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DREAM RIDDLE DRIVING ME INSANE (spoilers for chapter 7!)
Really being his âfriend that you makeout w/â but introducing him as your boyfriend to your nosey parents,, He kisses you hard behind closed doors and you can practically taste his scowl!! His lipstick smears against your chin, only dragged further towards your jaw by greedy fingers and sloppy bites,,
âWhyâd you say that? Youâre wayy too soft, donât have to prove shit to those saggy dimwits.â
âRiddle! Thoseâre my parents!â
âSo? Ow! Stop hitting me!â
omigod being his impromptu manager for the few paid performances he gets, and organizing gigs for the band because you know he loves performing <3 He hates that you get all bossy when youâre in a groove, but he lets it slide. Totally not because he likes you or anything!!
âThis is how weâll be doing warmups from now on- itâs the safest way!â
âIâll sing when and how I want, but I wouldnât be mad if you joined me for a duet with your baby-proofed vibe :)â
Riddle doesnât keep clothes he doesnât wear, so whenever you redo his hair itâs shirtless or in one of your tops,, He buries his nose into the fabric to mask any dye smells, but when that âisnât strong enoughâ the next best thing is your neck! As revenge you draw hearts into his back with the strongest colour, but itâs not very effective when he shows them off :/ The brat doesnât even bother cleaning you up, but the post shower clinging is to die for!!
âOOOOOOOOOOO Who made you look this pretty??â
â..You did..â
âYEAHHHHHHHHâ
No matter what you pursue and how it aligns with his values, Riddleâs at your back. Hell, you could even be a policeman, and he still wouldnât ditch you! Youâre just too cool :) Heâll never admit it, but if thereâs anyone in the world heâs willing to get hitched with, itâs you. (For tax purposes!!) <3
âEven if youâre a little goody-goody, weâre chill.â
âWait, REALLY? You loveeeee me!!â
âNo way!â
#twst yuu#twst#disney twst#yuu twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#twst x reader#riddle rosehearts x yuu#riddle rosehearts#riddle twst#riddle x reader#riddle rosehearts x reader#riddle twisted wonderland
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summary â the work week was harder than expected, but it was nothing a little clubbing and some casual fun couldn't fix. but nothing about soldier boy is casual and you look delicious enough to eat.
cw â 18+, smut, p in v (wrap it), mentions of drinking and smoking, clubbing, oral (f & m receiving), fingering, teasing, nicknames (good girl, princess, sweetheart, slut), biting, cold/sweet ben. (lmk if i forgot any!)
word count â 2,241 words
the lights flashed, the drinks flowed, hips were swung and cigarettes were smoked without a care in the world. the work week at vought had been brutal; you had thought that working marketing for vought was your biggest dream, but turned out to be a nightmare in disguise.
all you needed was a way to get your frustrations out and somebody already had their sight on you; watching you like a predator stalks its prey. waiting to strike. to devour. consume.
the beat overtook your body as you danced with your girlfriends at the bar, wildly rocking your hips and laughing loudly as you held onto each other for support. your balance like a newborn fawn after the countless tequila shots and free drinks from sleazy vought business men.
1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4. one shot for each time ashley had either berated or shouted at you in the past week in front of the whole team, reducing you to nothing but a mess.
"do you really think homelander would write some fucking shit like this?" "you need to cover a-trains fucking live right now, he goes off the rails without a shitting script!" "how far is your head up your own asshole that you can't see the mistakes?"
all you wanted to do was quit, but your best friend had really stuck her neck out and gotten you the position and quitting would only fuck it up for both of you. you swallowed your pride like you swallowed the bitter alcohol and plastered on a fake smile. you couldn't work out if you were trying to convince your friends or yourself of your happiness anymore.
your eyes couldn't help but scan the crowd, it felt like something was calling out to you. craving your attention. all you could see was the heaving, starved movements of the dancers. bodies grinding against each other in desperation, sweet nothings and dirty promises whispered in ears. skin pulled, kisses shared, drinks drunk and spilt. until you noticed him.
a smirk on his face, a cigarette dangling from his plush lips framed by soft stubble, and an intimidating gaze. his stance frozen and domineering as the crowd ebbed and flowed around him like a lonesome island in a vast ocean. frozen, like the unstable fawn caught in the headlights, you are captured by his harsh gaze as he follows your every move. he notices how your breath hitches, how your heartbeat quickens, how your brain tries to make sense of where you'd seen him before.
you tug on your friends arm, tearing her attention away from some old businessman who is too eager for his own good. you hold her hands tight as your eyes frantically dart over to him, not daring to look away for too long. she catches the hint and her eyes drift to the dominating figure in the crowd and a small smirk spreads across her face.
"you want to be careful of that one." she laughs, her shoulders shaking as she glances you over.
"have you seen him before? he looks so familiar..." you shout over the bass and drum as you hesitantly follow her lead to the dance floor, your heels click-clacking in sync.
"we fucked once, i think. can't really recall. you don't recognise him?" she shouts in your ear as you reach the epicenter of the crowd and let the music flow through you. you give him one last look and shake your head. "it's......" she tries to shout, but the thrum of the bass muffles her voice. you struggle to concentrate, to listen to her warnings but your mind has fogged over. all control has been relinquished to the beat that flows over you like rain during a thunderstorm.
your body hums and tingles as you sway and swing your hips to the techno music that blasts, but all the while you feel his glare burn a hole into the nape of your neck. before you even know it you feel hands grab your hips, almost carefully, before you feel his stubble scratching against your neck. his hands travel wildly as you lean your head back to rest it on his wide shoulders and melt into the sensation of him. he grabs and spins you around. you're confronted with his infamous sage green eyes that you could drown in surrounded by a mask of intimidation and power.
soldier boy. with a big bald wolf-ish grin plastered on his face, ready to swallow you whole.
a blur. tongues and teeth clashing. hips grinding. promises whispered. dragged to a back door exit and thrown into a waiting car. all leading up to now in a dingy motel, still fully clothed and on your knees in front of him. your heart beating through your chest as you gaze up at him through your heavy lashes as he admires you, so willing to be good for him. he groans as he fully takes you in; your baited breath and your wanting eyes. "shit, sweetheart. those eyes could melt any man's heart." soldier boy sighs as he reaches forward and runs his calloused finger over your lower lip, tugging on it and eliciting a whine from you. "too bad, i lost mine years ago." he comments nonchalantly as he drags his hand away from you and rests it on his belt. "now, are you going to be a good girl? or are we going to have some fuckin' problems?" his voice is rough and cold as he watches you shake your head. "i asked you a question, i expect an answer." he sighs, louder. "i'll be good, so good." you whisper, unaware of what you've unleashed upon yourself. with a smirk, he nods as if to say "go ahead" and you waste no time reaching up, undoing his belt and tugging down his moss green supe-trousers. you marvelled at the sight of him. the veins that curled around it, the pinkish hue of the tip, the girth that could break you. instinctively, you wrap your hand around it and slowly tug on it, earning a long exhale from him as he throws his head, urging you to grip harder and go faster. you lick a stripe from the base to the tip of his hard cock and twirl your tongue around his reddened tip, the taste of salt lingering in your mouth.
before you know it, soldier boy has threaded his fingers through your soft hair and tugs on it as your lips glide up and down his length, fully taking him and relishing in his soft moans. his hips start to rock, burying himself in your throat as your nails dig into his strong thighs. the pain barely registering to him as he loses himself in the way your skilled lips and tongue work against him.
"you look so fucking good like this, sweetheart. my dick.." he grunts and pulls out, letting you breathe for a second. "down your slutty throat." he gently strokes your cheek as you catch your breath, the tears and spit glistening before guiding himself back into the comforting warmth of your mouth around him. he watches, almost adoringly, as you stroke and suck on his thick cock, your eyes never leaving his as you give into your urges.
"does it make you feel good? sucking on soldier's boy cock like this? so fuckin' desperate for me, aren't you?" he mutters with a devilish smile. "i don't even know your name and yet, you're so ready for me, baby. fuck..." his eyes roll into the back of his head as you once again deep-throat him. "fuck this." he grunts before pulling himself out of your mouth with a wet 'pop!'. he roughly grabs you by the hair on the nape of your neck, tugs you up and push you down onto his cluttered bed. he positions you how he wants and you follow willingly like his little doll as lays you on your back, with your knees bent and your pink panties on full display.
he lets out a loud groan as he notices the wet patch that had only gotten bigger and bigger since he first laid his strong hands on you in the club. you whimper as his rough fingers trace the outline of your panties, grazing against your soft thighs. the difference between his tentative touches and harsh words that make your heart soar before making it almost beat out of your chest.
"all this for me, baby? so wet just for me?" he mocks with a fake pout as his fingers finally drag over your clothed clit, pressing down on it and watching you squirm.
"soldier bo-" you start but he cuts you off with a light slap to your thigh.
"ben." he interjects, a silent warning.
"ben." you mutter. "please, please.. just touch me, fuck me. anything.." your breath quickens as you finally give in and plead; god, it was like music to his ears. he pulls off the last of his supe-suit, leaving him completely exposed as you lay still in your heels and dress, not daring to move without his permission. he nudges your legs further apart with his chin before delicately kissing the inside of your legs, his scruff scratching you as he torturously slowly makes his way to where you both want him to be. he inhales your sweet scent; the fear, uncertainty and desire rolling off of you.
finally. he hooks his fingers and yanks your panties down, exposing your slick and needy folds to him. you can hear him lowly hum as he admires the mess he's made of you. he can't hold himself back anymore. his hunger is overwhelming and you're being served on a plate to him. he tenderly kisses your clit before completely drowning himself in you and letting his tongue explore you.
his tongue prods and glides expertly into every divot and crevice as your fingers thread through his soft, chestnut brown hair and cry out from the pleasure.
"fuck, ben! oh my go-" you softly moan before his fingers slide into you with ease, your walls inviting and immediately moulding to his thick fingers. like a man starved, he swallows all you have to offer him. each moan and plea that rolls off your tongue only fuels his desire for more. more.
he struggles to pull himself back from your warm, wet cunt and your addicting taste but he can't wait anymore and neither can you. your breath hitches and your legs shake with anticipation as you realise his next move. his slick-covered mouth curls into a smirk as he towers over you, forcefully pushing your dress up and roughly lifting your hips to meet his leaking, wanting tip. a unified, grumbled moan escape you both as he effortlessly pushes himself past your slippery folds and nestles himself deeply against your mound. his cock expertly kisses your cervix before he lazily pulls back and slams into you with a force unlike any other.
pornographic moans and the squelch of your wetness fills the seedy motel room. he can't tear his eyes away from you for a second, afraid he'll miss a twitch of your lips, a deep heaving of your chest or your eyes rolling into the back of your head. both his hands curl around your throat, enjoying the feeling of your quickened heartbeat under the pad of his thumb.
"you look good enough to eat, princess." he pants. "you're so fucking tight, god.. look at it." he looks adoringly down. "just keeps suckin' me in so deep." he swears under his breath as he hitches your legs around his waist, your heels clicking together with each harsh thrust. he leans down and grazes his teeth over your chest, spilling out of your little black dress. he sighs and bites down on your breast, hard, earning a yelp from you as you try to push him away. he licks and sucks on the marked skin, right above your fluttering heart. he sucked and nibbled at the sensitive area, as if he could delve right in and eat your heart right out. you whimper his name as your orgasm builds and threatens to explode.
"ben, please- fuck, please. let me cum. i-" your words come out a jumbled mess as his pace quickens, enjoying how you fall apart so easily beneath him.
"fucking cum for me. cum on my fucking cock. let them know how good soldier boy fucks your pussy, slut." he whispers into your neck as he, somehow, manages to shove himself even deeper and your walls clamp down around him. your body jerks and a series of mewls escape you before he follows swiftly behind and fills you up. he harshly grabs your face and kisses you deeply as his thrusts turn lazy and eventually stop.
he pulls back an inch or two to brush away the hair from your face and places a soft, unexpected kiss on your forehead. but like before, his demeanour quickly shifts, and he pushes himself off of the bed, gathers your underwear and carelessly throws it to you. but you catch the way his eyes linger on you, noticing something innocent behind his hardened eyes. you knew this wouldn't be the last time you'd see him.
that boy is a monster; a beast. and you're the beauty, willing to let yourself fall prey to him and his wicked ways.
authors note â AAAHHH MY FIRST FIC EVER. what the fuck??!! please be sweet, this was a terrifying process to go through and i hope no one is disappointed đ â based on the banger by lady gaga that i've been listening to on repeat for 2 months straight.
#millie writes#soldier boy x reader#soldier boy x yn#soldier boy x female reader#soldier boy x y/n#soldier boy x you#soldier boy smut#jensen ackles smut#jensen ackles x reader#the boys smut#Spotify
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ânerds don't date , right?â ⯠how to lose a bet and your heart in seven days.
[ ì ìž ] â· â. . things just get more interesting when you're fake-dating the hot nerd and are involved in a bet with him.
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yani's note đà ŹÜ hihi >< so like, part two hehehehhehehe. this turned out to be literally double the wc from the previous one..... oh and i just crossed 8OO followers???? what???? like two posts ago i crossed 7OO, oh good lord, thank you so much!! comments, likes, req./asks and reblogs are always appreciated !! send in a reply or an ask if you want to be in my mastertag, or my individual series' taglists. happy reading, love <3
you had never seen jeongin this stressed in your uni year.
it had been barely a day since the dinner, and he was already acting like his life was spiraling out of control. not that you blamed himâyou were a handful, after all. but still, the man looked like he was fighting for survival, while you?
you were thriving.
not only were you fake-dating him in front of his family, but thanks to him, you also had the perfect bet to keep things interesting.
and now? now, you were at the usual cafĂ© on campus, sitting comfortably with your groupâfelix, ryujin, yeji, and minhoâwhile absolutely basking in the aftermath of your deal with jeongin.
the blonde leaned forward, resting his chin on his palm. "so let me get this straight," he began, voice amused.
"you made a bet with the yang jeonginâtopper, nerd, absolute try-hardâwhere you get to flirt with him for three whole months, and if he falls for you, you win?"
you grinned, stirring your latte lazily. "mhm."
ryujin raised a brow. "and if you lose?"
you waved a dismissive hand. "then he gets to ignore me forever, i guess."
yeji snorted. "as if he'd actually do that. boyâs definitely gonna lose."
minho, who had been silently observing all this time, sipped his americano before finally speaking. "you're really confident, huh?"
you flashed him a smirk. "min, have you met me? of course, i'm confident. i know heâs gonna fall for me. i learn from the best, you know."
felix grinned. "well, duh. everyone loves you."
yeji smirked. "hyunjin and jisung sure do."
ryujin laughed. "oh yeah, didnât hyunjin say you were literally his type?"
you shrugged, fighting back a smirk. "maybe."
felix gasped dramatically, clutching his chest. "oh my god. is this why jeongin is acting so feral? is he jealous?"
"no, heâs probably just pissed that i exist."
minho scoffed. "thatâll change soon enough."
"exactly," you said smugly. "so, obviously, iâm winning this bet. thereâs no way iâm falling first."
your friends exchanged looks, all of them barely holding back their very obvious amusement.
"sure," yeji said, lips twitching.
"of course," ryujin agreed.
minho sipped his drink again. "i totally believe you."
felix just grinned. "this is gonna be fun."
meanwhile.
jeongin had never been this mentally exhausted in his life.
one dinner. one stupid dinner. that was all it was supposed to be.
now? now he was fake-dating y/n in front of his entire family and locked in a three-month bet that would undoubtedly ruin him.
and to make things worse? jisung, seungmin, hyunjin, aeri, and yunah were not helping.
"bro," hyunjin was saying, leaning against the cafĂ© booth with a stupid grin, "youâre done for."
"over. finished." jisung added, looking way too entertained.
jeongin shot them both a glare. "i am not going to fall for her."
hyunjin raised an eyebrow. "really?"
seungmin, ever the realist, merely sighed. "jeongin, have you met y/n?"
"yes, seungmin," jeongin deadpanned. "i have. unfortunately.*"
yunah giggled, twirling her straw. "sheâs really pretty, though."
aeri smirked. "and hot. and cute. and bold."
hyunjin nudged jeongin. "she literally calls you 'hot nerd.' i wouldâve folded instantly." he said, dramatically putting a hand on his heart while pretending to faint.
jeongin shot him a disgusted look. "you have no standards."
jisung snorted. "and you have no chance."
"i hate all of you." (and we're back !!)
"no, you donât," jisung said, grinning. "you hate that you know weâre right."
seungmin nodded. "statistically speaking, you're screwed."
"oh my god," jeongin muttered.
jisung clapped his hands together. "alright! place your bets! how long do we think itâll take for jeongin to fall first?"
"two weeks," hyunjin said immediately.
"a month," aeri guessed.
yunah smirked. "three weeks, max."
"one week," jisung announced proudly.
jeongin slammed his drink down. "i hate every single one of you."
almost a week later.
you found jeongin in the library, because of course you did.
dressed in an oversized cream sweater, silver-rimmed glasses perched perfectly on his nose, black slacks, and expensive-looking loafers, he looked annoyingly good for someone who spent all his time studying.
unfortunately for him, you were here to ruin his peace.
sliding into the seat across from him, you grinned. "morning, iyennie."
jeongin didnât even look up. "no."
you gasped dramatically. "no? thatâs all i get? whereâs my 'good morning, beautiful?' my 'you look stunning today, y/n'?"
jeongin exhaled sharply. "why are you here?"
you leaned forward on your elbows, smirking. "to see my lovely boyfriend, obviously."
jeongin twitched. "we are not fake-dating at uni."
you shrugged. "doesnât mean i canât flirt with you."
jeongin dragged a hand down his face. "i hate this bet."
"you literally proposed it, genius."
his jaw clenched. "i hate you."
you batted your lashes. "no, you donât."
jeongin physically recoiled. "oh my god."
across the library, hyunjin and jisung sat at another table, watching the interaction with matching grins.
hyunjin nudged jisung. "one week?"
jisung smirked. "one week."
. . .
âiâve decided that iâm going to end you.â
jeongin barely looked up from his notes. âcool. try not to be too obvious about it.â
âno, really,â you said, leaning forward across the library table, resting your chin on your hands as you stared at him. âiâm going to make your life miserable.â
jeongin finally glanced up, adjusting his silver-rimmed glasses with the most unimpressed expression youâd ever seen. âisnât that what youâve already been doing?â
you gasped, placing a dramatic hand over your chest. âwow. that was hurtful, iyen.â
jeongin twitched. âstop calling me that.â
you grinned. âmake me.â
his fingers curled around his pen, and for a second, you wondered if he was genuinely considering launching it at your forehead.
the library was quiet, aside from the occasional whispers of students flipping through books, the dull hum of the air conditioning, and the muffled sounds of footsteps against the carpeted floor. your table was nestled in the back corner, surrounded by towering bookshelves and dim lighting that gave the whole setting a very academic romance kind of vibeânot that jeongin would ever admit that.
and, of course, the two of you werenât alone.
like said earlier, across from you, at another table, were felix, ryujin, yeji, and minho, watching with way too much amusement.
they can't miss good entertainment, right?
and a few tables away, jisung, hyunjin, seungmin, aeri, and yunah, were also watching with expressions that ranged from entertained to downright smug.
because, honestly? no one believed jeongin was going to win this bet.
not even jeongin himself.
"are you done?" he asked, voice clipped, flipping a page in his notes.
you smirked. "not even close."
leaning back in your chair, you crossed one leg over the other, watching him with open interest. he was dressed as he always wasâannoyingly fashionable for someone who didnât seem to care about fashion. a fitted black turtleneck, an oversized houndstooth blazer, tailored slacks, and his signature silver-rimmed glasses that rested so perfectly on the bridge of his nose.
his black hair was slightly tousled, as if heâd been running his fingers through it in frustration all morning (which, knowing you, he probably had).
"you know," you mused, tilting your head, "if you werenât so insufferable, iâd probably have a crush on you."
his pen hovered mid-air, his lips parting slightly before he turned to glare at you. "what?"
you shrugged. "what? iâm just saying. youâre kind of my type. hot. smart. dresses well. severely grumpy. i like a challenge."
jeonginâs eye twitched. "wâ"
"oh my god," hyunjin suddenly groaned from across the room, throwing his head back. "can you two just kiss already?"
jeongin immediately choked on air.
your lips twitched as you turned to hyunjin. "not yet, jinnie. i have a bet to win, remember?"
hyunjin smirked. "oh, you will win. no doubt about it."
jisung laughed. "heâs already halfway there."
"this is a library, hello?" the librarian hissed.
"but we're the only ones here, miss y-"
jeongin slammed his book shut, stood up, and turned to you with murder in his eyes. "weâre leaving."
you blinked innocently. "we are?"
"yes." he grabbed your wrist and tugged you up from your seat, ignoring the very loud, very obnoxious oooohhhhhs coming from both friend groups.
felix gasped. "look at him. so dominant."
"i didnât know he had it in him."
"they grow up so fast."
seungmin merely shook his head, unimpressed. "heâs just running away."
jeongin glared at all of them before practically dragging you out of the library.
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the late afternoon sun draped the campus in warm, honey-colored light, stretching long shadows across the pavement. the air was crisp but comfortable, carrying the faint scent of freshly brewed coffee from the campus café nearby. a few students walked past, caught up in their own conversations, but none of them paid much attention to the very mismatched pair walking down the sidepath.
jeongin was suffering.
because you were practically dragging him.
"y/n," he grumbled, his arm stiff as you held onto his wrist. "why are you like this?"
you hummed, pretending to think. "born this way, i guess?"
jeongin sighed, shaking his head. "no remorse. none at all."
"absolutely none," you confirmed cheerfully, still leading him forward.
he didnât know where you were taking him. you probably didnât either. but that didnât seem to matter to you. it was just one of those thingsâwhere you decided something, and everyone else just had to go along with it.
he really should have thought this through before making that bet.
the sky was beginning to shift into soft hues of orange and almost blue when jeonginâs phone buzzed in his pocket. he pulled it out, glancing at the screen, and immediately stiffened.
his mom.
he stopped walking so abruptly that you almost crashed into him.
"whoaâ" you blinked at him. "whatâs wrong?"
he held up a finger. "be quiet."
you snorted. "like hell."
"y/n."
you grinned, unbothered, as he answered the call.
"hello?" jeongin said, his voice immediately shifting into something softer, more polite.
"oh, jeongin! how are you, sweetheart?"
you gasped dramatically beside him. sweetheart?
jeongin shot you a look. a warning. a plea.
you ignored it completely.
"hello, ms. yang!" you chirped before he could stop you, leaning in way too close to the phone. "how are you?"
there was a pause on the other end.
and thenâ
"oh, y/n, dear! how lovely to hear your voice!"
jeongin closed his eyes. no, no, noâ
you beamed. "aw, you're so sweet. it's lovely to hear yours too!"
jeongin wanted to die.
his mother laughed. "such a charming girl! i hope my son is treating you well?"
you turned to him with the smuggest smile, tilting your head. "oh, heâs wonderful, ms. yang. so sweet. so attentive."
jeongin gave you a blank stare, deadpan. you? a menace.
his mother sighed happily. "ah, that's good to hear. oh! that reminds meâjeongin, darling, you havenât forgotten about next weekend, have you?"
jeongin blinked. "uh⊠next weekend?"
you raised an eyebrow, watching him.
"the family gathering, jeongin!" his mom continued. "your uncleâs wedding anniversary celebration. you have to come. and of course, you must bring y/n!"
jeongin froze.
you?
you? (i'd be offended)
he turned to you so fast you almost thought his neck might snap.
you, on the other hand, were staring at him with way too much excitement in your eyes.
he cleared his throat, forcing his voice to stay neutral. "oh⊠right. that."
you leaned in, lips parted in interest.
ms. yang laughed. "don't tell me you forgot?"
jeongin exhaled sharply, pressing a hand to his temple. "i⊠might have."
you gasped. "baby!"
he glared.
"oh, donât worry, dear," his mom said, brushing past his frustration entirely. "itâs going to be a lovely event! you must come with him, y/n! i wonât take no for an answer."
your grin widened.
jeongin knew that look.
it was the look of pure evil. the look of someone who had just won. (no he just read too many comics)
you placed a hand over your heart, feigning surprise. "oh my gosh, ms. yang, really? youâd want me there?"
"of course!" his mother said immediately. "youâre practically family now!"
jeongin almost choked for the umpteenth time that day.
you looked so pleased.
"well, in that case," you said sweetly, "iâd love to come. wouldn't want to disappoint a lovely lady like you, ms. yang."
ms. yang sighed, completely oblivious to his suffering. "wonderful! oh, i knew i liked this girl!"
jeongin shut his eyes, inhaling deeply. why him?
"alright, sweetheart, i wonât keep you two," his mom said. "make sure to text me later, okay?"
"yeah, yeah," he muttered, still trying to process what had just happened. "bye, mom."
"have a good evening, ms. yang!" you called cheerfully.
the call ended.
silence. and thenâ
"you evil, evil woman," jeongin muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose.
you grinned. "aw, is my baby upset?"
"donât call me that."
"oh, but i must," you teased, tapping his arm. "we are dating, after all."
jeongin groaned.
you rocked back on your heels. "sooo. a family event, huh?"
"shut up."
"your entire family is gonna be there?"
"y/nâ"
"and your relatives?"
jeongin exhaled slowly, praying for patience. "yes."
you beamed. "god, i love this bet."
jeongin stared at you. "why are you enjoying this?"
you shrugged. "because you're not."
his eye twitched. "i hate you." (.........yeah, yk the drill)
"you love me."
"shut up."
you giggled, nudging his arm as you started walking again. "come on, hot nerd. we have so much planning to do."
jeongin sighed, dragging a hand down his face as he followed after you.
he wasn't going to lose this bet.
he wasn't.
but, why did it feel like you had already won?
â
the city was beginning to glow.
golden streetlights flickered on, one by one, casting soft halos onto the pavement. neon signs buzzed to life in the distance, painting the skyline in hues of red, blue, and green. the cool evening air carried a mix of scentsâfreshly brewed coffee from a nearby cafĂ©, the faint spice of street food stalls setting up for the night, and something softer, like rain on warm pavement.
and in the middle of it allâyou and jeongin.
he was still following you, albeit begrudgingly, his hands tucked into the pockets of his coat.
"are you actually planning on telling me where we're going?" jeongin asked, his voice laced with skepticism.
you only grinned, walking a little ahead of him, as you turned around, still walking backwards, facing him. "nope."
he sighed. "of course not."
as the two of you had left the campus a while ago, jeongin had expected you to stop at the nearest café, maybe a convenience store. but instead, you kept walking. past the busy streets, past the familiar landmarks, past the places where most students usually hung out.
and now?
now, you were leading him through quieter roads, where the buildings weren't as tall, where the sky was starting to open up above you, where the city lights didnât drown out the stars entirely.
it was weirdly peaceful.
not that he'd admit it.
"you're too trusting," jeongin muttered, watching as you walked ahead of him without a care in the world.
you glanced over your shoulder, raising an eyebrow. "oh? and why's that?"
"youâre just⊠walking around at night, alone, dragging meâyour supposed fake boyfriendâto some unknown location." he narrowed his eyes. "for all you know, i could be leading you into danger."
you let out a soft laugh. "oh, please. if anyoneâs the danger here, itâs me."
jeongin rolled his eyes. "right."
"you think i'm scared of you, topper?" you smirked, nudging his shoulder. "youâre, like, the least threatening person iâve ever met."
"good," he said flatly. "that means i can stop pretending to tolerate you."
you gasped dramatically. "so rude! and here i was, thinking we were bonding!"
"bonding?" jeongin scoffed. "you kidnapped me."
you hummed, tilting your head. "wouldnât call it kidnapping. more like⊠involuntary adventuring."
"thatâs literally just a fancier way of saying kidnapping."
"details, details." you waved a hand dismissively, your bracelets jingling softly.
jeongin shook his head, but there was a smallâvery smallâcurve to his lips.
for a while, the conversation drifted into comfortable silence. the only sounds were the rhythmic tapping of your footsteps against the pavement, the occasional passing car, and the distant chatter of city life.
"you come here often?" jeongin asked suddenly, his voice softer now.
you glanced at him, slightly surprised by the question. "hmm?"
"wherever it is we're going," he clarified, watching your expression closely. "you seem⊠familiar with the way."
you hesitated for a second, but then you smiled. "yeah. i do."
he studied you, noticing how your fingers fiddled with the strap of your bagâa small, almost absentminded gesture. "alone?"
"sometimes." you exhaled lightly, looking up at the sky. "other times, with my friends."
jeongin didnât miss the slight shift in your tone. it was subtle, but it was there.
"and tonight?" he asked, glancing at you. "why me?"
you turned your head toward him, meeting his gaze.
and for a momentâjust a momentâyou didnât say anything.
the city lights reflected in your eyes, turning them into something almost ethereal. the night breeze played with the loose strands of your hair, making them dance against your cheekbones. there was something unreadable in your expression, something jeongin couldnât quite place.
but thenâ you grinned.
"because i felt like annoying you," you said simply.
jeongin blinked. and then scoffed. "wow. and here i thought i was special."
"oh, you are," you teased, looping your arm through his before he could react. "you're my favorite victim, actually."
he stiffened. "y/nâ"
"youâre warm," you interrupted, pressing closer. "a human heater. i should keep you around more often."
jeongin let out a very long sigh, tilting his head toward the sky like he was asking some higher power for patience.
"you're insufferable," he muttered.
"and you are cute."
"shut up."
you giggled. "ooooh, that blush is telling me a different story."
jeongin groaned, refusing to meet your gaze. "i hate this bet."
"you love this bet."
he side-eyed you. "you know, i think you might be evil."
you only winked. "oh, honey. i'm very aware."
and the walk continued like thatâsmall banter, stolen glances, the occasional brush of hands when neither of you were paying attention.
jeongin hated how natural it felt.
hated how easy it was to talk to you.
hated how, despite himself, he was actually curious about where you were taking him.
he didnât get attached.
he didnât, right?.
but with every teasing smile you threw his way, with every time your fingers lingered against his, with every moment you laughed at something he saidâ
he started to wonder.
maybe jisung had been right.
maybe this bet was a really, really bad idea.
the view you chose for me
the path sloped upward, curving gently along the hillside. the city behind you had slowly started to fade, the buzzing neon signs replaced by the soft hum of cicadas, the distant rustling of leaves, and the whisper of the evening breeze. the sky above stretched out like a painting, shifting from the last golden hues of sunset into the deepening blues of twilight.
jeongin slowed his steps, glancing at you. "are we almost there?"
"patience, iyennie," you hummed, walking ahead with a skip in your step. "good things take time."
he rolled his eyes, but a small, amused exhale escaped his lips.
then, finally, the world opened up.
the trees thinned, revealing an expansive hilltop that overlooked the city. a vast, open field of wild grass spread around you, swaying lightly in the wind. the horizon stretched endlessly, where the last golden threads of daylight kissed the deepening night. below, the city twinkled like scattered stars, a soft, pulsing glow of blues, oranges, and whites.
and above, the first stars had begun to appear.
tiny, glimmering specks against a sky that seemed endless. wisps of deep indigo melted into shades of violet, streaked with soft pinks from the remnants of the sun. there was something ethereal about itâsomething quiet, untouched, almost unreal.
jeongin exhaled, barely noticing how his breath caught for a second.
you, on the other hand, stretched your arms out with a dramatic sigh. "isn't it beautiful?"
he glanced at you.
the wind had tousled your hair, strands of it floating like silk against the dim light. your face, turned toward the sky, was bathed in soft twilight, the shadows curving gently along your cheekbones. your eyes reflected the distant stars, and when you smiledâ
your lips curled into a slow, satisfied grin, and your eyes crinkled into tiny crescents.
something in jeonginâs chest lurched.
"yeah," he murmured before he could stop himself. "it is."
you turned to him, blinking. "see? told you it was worth it."
jeongin tore his gaze away, clearing his throat. "itâs⊠alright."
you laughed, nudging him with your shoulder. "wow. that almost sounded like a compliment, yang."
"donât push your luck," he muttered, walking past you.
you grinned, plopping down on the grass before patting the space next to you. "sit. enjoy the view."
he hesitated.
then, with a small sigh, he sat down beside you, the grass cool beneath his palms. the air smelled faintly of earth and rain, the breeze gentle as it curled around both of you.
a moment passed in silence, the two of you simply staring at the sky.
you reached into your bag, pulling out a small snack box.
jeongin glanced over. "whatâs that?"
"food, obviously," you teased, opening the lid. inside, neatly packed, were a few triangular onigiris wrapped in seaweed. "can't survive without snacking every moment,"
you picked one up and held it out to him. "here. i made these this morning."
jeongin blinked. "you cooked?"
