This is from 03.07.-16.07.24r. !
It was supposed to be for my 14 birthday but it's a little bit late. Anyway, it's a drawing of me and some of the characters I was really often thinking about since my last birthday, during the year to my next one. <3
(also it isn't shaded this time because I wanted to try coloring more basic this time and also because the markers I'm mostly using are dead or are in the process of doing so 💀)
The person in the middle of the drawing is me! :D
The other characters are:
♡Cassidy from Five Night's at Freddy's! ^^
I was inspirated by: @lazyazerty <3
I found their art on Reddit:
♡Squigly (and Leviathan) from Skullgirls! ^^ <33
♡Edd and Molly from The Walten Files! :D
♡Bive from Regretevator! >:3
Inspirated a little(her hair) by this drawing I found on Pinterest (Pinterest is a little bit*h and didn't want to show me the artist >:[ ) :
♡Billy Lenz from Black Christmas! 😇
♡Rouxls Kaard from Deltarune! 😍
Inspirated by this drawing I found on Pinterest (Pinterest being a bit#h once again 😒):
Inspirated a little(his hair) by: @drunkbeefstudio ! (I really love your art by the way if you're going to see this! (//^^//) )
♡ Archangel Gabriel from The Mandela Catalogue! 🛐💕
Inspirated by: @raishoubi <3 .
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I had some thoughts, but they vanished at "furen, you fucked me so hard I can still feel it." And you're so right, Xiaobao may be elliptical, but he has moments of shining sex pest potential, like when he asks Huaien to basically lick the taste of medicine from his mouth.
Speaking of that medicine. So, we know how certain Tumblr user guzhufuren is reading our "plot," right? This ask is all their fault (affectionate). Idk if you have seen the video they keep reblogging, of this one guy (or ANGEL) sweetly on his knees at the club or in the cab and someone gently giving him a shot and patting his cheek. I don't know if this makes sense or if it's just my lizard brain, but parallels between this and Huaien making Xiaobao drink the medicine from the bowl are being drawn. And the more I think about this, the more I think getting Xiaobao drunk or consensually giving him aphrodisiac or whatever would play very nicely into their Big Trust scheme. Also, degradation/praise works here too, because Huaien can tease an absolutely sloppy and horny Xiaobao that he's incorrigible, how is he just the same when he's sober, always desperate to be fucked and ready to grovel. Probably he's notably more desperate and disoriented while drugged up but hey, whatever gets him to come untouched from the sheer tension!
BUT I ALSO HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT INTOXICATED HUAIEN. Xiaobao probably has thoughts about intoxicated Huaien. These have not yet hatched. Trying to think of how to incorporate these without accidentally making someone (Huaien) sad in the process. Giving up control like that may be a trigger?
The actual chemsex, though. A lot of their games are about power and control and one of them riling the other up, but maybe very very very occasionally, even just a handful of times, theh both get a little fucked up and desperate. Idk what fantasy drug will get them there without being too dangerous, but I'm thinking mutual desperation, no games no pretense, room spinning, everything hazy, franctic energy. And then languid and syrupy when they’re coming down from it.
I hope this is not too much in a bad way! Idk how you feel about recretional drug use in fiction. All in all I feel like Huaibao maybe don't do drugs or alcohol a lot bcs canonically it's not been great (think Xiaobao's brothel shenanigans and Huaien drinking away his gay little feelings), but maybe indulging together is a trust thing. Why is everything about trust to me????
Why did this get so long. I fear myself.
I didn't remember which video you were talking about, so I tracked it down (this one, right?) and, yes, I absolutely see what you mean. Firstly, the obedient puppy energy is very Xiaobao. He will drink the shot, make a little face, and then politely drink another one—before asking Huaien if he wants to have a little taste from Xiaobao's mouth. (because Huaien won't drink unless the alcohol is in Xiaobao's mouth? is this anything?) I can totally see Huaien getting Xiaobao drunk, just so that he's a little out of it, a little pliant and glassy eyed and easy with the drunkenness, and Huaien sometimes takes him home and sometimes takes him somewhere else. I don't thiiiink he gets Xiaobao drunk enough that he blacks out or loses track of time (he could! but I don't think that's quite the energy?) It's more about getting Xiaobao to the desperate place where he'll say anything, do anything, ask for anything he wants faster.
I cannot imagine Huaien drunk for non-cranky or non-sad reasons, but I am willing to be shown. persuaded. paint me a word picture!!! (although now I am imagining Xiaobao finding a maudlin drunk Huaien and trying to comfort him and I'm not saying it devolves into sex but. ok I might be saying that actually. but it's surprisingly tender comfort sex.)
Chemsex wise, the only jianghu party drug I can think of is Word of Honor's canonical poppers (not used for partying bc Prince Jin is No Fun), but tbh I was imagining, like, fantasy ecstasy? Very much on the fun non-dangerous side of the party drug spectrum where it's more languid marathon sex and then sleeping it off in each other's arms. It's always about trust! Huaibao is about two little guys who shouldn't trust each other doing just that!
ok side question how do we feel about Huaien bottoming bc i had a Thought and now it is haunting me
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I know some of you have been following my fitness journey so I just wanted to post a nine month (nearly) update
I ran 12km today and I’m proud of the progress and hard work I’ve put in no matter how far I have to go. Baby steps 🏃🏻♀️
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Okay Star Flower but instead she’s based off Sunflowers, a flower that looks to the sun with its golden petals and dark center. Idk I feel like it connects her to One eye more. The adoption idea is actually kinda cool tho her being born by a curse is very appealing.
Sunflowers used to grow and bloom across the moors of the lake but as the cats fled and a chilly winter settled in they withered away. A single kitten born to a dead dame in the final patch of dying sunflowers scooped up by the summer deity as his daughter. She grows to have the same chaotic need to remind the cats what they did to her land and how they turned their back on her dad.
I have to veto Sunflowers, though the symbolism is marvelous. Sunflowers are exclusively a commercial crop in England and they really don't like growing up North.
But also the Ancient Lake won't have Moorland! What's now WindClan Territory was once old growth forest, the state that all Moorland returns to when not managed by humans.
It's why there's no "CheetahClan" for the big cat clans. Leopards are analagous to lake-lovers, Tigers were bog-lovers, and Lions were forest-lovers.
Btw I am actually planning something pretty cool mythologically as an explanation for why they have "words" for Tigers, Leopards, and Lions. You know what, I'm gonna go draw it now
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