#No literally if that happens I swear I’m not gonna recover😭

[bkdk-prophet]

If Izuku sees and addresses the scars Katsuki took for him when they eventually talk post-war what do we do

[localfanbaselurker]

First time watching Voltron: Legendary Defender and documenting my thoughts

This is Season 4

S1-2 | S3 | S5 | S6 | S7 | S8 |

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<this one is going to be shorter, as I have only recently finished this season, and the grief is still fresh (lol), so the thoughts are only just starting to simmer. strap your asses in>

Pre-Season 4 Thoughts

-> Keith joining the blades is going to be a huge plot device, I feel

-> PLEASE for the love of CHRIST let that poor little girl find her brother and father. If they are dead dreamworks better be ready to catch these hands

->I’ve heard people claim this is the “last good season”, but i stay strong 💪 and will watch till the end

->wouldn’t the paladin switch not make sense now? Cus shiro is back as the black paladin and it makes no sense for Lance to be red like it originally had? If anything, he should’ve gone back to blue, and Allura to red, because Allura is very accepting/encouraging of shiro’s role as leader. I guess they didn’t wanna do it all over again. But I digress 🤷‍♀️

->im gonna miss my Pookie (🤍❤️🤍)

Post-S4

->do they do this every two seasons?? Have an epic battle where they have a big preparation and say it’ll 100% end the war but it doesn’t and something crazy happens after they win and it sets up the next season??

->FUCK YEAH PIDGE GOT HER BROTHER BACK IM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP 💪💪🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️🙏🙏🙏🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

->^genuinely cried so hard during this scene. would’ve cried more if I wasn’t recovering from the initial shock.

->^cried during this one too, but it was happy tears. I could actually just do a whole reaction post to this episode alone. (if you want me to js say so in the rbs/replies)

->the callback to s1! “color-coded of course, because what are we? animals?” AHHH! I’m going insane I love these siblings sooooo much

->okay I’ll stop gushing over them now

->^only valid reaction to meeting Allura. Homegirl is beauty incarnate

->I LIED. im not sorry im never shutting up about them. SHE SHOWS HIM AROUND THE CASTLE AND TELLS HIM EVERYTHING AND EVERY DETAIL AND SHES SO EXCITED CUS SHE JUST GOT HER BRO BACK AND IS JUST RAMBLING ABOUT HER NEW HOME AND ALL THE COOL STUFF SHES BEEN DOING AND HES JUST LISTENING AND IS SUPER EXCITED WITH HER AND ITS SOOOO AMAZING AND ADORABLE AND I COULD DIE

->AND THEN HE TELLS HER HOW THEIR DAD WOULD BE SO PROUD IM DYING IM LITERALLY DEAD STOP.

->AND AND AND THEY WERE ALL WORKING TOGETHER W HUNK TO MAKE THE GALRA TRACKER THING AND THEY WERE BEING SO COOL WITH EACH OTHER AND BEING NERDS TOGETHER AND AND AND AJEUWNDUWJEBEURBDGWUDKAODHD

->okay. ive calmed down. i am normal and can be trusted to simply watch a show.

->^Get his ass, Zarkon. I needed his smug ass to be humbled so bad. Only time I will agree w Zarkon fr.

->i do NOT like Lotor. Can you guys tell already??

->THE SCENE WHERE THEY TRIED TO GET MILKSHAKES AND WERE SHOCKED TO FIND OUT THAT YOU NEED TO MILK A COW STOP.✋ 😭. My high-score on the giggle-meter went up by 300%

->bro I SWEAR shiro looks different. there’s just something about him. the hair gets a pass cus how good of a haircut can you give yourself in space, yk? but that nose scar is definitely a different shade #notmyrodrickshiro

->THE VOLTRON SHOW.

->^Just. That entire episode. It’s getting a whole post actually I need to yap about it.

->^her armor is colored in a way which makes it look both pink and red while making it look like a trick of the light in a way to symbolize that she is acting as keith yet while being a paladin herself and that being unknown in the public eye and showing how they have to cover that up, any suspicion being thrown as a trick of the light. Oh vld animators ily 🫶

->on another note tho why do they always draw lance and shiro to have 30 pounds of ass. what.

->loved when those lesbians decided to take down lotor. Queen shit 💋 we stan 🙇‍♀️🙏

->Lotor is so stupid and pathetic and annoyingly smug and sus and admiral-zhao-y and I hate him but he’s SOOO FREAKING HOT and I can’t hate him completely because he’s so attractive but that just makes me wanna hate him more. He’s a walking red flag but the flag is heart-shaped and honestly idk what to do w that.

->^WHAT. stop. honestly that’s the real reason he was banned from the empire my ass would not want that fucking FREAK within a 30 light year radius of me either

-> while s3 was the klance season, s4 is apparently the allurance season, they have a lot of sweet moments. (granted all started by lance but still, you can almost see allura swooning)

->^pookie. what are you doing… pookie.. no. stop. i don’t like where this is going…

->^POOKIE NO. STOP. ✋ STOP. SAY SIKE RN.

->^oh thank fuck for Lotor.

->^^wait what. why Lotor.

->^^^heartbreaking: worst person you know doesn’t something good for once.

->he definitely wants something out of this. I don’t trust him.

These are thoughts I’ve had compiled for some time now. I will continue to post my thoughts on the tag “laura’s first vld”

I finished this season on 06/30/24. I am on S5E3 as of today (07/06/24)

[paperglader]

Thoughts on C3EP77 of CR (I hyperfixate on imodna constantly, but I swear that I talk about the rest of the characters as well)

Delilah fucking briarwood. It has not gone past me that we got to have this great laudna moment on the same ep where they announced the book. WHICH I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT.

Imodna will never not be iconic in the middle of a fight. That one moment when laudna was being cornered by the ghosts, and she kept going back and forth between acting like Delilah and pleading for them to understand that she wasn’t the one they were after, to finally Imogen killing two of them, and as they vanished, her gaze was finally visible to laudna as the cloud of smoke dissipated and she told her that it would be alright, only for laudna to lash out once again and unleash her attacks on the rest of them. Chef’s kiss. What a scene.

Imogen calling Delilah Briarwood a bitch will never get old.

Laudna making Imogen promise her to move on and be happy if she died- I can’t. My sweet farm girl was so heartbroken the entire episode. THERE WAS ONE MOMENT TOO, when orym was talking about missing Will every day, and how he would want him to live and be happy, and Imogen was just like 😣. She needs a hug. Someone has to give her a hug

FEARNE FINALLY KNOWS ABOUT IMODNA. The moment that laudna said “she makes me so happy!” I literally fell to my knees.