"is it so surprising? i'm a good chef, i'll have you know." you frown, and wiggled the rice ball in front of him. "câmon. try it. first time making them, so i need honest feedback, topper."
he hesitated, eyeing you for a second before reaching out to take it.
and thatâs when it happened.
you looked at himâwaiting, expectant, your expression filled with the kind of excitement that was so genuine it almost startled him. the soft glow of the evening light traced the edges of your face, highlighting the curve of your cheek, the arch of your brow, the slight parting of your lips. your lashes cast tiny shadows against your skin, and when you smiled, your dimples deepened, your eyes turning into crescents once again.
jeonginâ
forgot to breathe.
for a fraction of a second, he didnât care about the stupid bet. didnât care about the fake dating, or the fact that he was supposed to be annoyed by all of this.
all he could think aboutâ
was how pretty you looked.
and thenâ
you turned your gaze back to the sky.
the moment broke, like ripples in a pond.
jeongin blinked rapidly, forcing himself to look anywhere else. he bit into the onigiri, trying to act normal.
it was good.
really good.
but he wasnât about to inflate your ego, obviously.
"itâs⊠okay," he mumbled.
you frowned, clutching your chest. "just okay?"
he smirked, raising an eyebrow. "iâm just being honest, like you asked."
you narrowed your eyes, then suddenly leaned in closer, way too close. "are you lying?"
jeongin stiffened.
you were right there, inches from his face, eyes locked onto his like you were searching for the truth. the scent of vanilla and something faintly floral drifted from you, and jeonginâ
had to grip his knee to keep himself from leaning back.
"iâ" he swallowed. "no."
you hummed, tilting your head. "hmm. suspicious."
then, before he could react, you grinned.
"well, i think i did an amazing job." you leaned back, stretching your arms behind you. "maybe i should become a chef. quit university. open a cute little cafĂ©. iâd call it ây/nâs love bites.â"
"love bites?" jeongin actually choked on air this time.
"hey, careful!" your eyes widened, your hands immediately burying into your bag, pulling a bottle out. you hand it to him, after opening it.
"what? is it not a nice name?" you pout at the look he gave you after gulping down the entire bottle, still coughing.
"really though? love bites?"
"mhm." you laughed. "because.. love bites. and because iâm good at biting. and love. and actually, love b-"
"god forbid a man wants to have a snack in peace."
you burst out laughing. "jeez, relax, iyennie. iâm kidding."
"youâre really insufferable."
"and you are fun to tease." you winked.
jeongin groaned, looking away.
but his earsâ
were very, very red.
â
the stars were out in full now, scattered across the endless stretch of the night sky. the city below twinkled in response, as if the lights of the world and the heavens were competing for brilliance. the grass beneath you both was soft, slightly damp from the evening air, but comforting in a way that made neither of you want to move.
the silence between you had settled into something familiarânot awkward, not tense. just there. a moment where neither of you had to fill the space with meaningless words.
but then again, youâd never been one for silence.
"so," you started, shifting slightly so you faced him, "i realized something."
jeongin barely glanced at you, still watching the stars. "what?"
"i donât know anything about you."
he raised an eyebrow. "you know plenty."
"mm, do i?" you leaned back on your palms. "i know you're stinky smart. i know you have the ability to make even professors shut up with a single argument. i know you have the fashion sense of a pinterest model and the patience of a grandma stuck in traffic."
jeongin let out a dry chuckle. "thatâs oddly specific."
"am i wrong?"
"âŠno."
"exactly." you grinned before tilting your head. "but i mean, i donât know you. like, i donât know what makes you tick. what makes you.. you. i donât know what you wanted to be when you were a kid, what your childhood was like, what your favorite memory is."
jeongin stayed quiet, eyes flickering toward you briefly.
you rested your chin on your knees, watching him. "i wanna know."
"youâre way too curious."
"and youâre way too closed off."
he sighed, shaking his head. "you donât need to know all that. weâre only dating in front of my parents. not here."
"yeah, well, i want to get to know you," you said simply. "and this is completely unrelated to the whole fake dating thing. it can be platonic, you know? i just think itâs unfair that you probably know way more about me than i do about you."
jeongin looked at you, thoughtful. "do i?"
"you tell me, topper."
his lips twitched slightly, and for a moment, he looked like he was considering something. then, with a small sigh, he leaned back on his elbows.
"alright. what do you want to know?"
your eyes lit up. "anything?"
"within reason."
you hummed, thinking. "okay. what did you want to be when you were a kid?"
jeongin let out a short laugh. "youâre gonna make fun of me."
"oh, now i really have to know."
he rolled his eyes, but the corners of his mouth quirked up slightly. "i wanted to be a detective."
your eyebrows shot up. "no way. detective yang jeongin?"
"yeah, yeah," he muttered. "i used to love mystery novels as a kid. thought iâd grow up solving impossible cases, catching criminals, the whole thing."
you grinned. "thatâs actually kind of cute."
he scoffed. "yeah, well, then i realized iâd have to deal with actual crime, and i was like, âyeah, no thanks.â"
you burst out laughing. "you wanted to be sherlock holmes but without the danger?"
"pretty much." he shrugged. "so i settled for something else."
"which is?"
"business and english."
you made a face. "oh so we're almost twinning?"
"i thought you knew?"
"um no? we barely share any other sessions, only sometimes, business."
"well that's because we have different batches, genius."
"huh. when's yours?"
"at nine."
you clicked your tongue. "good lord, typical topper behavior."
he shook his head, a small chuckle escaping him. "alright, your turn. what did you want to be as a kid?"
you hummed. "i went through so many phases. i wanted to be a singer, a poet, an author, a fashion designer, a painter⊠i was all over the place."
jeonginâs eyes softened slightly. "youâre still kind of all those things."
you blinked, caught off guard, ready to fight. "excuse me?"
"no, i mean, you write. you sing. you compose. youâre always dressed like you just walked out of a magazine." his voice was casual, as if he wasnât just casually complimenting you without thinking.
and for some reasonâ
your heart stumbled a little.
you quickly recovered, clearing your throat. "well. somebody is paying attention."
he smirked. "unfortunately."
you gasped, nudging his shoulder. "and here i thought we were having a moment."
"you should know better by now," he teased, but there was something gentle in the way he said it.
you huffed dramatically. "fine, whatever. but i thought walking out of a magazine was your thing?"
"i wouldn't mind someone appreciating fashion, darling."
"...moving on. next question. whatâs your favorite memory?"
jeongin hesitated for a second. then, with a small exhale, he said, "when i was ten, my family took a trip to japan. we went during the cherry blossom season, and i remember standing under this huge tree, just watching the petals fall. it felt likeâŠ" he paused, searching for the word. "magic."
your lips parted slightly.
for a moment, you could see itâten-year-old jeongin standing under a sea of pink, eyes wide with wonder, cherry blossoms falling around him like soft whispers of a dream.
"you still remember it that vividly?" you asked softly.
"yeah." he looked up at the sky. "some moments just⊠stick with you."
your chest ached a little at that.
you didnât know why.
you shook off the feeling. "well. thatâs a very wholesome memory."
he smirked. "what were you expecting? something embarrassing?"
"maybe," you admitted, grinning. "but i like this one, too."
a comfortable silence settled between you again.
"what about you?" he asked.
you blinked. "huh?"
"your favorite memory."
you smiled slightly, hugging your knees. "i have a lot of good ones. but, if i had to pick, maybeâŠ" you trailed off, thinking.
jeongin waited patiently.
you finally spoke. "back home, we used to have power outages a lot. and whenever that happened, my mom and i would sit outside with candles, just talking. weâd make shadow animals on the wall, tell stories, and drink warm milk while waiting for the lights to come back."
jeongin listened intently, his expression unreadable.
"it was such a simple thing," you murmured, "but it always made me feel.. safe."
for a long moment, he didnât say anything.
then, finally, he said, "that sounds.. comforting."
you glanced at him.
there was something warm in his eyes, something quiet and understanding.
and for the first time that nightâ
you werenât thinking about the bet.
you werenât thinking about how you were supposed to be fake dating in front of his parents.
it was just the two of you.
sitting under the stars.
sharing pieces of yourselves you never expected to.
and somehowâ it didnât feel fake at all.
it was peaceful.
you were still determined to learn everything about him.
not just for the bet.
not just for fun.
but because, if you were honest, he intrigued you.
and you always liked figuring people out.
so, after a few minutes of silence, you spoke again.
"so," you started, shifting slightly to face him, "we were talking about memories."
jeongin glanced at you. "we were."
"you know what we weren't talking about?" you raised an eyebrow. "your love life."
he scoffed. "love life? who said i have one?"
you gasped, pressing a dramatic hand to your chest. "wait, no way. donât tell me youâve never had a girlfriend before, iyennie."
"i literally told you i've never been on a date.. like on day one." he shot you a look. "also, don't call me that."
"i think you know that i don't believe that," you grinned. "also, i will always call you that."
he exhaled through his nose, clearly regretting ever agreeing to this conversation. "iâve had one."
you perked up. "so you did!" your eyes lit up with curiousity. "so, one? as in, just one?"
"yeah."
"how long ago?"
he hesitated for a second. "three years."
your mouth dropped open. "damn, thatâsâwait. that means youâve been single since you wereâ"
"yeah, yeah," he cut you off, rubbing the back of his neck. "i just⊠havenât really been interested in dating since."
"interesting," you mused. "so what happened?"
jeongin sighed, clearly debating whether to answer.
then, after a moment, he said, "she was.. nice. we just werenât meant to be, i guess."
you narrowed your eyes. "thatâs such a boring answer, yang. give me details."
he smirked slightly, shaking his head. "youâre really nosy, you know that?"
"and you're really secretive." you tilted your head, watching him. "itâs okay if it.. ended badly. you can tell me."
he was quiet for a beat, then finally spoke.
"it wasnât bad, exactly. we just had different priorities," he admitted. "she wanted a lot more attention, a lot more time together. and i wasâŠ" he paused, exhaling. "i was too focused on school, my goals. she got frustrated. said i didnât care about her enough."
you hummed. "did you?"
he frowned slightly. "i did care about her."
"but maybe not in the way she wanted," you guessed.
jeongin gave you a look, as if surprised at how quickly you caught on. "yeah."
you nodded, thoughtful. "so, youâre the kind of guy who expresses love in actions, not words, huh?"
he blinked. "i guess you could say that."
"noted." you grinned. "iâll expect a bunch of favors and free tutoring sessions as proof of love."
he rolled his eyes. "weâre not in love."
"not yet," you teased.
jeongin let out a dry chuckle. "you really think youâre gonna win this bet, huh?"
"oh, i know i will," you said smugly. "face it, topper, you like me."
"i tolerate you," he corrected.
"that's what they all say," you laughed. "give it time."
for a moment, he just watched you, his gaze unreadable. then, shaking his head, he muttered, "unbelievable."
you turned your attention back to the sky. "alright, next question."
"youâre not done interrogating me yet?"
"of course not. iâm just getting started." you shot him a smirk. "so, mr. future ceo, whatâs something youâre actually passionate about? like, not just academically."
he hesitated.
you raised an eyebrow. "you do have hobbies, right? you donât just study for fun?"
"of course i have hobbies," he muttered.
"well?"
"âŠi like music."
you blinked. "wait, really?"
he nodded. "yeah. i donât do it as much now, but i used to sing trot with my grandparents all the time when i was younger."
you stared at him, genuinely surprised. "you? music?"
"whatâs so shocking about that?"
"i donât know! you just seem like âi only study and occasionally judge peopleâ."
"well, i do judge people." he smirked. "i also kinda life photography, for some reason."
"really? so he likes singing and photography? what kinds?"
"mostly landscapes. architecture. things that donât move too much."
you hummed. "so, no people?"
"not really." he glanced at you. "though⊠i think iâd like taking pictures of someone if they were interesting enough."
you tilted your head. "like who?"
for a second, jeongin didnât answer. his eyes flickered over your face, something unreadable in his expression.
then, with a small smirk, he simply said, "dunno. havenât found them yet."
your stomach did a weird little flip.
you cleared your throat. "huh. well. you should show me your pictures sometime."
he shrugged. "maybe."
you nudged his shoulder. "that means yes."
"that means maybe."
"sure, sure." you grinned before shifting topics. "alright, whatâs your biggest ick in a person?"
he smirked slightly. "besides you?"
"rude," you huffed.
he pretended to think. "probably⊠people who pretend to be someone theyâre not."
you nodded. "yeah, i get that. fake personalities are exhausting."
"what about you?"
you didnât hesitate. "people who canât communicate."
jeongin raised an eyebrow. "thatâs⊠a very mature answer."
"right?" you sighed dramatically. "like, if you have a problem, just say it. why do people make everything so complicated?"
jeongin chuckled. "agreed."
there was a pause before you added, "also, people who wear socks to bed. they scare me."
he burst out laughing. "what? why?"
"i don't know, it just feels wrong!"
"youâre insane," he said, shaking his head.
"maybe. but at least iâm not a sock-sleeper."
jeongin laughed again, and for some reason, the sound made your chest feel warm.
the conversation continued, shifting from childhood stories to embarrassing moments, from random questions to deep musings.
at one point, you found yourself just⊠watching him.
the way his dimples appeared when he smiled.
the way his eyes crinkled when he laughed.
the way his gaze softened ever so slightly when he looked at you.
and maybe, just maybeâ
you were in trouble.
but you werenât going to admit that.
not yet.
for now, you were just a girl sitting under the stars with a boy who was supposed to be your fake boyfriend.
and yet, somehowâ
it didnât feel fake at all.
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There's a boy, Eddie meets a boy, and it's mundane because they're boys and it's summer and they find each other like lonely boys in summer do. It shouldn't be the defining experience of Eddie's life, that summer, that boy. His memories are all sun drenched, tanned skin, minnow catching, swimming, camping under the stars, a fumbling, toasted-marshmallow-sticky first kiss. He grows up and still Eddie thinks there will never be anyone else like that boy.
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There's this new teen soap schlock on the CW. It fills his social media algorithms with gossip and BTS footage and spoilers. He ignores every bit of it, so far from the target audience it's laughable.
Jeff, Gareth, and Freak get into it. At first, he takes this as a betrayal of the highest order, threatens to kill all their characters in their next dnd session, but they convince him to give it a shot.
It's airs Thursday nights and thank god Wayne is at work, he'd never live it down. He turns the TV on just in time for the cold open, and within ten seconds there's a beautiful man on screen. Chestnut hair, coiffed carefully back; down-turned, hazel puppy dog eyes; freckles and moles dotting his face and neck--Eddie would recognize them anywhere, spent hours mapping the constellations of them during their one magical summer.
He sinks to his knees in front of the TV--nose inches from the screen--watches the whole episode that way. For the entire hour, the only thing he sees is Steve Harrington.
Eddie doesn't move until after the credits have rolled. He can't believe that the boy he knew all those years ago is an actor on a popular show, that he'd just missed finding him, all this time.
Before he can talk himself out of it, he Googles, which is a mistake immediately, because the most popular pictures are from a GQ photoshoot where Steve is very wet and very shirtless, the amount of chest hair on display enough to kill a man. He forgets how to breathe for several seconds, before quickly scrolling away, which is also a mistake because it's how he learns that Steve 1) dated his castmate, Nancy Wheeler for several years before 2) she got caught cheating on him with another castmate, and 3) he's often seen out and about with his current on-screen girlfriend, Robin Buckley.
For his own sanity, he has to put his phone away. It isn't like he's going to see Steve ever again, obviously, so he needs to forget all this. Keep the memory of that summer safe.
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It's late spring and Gareth invites them all to their favorite bar in Indianapolis. One of their friends from their Corroded Coffin days got a gig playing bass for some up and coming indie guy, tickets and drinks are comped. It's not their usual vibe, musically, but who is Eddie to say no to a free night out?
And, look, night of, the music isn't his vibe, but the place is packed and he's with his best friends, and the drinks are flowing, so even he finds himself swaying along to the whiney hipster shit coming from the stage.
Eventually, the lights go down for the headliner, and the crowd crushes forward in a way Eddie isn't used to in this bar. He lets himself be pushed forward, somehow ending up right in front of the stage.
When the lights go up, he stops breathing.
It's Steve.
Steve right there in front of him, guitar strapped across his midsection. He's wearing dorky little Ray-Ban sunglasses, but Eddie would know that hair, those moles, anywhere.
There's no way Steve will notice him, remember him, but it's enough to see him now, to hear his music. Eddie dances and smiles at the boy who got away. Maybe he'll mourn later for the distant hope he harbored deep within his heart. But, he thinks, this is enough.
Steve comes out for the encore, takes off the sunglasses, tosses them straight to Eddie, smiles big and genuine and familiar. His heart stops. It can't be real, it can't mean anything, but he's so elated that his soul might rise from his body.
The show ends, the buzz of it, of Steve, reverberating through Eddie as he makes his way back to the bar. It's crowded with people, but he slides through the bodies until he's at the front. Someone taps him on the back, and he thinks they're trying to get through, but when he turns it's Steve.
His smile is so beautiful, Eddie thinks that maybe he's dying.
"Eddie!" Steve says.
"Stevie!" He doesn't mean for the old nickname to come out, couldn't keep it in.
"You remember me!" Steve is beaming.
"I'd never forget you." He's smiling just as hard. "Can I buy you a drink?"
Steve's nose wrinkles. "I've got, like, fifty coming. We could go somewhere quiet to talk?"
He's never said yes to something so fast in his life.
They go back to the postage stamp sized green room, and he's surprised to see Robin Buckley there. His stomach shrivels for a second, but she stands and he sees the lesbian flag painted on the side of her Converse, the oversized vest she's wearing.
"You want me to skedaddle?" She asks. He loves her immediately.
"Do you mind?" Steve asks. Robin shakes her head.
"Nice to meet you, Eddie," she calls as she sails out the door.
"You told her about me?" He knows his smile is downright goofy.
Steve blushes. "Um, yeah. Maybe a little? Just that I met a boy from near here one summer. And, uh, maybe something about him being my first kiss?"
"Oh." Eddie thinks he might burst into flame. "I wasn't sure if--I didn't know if you'd remember."
"I'd never forget," Steve says.
"You got famous." Eddie says, which is dumb, but he doesn't know how to deal with Steve cherishing those childhood memories the same way he does.
"I guess I did." Steve looks down, hair tumbling around his face. "It's probably not what you were expecting."
"Did I expect to turn on the tv and see my first crush staring at me in HD? Not quite. But It was amazing. You're amazing."
"I'm on a CW show," Steve laughs.
"So?"
"I think maybe you're a little biased about your first crush."
"Are you saying that's a bad thing?" They're flirting, he thinks. Can't believe it's happening, that Steve might--
"Well, maybe, but only if you tell me you don't have a crush on me anymore."
"Are you kidding? I saw that GQ photoshoot."
Steve's laugh is loud and bright, like fireworks in Eddie's chest. They're closer now, sharing warmth, breath.
"I have some candids if you want to see."
"Don't tempt me with a good time, Stevie."
They're quiet for a second, Eddie a little breathless from how hard they're flirting, how right it feels.
"You were great out there," he says.
"Thanks." Steve smiles, bashful. "I know it's not your kind of music."
Eddie shrugs. "I like what you do."
"And to think, you've barely gotten a taste yet." Steve pauses for a beat, horror dawning on his face. "Oh, shit. That was--I'm sorry--I--Robin says I always come on too strong, and I promised I would play it cool, but--"
"You never have to play it cool with me," Eddie says, sincere through his laughter.
"This is fast, though, right? I mean. The second I saw you in the crowd, it--it confirmed everything I thought when we first met. That's--is that crazy?"
Eddie's smile is softer now. "Not at all." Gently, he cups Steve's cheek with his hand. "Can I kiss you?"
"Please," Steve breathes. "God, Eddie, please."
Their mouths meet and it starts out sweet and slow, but it's not childhood crushes anymore. Eddie's tongue teases at the seam of Steve's lips, which part for him like he's the only one in the world with the magic words.
It's sweeter than any marshmallow.
#steddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#ficlet#fluff#childhood sweethearts#first kisses#mutual pining#love at first sight#reconnecting#sweet#regular guy eddie munson#famous steve harrington#steve has a djo arc#actor steve harrington#musician steve harrington#i malign both indie music and the cw here but don't hold it against me i love them#that whiny hipster shit is my shit#steve harrington has zero chill
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first prize desire (one-shot)
pairing rafe cameron x female reader
rating mature 18+
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summary your brotherâs friend, rafe, is good at a lot of things. hiding his infatuation with you isnât one of them. one night, you stop teasing him and finally give him what heâs been dreaming of.
tags college au where rafe and reader are varsity volleyball players. reader is a noncommittal f-girl. rafe is down bad for her. mentions of past infidelity. lots of angst and some light smut. not a happy ending.
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note hello, iâm back!! a little while ago, i got an ask about a f-girl reader whoâs been hurt in the past and is a little mean to rafe and iâm obsessed at the thought of him pining and lowkey being a simp for her?? this one goes out to my girlies with trust issues <3 divider credit.
You have to be doing it on purpose.
Rafeâs grip on his gym bag tightens as he steps out of the menâs locker room. The door shuts behind him with a heavy thud.
The girlsâ team has the court now. Youâre by the end line closest to him, only a few feet away as you stretch. Youâre bent over with your back arched and he slowly paces towards the gym exit, his mouth going dry at the way you look.
The sight of you in those little shorts always throws his thoughts into a frenzy. Seeing your ass perched in the air like that makes him feel even more disoriented.
The varsity volleyball schedule is simultaneously the best and worst thing that has happened to him. Twice a week, Rafe steps out into the gym, exhausted from practice, to see you warming up, always tormenting him with how good you look.
You stepped into his life a few months ago at the beginning of the school year. His friend had mentioned that his sister would be starting college and that she plays volleyball, too.
The first time you came over to the house he shares with your brother and a few other guys on the team, he knew he was going to like being around you.
Until he got to know what a tease you are.
You stand up from your stretch, placing your hands on your hips as you look over your shoulder.
âHey, Rafe,â you sing-song, your voice sweet as sugar. His hair is wet from his post-practice shower, hanging over his forehead. âYour hairâs cute like that.â
He was right. You are doing it on purpose. You knew he was there and you purposely put yourself on display for him like that, like a treat he knows he canât have. For fuckâs sake. Heâs never wanted a girl this bad.
Rafeâs lips flatten as he nods in greeting, stopping in his tracks. Youâre not sure if the rosy tint to his cheeks is a product of a rough practice or a distressed blush from having seen you in such a suggestive position.
âAre you coming to watch our game tomorrow?â you ask, just loud enough over the voices echoing through the gym.
Rafe steps closer. You adore it about him, how he always looks like heâs been hinging on a opportunity to talk to you.
âShould I?â he asks.
âSure. I know you like any excuse to look at me,â you reply with a shrug.
He scoffs, a mix of incredulity and amusement. Heâs obvious about how bad he wants you, he knows he is, and thatâs why it makes it ten times worse that you toy with him like this.
âYou never watch our games,â he responds.
âIâm a busy girl,â you laugh.
He knows that. And he wishes he didnât. He wishes he didnât have to see you jump from guy to guy, snuggled up to a different one at every other party, never staying long enough to call any of them your boyfriend.
A couple of weekends ago, Rafe had been one too many beers deep. Pressed against the wall at a house party, he gazed at you through heavy lids and asked if you were ever going to find a guy you liked enough to actually keep around. You laughed and told him, âIâm not the commitment type.â
âIâll see if I can make it,â Rafe says, because even though heâs a goner when it comes to you, he tries to keep at least some dignity intact and feign indifference.
âHope you can,â you respond, smirking. His eyes go a little brighter. You know that means heâll come.
Youâre a whirlwind, a storm constantly passing over him, leaving him spinning. Time and time again, he gets just close enough to the edge of thinking he has a chance with you, and then you pull back.
Your flirty looks and dirty jokes are maddening and any time heâs tried to do anything about it, youâd say youâre not going to complicate things with your brotherâs friend, especially when he lives with him.
Off limits, youâd once whispered in his ear at a party, but your body was pressed up against his so tightly that it didnât seem like you wanted a boundary between you two at all.
Rafeâs name echoes from behind him. He turns to see your brother leaving the locker room, donning a confused expression.
âYou leaving without me?â he laughs, walking towards him.
Rafe would never tell him that he purposely rushed out to get a glimpse of you.
â«â«â«
The minutes before the start of a game is when you feel the most pressure. More than during the actual match. You know if you donât feel proud of your performance, you fall into a funk nobody can pull you out of.
You rub your palms together as you wait for your turn in a spiking drill. The other team just arrived, warming up on the other side of the court.
You thought you didnât mind these opponents all that much. Their team is usually weaker than yours. But they have a new player and seeing her familiar face makes your blood boil.
Rafe makes it to the gym after class, two sets into the match. Itâs 1-1 and the air is heavy with tension. The gym is quiet as he settles in the bleachers, the thumps of hands hitting the volleyball rolling across the court.
Youâre panting as you hurry around, dodging your teammates while never letting the ball hit the floor.
You look more stressed than usual.
He almost gets right up again to leave, irritated at himself. This is the crap a boyfriend would do; come watch your games, worry about the anger etched on your pretty face. Yet all he gets called is a friend while you entertain other guys right in front of him.
But then he smirks a second later when he sees you frustratingly mutter something to your teammate after the opposing team wins a point.
Rafe revels in seeing your temper come out. Itâs cute. And it makes him feel better about his.
A few minutes in, though, he sees anger flare up in you like never before. A girl on the opposing team blocks your spike and seems to murmur something to you.
You fight back, loud enough for him to hear. You snap at her to shut up. One of your teammates holds you back. The ref blows the whistle.
Itâs a misconduct foul. Somethingâs up with you and he doesnât know what.
The rest of the game has an added level of intensity. It results in a loss for the home team. Youâre wearing the disappointment in your expression.
Rafe decides to leave. You always take your sweet time after a match and heâs not about to make an even bigger fool of himself by waiting outside for a girl who messes with him for wanting her so bad.
But still, because heâs so pathetically into you, he texts you later on: rough game. you good?
You donât respond.
â«â«â«
The next day, Rafe hasnât gotten over you ignoring him. Heâs not really one to let go of things all that quick.
And heâs had enough. Of the teasing and the flirting and the indifference you have towards him while all he does is long for you. You have all the power and heâs sick of it.
Itâs not hard for him to find the girl youâd argued with on the court. Itâs a matter of searching on her collegeâs athletic department website, learning her name, and finding her on social media.
He chats with her, invites her to his house party the next night, and because itâs easy for him to get any girl to agree to hang out with him, unless sheâs you, she accepts.
He canât wait for you to see him with her.
â«â«â«
You make it to the house the next night, showing enough skin that makes Rafeâs stomach grow tight. You nudge your brotherâs shoulder in greeting, then shuffle closer to Rafe see him nursing a beer.
âHey,â you say over the music. He towers over you, a crease between his brows. He wears everything on his handsome face, incredibly easy to read.
âYou mad at me for not texting back?â you ask playfully, squeezing his forearm. âSorry. I was in a shitty mood after that game.â
âWhy?â he asks, reluctantly softening up. You hardly ever show him this side of yourself. Youâre usually a few drinks in if you do.
âDid you see that girl I yelled at?â
He nods, Adamâs apple bobbing with a nervous swallow.
âI know her,â you explain, âand sheâs not very nice.â
âYouâre not very nice,â Rafe jokes.
âThen imagine how bad she is if Iâm the one calling her that,â you say with a soft laugh.
âWhatâd she do?â he asks.
As expected, you wave a dismissive hand, rolling your eyes, blocking him out.
âNothing worth repeating,â you reply. You bring your hand up to his bicep, squeezing the hard muscle. âDid you go to the gym today?â
Rafeâs eyes dart down to his beer, the attention from you another hit to his bloodstream, a dopamine rush heâs been missing.
âHit a PR,â he replies.
âWow,â you flirt. âWe should go to the gym together. Youâd be a good personal trainer.â
âYou couldnât handle me,â he replies.
You bite your bottom lip, smiling up at him. Nobody gets your heart racing quite like Rafe does.
And itâs why you stay away from him. Getting involved with a brotherâs friend is already a bad idea just because it could get messy, but really, itâs the effect he has on you that scares you away.
Youâve been burned. The summer before college started, you discovered your serious boyfriend had never really respected you. Youâre pretty sure someoneâs first love always leaves a wound. But finding out they were cheating on you the whole time leaves a scar that never closes back up all the way.
âI donât know,â you reply, pushing away your thoughts. âPretty sure you couldnât handle me.â
Rafeâs pink lips part as he looks down again. He shuffles in place so faintly that itâs nearly imperceptible.
âNot like youâd give me a chance to try,â he mumbles with a defeated smile.
No. You wouldnât. Because the more you get to know Rafe, a man who at first seems hard and aggressive, but really just wears his heart on his sleeve, the more you can see yourself falling for him.
His intensity is overwhelming. Itâs something you donât see in most people. Heâs a beautiful rarity of a man and you stay far away from any kind of real intimacy with him, because while you can hook up with other guys with no attachments, tangling yourself up with Rafe would make you susceptible to another wound.
âYou know you could get any girl you want, right?â you say to him, voice gently dropping into a serious tone you donât often use with him.
His phone buzzes in a staccato. He pulls it out of his pocket. Damn it.
âHey, Iâm here,â she says when he answers.
âYouâre here?â he blankly repeats.
âYou invited someone?â you tease. âAnd youâre standing here flirting with me? Shameful.â
You offer him a smile to show him youâre kidding around. The dull sting you feel from knowing heâs probably talking to a girl is a good reminder of why you keep him at an armâs length.
It may not be reasonable to be a little annoyed, considering youâre always running around with different guys right in front of him, but you canât help it.
Rafe hangs up, a tinge of regret pinching his chest. It took a few seconds with you to realize his spitefulness just fucked things up.
âGo get your girl,â you say with raised brows, stepping aside. âI need a drink.â
âHey, itâsâŠâ Rafeâs face pinches with concern, leaning to be closer to you. âDonât be pissed off at me.â
âPissed off?â You usually do a great job feigning indifference around him. You hope he doesnât somehow see the crack in your armor.
âItâs that girl,â he replies. âThe one fromâŠâ
âThe game?â you say soberly.
Rafe hates the way your smile drops. The way your eyes search his face for an explanation.
âWhatever,â you reply after a beat. âDo what you want.â
Itâs kind of a sick thrill to have the upperhand for once. Heâs flustered when you tease, but now, your eyes are sharp with frustration, your lips turned down in a scowl that shouldnât be as adorable as it is.
âYou sure?â he says. You nod curtly.
âNot like Iâm your girlfriend or anything.â
Heâs sure you say it just to twist the dagger already lodged in his heart. It works.
â«â«â«
Your stomach is in a knot. Youâre at the back of the living room, purposely as far away from Rafe as you can be.
And sheâs there, looking up at him with a sickeningly bright smile. The same smile she used on your ex. The same smile youâre sure she wore when she texted you how itâd been âweighing on her soulâ that sheâs been sneaking around with him.
It was all bullshit. You know she was proud to play a hand in your heartbreak. She never looked torn up about it at all. If she did, she wouldnât have provoked you at your past match.
Missed, sheâd said mockingly. It took everything in you not to hit her.
Again, youâre inches away from doing it. Every minute she stays here, you get closer. You wouldnât normally be angry at the woman your boyfriend cheated with if she didnât know. If she was a stranger, she wouldnât have owed you any loyalty.
But she knew. She was your friend.
Youâve been trying not to care anymore. You started this year with the intention to leave all the high school shit behind and have fun and not give your heart to a man. Not for a long time.
But seeing her brings it all back.
âWhatâs up?â you hear. You look up at your brother.
He knows how your relationship ended. When he heard what your ex did to you, he offered to beat the shit out of him, but no amount of revenge ever felt like it could undo your pain.
He never met your ex-friend. He has no idea who the woman Rafe is flirting with is.
âThe music sucks,â you reply, wincing as the bass reverberates through the room.
âYou always had shitty taste,â he replies. You crack a smile. It falls when you remember how heâd said the same about your ex, long before the breakup.
âI need a breather,â you say.
It doesnât happen very often, so when you see worry wash over your big brotherâs face, it jolts you a little.
âYou okay?â he asks.
âYeah,â you lie. âJust need to spare my eardrums.â
He huffs a laugh, gently pushing you as you step away from him.
â«â«â«
Come upstairs.
Rafe stares down at the text from you, sent three minutes ago. He looks up at the girl he invited as she comes back to him, arm linked with a friend sheâd called to join the party.
Heâs stiff as they make introductions. Then he tells them heâll be right back.
Rafeâs bedroom is lived in, but itâs not quite messy. Clothes are strewn across an open drawer and on the back of his desk chair, but his textbooks are neat on the shelf and his bed is made.
You turned on his dim nightstand lamp. You stare ahead at the calendar on his closet door, practices and games written in black pen.
You lean against the headboard, squeezing your fingers, teetering towards crying. Itâs a sick joke to like a guy again just to watch the same woman enamour him.
The door opens with a soft click, music spilling in for a moment.
