#OTP: Worse Than Nicotine

[noa-ciharu]

Subaru for the character meme 😊

Blorbo time :D

Sexuality headcanon:

He's gay and that's pretty much canon? Few weeks ago I heard people mental gymnastic-ing how Fuuma wasn't really gay with Kamui and was just psyching him out. I wonder if there's mental gymnastic that strong for someone to claim Subaru is straight 💀 anyhow, since he apperently feels attraction towards people (ahem, just one bastard individual) after forming closer bond with them I sometimes headcanon him as gay demi

Gender headcanon:

Cis I guess? Not much gender game so maybe leaning towards agender?

OTP:

That depends whether we're fixing him (then Kamui) or making him worse (then worst man alive Sei-chan 😎) poly from mental hospital l

BROTP:

If we're not shipping him with Kamui then their friendship in X and siblings bond in TRC. Similarly Sumeragi twins in TB, oh my heart 💔 so yea, Subaru and his best sister in the world Hokuto 😭

NOTP:

Hmmm, I have hard time coming up with anything. I guess I'd be like "why???" if I saw someone ship Subaru with woman since he's canonically gay. Still, ship and let ship but I'd be curious what lead them to such crack ship

Random headcanon:

He started smoking because of stress (hence self destruction) but also because scent of nicotine calmed him down. Not all memories are mental, body remembers as well. As a chain-smoker, scent of nicotine would be everywhere around Seishirou, even if he's not smoking at the moment. During bet year Subaru unconscious started associating said scent with comfort. With being cared for and understood.

After all tragedies struck he came to avoid nicotine as reminded was sharp and unpleasant; it reminded him of own naivety that resulted in his sister's death. But after year or two Subaru had to accept he was searching for Seishirou for more than just revenge. He couldn't no longer fool himself to think he didn't feel what he irrefutable did. So Subaru found comfort in scent of nicotine surrounding him. He had a hunch why it comforted him such, but didn't like admitting to himself how low he's sunk: to be using smoking as substitute for presence of last person on earth he should yearn for.

General opinion on said character:

[quccnvictoria-blog]

@turnedtoglass

flashing lights. a throbbing, stinging pain in her ankles and wrists. she can’t move–it’s not just the tape, there’s something wrong, she can’t lift her head. a faraway voice, cold and unfeeling, tells her she doesn’t deserve to be here, she’s not good enough. and then out of the blurred fog, hands come at her with a cloth soaked in something that makes her head spin. 

victoria wakes up shaking her head vigorously, shoving at the air and screaming for someone not there to stop. only when she’s really awake does she realize her chest is aching, impossibly so, and her heart is beating shallow, awful beats that leave her stomach dropping.  it feels like every nerve in body is frayed, she’s shaking uncontrollably. victoria claws desperately in the dark for her phone, hitting ‘call’ on the first contact she can think of that would be up at this hour: chloe. 

“h-hello? chloe–fuck, i know it’s late but i-i’m, i think i’m dying. please just–help! i don’t know what’s wrong!”

[temarisnara]

Temari, Shikamaru, Neji, Rock Lee

god this is my THIRD ATTEMPT TO DO THIS SO IM DOING IT IN WORDS DOC

temari

favorite thing about them: i've written this 3 times!!!! BUT!!!! i love that at the age of FIFTEEN she'd already got the title cruelest konoichi. like. ilu queen. and she's so confident too, like she knows she could wreck anyone's shit, she goes up against MADARA without ever pausing. and i love that whilee on the battlefield she's cruel, as a civillian she's just...lowkey a bitch. like she's scary and people know to fear her but she doesnt actually...bully anyone besides shikamaru. she's also so ride or die for her brothers and i LOVE it.

least favorite thing about them: whatever that ooc mess was that was used to get her and shikamaru together.

favorite line: idk but when she tells madara "don't understimate me!" GO OFF QUEEN

brOTP: gaara and kankuro, 100%. the sand siblings are so fucking good. i could talk all day about them. in the leaf i think she vibes with ino, though she needs Breaks. she didn't like, Get choji at first but the more she got to know him she's like "oh i get it he's just Genuinely Good" and now he's her favorite. i also like to imagine she and karui bonded over not being from the leaf, and also having ino as their sister in law. that's a unique experience okay.