Fearne’s soft little “you are??” After Orym said that he was so glad that she was there with them broke me into a million pieces. Ashley Johnson you’re an ✨actress✨

Laura deciding to end imodna, not because of the moon, not because of the gods, or Delilah briarwood, but because marisha made a bad vex impression. I respect it.

Imogen still has her yellow scarf. This is very important to me.

Imogen praying for laudna to be alright- Destroyed, heart broken, I’ll never recover + Laura and marisha’s little smiles after the scene, when Laura was wiping off her tears😭 + THE FUCKING RAVEN QUEEN. She better scram the fuck away from the girls, cause I’m not ready for vaxleth 2.0. I’m just like imogen, I refuse.

CALLOWMOORE AT THE CLOCK TOWER. I was giggling, kicking my feet - then by the end of it I was like wtf taliesin, what are you cooking? And then fearne ran away 😭

Terrified of the amount of potions being distributed for the next episode… also, excited.

Ashton. It’s just so funny because Imogen was so hesitant about it all the entire way, but she had the circlet. She wasn’t inside Ashton’s head so he got away with it. Marisha’s innocent “what is happening?” To then being explained Ashton’s plan and saying “you’re gonna die” so incredulous, so sad, and everyone’s face after she said that. My heart started speeding up. Just what the actual fuck. The way he treated fearne… I will not be ok with him for a while because of that. He almost killed himself, he almost killed them all. They just burned a bunch of spells and potions and they’re going to the moon… honestly, I don’t think I’ve been this stressed since laudna’s resurrection

It’s just so… Ashton advocating for down time, so that they could remind themselves that they loved each other before anyone did anything stupid… I EXPECTED SOMETHING BUT I DID NOT EXPECT THIS

Just… Fearne… I understand being an asshole, but I do not understand being an asshole to Fearne. The way that he used their friendship to make her do his bidding, straight up awful.

[spinningbagel]

Sorry for any poor soul that ACTUALLY reads this 😭😭

Spoiler if you haven’t watched the show? (It’s on YouTube) but I really doubt anyone wants to watch the show.

Okay so I’m just ranting abt sheriff and his unaddressed trauma because it s the thing that keeps me up at night. And Ik the others also have their own trauma which is slightly looked into every so often but it’s only ever one episode and is never ever mentioned again. Sheriff’s trauma is more mentioned so I have more to work with here. Though I might talk about the others if the chance strikes.

Okay so first off; my guy canonically went to WAR ffs (and I swear it’s fact most people forget) And it got mentioned ONCE Like-??? He probably saw people get killed on a daily basis. Sure he was only in charge of the pigs but that doesn’t change the fact he most likely witnessed people dying. Also it’s war. It’s gonna be fucking traumatising. The constant fear for his (and most likely his brothers) life would’ve probably been HORRIBLE And like I stated earlier, he only mentioned going to war ONCE throughout the two seasons.

Next, from what I gathered he’s never been a well liked person. The first episode literally shows a whole town looking at him with murderous intent. The guy probably didn’t have friends growing up and is so used to being alone and hated my guy probably just EXPECTS people to hate him. That thought alone is depressing tbh

In episode 21/22 when it’s first revealed that he’s part mutant then there’s this whole discussion between him and the purple meatball before he’s thrown into a cell with his ‘friends’ and they literally call him a ‘freak’ and ‘a person who let us down’ LIKE-??? HUH?? Do you know how crushing it is to have people you trust and consider family basically turn on you the moment they consider you a monster??? Sheriff probably was crushed. He cares for these people and they’ve just called him a freak and turned on him in an instant. And when they finally come around (gotta love vegan-su for that) THEY DONT APOLOGISE??? THEY ARE LIKE “okay cool we know we just called you a freak and basically betrayed you but we can be friends again.” NO APOLOGY OR ANYTHING??? AND SHERIFF JUST GOES WITH IT??? I understand this IS a kids show but they could’ve at least said sorry even if it sounded so insincere. But anyways- how desperate do you have to be for caring people in your life that you just accept back people who literally hated you less than a minute ago. I feel like he needs a day to be angry/upset and process wtf just happened and for his ‘friends’ to actually fucking apologise to him.

Ryan was not dead. He was the fucking supreme master. Imagine this: you’ve been led to believe your brother is dead and despite the guilt you manage to slightly recover only to find out he had been the one you have been trying to stop the entire time. Idk about you but that would feel absolutely terrible to me, to find out your brother is a villain and to have to fight him? At this point Sheriff is just being spoon fed trauma.

Uhm well pretty sure that’s it lol but I’m not too sure. Take everything written here with a grain of salt, it’s just me and my thoughts about Sheriff & his trauma (because who doesn’t over analyse a tv show character’s trauma?)

[iambilliejeanok]

Hi!!! So I started to read your fics and they are so freaking amazing! I saw that you have open request sooo... I just want to know if you can write something nsfw with Zeke or Aizawa x reader, with something of breeding kink. 🥺✨

I feel like I’m officially terrible at writing breeding kinks for this man.

Warnings: 18+,ddlg,nsfw,smut,breeding, brat taming,dacryphilia,somno,

Also very high and horny rn so I’m sorry if it’s shitty😭I wrote this straight from my head, no thought process.

Aizawa would fuck you while your knees are spread apart on the edge of the bed, pounding you so hard, you can feel him absolutely bruising your cervix, repeatedly kissing all your walls, violating your precious little cunt, wanting nothing more than to fill you up from the very base.

You’re literally crying. Unashamedly, screaming while at it, begging your hubby to give you a break, “Baby p-please!!! Please-aaaaahhhh! I’m so s-sorry!!! Uh!”

And he raises his voice when he speaks to you, not faltering from his thrusts even the tiniest bit, “Are you gonna keep running around doing your own shit or are you gonna fucking listen?” , he growls , making himself loud and clear, a firm grip of his hands on your hips keeping you right there even while your entire body began shaking, your puss clenching him so tight, he swears he might die from being overstimulated ,but you were surely going to learn tonight, and why not leave you nice and full so all you think about while you recover is this night.

