#No fks abt them

[lanterns-and-daydreams]

Good morning to everyone in Elfhame except Locke, Dain and Balekin

[pamouche]

if sand and ray were… works of art

[seadem-on]

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[lusalemaart]

uwu

[cheswirls]

i started this ml sketch back in 2021 and have successively redone it so many times since and i think..... fingers crossed!!!!!! that i like this version from last night enough to maybe color or do something past sketching at least

[dreambot]

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BACKSTORY

Riot Adler , 24, an absolute disaster of a superstar entered a contract to do the show bc her pr was trying to cover up the scandals she's always starting for fun lol.

ENTRY GUIDELINES

human sims only plz

any gender!

the more backstory the better, i would love this show to have a ton of fkn drama and write out everyones charas a little bit to properly represent them. bonus if they are also celebs!

no deadline in case this gets 2 notes lul

cc encouraged idc abt alpha or maxis match/mix

everyday, swimwear, formal and sleepwear preferred but i can fill in the blanks if needed!

im not responsible if shes an asshole talk to her pr manager not me

just have fun lets fk it up! maybe we can plot some drama 2gether :-) parody of love island and other shows like that so b evil we are here for manufactured drama

@ me @dreambot (duh) or #loversrockbcchallenge

dm or send an ask if i left anything out idk what im doing!

[angelgoeslewd]

man i replayed touchstarved and theres just so much!!!!! i cant get over

why does vere say “not quite monster, not quite human” when sniffing us

and vere’s distaste of leander, calling him a glorified victim complex. of what!!!!!!!

ais and his obsession with his good impressions. wtf is that abt. dude u r a 6ft demon thing why do u care about us so much already.

and wheres his gang?? whos his gang??? who were those ppl he beat up that were obviously another gang. he picked that person on purpose didnt he.

kuras??? wearing his heart on his sleeve apparently????? and then getting burned

also why tf is he curious abt us. and if mc got their hand sewn on by him then yeah obviously he can touch us.

mhin lifting me up makes me want them carnally

also aissssss ajfbskjfsknfks

did not expect that softness from vere!???? he so fkn likes us hes just doing that trope where its like “do i want to fk them or eat them” horny = hungry for this monster

[scrumptiousstuffs]

as i see, FK doesnt have a lot of fanservice they seem so real and honest about the things they do together i think this is the best thing about them! do you see the same way? or am i just crazy abt them lol

Hello Anon! Welcome to my corner of FK obsession 😂.

To answer your comment - I genuinely do not think our wonderfully, weird co-dependent besties are doing any major fanservice (I mean, they might harped it a little during events/concerts), but their interactions off-screen tells a lot about their relationship.

I can’t put it as eloquently as the talented Sarah @/firstkanaphans (who has ways with words) and it seems she answered some questions/comments already re: FK in the last 24 hrs (so, if you haven’t check it out, please do!). Not surprisingly though, after the wild 24 hrs we have in SomSoms fandom. And who could blame us? - we have Khaotung (plus Joong) looking smoking hot in those suits, followed by FirstKhao sitting on each other lap and now them drunkenly kissing during karaoke?? (Also - this is me bowing to Joong who continues to be our lord and saviour in detailing us FK shenanigans 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️)

But in a nutshell, I agree with what you (and what most of us think) - the boys just genuinely enjoy each other company plus they have found their safe haven. FK themselves admit in an interview their relationship could only be defined as “First-Khaotung” cause even they are aware to some degree the things they do for each other are not most people will do even in a good friendship scenario 😂….I mean, these 2 have GPS activated? on their IPhone so that they are constantly aware of each other location, spoils each other with expensive gifts, sulks if the other don’t show up to any event (First’s graduation ceremony come to mind! - he was so upset and whining to Ciize when Khao pranked him into thinking that he would not make it to the ceremony. I also recalled him playfully sulking and refusing to say Khaotung’s name during a solo event [and instead use variation of “rice” instead] cause Khaotung was asleep and didn’t tune in to his solo event 😂🙂‍↕️ )

Also, I have always thought between these 2 - First is the more expressive and eloquent speaker. You can tell by the way he effortlessly carry out any host duties or events/interviews (while Khaotung usually stares adoringly to his bestie face 🫣 but he is getting better!). Or how about the way First wrote those beautifully penned out what I can only described as love letters to his bestie (during LOLFanfest 2024). Khaotung, on the other hand, he is the epitome of what I will call “action speaks louder than words.” He quietly helped First throughout Safe House season 4 when the latter broke his arm/wrist, and if I recalled, Khaotung helped First ties his shoes during a photoshoot they did together (with the photographer/staff member actually showing a BTS photo of him doing just that) during the same period. It’s not to say Khaotung can’t expressed himself or function without First, but these 2 just sparkle ✨ more brightly when they are together.

