by max who pushed himself all the way inside of you and finished.
"shit." he croaked.
you laid under him as he slowed to a stop and dropped your hips when he pulled out. you laid there, finding comfort in the pillow under your head as you felt on cloud nine.
while max would've loved to eat you out right after. he could tell that you had already had enough for tonight. he laid down next to you and you rolled to your side to face him. your expression was blissed out and sleepy.
so, like any good boyfriend. he held you. and soon you drifted off to sleep. the rush of chemicals to your brain made you sleepy. and soon you were curled up under the covers with max.
"good girl." he said softly as you laid on his chest in a post-orgasm bliss. it wasn't until you were fully asleep that max got to work.
as you laid asleep beside him, he had your phone in his hand. he knew your pass code because it was the same as his. his number (33) and your number. it was a cute thing you wanted to do as teammates. so it wasn't easy to send the video and photos of him fucking you to your ex-boyfriend.
you shifted a little in your sleep from the feeling of the bright light of a phone nearby. you made a noise and almost woke up.
"shh, shh." he said as he kissed the top of your head, "just checking emails, go back to sleep." he was quick to send the video from his phone to your phone then to your ex-boyfriend. you simply snuggled closer and relaxed more. unaware.
max attached a message to the video, the one of him completely taking your pussy, "thought you were dumb, now i think you're completely stupid. don't text or call this number. congratulations of fumbling someone way out of your league. but don't worry, she's better off with me now.- mv." then blocked the number before he put the phone down.
it was his loss honestly, not that max cared. the guy could live forever or die tomorrow. forever irrelevant because now max had you. and as you snuggled up closer to him, a sleepy smile across your face.
you could've gone through a hundred guys, but that didn't matter. because you'd always find your way back to max. <3
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xo100 ยท 3 months ago
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Club - LN4
*:๏ฝฅ๏พŸ Summary: You bump into Lando Norris at a club, sparking a flirty connection. After a fun night, you exchange numbers.
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The club was buzzing with music, flashing lights, and laughter as Lando Norris and his best friend, Max Fewtrell, strolled inside, soaking up the electric atmosphere of Monaco's nightlife. Theyโ€™d become regulars at the hottest clubs, both enjoying the release and freedom that came with an adrenaline-filled F1 season.
Tonight, though, felt a little different. Lando wasnโ€™t quite sure why yet, but he could feel it. Maybe it was the energy in the air, maybe it was the fact that the Monaco Grand Prix was just around the corner, or maybe it was somethingโ€”or someone๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝhe hadnโ€™t met yet.
Max had already gravitated towards the bar, ordering shots for them both. Lando, more on the relaxed side that night, looked around the dance floor. Bodies were moving to the beat, swaying under the neon lights, but he wasnโ€™t ready to join in just yet. โ€œ You good, mate?โ€ Max grinned as he handed Lando a drink, already buzzing from the energy and a few earlier rounds.
โ€œYeah, just checking things out,โ€ Lando replied, scanning the dance floor.
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On the other side of the club, you and your best friend were lost in the moment, dancing together to the beat of the music, laughing and cheering each other on. It was one of those nights where everything felt carefree, where nothing mattered except the moment. The crowd was thick, and with the music pulsing through your veins, you didnโ€™t notice the space around you shrinking.
That is, until you accidentally bumped into someone.
โ€œOh my god, I'm so sorry!โ€ you exclaimed, looking up at the guy whose back you had just collided with.
Lando turned around, slightly startled, but when his eyes met yours, his expression softened into an easy smile. โ€œNo worries at all,โ€ he replied, his voice barely audible over the booming music. His accent was unmistakableโ€”British, smoothโ€”and somehow comforting. For a split second, you were caught off guard. You didnโ€™t realize who he was at first, just that he had the kind of grin that made you feel like everything was instantly better.
Max, who had witnessed the entire interaction, nudged Lando with a teasing look. โ€œLooks like someoneโ€™s making new friends.โ€ You laughed nervously, brushing a strand of hair out of your face. โ€œI swear, I didnโ€™t mean to hit you.โ€
Lando chuckled. โ€œWell, if it was on purpose, thatโ€™s one way to get my attention.โ€ His eyes sparkled under the club lights, and you felt your cheeks heat up. โ€œGuess it worked, then,โ€ you said, a playful smile tugging at your lips.
โ€œDefinitely.โ€ Lando stepped a little closer, the music thumping in the background as the two of you stood there, your friends momentarily forgotten. โ€œYou come here often?โ€
You shrugged, still smiling. โ€œNot really. Just here for a fun night with my friend.โ€ Lando glanced toward your best friend, who was still dancing, then back at you. โ€œSeems like youโ€™re having a good time.โ€
โ€œYeah, and I think I just made it better by bumping into you.โ€
Max, who had been listening in, couldnโ€™t help but laugh loudly, slapping Lando on the back. โ€œMate, sheโ€™s good! Youโ€™re gonna have to keep up.โ€ Lando shot him a look, but there was no hiding his grin. He was intrigued by you, by the ease of the conversation, and how natural it felt to be standing there talking like youโ€™d known each other forever. Usually, nights out were fun, but they blurred together. But tonight? You had somehow made it stand out.
โ€œDo you wanna dance?โ€ Lando asked, raising an eyebrow.
You felt a spark of excitement flicker in your chest, but you played it cool. โ€œAre you sure you can keep up with me?โ€
His competitive streak kicked in, and Lando smirked. โ€œOh, I think I can handle it.โ€
With a playful nudge, you both moved onto the dance floor, joining the crowd as the DJ switched the track to something a little faster, a little more intense. You could feel Landoโ€™s presence next to you, the warmth of his body as the two of you moved in sync to the music. His eyes never left yours, and every time you looked over, he had that same cheeky grin plastered on his face. He wasnโ€™t the best dancerโ€”not by a long shotโ€”but the fact that he didnโ€™t care made it even more fun. He let loose, spinning you around with a laugh, not caring if he got the steps wrong or if he bumped into someone else. You couldnโ€™t help but laugh along with him, the two of you lost in the moment.
Max, on the sidelines, gave a thumbs-up to Lando before disappearing back toward the bar to give his friend some space.
As the night went on, you and Lando kept dancing, joking, and sharing easy conversation in between songs. At one point, you found yourself standing off to the side, catching your breath while the music pumped around you. โ€œI have to ask,โ€ you said, tilting your head as you looked up at him. โ€œDo you always meet girls by having them bump into you?โ€
Lando laughed, rubbing the back of his neck. โ€œI mean, itโ€™s a first. But I think Iโ€™m gonna make it a thing now.โ€
โ€œYou should,โ€ you teased. โ€œWorks like a charm.โ€
The conversation flowed easily, and Lando felt a warmth spreading through him that had nothing to do with the alcohol or the heat of the club. There was something about youโ€”something he couldnโ€™t quite put into words. Maybe it was your sense of humor, or the way you didnโ€™t seem fazed by who he was, treating him like anyone else. Whatever it was, he liked it.
โ€œIโ€™m Lando, by the way,โ€ he said after a beat, extending his hand with a smile.
โ€œI know,โ€ you admitted, shaking his hand. โ€œI recognized you after a few seconds. I just didnโ€™t want to be that person who says it right away.โ€
โ€œWell, I appreciate that,โ€ Lando said, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand before he let it go.
โ€œAnd Iโ€™m Y/N,โ€ you added with a soft smile.
โ€œI like it,โ€ Lando said, his voice quieter now as the music shifted to something slower, the lights dimming around you both.
For a moment, everything seemed to fall away. It was just the two of you in that crowded club, standing a little too close but neither of you caring. You could feel the pull between you, something unspoken but undeniable. Lando hesitated for a second, then leaned down slightly, his voice barely above a whisper as he spoke.
โ€œSo, Y/N,โ€ he began, his eyes locking onto yours, โ€œwhat do I have to do to see you again?โ€
You felt your heart skip a beat, surprised by the question but also thrilled. You hadnโ€™t expected anything from tonightโ€”just a fun night out with your friendโ€”but here you were, Lando Norris standing in front of you, asking for more time with you.
โ€œWell,โ€ you replied, biting your lip as you pretended to think it over. โ€œIโ€™d say donโ€™t let me bump into anyone else tonight, and we can call it a deal.โ€
Lando laughed, shaking his head. โ€œDeal.โ€
As the night drew on, the two of you stayed together, talking and laughing like youโ€™d known each other for much longer than just a few hours. And as the club started to empty and the night air cooled, Lando realized that tonight had been different. It had been more than just a usual night out in Monaco. And as he walked you outside to make sure you got home safely, he couldnโ€™t shake the feeling that this was the start of something unexpected, something exciting.
You exchanged numbers before parting ways, a soft promise hanging in the air between you both that this wouldnโ€™t be the last time. And as Lando watched you disappear into the night, he couldnโ€™t help but smile.
This was just the beginning.
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Cat and mouse
synopsis: Your ex boyfriend has some nerve texting you at three in the morning โ€” an entire week after the disaster breakup you had. You should really go over there and give him a piece of your mind. Well, you know what they say about famous last words.ย  wc: 6.1k | crossposted to ao3 content: tomura shigaraki x female reader, no quirks au, toxic tomura, reader is kinda toxic too tbh, unhealthy relationships, breaking up and making up, vaginal fingering, overstim, breeding kink, piv, dubcon creampie, degredation, threats of baby trapping, hurt/comfort, sweet at the end idc
Youโ€™ve told your friends time and time again to stay out of your business. They never listen.ย 
โ€œOh my god, Kirishima? Is he even twenty yet?โ€ You drag as you watch your friend flip through several pictures of the redheaded boy like he was a member of the bachelor.ย 
She smiles, scrolling her phone for more options, โ€œno, but he will be in a couple of months!โ€
โ€œNo!โ€ Your words are sharp. You love Mina but god, you donโ€™t want her to play matchmaker with you. Itโ€™s not like youโ€™re a charity case or something.ย 
She gasps and you swear you could see the lightbulb go off above her head. โ€œWhat about Denki? Heโ€™s fun!โ€ย 
You groan, falling back onto the bed and covering your eyes with your arm. โ€œMina.โ€ย 
โ€œHey, just give her a break okay? Itโ€™s only been about a week.โ€ Your saving grace Yaoyorozu speaks up and itโ€™s nice to finally have someone on your side.ย 
โ€œThank you.โ€
โ€œSeriously? So weโ€™re just going to sit around and watch you mope about all day?โ€ Mina questions, irritation clear in her voice and it grates your ears.ย ย 
โ€œPreferably, yes! Just let me be.โ€ You roll over, face officially shoved into your pillow. Itโ€™s been a rough couple of days and you havenโ€™t gotten a single call or text from Tomura. Not that you should be expecting one. You broke up with him after all.ย 
Itโ€™s just.. this time feels different. Usually thereโ€™s more arguing and heโ€™s fighting for you to stay around, but this time there was nothing. No quips, no insults, just โ€œfine, get out then.โ€
That hurt the most.ย 
You had no idea what he was up to.ย 
Maybe he was as depressed as you were.ย 
Maybe heโ€™s found someone else.ย 
The thought makes you stop in your tracks. The idea of Tomura, your tomura with someone else is enough to make you nauseous.ย 
You jump to your feet and rush to the bathroom, locking yourself in and falling to your knees.ย 
God, what if that was why it was so easy?
You pull out your phone, the device lighting up and unlocking with your facial id.ย 
Tomura doesnโ€™t use social media much but you could still check to see if heโ€™d blocked you.ย 
To your surprise, he hadnโ€™t.ย 
He hasn't posted anything either and thereโ€™s no new person in his followers.ย 
You feel yourself exhale a breath you didnโ€™t realize you had been holding. No change is a good thing.ย 
Thereโ€™s knocking on the door and you thank the stars you locked it. Your friends would judge you so hard if they saw you lurking through your exโ€™s social media.ย 
โ€œHey, are you okay in there?โ€ Itโ€™s your saving grace Yaoyorozu again and you almost feel bad for shutting her out.ย 
โ€œYeah, Iโ€™m sorry if it feels like I pressured you! Iโ€™ll give you some space.โ€ Mina's regretful voice calls and it makes your heart clench. You know she means well but she just doesnโ€™t understand. None of them do.ย 
Whether you want to admit it or not, you love Tomura.ย 
Yes, you argue and yes, you fight, but he just gets you. Heโ€™s so cynical, but so caring โ€” in his own special way. Too bad he was such an asshole. The argument wasnโ€™t even supposed to go that far.ย 
There are tears beginning to blur your vision and you wipe them away, willing the feelings down and standing to your feet.ย 
If he wanted you to stay away, then fine. You could do that.ย 
You splash cool water onto your face and take a breath, steeling yourself and getting ready to face your friend once more. It was Saturday and they were convinced you needed a fun girlโ€™s night.
It takes a lot to refrain from cringing at the phrase, but you believe they held some truth with the idea. You definitely didnโ€™t want to be alone right now.
You unlock the bathroom door, meeting Mina and Yaoyorozuโ€™s worried expressions with a smile.ย 
โ€œWe should probably get ready now, huh?โ€
Minaโ€™s eyes light up, smile blinding and excitement contagious.
โ€œYes! Jirou and the others are here now.โ€ She starts to clap, excitement buzzing around her, โ€œGirlโ€™s night is going to be amazing!โ€ย 
โ€”-
Girlโ€™s night was a bust.
The moment everyone arrived the apartment quickly filled with chaos. Noisy and busy, it was all giving you a headache. Until someone decided it would be a good idea to pregame before going out.
In preparation for the night your friendโ€™s insisted that you get dolled up, hair makeup and skimpy clothes you wouldnโ€™t look twice at on any normal day.ย 
You had to admit it made you a little more excited to get out and at least feel like your world isn't crashing around you. It was supposed to be a fun little night out. Somehow one drink turned into two, which turned into three which turned into Mina swearing she could beat everyone in a dance battle.ย 
The group only got more riled up as everyone indulged in this silly challenge.ย 
One challenge leads to another, which leads to more drinking, which then ends in everyone being too drunk to function and knocking out โ€” all laid out in odd places around your living room floor and couch.ย 
The groggy feeling came first, your arms radiating in dull pain as you vaguely recalled trying to beat Mina in a contest of who could do the most push ups. It sure as hell wasn't you, but the drunk version of you thought it was possible to move mountains.ย 
You blink a few times, trying to will your eyes to rapidly adjust to the darkness of the room and find out what this odd buzzing noise beside you had been. Turning over, you find your phone, squinting as the too bright screen lights up your face and you see that it is three a.m.
You had fallen asleep with everyone else.
The phone buzzes again, lighting up and you have to squint further to read the contact name.
Tomura.ย 
Your eyes widen as you scan over the three texts heโ€™s sent you.ย 
Wasting no time, you rush to your feet and into the bathroom so you can look at your phone without the chance of prying eyes overlooking your shoulder. Even though they were probably going to be out until late morning.
Tomuraโ€™s messages were short, no paragraphs, no essays but three different messages sent in succession.ย 
When are you coming to get your shit?
Iโ€™m tired of waiting.
And Iโ€™m deleting our farm btw.ย 
The first two messages donโ€™t get much of a reaction from you, especially since itโ€™s three a.m and he knows youโ€™re usually asleep around this time.ย 
But the third messageโ€ฆ
Your Stardew Valley farm that youโ€™ve had and worked on together for almost two years being put on the line and threatened? What the fuck was his problem?
This farm was a constant in your relationship. Throughout the ups and downs and back and forths. You were sure that hell would freeze over before you both would give up that progress. But here he is, threatening you while you would have been asleep. What an asshole.
