#OH MY GOD I'M GONNA START ASKING THAT
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The horrors persist. BUT GUESS WHAT, BITCHES?? SO DO I.
#reblog to persist despite the horrors#Or maybe TO spite the horrors#I haven't quite decided yet#Probably depends on what your personal horrors are tbh#OH MY GOD I'M GONNA START ASKING THAT#No more 'you alright?' or 'how was your day?'#NOPE.#From now on it's 'what are your personal horrors?'#And 'are you persisting despite them?'#Idfk yall I'm very very tired
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#terrible things are happening inside my head#i need her so fucking bad i'm salivating#she's sooo so clingy#and she has the prettiest puppy dog eyes ever#and the most insane pout#oh god i need to hear her whine#i'm gonna make sure that every single jar is sealed up so tight that she needs to come and ask for my help#and i'm gonna say no the first few times#bc fuck she looks so pretty like that#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK#btw this artist is fucking insane i started spiraling a little#(a lot)#(i am not okay)#mayor of loserville
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Imma be honest with you chief this week has not been fun. At all
#oh boy i had a terrible three days time to go tell my tumblr followers about it!#ah no but jokes aside y'all.#i started my job on monday and i actually like it so far!#i haven't done any actual work or anything quite yet cause its all onboarding at the moment#but so far so good! all my colleges are lovely#so you might ask why is this one of the worst weeks of my life? two words#FOOD. POISONING.#this shit is straight up EVIL#im doing better today thank god but yesterday??? omfg#“look im being uber dramatic here but when am i not to be fair”#But seriously#ill try not to go into too much detail but. 10 hrs. yeah.#my throat feels like someone has shoved a metal ball down it#i havent eaten anything today#and I'm missing two days of training over this 😭#this is so embarrassing first week on the job and boom food poisoning knocks me out for two of them#im gonna be the food poisoning guy 😭#i hope y'all are having a better time than i am
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while i'm on my bullshit, I want to extend a special 'fuck you' to whoever it was on the Larian team that made the companions nicer and propped one up over the others. Give me Bitch!Shadowheart back, I want Sassy!OG!Wyll, where is MEANER Lae'zel, put Astarion back in the pod I don't like his 'knife to the throat' introduction, Give Minthara's extra scenes and snipped dialogue back - remember she had TWO sex scenes. WHY are we treating the ORIGINAL script like its some sort of taboo thing that needs to be repulsed.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character#[ I swear to God if I see one more person say 'oh this was cut cause it was an old line' Im going to tell them to fuck off ]#[ since when are ORIGINAL lines bad? I WANT the original shit ]#[ la*rian stop doing major updates where you're revamping a whole game that wasn't even complete when you released it challenge ]#[ stop babying ONE companion over the other- no offense my as*tarion fan mutuals but goddamn ]#[ I just learned the other day his origin has so much extra shit in it and now I blame this guy for why ]#[ all of the other companion and shite are neglected and glitched to hell or lacking ]#[ ASTA*rion rpers save me I'm this close to hating your boy outside of RP because of general fandom and l*rian favoritism ]#[ and BECAUSE I like you my as*tar*ion peeps I will make a special tag for YOU when I btich about him because o Boy am I gonna start soon ]#[ thing is you have to ask me to do it ]
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my rpf is that when pecco said “we work in silence” it’s actually him struggling to convey his thoughts in the second language properly and that he meant in the most pecco fashion “we’ve worked quietly to improve 🥺👉👈 just an honest day of work!!” and instead it came off as “WE WORK IN SILENCE TO SILENCE THE HATERS 🤫🤫🤫 🐐🐐🐐🥶🥶🥶 NO 🧢🧢🧢”
(in case anyone has forgotten, this was pecco's reaction to winning the race in qatar after flopping on saturday as per.) you may say that and I fully respect your rpf, but I point you to his indonesia 'look at me I qualified in thirteenth and I won the race because my title rival threw his brain out' performance
like he's said this kind of thing before! and in this case he is directly aiming it at the haters and losers! that is clearly supposed to be the general vibe! incidentally, scholars will note the reaction of a certain *checks notes* marc marquez to the indonesia sprint, in which jorge won and pecco came eighth:
which. was pecco responding to that specifically a day later? did pecco see it before he raced? was it a good bit of fuel for the comeback? who's to say. I do think in pecco's head it's kinda both where he's like... 'oh look at me I operate within myself I'm not bragging about how good I am I just show up on sunday and pull a win out of my ass ooooh'... but it's ALSO 'oh ho! you people all doubted me because I was off the pace for two out of three days in a race weekend! and also got only two points in the sprint! fools! I tricked you all!' he contains multitudes idk
as a society, we don't talk enough any more about how funny that entire indonesia weekend was from everyone involved. but it is also the ultimate pecco bagnaia weekend... the biggest flop always precedes the most glorious ascension or something
