#OH And ofc. hes transgendered
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castielsparkle · 1 year ago
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ik its beating a dead horse saying this but truly the things we dont see in spn are sooo. dean keeping up his haircut in particular offscreen makes me insane. i cant elaborate why yet im at work
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the-pea-and-the-sun · 5 months ago
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conjuring an alternate dimension version of the looney tunes show in my mind where bugs is a washed up celebrity in LA and daffy and porky are out of work actors a la its always sunny on tv and the show follows bugs' transition journey
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felkithecreator · 9 months ago
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(Full-Color Version under the cut!!)
I was inspired by @breannasfluff 's pride DTIYS!! But, well, why draw just Triple Threat when I could draw the entire Chain instead???
Is what I thought, when I started this over a month ago.
Reasons why I should've drawn only Triple Threat, rather than the entire Chain, is that this probably would've taken like, 3 or 4 weeks less than it actually did :D. (..that's not true, more like 2 weeks probably.) Ahaha
Still, I'm very happy with how this turned out!! :D
I'm still so so late though it's not even Pride Month anymore whoops.
The flags that I chose are my own personal head-canons for the Chain. But also I'll list some of my relationship headcanons too for fun.
Warriors: Gay, painfully single. 
Time: Ambiguously queer, for the purposes of this art I thought genderqueer fit well. Ofc he's married to Malon.
Wind: Queer/Gay (He and Tetra are queer platonic besties to me) I didn't really wanna assign too much to him though since he's like, 14, so he just got a rainbow.
Twilight: Pansexual. Used to have a crush on Midna, later develops a relationship with Shad?? Idk, he can do whatever he wants.
Sky: Bisexual, Polyamorous. Man is totally dating both Sun and Groose.
Four: I have no idea what Four is. Vio is gay, Shadow is gay, Blue and Green are not into romance, and Red is pan. Demiromantic I guess, for all of Four? But like Four would never date anyone cuz the colors. So I just went with a rainbow.
Legend: Transgender, gay, asexual. My headcanon says he's married to Ravio. (For tax reasons, ofc.)
Hyrule: Aroace!! (Aromantic asexual). I'm sorry but I cannot imagine this little fae dating anyone. Queer platonic relationships with the Zeldas though? I can see that.
Wild: Bigender. I also headcanon him as polysexual but I forgot that I headcanoned him as that until literally writing this bit so uh... I forgot to add it to the image. Oh well.
This took forever, literally I am dying, and now I can finally move onto drawing a different piece!! ...I still need to finish my Chain as mythical creatures series so maybe I'll get on that
Here's the full-color version:
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reveryfics · 5 months ago
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Hii again ;) ! Hope you're doing alright
I have a request, for Loki (again). Where reader is ftm (again) and this time Loki doesn't know it, and he doesn't even know reader in fact. In whatever circumstances they met and when Loki realize reader's situation he's a bit..clumsy. He knows a lot of creatures from Asgard but never see a transgender person. But he's not mean ! And in fact, he's very intrigued by this person, maybe a sort of ftm worshipping ? In a lower step ofc, not awkwardly
Thank you !! 🎀 The last one was perfect !
Moonlight And Mischief
Pairings: Loki x FtM reader
Summary: A late evening walk introduces Loki to someone new, someone he quickly becomes fond of.
A/n: I absolutely love when I get requests from you, Loki is a huge comfort character so I enjoy getting to write for him!
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The air hung heavy with the scent of night-blooming jasmine as Loki strolled through the forgotten garden. A low hum escaped his lips, a melancholic tune that mirrored the turmoil swirling within him. His gaze swept over the overgrown paths, the moonlight filtering through the dense foliage casting long, dancing shadows. He sought solace in this forgotten corner of the world, a refuge from the intrigues and burdens of Asgard.
As he wandered deeper, his hum deepened, a haunting melody that echoed through the stillness. Suddenly, it was answered, a softer counterpoint weaving through the air. Curiosity piqued, Loki followed the sound, his senses alert. He navigated through a maze of overgrown hedges, the air growing thick with the scent of lilies. Finally, he emerged before a small, moonlit pond, its surface shimmering with reflections of the stars.
A figure sat on the edge of the pond, their silhouette barely discernible in the deepening shadows. With a graceful gesture, they waved a hand, and a constellation of lanterns sprang to life, illuminating the scene with a warm, ethereal glow.
Loki found himself gazing upon a sight that could have been plucked from a Midgardian myth. The figure, bathed in the soft light, was mesmerizing. They sat with a book open on their lap, their long fingers tracing the worn pages as they dipped their feet into the cool water.
"You aren't invisible, you know," a voice, soft as the rustling leaves, broke the spell.
Loki, startled, cleared his throat. "My apologies. I didn't realize anyone else frequented this secluded corner."
A gentle chuckle rippled through the air. "This place has a way of drawing those who seek solitude."
An unspoken understanding passed between them, a silent acknowledgment of the sanctuary they had both found within these forgotten walls. The only sound was the gentle lapping of the water against the shore and the shared melody that still lingered in the air.
"I've never seen you here before," Loki remarked, his gaze drawn to the figure's face.
"Oh, but I've seen you," they replied, a hint of amusement in their voice. "Prince Loki, the God of Mischief, always stirring up trouble."
Loki felt a jolt of surprise. "You know who I am?"
"Of course," they smiled, revealing a captivating play of light and shadow. "Everyone knows the God of Mischief."
Intrigued, Loki sat beside them, the silence between them comfortable and expectant. He found himself captivated by their presence, their aura radiating an inner peace that he craved.
Their conversations became a nightly ritual. They would share stories, both mundane and fantastical, their laughter echoing through the moonlit garden. Loki found himself drawn to their gentle spirit, their quiet strength. He learned to appreciate their insightful observations, their unique perspective on the world.
One evening, as they sat gazing at the stars, the male turned to Loki, his voice tinged with a hint of nervousness. "Loki, there's something I need to tell you."
Loki, sensing their apprehension, leaned closer, his attention undivided. "Anything, my friend."
"I... I am transgender," he confessed, his gaze fixed on the shimmering water.
Loki, taken aback, processed the information slowly. He had encountered many strange and wondrous beings in his travels, but this… this was new. "You… you mean you were born a woman?"
The figure chuckled softly. "Yes, but… I am a man."
He explained, carefully and patiently, the complexities of his identity, the dissonance between his inner self and the body he was born into. Loki listened intently, his mind grappling with this new concept.
"I see," he murmured, his voice thoughtful. "It changes nothing, does it? You are still you."
Relief washed over his face. "Thank you, Loki. I… I was afraid you wouldn't understand."
In the following weeks, their friendship deepened. Loki, ever the curious one, delved deeper into the nuances of gender identity, his initial confusion giving way to understanding and acceptance. He began to notice subtle changes in the others demeanor, a newfound confidence blooming within them.
One night, as they sat by the pond, Loki found himself inexplicably drawn to them. He gazed at the others face, illuminated by the soft glow of the lanterns, and an unexpected wave of emotion washed over him. "You are… you are truly beautiful," he whispered, his voice husky.
He looked up, startled, their eyes widening. "Loki?"
He leaned closer, his breath mingling with theirs. "Your eyes… they shimmer like the stars themselves."
A blush crept up his neck, his gaze fixed on the ground. Loki gently cupped his face, Loki's thumbs tracing the contours of his jawline. "I would… I would do anything for you," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "Anything at all."