And while Sarah rightfully pointed out that during Khaotung’s bday event last year, he kept looking up to see if First is present yet, I will say the same applies with First - during his bday event this year, a Thai fan who went to the event (@/pannjed) said that First checked the door multiple times throughout the event for his bestie’s presence 👇🏽, and you can see his face just lit up when Khao finally showed up

Sorry, I seem to have gone off tangent, but I adore these two boys. I do not know if their relationship is platonic or not, but whatever it is, they are just so so genuine and loving towards each other (and to their fans) that I wish them the very best in life and their career .

I’m going to finish up by putting up 2 of my fav photos of them, cause it sums them up well:

Anyway, our boys may not be as busy or active with events lately, but we are bless to see their beautiful relationship in display! 🧡🤍

25/09/2024

[xplrvibes]

so the second colby goes under and starts (whether consciously or subconsciously/unintentionally) channeling and focusing in on the spirit world, EVERYTHING starts happening? and he hasn’t even said a word yet.

I DARE ANYONE TO TELL ME COLBY ISN’T A CONDUIT OR WHATEVER THE FK

bang in the morgue, music box goes off indicating someone walking out of the morgue and towards the kitchen, first thing colby says is “take them” … dude i’d be halfway back to melbourne.

“take them… the girls… they won’t stop” to me its like there are girls in the room and someone wants them taken away from snctb in a protective way? like in an old fashion ‘women are fragile and must be protected from harsh things’ way

“everything is going off!” sam… this happens almost every time colby is under. are you surprised anymore?

“that’s me” 😳 ….just gonna aggressively cross geelong gaol off my list of places to visit

i was just thinking ‘colbys been under a long time’ and then colby said “get him out”

it is actually super creepy the way colby just sirs there like a statue, saying creepy shit, while everyone else freaks out abt knocks and responses lol

and aaallll the activity stops when colby is out?

no one argue with me rn. colby just… yeah man. he’s got direct access to the other side. he can open that door and shut it.

ok that was good :) better than anticipated and im SO PLEASED not a single fan of dipshit moment of the other stuff made even a hint of an appearance.

Ok, so here's the problem -

I STILL haven't had a chance to go back and watch the middle part of this video. 😬

I just got too much going on. I plan on downloading it to watch it on the plane, but until then, I decided to at least weigh in on the Estes Method, since that's the only part of the video I truly remember.

Anyway, I agree with what you said here, but I also have to be controversial and state this for the record: The Estes had the potential to be top tier.

And I say this knowing it sounds like I hated the Estes, which I didn't. It was really good. There were lots of interesting answers that lined up with everything going on, it was creepy, Colby was in his zone...

...but like, all of them talking over one another was driving me up a wall.

It was too much. It was 9 Sam's a'Samming.

I needed silence and calm so I could truly start to decipher some of what was happening. It was just too much.

Anyway, aside from that - Colby is really fucking creepy when he gets into his little conduit mode, huh. The way his body moves, the inflection of his voice, the way his head sometimes moves around? I don't know what all of that is, but it adds to the creepy factor. He is so freaking good at that shit.

And that isn't knocking others who do the Estes Method; there are others who get brilliant results as well. But something about Colby's whole aura and demeanor when he goes under has always felt so charged and different. He's truly putting himself in a trance or something, I don't know.

Also, side note - but can someone make a compilation of all the times shit is going down and snc seek each other out for reassurance, either by touch or just by making sure they are in each other's line of sight? I saw a mini-compiliation on tiktok of Colby reaching for Sam while in the Estes Method (from a different epsiode) and Sam in this episode moving to stand as close to Colby as humanly possibly when shit was going down during this one and it just made me think that they have a habit of doing this shit, huh 🥺.

