My Everything - Part Eleven
A Take it Slow Sequel
What happens with Harry and Y/N after he proposes? How will the two navigate the engaged life while also continuing to juggle their jobs, friends, and families? Let’s find out.
Warnings: Fluff and Smut! 5K
Masterpost
“Oh my god.” You say and turn to him. “Oh my god!”
“Oh my god!” He squeals and picks you up to spin you around. “We’re gonna have a baby!” He sets you down carefully. “Okay, from this point on, this house is a no stress zone. You’re not lifting a finger, I’ll-“
“Harry, Harry!” You put your hands up. “Please, it’s okay. Don’t spiral.” You giggle. “We need to make an appointment with my OBGYN first, take a proper test. She can tell me how far along I am.”
“I wonder if it was the night in your office.” He smirks. “Pumped yeh good that night.”
“Jesus.” You swat an arm at him and wipe some tears from your eyes. “I’ll call tomorrow to see when they can squeeze me in.” He grabs your face and kisses you over and over again.
“Thank you for waiting until I got home. I couldn’t cancel on that client.” You both walk out to the living room and he sees the papers from the university on the coffee table. “What’s all this, lovie?” You both sit down on the couch.
“Well…Dr. Harrison, who I met with today, told me there’s going to be an open position in the Communication Department for the spring semester. She wants me to consider applying. The position is going to open at the end of the month.”
“So it’s not a guarantee if you get it?”
“Something tells me it would be a formality. I was looking over everything, and I’d be able to take classes for free after my first six months, I could go for my PhD.”
“That would be amazing!”
“But where does a new baby fit into all of this?”
“Well, think of how much easier it would be for you to take time off. You may not even need to work every day of the week.”
“I don’t think you get that privilege as a junior faculty.”
“Still, plus you’d have summers off, right?”
“Yeah, major upside. Plus, the winter break is like six weeks long.”
“Oh my god, think of how much time we could spend in London with my mum. The baby would really be able to spend time with her.”
“I know! I was looking over the benefits and they’re actually better than Mark It’s. I think I’m ready for the change. I could at least apply and see what happens, right?”
“Yeah, I think it’s a great idea.”
“If I have this baby when I think I will, I wouldn’t need to use the maternity leave right away because I’d be off contract for the summer, so I could just teach online next fall or use it then.”
“Look at you finding the loopholes already.” He smirks. “I’m really proud of you, this is huge.”
“It just feels right, I think. I mean, Niall’s about to leave, him and Sarah live in their house now, and they’re engaged. I feel like we’re all forming our own little lives and growing up more and more. Rachel even said she was thinking of proposing to Mariah soon, Isaac and Seth seem to be moving in that direction just the same. I don’t wanna get stuck in the past, you know?”
“No, I get it. I think this could be a really good move for you, for us.” He puts his hand on yours. “Apply, see what happens. Stay in contact with Dr. Harrison too, she could help you with the application or coach you through the interview.”
“I’m gonna talk to the doctor too, all of this could add so much stress…but I appreciate you being so supportive.”
“Always.” He takes your hand and kisses it. “I can’t believe that test said pregnant on it. I’m so happy.”
“Me too, babe.”
//
The next day at work you were in the middle of a meeting when you had to get up to leave. You rushed down the hall to the bathroom and threw up. Niall rushed after you to make sure you were okay.
“I won’t come in unless yeh need me to.” He says from outside the door.
“I’m fine!” You get up and rinse your mouth out. You open the door and see the concerned look on his face.
“Are you sick?” He gives your back a little rub.
“Not in the way you think…we’re keeping things quiet for now, just in case, but…I have a doctor’s appointment this afternoon…we think I could be pregnant.” You whisper.
“Oh my god!” He gasps and then he quiets himself. “That’s amazing.” He whispers.
“I took the test yesterday, but the doctor will really be able to confirm it. I’ve been nauseous all morning, I guess this is just the beginning.”
“Well, whatever time off yeh need don’t be afraid to ask for it. I got your back.”
“Thanks.”
Around 3PM you leave to meet Harry at your doctor’s office. He dropped Buster off at home beforehand. Your name gets called and Harry gets up to go in with you. The nurse gives him a funny look.
“He, uh, I want him in there with me…” You tell the nurse, and she nods.