You could barely breathe, your brain so filled with pleasure —and your pussy something else—you were afraid you wouldn’t be able to spit out the answers you needed to help you out of this, only crying even more at the realization of your situation, beyond overwhelmed with his dick kissing your cervix, constantly filling you up you thought you’d burst. Summing up the little strength you had left in you, you cried out, “I’ll s-s…s-start listening daddddyyyy! Pllleeaaaassee!”, and he can feel you just about to cum once again, slightly crouching to get a better angle so he could hit that spot that stopped him even harder. Aizawa loves making you cum with his whole heart, he absolutely crumbles under the feeling of your sloppy cunt squeezing him so good it almost hurts, in a way that he’s now addicted too. He wants you to milk him, and for your tight pussy to suck the cum out of him, like you were begging to be filled.

He was planning on making your last orgasm as intense as possible, immediately feeling your warm walls squeeze just right at the slight change. He was literally about to explode himself.

“Fuck. You’re gonna fucking cum baby”, he says out loud, completely melting at the feel of his orgasm coming and you couldn’t tell for the life of you if he was warning you not too cum or what, but you genuinely couldn’t give a fuck right now. You were very scared about the coming orgasm and how intense would be, but you were also so lost in the pleasure that nothing mattered at all, you were no longer in control of your body. Whatever happened happened, whether you love or hate it.

“Cum on this fucking dick!”, you heard, a harsh slap to your tender ass to add to it.

Your vision narrowed down to a single point, everything else going black, as the pleasure shot through your body like shock waves of heat. You couldn’t even scream with how much energy the orgasm sucked from you, only able to make little grunts from deep in your gut, not even worried that you would hurt yourself with how much you were shaking and contracting.

Aizawa came just as hard, his hips still thrusting against your ass after he came inside of you, unable to stay inside of you any longer, your pussy literally forcing him out of his home. He quickly grabbed his dick, rubbing on it for dear life, trying to ease the intense pleasure of his orgasm, smacking your ass hard as you gush hard all over his thigh and the bed, repeatedly spanking it to ease his intense high, gripping it while growling, feeling so good, smacking your ass like he was punishing you for pushing him out.

As proud as he was to have taught you such a good lesson, he had to attend to you, immediately pulling you into his arms to drag you up the bed with him, holding you tight against body, wrapping his arms around you. His heart melted at the whimpers you couldn’t fight back, trying to come down from the intense high you were on.

You felt so wrapped, his body heat centering you, making you snuggle further into him, still sniffling and hiccuping into his chest. You felt so delicious and exhausted, unable to relax without your hubby’s help, his voice deep and low, reverberating through you while he spoke, a sea of peace and serenity blanketing you, sweetly lulling you into a deep sleep. Already leveling your breathing and soothing your whimpers.

-“Shhh, I know we came really hard, it’s okay though baby, you made daddy so proud coming like that”

-“Its fine precious, just breathe with me…there you go, yea like that, hm good girl, listen to your daddy, sleep baby”

He’s really excited to wake up in the middle of the night to clean you up, because he gets to gently press down on your tummy and watch the rest of his cum seep out of you, your sleepy face just perfect for the overall view. You were so beautiful like this, leaking out his cum while you slept peacefully. Most definitely his sleeping beauty.

[badassbabeparker]

oh my GOD YES. like i could've ranted to my irls but none of them had watched the movie and i didn't wamt to ruin it for them so, IM STRUGGLING HERE.

first off, starting with matt murdock. i screamed when i saw that man on screen. literally the whole theatre screamed. "im just a really good lawyer" FUCK YEAH YOU ARE.

now, for mr. otto octavius, i have a new found respect for him, like actually. he means the world to me. protect him at all costs.

i basically screamed the whole movie so don't mind me.

i screamed whenever i saw an old character.

that's where the spideys come in. THE WAY I SHOUTED WHEN I SAW ANDREW OM THE SCREEN, AND I SHOUTED EVEN MORE WHEN I SAW TOBEY even though i knew they were going to be there.

(im so proud of our fandom bye-)

and and and, i fucking cried for a whole half an hour when may died. half an hour. people were crying, and i was the ceo.

"let me just catch my breath, yeah?"

"yeah yeah, catch our breath. just me and you may, just me and you"

can u see me sobbing marvel. can u see me sobbing.

i even came back home and cried because i don't know why but i was so deeply hurt when may died, and the way happy saw them before getting arrested.

and when dr. strange just went,

"peter, everyone who ever loved you, we'll all forget you"

DID WE SEE THAT SUDDEN VULNERABILITY AT THE END.

and the golden trio, them communicating how tobey maguire's spiderman fluids come from within his body

that was so wholesome. like they're together my spirit animal.

and i swear to god i shouted the loudest when andrew saved mj. im not even kidding. ANDREW SAVED MJ.

okay well, that's it. i guess. ive been crying since last night i don't know how to cope.

wait, NOW EDDIE BROCK....

None of my IRL friends even watch it but I have been bugging my family all week 😂

YES MATT MURDOCK! He was the one rumour I really didn’t think would be true but I’m so happy it was!!! He was amazing and how he can be an MCU lawyer and ahsjsj I just love him.

I have always loved Otto as a villain and this movie just confirmed it. He was amazing.

I am still screaming dude. I haven’t recovered and it’s gonna be a while until I do.

I knew they would be there too and the whole cinema screamed. That’s why I love watching marvel at the cinema.

Listen when May died I did not stop crying the rest of the film. Everything hurt and nothing was okay, I didn’t have time to process it before everything else happened so I’m still reeling.

NO I CANT DONT DO THIS. They really said we’re gonna cause pain and did so.

@marvel I’m gonna sue your ass for emotional damage if you don’t somehow fix this. Thanks.

I had to come home and take a moment to lie down and just process it all. It was a LOT. Everything just hurt and nothing was okay.

I CANNOT. It’s like reliving it and it hurts but I’ve come to terms with it. There’s lots of different perspectives though that have been very interesting.

Omg Spidey bros 🥺🥺🥺 i miss them already and I needed a post credit scene with them and we didn’t even get it. I was hoping and praying but nope. After a movie like that they usually give us a hopeful or funny post credit scene but nope.

Andrew was so amazing and next to Tom definitely my favourite Spidey. I didn’t originally like him but he’s really grown on me over the years. YES HIM SAVING MJ WAS AMAZING even if a bit rushed. The tears in his eyes 😭😭😭 I was sobbing

VENOM!!! They should have used him more but it’s definitely opened the gate for dark!peter since the symbiote takes over peter in the comics. Not to mention scorpion!! They still haven’t used him from hoco!!

[miksanchismosa]

Okay I say this about all of them but for real this time…buckle up 😳 (as almost always I got my initial read through notes then the rambles of an unhinged mind that has had way too much free time and literally 4 monster energy drinks in less than 24 hours)

The tl;dr of below the cut is:

and I mean it more than ever this time 😂😬 so you’ve been warned.

