#Me´xico

[shanahazuki]

El futuro del cultivo de cacao en México representa un gran reto para el sector

Este 2 de septiembre celebramos por quinto año consecutivo, el Día Nacional del Cacao y el Chocolate.  Gracias a la calidad y especial aroma de sus semillas, México es reconocido a nivel mundial. Hoy en día, el país ocupa el 14º. lugar en la producción, de acuerdo con cifras del 2019 del CEDRSSA (Centro de Estudios para el Desarrollo Rural Sustentable y la Soberanía Alimentaria).  La demanda de…

[nenlta]

La corderita de mejillas rosas,

envía besos con sabor a fresa,

escribe cartas con amor sincero.

Corazón blando, alma de niña,

dulce muñeca, ternura escondida.

Al lobo en su rincón, le dedica su amor.

ㅤ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

[frumdyke]

saw some awesome graffiti today it said

my ceuchie

so gud, thats

y i have 2

baby dads <3

wap

[mirlocantor]

"Yo estaba muerto y después vivo

Llorando y después riendo

El poder del amor vino hacia mí

Y me volví feroz como un león

Y tan tierno como la estrella del atardecer "

Rumi

[residentflamingo]

Samurai Momo Headcannons

Hirai Momo x fem! chubby reader

AU: Ancient Japan/ Samurai 👺⛩️

Genre: fluff, a pinch of angst, & smut

Warnings: mentions of violence, war, sexual themes, & cursing

A/N: Surprise you guys! I decided to post this first instead of the Jihyo fic ;) Man this was so much fun to write! I thought it would be cool to write something like this since I haven't seen anyone write about the main love interest set in the Samurai era. It was a little tricky at first since I had to do a little research, but it's nothing I can't handle. Let me know if i did okay! This is my first time writing anything smut related so I’m very nervous about it 😅 It also kind of turned into a yapping session... Fun but also not fun fact, I've had this sitting in my drafts FOR A YEAR 💀 Ik, absolute insanity. Anyways, let me know if I should write more stuff like this! Enjoy reading, and check out my other works if you would like :) It's always greatly appreciated ❤️

Word count ———> 4,932

Who is this girl?

Hirai Momo is a well-respected and feared samurai in the Paand Xico Nation

Known for defeating many powerful armies and killing the best swordsmen

She is fierce on the battlefield and cocky as hell too

She doesn’t show any mercy

Merciful only towards townspeople who are in danger 

She is a samurai alongside her other 8 comrades called the “Osoroshī Defenders”

They rose to power after defeating an almighty empire, and saving their hometown, the Paand Xico Nation

They are known for being a fierce samurai squad with kind-hearted personalities

Momo has been best friends with her 8 samurai comrades ever since childhood when she first started samurai training

She grew very close with them over the years, and eventually told them that she was gay

The funny thing is, they knew already

When she told them Jihyo was like “Yeah we know. It's pretty obvious by the way you look at Y/N. You are definitely in love with her, and you get like a gay panic attack every time you see her.”

Momo was so glad that they were supportive of her

But she was also a little shocked since there was still the possibility of them being weirded out by her after her confession

She even cried that night while going to bed because she was so happy

The members like to tease her every now and then when she talks to you, or when she gushes to them over how cute you are ��

How you guys met

You and Momo were childhood friends

Met each other at a very young age

Both of your guys’ parents were close friends of each other’s so you crossed paths pretty often

The both of you spent time with each other a lot

You and Momo would go explore the woods, and play around in the creeks

Racing to the creek was essential for the both of you

Momo would let you win on some days just so she could see you smile

Sometimes you would dare her to do weird stuff, and she would always do it just to see your reaction

She even ate a worm once just because you told her too…

Momo likes to tease you a lot too

It’s one of her favorite things to do when she’s in a good mood

When you guys would be walking down the creek, sometimes she would splash water at you and you would get mud on your shoes/clothes

And she would just be dying laughing hearing your surprised scream after getting water splashed on you

"Hey why are you laughing at me?!"

