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update on acotar stories

Hey, so I'm gonna be honest and say it, but I never really liked Acotar and only wrote for it because I found the fanfiction people wrote about it more interesting. It made it an easy outlet to vent and project my trauma onto. That's what those stories are, especially 2 choices.

Since I stopped writing them, I have ended up healing a lot. I'm in a really happy and healthy relationship with someone who loves and respects me while also doing his best to understand me.

I wanted to say something because I miss writing and want to get back into it. Now that I'm out of high school, I have more time to do it, but I felt like I owed an explanation for why I won't be continuing my acotar stories. I apologise to anyone who liked those stories; I just don't think it'd be healthy for me to continue them.

Im in a big MHA phase so I might write those instead.

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WE ARE FREE FROM THE BRITS RAAAAHHHHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

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I didn’t add tags cause I was low key scared but I’m adding tags nkw

I am so sorry for not posting in such a long time a lot has been going on I’ll explain more later but I have a bone to pick

am I the only one who finds it rlly rlly weird when people make nsfw fics abt nyx? Like even though in all the ones I’ve seen he’s aged up it’s still really weird, considering he’s still like a BABY in the books and you guys read that and we’re like “he’s gonna be so hot when he grows up” YALL ARE WEIRD

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I am so sorry for not posting in such a long time a lot has been going on I’ll explain more later but I have a bone to pick

am I the only one who finds it rlly rlly weird when people make nsfw fics abt nyx? Like even though in all the ones I’ve seen he’s aged up it’s still really weird, considering he’s still like a BABY in the books and you guys read that and we’re like “he’s gonna be so hot when he grows up” YALL ARE WEIRD

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Bro how tf do I write MEN

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Just got taki dust in my eyes 🙈🙈🙈

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k so I’m bored at work and the comments under this story made me wanna write it so please give me name ideas cause I’m writing the first chapter rn

I got my next story idea for when I finally finish two choices

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eating Mac and cheese and chugging a 20oz redbull an hour before work was my worst decision

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I got my next story idea for when I finally finish two choices

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THE WAY TAYLOT SAID PLEASE IN LONG LVIE OMGWDIEWOFEFIOJEWFOHOHIFEWIOHWE

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also with the chapter updates i always get depressed over the summer so im sorry about that but Dear John Tv is making me write the new chapter for JOA, itll be done soon <3

in honor of Speak Now (Taylors Version) I based Azriel off All to Well ten minute version in Two Choices and King Taron (I forgot if I put his name in the last chapter or if I just called him the man Readers being forced to marry sorry lol been a while) off Dear John TV and Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve. 

Every villian man I write abt in these stories is based on an ex I wish would just die <3

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in honor of Speak Now (Taylors Version) I based Azriel off All to Well ten minute version in Two Choices and King Taron (I forgot if I put his name in the last chapter or if I just called him the man Readers being forced to marry sorry lol been a while) off Dear John TV and Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve. 

Every villian man I write abt in these stories is based on an ex I wish would just die <3

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everyday I wake up and mourn what Sally Jackson and Poseidon could’ve been

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My life update rn is that I dropped the dude I was tryna rizz up because he got boring and he is no longer the love of my life and I’m speed running drivers Ed rn to get my license as soon as possible 🏃

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love how I read that Lucien was red headed and immediately became disinterested in him and then with Eris it don’t even matter to me at all

like yes babe I’ll take all your flaws (his only flaw is red hair)

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two choices spoilers

Totally not thinking about giving the reader a time skip of maybe around 40 or 50 years to just spend with her friends and get to know and understand herself as well as heal from the trauma wirh Azriel before getting back with Eris

cause as I’m thinking about this I’m realizing I unintentionally made the readers entire life about Eris

she was his childhood friend turned lover and with that she uprooted her entire life and her whole “purpose” of being a women in the Autumn Court, this no doubt made people look at her as less than the other women when she chose to not marry and no doubt made her the short end of the stick of jokes and the target of bullying from other women, cause if there’s one thing we know from medieval history is that a lot of women were bitter (I don’t blame them tbh, if I was married to a 40 year old man at 14 I would too tf)

then even after her breakup with Eris she immediately was forced to be with Azriel, her entire life as been based around a man.

Typing this out makes me wanna do this even more cause she really deserves some sort of freedom to know herself and live her best life with her friends before jumping back into her relationship with Eris

also little relationship spoiler too I’m def gonna make Blythe fall in love with one of readers Night Court friends cause THEY WILL COME BACK

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I just realized I don’t think I ever explained how I assume winnowing works since it’s not really explained in the books

The way I use it in the stories is that you have to know the distance and the area your winnowing to in order to winnow properly cause I think it’d be funny if you put too much power into winnowing you end up someone random in the world. That’s why in two choices the mc can’t winnow to the winter court cause she’d never been to the house and she doesn’t know the distance