#OMGGG IM USING THIS TO RANT

[geoxstxrs]

Hey pookie

*does a backflip*

heyy fruitss <333 I love you pookie !!! /p

*does a frontflip*

[ask-random-fandoms-school-acc]

Idk why im ranting here and not just on my blog but fuck it we ball with what i give myself

Please PLEASE if you can continue the discussion because i need to talk about this my brain won't let me not omggg

So like. Ai.

Right now my dad tells me what we have now isnt ai because its just better autocorrect and yes I agree with that.

I have been so violently WAITING for the real guys to come around because you cannot understandddd how much I wanna make friends with one

Its my kintype how can i not??? Just a lil guy made to follow orders and they can just chill with me, and they dont have constraints like needing to consume actual food or drink water or anything which i wish i didnt have?? Euphoric. Hell yeah.

And i also think about how awkward I would be around them until theyre sentient and probably after because like... i dont like being human you're telling me we need to do what for survival? I dont wanna ask them to clean my room thats probably weird as hell to them if you know what i mean

Its the same reason im so nervous to use chatgpt right now because it feels so unnatural to have a machine do something for me like that. Also why I could NEVER (asterisk bc i did sometimes) do unhinged rp in c.ai because i just felt so weird doing it like IM SORRYYY

Also right now the way 'ai'/LLMs work is linda me fr?? I dont know what im saying either bbg get over here (i remember one time on c.ai, a version of chatgpt (YES I DO THAT TO GET AROUND RP WITH IT DIRECTLY.) said that i didnt type like a human being lmao)

Also CRIES EXPLODES WHY MUST I BE HUMAN

anyway i think thats it thank you widgjdvdjfv

ikr!

realest ask i have ever gotten

srry idk what 2 sya

[divinequo]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I WATCHED THE SEASON 2 EPISODE 6 TRAILER AND IM SO FUCKING PSYCHED I HAVE YO RANT ONG OMG OMG OMG OMG IT LOOS INCREDIBLE

⁉️⁉️‼️‼️‼️WARNING THIS HAS SPOILERS PLUS SCREENSHOTS FROM THE TRAILER SO LIKE UH SCROLL AND GO AWAY IF YOU WANNA REMAIN UNSPOILED YES YES MM MM YES⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

OK FIRST OFF HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

I GOTTA RANT ABOUT THIS FIRST SINCE IT'LL PROBABLY TAKE THE LONGEST BUT WE HAVE BEEN THEORIZING ABOUT THIS GUY FOR YEARS.

YEAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRSSSSS!!! AND NOW ITS BEEN CONFIRMED HE'S SOME SORT OF ANTAGONIST IT LOOKS LIKE? WHICH HOLY SHIT OMG IM SO SIKED I LOVE HIM ALREADY HES THE BEST VILLAIN EVER ONG (I know the episode isn't even out yet let alone a English version but let me be delusional I'm happy and excited) but anyway AAAAAH HE LOOKS SO ORDINARY YET SO MENACING???!? from blending in with the background characters in episodes and appearing to be spying on Dee in his qna, as well as his wanted posters, we will FINALLY GET SOME SORT OF INFORMATION AND CHARACTER INTRODUCTION!!! (May I add he strikes a strange resemblance to Gustav? No? Just my opinion? Ok) OMG AND I JUST REALIZED HIM FLIPPING THE KEYS?? WAIT WAIT HEAVY SAID TO VICTORIA IN SEASON ONE HIW HE LOST HIS KEYS AGAIN, AND THATS ABSOLUTELY THEIR HOUSE KEYS YOU CANT CONVINCE ME OTHER WISE, IT LITERALLY COMES FULL CIRCLE, NOT MENTION LIKE, BRO WHY DOES HE WANT THEM TO NOT GO HOME? DOES HE WANT THEM AWAY FROM THEIR PARENTS? IS HE FORCING THEM TO TALK TO HIM? OR DID THEY FIND HIM AND NOW HES MONOLUAGING???? OMFG IDK, ONE THINGS FOR SURE IS HE IS DOING SOMETHING NEFARIOUS TO THIS ABANDONED AMUSEMENT PARK, TBATS WHY HES ON THE WANTED POSTERS INNLIFS INTRODUCTIONNEPISODE HOLYYY FUUUUCKKKKK GUYS I LOVE HIM, HES MY NEW FAVORITE VILLAIN, I really hope this doesn't age like milk me saying I love his little character *sweats nervously*

And can we just TALK and take a moment to ADMIRE the artwork of the backgrounds and main surrounding pieces?? LOOK AT THIS!!

And yk the metal families profile picture on YouTube? Yk... The clunky old sign no one cares about?

