#More P than j
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extremely sensitive empathic introverts are useless really. Maybe they want to help a lot but that doesn't matter bc their sensitivity and lack of flexibility (falling apart easily at small things) makes it so they have almost 0 capacity to make a positive difference and may even make things worse by incompetence which no one needs.
#Me#Infp#This particular combination#Of genetics#Mom AND dad's sensitivity#Dad's introversion and depression and anxiety#Moms big picture view and intuition#Plus being borderline J/P#More P than j#I vacillate between the 2#Indecisiveness#With some rigid rule following#And birth order-- oldest wanting to please mom#And past-- dad yelling at me for nothing bc he's depressed#As a kid#My sheltered upbringing#My empathy..#My temper which I get from moms side#!!!!#Perfect storm#How is this. Going to be anything#What sort of advantages lol#No wonder I don't want to live#Only my cats keep me here#Deserve self harm#For being so usless
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They are everything to me.
#hyperixating on THESE two is kinda painful. like wdym half the fandom doesnt like them. they are so awesome??? sickos...#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie hazbin hotel#hazbin charlie#vaggie#hazbin hotel vaggie#vaggatha#hazbin vaggie#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#hazbin#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#fallenstar#its always the wlw ships too. like wdym yall d ride mlm??? it be the 12 yr old girls too 😒 /hj#charlie ass? yes pls. also yes i gave charlie a tail. i always give random characters tails if i think they deserve it#i think..... i think im getting better at anatomy guys 😨 (im delulu)#definitely better than my first chaggie posts if yall remember that 😭 oh how i have improved for real... maybe ill make a improvement post#i jst wanted to draw ass bro. i know thats not how psnts work#i want tjem both to be so in love eith eachother that it makes me sick. genuinely please let them be such freaks rhat it makes ne bleed#also can i jst saw how annoying those shoulder pads are?? WHY DO ALL THE MEN + CHARLIE HAVE THEM. MAKE HER DIFFERENG SHES THE MC???#omg i just noticed it looks like shes grinding on her knee. ignore that. but maybe she is who knows?? 😝#dynamic pose test. i think its alroght but i still have stuff to improve... im practing 😈#ugh i just want more charlie being madly in love with Vaggie. not you guys. you guys are doing great mwa mwa /p but i mean the show! like#wheres charlie being lovey to vaggie?? shes literally the embodiment of love why cant she show idk... MORE to vaggie? i 💜 chaggie but... ☹️#gay people make me sick /j#yes. charlie IS lovey to Vaggie.. but.... idk its not to the life sacrificing extent like vaggie does? idk maybe i want fan service like 🤨#OH like charlie going demon mode for vaggie. FINALE DONT COUNT. she already was demon mode. i need vaggie almost DEAD and char swoops in id
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this will bother no one but me but as silly as todays ep was and how much fun it is ill always be haunted by belphie's die
i've collected more than enough dice in highschool to know thats a d10 dpwm
#whb#if devils cant lie WHATS THIS!!!! /j#which is funnier: turning the dice to any number that should be higher than 7 and its just more 7s or turning it and theyre blurred out#i think i have one that looks like this actually im p sure ive got a blue set w/ white numbers
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doctober day 19: memory
aka "the first time lone pine doc recognizes the weird little kid hanging around his garage as the future boy who changed his life 30 years ago" :)
#back to the future#bttf#doctober#doctober 2023#doc brown#emmett brown#marty mcfly#christopher lloyd#michael j fox#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#im so freaking late wehhhhh >_< u can tell my effort went DOWNNNN as this progressed bc i was rushing to finish grrrr#oh well. it is what it is :P#anyway i imagine them meeting in lone pine timeline is a very doofenschmirtz moment. like#doc: 'a teenager...? ...MARTY the teenager?!?!?!?!'#when i say lone pine owns my ass. this is what i mean !!!!!!!!!#when one person knows more than the other person due to time travel but they cant say anything BECAUSE its time travel... delicious#also marty is confused but hes got the spirit <3 no idea why the crazy old man is upset(? happy??) but hell still try to cheer him up anywa#hes a good boy !#fun fact the pic of older marty was the first bttf art i ever drew! i tried to redraw it for today but it took WAY too long so uhhhh yeah :#corners were cut. >_>; but i think it looks alright so whaddya gonna do#also also i loveeee drawing bby marty <3 he is sooooo squishy ;w; literally just a lil guy <33 i love him <333#and finally. if this doesnt show up in the tags bc its a video. ill kill </3#(ps the audio is from american dad)
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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such
#yes I’m making all these posts in a row#it’s bc I’m obsessed atm#mypost#Bodkin#bodkin netflix#PLEASSEEEEE#WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT#CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS#STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM#. LIKE#OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS#AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT#IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf#WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the#lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact#GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW#other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES#BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh#. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy#hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh#ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always#blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think#another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why#would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig#into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more