OTP: shikamaru!!!!!!!

nOTP: i dont really have any?? i just can't ship her with anyone but shikamaru, i think he's it for her. temari was never really one to be concerned over romance or anything, it's not something she cared about, and she kind of expected an arranged marriage so she was more focused on Not doing that. but then shikamaru happened and it was like. oh. she actually wouldn't mind spending the rest of her life with him. huh. gross.

random headcanon: i have a lot of Thoughts about temari as a mother. i think that she never planned on being one, just like how she never planned on falling in love. it wasn't opposition, just. her childhood was fucked up, she had no good parental role models, she was much more interested in being a konoichi. but then she and shikamaru got serious and shikamaru is the head of the nara clan and he needed an heir. she agreed to it, in a few years, but shikadai was an oops ! so anyway, temari hated being pregnant lmao which is why they only had shikadai. but once he was born temari is like "oh. i'll kill and die for this child." like shikadai wasn't Real to her until she held him (vs shikamaru, who's been obsessed with that child since temari first started showing). temari actually tried going back to work when shikadai was a year old but pretty quickly she realized "fuck this". temari likes working, a lot, but she also likes being needed and she just likes her kid! so she oversaw all his training from the time he was old enough. it was hard at first, because she's never babied him, but she knew that the training she recieved was uh, not acceptable, so she struggled with what pace was actually okay for his age. hinata and sakura actually helped a lot here- hinata also had Fucked Up training as a child and sakura trained with tsunade who is Insane so they were able to figure out what worked best for their children. GOD THIS GOT LONG. anyway. i love temari and shikadai thank u.

unpopular opinion: i love shikatema so much but she was done so fucking dirty

song i associate with them: hurricane by the fray

favorite picture of them: she always looks so cool

shikamaru

favorite thing about them: god. i hate this but i genuinely love how smart he is and how fucking lazy he is. like how he kept complaing about his match with temari being moved up and then you realize it's because he was relying on the shadows? bitch. he's so cool. and when he pretended to be asleep rather than deal with whatever the fuck orochimaru was doing ESRTYTJU that's when i knew i loved him. but also, i love his development. like he really just wanted to coast through life, didnt want to get involved in anything, just wanted a plain wife and two boring kids. he had absolutely no aspirations. and he never had a ~change of heart~ for his own sake, he just surrounded himself by people who genuinely inspired him and he wanted to be of use to them. l love him!!!

least favorite thing about them: like the misogyny doesn't bother me THAT much because hashtag it could be worse! but it's not good lmao

favorite line: BITCH! "i'm your god" SIR I LOVE YOU. also his line about how he can't die because naruto doesn't have a smart younger brother to help him, and he's the only one capable of being naruto's advisor.

brOTP: ino and asuma are the only Strictly platonic ones but obviously i LOVE his friendships with choji and naruto

OTP: TEMARIIIIIIIII, also choji and naruto.........i'm soft

nOTP: listen. it's not notp but everytime i remember people ship shikaino i'm like "they're siblings???" like no judgement, i have too many fucking ships fandom calls siblings, but their dynamic is SO sibling like to me lmao. also like...shikamaru loves ino and would do anything for her but he does NOT like her ass. you know he avoids her when he's too tired to deal with her bullshit.

random headcanon: LET'S KEEP TALKING ABOUT SHIKADAI. so when shikamaru's dad dies he has a line about how he wasn't around when shikamaru was growing up, and shikamaru obviously doesn't resent him for that, but he does make a concious choice to Not do that. it'd be too easy to get wrapped up in his job, but he won't let himself. he makes sure to make time for shikadai. they play shogi together, and shikamaru is very involved in his training, and even when he's exhausted from work he'll listen to shikadai talk about his day and never show how tired he is. he loves his kid so much, temari makes fun of him for being soft. also when shikadai was a baby shikamaru was lowkey obsessed with him lmao. temari needed Breaks but shikamaru...never really did. even when he was crying he would just hold and bounce him until he calmeed down (also shikamaru was way better at calming shikadai down than temari lmao)

unpopular opinion: listen. is shikamaru misogynistic? yes. but he doesn't like, hate women or think less of them, he just needed to learn that not every woman is as insane as ino. i've seen too many "naruto as vines" videos where it's like shikamaru is like "oh sorry i fell asleep waiting for you to make me a sandwich" like thats not him!

song i associate with them: uh nicotine by P!ATD

favorite picture of them: my header on twitter i guess idk!

neji

favorite thing about them: oh gosh. i genuinely like that he was a fucking angry child. he had every right to be. the hyuuga system is FUCKED! he projected it onto hinata, which wasn't fair to her, but god. he didn't have an outlet and the chunnin exams was his only opportunity to take his anger out on the main branch. anyway i love that after naruto beat his ass he was like "okay maybe i should stop being a prick" and he just. got better. became friends with his team. healed his relationship with hinata. he became so genuinely good

least favorite thing about them: this motherfucker really had me CRYING over him. rude as fuck.

favorite line: i am way too tired to think about this

brOTP: HINATA!!!!!!! also rock lee.

