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I took a break from catching up all the plots wheeeeeeezeeee
#oh wow my hand almost doesn’t hurt if drawing on iPad#tf mecha universe#cockroachdoodles#macadam#AAAAAAAHHHHH UM OKAY AHHAHAH I LOVE THRM ALL OKAY I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO LL AND RODDY PFFFHT#Jazzprowl#fullmetal bartenders#dratchet#texaid#little Swindle and Onslaught…
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ok poll time i need answers
#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi show#guys if i add campaign tags will you be mad at me#promise you wont okay#hold my hand#promise you wont be mad#ok im doing it#jrwi riptide#jrwi pd#jrwi bitb#<- Hate that one. <- currently hyperfixated#jrwi apotheosis#bitch i cant spell apotheosis#jrwi fated#Does anyone even check the fated tag anymore....#sigh. feeling like shit just want bra'ad back#um#what am i missing#is there any point putting it in the judgement tag for the 3 total judgement fans#jrwi judgement#WONDERLUST OH SHIT#jrwi wonderlust#thats all of them i think.#not putting it in oneshot tags thats doing too much#polls#br'aad not bra'ad. dont fucking look at me
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something i like to think about sometimes is that. man. you could really create some kind of perfect storm with the combo of tim's post-infinite crisis fear of losing kon again + kon's intense, but generally passive, suicidality. guy who was so convinced he had to die a hero that when it happened he didn't even seem bothered by it (because he can't be traumatized by his own death if it was what he was literally made for, right?) x guy who has developed a whole new type of mental illness out of the survivor's guilt 100x combo. put them both through the wringer at the same time with one easy trick (make tim think kon will try to sacrifice himself for something) (and kon very well might!)
#rimi talks#i started to write a minor tag essay but it was so incoherent. thank you migraine i have no thoughts.#but like something something ptsd that rubs up against each other wrong. and having to learn to live and grow around it#kon having the realization that his life is worth more than what he could die for - that he doesn't have to be so sacrificial#vs tim struggling with the terror of being left behind again. of having to grieve again. of how it ate him up inside and made him--#--stop caring if he himself lived or died because so many of his loved ones already were dead#it's just tasty. it's fun.#...........#.......... wait a minute.#...........................................................................................................................................#did i already write this fic.#i think i already wrote this fic. where kon tries to kill himself again for heroism.#oh my god i already wrote this fic. okay. im. um#okay post canceled im going to bed. bye#timkon#tim#kon
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How did I not notice this??? Keefe?? I thought you needed hugs????? ...though, HEAR ME OUT, I feel like it's less of an "i don't like hugs" thing and more of a "this is very uncomfortable right now" thing
Am I the only one who noticed that Keefe doesn't like hugs? every time he groans while making a joke so that we let him go and he does not like to be tight for too long
#im thinking he probably grew up without many hugs#so whenever he IS hugged he's all#OH okay um#do i- do i hug back#where do i put my arms#why is this- taking so long#is this- am i doing it right??#hooooooboy okay#i need to make a joke to cull at this tension haaaHAHaaahaa okay now i feel better#BUT! if you were to strap him down!#and force a hug upon him!#and also you were sophie!#i feel like he'd take it. literally just CLING to her and refuse to let go#i think the secret is that the soppy boy needs to be force-fed affection#otherwise he's too nervous/embarrassed to take it#why are my tags always five hundred pages long#kotlc#kotlc keefe#kotlc sophie#keeper of the lost cities
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Of all the things I did NOT expect the Caitlyn and Maddie fucking theories to be proved IMMEDIATELY true the SECOND after the intro song finished UM????
#oh wow. um. okay.#wow???#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2 act 2#arcane season 2 act 2 spoilers#paint the town blue#paint the town blue spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#maddie nolen#my post
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☆ de fontaine
{☆} characters furina {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings angst, suicidal thoughts, hurt / no comfort {☆} word count 1.4k
This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair!
She thought, for one moment, she could put the mask down and breathe – for one moment of daydreaming, she thought she could just be Furina. She thought she would finally get to live the live she should've had in the first place, the life she threw away to play God to an audience who saw her as nothing but a circus animal, dancing to their whims. Furina just wanted to be selfish for one brief and fleeting moment..and it was gone before she could even grasp it in her hand. A comet soaring past far out of her reach.
She can barely keep her hands from violently shaking as she looks down at them – broken and bloody and more a corpse then a person – and she feels so numb she can't even feel the rain pelting against her back. None of this is fair, she wants to scream, why is it always me? But her voice is silent beneath the torrent of rain. She wonders if the ocean would take her if she sank into it's depths – just for a moment, she wonders how it would feel to finally be able to sleep at ease.