#"prompting an impish 'oooh' smile from fellow podium finisher fabio quartararo' all right fabio/pecco truther valentin khorounzhiy#*stares out of the window and takes a long drag of my imaginary cigar* god the pecco/fabio/marc title fight I'd been promised...#given I do rate pecco/marc's chances of both being competitive for a few more years more highly than I did at start of this year#and I'm a TEENSY bit more optimistic about yamaha's trajectory than I have been at certain points in the past#I've not COMPLETELY given up on the dream. like come on#'oh but you got two pecco/fabio title fights' yeah but did I though. did I really. where were the on-track battles. where were they#2027 is gonna eat. I'm telling you. yamaha's gonna win the constructor's title again in my lifetime. I hashtag believe#//#brr brr#batsplat#staying up for the elections so for once this is me live posting. working through tumblr asks. a wee bit delirious#current tag
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📩 Simblr question of the day: You can answer one or both parts of this question! 1️⃣ Part one: If you make Story posts, what do you do for scenes? Do you build them yourself, do you download lots from the gallery or do you download them from someone online? 2️⃣ Part two: If you make Gameplay/Legacy posts, what do you do for a house? Do you build it yourself, download a home from the gallery or do you download them from someone online? Additionally, do you build onto that home or demolish it and rebuild the house when needed? (E.G When another child enters the picture or someone moves in) ❎ If you do none of those for either half, what do you do? Do you use someone else's save file? (WIndbrook by Folking, Willow Creek + Magnolia Promenade by Theneighborhoodsave, Silent Pines by Silentpinessave... etc)
( freely share this SQOTD around, anon or not, and use the hashtag " SQOTD " ~ 💛 )
it's rare that i do an entire build by myself, especially for this is the fall where everything is enormous and opulent absolutely NOT. i'll decorate certain rooms though!
i don't post gameplay, but when i do occasionally play the game, i almost always just use the gallery and don't even redecorate lol
#me: yeah i'm gonna make my story about a bunch of old money billionaires i'm sure i'll be able to find builds what's the worst that cou-#when i can finally be rid of westlem school......#stunning build but Oh My God This Fucking Game Will Not Run#behind the scenes fun fact: last post the game started lagging so bad that i had to take malcolm's dorm and put it on an empty lot <3 Hell!#i have to clean out my mods folder jesus#SQOTD#ask#anon
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med school has lowkey broken me, my friend asked me a question about football yesterday and I got too nervous to answer even though I knew it
#like I immediately started doing my nervous fidgeting with my hands#it is not subtle#and then I said “I can't answer when I'm on the spot”#and then I tried to answer and trailed off and said “I don't know” halfway through#even though I was actually right#it's a little pathetic#but I am so goddamn nervous about getting asked any questions ever#like oh god they're gonna find out I'm stupid#and I did not use to be this way#I hate being like this#I should be able to answer a question MY FRIEND asks me without freaking out#but it's gonna take a while to stop having this reaction#this is one of the things I hate about med school#like people will defend the harsh treatment of students as necessary#but I was so much more functional before this#way more capable#the anxiety this has given me has made it way harder to get things done#or apparently just exist in social settings#well this will be another story for therapy#medblr#med school#medicine#med student#my content#my text posts
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why is everyone so pissy at me after the Fade!! the Inquisitor just physically fought through hell and all I hear is whining afterwards
#Dorian at least asked how I was afterwards but he was clearly fishing for info#which fair game but Come On#I got to hug Varric which is only a little bittersweet since I basically picked Hawke to die...#Vivienne is also on my case for info about the Fade!!! these mages do not care#only after she pressed me to pick a Divine candidate ugh she's hot but so tiring#Solas was just a dick to me#I know your divine siblings are on the chopping block but honestly killing slumbering Old Gods before they can start the next 5 apocalypses#it ain't a bad idea buddy#sorry you live forever or some shit but mortals gonna try to avoid countless deaths every time#this is gonna be a case of only the 3 companions I brought in being chill and kind with it huh#so far Cass isn't yelling at me about it at least#Iron Bull continues to be the best that is my best buddy right there#Sera makes sense I sorta forgot she'd have a very uniquely bad time in the Fade#I'm sorry girly I should Not have taken you lol#oh Cole sweet boy have a little more faith in me won't you#BLACKWALL WE ARE HOMIES IN THIS I AM WITH YOU#Gray Wardens did no (okay maybe a little) wrong#DAI Posting#I hope you enjoyed the live tagging of me talking to everyone afterwards
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Heya! Hope you’re doing okay ❤️
well, i didn't cry today (and more importantly didn't cry at work in front of everybody) so I'm taking that as a sign that things are getting better...I hope 😅
