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OF FUCKING COURSE JIMIN GOT READER FOR THE EXCHANGE. It’s like you WANT me to be insane 😩😩😩. As soon as it happened I knew for a fact this is what @norushtolive was talking about when she said she thought of me while reading the new 3tan 🙃🙃🙃🙃😂

Okay no but for real this was lovely and beautiful and I’m so incredibly soft now 🫠. I am 100% not a holiday bitch irl, but after getting into fanfic my heart betrayed my grinch self and turns out I’m a HUGE sucker for holiday specials 🙃. This one hits extra bc I miss them so much and reader is just so fucking adorable and I just want them to be happy together forever 😭. I loved seeing the crew together and I cannot wait for the teasing reader and yoongi are gonna get once they’re out together for real and everyone sees how absolutely SICK in love they are 🥹

As always your writing astounds me. It feels like comfort and I can feel how much you love these characters. Forever grateful for your big beautiful brain. THANK YOU for sharing with us this world that you’ve lovingly and painstakingly crafted 🖤🖤🖤 looking forward to the journey ahead!

holiday (3tan special) | myg

title: holiday  pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f)  series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter | video call | busted | broken (pt. 1) | broken (pt. 2) | lollipop rating/genre: pg (18+) ; fluff ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au, holiday au summary: from what you can gather, holiday gift exchanges are supposed to be pretty straightforward. but this one quickly escalates. because no one can follow directions. note: this is all thanks to the person that suggested a 3tan crew secret santa! they don’t do actual secret santa, but they do host a gift exchange. so enjoy this speedily but still tenderly written holiday special! i wanted to get it posted asap so that we could all have it during the holiday season. hope it helps lifting spirits in any way<3  warnings: yoongi looks like sin, but reader does too🤭, kissing, no one follows directions, but especially jimin, hella kissing, no fr jimin is chaos incarnate, sibling holiday woes, tense situations, tender moments, gift exchanges, dialogue heavy i’m so sorry, also not too edited i'm sorry again sdfkljdskl. reader is adorable y'all i wanna cry, 3tan crew being wholesome af drop date: december 27th, 2024, 8:37pm est word count: 8.1k bc i love y’all???

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“Wait… I’m in this, too?” 

Your brother winces while checking his phone, probably also seeing the texts that Jimin sent to a freshly created group chat. “Tae and Chim roped us in this time. But it’s cool if you don’t wanna.” 

As you both don work attire in your foyer, you shake your head, one hand firm on your bag strap, “I don’t even know how they work.”

“I think we random draw names. Then just give a gift to whoever we get.” 

Seeing the names and numbers in here, you’re already running through a lot of possibilities. Maybe too many possibilities. But you don’t wanna make things more complicated or awkward, so you quickly concede, “I mean.. I’m down if you are.”

“I guess it’s cool.”

Head lowered, you notice that your brother’s shoes are the ones you gave him for his birthday a couple years ago. Because those days are the only ones you both celebrate every passing run of three hundred and sixty-five. “At least we’re doing something this year.” 

He chuckles to his feet. “Two years in a row.” 

Your sad laugh tumbles and rolls next to his. “Wild.” 

“Hey.” When he pauses, it’s to wait for you to look up. “If you ever wanna talk about it, we can.” 

There are a lot of times in which you dismiss your brother. Because it’s just what siblings do. 

This time is not one of them. 

“Same,” you offer, the weight of the world dragging your smile down. 

He gives you a hug, and you feel the luxury press of his suit as you lean in with scrunched brows. 

Two years in a row. 

Maybe things do suck less with time. 

When you both head out the door to your cars, you wonder if your brother knows how much you appreciate him and his friends for including you in things. Even if you don’t show it as much as you need to. 

Guess this time of year is a good place to start. 

Work drags in the wake of oncoming holiday. 

But you’re learning to appreciate the decorations around the office, including the little cards that coworkers have given you at your desk—despite your many protests that they didn’t have to. 

When you look up, you start to notice other things. Like the way people smile just a little more. Or the way peppermint and cider waft around the building, smelling of sweet instead of spice. 

You wonder if Jungkook has decorated the studio, too. Or if he recruited everyone else to help with decorations, which means that Yoongi and the guys had to fuss with lights and whatever else people spend money on.  

Laughing to your many stacks of papers and documents, you start daydreaming of what it would be like to decorate the house.

Would you and your brother do it someday? You do admit that it’s kinda nice to look around the neighborhood. And when you went into the mountains last year, you concede that the surrounding town decor was pretty inviting. 

Maybe your house would be a little brighter on the inside too if you both just…

You get a notification on your phone. When the screen brightens, you see that it’s for the app that shuffles you all for the gift exchange. 

You have no fucking clue what you’re doing.

But here goes.

Opening and hoping you get someone that’s easy to please, you stare at your device and blink a few very hard times. 

And after every time, you still get a name that has your heart quickening faster than reindeer working overtime. It’s reindeer, right? You think that’s cor—

“You okay?” 

Snapping your head up, you notice that one of your coworkers stopped mid-stride to check on you. Staring at his candy cane tie, you try not to be distracted as you slightly cringe, 

“What do I get a guy for the holidays?”

“Friend or lover?” 

Well, that was not what you expected to hear! 

When your jaw unhinges, you’re quick to snap it back into place. “Umm.” 

“Oh, this is juicy,” he perks up, quickly settling into a nearby chair and resting a strong chin in his hand. “Tell me more, I got time.” 

Laughing, you shake your head while pretending to type on your computer. “Nothing to tell.” 

“That means you got a whole lot.” His eyes are way too shiny right now! “But alright, I’m gonna assume both. In which case, I suggest something nice.” 

“Something nice?” 

“You know, like. Nice nice.” 

“It’s for a gift exchange, though,” you slump, hands stopping on the keys. Looking at his whole holiday ensemble, you divulge, “The money limit’s definitely not enough for nice nice.” 

“Then fuck the limit?” 

Your answer is more of a sound than a word. 

But he does get you to consider, even if just for a little bit. “Maybe…” 

“Fuck the limit,” he advises again. “He’s gonna dig that. Especially since everyone will see it.”

Your face falls from the snowy sky. “Everyone?” 

“Uhh, yeah? You said gift exchange, right? Everyone sees what everyone gets.” 

“Oh. Right,” you pretend to agree to your computer. Because no, you actually didn’t know that. “Guess it’s been awhile.” 

“Well, that’s what makes it fun! Good luck.”  

While you would normally agree, you have a whole hoard of conflicting feelings. Because while seeing Yoongi’s name on your screen is enough to get you giddy as hell, you know there’s a couple people that may not share the same sentiments. Especially if you gift him something nice nice. 

In front of everybody.

However… 

As your striped and jingling coworker strides away with a hum, you drum your fingers on your minimally decorated desk. 

Maybe there is a way you can finess this. 

After a few weeks, the day has come for not just one exchange, but two—your friends also decided to have your own. Because it’s the easiest format, you convinced them with logic, seeing their shock at you being the one to suggest the exchange in the first place. 

When they asked if you were sure, you assured them that it was okay. And the way they all brightened told you that you made a sound decision. Even if they still seemed hesitant, you know it’s because… 

You’ve never done this. 

So as you observe everyone in your bare living room, you start to see how their presence alone illuminates the space, with gifts in shine and glitter painting the area in holiday colors. 

This is nice. 

“So… Uhh.” You clear your throat, watching everyone look at you at the head of your coffee table. “How do we do this?” 

They all laugh before Taehyung explains, “So one of us goes first and says who we got before giving the gift—you can sit, you know.” 

In the midst of more teasing, you settle onto the floor while exclaiming, “I’m nervous, okay! This is really new to me.” 

“You have a gift to give, right?” 

“Yeah?” 

“Then you’re already doing great,” Reia assures, and you’re even more excited to give yours away. Because you drew her name. 

But before you can say that, Taehyung continues, “So after someone gets their gift, they announce who they picked, and so on.” 

“Pretty straightforward,” you observe. “I wanna go first!” 

Dom cackles, “You just wanna get it out of the way.” 

“And?” you question, grinning when you shoot up and grab your very amateurishly wrapped bag. “Okay, okay, I got…”

“This is adorable,” Yuri cuts in, and everyone’s agreement makes you suddenly shy. 

“No! Don’t make fun.” 

“We aren’t!” Taehyung reaches out to rub your leg. “Promise. Who’d you get?” 

“I got… Reia!” You exclaim, raising your bag a bit as she yells with everyone. The sudden raise of noise gets you a little shocked, but hyped nonetheless. And maybe a bit nervous that your gift won’t live up to the excitement. “Sorry about the wrapping job.” 

“What are you talking about, this is so good,” Reia soothes, smiling wide as she delicately takes out the folded paper. “Wow, the wrapping is nice?” 

Dom chimes in as she leans in, “Yeah, this is too good. Did you watch videos?” 

“Uh huh.” 

Everyone laughs again as you keep your nose held high. Because sucky or not, you were not gonna half-ass your first ever gift exchange. With seasoned people, at that. No way. 

When Reia opens the gift you carefully picked while perusing through a local music store, you watch with the anticipation of a small child, eyes wide and waiting. Hoping that the best outcome is the real outcome. 

And when she quietly yells behind her hand, everyone cheers while asking what she got. When she turns the package around, they cheer even more, because it’s a guitar pick set in her favorite colors. And one that you knew was so, very much her. 

She stands up immediately and opens her arms for a hug, and you blink before getting lovingly crushed. 

“Thank you,” she whispers in your ear. “This is more than great.” 

“Of course, babe,” you murmur back, feeling her jean jacket under your palms and a beating in your chest. “Thank you, too.” 

The rest of the exchange goes off without a hitch, with you cheering with everyone and understanding the cues more and more. Everyone’s gifts are wonderful, and Yuri’s the last to go out of the five of you. 

And she got your name. 

You figured giving the gift would be the hardest part. 

But somehow, this part is a lot harder. 

Braving it anyway—because there’s ironically no time like the present—you carefully unwrap the thin package and stare at what’s inside. 

It’s a photocard. But the picture is of the five of you, one that Taehyung took with his long ass arms while the four of you huddled behind him with drinks in hand. Around its edges are stickers, hearts and stars and cute little animals. 

And it’s the most precious thing you’ve ever seen. 

You don’t even realize you’re crying until Yuri rushes over to ask if you don’t like it. 

“This is the best thing ever,” you choke out, and she smiles before laughing and tearing up, too. “I love us.” 

“We’re the best, duh.” 

“Got that right,” Dom adds to the air while Reia and Taehyung start cleaning up the wrapping scraps. “You like your first gift exchange?”

“I should’ve joined y’all sooner.” 

“Joined us?” Taehyung looks up from the ground. “What do you mean?” 

“Oh. I figured you guys do this every year.” 

Tae looks at Yuri, who then looks at you again before very seriously admitting, “We’ve never done this, either. Not with each other.” 

“Really?” 

“Yeah.” She taps the back of your now most precious, most coveted photocard ever. “We didn’t even think about it since you wouldn’t be there.” 

Smiling at your prized possession, you vow, 

“I’ll be here now.” 

Regarding all of them, you start to decorate your place in your mind. Seeing where all the lights go. Where all the little trinkets hang, or whatever. You don’t quite know how this goes just yet, but you do know there’s trees involved. So that’s gonna be figured out in a year’s time. 

“I’m not missing this again.” 

With bellies full of laughter and a little bit of cider, you and your friends head over to Jimin’s cul-de-sac. 

Dom took the wheel this time, so you get to stare out the passenger side window, eyes reflecting golds and colors as you take in the surrounding lights. 

Were they always this pretty? You don’t remember being so taken by electricity and staggering electric bills, especially the houses that go all out and cover every nook of their yard in lights. 

But it’s a spectacle on every corner and street, and Jimin’s little half circle of houses keeps the holiday illumination alive. 

“Uhh, I think we can park down there,” you point, noticing there’s some space a little bit beyond the street. It’s alarmingly next to where Yoongi had to park once, and you cherish that memory with stars in your eyes. 

“Everyone have their gifts?” 

“Tae, if anyone lost theirs on the way here, we have other issues.” 

It’s a quick walk to Jimin’s, and the music around the house gets louder as you approach his entrance. There are people already set up in his open garage playing what you assume are card games, and everyone greets your group as you pop in to say hi. 

“Hey!” Namjoon calls. “Y’all are late! Everyone’s inside.” 

“We had our own party first,” you call out, struggling with your gift bags and food tray. “Can someone—”

Before you finish your ask, you smell nice cologne and feel a big presence at your side. 

When you look to see who’s assisting, you slow in your motions before uttering a small,

“Thank you.” 