"Y/N you should've seen the look on your face whenever you got splashed! Oh my gosh, it was so funny."

You two became inseparable over time

Momo’s mom would have to drag her home some days because she would be at your house for to long

“Honey you’re barely even home anymore since you spend so much time with that Y/N girl !”

As Momo got a little older, she became interested in wanting to be a samurai

She mostly wanted to be one so she could protect you one day, and to show off her cool skills

She loved how cool they looked, and the way they would fight with their swords

So she enthrall y begged her mom to take her to lessons

When she told you she was taking lessons to become a samurai, you were shook

“Y/n, did you hear? I’m gonna become a samurai!”

“Wait what?! When did you decide that?”

“I had my mom start taking me to lessons the other day! Someone’s gotta be able to protect you from the bad guys someday ;)”

You were very happy for her, but also very worried since she can be aloof at times

Momo loves to show off her cutting skills with her katana

After cutting down a small tree she would smirk at you and say, “Wanna give it a try, Y/N?”

How you became her crush

She developed a huuuge crush on you around the time when she started samurai training (10 yrs old)

(A/N: yeah I did some research, they really did have the kids start samurai training when they were 10 yrs old…)

Momo noticed how beautiful you were one summer night, when you both were stargazing while laying in a field of grass

She was mesmerized by your beauty, and how cute you sounded when you would giggle at her ranting about the stars

From then on, she had a habit of always admiring your looks 💕

“Momo what are you looking at?”

“Oh nothing. I just now noticed you have this little freckle on your nose that looks like a heart. It’s cute.”

You developed a crush on her some years later, after realizing how sweet she was with you

(both 16yrs old)

And you thought she was pretty cute too, with her long black hair, and her beautiful features

It was almost impossible not to fall in love with her

Momo would love to hand feed you snacks, and fix your hair when it would get messy

She also loved giving you makeovers during slumber parties

She’s really clingy and affectionate in general

we know what you are Momo

When you would catch her training, she always wanted to teach you a technique she learned that day

Would end up failing to do so because it was always some advanced shit

“Momo I don’t have any idea how to cut things with a katana, let alone do a flying kick afterwards !”

“Oh cmon on pleaaseee Y/N-chan, I promise it’s super easy. It won’t take very long to learn when you got me teaching you ;)”

She would purposely be hands-on while teaching you, and you would be a blushing mess while she helped you adjust your grip on the katana

Momo got protective of you as she got older, stronger, and more experience with training

(now both 18 yrs old)

And damn did she have some killer muscles

Especially her abs good lord-

When she would get a scratch on her, or a cut, you would always be there to bandage her up

And of course, Momo would be a blushing mess as you would put a patch on her cheek

Afterwards, you would always get onto her about how she needs to be more careful and whatnot

She would just laugh a little bit while looking at you with admiration

Momo found it so cute how protective you were of her, even though she was becoming a tough samurai

At school, she would always glare at the boys that would try to hit on you

And she would protect you from bullies too

“Y/N what happened to your arm? Why is it all bruised?”

“A boy wouldn’t leave me alone after I told him I didn’t want to date him, so he fought me because he was so mad.”

“Momo did you hear? Someone beat up the same boy that punched me the other day… I wonder who it was.”

(clearly has bruises on her knuckles) “I don’t know, maybe it was a tougher girl or something. Who knows, he had it comin to him anyways.”

You thought it was cute how protective she was over you

Whenever you would cry, she would always be there to hold you and tell you sweet nothings

She hated seeing you cry :(

Your happiness is her happiness

Momo made a vow to herself that in the future, she would still be the one holding you like this but in a different setting

The confession

When Momo was finally finished with samurai training (20-21 yrs old), she was super excited

But her excitement didn’t last for long

She got the news that she would have to be sent out to war for a couple months, or even a year, along with the other troops and her 8 best friends

You were both devastated

What if I never see her again? What if I never get to tell her I love her?

