#Not Quite Home in Darkness
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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force
#ultrakill#v1#v1cked#<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it#v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe#in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them#idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance#a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all#terminals do really only talk to machines#but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look#ok im done#gen art
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he is SO smitten for durge, iâm sick. they make me so unwell /pos
(the fact gortash never stops making this face for basically the entirety of the coronation scene if durge is the Only one there)
#second image too is quite literally a durge pov#he walks down the aisle and suddenly he feels like heâs finally found home#bg3#baldurâs gate 3#enver gortash#the dark urge#durge#durgetash#dark urge x gortash#bg3 photomode#my bg3 photos
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Something about Dumbledore being so hard on Snape
Dumbledore being scornful of Snape even when Snape was on his knees
Dumbledore emphasising that Snape made a mistake and must pay for it
Dumbledore who kept reminding Snape of his mistake even when he was grieving Lily
Dumbledore who didn't just let Snape change sides, he needed Snape to change his heart
Dumbledore who made the same mistakes as Snape and has been living in guilt ever since
Dumbledore who realised Snape was following in his footsteps
Dumbledore who may have started out thinking of Snape as cowardly or selfish but soon grew to trust him
Dumbledore who gave Snape half truths because if worst came to worst then Voldemort would have all the information right on his arm
Dumbledore who trusted Snape enough to not lie to him about the fact that he wasn't telling him everything even though he knew Snape resented it
Dumbledore who trusted Snape so much he knew that even if Snape resented him he would not betray him
Dumbledore who left everything he worked for in Snape's hands knowing it would be safe
Dumbledore who asked Snape to be the one to kill him, not just to save Draco's soul but for his own sake
Dumbledore who chose to die but only at the hands of someone he had grown to love
Dumbledore who once saw Snape as a desperate selfish boy that disgusted him
Dumbledore who made Snape his heir
Dumbledore who made Snape his.
#these two just make me so incredibly feral#while snape was a mirror of tom and harry he was also a mirror of dumbledore#not just a mirror but an echo#a following#he followed dumbledore's footsteps#and dumbledore must have seen this. seen snape and seen himself#dumbledore never quite forgave himself for his mistakes and thats probably why he was so harsh on snape#because he was angry at himself and that anger passed down to the one who followed his footsteps#the one who inherited everything from him#the two are literally father and son like their story is woven like that of a father and son#from snape following dumbledores footsteps in going to the dark and accidentally indirectly killing the one he loved#to his returning home like an estranged son begging his father for help#to their dynamic of a stern father and a son who has too much expected of him yet rises to meet that expectation#severus snape#albus dumbledore#pro snape#pro albus dumbledore#also that line âsnape was Dumbledore'sâ#do you understand how much that makes me feral?#he was Dumbledore's. just that. Dumbledore's.#he wasn't his son as such but more than just his spy teacher even more than his friend#and the way harry was Dumbledore's man so fiercely loyal and trusting and how he saw dumbledore as his protector and father figure#and how Dumbledore loved him despite trying hard not to#that line âsnape was Dumbledore'sâ echos harry and Dumbledore's dynamic#Snape was Dumbledore's. what exactly was he of Dumbledore's doesnt matter because you cant define it#just that he was Dumbledore's
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now that im writing this it's occuring that i don't think this was ever actually mentioned or implied in game but the idea of the service weapon following the director around has been in my head rent free for a few days
#not quite literally following just kind of subtle-like. like shut it in a desk drawer lock your office for the evening and by the time youre#out of the building it's back in your pocket#get startled awake in the middle of the night and sit up sharply to find it already in your hand#even though the last place you left it was across the room#obviously you cant give it to someone else to hold so that just makes it easier#the shapeshifting would help too. maybe it's just a pocket knife for a little while maybe a butcher knife at home#hmm.. multitool service weapon...#be a real pain in airport security but the director probably has private transport either way#ANYONE ELSE THINKING ABOUT THIS. SPEAK TO ME. IT'S SO DARK IN HERE#control#control remedy#control game#original
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Sheâs the reason why I started drawing in the first placeđđ¤
#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#batim fanart#batim alice angel#alice angel#I first got into the fandom when I was 12 and honestly thought she was so cool#I drew her at school for the first time#went home and doodled her more#could never quite get her design down right#lost track of the fandom but she was still my favorite#even after 6 years sheâs still the reason I started drawing in the first place#without her I wouldnât have started drawing and you guys wouldnât be able to support me#thank you batim and everyone one of my followers and viewers#illustration#myart#digital art#fanart#batim art#batim#alice angel fanart#aesthetic
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Oh mother, tell your children Not to do what I have done Spend your lives in sin and misery In the house of The Rising Sun