Yoongi was still there 😳 somehow I didn’t think that would be the actual position. Like I legit thought you wanted us to think that when you dropped the spoiler but that in reality it was something else??? Was he caught on accident??? Like did he think he had more time? No way right? He’s Yoongi, he would such known when bro was due back…so he stayed on purpose? 🤔🤔🤔 I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS. He was far too calm to have been caught off guard…did he come up with a plan last night (as he lay awake unable to sleep bc feelings 👀🥴)? To tell bro what happened. What’s up with bro anyways??? Is he pissed about Jimin??? I feel like he doesn’t suspect Yoongi at all. Just based on previous comments, but he def side eyes Jimin with reader…he did it at basketball too. I feel like his attitude might be because of that?? Ugh. Hmm but also bro was quieter than she thought from the get so maybe something happened on his trip instead. (Editor’s note: this mystery solved itself after the reveal…he does still side eye Jimin more but I digress)

I wanna scream JUST TEXT HIM. But no she’s right if he’s with bro and he sees her name pop up?? Ugh maybe he saved it as a nickname??? BUT WHO KNOWS (wait…that’s a good ass question what are their contacts saved as in their respective phones 👀) [editor’s note: we see in her phone his number is saved as just Yoongi BUT I STILL NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE SAVED HER NUMBER AS…he’s a recovering fuckboi so I know he ain’t got a lot of numbers saved that’s for damn sure…I have more thoughts about this one later…]

“But Yoongi said he’d figure something out. Knowing him—because you’d like to think you do now, to some degree—he wouldn’t just say that for nothing. He wouldn’t have said it if he didn’t mean it.” And more ✨growth✨…we love to see it 😭

HELLO MR FRESH JELLY IM READY. Ready for Tae to pay up now too with his own chisme 👀 WHO ARE YOU SNEAKING AROUND WITH TAE?? (Jimin? 👀)

“Wait. Jimin? Why the hell would he do that” hmmmmmmmmmm curious and curiouser. I need more before I conclude anything but thoughts are being THUNK. And of course you bring up the after basketball scene AGAIN. You love this don’t you 😐 LOVE TO TEASE US smh (“just like his little tease before the intramural game.“ that’s what this is referencing right? When he brought up what happened after basketball before the intramural game and was like I’ll tell you later??? But of course didn’t) [Editor’s note: BECAUSE IT WAS ALL RELATED AND YOURE AN EVIL GENIUS I LOVE YOU 😭]

“It’s complicated.” 😏 knew it

Oh so Yuri’s man, Rohan??? A name!!! (“Her laugh always reminds you of bubbles. Pretty bubbles that fill grassy backyards and playgrounds with pops of delicate rainbows.” 🥺 !!! Get out of here with your beautiful imagery 😭😭😭 WHY ARE YOU SO TALENTED I SWEAR I JUST SMELT THIS SCENE IF THAT MAKES SENSE)

“Rainbows? Yeah. But not much sunshine.” Bahahahaha 😂☠️

““I hate him actually,” she whispers, to which you chuckle at while feeling like your chest has suddenly caved in.” damn this even hurt me 😭🥲

“with Yoongi simply throwing a look over his shoulder from his seat on the couch.” This might actually kill me. If this is how it’s gonna be every time they see each other now🧍🏽‍♀️ (editor’s note: I’m assuming I meant the tension of him not speaking??? Like the man didn’t say a word, just those damn unreadable eyes)

“Good sign. That’s a good sign, right?” Wait 🥺 why is she still worried about that??? He’s def only not texting her bc he’s been with the bro/working or busy. I-…no! Bb don’t do that. I bet he’s just as worked up about the whole thing…or waiting for her to do it when she comfortable idk UGH BUT DEF NOT BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANT TO that’s all I know

“Your mind fizzes, bubbling with a million scenarios you hadn’t even thought of yet and all of them are giving you grief.” Literally reader:

“Why is the answer already solidifying in your mind?” 😭😭😭😭😭

“Who’s to say he won’t.” “Probably him.” Fuck

“Are they this obvious to everyone else and you’re simply the only one blocking yourself from what’s really going on?“ YES

“Oh, you get it. You just don’t want to. Cus you’re scared of what it really is.” Damn Dom out here dropping bombs

““Because… Well, what if it doesn’t work out? What if there’s a fallout and my brother gets involved?” Sorrow overpowers hope on your tongue as you avert your gaze.” Hmm interesting how it’s assumed bro wouldn’t have to be involved at all unless things go bad…like would this be in secret first???

“Your eyes once again find the playground floor, drifting over to the untouched seesaw.” 👀👀👀

“Thinking about that same scenario feels like how agony must taste. No matter how many times you swallow, you can’t seem to get the suffering out of your mouth.” (Editor’s note: there was no commentary…that’s just a good ass line 😂)

“And I think that’s cus he makes you happy with yourself.” 😭😭😭 I AM SO SOFT HELP

“You [7:17pm]: hi” 😏 you think you’re clever don’t you…………………….WELL IT’S TRUE YOU ARE 😭😂

“Like an ink stamp of his persona—never fully transferred.” (Editor’s note: I talk about this later…sigh 🤧 but for some reason 😒 all I did was copy and paste this at first so I’m leaving it bc I try not to change my initial read through notes)

“…His phone?” THEY’RE SO SIMILAR, bet he was doing the same damn thing/maybe things progressed at work?? But my bet is he also kept opening and closing their chat, fighting the urge to reach out first.

“But, what I was gonna say was,” he smiles, walking back to the coffee table to grab his phone. “You’ll wanna be here for this one.” Wiggling his device at you, he vaguely responds with a mysterious, “You’ll see.” RYEN SHUT UP HOLD ON I HAVE TO MESSAGE YOU IMMEDIATELY (editor’s note: aaaaaaand I did 😂 I really ran away with this later 😬😳 sorry not sorry)

“A knock on the front door causes you both to flinch. Eyeing your sibling, you watch as he goes to open it after offering, “I’ll tell you later.”” THIS IS KILLING ME BRO WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND

Hmm. Yoongi is over again. He hasn’t said a single word to reader yet…just huffs and small smiles. Does he not trust himself to say anything??? What’s wrong? Is he sad too 🥺