On the day of Momo’s departure, your face was stained with a waterfall of tears

She was standing outside nearby the army of soldiers with you in her arms , waiting until they were ready to depart

You and Momo had been hugging for a really long time, making sure you both took each other in before it was time for her to leave

After some time, the main advisor of the squadron spoke up…

“Alright everyone, say your last goodbye’s to your loved ones. We will be heading out in no less than 5 minutes!”

Momo tried to let go of your grip, but you held onto her and moved your position so you could look her in the eyes

“Do you really have to go? Maybe you could fake an injury, and say you’re too crippled to fight or something.”

“I can’t do that Y/N, you know that. It’s my duty as a samurai to defend this nation with my life, and to make sure I can be the strongest warrior.”

“Yeah your right, I know you can’t just bail out. But, I’m just scared you won’t come back. How long do you think you’ll be gone? And what if you get really hurt?”

“Our advisor said we’d be gone for months, or even a year. It depends on how long the war goes. Me and the girls are scared too, but we’re also confident in our abilities. Don’t worry Y/N, you know I’m a tough cookie and I’ll be able to handle myself out there.”

She tried smiling at you after she said that, so it would somehow to calm you down a little

But she knew deep down, that you could read her like a book

You already knew how nervous she was just by looking in her eyes

“Alright everyone, get ready. We are leaving as of now! Momo, go get your horse and be ready to leave, or else you’ll get left behind!”

“Okay okay I’m coming! I have to go now Y/N, make sure you take care of yourself okay? I’ll be back before you know it. You won’t even realize I’m gone.”

“Okay Momo stay safe. I lo-.” You quickly stopped yourself. At that moment, you weren’t really sure if you wanted to confess your love to her yet

“What was that last part Y/N?”

“Oh nothing, just go Momorin. Your advisor looks pretty pissed.”

“Haha okay then. Goodbye Y/N. Stay safe for me okay?.”

“I will, I promise.”

Momo walked away with a smile on her face, but on the inside, she was heartbroken

She knew it would be a while before she could ever see you again

Momo jumped onto the horses saddle, and exhaled a long breath making sure it would prevent her from crying

But when she turned around and saw you waving, she made sure to engrave that image in her head until she saw you again in the months to come

You both waved back at each other until Momo seemed to be getting further away from the eye, as her horse trotted away. Soon becoming unrecognizable in the thick fog enveloping the forest

Memories came flooding back, as Momo’s horse trotted through the very same winding creeks and little caves you guys used to play in

Oh god how she missed you already, and it hadn’t even been 5 minutes yet

As Momo started thinking about you, she started getting worried about whether if she was making the right choice or not. So, she decided to asked her best friends for help

“Guys, do you think I’m doing the right thing by leaving Y/N? I mean I feel like I should’ve told her something else before we parted ways, but I can’t figure out what I should’ve said.”

Jeongyeon whispered under her breathe, “you damn idiot…”

“What did you say Jeongyeon? Why don’t you come over here and tell me what you just said, instead of just whispering it under your breath huh?!”

Jeongyeon exhaled a deep breath she had been holding in, and finally let out what she’s been wanting to say for a while

“I said, you’re a damn idiot! Haven’t you loved Y/N for what, I don’t know, 10 years? And you still haven’t told her that you love her? What if you don’t come back from this damn war, and she has to wonder all her life if you ever loved her or not? Don’t you want to marry her someday, and be able to call her your wife?"

Momo sat there for a moment just stunned. As she thought about it for a while, she finally realized she was making a mistake

“God, what the fuck am I doing?” Momo said

“Go get your girl Momoring!” Nayeon retaliated

Jihyo also had a few words of wisdom for her too, “Don’t hesitate to tell her how you feel either! You may not get another chance.”

“You’re right, I need to go see her right now! I’m gonna go, but I’ll be back in 10 minutes tops. Tell the advisor I’ll be right back, or else I’ll get my ass kicked.”