#okay but can we agree? House of the rising sun? beautiful amazing incredible timeless masterpiece? yeah?#all i want is to put on a cute 70s dress with the bell sleeves and some gogo boots and get my hair all pretty with the flip curls#and go to one of those really cool and dark and lowkey shady bars you see on the movies. with a pool table and a jukebox#hard-looking bartender with an impressive mustache named Mitch or Hank#and go up to the bar and he'd be like âwhatya having doll?â âoh. anything sweet pleaseâ#and he hands me some soda-gin or whatever with a lemon slice. and the guy next to me notices my drink and is like#âhey Mitch. give the lady something nicer eh? maker a double from the back shelf. extra iceâ#âi'm fine with this actually. i don't drink whiskeyâ âtonight you do sweetheartâ#and he's wearing some really nice jeans and boots and a dark shirt and a leather jacket. dark hair but has some freckles. charming smile.#âwhat is a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this? i think them church youths go bowling next doorâ#âi am not lost. can't a girl enjoy some musicâ âdoes the boyfriend know?â âi answer to no oneâ#and he takes a long drag of his cigarette and chuckles. Mitch brings my new drink as gives him a look before drafting some beer#âso. the pretty lady likes a little danger eh?â âthe lady has a nameâ .#i take a sip of the whiskey and try real hard not to cough. he thinks it's funny. i think he's a little cute#âdoes she now? and does the lady dance by any chanceâ and he's standing up quite tall and offers me a hand âshe doesâ#and we go to the dance floor near the jukebox where quite a lot of people are dancing and eventually this song starts playing#and he kisses me surprisingly gentle and tastes like menthol cigarettes and hard liquors and I'm definitely a bit dizzy from the drink#he probably has a cute name like Daniel (Danny is what everyone calls him)#and maybe he has a bike or a really nice convertible. obviously red. je offers to take me home but we're just driving for a bit instead#âdidn't you daddy taught not to get into stranger's cars?â âmy daddy also taught me not to kiss pretty boys and yetâ#âso you think i'm pretty?â âpretty enoughâ#and we laugh to the wind and the radio is on and this song starts playing again and it's a perfect moment#anyways. great song great band đ#darya's mixtape#Spotify
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Jealousy, jealousy,Â
patron saint of mediocrity,Â
watching with scornful eyesÂ
as the blessed rise above.Â
Music trills the soul, anguish,Â
dappled in poisoned notesÂ
splattered upon forgotten pages,Â
begging God for mercy.Â
He never listens,Â
now rejected as bloodshedÂ
spills along the parchment of woe,Â
a requiem of unrecognized talents.Â
#poetry#spilled ink#I wrote this because I've been consumed by jealousy and hatred#mental breakdowns are quite common for me#technically this counts as inspired by#amadeus 1984#antonio salieri#I'm starting to really relate to him now#My best friend is Mozart#has everything I wish I had#no one ever remembers me#nor even cares#My friend goes off with her friends and likely future boyfriend#while I rot at home bullied by my sibling and having dark thoughts while locking myself in the bathroom
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It sucks when you learn something new which might be the answer to a question you've had for a while but you don't even know where to start to see if it really is the answer.
#liv won't shut up#the context: i am a white & from the us. but i have dark hair eyes & skin. dark enough skin that i get asked a lot if i'm latina. usually#latina (which i think matches my appearance the most) but i've gotten native american pakistani (okay that one makes no sense but whatever)#& a few others. thing is i know a lot of my family history. my family has been in the us for quite a few generations but before that my#ancestors were from england & scandinavia mainly though due to history i can assume i have french & german ancestry as well. & um these#countries arent known for dark complexions. so then ppl are always surprised. convo usually goes like this#person: where are you from?#me: the us#person: & your parents? what is your ancestry?#me: my family has been here for generations but before that they were from england & scandinavia mainly.#person: really? because you don't look like it. you look latina. where did your complexion come from?#me: idk how would i know?#well i recently learned about a group in scandinavia called the sami. they're originally from siberia but many moved to scandinavia#centuries ago. & they have darker complexions. so now i'm wondering if at some point i had ancestors that were sami from scandinavia#& if there genes just kept getting passed down until me#but man i do not have the time to figure that out#like i dont *need* to know i'll be fine. but i've always been curious & it would give me an answer to tell ppl that ask#also btw it isnt just white americans asking if i'm poc. lots of poc ask too. i'm working at a mexican restaurant & i get asked all the tim#there if i'm latina bc âi look like everyone else thereâ#but it would be nice to have an answer besides âidkâ when someone asks why i have my complexion#at least i know what line it comes from. my dad & grandpa look like me too#& also got asked a lot if they were latino. even more than me. my grandpa is from southern arizona. we have a white american as heck last#name so everyone thought his dad was american & his mom mexican (nope). then he moved when he married my grandma to my grandmas#home town so then all of them saw this guy from arizona moving in with darker skin & also assumed he was at the least biracial.#then ppl thought my dad was biracial too bc he's the son of the random arizonan with darker skin#so i know wherever i got this gene comes from came via my grandpa
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Headcanon: when the older Clarke kids were young, the Lambert house wasn't a historical preservation, it was just that really old dilapidated house nearby that the kids used to play in (because irresponsible midcentury parents gonna be irresponsible midcentury parents. James probably gave the walls a few kicks and declared it safe). They used to catch fireflies in the yard.
