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So I'm at a wings army and it's so weird the whole place is like, 40s to 60s us military themed, and they're playing 70s and 80s music, gurl pick an aesthetic
#If they wanted full aesthetic the men's room would have no dividers in the urinals and no doors OK the toilet stalls#Also why do you need a theme for a burger and wings place#Nothing on the menu is old school#OK maybe the burgers but that's kinda it#They don't even have cute names#I'm so tempted to ask them to play boogie woogie bugle boy#Also they're only playing military and war themed movies#I will say#I do love the art style on pre 70s advertisements and propaganda#That stylised realism is a vibe
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Would you like to do a smg4 shipping chart?
Oh hey! Thanks for giving me something to help occupy my free time (and also motivating me to bingewatch a bit more of the SMG4 series prior to the Puzzlevison arcâŚbecause admittedly I was clueless who some of these characters where and had to educate myself on the lore again lol). It was very fun to analyze which personalities or canonical interactions indicate shipping compatibility! Very cool idea! :3
But needed disclaimer that I still havenât fully committed to watching all of SMG4 episodes from start to current year yet. Iâm pretty new to the fandom since Puzzlevison was my introduction to the story (although I was semi-aware of Melony beforehand because of Vannamelonâs YouTube channel but UH THATâS A SEPARATE SIDE TANGENT SORRY). Iâve watched a couple parts from the Zero/Genesis arc, searched up episodes that feature specific characters on this chart so I got a better grasp of who they are + who theyâve talked to before, and yeah thatâs mostly it lol. A few of the characters Iâm still clueless about so uhâŚplease tell me jksjsksp? Or Iâll probably figure it out eventually no worries đ
I donât consider myself strongly opinionated when it comes to ships. Think most of these Iâm neutral on lol. But maybe itâll change the more I get caught up with the series! Iâm probably not the most qualified to do this but here it is!! The messy confusing chart based on my own perspective! Yipeee!! Its totally okay if you donât agree with some of these btw I understand :)
Thank you again for sending this to me! Iâm sorry that it took a while for me to respond. I hope youâre having a good day and enjoy the rest of this week :D
#âŚ.yeah I might have gone slightly overboard with everything here jksjsksp#both with the writing and the shipping chart itself#once you ask me to commit to something I get carried away#wow Iâm so normal /j#but also does anyone know the age of Mario?? This is crucial for me to know#because in âMario Loses His Mustacheâ Bob says his burgers are 18+ only#and denies Mario from eating them because of age presumably??#although maybe thatâs just a joke#or maybe Bob was just lying and gatekeeping the burgers?? I guess restaurants have the right to deny customers they donât like lol#please help Iâve been thinking about this for too long#ALSO completely unrelated but the reason I donât mind Tari x Belle is because (as I understand it) theyâre both from Meta Runner?#although in SMG4 Belle seems kinda rude & full of herself#but I think if written properly they could have a nice rivalry to lovers thing. Similar to SMG4 & SMG3 I guess lol#ok I will shut up now let me know if you want me to address anything else#random#update#answering asks#smg4 ship chart
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would you party with me?
#Iâm lame#ok ok listen stop for a second!#I know this is like bullshit faux edibles or whatever. whatever.#the good stuff is still illegal here and Iâm not about to shell out $100+ just to get some shitty card. Iâm too lazy for that.#I donât care enough for that. itâs a whatever thing.#and my therapist recommended this stuff so⌠fuck. itâs kinda medicinal#hey I ordered it and it arrived quickly. it was cheap. let me do my thing babe#just let me enjoy myself in peace!#hehe enjoy myself#anyway I got a cool ass Gundam kit for pretty cheap đ#I got a burger#trying this stuff for the first time. just sitting here waiting for it to kick in#Iâm a baby okay? drugs kinda scare me sometimes#the last real smoke session I had was an absolutely abysmal high#it took awhile to move on from that#I mean if you wanna dig through about uhhhh 2 or so? years of texts posts you can read about it#if this is a bad experience Iâm gonna be sad#unless I donât even feel anything⌠then also maybe sad. but not as sad.#this is dumb#Iâm just a dumb old man#Iâm working up my anxiety over nothing#gotta chill#hey you got games on your phone?#ok I love you goodbye forever#text#mine
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#ok maybe i shouldnt be using myfitnesspal this happens every time#like i want to be able to keep track of my food it helps me not binge or overeat#and i waste less food and it helps me figure out what I'm going to eat thats all good#but yesterday i had only around 685 cal which i didnt even realize#im going out to eat today and im going to have a good calorie dense food and definitely feeling kinda#itchy about it#but i just have to make sure not to weigh myself.#like i love knowing the nutrients and like tracking that bc it helps me be more aware#like i didnt realize how much saturated fat was in certain things so i switch for alternatives or wtvr#or like i see i need to up my protein#but i get in a certain way where feeling hungry feels like progress and thats definitely not good#but part of me thinks fuck it. but other part knows thats just an earting disorder#luckily i have enough awareness and control that this doesnt last long#or rather less control? i get to the point where im too weak and hungry and i give in#but yeah im going to eat a crunch wrap supreme or maybe a burger from my fave restaurant#and ill probbaly feel guilty but its all in my head#im going to enjoy myself and not weigh myself
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Look Alike
Sam and Dean Winchester & little sister!reader
Requested by Anonymous (x3)
Warnings: eating disorder, mentions of depression, attempted murder, I didnât copy the episode exactly so probably some mistakes
Synopsis: an angel is going around killing anyone who is sufferingâbut what happens when it goes after you?
A/N: this one is kinda heavy guys, so if this is a topic that will trigger you PLEASE do not read it. And please rememberâI think youâre beautiful, and always remember to eat something, even if itâs just a snack, even if itâs not âgood for youâ; eating something just because you like how it tastes is better than not eating anything at all. Love you guys!
Your fingers fumbled as they retrieved your picture of Mary Winchester, tattered and faded at the edges. You looked from the picture to your own reflection, your heart plummeting.
Your mother had thisâŚthis look about her; she was slender and beautiful, but also strong. Strong enough to be a hunter.
You looked at your own reflection again before ducking your head, tucking Maryâs photo back into your wallet.
âHey kid.â Deanâs voice in your doorway startled you, and you whipped your head around. âLunch is ready, letâs goâŚwhat are you doing in here?â
âOh, no-nothing,â you muttered, your hands fidgeting. âIâm not that hungry right now, maybe Iâll get something later.â
âDid you eat breakfast?â Dean asked, his eyes narrowing.
âUmâactually, maybe I will eat now.â you sidestepped his question and his body as you headed for the kitchen. Dean dropped the subject, and you breathed a sigh of relief. You were going to have to be more careful about your eating habitsâor lack thereof.
Of course Dean had made burgers again. You looked to Sam, hoping heâd made something else, but he was happily chowing down on a huge hamburgerâapparently he didnât mind them if they didnât come from greasy diners.
You forced yourself not to huff; it was impossible to pretend to eat a burger, so youâd really have to eat this time.
âHere.â Dean pushed a plate at you, and you took it without protest.
You managed to choke down about two bites before Dean got a phone call. He spoke for a few minutes before hanging up and addressing his younger siblings.
âCas has a case. Iâm gonna go check it out.â
âA case?â You put down your burger. âIâll go pack.â
âI can take this one alone,â Dean assured you.
âDonât be stupid, Iâm coming.â You started for the door, hoping he wouldnât argue.
âYouâre not gonna finish your food?â Sam asked.
âI had enough,â you assured him, and ran off before he could argue.
âŚ
âSoâŚhe exploded.â Dean was staring around at the pink living room, a grimace on his face.
âYeah. So completely that thereâs not a bit of him left thatâs bigger than a grain of sand,â a nearby officer said. Once the officer stepped away, Dean spoke to you. âIâm gonna go talk to Cas, see what he can tell me. You should stay at the motel, read up on some things.â
âOk.â You shrugged. âCall me if you find anything out.â
âDeal.â
âŚ
âEphraim.â
âGazuntite.â
âNo, Dean. Ephraim wasâisâan angel, his job on the battlefield was to end the suffering of dying angels.â
âEnd the sufferingâŚlet me guess, by blowing them up?â Dean said.
âUnfortunately, yes. It seems that heâs continuing his mission on earth.â
âYeah, but these people arenât dying, they just had a bad day.â
âApparently Ephraim canât tell the difference between emotional suffering andâŚâ
âAnd dying?â Dean scoffed. âCas, this is crazy. Everybody has bad days, this guy is gonna end up wiping out the world.â
âItâs more than just bad days,â Castiel argued. âThese people were in serious emotional turmoil. But youâre rightâyou need to find him.â
âYouâre not gonna help?â Dean challenged.
âDean, Iâm just human. Thereâs nothing I can do.â
âŚ
You stared at the takeout container that Dean had got you before dropping you off. You couldnât refuse, you knew he would start to notice if you refused too many meals, but you still didnât want it.
Your stomach growled, and you cringed. Maybe part of you wanted it.
You pushed the container away, opting instead to don workout clothesâthe motel had a gym. Youâd never be able to be a hunter like Mary, youâd never be able to keep up with your brothers, if you didnât workout more.
After an hour on the treadmill, you decided it was time to get back to work. You didnât want to leave Dean in the lurch when it came to research, even if he hadnât told you any more information. He got this way when he took you on huntsâdetermined to do it all alone, not clueing you in on anything.
Itâs because you donât look like a hunter yet.
You swallowed hard. You may not look like a hunter yet, but you would soon enough. You just had to skip a few more meals, go a few more days, and thenâjust maybeâyou could be a good hunter. You would look like Mary did, strong and in shape, and your brothers would trust you more.
You slipped back into your room, going straight for your bag to get your picture of Mary. You held it up for the millionth time, looking from it to the mirror. Your heart sankâyou werenât Mary; maybe you never would be.
Your stomach growled again, and you huffed.
âNo,â you told yourself. Your eyes flickered over to the takeout container. You snatched it off the table and threw it into the trash. âNo!â
You couldnât give up nowâwho cared if you were hungry? Sam and Dean gave up a lifetime of sleep to keep hunting, you could skip some meals to do the same. You had to.
You hadnât even noticed that you were crying until a few tears dropped onto Maryâs smiling face in your hands.
âMom,â you whimpered. âWhy canât I just be like you?â
âI can help you.â The voice behind you startled you, and you dropped Maryâs photo, whirling around and reaching for the gun at your waist and.
âWho are you?â You demanded, raising the weapon.