Jungkook slightly smiles as he grabs your last bag. “Your perfume’s nice,” he compliments behind tousled bangs. Which makes you blink because that comment is more than hard to come by from him. 

So you can only grin. “Just got it,” you explain as you follow your friends inside the house. “It’s a dupe, can you believe it?” 

“Damn! It’s a good one.” 

“I know,” you agree, very proud of your find. Taking the gift bags from his hands, you tilt your head. “Can you bring the tray to the kitchen?” 

“On it.” 

When you make your way to your friends at the front area, they all eye you with concern. But you wave it off and shrug off your coat to hang on the loan coat hanger—earning teasing and whistles.   

“Shut up,” you groan, laughing with everyone before straightening the reason for the noises. It’s a dress you’ve been eyeing specifically for holiday parties. Because as soon as you started to shop for your gift exchanges, that quickly spiraled into shopping for outfits to wear to them. Did your coworker spook you into looking good because it was a public event? Maybe. Absolutely. 

So you shopped around before finding a dress that even you knew you looked good in. And the past couple weeks were the longest stretches ever because of your anticipation to wear it again. 

As you and your newest fit walk into the kitchen, you start to greet everyone, giving them hugs and smiling bright at their compliments. Because you feel good. You feel nice. Maybe you’re just drinking the holiday cheer and letting it consume you but you don’t care because it’s fun this time. This isn’t like any other year, and it’s wonderful. 

But then. 

Even the most wonderful moments have to come to a halt. 

And yours crash when you see Yoongi. 

Leaned back on one of the kitchen counters, his body appears relaxed in another damn black button-up, telltale silver chain hanging from a neck you wanna devour in front of the whole house. 

He was already annoying last year. But this time, his hair’s longer, and made up with just the right amount of disarray and a little bit even tucked behind his ear.

Fuck, this is so much worse! 

If he wasn’t so attractive and magnetizing, you’d have way less than ninety-nine problems. It would be a lot closer to zero. 

But you make your way over to him anyway, because of course you would. Of course he knew you would, too. 

“Hi,” you greet him, hands tingling with the desire to cup his beautiful chin and yank him in for a kiss. 

But he greets you back while giving you a hug, not without giving you a very obvious once-over. 

“Beautiful,” he whispers in your ear before pulling away, which can only make you babble out, 

“What?” 

He grins wide. “You look nice.” 

Oh. Oh, he really did say that. Why are you surprised? Why are you always surprised? But you have to stay poised so you stick with a neutral, 

“So do you.” 

“Thanks,” he says with a sly curve, still leaning back on the counter with a drink in hand. “Say something else.” 

“Goodbye forever,” is what you go with, back heating with his staccato laughs following your speedy retreat. 

No, no, no. He cannot notice how excited you are to give him his gift. Your bubbling excitement needs to be projected elsewhere. Because you know you picked perfect. It’s something you know he’d appreciate. 

But he cannot have his ego inflated anymore or else the house would float to the sky. 

But fucking hell, he looks damn good and he knows it. 

After an hour or so of socializing and keeping to your little friend circle, Jimin gets everyone together in the big living room to do the exchange. 

“Okay! One, two… Okay, we’re all here, so. Who’s gonna start?” 

When someone calls his name, the man grins and shakes his head. “Nah, I’m host.” 

“So shouldn’t you be the one to start?” 

“My house, my rules!” Jimin argues with zest, pointing to the guy that dared to challenge him, “So you go first.” 

And that man just so happens to secretly be yours. 

Shouts erupt around the living room, and you can mostly hear Hoseok and Seokjin since they’re closest,

“Go, Yoong!” 

“Ah, Yoongi’s first for a change.” 

Secretly and not so secretly, you’re hoping and wishing that he pulled your name. But the odds of that would be pretty slim if you pulled him, even though it was an even chance across the board. 

But as he gets up from the arm of Jimin’s couch holding a small gift bag, you determine that maybe it’s best if he didn’t pull your name. Because you already had trouble opening Yuri’s gift. How the hell would you control yourself opening his? 

“K, uhh. I got…” 

Wait, he’s looking towards you from across the room.

Shit. Is it happening?

You? 

“Taehyung.” 

A pang of disappointment and relief shoots through your veins, even when you shout with everyone while watching Tae smile from his place right next to you.

Yoongi walks right up to your seats, which are really some extra fold-out chairs by Jimin’s decorated tree. And he smells so good. Why do you have to be close to him again? 

But this moment is about Taehyung, so you watch as he opens the gift. When there’s a small box inside the bag, he opens that to reveal a nice, slim… wallet? 

Wait, is that leather? 

Your mouth drops as everyone’s up and raising questions already, and you can clearly hear Jungkook and your brother protest the highest,  

“Wait, huh?” 

“We set a limit for a reason!” 

Yoongi’s hands stay in his pockets when he refutes, “It was on sale.” 

“Nah, he’s lying!” 

Taehyung doesn’t know what to say, so when he looks at you, it takes all your strength to encourage him neutrally, 

“It’s so you! Deserved.” 

Yoongi looks at you before asking your friend, “Is it okay?” 

“It’s perfect,” Taehyung says, full of gratefulness. “I’m just shocked.” 

Jimin and Shiv chuckle from one of the couches, 

“Oh? He’s never shocked.” 

“This is new.” 

Yoongi smiles as Tae gets up to hug him, and you’re immediately okay not being the one receiving anything right now. 

Because you don’t need anything from him. 

All you want is his happiness. 

Once the initial gift is given, everyone goes down the line. And you’re feeling a little lighter after knowing who Yoongi got. Also, you feel less and less awkward about your gift, since the chaos of Yoongi’s was only the beginning.

Because when Taehyung gifts your brother a chain, everyone’s up and yelling again while your sibling is shocked to hell. 

On one end of the living room, Namjoon shakes his grinning head while Jungkook throws his back, 

“Alright, there needs to be a penalty for the most expensive gift.” 

“We obviously didn’t give a shit about the limit.” 

Everyone’s laughter fills the house, even drowning out the faint holiday music floating from the surround speakers. 

Immediately clipping on his necklace, your brother shouts, “Am I the only one that stuck to what we agreed on?” 

“Sucks for who got yours then.” 

Everyone starts laughing or reprimanding Yoongi for saying that—you with a cackle included. 

But then your brother busts out a fucking watch for Shiv and everyone goes bananas. 

At this point, Taehyung’s fully laughing behind his fingers on his forehead, and Jimin collapses on a gawking Yoongi when Shiv quite literally jumps up. 

“What the hell? Dude, I can’t take this.” 

“Yes, you can! And you will.” 

Fingers are pointing in every direction while people are calling each other liars, and your brother laughs on like a gremlin.

But it’s all so adorable that your heart is squeezing. Shiv’s damn near tearing up. “I’ve been eyeing this one for forever.” 

“I know! You wouldn’t stop running your damn mouth about that thing.” Your older sibling claps him on the shoulder. “You can shut up now,” he says with a grin, and Shiv gives him a big hug. 

“Thanks, man.” 

“Don’t sweat it.” 

Shiv’s turn. And everyone is waiting for what he decided to gift. 

Turns out he keeps the shenanigans going by gifting Jungkook a luxury tie set.

The blond’s jaw drops as he stares hard at the package. Looking up quick, he has to ask for sure, “A set, dude?” 

“It was on sale!” 

“Again?”

“Are we all gonna say the same lie?” 

Everyone can’t hide their amusement, with creased eyes and fake annoyance in every seat. Jungkook can’t believe his luck, since he’s been telling himself to get dress clothes forever but hasn’t gotten around to it.

“You gotta dress like a man now, kid,” Shiv tells him with a bright smile. “There’s a lot coming now that you’re making it.”

A light bulb softly glows when you realize that Yoongi might need to do the same. Trying not to look obvious, you peek in his direction. 

As he stares at the floor, you already know he’s mulling over the same thoughts. 

But it’s Jungkook’s turn now, and you still haven’t gotten a gift yet. 

So you’re waiting with all the air in your lungs. 

As the blond teases his pick, the studio boys are quick to handle him as Yoongi only huffs.

“I got… I got… I got, I got, I got, I got—”

“Kook, just say it.”

“Always like this.”

“Jimin!”

Your heart beats again as the host pops up from his couch, everyone cheering as Kook meets him in the center. Around you, speculation from your friends mixed with a little laughter spikes,

“He probably stuck to the limit.”

“Definitely.”

“Jimin’s gonna be the only one left with—”

Cackles and screams rip as Jimin kicks his head back in laughter, because in his hands is a sleek white box that everyone recognizes. 

This man got Jimin designer shades.

Your cheeks hurt as you react with everyone, giddy and bubbly with how absolutely ridiculous this whole night has gone. Everyone accusing each other of cheating, while all the while every single gift has been over the top.

You really don’t feel bad about revealing your gift anymore. Quite honestly, you almost feel more bad about it not being enough.

No. It’s enough.

Yours is the best and you stick to that.  

Jimin takes the sunglasses out of the box and protective pouch, slipping them on and modeling immediately.  

Oh’s and ah’s echo before his friends inflate his ego,

“Damn, you sure you aren’t a model?” 

“You’re one step away.” 

“He really is.” 

He looks great and he knows it. And he carefully puts them back in their packaging before giving Jungkook a hug. They exchange conversation, and you can feel the latter’s smile as he laughs before sitting down. 

Suddenly, you have the strongest intuition that you’re next. On Jimin’s turn. He’s getting out a very nice bag from behind a couch and your brain is firing off. 

“Okay! The best gift is going to…”

You were right. He calls your name.

Smiling, you shakily stand as Jimin approaches, a twinkling look in those features glowing in incandescent lights. 

Eyes on you. Many eyes. 

A little overwhelmed, you thank him before sitting down. Because it’s much easier to do this while on a solid, structured surface. 

“Hope you like it.”

“I’m sure I will.”

Best gift? What could Jimin possibly mean by—

Your scream shoots out as you clamp the bag shut because no fucking way you saw what you just saw in there. 

Jimin’s laughing his ass off but it’s not funny. 

“Jimin, what the fuck!” Now you know how Shiv felt and he is absolutely valid for his reaction. “I can’t accept this.” 

People are concerned around you, and you quickly think they may have the wrong idea.

“What did he get?” 

“What’s in there?”

Quelling some thoughts, you explain, “It’s a box.” 

“Okay?” 

You just gotta say it. They’re all gonna know as soon as you take it out anyway. So you breathe out,

“…It’s Dior.” 

It’s the loudest it’s been all night, even though your friends are completely speechless. All the guys are up in arms and Jia’s scream for penalty can be heard through the chaos,

“What!” 

“Where’s my Dior?” 

“What the fuck?” 

“Jimin…” 

“Okay, that is way over limit! That’s cheating!” 

“Penalty!” 

Jimin’s sneaky smile as he turns around doesn’t help, “You know I get everything for less.” 

“So?”

“Still, what the hell, man!”

You know Jimin works there. You do. But this is still making your limbs jelly and you can’t even speak. 

There’s no way Dior is passed around at every gift exchange. 

“You deserve it. For dealing with him.” He looks at your brother, but the look in his eyes is too sparkly to be completely truthful. Does he mean Yoongi? Or is he being serious? 

Of course, your sibling throws out a droning, “Wow.” 

After lots of shaky unboxing, you reveal a stunning bracelet, your friends bending down around you to gawk at how brilliant it is. Dancing in your fingers, this piece shimmers and gleams, and every single person is quiet. 

Guilt. You feel guilt. 

And you can’t even look at the reason why.

“Whatever you’re feeling, don’t. It’s okay.” 

You’re tearing up because it’s way too nice. Which proves worse because you also feel bad for crying for the sole fact that Yoongi’s watching. You don’t want him to get the wrong idea. 

You get up to hug him. “I… This is really nice, Jimin. Thank you.” 

“Stop by the store sometime,” he offers with a smile. “Maybe I can slip more in your purse.” 

“Easy,” your brother eyes him. 

“So are we all getting fancy gifts or what?” 

“Nope! Ran out of my discount, sorry.” 

“Wow.” 

When you finally glance around, everyone’s either a mix of shock and awe, visibly confused, or just jealous and wondering what the hell just happened. 

Meanwhile. 

Yoongi straight up looks like he’s holding his tongue. 

And you suddenly feel really bad. 

Hopefully giving him his gift will make up for what just happened. Even though you’re going after the hardest hitter of the damn night, this one’s special. 

But who are you kidding? People are definitely gonna talk in private about Jimin’s little gift. 

So now you have to try and mend this while acting like Yoongi’s just your brother’s friend. Cool. Awesome. 

“So...”

Just try your goddamned best. 

“Yoongi is mine.”

…Wait.