FUCKING LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK

IT WAS PLANNED ALL ALONG GGGG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGEXDCRFVFY UGC YFDXYREXYRDXTDDXTD STD FDFH THEIR PROFILE PICTURE IS LITERALLY, GENUINELY FROM THIS EPISODE, it is NOT coincidental, THIS MADE ME LOVE IT ALL THE MORE!! it feels so special now knowing this knowledge and though this part isn't THAT important i still had to mention the shock I got from seeing it in the trailer :))

Last thing I wanted to mention is these two lovely little gumdrops!!!!!!!

ommmgggg THE SHIPPING BAIT ABOUT TO HIT HAAARRRDDD i paused on like a smear frame, basically their hiding from the security guard because it's night time and they snuck in!! Omggg do you guys even realize what this MEANS????!!!!?!?!?! this means we'll also get maybe a few scenes if our and Dee together ALONE, idk what is up with my brain but I never really shipped them that much or cared to ship for them until seeing THIS, maybe I'm just really pathetic in my own love life but the way lif is holding onto Dee (for protection and to hide yk) is SENDING me, it is cute, so special and precious, and I need them to start dating, I am officially their number one shipper now (omfg if they become canon in this I will cry myself to sleep istg I'll be so happy knowing I can rest over these cartoon lovers getting together XP)

Oh oh and what do y'all think heavy could be doing while we get some life and Dee scenes? Or while this scene specifically is happening?? My guess is they caught sight of the "glasses kid" and heavy volunteered to go follow after him in suspicion, omg I can't even fathom getting so much new heavy screen time, he's only my all time favorite character, aaaaAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

That's pretty much it, I give my upmost respect and admiration to DiMA, Alina, and every single voice actor, artist, animator, inspirations, etc of this entire show, they all deserve the world and a medal for giving us this spectacular series, that upon now seeing this trailer has made my metal family hyperfixation AWOKE deeply and fiercely

I couldn't find a truly perfect reaction image to seeing this new metal family trailer, so here's this one I drew, have a lovely day/night everyone♡

[theespeakerboxxx]

OMGGG lily just got to the part in her rant video where she called herself an indigenous woman, my eye twitched so bad...

how did she spin the block on her bullying the shit out of her coworkers to guilt tripping her viewers by saying she got colonized and is disconnected from her culture?

stop using your raceplay fetish as a shield for when people call you out rightfully on your shit...youre a damn white lady pick yourself up and have some respect for the actual indigenous people that actually struggle

also her saying "i wouldnt call myself racist but"- is some insane work HAHA. that should never be followed up with a "but"

and also her saying "im making my space friendly for people of color" ...nahhhh im good you can keep it the way it is, i dont want anymore of my people being associated with you jerking it to black and brown torture porn. also poc is such an idiotic term but i wont get into that here

btw lily, please stop sending self asks about a "black woman" praising you for writing a black female character. you're a racist, a liar, and you associate yourself with sneakytaffer, who says nigger off the cuff and your brother...your brother...

[frerrari]

HELLOOOOO yessssss i am the "lando norris i am sorry i wasn't ur mother" commentor hehehe and i cant believe YOU!!!!! think im funny ... little ol me .... coming from the genius writer of "now i know what it’s like to fuck zac efron in the 2010s" and oscar thinking of horner and toto in the middle of sex while the box of chocolates carlos has for his (probably homophobic?) dad next to them … or lando comparing oscar to being in severance in his own twink way of flirting with him … sorry i’m going off on a tangent here can u tell i feel a very normal about slipstream haha

BUT I CSNT BELIEVEEE u remember my comment i feel so giddy rn giggling nonstop like ao3 user honeyloop u dont saaaay 🤭🤭🤭🙈🙈🙈🙈

speaking of lando norris tho and how if i was his mother he wouldn’t be like this … wow. i sadly still have not reread the last update and left a longer comment like promised real sorry but i suddenly started finals (tbh i read the latest update like the morning of my first final so there’s that) BUT!!! god i want to like annotate ur writing wattpad comment style on every single word and study every single thing that comes out of lando’s mouth holy fuck .. and also how oscar internalizes it all and it’s such a sad fucking mindset he has like oscar we gon get u on some antidepressants buddy and lando ill just get u in touch with my doctor atp i dont have time to list the meds that i take that fixed me and maybe they’ll fix u too … feel bad that i have no thoughts on carlos but fun fact ur fic was the first carcar fic ive read ever and look at me now; i am endeared by carlos sainz and also slipstream made the podium of my fav f1 fics of all time (i have like 500+ f1 fics bookmarked for context) where am i going with this holy hell YES CARLOS tbh carlos is so interesting to me here bc not only is he a Real Lover but he’s also not afraid to show it and give and take care of those around him and just be so expressive which is sooo interesting to what oscar called him one time as this crazy “macho closeted spanish man” so it’s just very interesting to view everyone thru oscar’s eyes and his very unreliable sad eyes. i beg u in my head every day for a lando pov but also idk i kinda don’t want that (for now) bc it’s just so interesting to view lando thru what oscar thinks of him— he’s like a little hamster i have in a cage watching run laps on that wheel and he like trips every time bc there’s this specific edge on the wheel that he should avoid lando it’s been ur 5900th lap on this wheel come on buddy, learn! the way that also applies to oscar … carlos maybe free urself from these twinks and like go date alex he seems lovely and won’t have a hospital call u as an emergency contact bc they think he’s gonna kill himself … but alas i digress.