Rafe has dreamed of this, coming up to see you in his bed. But in his dreams, youâre not staring at him like he just massively fucked up.
He doesnât say a word. He only looks at you with confusion.
âI take it back,â you say, sitting up. âI donât want her here.â
âWhat?â he says.
âTell her to leave.â
Hope warms his core. Are you jealous?
âItâs my house,â he answers flippantly, giving you the same blasĂ© attitude youâve always given him.
You scoff. He crosses the room and sits at the foot of his bed, the mattress sinking with his weight. Heâs never heard this thinness in your voice before.
âCan you just do it? Please?â you say shakily.
âWhat happened between you two?â
âYou know what?â you scoff frustratingly, swinging your legs over the edge. âFuck it. Iâll just go.â
âStop,â he says sternly. âTell me.â
He may have never seen you this vulnerable, but youâve never seen him this mad. At least, not at you.
You thought Rafe had a soft spot for you. It hurts that it doesnât seem to be there anymore. But then he sighs, head tilting slightly as he takes your hand.
âIf youâ youâŠâ he begins, words fast and tumbling together. Youâve noticed he stammers when heâs on edge. âIf you need me to kick her out, then, fine.â
âReally?â you say.
He sighs your name in exhausted resignation, looking up at the ceiling. Youâre not jealous. You just really donât like this girl. It has nothing to do with him and that hurts.
He nods in response. He knows you know heâd do anything for you.
Despite your instinct telling you to call an end to the conversation, the warmth of his hand on yours is piercing. You look down at your lap, turning his big hand over, calluses on his fingertips similar to yours from volleyball.
He gazes at you, his pulse picking up as your eyelashes stay low over your eyes, blinking quickly.
âI had a boyfriend,â you say quietly. âHe cheated on me. With her.â
Rafeâs body goes cold. The irritation he was feeling has been replaced by biting guilt. He wouldâve told her not to even bother coming in if you had just shared the truth.
âI didnât know,â he murmurs. The shame is worse with every second that passes. He got what he wanted; he hurt you. And he hates himself for it.
âYeah,â you say. You find his eyes, bottomless seas of blue. âThereâs a lot about me you donât know.â
âI donât want it to be like that,â he admits. âAnd I make it pretty damn obvious.â
You look down again, huffing a quiet laugh.
âYeah, you do,â you reply.
Youâve always felt a sense of control over Rafe, but itâs chipping away, pieces being taken from you and given to him. You shouldnât have opened this wound. Because now, you just want to smother it with temporary bandages.
Rafeâs jaw tenses as he watches your hand on his. Silence settles between you, your breaths heavy, the music muffled.
Heâs not sure whatâs next.
âDonât tell anyone,â you say.
âI wonât,â he rasps.
âNot about that,â you say. âWell⊠yeah, about that. But I meant about this.â
You shift to straddle him, the backs of your thighs resting on his lap. He meets your eyes as your noses nearly brush together.
You lean in. His breath stops when your lips meet his.
His heart-rate skyrockets. Fuck. This is really happening. His hands find your thighs, fingers pressing into your flesh.
You gently grind up against him as your kisses grow hungrier, mouths opening, breaths shortening.
You take him in, the smell of his aftershave and the taste of his tongue, as your arms link around his broad shoulders. You already feel better, feeling him hold you and kiss you like this.
Heâs getting hard. It makes fire swirl in your stomach.
âTell me,â you whisper against his mouth, desperate to feel even better, âhow bad you want me.â
âYouâre all I fucking think about,â he admits breathily.
âWhich parts of me do you think about?â
âEverything,â he groans. âFucking everything.â
You wish he wouldâve just said something physical to solidify this as the casual hook-up it is. You canât handle it being more.
âWeâll keep this a secret, okay?â you whisper.
âI know.â Rafe kisses you again, willing to say anything just to keep this going.
You gently push his shoulders so he lies back. Clothes are clumsily shoved off, kisses grow messy, and once you feel all of him, your head swims with euphoria, blocking out the impending regret.
You stay on top to at least hold onto some of the control you have left.
He comes with a groan, clinging onto your waist with trembling fingers as if youâll run away from him.
But you do run away. Itâs over and you sit up and scramble to put your clothes on again, the high gone, the crash on its way.
âShit,â you whisper.
Rafeâs smile fades, his chest heaving. He sits up.
âWhy are you acting like you regret it?â he asks.
He wants to give you his shirt, stay in bed with you, trace his fingers over your skin and tell you how badly heâs always wanted you.
You look at him with furrowed brows.
âWe canât tell anyone.â
âYou already said that,â he mutters. âItâs not like we have to give details, but⊠nobodyâs going to lose their shit if weâre together. Your brother isnât like that.â
âNo,â you shake your head. âThis was just sex.â
Itâs not a sudden break. His heart cracks slowly. Itâs a fracture, spreading through his chest. Heâs empty.
âSo, Iâm justâŠâ He scoffs, tongue jutting under his cheek. âIâm just another one of the guys you do this to.â
âDonât,â you say softly. âI told you I donât date.â
You did, but he thought he was different.
You stand, smoothing your hair.
âBecause of one asshole?â he murmurs, angrily picking up his t-shirt.
It hurts that something you told him in a vulnerable moment is ammo now. Heâs being harsh and you know you are, too, but itâs the last thing you need right now.
âDonât bring it up again,â you say with a strain in your voice. âAny of it. I knew IâŠâ
Your throat starts to feel raw as you pace past him towards the door, desperate to get home and be swallowed in your blankets. Alone. Like you should be. Not chasing temporary relief in hook-ups.
âWhat did you know?â Rafe says to your back, tone softened. His anger is gone. It takes one glimpse into your pain to erase his own. He just wants to make you feel better.
âI knew I couldnât trust you,â you murmur, staring at the door handle. âI canât trust anyone.â
You leave. You gave him what he thought he wanted most, but he can see now that this hollow version of having you is the last thing heâd ever want.
Youâve ticked him off your list. Youâre done. Heâs in your rearview now, a quick hook-up that you wish you didnât have.
â«â«â«
Youâve been home for less than five minutes when your phone buzzes with a text from Rafe.
Make it home okay?
You swallow hard and respond: yes. didnât mean to freak out. friends?
Rafe chews on his lip as he stares at his phone. He hasnât left his bedroom.
yeah, he replies. Thereâs no point in pretending he doesnât want you, even if you push him back into the role heâd been playing before.
Fine. Heâll be your fucking friend. He already lost his pride long ago. But tonight is the first time heâs truly lost the hope he had in you.
(the end)
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night d(r)ive | yjh
Pairing: Yoon Jeonghan x GN!Reader
Synopsis: Jeonghan is the kind of guy who would drive 40 minutes out of his way just to pick you up, but also wouldnât yield the last ramen at the local convenience store to you. Heâs also the kind of guy people are quick to fall for, only to get crushed by his indifference for dating. As a close friend of the most sought-after man on campus, youâd like to think that you know Jeonghan well enough to predict his thoughts on romance and his territoriality over ramen. (Spoiler: You don't.)
Content: Angst, Fluff, Comfort | Friends to Lovers | College AU
Tags: short hair jeonghan, extreme pining, liking ramen as a plot device, crying, being losers for each other, insecure reader, lots of konglish w/ translations, overly indulgent kissing, no "y/n,â this is for everyone who voted jeonghan in the poll <3
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Youâd like to think that you know Yoon Jeonghan well. Surely, you do! Over the years, youâve come acrossâand committed to memoryâdozens, if not hundreds, of his little oddities. Youâve witnessed his personality change with the length of his hair, and learned the hard way that cheating at card games is like second nature to him. At this point, you can recite more information about his pet rock than ramen, which is somewhat terrifying if you dwell on it for too long, considering that ramen is your favorite food.Â
But despite Jeonghanâs chaotic personality, you also know that heâs incredibly smart, having sat next to him in countless college lectures and trivia events.Â
Honestly, it canât possibly be a stretch to say that you know the man too well, can't it? And at times, it feels a bit unfair that you can only reply, âoh, I know him,â when people fleetingly mention him in conversation. It hurts that you canât clarify that you know himâthat you canât ramble on about how he made the stupidest joke to make you laugh when you were upset about your most recent midterm, or handmade you the sweetest present for your birthday, or let you choose your favorite film for movie night for the third time in a rowâbecause no one wants to nor needs to hear about it.
But, unfortunately, thatâs all you can think about these days.Â
Because, unfortunately, Yoon Jeonghan is simultaneously the funniest, weirdest, kindest, and most devastatingly handsome man youâve ever met.Â
Yoon Jeonghan is the kind of guy who would drive 40 minutes out of his way just to pick you up, but also wouldnât yield the last ramen at the local convenience store to you. Though he gives into his internal demands for petty possessiveness quite often, he cares deeply for his friends.Â
Heâs also the kind of guy people are quick to fall for, only to get crushed by his nonchalant but somewhat firm indifference for dating. Youâve witnessed him casually turn down far too many objectively gorgeous and incredibly intelligent people, which has convinced you that his standards are impossibly high. And if you were honest with yourself, based on the people heâd already rejected, it would be laughable for you to even think about confessing to him.
And so, as a close friend of the most sought-after man on campus, youâd like to think you know Jeonghan well enough to predict his thoughts on romance and his territoriality over ramen.
In fact, youâre sure about the ramen issue, because youâre witnessing it happen right now.
Youâre staring at his smirking face in the instant food aisle of the convenience store, both of you gripping the last Neoguri cup like itâs a trophy.
âYou gotta learn patience,â Jeonghan tuts, his lips upturned infuriatingly at one corner.Â
âNo, you should learn patience. ì ëčŒ, [Take your hand off,]â you demand, grasping the cup tighter.
âì«ìë°? [Donât wanna,]â he says in a sing-song voice, raising his chin in defiance.
The ramen cup creaks slightly under the pressure of your combined grip, and a terrible thought forms in your head. Your hand is sandwiched between his hand and the cup, making you feel the heat radiating from his body. Itâs something youâre afraid you could get used to.Â
You narrow your eyes, targeting his ridiculous, perfect lazy smile. âTake it off while Iâm being nice.â
âNah,â he replies immediately, smiling wider, his tongue sliding to the right.Â
Your heart lurches at the sight.Â
âìčìŹíêČ ì§ì§ ìŽëŽ ê±°ìŒ? [Youâre so petty, are you really going to be like this?]â You chew on your bottom lip, eyes flitting between his face and his hand.Â
Jeonghan tilts his head slightly, his dark eyes sharp and steady on yours. Heâs not really looking at the ramen anymore, and the intensity of his gaze makes your cheeks feel like theyâre on fire.
âëŽê° ìŹêž°ì ìŽ ì·ì ì
êł ìëë°, [Iâm wearing these clothes here,]â he says, using his free hand to pinch the fabric of the expensive suit he always wears at his internship. âê”łìŽ ëŒë©Ž íë ë돞ì ëë ìžìŽë€êł ? ê·žë„ ëčšëŠŹ ê°ì, ì? [Youâre really gonna fight with me over just one ramen cup? Letâs just go now, hmm?]â
You press your lips together and jut your chin in defiance.Â
He sighs dramatically, shaking his head. His shaggy, dark hair flows with it, and you canât help but think that he looks princely like this, standing in the middle of this convenience store with his stupidly gorgeous face, and that dumb suit and tie.Â
âì볎íŽ. [Give it up.] Iâll give you whatever you want,â he says, his voice dipping lower. It feels less like an offer and more like a taunt, a challenge. His tone sends a small shiver through you, and for a second, youâre not sure if heâs teasing or serious.
You have to take a slow, deep breath to calm yourself down before even considering what to say next. Youâre grateful for the ride (and his company), of course, but that doesnât mean he can steal your rightful claim under your nose, in the same casual manner he has when letting one of his fans down.Â
Youâve always given into him. Because he means everything to you, of course.Â
But youâve had enough of letting him have his way so easily, not with your precious ramen at risk.
You boldly step closer to him, cutting the distance between the two of you in half. Youâre close enough to see your reflection in his eyes, now.Â
âIâm not letting go, íë [Hannie].â You firmly shake your head. You wouldnât let him win this time. âI donât want anything but this,â you add, stubbornly.
Tugging hard, you try to pull the cup toward you, but it frustratingly remains stuck on the shelf between the two of you. Looking back up, you see that he isnât even straining to keep the ramen in place! You frown, wondering when your best friend got so strong.
He leans in just a fraction closer. âKeep trying,â he murmurs, and heâs so close that you can feel his warm breath tickling your face.Â
The world narrows to Jeonghan, and the faint scent of the cologne he only wears on weekends. Itâs dizzying.
âìŒìì! [Hey!] I was here first!â you weakly defend, voice embarrassingly squeaky.
And then Jeonghan does something that completely short-circuits your brain.
His free hand lifts and brushes your hair away to your back, before resting on the divot between your neck and collarbone, where his thumb caresses the side of your neck. Feather-light, his touch is gentle, and his fingers are impossibly warm, a stark contrast to this slightly chilly convenience store. You just about choke on your surprise, your heart kicking into overdrive at the sheer intimacy of the gesture.Â
God, how is it that you never get a rest day with Jeonghan? How is it that heâs always flirting, always disregarding the boundaries of platonic and romantic love, always making you confused? And how is it that you just let it happen, that you just take whatever affection he gives you? How is it that youâre drawn into his dangerous touch like a moth to a flame? Except that analogy doesnât really work, because at least moths donât know that theyâre in danger when they reach fireâyou know what youâre getting into, and you know all too well that Jeonghan will never be yours.Â
âPlease?â he whispers.
Your breath hitches, suddenly aware that even for your overly-touchy friend, this level of skinship is extreme.Â
Does he know? Has he found out that youâre in love with him, that youâve been keeping this ungodly secret from him for far too long? Does he know that every time he lets someone down, that every time he complains to you about people confessing and crying over him, you give him superficial laughs as you swallow your own feelings?Â
Does he know that you feel like sinking into the ground every time he entertains a random girl flirting with him, and that every time he crosses boundaries with you, it hammers in the fact that he thinks youâre a joke?Â
Does he know that youâve spent over a year trying to convince yourself that you donât have feelings for him, only to fail miserably, because there is no such thing as cutting Yoon Jeonghan out of your life, because he makes you feel so, so alive?Â
He must know. He must be making fun of you, now.
Your eyes widen, frantically searching his face for an ounce of malice. And you expect to see the look he always has when shredding the hearts of the brave people who confess to him, the face he makes when he casually tells someone that he doesnât feel the same way. You expect to see an almost-cruel, blank stare paired with apologetic lips pressed together.Â
You expect him to crush your heart.Â
But instead, heâs staring at you with a gaze so, so, very soft, you wonder if youâve hallucinated it. Shining eyes, raised eyebrows, mouth partedâhe looks devastatingly beautiful.Â
You canât even bring yourself to blink, afraid that it might disappear before you can commit it to memory.
Technically, heâs looked like this beforeâyouâve seen it a handful of times on movie nights when you leaned against his shoulder, sleepily rambling about the bad decisions the main character had made. Youâve always figured that it was just the face he made when he was running on eight percent battery, tired and only half-registering the words coming out of your mouth.Â
But now, seeing this version of Jeonghan out of its usual context, your heart stops.Â
Your grip slackens.
In an instant, Jeonghan takes advantage of your daze. He snatches the ramen, links his arm through yours, and drags you to the counter. Your feet stumble, but his hold on you is firm, keeping you stable throughout the entire sudden exchange. He sets a bill on the counter, and then youâre being ushered out of the convenience store.Â
The freezing cold bites at your cheeks as you stand in a haze of confusion by the passenger seat of Jeonghanâs car, unable to do anything but just watch as he starts the engine and unlocks the door. He stares at you through the window, waiting.Â
If you could move a muscle on your face, youâd furrow your brows, wondering what heâs waiting for. But youâre still frozen, and before you can really think about it, Jeonghan gets tired of waiting.Â
He gets out of the car and walks over to you, squeezing your shoulders as he shifts you a little to the left. Withdrawing one of his hands from your shoulders, he opens the door, and then maneuvers you inside, using the same hand to cover the top frame of the door. You bump your forehead slightly against it, and he buckles you into the passenger seatâall without a word.
When you blink owlishly at him, he just ruffles your hair and shuts the door carefully, then walks over to the driverâs side.Â
Dazed, you literally have nothing to say.Â
When Jeonghan gets back into the car, he looks over at you with an unreadable gaze, then reaches his hand over the console to you, this time holding an object out. Your eyes flicker downward, then shoot up at him immediately.
The ramen?
You squint at his outstretched hand, eyebrows furrowed in disbelief.Â
Jeonghan never yields.Â
âTake it,â he says simply, airily, as if his giving up was obvious all along.
You hesitate, finger lightly tracing the top of the cup.Â
âCome on,â he insists, his eyes still intensely trained on yours. âI⊠it was always yours.â
Your fingers close over the cup, brushing his hand. He exhales softly, the corners of his lips twitching.
Averting your eyes from him and his strange actions, you drop the ramen in your lap, then settle for staring outside the window at the night sky, finding it unbearable to look at him. Drumming your fingers against the border of the window, you get lost in thought. Youâre not sure you can handle it if Jeonghan tries to flirt with you again. Every time he does it, it just hammers in the crushing idea that youâre nothing but a friend to him. That youâre just someone to practice on while he waits for the goddess of his dreams to appear, or something.
And then a strange thought occurs to you. A silly thought, really. When Jeonghan said that the ramen was always yours, he didnât use the âihâ sound that the word âitâ has. No, he used the pronoun âIâ first, before correcting himself. A faint, pitiful smile makes its way to your lips as your heart pangs.Â
Just what would you give to hear him say âI was always yoursâ someday?
Oh, maybe everything.Â
ââââàšà§ââââ
The gentle hum of the car engine fills the silence from the lack of conversation between the two of you. The moon and the stars are beautiful tonight, and youâre content with staring at them instead of the man driving the car. You prop your head up with your elbow against the window, closing your eyes with every lull of the engine. If Jeonghan ever looked over at you at a red light, you wouldnât know, preoccupied with pretending to be asleep.Â
When you feel the car come to a complete stop, youâre still feigning sleep, but you canât help but furrow your eyebrows slightly. Surely, 40 minutes havenât already passed? It seems way too soon. Had you actually dozed off at some point between staring out the window and faking sleep?
You peek one eye open, only to startle at Jeonghanâs gaze trained on you already, immediately opening the other. He seems completely at ease, with one hand gripping the steering wheel and the other resting on the gear shift. He stretches his fingers, accentuating the veins on his forearms, and you have to avert your eyes for a moment.Â
âì ì€ë? [Sleep well?]â he asks casually.Â
You look back at him, and see a strand of his dark hair fall into his eyes. Fingers twitching, you fight the urge to brush it behind his ear.Â
You answer him with a nod and flush, wondering if he could tell you were acting the entire time. Hands itching for something to do, you fiddle with your seatbelt.
âìŒ, ë ìą ëłŽêł ë§íŽëŽ, ì? [Hey, canât you look at me and talk, hmm?]â
You glance at Jeonghan out of the corner of your eye, then shy away again. He looks too good right now, too much like a doting boyfriend. You pick at a loose thread from the bottom hem of your shirt.
âì꟞ ëë„Œ ì 볎ëêč ììíë€. [You keep not looking at me, Iâm sad.]â
You faintly laugh. In all your years of knowing the man, youâve yet to see Yoon Jeonghan truly sad. Heâs always, always composed. He never says anything without thinking about it first, and he doesnât have to lift a single finger that he doesnât want to, because he knows that people will jump just to fall at his feet. Itâs funny that Jeonghan now just assumes that with a few pretty words, heâll get his way.Â
But your resentment is growing. It started with the ramen, and built up with how he won at the end of the fight. And it peaked when he gloated under the guise of kindly yielding the cup to you, leaving you stranded in your confusion, leaving you to sort out your racing mind and heart. Whatâs worse is, he has a history of doing this to you. But you never learn. Because he also has a history of giving the best, warmest, longest hugs. And he tells you all the time that he wants to be with you forever, that even when youâre 80 and wrinkly, heâll come over every day to sing duets using your karaoke machine. And he has a bad habit of staring into your eyes with so much adoration, that you mistake it for real love.Â
He has a history of making you think that his flirting might actually mean something real to him. But he never confesses any feelings, because they donât exist, and you feel the pain of being used as romantic practice all the same.Â
Youâve tried to convince yourself to just accept his affections as platonic love, but it has become increasingly more difficult to ignore it. How can you, when you get a rush of serotonin from seeing how bright his smile is when he whispers an inside joke to you in the middle of your fatally boring math discussion? How can you, when Jeonghan insists on picking you up from work even though itâs a waste of time and gas for him to make the far drive here and back? Your heart has grown to accommodate, and even expect, the constant fluttering it feels in his presence.Â
So, to be exact, itâs not that you feel resentment toward himâitâs resentment for your lack of a backbone when it comes to all things Yoon Jeonghan. It happens all the time; you get mad at him, and the consequences last for all of five seconds before your will caves.Â
âê·Œë, ì ììíìì, [Youâre not sad, though],â you softly say, eyes now tracing the glow of the crescent moon.Â
Jeonghan shifts in his seat, questioning your words. âWhat? Why would you say that?â
âìëìŒ, [No,] forget it.â You sigh, eyes falling to your hands again. Picking at a hangnail, you inhale deeply.Â
âWhy wouldnât I be sad? I love talking to you.â He removes his hands from the wheel and gear shift, then reaches out for yours.
You flinch, and he freezes.Â
âHey, did I⊠do something wrong?â His voice shakes, suddenly sounding strained. Itâs the complete opposite of how he was just three seconds ago.
You swallow thickly. No, he didnât do anything wrong. âìë, [No,] itâs my fault.â
He frowns. âWhat did I do? Please, tell me. Iâm sorry, whatever it is, I can fix it, I promise.â He looks at you so earnestly, your heart sinks.Â
â귞걎 ë¶ê°ë„íŽ, ì íì. [Thatâs not possible, Jeonghan.]â The words come out slowly and breathily, as if itâs taken you half of your life force to say them. You stare out the window again, this time at the stars, and add, âWe should really get back, now. Whyâd you stop here, anyway?â
âI figured you didnât eat yet,â he says carefully. âI thought youâd want to get Thai. When youâre hangry, you yell at the TV more, and I get complaints from my neighbors.â
You blink, turning your attention down to the stores lining the street rather than the night sky. Jeonghan really had driven to your favorite Thai restaurant. âOh. I didnât know I did that, sorry.â
âItâs okay,â he replies softly. âI never liked my neighbors anyway.â
Your eyes close, remembering when one of your classmates, who happened to be his neighbor, confessed to him. He had vented to you about friends needing to understand when not to cross lines. The memory makes you smile weakly again, acknowledging how strong youâve been for managing not to confess so far.Â
Jeonghan continues, âBut hey, your neighbors donât like me, either. Remember when they banged on your door because we were singing too loud?â
You laugh this time, and itâs fleeting but itâs not forced. âìžì ìŻ€ ìêž°ìŒ? [How long ago was that?] That was like two years ago.â
Jeonghan smiles. âYou were wearing those teddy bear pajama pants, and I had my Cookie Monster pants on. They were like 70, and told us to stop being childish and grow up.â
âMaybe they had a point,â you say with a sigh, running a hand through your hair. âI didnât know that you paid attention to those things,â you add offhandedly.Â
âPay attention to what?â
âYou know, just⊠the stuff I wear, the random shit I do,â you say, picking at your split ends.Â
Jeonghanâs wide eyes narrow, and you feel too hot under his intense gaze.
âWhy wouldnât I?â he asks, voice deep and tinged with something you canât quite put a finger on. The question feels strangely charged. With what, you donât know.Â
You gnaw on your lip.Â
âAnswer me. Why shouldnât I?âÂ
âI donât know,â you shrug, feeling put on the spot. âIâm just your friend. Shouldnât you be spending your energy remembering weird stuff about a girlfriend? Like a serious romantic partner, or something?â
Jeonghan groans, running a hand through his hair, before it comes down on the console with a light thud. Your eyes widen at his unexpected physical display of emotion, taking in his clenched fists and heaving chest.Â
âíë? [Hannie?]â you say softly, concerned. He doesnât normally resort to physical exertions when frustrated, probably because he doesnât get frustrated very often at all.
Your hand reaches out to his right bicep, where you rub the muscle soothingly.Â
âNow youâre calling me íë [Hannie] again,â he says with a marginally more relieved, deep sigh.Â
You furrow your brows. âWhat?â
âNow youâre calling me íë [Hannie] again,â he repeats. âPlease, donât call me ì í [Jeonghan]. Only íë [Hannie].â
âOkay?â you say tentatively, unsure where this is going.
âYou know I love you, right?â he says suddenly, staring at his hands.Â
You blink rapidly. âOf course. I love you, too.â Heâs your best friend, but youâre probably not his best friend.Â
Jeonghan jolts, looking at you directly in the eyes now. âYou know I love you more, right?â
He looks a bit crazed like this, his frantic chocolate brown eyes searching deeply for something in your face. At a loss for words, you gape your mouth at him like a fish out of water.Â
âIâm not sure thatâs possible,â you manage to say. âI bet I love you a lot more.âÂ
The statement is accompanied by a rather self-deprecating laugh from you, the kind that digs deep into your heart even as you try your best to seem casual.Â
âNo, no,â he says, reaching with his left hand to grasp the hand youâve been patting his right bicep with. This time, you donât pull away. âYou donât get it. I love you.âÂ
What?
Your heartbeat begins to beat so loudly that the sound of it pumping overwhelms your thoughts. Your chest tightens, and youâre half-sure that you just hallucinated it.
âëëŒêł ? [What did you just say?]â
âìŹëíë€êł , [That I love you,]â he chokes out, his voice thick with the one emotion youâve been dreaming of him reciprocating.Â
You gasp.
âPlease,â he whispers. âPlease donât be mad at me.â
Oh.
Crestfallen, your heart drops. You pull your hand away from him.Â
This must be his new way to get you to relieve your âanger.â He doesnât actually love you romantically, he just wants you to go back to acting like you normally do. Heâll never feel the same way that you do, in the crushing way that drives you insane every day, in the way thatâ
âì€ë§, ë ì§êž 돎ìíë ê±°ìŒ? [No way, are you ignoring me right now?]â Jeonghanâs wounded gaze strikes you like lightning. âìëë©Ž, ë ëȘ» 믿ëê±°ìŒ? [Or, are you not believing me?]â
You open your mouth, but nothing comes out.Â
Is this real? A dream, maybe? The real Jeonghan would never say this. He would never, ever entertain the idea that you could ever be more thanâ
âëŽê° ìŹëíë€êł íëë°, ì ì돎 ë§ìŽ ììŽ? [I just said I love you, why wonât you say anything?]â Jeonghanâs voice quakes, and youâre taken aback by his pained, strained eyebrows and glittering eyes.Â
Jeonghanâs eyes well with tears. He swallows thickly, âë⊠ìëìŒ? [Am I⊠not it for you?]â
Your breath catches. Heâs crying. Yoon JeonghanâYoon Jeonghan is crying? Youâve never even seen him sad, let alone crying. Heâs always been untouchable, effortless in the way he teases and flirts with you, so sure of himself. So nonchalant and casual with his affection, that youâd always thought he never truly meant anything by it. But here he is, raw and vulnerable in front of you, holding his heart out with both handsâeyes rimmed red, voice breaking, mouth trembling. All because of you?Â
He really means it, huh? The realization slams into you so hard you feel like you canât breathe, let alone speak, your chest constricting like youâre having a heart attack. All those lingering touches, all these years. The way heâs always made you the center of his jokes, how he has the softest shifts in his voice when someone mentions your nameâit wasnât all a game to him? It was never just practice for someone else, for someone better?Â
It was love?
God, you had been so overwhelmed with self doubt and insecurity that youâd convinced yourself that you had no chance, all while he was giving you clues through his proud affections, every day.
The man in question looks at you like youâve just shattered his fragile heart, tears fully trailing down to his chin, now.
Feeling like your entire body has been engulfed in flames, you reach a trembling hand out past the gear shift. It trembles despite yourself as your arm extends to caress his cheek, where you carefully rub his tears away.Â
Jeonghan shudders when your hand touches him, and he shuts his eyes. More tears fall.
âíë, [Hannie],â you breathe shallowly, still feeling an immense pressure in your chest. âLook at me.â When he doesnât open his eyes, you swallow roughly. âíë, [Hannie], please?â
Stubbornly, Jeonghan keeps his eyes closed, and you shakily sigh. You want to tell himâno, you need to tell him that you love him with every fiber of your being, but you need to see his eyes to register whether he understands you. He needs to open those beautiful, brown eyes of his.Â
Youâve never told him that you love him in Korean before. Something about it always felt too intimate, while âI love youâ in English felt less charged. But you think he needs to hear it now.
Withdrawing your hand from his cheek, you unbuckle your seatbelt at last. Finally freed, you shift your legs until you're sitting on the back of your calves, facing the stunning, devastated man in the driverâs seat.
âíëìŒ, [Hannie],â you say softly, his name a prayer on your lips, your face coming near his.Â
You raise your hands up to tenderly brush the tears away from the soft tissue right under his eyes. Trembling, your right hand brushes a strand of hair out of his face, then rests on the back of his neck.Â
Heart threatening to jump out of your chest, you hesitantly move closer, and closer, until your lips gently meet his forehead in a kiss so light, you foolishly wonder if he even feels your lips there at all.
âíëìŒ, ìŹëíŽ. [Hannie, I love you.]âÂ
Jeonghan stills immediately. You can feel his hot breath catch against your neck, and you feel a shiver come down your spine.Â
âI donât want anyone else. Just you,â you say choppily, each word spilling out before you can think about what you really just said.Â
When you retreat an inch or two back from his forehead, you can see that he has finally opened his eyes.Â
âYou mean it?â he asks, voice high-pitched in disbelief.Â
Not trusting your voice, you nod three times.Â
âSay it again,â he begs, his red-rimmed eyes downturned.
âìŹëíŽ, íëìŒ [I love you, Hannie]. I tried so hard not to. ëŽ ë§ìì ì êł ë€ë„ž ìŹëì ë°ëŒëłŽêł ì¶ììŽ. ì¶ìëë°âŠ [I wanted to let go of my feelings for you and search for someone else. Thatâs what I wanted, butâŠ]â
Jeonghan inhales sharply. Distressed, his Adam's apple bobs up and down. Your heart aches at the sight of him so exposed, and your thumb moves to rub soothing circles by his collarbone.Â
You assure him, âê·Œë° ê·žêČ ì§ì§ ê·žë„ ì ëê±°ìŒ. ëì í ëë„Œ íŹêž°í ì ìììŽ. [But that really just didnât work. There was no way I could bring myself to give you up.]â
Your fingers close to his neck, you feel Jeonghanâs pulse racing. Trying to help his heart settle down, you press another light kiss to his forehead, cradling the back of his head with your other hand. His breath shudders against your cheek.Â
âë§ììŽ íëíí
ë§ ë늏ëêč, ë⊠íŹêž°íë €êł ë
žë „ì íëë° ìì©ìŽ ìììŽ. [My heart was only drawn to you, Hannie, and well⊠no matter how hard I tried to give you up, it was no use.]â
Jeonghan blinks up at you with watery eyes.Â
âYouâre it for me, íë [Hannie]. Okay?â Sheepish, you feel a bit embarrassed at having been so honest.Â
Now that youâve bared your heart and soul to him, you take the opportunity to really look at him, since you were distracted with telling your part for the past few minutesâand, oh.Â
His pupils are so dilated, his eyes look almost black. His breathing has slowed down compared to earlier, but his fists are still clenched, like heâs holding something back.Â
In a low voice, so deep that it wouldnât have been audible if you werenât practically pressed against him, Jeonghan finally responds to your confession.Â
âYou love me,â he says hesitantly, like heâs asking to confirm.Â
The corners up your lip turn up, and he grins. âYou love me,â he says again, only louder this time, and then heâs leaning forward into you.Â
His hands find you first, clinging to your neck and waist sweetly yet firmly, like heâs afraid to let you go now that he finally has you.
When his lips meet yours, you melt into the kiss. His lips are warm, softer than you expected, moving against yours with an aching tenderness. Your fingers curl into the fabric of his shirt as his hands tighten around your waist, pulling you in like heâs afraid youâll slip away.
He tilts his head slightly, deepening the kiss, and a shiver runs down your spine when his thumb brushes along the curve of your jaw. The touch is so careful, so reverent, like heâs memorizing every part of you.
Then, he pulls back just an inchâjust enough for his breath to fan across your lips, his forehead resting against yours. His eyes, dark and unreadable, search yours as if needing confirmation.
"You love me? ì§ìŹìŽì§? [Youâre serious, right?]" His voice is barely above a whisper.
Your chest tightens at the sheer vulnerability in his expression. You cup his cheek, brushing your thumb against his damp skin, and nod. "ìŹëíŽ, íëìŒ. [I love you, Hannie.] ì§ì§, [Really,] I always have."