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"As excited as I am to have everyone see Kathy Bates deliver another incredible performance, I'm excited for people to be introduced- who don't already know how incredible Skye is." (x)
"I am having the time of my life and Jason Ritter keeps me laughing more than any human being on the planet." (x)
#matlock cbs#matlock reboot#jason ritter#skye p. marshall#listen i rarely watch tv and i HATE that the shows i make gifs of are cbs and prime(FUCK them for supporting genocide)#i just love jason skye david and leah in their employed eras#i want them to have multiple seasons and steady jobs#also i love julian and olympia's chemistry and anyone who know me knows i like exes who may or may not still have feelings for each other#i like that they are TRYING to stay civil and friendly and it seems like there is still love there(i see those smiles and stares)#sorry to elijah(he's pretty) but i prefer this trope to secret office romance(but also they were close friends!!!)#i think julian is covering up for his dad and that's why there's been such tension in his in olympia's marriage but idk#also the fact that jason is not credited in the last episode makes me anxious about something happening to him#maybe i'm wrong and julian was the one who unalived the daughter?(i kind of have a jason ritter bias and am HOPING he's not bad)#i love how in sync jason and skye are and how they seem to share similar humor?#conversely julian and elijah also seem in sync and have chemistry#they should just be a throuple /j#whether this is purely a friendship or ends up being a rekindled romance i'm here for it#wait this show has more than 12 episodes? maybe i'm not worried about him after all#i wanted jason and skye to share scenes as soon as i heard they were cast and to have them be somewhat friendly exes is such a gift to me#there was another interview where skye called jason her emotional support human#also love how happy he is for her whenever she says that this is her cinderella moment#the fact that he seems (jokingly)disappointed that julian fumbled olympia is so funny to me#''fumbled that somehow...''#''YOU LET HER GOT AWAY???'' ''i KNOW! i don't know how...''
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Life With The Lennons, Exclusive by Ray Coleman, April 1965 [x]
#john lennon#cynthia lennon#the beatles#ray coleman#kenwood#1965#wish we had a specific date for this one#given this is around the same time as help! writing and LSD coffee spiking#im not sure ive read another pre-1968 interview that sounds more like bitter 70s john#but some interesting things here#his comments on growing old consider he later called this era his fat elvis period#his game with the press compared to paul#sounding more enthused about films than recording#the guy who told john ab contacts#early glasses johnny#an appearance of nigel the dog#how he uses soft to describe him but then uses it to barrage the idk radio hosts?#i'll follow the sun coming on the radio and the absurdity of saying paul was 10 when he wrote it#(he was 16 at the earliest possibly 17 or 18 and he didnt finish it until he was 22)#they're so weird with referring to their ages in the 60s like j&p just keep saying they met when they were 12#(they were never 12 at the same time so its either shorthand or some absurd joke)#april 1965#john speaks#text scans#ad lib club
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American Mary, 2012, dirs. The Soska Sisters
#horror aesthetic#horror movies#american mary#canadian horror#ironically#body horror#medical horror#2010s horror#i actually liked this movie a lot more than i thought i would#i love body horror but not medical body horror- im someone with a lot of health problems so mbh kinda squicks me out#ive seen enough of my own insides thank you#but this was actually p great#really enjoyed the themes#horror movies I want j to watch
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Ishmaels particular is straight up just her ocd diagnosis and it surprises me when people dont catch on to it its so blatant (not to mention her passive skills name)
Not just the obsessive compulsive part but the neurosis part, ocd was classed as a neurotic disorder but that kinda terminology has fallen out of fashion lately
I guess its to be expected sadly, OCD is incredibly misunderstood thanks to media making them clean freaks and really hammering on the compulsive aspect more than the obsessive one
Not to mention the fact ocd is usually a villain trait, the clean neat freak perfectionist villain
Thats what makes Ishmael special to me is seeing it from a sympathetic angle, seeing Dante keenly aware of her pain during 4.5 and it being framed the way it was, as traumatizing and draining
Its why i still wanna see her chapter its not always i can see an OCD character in media thats not a punchline
#ishmael limbus company#limbus company#ishmael lcb#project moon#just a few days ago i watched creepshow by George Romero and that trope showed up in the final short of the anthology and it reminded me#also remembering the time that bitchass J*rdan P*terson posthumosly diagnosed hitler with OCD#its a way more common trope than i had thought