Overwhelmed, he could only whisper, "Loki…"
He leaned in, his lips brushing against theirs in a soft, tentative kiss. The world seemed to fade away, leaving only the sensation of their touch, the warmth of their skin, the intoxicating scent of their breath.
The kiss, tentative at first, deepened, Loki's hands finding their way around his waist, pulling him closer. A low moan escaped his lips as he surrendered to the moment, his senses reeling. He pulled back slightly, his eyes searching his face, a mixture of disbelief and wonder in their depths.
"I… I have dreamt of this," he confessed, his voice trembling. "Of your touch, of your lips… of you."
Loki smiled, a genuine, heart-warming smile that reached his eyes. "I… I have dreamt of you too," he admitted, his voice barely a whisper.
He leaned in again, this time capturing Loki's lips in a passionate kiss, a kiss that spoke volumes of unspoken desires, of a love that had been blossoming in the shadows for far too long. Loki sighed into the kiss, his body trembling with a newfound intensity. He had found his equal, his soul mate, in this unexpected corner of the world.
He pulled back, his eyes shining with an ethereal light. "You are… you are perfect," he breathed, his voice thick with emotion. "More perfect than any god, any myth, any dream I could ever have imagined."
He cupped Loki's face, his thumb gently tracing the curve of his cheek. "You are everything to me, Loki."
Loki leaned into his touch, his heart overflowing with a love he had never known existed. "And you… you are my everything," he whispered, his voice filled with a profound sense of peace and joy.
As they sat there, bathed in the soft glow of the lanterns, their hands intertwined, they knew this was only the beginning of their story, a love story that defied expectations, that transcended the boundaries of gender, and that promised a future filled with endless possibilities.
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i wanna make a post ab all my yut lung feelings.......theres just so much!!!!! such as:
people water him down to just being "ash without eiji" (i dont support)
transgender (COMPLEX !)
my thoughts on him in the manga and then the anime
top twenty-five people who should NOT have been at the club
japanese portrayals of chinese characters
& ofc! being chinese in america when it takes place (esp esp how his story parllels nd differs from ash's)
hes lwk my lifes dreams ?
yuesing: my thoughts and opinions
non-typical mom trauma
unfortunately blanca's name must be uttered on this list (dont even ask me about that man oh god)
this post
yut lung and eiji my favorite weird fucked up one sided beef
ummmm uh idk but i DO know if i see another person mischaracterizing my son i will. sit down in a corner and be sad tamaki style
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mutsukiwi · 2 months ago
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Thinking about mutsuki’s childhood, he probably never got many chances to play any video games. After being taken in by the ccg I doubt he would’ve been exposed to any and even if he did it would be in relation to strategic planning/ work ect. But I think he would really, really enjoy them. Like. “How the hell did I go my entire life without these” Saiko is obviously the one who introduces him to it after she asks him if he has any favourite video games and he responds with “oh yeah no I haven’t actually really played any” and she responds how you’d expect. There’s a shared console in the plateau and we’ve seen Saiko play super smash brothers I think he would absolutely main link but also play as sheik sometimes to because #transgender he’d love the Zelda series and get major gender envy from link ofc. He’d love side scrollers and try at strategy games to varying success (he’d be interested in them but they’d probably feel too much like the work he did at the academy) if we’re going by cannon he’d avoid games that have blood in them but I just know he’d rock at fps games. Someone get that boy a copy of halo. Green child soldier meets green child soldier the crossover we’ve been waiting for. Also Minecraft can you imagine how chaotic a shared server for the quinx would be. Haise would get involved and be absolutely clueless and everyone would try to drag urie in and he would just maybe play just so they stop bugging him and he’d enjoy it but he never says it and even gets invested in it a bit but then someone (shirazu) ends up stealing something from his chest and all hell breaks lose. He’d then build one of those ridiculous maximum security bases and never let anyone else in except maybe mutsuki or haise
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this-is-exorsexism · 9 months ago
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I was talking to my friend (he's a cis boy) and we were talking abt gender and I called myself trans, and he asked "wait ur a boy?" And I was like no I'm nonbinary, nonbinary is literally under the trans umbrella. And brudda literally went "oh so your trans but not trans"
UM NO??? I'M TRANS, I'M TRANSGENDER, I'M NONBINARY! Nonbinary ppl deserve to be included in the trans label no matter if we had surgery or take hormones, and it's mostly from the misconception that Nonbinary means 'no gender' or 'doesn't give a fuck abt gender' and ofc it can be that, but that's certainly not the only definition or everyone's experience. I certainly have gender, but it's anything but binary. I just really wish everything wasn't so binary.
Thank u for listening to my rant, idk if this even counts as exorsexism but it's annoying to feel excluded from your own community, feeling like some side-kick to binary trans folks
this is exorsexism.
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fisherkn1ght · 10 months ago
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A VERY DESCRIPTIVE PROFILE OF YOUR MUSE: Arisen & Pawn(s) Edition
tagged by: @bees-tes-blog (THANK YOU AGHH🥹)
tagging: @garzzum 😈
(I THINK MOST OF MY MUTUALS HAVE BEEN TAGGED but if you see this.. it's a sign to stop everything and fill this out IMMEDIATELY!!)
(game under the cut ((: )
ARISEN: LEONEN
(I realize I have..0 nice screenshots of him. oh well)
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nicknames: 'Leon' (by others), 'Little lion' (by pawn)
age: Ranges, starting from 19~24, ending around 37
race: elven, though from a different region than the Vermudian elves
gender: cis male (if he really thought on it, though, he'd consider himself some degree of apagender)
orientation: gay, demisexual
moral alignment: chaotic good (I thinmk..)
class/subclass: started out as an assassin (DDDA), aligned with warfarer for most of his years as an arisen, but ended as a magick archer/trickster when the left side of his body was burned to the point of being non-functional.
background: Raised in a quiet, distant fishing village for most of his childhood. Once 18, he set sail with his beloved. Upon making their home in Melve, a dragon razed the village shortly after, murdering his beloved and leaving him as that world's Arisen, however unwilling he may have been to the role.
interests/hobbies: fishing and sailing (as a sentimental hobby), bird keeping (lovebirds), and writing (:
languages: a basic understanding of common, but his background is fluency in elven (and it is his preference). He has selective mutism, however, so speaking (with others in general) is often difficult even in his birth language
height: 156 (SHORTTTT)
colors: solid reds, dark purples, and black (:
fruits: fig, passion fruit
alcoholic beverages: Just a solid mead or ale, to take the edge off of whatever state he's in.
smokes: No, it reminds him of his late lover (who was always on greenwarish)
drugs: No
drivers oxcart license: he claims to have one (jumping on the backs of unsuspecting oxen does count right..right..)
ever been arrested: yes.. but he will always deny it (the guards shouldn't have been there) because he is an angel💖
PLAYLIST BECAUSE..ofc🙈: Leonen
PAWN: N'GALAM
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nicknames: "little lamb" (by arisen)
age: appears late-twenties
race: Vermudian elven
gender: transgender male (later id's as transmasc)
orientation: aromantic, unlabeled for sexual orientation
moral alignment: chaotic neutral (methinks..)
class/subclass: begins as a warrior, persists as a mage, ends as a sorcerer
background: summoned by his arisen after wandering the Rift for most of his life. Despite their abrasive relationship, they softened eachother for the better. He had initially come to him as a pawn named Angmare, and for the first few years of gaining a conscience (with the arisen's presence) he began to feel uncomfortable, and even sickened by what he was perceived to be. In a possessed fit of rage shortly after contracting dragonsplague, he'd clawed out his own chest and declared himself anew to Leonen (after returning from the rift, that is😭).
