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yeah, and who do ya think knocked em out
#Can't think of a good caption- and i didn't wanna quote the whole thing 😔#but also i cant leave it without a caption! or it looks naked! lOlol#I messed with the saturation on this one a bit because i'm too aware of how pale my art is once i see it on another screen OTL#so now im just hoping its not /too/ saturated#but i guess i'll just die on this hill for now#tgwdlm#the guy who didn’t like musicals#ted spankoffski#charlotte sweetly#Sam sweetly#kind of#does that tiny speck of him count?#also this is another case where i feel like i should have just left it as line art#i think my lineart always looks better then the finished thing grr#but i cannot stop myself from coloring ever#its like a curse
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Marco NSFW ABC headcanons
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
He's attentive and sweet about cleaning you up but he really isn't a fan of pillow talk. He wants to sit quietly in the peace of post orgasm and stare out the window maybe have a rare smoke. He'll cuddle you if you ask and are quiet about it.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He likes his legs. And his chest. And his wings.
He'll lie and say he's a tits man but what he really likes is his partner's face.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
It's vaguely sweet since he eats a lot of fruit and he likes coming on your thighs and stomach
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Doesn't really have any. He's private about his sex life compared to a lot of other guys because he doesn't brag but he doesn't really feel shame about his sexual desires. I do think he'd be a little ashamed of having a partner much younger than him in a relationship. He doesn't want people to think he's taking advantage of you, even if he does find your ingenue vibe very attractive
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Very experienced but you don't know it until you get him into bed. He doesn't like to brag. His previous conquests will do that for him
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He likes it when you're on your back on the bed or the desk or the counter and hes standing up
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Slightly more to the goofy side, simply as a way to defuse the tension. He likes to make his partner feel comfortable. He also just doesn't take stuff too seriously.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He doesn't have a lot of body hair and his bush kinda matches his head hair and looks like an upside down palm tree. Don't laugh at it he'll get cranky
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He tends to have more casual sex than actual relationships, and he's not really a super romantic guy either. I think his love language is quality time. Anyway I think he's a good lover he's just not very intimate or romantic about it usually. I think the intimacy is more something that evolves naturally from when he keeps coming back if I'm making sense
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Usually does it in the shower because it's the most reliable time and place that he gets left alone. Somebody's always asking him to reattach their pinky or look at their weird rash on this ship
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Brat tamer. He likes a little challenge to his authority. And an excuse to punish.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
The bedroom is a classic but due to aforementioned vying for his time anywhere with a lock on the door is his preference. Some people on this ship don't know how to knock.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He really likes it when you get dressed up all nice for him. He likes a little insubordination too.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He's not into any serious edgeplay where he has to be super careful about managing your safety- breathplay, suspension, knife or gunplay, cutting or whipping, stuff like that. He also hates if you do something just cause it gets him off. It's important to him that you're just as into it.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Eats pussy absolutely spectacularly and enjoys it, it's an open secret among the nurses who absolutely take advantage. Can appreciate a good blowjob as a quick and easy way to get off but he doesn't like to suck dick very much himself.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.
Tends toward hard and steady but a little on the slow side. He likes to take his time with good things in life.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Like I said he likes to take his time, so he's not huge into quickies. But if a partner initiates one he's not going to say no.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He doesn't like super risky kink where he genuinely has to worry about harming you. However he does like making you struggle to be quiet so you don't get caught. He's pretty game to experiment otherwise though.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Can last a good while but he's too old cum more than once an hour these days.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He's got one or two, a Fleshlight and maybe a vibrator or dildo. He usually uses them on himself but if a partner shows interest he'll use them on you.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Definitely a bit of a tease. He likes taking his time and making a partner beg for it before finally giving it to them. But he can also be pretty giving and indulgent it honestly depends on his mood.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He's a pretty quiet guy naturally. He'll grunt and moan softly and swear a little. But he's not usually very loud or talkative.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Generally a top, and was pretty strict about it when he was younger but he loosened up a bit as he got older. Now he'll bottom very occasionally if he's in the mood for it and it's pretty spectacular.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He's got chicken legs despite them being his strongest body part. He shaves his chest hair so his tattoo is visible. Respectably average dick. Uncircumcised. Used to have a tan line from his stupid anklet. Still has a sandals tan.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty average. It's not high but it'll keep you satisfied.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
One of those weird guys who doesn't get sleepy after sex. He likes to just sit quietly and stare out the window. He prefers a partner that falls asleep immediately because then he gets his peace and quiet. And he likes to watch his partner sleep because he thinks it's cute.