âThat wonât do anything to me,â the man insisted. âAnd you donât need it. Iâm here to help you. Youâre suffering, and Iâm here to end it.â
âEnd it?â You took a step back. âYouâre the guy weâre after. Youâre the one who killed that man, and that teenager.â
âI ended their suffering,â the man continued, stepping towards you. âAnd I can end yours.â
âItâs not like that!â The gun was shaking in your hands. You didnât bother to shoot, knowing it wouldnât help. âIâm not dying!â
âYou are,â he argued. âI can heal your hunger, but I cannot make you eat. But the end I will give you will be painless.â
âWhat are you?â You demanded, taking another step back. Your back hit the sharp edge of a splintered desk, halting your movements.
âI am an angel. My mission is to end suffering. Let me end yours.â
âAn angel, huh.â You put your gun down on the desk as if in defeat. While Ephraim kept his attention on your face, you moved your hand down to the splintered edge of the table and slid it across, drawing blood. Dropping your hand out of sight behind the desk, you began to draw an angel banishing sigil.
Ephraim moved before you could blink, grabbing your wrist and twisting it away from the desk.
âDonât fight it,â he said. âI can help you.â His free hand was suddenly above you, lowering towards your forehead like deathâs scythe.
âHey!â The grip on you was released at the sound of Deanâs voice in the doorway. âLeave her alone!â Dean had his angel blade out and pointed at Ephraim. âYou donât get to just kill people because theyâre hurting.â
âThatâs exactly what I was made for,â Ephraim argued. âYou didnât even know she was suffering, but I do! And I can fix it!â
âThatâs now how you fix it!â Dean thundered. He lunged forward, stabbing at Ephraim with the blade, but the angel side stepped him and flung him into the wall with a single flick of his wrist. The angel blade clattered to the ground, and you once again found yourself face-to-face with the murderous angel.
âPlease,â you pleaded. âLook, I know you think youâre doing good. But humansâthey hurt sometimes. But we can do betterâI can do betterâweâre all just doing the best we can.â
âIf this is the best that you can do.â Ephraim shook his head. âThen this is what you need.â He stretched out his hand, and your breath caught in your throat.
You jumped back in surprise when Ephraimâs eyes glowed brightly, his jaw hanging open before he slumped to the ground. Dean stood behind him, a bloody angel blade gripped in his hand.
âThatâs not what she needs,â he growled almost to himself. Then his eyes were on you. âAre you ok?â
You nodded shakily, taking a deep breath.
âOk.â Dean dropped the angel blade. âNow what was that about? Why did he thinkââ
âI-I donât know.â You couldnât meet Deanâs eyes.
âWell whatââ Deanâs voice caught, and you looked up to see him staring at the corner of the room. You followed his gaze, and your stomach dropped. He was staring at the tiny garbage can in the corner, the open and full takeout container fully visible.
âKid.â Dean swallowed. âWhen was the last time you ate? And no, that one bite of your burger didnât count.â Deanâs eyes were on you now, and he petrified you to the spot with his gaze. âI mean when was the last time you really ate?â
âIâumâŚâ your lip quivered and your hands began to fidget. âIâm sorry, Dean.â
âOk, hey.â Dean pulled you into his arms when you started to cry. âIâve got you kid.â He pulled away, brushing your tears. âWhy are you doing this kid?â
âIâm sorry,â you whimpered, wiping at your face. âDeanââ your voice caught and you choked on a sob.
âOk, ok,â Dean soothed. âItâs ok, letâsâŚletâs go back home, ok? We can talk about it later. Go and wait in the car, Iâll bring the stuff.â
You went to the car without argument, and after you left Dean called Sam.
âHey,â Dean huffed while he gathered the guns and clothes and tossed them in his bag. âDo you remember the last time you saw Y/N eat? Like, like a full meal.â
âUmâŚâ Samâs voice came out surprised and hesitant. âNo.â Realization hit him. âNo, I donât. Dean, whatâs going on?â
âI donât think sheâs eating. EphraimâŚEphraim tried to kill her.â
âI thought you said he only killed people who wereâŚâ Sam swallowed. âWho were really broken up, right?â
âYeah.â Dean stopped packing long enough to clench and unclench his fist. âYeah. Sheâs suffering, Sam, and we didnât even know it. She stopped eating and we didnât see.â
âDeanâŚâ Dean heard Samâs deep breath through the phone. âIâmâŚIâm gonna do some research while you get here. Try and talk to her on the ride home, ok? MaybeâŚweâve gotta help her, Dean.â
âI know. Weâll be back in a couple hours.â Dean hung up, taking a deep breath. âOk,â he said to himself, zipping up his bag and slinging it over his shoulder. He stopped in his tracks when he saw a picture in the middle of the floor. He stooped to pick it upâit was Mary, when she wasnât much older than you. Dean tucked it into his back pocket. âOk.â
âŚ
âHey kid,â Dean greeted as he tossed his bag in the back. Your knees were pulled up to your chest, and you didnât acknowledge him.
Dean let silence reign as he started up the Impala and headed down the roadâhe couldnât force you to talk.
âI just wanted to look like her,â you said suddenly, your head resting against your knees.
Dean turned his head to look at you. âWhat?â
âMom. I donât look like her. She was such a good hunter, and I just wanted to be like that.â
âKiddoââ Deanâs voice caught. âKid, you donât have to look like her to be a good hunter.â
âBut I canât keep up with you.â You sniffled. âI thought if I looked like herâŚI could keep up with you.â
âWhen we were your age, we couldnât have kept up with us,â Dean argued. âBesides, this isnâtâŚyou donât become a better hunter by starving yourself, kid.â
Dean watched out of the corner of his eye as your fingers clenched on your jeans, bunching up the fabric before you let it go. When you spoke, your voice was barely above a whisper.
âI donât know how to stop.â
Dean forced himself to breathe through the pain, taking a moment before offering you a strong smile.
âThatâs what weâre here for, kid. Me and Sammy are gonna help you.â
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âHey.â Samâs hug when you stepped into the bunker was surprising and long. You heard Deanâs huff from behind you, but Sam ignored him.
âHi.â Your greeting was muffled against Samâs jacket, and he finally pulled away.
âOk, so um, Iâve been doing some research, so Iâll show you what I got.â Sam reached behind him, picking up printouts from the internet. âI have a list of foods that are supposed to help, and um, I also made up a scheduleâthatâs supposed to make it easierâand if thereâs any specific food you want me to pick up when I go out you can tell me. Or hey, you can just come with me and pick stuff out andââ
âHey, dude,â Dean cut in with another huff. âI told you not to freak her out about this.â
âIâm not freaking her out!â Samâs eyes went back to you. âWait, am I freaking you out?â
âUmâŚâ you picked at your hands. âItâŚitâs a lotâŚâ
âWeâll start out small,â Dean insisted. âYou want some toast?â
âBread is good,â Sam piped up, holding up one of the research pages.
âToast sounds good.â Your lips twitched up even as your eyes filled with tears.
âHey, ok.â Deanâs arms were around you suddenly. âYou got this, ok? Weâre right here to help you.â
âOk,â you sniffled.
Dean pulled away. âOk. Now letâs get you something to eat, and then Sam can freak you out about everything he read.â
Sam opened his mouth, then closed it.
âI think I can do that,â you sniffled.
âI know you can.â Dean grinned. âOh, heyââ Dean reached into his back pocket and pulled out your picture of Mary. âThis is yours.â You took it with a shaky hand, and when you looked back up Dean was bending down to stare into your eyes. âHey. Youâre just as pretty as mom. And sheâŚshe would want you to take care of yourself, ok? And so would dad. And so do we. Kapeesh?â
You threw your arms around Dean.
âKapeesh,â you told him.
âOk.â Dean pulled away, reaching up and brushing a stray tear off your face. âNow letâs go get that toast.â
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Or Maybe We Don't
For @astrangersummer week 7 prompt 'or maybe we don't'.
Pairing: Eddie Munson/Steve Harrington
Rating: G
W/C: 1280
Tags: Steddie, first kiss, getting together, beach holiday, sunset, fluff, Steve Harrington has a crush on Eddie Munson, Eddie Munson has a crush on Steve Harrington, love confessions
Summary: It's the final day of Steve and Eddie's summer trip, and Steve has something he needs to tell Eddie.
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Sunset was approaching, the sky a brilliant array of orange and pink, light sparkling off the water flowing forward then receding away again in gentle waves.
Steve was sitting with Eddie in the sand, looking out across the empty beach. It had been busy earlier â families set up for a day in the sun, kids building sandcastles, people playing in the surf. Most had been day-trippers, now packed up and departed, leaving just Steve and Eddie to take in the slowly sinking sun.
It was their last night at the little seaside house that Robinâs aunty had let them use for a few days for a brief summer getaway.
Robin and Nancy were supposed to have come on this trip with them, but Nancy had come down with some flu sheâd caught from Mike and Robin had stayed behind to take care of her.
That left only Eddie and Steve, and this unspoken thing building between them that neither had managed to mention yet.
It was stolen glances, hands brushing not-so-accidentally, Steve quietly giving Eddie the pickles from his burger at the diner, nights spent in front of the TV where neither of them really focused on the movie â they were too busy looking at each other.
âI donât really want to go home,â Eddie commented, breaking the pleasant silence that had fallen over them, ânot yet. Sânice here.â
âIâm sure we can come back,â Steve told him, letting a handful of sand run through his fingers. âWith Robin and Nancy.â
Something flashed across Eddieâs face, the slightest wince, and he turned away a little. âYeah. With them.â
Steve paused. Reached his hand slightly towards Eddieâs, then stopped himself, let his hand fall again.
âEddie?â
âYeah?â His voice was tight.
Steve frowned. âIs something wrong?â
âNo.â
âOk. JustâŚyou seem kindaâŚâ
âWhat?â
âI dunno.â
âGood one, Harrington.â
There was no malice in Eddieâs tone, but Steve flinched a little at the old nickname anyway because he and Eddie were so far past that now â or at least, he thought they were.
Steve sighed. âI donât really wanna go home either. I do miss Robin though.â
Eddie smiled then. âYou missed her on our first night here.â
âYeah,â Steve said sheepishly.
âItâs been good though, right? The last couple of days?â
âYeah.â
âI know itâs notâŚwell, itâs not really what weâd planned, without the girls, butâŚâ
âIâve had fun.â
âYeah. Me too.â
Steveâs tongue darted out over his lips, and he looked back out to the water. He knew why their conversation had become so stilted, why things suddenly felt so awkward, but he hadnât been able to get the courage up to voice it.
To tell Eddie how he felt.