#suuuuuuuuuuper awkward moment when i just started crying yesterday as one of my employees came up to me#(not one of the ones who went to HR)#and she was like 'uhm are you okay' and then i just told her to ask me what she needed to ask me lmao#god i'm just so embarassed that i cried so much this week#esp cause like. i hope it's not some sort of idk defense mechanism?#like did i just start busting out crying cause oh no my boss found out i'm not doing my job so i'm just gonna cry so she doesn't yell at me#or something like that and then keep crying to garner pity#cause that's certainly not my intention at all#i know i fucked up. badly. i'm not donig the job i SHOULD be doing#and was focusing on things i shouldn't focus on...especially like having my techs do their actual jobs#but that's my fault for not laying down the law#for not training them right in the first place for not giving them the proper expectations of what their job entails#but then they're crying that they're overwhelmed which hurts to hear when i see them disappearing just to come back with a cup of coffee#or talking to people across the building when there's no reason for them to be up there#or sitting on their phones while things pile up to be done#and then like my boss is now jumping in and is going to meet with them next week#and inserting herself and two of my other co-workers into the picture to help#which like yeah i need help. a lot of help. but they all have their own jobs#hell there's things my boss does really i should probably be doing#so knowing all of that and again just feeling like a failure at my job makes me feel even worse#like i'm not carrying my weight for the team--i've honestly never felt i have since i became supervisor#i don't think i'm meeting the expectations as a supervisor#as a tech? yeah i was a BEAST and maybe should have never applied for the supervisor job#and i even already told my boss long term career? def not in management for me lol and if i can get out of the supervisor job i will#but i would still want to stay with my boss and co-workers cause we're all trauam bondeded at this point from this workplace#but hey if the worst thing that comes out of this crisis is me getting fired for not doing my job maybe it'll be for the best#..........that's not making me feel any better though
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I am so nervous I wan puuke!
#oh god I have not been this upset about the thought of not getting a job before#then again my dad said he's never heard me happier after an interview so probably that's why#I'm just#I think I'm gonna be a little crushed if this doesn't work out#I'm nervous I fucked up the writing test#I'm worried I said something stupid during the interview#I'm worried that when they asked me to pitch something I blew it#I just#I fucking miss being in a newsroom#like that was the only time when everything happening at once felt good. when I felt like knowing about everything going on didn't suck#I like being on top of things! I like when my friends ask me if something was good or if I heard about x and I know it!#and I like following things as they develop! like! even when they're bad it's relaxing to be able to be on top of things#and I miss talking to people about what they do and writing public interest stories#and I miss when Twitter was good and I could follow all the different accounts and catch new things#and like some of that I could do on my own if I wanted to start making gaming news videos for YouTube I could but like#it's not the same! it doesn't feel the same#I know this isn't like my only chance to be happy and I know that like#and most people would find what I enjoy about being in a newsroom weird?#(I'm not saying I like when bad things happen I'm saying that when bad things happen I like being at the front of it if that makes sense)#but the thought that I actually left an interview not just feeling good but actually happy? and energized? and excited?#and I might not get that job and have to go back to the slow grind of applying#makes me want to cry
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saw a tiktok of someone assembling "proof" that kageyama doesn't hate hinata, and i'm gonna say this so kindly, but if by episode 4 of season 1 it isn't blatantly obvious that kageyama does not, in fact, hate hinata, then i'm gonna need you to go back and try again.
yes, kageyama calls hinata a dumbass and insults him and fights with him n shit, but he also boasts about/praises hinata's ability every chance he gets, albeit in his own Kageyama Way (ex. s4 ep13, atsumu and kags talking while karasuno is getting warmed up/changed, saying to atsumu "yeah, hinata sucks, but i don't, and he's really not all that bad either, so i think we'll be alright.") a better example would obviously be when kageyama is outright complimenting hinata's speed and jumping ability in s1 episodes 1, 3, and 4, and there's also ofc the "what have you been doing the last three years?" which i'm counting as a compliment as well.
not to mention the fact that kageyama is only physically aggressive with hinata. kageyama dislikes tsukishima (although 'dislike' is a strong word because i don't feel like kageyama really truly Dislikes anyone. he's not the type to hold a grudge. he's still chill with kindaichi and kunimi. he even still holds respect for oikawa after almost being backhanded by him), but he doesn't ever try to hit or kick him or anything. yeah, kageyama will insult him sometimes, but it's never anything more than that. the only one kageyama fights with is hinata.