#i cannot find the person who made this template OTL#searching tumblr is useless#and duckduckgo has gone to shit#mine#one piece smut#marco the phoenix#marco the phoenix smut#headcanons#these are honestly so fun to write#anyway i have specific marco opinions#i used to think he was so ugly#but somewhere along the line i got the one piece brainworms#that make you lust over the ugliest man imaginable#its his mature experience vibes#theyre hot okay#im still not as gone as the girlies who wanna fuck bugggy#no shade#marco x reader#marco the phoenix x reader#my writing#reader insert#x reader
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this is so…… u guys couldnt be bothered to just write and record descriptions for the blind before this …….. ??????? were the audio guides that bad previously ???????? i do Not trust an ai to accurately convey these paintings when you have like . professional art curators and historians probably literally in ur employ who would do a better job ???????
#jordan talks#sorry i saw an ad for this and im just like#rijksmuseum……. disappointed in u and u have some of my favorite paintings 😔😔😔#just feels kinda……. like u dont care actually about blind peoples experience bc u just let an ai do all that#after the nightwatch restoration u could just not touch ai again ok#that was maybe a fine use of it this isny#i have to wonder if the descriptions are any good.#do it like the louvre and get some tactile shit up in there#have u double checked these descriptions ? why not just write them to begun with its still that much work OTL#all i can find on this is promotional material and no reviews of whether it is genuinely helpful or not#any dutch people willing to sus this out for me …… i cannot afford a ticket to the netherlands#alternatively any european who feels like taking a little road trip.#i will pay u in cool facts about dutch baroque art.#guys we dont need to rb this i have no way to check whether the descriptions are good or not
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UAGH!!! WIZARD GAME!!!! AAAAAAAAA
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if anyone has any good angsty purple autism turtle fanfiction please send it 2 me I require food
#noodle talks#not art#i have that specific type of paranoia that tells me that if i get an ao3 account im a terrible person so i cannot get it myself oTL
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side effect of the multitude of me tal illnesses i have is almost constantly having a internal monolog like im the main character of some shitty slice of life manga. which like legit sucks because it puts me in an endless loop of having to remind myself im a real person that exists in reality ans then being like Haha buf thats what they all say :) and then having to hit myself over the heaad with a brick or something
#its so o_o#shit is so dire like genuinely. i only feel like a human maybe. idk. 25% of the week#and it of course gets worse when shit in mh life gets worse because my copium is. to read. ao#im so normal and well adjusted <-it cannot stop experiencing realitly as if they are just a reader witnessing a story and everyone around#it are fictional characters#oTL#anyways this is why i hate kim d/ok/ja he is too much. like me#which isnt good for my health.