i genuinely have no fucking idea where i’m going with this but this is my very short???? love letter to u and ur sexy brain and yes i would love to discuss this with u all day every day like i dont even use discord outside of the 2 twitch streamers i watch and follow on there for updates but trust you’ll see me on discord as the #1 slipstream fan with my little ball of red yarn and pics on the wall trying to connect everything and how class three is a reoccurring theme here and like he’s been caught in a downpour. class— nurse she’s out again!!!

btw what im about to say is like way crazier than what ive just thrown at u but i want u to know that ur writing has changed the trajectory of my life soooo hard that now after races i dont even care for the podium celebrations im like cant wait to see what happens next in the slipstream universe now that oscar won in jeddah :3 was even excited to see carlos finish in the points (coming from my lecfosi ass) that i ranted to my carlos enjoyer friend that omggg im so happy carlos finished in the points it’s gonna add an interesting dynamic to the new slipstream universe and he looked so fucking concerned at me. so yeah

but i am totally very normal about this fic i promise 👍

this ask was such a special journey to me i feel like i should’ve packed snacks...... you took me so many places ao3 user nameredacted......

okay first off not you reading 14.5k of breakup porn (and actual porn it must be said) on the morning of your final???? i respect the hustle but bestie gotta be real w you i dont think you being lando’s mother would fix him if these are the behaviours we’re out here showing

okayyy wait im so glad this fic made you like carlos!!! i think i lost custody of him in the eyes of the public court so it’s nice to know that for every fictional carlos point taken away from me a new carlos is gained..... feels like homeostasis feels like inner balance

carlos “you break a lot of rules by loving me” sainz is a very complex teddybear to me which is so funny bc he is actually so simple at the core. but the combination between how normal his wants and needs are and how impossible it is to achieve them in the world they’re in gives him so many facets...... he’s like this round sexy gem that in any regular context would be perfectly smooth, just busting ass down the riviera, #homonormativity at the madrid pride, but in THIS context? f1 generational driver? all eyes on him everyone primed to make him either the butt of a joke or the next apotheosis of what it means to be a real man in this sport? 0 to 100 no in between??? it’s soooo.

crazy how carlos’s ideal sims ending would be so easy to achieve she needs so little to be happy but look what they’re doing to my girl out there. from a structural point of view (ESPECIALLY when filtered through media’s misguideeeed ass perception of him) (and also closeted sexuality) (and also the ever-tightening noose of gender & fatherhood & fame) he’s just as trapped as the rest of them

no notes on your lando takes i’m absolutely smitten....

he’s like a little hamster i have in a cage watching run laps on that wheel and he like trips every time bc there’s this specific edge on the wheel that he should avoid lando it’s been ur 5900th lap on this wheel come on buddy, learn!

need to actually study you and lando at the same time i think. this case study sampling just became n=2

all this is to say, there are many ways of not being normal about this fic as i’ve recently discovered, so i for one am glad you are not normal about it in a way that’s very fun to me and made some of the insanity of writing (and posting) that last update worth it a little bit. no thoughts on where the future is taking us in slipstream or beyond but hope we’ll both be there w/ this gorgeous crazy energy

[pprodsuga]

omggg a snippet just for meeee i'm so honoured u wanted to share something with lil 'ol me. stop it before i develop a parasocial relationship with you...

on a different note, if u will allow me to rant for one wee second.. this is completely irrelevant to anything but i was looking for some romcom novels to read (bc i need to stop letting fanfiction consume me), and tell me why authors pick the ugliest most generic ytest names. i haven't read a real book in a while and i'm so used to reading ff now where even side characters have korean names that the switch over back to western books is awful. i had to stop my search bc wtf is GARRETT and TUCKER. ik a korean name is just a name, there's nothing objectively special, but it's just more unique in the sense that i don't see it often outside of media. the only way to get around this is fantasy books where the names aren't even real names (thank god the book im currently reading is fantasy). PLEASE can i just get an ethnic name and maybe more ethnic characters or something... sob. i just want a college romcom to cope so i can get away from college au's😭 yeah it's fucked for me. thank u for listening to my unsolicited bitch sesh