OTP: tenten!

nOTP: hinata. i hate you freaks.

random headcanon: himawari would've been his favorite. like, he loves boruto, that's his nephew, but he's a mini naruto and that's. exhausting. himawari is perfect in neji's eyes though and tenten makes fun of him for it.

unpopular opinion: its' not unpopular but genuinely it's bullshit he died when hinata's dad was RIGHT THERE. like. i will never not be fucking heated that neji died to protect hinata and her dad was just twiddling his goddamn thumbs as it happened. you useless FUCK. god. anyway i also hate that neji's death he just talked to naruto like his speech to naruto was good but we deserved more neji and hinata talking. i also don't like he died for naruhina to happen lmao we've talked about this, someone in the konoha 11 needed to die for naruto to prove obito wrong, and i dont even mind that it was neji, but his death shouldn't have had anything to do with naruhina.

song i associate with them: i dont have one but uhhh i found a neji playlist so i'm gonna say r.i.p 2 my youth by the neighborhood

favorite picture of them: bruh. idc.

rock lee

favorite thing about them: HE'S SO HARD WORKING AND DETERMINED AND NEVER GIVES UP AND HE'S A GENUINELY GOOD AND KIND HEARTED PERSON GOD ROCK LEE I LOVE YOU

least favorite thing about them: WHERE'S HIS SCREENTIME KISHIMOTO

favorite line: dude he's so weird i have no idea

brOTP: neji and tenten!!! and GAI OF COURSE. AND SAKURA. 10/10.

OTP: GAARA.

nOTP: listen there is GENUINELY nothing wrong with it but i dont vibe with rock lee/tenten.

random headcanon: ok this isn't a real headcanon but i made myself laugh yesterday thinking that orochimaru got bored and cloned rock lee and that's where metal lee came from. anyway real headcanon is he's married to gaara in boruto. thank u.

unpopular opinion: shut up about his and gaara's fight oh my GOD i dont care

song i associate with them: uhhhh idk here have a rock lee tribute

favorite picture of them: what's important is his good heart

[yo-why-am-i-here]

INTJ and ENTJ?

nicotine // panic! at the disco

i taste you on my lips and i can’t get rid of youso i say damn your kiss and the awful things you doyeah, you’re worse than nicotine

[send me an mbti otp and i’ll give you a song]

[vanessamcrgan]

hello lovelies ! i decided to make a masterlist of possible exes tags from various songs. i have muse, otp and brotp masterlists started as well and if anyone wants to see them i’m more than glad to post those as well !! i will also probably end up posting a part two to this if i get more tag ideas. idk i’m really bad at with intros but like ,, here’s some potential exes tags !

i wish i could hate you half as much as i hate myself

we don’t do the same drugs no more

so go on live your life; but i miss you more than i did yesterday

there is simply nothing worse than knowing how it ends

you’re worse than nicotine

i’d trade all my tomorrows for just one more yesterday

he tastes like you, only sweeter

thanks for the memories even though they weren’t so great

i’m a mess and you’re worse

it’s time to say goodbye to turning tables

these four words don’t come easy: i don’t love you

i don’t love you like i did yesterday

bounce bounce baby bounce back to me

we’re not lovers we’re just strangers

i miss missing you now and then

i know i’m the one you want to forget

‘cause i am the best you’ll never have

summer friends don’t stay around

if you love me let me go

say something i’m giving up on you

you were my gravity now my world is shattering 

you’re the reason why i can’t listen to the same songs i used to

everything we had is no longer there

you are an expert at sorry

well i thought it was love but i guess i must be dreaming

how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?

i’m finally happy now that you’re gone

when you see my face hope it gives you hell

did you ever love her do you know?

make it easy say i never mattered

and i’m still waking every morning but it’s not with you

second chances they don’t matter people never change

just watch my wildest dreams come true; not one of them involving you

you take my love for granted

i don’t fuck with you

even though you’re so damn fine i know i’m better off without you

we fell for each other at the wrong time

you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

i got one less problem without ya

i got 99 problems but a bitch ain’t one 

i don’t really know why but i miss him

singing myself to sleep you're still my favorite melody

well good luck finding another me

[liselletloak]

arianashepard replied to your post: “She groans. “I really… really need to stop getting fuckin’… blackout...”:

"Yes. Yes you do."