Your feet are moving before your brain can stop them and you make your way to the front door. Since your friends were all passed out it would be easy to sneak over to Shigarakiโ€™s place, give him a piece of your mind and then sneak back. In and out, quick and easy.ย 
Your decision is made and you grab your coat, deciding to just go over there as you are. You hadnโ€™t changed out of your outfit that was supposed to be for the night out, but it didnโ€™t matter. You only needed to get over there and get there fast.
Once you arrive at Tomuraโ€™s doorstep you waste no time knocking. Itโ€™s around three in the morning so he should still very much be awake.ย 
There's a chill in the air as you wait for his answer and you wrap your jacket closer to your body. A rumble of thunder caught your attention and it's then you notice the rain clouds rolling in. You knew it would only be a matter of time before the bottom of the sky falls out and rain drenches everything. You were on borrowed time if you wanted to make it back before then.
After what feels like forever the door finally opens, revealing a very cozy pajama-clad Tomura, who seemed a little too pleased for his own good โ€” if that sly smile he was doing a bad job at hiding was anything to go by.ย 
You don't give him a chance to greet you or say anything for that matter, stopping his words in their tracks as you cut him off. โ€œWhat do you want?โ€
He doesnโ€™t bother hiding his smirk now, the expression making your fists clench and your anger boil. โ€œWhat do I want? Youโ€™re at my door, in front of my apartment.โ€ He scoffs, clearly getting the exact reaction he had wanted from you, โ€œI should be asking what do you want?โ€ย 
Caught like a deer in headlights. Whatever, you don't let that stop you as you pull out your phone to show him his text. โ€œYou sent this, I know youโ€™re bluffing. What do you want?โ€
Tomura shrugs, leaning against his door frame and giving you a pleased look. Expression relaxed and content. Not a care in the world. โ€œTo talk.โ€
โ€œWell, I'm here now, so letโ€™s talk.โ€ You spit, crossing your arms and waiting for whatever else he would throw at you.ย 
โ€œSure, but you should come in first.โ€ He starts, looking up towards the darkened sky, confirming his assessment. โ€œItโ€™s gonna rain soon, you know.โ€
Of course you knew that.ย 
You just didnโ€™t want to give him more time than you had. But you agree and go in, ignoring the fighting feeling in the back of your mind screaming at you to turn away and hightail it out of there.ย 
Tomuraโ€™s home is the exact way it was the day you left, give or take a few more containers of takeout littered around the place. You have half a mind to scold him about it, but quickly remember that it isnโ€™t your place to do that anymore.ย 
So instead you stay quiet, following him into the apartment and into the living room. Opting to stand as he sat, and resisted the urge to get comfortable.ย 
โ€œSo, what do you want to talk about?โ€ You try, done watching him pick up a controller and boot up a video game. Seriously?ย 
Your patience was wearing thin now as you watched him ignore you to play some stupid game. You try calling to him again, knowing this was probably a waste of your time and groans.
โ€œI was in the middle of something before you got here. Let me finish and weโ€™ll talk.โ€ It's flippant the way he waves you off and continues the game. The lack of care only hurting your feelings further and making you realize this may have all been a big mistake on your part.
You shouldnโ€™t be at your ex boyfriendโ€™s house being ignored. You should be at your house getting drunk and hanging out with your best friends. There was no reason to stay somewhere youโ€™re obviously not valued.
Itโ€™s a simple choice when you put it into perspective.ย 
But things are always easier said than done.ย 
You sigh, the air puffing out your cheeks, a bad habit you had when angry, and walk right in front of Tomuraโ€™s TV. There was more satisfaction in making him lose the game and then announcing your departure than just leaving quietly.ย 
He cranes his neck to see around you, but it doesnโ€™t work, finally giving up as his character inevitably dies. โ€œWhat!?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m leaving!โ€ You announced, turning on your heel and heading towards the front door.
โ€œYou had to make me lose first? I said I was almost done!โ€ He spat back, rising from the couch to follow you.
You shrug, โ€œI donโ€™t care. Why invite me in if youโ€™re just going to ignore me?โ€
โ€œDidnโ€™t think you had the patience of a child.'' Tomura stands in front of you, cutting through your path and stopping you in your tracks.
It's almost comical the way he insults you. โ€œOkay pot, meet kettle.โ€ You try to brush past him, but he side steps with you.ย 
โ€œWhat are you dressed like that for anyway? Did you go out tonight or something?โ€
โ€œNo!โ€ You deny, a little louder than intended and then pause. โ€œBut itโ€™s none of your business what I do anyway.โ€
Tomura hums at this, taking the words in and running them through his mind as he gives you a once over, eyes scanning from the too-tight shirt you wore โ€” showing a generous amount of cleavage, down to your mini skirt that left little to the imagination.ย 
โ€œCould've fooled me.โ€
โ€œWhat do you mean by that?โ€ You hate when he gives you cryptic answers, like itโ€™s impossible to pry into his mind to see what he was thinking at the moment.ย 
โ€œYou knew you were coming to see me so I dont get why you're wearing that skimpy shit. Unless you wanted me to check you out.โ€
โ€œNot everything is about you, Tomura. Maybe I just wanted to dress up and look nice.โ€
โ€œBullshitโ€”โ€
โ€œGod, Tomura you always fucking do this!โ€ You yell, walking right up into his face. The excitement in his scarlet eyes sends a chill up your spin, but you canโ€™t back down.ย 
He gets closer, matching your tone and you can still see the grin heโ€™s trying to hide. It makes you see red. โ€œDo what? Tell you the truth? You know Iโ€™m not wrong.โ€
โ€œYeah, you think you know everything, but you donโ€™t. Iโ€™m dressed up because I want to be, not because of you.โ€ Youโ€™re insisting at this point, frustration threatening to tip over and spill out into the form of another pointless argument. Why did you think you could actually come over and have a decent conversation with him?
Tomura is a master at getting under your skin and hitting where it hurts. In all of your arguments heโ€™s never really pulled out the big shots but you wouldnโ€™t put it past him to do so now.ย 
โ€œOh, so you come over to my place dressed like a slut and you expect me to believe you donโ€™t have some hidden motive?โ€
And there it is.
Your last straw. He could be so egotistical and mean โ€” youโ€™ve had it.ย 
You regret it the moment you do it, but your body moves before your brain can process your actions. You push Tomura. Hard.ย 
He doesnโ€™t fall back far but you know itโ€™s enough to piss him off. And heโ€™s never been one to hold anything back, so he shoves you back and your back hits the wall.ย 
Tomura has you pinned before you know it and thereโ€™s a thrill that runs through your body in a way you know you shouldnโ€™t be feeling. Your knees feel weak for reasons that are not related to fear and your panties were gradually becoming more wet.ย 
His voice is low and his eyes are narrowed as he pins you against the wall, pressing your cheeks together with his other hand. โ€œYouโ€™re really starting to piss me off.โ€
You have to bite back a smile, knowing this has taken a turn and you arenโ€™t strong enough to stop where itโ€™s going. Not that you would want to.ย 
โ€œOh yeah? If I piss you off so badly then why are you hard?โ€
He doesnโ€™t look down. He can feel his own arousal just as well as you can while itโ€™s pressed against your abdomen.ย 
Tomura pushes off of you โ€” maintaining some distance as he turns away.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re fucking annoying.โ€
โ€œSure am.โ€ You supply, chipper and certain as you trail behind him.ย 
Heโ€™s walking further into the apartment, and you follow. Legs moving on their own accord as you go further into the lion's den, exchanging quips and insults. You jab your finger into his shoulder, bothered by the way he continues to ignore you, it's a pathetic attempt at catching his attention and it works. Kind of.ย 
The only response being him slapping your hand away with a glare and muttering a soft fuck off as he walked on.ย 
You both went back and forth. Like the sun and moon, you just canโ€™t stay away from each other.ย ย 
It was how these things usually went between you and Tomura. He would start up, make a petty argument and you would never back down. Tomura is someone who was used to getting his way and others simply did what he said with no objections.ย 
But that was not how you were.
And he loved it.
You knew by the way he would get that devious glimmer in his eye when you would challenge a point, starting up a debate. Sometimes they were heated enough to make you both break up. It never lasted more than a few days. A week being the longest.
Push and pull.ย 
Tomura made his way past you again, ignoring your calls about how you hate being ignored. At this point youโ€™re sure heโ€™s doing it on purpose to rile you up more but you canโ€™t help but take the bait. You grab his shoulder, forcing him to turn around and face you as you point a finger in his face.ย 
โ€œStop walking away from me!โ€ย 
He grabs your wrist and pulls you closer, making you stumble on your feet and almost lose balance. You were so close you could feel the heat from his body and smell the fresh linen scent of his shirt. โ€œDonโ€™t tell me what to do.โ€ย 
You snatch your wrist away from him, tension between you two growing hotter by the second as the space between you got thinner.ย 
โ€œWhat are you going to do about it?โ€ย 
The narrowing of his eyes only made your grin grow wider as you watched the gears turn in his head as he thought about just how many things he would do about it. All of it enticed you, so you beat him to the punch.ย 
You reach forward again, fully intending to shove his shoulder again for another reaction, another glare, maybe even more words, but he stops you. It was fast, the way you both tumbled through the hallway as Tomura crashed his lips to yours. The relief of finally feeling his lips again meshed with the excitement of how rough he was with you.ย 
You lose yourself in the kiss, welcoming him in with open arms as you vaguely register the dark walls of his room and posters plastered along the walls in your scuffle.
It was exciting, probably the best part of breaking up and making up. At this point you think the whole point of falling apart is coming back together again. An endless cycle where the reward is worth the punishment.ย 
Cat and mouse.ย 
You end up on top of him, straddling his hips while your smug smile beams down at him. Tomura gives you an unamused look in return, yet the way his hands rested on your thighs gave away the ill hidden interest. It was all the encouragement you needed as you leaned down, hovering above him with both hands on his chest.ย 
โ€œNot so tough now, are you?โ€
Itโ€™s bait. You know itโ€™s bait, he knows itโ€™s bait, but he takes it anyway โ€” the way you knew he would.ย 
Tomura wastes no time flipping the both of you over, quickly reversing your positions as he settled himself between your legs. Itโ€™s dangerous the way his actions riled you up further, and you have to bite your lip to keep the smile from betraying your false anger. You couldnโ€™t let him know how excited you were to be back in his bed.ย 
He presses your cheeks together and rocks your head left to right, tone mocking and eyes wild with fever, โ€œOh, look whoโ€™s become a firecracker all of the sudden. Where did that flame come from, huh?โ€
You want to respond, but Tomura beats you to it, releasing your cheeks and pointing a nimble finger against your forehead, โ€œDonโ€™t be dumb.โ€
His eyes trail from yours and then down to your lips, then finally down to your exposed cleavage. The movement was swift as he cupped one of your breasts in his hand and dipped down, claiming your lips again. It was softer than the first time but not by much, especially not when he matched his pace by grinding his clothed erection into you, making you moan at the contact.ย 
Your skirt was so short and it made you feel even more exposed than you already were. Tomura had easy access to you and the thin fabric of your panties made everything feel so much closer.ย 
You moan at the contact, swiping your tongue against Tomuraโ€™s bottom lip and wasting no time deepening the kiss as you pull him closer. You needed more and you needed it as soon as possible.ย 
Tomura pulled the low cut front of your shirt down, easily exposing your breasts from the confines of the shirt and massaged them, his thumbs rubbing soothing circles against your nipples and making you cry out from the sensitivity.ย 
He pulls away from you, eyes gazing into yours and you swore in that moment he put you in a trance. Tomuraโ€™s ruby red gaze always left you mesmerized and you canโ€™t help the whimper that leaves your lips, brows furrowed and eyes wanting, โ€œPlease.โ€
โ€œPlease what?โ€ And heโ€™s not taunting you, heโ€™s not mocking you. His eyes are soft as he brings a hand to your cheek. โ€œTell me what you want.โ€
โ€œYou.โ€ Fuck, youโ€™ve missed him. โ€œI just want you.โ€
Thereโ€™s a hint of a smile on his face as he strokes your cheek, soft look in his eyes making your heart flutter, and then itโ€™s gone. Replaced by a hardened gaze as he moves to remove your shirt and bra, fully exposing you to his hungry eyes, and then moves to remove your short skirt.ย 
His hands hover there for a moment, debating whether or not he should keep it on and fuck you in it, but then decides against the idea and pulls it off, taking your soaked panties down with it as well.ย 
The air in the room feels cool against your skin as you shiver in anticipation.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ Tomura whispers, now eye level with your cunt. You gasp as he runs two fingers between your wet folds and holds the digits up to show you. Syrupy clear slick clung to them, slowly trailing down as Tomura rose back up, eye level with you once more.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re so wetโ€ฆโ€ He murmured, bringing the digits to your mouth and you opened, taking them into your mouth and tasting yourself. You kept eye contact as you watched his eyes widen in delight โ€” Tomura loved it when you put on a show for him.
Thereโ€™s another moment of Tomura pressing against your tongue with his fingers and then he pulls them out, opting for a kiss in exchange, his tongue dipping into your mouth and groaningย  as he could taste whatโ€™s left of your slick on you as well.
The pleasant feeling and linguid action of your movements made your shoulders relax as you practically melted into his soft bed, the feeling of his body above yours bringing you mountains of comfort. It was a distraction, of course.ย 
You felt the same two of Tomuraโ€™s fingers prod at your slick entrance before pressing in fully and all the way down to the knuckle. The stretch was intense but the pressure was euphoric, making you squeeze your eyes shut and grip him closer.ย 
He didnโ€™t make you wait long as he pumped his fingers, quickly finding that sensitive spot so deep inside of you that only he could pinpoint and brushing against it over and over.ย 
The feeling was so good it made you pull away from the kiss to breathe, thighs twitching and toes curling in pleasure. You wouldnโ€™t last long like this.
โ€œTomura, fuck..!โ€ You moaned, drowning in ecstasy as he continued his abuse of your spot, never letting up or slowing down, aiming to make you cum as quickly as he could. It was obvious he wanted you to come undone as soon as possible by the way he watched your every expression.ย 
The way your brows furrowed to the way you bit your lip. Tomura eagerly drank every expression and gave it back to you in the form of pleasure.ย 
โ€œWhat?โ€ He started, unphased by your dilemma, โ€œGonna cum?โ€
It took a lot of focus and effort, but you nod โ€” done with fighting for the night and accepting the fact that you will come apart quickly. So you give in to the pleasure.ย 
Tomura smiles, a devious grin splitting his features as he curls his fingers, hitting the spot one more time for good measure and you lose composure, your climax crashing into you like a tidal wave. There was nothing you could do besides ride the feeling while holding on to Tomura tight โ€” like you would get swept away if you didnโ€™t.ย 
He fucks you through it with his fingers, eyes never leaving your face as you come down from your high.ย 
โ€œPent up, huh?โ€ He questions, and this time there is that little hint of teasing. It brings you back to reality.ย 
Yes, you have been pent up. You havenโ€™t been able to get off to anything since youโ€™ve broken up and itโ€™s been hell.ย 
You have no time for the games, you just want him and you want him now.ย 
So, you take Tomuraโ€™s face in your hands, making him look you in the eyes. The flecks of black in his carmine eyes always makes you remember why you come back. Every single time.ย 
โ€œFuck me, please, Tomura.โ€ It's soft and filled with desire that you cannot be bothered to hide, and Tomura has never been one to deny you.