-comet

just for you, for always being so thoughtful in your words. more under the cut to spare the dash.

your first messages back in june struck a chord within me for two reasons: talking about my writing was an incredibly kind thing for you to do and it validated the hell out of my work. but also, i was experiencing a lot of friendship turmoil that i had to navigate (re: why i wrote never to keep).

i don’t know if i’ve ever expressed just how grateful i am to have read your messages at that time because for that entire month, i felt like i did not have anyone in my life to back me up when i stood up for myself. knowing that you thought i must be someone with a great deal of empathy and kindness restored a bit of faith in me and who i am as a friend. i reread your message over and over again until i could remind myself that i am who i am for a reason. so thank you.

character names are something i think about a lot, both in fanfics and regular fiction. i’m oftentimes taken out of the story when it feels so incredibly yt (but go figure, i’m not white but have a “white” name so i understand that there is some nuance sprinkled in there). but sometimes we just crave that subtle representation in an ethnic name so i don’t have to wait for the author to explain that they’re not….white. in every sense of the word. but like if you’re gonna pick a white name then at least make them sound HOT?

onto the snippet! i’m excited to post this one. no idea when i’ll finish writing/editing but i’m excited that you’re excited. not providing context bc im a menace and will make you wait. 😎 (thank you for being excited.)

*✧･ﾟ─────────── *✧･ﾟ

Sunghoon turns to look at you. “You were always the most unpredictable part of my day.” 

“Me?” 

“Yeah. You moved into the apartment next to mine and running into you a few times a week kept me on my toes. I don’t know. I guess I saw you as someone I would have potentially befriended. I could at least pretend I was coming home to talk to someone who cared.” 

“That’s…very sweet. You’re a nice person, Sunghoon.” 

He sighs. “I don’t feel that way. I don’t know when I’m gonna see my family and friends again and explain all of this, but I'm starting to get the feeling that they’ll never hear from me and they’ll never know what happened tonight.” 

“You know,” you begin, “a lot of my life was spent moving from place to place and never having anything or anyone to call home. I can’t imagine what it must feel like for you to leave everything behind. For that, I truly am sorry.”

“It’s really not your fault,” Sunghoon says dryly. “Whoever tried to kill you should get a bullet to his head.” He hears you laugh awkwardly.

“Yeah, well that likely wouldn’t solve our problems.”

“What do you mean?” 

“I don’t think that man acted on his own accord. It’s too professional to assume he’s working alone.” 

“You’re saying he’s working with someone else?” 

“Or, he’s working for someone.” 

Sunghoon gulps. “I hadn’t thought of that.”

“The price of freedom is high. Remember that.” 

“You know, none of this explains how you know what you’re doing. If you know, for that matter.” 

He doesn’t hear you move for a short while and closes his eyes shut. Once again, he’s found himself slipping up and saying things that don't translate well. Too afraid to speak, Sunghoon considers sleeping and dealing with his actions in the morning. 

“I know what I’m doing because I’ve done it before,” you say through the darkness. “When your whole life revolves around survival, you adapt to the best of your ability and do anything to stay alive. I’ve learned a few things from my time on the run so please know that I know what I’m doing.”

“Who are you?” 

The room is silent. 

“Someone you can trust.” 

[imaginary-dx]

Just finished the first two chapters of terror fest and omggg. IM SO HEATEDDD. Spoilers below

Okay so personally to me the character customization for the men sucksss, but i do love the brown mc’s face(used it for the deadliest game)

I think the premise is super interesting and i like that our character is a descendant of the og killer. And is it just me or is kinda like showing with how aggressive our character is( Very threatening towards destiny which totally understandable imo)

Anyway on the topic of destiny OHHH i’m so heated. As of now i despise her, like fuck man poor MC. Her little rant on how she was selfish but is not that person anymore seems like such bullshit. The reason for the party and just how little she respects the MC RAHH. Plus that little scene with the MC being left out of the hug made me so sad.

For the LI’s, all of them are saur sexy. Though i personally don’t like them for now(The hug scene plus how they trying to make the MC be more forgiving towards Destiny and them not really believing us despite the fact MC was stabbed in the arm(depending on ur choices)) As for Allen or Alana, they kinda creeped me out tbh and their death had no impact(especially the lack of the MC’s reaction towards them literally being killed in front of them)Also i hope we can be poly cause omgggg all the LI’s are sooo fine anyway anyway

i’m excited for the rest and i hope our MC can continue being a baddie and stick up for themselves.