A sound escapes himâsomewhere between a laugh and a sigh of reliefâbefore he leans in again, kissing you with more urgency this time. His hands tangle into your hair, fingers curling at the nape of your neck as he presses you impossibly closer. The kiss is deeper now, more certain. He parts his lips slightly, and you do the same, the heat between you growing into something undeniable.
Your hands wanderâone slipping into his hair, the other trailing down his shoulder. He shudders under your touch, and you feel the tension slowly unraveling from his body, like heâs finally letting himself believe this is real.
When you finally part for air, he lets out a shaky laugh, thumb ghosting over your kiss-swollen lips. "You have no idea how long Iâve waited for this," he murmurs, his voice husky.
Your heart swells at the confession. "Actually, I think I do," you whisper back before pulling him into another kiss, this time knowingâwithout a doubtâthat neither of you are going anywhere.
ââââàšà§ââââÂ
âíë, [Hannie,]â you say, leaning against him on the sofa in your apartment, drawing random shapes on his chest with your right hand. âWe should go on a drive again.â
âMm, a drive?â he says, distracted by his fascination with observing your left hand, holding it like a precious gem.Â
âYeah, ë°ë ìą ìì [letâs get some air]. A night drive.â
His hands stall, lips curling up at the corners. âOh, a night drive, huh? ììŹì ìž ê±°ë€. [How historic.]â
You bury your face in his chest. âMmh,â you say to his shirt.
âYou know, you said ìŹëíŽ [I love you] to me for the first time on a night drive,â he says casually. His hands let go of your left hand, then make their way to your head, patting your hair gently.Â
You prop your chin up on his stomach, expecting to see Jeonghanâs pure smile. But instead, heâs smirking at you.Â
âYou wanted me so bad.â He sighs dramatically. âWhat else could I do, but accept your love?â
You canât help but smile. âI think youâre misremembering things a little, íë [Hannie].â
âOh, am I?â he gasps, wide-eyed and open-mouthed.Â
If he were anyone else, heâd look stupid feigning ignorance. Fortunately for you, though, he isnât anyone elseâheâs the love of your life, and he makes everything look good.Â
âUgh,â you say, eyes shining. âYou look dumb, stop it.â
âYou love it,â he says cheekily, arms falling from your head to wrap around you in a big hug.Â
âMmfph,â you say in response, relishing in the warmth radiating from his body.Â
âNot denying it, I see,â he says. âOverwhelmed by your love for me, you dove at my poor, innocent self in the car, kissing me all over!â
âPfft,â you laugh. âNo, that was you!â
âNo,â Jeonghan pouts.
âI happen to remember a little crybaby confessing first,â you say with an upside down smile, hugging him tighter.
Jeonghanâs eyes look up at the ceiling. âëŹŽìš ë§ìžì§âŠ [I donât know what youâre talking aboutâŠ]â
âìŒì! [Hey!]â your hand slaps his chest lightly. âë ìą ëŽëŽ, ì? [Look at me, hmm?]â
âì«ìë°? [Donât wanna,]â he says, pouting.Â
âìŹëíŽë ì ëłŒ ê±°ìŒ? ììíë€âŠ [Even if I love you, you wonât look at me? Iâm sadâŠ]â you huff, burying your face into the sofa pillows instead of Jeonghanâs chest. âíëê° ì ìŹëíŽìŁŒë©Ž ë ê° ê±°ìŒ. [If you donât love me Iâm gonna leave.]â
Jeonghan laughs, âê°êžŽ ìŽëê°, ìŹêž° ëë€ ì§ìŽìì. [Leave? What do you mean, leave? This is your house.]âÂ
Jeonghan hugs you tighter, then suddenly sits up, taking you with him.Â
âìŹëíŽ, [I love you,]â he says earnestly, staring deeply into your eyes, as if he wants to dive into the depths of your iris. Your name leaves his lips fervently, like a prayer.
âìŹëíŽ, íëìŒ, [I love you, Hannie,]â you say back, and you mean it.Â
Because Yoon Jeonghan is simultaneously the funniest, weirdest, kindest, most devastatingly handsome man youâve ever met. And heâs yours.
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Author's Note: hereâs a big literary hug <3
Disclaimer: nothing i write is representative of how svt acts off camera, take their names as stand-ins for oc's!!
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hold âem up (above my heart)
summary: Atsumu x Physical Therapist!F!Reader. the sun rises and sets over and over as your relationship progresses from friends to pro yearners to more.
wc: 4.3k
cw: friends with benefits subplot and all that entails; not explicit, just suggestive, reader is fighting for her LIFE in her brain, atsumu is just chilling (not really)
a/n: hi i didnât die :3
âHands up,â you say, voice low so as not to disturb the peace of the morning.
Atsumu raises his arms, elbows bent, making a frame of his face. His blond hair is pale, almost white because his little kitchen window faces east and he wakes before it rises above the upper pane. You sidle past him, back to his front, ignoring the weight of his hand as it settles on your hip while you reach up for the granola you keep in the cabinet next to the fridge.
He likes traditional Japanese breakfasts, the savory and umami flavors of natto and rice and miso. You have a sweet tooth and a craving for crunchy food, like a wild animal that needs to grind down its molars. On the days he has work, he settles for an omelette (or scrambled eggs if he fucks it up). You eat the same thing every morning or you'll be sick.
Growing up, Atsumu was never a morning person, but he sleeps better on the nights you're next to him. He doesn't get angry when you slosh milk over the side of his bowl onto his dining table, doesn't snap when you ask him what his plans for the day are. Maybe this is what being an adult is, these steady waters and calm skies.
You don't speak much as you chew, staring into space and thinking the slow thoughts of the exhausted, and he busies himself scrolling through his group messages and social media accounts.
There's a request from a verified account, a retired athlete-turned-model. He knows her name, has seen her in ads, bumped into her at the last Olympics. He clicks on it.
Hey, handsome. I'll be in Osaka this upcoming weekend - let's get a drink!
"I'm gonna shower," you're patting your hair, looking irritated. It always sticks up in the morning, no matter how you sleep on it, a few particular strands defying gravity.
"You should go to work like that," he says, voice still rough even if his mind's woken up. His accent is thicker in the morning, you've told him, but he can't hear it.
"Hell no," you say. "You're the only one who gets to see this morning glory for now."
"I better be," his grin is roguish, running his hand through his own bird's nest. "C'mon, you gonna let me shower with you or what?"
"No, you'll use up all my nice shampoo again!" You fake running to the bathroom, keeping your pace slow enough for him to wrap his arms around your waist and tackle you down, careful to fold himself so that you land on top of him, body between his legs, face cushioned on his chest.
He leaves his phone face up, forgotten on the table.
He's toweling off his hair, dressed in his practice uniform, while you're packing your bag for the day in the kitchen. His apartment is small, way smaller than some of the other guys' on the team, but he grew up crammed into a room with his mom and his brother. He'd toured one penthouse and decided he couldn't live with all that space strangling him.
He'd tried to get Samu to bunk with him like old times, but his brother had just said I'll sleep three meters from your dirty laundry in hell, and that was the end of the argument.
Besides, he has a lot of car bills to pay. He managed to fold another Mazda last month and you've been carpooling in your ancient Toyota while he waits to get license privileges again ever since.
"You got a text, by the way," you say casually, digging through your purse with your lips twisted to the side. "Aha!" You pull out a tube of lipstick triumphantly. "You should respond before you forget."
"Ah, was it Samu?" He asks, crossing back into the bedroom to put away his damp towel.
"Nah, the model," you call. "Sorry, I read your texts."
You're fighting the growing bitterness of the words, trying to sound jaunty and uncaring and casual. The admission of invading his privacy weighs heavily on your shoulders; you can't make yourself look up into his face when he comes into the kitchen.
"I don't care," he shrugs. "You can read whatever you want."
"You shouldn't say that," you try to laugh and wince instead. He just grunts and picks up the phone, swiping away from the conversation and leaving her on read. "I don't have the right, don't I? I shouldn't haveâ"
"I really don't care," he cuts across your strained attempt at an apology again.
"You should!" You sound like you're about to stamp your foot at him. He doesn't understand why you're so angry; he doesn't bite. "Aren't you gonna get mad? Shouldn't we be fighting?"
"I don't wanna fight," he rubs his large, calloused hand over your shoulder, your upper trapezius, to cup the back of your and pull you into a loose embrace. You stand, dumbfounded, chin pushed into his shoulder, hands at your sides. "Do you? We can if you want to."
"No," you whisper. "Sorry, Iâsorry."
"'S okay," he says, digging his thumbs into the tight knots of muscle. "No big deal. Here, you dropped your thingy."
The thingy is the tube of lipstick, a deep berry color, rolling towards the edge of the table. He steps back and squeezes your cheeks in one hands, prompting you to part your lips slightly. He does it how he knows you do, a soft smear on the lower lip and two dabs made sharp by a swipe of his thumbnail on the outer creases, all blended together at the end for a subtle touch of color.
"You look like a frog about to burp," he says when he's done. You laugh so hard you cry.
On the car ride to work, you keep chewing on your lip. He frowns when he notices, all his work bitten off.
You wait for him to get out of the car first, a holdover from the days when you would wait five minutes so no one would notice that you were coming from the same place. In some ways, it's easier that he crashed his car; so convenient that you volunteered to be his chauffeur. He comes to your side, opens your door. You squint at him, jutting your chin out like you're bracing yourself for something.
"I wasn't gonna go out with her," he tells you, a secret between you, him, and the hard asphalt of the MSBY gym's employee parking lot. "Ain't nobody else seein' this in the mornings either. That's all."
He turns around and strides off, leaving you blinking in the morning light.
"Can you move it?" You say, your brows knit together. Hinata grimaces.
"I can bend it, like thisâ" he curls the injured finger inward. "But it won't stretch out, like this. Ah!"
You release his hand, where you'd applied pressure to the digit. "It's sprained. You're sitting out the rest of practice."
"Aw, but it really doesn't hurt that bad," he protests. You give him a look. "Okay, okay. Can I least do some running and stuff?"
"Do you want to come to practice tomorrow?" You say evenly. He gives you big brown puppydog eyes and you fold like wet paper. "I'll give you some stretches and exercises for your legs that you probably can't fuck up."
"Yay!" He cheers. "Thank you!" He uses an affectionate diminutive of your name with -chan tacked on the end. You laugh and wave him off, walking out of the main gym area toward your office, where you can print him the exercises.
You lean against your desk while the printer huffs temperamentally, taking a long sip of coffee. You should really stop going over to Atsumu's on weeknights, but you've been telling yourself that for well over a year, and it's a lot more convenient since all your clothes and your toothbrush live at his place.
You tell yourself a lot of things when it comes to your blond coworker.
The door to your office slams open and you make an involuntary, high-pitched noise in the back of your throat, focusing hard on keeping the cardboard cup in your hand from jumping with you.
"Sorry, sorry," Bokuto says, his hair drooping dramatically. "It's just really importantâTsumu's hurt!"
You take an inhale so quickly it hurts and burst your coffee cup all over your coat and work pants. Luckily, you take it mostly milk and sugar, so it doesn't burn you, but you don't even really notice it, just shedding the coat and rolling up your sleeves as you stride out the door without hesitation.
Behind you, Bokuto follows, making garbled promises you hear as through water to buy you a house to make up for startling you and ruining your outfit.
You try to take three deep breaths before you enter the gym, knowing you'll be much more helpful calm rather than battling the wall of panic that threatens to overtake you. Atsumu is blocked from your vision by a crowd of his teammates, fluttering around him like a herd of bumblebees.
Iwaizumi is already there, you see with an exhale of relief, ordering everyone around him to stay calm. You motion to the players around him to give him space, hoping your terror doesn't show untowardly on your face, hoping he can feel your singleminded prayer: please be okay.
"Eh?" He has a dopey expression on his face, dopier than usual, anyway. He says your name gleefully, but you're too busy scanning him for visible blood or bone to respond right away. "Nice shirt. Hey, why's your coat off? Were you taking off your clothes in there? Without me?"
"He collided with Sakusa," Iwaizumi tells you. Atsumu reaches for your hand and you stroke your fingertips lightly over the back of it, along the bones and tendons, each touch saying you'll be okay, it's going to be okay.
I'll make it okay.
"Sakusa's shoulder got banged up, you should probably put him on reserve for a couple days," Iwaizumi says. You glance over at the black-haired spiker, who gives you a thumbs-up though his expression is characteristically flat. "Atsumu, though... he fell pretty hard."
You can see that. There's a bruise blooming along the side of his face, like the sloppy trail of your lipstick after a night out. His ankle is swollen, too; the disorientation of the head injury must have impaired the grace of his landing.
You kneel and shift into clinical mode, receding into the comfortable space of your training. You feel along his leg, asking him over and over does it hurt, can you move this, does it hurt when I do this.
"Okay, doc?" His beautiful honey eyes are unfocused. You want to cry. You want to squeeze his hand tighter, but you don't want to hurt him more. "S all good. I'm fine."
You shake your head, grateful it's not worse. Afraid of what you have to say to him.
"That's right, you'll be fine. But the concussion paired with the ankle injury... I don't think it's a good idea for you to return to practice for a month at least."
You squeeze your eyes shut and pull your hands away from him. He probably doesn't want to be touched. He might hate you for this.
What's the point of sleeping with the doc if I don't get special privileges, you imagine him saying, if you're gonna take my life away from me like this. A month of recovery doesn't sound like so much to other people, but you've been working around these volleyball freaks since high school. You know that it's everything to them.
"Okay," Atsumu simply says. You look at him. "You gonna drive me home?"
"If you don't mind," you say softly.
"Yeah, then it's okay," he says, and scoots around, hissing when he forgets and puts pressure on the injured ankle. He leans back, and you catch his head in your lap.
"I'm gonna break my leg," Barnes says from somewhere behind you. "I want the doc to hold me like that."
You hear a thwack and then Iwaizumi's voice: "Sakusa, stop concussing your teammates. L/N only has so much room in her car."
Atsumu recovers more quickly than you expect. You should have known, though; he's always had a strong ability to heal. He rarely gets sick and though he's brash and reckless and sometimes outright stupid, he's lucky. In almost all the inadvisable endeavors you've seen him pull, he almost never gets hurt.
You're not actually a doctor, not that the team believes that. You've been trying to explain that you're a sports medicine physical therapist for the three years you've been working for MSBY and not once has it deterred anyone from calling you doc.
Atsumu was signed six months after you started, and you had only been friends until a year after that. In all that time, you've been the consummate professional at work, never letting your touches linger, never stretching him too deeply, trying not to stare at him like he's just any other player. When he first propositioned you, you tried not to say yes too quickly, as businesslike as possible.
You went into sports medicine because of your sister. She had been a superstar from the moment she stepped foot on a tennis court; even at a young age you saw that she wielded the racket like it was an extension of herself. As the two of you grew in age, you also saw the ways she overextended herself: the swollen knobs of her knees, hidden under frozen packs of peas, the frequent doctor's visits for hyperextension, the tear tracks when she tore her ACL.
You had spent so much of your childhood waiting for her during practice, doing your homework in the bleachers, fielding questions about her play to the uninitiated relatives who came to support her matches that it felt like the most natural course of action to go into a career field that meant you could help her and others like her chase their dreams.
You had also almost exclusively dated athletes as a result. While you were attending university and chasing your certifications, you had been surrounded by two types of people: students and athletes. You had barely any time in your schedule, much less the ability to align it with a similarly crammed med student. Athletes, on the other hand, didn't have an obsession with comparing your knowledge, liked that you were too busy to monitor them all day long, and loved that you had to attend every one of their games because it was literally your job.
By the time you got the position in Osaka, you were beyond over the routine of dating the people in your care. You swore to yourself that you wouldn't mess around with the team and entered a yearlong celibate streak, which Atsumu blew up into a million pieces and never allowed to recover.
To his (and your) credit, the both of you became close friends before ever crossing the boundary of inappropriate conduct. Just because you were strictly business during work hours didn't mean that you, lonely and shy in a new city, were going to turn down your coworkers' offer to go out after practice. You'd gotten to know Meian well and considered Bokuto to be something of a little brother. Then they had traded a couple of players for Atsumu, and the moment he gripped your hand and slapped your shoulder instead of shaking it or bowing like a normal person, you knew that he was going to mean much more to you than any other of your team.
You had fallen quickly into a deep friendship, and his apartment was much closer to the team's favored bars than yours was, so it was just easier for you to go home and crash on his couch. And his couch was gross, because it belonged to a bachelor who had never heard of a steam cleaner, so one night you insisted on sharing the bed, and you had become good friends who cuddled weekly.
It happened like this:
You were the last two left in the booth that had once contained the extremely compressed bodies of several of the largest men in Japan, probably, but they had practice early the next morning and had trickled out, one by one. Atsumu had his head down on the table while you desperately tried to convince him to come home (already you were referring to his apartment as your home without thinking, though only a spare toothbrush and a coat were kept there at the time).
"Please," you said, "I'm so tired. I'm not even drunk anymore."
"I am," Atsumu said, turning his face toward you. "Very."
"I know," you groaned. "Let's go home."
"I can't," he said despondently.
"Why not?"
"Not with you," his words slurred together. "I gotta problem."
"What?" You suddenly felt very, very sick. Maybe you were more drunk than you'd thought.
"Mhm. I gotta apologize, I think."
Oh, you thought. This is it. He knows.
"I've been having," he hiccuped and turned his face into his arms again so that you couldn't hear the next thing he mumbled.
"I can't hear you like that," you say softly. "Please, Atsumu, you can tell me anything."
You've been seeing someone, and she wants me to stop sleeping over. She wants you to stop being friends with me. You need the apartment to yourself to have her over.
"No," he says, turning back to you again, his eyes glossy with drink, his lips pink and just the slightest bit open. "I have been having manly thoughts about you. Unmanly thoughts. Whatever."
"What do you mean?" You'd asked, heart beating fast.
"I wanna have sex with you," he said, and then slammed his forehead against the table until it left a red mark. "I'm sorry, women! It's wrong to dream about kissing your girl friends, I know!"
You ignored his nonsensical shouting and put your hand under his face so he wouldn't injure it.
"Then let's go home so we can have sex," you said. He whipped his head up so fast you worried for his spinal discs.
"You promise?"
You actually didn't have sex that night because he fell asleep as soon as you coerced him into the bed. The next morning, he'd been hungover and ashamed, stuttering and afraid to look you in the eye. You had given him a handful of painkiller pills and waited until he was washing it down with a glass of green juice before you said "I think about having sex with you, too," so that he spewed it all over the floor.
Maybe it was petty, but you needed vengeance for his forcing you to drag him bodily out of that bar the previous night.
After your first time, he said, awkwardly, something about not being able to commit to a relationship at the moment, something about difficulty expressing his feelings, about being too immature to settle. A script you were as familiar with as the back of your hands. You turned to him, swiping sweaty strands of hair out of your face, glowing with a smile as he stuttered his way through it, and said I know the game. We don't have to talk about it.
He insisted that it wasn't a game, that you deserved transparency and to be treated well, and you rolled over on top of him and kissed him until he forgot his own name.
During the month-long recovery period, you had resumed the friendship you had had in the early months of knowing each other, refusing adamantly to do anything strenuous or even unsportsmanly while you had to work much more closely together than ever before. You insist on sleeping at your own apartment for the first week, afraid of aggravating his injuries further, until he threatens to walk to you with his pillow and sleepover bag. You bring him food near-daily and call his brother when your schedule prevents you from doing so.
He's diligent about doing the exercises and stretches you assign him to bring him back to full functionality. Towards the end of his detention (you pinch him for using such a dramatic word), you start taking walks together, in the evenings on work days and the mornings on days off.
You keep expecting him to ask for space, to push you out of his daily routine, to realize that he's bored because he knows everything about you; there's nothing left to hide. Nothing except the one unspoken thing, the one you're sure he knows but you can't acknowledge.
New growth is beginning to sprout on the trees, grey wood dotted with little specks of bright green. Atsumu walks without a limp, now, his posture straight but relaxed, his hands shoved into his pockets.
His body is healed, but his heart aches. You're wearing casual clothes, big soft pants that billow around your legs and a black shirt with his name in yellow letters, and you look far away, worried. No matter how many times he smooths the pinch between your brows away with his thumb, no matter how many times he asks what's wrong, you refuse him a straight answer.
He wonders if he's pulled you too close, in this month dying of boredom, forbidden from running and setting and anything that could damage his brain. He still gets to see you in the morning, your back arching as you stretch and yawn, the crinkle of your nose when your feet touch the cold floor outside of bed, which is probably slowly draining all the function from his grey matter.
You're wearing gloves, your extremities sensitive to the cold. He takes your left hand, tugs it off. When he tangles your fingers together, you look up at him, questioningly, that knot between your brows back again.
"What, woman, now I can't hold your hand?"
You stop walking. He curses his big, fat mouth. He always chooses the wrong thing to say, always has.
Osamu used to ask him what he was supposed to say to girls. Atsumu, proud big brother that he wanted to be, would puff out his chest and give him paragraphs of advice, and Osamu almost never used it. There were so few opportunities for him to advise Samu, though; he was so self-sufficient, maybe more than Atsumu had ever been. He was more introverted, less brash and crass and rude. Sometimes, when Atsumu ceded his insistence on being the wiser one with six more minutes of life experience, he wished he could be more like his twin.
"Do you love me like that, Atsumu?" You ask, mouth pressed into an unhappy line, already pulling away from him like you were expecting him to say something completely insane. "Because I understood fucking, and being friends with benefits, but I don't know if I get going out for food and holding hands andâ"
"Like?" He says, refusing to let your hand slip from his. "I love you. That's it."
"Oh," you say, and your mouth is twisted up like you're searching for something he can't see again, but the crease in your forehead is gone.
"You gonna go out with me?" He says, and it comes out way easier than he ever thought it would, and if choosing the rest of his life is as simple a decision as chasing volleyball and you has been, growing up sounds way better than he thought. "'Cause I wanna do it all with you."
Once Atsumu's allowed to drink again, it's time for the real volleyball season to start, and his diet becomes much stricter and your schedule much longer, but eventually the two of you find yourselves back at the same old bar with the rest of the team.
"You're a scrub with no hope of survival in the zombie apocalypse," sneers Atsumu. This is a common topic of conversation among them; each one vying to be the leader of your hypothetical ragged survivors' team.
"I could win a fight against you with one hand tied behind my back," snits Tomas, who usually is oblivious to Atsumu's provocations but gets a lot feistier when he's drunk, to the setter's delight.
"Please don't," says Bokuto, his hair deflating in fear of his friends fighting.
"Haven't you had enough dick measuring," says Sakusa, holding a mug in front of his face like it'll prevent him from seeing Atsumu's and thus pretending he's not there.
"Have you guys ever done that?" You perk up, looking around. "Isn't that supposed to be a locker room ritual?"
"In high school, maybe," snorts Barnes. "We're way too old for that now."
"Yeah, we're real mature," insists Bokuto, his hair bouncing back up into its familiar two-pronged shape. Youâve long wondered how it does that, but if working with MSBY has taught you anything, itâs that science canât explain everything.
You nod, taking another sip of your beer.
âSo how big is it?â Atsumu addresses Sakusa and you squeeze your eyes shut. You just got him to start attending team bonding nights.
âSmall. Leave me alone.â You choke on your drink, spluttering as you make eye contact with Sakusa and the tiny, prideful smirk on his face.
The rest of the team dissolves into laughter.
"What about you?" Hinata, his cheeks rosy, says to Atsumu. Before you can think, your drunken mouth speaks for you.
"You canât have it, I called dibs!â
You slap a hand over your mouth, mortified. You canât even begin to think about the rest of your coworkerâs reactions. You havenât even disclosed your relationship yet! Atsumu guffaws.
âI donât think anyoneâs trying to take it from ya, doll.â
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Love Lies
pairing: Azriel x Reader
content warnings: angst, talk of poisoning and potential death, smut (18+), some fluff
word count: 5.9k
Permanent taglist: @motheroffae @tele86 @demon-master-zero
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Taglist @sinfully-yoursss @sillyfreakfanparty @phoenix666stuff @ quiet-because-it-is-a-secret @hellohauntedturnstudent @love-over-fears @kk191327 @i-am-infinite @historygeekqueen @yourdarkrose @fr0stfall @dnfhascorruptedme
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
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Chapter 13
Elain sat rigid in her chair, her usually serene expression twisted into something rawâsomething close to fear.
Her delicate hands were clasped tightly in her lap, her breath uneven, eyes wide as they darted between you and Azriel.
But neither of you moved.
Neither of you spoke just yet.
You simply stared at her, at the woman who had once been kind, once been a friend, once been someone you trustedâand now, was nothing more than a poisonous snake, a traitor who had carved a knife into your back and twisted it until you could barely breathe.
Azriel stood beside you, his golden eyes burning with fury, with disgust, with a level of loathing you had never seen in him before. His shadows curled and snapped violently around his boots, barely restrained.
Elain shifted, swallowed hard, but still, she didnât speak first.
So you did.
Your voice was ice, sharp enough to cut through the thick silence of the room.
âYou were my friend.â
Elain flinched, as if she hadnât been expecting that.
You took a step forward, your hands clenched into tight fists at your sides.
âYou sat in my home, in my kitchen, and you spoke to me about the futureâabout my future with him.â Your voice trembled with barely contained rage, betrayal, agony. âAnd all the while, you were slipping poison into his tea.â
Elainâs face crumpled, her eyes filling with tears. âIâI didnât mean for it to go that far,â she choked out, shaking her head. âI justâI just loved him so much. I wanted him to love me back.â
Azriel let out a low, sharp laugh, but there was no humor in it.
Your body shook as you tried to hold yourself together, as you tried to stop yourself from doing what you really wanted to doârip her apart with your bare hands.
âYou loved him?â you hissed, incredulous. âThis is how you treat someone you love?â
Elain let out a choked sob, shaking her head frantically. âI never wanted to hurt either of you! I justâI just wanted to be with him.â She turned pleading eyes to Azriel, but he didnât move, didnât speak. His expression remained cold, detachedâlike he was looking at a stranger.
Azrielâs thoughts were a stormâdark, violent, raging.
He had spent months under her influence, feeling his mind turn to fog, feeling something wrong yet unable to grasp what it was.
He had woken up in a world where he had already destroyed everything he loved, only to learn that it was not his doing at all.
And yet, the pain was his to bear.
The nights you spent alone, crying in the bed that was meant to be sharedâthe nights you ached for him while he unknowingly drifted further and further awayâthat was still his fault.
Because he had let it happen.
Because he had been blind.
He had been so careful all his life, always one step ahead, always knowing when someone was deceiving him. And yet, the one time it mattered the most, the one time it was his own happiness on the line, he had failed.
And he had lost you because of it.
Until now.
Until this momentâwhere he stood before the woman who had stolen his choices, his mind, his love for youâand he felt nothing but hatred.
Elain turned back to you, her shoulders hunched, small, as if she could curl into herself and disappear.
You werenât done.
âYou wanted him to love you,â you whispered, shaking your head. âBut love isnât something you steal, Elain. Love is given freely.â
Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears, her chest heaving. âI just wanted him to see me.â
âYou didnât want to be invisible?â you asked, tilting your head. âSo, you decided to erase me instead?â
Azriel had never felt such disgust in his entire life.
He had faced monsters, murderers, traitors, had seen the worst kinds of evilâand yet, none of them had made his stomach turn quite like Elain Archeron.
Because she had nearly destroyed him.
Not with a blade or shadows or warâbut with something far more insidious.
Poison. Manipulation. Lies.
And now, standing before her, watching as she crumbled beneath the weight of her own treachery, all he felt was revulsion.
Because this girl, this delicate, soft-spoken creature who had pretended to be nothing more than sweet and kind, had nearly cost him everything.
Had nearly cost him you.
And he would never forgive her for that.
Azrielâs hand never left your waist, his grip firm, grounding, possessive, unshakableâbecause he needed you to feel it.
Needed you to know that he was here, that he was yours, that no oneânot Elain, not fate, not the Cauldron itselfâwould ever take him from you again.
âYou made him believe he didnât love me,â you breathed, voice shaking with fury. âYou made him think I wasnât enough.â Your chest heaved, rage burning your lungs, your throat, every part of you. âAnd for what?â
Elainâs lip trembled. âIâI didnât mean for it toââ
âBut it was not only me you hurt,â you cut her off, your voice trembling with uncontained fury. âYou could have killed Azriel.â
Elainâs entire body stilled, her face draining of all color. âWhatâwhat do you mean?â
You let out a cold, humorless laugh, your nails biting into your palms. âDid you even bother to look up what you were giving him? Did you think beyond your own selfish desires?â
Azriel exhaled sharply beside you, as if he couldnât stand another second of being in her presence.
âYou were so desperate for him when he was never meant to be yours, and you nearly destroyed him. The tonic you gave him,â you hissed, watching as her expression twisted into fear, âNettlewisp, in high doses, causes paranoia, hallucinations, and irreversible brain damage. And if he had kept taking it for much longer in large doses, he could have died.â
Elain paled, her lips parting slightly, eyes going wide with horror. âIâI didnât know -â
"Didnât know?" Azrielâs voice was like a blade cutting through the air, filled with nothing but pure, unfiltered disgust.
"You knew exactly what you were doing," he spat, his wings tensing, shadows curling angrily around his feet.
"You wanted me to leave my mate, to turn my back on the only person who has ever truly mattered to me. And you poisoned me to do it."
Elain sobbed harder, but Azriel didnât care.
There was no more pity left inside him.
âIâI thought it would just⊠make you love me,â she whispered, voice shaking.
Azriel spoke, his voice a low, lethal growl.
âI never loved you.â
Elain stilled, her face crumbling.
And the way he looked at Elain now was something you had never seen before.
It wasnât just anger.
It wasnât just disgust, disappointment, or even loathing.
It was hatred.
A deep, seething, unshakable hatred that poured from him in waves, curling in his shadows like a living, breathing force of darkness.
His golden eyes, once warm and filled with devotion whenever they met yours, were now hard, cold, unyielding as they burned into the female who had stolen his choices, his mind, his love for you.
And youâ
You didnât know what to feel as you watched him stare at her like she was nothing.
Because this was the same Azriel who had once spent hours with her in the gardens, helping her adjust to Velaris, answering her quiet questions, listening to her speak of the world she had lost. The same Azriel who had once believed he was helping her healâwho had once believed she was I n need of kindness.
Now, he saw the truth.
Now, he saw her for what she really was.
And the complete absence of warmth, of pity, of even the smallest ounce of care in his face sent a shudder through you.
Because Elain had truly lost him.
Forever.
And some part of you reveled in that.
Some part of you relished the way his voice turned sharp, the way his words sliced into her like cold, merciless steel.
Azriel took a single step forward, his entire body radiating fury, his wings flaring slightly, his shadows curling ravenously at his feet.
Elain flinched, looking at him as if begging for mercy.
But there was none left to give.
âYou were an acquaintance to me, nothing more,â he said, his voice devoid of any warmth, any kindness, any mercy.
His golden eyes burned like molten fire.
âI was helping you because Feyre asked me to, because you refused to be around Lucien, and I thought I was doing my High Lady a favor.â He said, his expression unforgiving and unyielding. âYou were a duty I fulfilled. Nothing more. I would have never fallen in love with you.â
Elain shook her head violently, her hands trembling as she clutched at her skirts. âNoâno, thatâs not true,â she whispered, desperate, broken. âYouâyou cared about me. You were falling in love with me.â
âNo. I wasnât.â His voice turned sharp, final. âAnd I never would have.â
He stared at Elain with that unwavering, icy hatred, there was no restraint.
There was only truth.
And it struck you then, with the full force of realizationâ
He truly hated her.
He hated her in a way that only someone who had been deeply betrayed could hate.
And you understood it.
Because you felt that same hatred.
You wanted to rip her apart with your bare hands, to make her feel even a fraction of the pain she had inflicted upon you.
You had dreamt of watching her fall to pieces, of watching her realize that all of her manipulation, all of her efforts, all of her schemingâhad been for nothing.
You thought you would feel triumphant, knowing that Azriel had no love left for herâthat he saw her now with the same revulsion you did.
And yetâ
There was something about it that made you ache.
Not for her. Never for her.
But for him.
Because the Azriel who had once helped her adjust to this world, who had once thought he was doing a good thing, who had once trusted her enough to even let her near himâ
That Azriel had been betrayed beyond measure.
And it had broken something in him.
His hatred was not hot, not wild or recklessâit was cold, calculating, merciless.
A hatred born not just from anger, but from deep, unshakable contempt.
And seeing itâtruly seeing it in him now, so openly displayed for the first timeâ
It hurt.
Because it meant he was still hurting.
Because it meant Elain had taken something from him, too.
Not just from you.
Not just from the relationship you had spent years building together.
She had taken his choices.
She had taken his trust.
And as you watched him stand there, the rage simmering just beneath the surface, you knewâ
This was his reckoning, too.