Harry had never been to the OBGYN with you before, why would he have needed to? He found it interesting that they made you pee the second you got there. He supposed it was the best way to tell if you’re pregnant or not.
“Alright, Y/N, what’s going on today?” The nurse asks.
“Well…I think I’m pregnant. I took a home test yesterday and it said so. And I���ve thrown up a few times in the last couple of days.”
“Any fever or anything like that?”
“Nope, just nauseous, really nauseous.”
“Alright.” The nurse makes a few notes and looks over your chart. “And this is your…?”
“Husband, Harry is my husband.” You smile at him. “We just got married in April.”
“Oh, congratulations!” She smiles. “Here, put this on, you know the drill. Dr. Johnson will be in with you shortly.”
The nurse steps out and leaves you to change into the hospital gown.
“Why would you need to put that on? Isn’t she just going to look at your stomach?”
“No, she’s going to examine me as well, make sure everything’s alright. It’s pretty standard.”
“Even for this kind of visit.”
“Yes.”
“Why are you putting it on backwards?”
“It’s easier for them when it’s open in the front. Harry…” You sigh. “I’ve been coming here for over ten years, I know what do.” You cling to the front of the gown and hop back up on the bed. There’s a knock on the door.
“Hi Y/N, oh!” She looks at Harry. “We have a visitor today.”
“Dr. Johnson, this is my husband, Harry.” The two shake hands.
“Very nice to meet you, I’ve heard a lot of good things over the years.” She looks at you. “Heard we’re feeling a bit nauseous today?”
“The last couple days, actually. As you know we’ve been trying to get pregnant basically since the end of April. I took a test yesterday and it came back positive.”
“I looked over your urine sample.” She beams. Harry stands up to hold your hand. “You’re pregnant, Y/N.”
You and Harry get teary eyed as you look at each other and smile.
“Congratulations.” She puts some gloves on. “You’re only about six weeks along. Now, Harry, I need to take a peek at your wife, and I’m sure you love looking, but-“
“I’ll sit down.” He says.
You lay back as she quickly examines you, making sure everything was fine. She examines your breasts next.
“You’re going to want to take these out if you plan to breastfeed. If you don’t then it doesn’t matter. Your belly piercing for sure you’ll want to remove though, and soon.” She covers your breasts back up. “No lumps or bumps, looking good.” She smiles and gets the ultrasound ready. You wave Harry back over to hold your hand. “This’ll feel cold at first, I’m sorry.” You jolt slightly from the cold jelly on the end of the ultrasound. She moves it around a bit. “Since you are six weeks, we may be able to hear the heartbeat today. There! See that tiny dot on the screen?” She points to it. “That’s your baby.”
“Harry, look.” You sniffle.
“I know.” He also sniffles. You both start to hear something. “Is that it? That’s the heartbeat?”
“Yes.” She smiles at the two of you. “I’ll send you home with the little clip, and we’ll print up some sonograms for you.”
She takes the ultrasound off and wipes your belly clean. She makes some notes on her laptop before sitting down to look at the two of you.
“Now, I know it took us some time for this to happen, so there are some precautions you’ll want to take. Y/N, you’re an active person. I want you to stick to walks and low weight exercises. Maybe even try some yoga to keep yourself relaxed. Is your job very stressful?”
“It can be…my biggest stress right now is that I might be changing jobs. I’ve been asked to apply for a teaching position at my old college.”
“That’s wonderful! Do you think all of that will be too much for you?”
“I’m not entirely sure. Something tells me I’ll get the job if I apply. It’s mostly the unknowns, like switching insurances and a new commute, stuff like that.” Dr. Johnson nods and looks at Harry. “And what do you do for work again? You’re a photographer?”
“Yeah, I own my own studio. We do really well.”
“Good, so you can be home for her when she needs it? Help out with things?”
“I already offered and she told me to calm down.” He chuckles.
“Y/N, I want you to let Harry help you. I know you like things a certain way, but let him pick up the slack alright? I wanna get you through this first trimester. I’m gonna give you a list of vitamins and nutrients you’ll need, okay?”
“Okay.”
“I want you to know though, if for any reason something happens, and…well…you miscarry, it’s not because you did anything wrong, okay? I’m sending positive vibes, but just be aware that those things happen.”
You shudder at the thought, but know she’s right.