But when was he going to get another chance like this? They were alone, away from prying eyes, from the demands of the kids â out here they could be anyone they wanted to be.
Steve wanted to be Eddieâs.
He snuck a glance at the other boy. Took in the way the light fell across his delicate features, shining off dark brown eyes, his face so pretty despite being slightly clouded by indecision, perhaps the same indecision Steve was feeling right now.
âEddie ââ
âSteve â â
They spoke at the same time, snapped their mouths shut in sync.
Eddie laughed briefly. Rubbed the back of his neck, tugged a section of hair across his mouth, smiled playfully at Steve.
âYou first, big boy.â
âWhat were you going to say?â Steve asked quietly, because what if heâd been reading this all wrong, what if Eddie was going to say something completely mundane, suggest they eat at the diner tonight instead of Steve cooking, which Steve really hoped he wouldnât because he was planning on making Eddieâs favourite lasagna as a surpriseâŚ
Eddieâs lips twitched. âProbably the same as you,â he said earnestly.
Steve sucked in a breath, let it out a little shakily. Inched his hand towards Eddieâs again.
âI really enjoyed these last few days,â Steve said after a moment. âWith you, I mean.â
Eddie nodded, pinky brushing against Steveâs.
âAnd I thinkâŚwell, I know how IâŚfeel about you. And it kindaâŚâ Steve trailed off, looked down at his lap, anywhere but Eddie because he could feel his cheeks colouring now, and what if he was about to fuck everything up? He took a deep breath, tried again. âWell, it kinda scares me. Because Iâve never felt this way about anyone else except Nancy, a long time ago. And you know how that ended, and I donât want that to happen again, not with you. God, not with you.â
Finally, he forced himself to look up, Eddieâs silence too much to bear.
He was looking at Steve softly, openly, his pinky looped over Steveâs now, breeze gently ruffling his hair.
Steve wanted to kiss him.
But he waited, needed to be sure, needed to know he hadnât imagined everything between them.
âYou know Iâve been in love with you since you carried my half-dead ass out of the Upside Down, right?â
Steve blinked several times in response to Eddieâs confession. âSeriously?â
Eddie chuckled. âYeah. What, like thatâs an unreasonable response to Steve Harrington saving your life?â
âI justâŚI mean, you neverâŚyou didnât say anything.â
âI thought you were straight.â
Steve tipped his head to the side, raised his eyebrows briefly. âTo be fair, so did I.â
âSo youâre telling meâŚyouâre not?â Eddie continued, his expression hopeful, his pinky curling around Steveâs.
âNo,â Steve said, meeting his eyes. âNo, because I really want to kiss you right now.â
Eddie swallowed visibly. Leaned in closer, until Steve could feel his warm breath dance across his lips.
âGo on then, Stevie.â
Steve closed the little distance left between them. Kissed him there as the sun farewelled the sky, slow and gentle and a little unsure of himself because heâd never kissed another man before. But instead of his heart rate spiking like heâd expected it to, it slowed under Eddieâs touch, and Steve felt calm and soft and safe because this was Eddie and heâd never felt something so right in this life.
The following day, after spending the night in Eddieâs arms, Steve was driving them back to Hawkins. Back to their jobs, back to their separate homes, back to reality.
Hand in hand across the gearbox, the two spent most of the drive looking at each other, Steve having to force his attention back to the road every now and then.
An hour out of Hawkins, Eddie spoke.
âWhat do we do, when we get home?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, do weâŚtell people? Our friends? Wayne? The kids?â
âDo you want to?â
âWellâŚI want to be able to be with you,â Eddie said, squeezing his hand. âBut are you ready for that? Steve Harrington, former Hawkins golden boy, in a relationship with Eddie the freak?â
Steve made a soft noise of protest at that, brought Eddieâs hand up to his mouth and kissed it.
âI want to be with you,â Steve said firmly. âIâm not sure when we tell people, letâs maybe give it a few days to think about it, butâŚyeah, Eddie. I want you.â
âBecause we couldâŚwell, I mean, if you wanted to we couldâŚâ Eddieâs eyes darted away, looked out the window, back again. âIâd understand if you wanted to pretend this never happened. If you wanted to just go back to normal. We could, if you want.â
I canât, Steve knew. And looking at Eddie, at his face that was imploring Steve otherwise, he knew Eddie couldnât either.
Steve smiled at him. Brought Eddieâs hand to his lap and held it securely there.
âOr maybe we donât.â
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Ok so Miguel request
Whar about Miguel (or basically just the spider team form atsv) x male reader that acts like a jumping spider and kinda look like it too
So the reader is small and very quick in his feet, he can also jump way farther than any of the rest, but he also has the other spider abilities. And I just imagine the reader being an anomaly and accidentally being teleport to HQ and they try to capture him, but he's all skiddish and nervous and just jumps away from them every time. In the end someone manages to calm the reader down (you can decide how, maybe with food or some shit) and the talk to the reader. And the reader just answers in very short very quick answers, and he's still very nervous
Aahhhhhhh I'm sorry I wrote this, this is so long!!! But I hope you do mangage to write it, but no pressure, I don't want to force anything
Okay, im going to use this for my spider sona
Fast and nervous, not good combo
You runned and jumped for...one, two, three...then multiple for two...damn you weren't good with math, but what can you say?! If someone had a lot, and I mean A LOT of Spidermans running after them, they would run too, I mean, they don't look friendly... specially that one with the red and blue suit...a bit more specific?...the one with the talons...so you runned and jumped and...did what a spider would do! You thinked you managed to get them away when suddenly-
"There you are!" Someone grabbed you and tied you to a chair with spider web, it was that man...hmm...tall, tan skin, hooked nose, deep cheeks...is that a Mexican accent? "Now.talk"...you started hyperventilating and squirming and moving "hmm...if you keep moving it will stick to you more chiquito" you looked at him and started breathing slowly
"yo dude, you shouldn't be like that" another voice said, he was...goth? No...Punk? Yeah that kinda looks punk...oh he has a guitar...
"I'll ignore the fact that you just called me 'dude', now...back to you.Name"
"[redacted]"
"where are you-"
"earth [insert here number]"
"how did you-"
"I was in my dimension, in my room and suddenly I saw this big portal and one thing went to another and here am I..."
Miguel sighed, pitching the bridge of his nose "are you always this nervous...?" He said looking at you up and down..."i have to admit...you jump and move really good...you are slippery and quiet..." He said while walking a bit closer to you "I'll untie you...don't you dare try to scape you hear me cariĂąo?" You nodded, he untied you, you got up immediately, oh...oh he's tall...you are kind of small compared to him hehe...you looked around...you looked back at him...and runned away, in part it was for fun...what would he do...he sighed and chased after you...you giggled...this was REAAAAAAALLY fun...he's almost as fast as you!...you runned for...half an hour? And hour?...you stopped and took a deep breath...you looked around.. oh...oh is that...a burger...a bit wouldn't huuuurt...
"coĂąo, where the fuck is-" Miguel cutted his sentence and looked at you devouring the burger, hmm, okay... nervous? Check, fast? Check, jumps a lot? Check, likes food? Check...he walked behind you quietly "boo" he whispered in your ear
You almost dropped your hamburger, you gulped the rest that was in your mouth and looked at him "hey?" Miguel smiled sarcastically "you know what was the only thing I told you not to do?" "Y-yes?" "What was it?" "To not...run?" You said smiling nervously "yes, and what did you do?" You looked at him nervously "I runned?" He smiled sweetly but it was a sarcastic smile "exactly...now..." He tied both your wrists and putting you over his shoulder like a bag of potatoes...food thing you finished your hamburger...
He went to his...office? Would you even call it that...he sat in a chair near by and sighed, you still in his arms..."look kid-" "don't call me that, it's weird" "why would it-" "I'm sitting in your lap and you call me kid?" He looked at you and sighed "okay, what should I call you" "[nickname]"..."okay okay...now [nickname], will you let me finish a sentence for Once?" "Yes..." "I want you to join me" "after you chased me all over here?! Yeah, no" he chuckled seeing that you were refusing "feisty one...i like that..." You couldn't help but smile at that
Oh boy, you two were going to be REAAAAAAALLY close
Please i loved this type of reader, please z person who requested it, please use this type of reader, i want to see more of him
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Just little details I found while playing Kaveh's hangout event.
And just my thought about these two after Cyno's second story quest. Cuz I'm in awe and I can't stay silent.
Anyway, soooo
In Kaveh's hangout event, you have an opportunity to walk around Alhaithams home (which Kaveh also call home?? but i might be delulu).
There is a main entrance, which leads to a living room. Here, you can see a table, sofas (? not sure if it's the right word.), bookshelfs. But when I first played the main storyline, I missed some details in Alhaitham's house - back then, I didn't give it much thought. Well, there are a lot of books, books are everywhere, and... decorations? vases? Ok, whatever. Suddenly - a pair of musical instruments?
Oh, wait, the table? There are two pairs of cups (for coffee?) and wine glasses. And.. A lot of fruits. Maybe I'm delulu, but, in Kaveh's voice-over (in "favourite food", to be specific) was stated:
"Oh, I'll never say no to fresh fruit". Just like in a scene from Cyno's second story quest:
- "Can you see if the cookies are still on the table?" - "The are. And so are the fruits"
After that Kaveh appeared on a screen from the right side of the house, where Alhaitham's.. Office? Study room is located? Whatever. I'm sayng, besides that office, there is no other room in the right side of the house.
And, well, there isn't much about that office. It's.. Lots of books, a table, which also contains books both from outside and inside. Pretty much in Alhaitham's style.
But I wonder what's this thing on the left of Alhaitham's table? Kinda looks more like an architect's tool. Maybe it's not, but there is just another thing in this room that makes me think that way:
A smaller table with two seats𤨠, that has a coffee cup and a coffee maker and..of course, fruits. Wait a minute. A camera? It's... kinda out of place, isn't?
Why a camera tho? May I assume that this is Kaveh's camera, which he uses to take.. idk... references for his projects? Or, maybe, which he uses to get better undrstanding of enviroment for his projects?
Idk. But if Kaveh has his own room, why his (possible! maybe they are not) belongings (and fruits!!!) are located in Alhaitham's study room?