Azriel's golden eyes bore into hers, and when he spoke next, his voice was clear, unwavering, and final.
"There has only ever been one person I have loved," he murmured, tilting his head toward you. "And there will never be another." His voice turned sharp as steel. "You could have poisoned me for eternity, and I still would have never loved you."
The words hung in the air, curling around you like something sacred, something devastatingly precious.
Your breath hitched, your heart clenching violently, your entire body locking up as if the world had just shifted beneath you.
You felt everything at once.
A rush of vindication, a flood of anger, sorrow, longing, loveâall of it, all at the same time, tearing through your chest like a storm too wild to control.
Because thisâthis was what you had been waiting to hear.
Not just that Elain had stolen his choices. Not just that he had been poisoned and manipulated.
But that his love for you had never wavered.
Not once.
Even when he thought he had left you, even when he had walked away from you in that alley, when he had believed he wanted something elseâit had never been true.
It had never been real.
And hearing itâhearing him say it, in front of her, knowing that he was fully himself again, knowing that he had come back to you with love still in his heartâ
It made your knees weak.
It made your lungs feel tight, your throat burn, your pulse race.
Because after everything, after all the months of agony, after thinking you had lost him, after believing you were no longer enough for himâ
He was still yours.
He had been yours all along.
Azrielâs head snapped toward you, his golden eyes filled with a depth of emotion so overwhelming it nearly stole your breath away. âI have only ever loved you. I will only ever love you. Nothingânot her, not anythingâcould ever change that.â
He was standing before you now, himself again, the male who had always loved you fiercely, wholly, irrevocably.
The male who would do anything to fix what had been broken.
And you still loved him.
Elainâs lips quivered, tears slipping down her cheeks, but neither of you cared anymore.
You stared down at her, at the pitiful, broken creature before you, and for the first time, you felt nothing.
No pity.
No sadness.
No remorse.
And now, as she sat there, falling apart in the wake of her own ruin, you felt only justice.
âYou are a pathetic excuse for a fae,â you murmured, voice low and deadly calm. âAnd exile is too kind for what youâve done.â You inhaled sharply. âBut I will support my High Lordâs decision, even though you deserve so much worse.â
Elain looked up at you, her face a mess of tears, her expression twisted in guilt and shame.
You let out a slow breath, shaking your head. âI used to feel bad for Lucien,â you admitted, staring at her as if she were a stranger. âI thought it was cruel, the way you pushed him away, the way you acted like he was some burden to bear.â You smiled then, but it was cold, empty. âBut now? Now I realize Lucien is the lucky one.â
Elain let out a quiet sob, her entire body hunched in on itself.
âBecause you will NEVER be good enough for him,â you sneered. âBecause you are selfish, weak, and cruel. You will never deserve him.â
She let out a broken gasp, her eyes filled with pain, with regret, with loss.
But you didnât care.
âI came here wanting to physically hurt youâŠslap you, punch you, anything to make you feel the pain and hurt you caused me,â you said, your voice light, almost thoughtful. âBut now I realizeâyou arenât even worth it.â
Elainâs face crumpled.
You stepped over to her, but speaking loud enough for Azriel to hear your last words.
âThis is the last time I will think of you,â you murmured, âbut I know you will think of me every single day.â Your voice was a soft whisper of victory. âWhen I am with Azriel, the love of my life and the mate you could never have. He is mine.â
"And he was never yours," you whispered, your voice like a whispered promise, like a blade gliding across silk.
Azrielâs entire body shuddered, something dark and fierce and possessive curling in his chest, something that sent a violent wave of emotion surging through the bond.
Yours.
You were claiming him.
Godsâyou still wanted him.
After everything, after all the pain, all the betrayal, all the nights you had spent crying yourself to sleep, after he had failed you so utterly, after he had let Elainâs poison seep into him and turn him into a version of himself that you had not recognizedâ
You still wanted him.
You still chose him.
Not just as your mate, but as your love, your partner, your forever.
And gods, he had never wanted anything more than to belong to you.
Because you were right.
He had never been Elainâs.
Not for a single second.
Not even when the poison had clouded his mind, not even when she had stolen his emotions, twisted his thoughts, made him believe he wanted something else.
Even then, even when his mind had been warped beyond recognition, his soul had still belonged to you.
And now, hearing you say itâhearing you say it with such certainty, with such quiet, unshakable convictionâ
Something inside him cracked wide open.
It undid him.
Completely.
His breathing turned ragged, his hands clenching at his sides, his shadows curling in slow, reverent waves around his boots, no longer frantic, no longer restless.
Because this was all he had ever wanted.
To be yours.
To be claimed by you, chosen by you, loved by you.
To stand at your side, where he had always belonged.
Elain let out a choked, shattered noise, as if those words had been the final blow, the final nail in the coffin of her ruined, twisted fantasy.
But Azriel didnât look at her.
Not anymore.
Because there was only one person in this world who mattered to him.
Only one person he would spend the rest of his life making it up to.
Only one person he would worship for as long as he lived.
Elain let out a shaky, broken sob, her body trembling as she folded into herself, her arms wrapping around her chest as if trying to hold together the shattered pieces of her own ruin.
And heâ
He felt nothing.
Nothing but satisfaction.
Because she deserved this.
She deserved to sit in the wreckage of her own destruction, to watch the world she had so desperately tried to steal crumble into nothing before her.
Because she had never been his choice.
Not then.
Not now.
Not ever.
Azrielâs grip on you tightened, and when you turned toward the door, ready to leave this wreckage of a confrontation behindâ
He pulled you to him.
Right there, in front of her.
And before you could even register the movement, his lips were on yours.
It wasnât gentle.
It wasnât soft or careful.
It was fierce, unyielding, consuming...a declaration, a vow, a promise carved in stone.
A kiss that said you are mine, and I am yours, and nothing will ever change that again.
A kiss that said I will spend the rest of my life proving to you that I will never, never lose you again.
A kiss that said this is real.
This is forever.
Elain gasped, her breath hitching at the display in front of her, but Azriel didnât give a damn.
Because he had spent too long pulled into a fate that was never his to claim.
Spent too long letting others dictate where his heart should belong.
He groaned as he tangled his hands into your hair, his tongue sliding across your lips, silently asking for entry, which you immediately gave him. He stroked his tongue across yours again and again, as if memorizing the taste of your lips that he had gone without for months. He drank from you like a man starved and when he finally broke the kiss, his breathing ragged, his forehead pressed against yours, his hands firm on your waist as if he would never let go againâ
He turned to Elain as he wrapped his arms tightly around your waist and spoke the words that would haunt her for the rest of her life.
"Nothing and no one will EVER pull me away from her again."
His voice was low, with lethal undertones challenging anyone that would dare try to take him away again, each syllable carved into the air like an unbreakable vow.
"I am forever hers, and I will destroy anyone who tries to separate us again."
And when he looked back at youâthe love, the devotion, the certainty in his golden eyes nearly stole your breath away.
Because he meant it.
Every word.
Every touch.
Every piece of his soul, his heart, his loveâ
It was all yours.
And then, in a voice so low and filled with love, with certainty, with the quiet promise of a future that was now truly yours again, he murmured,
"Come, my love. Letâs go home."
Home.
The word hit something deep inside you, something raw and aching and fragile from all the months of pain, of loneliness, of grief.
But you let out a slow breath, your body relaxing into his touch, into the warmth and safety of the only male who had ever made you feel truly seen, truly cherished, truly loved.
Azriel didnât glance back.
You didnât look back.
You didnât need to.
So you let him lead you out of the apartment, his arm firmly around your waist, his body a steady, unshakable force beside you.
And as the door shut behind you, sealing Elain in her own self-inflicted misery, you realizedâ
You were no longer drowning.
You were finallyâŠfree.
*****
The apartment door clicked shut behind you, sealing Elain away in her own self-inflicted ruin, leaving behind the wreckage of her destruction, her desperation, her betrayal.
Azrielâs arm remained firm around your waist, his body warm and solid against yours, his shadows curling softly around the two of you, not frantic like before, but calm, reverent.
He was watching youâreally watching you, his golden eyes filled with something raw, something aching, something so unbearably tender that it nearly stole your breath away.
With a sharp inhale, you grabbed his face in your hands, pulling him down, your fingers threading into his dark hair, gripping him like he was the only thing tethering you to this world.
You kissed him.
Fiercely.
Desperately.
With every ounce of longing, of grief, of love that had been buried beneath months of pain.
Azriel let out a low, guttural groan, his hands gripping your waist, pulling you flush against him, as if he needed you just as badly, as if he was terrified of letting go.
His lips moved against yours, urgent, devouring, worshipping, and you felt it in your soul, in the bond that had been stretched thin but never severed.
He deepened the kiss, his tongue sweeping over yours, his body pressing into you, a silent plea, a silent vow, a silent apology.
And godsâyou could have stayed like this forever.
Because thisâthis was yours.
This was real.
Not the twisted illusion Elain had tried to create, not the falsehoods laced in poison, but thisâAzriel, his hands on you, his lips on yours, his love still burning for you despite everything.
When you finally broke apart, both of you panting, chests heaving, you rested your forehead against his, your eyes fluttering open to meet his molten gaze.
His expression was wrecked, his lips red and swollen from your kiss, his breathing still ragged, his hands still holding onto you as if letting go wasnât an option.
âGods, I have missed you, baby. I love you so much,â he whispered, his eyes gazing at you as if you were the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
And then, softly, you whispered,
"I love you, Az. Take me home."
A sound escaped him, something close to a shuddering breath, a quiet prayer, before he nodded, pressing one more lingering kiss to your lips, softer this time, filled with something quieter, something reverent.
Thenâhe pulled you into his arms and flew to the cabin.
*****
The cabin loomed in the distance, its silhouette cutting through the dense, moonlit forest. The air was thick with the scent of pine and the faintest hint of rain, but all you could focus on was the warmth of Azrielâs body, his grip firm yet trembling as he landed gently with you in his arms. Months apart had stretched between you like a chasm, but now, as he led you up the creaking steps to the front door, the tension between you was electricâunspoken, undeniable.
He paused, his broad shoulders tense beneath the black fabric of his shirt, and turned to face you. His eyes, those piercing, stormy hazel eyes that had haunted your dreams, searched yours with an intensity that made your breath catch.
You could see it thereâthe regret, the longing, the desperate need to fix what had been broken.
His voice, low and rough, broke the silence. âIâve missed you so much,â he said, the words slipping out like a confession. âMore than I can say.â
Your heart clenched at the rawness in his tone, and you reached up to cup his cheek, your thumb brushing over the stubble that dusted his jaw. His skin was warm, familiar, and it sent a shiver through you.
âIâve missed you too,â you whispered, your voice trembling. âEvery single second, Azriel.â
His hand covered yours, pressing it harder against his face as if he feared youâd pull away. âIâm so sorry,â he murmured, his voice breaking. âFor everything. For not seeing what was happening. For making you feel I didnât love you anymore. For making you feel like you were nothing. For not fighting harder as she was trying to pull me away.â
His other hand came up to grip your waist, pulling you closer until your bodies were inches apart. You could feel the heat radiating from him, could smell the faint, night-chilled mist and cedar scent that was so uniquely his.
It made your head swim.
âWe are both victims of Elainâs lies and manipulation. But weâre here now and weâre still standing,â you said softly, your other hand resting on his chest. His heart thudded beneath your palm, steady and strong. âThatâs all that matters.â
He let out a shaky breath, his forehead coming to rest against yours. For a moment, you just stood there, breathing each other in, the world around you fading away. Then, with a sudden, almost desperate urgency, his lips crashed into yours.
He didnât give you time to think, to second-guess, to wonder if you were dreaming.
Because thisâyou and him, tangled in each other, wrapped up in love and fire and desperate needâ
This was real.
And he was going to make sure you knew it.
It wasnât gentleâit was hungry, demanding, as if he was trying to make up for all the time youâd lost in one kiss. His hands slid down to your hips, pulling you flush against him, and you moaned into his mouth, your fingers tangling in his hair. The feel of him, the taste of him, was overwhelming, and you felt yourself melting into him, your body responding instinctively to his touch.
His tongue slid against yours, teasing, claiming, and you arched into him, your hands sliding down to grip the back of his shirt. He was everywhereâhis scent, his warmth, his touchâand it was too much and not enough all at once. When he finally pulled back, both of you were panting, your foreheads resting together as you tried to catch your breath.
âI need you,â he growled, his voice low and rough with desire. âI need to feel you, to know youâre really here. That youâre still mine.â
The intensity in his eyes made your knees weak, and you nodded, your hands sliding down to grip his. âI have always been yours, Azrielâ you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion.
He growled as he swept you up into his arms, carrying you through the front door and into the cabin.
The second the cabin door shut behind you, his lips were on yoursâhot, demanding, unyielding, his hands gripping your waist, pulling you flush against him as if he could somehow fuse you into his very being. His mouth stayed on yours as his body pressed you backward, his hard cock grinding against you.
"Do you feel what you still do to me, baby? he growled against your lips.
You whimpered in response as his lips continued to claims yours.
The fire was already lit, casting a warm, golden glow over the room, and he set you down gently on the rug in front of the hearth. His eyes never left yours as he knelt before you, his hands sliding up your thighs to the hem of your dress.
âLet me take care of you,â he murmured, his voice thick with need. âLet me show you just how much Iâve missed you.â
You nodded, your breath hitching as he slowly peeled the fabric away, revealing your bare skin to the warm glow of the fire. His eyes darkened as they roamed over you, and you could see the hunger in his gaze, the way his hands trembled ever so slightly as they skimmed over your body.
âGods, you still take my breath away,â he breathed, his voice reverent. His hands slid up your sides, his thumbs brushing over your ribs, and you shivered, your eyes fluttering shut. His touch was electric, sending ripples of pleasure through you with every caress.
When his lips found yours again, it was softer this timeâslow, lingering kisses that made your heart ache with how much youâd missed him.
"I almost lost you." His voice broke, his hazel eyes gazing into yours as his hands slid down your sides, tracing every inch of you like he was relearning, reclaiming, reminding you that you had always been his. "Never again, my love. Never again."
You arched into him, your hands sliding over his shoulders to grip the back of his neck, pulling him closer.
âAzriel,â you whimpered, your voice breaking as his lips trailed down your neck, nipping and sucking at the sensitive skin there. His hands slid down to grip your thighs, spreading them apart as he settled between them, his breath hot against your inner thigh.
âIâve missed this,â he murmured, his voice rough with need as he pressed a kiss to the soft skin there. âBeing between your thighs, tasting what is mine, hearing you moan my name as you fall apart for me.â
You gasped as his lips brushed against your core, your hands tangling in his hair as he teased you with slow, deliberate strokes of his tongue. His name spilled from your lips, a desperate, broken sound that only seemed to spur him on. He devoured you like a man starved, his hands gripping your hips to keep you still as he brought you to the edge and then pulled you back, again and again, until you were trembling beneath him.
âPlease,â you begged, your voice barely more than a whisper. âI need you.â
He pulled back, his eyes dark with desire as he looked up at you. âNot yet, babyâ he said, his voice rough. âIâm not done with you.â
You moaned, your back arching as his hands slid up your body, his lips following the path of his fingers. He was everywhereâhis touch, his kisses, his wordsâand you felt like you were drowning in him. Your hands slid down to grip his shoulders, pulling him up to meet you in a desperate, hungry kiss.
âI need you inside me,â you whispered against his lips, your voice trembling with need. âPlease, Azriel.â
He groaned, his hands sliding down to grip your hips as he positioned himself at your entrance. âSay it again,â he demanded, his voice rough.
âI need you inside me,â you repeated, your voice breaking as you arched into him. âMake me yours again.â
With a low growl, he thrust into you, filling you completely in one swift, powerful stroke. You cried out, your nails digging into his back as he began to move, his pace slow and deliberate, each thrust driving you closer to the edge. He was everywhereâhis body, his scent, his touchâand you felt like you were falling apart in his arms.
"I could stay buried inside you for a week," he groaned against your throat, his hands gripping your hips, his breath uneven, his body moving against yours with slow, deliberate control. "So you never forget. So you always know who you belong to."
And gods, you did.
Because every touch, every whispered âI love youâ, every press of his lips against your skin was a vow.
A vow that nothing, no one, would ever come between you again.
Hours passed, the world outside fading, lost in the rhythm of your bodies, lost in the quiet moans and breathless gasps that filled the cabin.
Until finally, you both collapsed into each other, sweat-drenched, breathless, bodies tangled together as if untangling would mean losing each other again.
Azrielâs arms wrapped tightly around you, his breath warm against your bare shoulder, his body still pressed against yours as his shadows lazily curled over your skin.
"I told Rhys weâd be here as long as we wanted," he murmured against your hair, his voice laced with exhaustion, with absolute contentment.
You blinked, still floating in the haze of pleasure, of love, of belonging.
"Your dutiesâ"
"Can wait."
His grip tightened, his lips pressing to your temple.
"You are my number one priority now. Forever. And nothing will change that."
Tears pricked at your eyes, your heart swelling so fiercely you thought it might burst.
Because for so long, you had felt second.
Forgotten.
Neglected.
But nowânow, he was here.
Completely.
Entirely.
"Rhys understands," he murmured, his fingers brushing soothing circles along your back. "He told me to take as much time as we need."
You exhaled, something deep inside you settling, healing, finally at peace.
"I love you," you whispered into the quiet, into the safety of his embrace.
He tilted your chin up, his golden eyes burning with something fierce, something unshakable.
"And I love you."
You smiled, the first true, unburdened smile you had felt in months.
"Iâm glad to be here."
Azrielâs expression softened, his arms tightening around you as he pressed a lingering, soul-stealing kiss to your lips.
"You are home, my love."
And as the first rays of morning light spilled through the windows, illuminating your tangled bodies, your breath still mingling as you held each otherâ
You knew.
This was exactly where you were meant to be.
But before you could say anything else, before you could even fully process how at peace you felt in his arms,
Azriel rolled you beneath him again, a wicked gleam in his golden eyes.
"What are you doing?" you breathed, gasping slightly as he trailed his lips down your throat.
He smirked against your skin, his voice dark with promise.
"Loving you the way you deserve. Again."
And gods help you, you let him.
Because this was home.
He was your home.
And you would never leave again.
Chapter 14
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youâre so productive like omg too many food in just a few days??!!?! ilysm u literally help soothing my downbad for phainon and mydei pls write more abt them especially mydei ToT looking forward for more wonderful works<33
anw an arranged marriage between mydei and reader who secretly loves him pls like theyâre both sassy but obedient at the same time :3
Yandere!Mydei x Reader
You werenât sure what surprised you moreâthe fact that your parents arranged a marriage for you without so much as a warning or the fact that it was with Mydei of all people.
Mydei, the warrior. The man of few words, sharp actions, and unreadable gazes. He was not unkind, but he was intense. And while he had always been close to Phainon, your best friend, you had never considered the possibility of marriage to him.
Yet here you were, seated in your familyâs courtyard, watching the very man you were to marry approach you with the same unwavering steps he took into battle.
He stopped in front of you, arms crossed, golden eyes locked onto yours. You didnât miss how his gaze flickered, assessing you the way he would an opponent before a duel.
âYouâre not protesting.â he said at last.
âShould I be?â you replied, tilting your head.
His brow furrowed slightly. âYou wanted Phainon.â
You blinked, taken aback. âExcuse me?â
âYou look at him.â His tone was factual, not accusatory, as if he were merely stating the obvious. âYou favor him. Now theyâre forcing you into this marriage instead.â
A beat of silence. Then, unable to help yourself, you let out a short laugh.
âThatâs what you think?â You crossed your arms, mirroring his stance. âThat I wanted Phainon?â
âYou never denied it.â
You sighed, shaking your head. âI never confirmed it either.â
For a moment, he didnât speak, only watching you with the same intensity he carried into war. Then, as if deciding the conversation wasnât worth dragging out, he exhaled through his nose and turned slightly.
âCome.â
âWhere?â
âWeâre going out.â
Your lips quirked. âHow romantic. Sweeping me away already?â
He ignored your sarcasm. âWeâll disguise ourselves.â
That piqued your interest. Disguises werenât uncommon for royals, it was one of the only ways to walk among the people without constant scrutiny. But the fact that Mydei was the one suggesting it? That was unexpected.
Still, you followed.
The market was alive with the hum of voices, the scent of fresh bread and spices thick in the air. Vendors called out their wares, children ran past with laughter, and craftsmen displayed their finest work.
Dressed in simple garb, you and Mydei moved through the crowd with ease. If anyone recognized you, they were wise enough not to say anything.
Despite his usual stoic nature, Mydeiâs presence was different outside the palace. He didnât speak much, but he was aware of everything. His eyes flickered to every small movement, every shift in the crowd, every possible threat. It wasnât just habit, it was instinct.
You, on the other hand, took everything in stride. While Mydei remained on guard, you blended in effortlessly, casually glancing at stalls, taking in the sights.
âYou seem unbotheredâ Mydei commented after a while.
âShould I be?â
âYouâre marrying someone you donât love.â
âYou assume too muchâ you replied, pausing at a stand selling trinkets. âTell me, do you think I should be weeping and cursing fate right now?â
He didnât answer immediately, but his gaze darkened slightly. âI expected some resistance.â
You let out a short breath, shaking your head. âYouâre mistaken about a lot of things, Mydei.â
He frowned, but before he could press further, a vendor called out.
âAh, you two! A fine couple, yes?â The elderly woman at the stall smiled knowingly. âA gift for your beloved, young man?â
Mydei didnât react at first, his expression unreadable. Then, to your mild surprise, he stepped forward and picked up a delicate silver hairpin, a faint red gemstone at its center.
Without hesitation, he handed over a few coins and turned to you.
âFor you.â
You raised a brow. âA bribe?â
âA reminder,â he corrected, stepping closer. He reached out, and before you could protest, he tucked the pin into your hair with precise movements, his touch lingering against your temple. âThat you belong to me now.â
There was no arrogance in his words, no playful smirkâjust cold, firm certainty.
Your heart skipped a beat.
Oh, Mydei.
If only he knew.
The wedding was grand, of course, it was. Two powerful families uniting was no small affair, and every noble, warrior, and dignitary who mattered was in attendance.
You stood at the ceremonial altar, adorned in regal attire, jewels glinting under the sunlight, your hair styled meticulously with the very hairpin Mydei had bought you days prior. Across from you, Mydei was a vision of strength, dressed in traditional wedding garb.
Phainon and the rest of your mutual friends were in the front rows, watching with barely restrained grins.
âMy, my, what a sight.â Phainon drawled, his hair glinting under the light as he leaned toward one of your friends. âWho wouldâve thought Mydei would actually settle down?â
âMore like, who wouldâve thought theyâd agree to marry himâ another friend teased.
The jesting continued, and you smirked at their playful antics. It wasnât that you didnât take this wedding seriously, you did. But the lightheartedness of your friends eased the tension of an otherwise overwhelming day.
Unfortunately, Mydei didnât share the same amusement.
While you exchanged vows, sealing your union before the gods, you caught glimpses of him stiffening every time Phainon or another friend laughed, every time they whispered something that made you smile. His grip on your hand tightened ever so slightly, his golden gaze darkening.
It was subtle, but you knew Mydei well enough by now to recognize what this was.
Misunderstanding.
The wedding feast was lively, filled with music, laughter, and endless toasts. You mingled as required, exchanging pleasantries with nobles and warriors alike. Phainon, ever the social butterfly, stole much of the spotlight, grinning as he recounted tales of past battles.
âSoâ he drawled, sidling up to you with a knowing smirk, âhow does it feel? Becoming Mydeiâs spouse, I mean.â
You rolled your eyes. âWhy do people ask that as if I were shackled and dragged to the altar?â
âBecause our dear Mydei isnât exactly the romantic typeâ Phainon teased. âTell me, did he at least try to woo you? Or did he just stare at you intensely until you agreed?â
You chuckled, shaking your head. âHeâs been⊠himself.â
Before Phainon could respond, a shadow loomed over you both.
Mydei's expression was unreadable, but the way he stoodâclose, imposing, was anything but casual.
âPhainon.â His voice was sharp, curt.
Phainon raised a brow, clearly amused. âAh, husband duties already? Should I be worried?â
âLeaveâ Mydei said simply.
Phainon smirked but raised his hands in surrender, stepping back. âAlright, alright. No need to get all territorial.â
As he walked away, Mydeiâs gaze snapped to you. You only sighed.
âReally?â You crossed your arms. âYouâre going to be like this today?â
He didnât answer. Instead, he took your wrist firmly and led you away from the feast.
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The journey to your honeymoon destination was swift. As per tradition, a private retreat was arrangedâa secluded manor surrounded by sprawling fields and quiet lakes, far from the eyes of the kingdom.
You barely had time to take in the beauty of it before Mydei finally spoke.
âYou enjoy his company too much.â
You turned to face him, unimpressed. âWhose?â
He narrowed his eyes. âPhainon.â
A laugh escaped you. âAre we seriously still on this?â
âYou smiled at him more than you smiled at me today.â
You sighed, rubbing your temple. âMydei, I smiled at everyone today. It was my wedding.â
âYou laughed more with him.â
âBecause he was making jokes,â you deadpanned. âDo you want me to be miserable?â
He stepped closer, golden eyes burning into yours. âI want you to want this marriage.â
You exhaled slowly. âAnd what if I do?â
He stilled. âThen prove it.â
Silence stretched between you. Mydei was strong, a warrior of action, not words. He wouldnât believe reassurances aloneâhe needed something tangible.
So, without another word, you reached up, fingers curling into the collar of his wedding robes, and pulled him down.
The kiss was unexpectedâhe stiffened at first, caught off guard. But when he realized what you were doing, what you meant, he responded with a fervor that sent heat curling through your spine.
When you finally pulled away, breathless, you smirked.
âWas that proof enough?â
Mydei stared at you, stunned, then exhaled sharply, his lips curling ever so slightly.
âYouâll have to prove it again.â
And this time, you didnât mind.
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i love your works and i have a request
bakugou x reader where the reader is the only one who can calm him down? he is arguing with kiri and she only has to look at him to calm him down and everyone is stunned by it
author's note: Thank you <3
Serenity
It was a normal day at U.A., or at least as normal as it could get with Class 1-A. Training had gone well enough, and everyone was winding down, gathering in the common room after dinner. That peace, however, didnât last longâbecause Katsuki Bakugou and Eijiro Kirishima were at each otherâs throats.
Again.
âYouâre so damn stubborn, Bakugou!â Kirishima snapped, his usual easygoing demeanor nowhere to be found. His sharp teeth bared slightly, frustration clear in the way his brows furrowed. âWhy canât you just let someone help you once in a while?â
âI donât fucking need help!â Bakugou growled, hands twitching at his sides as small explosions crackled from his palms. His crimson eyes burned with intensity, shoulders tense and jaw clenched. âIâm not some weakling who needs to be babysat, shitty hair!â
It wasnât unusual for Bakugou to get like this. He had a short fuse, and sometimes, even Kirishimaâs patience couldnât keep up. The rest of the class had learned to steer clear when the blond was in one of his moods, but tonight, something felt different. His explosions were sparking closer to the ground, the air crackling with the raw energy of his anger.
âDude, weâre your friends!â Kirishima pressed on, his voice rising to match Bakugouâs. âWeâre not saying youâre weak, butââ
âI donât need a damn pep talk!â Bakugou interrupted, his voice nearly a roar now. His fists clenched tightly, explosions bursting erratically at his sides. âIââ
You sighed.
You had been sitting on the couch, watching the argument unfold, but now, you decided it had gone on long enough. Without a word, you stood up and stepped between them, placing yourself directly in front of Bakugou.
And thenâ
You looked at him.
Not with fear. Not with exasperation. Just looked at him.
His breath hitched. The tension in his shoulders sagged almost instantly, and the crackling explosions from his hands flickered before fizzling out completely. His hands dropped to his sides, fingers flexing as though searching for something to do now that they werenât radiating anger. His brows knitted together, his lips parted slightly, and a deep exhale left his chest as if he had been holding it in this whole time.
The entire room went silent.
The rest of Class 1-A exchanged glances, stunned beyond words.
Kirishima blinked, taking half a step back. âUh⊠what the hell just happened?â he muttered, looking between you and Bakugou like he had just witnessed an act of sorcery.
âDid⊠did Y/N just calm Bakugou down?â Kaminari whispered, eyes wide.
âNo wayâŠâ Mina breathed, leaning forward as if she needed to see it closer to believe it. âThatâs impossible.â
Yet, it was happening.
Bakugou, who had been one second away from either blowing up the room or storming off in rage, now stood completely still, his face unreadable. His sharp, furious crimson eyes had softened, the tension in his body had drained away, and the only thing that had changed was that you had looked at him.
You tilted your head slightly, your eyes searching his, waiting for him to say something.
His jaw clenched. Then unclenched. Then, in a voice much quieter than before, he muttered, âTch. Whatever.â
That was as close to an admission of surrender as anyone would ever get from him.
Your lips curled into the smallest of smiles, and that alone made Bakugou avert his gaze with a scowl, rubbing the back of his neck as if embarrassed.
The silence stretched, thick with disbelief.
Sero was the first to break it. âHoly shit,â he said, staring at you with newfound awe. âThat was⊠insane.â
âRight?â Kaminari agreed, his mouth slightly agape. âIâve literally never seen Bakugou calm down that fast in my life.â
âYou might actually have superpowers,â Mina whispered, completely serious.
âForget heroes,â Kirishima said, blinking at you. âYou might be a damn miracle worker.â
Bakugou clicked his tongue. âShut up,â he grumbled, though there was no bite to his words. His usual anger had dimmed into something elseâsomething quieter. Something softer.
You simply shrugged, turning back to the couch and sitting down again like nothing had happened. âYou guys overreact too much,â you said lightly, leaning back into the cushions.
âWe overreact?â Mina scoffed. âYou just tamed a whole-ass dragon with one look.â
Kirishima shook his head with a small chuckle. âMan, that was wild.â He crossed his arms, his frustration from before already forgotten. âBut hey, at least it worked.â
âYeah, yeah,â Bakugou grumbled, rubbing his temples. He was still looking at you out of the corner of his eye, like he was trying to figure out exactly how you did what you just did.
The others continued murmuring about it, but you just shot Bakugou a small smirk before focusing back on your phone.
And despite himself, despite all the eyes on him, despite how infuriatingly obvious it was that you had some kind of effect on himâBakugou didnât look away.
He just sighed, stuffed his hands into his pockets, and sat down next to you, the tension completely gone.
Like it never existed in the first place.
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I've always wanted to believe that "Falling in love was... complicated" because she had feelings for both of them, or even that she was initially in love with Emilie and only fell for Gabriel more recently. That one way or another, they'd had an arrangement for a long time where Nathalie was "secondary" to the "main couple", but back then that suited her just fine, and then when Emilie was gone it just felt right to keep the dynamic and appearances they'd had. It would certainly help reconcile how Gabriel could be so deeply soft with Nathalie in earlier seasons and have her continue wearing Emilie's ring all through season 5 and yet be so disgustedly offended when Adrien suggested there was anything between them.
But regardless of whether Nathalie's feelings for Emilie were romantic, that of dear close friends, or even that of a knight devoted in service to a lady, it's clear they were very close. When she's on her own deathbed, Emilie's videos become her constant comfort. And even back in season 3 at the height of GabeNath, in Stormy Weather 2, Nathalie states her mourning for Emilie before her growing admiration for Gabriel.
She's devoted at this point probably a good ~20 years of her life to this family; it's doubtful they found the Miraculous immediately, after all. She knows how much Adrien loved his mother, but she also, regardless of what way, deeply loved his mother, and did everything she could to try to save her, up to and including trying to help rewrite reality or time for months before finally accepting her death. This is someone she adored and is still grieving herself, and someone she defined herself by serving. To her, Emilie was inherently better than her, and her light was sacred. How could Nathalie ever replace it? Nathalie, who failed to save her, who failed to bring her back, who failed even to prevent Gabriel from following her? Nathalie, who gave so much of herself, who used the Peacock without hesitation knowing full well that doing so even once would immediately sentence her to an early death and then continued to accelerate its effects and was still never enough?
And Adrien probably wouldn't see it that way even if he knew all that, but he doesn't.
He doesn't know that Gabriel's death wasn't a sudden decision to make a heroic sacrifice, but the consequence of his own drastic actions for over a year. He doesn't know Nathalie was Mayura, or anything about the villains being motivated by his own mother. He doesn't know the illness that nearly killed her, that Ladybug told him Gabriel sacrificed himself to cure, was a direct result of having been trying to save Emilie. He doesn't know what Nathalie's relationship with either of his parents might have been like behind closed doors, or that she spent so long trying to rein Gabriel back from such madness, or that she helped find the Peacock that yes brought Adrien into the world but also made Emilie sick in the first place, or anything about her having so many reasons to blame herself for both his parents being gone.