“Maybe we should wait to tell our families and friends then…just until I’m farther along.” You say to Harry.
“Good idea. Although, didn’t you throw up at working this morning?”
“Okay, so Niall has an idea, but other than that let’s keep it quiet.”
“Okay.” He smiles and looks at the doctor. “Anything else?”
“Come see me again in three weeks. You can make an appointment on the way out. If anything feels weird though, come see me sooner.”
“Thanks, Dr. Johnson.” You smile as she exits the room.
You hop off the bed and get dressed. The woman at checkout hands you the sonogram prints and the copy of the video of the baby’s heart beating. She gives you an appointment card and out the door you go.
“So, should we head to the market and get you some pickles and sourcrout?” He jokes. He wipes a few tears from his glossy eyes.
“No.” You laugh. “I don’t have any cravings yet, but we should go to the store and get some of the vitamins on this list. I don’t have any of this stuff at home.”
“Alright.” He puts his hand on your thigh as he drives off. “I’m trying not to be too excited because I know things could…not go the way we plan, but-“
“I think it’s okay to be excited. We shouldn’t worry about something that could easily not happen. We just need to be careful.”
“Shit, I should’ve asked her if it was okay to have sex or not right now.”
“I’m sure it’s fine, Harry.”
“Six weeks ago, what was six weeks ago?” He furrows his brows. “That was definitely the night in your office, it had to have been.”
“What does it matter?” You laugh.
“I’d just like to know so when I’m old and grey and have to give some type of speech I can embarrass the kid and say they were conceived on mummy’s office floor.”
“Harry.” You pinch your nose. “If you ever-“
“Relax, I’m only kidding.”
“I don’t think you are.”
“Half kidding.” He grins.
//
After that, Harry started taking your picture every week. He’d have you stand in front of a blank wall with your shirt up in the same clothes so you could look back and see the progress.
“When you get to be farther along we should do a maternity shoot. I can set something nice up down here for you so you won’t have to climb the stairs.”
“That would be really nice.”
Before you’re able to roll your shirt down he comes over to you and kneels. He kisses on your lower stomach and hugs you before standing up.
“Was it sad taking all your piercings out?”
“A little…I can always have them put back in if I want later. I’m kind of glad I took the nipple ones, my boobs have been so tender.” You go into the kitchen to fill up your water bottle.
“My poor baby, I wish I could like absorb all your discomfort.” He pouts.
“I know, and I appreciate that.”
“What size is it this week?”
“Let’s consult the app. At twelve weeks, it’s the size of a passion fruit.” You smirk as you show him the picture.
“Oh wow! That’s kind of big.”
“Still just a fetus though, it’s not really a baby yet.”
“Can you believe the end of this week will be the end of your first trimester?”
“I’m so happy, I’m sick of throwing up all the time. I was talking with Eleanor and she said her second trimester was much better. I’m sorry I haven’t really been in the mood lately.” You wrap your arms around his waist.
“It’s okay, I understand.” He kisses your forehead. “Have you heard back from the school yet?”
“They said they’d be contacting me soon for a second interview.” You smile. “I’m really excited.”
“They know you’re pregnant?”
“Just Dr. Harrison. She said it’s not something I need to disclose yet.”
“I can’t believe Niall’s leaving Mark It soon too.”
“I know.” You frown. “I’m really going to miss him, but it’s what’s for the best. The startup that approached him is such a good opportunity for him, and he’ll be the director of their marketing department. It’s what he deserves. His last day is in two weeks.”
“That’s so wild, I remember when he started working there. He’s got like two years on you?”
“Mhm.”
“Harry, this really pretty girl started workin’ with me. She’s really funny too!” He says in Niall’s accent.
“Would you stop?” You laugh and nudge your husband. “It was platonic love at first sight.” You giggle.
Harry makes you both some dinner and you decide to eat on the sofa. You get a call from Seth.
“Hey, what’s up?”
“I asked Isaac to marry me, and he said yes!”
“What?!” You spit out the food in your mouth. “That’s amazing! How did you do it?!” You put the phone on speaker. “Hold on, I have you on speaker, Harry’s here too.”
“Okay, so I took him out for a walk to our favorite park near our place. You know the one.”
“I do.”
“And I just got down on one knee and asked him. He cried, I cried. It was really nice.”