In Cyno's SQ 2 we had a scene with Kaveh and Alhaitham having a casual conversation (gossip flavored one đ¤đ¤đ¤). A the start of it, we have Kaveh looking for wine glasses, which he washed. So, there has to be a kitchen, right? Anyways
In the left side of Alhaitham's house we have two more doors. One with yet ANOTHER bookshelf and second, with a painting on a nearby wall. Let me assume that books are leading to Alhaitham's bedroom, and the painting is leading to.. Kaveh's room? (cuz in "A parade of providence" Kaveh stated, that he does have his own room) But that raises a very important question. where the HELL is the kitchen and bathroom? đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨
ANYWAYS. It's just nice to see these two blended in eachother's life, since their first interaction in main story quest was.. erm... kinda uncomfortable to watch. But I should note that in the beginning, we didn't know much about both Kaveh and Alhaitham, and so we had zero clue on why they were acting like this.
Later we got Kaveh in the game and his voicelines, "A parade of Providence" event, and, oh my god, Cyno's 2nd story quest. It was my last straw, because now I want to make a comic about kavetham\haikaveh, but I still have to learn a lot about these two. Especially Kaveh. Cuz if I'm being honest, CURRENTLY I relate more to Alhaitham and the way his brain works. My past self, tho, would relate more to Kaveh and his feeling of guilt, struggles as an artistic and idealistic person, but those are quite dark times in my life, even my memory is kind of blurry\toned sown đđđ So it will take time to explore Kaveh's character.
In the end, thank you for coming to my YAPtalk and reading my "nothing burger" of a post. See you in my next drawing!
#genshin impact#genshin impact kaveh#genshin impact alhaitham#genshin kaveh#genshin alhaitham#kavetham#haikaveh#feel free to correct me on this post#i really want to know why the hell there is a camera in alhaithams study room#its just so out of place
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OK I LOVE HOW THEMED THEIR FOOD IS FOR THEMSELF
Black and blue burger for mug- the entire like kinda tough guy he's portraying bc of his build in addition to the blue!!!
And berry (red) shortstack (short) for cuphead!!! Bc he's short. Also I think it's cool that he ordered pancakes while mugman ordered a burger (is it his 'immature'ness? I think it's more of he knows what he likes and doesn't care about the maybe more social implications of what's the norm. Or that or mugman is eating a burger for breakfast and he's the weird one))
Also the food LOOKED SO GOODDDD
đĽşđĽşđĽş God yes THANK YOU
I live for this kind of analysis because I DO think this hard about the choices I write for Cuphead and Mugman!!
All of this!!
Mugman preferring something with more protein while Cuphead goes for something very sweet with lots of carbs,,
Also thank you I LOVE to draw food đ
#Cuphead#Cuphead: Don't Deal With the Devil#Cuphead: DDWTD#CDDWTD#CDDWTD Cuphead#CDDWTD Mugman#fizzles answers#anon#anonymous#i wish i had more opportunities to draw food ...
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Mediums, DP prompt
ok ok, hear me out. There's this fic I read years ago- this one - and basically it has Harry Potter using his MoD powers in a new world as a medium. He brings people back and learns stuff and people give him money for the info, you know, what mediums do.
Now, consider this: Danny Fenton -yes, FENTON- becomes a medium. Could be like the fic where it's in a new world, thus a crossover, could not be. You do you, idk I've literally never written a prompt before.
But anyway, yea, imagine it! It would probably be something he stumbled into due to his rouges messing with him by following him around invisible (or just Youngblood, since he can only be seen by kids) and since it's Amity, people don't think crazy, they think oh man can that Fenton kid see ghosts all the time? Even ones we can't see? Maybe even...new ones?
Imagine:
Danny: Hello how may I help you today
Customer, flashing crazy eyes: I need you to tell me how my mother died
Danny:
Danny: Sir, this is the Nasty Burger
Customer: You're a Fenton, and I've heard the rumors, you can see ghosts normal people can't. Please, I need to know.
Danny, who definitely can't see these 'other' ghosts, his rouges have just been messing with him a little too much while invisible lately: Look-
Customer: NO! I will not take no for an answer!
*they are starting to draw too much attention*
Danny, nervous whispers: Look, I'll ask around ok? But you can't be saying this kinda stuff out in the open, you know the Anti-Ecto laws will go after collaborators. They don't care about collateral damage
Customer, looking around apologetically: You're right, I'm sorry I just- She died so suddenly and the police have nothing. Her name was Jasmine Bale please, please I just want to make sure she's ok.
And thus, Danny stumbles onto a much better paying job than the Nasty Burger. or something idk I haven't written anything in a while.
OR
Danny, desperate for money on the streets of Gotham.
Danny: hey my guy, do you think if I told your son something from you, he would give me 10 buck?
Jack Drake, startled someone can see him lurking outside a coffee shop spying on his son: Uh- what.
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hii, how are you?? i've got a req for you to write! (the explanation is a little long please bare with me) anyways to sum it up, its kinda based of the song casual by doja cat. if you dont really the idea i think you'll kinda get it once you listen to the song, (and im not really good at writing) but to sum it up, reader and chris have got a situationship, or like their just casually hooking up w/ eachother (i dont know what the label is đđ) but they act like lovebirds tg, like im talking cuddling when their watching a movie w the boys, getting eachother gifts, ALL that mushy cute shit.. chris realizes that he's inlove w/ reader, and y'know how hes like afraid of commitment and proper relationships? so instead of telling her that he is, he avoids her for like 2 days,and tries to fuck with someone else to forget about her for a bit. when she comes into the house to hangout with nick, she hears him fucking another chick, and she gets JEALOUSS let me tell you. she pulls that poor girl out of the room, telling her to get dressed and when the girl leaves she starts going off at chris (gettin a lil angsty). but like the whole point of me wanting it to be based off the song was kind of so that you could realize it was based off the song, so maybe u can add lyrics! (idk, just a thought) "if you is a player, i dont think ima play with ya" , "if you wanna lay with her, why don't you just stay with her?". he tries to deflect, and i guess reader kind of confronts him about how she thinks he wants more then hooking up and he denies it, but she knows hes lyin. "you say you don't want a girlfriend but when we are in person, you always act so different, you make it all seem perfect", "you hold me when we wake up, say you like me with no makeup", "is it casual, or are you tryna spend your life with me?". anyways in my lovely optimistic mind, reader tells him its ok because shes inlove w him too, and he finally doesn't deny it. she tells him shes scared too, but they'll go through it together cuz their in luvv đ anyways lets just say the night ends with some slow soft sex between reader and chris. "take it off, follow me out, let me in don't shut me out" i understand if you can't do this req, but i saw your post saying you needed reqs to write on a trip tmr, and i thought of this on the spot so sorry if its really shit đ
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ââš warnings â ;; angst if u squint, y/n is used like twice sorryyy, p in v, pet names (baby nd mama), unprotected sex, lowercase intentional, and word count is 2.2k
ââš pairing â ;; chris sturniolo x fem!reader
ââš havenâs notes â ;; hey.. how yâall doin đ.. sorry for being gone AGAIN i keep having writers block but i wrote smth for my script so i got motivation to write again đ¤
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you have been waiting impatiently at the triplets front door for about five minutes now. finally, chris opened it for you. âtook you long enough.â you scoff with a smile as you walk in. âsorry, matt almost started a fire.â the brunette boy replied, scratching his chin when closing the door.
âwhat?â you laugh while kicking off your shoes and leaving them on the shoe rack. "oh by the way, i got the shirt you were planning to buy." you giggle softly, handing him a bag. "oh shit! thank you!" he says excitedly as he pulls you in for a warm hug. "of course, c." you give him a toothy smile. you notice how his facial expression changes a little bit once you smiled but you brushed it off. the two you walk up the stairs into the living room and kitchen. you saw both matt and nick try to cook dinner or something. âmatt! your gonna burn itâ!â nick exclaimed before turning to see you.
âwhat are you guys even making?â you snicker as you walked up to nick to give him a small hug. âburgers but matt almost started a fire trying to grill the meat.â he rolled his eyes in annoyance. âlet me helpâ you say, walking to the stove and shooing matt away. âbut at least i didnât, i wont do it again!â he stated while crossing his arms. âmatt relax, i got thisâ you say while flipping the patty. the boys talk for a while and from time to time offer to help but your stubbornness always said no.
chris left an argument that he was talking about with his brothers and waddled over to you and placed his hands on your shoulders. âyou sure you donât need any help?â he asked which you reply with a nod. once you finally finished making the food, you plated them nicely on the table. âbon appetite!â you laugh while sitting down next to chris.
the four of you eat while talking about a random topic or plans of what to do for the following week. âdo you guys wanna watch something?â matt offered when he finished eating. âim downâ you reply and the two others agree as well.
now, nick is currently putting the dishes in the sink as you, matt, and chris are all sitting down on the couch to debate what to watch. ânah i donât wanna watch a horror movie.â chris whined when you suggested for them to see one. âugh fine, maybe batman again?â matt quickly agrees, of course.
chris had been laying down on your chest for about an hour or so into the movie. your hands rested on the back of his head, your fingers scratching his scalp gently from time to time and he let out small hums whenever you did. after a few minutes you desperately needed to go use the bathroom. "chris" you whisper, loud enough for only him to hear. "hm?" he hummed while looking up at you. "gotta piss, get up" you state as he slowly got up from your chest.
after you did your necessities, you walked back to the living room and sat down next to chris. only this time he patted his chest, signaling you to lay down on it. of course, you don't mind since you and chris were always so touchy so you did. while watching the last 30 minutes or so of the movie, you heard his heartbeat start pounding against his chest rapidly. mentally, you started to count each one. and you did this till the movie ended.
"thanks for coming over!" nick said to you as the triplets started to walk you downstairs. "of course! i love hanging out with you guys." you reply, looking at each of the small smiles on their faces but except for chris. he looked rather stressed and confused. instead of saying anything about it, you simply just brushed it off. you said goodbye to the three boys then left.
it had been two days since you heard anything from chris. you asked nick and matt about him and they both said that he was okay and didn't know what was wrong with him. you began to get worried, scared if it was something you did or said. so, to clear your head you decided to invite nick to the mall since it was somewhere you guys both enjoyed going together. you got to the familiar entrance of the sturniolo home, quickly seeing an excited smile from nick as soon as you knocked on the door. "hey! you ready?" you ask while pulling him into a small hug.