All he sees is the woman who's always been part of the family, always been kind to him, cared for him when Emilie couldn't and Gabriel wouldn't, being unreasonably hard on herself and insisting that all she's done for him could never be good enough. And you've gotta wonder if there's a part of him that's worried she doesn't want to see him as family. Some part that would never want to think that way about Nathalie, but can't help but wonder if the problem is him.
And Nathalie, for all her love for him, can't see through her own grief enough to recognize just how deeply her self-blame is hurting him.
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um i wanted to write something profound about this writing and then i saw both their faces again and lost all coherency AARRRRRGH :((
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ânerds don't date , right?â
[ ì ìž ] â· â. . flirting with the chic nerd turns into something else ?
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yani's note đà ŹÜ happy jeongin day! <3 thought this fic will end up too long (no surprise there..) so instead i'm turning into another series. ik i update all my series very slowly BUT listen, i will post freq. for this since it's a mini series !! this is pretty fast-paced, for the first chapter though. the upcoming ones may be slow-paced and not rush tho hehe. comments, likes, req./asks and reblogs are always appreciated !! send in a reply or an ask if you want to be in my mastertag, or my individual series' taglists. happy reading, love <3
the autumn air was crisp, golden leaves swirling across the university courtyard as students hurried to their morning classes. the faint scent of coffee and fallen leaves lingered in the air, mixing with the distant hum of chatter and footsteps against cobblestone paths. it was the kind of morning that made people pause for a second, taking in the poetry of the seasonâwell, people who werenât already running late.
you weren't late, but you sure werenât in a rush either. the cafĂ© near the library had just handed over your classic hot cocoa, still warm against your palms, and the world felt like it was moving at a slow, dreamy pace.
that was, until a familiar figure cut through the crowd like a scene straight out of a high-fashion editorial.
yang jeongin.
jeongin, the so-called nerd, of at least your year. the one with the perfect grades, the sharp jawline, and the ever-present black glasses perched on his nose. the one people assumed spent all his time buried in textbooks, immune to the chaos of university life. except, he wasnât just a nerdâhe was a walking contradiction.
because if jeongin was just a nerd, why was he stepping onto campus dressed like he belonged on a runway?
today, it was a black oversized blazer with a fitted turtleneck, silver rings glinting against his slender fingers as he adjusted the leather strap of his bag. his glasses sat perfectly on the bridge of his nose, giving him an air of quiet arrogance, like he knew he looked good but didnât care enough to acknowledge it.
his dark hair was slightly tousled, as if heâd just stepped out of bed looking effortlessly perfect. and the way he walkedâlike the world was just a backdrop, and he was the main characterâmade people stare without even realizing they were doing it.
jeongin definitely had an idgaf attitude, you had thought when you first shared a class. not towards his studiesâno, he was practically married to academic excellenceâbut towards people.
he didnât care for the unnecessary drama, the loud parties, or the fleeting conversations about nothing. he had a small, trusted circle and didnât entertain anyone outside of it.
which was exactly why you found it so fun to mess with him.
âmorning, topper,â you called out, stepping in line with him as he made his way toward the lecture hall. âwhereâs the rest of your nerd squad?â
jeongin barely spared you a glance. ânot a nerd,â he replied smoothly.
âyeah?â you sipped your cocoa, unfazed. âyou literally corrected our professorâs math last week.â
âhe was wrong,â the guy shrugged.
âyeah, but who does that?â
âa person who values accuracy,â he deadpanned, his lips twitching slightly.
you simply grinned, as you walked alongside him. your friend group always teased you for hanging around jeongin, saying you were probably the only person brave enough to bother the universityâs golden boy.
he wasnât mean, exactly, but he had a way of making people feel like they werenât worth his time.
which was true regardless.
still, you had made it your personal mission to crack his icy exterior.
âso,â you continued, âyou ever been on a date, topper?â
he slowed his pace. it was so brief that most people wouldnât have noticed, but you caught the slight hesitation before he turned to you, raising a perfectly shaped brow.
âwhat?â
âa date. you knowâdressing up, awkward small talk, trying to impress someone so they donât ghost you after?â you clarified, voice laced with amusement.
jeongin adjusted his glasses, looking unimpressed. âi know what a date is.â
âgreat! so, have you been on one?â
for a second, he just stared at you, dark eyes unreadable behind his lenses. then, in a tone so nonchalant it almost sounded careless, he said, âno.â
you almost choked on your drink. âwait, seriously?â
he continued walking, unfazed. âyeah. why? is that surprising?â
âduh?â you huffed, catching up. âyouâre, like, weirdly hot for a nerd. i thought people would be throwing themselves at you.â
he scoffed. âthatâs the problem. i donât care about people throwing themselves at me.â
you tilted your head. âthen what do you care about?â
he continued walking, completely nonchalant as he gazed up. the morning sun caught the silver of his rings as he slipped his hands into his pockets, tilting his head slightly.
âwhy?â he mused, voice smooth as ever. âyou wanna change that?â
you blinked. for the first time, you were the one caught off guard.
because jeongin wasnât looking at you with his usual passive expression. no, there was something in his gazeâsomething sharp, something challenging, something that almost looked like interest.
and you, for the first time in your life, had no idea what to say.
flirting with a nerd shouldnât be this hard.
the crisp morning air suddenly felt warmer.
you were not the type to get flustered easily, but the way jeongin had just looked at youâhead tilted, hands in his pockets, voice smooth as hellâall the while walking straight ahead as if he hadn't just lowkey flirted with youâwasnât fair.
it wasnât nerdy. it wasnât normal. it wasnât jeongin.
since when did nerds flirt back?
you narrowed your eyes, stepping closer to mask your sudden loss of composure. âthat sounded like a challenge.â
âmaybe it is.â
you blinked. okay. this was new territory. you were used to jeongin rolling his eyes at you, shutting down your playful jabs with a bored look. not this. not him flipping the script so effortlessly.
but two could play that game.
âwell, topper,â you hummed, leaning in slightly, âif you want me to take you on a date, you should just say so.â
his smirk didnât waver, but you caught the quick flicker of his eyesâthe way they darted to your lips before meeting your gaze again. he adjusted his glasses, his fingers briefly brushing against the silver rings.
âi donât recall saying that,â he mused.
you grinned. âyou didnât deny it, though.â
jeongin exhaled through his nose, amused, before turning back toward the lecture hall. âcome on. weâre already late.â
you watched him walk ahead, your heartbeat a little too loud in your ears.
what the hell just happened?
â inside the lecture hall
the class was already half-full when you and jeongin entered, the air buzzing with lazy morning energy. some students were half-asleep, slumped over their desks, while others were whispering about weekend plans.
the professor hadnât arrived yet, but the massive whiteboard was already filled with equations from an earlier classâlong, intimidating numbers that you barely had the mental energy to comprehend.
you spotted your some of your friends near the middle rows. felix, ryujin, and yeji were sitting together, with an empty seat next to the blonde. across the hall, the nerd's own 'gang'âjisung, hyunjin, seungmin, aeri and yunahâwas all huddled near the front.
as you slid into the seat next to felix, he raised an eyebrow. âyou were talking to jeongin again?â
âyeah?â
he leaned in, lowering his voice. âbae. people actually think he hates, like, everyone.â
you scoffed, unbothered. âwell, iâm built different.â
ryujin, who was casually scrolling on her phone, smirked. âor maybe you just like hot twiâ nerds.â
âhe's not twââ
yeji cut you off, nudging the other two. âwhatâs the bet again?â
felix only grinned. ây/n would either break jeonginâs cold exterior or completely embarrass herself trying.â
âso far, itâs leaning toward the second one.â
you groaned, shoving felixâs arm. âso i'm as valuable as a bet now?â
meanwhile, across the room, jeongin was already in his seat, casually flipping through his notes. jisung nudged him with an exaggerated smirk.
âwas y/n hitting on you again?â
jeongin adjusted his glasses. âprobably.â
seungmin, looking unimpressed, leaned back in his chair. âand you just let her?â
jeongin shrugged. âshe's entertaining.â
aeri cackled. âyou so have a crush.â
âi donât.â
âright, right.â jisung rolled his eyes. âthatâs why youâre smirking to yourself like a roblox character right now?â
jeonginâs smirk immediately disappeared. âshut up.â
â after class, the campus cafĂ©
after suffering through an hour of math (or thriving through it, if you were jeongin), you found yourself at the campus café, sipping on some watermelon juice you had gotten. the café was a cozy little spot near the library, filled with the soft hum of conversations and the clinking of coffee cups. the warm lighting made the wooden interior glow, and the air smelled like cinnamon and espresso.
you were sitting with felix and ryujin when jeongin entered.
of course, he looked annoyingly good again.
and of course, he had changed his attire after class.
noon's outfit: a fitted cream turtleneck under a tailored charcoal gray coat, paired with black trousers and sleek leather boots. his silver rings caught the light as he pushed his glasses up, scanning the menu like he wasnât aware half the cafĂ© was stealing glances at him.
you sighed dramatically. âdoes he ever look bad?â
felix smirked. âthatâs what youâre worried about?â
âno, iâm worried about myself, because apparently, iâm developing a thing for well-dressed nerds.â
ryujin raised an eyebrow. âoh? so you admit it?â
at that moment, jeonginâs gaze flickered over to you. your eyes met. and instead of just nodding or ignoring you like usual, he did something that nearly made you drop your drink.
he smiled.
not a smirk. not a teasing glance. a smile. dimples and all.
you blinked, stunned.
felix leaned in, whispering, âoh. youâre so done for.â
and for the second time today, you really had nothing to say.
the art of losing (to a nerd).
jeongin had smiled at you.
not a smirk, not an iâm-better-than-you glance, but an actual smile. dimples, soft eyes, the whole deal.
you were losing your mind.
âiâwhatâheââ you sputtered, gripping your juice like it held the answers to the universe. âdid he just smile at me?â
felix sipped his iced coffee with an amused look. âyup.â
ryujin smirked, barely glancing up from her phone. âcongratulations. youâre officially the first person outside of his nerd cult to get that privilege.â
âoh lord.â
across the cafĂ©, jeongin had already turned back to the counter, unfazed. he ordered his usualâblack coffee, no sugarâbefore casually making his way to a corner booth. he moved so effortlessly, extremely nonchalant.
you, however, were still stuck on that smile.
what did it mean? was he just being polite? was he messing with you? did heâ
felix snapped his fingers in front of your face. âhello? earth to y/n? youâre staring.â
you blinked. âi am not.â
ryujin raised an eyebrow. âyou totally are.â
felix leaned in, grinning. âwait. wait. are you blushing?â
âno.â
âyouâre so done for,â
âfirst stage of denial: over.â
âi hate the both of you.â
. . .
a few days later, you were at the campus library, attempting to study. spoiler: it wasnât going well.
the problem?
a nerd sitting across from you.
it wasnât planned. you had been minding your own business, laptop open, notes spread out, when jeongin had materialized in front of you, dropping his books onto the table with an air of casual dominance.
âreserved seats donât exist,â he had said when you had gaped at him.
so now, here you were. stuck at the same table, trying (and failing) to ignore each other.
you tapped your pen against your notebook, sneaking a glance at him. he was focused, dark eyes scanning the textbook like it was the most interesting thing in the world. his glasses slid down slightly, and he absentmindedly pushed them back up with a knuckle.
how was it possible for a nerd to look so effortlessly cool?
âyouâre staring.â
you flinched. âobserving.â
jeongin didnât even look up. âcreeping.â
you huffed, crossing your arms. âyou are so full of yourself.â
a smirk. âyouâre the one staring, not me.â
you scowled, ready to retort, when an idea hit them. a terrible, wonderful idea.
you leaned in slightly, lowering your voice. âyou know,â you mused, âif you ever need a break from all that.. nerding, i can take you on a date.â
jeongin finally looked up, raising a brow. âare you seriously flirting with me in the library?â
âwhy? is it working?â
a pause. thenâ
jeongin leaned in too.
too close. close enough that you caught the faint scent of his cologneâsomething woody, expensive, unfairly attractive.
âyou tell me,â he murmured.
your brain short-circuited.
felix was right. you were so done for.
. . .
you had two rules in life.
1. never get involved in unnecessary drama. 2. neverâeverâfall for a nerd.
unfortunately, han jisung existed solely to ruin both of those.
the set-up (aka jisung's dumb idea)
"so, uh⊠i kind of need a favor."
jisung plopped down beside you in the campus cafĂ©, grinning like he hadnât just uttered the most dangerous words in existence.
you, munching on a cookie, didnât bother looking up from the textbook you were pretending to read simultaneously. "no."
"you donât even know what iâm asking."
"i know itâs stupid."
jisung pouted. "wow. no faith in me at all?"
you finally sighed, setting the cookie down. "fine. whatâs the favor?"
jisung clapped his hands together, practically vibrating with excitement. "so, jeongin has this family thing coming up, right?"
"okay⊠and?"
jisung leaned in, lowering his voice like he was about to reveal a government secret. "his parents keep nagging him about dating."
"and why is that my problem?"
jisung grinned. "because youâre fake-dating him now!"
silence.
you stared. "iâm what?"
"you heard me."
at that exact moment, jeonginâwho had just arrived at the cafĂ© (wow magic) âfroze mid-step. he turned to jisung with a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
"what are you doing? no!"
jisung pouted. "come on, dude. your mom keeps asking about your nonexistent girlfriend, and y/n is perfect for this!"
you smirked, propping your chin on your hand. "perfect, hm?"
jeongin shot you a flat look. "donât."
jisung, ignoring him, continued excitedly, "think about it! y/nâs hot, pretty, you two already bicker like an old married couple, andâ"
jeongin cut him off. "iâd rather die."
"well, damn," you muttered, feigning offense. "you could at least pretend to be a little enthusiastic about fake-dating me."
jeongin turned to you, unimpressed. "iâd rather explain quantum mechanics to a toddler than date you."
you grinned. "you know quantum mechanics?"
"thatâs not the point."
jisung threw his hands up. "guys! focus! jeongin, do you want your mom setting you up with random girls?"
jeongin clenched his jaw. he hated when his mom did that. every family event ended with some aunt introducing him to their neighborâs niece, followed by exhausting small talk and forced compliments.
his eyes flickered to you, watching him with that stupidly smug smile. you probably werenât taking this seriously, right?
good.
because he wasnât doing it.
"no," he finally said. "not happening."
jisung groaned. "dude. itâs one dinner."
"still no."
you leaned in, resting your elbow on the table. "youâre really against the idea of dating me?"
jeongin exhaled, looking you dead in the eye. "fake or not, i wouldnât date you if you were the last person on earth."
you grinned. "good. that means i can flirt all i want, and you totally wonât get attached, right?"
"oh yeah? wanna bet on it?"
"oh you're on, yang. i'll flirt with you as much as i want for-"
he cuts you off, "-one month. a whole week of me buying you snacks and lunch on the line. if you win."
"hmm, scared much? why not make it three months and i'll actually leave you alone after it all?"
"oh this is fun." jisung only stared between the two.
"bet."
jisung clapped his hands together. "so it's settled! you two are fake-dating!"
"i never agreed to this," jeongin muttered.
you simply took another bite of your cookie. "too late, topper. we have a date to plan."
jeongin swore under his breath.
this was going to be a disaster.
. . .
the night of the dinner came faster than jeongin wouldâve liked.
you, unfortunately, were thriving.
"so, babe," you teased, nudging him as you walked toward the fancy restaurant where his family was waiting. "are we holding hands or what?"
jeongin shot you a glare. "no."
you pouted dramatically. "youâre so bad at this."
"i donât want to be good at this."
you sighed. "fine. but i am calling you âbabeâ in front of your parents."
jeongin stopped walking. "donât."
you smirked. "babe."
jeongin groaned, rubbing his temples.
this was hell.
so, the second you stepped in, jeonginâs mom beamed.
"iyennie! you made it!"
you nearly choked. iyennie?
jeongin shot you a look that screamed, say a word and you die.
you, of course, took mental notes for future bullying.
his mother, looking as happy as ever, turned to you, eyes lighting up. "and this must be your girlfriend!"
you smiled sweetly, reaching for jeonginâs arm. "yes, maâam! iâve heard so much about you."
jeongin stiffened. his actual nightmare was happening.
his mom clapped her hands together. "oh, sheâs adorable! and so polite!"
jeongin shot you a glare.
y/n, in response, squeezed his arm.
. . .
the dinner had barely started, and jeongin already wanted to disappear.
his mom was in full hosting mode, greeting everyone at the long, beautifully decorated table like she was running a royal banquet. his dad, more relaxed but equally nosy, sat at the head of the table, eyeing jeongin and you like you two were the most interesting thing in the world.
and then, of course, there were the relatives.
the visiting relatives.
which jeongin had not been informed about.
"aunt nae is here?" he whispered to his mom in horror as they took their seats.
"of course! she and minji wanted to see you, and they had to meet your girlfriend," his mom whispered back, beaming.
jeongin shot a look at you, who was way too comfortable in this situation, greeting his relatives like you'd been part of the family for years.
he exhaled sharply. this is fine. one dinner.
you turned to him, grinning. "jeonginnie, babe, scoot closer."
jeongin flinched. "what the hell did you just call me?"
"jeonginnie," you repeated, full of amusement, before turning to his mom. "itâs my nickname for him. cute, right?"
his mom melted. "oh, thatâs adorable!"
jeongin clenched his jaw, gripping his fork like it was his last lifeline.
you were having the time of your life.
"so, y/n," jeonginâs dad started, leaning back in his chair. "tell us about yourself. what are you studying?"
you smiled, setting your chopsticks down. "music and literature."
jeonginâs mom clasped her hands together. "oh! a creative soul!"
jeongin muttered under his breath, "more like a chaotic soul."
you kicked him under the table. he barely held in a grunt.
one of jeonginâs aunts, a well-dressed woman in her late fifties, eyed you curiously. "and how did you two meet?"
before jeongin could stop you, you smoothly responded, "in the library. he was too shy to talk to me at first, so i had to make the first move. such a baby, right?"
jeongin nearly choked on his water. "thatâs notâ"
"oh, my," one of the older relatives gushed. "thatâs so cute!"
"it really was," you continued, ignoring jeonginâs silent death glare. "he kept glancing at me over his books. adorable. my little nerd."
jeongin took a slow, deep breath. "lying is a sin, you know."
you turned to him with a sickeningly sweet smile. "so is being grumpy at your loving girlfriend, babe."
jeongin gritted his teeth. "i hate you."
"no, you donât."
the rest of the table ate this up.
minji, his cousin, sighed dreamily. "you two are so cute together."
jeongin gave you a sharp look that screamed, look what youâve done.
you only smirked.
and so, the dinner continued, filled with stories, laughter, and jeonginâs silent suffering.
until his father, casually sipping his drink, said, "we should invite y/n to the family trip next month."
silence.
jeonginâs brain short-circuited.
"excuse me?"
his dad smiled. "the family trip! your mom and i were just talking about it the other day. since y/n is part of the family now, she should come!"
jeongin nearly passed out.
you, on the other hand, simply blinked. "family trip?"
"oh, yes!" his mom clapped her hands together. "a whole week at the beach! we go every year, but this time, youâll be joining us!"
jeongin stared at them in horror. "no, she wonât."
"of course, she will," his dad said firmly.
"weâve only been dating for a few months!" jeongin protested.
his mom tilted her head. "so?"
"so?! thatâs too soon for a family trip!"
you, who had been silent, leaned in slightly. "i mean, i do like the beach."
jeongin whipped his head toward them. "are you kidding me?"
you smirked. "what? i think it could be fun, babe."
jeongin clenched his fists. "i hate you." (keep counting guys !!)
"no, you donât."
the table broke into excited chatter about the trip, completely ignoring jeonginâs very obvious distress.
this wasnât happening.
this couldnât be happening.
but it was.
and you were enjoying every second of it.
. . .
the evening air was crisp, a sharp contrast to the warmth inside the restaurant. the soft glow of the streetlights cast elongated shadows on the pavement, flickering with the occasional movement of people walking past. somewhere down the street, a car honked, followed by the muffled laughter of a group of university students spilling out of a nearby café.
none of that mattered to jeongin.
because he was currently standing outside the restaurant, rubbing his face aggressively while you stood beside him, grinning like you had just won the lottery.
as soon as you had left the restaurant, he had dragged you to the side, glaring.
"you just had to play along?"
you shrugged. "what was i supposed to do? say no and make it obvious?"
"yes!"
you smirked, tapping your chin. "hmm⊠too boring."
jeongin groaned, rubbing his temples. "this was supposed to be one night."
"well," you said cheerfully, "looks like weâre fake-dating for a month now. hope youâre ready, iyennie. oh, and this doesn't mean our bet is off the line now."
jeongin groaned louder.
this was hell.
"you're enjoying this," he accused, voice flat, eyes burning into them.
you smoothed the skirt of your blue, satin dress, pretending to think. "maybe a bit."
jeongin shot you a glare.
okay, a full-blown murderous glare.
you, still entirely unbothered, placed a hand on your hip. "i donât see why youâre mad. i mean, a free vacation? beachside views? quality time with your loving girlfriend?" you batted your lashes. "iâd say thatâs a win."
jeongin exhaled through his nose. "a win would be me never having to fake-date you in the first place."
you gasped dramatically. "that hurts, iyennie."
jeongin physically recoiled. "donât call me that."
"aww, but itâs cute." you tilted your head, smirking. "just like you."
jeonginâs entire body tensed. "i hate you." (what did i tell you?)
"no, you donât."
"besides, you could've asked any other girl for this whole.. fake dating agenda, you know. but you didn't, so i think that's very contradictory to your complains right now."
"you think i had a choice when jisung practically threatened me there in the first place?"
"please, you could reject it if you really wanted to. that man would forget about it if minho appeared randomly."
jeongin groaned, dragging a hand down his face. "this was supposed to be one night. one dinner. one stupid meal, and then i could go back to my normal, peaceful life."
"peaceful? dude, you have two research papers due, a physics exam next week, and you literally stress-buy sweaters. what part of that is peaceful?"
"shut up," he muttered.
"aww, did i strike a nerve?"
jeongin clenched his jaw. "letâs just go."
"go where?"
jeongin pointed to his car. "i drove you here, remember? which means, unfortunately, i have to drop you home, too."
"aww, you care about my safety, now? such a great boyfriend."
"no, darling, i just donât want my mom thinking i abandoned you on the side of the road."
you gasped, pressing a hand to your heart. "cold, iyennie. cold."
jeongin ignored her and walked to his car.
jeonginâs car was clean. of course it was.
dark leather seats, faint traces of cologne and fresh laundry lingering in the air, a neatly placed water bottle in the cup holder, and absolutely no mess in sight. it was exactly what you had expected from someone like jeonginâcontrolled, neat, meticulous.
you, on the other hand, sprawled in the passenger seat like you had all the time in the world, kicking off your heels with a sigh.
"ugh, finally," you said, stretching your legs. "i swear, those things were invented by a man."
jeongin side-eyed them as he started the car. "you chose to wear them."
"yeah, because i actually put effort into my appearance, especially because i was meeting my boyfriend's family, you know. not to mention, i also had to match someone's peak of fashion sense."
you looked him up and down, eyes dragging over his outfit. "speaking of, i gotta admit, you looked kind of good tonight, nerd."
jeongin, dressed in a perfectly fitted black button-up (with the sleeves slightly rolled, because of course), navy slacks, and a silver watch that sat just right on his wrist, kept his eyes on the road. "kind of?"
"mhm. but donât let it go to your head."
jeongin clicked his tongue. "too late."
you laughed, leaning against the window. "so, when were you going to tell me you had a whole extended family coming to dinner?"
jeongin let out a deep sigh. "i didnât know."
"mm-hmm."
"i didnât. if i had known, i wouldâve never agreed to this in the first place."
"bet your mom planned it on purpose,"
jeonginâs grip tightened on the steering wheel. "oh, she definitely did."
silence filled the car, the quiet hum of the engine the only sound between them. the city lights flickered past, casting patterns of gold and silver against the windshield. the streets, alive with late-night chatter and the occasional honk, blurred into the background.
you shifted, turning to face him. "so, whatâs the plan?"
jeongin frowned. "what plan?"
"you know, the fake-dating plan? we need a strategy."
jeongin blinked. "we donât need a strategy. we justâ" he exhaled. "we just survive the trip, act normal, and then break up after."
you gasped. "break up? so soon?"
jeongin shot you a look. "we are not actually dating, idiot."
"but think of the drama!" you grinned. "we could stage a messy breakupâthrow some fake tears in, maybe have a whole 'itâs not you, itâs me' momentâ"
"no."
you pouted. "boring."
jeongin rolled his eyes. "you are the most insufferable person iâve ever met."
"and yet, here you are, fake dating me. out of every girl in town."
jeongin groaned. "i hate my life."
you smirked, playing with the edge of your dress. "no, you donât."
. . .
when you finally pulled up in front of the women's uni dorm building, jeongin parked and rested his head against the seat, exhausted.
"alright, weâre here. get out."
you gasped. "no goodnight kiss?"
"out."
you laughed, wearing your heels back and stepping out. before closing the door, you leaned down slightly, peering inside. "sweet dreams, iyennie. donât miss me too much."
jeongin glared. "i will actually block your number."
you winked. "you wish you could."
and with that, you shut the door and disappeared into the building, leaving jeongin staring after you, questioning every life choice that had led to this moment.
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an experiment pt. 3
lando norris x reporter!reader
a/n: đ
pt. 1, pt. 2
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Y/N: ABSOLUTELY NOT LN: non-refundable, sorry. See you tomorrow
You threw your phone across the room, furious. Hadnât he done enough? You had your resignation letter typed out, for godâs sake. Begrudgingly, you moved across the room to find your phone, calling your best friend.Â
âWhatâs up?â David asked.
âLando Norris is coming to Austin to see me,â you said, as if it was the most normal thing in the world.
âWait, why?â David questioned. You could hear his confusion over the phone.Â
âI donât know, he posted that thing on Insta and then texted me that he bought a flight,â you complained.Â
David snorted, "He posted that thing and then immediately bought a flight? Sounds like someone's feeling guilty," David said with a hint of amusement in his voice.
You groaned, flopping back onto your bed. "I don't care if he feels guilty. I don't want to see him."
"You sure about that?" David asked skeptically. "Because it seems like you two have some unresolved tension."
"The only tension we have is me wanting to strangle him," you muttered.
David laughed. "Right, because that's totally normal behavior between two people who hate each other."
You rolled your eyes, even though he couldn't see you. "What am I supposed to do? He's just going to show up here."
"Well, you could always not be there when he arrives," David suggested. "Or you could hear him out. Maybe he genuinely wants to apologize.â
âYouâre supposed to be on my side,â you complained to him and you heard him laugh in response.Â
âIâm always on your side, but letâs just say that Carlos isnât the only one betting on when you two will get together.â
Instead of answering you hung up, not interested in hearing what he had to say anymore. You groaned before pulling yourself off your bed to begin cleaning. Deep cleaning your apartment always cleared your head and it killed two birds with one stone considering that Lando was coming the next day.Â
Lando didnât answer any of your texts the rest of the night and you started to convince yourself that he wasnât coming which had you relieved. That was shortlived when you heard someone knocking on your door the next day as you were eating lunch.Â
âYouâre kidding,â you said, shocked as you opened your door to see him standing there, exhaustion written all over your face.
âI donât have the energy to fight with you right now,â he mumbled, pushing past you with his small suitcase.Â
âI didnât invite you to come,â you shot back, following him angrily. He set his stuff down near the kitchen island before turning back to you.Â
âMy guilt was eating me alive so I had to come,â he said plainy.
You rolled your eyes, âI would have saved you the trip if you just would have called.âÂ
He gave you a pointed look, you both knew you wouldnât have answered.Â
âCan I please take a nap before I read the apology speech I prepared?â He asked and you fought hard against the laugh threatening to escape. It didnât go unnoticed by Lando who smiled triumphantly.Â
âFine,â you agreed, showing him to the guest room. âWhy do you have your suitcase?âÂ
âI didnât book a hotel,â he replied nonchalantly.Â
âThen where are you going to stay?â He didnât answer and you furrowed your eyebrows. âNo. No way. Do you not remember that I donât like people staying over?â
âI remember every single thing about that night. In detail,â he shot back and your face flamed red. âWe wonât be in the same room so it should be fine by your rules.âÂ
You stormed out of the guest room and slammed the door. You paced back and forth in your living room, trying to process the fact that Lando Norris was currently napping in your guest room. This was not how you expected your day to go. After about an hour, you heard the door open and Lando emerged, looking slightly more rested but still jet-lagged.
"Feel better?" you asked, unable to keep the sarcasm out of your voice.
He nodded, running a hand through his messy hair. "Look, can we talk?"
You crossed your arms, leaning against the wall. "Isn't that why you flew halfway across the world?â
"I had no idea what was happening y/n, you have to believe me,â he said honestly. âI got rid of social media mid season because of the amount of hate I was getting. Iâm so sorry this happened.â
âThe things that have been said about me LandoâŠâ you trailed off, resolve cracking. âHow could I want to keep doing this?âÂ
Lando's face fell as he saw the pain in your eyes. He took a tentative step towards you, his voice soft. "Y/n, I'm so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. What they've been saying, it's not okay. Not at all."
You wrapped your arms around yourself, suddenly feeling vulnerable. "It's not just what they're saying. It's... everything. The threats, the harassment. They found my personal information, Lando. I don't feel safe anymore."
He ran a hand through his hair, frustration and guilt evident on his face. âYouâre too good for us to lose you. That article you wrote? It was brutal, but it was honest. And that's what makes you great at your job.â
You didnât say anything but didnât stop Lando as he stepped even closer to you, his hands coming to cup your face.Â
âI need you there,â he admitted. âI need you to keep me on my toes, to keep me accountable. Donât let them win.â
A tear escaped your eye and Lando brushed it away with his thumb, staring intensely at you. You laid your head against his chest, taking a deep breath.Â
âIâm sorry,â he whispered to you again.Â
âIt wasnât your fault,â you replied softly. Pulling away, you tried to collect yourself before turning back to him. âHow long are you here for?â
âCouple of days,â he said sheepishly.Â
âYou know Iâm not going to sleep with you again just because youâre here,â you said and he rolled his eyes.Â
âIâll try not to be offended that you thought that was what I wanted,â he replied.Â
âWhatever,â you said, heading towards your room.Â
âPain in my ass,â you heard him mutter under his breath as you left.Â
The next day was actually enjoyable, as much as you didnât want to admit it. You and Lando got brunch before walking around the city, you showing him the touristy sights.Â
As you walked along the river, you couldn't help but sneak glances at Lando. He seemed more relaxed here, away from the pressures of the F1 world. You had to admit, when he wasn't being an insufferable prat, he was actually quite charming.
"What?" Lando asked, catching you staring.
You quickly looked away. "Nothing. Just surprised you haven't complained about the heat yet."
He chuckled. "I'm not that delicate, you know. Besides, the company makes it bearable."
You rolled your eyes, but couldn't hide your small smile. "Careful, Norris. That almost sounded like a compliment."
"Don't let it go to your head," he teased back. âWhat are we doing tonight?âÂ
âMaybe just a movie back at the apartment,â you said. âThanks to your apology speech, I actually will have to go back to work tomorrow.âÂ
He grinned at you. âGlad to hear that.â
âYeah my first piece back will be âWhy Oscar Piastri is my pick to win the 2025 championship.ââ
You squealed as he moved into you, tickling into your sides.Â
That night, you and Lando were curled up on opposite ends of your couch, watching a movie. You kept sneaking glances at him, noticing how relaxed he looked in your space. It was a far cry from the tense interactions you usually had at the track.
As the credits rolled, Lando turned to you with a soft smile. "This was nice. I'm glad I came."
You nodded, feeling a warmth in your chest you weren't quite ready to examine. "It was. Thank you for coming, Lando. I know I gave you a hard time, but... it means a lot that you cared enough to fly out here."
He reached over, gently squeezing your hand. "Of course I care, y/n. Despite our... complicated history, I've always respected you. And I hate that you were hurt because of me, even indirectly."
âI appreciate it,â you whispered. He stared at you a little longer, his eyes flickering down to your lips before he spoke again.Â
âSequel?â He asked and you smiled, nodding your head.Â
As the next movie started, he didnât move back to his spot, instead staying very close to you. As you felt yourself drifting off, you snuggled into his side, much to his amusement. The last thing you remember was him placing a gentle kiss to the top of your head.Â
The soft morning light filtered through the curtains, gently rousing you from your slumber. As consciousness slowly crept in, you became aware of a warm presence beside you, a steady heartbeat beneath your ear. Your eyes fluttered open, and the events of the previous night came rushing back.
You were still on the couch, curled up against Lando's side, his arm draped protectively around you. Sometime during the night, he had pulled a blanket over both of you, cocooning you in warmth. The TV screen was black, the movie long since ended.
Panic seized your chest as the full weight of the situation hit you. You had spent the night with Lando. Not just in a physical sense, but in the most intimate way possible - wrapped in each other's arms, vulnerable in sleep. This was exactly what you had always feared, the reason you never let anyone stay over.