Furina is tired.
But Furina is nothing if not useful, isn't she?
So she forces her feet to move, dragging against the stone beneath her heels, and drags their bloodied body into the nearest empty building, letting the rain do the work of washing away the smeared blood following her path. The smell makes her feel sick, the feeling of it sticking to her hands and gloves makes her lightheaded, but she persists. Because Furina is useful, because Furina won't let them die out in the rain, because Furina won't stand by and just let them rot on the streets like some..pest.
Furina wants to go home. She wants to sleep and she isn't she if she wants to wake up, this time. But she keeps going anyway.
Because it's all she's ever done, and the habit sticks.
An Archon she may not be, not anymore, but the expectations of five hundred years still linger like eyes on the inside of her skull. They watch her, pry and prod at her thoughts, mocking laughter and judging eyes following her as she forces herself to dance to the song they weave with glee. Furina never stepped off that stage – she's still there, she thinks, watching the crowd stare at her in disdain as the curtain call looms above her like a guillotine. She still hears Neuvillette deliver her damnation and salvation with a trembling voice, still feels her hair stand on end when electro crackled like the crack of the whip, Clorinde's blade aimed at her like a loaded gun.
She's trapped on that stage and she never left, not really.
She hates it. She thinks she hates them, but it's not their fault. They didn't ask for this, didn't ask for everyone to turn against them, didn't ask for her to save them. Neither did she..yet here they are, she thinks.
She tries to tell herself she's in control this time, though. She can stop performing her part in this horrible, bloody play any time she wants. It makes her feel better, just for a little while, if she convinces herself she's still Furina, painfully human.
And Furina has always been good at lying.
It's the believing that's the hard part.
There isn't time for her to wallow in her own self pity, though. They're still bleeding out onto the dusty, creaky floorboards of some random, broken down house and she's just standing there as the blood stains the wood. She can fix it – she's good at fixing things. She's done nothing but fix things – try to, anyway – for five hundred years. She can fix a little wound, how hard could it be? Her hands are clenched so tight they ache as she kneels down, wincing at the creak of the floorboards beneath her heels– she hesitates just long enough to wonder if she's making a mistake before she peels away just enough of the outer layer of their clothes to see the deep, bloody gash across their chest. She tries not to think about it – it's deep, too deep, and she feels dizzy just looking at it, but she's handled worse, right?
Furina can fix it. That's what she's good at.
She doesn't feel so confident when she tries to wrack her brain for..something. Five hundred years, and a little wound stumps her? No, she had to have learned something, right? She's decidedly not trying to buy time because she's panicking, parsing through hundreds of years of memories like flipping through a book. Furina isn't made for this, not really – she's running on nothing but adrenaline and she's really not sure what she's doing, but she's trying. And just like before, it won't be enough, will it?
She'll fall short again – she'll be too late to fix it before she's alone again.
Furina was an Archon..used to be. What use would she have for that sort of knowledge? Which makes her predicament all the more harrowing and bleak. What was she supposed to do?
Furina had heard it first hand, that vitriol in Neuvillette's voice. She isn't sure she's ever heard him that..angry before. She's not sure he would listen to her if she tried, either. And that scares her more then anything. All of Fontaine was up in arms about this..imposter, yet here she was, staring down at them bleeding out in front of her, and she was trying to save them.
Why? Why is she throwing away her only chance at normalcy for a fraud? Why didn't she just turn them in?
They were dying – that should've been a good thing, shouldn't it? So why didn't it feel like it?
"Why you?" Her voice breaks as she speaks in harsh tones, grabbing the front of their shirt in trembling, bloodied hands. "Why now?" She wants to scream, to demand answers they can't give, to claw back the reprieve she was promised after five hundred years of agony..and all she can do is sob into their chest, pleading for an answer that will not come. "Why me?"
Silence is their answer, and it hangs heavy on her trembling shoulders as she cries.
Of course they don't, she thinks bitterly, no one has ever answered her pleas spoken in hushed sobs. Not her other self and certainly not them.
Furina has always been alone. Furina will always be alone.
Because Furina never left that stage, never left that moment when she looked at herself in the mirror and took up a mantle too heavy for her to bear. She always finds her way back eventually. There's no one on the other side anymore – she stands alone on a stage, waiting for an inevitable end she isn't sure will come.
"Please," She pleads through tears and choked sobs, clinging to them like they are all that keeps her from sinking. "Please don't leave me, too." The words burn on her tongue – how pathetic is she that she craves companionship from the bloodied body of the imposter? Perhaps she's truly lost her mind after all these years..perhaps she's finally gone mad. She must have.