Momo made a sharp turn with her horse and made it gallop at speeds faster than it had ever gone

As she got closer and closer to where you and her last saw each other, she could see your faint figure in the distance

You were finally walking away from the send off area, and accepting the fact that she was really gone

Unitl you heard a familiar voice loud shout from the forest, "Y/N, wait!"

Is that... Momo? you thought

You stopped in your tracks with your face contorted with all sorts of confusion, and then you turned around

And there she was

The horse hooves slid on the dirt, making the dirt kick up and the horse come to a smooth stop

"Y/N!" Momo yelled out

"Momo? What are you doing here why are you-"

She jumped off her horse and jogged over to you

"I can explain!" She stops in front of you panting and out of breath

Your face is still ridden with confusion, wondering why this goofball was standing n front of you, and not with her squadron

"What is it Momo I don't understand..."

Momo's breathing slows down a little bit, and her heart pumps with adrenaline

She speaks a little bit faster than usual, hinting at her obvious urgency, and nerves of confessing to you

She grabs both of your hands and hold them

"I-I have something to tell you Y/N... Something I've been wanting to get off of my chest for a long time."

Your eyes widen

Is it what you think it is?

Momo sees the shock on her face, and she does something that even she surprised herself with

"Oh screw it."

She quickly let go of your hands and brought hers up to both sides of you face, bringing you in for a sudden but loving kiss

"Wha-" You're cut off as she kisses you

It takes a couple seconds for you to process it, but once you do, you melt into it

You smile into the kiss, and wrap your arms around her, bringing her even closer your body

The kiss was oh so romantic, listening to the rainfall in the background, and feeling your clothes get from how long you two were standing there

It was all worth it

When Momo pulled away, she looked at you starstruck, still trying to process the fact that she just kissed you

Her lifelong crush!

You smiled back at her, feeling the same amount of shock as Momo

"Wow... I didn't know you had that in you."

She giggled and then hit pinched your cheeks playfully

"Well, I have many surprises Y/N."

"I can see that... How long have you been wanting to do that for?"

"Years... Most definitely." She caressed your face with her thumb, looking at you with pure love and adoration

You smiled, pulling her in to whisper in her ear, "Me too."

(had to switch to a different writing block since there was a word limit 🙄)

She chuckles, moving lips back down yours and kissing you again

Before she knew it, she heard someone whistle behind her, along with shouts from other people

"Oooo look at Momo and Y/N" Jeongyeon said, quickly receiving a slug on the shoulder from Jihyo

Momo pulled away embarrassed, hiding her blushing face into your neck

You giggled, wrapping your arms around her waist and rubbing her back

"I take it those are your friends?" You said teasingly

Momo mumbled, "Yes... Unfortunately."

You kissed the top of her head and moved her in front of her so could look at her better

"Oh I'm sure they aren't that bad..."

"Hey lovebirds, I don't want to ruin the moment, but we have a war we need to go fight in. Momo, get your ass over here!" Jihyo said loudly

Momo rolls her eyes, and groans in annoyance, yelling back "Coming!"

She turns her head back towards you and smiles, bringing you in for a bone-crushing hug

"Momo... I can't breathe."

She quickly lets go, "Oh my gosh I'm sorry...I can't help it."

"I know."

You smile, pulling her in for one last kiss, then having to pull away since she was in a hurry

"I'll write to you every day Y/N. I love you... so very much."

"I love you too Momo."