interests/hobbies: loveloveLOVES dancing and music, along with stargazing (preferably from inside, though), and making jewelry with the scraps they collect from battle.
languages: common and Vermudian elvish, learned his arisen's dialect later.
height: 203 (I think..🙈)
colors: deep/royal purples, burgundy, black, soft turquoise
fruits: papaya, pineapple
alcoholic beverages: he steals the fruit wines that are wasting away aging in their storage
smokes: noo
drugs: nooo
drivers oxcart license: no (he despises the smell of ox poo... it's worth walking the whole way to him)
ever been arrested: he says they'll never find the bodies (he hasn't)
AWESOME SEXY BEAUTIFUL PLAYLIST: N'galam
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thank you for suffering along with my world building that 100% makes sense 🤝
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jjmbbg · 3 months ago
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any hcs of clark with a ftm friend?? :3
"Clark Kent & a FTM friend"
cw: clark kent x ftm friend!reader, slight mention of reject, unintentional transphobia.
a.n: ily all my trans fellows, i hope this, my dear anonymous, is what you asked. this blog is a safe place for y'all. <3
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(pics from pinterest)
- clark's not dumb or clueless.
- just a little silly.
- he understands the concept.
- and he thinks it's great, because it makes you happy and it doesn't harm anyone else.
- at first he forgets about your pronouns, and the situation gets a little awkward, but he apologizes quietly.
- and ofc you forgive him because it's not his fault. you know he doesn't do it on purpose.
- at first he's the "her pronouns are he/him >:(" type.
- okay, let's put in the situation where you have to tell ur parents.
- and it goes good, ofc you won't have to keep it a secret from everyone, so, at every step of your transition you will have Clark supporting you.
- BUT, if it goes south (may this never happen to you, babe), he'll even offer you stay at his house bc he's a cutie and a nice person.
- his parents would be a little confused.
- not in a mean way.
- but wdym a girl who wants to be a boy?
- honestly, this would cause some arguments with his parents, but clark always manages to make them end up learning a little more about the whole transgender-stuff.
- sooo, he kinda helped you to cut your hair —it doesn't go as planned, but u don't mind because finally ur hair represents you a little more.
- his family would offer you to pay your hormonal treatment or whatever you need to feel comfy with your body.
- and oh boy, you cried a lot when they offered that.
- sometimes, i mean it, JUST sometimes, you may be a little jealous of clark.
- he's got the things you want —physically and emotionally.
- the nice build, the white perfect smile, a sweet, soft and a little deep voice.
- you hoped to looked something like that when the treatment was doing its thing.
- and he has a loving family too! kind parents, people who's willing to die for him. your dream.
- they say you're family too.
- bro u cried at that.
- the legal change of your name was done in part with marta's influence —being a senator has its tricks—.
- but to sum it all up, and in simple words, the fear you had of coming out of the closet and being yourself is gone.
- you're always gonna have someone by your side to support you.
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s0lar-ch3ri · 11 months ago
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when cheri has ocs
its time to go silly mode.
LETS TALK ABOUT MY OCS FOR ONCE IN FOREVER :D
OKAY SO LIKE. paige (he/xey). 16 year old paige. he got multiple arms and shit, can grow up to 20 extra, and uses sign mainly to communicate as hes slowly losing his hearing (hes like at 40 as of rn, would be more but Events happened and it went down a LOT quicker)! he is a pd oc and has a nephew named collins (who ill talk about more either later or in a diff post, depends how i feel) and like. lets get into his silly lil thigns (putting a read more cause long rambles tee hee)
(OH AND NELF IK YOU FOLLOW ME. NO NO READING FOR YOU. or actually any of my friends in the rp sighs)
POWER INFO:
the arms can pop out basically anywhere on the back and sides of the torso (this does include the shoulders)! they can all be given different tasks to do, but paige prefers to have them all do the same things. the arms function like regular arms, and can be hidden on command. the arms arent really stored, they just appear. xeir skin though does has a faster scar-making process as to handle the arms that pierce out.
DRAWBACKS/DOWNSIDES/WEAKNESSES:
the arms do pierce the skin each time, and while xeir skin is able to form back at much quicker speeds, it still aches a bit when their first pulled out. the pain can last for longer and hurt more dependent on how many arms are pulled out. from this, everything becomes strange sensory wise and attempting tasks (like restraining someone or even picking something up) becomes a lot harder.
to command the arms to do different things requires a lot of focus on the arms. the more complicated, or the more arms doing all different things, the commands to the arms are, the less outside information is to taken in as to keep a focus over all the arms.
if an odd amount of arms is in use, it can cause an unbalance. its similar to phantom limb in a way, being incomplete in its set.
the arms can randomly pop out unexpectedly. whether its because of a fear response or he just had the misfortune of having them, it always hurts like hell (more then normal, and because of their wild nature, it doesnt really go away) and takes a bit to put away. he also becames basically unaware of his surroundings as all his focus goes into controlling these arms.
with the wild arms and shit, they also can damage paige. they are not under paiges control (unless, ofc, the focus thing) and as such squirm around. however, things can escalate and the arms seem to have a mind of their own, able to aimlessly grab and rip at things. this includes paige.
BACKSTORY:
paige had started noticably going deaf at the age of 8. for a couple years, they (xeir parents) tried to have paige speak, but eventually (when he was like 9 or 10) they just had him learn sign. also around the age of 8, paige had noticed the arm thing, but managed to hide them easy. hes a lil transgender guy and uses binding tape (he/xey btw should have said that sooner)! he ended up telling his nephew his secret (moreso because he caught him once and paige just decided to explain it all). as of current, paige is in highschool (where he gets picked on i mean hes a disabled kid hello??), able to balance both being a hero and a student pretty well (he may be failing a couple classes but like. surely he can fix it).
THE SECRET:
paige doesnt actually have "xeir" own powers. its a parasite, implanted into his brain. whether by accident or not (still havent decided), it was implanted around the birth of paige and is slowly eating away. its why the arms can be very wild and shit, theyre not really belonging to his control or him at all. it wasnt really identifiable and it isnt noticed by paige. so uh yeah
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transsexualgriffith · 10 days ago
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There's a Black Butler live action??? I knew there was a stageplay, but I'm fascinated by this unexpected bit of trivia
oh reyni you HAVE TO know about the kuro live action. even when I was absent from the field it was plaguing me. no one should ever watch it. its like. this absolutely crazy movie from 2014 which is not good even at all. it makes absolutely no sense and it drags itself along for 2 hours and it's also the funniest piece of media ever to me. it pierces itself together from random disconnected manga plot threads while having its own original overarching plot revolving around the killer drug. it changes the setting from pseudo victorian england to futuristic unspecified japan that isn't japan is england isn't england and ofc most notably ciel is a canon transmasc icon. okay what's actually going on is the director cast a woman to play ciel and thought the idea of cross dressing would somehow "add to the themes of the story" but bcs ciel, who isn't even called ciel but actually kiyohara genpo (yes I fucking know), is still referred to with masculine language majority of the movie and doesn't cease to cross dress after the resolution he has accidently become canon transgender. Well he always was in my 12 year old heart. other than that. Well. madame red explodes. mey rin is the only servant now. undertaker looks like secret ai generated member of malice mizer. ciel and sebastian kiss with tongue. but none of this matters to me bcs sadly I'm attracted to live action sebastians little kpop face.
to quote my two favourite reviews of it.