#headcanons#the clarke family#tanya clarke#dennis clarke#anthony clarke#the lambert house#the dark pictures anthology#little hope#but wait *climbs on soapbox*#while im on the subject i may as well point out that the house where amy was arrested doesnt quite look like the house where abraham#visited joseph#going by what we see of the interiors and to a lesser extent the windows (lesser the windows because they could get replaced)#but i cant assume that they were really intended to be different homes so its whatever#ok cool dont be surprised if this topic comes up again *dismounts soapbox*
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dark has a hard, absolutely not rule when it comes to underage vices of any sort, but i've gotta say given his and daisuke's shared sweet tooth people could way too easily mistake him having a lollipop for smoking :/
#smoking ment /#*シďžâ° đđđ đđ
đđđđđ. ⹠⌠⺠OUT.#jwehawuhawgjigjkj all the delinquent/gangster muses going out for a smoke break#dai's either the way of the househusband page going 'ive never smoked in my life' or dark just takes out a lollipop and pops it in his mout#i should say that kosuke (dai's dad) USED to smoke!!#he's shown canonically smoking in very old photos but never does it at home. so i presume he quit around emiko's pregnancy#for daisuke's sake#which is ooahawuhagh always so dutiful to me....#anyways#i still think kosuke can smoke away from daisuke; that smell of smoke from his father#tea and alcohol from his grandfather#they're both very nostalgic to dai in a way#if anybody tries to goad dark for something like a drink too he's only ever going to get a mocktail#his typical is a cinderella. u only get one guess why
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6.5hr in the car was rough. But I'm all bundled in my beddie bye and I have the box fan going (so glad I thought to bring it) and the view outside the cabin is beautiful and I'm going ziplining tomorrow morning
It is time to sleep bundled like a rat in its bedding and then have a wonderful day tomorrow
#speculation nation#the rat comparison is quite apt because i bunched the blanket all up and set the pillows around me#bc it's a king size bed and i usually sleep on a twin and i felt like a small prey animal out on a slab#easy pickings for the great predators.#theres also a mirror facing the bed and it's kind of stressing me out (bc im scared of mirrors in the dark)#but im being SoBrave and sleeping in the total dark so i dont have to see it (and thus it doesnt exist)#(i dont use a nightlight at home but i do have a digital clock that's pretty bright so it's effectively a nightlight#& ive realized total darkness is a bit unsettling when im used to Some illumination. mostly bc i cant fuckin SEE)#so me with my normal twin size mattess pressed against the wall + elevated into the air (bc top bunk of bunk bed)#PLUS side railings. i really do sleep in a fuckin rectangle huh.#but here i am on a square with a big room all around me and no wall pressed to either side of the bed.#see im a little prey animal on a slab. but it's ok i made a burrow into the slab. so i am safe actually.#it's actually pretty damn comfortable. tho i really should sleep so im not too tired in the morning.#in general if im absent over this next week just assume im doing mountain things. đ
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Baron's Haven pt.1
Mina Novak's Room





Felicia Aguilar's Room




#couple of environment shots while I look for Demetria's VA claim#Let's see how the Haven is when the ladies are out for the night#wanted a contrast between both rooms; Mina's is warmâ homeyâ and has clear separation from her sleeping area & desk#she's filled her room with plants from the greenhouse and is using them to build terrariums#she has ignored college work on her desk#her bed is messy but clearly lived in and enjoyedâ with random shit packed away underneath(probably as an old DS stored in there).#Her walls are painted and decorated with photosâ but it looks like she's updating it regularlyâ so everything is held up by tape.#you can tell the room had a lot of effort put in to create an environment that felt safe for Mina#And on the opposite side of the coinâ you have Felicia's room. Dark and moody with an unfinished industrial edge.#There's no separation from the busyness of the room; everything has to be near her headâ nothing out of sightâ It's safer that way.#Her bed looks hardly lived inâ saved for a stray blanket; like the bed she acquired for herself isn't really for her subconsciously.#And can't bear the thought of ruining it with her bodyâ thus sleeps around the decorative pillows#there's a lack of personal novelties besides various CDs n' records that pair with the sound system in the room#vices from life that she can no longer indulge litter the wallsâ cigarettes pile up on the nightstand;#And there's artbooks that younger her could've only dreamed of owning#on the right nightstandâ there's two terrariums from Mina. The only other life in the room besides the fishtank;#i'm rambling#vtm ocs#I honestly find the idea of Mina finding the loft Felicia bought without much thought scary as a kidâ and Felicia doing everything possible#to circumvent that feelingâ quite funny#Felicia: I've lived in various slum houses and pack dens for agesâ I can deal with industrial grit#Mina: I'm scared#*Felicia immediately finds herself in a Home Depot looking at paint swatches for an 8-year-old*#It's also funnier when you realize Mina's aesthetics go against Felicia's and makes the Toreador's Bane act up.#I'm rambling even more now
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nothing more than telling the truth.