Her heart melts as she hears that, feeling her life long dream come true

She smiles, heading back on the horse and waving goodbye to you once again

She couldn't wait to come back and smother you with kisses

Domestic Life

When she leaves for months at a time, she writes you a letter every single day

So when the messenger comes by to deliver mail, he'll have multiple letters waiting for you

She is so good at writing too it kind of surprises you a little bit

Even though she's not there with you during those months, those letters make you feel like she's standing right next to you, telling you about her day and how she's feeling throughout each and every day

When she gets home from the war she will be super clingy 24/7

Which is kind of how she is anyways, so you're pretty used to it lol

Will tell you an endless amount of funny and intense stories that will just make you stare at her in awe, wondering how she's so amazing

During her normal home life away from samurai duties, she loves to spend as time with you as possible

She loves to cook for you, help you do chores around the house, and even do laundry

Whatever you need help with, she will always lend a hand so you don't have to do it all on your own

You guys will go on dates at least once a week to try to get out of the house once in a while lol

She always lets you be the one to pick the restaurant

(she's such a gentlewoman)

If it’s a place that she dislikes, she would never say anything about it

Your happiness is her happiness

Will train at home every now and then

Not all time though since she prefers a perfect balance between her love life and her Samurai duties

Relationship

After coming back from war, you two decided to get married right away

You knew dating was only a waste of time since you knew each other well, and how good of a partner you guys would be to each other

People in the town WERE NOT shocked when you two got married

Like had been predicting it since you two first started being friends with each other 💀

Momo is super duper sweet when she's with you <3

(but isn't she supposed to be the most feared samurai across many nations?)

Yes, but that doesn't matter!

With people she's not particularly friends with, she will act stoic and reserved, making her look very intimidating and serious 24/7

With friends she's her usual playful self and cracks some funny jokes here and there to make the whole group laugh

But when she's with you, her true self comes out

She is the textbook definition of a cuddle bug

Loves cuddling and being able to hold you in her strong arms

Kisses your tummy and draws shapes on it with her fingers

Gives you back and foot massages

Has to hug you and say “I love you” before bed or else she won’t sleep very good that night

Super clingy and doesn't hold back when showing affection

Compliments you alll the time without fail

"That dress looks so pretty on you my love...

Remembers small details about you, and buys you gifts 24/7

Knows you so well that she knows exactly how many freckles you have on your face

Loves listening to the sound of your voice and finds it cute when you rant about some of your favorite things

She is also an absolute goofball

“Y/N, what’s 3+5 ?”

“It’s 8 honey…”

“Oh. I thought it was 7.”

Doesn’t show that side of her very often, but when she does it never fails to make you laugh

You both have matching tattoos

Hers is hidden since tattoos are prohibited for samurai's

The design is a yin & yang symbol, with yours being a yang, and Momo's a yin

You being the yang, the purity and balance you bring to the relationship

Momo's being the yin side, showing that she brings the fire in the relationship, and the darker side to her that trains in killing people

It also represents how you two were originally best friends, and the soulmate connection you both have

Arguments don't really happen that much between you two

When they do you both always talk through them together, and have good sit-down talks about what you can do better

She hates seeing you cry :(

Absolutely breaks her heart

Especially when she's leaving for war and you're sobbing on her shoulder

Momo usually cries with you and holds you, making you feel very comforted in her grasp

When it comes to jealousy, she's not really the type to get mad at you

Only gets mad at the person flirting with you

Will come up behind you and wrap her arms around you waist, peppering kisses on your neck

"Hi Y/N... who's this fellow you're talking to?"

Loves letting everyone know that you're hers

Mostly in a subtle but not so subtle way since that's the way of the samurai

This girl's loyalty is IMMENSE

When another woman tries to talk to her, she will not hesitate to give them the cold shoulder and ignore them

“No. I have a wife.”

Will not hesitate to fight someone for you

Or possibly will kill them if it comes to that point

No one is talking bad about her you on her watch

Always has a sharp eye on you when in public, making sure you're safe from any of her enemies

Her duties come with a couple cons

In the middle of the night, she will sometimes wake up in cold sweats and start sobbing

Has PTSD flashbacks of the people she has killed in war, and remembers the innocent civilians she couldn't save in time 🙁

You hold her in her arms, telling her that it's not her fault and that she is still a good person

Will train so hard on her own that you have to drag her away from whatever activity she's doing

Is so so hard on herself :(

But when she's cuddled up in her embrace, her mind shuts off, forgetting everything that was stressing her out in the first place

She loves you so so much

Would die for you, no hesitation

You're one of the only things in her life that she finds enjoyment in

Being with her is the luckiest thing you could ever imagine

In The Bedroom

(mentions of strap-ons, praise kink, body worship, pussy eating, dom! Momo, and ab riding. minors & men pls do not interact!!)