“I’m so happy for the both of you!”
“Me too, mate, that’s amazing!” Harry exclaims.
“Harry?!” You both laugh when you hear Isaac’s voice.
“Congratulations!” You both say at the same time.
“Can I have the phone back, sorry, he’s very excited.” Seth laughs. “Rightfully so, I’m a great catch after all.”
“Remind me to vomit later.” You roll your eyes.
“Anyways, we’ve been talking about it for a while. We both wanna just do the courthouse thing, we don’t want a big ceremony, but we’ll definitely have a party to celebrate.”
“Wouldn’t be you if you didn’t have a party.”
“Exactly. We’re making the rounds calling everyone. We’ll keep you up to date on everything.”
“Sounds good! Congrats again!” You hang up the phone.
“Okay, Rachel and Mariah are next for sure.” Harry says.
“I’m so happy for them. Oh my goodness! Sarah and Niall set a date too, did he tell you?”
“What?! No! When?”
“Next fall! October 20th I think. He just told me today.”
“If he didn’t already know about the baby, I’d say let’s keep the news from him the longest.” He rolls his eyes.
“Speaking of that…why not invite our friends over soon for a little lunch so we can tell them the good news. I know we’re going to my mum’s this Sunday to tell her and my siblings. And then we’ll FaceTime your mum and Gemma. We need to call Nannie too.”
“I think havin’ the crew over is a great idea.” He kisses your temple and leans back into the couch.
//
Your mother cried when you told her you were pregnant. Your siblings were all really happy for you. It turns out Erica had also been keeping her pregnancy to herself and was 15-weeks along. It was a really nice day with family. You stopped off at your dad’s house as well, and he was thrilled to hear the news. When you got home you FaceTimed with Anne and Gemma. Anne was trying not to sob as she was absolutely overjoyed.
Your Nannie cried on the phone as well. She couldn’t believe two of her granddaughters were having babies at the same time. You were able to celebrate so many things with your friends when they came over. Niall’s last day at Mark It and his first day at his new job, Isaac and Seth’s recent engagement, and Rachel and Mariah officially passing in adoption forms with an agency.
“Okay, so I know you’re all here and it feels like we’re here for a ton of different reasons…” You start. “Harry, is the FaceTime set up?”
“Mhm, Lou and El are here.”
“Hi guys!” Louis exclaims from the phone.
“Great, well…” You turn to the side and rub your lower stomach.
Rachel and Sarah gasp and squeal and rush to you to hug you.
“Oh my goodness! How far along are you? You literally can’t tell.” Sarah says.
“Thirteen weeks, I’m officially in my second trimester.”
“That’s amazing!” Rachel wipes a few tears away. “I can’t believe it.” She hugs you again. “You’re gonna be such a great mom.”
“I can’t wait to be an auntie.” Sarah says. “For the both of you of course. Still keeping my fingers crossed for the two of you with this agency.”
“Thanks.” Mariah says. She gives Harry a hug and kiss. “Congrats, I’m so happy for the both of you.”
“Seriously, it’s amazing.” Seth says. He gives you a hug next. “This kid is gonna be so loved.”
“Do you think Buster will get jealous?” Isaac jokes.
“If he’s anything like his father, which we all know he is, then yes.” Niall says.
“Oi! I’m not that clingy.”
Everyone laughs including Louis and Eleanor from the phone. You were happy everyone was finally in the know. Your doctor’s appointments were going really well. Everything was good.
//
“Harry.” You whisper in the middle of the night. “Baby.” You nudge him and he groans. “Honey, please, I need you.” His eyes flutter open. He got slightly excited because he thought maybe your hormones were making you a little needy.
“What’s up?”
“Could you go to the corner store, the 24-hour one? I really need a slim-Jim.”
“Y/N, you don’t eat meat.”
“I know, but I really need a slim-Jim. I can’t get it out of my head. Please? I know it’s a lot to ask, but I can’t sleep.” You pout.
“Alright.” He yawns and sits up. “Anything else you need?”
“No, just a slim-Jim.” You smile. “You’re amazing, I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Harry slips out to head to the corner store. You sit up in anticipation. This was one of the first real cravings you had. You weren’t sure what it was, you just needed the disgusting, processed meat. He returns with it shortly and you devour it.