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asugis honestly such a cool character locked behind 1) the most horrible plot device in any game ive ever seen in my life and 2) looking too much like a guy from the last game and it SUCKS because he was basically already given a great character concept with all the saizo stuff but then intsys was like “wait but what if was also gaius?!” which killed the appeal for most people. which i get, but hes also just… like he has some similar speech patterns but they were both brought up so differently and in wildly different contexts its like… hes really… not gaius… the most hes got is like the sweets thing but even then they both go about the candy thing pretty differently so? its just the fucking hair. which, by the way, asugi doesn’t even look good with gaius orange. like omg… idk man i think asugis a really fun guy with good supports all around and it just sucks hes brought down by the worst gimmicks of all time
#freudian slips#ive been thinking about him a lot lately#i just really like him… hes my baby son…#i also think hes one of the few kids with a GOOD second parent support#like yes its generic but it does a lot for his characterization#and shows that hes not just some thief guy shrugging off the saizo name for fun and bc he doesnt gaf#but hes literally just. a boy. who loves his mom and is trying his best to figure himself out after all the crap his dad does#which btw i love saizo. thats my husband btw. not hating.#but it just makes sense asugi would want to shy away from all of that until he thinks hes ready to have that name again#ITS SO COOL its such a great concept but all i ever hear is ‘hes just gaius but bad’ THOSE R TWO DIFFERENT GUYS……#i know its hard to see that bc no one likes reading fates supports but. THEY ARE#ive seen people say shit like ‘asugi/caeldori support is literally exactly the same as gaius/cordelia’#and thats how i KNOW yall dont read bc its literally not 😭#the C support is a callback but the B-S is completely different#take it from someone whos read both chains five thousand times. or j go read it yourself#i assume asugi/rhajat and gaius/tharja is in the same boat but i dont remember those chains as well#ugh. anyways. been slowly going through fates second gen supports and finding a greater appreciation for them#i mean ive always LIKED them but i never went to deep on them. i dont like them as much as the awakening second gen obviously. look at me.#and i think the deeprealm thing means i probably never will bc i think a large amount of appeal that the awakening second gen has#is that they were all put in the SAME bad circumstance TOGETHER#unlike how the deeprealms for each kid are all separate#and yk. i can believe the second gen story a bit more 😭 but still i need to give the fates kids their flowers theyre all p cool so far#some of them i like more than others. like asugi. but im having fun with them
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Me> [struggling to unravel a very annoying UI bug]
My brain, entirely unprompted> H E Y. IF JAHEIRA HAD USED SOME MORE MINOR VERSION OF THAT RITE OF THE TIMELESS BODY ON RASAAD TO EXTEND HIS LIFESPAN, IT WOULD RESOLVE THE MORE FINICKY TIMELINE ISSUES ABOUT RION BEING THEIR KID.
Me> ...ok? I didn't ask right now but thank you for working that out I guess.
#bjk talks#i need some sort of ship name tag for them so people can ignore my ramblings about it XD#i loved astreamofstars's headcanon that rion actually is jaheira's biological kid and named for gorion#which in my worldstate headcanon would definitely make her also rasaad's#but given Rasaad is human and definitely seems at least in his thirties in bg2#and rion is a half elf but is definitely still a young adult which feels like she's 50 at most#the timeline gets funky bc rasaad would have been like 80 :P#which is like physiologically possible but unlikely in the normal run of things#i had been speculating that J originally researched the rite in the first place at least partly to extend their time together#and her dialogue implies she never figured it out completely (and also had more altruistic intentions for its use at full power)#but no reason that there couldn't have been some lower-level version involved#bc it's magic XD#and i can do what i want#anyway ty for coming to my self-indulgent ted talk#i need to start working on the next chapter of Open Your Eyes#ETA: zenjestrr just pointed out to me that as a monk Rasaad would have Timeless Body feature which simplifies things physiologically XD#yay DND#it's more complicated than just that of course and now i'm resisting writing a whole essay about jaheira's thought processes#XD
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it's honest to god hilarious to me that chima is a not-so-great-quality show that a lot of lego fans in general dislike
yet somehow ninjago being a chima reboot generated so much hype and excitement bc of pure meme potential
(and also it's just a good callback to lore that's been around for close to a decade now but was never expanded upon)
#ninjago#ninjago spoilers#ninjago dragons rising#my interests#and keep in mind this is after crystalized too#which was so close to unanimously hated that it was pretty much GoT or star vs esque#where a LOT of ppl were hurt. lost interest in the show. and so on p much overnight#a chima reboot to ninjago was more unanimously loved by ninjago fans#than our supposed 'series finale'#it's hilarious and impressive#idk how well crystalized went over with tumblr but it did NOT go over well with twt so forgive me if this is a bit inaccurate#my tumblr dash is p dead these days i need more ppl to follow LMAO#anyway who wants to watch chima with me in preparation for DR 2 /j