Let's get one thing gay straight, when Momo comes home from war after not seeing you for a long time, you better be prepared to not be able to walk the next day

Ends up fucking you for hours, and having to carry you to the bathtub afterwards

After she gets settled in for a couple weeks, she will go back to being her soft and gentle self during sex

She's not really the type to degrade you unless you're being very bratty

Being bratty will result in her teasing until you're a crying and needy mess

Definitely smacks your ass a few times too

"Hm what did you say? You're gonna have to speak up honey. Mommy can't hear you when you're whining so much."

Has you get on your knees and eat her out, running her hands through your hair and pushing you closer to her

Is bigggg on body worship and praising

Momo knows how insecure you get of your body at times, so she'll do everything she can to make you feel good about yourself

Has you strip down naked in the middle of the bedroom so she can admire your curves and your bare body

Then has you lay down, kissing every inch of your body, whispering sweet nothings to you

"You're so beautiful... I love you... I love your stretchmarks... I love your curves..."

Sometimes will have you on the verge of tears from how sweet she gets

Holds you like you're the most precious thing in the world to her

Momo is more of the type to give

But, she doesn’t mind being on receiving side every now and then

When she does give…

She eats your pussy out like it's her last meal every. time.

"Fuck honey... You taste so good."

Loves it when you wrap your legs around her head, and somewhat suffocate her with your thighs

Makes her eyes roll back slightly and digs her nails deeper into your skin

Sometimes she gets so drunk in your taste that you have to pull her away by her hair

She would whine and be begging to taste you again

“Please Y/N, just for five more minutes.”

She absolutely adores your plump figure

You cannot walk anywhere without her smacking your ass or grabbing onto your love handles

Almost impossible for her to keep her hands off of you

Has reoccurring fantasies of bending you over and fucking you with her strap, imagining your ass and thighs jiggling with each thrust

Be careful wearing a swimsuit or dress around her…

She will most likely rip it off of you behind closed doors, and leave plenty of hickeys on your skin to show everyone that you're hers

The sight of seeing the clothing hug onto your curves, and knowing that she’s the only one that gets to kiss it really turns her on

Has also fucked you multiple times in the pool at home because she couldn’t help herself when she saw you in a bikini

Also has an obsession with your boobs

Loves groping them, and being able to nuzzle her face in them after she's done licking and sucking them

Remember her habit of writing letters to you while she's away? Sometimes she will incorporate her neediness for you in them as well

Has to secretly send them in so no one reads them

You never knew how horny she could really get until she left for war

You would secretly stash the letters in a drawer, reading them sometimes while she was away (real)

Momo makes sure she never leaves you unmarked

You always end up having tons of hickeys or will have plenty of bite marks on your neck

Knows how much you love her abs, so she would let you grind on them until you make a mess all over her

"Oh look at you... You love making a mess on mommy's abs don't you baby?"

Works out a little harder when she's training so she can be strong enough to manhandle you

Her cockiness when she’s training is on another level

Especially that damn smirk…

She has a few scars on her body from war and training that she knows turns you on as well

On hot days she would wear revealing clothing on purpose; like crop tops, tank tops, or any muscle shirts she could find

All of those things mixed in with sweat running down her body… damn

Her favorite position is most definitely missionary

Loves being able to look you in the eyes when making love to you, and making sure that you feel loved

But also really enjoys doggy style so she can feel your ass up against her

Always checks up on you to make sure you're doing okay

"Tell me if it gets too much, okay honey?"