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I feel like most of the vbs songs would be bangers instead of flops if akitos voice actor could actually rap. and beatbox
#like i love akito... hes my icon laterally#and i love his voice espically when he sings#but he cannot rap for shit especially if the bpm is high#poor touyas va hes forced to rap for all 3 of them#jiena and akina (an and kohane) are decent at rapping. especially akina (kohane) but theyre still learning u can tell#no one can beat touyas hyp mic rapping skills#im talking abt their originals not their covers btw#also YES im atill mad that they specifically said akitos special talent is beatboxing and they have not shown that to us#i know its bc his va cant do it well i just have a feeling OTL#thats why theyre trying to avoid that akfjsjdjs
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I should be allowed to fucking maim shit because im the specialest person on earth. and because ive earned it
#im going to put my head through either a wall or somebody's ribs soon GOD#I love the work of my job i hate it's environment. im so fucking angry right now!!#not even for a good reason. but im in such a bad fucking mood. and i cannot calm down until i go home. in two hours. cool!#<- the grit-teeth cadence of a man watching a meltdown form stormlike on the horizon and pretending not to see it#oTL#quiet down
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blacked out and started writing a fic with miguel where he and reader talk abt having kids one day. HUH
#i took a break from stuckage… for fluff….. WHO AM I ?????#he might…. he might make it on my very short list of potential fathers OTL#i think rn its just uhm kratos and bkg actually 🧍🏼♀️LOL#im sure there are more than that i just. cannot think of them rn bye#and like. i Do Not want kids. ever. everrrrrr. so im losing my mind for this man
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Im not sure how people can read multiple books at a time.... It feels.....wrong.....
#floyd.txt#to be fair im just like this with everything ever or whatever#i need to finish this one OTL and get to others...i cannot drop a book. not one this short.
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Fantastics vs Kid Phenomenon - TurquoiseSun & PinkPurpleMoon
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#kid phenomenon#kid phenomenon from exile tribe#jr exile#jpop#so fun!!! so groovy!!!!#i cannot make any gifs or anything rn bc im at work but everyone watch the new fanta vs kidphe mv!!!#all the fanta and kidphe interactions are so cuteeee i didnt realize kidphe were so much shorter than fanta wwww its cute#i really like the fighting game part!!!!#i should probably learn more about kidphe so i can support them during bot but all i know rn is they are sOOO YOUNG OTL
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wow i love having insomnia for 2 days then catching a red eye flight 😀
#im tall and thic and have chronic pain. i cannot sleep on planes#plus time difference rn its like 3am for meeeeeeeee rn#i want to take my skeleton out and beat it up a bit rn#talk tag#at least the uber to my parents house was a deec price (my parents will never pick me up from airport lmao OTL)
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I think I'm getting SICK
#feelimg VIOLENCE#i feel the same way my friend did when he was getting sick last week 😒😒😒#I HAVE ASSIGNMENT DUE SOON 😭😭😭😭#i cannot THINK#im probably going BACK to sleep soon OTL ive slept all day
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mmmmm ok disclaimer is i suck at likenesses but i just made ok taecyeon look like a character on the cover of a how to draw manga book and idk how bc i dont even draw like that anymore 😭😭
#i did like 3 not super good portraits of won ji-an before that#they werent great but it was at least in my style lmfao#anyways. im tracing. i dont care .#i need to trace to get use to facial features first i cannot freestyle off the bat#jordan talks#this is why i stay away from live action fanart learning a face takes too long OTL
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cannot stop thinking about azul jorking it like him arching his back and thrusting into his hand and AAHHHHH (im ovulating)
AAAAAAAAA OTL OTL
Masturbating all while he’s texting you about the most boring topic ever (he’s down bad and also has no rizz). Maybe you’re thanking him for the study guide he made for you or you’re asking about the upcoming exam or he’s letting you rant about a professor who annoys you. Whatever the case, he has his hand wrapped tightly around his cock and he’s leaning back in his chair in the VIP room, pumping himself to your every message. His imagination fills in the cavernous gaps.
>:) breathing heavily, his eyes glazed over, the softest of groans and whimpers slipping from parted lips!!!!!! Wishing his hand was your hole… oh, he’s definitely buying an onahole so that he can have more vivid fantasies. <3
TEARS IN HIS EYES AND EVERYTHING……. he makes such a mess when he finishes. The post-nut clarity is brutal, but in the moment he’s never felt more relieved.