“I know, but will I? Probably not.”

[hunterofthedusk]

Kaneki and Tsukiyama in messy hair, black cheeky panties and thigh highs. No masks. Raining outside. They're making animals in papier-mâché. Maybe listening to 60's music. U feel?

oh my god, i feel this a lot tbh! especially if we are talking about kuro!kaneki

i feel like kaneki would make a wolf (sharp intelligence, deep connection with instincts, appetite) for tsukiyama!

and tsukiyama would probably try to make a deer (gentleness, innocence, gracefulness, gentle luring to new adventure) or something for kaneki, but fail miserably. 

but kaneki would still be very touched and smile at him, gratefully taking the small animal sculpture. 

[comerpwithme]

☏ ― for zach and gabe ♥

☏: Open when you miss me.

Gabe,I miss you, too. First of all. That’s first. Yeah, I really miss you. There is no doubt in my mind that wherever I am, I miss you a great deal.Second of all, I need you to remember three things if you’re going to go off and wallow in my absence:One, don’t.Two, seriously. Don’t.Three, stop it.I know it’s hard to be away from each other —— however long the time is ——but if there’s something I know I don’t want you to be doing, it’s wallowing over my absence. Because, my love, you’re much more deserving than a shitty time. Don’t spend this time thinking of all of the things we could be doing were we together; rather, spend it thinking of all the things you’re lucky to be doing without me! All of those hobbies I refuse to like because I like you. What a great time you must be having without me. I’m honestly kind of jealous that you’re having such a great time with yourself.In any case, if you’re seriously, seriously missing me —— know this. I love you. I love you and you are my everything. And I know it’s taken me a while to admit it to you and to myself, but it’s always been true. I am the happiest man because I get to have you, and only you, and that’s all I need. If you’re missing me, remember that the moment I come back and I see you again for the first time in person after who knows how long? It’s like I’m seeing you for the first time again. It’s like all those stupid feelings you make me feel come rushing back to me and I’m left a mess on the floor, wondering what I did to get so lucky. And all because I spent so much time away from you.Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and whatnot. That’s the saying, right? I thought it was bullshit, but it’s not. It’s really not. Your absence in my life makes my heart ache for you ten times more, and then feel ten times its size when you’re finally back in my sights.God, I’m being so cheesy. This is your fault, Parks. Making me love you, and whatnot.I miss you more. Trust me, however much you’re missing me right now? Multiply that by a hundred, and that’s how much I’m missing you. I miss you so much it hurts to even write this. I miss you so much I’m literally leaving my heart here with you. I miss you so much I’m probably going to fuck up my speech, whatever speech it is, and then I’m going to smile because I’m going to remember telling you why I fucked up in advanced and well —— you know. I miss you so much you’re always on my mind and it should stop, but no. It’s not going to, and I don’t mind it.So if you’ve opened this letter (and at this point I can imagine you’re shaking your head at all of the mistakes I’ve had to cross out —— I can feel you judging me, stop it), I’m going to have to ask you to breathe for me. I’m going to have to ask you to breathe, and take a bath, then a nap. I will be with you sooner than you think, babe. I love you so, so much. Nothing and no one can keep me from you, not anymore. Be strong.Much love,——totally the future senatorP.S: Also, if you’re feeling a little, well, you know, aroused, I’ve attached a couple of pictures of Zach, Jr. with this letter. Use them wisely, they might get a little old after a while and I’ll have to upgrade to videos. xoxo

[quccnvictoria-blog]

@blve-stxr​

In the three years since Victoria and Chloe had been dating, Victoria had never seen her this nervous. She couldn’t seem to make eye contact with Victoria for more than a few seconds, and kept darting around their house mumbling about things to do. It was their date night, for lack of a better word, when Chloe didn’t have to work at Two Whales and Victoria didn’t have to stay late at Blackwell printing assignments or attending a faculty meeting.

