#Okey look i love Sam

[bearyyayay]

I love Sam but Paulie is my comfort character I love him why does he have to die he just wanted out he wanted a pizzaria he wanted a wife why can't he have that it's not fair why

[ghostingssdeadlinee]

SFW ALPHABET - SAM WINCHESTER

Warnings: cursing, made some nsft jokes.

AN: he’s so girlfriend <3333

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

He’s not very big on PDA, like hand holding and small kisses anywhere is great. But if you wanna make out just tug on his arm, go to a reserved era, and start kissing, could never say no too that.

In private tho, very much on quality time and physical touch, like sit on his lap while he’s researching and your read a book, or let him lay on your lap while he researches and you play with his hair, he’ll die.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

Very caring, if you like something special he definitely looks it up so you two can talk about it.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

Love it, mostly for sleeping. (Keeps the nightmares away)

I mean man’s massive so of course he’s going to be big spoon. But him laying on your chest/in the crevice of your neck, you talking about something you like or just your day, and you (again) playing with his hair. Melts.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Oh god, of course he wants to settle. Can’t because he constantly has to fight god and Lucifer and just every evil thing ever. But he’d want to more then anything.

Can’t really cook, I mean he knows some of the basics. He had to make food for him and dean once in a while.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

No :3 (didn’t feel like writing this sorrrryyy :333)

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

With everything happening, with the apocalypse, it kind of slipped his mind. But once he remember? Oh hell yeah.

Probably like 2-4 years into the relationship.

(Wears the ring on a necklace around his neck)

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Don’t get me wrong he’s a big boy and he can be violent, like I’m fighting or in *other* ways, but he’s so gentle with his partner.

Emotionally, can take a while to open up, but sometimes, late at night on especially after hunting nights, you’ll be awake, you on his lap, looking at his beautiful eyes and wiping his tears away as he talks about his past and current pain.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Love them.

After killing some monster, a long and tired yet tight hug.

Hello hugs, goodbye hugs. ‘I love you’ hugs. ‘Don’t worry I’ll come back’ hugs.

Hugs from behind, head onto of yours.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

Honestly depends, but probably after you nearly died in a hunt.

“Sammy, I’m alright, I’ll probably get some scars but I’m okey.”

“… okey, I love you.”

“I love you too.”

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He knows you’ll shot it down the second someone tried to flirt with you. You’re loyal and he knows that.

But sometimes… a guy flirting a little bit to aggressively and won’t take the hint you spelled out too him?

He gets up behind you, death stares the guy, and arms around your waist.

“Oh hi Sammy :D!”

“Hey sweetheart, care to come back to me and dean?”

“Yeah-“

“tHeIr TaKeN, mAtE.” The creep says.

“Yeah, by me.”

If the creep still can’t take the hint, guess who has too get bailed out of jail the next morning! Wooho! Sam!

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

From him, on you:

mouth? Obviously. Quick or long make outs are both great. Speaking of making out? Weekly basis. Daylily if you’ll let it. (And if a case isn’t in the way)

Neck kisses? YES YES YES

Forehead. Protective !!!

Shoulders? Also protective!!!! A little ‘hi’ from behind.

From you, to him:

Neck kisses, instant puppy dog eyes.

Nose kisses, if you can reach that is, just. So sweet.

Forehead kisses, Again, if you can reach, so protected.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Really sweet, try’s his best, really wishes to be a dad some day.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Even if you didn’t fall asleep with him somewhat cuddled up with him, you will be.

Nearly always wake before you, probably back from his run. Mumbling about ‘breakfast’.

“Morning baby, you want breakfast?”

You, totally still half asleep, “… yeah.”

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Even if you are a night owl, if it’s hunting time, you’ll go to sleep first.

But if it’s just normal, he’ll have you lay on him. Kissing your head, watching tv till you both fall asleep.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Definitely waits, he feels like if you knew everything maybe you’d see him for the freak he seems himself as.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Depends on if a hunt is going wrong or if he has a lot bubbling up. But I’d say he’s not very easily angered.

Well, unless someone talks shit about his family, including you. Their face will never look the same.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

Really tires to remember everything. Wants to remember every single thing so that he can bring it up in conversation. So you know he’s listening.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

Anytime you had anything like a mundane or normal life. Just cooking together? Shopping for groceries? Doing chores together? All his personal heaven.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

He understands that you can protect yourself, you’re a hunter after all, but of course he still covers you whenever he cans.

Oh yeah, and chuck forbid something happens too you, everyone’s dead.

When he can, he cuddles you, hugs you, arms around you and head right on top of yours, walking around. Feeling like if anything would even try he could protect you.

I can see him thinking that he doesn’t need to be protected but saving his ass last minute will make him fall in love with you all over again.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Dates? Tries too make them special when he can, but the best you could get on the road is probably just a movie marathon or a diner date with breakfast (and hopefully no dean)

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Well, if we over look the demon blood thing, he definitely bites his nails.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Anything but his hair, he really doesn’t care for, well, of course he works out, needs to be fit for demon hunting but other then that he really doesn't care.

He really doesn’t like people cutting his hair, no hair stylist, not dear old dad (fucking John), not Dean, I think the only person, alive, he’d let cut his hair is you.

Hair holds memory’s and after losing so many people it just feel’s terrible having it cut. Like he’s forgetting them.

But with you it’s different, you want to braid his hair? Sure. Want to style it? Hmm okey. You think it look good a little shorter? Only for you.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

Definitely, sometimes he goes of on hunts alone and if he can’t at least hear your voice from a call or two, expect a very clingy Sam when he gets back.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Uses his puppy dog eyes to get anything he wants from you.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

I mean as long as your not a demon you’re okey??

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Always a long nap after a hunt with you, of course.

Doesn't have a sleep schedule but tries to get at least 4 hours of sleep.

[justroaminground]

perfect fit (Sam Winchester x Reader)

summary: sam and dean work on a case and sam ends up spending the night out with the reader who he questioned before.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff/smut, oral (fem receiving), sex

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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happily you made your way out of the office, clocking out and leaving the building. walking through the small but busy city, you enjoyed every detail surrounding you. people were talking, birds were chirping, caps were honking and it seemed like the perfect day. the sun was shining down at the streets and spring showed itself in it's purest form. a bright smile traced along your lips and everything was just perfect right now.

before you went straight to your flat you got a few little thing's from a grocery store nearby. after leaving the store you walked to the shop you were living above.

eddie's spiritual goods

basically you had to walk through the store getting to your apartment. eddie was your landlord and he used to live above the store himself, but moved with his wife. it took a while to get used to it, but you're totally okey with it now. eddie himself was a lovely elderly man in his mid 50's.

"hello eddie!" you greeted him nicely as always after entering the store.

"hello darling!" eddie saluted you back and moved back to the conversation he just had with a man in a suit. short brown hair, beautiful face and soft voice.

with a quick look over his shoulder, you also greeted him with a smile and wondered who he was. he replied a bright smile and moved his concentration back to eddie.

walking further towards the back of the store your eyes landed on another guy in a suit. he was even taller than the first one and it seemed like he was looking for something very specific.

"hello there!" you spoke up and walked towards him.

"uh hello" he greeted with a smile. "are you working here?" he moved his hand up and pointed to the racks.

"well i did, but not anymore. either way i am sure i can help." you smiled and set your bag onto the side since it was really heavy containing your laptop from work.

"perfect!" he said while pulling out his fbi id showing it to you. "my name is special agent simons, i just have a few questions regard a case."

your faced changed from being overly friendly to more serious. "ouh yeah sure no problem! is it about the death of mrs. davis ?"

"yeah" he nodded his head and his face looked at you very apologetically. "eddie mentioned she visited the store frequently?"

"yes! mrs. davis was here at least once a week! she was the so called eye from the city. a very pure and loving soul.." you explained to him and memories flashed in your mind.

"so taking from you explanation it seems you've know her a bit better?" he trailed off.

"yeah definitely! i am into spirituality myself and she used to practice energetic work and overall offered spiritual services." you carried on and smiled softly.

"oh, so you were working with her in a spiritual context?" he questioned interested.

you nodded your head in confirmation and weren't really able to follow where this should be leading. "i'm sorry agent, but i don't understand how this relates to her death?" according to the news, she committed suicide. it didn't make any sense to you, but simply believed it.

he smiled softly and touched your arm. "i am sorry, the fbi has to ask very weird question sometimes." he explained and pressed his lips together, nodding.

you laughed and brushed a strand of hair behind your hair. "okey well agent, any more weird questions?"

he laughed and he shifted his weight from one leg to the other. "uhm yeah actually." looking back up at you he opened his lips to say something, but it took him a while to find the right words.

you looked at him, a sweet smile on your full pink lips and doe eyes, clinging to his lips very excited on what he says next. even though it was obvious, you seemed to realize now that he had long hair. they looked very fluffed and set his face perfectly in scene.

"are you free later? i could bother you with some more questions." he finally confessed and looked at you through bright shining eyes.

"yes!" you answered almost immediately and your cheeks turned into a light red as you said that maybe a bit to enthusiastic.

"great!" he smiled.

"so 8 o'clock and the bar down the street?" you smiled.

"hey you comin'?!" the other mans voice broke the intimacy, the two of you just had.

his look went pretty annoyed to the guy and he rolled his eyes. "i'll be right outside!" looking back at you, his gaze softened and he seemed the one being embarrassed now. "sorry..yes! that sounds great!" he agreed and held his hand into your direction. "sam."

"nice to meet you sam, y/n" you replied and had to laugh.

"..well i am dean and still waiting!" dean shot another mad look at sam and gave you a smirk, winking at you.

"sorry!" sam apologized once again, looking at dean with annoyed eyes and the two rushed out of the store. you turned, looking after them and laughed.

taking your bag from the chair, walked upstairs into your apartment. what did just happened?! you thought to yourself and went through every detail once again while searching your closet for the right outfit. not considering to get any sexual satisfaction you still wanted to be prepared, you took a long and relaxing shower. nourishing your body and feeling the excitement overpowering from minute to minute.

after drying your hair and putting on the clothes you put on some light make up and looked at the finished result in the mirror. you wore a black maxi dress hitting you ankles, it had a slit on the right side and exposed your leg while walking. it hugged your curves just perfectly and you threw on your favorite jewelry. doing a full turn in the mirror you now felt a bit over dressed, deciding to wear a denim jacket over it. for shoes you choose the black and white adidas sneakers.

checking the clock it read 07:34 pm and you smiled stupidly to yourself. grabbing the last few pieces and stuffing them into your bag, you shouldered your bag and walked out the door. leaving the store you walked the the sidewalk to the bar. sneaking into the bar your eyes found sam right away.

he stood there at the bar, back facing to you. his fluffy hair almost touched his shoulders, but only at the back, in the front they were a bit shorter and just had something you liked a lot. he wore a dark blue sweatshirts which exposed his toned back exactly the right way. being overly nervous you took a deep breath and made your way up to him.

"hey sam" you greeted him nicely and touched his shoulder.

"you're here!" he smiled and ordered a glass of whine for you.

"wow what gave that away?" you laughed and you were surprised at his choice for your drink.