He quickly discards his own clothes, making sure to not stay away from you for long. His cock is hard and leaking precum from the head as he strokes it in preparation. You feel giddy at the thought and watch as he slides the head of his cock between your folds, coating it with your slick, and rubbing against your clit. The action makes your hips twitch up towards him.ย 
He loves to tease and make you wait, but today he doesnโ€™t make you wait long. Tomura leans down after lining himself up with your entrance and places his free hand behind your head, right above the nape of your neck. His hands were warm and the feeling of those hands cradling your head felt so comforting in the space of his familiar dark bedroom.ย 
You bring a hand to his hair, tangling your fingers in his ashen locks as he pushes forward. The stretch makes you whimper and Tomura captures your lips in a kiss again, swallowing the noises and releasing a groan of his own as your walls tighten around his cock.ย 
There's something about the way Tomura drags his hips, the way he starts off at a slow pace, winding you up as he steadily increases his speed and force. It happens so gradually that you don't realize youโ€™re screaming his name until he tells you to shut up โ€” threatening to cover your mouth because he didn't want his neighbors to hear how much of a slut you were.
It drove you mad the way he said it all with a smile and fucked you harder. Almost daring you to be louder so he can punish you with a hand over your mouth.
Tomura knew how rough you liked it and he always delivered, giving you back arching pleasure as he pounded into you. It leaves you gasping and struggling to keep your voice down. Your hands find the surface of his back, trying to hold on as much as you could with building pleasure on the horizon.ย 
โ€œTomuโ€” Tomura..! Please,โ€ you cry and he doesnโ€™t miss a beat, driving his cock so deep against your sweet spot it makes you see stars. โ€œFuck..!โ€ย 
โ€œYeah, thatโ€™s it.โ€ Tomura cooed, eyes filled with mischief as he brought you closer to the edge. โ€œCry for me.โ€
And you do, your body feeling euphoric as the feeling buzzed up your spine and filled your brain with the fuzz of ecstasy.ย 
โ€œWhat are you gonna do, huh?โ€ He starts, his hips grinding against you, the closeness of his pelvis rubs against your clit, making you cry out again, โ€œWhat are you gonna do when I breed this pretty cunt and make sure youโ€™re stuck with me forever?โ€
Heโ€™s bluffing, you know Tomura doesnโ€™t want kids. Heโ€™s just trying to gauge your reaction. Your dedication.ย 
โ€œTomuraโ€ฆโ€ You only moan, breath catching as he hits that spot inside you that he knows so well.ย 
Tomura is smiling, wild and devious, as you look up at him with glossy eyes, so close to crying from the feelings, โ€œIโ€™m gonna do it. Iโ€™ll make you mine forever and you canโ€™t do anything about it.โ€ย 
โ€œAh!โ€ You should stop him, tell him to calm down but he has your eyes rolling to the back of your head and your back arching off of the bed. Everything is blurring together and you can only slur words as the drool from your earlier kiss trails down your cheek.ย 
You are completely at his mercy like this and you know your friends would be beyond disappointed.ย ย 
It just feels so good the way his cock drags in and out of your body pulling moans and whines from your throat. He was relentless in the way he pounded into you โ€” beyond the point of being soft and slow because he knows thatโ€™s exactly you like it.ย 
โ€œSay you want it.โ€ The command comes with the slowing of his hips and you whine, high and needy as Tomura slows to a near stop.
โ€œTomura, Iโ€”โ€œ
โ€œSay you want it or I swear to god Iโ€™ll stop right now.โ€ Itโ€™s a threat and you donโ€™t want to find out if heโ€™ll go through with it. Tomura never goes back on his word.ย 
โ€œNo, please, donโ€™tโ€” I want it!โ€ you pant, frustrated and aching for more movement.
โ€œI want you to,โ€ you stammer, desperate to have your release. โ€œI donโ€™t care if you cum in me. I need you so bad.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s my girl,โ€ He coos, dipping his head down onto your shoulder, โ€œFuck.. love you sโ€™muchโ€
You stop โ€” youโ€™ve never heard him say that. Ever. You doubted he would ever say it since itโ€™s been so long.ย 
He doesnโ€™t give you a chance to ruminate on it because he's picking up the pace again and giving you the friction you were so deeply in need of. The feelings are swimming in your head as your cries reach new heights. Tomura is too far gone to stop you or care and youโ€™re thankful. You couldnโ€™t stop yourself if you tried.ย 
The build of your orgasm crashes down and sends you with it, making your thighs quiver in pleasure and your eyes squeeze shut. Tomuraโ€™s mouth meets yours before you could cry out, the warmth of his tongue guiding you as he fucked you through it.ย 
He didnโ€™t last long after, the way your walls tightened around him with the force of your orgasm has Tomuraโ€™s pace erratic as he chased his own high.ย 
The bed shook as Tomura finally finished, hips stuttered as he released inside of you, hot seed coating your insides and making heat rise to your cheeks. He really did it.
You watch as he slows to a stop above you, his eyes closed as he enjoys the feeling of release. Tomuraโ€™s breathing was heavy and you couldnโ€™t stop yourself from bringing him down into another kiss, traveling from his lips to his cheeks and then back again.ย 
It was intimate and you were worried it may have been too much, given the reason you were both in this situation was because of a stupid breakup.ย 
Tomuraโ€™s pulls out of you, making you wince and taking the feeling of being so full away from you. He doesnโ€™t go far, opting to stay on top of you and rest his head on your shoulder, wanting to keep you as close as possible.ย 
โ€œYou really piss me off.โ€ He mumbles into your shoulder, out of breath and tired. โ€œGod, why canโ€™t you just stay with me.โ€
โ€œTomuraโ€ฆโ€ Your hands run through his hair, the sweat is making it stick to his forehead as you wait for him to keep talking.ย 
โ€œStop leaving me.โ€ His voice is firm, unwavering.
โ€œYou told me to go.โ€ย 
โ€œI didnโ€™t think you fucking would. I would never actually want you to.โ€
โ€œI canโ€™t read between the lines Tomura, Iโ€™m not in your head.โ€ You make him look at you this time, pulling his hair a little to get him to raise his head. โ€œDid you mean it?โ€
โ€œI just said I didnโ€™tโ€”โ€œ
โ€œNo, the other thing you said.โ€ He gives you a look of pure confusion and you lose a little bit of hope, โ€œwhen you said you loved me?โ€ย 
You stare into his carmine eyes, hoping, praying it wasnโ€™t just pillow talk from the heat of the moment.ย 
He looks at you for a long time, frustration still wearing on his features. If you didnโ€™t know any better you would say he was pouting. โ€œOf course I meant it. Iโ€™ve always felt like that.โ€
โ€œBut youโ€™ve never said it!โ€
โ€œI show it!โ€
โ€œHow?โ€ This is getting frustrating and going in circles.ย 
He groans, sitting up and taking his warmth with him. โ€œIโ€™m not going to sit here and list everything Iโ€™ve ever done for you. I donโ€™t think it works like that.โ€
You open your mouth to counter, irritation on your tongue because thatโ€™s not what you meant, but Tomura stops you again.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t know how to explain it, okay?โ€ He shakes his head and sighs, laying next to you on the bed and looking up at his ceiling. โ€œItโ€™s weird. I have these strong feelings, but itโ€™s not hate, it's not anger. It's the opposite of that.โ€
You stare at him as he focuses ahead, keeping his eyes trained on the uninteresting ceiling above.
โ€œFather said itโ€™s a weakness and I should feel that way but,โ€ Thereโ€™s a pause as he looks away from the ceiling, meeting your eyes finally, โ€œif itโ€™s so weak of me, then why are the feelings so strong?โ€ย 
Your heart aches. It's clear that heโ€™s torn, and with the strange way he was raised you know that he canโ€™t help the way he is.ย 
โ€œTomuraโ€ฆโ€ย 
โ€œAnd it wonโ€™t go away. I canโ€™t fight them down or push them away like I can with everything else. It eats me up and Iโ€ฆ guess I lash out because of it.โ€ He shakes his head and for the first time Tomura looks defeated. Youโ€™ve never seen him this way โ€” heโ€™s always been filled with confidence and self assured. โ€œI just donโ€™t know what to do.โ€
You bring a hand to his cheek as you press your forehead against his. It kills you that this is whatโ€™s been on his mind and you arenโ€™t sure what you could do to fix it. Maybe there was nothing you could do, physically, but you would do your best to be there for him emotionally.
โ€œSometimes,โ€ you try to be careful with your words, knowing how much Tomura looks up to his foster father even though the man has been nothing but strange to him. โ€œPeople say things that arenโ€™t true because they donโ€™t know how to live with it.โ€
Tomuraโ€™s guardian cannot live with love nor the idea of it.ย 
โ€œThat doesn't mean you have to live that way.โ€ย 
And itโ€™s the truth.ย 
Tomura doesnโ€™t say anything, just watches you with heavy lidded eyes, ruby red nearly glowing in the low light of the room. He was so much more than what people thought they knew of him and you didnโ€™t care if it took time for others to see that.
He leans in, closing his eyes and you meet him halfway into a kiss.ย 
It's warm and it's soft and you know that even when your phone is buzzing from dozens of missed calls and texts from your friends, it will be fine.ย 
You and Tomura would take things one day at a time.
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PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS.
Summary: Rafe Cameron gets into a fight, and Sassy!Kook!Reader helps him clean up his wounds.
Warnings: childhood friends, overprotective!rafe, alcohol/coke mentioned, blood, dumb ahh inlove, annoying mf.
Words Count: 3163
A/N: my first 'official' post ohmygawwddd!!!! i hope you will all like this. u can imagine this out of the obx plot bc in this universe sarah and rafe lowk get along and she's not w topp*r. i imagine rafe being 20/21 and reader is js a year younger
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Getting an invite to Topper's party was supposed to be the highlight of your weekโ€”a chance to let loose, drink, dance, and maybe sneak in a smoke or two. You were determined to have fun. You and Sarah had been buzzing about it for days, thrilled at the idea of a night out after what felt like an eternity of being buried under schoolwork. It had been ages since either of you had gone to a party, and with all the stress piling up, you needed the break.
But, of course, Rafe had to go and ruin it by reminding you that he existed and was going to attend the party.
As the night of the party arrived, you spent way too much time getting readyโ€”your reflection in the mirror repeatedly checked as you perfected your messy dark eye makeup. Black heels on, strapless mini-dress in a black fabric. The waist is drawn with a thin, satin black ribbon into a neat bow. The skirt flared out slightly, you knew you looked stunning. Sarah had already sent you a dozen texts about how she couldnโ€™t wait to hit the party, and you were just about ready to go.
When you arrived at the party, it was even more packed than you'd expected. Music thumped through the house, bodies swayed on the makeshift dance floor, and the smell of coke, smoke, and alcohol lingered in the air. Sarah grabbed your hand, pulling you through the crowd as you both laughed. That was exactly the chaos you both needed.
"God, I've missed this!" Sarah shouted over the music as we moved to the dance floor. You smiled, matching her energy, the rhythm pulling your bodies into a sway.
For a while, it was easy to forget everythingโ€”school stress, drama, even Rafeโ€™s looming presence at the party.
That is, until you saw him.
Rafe Cameron, leaning against a wall with his usual arrogance, a bottle of beer in his hand and his eyes scanning the room like he owned the place. It wasn't long before his eyes landed on you, and as usual, he didnโ€™t look away. His eyes tracked you from across the room. He always watched youโ€”like it was his job to make sure you were okay, even though you made it clear you didnโ€™t need him playing bodyguard.
You groaned inwardly.ย 
โ€œJust ignore him,โ€ Sarah whispered in your ear, sensing your mood shift. โ€œCome on, letโ€™s dance.โ€
And you didโ€”letting the music take over as you moved with your friend, blocking out everything else. For a moment, it felt like maybe, you could enjoy the night without thinking about him. You walked away from your friend to get both of you a drink but as you arrived at the bar, a guy who you didnโ€™t recognize walked up to me, his breath hot and alcohol-laced as he leaned in too close, his voice low and crude.
โ€œHey there, gorgeous,โ€ he said with a smirk growing on his face. โ€œYou look stunning tonight. That dressโ€”damn, itโ€™s doing wonders to your body.โ€
You raised an eyebrow, trying to ignore him as you focused on getting your drinks. โ€œThanks, but Iโ€™m not interested,โ€ you replied coolly, turning slightly away from him.
โ€œOh, come on now,โ€ he pressed, undeterred. โ€œDonโ€™t be like that. I could make your night a lot more fun. I know how to show a girl a good time. I could take you somewhere private, just you and me. I bet I could make you feel better than any of the other guys ever could.โ€
You felt your stomach churn, irritation rising as you glanced around for an escape. โ€œI really donโ€™t think so,โ€ you said firmly, your patience wearing thin. โ€œJust back off, alright?โ€
But he stepped closer, invading your personal space even more, a cocky grin plastered on his face. โ€œWhy're you playing hard to get when we both know youโ€™re a slut. You donโ€™t gotta pretend with me, babyโ€”โ€
You rolled your eyes, about to insult him but the sound of a bottle smashing to the floor before Rafeโ€™s fist collided with the guy's face.
โ€œSay that again,โ€ Rafe growled, his voice deadly calm as he grabbed the guy by the collar, pulling him close. The crowd around you froze, the music blaring in the background as Rafeโ€™s knuckles bled from the punch heโ€™d just thrown.
The guy stumbled, trying to mumble something that sounded like an apology, but of course, Rafe wasnโ€™t done. His jaw was clenched, his eyes burning with a fury that sent chills down your spine.
โ€œRafe!โ€ you shouted, pushing through the frozen crowd to get to him. โ€œLet him go!โ€
But he barely heard you. His focus was locked on the guy, like he was two seconds ago from throwing another punch. It took Topper and Kelce rushing over to pull him off before things escalated any further.
The guy backed away, rubbing his jaw, his eyes wide with fear. โ€œI-I didnโ€™t know, manโ€”โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t fucking care. Get out of here!โ€ Rafe yelled, cutting him off, his chest still heaving with rage.
You watched as the guy walked away, his tail between his legs. Your attention shifted to Rafe, who turned on his heel and headed towards the stairs. You followed him with your eyes as he ascended until he disappeared into one of the rooms upstairs, shutting the door behind him.
You glanced around, searching for Sarah. When you spotted her you waved to catch her eye. She looked over, and you mouthed, โ€œIโ€™m going to check on Rafe.โ€ Sarah gave you a quick nod.
With a deep breath, you pushed your way through the crowd and made your way upstairs, the noise from the party fading into the background as you reached the top. The hallway was quieter, the air heavier. Without hesitation, you headed straight for the door you saw Rafe disappear behind. You didnโ€™t even think to knock; there was no need for formality between the two of you. It wasnโ€™t in your nature to tiptoe around Rafe, not when youโ€™d known him your entire life.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. He glanced up when you entered, surprise flashing briefly in his eyes before it was replaced with that familiar guarded expression.
He opened his mouth to say something, but you cut him off, โ€œWhat the hell is your problem, Rafe?โ€ you told him, crossing your arms on your chest. โ€œYou canโ€™t just go around hitting people!โ€
He stood up, glaring at you. โ€œHe deserved it,โ€ he shot back. He turned away from you, pacing the room like a caged animal. โ€œDid you hear the shit he was saying to you? You think I was just gonna stand there and let him talk to you like tha?โ€
You sighed, frustrated but not entirely surprised. This was Rafeโ€”impulsive, overprotective, and always ready to throw a punch when it came to you. โ€œYeah, I heard it, Rafeโ€”he was talking to me. And I couldโ€™ve handled it. I donโ€™t need you acting like my knight in shining armor.โ€
His head snapped up at that, and he took a step closer, his eyes narrowing. โ€œReally? You think you couldโ€™ve handled him? Because from where I was standing, he wasnโ€™t taking no for an answer.โ€
You huffed, shaking your head. "Thatโ€™s not the fucking point! You always do this. Youโ€™re always trying to play the hero when no one asked you to." You met his gaze with a hard stare of your own, refusing to back down.