Your secret looks your way immediately while everyone snaps their heads to him.

What the fuck did you say?

Wait wait wait wait what did you fucking say?

Flapping your arms, you reach for words while everyone starts teasing, “Oh, god. I mean—I have Yoongi—I mean, wow. Hold on.”

Fucking fuck fuck, he’s grinning.

Thank the lord above for someone cheekily asking,

“First time at a gift exchange?”

You look away from the laughs while trying to compose your grin of embarrassment. Get it the fuck together, this is peak time to get it right.

“God. Okay.” You look down at your bag. All of its carefully folded and primped paper, the delicate folding inside. “For the gift exchange,” you clarify with a forced firm tone, “I got Yoongi.” 

You feel Dom try her damned best to hide her laugh. And you know for damn sure Jimin and Taehyung are thoroughly amused right now. 

All the oh’s sounding off in the living room are already enough to set your ears smoking. Your brother’s voice can be heard, but you know that’s for a specific reason. 

Everything had to be carefully calculated, after all. 

You walk up to him, and you cannot—absolutely cannot—look too long at the way he’s looking up at you. Him sitting in any capacity is enough to drive you up a wall, but now? When he looks so freshly fitted and prepping to tease you about all this later? You can barely think straight. 

“I don’t think I can beat Jimin’s gift,” you sigh to his curious eyes. “But it’s a little too late to change.”

His smile turns so soft. He shouldn’t be the one comforting you right now when you probably broke a little of his heart. “It’s all good.”

Keep going. 

Cleaning your clogged throat, you brave the crowd and breathe before starting again, “Anyway. This is kinda from both of us, but I picked it because I have better taste.”

“Hey, what the hell?” 

Ignoring your brother’s protest, you watch as Yoongi softly opens the gift before pulling out a basketball jersey. 

Of his favorite player. 

“Holy shit.” 

Shouts start erupting behind your back as you laugh, your sneaky gift joining the rest of them. 

“Hello? That’s way too much!” 

“That’s over the limit for sure.” 

You wave your hands frantically among their teasing arguments, and your brother chimes in on your side. “I didn’t know what to get!” 

“So you got a real jersey?” 

“Relax, y’all. It’s from both of us.” 

“Wait, which one’s Lillard again?” 

“Damian,” Yoongi softly says in awe. “How’d you know?” 

You can only blink, smiling faltering by the slightest amount.

Fuck, he’s gonna be cheeky right now? Knowing you know and exactly how you know? Cuddled up with him in his bed as he shows you highlight reels and tells you the guy’s whole story and that he happens to be a rapper, too? 

Looking back towards your brother, you explain, “Well... He gave me a list. And I just picked off vibes.” 

Yoongi’s eyes sparkle so much when he grins. “Good choice,” he compliments with creased eyes. “Thanks.”

“You’re welcome!” You say back with a little too high of a pitch. “But tell him he still owes you a gift. This doesn’t count for him.” 

“Uhh, it sure as fuck does!” 

Yoongi breaks eye contact to shout behind you, “Didn’t you already tell me you got me something?” 

“Yeah, it was that!” 

“What a lie,” Yoongi says through a smile.

“Yeah, I did,” your brother surrenders. “The shoes are in my bag. Okay, next!” 

Hilariously, two pairs of people end up getting each other. Yuri’s older sister Jia got Seokjin, who also drew her name—to the slight angst of your brother, you imagine. 

And Hoseok ends up getting Namjoon. Which turns out being twice as funny because they both got each other the same pair of earphones. You can’t breathe with how hard you cackle with everyone, and your heart skips when you catch a glimpse of Yoongi’s eyes across the room.

By the end of the exchange, everyone’s bellies and cheeks sting from laughter, and every eye in sight has twinkles embedded inside.

Throughout the night, everyone starts branching off into different groups. You and your friends talk in the kitchen, and both in and out of the house, there’s groups of games and conversations. 

The holiday decorations everywhere shine bright. Enveloped in the music, you keep looking at the lights, feeling happy but a little bittersweet. 

You really wanna set the record straight with Yoongi. You had no damn clue that Jimin was gonna give something like that, much less in front of everyone. 

The fact that you haven’t been in the same room for a bit makes it worse. What could he be thinking right now? You can’t tell because he’s nowhere in sight. 

Screw it. You’re gonna at least text him. There’s no way you can survive the night if you’re gonna plague your own head without checking in with him. 

Fishing out your phone, you sidestep away for a second to type something quick. 

You [10:38pm]: i know it’s not dior.. but hope you like your gift :’)) 

Yoongi [10:38pm]: You know I do. It’s perfect, doll. 

Well. He texted back super quick.

Maybe he’s really okay? Maybe he and Jimin already talked it through? 

Then again.. Yoongi didn’t look happy at all during the big reveal. To the point where he was actively showing emotions you rarely get to see.

But if he says he likes his gift, that’s a good sign. 

You [10:42pm]: i can’t believe jimin did that

Yoongi [10:42pm]: That was bold. 

You [10:42pm]: seriously!!! 

Hmm. So he didn’t know. That’s even more surprising than him knowing, now that you think about it. 

You’re called over to get another round of food, and you turn down the initial invite but stay around as they get more to eat. 

When you see a tray that smells way too good, you do break and get a piece anyways. 

“Yeah, those are amazing,” Yuri chirps. “Shiv made those.”

“Really?” Dom grabs a couple pieces. “Lemme try these then.”

“You’re gonna want more.” 

As you find a place outside to eat, you stand next to the heater while conversing with Taehyung. It’s adorable how you can tell how excited he is about his gift, turning it in his hand before pocketing the leather again. 

“It’s so nice,” you compliment. 

“He knows how to pick, I guess,” Tae smiles, looking at you and making you shy. Because hello? There’s no way he’s gonna be bringing that up tonight. 

When you silently mouth for him to shut up, he grins like a madman. Glancing down at your hands, he suddenly asks, “Are you gonna put that down?”

“No,” you say with a tiny pang of guilt. “Afraid not.”

“Mm.” 

Your phone buzzes again, and you’re thankful for the interruption.

Yoongi [11:09pm]: Guess I have to do better😔

Instantly, you take that gratefulness back.

You [11:09pm]: NO!! you don’t have to worry about me at all

Yoongi [11:10pm]: I can’t lose to you

You [11:10pm]: trust me, i just… 

You think about sending the other text or not. But you do anyway. 

Taehyung sees the look in your faraway face, but doesn’t comment as you peer down again. 

You [11:11pm]: i just wanna see you happy

That’s all you want. If he’s happy, you’re happy. So it sucks to have part of the night come as quite the shock. 

Interestingly enough, though.. Someone else in the house should also be pretty upset about your gift, and you haven’t seen Jimin cornered by him yet. 

Unless your brother is just deciding to be courteous and beat his ass after everyone leaves. 

Yoongi [11:13pm]: Then come over here

You’re not gonna argue with that. 

So when your friends finish their plates, you suggest you all head into the garage. It’s already rowdy before you open the door, so the sounds get booming loud when you all enter. 

Looks like everyone is blowing their money on other things tonight, too. The gifts were the nice part of the party; now everyone is fiending to take everyone’s cash.

“Damn, Yoongi’s clearing me out.”

“Told you not to go all in.”

“He did.”

As the cold weather rolls in, you watch as the games go on, with heaters humming with energy and your brother’s friends radiating competition. 

No wonder Yoongi wanted you in here.

He’s on a damn roll.

As everyone groans after another win, Namjoon and your brother are in tatters, 

“Yoong, what the fuck!”

“You hiding cards in those sleeves?”

“I told you!” Yoongi boasts, “Don’t get too cocky.”

“Says him.”

“Cocky, my ass.” 

When you laugh, you earn a tiny glimpse of his eyes. But as his vision falls to your hands, you’re quick to look away, out into the night to look at all the lights instead.

Shit.

After some time passes, you find yourself alone on a balcony. Yet again. Cold wind blows through your coat, chilling you but making you feel alive. Too alive in this moment. Too aware.

The holidays aren’t so bad this time around. But you do need to set this one thing straight before things go a little sideways with Yoongi. 

If he’s upset, you don’t want him to be. Even if he doesn’t say it, you want him to know you’re considering his feelings. There’s some things you just can’t control.

So you wait for Jimin, telling him earlier to meet you up here for the best chance at privacy.

When you hear the door opening, you see him come through, hair lifting in the breeze and his lips in a slight curve. 

Get right to it. “Jimin, I—”

“Isn’t it so nice tonight?” 

Stopping, you settle into a smile, watching him walk up to stand next to you before you both look into the night. The neighborhood glows beneath your feet, and everyone in the backyard mingles while puffs of air leave their lips. 

“It really is,” you say with a smile, clutching the gift bag in cold fingers. Because you haven’t let go of it ever since it was given to you—it’s way too expensive. You’ve been guarding it all night. 

Which is why you need to hand it back to the one who gave it to you. “We haven’t done something like this before, so.. It’s a nice change of pace.” 

Jimin turns before realizing something. “Oh. I meant the weather.” 

Embarrassed, you let out a laugh while his eyes crease. “Ah. That, too.” 

“Got deep real fast.” 

“Jimin!” 

Both of you puff out laughter as you look down, just in time to see someone gazing right up at you. Someone that makes your heart squeeze on sight. 

Oh, shit. Is he gonna get the wrong idea again? 

You need to do this quick. Yoongi can’t be let down more than once tonight. 

Sighing, you start to hold up the bag again. “Thank you—”

“He’s lucky you came around when you did.” 

“Huh?” 

Jimin leans on the railing before eyeing you with a smile. “You don’t even know, do you.” 

“I don’t…” When you look below, Yoongi’s not looking anymore. And you panic. “Jimin, thank you. But I seriously can’t take this.” 

Why does he look so calm? Why does he keep acting like this isn’t a big deal? “You can.” 

“No, really. I—” 

“I may have gone too far this time.” 

Your eyes still as you breathe out a confused, “...What?” 

Jimin’s face is dusted with peach in the cold, and you get a good view of his jawline as he peers down below with a regretful curve. “I kinda tricked him,” he admits. “Into picking your gift for the exchange.” 

The shock you feel prevents you from even blinking. How the hell can this get even more overwhelming? “What do you mean?” 

“I wasn’t lying when I said I got some good discounts.” Jimin turns around to lean against the railing. “So I thought it would be fun to rope him into getting you something.” 

When he laughs to the chilly night sky, you don’t join him—the shock is preventing you from doing anything. 

“Didn’t think he’d pick a whole bracelet, though. Made for one hell of a gift exchange pick.” He looks at you at a tilt. “You like it, right?” 

Even if Yoongi was the one to pick out the jewelry, Jimin still had to purchase the damn thing. And even with his discount, it’s still expensive as hell. It has to be. You haven’t let go of the bag once because you don’t want to lose it. “But you still had to pay,” you blurt out. “I’ll find a way to pay you back if you aren’t gonna take it.”

“I didn’t pay for it, either.” 

Your heart stops. 

Full on halts. 

When he turns his head, he looks toward the sky in thought. “Well, I did secretly pay the exchange limit. But..” He straightens before staring back at your absolute silence, dropping the biggest surprise of the whole night,

“Yoongi paid the difference.”

The sudden sob that leaves your throat startles him immediately, and he rushes forward to put hands on your shoulders. “Hey, hey, you okay?”

“Yeah, I just—”

The sound of a door slides open, and you turn to see your favorite, favorite, favorite person walking through. You must look like a wreck but you don’t care, don’t care, don’t care. 

“I’ll leave you both to it then,” Jimin says to your watery eyes before squeezing, heading out to give you both the quiet space you need. 

But Yoongi clutches his arm as he walks by, and you hold your breath as he stares him in the eye, voice burning with a steady glow,

“Don’t pull that shit again.” 

“I know,” Jimin agrees without pause. “I owe you one.” 

“No one comes up here then.” Yoongi releases him slow. “Until I come back down.” 

The host of the night shares a quick hand clutch before assuring, “You got it.” 

Bag clutched tight in your hands, you watch in wonder as Yoongi approaches you with a quiet determination. His presence alone makes your heart beat warm and soft, but you cannot stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks. 

All you can ask as he gets close is a wondrous, “Why..?”

“He’s a very persuasive salesman.” When you wipe your eyes, he helps with a little look of tenderness. Though there’s still some frustration evident in his features. “But I didn’t know it would be for tonight.”

“Oh, shit,” you sigh. “Why did he do that?” 

“I’m not sure.” Yoongi holds your chin, rubbing your frosty cheek with a handworking thumb. “Taehyung didn’t know he’d do it, either.” 

“Tae knew, too?” 