"let's just say it was intuition!" sam smirked and shrugged his shoulders. letting his eyes wander along your body only to look back up at you again. he wasn't bothered at all at the fact, you caught him checking you out. "you're looking gorgeous!" he added and as soon as you got your whine, he held his beer up. your glass jingled against his bottle of beer and both of you took a sip.

you barely knew him, but it already felt so save and just casual. sam indeed had a few questions about mrs. davis for you and you answered them, not really thinking much of it. some topics got deeper and other ones were passed on faster. you two moved from the bar to a table and sat across from each other. the hours passed by fast and you enjoyed every minute.

"are you having a great time?" sam checked up, as the two of you just ended another deep but funny topic.

one of your underarm rested on the table. in your hand you had the straw from your cocktail and played with the berries in your glass. your lips still wearing the smile form the topic before and your eyes shot up at him. "i am. thank you sam." you answered honestly and took the straw between your lips. not breaking the eye contact, you swallowed your last sip.

through siren eyes he watched you and his lips formed into a smirk. your body started tingling at the sight of him, just looking at you like that and you even went a step further. you touched the inside of his leg with the tip of your sneaker and smiled at him innocently. "so..any other plans for tonight?" you asked sweetly. gently stroking a bit higher.

he flinched in surprise and one knee of his hit the table. he pressed his lips slightly together, gathering his thoughts and laughed silently at his actions. "sorry, i-" he started. "i don't. all yours." he finished and pulled himself together.

you smirked even brighter at his reaction and decided to stop teasing him. "let's head over to my apartment." you said.

being the gentleman sam is, he payed everything and the two of you headed out of the bar. strolling along the sidewalk you had your arms hacked into each other like a old couple. both of you felt the alcohol, but you definitely more than him. maybe it wasn't the best idea to switch from whine to cocktails, but you simply enjoyed the night, not thinking of any consequences.

"haven't met such a nice man in a while sam." you complimented him and lead him into your apartment.

he closed the door behind him and looked down at you. "well as cheesy as it may sound, but i feel the same about you y/n." sam confirmed and took the jacket from you. putting it on the hanger.

you smiled stupidly to yourself and headed into the livingroom. "take a seat i will get us some drinks." you said while hearing his footsteps following close behind you. his eyes wandered along your curves and he follows you, not able resisting the urge of burying his fingers into your soft skin.

you felt two large hands on your hip, stopping you in your tracks and pulling you gently but determined back against his body. "sorry, but this dress drives me crazy. your perfectly curved body.." sam confessed groaning against your neck and pushed your hair aside so he was able to kiss your neck gently.

in surprise you squealed and rested your hands on his. "sam.." closing your eyes, you felt his warm body at the back of yours. his hands wandered around your waist and pulled you even closer. softly sucking and teasing on your neck. your head fell back onto his chest and you were able to inhale his fragrance. turning around in his grib, your eyes met his and you stroke his chest. "you're so beautiful.." you whispered amazed and looked at him with sparkling eyes.

his facial features softened, looking down at you and he literally melted under your gaze. he lifted you up and you immediately wrapped your legs around his waist.

"lucky me, found such a pretty and pure woman.." sam whispered and before you were able to respond his lips met yours. kissing him softly your heart almost sprang out of your chest and you felt your tummy tingle. his hands rested on your thighs and massaged them softly. feeling more confident you grabbed for his belt and pulled him closer. deepening the kiss by tilting your head just a bit more to the side.

sam's grib on your thighs tightened and your hands started to shake slightly, revealing how excited he made you feel. feeling the urge of feeling his skin against yours, your hands made their way under his sweatshirt, exploring his abs.

a light whimper left his lips as your soft hands found their way under his shirt and you used the chance to slip your tongue cheekily into his mouth. your tongue teasing his, while bringing your hands further upwards and therefore revealing his chest.

you pulled away and he undressed his shirt, leaving his hair messy after he threw the shirt to the side. you bit your lower lip at the sight of his body and inhaled sharply. taking your hands into his and placing them on his chest he came closer and whispered. "all yours.."

kissing his lips eagerly, your teeth clicked against his and you arched your body against his. "touch me sam.." you purred against his lips and placed his hands back on your thighs. moving his lips rougher against yours he quickly pulled away leaving you hungry for more. your lips were reddish swollen and you looked at him in a very devoted way.

he never breaks the eyes contact, as his hands stroke towards your knees. his left hand vanished through the slit in your dress and touched your hot skin. his other hand reached for the hem of your dress pushing it up to your hip, lifting you up slightly to slip it over your ass. his hands pushed your thighs apart. you followed his movements and felt the arousal built up. he tilted your head up, to make you look into his eyes.

"look at me" he spoke in a husked voice and sank to his knees in front of you.

"oh my..sam" whispering to yourself you grabbed onto the counter and bit hard down on your molars only imagining what's about to happen.

he placed kisses along the inner side of your thigh and his hot breath hit your sensitive center. his tongue parting your lips and caring for your clit. his hands looped around your thighs, holding onto them. at the first sensation you stopped breathing and let out a soft moan. sinking into the feeling of him flicking his tongue along your wetness. your supported yourself with one hand on the counter and the other found it's way into sam's hair. you grabbed them in need of him and curled your toes by all the strong feelings he gave you.

he loosens one hand from your thigh and made it's way on the inner side of your thigh. he pushed it softly further apart and rubbed his fingertips over your swollen and very sensitive clit. "does that feel good love?" he checked up on you.

swallowing hard you parted your lips but needed a moment to find the right words. "yes! i want to feel you sam." continuing, you lowered your gaze to his crotch and even tough he was still wearing his jeans his boner presented itself to you. pressing against his jeans, wanting to be released.

not being able to ask for more he got up and held a very intense eyecontact again. his fingers still caring for your clit you felt your legs slightly shake and his hand movement changed. two of his long fingers made their way to your entrance. he rested his other hand in your neck and held you still to watch every facial expression you had to offer to him.

your eyes widened and almost automatically your tights parted further. his fingertips peaking into you, your mouth fell open and you doe eyes came into action again. "please please please sam.." you begged him and your hips wiggled against his fingers.

in a very smooth motion, his fingers sank into your pussy, sending shivers down your spine. your legs twitched at his action and a soft and honest moan ripped from your throat.

"Jesus!"

"you already feel so good around my fingers love.." he spoke in a raspy voice.

his eyes watched you sinful and passion was written all over his face. his finger moved into you and curled against your g-spot. not being able to take your eyes off him you moaned and felt overwhelmed. wanting to hear your beautiful moans, he started kissing your neck instead of your lips. the hand which supported you on the counter, looped around his neck. his kisses found their way to your collarbone. he softly teased it by leaving wet kisses and softly biting it.

haziness washed over you as this kind of sex just poisoned you. you clinged against his body, his fingers working into you, sending shockwaves through your body.

"fuck me please." you blurted out and made him look up at you.

"can't wait to feel your tightness's around my cock." sam breathed against your lips.

he lifted you up, bringing you over to the sofa and placed you gently on it. you watched him closely as his fingers, fumbled open his belt. fingers shakily opening up his jeans, they fell to the ground, joined by his boxers. his cock sprang up, exposing the veins along his shaft. his hand grabbing his cock and pumping it a few times before he got closer, licking his lower lip and letting the sight of you sink in. moaning provokingly while jerking himself at the sight of you.

you bit back a moan and his hand shot up to your chin, pulling your lip out from the grip of your teeth.

"i want to hear you moan" he reminded you. "now turn around for me"

you hesitantly turned on all fours and looked over your shoulder to him. "i want to taste you so bad sam.." you begged.

"i need to feel you right now. i am craving your body y/n" he answered desperately and pressed his length against your ass.

his hands softly guided you on your belly, you were laying there flat on your stomach. you slightly liftet your upper body by supporting yourself on your underarms. needy you liftet your hips, waiting desperately for his cock to finally enter you.

sam kneeled between your legs and his hands stroke along your soft sides, over your hips and squeezing your ass. a excited giggle left your lips and you wiggled your hips. being stoped by his cockhead at your entrance your grabbed onto the sheets and relaxed into the mattress.

he pushed into you and you tensed up as you felt how he stretched you out.

"you're so big sammy, holy fuck.." you moaned hushed.

"i'll go easy on you, relax love" he whimpered and bent down to you. he waited a few seconds to get you adjusted to him. leaving loving kisses on your shoulder and shoulder blade, you relaxed under his touch and gently pushed your hip upwards agains him.

he took that as a sign and started to move his hips gently against yours. a feeling of pure pleasure arises as he buried his cock over and over balls deep into you.

"you're taking me so well. gosh you're taking every inch y/n" sam praised you while moaning in between his thrusts.

sam switched from deep and slow thrusts to rough and a bit faster once. his fingers buried into your hips and he pushed himself over and over again into you. feeling lightheaded and super sensitive you spreaded your thinghs more, making him go even deeper. one hand stroke along your spine and found it's way on your shoulder. holding you gently while working hard into you.

moaning a mixture of curse words and sam's name your walls clenched around him. heavy moans left his lips and were the reason you got even more turned on. a man being vocal in bed literally worked magic on you. not being able to announce your release, he already knew and pulled himself out of you.

you whined at the loss of his cock inside you and he turned you over, turning you on your back, making you look at him. "need to see your face, while i fuck you through your orgasm." he teasingly spoke down to you.

"want you to cum deep inside me.." you moaned out as his cock slipped back into you.

sam hovered over you, supporting his weight onto the hand right next to you and held you onto this cock with his other one. pounding his hips rhytmic against yours, your felt yourself getting closer and wrapped your legs around his hip. he leaned down to you and supported himself next to your arms on his elbows. your shoulder blades rested on his hands and he literally pushed you onto his cock while at the same time thrusting into you. there was no way for you to slip away if it was getting to intense.

"oh god sam!!" you moaned from your chest and held tight onto his back, fingernails clawing into his back. the orgasm approaching, smashed down onto you. not slowing down he fucked you through you high and you felt every bit of strength leaving your body.

a few more thrusts, his cock started to twitch and you looked up into his eyes. he crashed his lips onto yours and with a dark moan against your lips, he cam inside you. breathing heavy his forehead rested onto yours and while staying like this a minute, both of you started to gain back their clarity.

[aloneatpeace]

SHADOW OF THE PAST

Chapter one

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New home

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.→✒️:★: ͜͡✿͜͡ →. So this is a fic as usual the main protagonist is reader along with Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester from supernatural. There will other characters as well .

Im hoping to write this fic as horror / paranormal au . Hopefully it come together like that .

So that's it enjoy the fic please please tell me what you think and i appreciate every single of you reading my all fics thank you ❤️

                             

           

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The warm sunlight's glade through the open windows curtains as you and you and your love of your life lay peacefully. Never in million year you thought that you will get to live the dream life you always wanted with guy you hopelessly and enormously in love with, an energic dog that always love to steal your attention every time he waltzes in, a peaceful home where you don't have to worry about anything nor your family chewing on every breath you take or friends who always around when they only wanted something. This is all you wanted, needed and dreamed off.