“Oh my god, thank you. That really hit the spot.”
“Probably shouldn’t eat those all the time. Maybe that vegan bacon we have could suffice.” He says as he climbs back into bed. “Sure that’s all yeh needed?”
“Yeah, why?”
“No reason.”
He was desperate for you. He loved the way your body was making slight changes. But he didn’t want you to feel pressured because he was the reason your body was changing.
The next day you had your second interview at the university. The faculty were really impressed with you. They told you a final decision would be made soon and you’d hear from them either way. You were extremely excited. Work had gotten boring without Niall. You two would text each other throughout the day, and you’d even FaceTime a couple times a week during lunch breaks.
As the days got shorter and colder, you found yourself feeling needy for cuddles. You either had Buster with you every second, or you had Harry’s arms around you. You still hadn’t quite gotten your sex drive back. You wanted to offer to blow him, but even that you, for the first time since you’ve known him, just couldn’t bring yourself to do. You felt terrible.
“I have to work late tonight, honey.” He says on the phone. “I’ve got an evening shoot for a family.”
“Okay…”
“I’ll grab myself something for dinner.”
“When do you think you’ll be home?”
“Maybe around nine? I’m not sure. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay, I know you need to do what you need to do.”
You found yourself turning in earlier to bed as you noticed yourself getting more tired easily. You tried reading to tire your eyes out, but you felt something in the pit of your stomach that just wouldn’t go away. You look over and see the bare spot next to you and sigh. You wanted Harry. Oh shit, you really wanted Harry.
“Fuck.” You groan and get up.
You go into the closet and pull down your special box. You sigh when you grab your little bullet vibrator. You couldn’t even remember the last time you used it. You wiggle your pajama pants off and get back on the bed. You touch yourself with your hand first before turning the device on.
Harry was just coming in from his session, getting home a tad earlier than he expected. He even picked up a new jar of pickles to put in the fridge for you. As he walked down the hall to the bedroom he heard soft whimpers.
“What the…” He says to himself as he opens the door. His eyes nearly pop out of his head when he sees you.
“Harry!” You throw the vibrator somewhere else on the bed out of embarrassment.
“Sorry!” He nearly walks out of the room and then shakes his head at himself. “Wait a second, why am I leaving?” He asks himself more so than you. You reach for the bullet and turn it off. “So…has this been what you’ve been doing?” He sits on the edge of the bed. “Instead of with me?”
“What?! No! This is the first time I’ve even wanted to…and you weren’t home, and well…” Your cheeks were beat red. “I’m sorry, ugh, I’m so embarrassed.” You hide your face in your hands, but he pulls them away.
“You don’t need to be embarrassed, it’s okay. What made you want to use it?”
“I don’t know, I was missing you, and then I realized how much I was really missing you, and I just wanted you. And the damn thing wasn’t even doing it for me anyways.” You pout.
“Well, I’m here now.” He perks up. “You still in the mood?”
“Very much so. I’m sorry things have been so stagnant between us these last couple of months. I’ve just felt gross and nauseous and all of the above. I’ve wanted to do things for you, but-“
“It’s alright, I really understand. When El was pregnant with Eliza May, Louis sort of told me this might happen. I was prepared for it. I know it really doesn’t have much to do with me.”
“It really doesn’t, but I think I’m over that hump now. I love you so much, I hope you know that.”
“I do, and I love you too. You’re sacrificing a lot to grow this little one.” He gives your lower belly a little pat. He stands up and undresses down to his boxers, and gets your shirt off so you’re completely naked.
“I feel bad, you just got home. Did you eat and all that?”
“I did. Don’t worry, there’s really nothing else I’d rather be doing than lovin’ on my wife.”
He gets back on the bed and kisses you. It’s a slow kiss, sucking your bottom lip into his mouth, licking into your mouth. Doing all the things he knows you like. Even though you didn’t love all of the changes your body was making, Harry still, somehow, made you feel beautiful and sexy. He kisses down your chest, and plants nice wet kisses down your belly. His head gets between your legs and he gets to work.
You feel him groan against you as he licks into for the first time in ages.
“Got this wet thinkin’ of me?” He smirks and you push his head back down.