Rafeโ€™s eyes darkened, his jaw clenching as he stepped even closer, closing the distance between you. His voice dropped lower, almost a growl. "Maybe Iโ€™m not playing. Maybe I actually give a damn when some asshole thinks he can talk to you like that."
His proximity made the air between you feel charged, and you had to fight the urge to step back. Instead, you held your ground, your heart pounding in your chest. "And maybe you should learn to pick your battles instead of flying off the handle every time someone so much as looks at me the wrong way," you shot back, your voice just as sharp as his.
His lips twisted into a smirk, though there was no humor in itโ€”just frustration. "Pick my battles?" He echoed, his voice low and dangerous. "Like you would ever let me. Every time I try to protect you, you act like itโ€™s some kind of personal offense. Like Iโ€™m doing something wrong by giving a damn about what happens to you, Y/N."
You scoffed, crossing your arms tighter across your chest. "Because itโ€™s not about me! Itโ€™s about you needing to feel like youโ€™re in control of everything. You canโ€™t just punch your way through life, Rafe."
"Itโ€™s not about control. Itโ€™s about not letting anyone treat you like that. Iโ€™m not gonna stand by and watch it happen. Not when itโ€™s you."
For a moment, the room was silent, the weight of his words hanging between you. You sighed, the fight slowly leaving your body. โ€œYouโ€™ve always been like this, you know?โ€ you said, your tone softening just slightly. โ€œEven when we were kids. You were always ready to defend me.โ€
His expression softened, a ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. โ€œYeah, well, some things donโ€™t change.โ€
You shook your head, biting back a smile. โ€œYouโ€™re impossible, Rafe Cameron.โ€
He let out a low laugh. โ€œYeah, Iโ€™ve heard that before.โ€
You rolled your eyes, but there was no real bite behind it. The anger between you was fading. He infuriated you, but deep down, you knew his heart was in the right placeโ€”even if he had a habit of making things way more complicated than they needed to be.
Rafeโ€™s eyes lingered on yours, the tension still there but different now. He stepped closer again, but this time, there was no anger in his movements, just something more... deliberate. His voice dropped, barely above a whisper. "You looked good tonight, by the way."
Your breath hitched, and before you could stop yourself, you met his gaze with a smirk of your own. "Youโ€™re just now noticing?" you teased, though your voice came out softer than you intended.
"Trust me, I noticed the second you walked in."
You cleared your throat, breaking the intense moment between you two. โ€œLet me see your hand,โ€ you said, trying to refocus on something else.
Rafe raised an eyebrow, his usual cocky smirk creeping back onto his face. โ€œWhat? Worried about me now, princess?โ€
โ€œHardly, but youโ€™re a mess and someoneโ€™s gotta clean you up before you bleed all over Topperโ€™s sheets.โ€
He grinned, stepping back slightly and letting you grab his hand. His skin was warm under your fingers, and you tried to ignore the way your pulse quickened as you turned his hand over, inspecting the damage. His knuckles were raw, a few cuts oozing blood.
You glanced around the room, spotting a small bathroom attached to the guest room. โ€œSit down,โ€ you ordered, nodding towards the bed. Rafe didnโ€™t argueโ€”surprisinglyโ€”but the amused smirk never left his face as he sat down, watching you with that intense, unblinking gaze of his. You walked over to the bathroom, rummaging through the cabinet until you found some bandages and antiseptic wipes.
When you returned, Rafe had leaned back against the headboard, legs spread slightly, his arms resting on his knees like he was waiting to be entertained.ย 
โ€œHold still,โ€ you said firmly as you sat on the edge of the bed beside him, gently taking his injured hand in yours.ย 
"Careful," he teased, his voice low and husky. "I might start thinking you actually care."
You shot him a quick glare, your eyes narrowed. "Or maybe I just donโ€™t want to deal with your whining if this gets infected."
He chuckled, the sound deep and almost... seductive. "Trust me, Iโ€™m not the whining type. You, on the other hand, love getting under my skin."
You ignored his comment, though the corners of your mouth twitched in amusement. โ€œHere you go, telling lies. Unlike you, I am responsibleโ€”something you wouldnโ€™t understand.โ€ย 
Rafeโ€™s smirk widened, his blue eyes locked on yours as you worked. โ€œYeah? Is that why you spent half the night trying to avoid me?โ€ He tilted his head. โ€œYouโ€™re terrible at it, by the way.โ€
โ€œMaybe I was avoiding you because I knew youโ€™d do something stupid. And look, I was right.โ€
โ€œSo, you were watching me all night, huh? Didnโ€™t realize I was that distracting.โ€
โ€œMore like I could sense the chaos coming from a mile away,โ€ you shot back, the corner of your mouth twitching despite your best efforts not to smile.
โ€œAdmit it, youโ€™d miss me if I didnโ€™t cause a little chaos.โ€
You snorted, playfully nudging his good shoulder. โ€œMiss you? I think my life would be way more peaceful.โ€
He gave a dramatic sigh, clutching his chest with his uninjured hand. โ€œWow. You really know how to wound a guy. If I wasnโ€™t already bandaged, Iโ€™d need another one for my heart.โ€
You smirked, shaking your head. โ€œPlease, Rafe. Youโ€™ve got an ego the size of this entire house. I think your heartโ€™s just fine.โ€
He chuckled, eyes twinkling with amusement. โ€œMaybe. But you like me this way.โ€
โ€œOh, do I now?โ€ You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms. โ€œAnd what makes you think that?โ€
Rafe leaned in just a little more, that teasing grin still plastered on his face. โ€œBecause, no matter how much you complain, youโ€™re always right here. Taking care of me. Telling me Iโ€™m an idiot. Itโ€™s kind of your thing.โ€
You narrowed your eyes at him, though the sass in your voice was playful. โ€œItโ€™s called charity work, Rafe. I should be getting paid for dealing with you.โ€
He laughed, his gaze dropping briefly to your lips before flicking back up. โ€œOh, Iโ€™ll pay you back. Trust me.โ€
You tilted your head, giving him a sly smile. โ€œYeah? And how exactly are you gonna do that?โ€
Rafeโ€™s grin widened at your challenge, his eyes gleaming with mischief. He shifted a little closer, the air between you growing even more charged. โ€œOh, youโ€™ll see, princess. But youโ€™ll have to be patient. I know thatโ€™s not your strong suit.โ€
You rolled your eyes, scoffing as you leaned back on the bed, crossing your legs. โ€œPatience? With you? Thatโ€™s asking for a miracle, Cameron.โ€
He chuckled, his hand resting just beside your thigh. โ€œMiracle? More like a blessing. Iโ€™m the best thing thatโ€™s ever happened to you, and you know it.โ€
You shot him a look, narrowing your eyes playfully. โ€œBest thing? Donโ€™t flatter yourself. Youโ€™re like a stray dog that keeps following me around, begging for attention.โ€
Rafe smirked, leaning in so his face was closer to yours, his voice dropping low. "And you love the attention. Donโ€™t act like you donโ€™t.โ€
โ€œPlease, the only thing I love is the peace and quiet I get when youโ€™re not around.โ€
He let out a mock gasp, putting a hand over his chest. โ€œOuch. Again.โ€
You couldnโ€™t help but laugh, shaking your head. โ€œDramatic again. Besides, you can dish it out, but you canโ€™t take it.โ€
Rafe raised an eyebrow, that cocky grin never leaving his face. โ€œMe? Canโ€™t take it? You must be thinking of someone else, sweetheart. I can take anything you throw at me.โ€
You leaned in a little, matching his energy. โ€œAnything? That sounds like a challenge.โ€
He tilted his head, his blue eyes locking onto yours, full of playful intensity. โ€œIt is. Go ahead, try me. Whatโ€™ve you got?โ€
You pursed your lips, pretending to think for a moment before smirking. โ€œAlright. How about this? For starters, youโ€™re predictable. Every time something doesnโ€™t go your way, you throw a tantrum or a punch, like youโ€™re still a spoiled little boy.โ€
Rafeโ€™s smirk didnโ€™t falter, if anything, it grew. โ€œPredictable? Thatโ€™s rich, coming from someone whoโ€™s always acting like she doesnโ€™t care when we both know she does.โ€
โ€œOh, please,โ€ you scoffed. โ€œI donโ€™t care. I just know how to deal with your dramatics.โ€
โ€œRight. Thatโ€™s why you followed me up here, bandaged my hand, and now youโ€™re sitting here flirting with me,โ€ Rafe said, his tone smug.
You blinked, caught off guard for a second. โ€œFlirting? Donโ€™t confuse taking care of your stupidity with flirting, Cameron.โ€
He leaned even closer, his lips just inches from yours now, his voice a low, teasing whisper. โ€œOh, so this isnโ€™t flirting?โ€
You bit your lip, fighting the heat rising in your cheeks. โ€œNo. This is me being nice because youโ€™re too dumb to take care of yourself.โ€
โ€œSure it is,โ€ he murmured, his voice dropping to that husky tone that always made your heart race. โ€œYouโ€™re really bad at hiding it, you know.โ€
You raised an eyebrow, challenging him. โ€œHiding what?โ€
Rafe grinned, his gaze flickering down to your lips for a split second before meeting your eyes again. โ€œHow much you like being around me.โ€
You let out a small laugh, shaking your head. โ€œYouโ€™re delusional. Iโ€™m just here so Topper doesnโ€™t kill you for bleeding all over his stuff.โ€
โ€œUh-huh,โ€ Rafe replied, his thumb lightly tracing circles on your thigh, the gesture casual but full of tension. โ€œAnd Iโ€™m sure youโ€™d leave the second Iโ€™m patched up, right?โ€
You blinked, but your voice didnโ€™t waver as you answered, โ€œAbsolutely. As soon as Iโ€™m done here, Iโ€™m out.โ€
โ€œReally?โ€ His eyes sparkled with challenge, his breath warm on your skin. โ€œThen why havenโ€™t you left yet?โ€
You faltered, trying to keep your cool, but his proximity was intoxicating. โ€œBecause... You needed help for your hand and I couldn't let you be miserable.โ€
Rafe chuckled, his eyes never leaving yours. โ€œAlways gotta get the last word, huh?โ€
โ€œSomeone has to,โ€ you shot back, but your voice was quieter, less sharp as the tension between you both thickened.
He watched you for a long moment, his gaze intense but soft at the same time. Then, with that infuriating smirk still on his face, he leaned back slightly. โ€œAlright, Iโ€™ll let you win this round. But donโ€™t think I didnโ€™t notice how close you got just now.โ€
You rolled your eyes, standing up from the bed. โ€œI was checking your hand, not getting close to you.โ€
โ€œWhatever helps you sleep at night, princess,โ€ he teased, watching you as you walked toward the bathroom to put away the bandages.
You turned back to him, shaking your head with a smile. โ€œYouโ€™re annoying.โ€
โ€œAnd yet, you keep coming back,โ€ Rafe quipped, standing up and stretching.
And he was rightโ€ฆ
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Mission Control - Uone Remix by Bondi, SAAND, Uone v8b @dakota-283
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โ€œ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ข๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž๐ฌ?โ€ | ๐Œ๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฅ ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ! ๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ
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synopsis: you have a valentineโ€™s date tomorrow and youโ€™re somewhat excited for it. but thereโ€™s just one thing youโ€™re unsure aboutโ€ฆthankfully your trusted roommate can help. right?
tags: roommate au! (Here we go again), smut, 18+, oral (m.receiving), blowjob, praise, mutual pining, these mfs are in DENIAL smh
PART ONE.
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โ€œYou have a valentineโ€™s date?โ€
โ€œGod, Oโ€™Hara donโ€™t even try to hide the surprise in your voice, why donโ€™t you.โ€
You cross your arms, frowning at your roommate who was currently sitting next to you on the couch. The two of you were watching a remake of a new movie that had come out recently. An hour or so had passed, the both of you stuck within a comfortable silence before your words had distracted him.
โ€œHow could you blame me?โ€ He begins, his gaze still on the television screen. โ€œIโ€™ve never seen you bring anyone home before.โ€
โ€œSo you keep notice on who I bring home?โ€
A pause runs between the two of you.
โ€œNo.โ€
โ€œLiar.โ€
Miguel clears his throat. โ€œItโ€™s none of my business anyways, what you do.โ€
After a few beats of silence, Miguel speaks again, this time with a teasing tone. โ€œI wouldnโ€™t want to be like you anyways, keeping track of who I sleep with.โ€
โ€œI do not keep track!โ€ you exclaimed.
โ€œHow come you remembered Cindyโ€™s name then?โ€
You hesitate, stuttering off. โ€œYouโ€“you talk about her a lot.โ€
โ€œBullshit.โ€ A grin creeps up across his lips.
โ€œYou jerk, I was gonna ask you for a favor but since you wanna play that game, nevermind.โ€ You crossed your arms, turning your attention back to the screen. Simultaneously, you had just sparked off Miguelโ€™s own curiosity.
โ€œWhatโ€™s the favor?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t want to ask you anymore, Iโ€™ll ask someone else.โ€
โ€œLike who? Peter?โ€
โ€œDonโ€™t be mean, migโ€™.โ€
The movie continues to play in the background for a minute or two before Miguel starts getting restless.
โ€œSo who's the guy then? Someone you paid?โ€ Miguelโ€™s grin doesnโ€™t have the time to stretch across his lips this time as you throw a pillow to his face.
โ€œHey!โ€
โ€œWatch your mouth, Oโ€™hara.โ€
The two of you had been roommates for just under a year. You had moved in due to an emergency situation. A few troubles with your finances, student loans and the loss of your job resulted in you desperately responding to a roommate advert posted on the internet. Moving in at the beginning was awkward, the two of you avoiding each other, minimal conversation revolving around the weather and who would take out the trash.
But all it took was one night for the both of you to open up to each other, a shift in your realization that Miguel wasnโ€™t as bad as you thought. A few too many drinks one night led you to learn a lot about each other. Like how he didnโ€™t like the dark yet had a weird obsession with space. You found that he had a brother, a few years younger than him who was almost a spitting image. For him, he learned how you once had wanted to be a painter but soon switched career paths to psychology as well as taking up a foreign language.
Ever since that night, youโ€™ve managed to maintain a good friendship with Miguel, completed with a little teasing here and there. On some nights, when you were left alone in your room, you laid back and stared at the ceiling, thinking about him. Particularly, thinking about him and the girls which he brought home. Your mind wandered to the possibilities of what he would be like with them. Imagining what it would be like to be in their position.
How would he touch you, feel you, look at you? Would he be gentle and take his time or does he rush, his passion taking over his whole body? It was questions like these that plagued your mind. You began to create a fantasy in your head, touching yourself at the thought of him touching you; imagining his movements to be slow and cautious, taking you all for himself.
Speaking of, youโ€™ve recently noticed his lack ofโ€ฆvisitors lately. Instead of hiding away with them in his room, heโ€™s recently been spending a lot of late nights in your company.
โ€œWhatโ€™s your plans for Valentine's Day?โ€ you queried, trying to maintain a casual tone. โ€œTaking Cindy out for a romantic dinner?โ€
Miguel scoffs, shaking his head a little. โ€œWhy donโ€™t you ask her out yourself, since youโ€™re so obsessed with the woman?โ€
A small wave of ease flows through your mind at his answer. Yet it wasnโ€™t exactly the answer you wanted. You pat Miguel on the chest mockingly.
โ€œI knew she said no to you. If you ever want to talk about it, Iโ€™m here you knoโ€”โ€ Unfortunately you werenโ€™t able to finish your sentence as a small scream left your mouth, as Miguel pinched your thigh.