"What is going on that pretty head of yours? "

you heard his in raspy morning voice, The voice that you would love to hear for all eternity. You glanced at him to see his mesmerizing green eyes staring back you.

" Just thinking about how life is awful back then "

You said with laughing following in behind he joins in with you. Seeing the pure happiness on your face making his heart flutters. He could help but put his arms around you and pulled you closer to his side and you both sigh at feeling of being in each other's arms. The pure blissful moment was interpreted when a golden fluffy ball come in between the two of you and made himself home in your chest.

" Sometimes, I wonder if he is trying to steal you from me "

Your husband says and you chuckle and rub your dog's ear.

"Aww but I love you babe, don't worry your still my favorite"

max who probably smarter than average dogs you looked at you with what you assume 'are you serious ' face  at you.

"I'm kidding" you whispered

"I heard that " comes from your husband who getting himself out of the bed and going to bathroom.

"So are you going to work today or are you going help unpack the boxes because there is a lot and i don't want to do it all by myself" the two of you moved in new house for fresh start leaving everything behind and having new start is what you always wanted and luckily your husband also happy about that idea.

" Trust me I don't want leave you alone especially when we are new in this area and doesn't really know how the people in here. But you know I have to go to the station".

It's true after all being with you where he felt more alive and happier and your happiness also what he gives importance to. Starting a relationship with you, falling in love with you, marrying you was the best things that happened to him and he wanted to give you everything and make you smile every day.

" It's okey Dean, I'm so thankful for what you done for me and love you so much "

You said coming behind him wrapping arms around his bare middle.

" I love you too sweetheart, you know I do anything for you my soul "

He turn around to see you lifting your chin up to look at him and he brushes his thump on your lower lip as he leans down to capture your lips in a kiss that rich in love and passion, one that makes your knees weak and heart to rush. his hands moving down your body desperately try get closer to as possible.

tugging on the shirt that he wore last night. his mind racing with last night's memory of how you looked up to him with the needy look on your face as he gives himself to you and how you tasted like fine dessert that still lingering in his tongue every time making him wanting more and take him on another level of ecstasy.

The bliss full moment where neither of you don't want to leave but with Shakey breathe you parts away from him. Before you can speak, he picks you up making you squeak as he continues to move a loud break the two of you as both turn to look at your dog who running towards you. You both look at each before laughing out loud.

"See every time he does this shit, man she is my wife. find someone else"

Dean put his head in neck as you still in his arms as you still laughing.

" Laugh all you want, wait till I get one puppy who loves me and I give all my love and attention to the puppy " he says with a challenging look as he puts you down.

you exit the bathroom to bedroom squeezing your dog in big hug as both make way your way to kitchen.

" Don't burn down the kitchen please we still new " He shouts form bathroom.

" No promise " you say back. You can hear his laugh as you made it to the kitchen.

You look around "That's a lot of boxes "

If your memory was correct, you put some milk and bread in the fridge with couples of things that you don't remember. As you open the fridge you hear sounds of running in living room

"Hey,no running around the room max"you say as you collect the things you need in hands and close the fridge with your foot. As you turn you see max standing in top of one of the boxes in the kitchen his ears sharp staring at living room and starts to bark.

" Hey boy, you want something " He turn to you and come towards you and lay down beside your foot looking up you with round eyes.

You crouch down next to him give him pat on his head.

" How about we have a walk around and how some fun time? How about that" He barks with enthusiasm.

" Good boy " You go back to making breakfast as dean comes wrapping his around your waist giving a kiss on your head.

" You didn't burn down the kitchen woah that's an improvement".

As you open your mouth to defend yourself he cuts you off with kiss" Don't say it's one time it still happened "He starts to take a sip of his coffee and hums.

"Okey I won't, hey I was thinking maybe taking max for a walk get know the place around "you said take a sip of your own coffee.

" Yeah, that good idea, but if you need anything don't hesitate to call okey " he said finishing his own coffee and having some breakfast.

You slap his butt when he gets up "are you assaulting a officer?'" he dramatically gasp at you

"Oh shut, up as if you don't like it "

He shakes his head at you before getting up to leave and as he passes, he rubs max on his back." Hey buddy take care of our girl will ya "and move to the front door.

" Good luck with work I really hope everything will work out I really likes this place" you said following behind him with files on hand.

You hand that him as you reach the front step

" Me too sweetheart, I love you, now give me a good luck kiss" he says pulling you towards him with a smile on his face.

You let out a small giggle and kiss him passionately.

He parts ways from you giving you cheeky wink and get in his car and look back at you mouthing 'I love you ' you repeat the same as drive away.

Both of you not seeing that shadow that watching you form the inside.

You make your way inside the house.Max was biting a box that labeled his name

" alright we unbox some and then we take a walk "a bark was all your answer.

Opening max's box first you give him his toys and move on to next and then to next.

You don't know how many hours passed but you are down to the last box.

You collect the wrapping and torn boxes into a trash bag and walk towards the trash can to dumb it.

"Are you the new resident of this house?" a female voice behind you said. You turn around seeing a woman standing there with a smile on her face.

"Yeah, we just moved here." You tell her feeling her presence only out of pure curiosity

"I'm Amy Peterson, I live down the street with my family. What's your name?"

You tell her your name "well, welcome to our neighborhood. It's a very quiet here but its peaceful. And you don't have worry about noisy neighbor since all the house are in a decent amount of distance"

Nodding your head at the it's also a main reason you and dean decided to move to her. "Yeah, it's nice..." before you can continue max comes running towards you when he saw you chatting with stranger abandoned his toy that he is chewing

You ruffle his hair beside his ears as he stands next you. "Oh, he is beautiful. is it you and this cute alone here?"

You shake your head with a smile on your face "no I'm with my husband."

"you're married, what does he do?" she asks

"Yeah, he is cop" you said proudly

She gives a wide smile "that's wonderful. Good thing now we have cop living here" she laughs. "See you soon, I have to go before my kids flip the house upside down the"

You sigh at her retrieving foam "well good to know we have nice neighbor. Isn't it."

Getting in shower you let the cold water pour down your head and shoulders washing away the soreness. You change into leggings and white sweater combing your hair until you're satisfied with a result. As you promised you took max out for a walk.

                                  

Dean was getting to know his co-workers at the station. He assigned with a man named Castiel. "So how you like in it here?" Castile, ask he shows the towns map and some report files with data of some local criminals. "Too early to answer that" he answers observing the file.

"I suppose it is, but our crime rate not that high aside from some random robberies other than that it's quite peaceful here."

"Yeah, my wife always wanted live in quite nice place" dean said "You have wife huh! Seems like those ladies don't know that yet" castile said making dean look up to see two females smiling at their direction dean and Castiel share a chuckle.

You were watching tv when dean came in, max run towards dean huffing demanding for pets from the man.

"You unpacked everything huh?" dean ask he take off his uniform

You nod without taking your eyes off the tv "yep, and I met one of our neighbors and took max out for a walk"

Finally taking off his uniform he pushes your legs apart and lay between them head laying on your chest you run your fingers through his hair making him groan. "Who is this neighbor?"

"Amy Peterson, just street down. How was your day?"

"It was great, apparently there aren't really much of crime here, so that a good thing. My partner also from here castile, seems like great guy" dean glance up at you with a serene look on his face "seems like everything is in favor, baby" he takes in your peaceful relaxed face, that was gone for a past couple of moths but its back now and he never felt so grateful for that.

Your eyes find his face a large grin on your face so it's transferred to his lips as he pulls himself towards you pressing his full lips on yours slowly knowing that he has all time in the world just savoring the feeling of you. You tilt your head side to get deeper hands gripping each other.

Dean hands grip your hip as he presses himself closer to you to feel you near him as close as possible, his grip get stronger as he starts to tug down the waistband of the leggings something fall down in the hallway.

"Shit something broke?" you get with dean as you both walk towards the hallway, a broken glass from the picture that you hung scattered on the floor.

Max walks towards it but dean held him back not wanting him to get hurt "hey you both stay there. I'll clean it up" he said

"You sure?" you ask he nods at you. Taking max with you, you both returns to couch max lie next you his eyes blinking up to you. You ruffle his hair cuddles to him. 

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[fictional-love-is-my-life]

Okey this is definitely something bothering me from Cade yeager character.. I meant sure Cade is more skill than sam but really of you really look again that Cade is... Not realistic. Now before you saying line like 'it's movie characters not always realistic' yeah I know but really

The part that Cade in TLK that he just leave his daughter to help his transformers friends and then adopted another person it's just weird. More weird that Cade suddenly be wante man.

I meant if we put that, after AOE Cade become wanted man , so he leave his daughter to protect her , sure that make sense but they never make Cade as wanted men after cemetery wind and ksi fall. And from TLK plot look like Cade is still wanted men since AOE, also of that scenario then Tessa and Shane should be wanted man too but why just Cade be wanted?

Really, this definitely annoying and confusing part of Cade character. With sam even he sarcastic and 'useless' at least we understand him and relates with him

Well, here's how I see it. Perhaps during AOE, he wasn't a wanted man because Cade was brand new to the scene. It was only after the events of AOE that everyone became aware of him and noticed he was helping the bots which made him a wanted man. Although there were times in AOE when they had to stay hidden and had to disguise themselves, so I am pretty sure they were wanted in AOE. It just wasn't announced, it was hinted at.

It's possible that maybe the government made a deal to leave Tessa and Shane alone. OR Tessa and Shane are actually in hiding. They could be out living their lives but under new names. And as much as Cade loves his kid, if the only way to protect her was to leave her then he'll do it. And it makes sense.

Tessa has a chance to live a life and Cade wants her to have it. He on the other hand doesn't. He might see it as he's already lived his life, so he's fine with being a wanted man and sticking with the bots.

In regards to him adopting Izabella, he was hesitant to but did in the end because she had nowhere else to go and she was useful. She was already living with Autobots. She was already living on the streets with her bots. She was already involved in the life, so he just gave her a place to stay.

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"Happily Ever After"

Date: April 10, 2023

Halls of NRC were full of its students walking from class to class. Every each one of them is busy with their own lives. Ones were stressed about exams, ones were happy about getting good grades and ones weren't sure what to do with anything that day. One of them was Rei Viorde, a freshman student from Heartslabyul that arrived at this school from another world with zero magic. The girl sat on a bench placed on the outside area of NRC. She watched as her other freshman friends were goofing around, while she was just sitting there without any thought of joining them. The blue haired boy called out to her.

-Hey Rei! Want to go get some drink from Sam's store?- he held his wallet in his hand, smiling softly at her.

-Nah thanks, I think I'll go chill somewhere else. Or take a walk- Rei answered and stood up. Deuce's smile turned into a frown. Still, he only nodded while turning back to Ace and Jack. The 3 of them quickly left in the direction of the said store.