Slipping out of his arms, you tried to calm yourself down as you headed back into your room. Your mind was racing as you showered, your feelings for Lando bubbling to the surface even though you pushed them down.Â
Lando was sitting up and scrolling through his phone when you came back into the living room. He looked up at you, face instantly scrunching as he saw you.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â He asked.Â
âNothing, what time is your flight?â You asked, without any emotion. Lando moved off the couch towards you, grabbing your arm as you turned away from him.Â
âY/n, whatâs wrong? Is this because of last night?â He asked and you flinched, giving him the answer he needed.Â
âYou need to go Lando, thank you for coming, but itâs time for you to go.âÂ
âWow,â he said in disbelief. âIâll go when you can look me in the eye and tell me that all you still feel for me is hatred.âÂ
âLando please,â you said, begging.Â
âWhy are you pushing me away?â He asked, frustration evident in his voice.Â
You took a deep breath, finally meeting his gaze. "Because it can't work, Lando. We can't work."
His eyes flashed with hurt and anger. "Why not? Give me one good reason."
"We live in different countries, for starters," you said, your voice strained. "Our careers are completely incompatible. I'm supposed to report on you objectively, and you're supposed to trust that I won't use anything personal against you in my articles."
"That's bullshit and you know it," Lando snapped. "Look at Fernando and Melissa. We could make it work if we wanted to."
You shook your head, wrapping your arms around yourself. "It's not just that. We're too different, Lando. We argue constantly. Half the time I want to strangle you."
"And the other half?" he challenged.
âIt doesnât matter,â you said.Â
âIt does to me,â he shot back.Â
âWhat would happen if we were together Lando?â you asked tirelessly. âIf your fans hated me for writing about you, how would they treat me for dating you? Iâve seen how they treated your exes.âÂ
Lando was quiet for a moment, anger steaming off of him.Â
âDonât worry about it,â he finally said, coldly. âI guess Iâm not worth it.â
You started to call after him but he was already gone.Â
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Landoâs season started off incredibly, winning the first three races all by over 5 seconds minimum. You would think that he would be ecstatic, his boyish energy returning to interviews and PR videos but that was not the case. He was pissed. Anyone that tried to talk to him was met with short answers and anytime McLaren made him do anything, he looked like he was being held at gunpoint.Â
He wanted to get over you but he couldnât. Heâd never had anyone challenge him the way you did and he could still feel you sleeping in his arms that night from a couple of months ago. His friends were walking on eggshells around him and Carlos was about to lose it.Â
âPlease just call her,â Carlos begged, sitting next to Lando at dinner in Monaco. They had a couple weeks in between races and what was supposed to be an enjoyable break, was turning into a nightmare for Carlos due to Landoâs moodiness.Â
âShe doesnât want anything to do with me, she made that quite clear,â Lando replied.Â
âSheâs just scared Lando, sheâs literally been checking up on you,â he told his friend. A look of interest flashed across Landoâs face so Carlos kept going. âOscar said she asked how you were doing just last week.âÂ
âI donât believe you,â Lando finally said and Carlos groaned, resting his head into his hands.Â
You were miserable. The past few months since pushing Lando away had been some of the hardest of your life. You threw yourself into work, covering IndyCar and trying to ignore the ache in your chest every time you saw news about Lando's incredible start to the F1 season.
But no matter how much you tried to distract yourself, thoughts of him kept creeping in. The way he looked at you that morning on your couch, hurt and confusion in his eyes as you pushed him away. The feeling of falling asleep in his arms, more content than you'd been in years.
You knew you had valid reasons for ending things before they really began. The complications of your careers, the distance, the intensity of F1 fandom. But the longer you went without talking to him, the more those reasons felt like excuses born out of fear.
OP: Hey, you asked about Lando last week. Thought you might want to know he's in a pretty bad mood lately. Carlos is at his wit's end.
You frowned, guilt gnawing at you. Was Lando's mood because of you? No, that was ridiculous. He was probably just stressed about the season, despite his early successes.
Y/N: Thanks for letting me know. I'm sure he'll snap out of it soon.
OP: câmon y/n, I know youâre just as miserable as he is.Â
You cursed your friend David who you knew told Oscar about how depressing your life had become. As you sat in your apartment that night your mind wandered back to that last conversation.Â
Why did you push him away? Because you didnât want to get hurt?Â
The truth was, you were terrified. Terrified of letting someone in, of being vulnerable, of potentially getting your heart broken. But as you reflected on the past few months without Lando, you realized you were already heartbroken.
With shaking hands, you picked up your phone and dialed a number you had been avoiding.
"Hello?" Lando's voice was hesitant, guarded.
"Hey," you said softly. "It's me."
There was a long pause. "Y/n? Is everything okay?"
You took a deep breath. "No, actually. Everything's not okay. I... I miss you, Lando. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for pushing you away."
Another pause. And then nothing. He hung up.
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Ooo Yay! I can't wait to see what you thought about this UNHINGED fic đ
On one hand, perfect makeout music. On the other hand, Dean is SOOOO freakin' jealous, but it's so frustrating that pushing down his own feelings for her has resulted in him being such a dick to her, before and during this moment. đ«đ«
Oh yes, definitely setting the mood for the reader and Ben in the back seat lol. We all know that Dean has probably pulled the same thing in the past đ Dean is VERY jealous and it's only pushing the reader away from him more, but he can't stop it. He's stuck in a vicious cycle that is turning into one of Dante's circles of hell when Ben showed up LOL.
*snorts* I love both of these analogies. đ€Ł
Thank you! I was like... what else has a roadtrip in it? đ
Deaaaaaan you complete and utter idiot!! What's even worse is that she did feel that spark with him when they first met, until he opened his big dumb mouth lmao.
He really has pushed down his feelings, a few people have pointed out to me that Dean is acting like the playground bully who likes a girl but can't express it in a healthy way and that is one million percent what's happening here lol. The reader did like him when they first met, but again he just didn't express his feelings in a healthy way and now he has to sit and watch Ben and the reader make out in the back seat of his car đ
Lol sounds like the Winchester Way to me. đ«
Absolutely đđ» The reader is basically the male version of Dean tbh. Except she shoved down her feelings and then went to sleep with someone who looked exactly like Dean đ€Ł Because that was also healthy right? lol
My heart was so torn throughout this entire fic, you have no idea!! The way she manages to pacify him loll. So sweet and sexy in a way, but also, you get the sense that she thinks Ben might just see her as a pretty face, even if he does care about her deep down? It makes you wonder where her heart is truly going to lie at the end of all this angsty love-triangle goodness.
Mine was too! I literally kept going back and forth from Ben to Dean, trying to figure out who she should be with. Because she has incredible chemistry with Ben and she understands him in a way that I think he's not used to. And on the other hand Dean understands her because she's a hunter, he's just being a stubborn idiot đ€Ł
AND you're right! The reader thinks that Ben only sees her as a pretty face at the moment. She doesn't understand that he has started to develop feelings for her. But I think that the reader also believes that Ben has the possibility to become more than just someone she sleeps with. That he could love her if she let him and if she loved him.
Oh my God this part was completely unhinged and it was hilarious! But the way Ben decides to "get rid of her" is unfortunately on-brand, not caring enough about the collateral damage, the risk of the reader getting hurt. đ Even though he does check on her afterwards, the way Dean protected her has my heart swinging back to him and melting in a whole different way!! đ« Gah! This is so conflicting! loll don't do this to me, friend. đđ I need to dive right into Part 3 so I get to see what happens between her, Ben, and Dean, and just who will confess their feelings first...
Yes see, I went to see Wicked with my friends the weekend before I wrote this and you have no idea how much I love the OC Iris that I made for this fic. I was also thinking "how many references to How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days can I put in one fic?" lol. I was sad that I had to kill her- but it had to be done. There needed to be a dramatic moment where Dean chose to save the reader and give the reader a little bit of doubt about Ben and also show the way he is (unfortunately). But Ben coming to check on the reader literally put me on the fence all over again because he was being soft for her đ
I'm so sorry to do that to you my friend!! But admit it, you love the angst lmao đđ
Thank you so much for all your comments my lovely friend! I always love to hear what you think! And I can't wait to read what you think of Part 3! đ
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Part 2: It Is A Big Deal
Pairing: Soldier Boy x f!reader, Dean Winchester xf!reader,
POV: Reader POV
Summary: Dean's in for a rude awakening when he finds out exactly what you did when you got stranded in another universe.
Tropes: Frenemies (Dean and the Reader), Awkward Situation, Multiverse Problems, ANGST
Word Count: 7.4K
Warnings: I'm gonna label this 18+ just to be sure. Cursing, Making Out, DEATH, Violence (only a little), Jealousy, Pining, Kinda Sad Vibes In Some Places, Sexual Innuendo, References to Sex, Feelings, Angst, Self Deprecating Thoughts? References to Past Sex (it happens quite a bit). References to Future Sex. Soldier Boy Being Soldier Boy (Everyone knows heâs a warning). Dean Winchester Being Dean Winchester (aka. being moody and super hot).
Listen While You Read: Jealous Again By The Black Crowes
Note: This is told from Reader's perspective. Any references to the reader is made using you or your. There is no use of y/n. I tried my best to proofread, but nobody's perfect. If you donât like, donât read, but if you do like, youâre my favorite!
Internal monologue is in italics and is in first person
A/N: It was so fun to come back to this universe again! Thank you so much to everyone for all the love and support that you've gave me in writing the first part and thank you for all the encouragement to write a part 2! And also please don't forget to check out Stranded by @justagirlinafandomworld that inspired me to write this fic!đ
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"Can the two of you stop playing find my tonsils and tell me where the hell it is I'm supposed to be driving to?" Dean grouses from the driver's seat while Sam leans over a road map squinting to look at the small print.
"Ready For Love" is playing over the speakers, barely audible over the thud of fat raindrops pummeling the windshield, blocking out the world around you, and sending the shadows racing across your skin where Ben and you are sitting in the backseat.
âWell, if youâd given me a few hours to fuck her at the motel instead of throwing a bitch fit-" Ben begins to say, turning his gaze your face to stare at the back of Dean's head with a lazy smile.
âDean why do you care?" You interrupt Ben with red cheeks. "I know for a fact worse things have happened in the backseat of your car than Ben and me making out."
"Really? Because I canât think of anything worse that you and him sucking on each other's tongues and helping the spread of mono." Dean's hands tighten on the steering wheel and his shoulders tense.
Heâs more wound up than a tinker toy.
It has been exactly thirty three minutes since Dean's mental breakdown back at the motel when Ben showed up. Furthermore, despite how much Dean had screamed at you at the motel, it appeared that he was still going to act like a two year old who wanted a cookie before dinner.
Sam's suggestion for the four of you to figure out why Ben was here had been a welcome distraction from Dean's spiral. It had prompted all of you to pile into Baby to try and find where it was that Ben landed in your universe and find a clue as to why.
But so far the trip had been less like riding in the Mystery Machine and more like riding with the Griswold's on their road trip to Wally WorldâŠ
Dean had been supportive of trying to find a solution to what he deemed the "Ben problem," but it appeared that Dean was going to spend every waking minute getting on your nerves.
Honestly, what's new?
You didnât understand why Dean was so damn argumentative whenever you showed up, it was like he lived to make your life as difficult as possible.
It had always been that way. Since the first day you met Sam and him at Ellen's bar forever ago, Dean had never once said something nice about you or to you.
He always found some little thing to nit pick, whether it be your aim, your research skills, or your technique when hunting and you were sick of it. Each time the two of you worked together, it was Sam's job to make sure it didn't end in bloodshed. Even Cas noticed Dean's underlying hostility towards you and when he asked Dean what was wrong, Dean had brushed him off with a "not now Cas."
Worse was the time that you got hurt (only a minor injury) on a hunt a few weeks ago when you got thrown into a glass cabinet while facing down a poltergeist. Dean had chewed you out for a good twenty minutes and even with Sam's ability to intervene, you'd broken Dean's nose for speaking to you like that, and then rushed off to your room in the bunker before he had a chance to see you cry.
It was the one thing that you never allowed yourself to do in front of Dean Winchester, cry. He didn't deserve your tears, especially not when he was being a total grade A asshole.
When Sam came in later to help you get patched up, you asked him why Dean hated you and Sam tried to convince you otherwise, but you knew the truth.
Dean Winchester hated you, and you had no idea why. So you decided to stop trying to make him like you, because if he was going to act like a total dick he didn't deserve you being nice to him.
You knew that was why you liked Ben more. Ben appreciated you (sort of), he wasn't mean, he listened to you (sometimes), and he did give you compliments⊠well, they all revolved around the way you looked and that was nice, but just you wanted someone to give you a compliment that had to do with something else. Or maybe just a simple "I see you."
Is that so hard to ask?
Your few flings in the past hadn't been anything special. You didn't have the kind of stable lifestyle that prompted or supported long serious relationships, especially with non-hunters. Not to mention you'd always had this fantasy about meeting another hunter who understood exactly what you went through and what you had gone through over the years. It was often difficult to find a non-hunter who could understand that.
The bunker was the first permanent address that you'd ever had. Your mother had been one of the best hunters in the US, known by all, and you never met your dad, which meant that growing up on the road was the only life you knew. She'd died a year before you started working with the Winchesters which meant that you didn't exactly have anyone that you cared about or anyone who cared about you.
The thought often brought the feeling of loneliness stirring in your chest, but you pushed it down, throwing everything you had into hunting.
Healthy right?
Ben's muscular arm is wrapped around your waist, his hand splayed over your lower back to keep you tight against his chest so there is no space between the two of you, while your hands locked at the back of his neck. You didn't usually like PDA that much, occasionally yes, but you'll admit that you were only allowing yourself to give in to Ben a little more, because you liked how much it annoyed Dean.
Yes, you thought that it was absolutely ridiculous how Dean was acting, but you wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine. Because in all the years you'd known him, youâd never found one thing to hold over his head or one thing that really irritated him, and Ben was working like a charm.
It also felt really good to kiss him, but that was beside the point.
You understood that Dean was having a psychotic break with his constant proclamations that Ben "was him," but you wanted to at least understand why Dean was still hung up on it.
Ben isn't Dean. Sure they have the same face, but Ben is different⊠isn't he?
When you'd encountered Ben for the first time you had done a double take, but the more you were around him, the more you appreciated the way he treated you differently from Dean. Yes he was a little sexist, but Ben made you feel wanted and Dean had a way of making you feel stupid and often like a burden, as if you'd been plopped on his doorstep like a box of kittens and he was stuck with you.
There was only so much that you could take.
You didn't know what you'd done to earn such hostility. Dean was far from sexist, and you'd seen him interact with other people, it was just you he treated differently and it made you want to strangle him.
"Calm down kid-" Ben sighs.
"Stop calling me that!" Dean turns around to glare at the man next to you.
"Keep your eyes on the road." Sam says, not looking up from the map. He didn't need to.
"What a wonderful suggestion Sammy, but see I can't because I have no idea where the hell it is I'm going!" Dean snipes at his brother.
I swear at this point if Gabriel pops out of nowhere and tells me that this is all just a fucked up dream, I'd believe it.
"Stop being damn hormonal kid, and keep driving." Ben rolls his eyes and moves his lips to your throat, nipping and biting along the flesh visible over the top of your jacket, making you gasp softly and lean into Ben's warm embrace.
Your eyes meet Dean's in the rear view mirror and just for a second you see something flash through them that isn't anger, but it's gone just as soon as you clock it.
What was that?
Dean slams on the brakes and Ben tightens his grip on your body so you don't go flying forward into the bucket seat.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" You snap, curiosity gone, as you glare at Dean.
The tension in the car is high, popping and crackling around the four of you like popcorn. You still couldn't understand why Dean had such a problem with Ben. If anything you'd think that they'd get along a little bit.
"I am not being hormonal or whatever other chauvinistic shit that is about to come out of your mouth." Dean snarls, ignoring you, as he turns and narrows his eyes at Ben. "And I am not your chauffeur. So tell me where the hell it is I'm going so you can get the fuck out of my car and out of my life!"
Ben opens his mouth to retort something, no doubt that'll trigger Dean, but you speak before he can.
"Ben, do you remember anything about where you came through?" You ask him. You were trying to be more diplomatic even though Dean was making your blood boil.
Just because Dean is mad at me does not mean that he gets to take it out on Ben. Ben hasn't done anything wrong. He got sucked into this reality and immediately got pulled into Dean's soap opera.
Ben huffs out a sigh as he turns back to look at you. His gaze softens a little as his eyes meet yours, turning from a dark green to a jade. "There was a building-"
"Oh wow, how helpful!" Dean snarks. "Did you hear that Sammy? There was a building! Mystery solved!"
Ben whips his head in Dean's direction, the air in the car growing hot as Ben's skin begins to heat, but you gently lay your hand on his cheek to bring his gaze back on you. "Dean is an asshole. We all know." You say to Ben, reassuring him and ignoring the look Dean gives you when you say it. "Do you remember anything about the building?"
Getting Ben angry wasn't the way to get information out of him, he was, after all, more like Dean than you were willing to admit. And just as you'd seen Dean get worked over by numerous women, including Bella, sweet talking worked the best.
Well, it never worked when you tried to do it, because Dean refused to treat you any way other than an annoyance.
But two could play that game, especially with the way that Dean was acting right now.
Ben's jaw tightens and you know that he's biting back some remark to throw Dean's way, but you pull him closer, trailing your hand over his bearded cheek to keep his attention and gently bring your lips to his. You feel the tension shift from Ben's shoulders beneath the palms of your hands as he relaxes into the kiss, and this time Ben smiles when you pull away, giving your hips an encouraging squeeze. "It was a school or some shit. And there was a billboard for "World's Biggest Beer Can.""
"Okay. We can work with that." Sam says giving you a sympathetic look before pulling out his phone to type something in.
At least Sam is being normal about this whole thing.
Sam and you always got along, from the start he was the older brother that you never had, and it was refreshing. Not to mention Sam was your best and probably only friend. The hunter life was lonely and you found it difficult to make friends anyway, but something about Sam always stuck. He got your abnormal sense of humor, he gave the best hugs, and he stood up for you when things got heated between Dean and you. It was his idea for you to move into the bunker with him and Dean, and also him that convinced Dean to let you move in.
It had taken days for Dean to finally say yes. And when he did, he made you move into the bedroom next to his as if he wanted to keep an eye on you because he didn't trust you.
And as much as you hated living with Dean, living with Sam made up for it. You liked helping him research while Dean bitched and moaned about reading through dusty volumes, liked helping him clean up while Dean followed behind you as if you couldn't be trusted, liked helping Sam try to make dinner that ended up more burned than anything else until Dean stepped in and shooed the both of you from the kitchen so he could make something, and liked kicking back on the couch watching movies with Sam while eating copious amounts of popcorn.
Unfortunately, Dean didn't get the hint that you wanted him to leave you alone so he'd follow Sam and you, crack open a beer, and proceed to give a personal commentary on the movie the two of you were watching, occasionally throwing a look in your direction as if he was checking that you were listening to him. Weirder still was the fact that Dean would do that when Sam wasn't with you.
You noticed that sometimes, that no matter where you were in the bunker, Dean just happened to find himself in the same room. But that didn't mean he would speak, sometimes he would just be cleaning one of his guns or quietly reading through a dusty volume or writing something down in a notebook, but you swore sometimes you thought that Dean was looking at you. Each time you looked up though, he was looking down at whatever else it was he was doing.
It was those moments that made you think that things could be civil between the two of you, and then he'd get on your case for doing something he deemed "wrong" when you knew you did it right the first time as if you hadn't been a hunter as long as he had.
He probably does that because he doesn't trust me.
Dean grumbles something under his breath and turns his gaze back out the windshield, watching the wiper blades go back and forth over the glass, crossing his arms over his chest. Ben frowns and you know that he must have been able to hear whatever it was Dean said.
Why can't we all just get along for five minutes? Is that too much to ask?
"Alright I've got something." Sam says ending the uncomfortable silence in the car. "The World's Biggest Beer Can is in Northwood about ten miles ahead of us."
"Finally. At least someone is pulling their weight." Dean states before he hits the gas, the force throws you backwards into the seat.
Your gaze flicks up to the rearview mirror and notice that Dean is watching you again, but you turn away to Ben who smiles wide and pulls you back towards him for a kiss.
But deep down you can't help but wonder if Dean had been watching the two of you in his rearview mirror the whole time and why he cared so much.
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The building that Ben remembers is in fact, an abandoned school.
The roof sags inward allowing rainwater to pool in the front lobby over black and white checkered tiles, the lockers are rusted and thrown to the floor at odd angles making you worry about the possibility of tetanus, and there is an ungodly stench that you can only describe as old gym socks, axe body spray, and unwashed feet.
Ben's nose wrinkles where he stands beside you, and you're sure that no matter what your sense of smell is experiencing it's a million times worse for him.
You press your lips into a tight line, toeing around a puddle of something gray and sticky that you can't identify, but know for a fact you don't want it in your shoes. Your eyes squint into the looming darkness that grows the more you stare down the forgotten hallways.
Itâs always gotta be an old creepy building. Just once I want to get to investigate a donut shop or a burger joint or a Starbucks.
"Any of this looking familiar Captain Sexual Harassment?" Dean asks turning with his flashlight to point in Ben's face.
Ben shrugs and squints at the offending light. "I donât fucking know."
"Enlightening." Dean huffs out a breath. "Well, guess we can split up and-"
Thank God I won't have to listen to Dean mutter things under his breath and freak out.
"Fine." You interrupt. "Come on Ben." You start to walk down one of the dark hallways, but Dean slides in front of you to block your path.
"No way. You're not going with him." Dean waves his flashlight in Ben's face again and you can see the twitch on the corner of Dean's mouth to see how much he enjoys blinding him.
Why does he always have to act like such a child?
"Why?" You demand.
"Because as soon as Sam and I get out the picture, Grandpa over there is going to pull you aside and fuck you in one of the classrooms." Dean says it without blinking, but it makes you flush red in embarrassment and anger.
"No, he's not!"
"Yes, he is!"
Dean is so close that you can feel his warm breath on your face. His eyes are narrowed in anger, but you can see another emotion flick through them so quickly you think you imagined it. It was the same emotion that you thought you saw in the car, but you can't identify it, not yet.
Ben's hand comes down on Dean's shoulder, a wide smirk on his face. "Look kid, I get it. She's fucking hot and I know you think I'm trying to horn in on your action-"
"What the hell are you talking about?" Dean exclaims shaking off Ben's hand.
"You're jealous because she decided to be with a real man instead of you." Ben shrugs. His gaze travels up and down Dean as if appraising him before he shakes his head with a chuckle. "I can't blame her. Someone like you couldn't handle her.
"I could handle her just fine!" Dean snaps back his face flushing as he forces his chest against Ben's, who only smirks back.
What did he just say?
Your entire body goes stick straight in surprise and you turn your head to stare at Dean. In all the years that you'd known Dean he's never once said something like that to you.
Sure there was the night you metâŠ
You hadn't thought about it in years. You'd been back in town because Bobby had called asking you to help out some friends of his on a case and you'd stopped in to Ellen's bar to see Jo. Dean had come on to you and you'd splashed a beer in his face and also maybe pinned him down against the bar. It had been awkward the next day when you found out that Dean and Sam were the friends that Bobby wanted you to help out, but you pushed past all the weird feelings to help.
Dean had flirted with you that night and you will admit to yourself that you thought Dean was attractive before he opened his mouth, but since that night the two of you hadn't spoken about it. In fact, you were both perfectly happy pretending that it didn't happen.
Or so you thought.
Dean's dark green eyes flick to yours in realization. "That's not what I meant."
"Sure kid." Ben's smirk grows to Cheshire Cat proportions.
"Stop calling me that!"
The weird thing was, you'd seen Dean lose his temper, it always flared fast and hot broken up with sarcastic comments, but for some reason this felt different and you didn't understand why. It didn't feel like Dean just getting angry because Ben was getting under his skin, it felt like something else.
"Whoa!" You get between the two of them for the second time in an hour. "If you guys keep fighting like this I'm going to put you both in time out!"
"He started it!" Dean glares at Ben, who doesn't look the least bit upset.
"I donât care who started it! You're grown men and you're still acting like toddlers. I shouldn't have to separate you." You snap waving around your flashlight at Dean.
"How about this?" Sam sighs from where he stands a few feet away. "I'll go with Ben and the two of you can try not to shoot each other."
"Why can't I go with you?" You sigh to your friend.
"You want to leave them together? Alone?" Sam raises his eyebrow.
Not really.
Sam takes your silence rightfully as confirmation, because the both of you knew if you left Dean and Ben together it would probably be a Thunderdome situation or a reenactment of the WWE.
"Maybe we shouldn't split up." Dean says looking at his brother.
"You scared kid?" Ben smirks. " No wonder she decided to fuck me instead of you. Youâre acting like a little bitch."
"You son of a bitch-" Dean finally snaps and launches himself towards Ben, but your hand fists in the back of Dean's leather jacket to stop him from starting a fight that you know he won't win.
It wasn't that you thought Ben was a better fighter than Dean, it was that Ben had super strength and would have no qualms ripping Dean in half. And despite how much Dean annoyed you, you didn't want him to die. Sure he was a jerk, but he didn't deserve that after everything he'd been through, and Sam didn't need to bear witness to that.
"Fine." You say. "Ben please go with Sam."
Ben rolls his eyes and follows after Sam, leaving Dean and you standing in the lobby alone, the only sound the soft plop of water echoing down the empty hallway.
Great. Now I'm stuck with Dean in a creepy old building. It's a dream come true. The stuff of Disney movies.
"Why did you do that?" Dean snaps at you when Ben and Sam turn a corner out of sight.
"You should be thanking me! Ben would rip you in half without batting an eye!" You turn back towards the empty hallway and try to put as much distance as you can between Dean and you.
Distance is good, nice. It means that I can only partly hear his disapproval.
"You don't know that." Dean catches up with you, sweeping the path in front of you with his flashlight looking for holes in the floor.
"Yes, I do. I've seen him do it before."
By now you were aware that there was a chill in the air, it was unnatural, creeping down the hallway in a thin mist that made a shiver crawl down your spine. Dean must sense it too, because he pulls his gun at the same time you do.
That or he's doing it because he's about to go Rambo on Ben's ass.
Because that'll end wellâŠ
"If he rips people in half why do you like him so much?"
âHeâs not a bad person if thatâs what youâre getting at. Ben did it to save me.â You point your flashlight into one of the classrooms along the hallway noting the rotted desks tipped over onto the checkered floor. âHe wouldnât hurt me.â
Ben's world was filled with more than a few crazed individuals, and when you'd been in his universe Ben had stepped in when a supe threw themselves at you. Truthfully, even though Ben did what he did to protect you, watching him pull someone apart with his bare hands made you sick to your stomach. Given what you'd seen, that was saying something. But you knew that Ben wouldn't hurt you, he wasn't that kind of man, and you weren't afraid of him.
âYouâve known him for five days! How can you tell after five days?!â Dean nudges a cardboard box with his boot sending a family of cockroaches scuttling into the shadows.
"Because I can!" Your lip curves up in distaste at the appearance of the roaches and try not to imagine all the walls infested with the little bugs.
You didn't like roaches. Especially ones that all of a sudden developed the ability to fly in your presence as if it were a miracle.
The two of you continue to walk down the hallway, the sound of your footsteps masking the constant dripping noise that comes from the floor above.
Your temper was flaring all over again. You didn't think that you needed to explain any of this to him. Dean never felt the need to discuss his extensive history with women with you and you didn't feel the need to discuss the ins and outs of your and Ben's situation.
"Come on-" He begins to say, but you don't want to hear it.
"Dammit Dean just fucking drop it." You throw your shoulder against a door at the end of the hallway, putting everything you have into it and a little more. You were getting frustrated at Dean's continuous commentary on your life. "I donât want to talk about this anymore or listen to any of the ridiculous reasons why you think that it's any of your business who I sleep with."
âI think it is my business because you were about to reenact the scene from Titanic in the back of my car!â
âOh please. Iâm sure that youâve reenacted it billions of times back there. Mr. Saturday Night!â You roll your eyes hitting the door again with your shoulder.
âItâs my car!" Dean shouts, moving you out of the way in a surprisingly gentle way, before he savagely kicks down the door. "I can do whatever I damn well please!â
I wonder if Sam and Ben are having a better time than us. It wouldn't be difficult to.
The door opens with a snap under the force of Dean's kick depositing Dean and you into a large auditorium. The seats are a faded gray and the curtains that hang from the sides of the stage, once blood red, were more of a muddled pink stained with splotches of dark spots and filled with holes the size of the Impala.
Crawling vines and ferns have begun to tangle over the empty seats and over the floors, absorbing anything in their path. The wooden stage is dilapidated and caving in on itself, the boards jutting upwards instead of laying flat as they should in some places from years of water damage. The carpet beneath your feet is squishy and moth eaten, and each step sends another cloud of dust into the air making the room hazy and you cough into your elbow.
"Not to mention he's me!" Dean continues, tramping into the room behind you.
"How many times are you going to say that?" You pinch the bridge of your nose, trying your best to keep it together.
"As many times as I have to, to get the point into your thick skull!"
You whirl around and poke your finger into his chest. "You know what Winchester? You can take all your opinions and shove them right up your uptight ass!"
"The two of you don't get along at all. Odd given how you seem to get along with my fiancé." A bored voice says from somewhere behind you. "But it is a lot more entertaining than I thought it was going to be."
Dean and you both lock eyes and turn to look in the direction of the voice, but there's no one there.
"Um, did you hear-" Dean begins to ask.
"Yes I did." You reply clicking the safety off your pistol.
"Just checking."
"Though I will say, with the way today is going for you and if this is you having a psychotic break, I wouldn't be surprised that you're having auditory hallucinations."
"Shut up." Dean sighs.
"Hello?" You shout, looking around the empty auditorium for some answer, but it remains empty.
Dean snorts. "Now who's craz-"
"Hello?" The voice mocks in a nasally voice. "Wow you're pathetic. I don't understand what he sees in you."
"You call me pathetic, but you're the one hiding. So why don't you come out?" A chair from the front row plucks itself off the ground and hurls itself at your head. You duck and it sails into the aisle behind Dean and you.
"You're not even that pretty." The voice continues and you can imagine a pout on the end of its words like a petulant child who wishes to get their way.
This is so fucking weird.
"Thanks." You reply dryly. "I like to think I've got a great personality."
"You don't." Dean mutters, making you throw an elbow into his side.
A high pitched giggle echoes through the space making it impossible to identify where it came from, until finally a woman materializes on the stage. You blink your eyes to make sure that she's really there.
Her blonde hair falls over her shoulders in perfect ringlets, and she's wearing a bright pink fur trimmed dressing gown. The kind you'd see on an eccentric billionaire's trophy wife who spent most of her day drinking gin martinis poolside while being fanned by cabana boys or the kind that she'd be wearing when she heard of her husband's "untimely demise." There's a silver diamond crown perched on top of her head and she's smoking a cigarette from a long white cigarette holder, while she lounges back on a golden throne.
What. The. Fuck.
"Do you see her too?" You whisper to Dean out of the corner of your mouth.
"You mean Glinda the Good Witch the later years? Yeah I can." Dean replies looking just as confused as you do. "You thinking Gabriel?"
"I thought he was dead."
"He's pretended to be dead before." He shrugs.
"Fair enough. Any reason why he's making us see her?"
"Maybe your new boyfriend has a fetish."
"Hasn't anyone told you that it's rude to whisper?" The woman says, taking a drag from her cigarette.
"Sorry. Um. Who are you?" You ask.
"I don't speak to homewreckers." Her face contorts into a sneer. You watch her eyes shift from Dean to you. "But I'll answer for your friend. I'm Iris, Benjamin's Fiancé."
If pigs could fly right now an entire fleet of them would be taking flight around you. You tried to wrack your brain remembering a single time that Ben said that he had a fiancé or was in a relationship at all, and you can't find a single moment.
Well⊠today officially sucks.
"Wow. Nice." Dean looks at you with a scoff. "Real nice."
"Hey woah, I didn't know he had a fiancé." You hold up your free hand in surrender. "He never said anything about a-"
"Hey gorgeous. Did you find anything?" Ben says materializing behind Dean.
"You're engaged?" You shout.
"No?" Ben looks confused. "Who told you that?"
You point a thumb over your shoulder to Iris, who is still lounging on the stage completely in her element. She giggles and wiggles her fingers in a cute wave.
"Hey Benny Wenny, did you miss me?" Her lips curl up in a wide smile when she rises from the throne, her bright blue eyes crinkling around the edges. The air around her seems to sparkle, sending scattered light out into the broken seats.
Ben is still staring up at the woman, looking utterly confused.
"You know that freak?" Dean whispers to Ben who is now standing shoulder to shoulder with him.
"Fuck no."
"Well, congratulations Benny Wenny." Dean snorts. "Guess you're getting married."