“According to your heart, it’s been weeks.” Damn straight 😭

“giddy that Yoongi’s taking your offer but wait oh fuck did you really just say that out loud goddamn it—“ ugh i love them. Also istg they share one singular braincell: “It’s small. It’s subtle. But it’s there.” HE IS!! (Editor’s note: missing her too, ngl I was even confused when I read that out of context and had to go back 😂) The man sat up so fast when she asked for help, ain’t no way he wasn’t itching for a moment to latch onto 😭😭😭

“It’s your brother’s phone. “Ah, shit. Lemme take this.”” IT’S HAPPENING

“And you feel like he couldn’t be further away.” 😭 they need this moment alone

“Lip bitten, you face your pan, shyness now accompanying your sadness. Of course he would remember. Of course he would point that out. It’s so inherently him that your heart almost slips into the pan in front of you.” The tension is so palpable I’m feeling sick

“A wonderful scenario you can keep imagining at night, or during a confession scene, or simply while driving to a job you aren’t happy with.” 😭😭😭😭

Fuck it, come here.” Agagshdjkfklg “Colors burst as Yoongi lets you go as quickly as he claimed you”

“Stars. Stars. Your eyes are stars.” And “It hurts it hurts it hurts.” There’s those threes again. (Editor’s note: Idk if I’ve told you but I fucking love it when you do that in your writing 😭 I hope I don’t make you hyper aware of it now bc it feels like it’s not intentional and I think that’s why I like it so much. And it happens a lot…in a good way. Tho I guess you are hella intentional…)

““I miss you” eyes welling impossibly fast and lungs on fire.” 😭 (editor’s note: at this point I’m all quotes and emojis 😂 I was in my feels 🥲)

Oh shit…okay I don’t think JK is obvservant enough but imagine he comes to the party and eats the food and connects the dots??? Like wait wasn’t Yoongi eating this that one morning 👀 That would be a WILD fucking way for him to find out (editor’s note: obviously this was a stretch the first time I wrote it but I stand by it…LIKE IMAGINE!!! Throwing Jk into this chapter would have been too much tho…so much was already revealed…can’t add another variable in)

“Anyone else with you?” And by anyone she means Tae 😏

“He could run for council one day with those mannerisms, especially with a force like Taehyung by his side.“ 😏😏😏 I’ll never not be smug about this. They’ve been sus for so long…no matter how flirty they both are with everyone. (Editor’s note: oh shit they flirt with like everyone but each other…maybe that should have been a clue 👀😂 lol jk jk)

“Did anyone take your seat? Is this someone’s food?” huh indeed…yoongi? Maybe he scooped her an extra portion and left it there 👀🥺

“Your brother said he’s been sucked into his phone often, but you haven’t noticed that tonight.” Duh 🙄 bc you’re in the room why would he need his phone??? Like hello??? Someone smack her pls (affectionately 😂)

Wait, didn’t one of y’all tag that abandoned pool before?” How dare you bring up the fire music video. HOW DARE YOU. That Yoongi in the pool dancing 🥴🥴🥴 messes me up fr with his ball cap and ripped jeans

“He’s so handsome when he’s happy.” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 (Editor's note: we will scream about this more later BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID 😭😭😭 and I can't pretend I noticed right away, you got a message as soon as I did tho 😂)

“But now, you decide to exude pure joy from your lonely spot on a wall, and you see a brilliant spark take root in his eyes.” How am I completely and utterly soft and just all butterflies whilst simultaneously being completely and utterly devastated and want to cry…EXPLAIN THAT TO ME OKAY

“Yearning took over like a weed, quickly overrunning your chest and making it hard for you to accept being a mere wallflower.” Ask and you shall receive!! Bc this is an amazing explanation to my previous point 😂😭😭😭😭 and I fucking love this sentence. You don’t understand.

“Basketball? Ah, yeah” “You whip your stare to his, which causes his jaw to shut in an instant.” IS THIS IT?? Ryen istg if you set it up again only for them to get interrupted again I will RIOT

“I’ll tell you, but. I feel like either of them should instead.” Oh fuck wait. Wait wait wait wait. Okay before I read what it is…okay wtf I need to calm down 😭😂. Yoongi and bro I’m assuming. Shit wtf happened. (Editor's note: I am so freaking dramatic. I really paused reading just to write that?? 🙄 how do you put up with me 😂)

OH FUCK THE KEY!!! wtf wtf the key makes so much more sense now 😭😭😭😭 ngl I was like that seems…idk drastic??? (I mean don’t get me wrong I was dying at the implications at the time but there was some side eyeing there for sure too) Oh my gawd 😭 he was keeping her safe 🥺🥺🥺🥺

“The way he kept looking over his shoulder while you walked at night. Telling you that Jimin knows.”… “This also explains why Jimin freaked out at Taehyung’s place.” YOU’RE A GENIUS RYEN 😭😭😭 I love you and your bbb and I take back all the loving threats I’ve ever sent to you 😭

“No wonder the fucker looked familiar; no wonder it felt so off; no wonder Jimin’s heart was racing as much as yours was.” We have now reached the part of the chapter where I once again ask for your hand in marriage 😭😭😭😭

“You need something. You don’t know what. Yoongi. Your room. To be alone. His place. Nowhere. Is it stuffy in here? You need space. Space.” It’s the way Yoongi was first for me 😫😫😫😫😖

“And you quickly excuse yourself, almost missing the pair of eyes watching your hasty exit to your bedroom.“ FOLLOW HER YOONGI 😭😭😭 go comfort your girl 😭😭😭😭

“The feelings swirling in your chest have no place to go but out of your ducts, pinging onto your floor and into your clothes.” How is it possible that your writing got even better? Wtf

“Yoongi [10:20pm]: I know” the instantaneous I know 🔪 WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME

“Because now, more than ever, you wanna run right for that godforsaken finish line.” Same. I guess I knew it would be a phone call, and yet here I am grieving the sliver of me that thought maybe just maybe he would sneak up to her room for a hug. Fuck why is that so fucking sad? Probably because they were literally hundred of feets apart at most physically…that’s it. So close and yet so far away

“Jimin knew not to let me get you. You haven’t noticed, but. I still have a big ass bruise from him shoving me into the bar.” Fucking knew it. Yoongi would have ended up in jail

“He had really nice ones on today, so they’re probably going into those neat, clear bins he uses for more coveted pairs.” Why would you do this to me 😭 this is such a small yet intimate thought and I can’t THEYRE PRACTICALLY MARRIED 🔪🔪🔪 and it’s only been days 🧍🏽‍♀️

“There’s a quiet moment. Then a quiet, rueful huff of breath.” Was it the babe 🥺 does it affect him just like his doll does her 🥲

“Just missed you.” 😐😐😐😐 AND RIGHT BEFORE WE GONNA GET TO THE SMUT YOU’RE A DEVIL

“Careful, doll. Neighbors can’t know my name just yet.” JUST YET WHAT DO YOU MEAN JUST YET AGSHDHFJGKGKGLG

“But you don’t need to admit that to him.” No but I think you do…he would lose his shit if she started talking dirty right back 🥴

“throw in a few scenarios that you dare not bring up.” Uhm no wtf share with the class pls 👀 *seconds later* “Maybe you will now” oh thank fuck

“The amount of lust and something scarier you’re carrying for this man is at an all-time peak.”