“Get over yourself, will you?” You laugh. “And yes, I did.” His tongue explores your folds before sucking on your clit. “Oh fuck, oh my god.” Your hands grip at his hair, and your legs start to shake. It didn’t take him long since you were already wound up. “Shit.” You breathe as he gets himself settled against the headboard.
“Come here, baby girl.”
You straddle his lap, and line yourself up with his hard dick, his boxers now long gone. You slowly sink down on him and moan out loudly when he bottoms out.
“Feel okay?” He grunts, desperately hoping he doesn’t come too soon.
“Feels amazing.” Your slot your mouth over his as you move up and down on him. You couldn’t get enough of him right now. All your senses were heightened.
“Y/N.” He moans as he thrusts up into you.
“Harry.” You moan back.
His hands grip your ass to help you move faster on him. You cling to his shoulders to give him full control of the pace. You both had the bed shaking as you took him so well.
“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.” You throw your head back as you release again, his come spurting up inside you at the same time. “Holy shit.” You press your forehead to his shoulder as he catches his breath. “I’m so sorry.” You kiss him. “How awful of me to make you wait like that.” You kiss him again. “Never again.” You kiss him a third time.
“Babe, babe! It’s okay.” He chuckles. “I’ve missed yeh like crazy, but don’t feel bad, alright?”
“You’re so amazing, I’m…I just love you.” You start tearing up. Another side effect of being pregnant. You cried all the time. He holds you close and rubs your back.
“I love you too.” He coos. “Come on, I bought you a fresh jar of pickles.”
“You did?!” You slide off of him and get your feet on the floor.
“Mhm.”
“Have I told you how much I love you?”
//
Things with you and Harry had gotten really got and heavy during your second trimester. You had even gotten to a point of sexting him at work. You just couldn’t help it. You had never wanted him so badly before. And he was always right there, ready to give it to you. You both would often only wear underwear around your apartment to have easier access.
Just as you were getting home one night, you got the call you had been waiting for.
“Dr. Harrison, great hear from you!” You get upstairs and into your living room.
“Hi, Y/N! How have you been feeling?”
“Much better, thanks. The nausea has definitely stopped.”
“Glad to hear it. The search committee has made a decision.” You take a deep breath, knowing this phone call could go one of two ways. “And we’d like to offer you the position.”
“Oh my god! Are you serious?! That’s amazing!”
“I’m glad to hear you’re excited.” She chuckles.
“I’ll just need to chat things over with my husband. I know he’ll be just as excited.”
“Great! Do you think we could schedule a meeting for Friday? There are a lot of things we’ll need to go over, especially with HR since you may not end up teaching in the fall. Luckily, you’ll have the entire winter break to prep up for the courses we’ll need you for this spring.”
“Yeah! Uh, what time Friday? I could probably leave work around three, and get to campus for like 3:30 if that works for you.”
“I’m open!”
“Wonderful, thank you so much. I’m very excited.”
You hang up the phone and squeal. Just as you’re celebrating with yourself, Harry walks in with Buster. He rushes over to you excitedly. You run over to Harry and give him a big hug and kiss.
“Guess who just got offered the job of being a junior faculty member?!”
“Shut up, are you serious?!”
“I am! I have a meeting with Dr. Harrison Friday to go over a ton of things. And I’ll have the entire winter break to prep up for the classes I’ll be teaching. I’ll be able to negotiate my salary too, they know what I’m expecting, and I won’t take anything less. We have a baby on the way after all.” You rub your hands over your lower belly where the cutest bump was finally starting to form.
“I’m so fucking happy for you. This is amazing! We should celebrate.”
“We can this weekend. Let me get everything finalized first. But…I know another way we can celebrate right now.” You wrap your arms around his neck.
“I really like this whole thing of you not gettin’ your period for nine months. It’s nice to just do it whenever.” He kisses you.
“I was looking up some safe positions we can try too.”
“Oh really?”
“Mhm.” You wink at him and you both shuffle down to the bedroom.
You were amazed at Harry’s stamina. He was never too tired to fuck you when you asked. Sometimes you wouldn’t even need to ask, he could just tell you wanted it sometimes, like he could smell it on you. He truthfully couldn’t get enough of you, and he was happy that you seemed to be back in the groove of feeling the same way.
He loved going to work with fresh scratch marks or love bites. He’d love when you’d send him a risky text in the middle of the day. The second trimester was treating him very well.
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