and i guess the insane way to phrase this would be "Hinata's the only one Kageyama deems worth fighting with," but the more normal way would be that he can be himself with hinata. he trusts him enough to let his guard down. kageyama is respectful to others (ex. literally anyone other than tsukishima and hinata, but it can almost even be said that kageyama has at least a little bit of respect for tsukishima via asking him for help when it comes to studying), and hinata's really the only one he can completely relax around. he can let himself be vulnerable around hinata, hence why he's the only one he fights with.
i feel like it's easy to forget that kageyama (in the anime) is a 15 year old boy. he's going to fight with his friends. if hinata's being an idiot, kageyama's going to smack him upside the head. that's just what he's going to do. there's no deeper meaning to it.
i'd almost go as far as to say that it's a way of showing affection. it's a way of showing hinata that he cares enough to swing back at him. but i also might just be utterly insane, who knows.
those two match each other's freak in a way that makes me feel so physically ill and i hate them forever <3
#side note: the “proof” that was shown in the tiktok was literally just them sitting/sleeping beside each other#mf pull out the REAL SHIT. “you made it”/“yeah i'm here now”. “you can fly even higher”.#mf that one time in season 1 (i think) when kageyama was asking hinata how deep his promise to beat him went#if it meant chasing him to nationals. the olympics. the world stage.#OH MY GOD THAT MOMENT IS SO INSANE WHY DON'T I TALK ABOUT IT MORE#kageyama learn how to be normal about your love confessions please🙏#it would kill him to say “i love you please don't leave my side” i think#i'm gonna start eatngg drywall i can't stand those two#they make me want to say bad words#volleyball guys
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there are so many selfship things in my head rn i think i'm gonna explode
#ari u are the biggest enabler here#the ask is already like a novel long but i'm not..#done with it#ahsgadhgasghdahgsgdha#oh god#no and now i am talking abt mijikuna#and through that i started thinking abt how miji actually met#and then i have this other misu thing in my head#which#i'm gonna turn into a drabble so you can all suffer with me lmao#bla and bla and bla and bla and bla#sometimes i really do wonder if i'm clogging the dash too much#but i can only think abt that for a second or else i'll die#mayor of loserville
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.... Oh god
I have to do conversations tomorrow 0-0
#johnny's silly rambles#.....i just hope they have a lot to talk about#i mean they all do one of my friends has been abroad for a while now#and one friend moved#oh god oh lord#i mean I'm happy to see them don't get me wrong#but they're living an absolutely different life from me#and i don't have much to talk to them about#so i can hopefully just sit and listen and hope they're not gonna ask about me#idk what i would say#that i started my thesis? wow not too much information here jeez🥲#anything else is either meh or they don't understand#It's not even that I'm particularly disappointed or sth (at least atm)#im just very fascinated#by how different it all is
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Li'l author spotlight for all a' you'se tonight, bc I've been bingeing a bunch of their works page on AO3 and everything they've ever written is gold. Okay? Okay. Let's give it up for AO3 author ApprenticeOfDoyle:
The main fic I wanna gush about is pressure (pushing down on me), which is more or less a pathos-riddled retelling of the trilogy up until it veers hard into canon divergence--of a distinctly NaruMitsu flavor, of course. By the time the events of AA4 roll up, Phoenix has a much more prepared (and present) support network, which is just so satisfying and wonderful and ugh. Even after that point, however, it follows the outline of the canon cases closely enough that it turns into an almost 'what-if' style of fic, where the only major difference is that the Phoenix, Maya, Pearl, and Miles (and later Trucy) are all one big happy, adorable, inseparable family.
And like, that'd be enough for me already--I LOVE canon retellings, especially ones that are different in just small ways like this. But this fic also just feels so good to READ. I think in my comment on the fic I described it as "crystallized catharsis", and I stand by that. Phoenix CRIES in this fic, and he does it a LOT, and Maya and Miles and everyone else around him all cry, too, and it is AMAZING. If the author's main goal with this fic was to expand on all the moments in the games that made you think "oh wow, that was effed up, I bet the characters are effed up about what just happened", then they SUCCEEDED.
God and don't get me started on how much appreciation this author has for the Feys, or for Phoenix's sibling bond with them, or for all the trauma these characters have experienced to be given some damn breathing room so they can help each other heal...
Guh. Anyway. The fic is great. If you like it when characters cry a lot and hug a lot and talk about their feelings, this is the fic to read.