⭐️ "I'm glad I watched it" < japanese person on yelp
"could almost be considered a modern rendition of goethes faust" < german person on youtube.
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beechbloom · 2 years ago
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Kaveh's s/o coming out to him as transgender
This one was originally meant to be for the enby folks but realized it pretty much works for trans people in general lol
Also godd I love this man so much? I'm obsessed with him? He's so sweet? Please send in requests for him?
Cw: slight accidental misgendering
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Oh my god he's honestly so good to you
He thinks about it so much in the start, wanting to understand as much as he can so he can be as respectful of your identity as possible
Though tbh he actually seems to grasp the situation way better than any other cis man typically would, being extremely good at putting himself in other's shoes
He doesn't doubt you. He understands that the only person who can know how you feel is you
And he never really gets into sensitive gender topics either unless you bring it up
If you ask him to use different pronouns then he might slip up a little bit in the start (got a lot on his mind and isn't very used to seeing you in this new light yet) but quickly gets ahold of it
It doesn't really cross his mind to do research on it, mainly because this is your experience of life. Words on a page written by someone else doesn't feel like the correct way of leaning about you
Though if you suggest it to him, or seem confused about it yourself, he'd gladly pick up a book
He doesn't really think much of what this will mean in terms of his sexuality. It's you. He's so smitten he knows he'd love you in whatever form you take
If you wish to change your gender presentation then ofc he will support you!
Sure he loves the way you look, but more than that he loves seeing you smile and be comfortable and confident in yourself. He honestly doubts any change to your appearance could stop him from loving you
If you'd like a new wardrobe then he'd love helping you pick out new clothes. His artistic eye would be excellent at finding clothes that suit you and the presentation you're going for
He thinks it's absolutely fascinating, no, mesmerizing to see you grow into yourself. Your appearance, and body language and... even the way you talk and act! You're being sculpted into an entirely new, happier person
It's almost like he's witnessing the most riveting art project's progression. He can't wait to see the end result!
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4stor · 2 months ago
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KILLER CHAT OC: RAY ZALATORIS
This is the continuation of Ray Zalatoris, your pop star. To those who knows me in the Server and have read about my lovable Ray, this will just be me reposting every single information, scenarios, and whatnot about him and other Killer Chat Li's.
TW: Mentions of suicide, abuse, murder, and whatnot (but you already know that)
"I'm not your typical charming K-POP idol you see on social medias, darling. I'm much much more than that. And maybe once you do get to know me, I hope you'll actually love the way I bloom for you." - Ray Zalatoris
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For basics:
Name: Ray Astor Augustus Zalatoris
Age: 21
Occupation: Pop singer/Modeling gigs/College student(mostly online)
Gender: Transgender Male
Sexuality: Straight af--????!?!?!!!
Height: 6'0
Aesthetic outfits: Emo, Dark academia, formal business outfits
Hobbies: Singing, dancing, drawing digital arts, listening to music, playing/streaming games, vc chat with the members (usually with Luca & Feli or Ronin or/with Angel
Relationship status: Taken by Angel
Other relationships: Half sister: Valeria (will come out soon)
Pop singer in the daylight, interviews here and there, tours every few months then a serial killer under the moonlight.
For an organized person, his kills could be spontaneous. He loves to explore what he can use so his weapons are never consistent.
However his signature marks are roses. Black for his interpretation of evilness and disgust, and whatnot. He does this cuz he's so egotistic LOL, he totally doesn't like it he finds an article of his kill just for it to be mentioned that "The Butcher" killed it.
He's such a "Ronin Hater". Not that he's an asshole, actually he relates a lot to Ronin more. Religion did NOT like him at all.
Ray refuses to get anyone's help, this is more likely his hyper independence because he doesn't believe that he needs it. It's not that he doesn't deserve it, it's just that "if he can then he doesn't need anyone" typeshit
During childhood, he excels a lot and craves his parents' praises. (They're neglectful by the way)
Deeper into this, the parents did not die by his hands but pretty sure he wanted to keep them because they were all he had (no matter how neglectful they are)(oh also he punched them so hard in anger, it's how he grieves he thinks they deserve it for leaving him). However he couldn't keep them for very long cuz they started decaying duh. He ended up burying them anyway.
if ur ever wondering how tf this baby boy survived, he was taken in by his manager (became a father figure) when he found Ray singing. Hence, he became pop singer baby. (Too bad that manager is dead after some time and the new one is a bitch)
Anyway, he loves to draw. It was his vent art typeshit going on, actually during romantic relationships, he'd draw the same person he loves over and over again (is this obsession). And if ever he's making a new song, it's more likely that it's dedicated to them.
l Ray is charming, swooning everyone's hearts with just the look of his eyes and a smile. (Sometimes that smile becomes a shiver down my spine if he ever has blood on his face)
l He's an extrovert, lots of friends. Barely active on the server sometimes, but when he does everyone would be happy to see him (duh they're friends, it's better to have everyone complete )
l When he's tired as fuck, he'd rather lay down. Probably similar to Angel, be with the person he loves after a long ass day.
l When stressed, he just throws everything out and procrastinates
l did I mention that he's sassy? Yes? Yes? Ofc I did
l he always had an "idgaf" attitude. No fucking kidding. He doesn't even care abt his manager screaming at his ears atp, yet he's still in the company LOL
Okay onto killing n crap
l I said that he explores, so technically sometimes he does it live to the server specifically to watch him go for his kill. Arson, knife, the use of his fists, crowbar — it doesn't matter, he'll torture the victim first before killing them off. He believes the most painful way before one dies is thru torture
l It's funny for someone organized, he likes it messy too. He's a balanced person in the end.
Clothes—
Ugh edgy and fucking emo. Sometimes idk what's wrong w him too. — anyway, his paletter are black and red, usually clothes that are elegant to him (he likes fashion n shit LOL), sometimes there are days where he don't give 2 shits and pull whatever. He STILL looks pretty FOR SOME GOD DAMN REASON—
RELATIONSHIPS:
Ronin
He hates and likes Ronin. That's how it goes, probably because when they first face revealed in vc server they were all like "woahhh Ronin rip offfff" and Ray probably was done w that joke. Nonetheless, he relates a lot to Ronin when they got close, they both bully each other, test each other, bruh they're both so egotistical I can see why they're friends in the first place.
sometimes they meet at the purgatory just to have fun. Pretty sure by this point Ronin probs considers him his bestfriend as well, perhaps? If Ray thinks the same.
with that said, for someone who smiles charmingly, always opens up. Ray is apparently unpredictable to Ronin. And that's what he likes so much about him (platonically....), it's like they're both edging (oh god..) each other to see whose ego breaks—
Ronin probably alr knows or does not (not like it matters to Ray lole), but Ray would actually kill and protect him. (Guess they're considered besties? LMAO). Ray does not understand his childhood, but he knows that religion is shet (he disses religion for some reason, sometimes he's a literal blasphemy— even funnier, he's born on 25th of Dec— this is why Ronin uses jesus and religious jokes on this guy��).
Ronin couldn't describe Ray, probably would say that he's an angel in the morning and a devil in disguise at night. He's not sure how to say it. Is it because Ray is unpredictable, or is it because he's different, or whatever is going on in this loser's mind (Ray) that runs like a whole pack of lions hungry for something.