“My girl’s so dirty.” Damn straight she’s yours and damn straight she is 😈😌👀🥴

“Where’s my kiss?” “Good luck, babe” ☠️

“Bogged down by a past that clings to your feet like quicksand, dragging you away from wonderful, tender things you’ve been told. But it seems like you found a step of solid footing. One sure, stable piece of foundation that has probably been there for longer than you’d known.” (Editor’s note: again I didn’t have a comment…your writing is just stellar 😭)

“Walking to a finish line is just as significant as running. Because if you get there, you get there, and that’s a win.“ I literally cried

(editor’s note: I blame a myriad of things but mostly how talented you are so pls LEAVE ME ALONE I CANT 😭😂)

“that you want occupied for an uncountable amount of nights.” 😭😭😭😭

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Okay so yeah…this is my new favorite chapter I decided and I’ll tell you why. I know you keep saying it’s just so much dialogue but it’s more than that. It’s the really good mashup reprise at the end of the first act. That’s literally the only way I know how describe it. It’s the Non-stop of the series (I really hope you’ve listened to Hamilton or else this metaphor is MOOT)[I couldn't wait and it has been confirmed for just this moment😂]. There’s a lot happening sure, and yeah it’s a lot of dialogue but it brilliantly tied together all the previous parts. That’s my favorite thing about reprises. I just think they're so clever and they make you almost…nostalgic??? Does that make sense? Like the small references and nods and ties to the other parts just makes me appreciate them all the more AND it makes me want to go back to revisit them (which I did and I saw that a lot of people said they felt the same way). It feels like we’ve reached the turning point, the end of the first act. Reader even said so herself…she’s got a good fucking reason not to overthink when it comes to him anymore. At least where feelings are concerned. For Yoongi, I think it was the kiss and the I miss you in the kitchen, he needed to hear it. Even someone as confident as him…he needed that reassurance that she still wanted him. He’s constantly telling her to tell him what she wants and istg every time it’s like he’s begging for it to be him. Like subconsciously he’s compelled to ask until she finally says the thought they’re both refusing to acknowledge (to date, to be together, to be able to show how much they actually care about each other consequences be damned). Cause you know he’s not gonna be the one to say it…I’m not sure he’d let himself be that selfish (bc that’s how I’m sure he see it...the she deserves better than him/he’s not good enough for someone like her crap). For her, it was obviously the huge revelation…knowing the extend that he went to to keep her safe. The burden he kept to himself so that she wouldn’t have to shoulder it. 😭😭😭 I don’t think I even need to say more about that, we’re all soft as hell over here as is.

So yeah…the phone call…them making plans to see each other despite bro being back. This is the turning point…well actually more accurately…the point of no return (lol wait did I just make another musical theater reference without meaning to 😬 WHOOPS 😂😏…Yoongi is much less toxic than the phantom don’t worry 😂). Fuck this got long…this is what happens when I have 12+ hours of driving to just zone out and think. At least 6 of those were spent singing music at the top of my lungs (partially to keep awake…also I’m running off a lot of energy drinks and that always does this to me. I get contemplative) and I did in fact dip into some obc recordings so that explains the reprise connection I hope 😂. (Editor's note: okay so this paragraph was actually written last, when I was actually trying to write coherent paragraphs and not just copy and paste quotes and random thoughts as I thought them. But for the sake of things flowing in some sort of order I am starting with it and now trying to piece all the random thoughts into some sort of point lol. So while this reprise explanation did in fact get away from me... I mostly meant this entire review 😬). With that said, I think it only makes sense now to go through the potential references/callbacks to other parts that I noticed when reading them again (my warning is that while I am 100% certain about the more blatant ones...I do also naturally jump to a lot of conclusions as well 😂). I feel like a lot of them were from the drabbles??? But maybe that's bc I love screaming about how similar they think and we get a lot of Yoongi POV in the drabbles 🤷‍♀️

Gonna start of strong with the callback to countdown. Yoongi thinks “You look so beautiful when you’re happy” when he's watching her across the room at the NYE party and now we get reader thinking “He’s so handsome when he’s happy” watching him across the room...like WTF. You don't understand how SHOOK I was when I read this. I swear I sat there like:

(Then messaged you to be like 🥺🥺🥺🥺 bc I repeat: WTF). Okay everyone say thank you Ryen and go back to read Countdown if you haven’t already 🤧.

I really had to get that first one out there because it's literally gonna haunt me but next I'll do Basketball bc there are a lot from that one (for obvious reasons):

“As soon as he turns, he gives you a once over with furrowed brows. “What the hell are you wearing? You walked all the way here in that?”” !!!!!!!!!!! So obviously it doesn’t matter what she was wearing and it was not cool of bro to even ask when they talk about it in this chapter BUT…now that we know dalo creep = basketball scum 👀. Knowing that bro commented on her clothing choice the first time the creep saw her gives a lot more context as to why he even brought it up in the first place now (and why he immediately took it back after remembering that’s an absurd question 😒)

Next the phone call in basketball too…she missed Yoongi’s call and when she called back he was already on the way to check on her. I assumed he was mad/sounding stressed because of work but…was he worried about her? Bc of the threats? They would have been fresh at this point 😳. So he was really pissed at himself for having to work so late…he couldn’t check on her earlier. And pissed he’ll be busy with the same shit tomorrow. IS THIS WHY YOU COULDNT DO LIKE ANY OF THE DRABBLES I REQUESTED (bc literally never shut up about the doorway scene this missed phone call leads to) 😂 his thoughts would have given it away FOR SURE 😳 (it’s also okay if they just didn’t spark your interest). “That wasn’t what I came for, doll.” NO IT WASN’T HE CAME TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE SAFE BC YOU DIDN’T ANSWER AND THERE’S A STALKER OUT THERE 😭😭😭😭