But their presence is like the first feeling of gentle warmth upon her skin as the sun crests the horizon, like the gentle lap of tides along her heels, the sway of branches and leaves as the wind blows through them like an instrument all it's own. They are the soothing sound of rain against the window as she watches the dreary skies in fond longing, the first bloom of spring as color blooms upon the landscape like paint had been spilled across the hills and valleys.
They are like the faint spark she carefully nurtures and stokes, so fragile even the smallest wind could blow it out like a candle. She cradles it within her palms, pleads with whoever will listen – prays that someone finally listens, because if not for her, then for them.
She's failed to protect too much already, let too many people with so much trust in her fall between the cracks of her fingers like grains of sand. She won't let them go – she can't.
If nothing else, if she couldn't be saved when she begged for salvation from that five hundred year long agony, even if she never got that chance..
Furina will make sure they do.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#furina#so um. looks around. okay look. i know im like THE ts@r1ts@ dealer (censored so it doesnt show in tags. hopefully)#but the moment i saw furi in fontaine the day it released she became my fav even more then the tsaritsa SORRY SHES SO..#this is my love letter 2 furi (making her suffer unimaginable horrors)#open ended kinda in case i decide on making a sequel maybe#furi makes me feel cuteness aggression so bad i start acting like a rabid animal#furina the woman that you are. thats my girlprince meow meow id kill someone for her#playing her part as archon so well but being so horribly irrefutably human in every way..#five hundred years not even knowing what the real plan was. when it would end. knowing if she slipped up it was over.#and in the end almost no one knew what really happened. a select few people know the real weight of her sacrifice.#furina's story was always a tragedy. it was never going to be anything but a tragedy.#and thats one of the most tragic parts of it isnt it? she didnt know how itd end. she didnt know her story was always going to be a tragedy#furina never knew a thing. and still she did it for the people of fontaine and succeeded.#how do you define “yourself” when you havent existed for 500 years?#to be so selflessly human you give up “yourself” to save people who will never know of your sacrifice.#sometimes i think about the confrontation on the stage and have a week long mental breakdown#sacrificing EVERYTHING for fontaine and still. still! the people closest to you turn on you.#heavy on clorinde. she was as close 2 furi as neuvi fight me on this. i bite.#her bodyguard and friend and she ends up staring down her blade wondering if this is it. she failed. she failed them all#because even when faced with the trial. with losing everything. she still thought only about fontaine. oh furina.#do you think she has nightmares. wonders if she was never meant to win this game of g-ds. that her story was always meant to be a tragedy?#do you think she still wonders if she was ever meant to have a chance at a happy ending? a doomed tragedy from beginning to end
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Prompt 52
So I’ve seen several catboy Danny prompts, but hear me out: All of Amity becoming so ecto-contaminated that everyone becomes something akin to a mythological creature. And Danny? He becomes a Nekomata- a two-tailed cat that was said to be able to shapeshift into humans for mischief, including straight up haunting people and stealing corpses. Vlad ends up a kitsune- which is already associated with taking on human forms to seduce people and with things such as foxfire and possession. Tucker ends up a sphinx sort of creature- “It’s not fair you guys can just float around while I have to figure out how to use these stupid wings when I could be coding!”- and Sam ends up a dryad of some sort, they aren’t entirely sure what but that’s what they joke it is so…
The people sent to investigate this city are more than slightly freaking out.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#Everyone is freaking out#Except for Captain Marvel#he’s honestly living his best life. Maybe Billy should ask Tawny if he wants to visit…#I mean from an Outsider's pov they just stumbled across a city full of mythological beings#Including a nine-tailed kitsune which like those are at least a thousand#And the man doesn't look old at all! Late thirties to early fourties so who knows how old the elderly people in this place are!#Why is there so many auras of FUCKING GODS in this one city#And death magic#Um is that a giant time-naga?? Oh that's a primordial being of time visiting his nekomata grandson? Cool cool#A-and the giant? Also visiting alongside the yeti who is bringing stuff to the hospital#O-okay then-#Mythical City AU#Prompts#This could be a crossover with a lot of other things too if wanted
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I'm better than you. I'm better than you in everyway except you have hope. You always have; you went back into the mine to rescue Jazz, you snuck up to the surface to find the matrix of leadership. My point is that your instincts tell you to break protocol.. for a reason. This blind optimism that you have is why you make such bold, and courageous choices. That are also extremely stupid. You're inspiring. You can envision a better future, that no one else can see, and if we ever want to see B and D 16 again, that. that is the Orion Pax, that we need right now. Listen to me, we can do this.