Rei put her headphones on and sighed. Soon she found herself walking towards the Ramshackle Dorm, the abandoned dorm of the school. She looked at the trees around the whole dorm, sitting under one of them. Her head flopped against the trunk with a soft thud. This day was so frustrating to her, she didn't even have energy to go to class. Should she just skip them? Even though she never did that, the idea popped out in her head. She might get scolded by her Housewarden later, but she didn't really care right now. Music was turned up to full volume as Rei straightened her legs and groaned. Now it's just her, music and the wind for the rest of the day... Suddenly, her chill-out was disturbed by a loud ringing coming from her phone. She looked down at it, reading the name of the person calling her. With a soft smile, she picked up. -What's up, Idia?- The voice of her friend was deep and silent when he spoke

. -Uhh Hi! And Happy Birthday! I know I already wished you a happy birthday at midnight but I wanted to say it again- Rei felt a warm feeling inside. Idia was the only one who wished her a happy birthday. It made her feel happy, but sad at the same time.

-Hah thanks bro. Tell me, did you just wake up?- she said with a smirk on her face, already knowing the answer.

-U-Uh! No? What made you think that?- -Your crusty voice?-

-...-He paused and shifted in his bed -Alright, you win. Yes, I did wake up just a second ago. I don't feel like going to classes today- Idia groaned against his pillow while saying the last part.

-Then let's skip because I absolutely feel the same way you do- Rei's face beamed at the thought of spending the day with Idia, playing games or doing karaoke, they both liked that stuff. Rei heard Idia chuckle on the other side. -Okey,I'll change my clothes. You can already walk to my dorm if you don't mind- Wow why was he so nice today? Was it because of her birthday or something? Rei nodded and hung up on him while standing up and running to the portals.

In less than 10 minutes, Rei was already standing behind Idia's door. She didn't even bother to knock, she just barged it.

-Yo- a quick word escaped her lips as Idia gasped in surprise.

-Oh Great Seven! Rei can you knock or something?!- Idia jumped and looked at her with his eyes wide open.

-Pffft, and what possibly you were doing huh?- She folded her arms on her chest with a pout on her face. Idia thought for a second.

-I could've changing my clothes right now!-

-I would enjoy the view-

-Excuse me- Rei started laughing at his reaction. Soon, Idia joined her and laughed along.

-Okey okey, what do you want to do?- He asked her while sitting down on his, surprisingly, made bed. Rei sat down next to him, thinking.

-Why are you asking me?- She tilted her head at him.

-It's your birthday, you choose- Idia already held a controler in his hand, ready for Rei's idea.

-Oh yeah... Uhhh, minecraft?- Idia nodded with a smirk on his face. He quuckly passed her another controled while already turning on his game console.

Idia and Rei spent most of the day playing their favorite games, laughing and joking. When they were about to start another adventure in their square world, Rei's phones started ringing again.

-Oopsie, let me get that- She took the phone into her hand, picking up the call.

-Rei! You need to get back to the dorm! Quickly!- Cater's voice was loud enough that Idia could hear him. Rei narrowed her eyebrows.

-What why?-

-It's Riddle! He's furious!-

-Oh fuck- That's when she understood. If Riddle's angry, she has to go NOW. -Okey, I'll be there in five- She stood up and gathered her things from Idia's room. Cater hung up and she hid her phone.

-Sorry Idia, you know how Riddle is when he's angry- Rei's voice was quiet, almost sad.

-It's alright, I'm not mad or something- Idia grinned and leaned on his bed. Rei smiled, leaving his room and soon the whole dorm.

When she got to Heartslabyul, it was already dark outside. She gulped while standing in front of the door to the lounge. With a couple of deep breaths in, she stepped inside.

-H-Hello?- Rei spoke quietly. The lights were turned off, it was quiet, too quiet. Suddenly she heard footsteps coming from her left. Then a click and the lights were turned on with a loud noise of confetti.

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY REI!- All of Rei's friends yelled out happily, while she screamed out in surprise.

-JESUS CHRIST- She held her hand close to her heart, looking around at everyone, her eyes stopped at Idia's tablet, floating in front of her.

-Idia?! You knew about this!?- Rei yelled at him with her eyes wide open. -Haha, yeah I did- Idia's voice sounded confident, almost as if he's happy about all this.

-Ohh guys...- Rei smiled and hugged the closest person next to her. A deep laugh came out of this person's mouth, he wrapped their arms around Rei the same way she did.

-Alright enough of these hugs you two, let's cut the cake!- Vil's voice rang through the lounge as he stretched his hands up. Everyone yelled out in happiness, stepping closer to the cake.

After a couple of hours of partying, Rei walked outside, feeling the cold wind against her face. She was happy, truly happy that her friends didn't forget about her.

-Do you mind if I join you?- A familiar voice was heard right next to her.

-Not at all, Riddle- Rei looked down at her Housewarden who placed himself close to her.

-Did you like the cake?- He asked whioe looking up at her. Rei nodded quickly.

-Yup! It was amazing- A soft smile appeared on Riddle's face.

-Good, because I made it! With Trey's help of course- Riddle sounded proud and confident. Of course he was, it was about baking after all! Rei gasped and put her arm around Riddle.

-If that's true, then you did a really good job!- She spoke happily while pressing Riddle's body against hers. Riddle wrapped his left arm around her and went silent. They stood there for good 10 minutes, not talking to each other. Finally, Rei broke the silence.

-Thanks for remembering about me- Riddle looked up again, noticing Rei's sad smile.

-I would never forget about your birthday, my queen- This time, Riddle smiled at her. It made Rei's heart flutter in some way. She loves being in the center of attention, even if it was just for one day. She loves spending time with her friends, and Riddle. He was her star in this magical world. The brightest of them all.

[hellow-you-are-cute]

Supernatural is fun until you start thinking :’)

I’m watching s5e18 rn and I just started to think abt Dean and his impact on others. Like I know this is a common knowledge but I need to write it (badly cus I can’t English).

Dean is like a glue.

He keeps everyone together. He’s the one that made Bobby try to keep living. Sam can’t stand hearing Dean say that he have no faith in him. That he doesn’t believe that Sam can say no to Lucifer. Because even when everyone around look at him like he’s a ticking bomb and even when Sam himself doubts his will power. Having Dean believe in his little brother is enough. Dean is being the only glue that keeps so many people form shattering. I won’t even mention Cas.

And the worst thing is we know.

We know that he’s been doing this from beginning. Always telling his mom that “Dad loves you. I won’t leave you”… Being the one to tell his shitty father that’s “it’s okey”

While Dean is in pain he thinks of others first.

Everything he ever did was to help his family and friends (also family bc family don’t end with blood).

I just think it’s important.

Dean lost his mother, father, Ellen, Jo and more. His family and friends. He let them down. He blames himself. He can’t stand seeing Sam going feral or bad.

And his so afraid bc he have so much responsibility. He need to choose. Between his family or the world. Dean know now that there is haven. He was there and Pamela said that it was worth dying for.

Dean feels like he already screwed up everything by breaking the first seal, letting so many good people die for nothing. He have no faith. In himself or the world.

He’s shattering slowly but steadily. He can’t keep his mask of bravado forever. And therefore he can’t keep anyone else from breaking.

[salyehdabear]

In seeing Sam preparing to leave, Theo blocks the exit.

Theo

Sam. Tell me what's

On your mind. You know

I can tell something

Is troubling you. So

Why won't you tell me

What it is?

(Standing in front of

In front of sam, not allowing

His to go any further)

Sam

I appreciate your

Concern Theo.. I

Really do. But I am

Afraid I just cant.

(Sam avoids eye

Eye contact with

Theo)

Theo

Why Sam? Can you

Not trust me anymore?

After everything we

Have been through

Together, does that

mean nothing to you

Now?

(Theo is getting

increasingly frustrated.

Balling up his fists )

Sam

Theo.. I am sorry

But I can't okey? I

Apologize that

I can't share my

Discovery with you,

But you're going

have to believe me

When I say I am

Doing this for more

Than just us. I love

You Theo. You're

Like a brother to me.

And for that very reason,

I can't talk about it.

(Glances at theo,

with a solemn look

Apparent on his

Face)

Theo

Don't give me that

Crap Sam! We both

Know what secrets

Can do to people,

And I won't let that

Happen to us.

I don't care what it is,

Sam, just tell me.

How am I supposed

To trust you, when

You obviously don't

Trust me?

Sam

We have to go Theo.

Or else we'll be late.

(Pushes past Theo

and opens the exit)

Theo

Sam! Please..

UUUGHHHH CHAT I HATE IT☹️

Oml I hate it

UGH.

[astukari-fiction]

Untitled Unfinished 1

“You awake yet?”

A voice called out to me from some other room. I felt the light shining on my face. It felt like the golden hour, but maybe it was just early on a weekend. I opened my eyes and saw I was in the bedroom, lying with a white t-shirt and a pair of boxers. There was a sizzling coming from the other room. Someone was cooking.

I walked inside the kitchen and saw a young woman about my age. She had short brown hair and an infectious smile. It looked like she was Japanese. She wore a light brown sweater and a pair of short-shorts. She stood over the stove, waving a pan around.

“You hungry?”

She had a bit of an accent — confirmed to me she wasn’t purely American — but I could understand her just fine. I nodded and walked up to see what she was cooking.

“Eggs?”

She nodded. “Over easy. You like eggs, right?”

I opened the fridge. “Not usually. But yours? Any day.”

She let out a little giggle. I took a thing of iced coffee from the fridge.

“You have any plans today?”

I must have been right. It was the weekend, else she wouldn’t have asked.

“Nothing in particular. What about you?”

“Going to go back to my place and walk the dogs. You want to come with me?”

I poured myself a glass. “Kimba and Osaka? Sure. I haven’t seen them in awhile.” She owned a pair of Shiba Inus. How did I know this, and not her name?

Eventually the young woman finished cooking the eggs. Beside me, near the sink, was two fresh plates. She put one egg on top of one, and two eggs on top the other. There were three eggs in total.

“This one for me?” I pointed to the plate with more eggs.

She walked away to put the pan back on the stove, turning off the heat. “Mmhmm. I know you’re a growing boy and all.”

I smiled, and opened the drawer in front of me. There was some forks. I took out two.

“I might see Freya and Sam today. See how they’re doing.”

The woman took back her spot next to me. She grabbed one of the forks and cut her yolk.

“What, with their crazy experimenting?” Her accent was particularly thick on the last half of this question.

“Well, they’re going through some, with the drama and all.” I cut my own yolk and took a piece. “Figured I might as well check to see how things are.”

“Okey-dokey.” She seemed to have a rather passive-negative connection to Freya and Sam, two people I — to be fair — only had a vague understanding of, at that time. Which reminded me: I still needed her name.

We were quiet for some time while I desperately tried to figure out a way to ask her the stupid question. But suddenly while eating her eyes lit up and she looked back at me.

“Oh! Do you mind if I leave my laundry here, and you do it with your load? Since my washer is still broken and all.”

I took another bite. “As long as you don’t mind your clothes turning to weird colors.”

She was finished with her food. She smiled and went to the sink to wash it out.

“Just make them pretty colors, okay?”

I finished my own food and got up next to her to wash my own plate. There was something really warm about her presence. I definitely knew her well — in fact, I may have been in love with her. But I couldn’t tell for sure.

“Okay, well I better get going now,” she said after finishing the dishes, skipping down into the open living room. I saw a couple of foreign objects near the door. It must have been all her stuff.