Anyway, the Estes would've been a 10/10 but I'm deducting 2 points for the annoyance factor with the yammering lol...so 8/10!

[lunabug2004]

I agree with the last ask. A lot of the bigger or most prolific tumblr accounts that post about FK do not care about First as more than a hanger on to Khaotung and it shows. But you can't control what people like. All you or I or anyone else can do is keep on posting about what we like and focus on that. And occasionally go elsewhere to remind ourselves that tumblr is not the entire fandom and a few people thinking that Khaotung is the one everyone is and should be watching for are not the majority.

I don't know what can be done about the rest, though. Khaotung gets the flashy roles so Khaotung will also continue to get most of the praise. It's just how it works. It's the same in a lot of places.

I completely agree! I just find it unfortunate and I was thinking about it so I decided to post abt it 😅 I will definitely continue to support both of them, both individually and together, this was just me commenting on a pattern I noticed!

I am also aware of the unfortunate reality behind getting more flashy vs more lowkey roles, and the way First always gets characters who hide their emotions and what that means for him as an actor (like you said, less flashy roles). I will just never miss an opportunity to diss the unfair acting industry, whether Thailand or anywhere else!

Thank you for this, tho! It makes me happy that others see what I do, bc it makes me feel less whiny or crazy 😂

<3

[golbrocklovely]

yeesss frat boy bad boy but also soft boy era just slaps. slaps so fkn hard. and yeah him going to jail, i know thats horrible, but hot.. and it couldve have happened at a better time aesthetically speaking. and the fact he was the only one who got multiple felonies… sizzling

can we talk about the vibe he switches to when he’s not dressing like his aesthetic. the plain black skinny jeans or swim shorts, the soft cap, a hoodie or a plain tshirt, classic vans, cross necklace. he goes from “hot frat boy rock and roll, dont give a fk” to “kind soul mama’s boy would live on the beach if you let him”. Ugh, such a sweetheart.

hold on, fights in the club!?!?!? yeah im with you thats insanely hot. idk why it is but men fightingi know nothing abt this pls fill me, i’m getting popcorn! - aussie anon

the reason why him going to jail was hot was bc it wasn't for a serious, criminal offense. he went for breaking and entering. and for fake ids. like… none of that is deeply unsettling or really surprising, given what his career was at the time lol

if he had went for battery or something a little more scary, then it wouldn't be as attractive, so to speak. bc then it's a concern, a problem, rather than a fun story to tell.

it's always so interesting the way his style switches up. bc he has some random pieces in his wardrobe, even to this day, that are like…. that doesn't fit your overall aesthetic, but i appreciate that you have them. anytime he wears anything pink, my heart just melts.

so for the fighting in the club thing, he's never outwardly admitted what has occurred or why it kinda happens frequently, but he explained very briefly once during a livestream that he is banned from a couple clubs in la and vegas bc of him and brennen almost getting into fights with guys. my bet is that it was mostly brennen's fault, but there have been times now of colby on his own or with other friends almost getting into fights.

but he has never explained why, and it's infuriating. i need to know why it almost happens. like, is the other dude being a dick? is colby starting the fights? what's the M.O here? literally in december it happened to him again! like….. i NEED a story time or something lol

[adambja]

https://www.tumblr.com/adambja/734270213964562432/whos-complaining-abt-you-using-the-void-success

sorry for upsetting you, i just didn't know who u were talking abt and was curious if it was moonlightbaby or someone else

Hmmm

I am not upset lmao I WAS JUST SAYING IT

That's the point I won't say who am I talking about because they don't deserve any attention lmao!

Also if you think I have anything to say about any blogger I don't I just feel indifferent about them all they are such a disappointment for every single person who didn't get results from all their BLA BLA BLA AND THE 3D AND THE 4D and at the end even the people who were rude to me literally came to me and apologized for everything and needed my help and asked for my tapes it happened 5 times now tell me

Who is the godmother of the loa/nondualism/subconscious mind reprogramming communities?

You say it!