I probably would think that Ronin would describe Ray as soft and caring, sassy and egotistical as hell, organized in the day and absolutely fucking messy at night.
also for cute shits: they both would match outfits, Ray doesn't rlly care much so he agreed to do it with Ronin lole so now they actually look like twins
Angel
Ray loves her (platonically). I think he did have a crush on her once. When they met on the server, he found her adorable and relatable with work (both their managers are douches but at least Ray can punch him in the fa—).
It was the most surprising shit when Angel discovered that Ray would be working for her (he was asked to model for some crap). Andddd that's how they both knew each other's identities (more because Ray shows his face often and Angel recognized him so quickly at work). And boom, they spend time with each other often during work for as long as they need Ray for modeling. (It's funny cuz paparazzi thought they were dating and started the rumours :WHEEZE:  Ray had to tell them that they're not during his interviews)
ANYWAY, it's a funny friendship pink coquette girl and some emo. What do they have in common? Charismatic, their smile swoons everyone's hearts Anddd a shitty manager.
speaking of manager, istg Ray been telling her to kill him off (Ronin did too but she didn't listen either ��) but she wouldn't, she only began to listen when Ray convinced her that he's exploiting her and using her as a rag to be stepped on. And boom shakalaka he's dead
Ray comforted her considering he's there with her at the moment of her kill. He saw the Maria De La Rosa (this was probably how he started crushing on her :WHEEZE:  I wouldn't blame him either)
anyway they both actually spend time together outside the server whenever they're free. And god how does Angel describe this loser LOLE (kind of almost annoying to Ray). She would always say like "wow, and I thought I was over with bad boys after Ronin and yet you come waltzing to my life as my best friend", Ray would always remark " Hey >:( that's insulting, I'm so fucking offended. Ain't no god damn way I'm like that loser. I'm better obviously��, Ray Augustus Zalatoris is better >:p" (this was meant to sound playful), anyway they giggle n shit (this was where Ronin thought they were dating cuz they spend a lot of time together and gave Ray the shovel talk������, Ray was fr like " huh what are u on")
His Perspective for his love for Angel:
It was already mentioned that he's into Angel. At first meeting she was just attractive to him, nothing else. Showing her vulnerable side when they became closer and especially that murder incident oddly made him feel closer to her. As if opening up to him makes him feel close.
He becomes vulnerable to a lot of people, specifically towards Cheri and Angel. Opening up to Ronin is difficult because he wouldn't know whether Ronin would make fun of him or not (Ronin always checks up on him thru Angel or Cheri tho bahaha).
But regardless of being vulnerable towards both cheri and angel, cheri was more like a brother to Ray. Angel on the other hand felt different to him. Like he was presented with light in his depressing bullshitery 
Regardless all the fans who love him and all that, he struggles with loneliness. Loneliness that he can't seem to feel vulnerable to anyone at all. Most of his relationships in the past were mentally or physically abusive towards him, sometimes they convinced him that being open harms others. So the fact that Cheri and Angel were able to get him to crack up made him feel some type of way.
TW: Suicide
Angel was the first to see Ray's vulnerability. The night where she was visiting and found him passed out. Bruises from practice and bags under his eyes were evident of his busy scheduling so Angel took care of him that night. On that very night she also discovered pills and ropes that were hidden terribly in his bathroom. Angel pondered for a while about Ray's usual suicidal jokes, sometimes stuff like "Angel, pain killers don't work on me anymore" or "Man I survived another year, better luck next time HAH" mentions or whatever. Angel knew that he was suicidal It was obvious to her but seeing his house worries her.
Ray waking up to her was surprising to him, he didn't expect visitors and pretty sure he knew the door was locked. Angel js showed his emergency key that was hidden terribly under a rock. She nagged at him to take care of himself and noticed that he barely had food in his fridge, his only excuse was that he was too busy to get any. But he knows better that he's too tired to do anything at all.
It was even more crazy to him when Angel mentions the things in his bathroom that he kept hidden. He tries to change the subject only for her to stop him from doing so just to be clear that she's here for him.
Ray didn't like being vulnerable, he hated the fact that he's vulnerable to this woman. He hates the fact that he tears up over this. Something he has never experienced, something he's kept hidden for a while now. Not because he wants to be all "positive", it's his way of coping: sense of humor, friends, and all that crap.
That night with her got him questioning his feelings for her, it's weird for him. It's fucking weird for him, he doesn't want to fall in love. Not with her. Because he knows for a fact that he's problematic with his emotions. He knows for a fact that he isn't want he really seems, not the loving Ray on stage, the Ray on all the modeling shoots, or the Ray in the stream, or the @/Devil's Rose in the server, or the Devil's Rose in the night. He is clearly aware of his level of Jealousy. He's always felt a little jealous of the chemistry she had with Ronin to the point Ray knew his distance. Oddly enough Ronin knows about this and sometimes jokes about it just to try and start a conversation, at one point Ronin just made it clear to go and get her as long as he does not hurt her.
But Ray knows better, better than to delve into silly emotions such as "love". Was it because of his past relationships? or what? He does not know either
Being able to be vulnerable to Cheri made it easier for Ray to avoid Angel at all cost, more because he doesn't want to fall into the pit of loving her. Cheri was way easier for him because he is a brother, his bestfriend and it's a different emotion for him.
bahaha Ronin talked to Ray about this situation, confused if Ray was just hurting Angel on purpose. This would be one of the times Ray finally admitted his feelings and why he was avoiding her.
"Wow, you're more complicated than I fuckin' thought, Ray Zalatoris. And I thought you were the greatest of all time?"
"Shut.. the fuck up Ronin, don't make me actually cut you up.. You know what I'm capable of."
"Well why don't you put all those walls down and accept that she's getting closer to you? Unless you're actually that hard to be romanced- Harder than V too HAH"
"Kill yourself, Ronin"
"You have no idea the things she tells me about you"
"Eh it's just fan support crap"
"I don't think so, Ray Zalatoris. I definitely do not think so. If you can make her feel that way then you're just way more special to her now. The same significance she treats me."
"..."
"tsk, haha alright.. I get it, I'll take it... thank you."
After that conversation, Ray got back to being close to Angel. He's still working with his feelings especially that he's unsure if she likes him back. (Wow does he not realize that Angel was flirting with him?) but all is well, they're best friends... flirting each other..... sometimes it got Luca & Feli to just say "JUST KISS ALREADY"
Rayngel Headcanons:
Rayngel headcanons perhaps?<3
 Inside dates, private dates, *as long as it's away from all the fans*. It's so tiring when there are paparazzi's and fans left and right who wants photos of both pop star and the loving angel model and influencer. Balancing being famous and having a private life is a pain in the ass, can never go out without disguising and hiding their identities to have a peaceful personal space.
When they do go out for a date, Ray would be one hiring bodyguards. For someone who lives in a shitty apartment, he's rich enough to spend on his lover. He rented the whole ass restaurant for this private date. Ray is the type to make his lovers feel *extremely* special.
Angel is the type to support Ray in his concerts, model shoots, and streams. Even glad that she works with him (even if sometimes she may get a little *slightly* jealous when he's paired up with someone else for a partner shooting). She shouts out and encourages people to watch his game streams in all her videos to show her support<3.
Ray on the other hand is a vtuber gamer, just to.. hide his identity as the pop star, when he face revealed it was a wild ass news that spread the internet about both pop star and influencer dating. It was a crazy wild ass rumor that spreads wild like fire.