โ€œWatch it, imbรฉcil.โ€ he glared, before changing the topic. โ€œBut Iโ€™m serious, who's the poor guy then?โ€
You shoot an offended glare back before repositioning yourself on the couch, turning your body to face him properly.
โ€œSomeone asked me from work.โ€
โ€œAnd you didnโ€™t have to get on your knees and beg them first?โ€ Playfully, you hit him on the arm and he lets out a fake wince of pain.
โ€œShut up. And no, for your information, I didnโ€™t.โ€
Miguel hums, his eyes quickly glancing back to the television screen as he tries his best to ignore the sinking feeling of disappointment in his lower abdomen. Guess he should cancel tomorrow then.
โ€œBut I had a favor to ask you.โ€ you turn your body, shifting your position to face him. Miguel merely raises a brow, humming deeply again with his eyes still glued on the screen.
โ€œI was wondering if youโ€™dโ€ฆshow me how toโ€”uhhh how do I put this? Suck someone off.โ€
Miguel froze. Oh, now you had his attention.
โ€œยฟQuรฉ?โ€
You freeze, clearing your throat as his eyes snap back to you. โ€œI mean it was just a suggestionโ€“ I-Iโ€™ve watched a few videos but Iโ€™m still kindaโ€”I justโ€” I mean, I donโ€™tโ€“โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t know how to give a blowjob?โ€
It was a bit more blunt than you had wanted to put it butโ€ฆyes.
You nodded silently, now choosing to avoid eye contact. โ€œI just wanted some tips, yโ€™know? What do guys generally like? Iโ€™ve read that some like it differently than others soโ€ฆโ€
โ€œWhy are you asking me?โ€
Ah yes, the million dollar question. Why were you asking your hot ass roommate for blowjob tips? You had the choice to ask anyone: your best friend, or another friend or even a random stranger on the internet. Why him?
โ€œYouโ€™reโ€ฆexperienced.โ€ was all that you could come up with. โ€œAnd not in a bad way!โ€ You quickly correct. โ€œ but I can assume youโ€™ve had your good shares ofโ€ฆthat.โ€
Miguel raises a brow again, swallowing thickly. Anxiety was now bubbling at the base of his stomach. You were asking him how to please a man and immediately his mind jumped at the thought of you with your valentineโ€™s date at the end of the night. Ah, you were asking for your date.
โ€œWell, did you just want tips or did youโ€ฆโ€ he trails off without finishing the sentence, thinking how weird it would be to finish the sentence that had popped up in his mind.
โ€œ โ€˜Or did Iโ€™ what?โ€ You repeat, tilting your head ever so innocently.
โ€œOr did you want to practice on me?โ€
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And thatโ€™s how you got here. Kneeling on the floor between the thighs of your very own roommate whom you have only known for less than a year. Was this what you were expecting when asking for advice? Of course not. But there was a sense of excitement that grew in the pit of your stomach and you werenโ€™t going to complain about it.
โ€œSo how do I start?โ€ You glance up at Miguel, your eyes wide with innocence and curiosity to learn. Just from the way that you looked at him, he was already beginning to get hard.
โ€œWell, you just start.โ€
You roll your eyes, โ€œOkay, doofus. So you expect me to just get into it? No foreplay or anything?โ€
โ€œThereโ€™ll probably be some foreplay with your date and stuff butโ€ฆwe donโ€™t have to do that.โ€
For a split second thereโ€™s an aura of hesitation between the two of you; him regretting his last words and you almost wanting to reject his assumption. Mutually, thereโ€™s a little voice inside of you that tempts you both to take the chance and do this properly.
But of course, this was a lesson.
A mere, innocent favor from a roommate. With no strings attached. Or feelings for that matter.
Even if it killed you both to suppress them.
You nod silently, taking mental notes. Miguel raised his hips a little to pull down his sweatpants, enough so that you could access him with ease. Now youโ€™re starting to get nervous. Your heart was palpitating so much that you could hear your own heartbeat thump in your ears. โ€œI-โ€
โ€œIf you donโ€™t want to, we can stop.โ€ He quips quickly, noticing your hesitation.
You pause, reflecting for the final time whether or not you wanted to do it. Once you made your decision, you glanced up at Miguel.
โ€œItโ€™s not like I have much time left to practice, right?โ€
Miguel raises a brow. After all, Valentine's day was tomorrow so you needed all the practice that you could get. โ€œIf youโ€™re sure.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sure.โ€ you vocalized, trying to sound more confident in this way.
โ€œOkay, lemme justโ€“โ€ Miguel mumbled to himself as tugs down his boxers. You noticed the way the bottom of his shirt hiked up a little, presenting his happy trail; a dark bush of hair leading all the way down to hisโ€ฆ
Oh.
Itโ€™s big. Bigger than you thought. And heโ€™s not even hard yet.
Miguel seethes a little, his cock only semi-hard. He pumps himself a few times before removing his hand, leaving it up to you. His arms now rest on the back edge of the couch, widening his thighs a little more for accessibility.
โ€˜Holy shitโ€™, you think to yourself, how the fuck were you supposed to deal with this?
Miguel caught onto your expression, panic drawn all over your face. โ€œWe canโ€“โ€
โ€œNo.โ€ you interrupt him, reading his apprehension too. His concern for you is more than obvious. โ€œI want to.โ€
Miguel chuckles a little, โ€œI was going to suggest to take it slow but yeah, if youโ€™re still up for it.โ€
You swallow thickly, edging nearer before planting your hands on his thighs. This is so alien to you. After many months of tiptoeing around him at a distance, it was scary how fast you found yourself in a position of intimacy with him.
Sure, many times before have you fantasized about what it would be like to get close to him. With the sounds of moans coming from his bedroom late at night, it wasnโ€™t hard for you to figure out how much of a woman pleaser he was.
Slowly, your hand wraps around his cock, feeling him get harder and harder with every second that passes. You think back to the videos that you had watched previous to this, noticing that most of the women decide to give a few strokes before going in with their mouth. You imitate them easily, watching your hand move.
You take in every fine detail: every vein, every twitch, every shade leading from the tip to the base. The crown of his cock is thick, becoming redder with every stroke as juices of pre-cum subtly spilling away.
โ€œJusโ€™ like that.โ€ Miguel murmurs and you notice how his tone is a little lighter than before. โ€œWhen youโ€™re ready, you can lick the tip a little, warm yourself up to it.โ€
You hum in response. You canโ€™t bring yourself to look at him, not yet at least.
Once again, you think back to the porn videos you had watched, imitating the women by tracing little circles across the tip of his dick. Miguel lets out a drawn out groan and little by little you can feel his body relax as you continue on. It tastes salty. The tip of his cock is reddened and soft.
For a minute or two you continue to trace circles, closing your eyes in the moment, allowing yourself to relax and get rid of any nerves or doubt. Miguel says nothing more, his teeth softly biting down on his lower lip, he watches as you hesitate, unsure of how to continue from here.
Miguelโ€™s hand soon reaches for your chin, causing you to pause and tilt your head up towards him. His hand cups right under your lips and your face turns to confusion for a split second before he lets out his command.
โ€œSpit.โ€
For some reason, your body listens to him without a second thought.
โ€œItโ€™s okay if it gets messy,โ€ he advises, โ€œthe messier the better.โ€
You make a mental note of that.
You make sure to be careful with your teeth as your lips part around his cock. Once again you take it slow, letting your mouth adjust to his size. Heโ€™s bigger and thicker than you had expected, barely halfway before he already fills up your mouth. Your eyes water as you attempt to take him whole, a decision which you realize quickly was too hasty as you reach your gag reflex.
โ€œHey, hey, hey, donโ€™tโ€“ mierda!โ€ Miguel sits up a little, trying to pace you. Your eyes water and saliva continues to pool out of your mouth, dripping down to his balls. Your cheeks are full of his cock and as if following his instincts, Miguel almost wants to hold your head there. It takes all of his resilience not to place his hand at the back of your head. He let out a grunt at the warmth of your mouth, coaxing him to stay a little longer. But unfortunately if he does, then he may cum sooner rather than later.
You feel his fingers tap your shoulder, โ€œHeyโ€“โ€ he manages to draw out, โ€œbreaโ€“breathe through your nose.โ€ You attempt to do so, just letting off a few inches of his dick, letting your hand stroke whatever you canโ€™t take. With you, you can build up a pace more freely, bobbing your head up and down. You close your eyes, concentrating on keeping your rhythm, a steady pace for now.
Fuck it, Miguel gives into his instincts, letting a hand cup the back of your head ever so lightly.
โ€œFuck, keep goingโ€ฆ youโ€™re doing so well.โ€
Miguelโ€™s praises boost your confidence, the simple phrase removing past doubts that had cast over you. You pause to allow yourself to breathe, your hand stroking his length in the meanwhile and Miguel seems to cup your chin again.
โ€œMรญrame.โ€
One simple order and he has you hooked and, god, you have a gorgeous view.
His dark brows are deeply furrowed. Chest rising and falling heavily, His hands are now by his side, prominent veins from his other arm lead to the back of his hand which currently grips a pillow on the couch. His eyes are beginning to droop, with his head tilted back slightly. You notice how his Adam apple bobs in his throat with every guttural hum that he makes. His mouth is just about agape enough for you to spot his pink tongue peeking out at you.
And as for him? The sight of you is more wondrous than he could ever imagine. Your eyes are also heavy-lidded. Lips plump and wet with saliva dripping down your chin. This is a side of you that heโ€™s never seen before. Your eyes glow with submission, the innocence and inexperience peeling off of you. If you keep looking at him with that expression, heโ€™s not particularly confident that heโ€™ll be able to hold on for that long.
โ€œDonโ€™t stop looking at me, okay?โ€
You hum a little before your lips open wide to wrap around his cock again. Yet this time, you manage to keep eye contact. Another unrestrained grunt leaves Miguelโ€™s mouth, his lips parting once more.
Youโ€™d say that youโ€™re confident now, relaxed more than ever โ€“ confident enough to begin exploring. Keeping his cock in your mouth, you begin to bob your head at a rhythmic pace and at the same time a free hand reaches down to his base, lightly tracing over his balls.
A sharp inhale leaves his mouth. โ€œYouโ€™re gonna kill me, you know that, nena?โ€
You hum in response, the vibration of your mouth causing a helpless moan from your roommate. You focus near the tip of his cock, returning back to tracing circles over the slit. One hand still pumps the rest of him whilst the other gently teases his balls with your fingertips.
Heโ€™s closer than you think. And you can tell by the way that his hips begin to shift a little as if heโ€™s trying to get more of your touch. He tilts his head back, chest rising and falling at a more dramatic pace. โ€œShitโ€“shitโ€“shit-mโ€™gonna, mโ€™gonna cumโ€“ ifโ€“ if you keep goingโ€ฆ oh fuck!โ€
โ€œWanโ€™ me to swallow it all?โ€
Youโ€™re practically teasing him at this point. Fuck, heโ€™ll do anything, anything. And this time he doesnโ€™t hold back in vocalizing this, the words โ€˜yesโ€™ falling from his tongue, pleading, begging you to continue. โ€œYes, yes, donโ€™t fucking stop.โ€
You decide to grant him his wishes, turning to a faster pace as you stroke his length with your hand. You can feel his cock twitching, thick veins rubbing against your palm.
โ€œYou close, migโ€™?โ€ you taunt, watching as he closes his eyes in pure euphoria. He nods, inchorant words fall from his lips in a babble as his hips jerk upwards and his thighs tense around you.
Fuck, fuck, fuck mโ€™cumming! Mโ€™gonnaโ€“โ€
Miguel manages to cut himself off with a deep groan, lifting his hips up as you wrap your lips around him for the last time. His cock twitches, veins pulsating as your mouth is filled with his white seed. You swallow as much as you can, trying to bear the salty taste. His cum is thick, spurting so much out you think you wonโ€™t be able to keep up. Some leaks out, dripping down his shaft. As soon as youโ€™ve swallowed, you lap up what you missed.
โ€œFuck, wait, waitโ€“โ€
โ€œMโ€™cleaning you up.โ€ you mumble. You can tell how sensitive he is. Just from your tongue lightly licking his length so as to not waste anything, his cock twitches. Once satisfied, you pull away, your tongue licking at your bottom lip.
Apart from the sound of the now forgotten movie playing in the background and the sound of light panting coming from Miguel, thereโ€™s a silence between the both of you.
You lean back, resting on your heels as you begin to grow aware of your actions.
Youโ€™ve just sucked off your roommate. Correction. Your hot ass roommate.
Neither of you know what to say. You begin to avoid his eye contact, feeling the awkwardness creep in. Yet, it fails to fully entrap you as Miguel chooses to bite the dust and speaks first.
โ€œFor someone with a mouth that doesnโ€™t shut up, Iโ€™m surprised you know how to use it well.โ€ he mutters, pulling up his boxers and sweatpants.
All tension from your body begins to evaporate, a slight smile appearing on your lips.
โ€œHey, whatโ€™s that supposed to mean?โ€ you frown, wiping off remnants of his cum mixed with your saliva from your lips with the back of your hand.
โ€œNothing, nothing. You were justโ€ฆgood for someone who hadnโ€™t done anything like this before.โ€
Unlike when you were sucking him off, his praise causes heat to rise to your cheeks, your face burning up. And like a few moments ago too, you continue to avoid his eyes.
Clearing your throat, you move to stand, gesturing that youโ€™re about to go to your room. The movie is just about over but neither you nor him were worried about that anymore.
โ€œAny other advice that I should take?โ€ you say.
Miguel frowns, taking a few moments to think deeply. If heโ€™s being completely honest with himself, that orgasm has crushed him. Leaving him with nothing but thoughts of you and that sweet mouth of yours. Just thinking about it almost makes him hard again.
A part of him almost dares to tell you to forget your date tomorrow and to go out with him tomorrow. The card and flowers addressed to you, wait patiently in his room, a last-minute gift after weeks of building up the courage to ask you. All that courage is lost now though.
Heโ€™s too late.
โ€œNo.โ€ He says, finally, going against his instincts. โ€œJust do exactly what you did for me.โ€
โ€œNo complaints?โ€
โ€œNo complaints.โ€ He clarifies. A deep pit of regret and hurt builds up again in his lower stomach, a feeling that heโ€™ll have to start getting used to. He deserves it, he thinks, for not asking you sooner. He has no right to be jealous that someone else beat him to it. Not when he wasnโ€™t dropping enough signs to prove thatโ€ฆ
heโ€™s falling in love with you.
Before entering your bedroom, you pause, the door leading to your bedroom slightly ajar. โ€œHey.โ€
Miguel glancing up to look at you.
โ€œThanks.โ€
Miguel says nothing more and really he should be the one thanking you for the heaven that youโ€™ve just taken him to. He waits until he hears your bedroom door close and lock before letting out a sigh that he didnโ€™t know he was holding in.
After heโ€™s sure that you wonโ€™t return, Miguel pulls out his phone, tapping his screen until he reaches a certain page.
โ€˜Are you sure you want to cancel your reservation for a โ€˜table for twoโ€™ on the 14th of February ?โ€™
After a mere moment of hesitation, he confirms. His thumb clicking on โ€˜yesโ€™.
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Imagine, if in two thousand years, everyone was obsessed with Omelas.
Alright, not everyone obviously. But you'd be hard pressed to find someone who didn't at least know its name. You were absolutely told the story as a child, might even have watched a movie or played a game about plucky kids rescuing the child of Omelas from their cell and taking down the city's corrupt priesthood. You definitely have vague memories of browsing the holo-channels as a kid on a sick day and watching a documentary about how the city fell, analyzing the texts of the historian Le Guin, and attempting to track down its "true" location.