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hiii im working through all your jaytim week stuff bc i had to be in a wedding that week and i missed it 😭 i WILL leave an annoying amount of comments on ao3 but for now i just wanna say that i love the baseball au fic so bad. i don’t know a single thing about sports but i worked a summer job at the ballpark for a couple years and now whenever the weather gets hot i miss the vibes so bad and i CANNOT stop thinking about Them. do you have any more thoughts or rants or really just any crumbs from this au bc it’s delicious ty
AAHHH OMG I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE WEDDING and you have said the magic words because BOY DO I
I love baseball au!! I am actually very pleased with and proud of baseball au!! In my heart, baseball au has a massive rivals-to-lovers slow burn plot that I simply did not have the time to write OTL so instead for jaytim week, we got the scene that I would have reread over and over again if it had been a book I read in high school lmao
My notes this is a fucking outline how did that happen on baseball au:
Jason was the ace pitcher for the Gotham Knights for a few years running, taking over that mantle from Dick Grayson after he traded to the Bludhaven team. Jason was much more aggressive compared to Dick, and he was a two-way player - he could hit well enough to not need a designated hitter when it was his turn to go to bat, and that versatility made him unpredictable and a threat.
Unfortunately, after a big argument with Bruce about the game, he was hit with a hard injury during the playoffs one year. Everyone said it would be career ending. Bruce said to prepare himself for the worst. Jason takes a year off to recover and doesn't speak to Bruce the whole fucking time.
Enter Tim Drake.
Drake is a rookie, a nobody no one's ever heard of, but he's an excellent pitcher. He's got a million tricks and keeps a cool head. He can read the other team to filth and is ready to change tactics at the drop of a hat.
Word is that he bullied his way into the GM's office and demanded a tryout; Bruce was gonna throw him out. But then he saw him pitch. He was hired on the spot.
They started Drake as a relief pitcher, but it quickly became apparent that he was wasted there. He's switched to starter. They don't make it all the way to the Series that year, but it was pretty fucking close and in large part due to Drake. Not bad for a rookie.
Jason hates him on principle.
Apparently, Jason still has a spot on the team. But they've bumped him down from starter to relief. He knows it's necessary, that his injury still needs babying, but he's still not happy with Bruce. He hates it-- and the games he's relieving for Drake? He hates them most of all. He can't stand the guy.
(He's better than Jason.)
(And he won't quit staring.)
Drake doesn't actively antagonize Jason when training starts. Actually, for the most part, he tries to stay out of Jason's way, watching him quietly from the sidelines while Jason tests his frustrating new limits. But Jason's not about to let Bruce's new golden boy off that easy.
(He's almost surprised by the bite hiding behind those bangs. How fast those watching eyes can narrow in acidic consideration before he tears Jason a new one. He takes vicious satisfaction in seeing Drake sink down to Jason's level. And Drake needs a fucking haircut, but far be it from Jason to give this asshole tips.)
Their synergy is garbage in the first half of the season. Jason prides himself in his game, but when they're sharing the pitch, it throws everything out of whack. They butt heads over everything, and they get hyper competitive; half the time, they're not playing against the other team, they're playing against each other.
By the third game its plain they can't be paired together. Either Drake or Jason fuck up on the mound because one of them was doing something (For Jason, Drake's creepy, unblinking stare is enough to piss Jason off; for Drake, Jason's discovered he can get a rise out of him just by raising an eyebrow at the right time, as if to say really? That's what you're going with?) and the coaches (Babs) have just about had it with them.
They're switched to play on different days when possible, and given stern looks and reminders not to fuck up on the days they have to play together. It grinds Jason's gears, but he sucks it up because he's a fucking adult and his career is on the line. Maybe Drake can do the same.