(And if you'll allow me to gush just a second longer: the first fic in the series covers from right after Dahlia's trial to the disbarment [and, spoilers: Kristoph's early defeat]. Then, there are SEQUELS, one focusing on Trucy and her adoption, and another focusing more on Apollo in this universe's version of AA4. Both are WIPs but I am salivating over both of them waiting for more, they are SO GOOD. HhhhHHHHNNNGH FAMILY!!!!)
And THEN!!!
Not part of the same 'verse as the aforementioned series (though I think it could work as a part of it no problem): a whole damn fic just retelling the events of the first Investigations game...... but if Miles and Phoenix were happily dating. It's essentially just AAI1 but Phoenix is there to freak out and give Miles hugs after all the terrible things happen lmao. It's delightful and also treats all the panic attacks and kidnapping etc with the gravity and emotion that the game failed to deliver, meaning it's an automatic win in my book. Just let them be mushy sappy boyfriends who offer comfort at each other's time of need.
And finally, because even this author's little smutty oneshots are brilliant, here's a short post-JFA get-together fic with very sweet, heartfelt dialogue, and here's a VERY funny comedy about everyone mistaking a bruise on Phoenix's neck for a hickey (and, as the tags say, Miles getting "a little bit Genghis Khan"). Delightful, delightful, delightful.
I'll stop now bc this post is too long already, but this rec has been ready to burst out of me for almost a week now and I had to write it out. Now go give these fics some love 🌻
#fic rec#Ace Attorney#Apollo is trans in that series btw. there's a little moment when he starts out at WAA that is gonna live rent free in my head from now on#where (spoilers) he asks Phoenix if the firm is LGBT friendly and Phoenix goes ''god I hope so or my husband would be so mad!''#is that not the best? holy shit gdksafhkfa#anyway. *glances back up* oh god I really did ramble didn't I. oh well I'm trying to be more effusive about the fics I like#I'm actually leaving REAL comments semi-regularly now! and I'm trying to get back into rec'ing things more regularly like I used to
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#showaddywaddy#under the moon of love#1977#okay i'm not doing this whole thing i'm just gonna pick some parts from it#also there are too many vhs problems at the start#so these fans got to meet the band and spend time with them and be in the video somehow and i want to be there#this is the most awkward fan meeting i've ever seen in my life#like the band and everybody looks so awkward#at least that's how it feels to me but everything is awkward for me so maybe it's just me#buddy's so smiley omg#that last one#the way he's holding her hand forever oh my god#look this is adorable okay#i think it was malcolm that asked if theyre nervous and they were like 'no'#and he was like 'you're not? we are!'#it sounded like he was trying to make the situation less awkward and slightly more comfortable#i think it was him??#malcolm??#it sounded like his voice#i might be wrong#there are EIGHT OF THEM and i only just learned the NAMES i don't know their speaking voices well enough yet#i want to meet them too omg#HOW DOES ONE GO ABOUT GOING BACK IN TIME AND MAKING THIS HAPPEN FOR THEMSELVES is that at all possible yet? somebody let me know when it is#i would be all over that in a heartbeat (yes now i have the song heartbeat in my head)#RUSS YOU'RE SO TALL#showaddywaddy gifs
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Currently fighting with someone in the pmore SA/LatAm tour post comment section bc apparently the UK is all of Europe and ppl from Europe don't get to ask to have a good time bc bri'ish people only think abt themselves and as long as they get what *they* want that's all that matters I guess 💁🏼♀️ woe is me 🙄🙄
#Like lmao first I was like 'maybe ur just confused' and gave them the benefit of the doubt and shit#Bc I commented where are the eu dates and they said 'oh scroll back they already did' even tho I KNEW that was bs#Bc they had only announced UK so I said sure it's a part of Europe but there are more countries#If that's eu then I guess I live in Narnia and they literally just went "well I got tickets no prob#If u lived where I do u wouldn't have any problems with that' like NO FUCKING SHIT guess u don't get to have a good time then?#Oh my God what an asshole I am for asking to see one of my fav bands my poor little European peasant self 🙄🙄 GAG#It was just sooooo condescending now I'm seeing red you tried it bitch#That's not the exact wording of what they said but it lowkey got me abt to ask someone to hold my purse bc I'm gonna act out#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#You can take your atitude and shove it up your ass while you're at it... Fucking British people...#I literally dk if they're British but I'm gonna go out on a limb and assume bc the whole thing was abt the UK#Yes it was on the SA leg post bc that's what's abt to start lol#Either way if they're not I don't rly care bc the way they said it just sounded like they get shit without having to ask... So UK#Bc they always get shows for everything but ik it's not the same for LatAm#*I don't get get not u it's 3am give me a break bro (in the 3rd tag)
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