There are whole societies dedicated to that question. Not just people on the Feed Boards, but like, actual archeologists and historians (that's how they describe themselves, at least) who literally head out to various moons and dwarf planets, doing all sort of complicated scans and digging up rock formations and old habitat ruins that they claim, based on ancient texts, to be a prime candidate for where Omelas was located.
It goes deeper than that, you realise later, if you dig deeper. There are entire belief systems based on Omelas. Many claim that Omelians were not humans at all, but actually advanced aliens or even gods, who granted humanity the first technology for space flight. There are political parties, some quite popular-- and powerful-- who claim descent from the Omelians, and who argue that descent makes them rightfully superior to all other races. These people rarely, if ever, bring up how the moral question at the story's heart about the Omelian's corruption. Omelians were wise and just and powerful, obviously, and that's why they should be in charge now.
This is what happened to Plato's story of Atlantis.
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SMALL SPACE, BIG WINGS
the lord of Bloodshed and the รฉtoile .หŠหŽ โš”๏ธ
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Cassian x Fem! Reader
Words: 2,974
Warnings: smut, fingering, dirty talking, use of pet names, Cassian is a consent king, tension, reader โ€˜despisingโ€™ Cassian, Cassian being secretly smitten over her, unprotected p in v, size kink, multiple orgasms, creampie, slightly nipple play, no use of y/n. let me know if I missed anything!
Summary: After being sent on a small and easy job, you end up locked up with Cassian while trying to hide. You two barely fit inside together and the tension is definitely not making things any easier.
A/N: so this is the first time I write smut, definitely had to made my research in how to translate some things from my first language. friendly reminder that english isnโ€™t my first language so please feel free to correct me if<3
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You were going to murder Rhysand. Surely, that was the next thing on your to-do list.
You were no spy, and neither was Cassian. Stealthy was not one of the words by which you would describe the Illyrian warrior, to the contrary he was a brute, certainly not a diplomat or forbearing in said matters.
So when Rhysand sent you both on a small and easy job (as the High Lord had called it), you immediately knew things would fail miserably.
After centuries together, everyone would have thought you adored Cassian as much as you adored everyone else in the Inner Circle. They couldn't be more wrong. You hated being teased, he was always teasing you. You loved your moments of solitude and peace, he would always scream around and ruin them. You were free as the stars, he was always trying to tie you down to the House of Wind with them.
You despised him.
However, you couldn't get rid of his obnoxious presence. Even during those terrible fifty years of Amarantha's reign where you had found your own silent and sacred temple in Velaris, he would always knock on your door at least once a month. He was insatiable.
Now, you both were trapped together under a hatch door. His broad hand over your waist to balance you while you were almost laying completely down over his body. His large wings half-wrapped around your figure, occupying most of the limited space in the tiny area you two had decided to hide in.
The amused smirk on his lips didn't help after you noticed the trapdoor only opened from the outside. If you had the space, you would have punched it out of his face just in the way he had trained you after decades of dwelling on how you couldn't always retort on your magic.
"You and me together, doll." He had said, and in response, you had just huffed before trying to kick the door open... Somehow. There must be a way to get out of there, right? You have attempted to contact Rhysand countless times to be able to keep track of it. Yet, you received no response in return.
And now, after almost twenty minutes ignoring Cassian's smart mouth and trying to find the manner to open the door. Your body was already cramping, and the resignment was taking its toll on you.
The male underneath you noticed the sigh that escaped your lips. He also realized how your body pressed more against his seeking some rest after supporting yourself over your forearms to avoid touching him for that much time. A small grin drew itself over his lips.
"As I said about half an hour again... You can't open it."
A small stubborn frown appeared over your lips. He wasn't saying 'I said so' right now, was he? Gods, you were so going to punch him.
"Have you at least tried to contact Rhysand to get us out of here?" Your question made his grin disappear as he looked into your eyes.
Cassian hadn't tried to do anything during all that time. He had just laid there, noticing the way your chest heavily moved up and down with each of your pants after trying to push the door open with your body, taking in how you closed your eyes in frustration granting him the possibility for his eyes to roam over your body without you realizing it.
Gods, he had tried to memorize each detail in your skin with this new forced proximity which, at least, was welcomed by him. Cassian had retained the way your brows furrowed together and the soft sounds of exasperation coming out of your throat that made him shiver.
"Of course, I've tried. I want to stay in this position as much as you do, doll."
Lie after lie.
He hadn't tried to contact Rhysand, and the gods knew he was praying to stay like that with you for as long as possible.
You looked deep into his eyes, nose scrunched up slightly before scoffing and then trying to shift to reduce the cramping sensation. "Ain't this the best outcome possible?"
Hearing your annoyed grumbling made Cassian grin with amusement again, his hand squeezing your waist before talking. "You know, you could always..."
"If you seriously propose that I lay down, I'll kill you Cassian." You muttered and the male raised his hands as much as he could feigning innocence.
"I didn't say anything," Cassian replied to you. His hand returned to rest on your waist before you shoved it away. "You were the one who suggested thatโ€ฆ Is that how badly you want me to invite you to sit on my lap, doll?"
Unconsciously, your breath hitched before a small growl escaped your lips and you flexed your arms to be able to stand as far away from him as possible. "Have some respect, will you?"
"When has there ever been some respect between us?"
A truth, for a change.
Gods may correct if otherwise. But a compliment has never been shared between you and the warrior. Not a genuine one, at least.
"And whose fault is that?"
"Isn't it ours, doll? I don't think I can count how many times you've slammed your door on my face." "I don't think you can count at all." Your retort made the warrior grin from underneath you. And, this time, Cassian didn't have any decency before he lookedโ€” No, not looked, ogled at you.
"Trying to make me cry?"
You held back the need to roll your eyes at him before supporting your weight with one arm and forcing him to look into your eyes. The roughness of his stubble scratched the soft pads of your fingers as you held his chin upwards.
"Eyes up here," you warned him. "I didn't realize you had the emotional capacity to cry. Did I at least bruise your ego, Cassian?"
He chuckled before tilting his head down slightly and brushing his sultry lips against your fingers. "Consider it damaged." The strain of his voice sent a shiver down your spine to your core.
Gods, that roughness in his tone. You doubt you have ever heard that hoarseness in him before, even though you have witnessed some of his flirting attempts with other females.
A few seconds too late, you dropped his chin. Your hand moved to rest underneath his arm so that you could support yourself above him. Your mouth felt dry and the familiar sensation of your slick between your folds almost cracked a curse out of you.
Fuck.
Not in this situation, not with Cassian underneath you, not in such a tiny space where he could scent it.
And did he scent it, his nose scrunched up slightly and your eyes followed the movement of his Addam's apple when he swallowed hard. The warmth got worse. And you weren't even sure how or why it started.
Gods.
Gods.
"Gods." Cassian muttered, putting your thoughts right into words. You scoffed before shoving him away from you, placing your hands on his chest, and pushing your back against the small wooden trap door.
"Don't you dare say a fucking word. I'm going to try and contact Rhysand again." At your words, Cassian's chest reverberated against your hands when a deep growl escaped his lips
"Don't." His firm voice made you freeze above him.
"Don't?" You repeated and his growl was enough of a response for you. "The hell yโ€”?
Before you could even register it, his lips were over yours. He was a male starved, lips coaxing yours open as he roughly introduced his tongue inside your mouth. His long and warm tongue licking the roof of your mouth before he intertwined his tongue with yours in a dance that only belonged to the synchrony in which the General usually fought his battles.
A small whimper escaped your lips and it traveled into his mouth when one of his hands lowered to your ass, taking a handful of the flesh covered by the leather. Almost immediately, your body arched into his, molding your body in the small space. Your skin buzzed with arousal when he broke the kiss and began pressing open-mouthed wet kisses against the bare skin of your neck.
You whined his name, almost gasping as his hand slipped underneath your trousers, you had no idea when the male unbuttoned them as your hand moved upwards to get tangled in his dark long locks.
"So fucking beautiful and so fucking wet," Cassian groaned as one of his fingers lowered feeling your covered and aching cunt, his warm and soft fingers pressing against your entrance. He clenched his jaw when he could feel the wetness spread through the thin layer of fabric. "Can you imagine how many times I have pictured you like this? At my damn mercy."
He pressed harder and you moaned against his ear. A pink tone colored your cheeks, however, it was provoked by your shame, not your arousal. You doubted you have ever been more soaked for any male before him... That, somehow, ashamed you.
Cassian traced slow and cruel circles against your entrance almost fingering you through the small lacey fabric Mor usually forced you to buy.
"Cassianโ€”." You even struggled with your own speech. Your voice was suffocated by the delicious sounds that reached Cassian's hearing making the bulge in his trousers painfully hard. You could feel it poke your thigh through his Illyrian leathers and a strained gasp left your lips.
"Fuck, keep making those sounds." Cassian growled against your ear before he lowered your trousers revealing your backside to him as he hovered over your shoulder to take a glimpse.
A moan escaped his lips, this time. With his free hand, he parted your cheeks open squeezing the flesh underneath one of his hands before he kept teasing your entrance. His thumb moved upwards finding that small bundle of nerves right where he knew it would be. You choked your moan by kissing him once again and he gratefully devoured each one of your moans.
With a swift movement, he notched the skimpy and delicate fabric to the side. And then he was sinking two long and thick fingers inside you. Immediately, breaking the kiss, your lips parted open in a silent moan, jaw going slack.
The stretch stung as he buried his fingers deep until your achy cunt swallowed them entirely reaching his knuckles. A small laugh escaped his lips when you began to grind against his fingers, chasing your own pleasure.
His hand on your backside immediately moved up to shield your head when you almost hit it against the trap door. "Easy there, doll." Cassian mumbled softly, the gentle gesture making you clench around his fingers.
Cassian curled his fingers inside you finding the spongy patch of flesh that forced a cry out of your lips: "There you go, my beautiful," He whispered softly as he worked his fingers in and out. "Tell me what you want."
You almost laughed at his words. It was as if he was searching for your consent despite the way you were desperately grinding against his fingers while you moaned inches away from his mouth. The brute was in fact a gentleman, Cassian was indeed a gentle lover.
"I want you, Cassian," You mumbled against his lips connecting them with yours for a few seconds before nibbling on his lower lip. "Just you."
He growled. "Gods, doll... Come for me." His voice sounded almost like a plead as his thumb found your clit again. It only took a couple of lazy circles of his finger before you were making a mess of them, soaking his entire palm as a cry escaped your lips, your body stiffening before you buried your face in his neck breathing in his scent so that you could anchor yourself to something while being sent over the edge.
Cassian shushed you, still working his fingers inside you, trying to ride you out of your pleasure. "Good girl," He muttered, making your sensible walls clench around his fingers again. "Gods, I've jerked off so many times thinking about this before." His blunt admission caused a blush to color your cheeks as you looked down at him with half-lidded eyes. Cassian withdrew his fingers from you making you feel empty. You whimpered before he brought his glistening and sticky fingers to his lips sucking them dry while you observed.
The Illyrian savored the feeling of your juices on his fingers as if they were a damn meal. So much so that his eyes rolled back to his skull.
"So you've jerked off to me, huh?" You asked teasingly and he growled softly.
"Shut up." His lips were right over yours again forcing you to taste the salty but sweet taste of your orgasm on his tongue. You heard him roughly fiddling with the ties and buttons of his trousers and a small giggle escaped your lips before you moved down pressing gentle kisses against his jaw and neck.
Your skin sunk on the tanned skin there, leaving gentle marks that you soon soothed with a flicker of your tongue that only caused goosebumps to blossom around his skin.
Cassian growled against your ear when his large and hard manhood was revealed from its restraints. He gripped himself around the base and you looked down. The view made your breath hitch. Gods, was he big. You even doubted it would fit inside as you watched him pump himself a few times.
"Cassian, I don't think I..." You began but he quickly interrupted you. "I'll make it damn fit."
Cassian slid his length against your messy folds, smearing himself in the wetness of your arousal so that he could stretch you open more easily and less painfully. One hand moved up to cup your breasts while the other remained on your hips. He circled your nipples through the fabric of your shirt between his rough calloused fingers, toying with them.
His pupils had become pools in his eyes almost making the golden shrink into a small halo around the darkness of his lured eyes that stared right into your eyes. "So fucking beautiful. The damn picture of perfection." He repeated.
A gentle smile appeared on your lips and you relaxed against his arms. You were relaxed until you felt it. His thick grith slowly pushing inside you. A moan broke your voice as he slowly stretched you open.
"Doing so good for me, baby." Cassian muttered before moving to press a gentle kiss against your forehead, he pulled out before sinking in a few more inches and your needy cunt clenched around him swallowing his cock.
"More," You begged softly, tilting your head to find his lips. "I need you. All of you." He groaned and suddenly, Cassian sunk himself as deeply as he could inside you. His hips flesh against yours as his hands had lowered you completely into his cock.
"Godsโ€”" You moaned and he held still for you to be able to adjust to his girth. One hand remained on your hips while the other moved to cup your cheek so that he could look into your eyes the entire time.
When you nodded telling him that you were alright, Cassian whimpered and he shifted you both in the tiny space before retreating and then thrusting in even deeper than before, the head of his cock caressing your cervix.
Cassian pumps in and out of you, small groans escaping his lips as he gets lost in the feeling of your sensitive walls tightening around him. He could feel your wetness slicking his cock each time he pulled out before he would thrust again. His golden eyes were locked with yours as he took in the way your face contorted with pleasure. Committing the moment to his memory.
He smirks feeling your body shake with each one of his hard thrusts. His hand gently caresses your cheek despite the roughness and eagerness of his movements. "Gods, you were made for me, doll." "I feel like I was made for you." You gasped in response and soon his fingers moved down to caress the swollen bundle of nerves making you cry out with pleasure.
Cassian leaned in closer to press his forehead against yours. "You are," He mumbles noticing the way you arched your back to meet each one of his strokes. "You are... Made for meโ€” Mine."
His growls made you whimper and you felt your body stiffen above him. "Cass.. I'm close toโ€”." He didn't allow you to finish your sentence, thrusting in even deeper and circling your clit desperately before you were coming undone on his cock.
A loud cry escaped your lips before he kissed you gently while your walls tightened around him, your legs trembling due to the electric current coursing through your body and struggling to support yourself over him. The sensation makes him groan and when you screamed his name, he's already tightening his grip over your hips.
He spills rope after rope of his thick and warm spend, flooding your insides as he closes his eyes. Cassian's forehead was still pressed against yours as he panted heavily against your face. He remained buried deep inside you pulling in and out slightly so that your tight walls would milk him completely before he pulled out.
And then you both opened your eyes. Glossy gazes locking with each other and tired smiles over your lips before it happened.
Your breath hitched as his speed dripped out of you and the golden bridge between both your souls constructed itself brick by brick. It left your already hazy mind feeling even more bewildered. You caught sight of Cassian's excited and tender smile before fully realizing it.
He was your mate.
Oh, damn it.
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atlasmoonglade ยท 6 months ago
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University AU Enemies to lovers
Joost Klein x fem!reader
Warnings: swearing, PiV (protected), 18+ only
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It's a Friday evening, soft music is playing through the speakers on Max's desk, mixing in with the chatter of your friends. Everyone is sitting in different spaces around the room, some on the desk, some on Max's bed, you and Olivia rest on Max's roommateโ€™s bed. Red solo cups of beer are scattered amongst the room. It was calm and then the door swung open.
"Yooo!!" The entering voice rang, instantly earning a happy response from Max, who hops off his bed and heads towards the entrance.