"yeah! let me just go grab my things real quick." the brunette boy said as he let you inside. you didn't bother taking off your shoes since you two were about to leave. upon walking up the stairs you saw matt's face that was mixed with discomfort and trying not to laugh. "what?" you and nick ask him. "whatever you do, don't go downstairs." he mumbled while grabbing something from the fridge then walking back to his room. you give nick a look, he gives you one back that obviously meant to go see what matt was talking about.
hesitantly, you leave your bag on the couch and then walk downstairs to chris' room while nick grabs his things. upon being about three steps down, your ears immediately fill up with moans. both chris', and someone else's. another girl. your cheeks get red as your feet think before your mind and now you're in front of his door. with no hesitation, you grab the knob and swing open the door. as soon as you did so, chris looked back quickly. your eyes observed what was going on. you saw the mystery girl completely blissed out with her face dug inside a pillow and completely naked. you saw chris' hands wrapped around her hips firmly and how his front pieces of hair stuck to his sweaty forehead. "what the fuck chris?"
you feel your cheeks burning up in frustration as you watch chris struggle to put his pants back on. "dude! get out!" he said while the blonde girl turned around and saw you at the doorway, quickly blushing out of embarrassment. "no, you get out!" you tell the girl in his bed loudly, her getting up as soon as you said anything towards her. you and chris make heavy eye contact as she got changed and got her things.
she closed the door upon leaving and you immediately start bashing chris. "chris what the fuck is wrong with you? you ignore me for two days and I find you fucking another chick?" you argue as he quickly tries to find something to say. "you can't just hook up with me casually then ignore me then hook up with someone else." your sigh is shakey, trying not to start crying in front of him. "I feel bad for her even because you're probably just gonna ignore her and then hook up with some-" you were finally cut off by chris.
"why are you arguing about this like we are more than friends y/n?" he argues back, taking a breath to continue. "you're saying this shit like we are together, we aren't anything but friends." the brunette boy said while crossing his arms. "friends that hook up almost every week?" you laugh sarcastically, you process what he said for another few seconds. "don't act like I don't know about how your heart was racing when i was layin' down on your chest the last time i came over." you note. "is we hooking up something casual for you or are you looking to spend your life with me?" your voice is unstable and shakey, biting back the tears coming up on your waterline.
"fine, i'll admit, y/n." he finally said, his voice evenly shakey as yours. "I realized that i'm in love with you that night. you know im scared of commitment. i ignored you 'nd hooked up with another girl to try to get over you." chris sighed and his eyes softening. "im scared of being in a relationship, you have seen what my fans say even if im standing next to a girlâ" you cut him off by walking towards him and shutting him up with a soft kiss. you can tell he is surprised when he hesitated to place his hands on you. âim in love with you too chris, and i am scared too.â you say softly as you tuck a strand of hair behind his ear.
âbut you know we can work it out together.â you sigh while your eyes look up into his. chrisâ hands planted on your waist, rubbing small circles on them. âyou think so?â he whispered. you nod in reply, pulling him into another kiss. ââm sorry.â he whispered again, desperately kissing you like his life depended on it. you start to tug on the hem of his black tank top and backed up a little bit so he could notice that your trying to take it off. he pulled it over his head himself and quickly went back for a kiss. he turns you so your back is facing the bed and he guided you to it. you lay back on his bed and he quickly reaches to the waist band of your shorts. âcan i take these off?â he asked with his tone laced with need. you nod eagerly, him taking not another second to pull them down. he then went to your shoes, untying both laces and placing them on the floor.
you watched in awe as he touched your body so gently. he cupped your cheek and kissed you softly, his tongue grazing against yours lightly. he backed up with a smile, and looked into your eyes for a few seconds. with one hand, he went down in between your thighs and hooked his fingers on your panties and pushed them to the side, with the other hand pulling down his shorts.
he held onto your hip while he slowly slid himself inside of you, both of you letting a little hiss. his thrusts are slow but firm and his grip on your hip was light. you whimpering softly and let your body relax as his hips moved in and out of you. chris grabbed your leg and hooked it around his torso, being able to plunge deeper inside of you. âfuck, such a good girl fâme.â he panted with a little smile on his face. you whine back in reply, completely blissed in ecstasy and pleasure. his hips rutted a bit faster inside your puffy cunt as it suctioned his cock. âfuck, feels so good.â you sigh while leaning your head back into the pillow. âyeah? mâcock feels good mama?â he groaned quietly, you nod weakly.
you let out a small moan when his tip grazed that sticky patch inside of you. you arch your back off the bed as the knot in your stomach began to tighten. ââm so close-â you gasp gently while the brunette boy started to drill deeper inside of you. âmhm, gonna cum for me baby?â he whispered gently as his thumb went down and rubbed your sensitive bundle of nerves, this just sending you over the edge. âfuck! do-dont stop please pleaseâ you whine as your mouth fell agape. the knot in your stomach slowly started coming undone from his thrusts. ââm cumming!â a small squeak left your lips. âshit, im right behind yaââ he whimpered as his hips remained the same pace. your stomach muscles clenched together as you came on his cock, then you felt him fill you up with his lukewarm cum. he fucked both of you through each otherâs high before he stopped.
âyou okay?â chris hummed while tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. you nod shyly while attempting to sit up. âi should go then, nick is probably waiting for me.â you chuckle a bit, whining quietly as chris pulled out of your pussy. âalright, iâll still see you today then?â he asked as he helped you clean up and change. you hum in reply, standing up and wobbling a little bit. he put his boxers and shorts back on before turning back to you. âdrive safe.â he smiled, pulling you in for a little kiss. âi know, see you later chris.â you smile back. you left his room with him behind you, your shoes in his hands.
upon going up the stairs you saw nick with his headphones on, thankfully. âready to go?â he asked, his tone annoyed since you took so long. you nod with a laugh as you grab your bag and shoes from chris. âiâll put them on in the car.â you say while you both start walking downstairs.
âwhat took you so long by the way?â the brunette boy asked when putting his headphones in his tote bag. âsorry, something happened with chris and i had to helpâ you lie terribly. nick could tell in your eyes that you were lying. âyou fucked him didnât you?â ânick!â
ââš haven's notes part two â ;; IM FINALLY DONE !!!!1
ââš taglist â ;; @deftonesmatt @mattsluttywaist @luverboychris @sturniol0s @mattscoquette @xoxo4chrisss @sweetstars-posts @bambi-slxt
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having visions again. blessed.
benson goes to prison (my fave au) and randy doesn't visit. he thinks about it, A LOT, but he's scared. scared of what benson thinks of him now, if he's mad, sad. keeps remembering the look on benson's face when he told him he'd called the cops.
he goes to college, makes friends, only calls his mom once a week now maybe. she still texts a lot.
he has a girlfriend for a while, no longer a virgin. hooks up with a girl after, just for fun. then a guy. several guys. too many of them look like benson, or act like benson. mullets and kinda mean and rough hands and "good boy".
after graduation he makes his way back home, has to for a while as much as he doesn't really want to. he doesn't want to fall back on old habits.
he does. of course he does.
his mom cooks for him, but he helps now. still looks after his sister too often, but she's older now too, it's not bad. he reconnects with lisa, she never really left town. they hang out, he stays the night sometimes. he works at a store for a while, maybe even a bar. he drives past what used to be burgers burgers burgers on his way to his shift. it's empty now. he goes to see miss beard, still babysits tessa every now and again. he drives past the school on the way.
he sees benson everywhere, in all of these places. listens to the music he played, wears his jacket.
it takes another year or so before he goes to visit. it's a whole deal, and he's sure benson knows he's asked to visit. but he goes, drives all the way there, sits and waits.
he holds his breath the whole time, sees families and friends of inamtes to each side of him, chatting or crying. he's not as nervous now, in general, but he's feeling something.
then they start walking in, and there's benson. his hair is cropped shorter, he's bigger physically, but in the jumpsuit, in this big place, he doesn't look it.
he still looks at randy the same, intense and deep and like he's just waiting, seeing him.
he doesn't know what to say, how to start. a quiet "hey, benson".
they talk, benson asks a lot of questions, how he's doing, if he's working, about college and girlfriends and his mom.
it gets easier, the more times he goes. eventually they're more relaxed, sort of friends, friendly. randy smiles more when he's there, benson even makes him laugh, a ridiculous, loud laugh, and when he stops benson is looking at him with this little smile. like they're ok.
he mentions one day, without thinking, that he's talking to this guy. and benson smirks and says "thought you weren't gay?" and it's funny. but. not really. it makes him a little embarrassed and he's not really sure what to say.
he does a lot of thinking when he leaves that day, goes home and lies in bed and maybe talks to the guy he's been talking to. about this sort-of thing he has with a friend. doesn't say too much.
he. maybe has a little thing. for benson. i mean, who actively looks for guys with mullets and pornstaches? him. not actively, maybe, but he notices now how often it's happened.
thinks about how he likes, even with girls now, to get shoved around a little. it's never more than a tug on his hair or a hand around his wrist, but that's mainly because he's always been too scared to ask for more.
he doesn't see benson for a couple of months. tries to... something. doesn't know whether he's supposed to get over it or accept it.
he hooks up with the guy he'd been talking to, for the first time asks someone to be a little rougher with him. they talk after. he's a nice guy actually. great. he's... not what he's looking for. but he thinks they weirdly make good friends.
he accepts it, in the end. can't deny it.
he goes to see benson and it's... it's weird all over again. but he can't help it, looks at benson, looks across his shoulders when he walks in, down his legs as he gets closer, at his arms when he sits.
benson comments on his absence, "you get bored of me, randy?" and he... he shakes his head. "no," quiet.
nothing can happen, benson is never getting out and the whole reason he's in here is because he wanted randy to LIVE. so he does, he lives.
but he goes to visit, when he can. smiles at benson smiling at him.
#the passenger#the passenger 2023#is this something?????????#idk what happened i was on my way home from the food shop and just had all these thoughts#i actually had more thoughts of randy sort of flirting with benson across the table but even i can't see him doing that#fun idea tho#n
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do you have any fic recs for dp/dc? ive been interested in reading good ones but its kinda hard to shuffle thru them all.
oh fuck yeah you know i do. i'm just gonna make a list of good ones until i get bored or tired lets see how long this gets lmao
also personal preference wise i'm not big on the danny-gets-adopted fics so u gotta ask someone else if u want recs of those ones lmao
â= my absolute favorites all fics are gen unless a ship is listed make sure u check fic tags for CWs b4 reading đ
=ONESHOTS=
âIt all Started at a Convention tim meets danny at a tech convention and they have a surprisingly nice afternoon together. and then tim comes to a realization about some things danny said...
A Monsterous Kind of Love [tim/danny] tim's a vampire. danny's a full ghost. tim gets to kill a few hunters in a frenzied rage to keep danny safe. as a treat <3
You've Got My Heart (I've Got Your Soul) [tim/tucker] congrats tim! you met your soulmate! why's he trying to kill you. hm. maybe you fucked up, buddy
Of loss, longing and long duration. [danny/bruce] of danny falling in love with bruce, breaking up with bruce, and proceeding to still be adored by all bruce's kids, past and present.