But, tonight Victoria was glad for the extra space. She’d finally gotten the official documents signing the corner building across from Two Whales to Chloe. Victoria noticed Chloe’s talent for drawing since they were teenagers, but Chloe had never done anything with it, and that was more disheartening than anything. Working at Two Whales was so conventional, it seemed like a metaphorical leash on the woman who, despite long outgrowing her teen rebellion years, refused to fit the small town mold. So many worries were crossing her mind–would Chloe like it? Would she hate it? Would she think it was too much pressure? But Victoria managed to pull herself together long enough to get ready, poking her head into their living room.

“Hey, are you ready yet? I hope you remembered it’s your night to pick the place.” She offered Chloe a smile. “Are you okay? You seem kind of… Distracted today.”

[quccnvictoria-blog]

@turnedtoglass

Victoria’s phone alarm jarred her awake, prompting her to unfurl herself from the cramped sleeping position she’d taken on the bus. Just like any time she felt any discomfort, or hit a wall in her career, she heard her mother’s voice in her ear. You wouldn’t be facing this if you’d gone to college. You knew you were going to get that contest win taken away for sleeping with your teacher, you deserved it! And just like that, a new sense of resolve rushed through her. She rolled her head on her neck, relishing in the cracking of her joints, stretched her arms out, and watched the bus roll to a stop just shy of the Two Whales diner. 

Stepping from the bus, she took a moment to retrieve her compact, comb down any fly-aways in her hair, and apply a fresh coat of lipstick. As soon as she opened the door it felt like time threw itself in reverse, and she was a mean, insecure teenage girl again, just glad to have a few hundred miles between her and her dysfunctional home. 

Not helping the time warp, is a familiar head of bright blue hair. 

Victoria considers turning right back around and leaving, but finds herself grabbing a poorly laminated menu and striding towards the occupied booth. She’s both surprised and grateful when she manages to slip into the seat with impeccable grace, and it gives her a familiar smugness. 

“So, still keeping up the blue hair? Good. It’s... Not actually terrible on you. Long time no talk, Price.”

[quccnvictoria-blog]

♥️™ in honor of ch/aseprice actually being canon tbh

♛ // accepting

Chloe and Victoria always had something of a rivalry after Rachel began her friendship with Chloe, especially in regards to vying for Rachel’s attention. But through months and years of being forced to interact, they found a shaky common ground and formed an odd, somewhat secret friendship. Things only escalated to something more when, after Rachel failed to show up to hang out with Chloe and Victoria at a Vortex Party for the umpteenth time, they hooked up out of drunken frustration and desperation. Neither of them discusses it, but it becomes a regular thing when Rachel bails on either one of them. 

[quccnvictoria-blog]

continued from x with @fxckinginsaneinthebrain

Victoria lost the battle for consciousness in what felt like a few minutes but must’ve only been seconds. The last thing she felt was the dull pain of her knees connecting with the cold, hard floor of the bunker before everything went dark. Her body slumped against her former friend’s, looking eerily close to lifelessness. 

The next thing Victoria knew, she was waking up with a pounding headache, every muscle feeling heavy and sluggish. She rolled over, squinting against the blinding sunlight streaming through the American flag, and sat up with a jolt as she realized where she was. Immediately regretting the speed with which she moved, she groaned and covered her eyes, laying back down. 

“Fuck... Chloe? What happened? I don’t remember anything from last night after I was up on stage... Did I get that drunk?”

[quccnvictoria-blog]

@blve-stxr from here

“Ugh, DON’T let it go to your head. It’s for school. I need you for a photo shoot.” Victoria huffed, nails tapping on crossed arms with impatience. “Are you in or not? I can find plenty of other people.” 

[quccnvictoria-blog]

"what's our song?"

♛ // accepting

Casual Affair - Panic At the Disco 

Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High - Arctic Monkeys

Like Lovers Do - Hey Violet

[liselletloak]

Ariana walks up behind her girlfriend and wraps her arms around Liselle's waist, leaning her chin on the asari's shoulder. "You, mean, handcuffs, and whipped cream. Interested?" She speaks the words quietly into Liselle's ear, but they're so nonchalant, one might think she was joking. That was up to Liselle to decide.

She raises a brow at Ariana, wondering if she is serious or not. She leans against her girlfriend for a moment with a soft sigh, and considers the idea. “Mm, depends. Whose gettin’ handcuffed?” she asks, although she’s not really bothered either way.