Useless bloggers should literally deactivate their accs and fk off forever because of how stupid their sh is! Also yes let them keep wishing for a better life instead of obsessing over me and my tapes and talking about how good it is in private with others and how they don't need it 💀💀 and then people sending me screenshots of convos so yes if you are asking if I am mad or if I was mad!

I wasn't and I am not mad I will never be mad

I feel like indifferent about the situation and I am not sorry some of them got betrayed and to every blogger don't be scared I won't share anything

But if anyone shares anything it's non of my business I am completely excluded from these narratives and these very dramatic situations I am here to help people as a paid service even offering free tapes NON PERSONALIZED AND THAT WORKS FOR EVERYONE!

So yeah

It's all just ugly AF here so dramatic and I don't like it it's not my vibe at all not before not even now

Yes I used the drama for more people to reach me but there was a huge reason behind it which is helping them that's all

But this is so unfair to me as a person I literally deserved every cent I got and every cent I will get from everyone here and that's it

Also if anyone has any bs to say to me say it to my face!

Byeee....

[thatgirl4815]

hi elle! first of all, i loooove your analyses and i've been checking your blog religiously after ep7 so i can calm down about the shitshow that is raymew...

now that i'm calmer, i have a few thoughts as a film major with a screenwriting obsession: according to one of the most well-known and accepted versions of the three-act narrative structure, we can say that the thatcar.mp3 blowing up was the halfway point of the story (ep6 of 12) where shit starts hitting the fan for real.

and the fallout of it is raymew: the false victory/defeat that usually occurs before we build up the actual climax. which will probably blow up in 11 because this is a thai bl and spill into 12 bc of what first said abt khao's intense scene in 12. and also you can't just have a whole-hour ep as an epilogue, especially in a series as messy (affectionate) as this.

i'm kinda done theorizing plotlines bc raymew fucking blindsided me, i didn't think they would actually go there. but looking at it as a false defeat (for sand and top) and a false victory (for ray and mew) it makes such perfect sense that as upset as i still am, i'm also kinda amazed at how brilliant the writers were for this...

so i have no idea what the actual climax is going to be, or how we'll get there, but i'm pretty confident about a sandray endgame from a narrative standpoint. i don't think that endgame is gonna be particularly healthy or happy, but i think it's gonna be pretty hopeful, if still somewhat ambigious.

(also on that note: i kinda love that jojo et al. are using the fixed pair concept to move the narrative along without spending a lot of time establishing the ships in the series (as angry as i am about the lack of sandray scenes lately...). we know that forcebook (topmew) and firstkhao (sandray) are likely ending up together, so they can introduce as much mess as they can into the story without fucking them up for good. i think it's a pretty genius way of subverting but also honoring the genre tropes we've come to know and love.

anyway, i'm done now klsdmgk keep up the brilliant work!!!

Hi Fen! That is so sweet of you! Honestly made my day. I’m trying to stay hopeful, mostly because so many people in the fandom seem to be in a very hopeless state right now over SandRay, but I still firmly believe it can work out between them. The way forward is rocky, but there is a way forward nonetheless.

I know Thai BLs have a tendency to let shit hit the fan in Ep11 and then clean it up in Ep12, and while I also fully expect that to be the case here, I hope that doesn’t mean they’ll rush through the resolution. I mean I would take an hour-long episode of SandRay: Adventures in Chiang Mai, but realistically I don’t think we’ll see much future stuff.

I’m thinking the climax for each couple will be much more personal—as in, within the pairs themselves rather than outside of them. So for SandRay this could be Ray’s addiction and commitment issues, etc. (It could have to do with Sand’s ex, but I think the bulk of that conflict will pass before Ep12). For TopMew, this could be about trust, with Top possibly making some grand gesture to win Mew back over, or Top demonstrating his love for Mew by saving Mew from himself (similar to next ep?)? For BostonNick, it could be Boston realizing his feelings for Nick and trying to win him back over, only to realize that Nick helped Mew get the sex tapes from Gap? Or that Nick really has moved on. Idk, I’m just brainstorming at this point, because yeah, after RayMew happened, I genuinely have no idea what to expect.