You Are a Monster (But So Am I) [danny/duke] duke's not a monster fucker- he's not! he swears! it's just this one, specific, really pretty eldritch snow monster-
If I had a nickel for every billionaire that tried to kidnap me, Iâd have two nickels- which isnât a lot but itâs weird that it happened twice bruce is very tired. it's not his fault he accidentally kidnapped some teenager. aka danny's very bad wierd and stressful afternoon.
=ONGOING=
If You Give a Bat a Burger danny's just trying to lay low while keeping gotham's spirit infestation under control- of course nothing ever is simple for him. meanwhile, the bats all have their hands full with what seem to be unconnected cases, but nothing's ever simple for them either.
Rooftop Express [danny/jason] danny is bored and starts his own version of doordash in gotham. red hood keeps putting in orders so he can see the cute delivery boy <3 what do you mean he's a halfa
âBus to Nowhere danny's adventures being a homeless teen in gotham on the run from his parents and the GIW. he's called dumpster tommy now, and he can't seem to stop befriending criminal and attracting vigilantes desperate to help him
An Interesting Family Tree [danny/tim] danny left the league of assassins years ago, but he can't seem to keep his nose out of it when he finds out red robin's being targeted by them. (canon divergence of tim's search for bruce in the red robin comics, where danny joins him. don't need to read the comic to read the fic)
âGrave Promises after an identity reveal gone wrong, danny has no one to turn to. no one, except, maybe, the hero who got stuck in the ghost zone years ago, who became danny's friend, danny's mentor, before they finally got him returned to his timeline. nightwing.
Our Empty Graves [jason/danny] danny, mute, injured, and on the run, is saved from a tight spot by red hood. he quickly becomes jason's problem, and jason makes the mistake of becoming endeared to this snarky shit.
Night Circus [dick/danny] dick hits it off with danny, a circus performer who just came to gotham. dick's thrilled- aside from the fact that circus gothica seems to be connected to the string of robberies that's suddenly hit gotham, and the bizarre thief dressed like the grim reaper...
Secretary Danny danny accidentally gets himself hired as the personal secretary of tim drake, wayne industries CEO. he's surprisingly ok with this, actually. and he's scarily good at it.
ok it's late i need to go eepies now have funnnn <3
#fic rec#answers#dcdp#anonymous#i have too much time to trawl thru fics lmao#<- guy who regularly just. goes thru every single page of fics when they get into a new fandom
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Half-Lives: Chapter 2
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âYouâre kidding, right?â
âNope!â Best burgers in Gotham!â
Danny suspected his new friend was enjoying the look on his face a little too much. And to be fair, Jason would know better than Danny would. He did live here. He shouldnât be this skeptical, given his favorite place to eat back home. Tourists in Amity had been a bit put off by a place literally called âThe Nasty Burgerâ but it had been the best spot in town. So this shouldnât be so weird. ButâŚ
âDo they all wear costumes?â âYup!â Because yeah. The cashier was wearing tights. And a cape. And a rumpled looking domino mask held on with a string. âWhich robin is that even supposed to be?â Because Danny wasnât super familiar with the difference between the local vigilanteâs costumes, but this didn't really look like any of the pictures heâd seen.
Jason looked slightly less gleeful at that. âHonestly⌠not sure.â he was squinting in the window at the register now. âKinda looks like the first robin, but I think those are supposed to be Red Robinâs bandoliers.â âWhy on earth does this city have a Batman themed fast food restaurant?â
âWhy on earth not?â Jason shrugged. âCome on, Iâm starving.â Danny followed him inside, and then quietly reaffirmed his decision not to look into fast food jobs  when the cashier grimaced, visibly braced himself, and asked if he could take their bat-order in the most horrifyingly cheerful voice heâd ever heard. He frequently talked to dead people who sounded more alive. Iâm already dead. Donât think I could handle being soulless too.
âHi Benny!â Jason walked up to the counter like he came here daily. Which he might, for all Danny knew. They were only a few blocks from the roof heâd met him on, and he probably lived there. âRough night?â
âHi Jason.â The cashier, Benny apparently, looked slightly less strained when he walked over. âNot really. Itâs been slower than usual.â âYeah, it has, hasnât it?â Jason looked almost put out at that. âThe usual?â Benny was already moving to type something in on the register. âYeah please. What do you want, Danny?â âErmâŚâ Danny scanned the menu briefly, and ordered the first thing that looked good. Then paused as his stomach complained again, and ordered a second burger and extra fries as well. And maybe also a hand pie.
He started to pull out his wallet, but promptly got distracted by the sight of the fry-cook in the back wearing a Batman costume. Which looked stupid. And so miserably hot. Why? What was even the point? By the time he looked back at the register, Jason had paid for both of their orders while he wasnât looking. âHey hey woah, dude, I can pay for mine, you donât have to get that!â âNah, I got it.â Which was just, so not ok! Danny had ordered a ton of food, and Jason lived in Crime Alley! He probably wasnât all that well off, and he definitely shouldnât be paying for a ravenous half ghost stranger's food! âHey relax man, I mean it. Itâs no big deal.â âNo big-? Do you normally feed trespassers you catch on your roof in the middle of the night?â Jason paused for a moment. Then, seeming to make some sort of decision, grinned roguishly at Danny while he grabbed a cup. âNah, only the cute ones.â And walked away towards the drink fountain while Danny blue-screened. Oh. Oh no. Hot guy flirting. Danny was so screwed.
They filled up their cups at the fountain, (Danny was screaming internally just a little bit) and then Jason went to claim a corner booth to wait for their order. Danny realized that he had been completely distracted from the whole paying the bill thing. He should probably just go with it.
As they sat down, Danny took a moment to really look Jason over in the light of the restaurant. He was, just maybe, not quite as scary as heâd seemed on a dimly lit rooftop. He was still really big though. And looked like he might be able to bench press Danny a guy without straining. He had short black hair with a tuft of white hair in the front that almost looked too bright to be dyed, and really striking blue-green eyes. His clothes were plain, but sturdy looking and well made. His shirt was really tight. He looked great in combat boots.
He also felt like he might, maybe, be ecto-contaminated. It was hard to tell. Whatever it was, it was low enough that Danny hadnât noticed anything until theyâd shaken hands on the roof. Even then, it was hard to get a read on, and nowhere near enough to set off his ghost sense. If heâd met Jason in Amity, he didnât think heâd have noticed at all. It was odd to find someone like that here though. There was plenty of ambient ectoplasm in the air in Gotham, but he hadnât noticed any effect on the people who lived with it. Where would the guy even have come into contact with a high enough concentration of the stuff for it to leave a mark? He got broken out of his thoughts when Jason started the conversation up again.
âYou must be really new in town if you haven't been to Batburger yet. Whenâd you move in?â âAh, just over the weekend. Only got into my apartment Saturday.â âMm, ok, yeah. You haven't had yourâ first rogue attack yet then, huh? Nothingâs happened in weeks.â
âUh, no. I haven't.â Danny would like to keep it that way, thanks. Heâd had more than enough of constant attacks by malevolent entities in High School. He wanted to be able to sleep once in a while. âYou been mugged yet?â Danny almost choked on a sip of his drink. âWho just asks that? Casually?â âA Gothamite.â Jason grinned at him from across the table. âGetting robbed or held at gunpoint or taken hostage by whoever broke out of Arkham this week is a right of passage.â Great. He should feel right at home then. âIn all seriousness though, have you run into trouble yet? This cityâs no joke, even when you know your way around.â Danny glanced down at the table. âI'm fine. I can handle it.â Jason raised an eyebrow at that. âLook, I know, ok? Iâm not taking this lightly or being careless. I know I donât look like it, but I can take care of myself.â He could. Not that he was about to explain the ghost powers to anybody. Gotham was a rough place, but Danny was a tough person. Heâd had to be. It wasnât like he had anywhere else to go anyway. Their order came up, and Danny waved Jason down while he got up to go grab it. He should take the opportunity to change the subject. The fewer questions got asked about where he was from, the better.
The food did actually smell really good. Carrying it back to the table reminded him how hungry he was. He hurriedly sat down, pulled his burger out of its greasy paper wrapping, and tore into it like⌠well like he hadnât eaten in almost three days. It was good. Different from anything at the Nasty Burger, but it tasted great! Jason had also started eating, and the table was silent for a few minutes while they worked their way through the first burgers in the stack. _________________________________________ Danny ate like he hadn't seen food in a week. Watching him attack a hamburger like a rabid coyote would have been funny if it hadnât been mildly concerning. Jason took a moment to think while they both ate, and tried to puzzle out why he felt so⌠off kilter. He kinda liked Danny. And that was part of the weird stuff. Heâd barely even met him. Knew nothing about him. Jason was a crime lord and a vigilante, it paid to be suspicious of strangers. He shouldnât be this open to liking the guy this soon. But, Danny felt⌠safe. Soothing almost. The nerves heâd been feeling all day had calmed down a bit.
He had also turned an adorable shade of red when Jason tried flirting. Heâd wondered if heâd overstepped for a second, but it hadn't seen like he minded, just like heâd been caught off guard. (He had also definitely been checking Jason out on the way to the table.) Jason had still backed off a bit though. He didnât want to make him uncomfortable if the attention wasnât wanted.
His hand still felt cold where he had touched Dannyâs skin. Itâs still like 80 outside, how the fuck are his hands that cold? Â Could he be a meta? Did he have ice powers or something? Jason had no idea, but something about the contact had felt hauntingly familiar. That didnât mean he wasnât worried about him. He danced around questions about where he was from in a way Jason had seen from way too many street kids. The possible lack of access to food and the worn-down clothes were also not good signs. Jason couldnât see any obvious bruises or scrapes, but he thought he might have seen the edge of some scarring peeking out from under his shirt. Danny apparently did have an apartment, but the lack of AC probably meant it probably wasnât the best place. He hadnât mentioned anyone else living with him either, and Jason couldnât tell if that was good or bad.