“Yeah. He thought I had it, not Chim.” He sighs to the side, hair lifting slightly in the breeze. “I almost stood up when you screamed.” 

Your heart shrugs off some chill. “Really?” 

Yoongi nods before looking up with scrunched brows. “It took all of me to keep my ass down. Honestly, I’m still pissed the fuck off.” 

You believe that. One hundred percent, you believe that. Because you’ve never seen him talk to Jimin like that before tonight. 

Reaching to cradle one of his cheeks, you feel how cold he is before whispering to soothe, “Tell me how you wanted it to go.” 

When Yoongi looks at you, your lips curve into a small smile. Peppered with a bit of your tears and willingness to make him feel better. 

He softly grips your hand on his face before turning to kiss your fingers. Voice low, he reveals, “I was gonna take you straight to dinner. After you got off work one day.” Another set of kisses makes your fingers both hot and cold. “Then I would’ve faked needing something from the studio. And you would’ve gotten it there.” 

“Oh…” You blink as your vision blurs. “That’s…” 

“Among other things.” 

At his suggestive look, you playfully pat his jacket. But your heart starts leaking from your eyes.  

Because you just want it all to be out already. Just everything. Everything, everything, everything, you’re so tired of keeping it under wraps. 

“What’s wrong, doll.”

“Nothing,” you sob. “I’m just… I didn’t know, and… This is a lot.” 

You’re overflowing with emotions. From all the experiences you’ve had tonight to this very moment, everything has been wonderful and magical and there’s nothing quite like this feeling. But you’re also so embarrassed because he definitely brought out much bigger guns than you did. 

Sniffling into his jacket, you whisper, “Thank you… You got me something timeless. This is so much cooler than my gift.” 

“No! Yours is great, are you kidding me?” 

“It’s a jersey… That’s much less cool.” 

“Mm... You also called me yours.” When you freeze completely, Yoongi's shoulders bob with his pride. “Gotta say, that was the highlight of the night."

“Oh, shut up!" When you groan into his clothes, you feel him laughing through his chest. And it's one of your favorite feelings in the world.

Shoulders slumped, you heavily yearn,

“I want it all out now. Everything.” You squeeze him closer. Closer, closer, closer. “I want everyone to know it was from you.” 

Yoongi doesn’t say anything, though you do feel his heart beat a little faster. When he finally answers, you close your eyes. “I know I said this last time, but.. Next year. For sure.” 

“Can we decorate, too?” 

Yoongi looks into your starry eyes. “You wanna?” When your nod is quick, he laughs. “Guess I don’t have a real choice then, huh?” 

“Nu uh.” You squeal as he hauls you into a full kiss, squeezing you in his arms and more tears out of your eyes. “Wait!” 

When he tilts his head, you grin at his adorable quirk. “Let’s do it anyway.” 

“Huh?”

Holding up the bag, you cheekily suggest, “Everything you said. Let’s do it.” Biting your lip and feeling the chill on your ears, you finish, “There’s a new place I wanna try with you anyways.” 

Yoongi just stares, smile unsure but huffing amusement from his nose. “You sure?” 

“Duh! And I’ll act even more surprised, just for you.” 

Your giggling is purely born from excitement. Because you can’t wait to take him somewhere you know he’ll enjoy, too. And you get to see the studio? It’s gonna be a fantastic—

You’re brought into a tight hug before your thoughts finish. The bag between you crumples a tad, but you’re more focused on the way your head is moved for a soul-tying kiss. 

Warmth and gold and sparkles burst from your chest as you’re completely taken by Yoongi’s lips, and you start to feel your house inside change. It’s festive. It’s decorated. It’s made just for you and him. 

You've never been one for this season. But getting to spend it with Yoongi two years in a row? It's becoming one of your favorite times of the year.

“I just…” he murmurs to your features before gripping you close. “Thanks, babe.” 

“Thank you,” you whisper into his handsome features. “Once you give it to me for real, I’m gonna wear it everywhere.” 

“Please do. Get my money’s worth.” 

When you both laugh, your affection leaves in puffs of white. And you give him a more tender kiss than the first. 

You feel so at home it hurts. But it hurts because your heart is so full you can’t fit it all. All the love for everyone that fills that hole in your life that you and your brother have had for years. 

You’re gonna tell him one day. And it’s gonna rip you apart. 

But you hope everything will be okay. This time next year, all of you will be okay. More than okay. 

When you lean in close, you whisper something you’ve never really said to anyone. But you’re gonna try to start, even if you aren’t quite familiar with it yet. It’s a good year to start, start, start. 

“Happy holidays, Yoongi.”

His lips spread slow before giving one more kiss to your chilly nose. And every anxious feeling floats away in the frosty breeze.

“Happy holidays, doll.”

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a/n: happy holidays, merry christmas, happy new year to everyone that celebrates! just wanted to get this one out for the ones needing a little bit of cheer around this time. we learn quite a bit about some of the crew's backstories and where they work now, huh. is this a pocket universe, too? who really knows! but it all flew out of my fingers as soon as we got the suggestion, so thank you again to that anon message! a/n 2: thank you to everyone that's stuck with me and 3tan this year. it's been a rough one, but i also wanted to post this one to let you all know i'm still here. 3tan will forever stay with me, and i have not ever forgotten it. not one day goes by where i don't think about it, or y'all, or them. trust me. also, stay on the lookout for some physical copy interest checks! we are getting closer and closer to 3tan copies being A Real Thing! ++ feedback box: ⇥ of course, any reblogs/comments/messages are appreciated! ⇥ for the ones that are too shy to reblog with a review, comment on this, or send a message, i went ahead and made another anonymous form where you can send in what you think! ⇥ no emails collected, no need to put in a username. it’s literally just a comment dropbox :D feedback can be as short/sweet or as long as you’d like! ⇥ here! ++ more links: ⇥ masterlist  ⇥ three tangerines masterlist

[kithtaehyung]

Assuming there's a multiverse, 3tan Yoongi is definitely the primary Yoongi of his universe (the 3taniverse), even if he isn't the primary Yoongi (Yoongi prime?) in our universe (the Bangtaniverse). Maybe that's why/how your 3tan Yoongi posting schedule is linked with our BTS Yoongi's? By being some kind of link between Yoongis in a multiversal Yoongi continuum? -🦕

Saurus this is destroying me in every possible way like the way I’m blushing and hiding in my hoodie omfg😭😭 Yoongi prime i—

I don’t even have anything to say to this other than saying it’s just coincidences !! promise !!

[miksanchismosa]

I-

Me when

[sailoryooons]

Okay I did not do a live reaction for this one because I forgot and started to read it and then could not stop because AGAIN. The way you write makes me feel such a specific type of way, honest to god. This entire piece made me feel nostalgic even though I have never specifically experienced this and the amount of talent a writer has to have to evoke specific feelings is soifjndigjd

Spoilers under the cut

I think my favorite thing about this specific installment of the 3taniverse is that you make me feel really specific emotions and memories in just a few amount of words. The way that you organize your character reactions and craft reader's inner dialogue is so wonderful.

As I read this, I could not help but know the exact feeling that reader was experiencing here. I haven't been at an NYE party feeling this specifically or had it happen in this sequence of events, but I get this sense of like ... being in an empty room and the sounds of the party are super muted and it's this liminal space where you're a little buzzed and pouring a drink and then the SPECIFIC person that you're nervous to see all night appears and it's legit such an intimate moment and feels like it's in an otherworldly time and space?

There's something really fucking raw about like catching someone you had relations with but you're unsure where you stand interaction wise hook up with someone/flirt with someone else. It's like .. not jealousy but it's an inherently weird/icky feeling because we're human and wired to feel some type of way about it, so I like that while reader isn't jealous necessarily, she acknowledges that it hurts in a way that is unfamiliar or not outright painful, but rather this sort of ... bothersome human experience. I just appreciated that.

Anway, I will continue to want to burn my house down because your writing is exquisite and I like the way it makes me feel and I like the calls to emotion that each scene brings out.

fireworks (3tan) | myg

title:fireworks pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f)  rating/genre: pg ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au, new years ; angst summary: both you and yoongi hit up the same cul-de-sac for new years, and realizations flood in - one of them being that you really can’t do fireworks.  warnings: house party, pining, alcohol consumption, weed mentions, angst.. i mean yeah lol there’s angst but don’t hurt me!, fuckboi!yoongi is a warning in itself note: surprise! i got this idea while ringing in the new year (and it’s incredibly fitting since i also started 3tan on january 1st, 2021.) if you haven’t gotten around to three tangerines yet, i highly encourage you to read that first since this is from the same universe :D it would make more sense!  event: ❅ holiday in handcuffs ❅ hosted by @bangtanbathhouse​ ⤖ spaces: I5, J5, G9, H9, I9 word count: 4.1k drop date: january 3rd, 2022, 9:27pm est  ⇥ three tangerines masterlist

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Around you, the crisp winter air is different, and not solely because of sparks and drifting smoke. 

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[miksanchismosa]

Okay I say this about all of them but for real this time…buckle up 😳 (as almost always I got my initial read through notes then the rambles of an unhinged mind that has had way too much free time and literally 4 monster energy drinks in less than 24 hours)

The tl;dr of below the cut is:

and I mean it more than ever this time 😂😬 so you’ve been warned.

Yoongi was still there 😳 somehow I didn’t think that would be the actual position. Like I legit thought you wanted us to think that when you dropped the spoiler but that in reality it was something else??? Was he caught on accident??? Like did he think he had more time? No way right? He’s Yoongi, he would such known when bro was due back…so he stayed on purpose? 🤔🤔🤔 I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS. He was far too calm to have been caught off guard…did he come up with a plan last night (as he lay awake unable to sleep bc feelings 👀🥴)? To tell bro what happened. What’s up with bro anyways??? Is he pissed about Jimin??? I feel like he doesn’t suspect Yoongi at all. Just based on previous comments, but he def side eyes Jimin with reader…he did it at basketball too. I feel like his attitude might be because of that?? Ugh. Hmm but also bro was quieter than she thought from the get so maybe something happened on his trip instead. (Editor’s note: this mystery solved itself after the reveal…he does still side eye Jimin more but I digress)

I wanna scream JUST TEXT HIM. But no she’s right if he’s with bro and he sees her name pop up?? Ugh maybe he saved it as a nickname??? BUT WHO KNOWS (wait…that’s a good ass question what are their contacts saved as in their respective phones 👀) [editor’s note: we see in her phone his number is saved as just Yoongi BUT I STILL NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE SAVED HER NUMBER AS…he’s a recovering fuckboi so I know he ain’t got a lot of numbers saved that’s for damn sure…I have more thoughts about this one later…]

“But Yoongi said he’d figure something out. Knowing him—because you’d like to think you do now, to some degree—he wouldn’t just say that for nothing. He wouldn’t have said it if he didn’t mean it.” And more ✨growth✨…we love to see it 😭

HELLO MR FRESH JELLY IM READY. Ready for Tae to pay up now too with his own chisme 👀 WHO ARE YOU SNEAKING AROUND WITH TAE?? (Jimin? 👀)

“Wait. Jimin? Why the hell would he do that” hmmmmmmmmmm curious and curiouser. I need more before I conclude anything but thoughts are being THUNK. And of course you bring up the after basketball scene AGAIN. You love this don’t you 😐 LOVE TO TEASE US smh (“just like his little tease before the intramural game.“ that’s what this is referencing right? When he brought up what happened after basketball before the intramural game and was like I’ll tell you later??? But of course didn’t) [Editor’s note: BECAUSE IT WAS ALL RELATED AND YOURE AN EVIL GENIUS I LOVE YOU 😭]

“It’s complicated.” 😏 knew it

Oh so Yuri’s man, Rohan??? A name!!! (“Her laugh always reminds you of bubbles. Pretty bubbles that fill grassy backyards and playgrounds with pops of delicate rainbows.” 🥺 !!! Get out of here with your beautiful imagery 😭😭😭 WHY ARE YOU SO TALENTED I SWEAR I JUST SMELT THIS SCENE IF THAT MAKES SENSE)

“Rainbows? Yeah. But not much sunshine.” Bahahahaha 😂☠️

““I hate him actually,” she whispers, to which you chuckle at while feeling like your chest has suddenly caved in.” damn this even hurt me 😭🥲

“with Yoongi simply throwing a look over his shoulder from his seat on the couch.” This might actually kill me. If this is how it’s gonna be every time they see each other now🧍🏽‍♀️ (editor’s note: I’m assuming I meant the tension of him not speaking??? Like the man didn’t say a word, just those damn unreadable eyes)

“Good sign. That’s a good sign, right?” Wait 🥺 why is she still worried about that??? He’s def only not texting her bc he’s been with the bro/working or busy. I-…no! Bb don’t do that. I bet he’s just as worked up about the whole thing…or waiting for her to do it when she comfortable idk UGH BUT DEF NOT BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANT TO that’s all I know

“Your mind fizzes, bubbling with a million scenarios you hadn’t even thought of yet and all of them are giving you grief.” Literally reader:

“Why is the answer already solidifying in your mind?” 😭😭😭😭😭

“Who’s to say he won’t.” “Probably him.” Fuck

“Are they this obvious to everyone else and you’re simply the only one blocking yourself from what’s really going on?“ YES

“Oh, you get it. You just don’t want to. Cus you’re scared of what it really is.” Damn Dom out here dropping bombs

““Because… Well, what if it doesn’t work out? What if there’s a fallout and my brother gets involved?” Sorrow overpowers hope on your tongue as you avert your gaze.” Hmm interesting how it’s assumed bro wouldn’t have to be involved at all unless things go bad…like would this be in secret first???