I walked over to her. My shoes were near hers, and I put them on. “How far away is your place again?” I asked, hoping we had not known each other for long enough for this to be a dumb thing to say.

“Just a couple of blocks,” she replied. I was safe. “So we’ll walk. Maybe we can… you know… talk a little about the night before?”

The night before. Something about it sent shivers down my spine, but whether they were good or not I couldn’t quite tell. But I agreed.

We both walked out the door.

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[imaginingmanyfandoms]

I hope Headcanons are still open. So I hope it's okey if I request supernatural Headcanons for Sam and Dean crushing on the reader that lives with them and is completely unaware.

SAM:

he wouldn't ever want to cross a boundary or make you uncomfortable

but he would compliment every morning

something that's sweet but could easily be confused as platonic, like, "you look well today," or "that's a pretty dress"

leaving you a little confused about the nature of your relationship but otherwise unaware

he'd want to leave you out of dangerous hunts, whether or not you agreed

dean would be completely aware & tease sammy at every opportunity especially if you're in the room

i think sam would agonize over it because he doesn't want you to leave if you don't return his affections

DEAN:

dean's version of keeping it on the DL was 'hiding in plain sight'

aka he hits on you all the damn time

you see it as just his personality, so every cheesy pick up line just makes you roll your eyes

but on the inside his stomach is in knots, heart is in constant pain, and thoughts are always focused on you

he wants to keep you safe and keep you close, but not too close

because he thinks he cursed when it comes to love, and doesn't want you caught up in any of that

he would lie about hooking up with women and pretend to go on dates because he'd think it's for the best

sammy would notice everything but say nothing, because forcing the issue would probably make it worse

[swfteverlqrk]

Him? My secret Santa?

Day 11 of my Christmas countdown

Bucky x fem! Reader

Warnings: None, a bit of angst.

A/N: Remember that English isn't my first language sorry for any mistake. Also all my stories are for Tumblr only.

"Okey, okey, Secret Santa time!" Wanda announced coming down to the living room, where luckily everyone was. "Remember that is secret!" She looked at you and Yelena which made you laugh hard.

"Ready for a surprise Yel?" You said getting your hand inside the Santa hat, for some reason, not because of your powers, you always got Yelena, and that was great because she was your best friend.

"Oh I'm so ready..." She took a paper out "And it's really a surprise"

"What you mean?" You opened your paper "Oh my god, mine is so bad! Let me see who you got". You were gonna take her paper but Wanda stopped you.

"No, sorry girls, but is a surprise" you sighed, Belova just lift her shoulders and left the room, you went behind Wanda.

"Wanda, I'm begging you, please change me of Secret Santa" she shook her head.

"I can't do that, who you got anyway?"

"Barnes" the redhead eyes opened in shock but still she couldn't do anything about it, after some useless minutes of begging, you gave up and walked to your room. "I hate everything" you arrived and landed on your bed, with your face muffled on the pillow.

"And why is that?" Your blonde friend said while putting away some of her mess.

"Secret Santa... I got James Barnes" Yelena looked at you in desbielef. "I know"

"But- oh god, this is bad" she sat next to you. "What does Wanda told you?"

"That she can't switch it" you sat down. "Can you trade with me?"

"I got Tony, I don't think you'll like that, he has everything" She was right. "Maybe talk with him and get to know him"

"Yeah, right..."

The next day

"Morning" you said arriving to the kitchen and grabbing a pancake that Sam had made.

"Hey" Parker greeted you "We were gonna go shopping for the Secret Santa, wanna come?"

"Oh,I don't know, who is coming?"

"Sam, Yelena, Bucky and me" you looked to Sam and Yelena who made you a begging face.

"Fine, I'll finish eating and change" Peter smiled.

After some hours you were still in the mall, you sat down with Bucky.

"Ummm, hi"

"Hey" he answered dry.

"So, do you like to read?" He nodded.

"Really? I do too, but it's been far long that I've read a good book" he looked at you and went back to stare to the shop. "What about music?"

"A bit".

"Look, James, I'm trying us go get along and get to know each other better, can't you help me with that?" He looked at you, in shock at how you talked to him, but he agreed.

"Can we go to grab a coffee?" You nodded and left to find a coffee shop,when you arrived, Bucky cooperated it, and it wasn't that bad at the end of all, you had a lot in common at, he was nice, funny and cute, and oh little you knew, he thought that of you too.

The Secret Santa day

After everyone gave their presents, it was your turn.

"So, this gift is for a good friend that I made recently, he has blue eyes, and is so loyal to everyone he ever meets."

"Barnes" everyone guessed quickly.

Both laughed and you gave him the gift bag "It's something simple but I think it can help you" he opened the bag and there was some books. "I think these are some classics you have to read, we have, Little Women, Anne Frank, How to kill mockingbird, and then we pass to fiction, Divergent, Maze Runner and even some cliches like To all the boys I've loved before".

"Wow, thanks Yn, it's so great, actually you are my secret Santa too" from the front bag of his pants he took out a little package, you opened it "Would you like to go on a date with me?" You nodded happy.

"I'll love to."

"You'll love what?" Yelena said trying to see the paper, but of course you didn't let her.

[watchingspnagain]

Rewatching Nightshifter

Welcome to “Everybody’s Working for the Mandroid: A Supernatural Rewatch Blog” with Lor and Mace!

 Up today: s2e12: Nightshifter

 Sam and Dean are working a string of robberies where things feel… supernatural when they encounter Ronald, a security guard at a bank that’s been robbed. Ron *swears* his fellow guard, who robbed the bank, was Not Himself. And Ron thinks he knows why. Because he was a mandroid. Dean seems to connect a bit with Ron (he did some good research, after all), but ultimately Sam tells Ron he’s full of it. The boys, sure they are hunting a shapeshifter, get into the bank disguised as techies working on the security system, but when Ron shows up with a gun and locks everyone inside, Sam and Dean have to deal with all the freaked-out bank employees, a confused Ron, and the shapeshifter—who could be just about anyone in the bank. Things go from bad to worse when the FBI show up hunting Sam and Dean. Poor Ron ends up dead and the boys play cat and mouse with the shapeshifter before making a brilliant escape from the FBI via one of the best needle drops in all of television.

 Below is a log of our real-time reactions as we watched. Remember that there may be spoilers for any part of SPN’s 15-season run here. Note also that the nature of our conversation is adult and thus it may contain adult language and themes.

 [and we begin:]

  Mace:

 oh NO THIS ONE

 Lor:

LOL

  Mace:

 I get so nervous watching this one

Lor:

 ooof, yeah

 omg the look on Dean's face there

  Mace:

 YES

 DEAN WINCHESTER

 Lor:

 LORD he knows how to work that girl

  Mace:

 when does he stop doing this?

at some point he stops flirting like a goof

 Lor:

smacks him upside

 a bit after Cas shows up

  Mace:

 ah well sure

 Lor:

 (I'm not even kidding)

  Mace:

 makes sense

 Lor:

 YES

  Mace:

 my god Sam looks good

 Lor:

 he DOES

  Mace:

 the way Dean keeps looking over at Sam while getting the number

ADORABLE

 Lor:

 YES

 "no they're doing our job but they don't know it so they suck at it"

pets him

  Mace:

 YES

 oh Ronald

 Lor:

 YES

he knows exactly how to work Ronald too

  Mace:

 he sure does

 Lor:

 lookit the little waves in Sam's haaaair

  Mace:

 YAAAASSSS

 Lor:

 that is LITERALLY a cyberman from Doctor Who

  Mace:

 it LITERALLY IS

 poor Ronald accidentally sort of understands

MANDROID

 Lor:

YES

and there's no way Ronald doesn't know that

  Mace:

 HAHAHA YUP

 Lor:

 ....I say with love and understanding

  Mace:

 of course

 Lor:

 omg Dean's face

  Mace:

 YES

he’s impressed

 Lor:

 he's like 60 percent hooooboy and 40 percent impressed

YES

  Mace:

 HAHAHA

 Lor:

 awww Dean was waiting for Sam to really tell him the truth

  Mace:

 yeah

Sam’s trying to protect him but Dean would tell him the truth

 Lor:

 yep

 now I need fanfic in which Dean and Ronald are poker buddies

  Mace:

 HA

 Lor:

 it's an AU where Dean is a civilian and Ronald has all these crazy theories that he tells Dean over poker and Dean thinks he's nuts but he also really enjoys Ronald's passion and knowledge. and then one day an angel drops in on Dean's head

  Mace:

 HA

 “he says okeydokey"

 Lor:

 "I like him. He says okey dokey"

YES

Dean is drawn to the things in people that other people find weird or odd

  Mace:

 DEEEAAANNN

 HE IS

and also butts

 Lor:

 haaaaahahahahahaha yep

  Mace:

 oh Ronald

 Lor:

 sigh

 "especially us"

  Mace:

 “WE’RE NOT WORKING FOR THE MANDROID"

Sam is DONE

 Lor:

 mmmm, Dean on his knees. I'm fine

  Mace:

 HAAAHAHAHA

 Lor:

 Sam is SO done

 Lor:

 "I'm not just gonna walk in here naked"

  Mace:

 nnnnggg

 Lor:

 lol

 "Yes. NO!"

  Mace:

 HAHAHAHA

 HOW could you not just believe him

LOOK AT THAT FACE

 Lor:

 his stupid dumb freckles on his stupid dumb face

 HAAAHAHAHA YES

  Mace:

 YAS

 Lor:

 I would believe him

 oooooh we get to meet Victor

  Mace:

 of course

 oh RIGHT

I like Victor

he’s okeydokey

 Lor:

 YES

I love him

 haaaaahahahahahaha Sam's face

  Mace:

 HA! Sam’s face when the women gushes over Dean

HAHAHAHA

 Lor:

 YES

 THAT KNIFE FLIP

  Mace:

 YES

 …but there are also werewolves...

 Lor:

 also, I love Dean in colors but that tan flannel is FINE

  Mace:

 IT IS

 Lor:

 yeah, I always wonder about that

  Mace:

 and how does that make sense anyway? These guys are not really like werewolves at all...

 Lor:

 yeah, only in that they change form

  Mace:

 yeah i guess

 aw, Ronald

 Lor:

 but it's a weird comparison

  Mace:

 I feel so bad for him

 Lor:

 yeah, poor dude

 YEP

  Mace:

 “it’s not looking good, Ron"

 Lor:

 mrrrrg profile

  Mace:

 “he’s like a real…hero…or something” OMG

 Lor:

 lolololol

  Mace:

 This is not Sam’s favorite day

 Lor:

 omg Dean

 it is NOT

 "yeah!"

  Mace:

 omg the thumbs up

 Lor:

 YAS

 omg poor Sam

  Mace:

 he’s so grumpy I LOVE IT

 Lor:

 YES

  Mace:

 “hi Ronald."