#fact that I can quote this and the rant scene word 4 word#oh! my heart! it is collapsing in on it's self! I am experiencing cardiac arrest! send help!#“She's mean” um!#haha! giggles#the world deserves for elita-1 to be real#gngngngngbgngnggngn i love her#elita one#transformers#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#tf one elita#oplita#okay sure oplita it is we all know the choke hold and damage this scene did to the oplita fandom#orion pax#UGHHHHHHHH fucking dies#that's what this scene does to me#Elita-1
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i got to meet scorpy, baaulp, holly, trog, kami and the tortured soul of wayne today :') i finally got to gift scorpy the socpens funko from years ago. a quest finally completed.
they were all so so kind and i couldn't be happier to finally get to meet the people who've inspired me for years 🥹 thank you rtvs!!!
#i wont lie i didnt think itd get to go to the meetup bc i couldnt afford pax this year bc of my injury#so when i saw the announcement this morning it was like oh shit okay i guess i CAN go#i only had like an hour to prepare. otherwise i would have brought them all art and something better for them to sign#but im really happy with these#um on the off chance any of rtvs see this post thank you for making the meetup accessible to people who couldnt get pax tickets#pax was like the one birthday present i was gonna get for myself and the meetup was a huge bonus but then BAM no work bc injury#so getting to still go to the meetup was so so awesome :')#socpens#bauulp#trog#hollowtones#wayneradiotv#rtvs#my pictures
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— some sort of doctrine in which you're already missed
bisexualdomtorreto / tinyhappy / the worm king’s lullaby - richard siken / in a dream you saw a way to survive - clementine von radics , for m - mikko harvey / the world is ending - judas h. / loose lips - kimya dawson / arcuiedbrunestud / scp-6476 - tsercele / catalogue of unabashed gratitude - ross gay / no one belongs here more than you - miranda july / creatinghelen / the light that shines when things end - iaon s. thomas
#vwoop.art#webweave#webweaving#I made funnie jokes with my friend that we could have a good life in this discord vc. chatting. and then i blacked out and this was here#<- lying everything is on purpose#Um. one of these things isn't like the others .... scp6476 is my favourite ok ??? don't worry about it#uhhhhhhh thanks 2 spider for giving me many quotes and to adam for existing and both enabling me on discord#yep. okay that's it that's all the commentary#oh wait -- yeah. another webweave about the longing. I know. It's very original
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Missing link anthology testament save me
Missing link anthology testament
Save me missing link anthology testament
#i think this is the chapter they have the most screen time in. but its a. momotaro au chapter. its okay guys#oh well. fun fact this is genuinely for real the only manga panel ive seen where someone makes them do the skull#including the 1 fuckmillion x xx era volumes. yeah#theres a few i havent seen though… maybe the skull is out there somewhere…#this artist gets a little homophobic with it but um. its. whatever.#well not with the skull just like. in general#the kat goes meow#gg#testament tag#missing link
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headcanon that in the beginning when dick and Jason first met, dick was like ‘oh my names Richard but everyone calls me dick’ and out of respect and sincereness Jason is like ‘oh yeah everyone back home calls me cunt :)’
#and dicks like oh that’s funny bc that’s what I call bruce#this is funny bc Jason feeling bad but wanting to like not have dick feel bad for himself and says the first thing that comes to mind#and dick is like oh um yeah? okay uh cool#dick grayson#jason todd#nightwing#red hood#the batfamily#the batfam!!!!#Batman
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i don't know about you guys, but i don't think i believe him
#please please please do not look at Tim's right (our left) ear#i have a curse and it causes me to not be able to draw tim looking forward normally#instead. look at sasha. i love drawing sasha#look she's not my ABSOLUTE favorite character (she's up there though) but I've drawn her the most out of anyone#oh also. this post is me coming out as a timsashamichael truther#okay um. why didn't it save my tags#artists on tumblr#digital artist#my art#tma#the magnus archives#do not archive#sasha james#as in the actual real sasha james#tim stoker#timothy stoker#timmichael#(heavily implied)#timsashamichael#(implied)#can't believe it ate my fucking tags in the drafts
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#okay... um... I did mention that I do this thing mostly for myself and don't quite expect reaction to it... but okay I see that people#really are reading Tjl and trying to figure things out#I don't know how to react properly to this fact#Thank you?#Also this~ Oh~ they guessed one thing right mhm
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Fleebay Beepo playlist! [youtube link] [zip link]
it's been foreverrr since i finished a character playlist--i missed doing this! tracklist and director's commentary under the cut teehee :)
if you disagree with any of my choices, just remember: 1) this is my playlist for me to listen to made of songs I like for me 2) you just don't see my vision 3) you don't know him like i do 4) make your own so i can disagree with yours too.