“Your eyes once again find the playground floor, drifting over to the untouched seesaw.” 👀👀👀

“Thinking about that same scenario feels like how agony must taste. No matter how many times you swallow, you can’t seem to get the suffering out of your mouth.” (Editor’s note: there was no commentary…that’s just a good ass line 😂)

“And I think that’s cus he makes you happy with yourself.” 😭😭😭 I AM SO SOFT HELP

“You [7:17pm]: hi” 😏 you think you’re clever don’t you…………………….WELL IT’S TRUE YOU ARE 😭😂

“Like an ink stamp of his persona—never fully transferred.” (Editor’s note: I talk about this later…sigh 🤧 but for some reason 😒 all I did was copy and paste this at first so I’m leaving it bc I try not to change my initial read through notes)

“…His phone?” THEY’RE SO SIMILAR, bet he was doing the same damn thing/maybe things progressed at work?? But my bet is he also kept opening and closing their chat, fighting the urge to reach out first.

“But, what I was gonna say was,” he smiles, walking back to the coffee table to grab his phone. “You’ll wanna be here for this one.” Wiggling his device at you, he vaguely responds with a mysterious, “You’ll see.” RYEN SHUT UP HOLD ON I HAVE TO MESSAGE YOU IMMEDIATELY (editor’s note: aaaaaaand I did 😂 I really ran away with this later 😬😳 sorry not sorry)

“A knock on the front door causes you both to flinch. Eyeing your sibling, you watch as he goes to open it after offering, “I’ll tell you later.”” THIS IS KILLING ME BRO WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND

Hmm. Yoongi is over again. He hasn’t said a single word to reader yet…just huffs and small smiles. Does he not trust himself to say anything??? What’s wrong? Is he sad too 🥺

“According to your heart, it’s been weeks.” Damn straight 😭

“giddy that Yoongi’s taking your offer but wait oh fuck did you really just say that out loud goddamn it—“ ugh i love them. Also istg they share one singular braincell: “It’s small. It’s subtle. But it’s there.” HE IS!! (Editor’s note: missing her too, ngl I was even confused when I read that out of context and had to go back 😂) The man sat up so fast when she asked for help, ain’t no way he wasn’t itching for a moment to latch onto 😭😭😭

“It’s your brother’s phone. “Ah, shit. Lemme take this.”” IT’S HAPPENING

“And you feel like he couldn’t be further away.” 😭 they need this moment alone

“Lip bitten, you face your pan, shyness now accompanying your sadness. Of course he would remember. Of course he would point that out. It’s so inherently him that your heart almost slips into the pan in front of you.” The tension is so palpable I’m feeling sick

“A wonderful scenario you can keep imagining at night, or during a confession scene, or simply while driving to a job you aren’t happy with.” 😭😭😭😭

Fuck it, come here.” Agagshdjkfklg “Colors burst as Yoongi lets you go as quickly as he claimed you”

“Stars. Stars. Your eyes are stars.” And “It hurts it hurts it hurts.” There’s those threes again. (Editor’s note: Idk if I’ve told you but I fucking love it when you do that in your writing 😭 I hope I don’t make you hyper aware of it now bc it feels like it’s not intentional and I think that’s why I like it so much. And it happens a lot…in a good way. Tho I guess you are hella intentional…)

““I miss you” eyes welling impossibly fast and lungs on fire.” 😭 (editor’s note: at this point I’m all quotes and emojis 😂 I was in my feels 🥲)

Oh shit…okay I don’t think JK is obvservant enough but imagine he comes to the party and eats the food and connects the dots??? Like wait wasn’t Yoongi eating this that one morning 👀 That would be a WILD fucking way for him to find out (editor’s note: obviously this was a stretch the first time I wrote it but I stand by it…LIKE IMAGINE!!! Throwing Jk into this chapter would have been too much tho…so much was already revealed…can’t add another variable in)

“Anyone else with you?” And by anyone she means Tae 😏

“He could run for council one day with those mannerisms, especially with a force like Taehyung by his side.“ 😏😏😏 I’ll never not be smug about this. They’ve been sus for so long…no matter how flirty they both are with everyone. (Editor’s note: oh shit they flirt with like everyone but each other…maybe that should have been a clue 👀😂 lol jk jk)

“Did anyone take your seat? Is this someone’s food?” huh indeed…yoongi? Maybe he scooped her an extra portion and left it there 👀🥺

“Your brother said he’s been sucked into his phone often, but you haven’t noticed that tonight.” Duh 🙄 bc you’re in the room why would he need his phone??? Like hello??? Someone smack her pls (affectionately 😂)

Wait, didn’t one of y’all tag that abandoned pool before?” How dare you bring up the fire music video. HOW DARE YOU. That Yoongi in the pool dancing 🥴🥴🥴 messes me up fr with his ball cap and ripped jeans

“He’s so handsome when he’s happy.” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 (Editor's note: we will scream about this more later BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID 😭😭😭 and I can't pretend I noticed right away, you got a message as soon as I did tho 😂)

“But now, you decide to exude pure joy from your lonely spot on a wall, and you see a brilliant spark take root in his eyes.” How am I completely and utterly soft and just all butterflies whilst simultaneously being completely and utterly devastated and want to cry…EXPLAIN THAT TO ME OKAY

“Yearning took over like a weed, quickly overrunning your chest and making it hard for you to accept being a mere wallflower.” Ask and you shall receive!! Bc this is an amazing explanation to my previous point 😂😭😭😭😭 and I fucking love this sentence. You don’t understand.

“Basketball? Ah, yeah” “You whip your stare to his, which causes his jaw to shut in an instant.” IS THIS IT?? Ryen istg if you set it up again only for them to get interrupted again I will RIOT

“I’ll tell you, but. I feel like either of them should instead.” Oh fuck wait. Wait wait wait wait. Okay before I read what it is…okay wtf I need to calm down 😭😂. Yoongi and bro I’m assuming. Shit wtf happened. (Editor's note: I am so freaking dramatic. I really paused reading just to write that?? 🙄 how do you put up with me 😂)

OH FUCK THE KEY!!! wtf wtf the key makes so much more sense now 😭😭😭😭 ngl I was like that seems…idk drastic??? (I mean don’t get me wrong I was dying at the implications at the time but there was some side eyeing there for sure too) Oh my gawd 😭 he was keeping her safe 🥺🥺🥺🥺

“The way he kept looking over his shoulder while you walked at night. Telling you that Jimin knows.”… “This also explains why Jimin freaked out at Taehyung’s place.” YOU’RE A GENIUS RYEN 😭😭😭 I love you and your bbb and I take back all the loving threats I’ve ever sent to you 😭

“No wonder the fucker looked familiar; no wonder it felt so off; no wonder Jimin’s heart was racing as much as yours was.” We have now reached the part of the chapter where I once again ask for your hand in marriage 😭😭😭😭

“You need something. You don’t know what. Yoongi. Your room. To be alone. His place. Nowhere. Is it stuffy in here? You need space. Space.” It’s the way Yoongi was first for me 😫😫😫😫😖

“And you quickly excuse yourself, almost missing the pair of eyes watching your hasty exit to your bedroom.“ FOLLOW HER YOONGI 😭😭😭 go comfort your girl 😭😭😭😭

“The feelings swirling in your chest have no place to go but out of your ducts, pinging onto your floor and into your clothes.” How is it possible that your writing got even better? Wtf

“Yoongi [10:20pm]: I know” the instantaneous I know 🔪 WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME

“Because now, more than ever, you wanna run right for that godforsaken finish line.” Same. I guess I knew it would be a phone call, and yet here I am grieving the sliver of me that thought maybe just maybe he would sneak up to her room for a hug. Fuck why is that so fucking sad? Probably because they were literally hundred of feets apart at most physically…that’s it. So close and yet so far away

“Jimin knew not to let me get you. You haven’t noticed, but. I still have a big ass bruise from him shoving me into the bar.” Fucking knew it. Yoongi would have ended up in jail

“He had really nice ones on today, so they’re probably going into those neat, clear bins he uses for more coveted pairs.” Why would you do this to me 😭 this is such a small yet intimate thought and I can’t THEYRE PRACTICALLY MARRIED 🔪🔪🔪 and it’s only been days 🧍🏽‍♀️

“There’s a quiet moment. Then a quiet, rueful huff of breath.” Was it the babe 🥺 does it affect him just like his doll does her 🥲

“Just missed you.” 😐😐😐😐 AND RIGHT BEFORE WE GONNA GET TO THE SMUT YOU’RE A DEVIL

“Careful, doll. Neighbors can’t know my name just yet.” JUST YET WHAT DO YOU MEAN JUST YET AGSHDHFJGKGKGLG

“But you don’t need to admit that to him.” No but I think you do…he would lose his shit if she started talking dirty right back 🥴

“throw in a few scenarios that you dare not bring up.” Uhm no wtf share with the class pls 👀 *seconds later* “Maybe you will now” oh thank fuck

“The amount of lust and something scarier you’re carrying for this man is at an all-time peak.”

“My girl’s so dirty.” Damn straight she’s yours and damn straight she is 😈😌👀🥴

“Where’s my kiss?” “Good luck, babe” ☠️

“Bogged down by a past that clings to your feet like quicksand, dragging you away from wonderful, tender things you’ve been told. But it seems like you found a step of solid footing. One sure, stable piece of foundation that has probably been there for longer than you’d known.” (Editor’s note: again I didn’t have a comment…your writing is just stellar 😭)

“Walking to a finish line is just as significant as running. Because if you get there, you get there, and that’s a win.“ I literally cried

(editor’s note: I blame a myriad of things but mostly how talented you are so pls LEAVE ME ALONE I CANT 😭😂)

“that you want occupied for an uncountable amount of nights.” 😭😭😭😭

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Okay so yeah…this is my new favorite chapter I decided and I’ll tell you why. I know you keep saying it’s just so much dialogue but it’s more than that. It’s the really good mashup reprise at the end of the first act. That’s literally the only way I know how describe it. It’s the Non-stop of the series (I really hope you’ve listened to Hamilton or else this metaphor is MOOT)[I couldn't wait and it has been confirmed for just this moment😂]. There’s a lot happening sure, and yeah it’s a lot of dialogue but it brilliantly tied together all the previous parts. That’s my favorite thing about reprises. I just think they're so clever and they make you almost…nostalgic??? Does that make sense? Like the small references and nods and ties to the other parts just makes me appreciate them all the more AND it makes me want to go back to revisit them (which I did and I saw that a lot of people said they felt the same way). It feels like we’ve reached the turning point, the end of the first act. Reader even said so herself…she’s got a good fucking reason not to overthink when it comes to him anymore. At least where feelings are concerned. For Yoongi, I think it was the kiss and the I miss you in the kitchen, he needed to hear it. Even someone as confident as him…he needed that reassurance that she still wanted him. He’s constantly telling her to tell him what she wants and istg every time it’s like he’s begging for it to be him. Like subconsciously he’s compelled to ask until she finally says the thought they’re both refusing to acknowledge (to date, to be together, to be able to show how much they actually care about each other consequences be damned). Cause you know he’s not gonna be the one to say it…I’m not sure he’d let himself be that selfish (bc that’s how I’m sure he see it...the she deserves better than him/he’s not good enough for someone like her crap). For her, it was obviously the huge revelation…knowing the extend that he went to to keep her safe. The burden he kept to himself so that she wouldn’t have to shoulder it. 😭😭😭 I don’t think I even need to say more about that, we’re all soft as hell over here as is.