#mianite#is this andor? yes.#is this dark jordan? also yes.#they are. they can be so similar.#ianitees and rage and final straws and fraying patience. ianitees and love and devotion and care.#ianitees and what it means to be loving and devoted and caring with vengeance as the cause and effect alike.#ianitees and being backed into corners and being alone. but never quite.#retirement home posting
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LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO
#i forgot how difficult it is to print out digital art nicely djdkdl#it did take me three tries... after i ran the printer thru its cleaning cycle twice dbhddkl#so much printer ink. ALAS. i have quite a bit from a couple yrs ago and idk how long it lasts so like... i probably should use it up anyway#but shfjdld hopefully i can figure out the settings a little faster next time LORD. everything just came out way too dark#it still is darker and not as vivid as I'd like but ... i think this is as good as it gets for a home job fjfkdl#I AM PLEASED NONETHELESS!#i can add Guz to my secret wall of fandom dhdjdl i have mk up there and my paper mache dca masks already#its abt time i got my mans up there too fjfkdl#(i say secret wall bc it is hidden away from where anyone in the house can see it fjfkdl i have a curtain blocking it LMAO)#maybe one day if im able to i will have these printed out all niceys but fjfkdl for now this is what i will be pleased with :]#dandy.cmd
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TNW, I need to ask you something. It's been on my mind for weeks. I've been losing sleep over it. Please, tell me: Do you ship Wally with his house?

#anonymous#ask#welcome home#wally darling#home#serious answer: in the sense that i think they're /good/ for each other? Absolutely Not.#BUT. in the sense that i think they're on some old school gothic novel shit and yet come across as very Genuine and i find that compelling?#well - [begins sprinting away]#but even then i don't think it can be defined in purely romantic terms. if it can be defined by any terms at all#for home is All Encompassing you see#and wally's arms are wide open#dark queerplatonicism. worshipper and worshipped. some weird gay thing that is almost but not quite romance.#whatever you wanna call it. those are the best ways i can articulate what their whole deal looks like in my head i think#now depending on how things shake out this ask could age very well or VERY BADLY. and in that event i am willing to eat my words#but for now you get this. i am so sorry
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i saw this video on instagram and i wanted to tell you i love your tan skin so much itâs so pretty baby my pretty baby mi amor
AND WHAT IF I CRY HUH ?????
#do u know#that its practically THE beauty standard here to be light skinned ???#i quite LITERALLY grew up being told âoh ur skin looks lighterâ as a compliment#ppl used to tell me (n still do) stuff like âoh tachi ur skin looks tanner than beforeâ in such a weirdly regretful-ish tone like it was BA#n like my family rlly likes going to the beach n i used to ONLY wear longsleeves n leggings or basically anything to cover#bcuz i didnt wanna get tanned ???#most of my relatives r light skinned cuz they use so many whitening creams/lotions/products ??#n i always refused to use them bcuz the whitening soaps didnt smell as good as normal soap n it made my skin feel dry#n all the celebrities n my friends n everyone used to just *dream* of being light skinned n it was so weird#ive heard ppl say âshame she'd be so pretty if she wasnt dark skinnedâ like ?!??!#that was so fucked up n im glad im comfy in my own skin now#and ofc comments like that dont affect me know#n i do genuinely think morena/brown skin girls r beautiful#bcuz ik its only a product of like Filipino mentality or just asian beauty standards in general#but yk i nvr rlly expected u to like ???? yk#idk it feels good#it feels nice#idk i just love u n u hit a lil close to home n i love u yk ??#but yeah#i love u mahal <33#thankyu for that :))#tfshouldianswer
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