โ€œJoost!โ€ Max exclaims, arms open wide to embrace his friend. โ€œWhere the hell you have been, man?โ€
"Consider my good time ruined" you mutter.
"Be nice" Olivia pats your knee.
"I am always nice. It's him who always starts shit. That di-"
"Hey, Y/N" Joost greets, taking a seat on the opposite bed. "Hey, Olivia."
"Hey, Joost" Olivia smiles. When you don't say anything, she nudges her elbow into your side.
You roll your eyes. "Hi, Joost"
"C'mon, that's all I get?" he teases. "What's wrong? You tired?"
"You have no idea" you say, finally looking at him. He is wearing a green long sleeve polo shirt and a hat, his blond messy hair sticking out the front it.
"Aw, is it past your bed time?"
"And the day is just starting for you? Let me guess, you just rolled out of bed."
"Oh, God" someone says "Here they go again."
"Max invited me here. I am more fun than someone who sits with a sour face all the time."
"Why are you talking to me? Don't you have anything better to do?"
"You know" Max says. "if you two just - I'm gonna say it - fucked one good time. You would get over this rivalry already."
Your jaw drops, you look at Olivia, who just shrugs.
"Don't ever say that again, Max. Ew" you say disgusted at the thought.
"Ew?" Joost says offended. "You would be lucky if I even considered it."
Your jaw drops even lower. "You arrogant asshole" you sit down straight. "And this is who you all want around?"
"Stop it you two." someone says.
You can't see yourself ever getting along with him. This "rivalry" as your friends call it has started a long time ago. During the first week of introductions, he asked you to speak louder, which completely messed up your track of thought and earned some laughs from the auditory. So, after the first homework tasks, you called his presentation uninspiring and poorly structured. He took the last internship place, which he knew you wanted. So, you assigned to write the final paper with the professor, he was planning to ask. You showed his old embarrassing Youtube videos to a girl he wanted to ask out, which lead to her blocking his number. So, he fucked your roommate, while you were still in the room. He calls you short tack, princess, anything but your name, making fun of the fact that he is taller than you. List of insults you call him is too long.
"I'm gonna head out" you stand up to leave.
"I'll come with you" Olivia left with you.
You take your favorite seat in the auditorium, noise of chatting students around you as you take out your laptop. The professor walks in, prepared to start the lecture. The room falling into gradual silence, then the door opens and Joost walks in. You watch him take his place further up, he notices you looking and flips you off. You mock him and flip him off back.
At the end of the lecture professor announces "As you all know the final paper consists of a group presentation. I took liberty and divided you into pairs. I will also email you the list." he pulls up the list on the projector screen. You search for your name. As soon you see it, the color drains from your face.
No. No, this must be a mistake.
A groan is heard from the back of the auditorium. "Professor, I am not working with her." Joost says annoyance clear in his voice. "Switch me to be with someone else."
You are sat in disbelief that you got assigned to write the final paper with Joost.
"This is a final list." Professor looks at the whole class. "Drop this attitude and act like grownups."
As the lecture ends, you hurry to the professors desk. "Sir, this is not going to work. He is going to sabotage my results. Can I just switch with someone?" you look at him with pleading eyes. "Anyone else."
"I assigned pairs randomly, so everyone has equal chances. You have to learn to work with everyone." he says. "This is final."
Joost rushes past us towards the exit. You roll your eyes. This can't be happening.
You meet with Olivia and tell her everything. She laughs in shock at first, but then insists you'll be fine, that you are adults and both want this done one way or another. You knew itโ€™d be a miracle if Joost and you made it through 15 minutes of working on something together.ย 
You and Joost still haven't talked about it, as if pushing it to the last minute would solve the problem. It is halloween night, you are getting ready for the party, your costume is inspired by Britney Spears in her music video Baby one more time. You finish braiding your hair into two braids, fix your skirt, wait for Olivia and you head out to the party.
Loud music, neon lights, you already had a couple of drinks, feeling a nice buzz. Someone from the group of your friends suggests to play Spin the bottle.
"Hell yeah, let's do it." Max puts his hand around you. "C'mon grumps, you joining us?"
You push his hand away. "I am" you make kissing face at him. "Always dreamt of kissing you" your voice full of sarcasm. You and Max burst out laughing.
Your usual group of friends and a few people you met at the party find space in the house to set up the game, music still loud around you. Olivia brings the bottle, as you are all sitting in a circle, ready to start.
"Is there still space for me?" a voice behind you asks. You turn around to see Joost, his face painted to resemble a skull, he is wearing a black suit, which doesn't properly fit him and a red tie.
"Sure, man! We've been looking for you." Max makes room for Joost to sit next to him, opposite of you.
"I was a little busy with this girl I met." he says as he sits down. "Glad I found you guys just in time." his eyes find yours and he smirks.
"We are so lucky" you say contemplating if you should just leave. Olivia looks at you shaking her head as if trying to tell you "don't start it again", you roll your eyes.
For the past 15 minutes there was a lot of cheering as people kiss. Some give just a little peck, others fully commit, tongue and all. Max is currently making out with a girl from an acting class. Her hands are in his hair as they deepen the kiss.
"Okay okay. I am afraid you will start fucking soon." someone says. "I am not drunk enough to see that."
Everyone laughs and they pull apart, going back to their places.
It is your turn to spin the bottle, you down your drink and reach for the bottle. You give it a good spin, watching it, already knowing you will just give a little peck to whoever it lands on. The bottle slows and comes to a stop. You follow the neck of the bottle, it points to Joost. Everyone erupts into loud cheering and whistling.
"Finally!" someone says.
You look at Joost. Universe must be punishing you for something.
"Bring it on, princess." he messes up his hair. "Hope it's not gonna be your first kiss." he licks his lips.
"Pass." you say with a smile and cross your arms against your chess.
"No, that's not how this works" Max chimes in. "No skipping your turn."
You groan and look at the ceiling hoping you can just die on the spot.
Joost stands up and offers you his hand. "We will go somewhere private. Won't give you all a show. It is her first time, has to be special."
"Oh, shut up" you say. "Let's just move on, everyone"
"Just trust me." he kneels down next to you. "Can you do that for once?" he says looking into your eyes.
You stand up without his help and head towards the first room you see, you can hear his footsteps behind you.
You walk in and close the door behind you as he walks towards the window.
"I am not kissing you." you say.
"I wasn't planning on that" he replies and opens the window, he takes out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, puts one in between his lips and reaches for a lighter.
"You should quit that." you point at the cigarette in between his fingers.
He chuckles and takes a drag of a cigarette as you stand in silence.
"About that presentation.. " you start.
"I emailed the head of the department asking to let us switch partners." he looks down at his shoes. "He said no"
You look at him with your eyes wide.
"You would hate to work with me that much?" you ask shocked he went that far.
"I was doing it for the both of us. You know it would be a disaster. But since we are stuck together, promise me you won't fuck this up for us." he lifts his head up to look at you.
All of your anger returns. You can't believe you were about to offer him to put your differences behind you.
"Fuck you, Joost. Why do you think I would be the one to fuck this up? You are the unreliable one. Always gone somewhere doing fuckall with whoever." your hands ball into fists. "Fuck you" you say again and storm out of the room.
You leave the party without saying bye to anyone, you just need to go back to your room to calm down.
The street you walk back to the dorm is silent, lit up only by sporadic streetlights. It's late enough that everyone is already asleep or partying. Your head clears from the alcohol. You are deep in your thoughts, and suddenly you hear fast approaching footsteps behind you. You don't have enough time to realise what is happening, you feel a heavy hand on your shoulder. A flight or fight response kicks in and you scream, turn around and throw a punch, not risking waisting time to think about it.
Your fist connects with something.
"Ouch. You fucking bitch" you open your eyes to see Joost holding his cheek. It's not until you smell a familiar scent, cigarettes with cologne, your panic subsides a little. You think of how stupid your argument over the presentation was. The fear of being robbed or worse, has made you realise that Joost is not the enemy and never has been. Your hands start to shake and you burst into tears.
And then you hug him, your arms tight around his middle, he tenses but then wraps an arm around you, feeling you tremble.
"Hey, hey" his voice getting soft. "What's wrong with you" his other hand is still holding his cheek.
"I thought you were a murderer." you let go of him, still shaking.
"I called your name, you didn't hear?"
"No" you say "What are you doing here anyway?"
"No one knew where you disappeared to. I went looking for you." he says letting go of his cheek. The paint of a skull on his face has rubbed off from sweat throughout the night and you can see hints of red from where you hit. You start to feel sorry and embarrassed that you reacted that way. You reach out to him, but drop your hand before it reaches to touch his cheek.
"Let's not tell anyone about this." he suggests. "We can't give them the satisfaction of knowing you hit me"
It draws a laugh out of you and it makes him grin.
"It's the least I can do. I really am sorry, Joost."
"You are nuts for reacting like this...but I really didn't mean to scare you." he says. "Let me walk you home."
You walk together in silence.
"I'm sorry for what I said earlier at the party." he says suddenly. "I realise I was kind of an asshole"
"Kind of?"
"Ok, yeah, I overreacted. I guess what i'm trying to say is.. Let's just do that presentation and not kill each other. I already felt your knuckles on my face, don't want that again"
You look at him, seeing the red mark again. "My room. 7pm tomorrow. Let's at least start it"
Olivia left to go to a friendโ€™s place, you changed into comfortable pants and a cropped sweater. You sit at your desk, and wait. Youโ€™d told Joost to come at 7.ย 
There is a knock at 7:14.
"Come in" you say slight annoyance in your voice.
"I'm sorry, short stack"
"I was starting to think you weren't gonna come" you turn in your chair to face him.
"I'm here now" he says taking a seat next to you, smell of cigarettes filling the space.
"I started writing a rough plan." you show him what you wrote on your laptop.
After 30 minutes of you two working out an agenda for the presentation, Joost leans back on his chair. "Wow"
It makes you look at him. "What?"
"Look at us. Not arguing"
"It's only been like half an hour" you look at your watch. "The night is young"
Maybe he has brain damage from the punch, but he canโ€™t lie to himself, that night after the party shifted things. Seeing you so terrified caused a change in him. Feeling your arms around him, clinging to him and trembling so hard, softened him towards you.
He catches himself thinking you look so good all wrapped up in your shared work. He hooks his foot around the leg of your chair and pushes you closer to him.
"What are you doing?" you push yourself back.
"Why are you so far away from me?"
"I am not. I am an appropriate distance from you." you look at him as if he is crazy.
He pushes you closer again and leans in. He acts on an instinct, closes the distance between you and crashes his lips against yours. You press your hands against his chest and push away.
"What the hell was that?" you ask touching your lips.
He is just as speechless as you are. Speechless, and confused, and out of breath, and so pretty. Has he always been that pretty?ย 
You grab onto the hem of his shirt and pull him back in, pressing your lips together in an aggressive collision. Joost's hands grip your waist and he urges you to straddle him. Without breaking the kiss you put your legs on each side of his and sit on top of his thighs. He grips your hair and deepens the kiss, earning a moan from you, which makes him push up into your clothed core. You feel him hardening.
Joosts hands slide down to your thighs, he scoops you up in his arms, standing up and lifting you up with him. Your legs are wrapped around his torso, your hands on his shoulders. He supports your weight so easily, all while sliding his tongue into your mouth.ย He carries you over to the bed, dropping you on top of the mattress. He looks down at you with a grin.
"These fuckers were right." he laughs. "We needed this" he leans back to you, his hands sneaking beneath your sweater, pushing it up until your bra is revealed. He looks into your eyes. "Is this okay?"
"Yes" you moan, "Please".
His pushes your bra down, enough to reveal your chest. His lips wrap around your nipple, wetting it with his tongue and applying light suction. A soft moan left your mouth, and you grip onto his hair. He can't stop himself from smiling. He sucks harder, just to hear you make some noise. Any noise.
You rubbed your thighs together for some relief. Joost noticed this and proceeded to stick his hand down your pants, fingers sliding underneath the band of your underwear. He smirks at how soaked you were already and rubs your clit as he licks a trail up to your neck. You tighten your thighs around his hand, gasping at the friction and pulling at the bedsheets.ย His cock is pressed against the zipper of his jeans, getting to the point that it was excruciating. So, as he massaged your clit, he undid his pants and pushed them down his legs.ย 
"Do you want to do this?" he looks at you.
"Yes." you reply with no hesitation. "Condoms are in the drawer."
He gets off the bed, finds the pack of condoms, tears the foil with his teeth, and watches you as he rolls the condom on himself.ย Youโ€™re absolutely gorgeous, better than he could have ever imagined.
"How do you want me, princess?โ€ The nickname finally getting a new meaning.
"However you want it.โ€
"We are doing acrobatics then"
It startles a laugh out of you, and Joost thinks he might love thatโ€”the way he makes you laugh.
He takes off your pants together with the underwear, bends your leg, pushes it away from him, closer to you, which reveals your slick core to him.
โ€œGotta tell me how you want me, and fucking quick.โ€ he groans, just the view of you makes him do mathematics in his head to stop from cumming on the spot.
"Missionary works me." you prop yourself on your elbows.
So he climbs onto you.ย He kneels between your legs, then pushes them apart obscenely wide.ย You stay propped up on your elbows, watching him, but when he settles between your thighs, you fall back against your pillow.
โ€œGood?โ€ he asks.
"You havenโ€™t done much,โ€ you point out.ย 
"Smart-ass.โ€ย He reaches down and grasps his cock at the base, and drags the tip through your folds.ย He coats himself in your arousal, feels the heat of your pussy even through the latex, then notches himself at your entrance.ย He looks down and pushes into you. He goes slow but steady, and he hears a small gasp fall from your lips.
He remembers the way you clung to him that night, and he wants to capture that feeling again.
He picks up a steady pace, holding your legs apart, kissing your neck. One of his hands makes its way to your clit again, you arch your back as he starts to draw circles around it.
He feels you clench around him. "Joost. I'm so close" you moan and he watches you come undone beneath him, proud of himself โ€” to the point of cockiness. Giving you a few more forceful pumps, he hides his face in your neck, and releases himself into the condom.
You want to remember this forever. Him panting, moaning in your ear. He taps the side of your thigh, pulls out and throws out the condom. You watch him pull up his jeans and sit down at the desk again.
"Let's do this thing"
You and Joost are sitting next to each other in the cafeteria. Max and Olivia join you.
"Look, both are still alive!" Max jokes.
"How did it go yesterday?" Olivia asks looking between the two of you.
A deep blush spreads across your cheeks.
"Wait." Max looks at you, then at Joost. "Did you two...?"
"No way!" Olivia gasps.
"Ok, shut up guys." Joost says
"You owe me 20 bucks" Max says to Olivia.
"Fuck!" Olivia exclaims
"You bet on us?"
"Last year!" Max takes the money from Olivia.
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obeymeshallwedateaddict ยท 3 months ago
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Your clothes, my body, shared passion
So I thought it was about time I wrote some steamy and passionate moments with the brothers. At first my idea was an ordinary fluff fiction where you take their clothes and see their reaction but I decided to put some spice to it. So enjoy!
Summary: You take a piece of each brother's clothing, in an attempt to seek some fun time.
WARNING! The story contains 18+ content. Please proceed with caution!
Contains: NSFW
Fem!MC x each of the brothers
You can find more of my work here: Masterlist
Lucifer
The eldest has been overworking himself once again. You could swear that the demon hasn't slept for days and is really stressed. Last night he even missed dinner and when you went to bring it to him you saw him asleep on his desk. So today you decided to surprise the demon.. You went to his room, opening his closet and grabbing his favourite tie. You stripped off of your clothes and put the tie on. Looking over at the mirror you smirk mischievously at your provocative form. You grab one of his coats, cover yourself with it and head to the study where Lucifer was doing paperwork. You knocked on the door, waiting for Lucifer's exhausted "Come in". And when you received it you walked in the room, making sure to lock the door behind yourself.