Danny finally slowed down half way through his second burger, and Jason took the chance to ask another question. âYou know anybody in Gotham?â Danny paused, chewing for a moment before swallowing. âNo, not really.â
âNo relatives or friends? University?â âUh, no. My familyâs still back west. And Iâm not here for school.â âWork then?â
Danny chuckled a bit. âIâm actually looking for a job. Haven't been here long enough to get established yet.â Currently unemployed, but not homeless at least. Â âHowâre you affording the apartment while you look? You got a roommate?â
âOh, no. I had some savings. Itâs enough to pay rent for a few months, I just need to find work ASAP.â
All right, so he did have somewhat of a safety net for the moment. That was good. âWhat kind of jobs are you looking at?â âUh, well. I donât qualify for a whole lot. I was actually going to start with looking into delivery jobs. Just about all the restaurants in my neighborhood do takeout, somebodyâs gotta be hiring.â He took another bite. Chewed. âIf that doesnât work, Iâll look for whatever. I haven't actually had a lot of time to think about it yet. You know anything in the area I could look into?â Ah. That, Jason might be able to help with. This was his turf. He knew it inside and out. âHmmâ He took a second to work on his fries while he thought about it. âYeah I might.â There were a few places nearby that might legitimately be hiring. But there were also a few businesses in the Alley that would hire someone if Red Hood asked. He had used them before to get alley kids and folks down on their luck a job. The small business owners in the area couldnât always afford to pay the help they needed, so in a few cases Jason had paid the wages himself. The business got new staff, a kid got off the streets, and Jason got to do something useful with Bruceâs money. âI think thereâs a few places I know that might have positions open. Iâd have to check though.â He took a sip of his drink to wash down the last of his fries, and rummaged around in his pocket for his phone. âWhatâs your number? Iâll send you some info on places you can check out.â Danny raised an eyebrow. âMy number? For job recommendations?â The corner of his mouth tugged up a bit. âNo other reason?â âHa! Well,â Jason smiled back. âThere might be another reason.â Danny grinned back, and pulled out his own phone. âSure, I can do that.â
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It was still hot outside. Danny somehow managed to forget that until he stepped out the door of the restaurant. The un-conditioned air hit his face like heâd been slapped with a warm, damp towel. Why did it have to be so humid? Jason didnât look particularly thrilled to be back outside either. At least they were both suffering.
Danny felt awkward again. âHey, thanks for the food man. You really didnât have to.â
âAgain, no problem.â Jason pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and started to light one. âIt was nice chatting with somebody.â  He looked over at Danny for a moment. âYou gonna be able to get home all right?â âOh, yeah I should be fine. Itâll take me a bit but I know where Iâm going.â He did. Heâd looked up where the Batburger was so he could find his way back to the apartment. Jason puffed on his cigarette a bit. He looked concerned again. âHow far away are you?â âAh, a few miles?â âA few miles?â Alarmed now. âI thought you were out for a walk on the roofs!?â âI was?â âYou traveled a few miles on the roofs!? What are you, a bat ?!â âUh..â âDude. You want a ride home? Iâve got a bike.â âUm, Iâll be fine. It really didn't take all that long to get here.â Jason dragged in a breath around his smoke and grumbled something too low and garbled for Danny to make out. It kinda sounded like he mentioned the bats again though. Let the breath back out. âYou sure? Iâve got an extra helmet.â He started walking back down the street towards what Danny assumed was his apartment. âNah, itâs fine. Really. I can get around. Itâs kinda fun actually.â âYou sound like my brother.â Jason sighed. âFine.â He stuffed his phone and the box of cigarettes back in his pocket. âIâll see if anyone I know is hiring and send you the details.â âThat would be great man, thanks.â Danny smiled. âNo pressure, Iâm sure I can find something.â Danny looked up at the building as they approached it. âCould I use the stairs to get back on your roof again? _________________________________________ âSure, why not.â Jason glanced over at him as they started climbing. He still wasnât sure he shouldnât just be insisting Danny let him drive him home. He kept saying he could take care of himself, but Jason wasnât so confident. He opened the roof access door for the second time that night, and leaned up against the wall of the stairwell while Danny moved over towards the closest neighboring building. ⌠âHey, be careful. Youâre not as likely to get mugged up here, but you can still run into people you donât want to mess with.â âOh, whaaat? But the last scary guy I talked to on a roof bought me dinner!â âYou planning on making a habit of talking to scary guys on roofs?â âNah,â Dannyâs smile gained a smug teasing edge, and for a moment his teeth looked way to sharp. âOnly the cute ones!â
Jason choked on a lungful of smoke. It only distracted him for a second, but when he looked back up, Danny was gone. Fuck. Really, really have to keep him away from Batman.
_________________________________________ Danny made it back to his apartment quickly and without incident. He probably shouldn't have disappeared like that, but he was still stifling low giggles over the face Jason had made when he'd turned around. It had been worth it. He phased in through his window, landed on his slightly creaky floor. And then stopped. He cursed, and smacked his palm into his face. Â He'd forgotten to get a fan. Â
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Tourniquet - Chapter Three
A Supernatural Dean x Reader Series Told Backwards
~Y/N has been by Deanâs side through his worst days, always there if he needs her, forever just a call away. Love is impossible to fight and more impossible to live with. Just a side character in his epic life, Y/N would give anything just to give Dean a momentâs peace.~
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âIt was kind of nice, in a horrible, slowly dying kinda way.âÂ
Dean bent his left arm and chucked it behind his head. The pillow adapted to the new position and sank perfectly around his hand. He was staring off again, eyes dancing around the cracked motel room ceiling, but Y/N knew he wasnât counting faults in the plaster. He was watching memories replay in his head, trying to clarify all the hazy details so he could relay them to her.Â
He took his time and she let him. She lay on the other pillow; her nakedness covered by the thin, scratchy white sheet. Theyâd been lying in bed for hours, days maybe; she couldnât see the clock or care to look. An occasional knock at the door brought them food, and judging by the amount of empty beer bottles and burger wrappers, they were almost through the weekend. Y/N didnât worry about the time because she didnât want it to end. Once she looked at the clock, sheâd know the time and exactly how much they had left.Â
âNice? It sounds terrifying.âÂ
Dean turned his eyes from the ceiling to her and Y/N felt that familiar heat rush through her. No matter what filthy act theyâd just performed, nothing made her heart more full, her body more ready than the way he looked at her. Thick lashes over perfect green; crinkles around the eyes and freckles that appeared darker the closer you were.Â
He shrugged a bit. âI mean, it was. Sort of. Itâs hard to explain because I donât really remember. But it was nice at first to forget some⌠aspects of our life.â
Y/N sighed and rolled to him, propping herself up on an elbow. âI can see that. Must have been nice not to know there are things out there waiting to kill you, or that if you went on vacation, the world might end.âÂ
She was serious, but he laughed gently.Â
âYeah. That.âÂ
âWell, as much as it sucks⌠Iâm glad you remembered. And, ya know, didnât die.âÂ
Dean licked his forever chapped lips and rolled toward her, mirroring her pose. He looked her over, drew a finger across her collarbone and down her right shoulder. He traced invisible letters on her skin and she shivered at his touch.Â
âCold?âÂ
She bit her lip and shook her head. âNope.âÂ
âGood.âÂ
Leaving her arm, Dean gripped the sheet and whipped it away. It hung in the air for a moment like a parachute and then danced to the carpet.Â
âGood?â she laughed, gasping when the air conditioner hit her bare flesh.Â
Dean hummed affirmatively and placed his hand on her hip as he leaned in.Â
His kiss was hot as ever, as if his lips were warmed just for her. His tongue was thick and wet, always hungry, always hunting inside of her.Â
He pushed, she rolled. He scraped, she clawed. He moaned, she lost her mind.Â
There was something so perfect when they were together that Y/N almost couldnât stand it. It was as if she was getting everything her soul ever wanted, needed, but she knew it wouldnât last. It never would. It never could. Heâd get his fill, ease his hurt a little bit and then be gone. Monday morning she would check out alone, drive back to the east coast and see what horrors awaited her there.Â
âI donât want you to leave,â she said suddenly.Â
Her voice broke through the panting heat and Dean froze, hovering above her. His big arms flexed; his concentration broke. He blinked down at her and his jaw dropped.Â
âY/N/N, I-âÂ
She closed her eyes, embarrassment and hurt stabbing behind her eyes. âItâs OK,â she choked out. âI know. Iâm sorry.âÂ
âYou donât know,â he sighed. He dropped his chin to his chest and pulled in a slow breath.Â
Y/Nâs stomach churned. She touched her hand to his cheek and he looked up again.Â
She swallowed down a shaky sob. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to-âÂ
He turned his head, pressed his lips to her palm. âYou know I canât stay. You know I⌠The fucking world could end. Again! Please donât ask me to stay with you. You canât do that.âÂ
Rejection burned in her gut and Y/N pushed at his chest, moving him away. He pulled out and rolled onto his side of the mattress.Â
âY/N/N, come on-âÂ
She was up and gone before he could settle against the pillow, rifling through a pile of clothes at the foot of the bed.Â
âY/N, donâtâŚâÂ
She tossed the sheet back onto the bed and it floated down into a messy heap at his feet.Â
âYou canât just-âÂ
She pulled her jeans on and stood, staring at him. âI canât what?âÂ
Deanâs shoulders curled inward, and he held open his hands, unsure of what to say.Â
âYou canât go.âÂ
She laughed bitterly and clasped her bra. âBut you can, right?âÂ
A big hand scraped down a darkly stubbled cheek. âThatâs not what I mean and you know it.âÂ
She rolled her eyes and grabbed a mess of gray plaid from the floor. âOh, I know exactly what you mean.âÂ
The door slammed. The chain clinked. Sunlight came and went.Â
She didnât go anywhere. There was nowhere to go.Â
The pool was closed, but she hopped the fence and took up residence on one of the loungers. The April evening was chilly and she regretted leaving her jacket. She also regretted accidentally picking up Deanâs flannel when she stormed out because his smell was everywhere. She wrapped her arms around herself and sat there, legs and patience stretched out.Â
She had no right to ask him to stay, but she couldnât keep doing this.Â
Over the last two years, theyâd been upping their time together exponentially. A set phone call once a week, a plan to meet somewhere, always a text. Every morning, a text. Beyond the blood and broken bones and unrequited love, it had been nearly perfect. They made sure their maps crossed more than not, and always answered the phone.Â
Maybe sheâd taken it the wrong way, read too much into things.
She couldnât help it. She was made for him, she knew she was. Sure, there was never a prophecy about her; her name wasnât chiseled onto an ancient tablet lost somewhere to time. No angel had ever come down from Heaven to tell her she was important, needed, but she knew. She knew in the way he always reached for her, always leaned into her touch, kissed her with such desperation and need.Â
âI didnât mean to piss you off.âÂ
She didnât flinch when he appeared in the corner of her vision, didnât even look up. She kept her gaze on the sunset reflecting off of the overly chlorinated water.
