#More P than j
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extremely sensitive empathic introverts are useless really. Maybe they want to help a lot but that doesn't matter bc their sensitivity and lack of flexibility (falling apart easily at small things) makes it so they have almost 0 capacity to make a positive difference and may even make things worse by incompetence which no one needs.
#Me#Infp#This particular combination#Of genetics#Mom AND dad's sensitivity#Dad's introversion and depression and anxiety#Moms big picture view and intuition#Plus being borderline J/P#More P than j#I vacillate between the 2#Indecisiveness#With some rigid rule following#And birth order-- oldest wanting to please mom#And past-- dad yelling at me for nothing bc he's depressed#As a kid#My sheltered upbringing#My empathy..#My temper which I get from moms side#!!!!#Perfect storm#How is this. Going to be anything#What sort of advantages lol#No wonder I don't want to live#Only my cats keep me here#Deserve self harm#For being so usless
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They are everything to me.
#hyperixating on THESE two is kinda painful. like wdym half the fandom doesnt like them. they are so awesome??? sickos...#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie hazbin hotel#hazbin charlie#vaggie#hazbin hotel vaggie#vaggatha#hazbin vaggie#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#hazbin#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#fallenstar#its always the wlw ships too. like wdym yall d ride mlm??? it be the 12 yr old girls too 😒 /hj#charlie ass? yes pls. also yes i gave charlie a tail. i always give random characters tails if i think they deserve it#i think..... i think im getting better at anatomy guys 😨 (im delulu)#definitely better than my first chaggie posts if yall remember that 😭 oh how i have improved for real... maybe ill make a improvement post#i jst wanted to draw ass bro. i know thats not how psnts work#i want tjem both to be so in love eith eachother that it makes me sick. genuinely please let them be such freaks rhat it makes ne bleed#also can i jst saw how annoying those shoulder pads are?? WHY DO ALL THE MEN + CHARLIE HAVE THEM. MAKE HER DIFFERENG SHES THE MC???#omg i just noticed it looks like shes grinding on her knee. ignore that. but maybe she is who knows?? 😝#dynamic pose test. i think its alroght but i still have stuff to improve... im practing 😈#ugh i just want more charlie being madly in love with Vaggie. not you guys. you guys are doing great mwa mwa /p but i mean the show! like#wheres charlie being lovey to vaggie?? shes literally the embodiment of love why cant she show idk... MORE to vaggie? i 💜 chaggie but... ☹️#gay people make me sick /j#yes. charlie IS lovey to Vaggie.. but.... idk its not to the life sacrificing extent like vaggie does? idk maybe i want fan service like 🤨#OH like charlie going demon mode for vaggie. FINALE DONT COUNT. she already was demon mode. i need vaggie almost DEAD and char swoops in id
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doctober day 19: memory
aka "the first time lone pine doc recognizes the weird little kid hanging around his garage as the future boy who changed his life 30 years ago" :)
#back to the future#bttf#doctober#doctober 2023#doc brown#emmett brown#marty mcfly#christopher lloyd#michael j fox#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#im so freaking late wehhhhh >_< u can tell my effort went DOWNNNN as this progressed bc i was rushing to finish grrrr#oh well. it is what it is :P#anyway i imagine them meeting in lone pine timeline is a very doofenschmirtz moment. like#doc: 'a teenager...? ...MARTY the teenager?!?!?!?!'#when i say lone pine owns my ass. this is what i mean !!!!!!!!!#when one person knows more than the other person due to time travel but they cant say anything BECAUSE its time travel... delicious#also marty is confused but hes got the spirit <3 no idea why the crazy old man is upset(? happy??) but hell still try to cheer him up anywa#hes a good boy !#fun fact the pic of older marty was the first bttf art i ever drew! i tried to redraw it for today but it took WAY too long so uhhhh yeah :#corners were cut. >_>; but i think it looks alright so whaddya gonna do#also also i loveeee drawing bby marty <3 he is sooooo squishy ;w; literally just a lil guy <33 i love him <333#and finally. if this doesnt show up in the tags bc its a video. ill kill </3#(ps the audio is from american dad)
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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such
#yes I’m making all these posts in a row#it’s bc I’m obsessed atm#mypost#Bodkin#bodkin netflix#PLEASSEEEEE#WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT#CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS#STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM#. LIKE#OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS#AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT#IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf#WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the#lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact#GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW#other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES#BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh#. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy#hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh#ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always#blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think#another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why#would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig#into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more
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Life With The Lennons, Exclusive by Ray Coleman, April 1965 [x]