"I am not-"
"And don't worry, of course I'll be your best man." Dean continues, holding back laughter.
"Shut the fuck up kid!" Ben snaps at Dean, before turning back to the woman on the stage. "Look baby, I don't know who you are but-" Ben begins to say to the woman, who only laughs.
She throws back her head, golden curls bouncing with the force of her body moving, laughing for an unnatural amount of time before she locks her blue eyes on Ben again.
âStop being silly. We met a few months ago at Legendâs party. We had a few drinks and then you came back to my apartment where we made love for hours-â Her cheeks blush. âIt was sooooo romantic. What I always dreamed about!â
âUm-â
âMy parents are so excited to meet you and my little sister said that sheâs so happy to have a big brother!â She giggles. âI even made us matching t-shirts to wear on our honeymoon and a scrap book of our children!" She holds up a magenta colored bedazzled photo album thatâs the size of a medium sized dog.
Wow she put a lot of work into that.
âChildren?â Ben stutters, his voice cracking on the end a little bit. It's the first time that you've ever seen him look afraid.
âWhat theyâll look like, where weâll vacation each year, where we'll live, where you'll work-â Her expression turns sour, eyes flashing a dark pink as she glares in your direction. âBut then you met that little whore who took you away from me and poisoned your mind.â She points a perfectly manicured pink nail at you. âSo I decided to bring you here so you could help me kill her.â
âIâm sorry rewind-â You say holding up a hand. âYou brought Ben here? How?"
"I found a website while I was looking at destination weddings." She shrugs.
"There are websites about traveling through different universes that show up in the search engine-" Dean begins to say.
"DON'T QUESTION ME!" The girl shrieks and the entire room begins to shake.
"And you wanted Ben to be here because?" You havenât lowered your gun. Frankly you had no idea what her powers were. She looked more like she would start tap dancing down the yellow brick road rather than start hurling chunks of the stage at you, but you needed a plan.
âBecause weâll get to share this moment together.â Iris sighs looking over at Ben again, who is just as shell-shocked as he was a moment ago.
âKilling me?â
Iris nods enthusiastically. âWe'll make love on top of your dead body and no one will come between us ever again!âÂ
Dean snorts under his breath and you elbow him again, trying not to think of the image.
Please let this be Gabriel messing around with me. Because if it's not my life is officially a joke.
The three of you stand there for a minute looking up at where she prances on the stage in mixed stages of disbelief.
And just as Iris takes a step forward, a sandbag falls on her head. She crumples to the floor like a sack of potatoes as Sam appears in the wings of the stage looking from her to where the three of you are watching.
"You guys okay?" He calls.
"Yeah." Ben shrugs. "Too bad about her though. She was hot."
He's kidding right?
"The crazies always are." Dean adds with a sigh, patting him on the back.
"I'm so happy the two of you are having this bonding moment, truly I am, but-" You begin to say, turning your back to the stage, but as soon as you do Sam goes flying across the room and into one of the fern plants.
"That was so uncool!" Iris squeals, hovering over the stage, her hands glowing an unnatural magenta color. "Ben and I are meant to be together, we're soulmates, perfect, fated, destined, and no one is going to stand in my way."
The entire room begins to tremble with the force of her anger, dust floats down from the ceiling as it begins to crack and crumble under her powers. You can feel the warmth of Ben's skin as he begins to power up the beam in his chest, burning through the air like a supernova.
There's a crackling sound that comes from above and you look up to see a giant piece of the ceiling falling in slow motion towards your body. Dean shouts your name, but he sounds far away, the sound ringing through the few seconds that you still have left before it crushes you.
But the hit doesn't come from above, it comes from the side.
Dean tackles you, just as the piano sized piece hits the ground where you had been standing a second ago, to the ground, cradling your head in his hands. Your bodies tumble into the moth eaten carpets as Ben explodes, the heat and power of the beam causing more of the room to fall around the two of you.
There's a terrible high pitched wail that's cut off abruptly mid scream and you don't need to be a genius to know what or rather who it was.
Dean covers your body with his and your hands come up under his arms to hold him tighter to you. You bury your face into the warmth of his coat where his throat and his shoulder meet with a whimper as everything around the two of you shudders and shakes. He doesn't pull away, his muscles tensing as he tightens his grip around you, his own face buried in your hair.
The room continues to shake and fall apart in the aftermath of the blast, dust and ash rising in clouds. But you canât see any of it, Dean's body is shielding you from the room as it crumbles around the two of you, tucking you further beneath him the longer it goes on, making it impossible for anyone or anything to hurt you.
You could feel something curling in the pit of your stomach the longer you laid there under him, an odd feeling that you'd tried to push down whenever you were around Dean, a warmth that begins to spread like wildfire through your body everywhere the two of you are touching. His body is warm and heavy, but it's not oppressive, it lays over you protective and unyielding in the wake of the destruction.
The smell of him invades your senses, a mix of gunmetal, leather, and a spicy scent that tickled your nose. You'd smelled Dean's shampoo before, when it wafted out of the bathroom as you walked down the hallway, imprinting itself in your mind. It was how the impala smelled, always like Dean, and with it brought a feeling of comfort that you'd never known before.
It was odd.
"Are you okay?" Dean whispers, and you can feel the rumble of his words through his chest where it's touching you, his hips laying in the cradle of your thighs. He pulls back to look at your face, the rough grate of his stubble catching your chin as he does so. His eyes are wide with worry and it's the first time that you'd ever seen him look at you that way.
Dust and ash caught in his hair in graying clumps, sticking to the shortened brownish gold strands, the ones that were just a little shorter than Ben's. You longed to run your fingers through, to feel if it was as soft as it looked.
"I think so." You murmur, not used to the weight of his body on top of yours, but you're also trying not to notice how a part of you liked it. "Are you okay?" Your fingertips trail against the smooth leather of his jacket, working up to the back of his head, feeling just the subtle brush of the hair at the nape of his neck.
You don't miss the soft sigh that rushes out of Dean's chest when you do that, fueling the fire that was spreading in the pit of your stomach.
What is happening?
"Yeah." Dean's fingers brush your hair from your face, so quickly that you think you missed it, but the burn of his skin over your cheeks is the only reminder. You gasp softly with the movement, confused as to why Dean was acting this way, why he was worried about you, and why you liked it. Your arms are still wrapped around his body, fingers curled into the back of his leather jacket, but Dean makes no move to get up, he continues to look at you.
You'd never seen Dean look at you like that, look at you as if he wished to understand you, as if he saw you. No one had ever looked at you that way in your entire life.
"Dean!" You hear Sam yell from somewhere, followed by your own name.
It jolts Dean out of wherever his mind is and he gets off of you, but he helps you to your feet, one of his warm calloused hands taking yours to pull you up before dropping it as if he didn't do it in the first place.
The room is destroyed. The roof has completely caved in allowing the rain to soak through the remaining seats of the auditorium and into the musty carpets. The stage no longer exists, all that remains is a black blob of what you're sure used to be Iris, and although a part of you feels bad about the turn of events, you can't help but feel a little relieved.
She was going to kill me. You think to avoid the wave of guilt that washes over you.
"Ding dong the witch is dead." Dean mutters under his breath, but it doesn't make you feel better.
Fires burn over the edges of the stage, small and controlled, but sending rivulets of smoke into the air. You knew it meant that the fire department would be here any minute and that's the last thing you wanted to explain. That and the body on the stage.
Ben stumbles to his feet a few steps away from Dean and you, pushing off a piece of roofing that must have landed on top of him. His suit is covered in dust and drywall, but he looks okay. He's got that far-away look in his eye he always does after he uses his power.
You step towards him to make sure he's okay, but Dean stands in your way.
"Are you out of your mind?" Dean snarls at Ben.
"What the fuck is your problem?" Ben snaps.
"You almost killed us! Almost killed her!" Dean gestures towards you.
"I fixed the problem." Ben rolls his eyes and glances to you, as if trying to reassure himself that you're okay. You knew that Ben might have wanted to only have a physical relationship with you, but you knew that he did care about you in his own way. "You okay sweetheart?" He pushes past Dean, gently touching your face, tilting it up to his. "Did you hit your head?"
"No. I'm okay." You smile tightly at him, but a part of you can still feel the ghost of Dean's fingertips trailing against your cheeks to push away your hair and feel the weight of his body over yours. "Are you okay?" You ask, noting the way his eyes still are a little unfocused.
"Course I am." Ben scoffs. "Takes a little more than a building to bring me down doll."
You nod, while Ben's hand still continues to rest on your chin, and just as he leans down for a kiss, you see Dean's face in the corner of your eye and finally you're able to identify the emotion reflected in his gaze. It's the same emotion that you saw in the car when he stared at you in the rearview mirror. It's the first time that you've ever seen Dean look at you that way in all the years you'd known him.
It's hurt that flashes behind the green eyes you knew so well, shifting to jealousy on around the darkened edges the longer he looks at Ben and you.
And when Ben's lips touch yours, you feel guilt begin to creep along your skin and extinguish the sparks you'd felt moments ago in the pit of your stomach.
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Uncle!Sukuna Part 3
Uncle!Sukuna who doesn't talk to you for another 2 weeks after leaving your house that morning. He isn't avoiding you, of course. He sees you, when you take Choso to school or when you leave to go to the store. He just doesn't have any reason to start a conversation with you. Some days, part of him wanted to talk to you even without a reason.
That's why when Yuji starts complaining about wanting to go see his new friends across the street, he only hesitates for a moment to give the 'brat' what he wants. You make him feel stuff he isn't used to feeling, and he isn't particularly thrilled about that. But he can deny all he wants, he wants to talk to you again. So for that reason, as well as him not wanting to seem like a coward for getting 'nervous' around a pretty woman, he take Yuji over to your house once more, this time in the day time.
Uncle!Sukuna who knocks on your door, politely, just as you're starting dinner. Because of that, Choso opens it. The blank expression on the kids face lights up when he sees Yuji, and Yuji lights up too. Sukuna doesn't even get a word in before Choso is pulling Yuji into the house, the younger boy happily following along.
Uncle!Sukuna who shakes his head, hiding his amusement with feigned annoyance. He lets himself in, shutting your front door as you peak around the corner to see who had arrived.
Uncle!Sukuna who ignores the feeling he gets in his chest when you smile at him, greeting him with a polite hello. He returns it with a nod before explaining that Yuji wanted to play with your son.
Uncle!Sukuna who is surprised, but internally pleased, when you invite him and Yuji to stay for dinner. He immediately says sure, not doing that whole 'i don't wanna intrude' bs. Food was food, but free food was better. Especially since he wasn't the best cook, meaning Yuji and him often ate take-out or very basic meals that got pretty boring after a little.
Uncle!Sukuna who follows you to your kitchen, making himself at home while you get back to it. He finds himself enjoying the moment, the small talk (which he usually hates), the questions about himself.
Uncle!Sukuna who doesn't complain when you ask him to fetch the boys once you're done cooking. He was a decent enough person to figure he could at least do that, considering he just sat there the whole time while you made the meal.
He finds them in Choso's room, barely knocking on the kids open door before he mumbles out 'dinner's ready.', walking away almost directly after. Even then, he still heard the sound of excitement from the boys as they realized they would get to share dinner together and play more. He's, thankfully, able to hide the amused smirk that takes over his lips before he joins you back in the kitchen.
Uncle!Sukuna who actually try's to make conversation throughout the dinner. He doesn't talk much, sure, but he does find himself enjoying getting to know you. He learns that you're the Vice principle of the nearby Elementary school, the same one Yuji will be starting soon. He learns that you've lived here since you had Choso (no mentions of his father or anything), that you volunteer twice a month at a local homeless shelter, and that you don't drink alcohol. He even asks Choso a few questions about himself, albeit awkwardly.
Uncle!Sukuna who helps you clean up after all the plates are cleared and the boys run off again, even when you insist he didn't need to. He doesn't even reply to your words, just silently collecting the dishes and taking them to your sink, starting to wash them.
It flusters you how natural he looks in your kitchen, doing something as basic and domestic as dishes.
Uncle!Sukuna who has to carry a knocked-out Yuji home after him and Choso had fallen asleep on your couch. He helps carry Choso to bed first, though, gaining a smile from you that makes his heart pump a little faster.
He might need to see a doctor about that.
Uncle!Sukuna who, the night before Yuji's first day at school, has a long night at work. he ends up sleeping through his alarm and being late to drop Yuji off. When he goes stomping into Yuji's room, only to find the boy already awake and ready, he figures the brat didn't wake him on purpose.
Uncle!Sukuna who rushes to get dressed and out the door, uncharacteristically panicked to get Yuji to school before he misses too much on his first day. On the ride over, he can't help but muse over how different Yuji has made him in such a short time. The old Sukuna wouldn't have given two shits about Yuji being late, hell he probably would have just let the kid skip all together. But now, this new version of himself, cared about Yuji's education, cared that he got along with other kids and made some friends, cared that he enjoyed it. Old Sukuna would have laughed in New Sukunas face at how he was acting.
Uncle!Sukuna who practically drags Yuji into the school building, having to check him in at the front office since he was tardy. He sees how the young woman at the front desk blushes when he arrives, fluttering her eyes at him in, what he assumes is, an attempt to be flirty.
Uncle!Sukuna who's attention immediately fixates on you when you walk into the office. In his panic to get Yuji here, he had forgotten you were the vice principle.
it had been about a week since the dinner, which was the last time he saw you. He didn't realize how much he had missed your pretty smile until he saw it again when you noticed him.
Uncle!Sukuna who huffs when Yuji breaks from his grip to run to you, hugging your legs tightly and giving you a large grin.
Uncle!Sukuna who wouldn't ever admit the feeling he gets when he sees you hug and greet Yuji back, with just as much excitement on your pretty face.
Uncle!Sukuna who doesn't get a chance to talk to you there in the morning, but does when it comes time for pick up. He gets there a little early (though would never admit why), and chats a bit while waiting for the release bell to ring. During the conversation, he subtly brings up carpooling together, saying that it might save gas, and ensure he actually woke up in time to get Yuji to school and stuff. He says it as if it was a sudden idea, and more for convenience then anything.
Uncle!Sukuna who will never tell you that he had actually been thinking about it all day, and only wanted to carpool with you in order to spend more time together.
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if you love me won't you let me know .á
plot: fratboy!choso who can't help but let his guard fall for you kinda.
content warning: angsty, softdom!choso (ofc), alcohol and drug use, black coded, intoxicated sex, crossfaded, dry humping, piv sex, fingering, handjob, cowgirl, missionary, oral mention m!recieving, degradation (reader is called a bitch, slut, and a whore) ;P
peachy's yap: wc 4.4k .á based off my chats with this c.ai bot and this choso fanart. this is a pt.1 so there WILL be a 2nd part whether you like it or not :3 ! and maybe even a third? pt. 2
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"c'mon y/n... you know we're not goin' in without you!" your best friend groaned as she stood with you by the car. you had agreed to drop your best friend and your extra friends off at this week's frat party. you didn't want to go knowing you were in for sweat, weed, and must.
"i'm not goin' in there, it probably stink," you said and your other friend rolled her eyes. really you were avoiding running into any of the frat guys. truth be told you were a sucker for em' and you knew if you went it was all over. and that's how you met him.
your friends promised they'd stay by your side the whole time. so how did you end up sitting on a dingy couch next to choso? who was drinking out of a red solo cup and a blunt perched behind his ear. he looked at you smiling at your awkward smile. you had no idea who this man was other than you'd seen him around campus once or twice.
"here alone?" he asked sitting the cup down on the table and you shake your head. you couldn't deny that he was very very good-looking. his hair in two buns short bangs in his face that he had to keep moving. his natural dark circles around the eyes gave him a tired and nonchalant look.
"nah my friends around here somewhere..." you tell him and he nods fixing his shirt that was practically begging for mercy around his large biceps.
the shirt wasn't long enough for his long torso, so every time he lifted his arms to fix his bangs his happy trail showed. his baggy jeans hung low on his waist displaying a part of his white boxers. he wore white air forces that tied the whole fit together. not only was he attractive, he could dress and that only pulled you in even more.
"you must like bein' alone?" choso questioned removing the blunt from his ear. he lit the blunt letting the smoke fill his lungs and looking you up and down.
"yeah, i was forced to come in here. i'd prefer to be asleep in my bed right now," you chuckled getting more comfortable in your seat. it was going to be a long night, might as well settle in.
"agreed..." he huffed out not only from releasing the smoke but from exhaustion. you raised a brow now interested in this mysterious-looking man.
"so why are you here... go home and sleep." you laughed looking at him as if it was common sense.
"this is my home... plus iâm on cleanin' duty." he smiled and your frown dropped, he... lived here? your eyes ran over him one last time before you noticed the wristband on his wrist. the exact same greek letters printed on the outside of this frat house were on his bracelet.
"you're in this frat?" you asked with a raised brow and he nodded with a laugh.
"that unbelievable?" he asked and you frowned looking him up and down. truthfully you took him for the emo type one of those guys who found frat life corny.
"now that you mention it... not really," you admitted thinking about how he wore the shirt. yes, most of the frat men had no shirts on and were screaming in the backyard of the house. you guessed that he wasn't a frat boy because he was quietly sitting here smoking.
"what's your name?" he asked looking at you with a glance and you smiled.
"y/n? and you're um..." you racked your brain for his name sure you've been told it.
"choso..." he laughs at your thinking face and you nod. "nice to meet you y/n." he smiles.
"nice to meet you too choso," you repeat back just as one of your extra friends flops down next to you sighing. she giggled hitting your leg and getting your attention (you definitely weren't staring at choso who talked to satoru while smoking his blunt). you turned away looking at her, her lip liner and gloss smudged an obvious sign she kissed someone.
"who did you kiss?" you asked furrowing your brows and she giggled. her and your three other friends were off their asses. your best friend seemed drunk too but not insanely drunk.
"m' not tellin' you." she slurred laughing knowing you'd tell her off. judging by her reaction you knew it was her ex and you laughed. ryomen stumbled in pink lip gloss covering his lips.
"you ashamed of me?" he slurred looking down at your friend who just giggled. the second hand embarrassment was kicking in and you grabbed her pulling her up.
"c'mon time to go," you said and all your other friends helped you carry her.
"i can get your number?" choso asked watching you walk away with your friend's arm thrown around your shoulder.
"maybe another time... gotta make sure my girls get home safely." you smile small and walk away carrying your friend who fell limp.
when you went home that night you thought about choso. something about him being in a frat made him even more attractive. after your shower and your night routine, you sat in your bed going to the frat's instagram. just your luck the most recent post was of choso, satoru, and suguru. you clicked on his tag opening up his instagram and your jaw dropped.
although he was a sweet and soft person from what it seemed like his instagram was full of thirst traps. every post except one he had his shirt off, two at the pool, and three dripping in sweat at a party. you were hypnotized by the dragon tattoo that ran down his ribcage and below the band of his sweats.
he had a tattoo on his pecks that moved down to his arm that looked as if his sleeve wasn't completely done. then there was the tattooed stripe across his nose that you didn't completely understand. honestly that added to the appeal it was different and even this far away you were eager to run your fingers over it. he was the exact opposite of what you expected, he was actually slutty and outgoing.
you and your friends sat around a table looking at your phone. they were fangirling over satoru while you couldn't stop staring at choso in every picture. you didn't make it obvious just watching them school and focusing on a specific pigtailed man.
"what're y'all lookin' at?" satoru asked trying to lean over the small huddle y'all had going on. you quickly cut the phone off seeing a lot of the frat here. aside from suguru satoru and choso, there were about 6 other guys.
"none of your business," you said looking away from gojo and diverting your eyes to choso. he stood at the back of the crowd quietly waving you over. you giddily stood up walking over to him enjoying the different style on him.
he wore a black sweatshirt and a beanie his hair was down and some was even in his face. his jeans were baggy with a chain hanging from his belt look. he finished the outfit with black timbs and the same chains from last night.
"hey," you smiled looking up at choso who sent a warm smile back to you. you couldn't get over the sheer beauty of this man.
"hey, what're you up to this weekend?" he asked and your brow raised shrugging. you were curious as to why he was asking. your mind ran through many different scenarios. he could be asking you out or he could be trying to get you in his bed. although both sounded good it didn't mean that's what you wanted from him.
"nothin' what's up?" you asked batting your lashes and looking up at the man who was insanely taller than you. something you weren't able to tell sitting on the couch with him last night.
"we're having an invite-only party. gojo was gonna invite you, but i wanted to personally invite you myself," he smirked down at you and that was the choso from the pictures. it scared you just a little how quickly he flipped from nice to fratboy choso.
"we'll be there." you give him a small smile before heading back to your friends. the fratboy clique made their exit as if they were in a romcom. it was a little corny for you but watching choso leave made a small frown come on your face.
"gojo invited us to the party, we know you don't want to go but can you just drop us off?" your friend asks and you laugh shaking your head.
"no, i'm going this time," you say and the group falls silent looking at you. the party yesterday was only the 5th party you have been to in your whole college experience. in all of your 4 years in college, you had never willingly gone to a party. all 5 you had gone to you were forced to attend by said friends who are shocked by your compliance.
"why?" your best friend asked, eyes squinting and examining your face. your face was hot thankfully your brown skin didn't make it obvious. you didn't want them to think you were only going because of choso. but you couldn't hold in your attraction you just had to tell your friends.
"well you know choso?" you say and they all nod.
"the emo one?" one of your friends frowned up in disgust and you shook your head vigorously.
"i mean emo looking yes, but he's a slut on insta," you say pulling out your phone and showing them his page. they ooo'd and awed at his socials where he obviously had no restraint. "he personally invited me to the party, i can't disappoint my man." you laugh looking down at your nails 'need to get those done' you thought to yourself. meanwhile one of your friends snatched the phone from your best friend and they accidentally clicked on the follow button.
"um, y/n..." she mumbled and your head whipped to look at your phone seeing the once blue bottom now gray saying 'following'. your glare became intense and you looked at your friends who averted your gaze.
"are you guys kiddin' me!" you yelp grabbing the phone to quickly unfollow him only to see a notification pop up saying 'chosoxkamo followed you back'. your friends' jaws were dropped looking up at you and you swallowed your spit hard.
"okay see that went well... no need to get angry." your best friend said as you breathed in and out. "woosah, woosah. see everything's... oh." she trailed off looking at the phone. not only did your friends accidentally follow him, but sometime while passing the phone back and forth they liked a photo of him from 2022... 3 years ago.
"so if i kill you all..." you said and they all jumped up trying to get you to calm down once again.
that day choso liked every one of your posts. even the latest one from 2020 which made you feel even better about the situation. he replied to your close friends story of you standing in your mirror in short shorts and a crop top. even flirted with you telling you that you couldn't even imagine the things he'd do to you.
you thought about it every day even though the conversation lasted all of 10 minutes on the first day he followed you. the week had passed and now you were pregaming. shots after shot and you were so drunk before you could even climb into your best friend's cousin's car.
you giggled waving to your friend to pass her wax pen taking a hit from it. you needed to be intoxicated you needed to be off your ass to even face choso. you had made up in your mind that you were going to give him what he wanted.
of course, you wanted it too, you wanted him to do those unimaginable things to you. you knew you wanted him this whole week so no matter what happened tonight you would have him.
the car stopped and you quickly got out of the car eager to go inside. as you walked in there were at least 60 to 70 people there. nothing compared to the almost 200 the first time you came. you stumbled around until you ran into gojo who you scoffed at.
"don't act like that with me... you've been so mean to me bunny." the nickname rolled off his tongue like honey which wasn't a surprise since he always used that same tone to say your name.
"i'm telling you these two have been so mean lately." geto grumbled arms wrapped around your best friend who squealed. they were always the cutest couple ever since your last year of middle school. you four grew up together a group of troublemakers really. even resorting to going to the same college to never break up the friend group.
"well gojo's been a little fuckboy since you guys got in this frat, haven't seen him since," you say arms crossed and he wrapped his arms around your shoulders hugging you tightly.
"no i haven't been a fuckboy i've only been fucking that one girl with the big ass." he smiled and you gasped trying to fight your way out of his grip. "someone's jealous," he whispered and you looked around not knowing who he was talking about.
he grabbed your jaw facing you to look directly at choso who was looking at the both of you. his brows pulled as he watched gojo arm wrap around your waist. he squeezed your cheeks making your lips squish into a pout.
"hey quit." you snap swatting his arm to get him to let go of you. gojo waves at choso and you look at choso giving him a shy wave. he got up from the barstool making his way over as gojo playfully pulled you towards the couch. it almost felt as if choso was chasing you as gojo's hand wrapped around your wrist.
as you got to the couch there was only one seat left. 4 couches and all 4 were full. some people were lapped up and others sat on the floor between other's legs.
gojo pulled up the same girl he spoke about earlier (the one he has been fucking for years and has yet to make it official) slipping under her and kissing her cheek. you felt uncomfortable standing in front of everyone who seemed to be looking at you. you felt someone walk up behind you and you turned seeing choso.
"you comfortable to sit on my lap?" he asked and you nodded shyly as he gripped your waist. your body was pulled into his as he sat you in his lap. you were stiff at first feeling more and more comfortable as his hand massaged your thigh. you sat sideways on his lap engaging in conversation. your friends giving you knowing glances although you looked comfortable.
inside you were a ticking time bomb. you needed choso really bad right now and your lower areas were getting hot. time passed and you were getting hotter and hotter thinking about all the nasty things the two of you could be doing in this position.
"i'm ready to leave..." you mumble to no one in particular. people were leaving and the party was getting drier by the minute. only one of your friends was left and she was waiting for you.
"i can take you home." choso offered and you hummed. you really wish you could leave with him but there was no way in hell you were leaving your girl behind.
"i'm not leaving without my friend," you said shaking your head not even contemplating the idea.
"you live in the same dorm building yeah? i'll take you both if she doesn't mind," he said and you shrugged one thing you noticed about your college self was that you didn't care who you were getting in the car with. if someone had a car and somebody knew them even a little you'd hop in.
you asked your friend if she was ready to leave and if she minded riding with choso. she said she didn't mind so the three of you left out of the frat house. you sat in the passenger of the car he played music so it wouldn't be as awkward.
choso kept trying to touch your thigh but you swatted it away. he was embarrassing you and your friend was in the back. you gave him a stern look that only lasted on your face for a little while as you laughed. he finally stopped trying as you pulled up to your dorm.
your friend left out thanking choso for the ride and you turned to look at him. it was your only chance to ask, not really but you'd never be as bold as you are right now. never again in your life would you have the guts to say what you just did.
"want to stay the night?" you asked his eyes widened at your suggestion not expecting that. he nodded as you both left out of the car and went upstairs to your dorm. luckily you had the dorm to yourself since your cousin was at the frat house with geto.
choso took off his jeans and shirt leaving him only in a wife beater and basketball shorts. you had changed into your pajama set that left little to the imagination. you turned on the tv before setting the remote next to the bed. once again liqour courage clouded your better judgment as you climbed onto the bed straddling his waist.
"you're bold tonight." choso said as you smirked at him. not much else was said as you shrugged slowly leaning into choso. he got the hint and met your lips with his. the kiss was rushed and sloppy your tongues sliding along each other as you kissed nastily.
your hands wrapped around his neck as you played in his hair. his right hand found solace on your ass cheek and his left arm wrapped around your waist. your hips ground into his, your clothed clit rubbing against his clothed dick.
"wanna fuck that pussy so bad," he grunted helping your hips move faster. the friction giving the both of you immense pleasure. "fuck this shit." he huffed lifting you and moving you next to him so he could pull down his shorts and boxers in one go.
you didn't think choso would be big and he wasn't huge. a solid 7 and a half inches but he was so girthy your hands almost didn't fit around him. you jerked him as his hips bucked in your hands. you moved your hands slowly and sensually as choso let out a guttural sound at the feeling.
choso head was leaned back as he looked at you with half-lidded eyes. he watched your legs rub together as you got needier and needier. to quench your thirst he reached out yanking your tiny shorts down and moving your thong to the side.
"wet all for me?" he asked and you nodded whining as his fingers swirled around your clit. you hips rocking against his hand forgetting all about giving him a handjob. "keep going mama you can't be the only one gettin' something here." he tells you and you listen without hesitation going back to stroking him.
he slipped two fingers into your drenched pussy not giving you time to process. he finger fucked you quickly watching your body fall forward at the feeling. you were moaning uncontrollably trying to keep up the pace for choso but you couldn't.
"ch...choso i c...can't." you moaned your words being broken up by your moans and jagged pants.
"can't what?" he asked grabbing your neck and pulling your face closer to his. you were forehead to forehead as your hips rolled against his hands. he pecked your lips looking into your eyes and he smiled at your eyes rolling back in your head. "can't wait for me to stretch that pussy?"
"mmmmmhm." you hummed now riding his fingers and choso laughed at how needy you are.
"you want to ride my cock? huh, you needy bitch?" he said and the dirty talk flying from his mouth only turned you on more. usually, if a man called you a bitch it was wraps but something about it coming from his mouth made it okay. you reached into your nightstand grabbing a condom.
"why do you have that?" he looked at you and you shrugged.
"health center meeting." you smiled sheepishly and choso snorted at your shy smile.
he grabbed your wrist taking the condom from you and tearing it open. he handed it back to you letting you roll it on. you watched how intensely you looked down at what you were doing as if it was an exact science.
"c'mere," he said moving you back to straddling his waist your essence dripping on his lap. choso wasted no time grabbing your hips and sliding you down onto him. the stretch was immaculate as pleasure coursed through your body. his head instinctively thrown back as the warmth and grip overwhelmed him.
"ughh w...wait." you moaned out stopping before he was all the way in. this position already made him feel deep in you but his thickness was overwhelming.
"i'm almost all the way in just let me... fuck." he grunted as you sat all the way down on him. you ground your hips into his enjoying the friction but choso was too eager. he pulled your shirt down and your breast fell out in his face. once you felt ready you planted your feet next to him and began to bounce.
moans and groans flew around the room as the two of you basked in each other. he grabbed one of your breasts taking it into his mouth. tongue swirling around your nipple biting lightly enough to make your body flinch at the pinch.
even though your pace never faltered and choso loved every minute of it. eventually, your legs were getting tired and choso felt like he was getting bitched. he didn't mind not being in control but he was getting tired of it, and fast.
without warning he flipped you too over and your legs wrapped around his waist. his eyebrows knitted together as he felt your cunt clench around him. you unlocked your ankles allowing him to begin his assault on your cervix.
"you like that huh? being fucked like a slut." he groaned as you screamed out pushing his hips. the feeling was too much and you were coming up on your climax quickly. "yeah... you're such whore aren't you?"
"mhmm." you hum not even paying attention to his words. not because you didn't want to but because you were so cock drunk you couldn't even think. your walls were tightening around him the dirty talking making it worse.
choso pounded into you, your twin xl banging against the wall. you knew someone would be complaining in the dorm group chat. but right now you're in bliss loving the way choso was fucking you to your climax.
"shit mama i'm close. you gonna cum with me?" he asked as he quickened his pace knowing you were getting closer and closer.
"fuckk yes yes... wan' cum with you," you babbled as each stroke fucked every thought out of your brain.
"such a good girl... cum with me." you both moaned as you came together. he stilled inside as you tried to catch your breath. he pulled out taking the condom off as you lay there. he got up to throw away the condom and clean you off.
there wasn't much that happened after that honestly. once you both got cleaned up you put your clothing back on. not one word was exchanged after that. the air was thick and it was very awkward.
you started to regret it, you had known him for only a week. how could you. a frat boy at that he'd never take you seriously. but he came back to bed and laid next to you. wrapping his arms around your shoulder and pulling you into his chest. the only thing that was said between the two of you was 'good night'.
the next day when you woke up you expected to be wrapped in choso's arms. only to feel nothing wrapped around you and your bed was empty. no note, no chain left, no text on insta, and no indication that he was ever really here. it was almost as if he was just a figment of your imagination.
you had to go about your day so you got up. got ready for class and made your way to campus. you kept checking your phone hoping for a text from him something to let you know he still fucked with you. but as the day went on you were feeling sick in your stomach. there was no way this was happening.
you sighed as you walked into the library looking for a book you needed for your class. as you were looking for the book you spotted two pigtails knowing who it was.
"choso?" you asked rounding the corner only for him to look up at you. he blinked a couple of times and looked back down at the book he was holding. he walked down another aisle and you followed him there. "what the fuck is your problem?" you asked stressed about the whole situation.
"do i know you?" he asked and your jaw dropped in shock... no way he was acting like that.
"you can't be serious." you laughed looking at him as he still avoided your eye contact. he huffed running his hand down his face.
"you can't take a hint can you?" he shook his head closing the book and finally looking at you. "it was a one-night thing, don't get your feelings wrapped in it."
"you're a bitch, you have to act like a player because this is the first time you got pussy for real," you whisper yelled throwing the book at his chest. walking out of the library... that might have been the cringiest thing you've done. and you cussed yourself in your head, you actually needed that book for class tomorrow.
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