âCome on, Y/N/N. Iâm sorry.âÂ
Y/N sighed and cleared her throat. âItâs fine.â
Dean shook his head and sat down beside her. He set his arms on his knees, leaning close. âItâs not fine. I donât know why I get soâŚâ
âAngry?â
He nodded. âYeah.â
âI didnât ask you to fucking quit your life and run away with me, Dean. I asked you-â
âTo stay,â he finished for her, a little harsher than she would have. âYou asked me to stay with you.â
âFor the week,â she defended.Â
His eyes narrowed. âThatâs not what you asked and you know it.âÂ
Her arms unfolded, her tongue clicked. She turned to face him, eyes blazing with pain and years of pent up questions.Â
âSo?âÂ
Dean startled. âSo?âÂ
âYeah. So what?â She set her feet down between his and claimed her ground. âYou think itâs against the rules or something for me to ask that? News flash, Dean. There are no rules between us. Never have been.âÂ
He stumbled. âItâs not about rules.âÂ
âThen whatâs it about? Because for some reason the thought of being with me is so offensive to you that you felt the need to yell at me while you were still inside of me.âÂ
The sky darkened with his face. Tiny dimples popped above his pursed lips, his eyes dropped.Â
âIâm not⌠offended by you. I just canât do what youâre asking. Itâs impossible.âÂ
âWow.â She leaned back, not wanting to be so close to the man that was once again breaking her heart. âBeing with me is impossible. Cool. So cool, Dean. Thanks for clearing that up.âÂ
Frustrated, he rubbed at the back of his neck and exhaled heavily through his nose. âYou know that itâs impossible. You know that I canât just quit and run off into the sunset with you. There are things I need to do. Things that only I can do.â
She scoffed. âHere we go againâŚâ
âYou think I like this?âÂ
âDoesnât sound like you hate it.âÂ
He sat back and laughed under his breath, shocked and annoyed. âI hate every fucking second of this. I have never been able to live the life that I want. Since I was four years old, Iâve been pushed and pulled by shit that I canât even understand half the time. Iâve been beaten and scarred. Hell, Iâve died more times that I can fucking count. You think I like this life? You think I enjoy spending every single minute with my brother just to keep him alive? You think I enjoy waking up every fucking morning wondering whatâs gonna try to kill us that day? Or if I take the wrong turn off the highway, the fucking world will end? Iâve got Luciferâs unborn kid in the wind. Asshole English dudes running around in my business. My mother is alive again. I was locked up for three months. Should I go on?âÂ
Y/N bit her tongue and shook her head. âNo.âÂ
âNo,â he echoed. âOf course not. No one wants to listen to my shit.âÂ
Anger rose higher and she clenched her jaw, keeping a scream inside. âFuck you for saying that. I have listened to every goddamn word for the last thirty years, Dean. I have been there every step of the way, part of your life as much as you wanted me to be. Donât you dare tell me I donât know what youâve been through because I have been the one to continually patch you up.âÂ
He buckled. âI know.âÂ
âSo why donât I ever get some of that Dean Winchester magic? When do I get some consideration? When do we get to have the life we deserve? When do we get to push it all away and leave the danger and pain behind and just be happy? Every turn of the fucking Earth depends on you butâŚWhen is it our turn!â
She was shaking and he grabbed her hands, pulled them across the empty space. She tumbled into his arms and they held each other as the sun disappeared behind the mountain.Â
âI wish I knew what to do,â she whispered. âI wish I knew how to make everything better.âÂ
He kissed her forehead. âMe too.â
The wind began to blow and their bodies chilled under the moon. It was time to go, but neither wanted to move. There were so many things they never said, so many words left to hang in the air, unplucked, unspoken.Â
âIâm freezing,â she said finally. She stood and took his hand, tugging him to his feet. âLetâs go in.âÂ
He sighed. âYeah. OK.âÂ
âAnd maybe you can tell me all about how you killed Hitler.âÂ
His face brightened. âOh my god, did I not tell you about that? Fuck. I killed Hitler!âÂ
His laugh was beautiful and Y/N smiled. He would be OK.Â
So would she.Â
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Written for @jacklesversebingo "a story told backwards"
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Anyone But Him-Jack Hughes
A/N: This version of the story has been discontinued. I have a new version that I am working on that is slowly being published
Summary: Brooke Howe and Luke Hughes had known each other since 6th grade when his family first moved to Michigan the two were sat next to each other in homeroom and became best friends. Fast forward six years and nothing has changed Brooke and Luke are still best friends and nothing can get in the way of that except maybe starting a relationship with his brother.
It all started the summer before you and Luke went to college. Luke had invited you to his families lake house the same lake house you had been going to every summer since the two of you meet. Only this time you werenât the only girl one of the Hughes brothers brought.
Jack had been dating Sienna for only two months. Luke told you about her and also said he wasnât a big fan of her. He had met her twice before and apparently he had objected to Jack bringing her but he wasnât interested.
You and Luke headed up with his parents the morning of July 1st and later on Sienna, Jack, Quinn and one of his friends joined. The majority of the day was spent relaxing and reacquainting with everyone.
The next day you had spent the day out on the lake like usual you watched as Jack and Luke argued over who gets to drive the boat. Jack ending the argument with a simple Iâm older so I get to do it before taking the wheel from Quinn and proceeding to play captain the rest of the day.
You giggled as Luke pouted.
âItâs not funny he always does this he never lets me drive!â Luke complains
âIâm sorry dude maybe next summerâ You say
âFat Chance!â Jack shouted
Luke groans annoyed and you laughed again.
After spending around four hours out on the lake wakesurfing and swimming the crew finally decided to head home and you went upstairs to shower then change into some comfier clothes before returning back downstairs.
The Hughes father Jim was cooking burgers with the âhelpâ of his sons when you spotted Sienna on the couch
âHi!â You say taking a seat
âHi?â Sienna responds in a dull tone while scrolling through instagram.
âIâm Brooke Iâm Lukeâs best friend itâs so nice to meet you and itâs great to have another girl hereâ You say with a laugh
âSo what are you Lukeâs girlfriend?â She asks
You let out a slight laugh sheâs not the first one to assume that.
âNo weâre just good friendsâ you say
âOk sureâ Sienna says
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
After dinner the whole crew stayed outside to roast marshmallows and sit by the fire.
You took a seat next to Sienna and watched as Jack and Luke argue over something stupid
âSo where did you meet Jack?â You ask Sienna
âAt a barâ she says vaguely
âThat sounds niceâ You say
âWhere are you from?â You ask
Sienna rolls her eyes
âGeez sorry Iâm just trying to be friendlyâ You say
âYou know Iâm still trying to figure out the reason Luke keeps you around I mean youâre not pretty enough and you act like a childâ Sienna says
All of the sudden you feel your eyes start to water. You use your sleeve to wipe the tears and stand up.
âCookie you ok?â Quinn asks using a childhood nickname everyone in the Hughes household adopted for you
âYa Iâm ok Iâm kinda tired Iâm gonna turn in. Goodnight guysâ You say and walk inside
âBrooke wait upâ
You turn around half way up the stairs and see Luke
âLuke Iâm ok Iâm just tiredâ you reassure him
âNo your not I saw you you were talking with Sienna and then you got sad what did she say?â Luke asks
âLuke itâs not important Iâm just being sensitiveâ You say
âBrooke come on tell me!â Luke says you sigh
You look up at Luke and can see a mixture of anger and concern in his eyes
You take a deep breath before explaining what happened.
Luke gets mad and grabs your hand marching back to the dock.
âHey whatâs up?â Jack says once he notices you and Luke had returned
âWhatâs up is your girlfriendâs a bitchâ Luke says
Everyoneâs eyes goes wide and Sienna shots a glare towards me.
âExcuse meâ Jack says stepping closer to Luke
The tension in the air keeps building until Quinn steps in.
âAlright alright guys calm downâ Quinn says putting himself in between Jack and Luke
âLuke why donât you tell us what happenedâ Quinn says
âNo it doesnât matter she needs to leaveâ Luke says pointing to Sienna
âNowâ Luke adds
Sienna stands up
âSheâs not going anywhereâ Jack says
âYes she is go pack your shit and get outâ Luke says to Sienna
âLuke just stopâ you say trying to grab his arm
âNo tell her to pack her shit and get outâ Luke says one last time before turning around and walking inside with you.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
You and Luke spend the next three hours laying on his bed under a million blankets watching old Disney movies until he falls asleep.
You slowly get up and tiptoe into the hallway.
âHeyâ you hear
Startled you jump a little before turning around and seeing Jack
âOh Jesus Jack you scared meâ you say
âSorry how you doing?â He asks
âIâm ok and Jack Iâm so sorry about earlierâ you say
âI talked to Sienna she told me the truth about what she saidâ Jack says
âOhâŚâ you say sadly
âWe broke up and she leftâ Jack adds
âOh Iâm sorry Jackâ You say
âDo you wanna talk?â You offer
âSureâ He says you smile at him and the two of you walk downstairs.
You take a seat on the large couch
âIâm gonna get a drink do you want one?â Jack offers
âWhat like alcohol?â You question Jack letâs out a laugh
âYa cookie Iâm offering you alcohol how about I just look for a juice boxâ Jack jokes
He returns with two water bottles
âThanksâ you say unscrewing the bottle cap and taking a sip
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
Jack brings up a story about how you and Luke use to run round the house pretending to be cops and would arrest everyone.
The two of you continue talking about different memories and you enjoy the constant smile on Jacks face.
Around midnight the two of you make your way outside to look up at the stars
âAre you ok about Sienna?â You ask
âYa Iâm ok it sucks but I mean itâs whateverâ Jack says
âJack Iâm sorryâ You say looking at him
âYou know sometimes itâs just hard most girls just look at me like Iâm a fuck and I donât know Sienna was just the first real girlfriend Iâve had in a long timeâ Jack explains
âJack youâre a great person any girl would be lucky to date you trust me any girl would be over the moon to find such a great guy like you theyâre pretty rareâ You say resting your hand on his arm
âAnd what about you?â Jack says looking in your eyes
âWhat about me?â You ask
âWould you be over the moon to date me?â Jack asks
You let out a small chuckle
âIâm seriousâ Jack says
âI donât think Lukey would be ok with thatâ you say
âI donât really care what Luke thinksâ Jack says taking a step closer to you before you know whatâs happening Jacks lips connect with yours and all of the sudden your standing in the familiar spot in an unfamiliar situation kissing your best friends older brother.
A/N hope you enjoy! Feel free to send in requests or suggestions!
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