 Lor:

 "Hi, Ronald"

  Mace:

  HAHAHAHA

 Lor:

 lolololololol

  Mace:

 OMG US

 Lor:

 YES

 omg Sam is so finished

  Mace:

 he’s having SUCH a bad day

 Lor:

 he really is

and Dean is allllmost having fun

  Mace:

 it’s so funny how they’re handling things differently: Sam is annoyed and grumpy - Dean is in problem solving mode but neither are freaking out of course

 HAHAHA YES

 Lor:

 YES

 oi! stop slamming my Dean's head into things

  Mace:

 oh no RONALD

it never gets easier to watch this scene

 Lor:

 NOPE

and the SOUND

  Mace:

 YES

 poor Dean

 Lor:

 oh Dean.

  Mace:

 of course he feels responsible

 Lor:

yeah

  Mace:

 you can’t save everyone, buddy

 Lor:

 though you do try

  Mace:

 unless they’re witches. he hates witches

 Lor:

 ha! yep

 Lor:

 nnngggg Sammy

  Mace:

 YAS being all stern

 Lor:

 I love how he took charge from Dean when Dean was momentarily not in charge after Ron got shot

 YES

  Mace:

 YES

 Lor:

 "we're so screwed"

  Mace:

 YES

 Lor:

 VICTOR!

  Mace:

 YES!

 Lor:

 I love him

  Mace:

 “there’s a monster in that bank” and then they cut to Sam

I MEAN

 Lor:

 YES

 him and Missouri are probably top on my list of characters I wish they kept around longer

  Mace:

 agreed

 Lor:

 "Hi, Sherry." GAWD

melts

  Mace:

 YAS

 Lor:

 "you don't know crap about my dad"

  Mace:

 the terrified look when Victor starts talking about John

 Lor:

 YES

  Mace:

 Yoicks

 Lor:

 hitting his head with the phone

  Mace:

 YES

 It’s great how Victor knows them but absolutely doesn’t know them

 Lor:

 YES

and he's SUCH a great window into what they look like from the outside

  Mace:

 they’re all the things he says they are but not at all in the way they say

 HE IS

 Lor:

 YES

 Sam's face when she faints

  Mace:

 HA! They’re so confused

 Lor:

 YES

  Mace:

 DEAN

 Lor:

 they just keep HURTING him

  Mace:

 they sure do

 Lor:

 i love the way this one ends so much

  Mace:

 YES

 double headbutt!

 Lor:

 yes!

 oh gross

 correct, Dean

  Mace:

 HA! YES

 Lor:

 what the HECK injury was there at the bank 67 days ago?

  Mace:

 snork

 Lor:

 VICTOR'S FACE

  Mace:

 the MUSIC

 Lor:

 he's impressed

 YES

  Mace:

 YES

 Lor:

 it's PERFECT

  Mace:

 IT IS

goosebumps

 Lor:

 YES

 Lor:

 ngggggg the two of them with the caps

  Mace:

 “we are so screwed"

 Lor:

 YES

  Mace:

 YES

they look very nice in those swat outfits, too

 Lor:

 YAAAAS

[justroaminground]

surprise (Castiel x Reader)

summary: castiel vanished after all of the souls in his body destroyed him. reader has a dream in which, crowley helps her to find castiel. reader decides not to tell sam and dean right away and does research on her own. things get heated and she ends up having sex with castiel of course the boys find everything out!

PSA: i am so sorry i got kinda carried away! (lol i always do) it's a long one! sorrrrreeehh, but i love your guys!

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff/smut, sex

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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another day another hunt. well at least that is what you wished for. castiel gave himself away to the souls from purgatory. unfortunately even though he showed a bit of sanity before he vanished with a huge explosion, it was too late. the souls took over his being and turned him into a monster.

you sat at the end of the bed, holding a glass of rum and sipped on it. tears rolled down your cheeks and there was no way of expressing how you felt right now. you shared a special bond to cas. no matter what was going he was always there. the two of you really grew together like soulmates and now he was just gone.

taking another sip, the alcohol made itself known by giving you a very warm feeling.

how could this possibly be happening right in front of your eyes?! how did you never get he was onto something with crowley and when you did it was already too late. you weren't able to get to him. his mind, his behavior and just he as a being changed. you didn't knew him anymore.

from sips you got to gulps, noticing how your head got heavy and your sight very dizzy. wiping the tears from your cheeks you heard voices and the door unlocking.

sam and dean told you to wait here and they were getting food. within the time they were gone you drank half a bottle of rum. the pain was simply too intense, it knocked you down. you had to get castiel back whatever it costs.

"y/n?!" dean called out, walking over to you and pushed your shoulder softly back so he was able to look into your face.

"leave me alone dean." you managed to slur and pushed his hand away. you placed the glass on the nightstand and grabbed the bottle itself. not being able to take one more sip, dean yanked the bottle out of your hand.

"what the hell?! are you serious y/n?! we all wished it would have went down differently, but it didn't! pull yourself together!" dean's voice got a bit louder, looking at you furiously. the only reason he reacted that way was, because he himself had a very hard time admitting to himself cas lied to all of you.

"guys!" sam warned the two of you and placed the food on the table.

"fuck off dean!" you stood up and pushed him back onto the wall.

dean's faced went completely dark and furious. not being able to even think what you just did he grabbed you, turning the two of you and now he was the one pushing you hard against the wall. he hold you there, looking right into your face.

"touch me like that, one more time and you won't again." he hissed right into your face.

not being able to answer, dean was pulled of by sam and he separated dean from you.

"what the hell you guys?! we definitely need to calm down!" sam's look switched from dean to you. "dean sit down and start eating." sam ordered and went over to you.

dean's face went completely blank in shock, realizing what he just did he rubbed his hands over his face and took a seat.

"are you okey y/n?" sam checked up on you and scanned your arms, face, chest and neck for any bruises.

you just nodded, pressing your lips together and looked up at him. "i'm sorry. i didn't mean to make any trouble. i just can't handle castiel's disappearance." you explained as best as you could.

"it's okey, we are all overwhelmed right now." sam pulled you into a warm hug and just held you for a few minutes.

you and sam sat to the table like dean and you kept your gaze down onto your lap.

"y/n i am sorry.." dean started, but you quickly interrupted him.

"it's okey. let's just forget about it and eat." you said and nibbled on a few fries.

silence filled the room and the three of you just sat there and ate. the life you lived seemed so out of order sometimes. one minute you're killing monsters and the other you're sitting in a motelroom, eating fries and life seemed normal. sam and dean talked about possible solutions, but you weren't able to join their conversation right now.

pushing yourself from the table you managed to tell them, you were doing your night routine. after you were done you got into bed and simply stared at the ceiling. it got so boring you apparently fell asleep. your night wasn't restful at all. nightmares hunted you down and you woke up completely sweaty. the boys were sleeping and you checked the clock.

3:33

you sighed and went into the bathroom, washing your face and then you walked to the fridge taking out a bottle of water. your stomach felt heavy and your head was in pain, at least it kept you busy.

crawling back into bed you couldn't help, but pray to cas like you did every night. finishing the little prayer in your head, your eyes flew shut and you fell asleep again.

"y/n?"" a soft voice spoke to you and stroke your cheek.

not wanting to wake up already you turned away, thinking it was one of the boys.

"y/n wake up" the voice got a bit louder.

tiredly you opend your eyes and sat up. after rubbing your eyes you finally got to see who woke you up.

castiel.

"cas!?" you couldn't believe what you saw an therefor you stood up and walked away form him until you hit a wall. "you're not castiel!!" you added and noticed the two beds beside yours were empty. "where are sam and dean?!"

"Bingo sweetheart!" cas spoke out and smirked. within seconds his appearance changed and crowley stood there.

you relaxed a bit, but were still obviously confused on what is happening.

"what do you want crowley?"

"mhm.." he pretended to really think of something, snapping his fingers, looking back at you. "i did all of this with cas. which means, i know where he is right now." a evil smirk formed against his lips.

your hands balled into fists. "shut your fucking mouth crowley!" you screamed out and ran over to him, knocking him down and holding the demon knife right at his throat.

his smirk didn't fade and he laid there in front of you and looked up at you. "did i just trigger a sensitive spot?" he asked teasingly and pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket. "go see yourself." he added and handed the piece of paper to you.

your grib loosened and you took the piece of paper in your hand. "why would you do that?" you looked at him, pure confusion written all over your face.

"those leviathans will grill our asses. we need everyone we can get and maybe even collaborate to shove their asses back into purgatory." crowley explained.

a strong hand gripped your shoulder and you could hear your name once again, loud and clear.

"y/n c'mon you can sleep in the car, we need to go!"

your surroundings changed with a snap and your eyes flew open, only to realize it was a dream you just had. in panic you searched for the piece of paper, crowley just handed you, ignoring sam which woke you up.

"woah woah y/n hey! are you okey?" sam grabbed your arms and held you still for a minute. he inspected you, raising an eyebrow.

your senses kicked in and you realize it was just a dream and calmed down. "yeah, sorry, i just had a very bad dream" you admitted to him.

"good, dean is already in the car waiting for us. we have a case. get ready and we will wait outside." he told you and left the motelroom.

confused on how real it felt you got up and followed sam's instructions. you took a quick shower, got ready and while packing the last pieces of clothing you noticed not just a piece of paper, but the piece of paper on your nightstand.

since you weren't sure if that was just a trap or real you decided to keep it to yourself. you went outside to the boys and got into the car. driving off, sam and dean were discussing the new case. you had your laptop on your lap and searched the address crowley handed to you.

"boys where are we going?" you questioned.

"illinois, danville" sam responded.

"would you mind stopping in fort wayne indiana? since we have a 7 hours drive ahead of us i think it will fit." you smiled softly at the two in the front.

"is there any reason for that?" sam questioned and you shook your head. "no, well maybe.." you admitted. "i have a old friend there which i'd love to visit?" it's not a complete lie. you thought to yourself.

dean agreed to your plan. the boys update you about the new case and it looked like you were hunting down some cursed objects. the ride itself was quiet and you took sam's offer and slept in the car. shortly before you arrived in fort wayne, you woke up.

you read the adress out to dean and you felt your tummy turn in anxiety. you weren't so sure anymore if it was a good idea to do so, but if it meant you'd have cas back, you were ready to pay every price.

"would you mind letting me out just a few blocks away?" you asked dean and prepared yourself, while stuffing the gun into your waistband.

"why would you need a gun?" dean asked suspicious and stopped the car on a side street.

"i always take a gun with me." you said and gave them a smile. "so i will call as soon as i am ready." crawling off the backseat you got out and closed the door.

the two of them drove off to a diner and you walked through the streets. it was the typical suburban life here. almost every house looked the same, the gardens were perfectly made and it seemed like the classic apple-pie-life.

you reached the needed house and it was light blue. it had white highlights and you walked the stairs up to the front door. looking around you, checking the surroundings once more and rang nervously the doorbell.

the door swung open and in front of you stood a woman. she wore her hair open, in curls and had a bright smile on her face. he eyes were sparkling and overall she had a very lovingly aura.

"hello! how may i help you?" she asked friendly and looked at you.

"uhm..hi!" you smiled awkwardly, because that caught you completely off guard. "i was looking for a friend actually and i thought he lives here." you tried to explain and looked at the piece of paper and back up to her.