So yeah…the phone call…them making plans to see each other despite bro being back. This is the turning point…well actually more accurately…the point of no return (lol wait did I just make another musical theater reference without meaning to 😬 WHOOPS 😂😏…Yoongi is much less toxic than the phantom don’t worry 😂). Fuck this got long…this is what happens when I have 12+ hours of driving to just zone out and think. At least 6 of those were spent singing music at the top of my lungs (partially to keep awake…also I’m running off a lot of energy drinks and that always does this to me. I get contemplative) and I did in fact dip into some obc recordings so that explains the reprise connection I hope 😂. (Editor's note: okay so this paragraph was actually written last, when I was actually trying to write coherent paragraphs and not just copy and paste quotes and random thoughts as I thought them. But for the sake of things flowing in some sort of order I am starting with it and now trying to piece all the random thoughts into some sort of point lol. So while this reprise explanation did in fact get away from me... I mostly meant this entire review 😬). With that said, I think it only makes sense now to go through the potential references/callbacks to other parts that I noticed when reading them again (my warning is that while I am 100% certain about the more blatant ones...I do also naturally jump to a lot of conclusions as well 😂). I feel like a lot of them were from the drabbles??? But maybe that's bc I love screaming about how similar they think and we get a lot of Yoongi POV in the drabbles 🤷‍♀️

Gonna start of strong with the callback to countdown. Yoongi thinks “You look so beautiful when you’re happy” when he's watching her across the room at the NYE party and now we get reader thinking “He’s so handsome when he’s happy” watching him across the room...like WTF. You don't understand how SHOOK I was when I read this. I swear I sat there like:

(Then messaged you to be like 🥺🥺🥺🥺 bc I repeat: WTF). Okay everyone say thank you Ryen and go back to read Countdown if you haven’t already 🤧.

I really had to get that first one out there because it's literally gonna haunt me but next I'll do Basketball bc there are a lot from that one (for obvious reasons):

“As soon as he turns, he gives you a once over with furrowed brows. “What the hell are you wearing? You walked all the way here in that?”” !!!!!!!!!!! So obviously it doesn’t matter what she was wearing and it was not cool of bro to even ask when they talk about it in this chapter BUT…now that we know dalo creep = basketball scum 👀. Knowing that bro commented on her clothing choice the first time the creep saw her gives a lot more context as to why he even brought it up in the first place now (and why he immediately took it back after remembering that’s an absurd question 😒)

Next the phone call in basketball too…she missed Yoongi’s call and when she called back he was already on the way to check on her. I assumed he was mad/sounding stressed because of work but…was he worried about her? Bc of the threats? They would have been fresh at this point 😳. So he was really pissed at himself for having to work so late…he couldn’t check on her earlier. And pissed he’ll be busy with the same shit tomorrow. IS THIS WHY YOU COULDNT DO LIKE ANY OF THE DRABBLES I REQUESTED (bc literally never shut up about the doorway scene this missed phone call leads to) 😂 his thoughts would have given it away FOR SURE 😳 (it’s also okay if they just didn’t spark your interest). “That wasn’t what I came for, doll.” NO IT WASN’T HE CAME TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE SAFE BC YOU DIDN’T ANSWER AND THERE’S A STALKER OUT THERE 😭😭😭😭

Lastly let’s talk about Vmin…now that Jimin being Tae’s sneaky link is confirmed I’m also wondering if Jimin’s flirty tactic to get Tae to come pick her up was just so he could see him 👀 (cause he even got some side eye from bro…he is shameless tho so hmmm). BUT reader also comments “there’s no way Jimin would’ve told you to make him come get you if you were in anything casual or modest” so it could have been a little bit of both…wanting to see Tae but also Jimin looking out for reader like the homie he is. Jimin does also seem to genuinely care for reader…presumably in a little sister way but I can’t lie…the vibes feel off. BUT only (I hope) bc the man is an incorrigible flirt and seemingly incapable of talking about feelings like the fuckboi he is 😂. I’m really rooting for Vmin so I hope we get to see some of Tae’s POV from that week 👀 (I’ll take Jimin’s too, I ain’t picky 😌😭)[But also since we’re on Vmin from dalo…the weird tension with Jimin and reader after the confrontation? His heart was racing 100% bc the dude was the same one who made threats but the “not what I was expecting”? Hmm. I know he’s with Tae but unless Jimin already knew about Yoongi being down bad for reader at this point (he already knew about reader and Yoongi being something bc Tae told us he told him the night he covered for her)…idk that comment still has me raising a brow. Earlier when he called too (about dying his hair) Yoongi did an uncomfortable neck rub thing and it must be bc he’s uncomfortable with Jimin knowing right? AND since Jimin is with Tae he hears a lot about her now so maybe just in general he’s learning more about her and has been surprised… 👀🤞🏽] (ugh this one is all over the place and brackets WHO but that’s because I’m all over the place with Jimin still OKAY 🥴)

“And the look on Taehyung’s face is so comical that you have to look away.” Tae being asked if reader is seeing Jimin hits different now too 😂 (and yet still sus WHYYYYY)

Yoongi in stay: “he follows your pointing hand to his table, and that’s when he notices a foiled plate, chest feeling slightly heavier yet lighter at the same time.” Reader in this chapter: “Your chest is both a lot heavier and a lot lighter than it used to be. Like a significant part of you has been replaced with solid stone.” 👀👀👀 I def have made a teasing comment towards Yoongi about that initial line so 😂 I feel vindicated somehow idk why

Okay the last two recalls/references are definitely a product of my overthinking but I wrote it all out anyways so here . First from balcony: “So you like the idea of them but not the real thing?” I don’t think I fully analyzed/understood this moment until reading it again after this part…after when he said/‘joked’ he thought she forgot about him already…like was he worried that now she got the real thing for a whole week that she decided the idea was better? 😭. Has he been worried reader has liked the idea of him more than she would like the real him this entire time??? 😭 While we’re here…I think I could write an entire essay on Fireworks/it’s accompanying drabbles. Like the fireworks = metaphor for how Yoongi sees reader. Beautiful bright…only comfortable watching them from a distance. Scary and unpredictable up close…how he questioned if his feelings would even last…bc fireworks don’t last, they’re fleeting. Also back to what Yoongi has her number saved as…just as a painful fun scenario for everyone involved, hear me out…like a fuckboi he saved it using only emojis…only the emoji is fireworks 🎆 🎇🥺🥺🥺 (Ugh the latest song I’ve been obsessively listening to on repeat, bc that’s something I do, has a line that goes “I always thought I might be bad, now I’m sure that it’s true. ‘Cause I think you’re so good, and I’m nothing like you” and I’ve always liked that line but it’s literally all I’ve been singing in my head lately and I’m not sure if it’s bc subconsciously I thought of 3tan couple the last time it came up again and that’s why it started to tumble around my head again or if this is some really odd coincidence that I’ve been stuck on that line and it just fits Yoongi so well upon further contemplation. Ugh and then Yuri saying her mystery man would do anything for her, the second verse adds “if I could begin to do something that does right by you, I would do about anything” 🤧)[editor’s note: well this turned into an unexpected spiral so…enjoy that 🥴]

Lastly, (for real this time…for this section) from sidewalk talk: “the paint on everything has faded with age, just how you imagine your own self to appear” about the the playground equipment at Yoongi’s apartment complex. Then in this chapter she comments on different playground equipment again thinking: “the metal is warm instead of scorching hot, and you briefly wonder if the paint is new.” I just can’t help but take a large running leap for this one bc 1) I’m soft 🥺 and 2) like she literally compared the equipment to herself the first time…and like why would you add such a small toss away thought like “oh gee I wonder if this paint is new” if it wasn’t some sort of metaphor for how much healing and growth reader has done since sidewalk talk!???? Huh??? TELL ME WHY RYEN?? READER DID GET A NEW COAT OF PAINT ITS CALLED LEARNING HOW TO BE CONFIDENT IN YOURSELF AND TRUST SOMEONE AGAIN OKAY 😭. “As an impossible memory of another playground comes to mind, you sigh, “He does, Dom.”” She even thought about that playground during this scene…coincidence????? I REALLY HOPE NOT (but also even if it is a coincidence IM STICKING TO IT BC ITS CUTE ASL OKAY). Could it be that you just added that to create a fuller and more tangible scene by adding details related to the senses? Sure but…☹️ bc later she does comment about the heat permeating her hands and it’s like I could feel it…

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This fun new section is a section I’m gonna call: random thoughts I forgot to mention bc I was too busy drawing lines/pulling receipts and things that went over my head the first time around 🙃

How I almost forgot bro commentary is beyond me… but a few things:

1) so I saw someone already point out that poking their cheek is a joon trait but I argue it’s also a Jin trait…BUT I AM TEAM HOSEOK BRO SO.

2)“Like an ink stamp of his persona—never fully transferred.” … “You watch as he adjusts the watch on his wrist, admiring its craftsmanship with a determined stare.” SIGH…im team bro Hobi I’m team bro hobi I’m team bro Hobi, sope as bffs, sope as bros YOU’RE REALLY TESTING ME HERE

The texting breaks…so I’ve seen a few people comment on this by now and I agree with everything that’s been said so far. So so so so brilliant of you to use them as a pacing mechanism AND it emphasizes how many times she thought about reaching out without having to state it like a broken record. It shows us that every lull in reader’s day was spent opening their chat and contemplating what to say and how to say it. It’s also the main reason I immediately drew a line from “Yoongi has been on his phone constantly” straight to “bc he’s been contemplating if he should text reader/check if she’s messaged him” as opposed to “he’s seeing someone else” (not that I would ever think that but you know what I mean)…(which is where reader was previously drawing her line…both in basketball after her brother’s comment about his phone lighting up and in stay in the doorway and in friends with the girls at the studio almost forgot about that one). It seemed to me that reader also drew that same line and that’s ✨growth✨ if I ever did see it 😭 it seems she’s finally starting to internalize just how similar they are for real!!!

“If he’s with your brother, that could result in a talk you don’t wanna have yet“ it’s the yet for me 👀 like what do you mean yet 👁👄👁

““Sneaking around… Ah, that’ll break you.” Why does it feel like he’s talking to more than just you?” 🥺🥺🥺 he’s talking about Jimin of course but it wasn’t until the second read that it hit me 🥺🥺🥺

Okay yeah…”Yoongi looks right at you, your sibling replies—” Yoongi really didn’t say anything to her directly until they were cooking 🥺😭 I did catch that right the first time around…thanks for that 🙃🙃🙃🔪🔪🔪 (I don’t count his ‘anytime’ on the way out that morning after)

“Your deprecation is knocked off the climbing gym by a scoff.” Another good ass line…idk how I didn’t point this one out the first time. (Oh wait I know it’s bc I was too busy focusing on playground equipment paint 😐🤦🏽‍♀️😂)

Dipping out early bc he’s working on a song for her 👀…Something he wants to show her right? I think he’s finally ready to let her listen to one of his songs…like his personal ish and so he’s polishing one up for her…or he even wrote a new one for her 😭👀🔪

Bro was 100% about to tell reader about basketball creep and dalo before Yoongi knocked…now that it’s been revealed I just feel like there’s anything else he could have been about to say no??? It sounded too serious for anything else.

“Something is placed in your hand before you fully register what he means, and your jaw drops before he walks away with a goddamn smirk.” I thought I got this the first time around…I thought he was referring to bro saying “coming” but it was to her “finish by myself” 👀😏 RYEN! 😳😂 I can’t take this…we gonna get this and the “spit in my mouth” with them together next time? Or 👀😳

“Because all you’ve been is a younger sister. Not really part of their group or age or whatever else that separates your world from theirs.” Okay so I know this is just another roadblock for them BUT can we talk about how this is actually good??? Hear me out. Before, the biggest and most glaring thing in her mind is that bro is bro…that he could never know and she couldn’t see past that…but now that this potential issue has been brought up doesn’t that mean she has seen past it??? Cause in this scenario bro would have to know about them too and yet…that’s not what she’s worried about rn 👀. So not a great thought but I feel like what it implies is huge. Like before she wouldn’t even let herself think about what it would be like to really date Yoongi bc it was so far out of reach in her mind. Maybe her talk with Yuri got her thinking about this too… 🤔

We didn’t talk about the cat scene really but that’s because I’m too fucking soft. Just know…I want you to know that I know you knew what you were doing adding that scene in after everything 😭😭😭😭🔪 There’s only so many times I can be shocked by your audacity and yet…it seems I have not reached that limit yet 😐😂

“Keep whatever shirt you got on, forget the rest. You’re gonna need it in a sec.” Me only realizing on the second read through that he knew/ planned from the get that she was gonna need a shirt to muffle her moans 😵‍💫 cocky son of a bitch is right 🥴🥴🥴. Also he got what he wanted? So like…did the spitting comment do him in too or does he just mean he wanted to focus on her 👀 cause either option is enough to take me out. Either he only wanted to pleasure her which is 🥴 or he got so worked up he started jerking off too/came in his pants and that’s equally as 🥴🥴🥴🥴 reader was distracted to say the least…how could she have known/paid attention enough for us to know through her POV 👀 I think the only way to settle this is to see Yoongi’s POV of this scene…yeah I think that’s the only way to really know 🤔👀😏😂

Okay lastly for really real this time tho…the last big thing, I said I would be back to talk about this so here, this part: “Your brother just furrows his brows once before continuing his cleaning. “Yeah, he’s working on big shit, that’s for sure.” As he passes to throw his garbage away, you pick your phone up to flip it over. “Speaking of, I’m hosting another party here on Friday.”” It’s the speaking of for me. Party/celebration for Yoongi (and the studio as whole so that means Jk AND POSSIBLY BRO REVEAL BC WHO WORKS WITH THEM AT THE STUDIO HUH??? WHO? 👀) at her house CONFIRMED. Literally can’t change my mind. It’s happening and everyone will get to hear his music (the one he did for the famous artist that could be his big break not his personal music) and he will have already let reader listen to it so they’ll be holding eye contact across the room, eyes brimming with things only they know and he’ll get shy and she’ll get to torture him from across the room for once and he’ll lose his mind BC THEYLL HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN TO TALK AND SEE EACHOTHER AFTER HER INTERVIEW SO ITLL BE SAME PAGES NOT THIS DID THE OTHER FORGET ABOUT ME NONESENSE THEYRE BOTH FEELING AND READER WILL FEEL SECURE AND PROUD AND CONFIDENT sigh 😭 I need this so bad, I feel it viscerally.