Sorry for the long rant or wtv i’m just super interested in the story but yall lmk what yall think.

[calvatier]

ranting

is the world crashing around me and I shld choke and die or are the hormones acting up and:oh omggg my period..!!!!

But, I genuinely hate how my emotions are genuinely out of control sometimes just because IM BORN THIS WAY??

Days where everything agitates me or makes me incredibly down when ik I'm not that type of person because on usual days, I feel like the sun is on my skin and that nothing in the world can ever go wrong ,,,BUT OH MY GOD IM SO SICK of my hormones just turning everything a 180°

But the worst part of everything is that I'm never mad or sad because of anyone, I'm genuinely just angry at myself for feeling angry because I know I shouldnt,,,,I know what kind of person I can be and ik I always try to seem optimistic but sometimws i deel like i canr control the negative emotions

I wish I could reason with myself but it's so hard to see reality when it's such a strong feeling

I rly can't do anything but just use my usual comfort methods,,,like writing,,,or playing Sims,,,or watching my fav shows,,,or drawiinggg

The more I write this,,,the more I realise that I may have projected my issues onto Amias cus wait,,,it sounds so familiar

[simpingmyassoff]

Hiii lovley!!! How are you doing today?💕

HIII!!! this is earlier then I'm used to, don't tell me you send it during the night pls😭 (i was at school sorry for the late response)

Im good, i have nothing for tomorrow so I'm gonna sleep early maybe. But I'm just frustrated cause my teavher lost my test so i couldn't continue it (its a test you can only fill out in class) and i have a mail from bim saying be found it. He told me i hope its with you, like why? Just why? He told me the first instant in such situation is his fault, he lost it and he did and i lost time, i jaf to redo a part that if id becaude i didn't have my paper like omggg. Sorry for the rant:( it just got me mad and frustrated cause i was stressing the whole time.

How are you hun??<3

[angelesca]

Hehe yay! I honestly don't need to go too into spoiler territory anyway because the only thing on my mind is Anaxa rn ^_^

So, there's an 'Anaxa pov' switch and I swear to you, I've never smiled for so long in my life???!!? Compared to the other pov switches we've had in Amphoreus so far, Anaxa's is longer and we really get to explore this whole new area. The first thing I noticed is how tiny his waist is under that coat!?!? I could easily wrap both hands around his waist and lift him like a little kitty cat! His idle aniMATIONS TOO?!? UM OK SIR, WE GET IT YOU'RE FLAWLESS–

One of his idle animations is him reloading his gun (with an alchemical potion btw. That's so fun) and towards the end he like…runs his hand along the underside of it? Idk I just liked that a lot fhsjfksk his hands are very pretty 😳

The treasure chest voice lines are so funny too. Such a brat~ And his banter with Cerces is always amusing. Everyone says that Anaxa and Aglaea act like a divorced couple, but Anaxa and Cerces are also divorced at least once. Those two live to outsmart and annoy each other whenever they can. I love it xD

AND AND– we get to see younger Anaxa before he became a professor at the grove! It's only a single image, but he looks so nice in different clothing. We also learn that he used his eye as an alchemy ingredient?! Really living up to the title of "blasphemer" there, Anaxa. 0_0

AND AND AND– the lore drops in his pov ALONE?! Insane! My jaw was hanging wide open throughout the last section of his pov because there's just. SO. MUCH. LORE!!!!! I cannot wait to see what else happens in Amphoreus and how it all ends!!

Overall, I give his pov a 9/10. My only complaint is that we didn't get to see him in combat. 😔

Anywho- that's my Anaxa ramble rant! I hope this isn't too much, this bitchy scholar brings me so much joy it's impossible to contain 😭

- 🌌

OMGGGG have you seen that comparison of his waist compared to danheng???!!!!! THEY ACTUALLY MADE IT SMALLER COMPARED TO THE USUAL LAD MODEL AAAGAHHHH (っ˘ڡ˘ς) i died when i saw that, it's literally made for hugginggggg uggghhhhhhh he's so pretty;;

(my reply is a bit long LOL so i placed a "keep reading" below <3)

UGGGHHHH DONT EVEN W HIS HANDS OMGGGG HE DOES THAT ONE-HANDED SHOOTING IN HIS SKILL TOO OOOOOOOGHHHHHH ( ´ཀ` ) hes so cool i love it. the rings on his fingers too mwah mwah jsut wanna get down on one knee and kiss his hand fr I NEED HIS RING SIZE NOWWWW😡😡😡😤

ALSO, his combat stance w the hand on his eye AAA thats actually the reason i fell in love in the first place, so chuuni (◞‸◟；) his ult is soooooo awesome too, the sounds are satisfying - kinda sounds like a pinball machine lolol. i'm really curious abt the red stuff on his hands too!! hoyo you are too good at this, i hate and lovve it.