Momo takes aftercare very seriously

Carries you to the shower/bathtub and helps wash you off

Then carries you back to bed and snuggles up with you, showering you with sweet kisses

"You did so well Y/N... I love you so much."

Also apologizes and kisses any small bruises if she was rougher with you than usual

[eldritch-spouse]

Cult update :):)

Santi is dead and it takes too many bones to revive him so he’s gonna stay dead for a bit…

what am I using the bones for?

Nothing special, just keeping my followers fed

Morel of course gets to cook all the fine meals I’ve requested of him

Belo has joined us:):) ironically his traits are natural skeptic and unrepentant but at least his clothes are the closest cotl has to what he would wear.

Also working on a xico or whatever his name was follower but I need to wait until I find one with the materialistic trait

Nooo- You're telling me the slut of the cult is fucking down?!?! You can't just let Santi stay dead, who are they all going to fuck?? He's good for morale! I'm pretty sure all those follower meals are from the fat of his tits alone.

Morell still with the maid outfit, as he should be.

That's Anti-Belo. Bad boy Belo.

Xiko, with a k. I don't think there are many followers with a similar enough head to make it work, but gewd luck. 🫡

[karlailustra]

#ilustrationoftheday Siempre que le doy agüita y cariño a mis plantitas, Xico me acompaña, me observa, pide atención también jaja y sabe que las plantitas no se comen aunque a veces lo intenta hacer. 🌿✨😻 Qué bonito son los seres vivos.

[lobitos]

xicos qn me actualiza en la onda de layouts d hoy n dia plisss 😘😘😘

[fragmentmemories]

slowly haciendo el trabajo de hormiga and transfering still relevant canons from xóchitl's old blog to here.

original post here.

char notes: Xóchitl being a god, and how it affects sex and intimacy

so, sex w/ xochi is weird. you’re sexing a god and that's bound to have some weird experiences. esp. if it’s a god of me/xico (gestures to all the poetry written about the country and how surreal it is) SO:

it depends upon a lot of scenarios, but in general you can expect for the experience to be surreal and sensual. dream like. you’ll be able to like, stay grounded enough to know what you're doing and who you're doing it with, but also it’s easy to get lost if that makes sense. afterwards, you’ll remember the motions, probably the feeling and what you thought during it, but you’ll remember the dreamlike stuff in flashes of sights and sounds and feelings. i compare the experience to drugs, but safe. (inb4: xochi is a gateway drug).

This being said, what makes it surreal is like...she’ll change? During it? Blink and suddenly she looks a bit younger? Her hair is silkier or more wild. Or her hips seem bigger than they did. Her skin is really hot and burns, but like a pleasant burn. In deep euphoria, you can see the afterimage/aura of a halo on the crown of her head, lmao. That’s all her god side, I think it interprets sex as a form of worship so it just...does its thing. Elevates the experience

Mmmm, the physical experience is altered too. Like smell, for instance, like there’s normal human sweat, but also as a God, her sweat smells like...idk, gardenias. Dahlias. Floral. It matches her name, ajajaja. It's not artificial, like it doesn't register as a perfume or body spray, more like she rubbed flowers on her skin or kept blossoms in her brassier for their natural scent to stick to her.

Taste? If you lick or bite her at any time, not just during sex honestly, it’ll be tamarind and mangoes. Maybe sweet grapefruit on occasion? Idk. As for like, the land down under (ajaja, hilarious), I’m not sure. Normal human vagina taste + something more indescribable? Nothing tangible, it bothers me when people expect vaginas to taste like candy or some shit. Let's say Xóchitl tastes like indigo or some abstract shit like that.

This stuff, she has no real control over, but she can try to reign it in. It’s most powerful when/if she’s with humans. When with like, other Gods or non-human beings (who are not moral) it’ssss less intense.