In conclusion...the perfect way to sum this entire chapter up: “You don’t think you’ll ever stop thinking about this.” Cause same girl…same.

anytime (3tan) (m) | myg

title: anytime pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that  rating/genre:m (18+) ; angst , fluff , smut ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary:your brother is finally back. which makes for a bunch of conflicting worries that you may need to address. warnings: angst, yoongi in general lol, lots of dialogue i’m so sorry, tae being a menace, yoongi on the phone, 3tan sibling scenes!!, thinking thinking, jimin being jimin, masturbation, dirty talk, sl*t mentions, did i say yoongi on the phone?, alcohol, house party, so many interactions, just… yoongi🥺 note: ah.. well. it’s finally here. thank you endlessly to @sugakookitty​​ for being the angel beta you are, and thank you all for being so patient and understanding as i worked on this while still recovering from the writing process of dalo! i know it’s been a minute, so. i worked like hell on this the past week. if you haven’t read any of the three tangerines series yet, i highly recommend reading those first! it will make so much more sense lol note 2: saving the rest of my thoughts for the end bc i have many! just enjoy :D  total word count: 16k+ release date: july 23rd, 2022, 2:17pm est 

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Back to normal.

With the coming of one, singular sunrise, everything has gone back to normal. 

Curling your fingers into worn sheets, you stare unblinking at the space once occupied. At the way the material has bunched in frozen peaks and valleys, previously crinkled by passion and loudly unspoken feelings. 

Whatever transpired just hours ago will be imprinted on your soul forever. You may even wear it on your sleeve, if only to remind yourself that something shifted between the hours of suspense and shelter. 

Because Yoongi didn’t just let you into his place last night. 

He let you into his heart. 

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[miksanchismosa]

Still can’t believe you dropped this then DIPPED…convenient plans 🤨😂

“Jimin’s newest way of cheering people up is to drag them to high-end, expensive as fuck restaurants…Tae probably has something to do with this.” I love Tae’s bougie ass 😂.

Shiv??? A new oc? 👀

“What are you doing here? Was he always clutching his drink this hard? Shouldn’t he not be looking this long? Why does he frankly not give a fuck if he is or not?” God I love Yoongi POV’s 😭 the man is always going through it while just 😐🧍 on the outside

“Before Yoongi says anything he’d regret, Jimin goads, “Yeah? Different how?”” Are we about to get possessive Yoongi ??? and agagshdkdlgg Jimin is a little shit 😏 and I love him for it 😂

“And it terrifies him.” 🥺 fireworks scare the shit outta me too 🥺😭😭😭 and now I’m crying 🤧

“Absolutely nothing as you make your way to their table hold up why are you walking over? What the hell are you looking at— Fucking Park” I repeat: I fucking love Park Jimin

“Not when he’s already dealing with you in the present. There’s no way he can handle both at the same time, especially since he’s already forcing himself to stay the fuck in his seat.” I’m not even sure what I have to say about this other than I really liked this line 😂 so I copied and pasted it then continued to read

“Feigning nonchalance, he takes a slow sip from his glass while his eyes inevitably linger, finally tuning back in when you observe” I can see his damn poker face now!!! Ugh no one would ever know his thoughts are SPIRALLING. This is why Yoongi POV’s are the best 😭

“If you ever pull one of those on him…” Sigh *takes out credit card* just start a tab at this point 🤧 (you know we’re gonna need her giving him a pout now right? Like you HAD to know this is what was gonna happen) 💳💥💳

“But on the same token, there’s another emotion lingering in his chest. Something deeper, fuller, more important than the outright attraction he’s hoping to god isn’t so obvious. Pride” 🥺 brooooo “How can he have that in someone that isn’t his?” Cause she is yours. Simple 🤷🏽‍♀️👀

“Showing you off would be too easy. Whoever gets to do that better do it right, and often.“ aaaaaand there’s the PAIN. Thanks for that ☹️

“He can’t even stand up if he needed to anyway.” 👀

The pov switch 😂 THEY LITERALLY SHARE A SINGULAR BRAIN CELL

I JUST now processed the banner and what fit this is 😐😐😐 RYEN GET BACK HERE THIS INSTANT. I have words 😐. Don’t perceive you my ass…smh

“Then again… What does Yoongi have your contact saved as? Is it your name? Something else? Just your number and no name at all?” YES FINALLY. Thank you. I feel like this means we’re gonna get this answered sometime soon 👀

“Although… You start thinking about how one with—” you’re a menace and you KNOW it, one or two times can be a coincidence but this?? Nope you’re doing this on purpose. I know the sundress was self indulgent in and of itself but to just pile on top of it!??? Menace™

Help, the typos 😂☠️ This is way too relatable

“Yoongi [9:06pm]: You don’t wanna? :((“ not the ☹️ YOU AND YOONGI ARE BOTH MENACES

Strike that…all three of y’all are menaces bc reader is now 🥺 over text when the man literally just thought he would be weak to the pout…I feel like text pout counts 👀😂

“And something else drapes over you like a warm blanket, a feeling from the night that you kissed under moonlight. Another time Yoongi blatantly disregarded where you were and simply did what he wanted.” 🥺 another fireworks reference 😭 whyyyy

“While attraction and lust are certainly problems, they aren’t the feelings you’re really worried about.” 👀 mhmm

Damn reader is getting bold 😏…calling him from the bathroom stall… talk about ✨growth✨

“Maybe you’ll think of some preemptive revenge, as well.” This better not be a promise you cant keep Ryen 👀😈

BABE ☠️

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Okay you’re sick for this…4.8k of pure self indulgence 🫠. We are officially SPOILED ROTTEN.

sundress season (3tan) | myg

drabble: sundress season | chapter: post-anytime pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series:masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime  rating/genre: m (18+) ; fluff , smut ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary:the second time you ask yoongi what else he prefers in the bedroom. and his answer has something to do with his hair.   warnings: language, his texts might need their own warning, yoongi on the phone, mentions of sexual acts, this gd outfit note: this takes place between 3tan8 and the upcoming 3tan9.if you haven’t read anytime or any of the three tangerines series yet, i highly recommend reading those first! it will make so much more sense lol note 2: again….. this literally happened bc of this post so it’s everyone’s fault lmaooo.. but since the goal was p big, i didn’t wanna slack on this one, so that’s why it took a bit longer to finish. i hope y’all know how much ily ! starting off the bday month with a bang. mood: wet dreamz - j. cole (sry lol i had to)  word count: 4.8k  release date:august 13th, 2022, 2:47pm est

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[miksanchismosa]

Ryen you’re a menace for this…A MENACE I SAY. I swear this hits different after 3tan6…don’t ask me how or why but it does…

Also…I really want champagne now 😂

personalllyyy I want the balcony bit of fireworks from yoongi's pov :) -🌷

hello yes flower, it seems that you have come over here just to hurt me.

3tan drabble: fireworks (balcony), yoongi pov genre: angst wc: 965

“I see someone started the year off right.”

Yoongi figured you were going to say something. Every time he spotted you around the cul de sac after the first countdown, he could tell something was off. Whether that was because of his kiss, or something else, he couldn't take seeing you that way after witnessing you smile the way you did.

“I dunno,” is how he responds, walking over to the railing and wanting to tell you how it went down. Why he wants to do so, he doesn't want to think about too hard. “She damn near ripped my tongue out.”

Your response is immediate and free of any hard feelings. “I don’t blame her. Yours is annoying.”

“Wow.”

He sees a glass being held out for him to toast, and he looks at you before you yell,

“Here’s to a happy fuck last year!”

What did you just say?

“Oh, fuck. I meant—I meant the whole year, not like… Umm.”

Oh. Wow. You really don't know how endearing you are. Yoongi can only laugh before politely toasting. “Happy fuck last year.”

As he takes his swig, he covertly catches you turning to watch the fireworks going off around the blocks, eyes instantly as bright as every single one of them.

Fireworks were never Yoongi's thing. Not just because they're dangerous and sound like something else that can seriously injure people, but they're also way too loud for his tastes.

But up here, far away from the action but still able to watch all the light shows, he's found that they're nice to watch from a distance.

A small sound of excitement pops beside him, drawing his eyes to your completely awestruck form a few feet away.

Do you even know how you look right now? Do you even know he's there anymore? To him, you look lost in your own little world, and he can't help but want to keep you there forever.

“It’s so weird how you can love something you’re afraid of.”

Stilling, Yoongi blinks before turning back to watch the rooftops.

Is he supposed to say something? What does he even say to that? Why does he feel something in his chest?

There's one thing he can default to, though, and his friend is to thank for that. The two of you really are similar. “Geez, you talk just like your brother.”

Your voice is soft when you respond, but still as crisp as the cold night air, “I mean, I dunno. I just think it’s interesting. I love fireworks, but apparently I am terrified of them.”

Yoongi instinctively drinks from his bottle again, wondering what to say as he places it on the railing in front of him. He can relate to your sentiments at surface level, but there's something else in your words that has him contemplative, too. Something he's been thinking about for awhile and hasn't exactly acknowledged.

He thinks he'll give away more than what he's asking, but he says fuck it and does so anyways.

“So you like the idea of them but not the real thing?”

And luckily for him, you don't catch on. Good.

“I guess so. Weird, right?”

No. It's not weird at all. But he wants to choose his words carefully as he stares at the sparkling sky in front of him.

He's glad that he decided to come up here for some peace and quiet after getting jumped multiple times for New Years kisses. No matter how much fun he seemingly had tonight, being up here - with you - will be what he remembers the most.

“Who cares if it’s weird,” he finally responds. “If you love it, that’s just facts.”

You don't respond to him after that, but the people shouting about the next countdown don't allow much more conversation anyway.

“I should go," you say, the sad lilt to your voice not getting past him.

But, dutifully, he lets you. “Yeah.”

“Have a good new year, Yoongi. See you around.”

Well, the moment was nice while it lasted. Besides, he can't have you all to himself for that long. Not at all, in fact. Stuffing cold hands into his jacket, he turns to watch you leave. “Same. See ya.”

After you slide the door shut, Yoongi turns back to the pops of color steady lighting up the neighborhood. 

But, somehow, it’s not as nice to watch anymore. 

It can’t be that simple, can it? It felt perfect when you were standing there, and now it doesn’t? What the hell does that even mean? 

His eyes flicker to where you were before, like doing do would bring you back again so he could have you to himself for a whole lot longer. 

Goddamn it. 

He shouldn’t be having these feelings, especially for you. How were you able to get under his skin so easily? Are these feelings even gonna last? They are outright terrifying—

Terrifying.

Swiping your glass that you left on the railing, Yoongi makes his way to the door that he knows you haven’t left yet. Because of course you haven’t. Your attraction to him is blatantly obvious to him, and the fact that you proved a bit put out by his kiss only served to prove his thoughts. 

When you see him behind the sliding door, he simply watches you, telling himself not to do exactly what the fuck he’s thinking about doing. 

But as he slides it open, Yoongi does it with purpose, his urge to make you happy trumping the logical side of his brain.

“I left my d—”

“Fireworks scare the shit outta me, too.”

And it’s the truth. 