#john lennon#cynthia lennon#the beatles#ray coleman#kenwood#1965#wish we had a specific date for this one#given this is around the same time as help! writing and LSD coffee spiking#im not sure ive read another pre-1968 interview that sounds more like bitter 70s john#but some interesting things here#his comments on growing old consider he later called this era his fat elvis period#his game with the press compared to paul#sounding more enthused about films than recording#the guy who told john ab contacts#early glasses johnny#an appearance of nigel the dog#how he uses soft to describe him but then uses it to barrage the idk radio hosts?#i'll follow the sun coming on the radio and the absurdity of saying paul was 10 when he wrote it#(he was 16 at the earliest possibly 17 or 18 and he didnt finish it until he was 22)#they're so weird with referring to their ages in the 60s like j&p just keep saying they met when they were 12#(they were never 12 at the same time so its either shorthand or some absurd joke)#april 1965#john speaks#text scans#ad lib club
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Ishmaels particular is straight up just her ocd diagnosis and it surprises me when people dont catch on to it its so blatant (not to mention her passive skills name)
Not just the obsessive compulsive part but the neurosis part, ocd was classed as a neurotic disorder but that kinda terminology has fallen out of fashion lately
I guess its to be expected sadly, OCD is incredibly misunderstood thanks to media making them clean freaks and really hammering on the compulsive aspect more than the obsessive one
Not to mention the fact ocd is usually a villain trait, the clean neat freak perfectionist villain
Thats what makes Ishmael special to me is seeing it from a sympathetic angle, seeing Dante keenly aware of her pain during 4.5 and it being framed the way it was, as traumatizing and draining
Its why i still wanna see her chapter its not always i can see an OCD character in media thats not a punchline
#ishmael limbus company#limbus company#ishmael lcb#project moon#just a few days ago i watched creepshow by George Romero and that trope showed up in the final short of the anthology and it reminded me#also remembering the time that bitchass J*rdan P*terson posthumosly diagnosed hitler with OCD#its a way more common trope than i had thought
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i'm not gonna say any names but you guys do know that when you're boycotting something you're also not supposed to be talking about it online, right ? yes, stop using that product and pirate that movie, you're doing great. but talking about it on the internet, even in a negative way, counts as advertisement. if you don't use censors or code-words to refer to them then that company you are trying to boycott is still getting attention. even if it's not positive, it is still attention.
companies rely on being relevant, not just getting money. they are constantly grasping at the tiniest bits of attention they can get. companies that have been known to never make advertisements are now suddenly all over public bus ads, metro stations, billboards etc. they have gone from making 10 posts a year to at least 20 each month on their social media accounts. don't give them any reactions, don't engage with their posts, don't make them think you still have their attention. we are making amazing progress, but we will only truly win against them if we completely ignore them and let them crumble.
#the fact that the p/j/o s/h/o/w tags get more attention than the palestine tags when d/i/s/n/e/y funds the genocide is enraging to me#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#free gaza#free palestine#free congo#free armenia#free yemen#free sudan#🍉#🇵🇸
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"As excited as I am to have everyone see Kathy Bates deliver another incredible performance, I'm excited for people to be introduced- who don't already know how incredible Skye is." (x)
"I am having the time of my life and Jason Ritter keeps me laughing more than any human being on the planet." (x)
#matlock cbs#matlock reboot#jason ritter#skye p. marshall#listen i rarely watch tv and i HATE that the shows i make gifs of are cbs and prime(FUCK them for supporting genocide)#i just love jason skye david and leah in their employed eras#i want them to have multiple seasons and steady jobs#also i love julian and olympia's chemistry and anyone who know me knows i like exes who may or may not still have feelings for each other#i like that they are TRYING to stay civil and friendly and it seems like there is still love there(i see those smiles and stares)#sorry to elijah(he's pretty) but i prefer this trope to secret office romance(but also they were close friends!!!)#i think julian is covering up for his dad and that's why there's been such tension in his in olympia's marriage but idk#also the fact that jason is not credited in the last episode makes me anxious about something happening to him#maybe i'm wrong and julian was the one who unalived the daughter?(i kind of have a jason ritter bias and am HOPING he's not bad)#i love how in sync jason and skye are and how they seem to share similar humor?#conversely julian and elijah also seem in sync and have chemistry#they should just be a throuple /j#whether this is purely a friendship or ends up being a rekindled romance i'm here for it#wait this show has more than 12 episodes? maybe i'm not worried about him after all#i wanted jason and skye to share scenes as soon as i heard they were cast and to have them be somewhat friendly exes is such a gift to me#there was another interview where skye called jason her emotional support human#also love how happy he is for her whenever she says that this is her cinderella moment#the fact that he seems (jokingly)disappointed that julian fumbled olympia is so funny to me#''fumbled that somehow...''#''YOU LET HER GOT AWAY???'' ''i KNOW! i don't know how...''