Side note, but I have a hunch Khao’s best scene in Ep12 is some sort of a mental breakdown? Maybe something similar to what we saw in Ep4. It’s got to be highly emotional to compete with the funeral scene in MLC. Maybe it’s Ray confronting his mother’s death again, but this time it’s Sand who pulls him out of his despair? Who knows.

Interesting point about how Jojo is using the established pairs…I really hope it is the case that FK and FB’s pairings make it out alive and all of this RayMew stuff is just for dramatics and will soon pass. That is the one negative to watching shows as they air (aside from the grueling wait between eps): I wish I knew how the couples will turn out so I don’t get my hopes up for nothing.

Also, because I know this is a hard time for all of us, I wanna say that my DMs and Ask box are always open! If we’re going to suffer, at least we can all do it together lol. <3

[videostak]

UGHAGUOhkdjsa my moms going to out to a bar rn with my cousin and probably wont be back til like 11 or 12 and will probably be very drunk :/ really annoying cause she asked my sister if she should go my sister said no cause she works tomorrow and she shouldnt be somewhere where she can drink cause its not a safe environment then my mom just acted annoyed then 30 mins later said she is gonna go w/ my cousin .. rly annoyed and hope ill be able to go tomorrow and get up in time.. i mean if i cant get up at 5 then i can just go to the yard sale and other swap meet.. dont kno abt the estate sale cause thats actually a v far drive in the opposite direction so idk if im gonna wanna go there but i guess ill see.. also since that and the yard sale sstart the same time idk if theyll be anything good by the time i go to them. idk ill see tho cause like my mom doing something late at night to fk things up as usual should be no surprise. genuinley so annoying i rly wish she werent an alcoholic and talk to as like little kids and try to do stuff like that to go behind our backs to drink. i have to shave tonight and shower tho so once they leave i can atleast do that in the meantime.. rly annoyed cause its already 9 and they havent left yet and she was saying theyd be there for 2 hrs which usually the time she gives is way less than it actually ends up being.. i hardly got any sleep last night tooo

[sirwow]

Small ramble abt eyes in FK:

Eye color is actually dependent on someone’s race 99% of the time unless specified. Generally, Green, White, Blue, turquoise, and sometimes a purple-blue are exclusive to anyone with a light race. Angels particularly have pure white irises that glow and can let them see through blinding lights (including staring at the sun).

Those with a dark race on the other hand will have; Red, Orange, Gold, neon yellow, or black eyes. The color outside of the main eye color can also be different from white and can be grey, yellow, red or black. Demon eyes in 80% of cases (sorry dunecallers desert kinda screwed you) can see pretty well in the dark but have the downside of alot more light sensitivity.

More special eye colors are usually the result of magic, curses, or injury. Such as widow’s blue pupils being the result of a magic experiment on herself that lets her see in infrared. But if she does wanna see normally again she does have to use contacts or glasses. The eyes of the sulfites notibly all have no pupil (Azazel’s family, except for Judas cus duh) and this is because some demons n angels can have an eye trait that makes the pupil transparent and so it just blends in with the eye color (demon pupils can also be gold due to a similar effect)

[onlylaboum]

i miss LABOUM so much it’s making me angry !!

atp i’m only waiting for a potential confirmation that OT5 will reunite a second time again, at Yujeong’s fan meet in February, like she mentioned at Soyeon’s fan meet.

i just really miss their comebacks. i’d honestly prefer if they could have a comeback as indie as possible, idc about the budget, as long as they can be more independent, bc LABOUM’s past two music labels have only been a huge disappointment to them and members already often did promo all by themselves + friends anyway.

my past 8+ years of being a latte have been mostly depressing (besides the music and funny members lol) and it’s so frustrating how few people have their backs, it’‘s mainly just casual listeners who don’t know the members, or even shit on them for years. i’ve been really exhausted from all the misinformation people outside the fandom spread abt them for years, sometimes not even maliciously, but just bc they don’t follow the group or fans who post accurate info and we’re with so few.

and once again a big fk you to the follower who told me they don’t care that LABOUM doesn’t have many fans and claimed that the group was doing fine last year. they clearly weren’t, you could see that way before Interpark / Yanolja even dumped them.

i’m just tired of this whole mess. i want good news for them in 2023, without bad news immediately following like every time before.