As he finally kisses someone of his own volition that night, he hopes to any higher power that you don’t get what he really means. 

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a/n: flower i hope you’re happy with yourself. because why???? why??

[miksanchismosa]

Okay this is officially 3tan bro conspiracy hour lets goooo

[ 3tan8.5 ] ok. 300 and it’s yours🧍‍♀️

you heathens!! LMAO you’re lucky i actually could swing this between anytime and 3tan9 and still add a sundress scenario in the regular series outline. how? a surprise😌

second surprise is that we’ll get yoongi’s POV for phone sex anyway🤣 but this one will just stay an idea unless y’all actually manage to hit this💀

[miksanchismosa]

@reliablemitten THE SHEER AUDACITY 😭😭😭

Soft 3Tan! Okay, reader has been up all night the last two nights with their toddler (back on my 3Tan Yoongi Girl Dad agenda) because baby girl is sick. Reader falls asleep after finally getting the baby to bed on the third night, but this time wakes up refreshed in the morning. She slept all night. But Yoongi isn’t in their bed. Reader goes to the baby’s room and Yoongi is asleep in the rocker with baby girl asleep on his chest. She is holding her stuffed dog that looks like Holly and is wearing feety pajamas with basketballs on them.

MITTENS THIS IS IT I AM AT MY LIMIT WHO CO-SIGNED THIS WHOMST TOLD YOU THAT THIS WAS ANYWHERE NEAR OKAY??????

[miksanchismosa]

Help I just remembered I used to be team hobi for bro!??? And I went DEEP on your blog to look for why…I have concluded it was just bc it was around the time Hobi was posting fuckboi™ pics from Hawaii and I was down bad™…I was really out there blindly manifesting for selfish reasons🥲😂 BUT sadly the evidence does not add up 🥲

Ryen: uses a Hobi as a reaction gif to an ask about 3tan that mentions bro

Me: BRO IS HOBI CONFIRMED??? 🕵🏽‍♀️🕵🏽‍♀️🧐

IS IT?? also i love how you’re still going strong on the hobi side🤣

[miksanchismosa]

Hi 🥺 last one I promise. But I came across this and it’s only right I reblog it onto the side blog you suggested when answering my first insanely long review in ask form. I went looking for this bc when I was catching up with my reviews I thought it was weird there wasn’t one for house party and I swore I had done one! Turns out I did but put it in an ask instead (it’s what I usually did tbh, still do with certain blogs).

In reviewing said review…my question still stands…where did yoongi sleep huh???🧍🏽‍♀️it was either in the same bed OR he kept checking in on her 🥺 bc how else did he hear the sleep talk huh 🧍🏽‍♀️🧍🏽‍♀️🧍🏽‍♀️I almost forgot how many unanswered questions I have from this night!

Also more evidence for my newly rediscovered fuckboi Hobi agenda! Can’t hold his liquor indeed! 👀

Okay warning long ask coming through 😬 I just wrote down my comments as I read bc if I don’t I forget things so BUCKLE UP:

I love the casual nod to the small drabble game you did, I’m glad they are in fact cannon 😌

Listen…I don’t wanna say this man is down bad…but this man might be down bad 🥴 his inner dialogue is really going all over the place at this party, got reader on the mind before she even shows up! Relief? 👀 watch yourself Yoongs (okay but why did my phone want to autocorrect this to Young’s like the modulus, leave me alone 😂), sounds an awful lot like feelings.

Okay but I need to know so many things 🕵🏽‍♀️🕵🏽‍♀️🕵🏽‍♀️ Why was reader so drunk that night, like not even recognizing Yoongi at first and blacking out is drunk drunk 😬?? Where are her usual suspects??? Why she out with a rando?? Is he the hook up after Yoongi??? Did it just “happen” bc she saw him making out with someone(s) (honestly he kind of a hot mess, lap and neck occupied throughout the night and he don’t give af, no judgement babes but you messy)??? it’s probs not that deep tho…unless??? 🕵🏽‍♀️ She doesn’t seem the type tho 🧐

Yoongi sleep on the couch orrrrr? 🤨

Hair dye you say 🙃 you’re really trying to take us all out aren’t you….*two seconds later* GLASSES???? *passes out* I hope you’re happy (this is why this ask took me so long 😂)

“And I don’t have anywhere else to be” took me out. That was bold sis, I think I legit held my breath until I read his response.

SLEEP TALKS AHHHH I would have disintegrated on the spot

Ahhh the whole phone call scene was just…perfect. Perfect amount of like awkward but not. So much tension, neither of them really wanting the conversation to end. Sliding in the comments about looking sick, making sure he knows she doesn’t always look like death …truly relatable. Also boyfriend!!??? No wonder he couldn’t get her out of his house fast enough after the night™ the man’s willpower was truly being tested with him trying to be respectful.

Wait can we talk about this line: “from your confident pose, no one could tell that your heart wasn’t truly working” cause like 🥺. Only for it to be followed by “when you do, you feel something beat in your chest” !!!! 🥲 *once again two seconds later* “standing on that godforsaken balcony with eyes straight ahead and a heart looking sideways” 🤧 I see you went for the good ole one two punch only to sneak a third in there when no one was looking

Yoongi’s “I know” without a missing a single beat 🥴 I’m down bad guys

Okay but can we talk about how your writing is so good that I feel like I just experienced months of uncertainty and overthinking 🤧

As you probably anticipated…what I wouldn’t do for Yoongi’s POV of the night™ (and brekkie can’t forget that) and to hear what this dude reader was with had to say for himself smh. We got so many answers only to have so many new questions ahhh. I’m so happy you didn’t split this up, I was on edge at the end of each break like oh shit is this where Ryen is gonna leave us hangin???? Also a weekend!?? Like multiple days ugh. I’m…honestly frightened 😬

Lastly after deep contemplation I still feel like bro could be Hobi??? Can’t hold his liquor? Check. I think I secretly just have a fuck boi Hobi agenda but that’s neither here nor there 😬😂

I’m so sorry for how long this is but really you brought this on yourself…so actually…maybe I’m not sorry 😂

Lastly (for real this time), in conclusion my mood board for this whole journey:

LMAOOO oh my god, MIKAYLA WOTS ALL THIS THEN😂since the ask is already this long, i’ll put my thoughts under a cut!! 

SCREAMING THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AMAZING AND THOROUGH REVIEW HOLY HELL. you can always reblog with a read more if you want to LOL but let’s get into it😌

yesss i knew i wanted to pull in the drabbles so mwahaha glad you caught those. especially yours! and 👀 you think he’s down bad, huh? you do have some pretty good points there.. what does relief mean, yoong!! tell us!! 

and yeah, we actually have super limited knowledge about what we were even doing like ??? but i wanted to mirror that in the pov switch so that all of us are truly in the dark. but ehehe you seemed to catch onto something! but we don’t really know for sure. 

AND THE QUESTION IS ASKED.. where did yoongi sleep?? 

....yes........... you are correct about this. so now what do we think >:)) and GLASSES I KNOW SDJFSDHFJL HELP i wanna show you all the visuals for house party yoongi !!

oh my god i am so glad you caught that line bc i wanted to start bringing out a bit of a bolder side! especially when it’s just them. so i’m glad you mentioned that. as far as sleep talks LMAOO i have a drabble for that in the future. but for now, only yoongi and i know what happened :) 

the phone call!! that was the part that i was the most excited for you all to read and i am so so happy about the response it’s received. thank you for telling me all your thoughts on it! and yeah.. once the reveal happened it all made sense. it was a mix of misunderstandings from reader and yoongi understanding very clearly, just understanding the wrong info :(( but i wanted us to see yoongi’s boundaries and codes, as well. 

YESSS the one two three punch!! c c c combo! i’m legit smiling. thank you for taking notes as you go i would’ve forgotten so much of this LOL 

ah... yup. the immediate answer. bc of course our bro would tell him! and now with this clearing of the air.. you can bet your ass he already knew where things were headed lol (also how DARE you send that yoongi.... j a i l.) 

awhhhhh thank you so so much🤧 i was gonna cut it off there but i decided to be civil HAHAHA 

yoongi’s pov of the night is basically already written :D i just don’t plan on releasing it for a long while. but as far as this next part......... yeah. my goal is to make the wait worth it 1000%. it’s a lot of freaking pressure but i will try my best!

DSJFKHDSFH MORE BRO DISCOURSE. and trust me, fuckboi!hobi is my absolute WEAKNESS UGH.

i absolutely loved reading this entire thing are you kidding?? no apologies!! thank you so so much for pouring your heart out. it truly means so much to receive things like these. ugh, just, ily!! and your moodboard I CANT HAHAHA you really spoiled me with the memes PLEASE! 

[miksanchismosa]

FLUFF 😭

No honesty Ryen be answering the asks acting like she reading it for the first time too. Babes if you loved us you would tell us about the last time Yoongi was in love 😭 In fact if you loved us you would release a chapter without ‘angst’ in the warningssss 😔

damn😔 guess i love y’all… the secret is out😔

[miksanchismosa]

I went deep in this tag…one of these is right??? At the time I was split on which one is right…it’s either Jin and rapline OR dude from the party is a rando.

I’m gonna go with dude from the party is rando.

Also I commented on this and was team Hobi at first!???? I literally, and I mean literally, have no recollection of this??? So I have to go back further to find if I sent any theory asks in bc what?? Why? I was literally just thinking today “why does anyone think it’s Hobi” WHEN I WAS SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT THIS WTF

That "its just me and two other people" comment is leading me to think bro is Jin and rapline works at the studio.

OC slept with Koo after Yoongi

The dude from the party was a no-name rando.

Final answer. Lock it in.

OOOOO the theories are already back up and running!! alright, alright, i have these all locked in for you😌 do i add to the flame if i say… one of these is right🥴

[miksanchismosa]

And this is why I have to write shit down bc once again I came across this and was like

AND NOW I DONT REMEMBER IF I EVER WROTE IT OUT 🤦🏽‍♀️ gonna go reread my review ig? Or look through my notes app…idk man. I know what current me thinks happened…but is that the same as what past mikayla thought??? Who knows at this point, that bitch is crazy 🤷🏽‍♀️ I don’t know her 👀😂

On a semi related note I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY ON WHAT POSSIBLY COULD HAVE HAPPENED AFTER READER LEFT THE BASKETBALL COURT.

See this is why I can’t just give my commentary right away 😂 this has been bothering me so much like I could not think of what could have happened??? But now I have a theory…I think. Will have to reread to confirm it is plausible🕵🏽‍♀️🕵🏽‍♀️🕵🏽‍♀️

THIS U???😂 I CANT WAIT TO HEAR IT ALONG WITH ALL UR THOUGHTS ON STAY!!! I read your basketball review at least once every other day don’t look at me🧍‍♀️

[miksanchismosa]

Okay this is the last one I had in my drafts…guys…I was aggressively team Hobi?? And I’m sort of offended at myself for not sticking with it??? AND forgetting 😂 what’s that all about??? The audacity istg

I might honestly have to switch back 😬 like…I might have to keep manifesting team Hobi aka fuckboi™ Hobi… out of respect. Also it seems like we both were thinking about his Instagram posts soooo 👀 who knows…maybe he does have a shot at being bro. He can be very intimidating…bangtan has confirmed that they are all afraid to piss him off 🤷🏽‍♀️ so eff it. Guess I’m team Hobi again 😂 why tf not right?

I saw 3tan bro discourse and was summoned 😂

I feel like as the only Hobi as bro enthusiast I have to say it’s mostly out of sheer will power that I delude myself into thinking think it’s him…I don’t think he would be that over protective (I mean the man is an Aquarius y’all) or as much of a fuckboi™ but a girl sure can dream 🤧

Now Anon who gave evidence for Namjoon 🕵🏽‍♀️ you might be on to something there 👀

LMAO mikayla came running like clockwork!!

and i love how you're sticking with hobi bro skdlfj and even though he wouldn't be too too protective.. who knows.. especially with a sister irl! as far as the fckboi aspect...... all i can say is... his ig.. LOL i haven't forgotten that thirst trap he just threw at us in the middle of family !! photos !!

ah yes we will turn our attentions to the namjoon anon👀

[miksanchismosa]

Ask and you shall receive bb 😂😘

More like challenge and you shall lose but that’s neither here nor there 😏😂

[ 3tan8.5 ] ok. 300 and it’s yours🧍‍♀️

you heathens!! LMAO you’re lucky i actually could swing this between anytime and 3tan9 and still add a sundress scenario in the regular series outline. how? a surprise😌

second surprise is that we’ll get yoongi’s POV for phone sex anyway🤣 but this one will just stay an idea unless y’all actually manage to hit this💀