Ray supports Angel just as much, watching her videos on repeat, drawing her and posting about her in an Angel only account on social medias. He mentions her a lot in his streams, sometimes when it's just a chillout and hang out chatting he'd bring his lover over, lots of Q and A from them for sure
They share the same favorite flowers surprisingly. Ray's chosen serial killing name was because he is symbolized by roses. "Queen of flowers", in his case: The *King*
Being the Devil's on the other hand is a different story relating to the religious trauma he experienced.
> - If they ever encounter arguments, it's most likely due to either of them overworking or not taking care of themselves. Angel tries to fit everything into her schedule and multitasks, always the perfectionist. Ray on the other hand, barely eats well, and stresses himself out for absolutely no reason. 
It's quite funny looking at them. Angel is an innocent saint. Loving, so sweet. Anyone would give their life to Angel. Ray is already the embodiment of "perfection." smile so perfect, moves done well by the first look, and always had a brain like a computer storage (he excels in college). Ray is especially flirtatious and sensual usually it's what the version of Ray they want in stage, hence, comes the surprise when Angel met the *real Ray*. Someone who's dense, silly, and just overall sweet (excluding the fact that he gets enraged at a specific someone when she gets hurt). 
Acts of serviceeee, Ray does things for her. He'd ditch his work any day just to bring her lunch, when he was able to get access into her apartment, he'd usually do the cleaning (stupid ass can't even clean his place) and make dinner. Angel is no longer surprised if she ever finds his boyfriend cooking dinner like they already moved in together. On another hand, Ray would help her with her schedule. Her manager is shit? You'll find him in the news the very next day which Angel would be upset for a little while but understand that he's... protective. Overly even perhaps 
Speaking of, over protectiveness. Ray is aware of how she lets people step on her. As someone who was in the same place as her, he would always teach her rather or make her open her eyes to things. But there will be points where victims who hurt her will be kidnapped and tortured at his play room. Simple slow and painful revenge for hurting his darling.
They're both actually very cute in my perspective. Angel was the first person to make Ray feel vulnerable before Cheri came to his life (his bespren). It was confusing for him, to be able to have the urge to ensure her smile and heart is protected at all cost. Ronin didn't even need to supervise this man, Ray already knows what to do.
- They balance each other a lot. Even if Ray may be similar to Ronin, there's still a difference something that makes him unique to Angel. Stone cold inside, full of jokes, such a sweetheart, sometimes insane and a suicidal maniac, and the perfect idol everyone loves.
- If she could have any rose in the world, *it's the Devil's Rose she wants*. Her special rose, shining brightly with ambition, passion, and mystery. And if Ray were to believe in *someone*, it would always be his Maria De La Rosa.
Grief:
Acceptance is not in his vocabulary. He would laugh at the thought that they're probably dead until they were hit with the reality that they are dead.
What if they're murdered? Ray would not stop going on a killing spree until he finds the suspect, hence, the Devil's Rose being in the headlines for 6 months to 1 year straight.
Ronin had to try and help him out in any way possible by calming him down and laying low all knowing that people might find him especially that he's been reckless, but Ray refuses his help. Stuck with the mind of killing and getting revenge, he's been kidnapping his victims into one place and making them play games for him. Play the games where they go insane and start to kill each other for survival. The hope of killing thinking they'd be let out once they won, but that didn't matter to Ray, oh no.. He'll kill him off by locking them for a long time.. into his little rubber room in an abandoned town. (never been mentioned where his playroom location is, which is the fun part haha).
"Don't you see the things you victims have in ccommon? Suspect descriptions :)."
"AND I NEED THAT BITCH DEAD."
The victim is dead but it doesn't seem like he has any crime records and wasn't actually lying about his innocence. However Ray doesn't give up, nor does he regret.
"I'll find you... Shove your own weapon into your mouth and make you feel the pain they went through. I'll make sure torture will be served to you."
If said person died from suicide instead, it would more likely led to Ray's guilt overwhelming him. How could he not see this? He was so stupid, absolutely so stupid
He found them dead by suicide and all he could do was hold them closely. At one point he'd bury them but he didn't want to say goodbye first.. So he keeps them somewhere where they're kept maintained and where Ray could watch them everyday.
But he's still mad at himself... Forever.
Ray Jealous?! Obsessed?!
Oh you’re in a fucking ride. This man obsessive over you is insane. Getting close to him at first is all sweet and lovey dovey until he discovers “jealousy” in his new emotion.
As said before he’s unable to feel vulnerability nor been able to come to terms with his emotions, so guess what happens when he’s jealous LOL.
You got it fucking right people, he kills them. If it got to the point he’s jealous of everyone, he’d rather keep his lover close to him. By that I mean kept in his apartment bedroom where they look absolutely pretty for this singer. 
*Darling, it’s best this way… I just can’t help it when everyone keeps taking you from me.*
Ray is perfect in every way, so it’s difficult to get him jealous or possessive. But once he does, he gets absolutely upset. He’s a literal filter for people to choose who he should be for them, so this would be something new. Something he hates. Does he change himself? He attempted that but they still wouldn’t look at him, kidnapping them is his best choice. Loving them by force.. Was his “only choice”
He frowns at the sight of their lover’s struggle, he doesn’t like it when they fear him, hate him, or feel negative within the slightest.
*Baby, don’t you see? I’m the best option, you should be looking AT ME.*
If he’s only possessive, more likely making claims such as “Yes I’m the boyfriend, their perfect boyfriend.” with a threat in his tone. At times, he’d threaten them privately to not hurt them or try anything.
He can be possessive over his friends, if smn he rlly loves (ahem ahem cheri ahem ahem) is with someone else for a long ass time. He’d pout and ignore it, but make side remarks about “abandoning” him “jokingly”
“Yeah after leaving me….. Chillax, I was joking.” - Ray
Ray’s Backstory:
Ray was born in a religious country, his deadname was *Rose*. The pretty little girl that *her* mother loved, the pretty little girl that *her* Father wanted to build and protect. He was the breadwinner of the family who was meant to achieve everything.
They were a loving family at first, his mother sings to *Rose* every night. *Her* talent for music honed as she grew up over time.
His mother was a religious woman, the father couldn’t care less about practices but he believed in God. His mother was a doctor, and the father was a teacher at a prestigious university. *Rose* on the other hand, was only the child who wanted to gain their attention and love.
Since Ray was placed into a prestigious school, high expectations were raised. Abuse was minimal, at times when she passed 88% it would be another yelling for him. At elementary school was where it started.
*Rose* passion for singing was evident throughout *her* life, piano here and there, recommendations for concerts, etc. However, it was disapproved by *her* parents because it’s a waste of time. Their future goal for *her* was to become a doctor and the perfect princess.
So every night after school was fucking hell. ||Tight to an IV with energy supplements to keep *her* up||, shining flashlight at *her* if *Rose* ever falls asleep again,|| and a knife at the corner for use when *she* shows no interest in *her* subjects||. Studying was a part of her life now. After a few tests from *her* father, *she’s* able to sleep for a minimum of 3 hours if unlucky, it’s 1.