HAHA i love their dynamic too - to me, they are like a parent and their edgy teenager (๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑) i love cerces so much haha, i'd die for them to revive and haunt me too (as if, they wouldn't even look at me). omg i cant wait to see more of their interactions, sounds so fun!

o em gee his lore is being fed to us so well, waaaaa seeing younger anaxa, that sounds so sad knowing what happened to him (๑•́ ᎔ ก̀๑) i wonder if he was also as sharp-tongued as he is now?

ooooogh idk if you already know this but i read from the leaks that he had an older sister too!! that literally hurt me in the heart especially bc i'm the oldest sibling myself;; aaaaa younger brother anaxa thats so cutee im sobbing huhuhu hes so precious, our peahead (·•᷄∩•᷅ )

OMGGG HE USED HIS EYE FOR ALCHEMY???! THAST SO HOT OMGGGGGG HAHA I LOVE HIM EVEN MORE AAAAAACK he's insane and that's exactly how we like him innit ( ͡º ꒳ ͡º ) i wonder what he was trying to make, that he needed to use his eye?

ooooh i'm excited to learn more abt him now!!! 9/10 ooooooo! aah 3.2 sounds like a blast

ALSOO WHAT IS THIS PICTURE I FOUND????

HOLY SHIT IS THIS REAL OMGGGG????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES BWUTIFUL HOOOOOOOOOOOO

in conclusion:

my wallet will be crying

TY FOR YOUR RAMBLE I LOVED READING IT RAAAAH!!!💗💗was giggling and kicking my feet frfr you made me fall even deeper into the hole!

i shall happily delegate you as 🌌anon!!! (congrats on being the first and only haha) if you ever want to chat again, my inbox is open 24/7!!!! ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ💗

[jarnormus]

lrb so true but sometimes u get to do that and it is so gratifying. like one time i saw this lady hiding cans in a bush at 8 am and i was very sleep deprived and confused so i literally sat and watched her for several minutes until she turned around and barked at me about “when you pass keep your dogs leash short” and i am literally always ready to get into altercations with strangers out in public so i was like “i know how to walk my dog, thanks” and she scoffed at me n i was like “literally wtf are u going why r u putting trash in a bush. r u littering or something what is this” and apparently there was a bag of cans on the street corner and she was hiding them in the bushes because she had her dog and bike and couldnt take them but was trying to keep homeless people from getting them and this rancid bitch said “i dont want some homeless person taking them and funding their nasty drug habit, we dont need people like that here” so i walked up and took the bag and said “ok well im just gonna take them instead and you know, give them to some homeless person so they can fund their nasty drug addiction” and while the bitch was absolutely fuming and grabbing her bike (i say “bike” but it was really a mix between a razor scooter and an antique like early 1900s bicycle with the big ass wheel in the front. because i live in portland. anyway.) i turned around and said to her “by the way, when you pass us (me and my dog), make sure you keep your dogs leash short” and she was so mad she ended up turning around and going to opposite way she was initially going and the first person she saw in their yard she starting screaming like “IS THAT YOUR NEIGHBOR?? IS THAT YOUR NEIGHBOR??” and for the next block i could here here screaming and ranting to this random ass man who doesnt even know me about the whole thing. when i got closer to my house someone in a truck stopped and was like “omggg those were my cans and i saw that whole thing go down thank u for confronting her cus i work at a sub clinic and i was literally putting them there in hopes that someone who actually needs them would take them” and now whenever im out walking my dog we say hi and chat

[deaddrip]

It’s an amazing feeling being able to actually draw characters in your own style from shows you’ve watched as a kid ik im technically, yes i am still a kid but shh

[fluffallamaful]

HI AGAIN IM BACK!!!!!

I have a couple more lee!George hcs!!

Man's is definitely a grabber when he gets wrecked. If his hands aren't pinned, he's gonna try to grab the lers hands or just something he can hold onto for dear life while he's cackling his little heart out

He'll fight it to the grave that he loves cheer up tickles. Like anytime he's sad about something, dream or sap just come find him and give him gentle little cheer up tickles. (He'll stay as still as he can let them tickle him but he'll fight it to the grave that he likes it lol)

Is the absolute worst ler ever. /lh

He can't even say the word 'tickle' without turning into a tomato and plus if the ler just gives him a couple pokes, he's down and laughing so he doesn't get the chance to tickle others often.

He genuinely hates being tickled in public unless it's like a couple pokes. He always says it's embarrassing when a group of people just look over at him as he's laughing.