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Dum de dum dum
Gonna add max tags and max characters to each cause who cares
#the limit to the number of characters is 140 and I can’t use the same tag twice so this may take time. also I can’t add commas easily so sor#ry for the run on sentences. I doubt anyone will read all this. it’s gonna take a while to write. maybe I just keyboard smash. but that seem#s unoriginal or cheating. and I also wanna use chat gpt but that feels kinda lame? it’s frowned on so much and I don’t wanna be frowned on a#nd idk. I guess I care about what strangers on the internet care about more than myself. which I shouldn’t. I’ll be better tho. anyway i ams#going to be rambling a bit here. but I don’t care. probably no one will read this anyways. maybe I can try some constrained writing prompts.#what with only 140 characters. people usually write a lot of stuff and better under constraints. cause humans be weird sometimes. why on ear#th did I do this to myself???? maybe I will smash!!! agdkdgakfhs!!!! SHDOAGSKFHSJ!!!! bleaugholofomodowopoidk!!! weeepeedeepeedooooooo!! idk#this is boring. I’m only 8 tags in and I’m tired. who knows why I do these things. the mind is a mysterious place. who knows why we do wha w#e do. …. …. idk man. I was gonna say some more stuff about the mind and how weird it is. but I forgor ): now I feel a bit s#ad. but maybe I will remember before the end of this…. spaces make it easier so#spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaceeeeeeesssssss. lol#gonna copy paste 138 spaces in a row and copy paste. then add number at end to make each unique… then this would go so fast…. but is#that cheating? I mean I put these rules on myself. only I would really care if I broke them. but it feels wrong to#so maybe I’ll get this done naturally. with a whole bunch’s spaces to replace a comma. it’ll go so much faster. (:#tag 15. halfway there. goin faster than I thought it would. time flies or something ig. I have an idea#imma try to say all the copypastas I kinda know by memory cause who fucking cares: firstly first. I am gonna do the one about the fitnes#“the fitness gram pace test is a multilevel test that involves many things. like running and sit-ups and push ups and jumping jack eh idk#now for rick roll copypasta. not a real rickroll tho cause there is warning so it’s all cool. I think I’ll stop early like line six or I d k#you know the rules and so do I! a full commitment is what I’m looking for. you know the rules and I do too. never goin to give you up or let#you down or dessert you or anything like that. (I’m jokingly doing it wrong. I actually know them alr. cause been roled a bit.) gon stop now#I know just the starting quote kinda of bee movie. but non else. idk what to say. am tired. is late so idk. idk#this post is taking way to long. I’m on like the second day typing it out ):. I don’t know how much more I can take…. but I must per#servere!!! if I add spaces. then it’ll be done. much quicker. (:(:(: plus I can spam emoticons for fun. :3#:3:3:3:3:3:3:3. (:(:(:(: (;(; :/:/. -_- \: 0: [:<. :>]. =). $). ^_^. *_*. (: I love emoticons#~_~. :p :P. :D. d: :b. q: i-i. T-T. T_T. j-j. -w- uwu. owo. ö. ü. :B. :ß. :oo#:O. :1). QwQ. k: 8ooo>. (|). or i guess (:) might be more anatomically accurate. :+|. •_•. .-. ._. :7). :)#27 tag hereeeeee almost donnn eeeeee. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. heheh. fun. not actually to bad. this was kinda nice.#yayayayayya. we about finished. Twas a fun time. idk why i did this. ig it was kinda fun. noiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#words words words. just mostly nonsense. fun fun fun. idk idk din. ooooo. wwww. owowow. nyaaaaa. meow#3030303030!!! 30!!!! last one woot woot. fun’s. hope reading was fun. i liked typing it. so long and thanks for all the fish.(:
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someone came in wearing those rlly nice realistic cat ears and i want some so freaking bad
#i have some ears i j gotta dye them & mod them out but still#also someone said i looked cute so :p#winning as a hostes#and i’m gonna get more than $1 in tip & we close at 10 today so凸^-^凸
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treated myself to a new bass because i hadn't bought anything for myself in a long while, and i'm SO excited
#txt#i've been wanting this bass for more than a year#it's a yamaha bb434 for those who care#in ice blue#it was really hard to choose a color tbh but UGH the ice blue works so well with the black headstock#and the rosewood fingerboard and maple neck#i NEED it already!!!!!#it's a pj bass and the tone of the pickups have grown on me so much#specifically the p pickup#my fretless squier j bass kinda has it beat with regards to its bridge pickup but i'm not buying it for that!
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Might have misunderstood the assignment this week, it's time for the Julius round-up but I just found a couple of sketches of these gals instead
Okay Julius did pop-in for a second bc even though they are "technically rivals" he and June are kind of friends
#the year of julius#chelsea q. goes#sydney a. disco#june j. jettison#julius p. noexit#noexit; goes; and imax are all pronounced differently than spelled but disco and jettison are the same#chelsea is the main antagonist and sydney and june are her followers#but aside from being antagonists they're also just rad ladies 😎#so expect to see more of them they won't be sidelined just bc they're the “villains”#they just might not get cardboard personas bc those take a LONG time to make
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