*Rose* hated religion, her mother ruined it. What *she* thought God’s selfless heart turned into something who seemed egotistical, only loved if devoted. *She* grew to hate him over time and each time it gets annoying, a lot of nagging a lot of disappointment. At one point *she* was caught with a “cross” jewelry and was abused for it.
||*”WHAT ARE YOU? THE DEVIL? YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN CHRIST. YOU ARE BORN INTO A RELIGIOUS FAMILY AND WE UNITE AND SPREAD OUR BLOODLINE.”*||
*Rose* tried to kill *herself*. Wow you thought they were going to pity *her*? Haha.
||*”You’re a devil, *Rose*. How dare you take the life God gave you? This is a GIFT. Your intelligence is a GIFT. Your voice is a GIFT.”*||
*Rose* was kept in a room with nothing else at all and only brought in food once a day. Then more excessive studying. More and more studying. *Rose* comfort was singing, a press of *her* fingertips on the soft piano keys is what *she* loved. Cries were unheard as *she* sobbed.
*She’s* getting sick of this. The friends *she* had agreed, the *love of her life* agreed. *Her* childhood friend, Eliza. The only person who understood *her*. *Rose* started building *herself* into a rebellious child which led to separating them both.
But then *her* parents died. *Rose* didn’t know what just happened, their bodies were flooding with blood, and Eliza was there. *Rose* couldn’t kill them, but *Eliza* did.
”It was to save you. I saved you. They would have KILLED YOU, ROSE”
”They were my parents…”
”Rose stop being so naive. They tried to build you into someone you’re not… You’re a boy, Rose.”
”Huh”
Gender identity and shit weren’t something *Rose* ever came across. They were just teenagers. After hiding away from the incident, they helped each other to the point of falling in love.
*Rose* was dead by that point, Eliza rebuilt him into her own accord. *Rose* liked that, he felt like… Himself. Eliza lets him sing, let’s him play, let’s him express. *Rose* is dead. A haircut was all it changed, a change of clothes was all it took. And wow. Ray felt so real, like himself.
Eliza was someone he worshipped, a savior to him. The relationship got unhealthy by that point. Eliza’s control forced Ray to do things here and there until his breaking point, but who gives a fuck anyway? He didn’t have anyone anymore… He lost them all, he lost his parents, ran away from town, ran away from his friends… All he had left was Eliza, just her.
But he sinned again. Again and again and again. 23 stabbed to her chest when he got overwhelmed by her demands, the manipulative words to rebuild him. All he could do was run away from her.
He was alone now, alone and humming to the same melody his mother sang him. Then a new man came, he was kind. Brought him out of the hole he hid in and raised him next, a manager he worked in a pop music industry. Ray began to practice and achieved his passions this way.
Each relationship he went through in his teenage years till he was 18 was hectic. One cheated on him, another felt like Eliza again, and the rest were history he didn’t want to go through anymore. They’ve reshaped the vulnerable naive boy, they told him how charming his smile is and how he’ll be loved by everyone, how his voice was like a soothing melody, but for some reason. His emotions weren’t as expressive. He hated that. And so he met that woman in his life, taught him how to fake emotions by reflecting herself towards him.
”Rose is long dead…. Now look what she turned into”
He’d smile at his manager who gave him the permission to begin his testosterone at 18. A year and a few months after dedication at the gym and voice practices for his pop singing career while studying at college brought him where he is. *Everyone loved this man*. They would never suspect that he was trans at all. His pretty crimson eyes, his pretty black hair, his pretty smile, his pretty voice, and a little skin exposed for them to scream for, that’s all it took to love him. That’s all it took to be loved like he was never before.
Next was his name. His manager helped him become Ray Astor Augustus Zalatoris. The Ray Zalatoris everyone will see on stage. His manager wass everything to Ray, he saved him, he brought him up. It was all because of him that Ray was happy—
”So why did you leave me?”
His manager died in cold blood. Who would do such a thing? Ray doesn’t get it. Rage filled his entire heart, the sight of the assailant and all it took was one kill. One more kill. And god how it reminded him of Eliza again. It scared him. Stab wounds all over their body, but that doesn’t matter; he did it for a reason. He did it to avenge his father figure, he did it to be free.
For the next 2 years, Ray studied in university while he worked as a pop singer. Then started a stream on twitch, usually games. He didn’t have any difficulty with money, the manager left him many things, however in order to hide away from the bullshittery he lived in an apartment building which he renovated into his own comfort. *(May or may not involve the basement with the stasis-)*
In the dark web, he started serial killing. It didn’t really matter, he already killed twice might as well start on a killing spree. So what happens when he returns the favor for Eliza who killed his parents?
It was bloodshed back in town. Pure bloodshed, but no one had to know. No one was there to arrest him. One by one they all died and all it took was random weapons he could find, a gun, a crowbar, a knife, a random pipe, a random bat, etc.
He returned the favor to finally come to a close with his first lover. They both hated them, they all deserved to die.
”Hi! My name is Maria De La Rosa, it’s nice to meet you Ray!~”
Maria was one of the people who he had to work with, especially that he was called to model for a prince and Maria was his partner for the job. They got along from there.
At one point she noticed his manager yelling at him, fucking him over again but it only seemed as if Ray was too nonchalant for this. Not until late at night did Maria found Ray killing his own manager.
”Sorry, he was a waste of my time. So I gave him to god.”
”It’s too bad because I like you, Maria. But tell anyone else and you’re next.”
”No… I’m a serial killer too.”
Angel brought him into the server where he can relate. And god how he alr hated Ronin
”What do u even hate about him?”
”He’s ruining my pretty image =.=”
”Hehe, I think you’re prettier, Ray”
”Uhhuh sure.”
Hanging out in the Slaughterhouse server was comforting. Cool people, diversity, and all that shit. And he can vent about his shitty manager and stream his kills to them. He began his red room arena. The audience in the dark web where he is seen to torture people. Each time the cops would try to locate his whereabouts were failure, it’s either a place out of nowhere, or the location doesn’t even seem to exist. But Ray did that on purpose, to manipulate them into thinking it exists.
His kills always ended with a rose. A mockery, a signature, and a reminder of what he was before. The rose was a significant thing in his life, a reminder of who he was.
”Hah, Ray doncha thing we’re both just the same?”
”What do u mean, Ronin?”
”Chilldhood friend, shit town, shit life, fuckin needles n shit”
”I don’t know what you’re talking about, Ronin. I’m nothing like you. You chose this, while they built me.”
”...You’re bullshit. Running away like that.”
”You can never understand, Ronin.”
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!! NOT A REQUEST !!
I saw you're a total drama fan,, do you have any headcanons? I like seeing other folks headcanons ^__^ /nf
oh you KNOW I DO BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im probably gonna make a followup post like. actually making the icons but. yes here they are (its just the gen 1 cast cause. theyre the best. and also i havent seen roti or pahkitew or the reboot)
Ezekiel is a genderqueer transmasc bisexual and uses he/they!
Sadie is a biaesthetic lesbian, Katie is a transfem omni lesbian, and they're dating!
Eva is an acespec demiplatonic unlabeled sapphic! She's also Sephardic!(one of my fave random hcs is that all of team escope is jewish but from different disporas :D)
Noah is a Mizrahi gnc gay guy! (ik that sometimes people consider mizrahi to be a subterm of sephardic but im making the distinction lol)
Izzy is an Ashkenazi genderfucked abrosexual aroace demihuman xenogirl who uses any pronouns!
Justin is a flamboric cupiospec arospec gay guy!
Beth is a nonbinary weirdgirlpunk bi lesbian who uses they/she!
Owen is. well i'll be so real with you i dont really care about him (IM SORRY OWEN FANS. I JUST DIDNT LIKE HIS JOKES VERY MUCH. his friendship w noah was cute tho) but like. literally i interpret him as canonically bisexual. like he was literally so in love with justin like that wasnt even subtext that just. was a fact
Geoff i also lowkey dont care about (SORRY) but i also find him bisexual. hes so in love with bridgette and hes so in love with brody. two hands <3
Bridgette doesn't label her sexuality, but has had feelings for multiple genders before!