Lastly let’s talk about Vmin…now that Jimin being Tae’s sneaky link is confirmed I’m also wondering if Jimin’s flirty tactic to get Tae to come pick her up was just so he could see him 👀 (cause he even got some side eye from bro…he is shameless tho so hmmm). BUT reader also comments “there’s no way Jimin would’ve told you to make him come get you if you were in anything casual or modest” so it could have been a little bit of both…wanting to see Tae but also Jimin looking out for reader like the homie he is. Jimin does also seem to genuinely care for reader…presumably in a little sister way but I can’t lie…the vibes feel off. BUT only (I hope) bc the man is an incorrigible flirt and seemingly incapable of talking about feelings like the fuckboi he is 😂. I’m really rooting for Vmin so I hope we get to see some of Tae’s POV from that week 👀 (I’ll take Jimin’s too, I ain’t picky 😌😭)[But also since we’re on Vmin from dalo…the weird tension with Jimin and reader after the confrontation? His heart was racing 100% bc the dude was the same one who made threats but the “not what I was expecting”? Hmm. I know he’s with Tae but unless Jimin already knew about Yoongi being down bad for reader at this point (he already knew about reader and Yoongi being something bc Tae told us he told him the night he covered for her)…idk that comment still has me raising a brow. Earlier when he called too (about dying his hair) Yoongi did an uncomfortable neck rub thing and it must be bc he’s uncomfortable with Jimin knowing right? AND since Jimin is with Tae he hears a lot about her now so maybe just in general he’s learning more about her and has been surprised… 👀🤞🏽] (ugh this one is all over the place and brackets WHO but that’s because I’m all over the place with Jimin still OKAY 🥴)

“And the look on Taehyung’s face is so comical that you have to look away.” Tae being asked if reader is seeing Jimin hits different now too 😂 (and yet still sus WHYYYYY)

Yoongi in stay: “he follows your pointing hand to his table, and that’s when he notices a foiled plate, chest feeling slightly heavier yet lighter at the same time.” Reader in this chapter: “Your chest is both a lot heavier and a lot lighter than it used to be. Like a significant part of you has been replaced with solid stone.” 👀👀👀 I def have made a teasing comment towards Yoongi about that initial line so 😂 I feel vindicated somehow idk why

Okay the last two recalls/references are definitely a product of my overthinking but I wrote it all out anyways so here . First from balcony: “So you like the idea of them but not the real thing?” I don’t think I fully analyzed/understood this moment until reading it again after this part…after when he said/‘joked’ he thought she forgot about him already…like was he worried that now she got the real thing for a whole week that she decided the idea was better? 😭. Has he been worried reader has liked the idea of him more than she would like the real him this entire time??? 😭 While we’re here…I think I could write an entire essay on Fireworks/it’s accompanying drabbles. Like the fireworks = metaphor for how Yoongi sees reader. Beautiful bright…only comfortable watching them from a distance. Scary and unpredictable up close…how he questioned if his feelings would even last…bc fireworks don’t last, they’re fleeting. Also back to what Yoongi has her number saved as…just as a painful fun scenario for everyone involved, hear me out…like a fuckboi he saved it using only emojis…only the emoji is fireworks 🎆 🎇🥺🥺🥺 (Ugh the latest song I’ve been obsessively listening to on repeat, bc that’s something I do, has a line that goes “I always thought I might be bad, now I’m sure that it’s true. ‘Cause I think you’re so good, and I’m nothing like you” and I’ve always liked that line but it’s literally all I’ve been singing in my head lately and I’m not sure if it’s bc subconsciously I thought of 3tan couple the last time it came up again and that’s why it started to tumble around my head again or if this is some really odd coincidence that I’ve been stuck on that line and it just fits Yoongi so well upon further contemplation. Ugh and then Yuri saying her mystery man would do anything for her, the second verse adds “if I could begin to do something that does right by you, I would do about anything” 🤧)[editor’s note: well this turned into an unexpected spiral so…enjoy that 🥴]

Lastly, (for real this time…for this section) from sidewalk talk: “the paint on everything has faded with age, just how you imagine your own self to appear” about the the playground equipment at Yoongi’s apartment complex. Then in this chapter she comments on different playground equipment again thinking: “the metal is warm instead of scorching hot, and you briefly wonder if the paint is new.” I just can’t help but take a large running leap for this one bc 1) I’m soft 🥺 and 2) like she literally compared the equipment to herself the first time…and like why would you add such a small toss away thought like “oh gee I wonder if this paint is new” if it wasn’t some sort of metaphor for how much healing and growth reader has done since sidewalk talk!???? Huh??? TELL ME WHY RYEN?? READER DID GET A NEW COAT OF PAINT ITS CALLED LEARNING HOW TO BE CONFIDENT IN YOURSELF AND TRUST SOMEONE AGAIN OKAY 😭. “As an impossible memory of another playground comes to mind, you sigh, “He does, Dom.”” She even thought about that playground during this scene…coincidence????? I REALLY HOPE NOT (but also even if it is a coincidence IM STICKING TO IT BC ITS CUTE ASL OKAY). Could it be that you just added that to create a fuller and more tangible scene by adding details related to the senses? Sure but…☹️ bc later she does comment about the heat permeating her hands and it’s like I could feel it…

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This fun new section is a section I’m gonna call: random thoughts I forgot to mention bc I was too busy drawing lines/pulling receipts and things that went over my head the first time around 🙃

How I almost forgot bro commentary is beyond me… but a few things:

1) so I saw someone already point out that poking their cheek is a joon trait but I argue it’s also a Jin trait…BUT I AM TEAM HOSEOK BRO SO.

2)“Like an ink stamp of his persona—never fully transferred.” … “You watch as he adjusts the watch on his wrist, admiring its craftsmanship with a determined stare.” SIGH…im team bro Hobi I’m team bro hobi I’m team bro Hobi, sope as bffs, sope as bros YOU’RE REALLY TESTING ME HERE

The texting breaks…so I’ve seen a few people comment on this by now and I agree with everything that’s been said so far. So so so so brilliant of you to use them as a pacing mechanism AND it emphasizes how many times she thought about reaching out without having to state it like a broken record. It shows us that every lull in reader’s day was spent opening their chat and contemplating what to say and how to say it. It’s also the main reason I immediately drew a line from “Yoongi has been on his phone constantly” straight to “bc he’s been contemplating if he should text reader/check if she’s messaged him” as opposed to “he’s seeing someone else” (not that I would ever think that but you know what I mean)…(which is where reader was previously drawing her line…both in basketball after her brother’s comment about his phone lighting up and in stay in the doorway and in friends with the girls at the studio almost forgot about that one). It seemed to me that reader also drew that same line and that’s ✨growth✨ if I ever did see it 😭 it seems she’s finally starting to internalize just how similar they are for real!!!