Things start to change, though Jason can never quite remember when. Maybe they needed the space or whatever, maybe Jason needed to go drinking with Roy and just dump about Drake and Bruce and all of it and hear Roy's drunken two cents, maybe the game against Bludhaven meant seeing Dick and being forced to hear his two cents; maybe he needed to run into Drake at the coffeeshop a block away from the stadium one morning and see him bleary-eyed and clearly hungover. Maybe seeing him outside of the job, his gaze wandering out the window and not fixed on Jason for once, willing to shit-talk Bruce (and to a lesser degree, Dick), shifted something in Jason's brain a little to the left. Maybe it made Drake into a different person, and maybe Tim is someone Jason doesn't actually know that much about. Maybe, maybe, maybe.
They start to improve. They have to play more games together when one of their alts wrecks his ankle, but Jason is still pretty fresh compared to everyone else after being babied all season, and his injury hardly bothers him these days. Tim still flusters Jason at the mound sometimes, but it's not for the same reason. He doesn't know what the reason is yet, but he knows it's not the same. The prickle on the back of his neck that says Tim is watching isn't a precursor to anger, or spite. It's something else.
(And so what if Jason finds himself sticking around after practice days? So what if Tim catches him once, working on his swing, and he offers to pitch for him? So what if Jason suddenly knows he wants to find out how that crooked smile tastes, and threatens to break his bat on it instead? So what if Tim laughs at him like he was joking, because they joke now, and it makes Jason's stomach churn, makes him sick with wanting? So fucking what?)
Bruce even talks to him after a game, all fatherly concern and judgment, wanting to know if it's going to be a problem for him and Tim to be playing together. If he can trust Jason not to jeopardize the game over personal disagreements. Jason doesn't know how to explain it to him and he also doesn't fucking want to. He tells him no, it won't be a fucking problem.
It freaks him out. He backslides, hard. Tim had been warming up to him, but he's obviously surprised about getting the cold shoulder. Surprised and pissed.
He corners Jason in the locker room after a game Jason nearly lost them, a loss that would have shut them out of the Series this year for good. Jason's been closing every game he plays, but Tim had to be sent back in to clean up after his piss-poor showing. He lays into Jason. He reads him to filth. He correctly diagnoses the source of Jason's insecurities and his beef with Bruce that's older than basically any of his other problems, and basically tells him to quit yanking the team-- and Tim-- around. He storms out with the last word, and Jason fumes with his head in his hands.
(Apparently, Tim looked up to Jason, once upon a time. Apparently, Tim was a fan before he was a colleague, a rival; a friend. Apparently he'd been nervous but excited at first to meet Jason in person, to get to talk to one of his heroes. Jason feels like a heel.)
They don't talk after that except to play the game. Tim is professionally distant, doesn't stare at Jason the way he used to, the way he was starting to. The roles reverse-- one week later, he's the one who stares at Tim, watches him take the mound during the game that will decide their fate, decide if they'll go to the Series this year or not, with an awful, burning need bubbling in his chest for Tim to look back at him just once.
When Jason takes the mound for him, Tim glances at him. It's brief, but he nods at Jason, a dare in his eyes that Jason wants to take. It loosens his lungs and lets him breathe for the rest of the game. He plays the best he has all season. And Jason knows the reason.
They win the Series. Bruce offers to put Jason back as a starter next year, but Jason declines and does one more year as a relief pitcher. He's done taking stupid risks with his body, with his career, and he knows if he goes back now he risks a flare up. If he's gonna show Tim up, he's gotta give himself his best chance.
Cue the fic. (They absolutely fuck in the dugout btw. Tim asks with his hands already on Jason's skin-- "Can I touch you?" Tim asks with his mouth already on Jason-- "Can I--")
So i hit the character limit but TAH DAH thats bb au <3
#basically bruce and jason's beef and jason's insecurities are the actual villains. jason just convinces himself it was tim at first lol#this was just gonna be some short little notes to let you know what was cooking behind the scenes. i swear. heehee hoohoo anyway#THANK YOU OMG i'm so excited to hear what you think <33 i also know nothing about sports but i did a silly amount of googling for this fic#greenmatter34#asked and answered#jaytim#my writing#not!fic#jaytim baseball au
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