"well what's his name?"

"you know what, i think i am completely wrong!" you excused yourself and tried to shrug it off, when all of a sudden castiel came up behind the woman. he placed on hand around her hip and smiled at you sweetly.

"is everything okey?" he asked looking at the two of you.

your face went completely blank and you had a hard time finding the right words. "uhm.." you stuttered.

"she was looking for a friend." his wife explained to him and looked over her shoulder to cas.

"i think you are here, because i can heal people?" cas added and looked back at you.

still not finding the right words you simply nodded like crazy and they let you in. cas and you went into the livingroom while his wife made tea.

"my name is emanuel" he said in a calming voice, holding his hand up to you.

"y/n" you said and shook his hand. it was so wrong coming here alone, you felt like you're going crazy.

cas pulled his hand aways quickly and looked at you in shock. it was clear something just happened, but you weren't sure what. you didn't know what was going on but when his wife came back you sat down.

emanuel held his gaze very suspicious on you while you were talking with his wife. she explained how the two of them met and how things went down since then. cas, well emanuel seemed to be a healer and his wife found him right after, he vanished in the water system. the confusion faded and you were able to piece the puzzle together. he forgot about what happened and now he's here, healing people, thinking he's a healer, when in real-life he's an angel.

"yeah so that is the story on how emanuel made his way into my life" his wife finished off and you smiled sadly. it broke your heart seeing them like that, when you wished it would be you and him. also the realization a life like that would never be possible for the two of you.

"how can i help you?" emanuel asked, breaking your spiral of thoughts and you placed the mug you held in your hand, back on the table.

"i don't need help actually" you confessed and gave them a smile. "i-i just hoped to find my friend here, but i think he must have moved." you nodded and your eyes wandered to cas again.

"we are very sorry, you didn't find your friend." his wife gave back and gently squeezed cas's hand.

"i should go." you said and got up. "may i use your restroom?" you asked. she brought you to the bathroom and you washed your hands with cold water. you took a moment and looked into the mirror.

"what am i supposed to do?!" you whispered and bit your lower lip. you thought for a second about it and a knock on the door distracted you.

"just a minute!" you called, drying your hands and opened the door to step out.

"i know who you are." cas spoke quietly and made sure his wife was still in the kitchen. "i heard you pray to me last night." he continued. "i am the friend you were looking for right?" he questioned you.

"we need to get out of here." you simply gave back. "tonight around 10 pm i will be in daneville, illinois" you looked at him and weren't sure what to do. you were unbelievable happy to see him but at the same time so much hate and frustration ran through your body. how was it even possible to feel such opposite feelings about a person at once?!

"we are in indiana!" he looked at you in disbelief.

"if you are the real c-, friend i am looking for you will find a way." you told him and turned your back to him. at the door his wife was waiting and you said your goodbyes. walking off.

dean texted you the address they were at and you walked over. you were glad it was about a 30 min walk since your head felt like it would explode. did you really just meet cas?! did he really remember you?! i would explain the expression he had, after touching your hand. you pinched yourself and made sure you weren't dreaming again.

until you arrived you were able to gather your thoughts. you prayed to yourself you didn't just start the next huge problem and hoped everything would go right for once.

you walked over to the table from the boys and let yourself fall on the chair.

"must have been exhausting?" dean asked.

"yeah kind of.." you laughed and shook your head. "but it was good to seem him again." you added and took deans coke, sipping it.

"is it someone we know?" sam asked wondering.

"not sure yet." you said and he gave you a confused look. you stole a few fries off his plate and you simply smiled at them.

the three of you payed and went back to the car driving off. several scenarios rushed through your mind of what could happen. cas seemed so pure hearted, just like back then when you first met him. it's like he got a reseted. a few hours later you arrived at the next motel and checked in with the boys.

"you're quiet" dean spoke up and broke the silence.

"congrats sherlok" you said back and let the bag fall onto your bed.

"thing's are rough right now. we should focus on the next steps." sam brought up and looked at the two of you.

"i fell like we should go into a bar and take one evening off." dean said and shrugged his shoulders. "i am so tired of this never ending bullshit. i might as well get drunk for once." he added.

you decline. "i'm fine thank's. i think i will get some more rest."

"well, i woun't let you go alone." sam looked at dean and raised an eyebrow. "you okey on your own?"

"sure" you nodded and took your gun out of your waistband. "baby always protects me."

the two of them left and now you sat there in the dark room on your own. checking the clock you got a bit nervous and your gun rested right next to you as well as your bag, which contained some other weapons in case anything should happen.

"castiel, if you can hear me, i am here. you can come. i am alone the boys are gone." you spoke hesitantly and looked around. a breeze made itself noticeable and you stood up, while checking the room.

"hello y/n" cas stood there in the middle of the room and looked at you.

your first instinct was to hug him and ask him so many questions, but you tried to play it cool and pulled yourself together.

"i see you found your second superpower"

"since you visited, i got a lot of flashbacks and i remember everything. well at least i think so." cas explained and looked around the hotelroom.

"we are alone" you confirmed to him.

"i also remember us y/n" he added quietly and stepped a bit closer.

you turned your back on him and looked onto the ground playing with your fingers. "uhm, a lot has happened castiel. you were about to destroy the world. i mean you did either way, but managed to send at least a few souls back to purgatory. i don't think what happened between us matters anymore." you added. the last words left your mouth as a whisper and you were holding your tears back.

"i know what i did. i know i've made a huge mistake, but everything i can do right now is help you and the boys fight what is about to come." you heard his voice closer and footsteps. "i can not forget about us y/n" whispering the last words against your shoulder he softly stroke along your armes until he reached your hands and turned you around.

the words just hit the right wounds and you pressed your lips together. not being able to talk right now you just wrapped your arms around his torso and held him close. he instantly hugged you against his body and placed a soft kiss on your hair.

"i am really sorry for what i did to you." he told you while placing his fingers on your chin, making you look into his eyes.

"show me" you whispered against his lips and your eyes still holding the very deep eye contact.

his hand slipped from your chin to your neck and he softly placed his lips onto yours. you closed your eyes and felt everything tingle in your body, especially your chest. moving your lips against his, your hands rested on his chest and stroke upwards. one hand burring into his hair and the other one wrapped around his neck.

cas bent further down to kiss you and his second hand rested on your hip. his fingers made their way under your shirt and his thumb gently stroke over your hipbone. a wave of heat overcame you, as you felt his hand against your bare skin. you pulled him even closer and deepened the kiss.

cas walked a few steps back with you, holding you safely against his body, until you hit the wall. he pressed you against the wall and his tongue liked along your bottom lip. surprised at his action a whimper escaped your lips and he used the possibility to enter your mouth with his tongue.

hungry for each other the two of you started to undress one another. one piece of clothing after the other fell to the floor leaving you in only your underwear and him in jeans and boxers. still pressing you against the wall his leg pressed against your legs and separated them. his tight rubbed against your sensitive center and you laid your head back against the wall.

"castiel.." needy you moaned out and looked at him with the hungriest look possible.

his lips fromed into a smirk and when you moaned out looking back at him his eyes changed from the known light blue to almost black since his pupils widened. "don't look at me with those eyes y/n" he warned you and started to kiss your neck.

you bit your lower lip and felt yourself getting more wet by every little touch from him on your skin. he lifted you up and threw you onto the bed. quickly undressing his last pieces of clothing, you joined him and got ride of your undies.

hovering over your he spreaded your legs and needy you kissed him again. "i want to feel you castiel. i've missed you so much. "you whispered against his lips.

"i have missed you too. please tell me if i am hurting you" he looked at you serious and placed himself at your entrance. you nodded your head quickly and simply wanted to feel him. pushing your hips gently further up he entered you inch by inch, until he moved his hips against yours and his whole length filled you up.

your mouth fell open, you held onto him tightly, looking up into his eyes. "j-just like that.." you added and bit your lower lip. he started to move slowly. you felt your center adjust to his size and every thrust brought you closer. one of his hands rested on the side of your head and the other on on your tight.

his lips found their way onto yours and needy the two of you moaned against eachothers lips. he pushed your tight a bit further aside and managed to get even deeper. not being able to handle that you moaned out loudly and clawed your nails into his back.

"you feel so good y/n i can't stop!" he moaned out and his thrusts got deeper and harder.

your abdomen startet to tingle heavily and your breath started to shake. "i-i think i'm gonna cum cas." you warned him and looked up into his eyes.

"will you do that for me?" he kissed your forehead and took one leg of yours over his shoulder. every thrust he made, hit the exact right spot. his breathing got heavier and his touches rougher. you could feel him fully using you to his desire.

and with that it was over for you. you rolled your eyes back and couldn't help it. your walls clenched around his length and you froze in shock. your high rolled over you like a train and he made you feel thing's you haven't felt before. his sweaty body pressed against yours, he released himself into you. feeling his cock twitching inside you.

"there are no words in the world to express how much i'd do for you."he whispered out of breath against your lips and looked deeply into your eyes. he placed a loving kiss on your lips and you kissed him softly back. your heart beating like crazy and feelings being all over the place, your phone brought you back to reality.

"oh fuck the boys cas!" you looked at him in panic and he quickly got up from you. the two of you quickly searched for your clothes and put them back on. still out of breath you answered your phone"

"hi sam!"

"hi, uhm did you run or something?"

"run?! haha! you clown really funny. of course not. what's up?!" you laughed nervously and looked over to cas who sat silently on the bed, giving you a akward smile.

"well okey then. i just wanted to say that dean and i found a trace regarding our case and dean will be there any minute to get you."

not being able to answer, the door swung open and dean stood there. his face losing every bit of expression when he saw the two of you.

"what the hell?!" he looked from you to cas and back to you.

"y/n are you okey?" sam asked confused through the phone.

"u-u-uhm i can explain that!" you stuttered out. "it is-"

"it is not what it looks like?!" dean mimicking you he hit the door close and got closer. "well this better be a fucking good explanation y/n or this will be the last motelroom you see"

not being able to say anything you hear a peep on the other side of the phone and sam hung up. probably on his way here as well. meanwhile cas got up and protectively stood in front of you.

"dean calm down." cas told him.

"what the fuck is going on?! the two of you better be explaining this or i will literally freak out!" dean said glass clear and castiel started to explain the whole afternoon in detail. he added all side facts and pin points so dean would understand what went down. throughout the talk sam joined the two uninformed, got enlightened too.

"and then i came here to talk everything out with y/n, because she herself didn't knew what was going on. after that we-"

you cut castiel off and looked up to sam and dean. "sam called and well the rest you know!"

"i think you forgot a point y/n" castiel added and looked at you. you gave him the look and shook your head.

"hold on you.." sam started of and looked at dean, not being able to hide his shocked face.

"remember the pizza man?" castiel asked sam and dean.

you rubbed temples and inhaled deeply. "you guys can we just.." you started of and looked at sam and dean completely ashamed.

"yes please." dean pleaded and nodded quickly.

"anyone a shot?!" sam asked and literally everyone raised their hand. the three of you looked at cas in confusion and he simply shrugged his shoulders gave you a smile.