WDKYWMYAK -- Rabbit junk
This is a Killing Game After All -- Gadgetor
chance bought this cd from the comic store. i think the album is Doom-inspired? pretty cool! check it out! anyway this first section is pretty obviously all violence killing and maiming etc
3. All Futures -- The Armed
4. Bears -- Mass of the Fermenting Dregs
5. You Know What You Are -- Ministry
6. 1969 -- Boards of Canada
we're coming down out of the chaotic songs into some confusion for the amnesia arc, starting with ministry and boards of canada. 7 references an unwilling change of the self, and just fits the vibe right now. 8... should be obvious lol.
7. Long Road Home -- Oneohtrix Point Never
8. I Don't Remember -- Peter Gabriel
9. Come Back June -- Pussy
sorry i heard a psychedelic rock song that starts with a big cat meow and blacked out. EBONY MOMENT!!! this and the next couple songs are again more about contributing to the Feeling of the groovy train than a direct relation to the lyrics. though 10 can be justified by the fact he's british.
10. Hey, Mister Sun -- Bobby Sherman
11. Baby All the Time -- Julien Love (NOTE: NOT IN YT PLAYLIST)
12. Handlebars -- Flobots
i didn't think i would end up keeping this song when i threw it on here but it just... works really well structurally. sigh... okay well it kind of works thematically. we're moving into some merger au territory at this point, which is my way as a fan to give fleet more of a self-actualization arc. establish his own identity, make friends, accept his existence a bit more. 13 is again more focused on the caring environment of groovy train (and the idea that this won't last forever) but we'll come back around to merger in a second.
13. Cursis Melodías -- Natalia Lafourcade
14. Flagiolletes -- Billy Mahonie
15. Wake Up To Be You -- The Aesthetics
i'm so obsessed with this as a song from fleet to sonic. esp focused on the idea of fleet being the trauma dump that everyone wants dead and sonic being the one who gets to keep their friends. another lucky cd find--this time thrifted. this band still has their old website up--you can contact them if you'd like to get ahold of your own copy!
16. Every Home a Prison ft. Jello Biafra -- DJ Coldcut (Inevitable Alien Nation mix)
i'm in love with this song. we're back in merger au btw. fleet is now a goddamn hooligan in the street (teenager socializing outside with his friends).
17. Default -- Django Django
we're getting to the end of his life! canon, not au. once again on the idea of fleet (dying, cringe) being a comparative failure. the next two songs are our big explosive end! 18 is another band i found from a thrifted cd. lucky!
18. Werewolf -- Progger
19. light speed drift ft Kasane Teto + Adachi Rei -- frog96
the end! thanks for listening! ^_^ as a treat, YOU get to see the special bonus track: The Adventures of Little White Baby -- No Soap, Radio.
#if you r able to recreate this in spotify and want to then be my guest. i dont use that.#full mix is in the zip. youtube dmca's track 11 :(#fleetway super sonic#stc#sonic the comic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#id in alt text#fanart#character playlist#<- idk if thats a tag ppl use#music draws#<- thats a tag *I* use#anyway it's only 19 songs + a separate bonus bc i make playlists to burn to cd#this is just BARELY within the time limit#it gives a nice creative restriction :) and also thats how i listen to music in my car lol#what else did i want to say?#oh i had to upload flagiolletes to youtube myself bc i couldnt find it there? i say in the upload but the cd i got it from was weird#um and im happy with how the cover turned out :) and also i forgoooot to name the playlist </3#and im glad i did directors commentary this time bc 1) i love sharing my thought process on playlists#and 2) so i can figure out wtf i was thinking when i come back to this later#okay bye!#beepo#merger au
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"NOT SO MUCH OF A MATCHSTICK NOW, HUH?" [chuckles from him] "YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU LOOK A BIT... UNCOMFORTABLE, SO HOW ABOUT I GIVE YOU SOME MESSAGES? HOW DOES THAT SOUND?"
"Massages..?"
"YOU KNOW, LIKE- [visibly nervous] LIKE THE ONES YOU GAVE ME ON HARVEST MOON NIGHT."
[thought clicks] "Oh, that!" [laughs] "Wow, you can't even say it!"
"I-I- [scoffs]
[laughter dies down]
"Um... touche." [awkward pause]
#oh to be vulnerable and soft#also tender#WAAAAAUGH#UM IGNORE THIS#the snatcher#the snatcher ahit#snatcher x selfship#sketches#a continuation#tummy rubs#SEE I SAID IT I SAID IT#okay not to go hide away and not be seen ever again-#human snatcher
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