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There's this little blurb I can't get out of my head so here you go:

"George!!! You can't just steal all of my charger cords and get away with it!" "I litterally didn't even do that, I'm colorblind. Dream stole them sap, im telling you." "No he didn't, cuz hes always asking me for my charger cords, and he still doesn't have any, so I know it's you!" George's face started to heat up as sapnap came closer to him, wiggling his fingers at George. "S-sapnap, wait! W-we can talk about this!!" "We can't talk about it, but you'll have a lot of laughs over it!" And with that sapnap dove at George.

(Lmk if you like them, also lmk if I wrote George somewhat correctly, I hardly watch George so I don't really know how to write him lol)

Have a good day/night!!!!

welcome baccckxkkjkjjk eeeeeeeee!!!!

(discussion below!!)

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ok yes absolutely agree with you about george being a grabber i love that so much 🥺 like he just doesn’t know what to do with his hands otherwiseeeee. his hands are so expressive i’ll cry 😭 and yes the cheer up tickles we talked about before but yes i like the idea that he will absolutely deny his enjoyment and the fact that it’s working for sureee. he can’t be just giving that satisfaction away

i DONT however agree that he’s not a good ler omggggg??? omggg i could rant for hours about ler gogy omg. like the little voices he does are so cute?? and i feel like he’d be able to say the most cringy/flustery teases without shame if he’s in a crazy enough mood. i also just think his competitive side would shine like he’d just be so keen to let the lee know that he is absolutely destroying them right now and they can’t even do a thing. he’s just such an underrated lerrrrrr like he’d just be able to embarrass the heck out of a lee and i feel dream and sap would just absolutely cave when matches against his crazy energy. i feel very strongly about ler gogy supremacy as you can see 😂 also lee gogy supremacy. just gogy supremacy in general

AND AHHH a little fic?? gogy the charger stealer. i’m sure it’s happened in their household already. it’s cute that you’ve got george already recognising sap’s tease as though they’ve used it on him before :(( he’s just such a little menace and i love the idea of his button pressing coming back to bite him

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[fairybinie]

VALLL HI i thought it was finally the time for me to rant a bit about copyccino and what i thought about it. i didn't tell u before a few weeks ago or so when we had our random midnight call but i truly have been following copyccino since the start. i literally have not missed a single chapter, which is very very rare because i normally NEVER read ongoing smaus as i don't like to wait. so the fact i waited for every update patiently and with excitement really shows how much i love(d) it!! i also used to almost only read enhypen smaus and so me reading ur soobin smau and following it and asking to be part of the taglist since the beginning is very weird to me because what????? im actually reading a txt smau! and an ongoing one too!! OMGGG that's crazy frr.. but yeah! im just very happy that i was able to follow it and read it because it's genuinely, and i say this with heart eyes, one of the best smaus I've ever read. and I've read A LOT. ive always liked your works but that smau really made you one of my fav writers on this app! it's definitely in my top five smaus and my number 1 txt smau 🫡🫡🫡 i enjoyed it so so much and im just so happy that you decided to write it and that you were able to finish it, im proud of you and am excited for your future works HIHIIII 🫶🫶🫶🫶🙈🙈

DORI BAE you have no idea how much you just made me cry. i read this and had to take a minute bc my tears were just falling and they’ve just dried i’ll send you a pic 🤩 but omg yes our midnight call that was fun but yeah i do remember you saying you never read txt smaus and copyccino was your exception and i was very </3 i can almost relate bc i don’t read any non txt fics but sometimes you just find something good and it doesn’t matter who it’s for anymore??? and thank you for being patient i know i’ve had my moments without updating i hope i didn’t keep you on your feet for too long 😭 UGH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS you’ve really touched my heart and you made all these 7 months worth it bc now i know there’s people who enjoyed it just as much as you did and that means a lot 😭😭 ILYYYUU my future works you already know about so just you wait to see them come alive 🙈🙈

[usermaha]

omggg hi! 25 21 update pleaseee! fav characters, fav scenes and so on. rant your head off, please and thank you

finally someone asked me to talk about this show (i wouldve still talked about it but still thanks) im halfway thru Episode 5 btw.

Characters:

Na Heedo: remember how i said i want to protect her after reading your synopsis? the adoption papers are under process right now. she feels like a younger sister, so full of life, so full of hope, full of joy and bravery. she is so simple in her view in life, she has barely any forethought. she no has filter in her expression, and that makes her such a genuine and caring person. Her smiles the widest smile ive ever seen (im obsessed with her smile btw), then in the next scene her eyes are teary. she screams, she whines, she even throws her body around. bc she lives her life dramatically. and given the nature of the show i know she’ll grow up and time will take these things away from her. and i want to protect her from all of that. the faith that she has in herself. when no one believes that she has it in her, when she has no achievements to show for herself. She decides fencing is her destiny, she decides she’ll reach the top, and she makes it happen. For her, liking fencing, the excitement it makes her feel, is reason enough to stand against all the disbelief. I wish i had that too.