[fanficmaniatic]

Okey, since someone manifested Venom making breakfast... Can I manifest this in Cap 4??

The movie starts with Bucky Walking to the gym where Sam is already training. They say good morning and start training together. They punch eachother around, avoid hits, while they talk about how Bucky’s nightmare are getting better, their last mission or Sam’ own nightmares. Overall they seem like they are in synchrony as they throw punches and avoid being hit. In the end, Bucky distracts Sam with a comoliment on how he is doing good with this Captain America thing, takes the upper hand and Pins Wilson to the floor. They end up face to face, Bucky with a smirk, Sam looks annoyed and tells him “You cheated“ to what Bucky responds “All’s Fair in love and War”

Torres Calls them and they have to go to their plot realted mission. That’s it, that’s my pitch.

[quinttyz]

Thank u for answering me!!! Okey SsSso, can I request part 2 of Sebastian Pining! (headcanons or scenario, it's okey both), when the farmer confesses they love of him?╰(*´︶`*)╯

AAAAAAAAAAAA !!!! (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡

Sebastian Pining Pt. 2!

- Sebastian is confused. It's been a couple of days now and he still hasn't seen you that much?? It used to be like he'd talk to you everyday but now it seems like you're avoiding him !! ;-;

- scratch that, yoU'RE DEFINITELY AVOIDING HIM. Friday night came and the two of you, along with Abigail and Sam, were supposed to hang out by the Stardrop Saloon. When he arrived, you immediately excused yourself from the group, exiting the scene quickly.

"Y/N, are you okay?" Sebastian says, placing a hand on your shoulder. This immediately triggered an action from you and you shrugged him off.

"I'm fine! I just have...a cold! Yep!" you reply, nervously laughing. You won't meet his eyes.

"Down with the flu huh? A while ago Y/N was drinking ice-cold Joja colas with us," Sam says sipping from his drink. Sebastian was still looking at the door you opened when you left. He sensed it. Something was up between the two of you.

- Sleepless nights haunted Sebastian. He was dearly missing you!! Did he do something wrong? Was he a bit too clingy to you and you got weirded out? Poisonous thoughts were circulating in his mind

- Sebastian couldn't sleep so he put on his hoodie and went out by the lake. The sun was about to rise as he stared at the horizon. He made up his mind. He was going to confront you!

- You were gardening as he made his way to your farm. When Sebastian arrived at your place, you heard him call your name

"Y/N!" you heard a deep, familiar voice. Your neck snapped to the direction of the noise, dreading who it was.

"O-oh, Sebastian! What are you doing here this early in the morning?" you stuttered out, still not meeting his gaze.

He had enough of this game.

Gently but firmly, he placed his hands on your cheeks. He tilted your head up so you were forced to look at him in the eyes. A blush was slowly creeping towards your cheeks.

"Why are you avoiding me?" he asks, softly. Sebastian was trying his hardest not to show he was hurt.

You stare at him for a few seconds then sighed. You placed your hand on top of his, surprising him.

"Listen up Seb," you say, "I'm not going to repeat this again."

Now he's intrigued.

"I...I love being friends with you. You're always fun to hang out with and I really feel like I'm my true self with you," you begin.

"But nowadays, whenever I think of you," you continue, gulping, "my heart and mind...they just go haywire."

He was silent, in shock.

"That's why I've been avoiding you. I'm...I'm in love with you but I'm scared. So scared of what would happen if I do tell you. And it hurts to be around you knowing that I love you but can't do anything about it. That's why I've been avoiding you...," you finish, closing your eyes. You were fighting back tears.

Everything went quiet for awhile. Suddenly you feel something soft and warm brush against your forehead.

Then on the tip of your nose.

"Seb-?" you say, opening your eyes, but you were cut off when Sebastian kissed you delicately on the lips.

The kiss was innocent, Sebastian's lips almost feeling like a feather. You were surprised.

As he pulled away, he shyly grinned at you.

"Seb...?" you say, bringing your hand to your lips.

"Y/N, these past few days...they have been hard for me too," he says, smiling wistfully.

"I've been thinking about you so much. Day in day out, you were always on my mind," he continued, blushing.

You were silent, astonished by his words. He scratched the back of his head.

"I was so hurt when I noticed you were avoiding me. It was torture seeing you away from me. Please, never do that again..." he says. You were still quiet.

"Y/N, you know what I'm trying to say right? Please... say something. Anything about us."

You suddenly grabbed hold behind Sebastian's neck and pulled him towards you, kissing him on the lips. He went wide-eyed for a second, then you slowly felt his mouth mold into yours.

After a minute you both pull away from each other. You beamed at him.

"Sebastian, I can't explain it but, I want to be with you!"

He returned your smile, "Y/N, my heart is yours."

OMG THIS TURNED OUT SO LONG IM SO SORRY ANON I WAS SO INTO IT JASHSHHWWB (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)

SEB SIMPING HOURS ON!

[according-to-the-laura]

StackedNatural Day 95: 2x12, 13x11

StackedNatural Masterpost: [x]

January 25, 2022

2x12: Nightshifter

Written by: Ben Edlund

Directed by: Phil Sgriccia

Original air date: January 25, 2007

Plot Synopsis:

The Winchesters investigate a series of crimes where robbers with no criminal past commit suicide after the hold-ups.

Features:

Ronald the X-Files superfan, mandroids, Ronald takes the bank, Henrickson makes his first appearance, the absolute best needle drop of the entire series.

My Thoughts:

I’ve probably already said this about another episode in Stacked but this is maybe the perfect recipe for a monster of the week style episode. The special effects are impeccable, the stakes are low-ish world-wise (Chuck isn’t about to Vanish everyone on Earth) but astronomical for the protagonists. It’s a reasonable escalation of in-world stakes based on what has happened with the Winchesters and the cops so far in the series.There’s emotional stakes introduced early with Ronald because he has his heart in the right place and he tries to do the right thing even if he fails spectacularly at it. The setup is believable, they didn’t have to make up bullshit for them to be stuck in that situation without their usual arsenal of weapons. And I love a smart monster! This shifter is freaky because of how good it is at what it’s doing. Everything is really well-executed.

I really like Ben Edlund’s dialogue for Dean in this episode (and generally in his other episodes as well); he’s fun without being overly quippy, he has strong emotional reactions to anything to do with his dad, and he gets to like people like Ron and the okey-dokey bank guy.

The only thing that kind of annoys me is the women just throwing themselves at Dean (although this is an early-seasons complaint in general, not just for this episode), but at a certain point it becomes really performative in the text itself. Like flashing a neon sign saying “THIS MAN IS A RED-BLOODED HETEROSEXUAL”. Methinks the lady (Eric Kripke) doth protest too much.

Thank you Ben Edlund for the introduction of Victor Henrickson; I love when there are real world consequences to the choices they have to make while monster hunting. They’re in danger from everyone, not just the things they hunt, and that makes it way more tense to watch them do what they do. It’s a fun quirk of Stacked that the only other time we’ve seen him so far was his part in the Rising of the Witnesses in season 4 as part of the breaking of the seals.

Notable Lines:

“I liked him. He's not that different from you or me. People think we're crazy.”

“It's become my job to know about you, Dean. I've been looking for you for weeks now. I know about the murder in St. Louis, I know about the Houdini act you pulled in Baltimore. I know about the desecrations and the thefts. I know about your dad. [...] Ex-marine, raised his kids on the road, cheap motels, backwood cabins. Real paramilitary survivalist type. I just can't get a handle on what type of whacko he was.”

Laura’s (completely subjective) Episode Rating: 9.8

IMdB Rating: 9.0

13x11: Breakdown

Written by: Davy Perez

Directed by: Amyn Kaderali

Original air date: January 25, 2018

Plot Synopsis:

Donna calls Dean and Sam for help after her niece Wendy goes missing. They find out she was kidnapped by a man who sells human parts to monsters in online auctions and race to rescue her.

Features:

Creepy cashiers and truck stop patrons, Dean makes pancakes at 6am like a maniac, Donna’s missing niece, Sam is less than enthusiastic, dark web body part auctions, Donna is great with a shotgun, Doug gets turned and unturned, Sam gets captured,

My Thoughts:

We skipped this episode on our first watch of the late seasons because it doesn’t have a ton of relevance to the main plot and @weedsinavacantlot was prioritizing Cas episodes (understandable), but HOLY SHIT. I LOVED this episode.

Right off the start the directing was way more interesting and suspenseful than a lot of what we’ve seen in Supernatural, even in some of the earlier seasons when the show was ostensibly in the horror genre. It reminded me of Drag Me Away (From You), which I guess the whole fandom isn’t sold on but I also loved. He’s making his way to being my favourite director, and the team up with Davy Perez writing is super strong.

A lot of the time in the later seasons I’m not into one-off episodes but I really liked this one. If the monster of the week style episodes in seasons 11-15 were more like this I would enjoy them a lot more.

Giving us the emotional in of it being someone Donna loves was great. Donna is such a loveable character that I immediately bought in to wanting to rescue Wendy, and it was awesome to see how much she’s developed as a hunter and how much her confidence has grown in the last few years. She’s a total badass now, and she doesn’t wait around for Sam and Dean to solve all the problems just because she called them in to help. At the same time, she’s still allowed to feel things and have emotional reactions to everything going on. It can be a difficult line to walk but I think it was handled beautifully.

All of the minor characters and suspects had a ton of personality to them. I was worried for a minute that the hot lesbian trucker was going to be evil just because we so rarely get our attention drawn to a civilian without them either being evil or being killed a few minutes later. The preacher, too, was a complete creep, but he was also just a guy. A great red herring.

When the auction was revealed I legitimately just pointed at the screen and yelled “EW EW EW” for like 30 seconds. I cheered and threw my hands in the air when Donna shot out the vampire’s kneecap. I had ordered food and I didn’t remember to look at my phone to check the status until the doorbell rang as it was delivered like 3 minutes from the end of the episode.

I wouldn’t exactly call this episode one for the Samgirls, but I thought it was really great that Davy Perez tied him to Kaia a little bit. It’s so easy in later seasons to forget that Sam was a psychic kid too, and I never considered him identifying with Kaia and then seeing her die for them. I was with Dean and kind of laughed to myself thinking he was moping about something. (To be fair, it’s hard to track everyone’s emotional journeys when your stacking. I might have remembered if I was just watching the seasons in normal human order.)

The actress who played Wendy was great. She didn’t really get the opportunity to show a lot of range, but my bet is that if Wayward Sisters had been picked up she would have at least been a recurring character.

Notable Lines:

“Do you really wanna get on the FBI’s radar again?”

“So you’re saying monsters are real?” “Pretty much.”

“He’s a big boy. We need him on a wide lens.”

“You and your brother are famous. Hell, soon as I saw that fancy car, I knew who you were. And I knew you’d be trouble.”

“most monsters… hell, they could be your next-door neighbor. They work a regular job, mow the lawns on a Saturday.”

“This ends one way for us, Dean. It ends bloody.”

Laura’s (completely subjective) Episode Rating: 9.8

IMdB Rating: 8.3

In Conclusion: Stacked said stop getting on the FBI’s radar.

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