“If he’s with your brother, that could result in a talk you don’t wanna have yet“ it’s the yet for me 👀 like what do you mean yet 👁👄👁

““Sneaking around… Ah, that’ll break you.” Why does it feel like he’s talking to more than just you?” 🥺🥺🥺 he’s talking about Jimin of course but it wasn’t until the second read that it hit me 🥺🥺🥺

Okay yeah…”Yoongi looks right at you, your sibling replies—” Yoongi really didn’t say anything to her directly until they were cooking 🥺😭 I did catch that right the first time around…thanks for that 🙃🙃🙃🔪🔪🔪 (I don’t count his ‘anytime’ on the way out that morning after)

“Your deprecation is knocked off the climbing gym by a scoff.” Another good ass line…idk how I didn’t point this one out the first time. (Oh wait I know it’s bc I was too busy focusing on playground equipment paint 😐🤦🏽‍♀️😂)

Dipping out early bc he’s working on a song for her 👀…Something he wants to show her right? I think he’s finally ready to let her listen to one of his songs…like his personal ish and so he’s polishing one up for her…or he even wrote a new one for her 😭👀🔪

Bro was 100% about to tell reader about basketball creep and dalo before Yoongi knocked…now that it’s been revealed I just feel like there’s anything else he could have been about to say no??? It sounded too serious for anything else.

“Something is placed in your hand before you fully register what he means, and your jaw drops before he walks away with a goddamn smirk.” I thought I got this the first time around…I thought he was referring to bro saying “coming” but it was to her “finish by myself” 👀😏 RYEN! 😳😂 I can’t take this…we gonna get this and the “spit in my mouth” with them together next time? Or 👀😳

“Because all you’ve been is a younger sister. Not really part of their group or age or whatever else that separates your world from theirs.” Okay so I know this is just another roadblock for them BUT can we talk about how this is actually good??? Hear me out. Before, the biggest and most glaring thing in her mind is that bro is bro…that he could never know and she couldn’t see past that…but now that this potential issue has been brought up doesn’t that mean she has seen past it??? Cause in this scenario bro would have to know about them too and yet…that’s not what she’s worried about rn 👀. So not a great thought but I feel like what it implies is huge. Like before she wouldn’t even let herself think about what it would be like to really date Yoongi bc it was so far out of reach in her mind. Maybe her talk with Yuri got her thinking about this too… 🤔

We didn’t talk about the cat scene really but that’s because I’m too fucking soft. Just know…I want you to know that I know you knew what you were doing adding that scene in after everything 😭😭😭😭🔪 There’s only so many times I can be shocked by your audacity and yet…it seems I have not reached that limit yet 😐😂

“Keep whatever shirt you got on, forget the rest. You’re gonna need it in a sec.” Me only realizing on the second read through that he knew/ planned from the get that she was gonna need a shirt to muffle her moans 😵‍💫 cocky son of a bitch is right 🥴🥴🥴. Also he got what he wanted? So like…did the spitting comment do him in too or does he just mean he wanted to focus on her 👀 cause either option is enough to take me out. Either he only wanted to pleasure her which is 🥴 or he got so worked up he started jerking off too/came in his pants and that’s equally as 🥴🥴🥴🥴 reader was distracted to say the least…how could she have known/paid attention enough for us to know through her POV 👀 I think the only way to settle this is to see Yoongi’s POV of this scene…yeah I think that’s the only way to really know 🤔👀😏😂

Okay lastly for really real this time tho…the last big thing, I said I would be back to talk about this so here, this part: “Your brother just furrows his brows once before continuing his cleaning. “Yeah, he’s working on big shit, that’s for sure.” As he passes to throw his garbage away, you pick your phone up to flip it over. “Speaking of, I’m hosting another party here on Friday.”” It’s the speaking of for me. Party/celebration for Yoongi (and the studio as whole so that means Jk AND POSSIBLY BRO REVEAL BC WHO WORKS WITH THEM AT THE STUDIO HUH??? WHO? 👀) at her house CONFIRMED. Literally can’t change my mind. It’s happening and everyone will get to hear his music (the one he did for the famous artist that could be his big break not his personal music) and he will have already let reader listen to it so they’ll be holding eye contact across the room, eyes brimming with things only they know and he’ll get shy and she’ll get to torture him from across the room for once and he’ll lose his mind BC THEYLL HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN TO TALK AND SEE EACHOTHER AFTER HER INTERVIEW SO ITLL BE SAME PAGES NOT THIS DID THE OTHER FORGET ABOUT ME NONESENSE THEYRE BOTH FEELING AND READER WILL FEEL SECURE AND PROUD AND CONFIDENT sigh 😭 I need this so bad, I feel it viscerally.

In conclusion...the perfect way to sum this entire chapter up: “You don’t think you’ll ever stop thinking about this.” Cause same girl…same.

anytime (3tan) (m) | myg

title: anytime pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that  rating/genre:m (18+) ; angst , fluff , smut ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary:your brother is finally back. which makes for a bunch of conflicting worries that you may need to address. warnings: angst, yoongi in general lol, lots of dialogue i’m so sorry, tae being a menace, yoongi on the phone, 3tan sibling scenes!!, thinking thinking, jimin being jimin, masturbation, dirty talk, sl*t mentions, did i say yoongi on the phone?, alcohol, house party, so many interactions, just… yoongi🥺 note: ah.. well. it’s finally here. thank you endlessly to @sugakookitty​​ for being the angel beta you are, and thank you all for being so patient and understanding as i worked on this while still recovering from the writing process of dalo! i know it’s been a minute, so. i worked like hell on this the past week. if you haven’t read any of the three tangerines series yet, i highly recommend reading those first! it will make so much more sense lol note 2: saving the rest of my thoughts for the end bc i have many! just enjoy :D  total word count: 16k+ release date: july 23rd, 2022, 2:17pm est 

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Back to normal.

With the coming of one, singular sunrise, everything has gone back to normal. 

Curling your fingers into worn sheets, you stare unblinking at the space once occupied. At the way the material has bunched in frozen peaks and valleys, previously crinkled by passion and loudly unspoken feelings. 

Whatever transpired just hours ago will be imprinted on your soul forever. You may even wear it on your sleeve, if only to remind yourself that something shifted between the hours of suspense and shelter. 

Because Yoongi didn’t just let you into his place last night. 

He let you into his heart. 

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