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i'm breaking my silence on the us elections to make two comments:
1) maybe when they replace biden, the us american political establishment will find out that they can in fact carry out an electoral campaign that lasts less than half a year, as is the case in most normal countries,* and take that as a lesson for the future (they won't, but still)
2) the whole voting pro:contra discourse is so baffling. in what world is "suck it up and vote" a good tactic to convince people to vote? like, someone addresses me like that and i will just automatically recoil. a lot of these posts are just very off-putting with the entitled attitude they're projecting. like, pushing the blame for electoral failures from politicians to the people who should've (??) voted for them just turns around completely the fact that politicians should customarily be accountable to the electorate. not the other way around. and wrt (??): why do you even think a certain group of people is supposed to vote for someone in the first place?
but also if you do want to steer politicians in a certain direction, publicly saying you will never vote for them is just throwing away your influence. even if you don't plan on voting! like, whether you do vote or not is your private matter and nobody will know what you do in the end, so whatever. but if you do have political goals you want to see realized, it only makes sense that your (appearance of) support is conditional. and always conditional, it goes both ways – blanket support is as toothless as blanket opposition. so yes, i find both cries that any and all criticisms of biden must be psyops as well as people convincing others that voting for democrats is always in vain quite baffling, at least as far as tactics go. you might prefer not to be strategic for whatever personal reasons and i have nothing to say to that**
and on this point as well, treating voting or not voting as some deeply moral act is misguided, i think. politics operates at a scale where one individual person has very little power, so to fault people for decisions on this level seems disproportionate if nothing else
#where's the pragmatism#like„#*i'm not considering slovenia's examples of parties being established anywhere from three months to one month before the election as normal#but for electoral campaigns two months to one month is perfectly normal#i know that the us are bigger so logistically to campaign you would probably need more than two months if you wanted to cover all 50 states#but still#**as we discussed it when hillary was on the ticket in 2016 i would never tell serbian-americans to vote for her#just as i would never tell palestinian-americans to vote for bined#j#p#i hope to go back to sticking to not addressing any of this anymore#like the us elections have such a big global impact#and if americans do reelect trump i will never forgive them for the fact that he will again be nauseatingly present even in our news alone#because rn we have a completely normal background level of us american political news presence here. unlike during the truml years#the way that deepened american cultural impact & hegemony and transported all sorts of political discourse that was just not present before#literally irreparable damage
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Day 17 - Demon
A little fem!Crowley action for y'all <3
#m draws#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#fem crowley#inktober#this may or may not be my halloween costume :P#I'm literally so pumped for everything to come in#was originally just going to buy the glasses and necktie#and wear a turtleneck and jeans with the corset and my docs#but then I saw these angel/demon earrings#and the boots#and the SKIRT#and a mesh shirt just felt right#so I ended up spending way more money on this than I anticipated#but it's my first halloween with adult money so I'm letting myself have fun
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Me> [struggling to unravel a very annoying UI bug]
My brain, entirely unprompted> H E Y. IF JAHEIRA HAD USED SOME MORE MINOR VERSION OF THAT RITE OF THE TIMELESS BODY ON RASAAD TO EXTEND HIS LIFESPAN, IT WOULD RESOLVE THE MORE FINICKY TIMELINE ISSUES ABOUT RION BEING THEIR KID.
Me> ...ok? I didn't ask right now but thank you for working that out I guess.