DJ is questioning his sexuality, but thinks that he's somewhere on the aroace spectrum! He also considers himself a cisgender demiboy!
Leshawna is a bipan girl, and her girlboyfriend, Harold, is a bigender transfem genderqueer genderfluid bisexual boygirl!
Lindsay is a bi straight lesbian, and her partner, Tyler, is a cusper straight lesbian transfem boy who switches between identifying as a cishet man and a trans butch lesbian and uses he/she pronouns! (also this is because i like both headcanons for her lmao)
Trent is an ace bisexual with an aesthetic lean towards girls and a romantic lean towards boys! He leans more towards the cis man side of the gender spectrum, but likes to get a little funky with it u know. like he listens to arctic monkeys. u know.
Gwen is a bi lesbian/shadowlesbian trans girl who defaults to she/her, but doesn't mind neopronouns! Also gwourtney is real to me
Cody is a bisexual trans guy!
Sierra is an intersex trisfem paradoxibinary arospec bordersexual first-quarter/third-quarter neaptide mspec lesbian who prefers she/her, but also likes they/them and neos!
Duncan is a bisexual guy with a preference for girls! also i am still a duncney believer. who else still part of duncney nation in 2023.
Blaineley is an aphrodite bi lesbian and shes dating ME SHES DATING ME SHES MY WIFE ILY MS STACEY ANDREWS OHALLORAN. i actually made a whole oc to ship her with lmao. i guess i can include that um shes dating jules who's a lesbian and is my oc <3
Heather is a bisexual girl with a preference for girls and she's dating Alejandro, who is also bisexual! their romance was cute argue with the wall
Courtney is a bisexual girl and she's also a cit <3
Chris and Chef are both gay men and are married! gay wrongs
uhh random other hcs i have for non gen 1 chcs are bi trans girl kitty, bi straight emma, uh that little swagless kid from rr who competed with his dad uh hes a trans boy, jo is a butch bisexual girlboy & is dating brick, a gnc bisexual man, scott is bisexual and dating courtney, sam is a nonbinary bigender transfem straight lesbian who uses all pronouns & is dating dakota who is a bi trans girl, um that one dude who had the name reveal is ofc trans, svetlana is a transgender bi lesbian, vito is hypersexual and bi, uh my hcs for mal are. long so keep an eye out for a mogai-headcanons post in a few months, shawn (?? is that his name) is a transhet guy and is dating jasmine (??? i do not know these chcs at ALL) who is bisexual.
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cowardlybean · 1 year ago
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teruki and minigishi. go forth
thank you fish my number one supporter
Teruki
Why I like them- middle school be so fine then BAM. WILDLY HUMBLING EXPERIENCE. and learning to become better because of it. Also other reasons but I am not describing my ancient middle school drama in comparison to teru
Why I don’t- I actually cannot think of any criticisms about teruki that boy is just living
Favorite episode- S1 EP5 where Mob fights him! That’s actually the episode that got me hooked on mp100 :3 Also S3 broccoli arc when psycho helmet is behind him that scene scared the shit out of me
Favorite season/movie- I actually really like season 1 Teruki because his whole fucking world got flipped on its head and he immediately gets a giant ass wig. That’s how I acted in middle school too
Favorite line- can’t think of one off the top of my head but something from confession arc most likely
Favorite outfit- transgender shoes :3
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OTP- N/A
Brotp- Minori and Teru!
Head Canon- I think he used social media the most out of the main kids (Tome, Mob, Ritsu, Shou, etc) so he pulls references that Mob just does Not understand out sometimes
Unpopular opinion- um. Raises hand. I prefer platonic TeruMob,, I don’t mind the ship ofc I just see it better as a friendship!!
A wish- PLEASE GIVE US A TERUKI PIGEON TOED FIGURE. PLEASE. PLEASE
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen-
5 words to best describe them- “average middle-schooler wildly inaccurate worldview” turns into “that one really queer friend”
My nickname for them- haystack
Minegeshi
Why I like them- the fact he gets a new start at the flower shop and learns to take care of plants rather than use them. God I love life.
Why I don’t- I’d probably like him more if there was more post-Claw content of him
Favorite episode (scene if movie)- I LOVE THE BIT IN BROCCOLI ARC WHEN HE TOUCHES A ROOT AND JUST KEELS OVER LMAO
Favorite season/movie- his appearances in s3. All of them. I love them.
Favorite line- can’t think of any :(
Favorite outfit- um the main one?
OTP- n/a
Brotp- I think he still hangs out with hatori sometimes
Head Canon- BOTANY NERD. KNOWS EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW. Put him in a greenhouse and he will flourish
Unpopular opinion- idk how popular it is but I don’t ship him with anyone so I guess there’s that? I dunno
A wish- minegeshi figure with plants. Please. Please. Ple
5 words to best describe them- “um. Uh. Plant. I guess”
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sleepdeprivedsimp234 · 2 years ago
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Loui and Mass both supporting each other and having each other's backs. Though it's a long time of knowing each other before Mass starts to open up to Loui. Mass thinking that Loui gives great hugs, especially when he's struggling.
Awwww that’s adorable and I 100% agree 🥺👍 I have a hc that Loui was genuinely SCARED of literally everybody when Gov bought him from France. Nobody could touch him without him flinching, running, or possibly using his magic to throw them away from him. He was just- scared that they were gonna hurt him, cuz that’s all he ever really knew. And Mass felt a kind of sense of "I must protect this child like it is my little brother (so basically protect and love him as much as he does NY)-" and became one of Loui’s first friends (after Mary, who was naturally warm and welcoming and gentle, and NY who liked Loui whether he would like to admit or not and felt the need to befriend him “secretly”).
Eventually, Loui told his three new friends about his past, the culture of what is now his state, and a bunch of other stuff (both happy and sad). And then Mass realized how alike he and Loui were in some ways. Like with the witch huntings, and the "my dad forced me into a war" thing, and how they both had (still have) daddy issues-, and then he was like-"Oh sh*t I like this kid even more goddamnit-".
And then a "little" while later, Mass starts opening up to Loui instead of just lying all the time when Loui asks if he’s doing alright, or how is he doing. Yea Loui was probably one of the first people that Mass opened up to. Loui is also the one that encouraged Mass to try going to therapy and helped him fully transition (they are trans buddies 🥹).
And the hugs- holy crap the HUGS. So many hugs. And Mass will never admit to ANYBODY that he thinks that Loui gives the best hugs (I think that too and I’m not ashamed to admit it-). He ain’t gonna admit that he loves when he’s feeling down and Loui just pops up outta nowhere and traps him in a bear hug from behind, or when Loui just comes up outta nowhere and latches onto him like a f*cking koala. Ofc tho, Mass sometimes gives the hugs as well, tho it’s more of a "I pick up this f*cking beanpole bridal style and hold him as close as I can" or trapping Loui in a headlock and ruffling his hair, or even sometimes just tackling him out of nowhere and just pinning him there for as long as he wants (it’s usually only a few minutes but still-). It’s not like Loui wants to or can escape tho lmao.
So basically:
Traumatized transgender brick wall with daddy issues that’s also maybe just maybe a witch + traumatized transgender lanky boi that also has daddy issues and is most definitely a witch = ✨ultimate friendship✨.
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