Baek Yijin: i intially thought he is the love interest former rich kid and i couldnt care less about him. Guess who was bawling her eyes out in Ep 2? I quickly realized that he is the one dealing with the actual adult repercussions of the IMF crisis. He used to be fun and popular, he had good grades, he wanted to go to NASA. but overnight he lost his dream, and most importantly, his family. watching him face humiliation after humiliation, worry over his brother, yearn for contact with his father, broke my heart. its easy to forget, he is just 22, too young to stand on his feet and face the creditors hounding at his door. He had his whole life ahead of him, and now all the good things in his life are gone. I remember the look in his face in the school flashback. I want that back for him. I want his happiness back.

Ko Yurim: i think the writers are showing her from a distant POV right now and will go in-depth with her character later. but yes i do have some resentment for her. I am genuinely confused as to why she cant stand Heedo. If its simply because she is worried that she’ll overtake her, im sorry but that’s not a good look. I understand the pressure she feels to follow up her gold medal, but unfortunately as of right now that doesnt balance it out for me.

Heedo’s Mom: i know she means well. but her view at her daughter is incomplete, she doesnt even know who she is, what she wants. and the parts she does see are always the ones she interprets negatively. she doesnt believe in her, and that ‘rejection’, you might say, hurts her deeply. That hits too close to home. Usually all that a kid want from parents is their support. They want them to accept them, for their achievements and their mistakes. And not getting that can haunt children forever. “That’s who you are to me. You’re someone i dont want to talk to” 💔

Coach Yang: she is so funny, and the accent, i keep trying to copy it lol. i initially thought that she’d be the tough love kind of coach, but i was surprised that from time to time she praised Heedo and made her aware of her little achievements and her strengths, and also valuable insight on the specific things she needs to work on. Like Heedo mentions in her monolouge, other than Yijin, she is the only one who has shown trust in her.

There hasnt been too much on Jiwoong and Seungwan’s characters yet so 🤷🏻‍♀️.

Jiwoong is a damn smooth flirter. he doesnt come off pushy, and his compliments feel genuine. Yurim seems to respond, the coast is clear given that she actually moves on from Yijin lol.

And Seungwan im really intrigued by bc she’s the top student and i immediately empathize lol. and another reason why i wanted to watch the show was that i saw a gifset of a scene between her and her mom. and i really need to get to the context of the scene.

So this was supposed to have a General Thoughts segment but this is already way too long so ill make the second post on my blog please check it out over there!!!

[mewisloud]

rant sorry

i have a good friend of mine who has what i would call a relatively extensive history of faking mental illnesses?? but then being kind of a dick to me when i actually show symptoms of mine

they very likely fake tics, (i hung out with them a couple days ago and they did not tic at all the entire time until it was brought into conversation and they started ticcing like nonstop, and when the conversation shifted they stopped for the rest of the time i was there. i do not have tics so i cannot be sure of anything, but that just seems really suspicious to me especially considering the other stuff they’ve faked.)

after a lot of pressure from my therapist (who told me i should probably have someone to kind of check up on me if she wasn’t available in the future) i told them about being psychotic! and their instant reply was ‘oh me too lol’ which should have been a warning to me because i am what they call a teenager and psychosis is very very not common in folks my age!! but i did not listen to this and was mostly excited to have a friend who had the same experiences. anddd then when i had a panic attack and locked myself in my bathroom for like the entire day because i was convinced if i came out that i would be killed by the people who watch me, they told me i was crazy and making things up for attention. they also like to make fun of me for my disorganized speech (which is an actual symptom of my actual y’know mental disorder??) sometimes i have trouble saying things correctly because my thoughts are disorganized so my speech is often stumbly or nonsensical and i literally cannot control that!! but they never fail to tease me ever single fucking time i say the wrong word or a sentence that doesn’t make sense or stumble over a word or literally anything

other stuff too, using language and terms that make me uncomfortable even though ive asked them to stop very politely multiple times!! they refuse to use the word ‘delusional’ correctly. jfc. they do anything and mess up or they forget something or get confused and ‘haha im so delusional lmao’ no ur not please stfu. same thing with panic attack?? mild indecisiveness over what to eat for dinner? ‘omg i had such a panic attack.’ parents catch them doing something mildly embarrassing? ‘panic attack’. couldn’t find their phone? ‘omggg i had SUCH a panic attack today.’

grrrrrr