#bjk talks#i need some sort of ship name tag for them so people can ignore my ramblings about it XD#i loved astreamofstars's headcanon that rion actually is jaheira's biological kid and named for gorion#which in my worldstate headcanon would definitely make her also rasaad's#but given Rasaad is human and definitely seems at least in his thirties in bg2#and rion is a half elf but is definitely still a young adult which feels like she's 50 at most#the timeline gets funky bc rasaad would have been like 80 :P#which is like physiologically possible but unlikely in the normal run of things#i had been speculating that J originally researched the rite in the first place at least partly to extend their time together#and her dialogue implies she never figured it out completely (and also had more altruistic intentions for its use at full power)#but no reason that there couldn't have been some lower-level version involved#bc it's magic XD#and i can do what i want#anyway ty for coming to my self-indulgent ted talk#i need to start working on the next chapter of Open Your Eyes#ETA: zenjestrr just pointed out to me that as a monk Rasaad would have Timeless Body feature which simplifies things physiologically XD#yay DND#it's more complicated than just that of course and now i'm resisting writing a whole essay about jaheira's thought processes#XD
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it's honest to god hilarious to me that chima is a not-so-great-quality show that a lot of lego fans in general dislike
yet somehow ninjago being a chima reboot generated so much hype and excitement bc of pure meme potential
(and also it's just a good callback to lore that's been around for close to a decade now but was never expanded upon)
#ninjago#ninjago spoilers#ninjago dragons rising#my interests#and keep in mind this is after crystalized too#which was so close to unanimously hated that it was pretty much GoT or star vs esque#where a LOT of ppl were hurt. lost interest in the show. and so on p much overnight#a chima reboot to ninjago was more unanimously loved by ninjago fans#than our supposed 'series finale'#it's hilarious and impressive#idk how well crystalized went over with tumblr but it did NOT go over well with twt so forgive me if this is a bit inaccurate#my tumblr dash is p dead these days i need more ppl to follow LMAO#anyway who wants to watch chima with me in preparation for DR 2 /j
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someone came in wearing those rlly nice realistic cat ears and i want some so freaking bad
#i have some ears i j gotta dye them & mod them out but still#also someone said i looked cute so :p#winning as a hostes#and i’m gonna get more than $1 in tip & we close at 10 today so凸^-^凸
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treated myself to a new bass because i hadn't bought anything for myself in a long while, and i'm SO excited
#txt#i've been wanting this bass for more than a year#it's a yamaha bb434 for those who care#in ice blue#it was really hard to choose a color tbh but UGH the ice blue works so well with the black headstock#and the rosewood fingerboard and maple neck#i NEED it already!!!!!#it's a pj bass and the tone of the pickups have grown on me so much#specifically the p pickup#my fretless squier j bass kinda has it beat with regards to its bridge pickup but i'm not buying it for that!
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erm what the flip, one ur bullying a minor and my bio literally says dni if you dont like my content ;-; /hj
seriously though, i've had your ANON request sitting in my inbox for so long i might as well reply to it (the fact that you didnt have the balls to send this ask without turning on anon is just fucking hilarious to me). i've been debating whether or not to reply to this ask for quite some time now and here i am growing a pair and doing so (UNLIKE YOU).
first of all, where do i even start??? how does me making (low quality) content of my self inserts bother you to the point where you send a WHOLE ASS HATE SPEECH abt how much you hate it??? like, this sounds so cliche but the block button exists for a reason. simple as that. theres people out there making literal pokemon nsfw for a living and here you are complaining about the fact that i ship myself with a character???
second of all, a good part of your paragraph is just you saying my character is offensive. AS A PERSON WHO ISNT EVEN NON BINARY??? firstly, who even are you to say that?? non binary people can represent themselves however they want to. same goes to everyone else in the LGBTQ community. and i NEVER once in my life, labelled my selfships as BL ships. most of my yumes are either gnc/nonbinary or straight up cis male and most of their ships are with male characters but i always label them as either MLM or just "the gays" cuz of my limited knowledge on what to call those types of queer relationships.
this is the last part im gonna cover before making more amemari shit to piss ppl off like you ig but gamefreak/nintendo themselves have NEVER once confirmed a characters sexuality (from memory) and judging by the wording of your last statement im assuming youre mad that i label amethio as someone who isnt straight...
amethio is gay and suck my balls bro he kisses me 24/7 get over it
seriously though, im still in awe someone would send me this and im happy to finally get this off my inbox <3
i could write more paragraphs abt how this persons hate paragraph doesnt make sense to me but im losing braincells as i type this and i honestly do not have the mental capacity to respond to this anymore.
to the anon who sent me this, try and find some real happiness apart from making fun of others and telling people what to do in life <3
#mari shitposts#ive had this ask in my inbox for so long and i did of inbox cleaning and deleted it#tbh i never expected to get this type of ask#mainy cuz im not even that well known#sure ppl find me comment “my husband frfr” on amethio posts but the fact someone sat down and typed this up is just funny to me#why are you mad that a person younger than you is having this much fun???#bffr#i honestly didnt know how to respond to this at first#i wanted to just respond with “cope lol” but a part of me wanted to handle it in a more mature?? way#i tried doing both but i dont think i executed it properly#:P#does this count as my first hate comment??? /j#LMAO
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Might have misunderstood the assignment this week, it's time for the Julius round-up but I just found a couple of sketches of these gals instead
Okay Julius did pop-in for a second bc even though they are "technically rivals" he and June are kind of friends
#the year of julius#chelsea q. goes#sydney a. disco#june j. jettison#julius p. noexit#noexit; goes; and imax are all pronounced differently than spelled but disco and jettison are the same#chelsea is the main antagonist and sydney and june are her followers#but aside from being antagonists they're also just rad ladies 😎#so expect to see more of them they won't be sidelined just bc they're the “villains”#they just might not get cardboard personas bc those take a LONG time to make
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