-Lucifeeerr~ โ€“You chuckle and look at him as he continues doing his paperwork like nothing happened.
-Hm? โ€“The eldest mumbles. He moves his gaze towards you and when he does you drop the coat, revealing your naked form to the demon. His eyes widen and he stops in his tracks. The fountain pen drops from his grip as he checks you up and down.
-MC.. โ€“Lucifer shakes his head and chuckles.
-Someone is desperate for my attention I see.. hmm.. Come here then.. I shall indulge in you.. โ€“The demon speaks up and you rush over to his side. He pushes all the documents to the floor, freeing space on his desk as he grabs you by the tie and yanks you to him, placing a kiss to your lips. You feel his hands grip your waist and he sits you down on the desk in front of him.
-Mm... Only a tie huh? And my favourite one at that.. God, MC... You don't know how sexy you look right now.. โ€“Lucifer raises from his seat and leans over you. The eldest traps you between his arms and begins kissing you passionately. You attempt unbuttoning the buttons on his shirt and he chuckles as he sees you struggling.
-Want some help? โ€“He asks and rips the shirt off of his body, leaving his bare chest to you. The demon leans down to kiss your neck as your hands loom over his bare chest. He lets out a low groan.
-You naughty girl... The things you do to me.. โ€“He hisses and continues kissing and nibbling on your neck, leaving tiny love bites in its wake.
-What things? โ€“ You tease and he groans once again, before gripping your hand and bringing it forcefully down to his clothed cock.
-This.. โ€“He breathes and stirs up to your touch. You let out a subtle chuckle and grip his dick through his pants, earning a growl from him.
-MC, you're playing with fire. โ€“He hisses but you ignore him, unzipping his trousers and pushing them to the floor along with his boxers, freeing his large and throbbing, demon cock. Your eyes widen in mischief to the sight and the demon throws his head back, taking a deep breath, trying to remain composed. But he fails. Lucifer grips you once again and turns your body over, so your chest is laying on the cold, wooden surface of his desk.
-You asked for this.. โ€“He hisses before gripping a fist full of your hair, yanking your head back as he enters you without warning. You whine to the feeling of his cock entering you. The eldest begins moving, thrusting in and out of you forcefully, grunting and groaning from time to time. You squeeze him tightly as you feel each and every vein of his cock, throbbing inside you, hitting all the right spots. At one louder moan you let out he plants a spank to your butt, in an attempt to shut you up.
-I needed this... Now be a good girl and take it. โ€“He murmurs as he continues to fuck you into the night.
Mammon
The second-born was in his room, probably counting money or worshiping his credit card. But recently you began feeling left out and replaced by that forsaken credit card. So you decided that it was your time to shine. The plan was to take Mammon's attention away from Goldie. So you looked around your room, wondering what to do. You remember that the demon had left his jacket in your room the last time he was with you and you get a mischievous idea. You grip the jacket, throwing it on your bed before stripping down from your clothes and putting on the jacket. Your naked form in his jacket should get his attention, right? Yeah of course it will, why are you even questioning it? You proceed to rush over to the demon's room and barge in through the door to see him sitting on the couch, toying with his credit card just as you had expected.
-Maaammmoooonnnnn!!!! โ€“You speak. Your voice startles the demon, causing him to drop credit card to the floor. He moves his gaze to you.
-Yo, human! What's the big idea... โ€“His eyes widen to the sight of you - bare, only wearing his jacket. His cheeks take a shade of pink and he rushes to your side, shutting the door closed and locking it a few times.
-MC... What's all this?! Why are ya like this?! โ€“He says and wraps his arms, pulling you into an embrace to feel the warmth of your body against his own.
-You've been spending too much time thinking about money and that credit card of yours that I feel left out.. so I decided to get your attention back to me.. โ€“You murmur and wrap your hands around him, returning the embrace.
-Ya could've just asked! You needn't barge in like that! โ€“He speaks as his hands begin wandering all over your body.
-And MC.. you will get all my attention, ya know? Since ya got me all worked up... โ€“He murmurs and walks you over to the couch, pushing you down, before quickly stripping off his own clothes and joining you. He immediately begins kissing you all over your face, lips, and neck. Touching and squeezing every part of your body he could reach. Grunting and moaning before you even got to touch him..
-Mammon.. โ€“You whine his name and he hums in response.
-Yeah? โ€“He breathes and begins grinding against you. His cock moving against your thigh.
-I need you.. please... โ€“You whine and the demon nods before entering you with a low groan.
-Fuck, MC.. ugh. Jesus.. if I knew that's how you'd feel I'd give up Goldie every day! โ€“He begins thrusting in and out of you with different intensities. Hard and fast.. slow and gentle.. Rough and loving. Just as the Avatar of Greed had always been. His dick hits all the right spots inside you and you moan alongside him as you make love with him in a sinful rhythm.
Leviathan
You and the third-born decided to play games together so you were heading to his room. When you knocked there was no answer. You said the secret phrase but nothing happened. So you pushed the door open and didn't see Levi in his room. You looked around to make sure and sighed upon seeing his room empty, without him. You sat on his gaming chair when you suddenly got an idea. You walked up to his closet and grabbed one of his favourite merch t-shirts. You took your clothes off and tossed them to the side before putting in his T-shirt and a pair of headphones. Not long after the demon came back to his room and when he saw you standing there, with nothing on other than his T-shirt and headphones he blushed heavily.
-M-M-MC.. Y-y-you.. โ€“Hd stutters and you chuckle.
-Come on. We were going to game together weren't we? โ€“You ask and invite him to come sit beside you in front of the console. Leviathan hesitantly walker over to you and sat beside you. You handed him the first controller and he took with trembling hands. But the thing was that he couldn't take his eyes off of you. The way you had sat down was exposing your bare pussy, making the demon shift in his seat. You notice that and let out a subtle chuckle.
-Levi? Is everything okay? โ€“You ask and look at him with a mischievous gaze.
-Y-y-your... you know what.. is sh-showing... โ€“He stammers out and screams, looking away from you to hide his flushed face.
-What, you don't like it..? โ€“You ask, in a teasing tone, taking Levi's hand in yours.
-I... I.. uhm.. I.. โ€“The third-born stutters and you bring his hand to your heat, pressing his fingers against yourself and letting out a soft moan. The demon freezes but soon enough gaining the courage to move his fingers, enough to give you pleasure. You whine softly and move your body, to sit over on his lap. You look down at his flushed face and lean in to kiss him passionately on the lips. Levi lets out a hesitant moan and you chuckle.
-M-M-MC... I.. I.. n-n-need y-you.. โ€“You smile at his words and raise from his lap to pull down his sweatpants before settling yourself onto his cock. Both of you groan in pleasure and you begin moving your body up and down, riding him. The demon's cheeks flush but that doesn't stop him from moaning and whining, while recieving pleasure from your actions. His cock was filling you up, giving you an overwhelming amount of pleasure as you worked him in and out. The rest of the night you and Levi spend making love to each other.
Satan
The fourth-born had invited you to the library to read books together but the thing was you weren't exactly in a mood to read books. Though you couldn't decline Satan's offer since you hardly got to spend time with him this way. But you had a different idea of spending time with the demon. You smirked to yourself as you walked over to his room, opening the door and heading straight over to his closet. You take one fluffy sweater and cat ears that you found on the bottom of one of the drawers. You take your clothes off, throwing them over on his bed and putting the sweater and the cat ears on. You made sure to look at yourself in the mirror to check how you looked before heading to the library. Upon seeing the fourth-born you smirk mischievously.
-Oh Saaaataaaaannnn!!! โ€“You call out of him and he turns his head to look at you. When he noticed how you looked he immediately blushed.
-Aw, MC.. look at you.. looking all adorable like that.. Mmmm come 'ere, kitten.. โ€“You bite your lower lip and let out a subtle chuckle before walking up to Satan. He immediately pulled you down on his lap and caressed your back.
-Such a sweet surprise, MC.. Thank you.. โ€“He mutters and wraps one arm around you while putting the other on your thigh. He gently dragged his hand up your thigh, moving it to your inner thigh. The Avatar of Wrath's hand freezes as he feels you completely bare underneath his sweater.
-Hm? MC? What's this, kitten? Did you forget your panties? โ€“He asks and moves his hand further, gently tracing the outline of your pussy. You whine softly before speaking.
-I didn't wear them..
-Purposely? โ€“Satan asks with a mischievous look on his face and you nod.
-Awh you naughty, naughty kitten. You had no intentions of reading did you? โ€“The demon continues to pleasure you with his fingers and you sink your teeth into your bottom lip, trying to suppress a moan. The fourth-born chuckles and picks up the pace.
-Seems like I was right.. โ€“The demon mumbles, making you let out another moan. With that he groans along with you and unzips his pants, taking out his cock.
-Here, kitten... Please me...โ€“You look over at Satan and bite your lip before nodding and taking his cock into your hand, stroking it gently at first put soon enough picking up the pace. The demon groans and throws his head back in pleasure. After the first set of orgasms Satan carries you over to his room and continues making love to you in a more private place.
Asmodeus
You and the fifth-born were doing skincare in his room. There were quite a lot of steps 'for achieving perfect skin' as he said. You had free time and would never say not to some skin therapy since acne has been bothering you lately. Asmo was gentle with your skin, gently massaging the product in before the skin absorbs it. Brushing your hair and leaving tiny kisses to your shoulder or neck while peeling off a face mask away from your face. Suddenly you felt something change. A sudden shift in mood. Not that it was bad though.. but it wasn't the time.. you were doing skin care.. not preparing to have sex.. after some time you realise you cannot take it anymore..
-Asmo, I'll go to the bathroom for a second. โ€“You say, standing up from your chair.
-No problem, hon! Take your time. โ€“He responds and shoots you a gentle smile before entering his bathroom. You were walking around, wondering what to do and how to satisfy this desire when an idea came to mind. You quickly stripped from your clothes and pulled his towel from the hanger, wrapping it around yourself, before exiting the bathroom. Upon seeing you the demon's expression immediately changes from gentle and soft to lustful and mischievous.
-MC? What's that now? Getting more comfortable are we? โ€“He asks and you nod happily, sitting back in your seat. Asmodeus moves his chair closer to yours and drags his fingers over the skin of your thighs.
-Gosh, MC.. you always know how to turn me on.. โ€“He hooks his fingers into your towel, gently removing it from your body, admiring your naked form.
-And you never cease to amaze me either.. you look fascinating.. โ€“The fifth-born bites his lip and leaves a gentle kiss to your shoulder, while dragging his hands all over your body ever so gently but enough to leave a burning trace behind each finger that touches your skin. After a short while the demon stands up, taking off his own clothes and pulling you on top of himself on the bed. Kissing you passionately and his hands wandering all over your body as he enters you gently, provoking a soft gasp out of you. You feel his cock stretch you out in every way imaginable, reaching all the right places over and over again as the demon thrusts in and out of you. And so as the night continues Asmodeus continues making love to you however he pleases while whispering dirty things to your ear. Praising you or telling you how naughty you were.
Beelzebub
It was late at night. Everyone in the House of Lamentation was sleeping except you and Beel. The demon was hungry while you just forgot to check the time while listening to music. Suddenly you get a notification on your phone and you check to see that the sixth-born was inviting you to have a midnight snack with him if you were awake. You wondered whether to go or not but finally decided to do it. Though you for sure knew that you weren't hungry for food. You were hungry for the sixth-born himself. You walked up to your closet and saw a tank top that Beelzebub had left there a couple of days ago while your workout together so you took it. Taking off your clothes you put the tank top on and walk over to the kitchen to see the demon of Gluttony already eating something from the fridge. When he saw you his eyes widened and he nearly dropped what he was eating to the floor. You smile at him.
-Hey, Beel. โ€“You say and walk up to him, feeling his gaze following your every step.
-MC.. โ€“He murmurs and reaches out to touch your shoulder.
-Is this my tank top? โ€“He asks and you nod.
-Yeah. You left it in my room a few days ago.. I thought it was a great occasion to give it back to you. โ€“You answer and shoot a mischievous gaze to the sixth-born.
-But you're wearing it.. how am I supposed to take it...? โ€“Beel asked, finishing his food and grabbing something else from the fridge without tearing his gaze away from your body.
-Take it off of me. If you want it.. โ€“You say and smirk while the demon smiles and nods greedily, before hooking his fingers inside the fabric and pulling the tank top off of you, leaving you completely bare. His eyes widen. The demon wasn't expecting you to be completely naked underneath.
-MC... You are.. โ€“He whispers and you nod.
-Do you like it? โ€“You ask, looking over at the demon with a hopeful gaze.
-MC, you are so beautiful.. โ€“He whispers and shoves the rest of the food in his mouth, devouring it in one bite, before wrapping his arms around you. You look around the kitchen and upon seeing the whipped cream you get a naughty idea. You reach for it and spread some over your chest all the way down to the heat between your legs. You shoot the demon a lustful gaze and he returns it.
-Can I lick it off of you..? โ€“Beel whispers and you nod.
-That's the point... โ€“You answer as the demon hungrily leans down, licking the cream off of you. His movements are gentle but pleasing, as each and every move of his makes you shiver and sends pleasure all over your body. Not long after he gets on his knees and licks the whipped cream from your cunt as well. Though he doesn't stop there. He continues lapping his tongue over your clit and entrance, telling you how delicious you were. He delves within you as you moan in ecstasy. You and Beelzebub proceed to spend a steamy moment in the kitchen before going back to your room together.
Belphegor
The seventh-born had invited you to cuddle with him in the attic so when you got out of RAD you rushed home, throwing your backpack to the side, taking a quick shower and going back to your room. But when you began putting clothes on an idea came to mind. You smile mischievously and wrap a towel around yourself rushing to the twins' room. Thankfully Beelzebub wasn't there so you could walk around freely. You reach the youngest's bed and throw the towel on it before grabbing his body pillow and holding it close to your body. You quickly make your way to the attic and enter the room where you see Belphegor laying on the bed.
-Belphieeeee~ โ€“You whine and he mumbles while moving his gaze towards you. Upon seeing you his eyes widen and he bites his lip. The sleep washes away from his face and mischief replaces it.
-Oh MC? Naked are we? What an amazing surprise. Though you brought my body pillow.. what for? โ€“He asks and you look around the room as if checking for someone else before speaking.
-Too make things more interesting. Where is the fun in just barging in completely naked and exposed? โ€“You say and look at him while he looks you up and down.
-You might be right actually.. this does make things more exciting in a way.. โ€“The demon speaks and walks up to you.
-But the pillow has to go. It's preventing me from my view, MC. โ€“He said as he snitched the pillow away from you and threw it across the room. He pulled you towards him, wrapping his arms around you and leaning down to whisper to your ear.
-You are beautiful.. โ€“He breathes and begins kissing his way down your neck, leaving one or two love bites, before walking over to the bed and pushing you on it. You look at him as Belphie takes off his own clothes and climbs on top of you, continuing to kiss you. His hands wander all over your body in a way that every touch, every trace is giving you pleasure. You quirm underneath him and he smiles.
-You like that? โ€“He asks and you respond by nodding your head yes. He chuckles and aligns himself with your entrance before speaking.
-Then I'm going to make it even better. โ€“He whispers before entering you with a swift motion and a quiet groan. You moan softly as you feel his cock entering you. You can feel every curve.. every inch moving inside you as he fucks you slow and deep, whispering sweet things to your ear, bringing you to ecstasy over and over again.
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