Outside of like, gay romantic shit, you’ll feel more grounded to her. Like “everything else in the room disappears” type shit, wanting to be near her/create more skin contact. It’s a huge urge, and can escalate to desperation if the right conditions are met. This part she can control more or less, it’s just the God side wanting more concentrated ‘worship’. So she can give clarity, but you’ll still feel like a tug/light buzz/instinct to just =w= be near her. I guess you can call it possession? She can do that with her people, like instill in them her vigor/valor/inspiration for battle/revolution/etc.

It’s the God side that senses that she/human side REALLY likes what’s happening, and wants/needs more. It also happens when she’s getting paid attention to a lot by her people at like, parties/gatherings. All that love concentrated on her u____u. It’s just more intense here because it’s physical touch and so direct, you know? So intimate. Plus she hasn’t had sex since 1453. It’s been a while.

Ifff you touch or pay attention to a scar in particular, you’ll like, not see flashes of how she got it but you’ll feel something. Like that spot in particular needs special care/that something really big happened there. The tattoos might have an effect too, but I’m not sure yet. They’ll probably have a similar, but more positive effect.

Afterwards, you’ll realize probably a curiosity/appreciation for a certain cultural aspect or geographical location in Me/xico since, well, ya just sexed a God of Me/xico.

If not having sex, but intimate/fooling around/etc. you’ll get like, a light fuzz/preview. Sleepy and pleasant.

There’s a lot of (over) stimulation involved, esp. if she’s less in control like...Less human. 5th dimension sex man.

[0ut-0f-control-bae]

Hola xicos, sé que no he estado activa desde casi el inicio de este mes, pero han pasado hartas cosas y me he mantenido muy ocupada

Estuve bajoneada un par de días, irritable, con mucha tensión. Pero fue hace un tiempo y ya las cosas están tranqui

Tambien ayer di una prueba gigante y (para variar) mi sueño está en la mierda, mi mano cansada de tanto escribir y hacer ejercicios (estoy a un par de páginas de terminarme el cuaderno) y eso. Terminé enferma y con dolor de estómago pero al menos salí viva

En vola a poca gente le importa, pero solo quiero decir que voy a rebloguear más asi que no se asusten si les doy muchas notitas jiji

Besitos para todos 💗

[cottieclub]

Me waiting for a fandom to build around my ship Xico so people can make headcanons, fanart, and incorrect quotes:

(I don't post that often, I don't have a defined lore, I haven't read the PJO books and nobody knows my blog)

[dannythedanman]

Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool~) 🌈 🌈

Fiiiiiiine I guess I'll spread positivity today :/

I've been in the inanimate insanity fandom for 6 years

My first chosen name was Xico (thank GOD I only used it online 💀)

I have a dead shark in my room (dw they're in an airtight glass so my room doesn't smell like a dead shark)

My wall color is teal

I'm questioning if I'm a furry cuz I really like the idea of cosplaying as Savanah from lps popular in a fursuit

Also, hey, @who-is-this-weirdo this one's also for u since you tagged me in ur post

[auraismoonstone]

OH MY GOD MEEEEEE!!!!?!?!?!!!!?! IM STILL HEARTBROKEN I DIDNT GET THAT ONE THAT SHOULDVE BEEN FOR ME-XICO

[revunant]

🐛 for the wyrmlings!~

𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐠𝐬

all three of them are spicebush swallowtail caterpillars.

but wait! there's more!

roly poly koth! cute and small and a little shy. i was gonna put a spotted lanternfly (nymph) because i think they're so silly and cute but i know how americans tend to feel about them, godspeed u guys

imperial moth sal! cant elaborate, my brain was telling me theyre some kind of hummingbird moth but i ended up with these guys instead

and velvet ant xico. little fuzzy baby WILL KICK YOUR ASS

[solopasiones]

hay cabos sueltos en mi vida, y son claramente por el amor que me cuesta formar por mi familia… esto es netamente por el trato que recibo, q claro no me golpean en el piso, pero sí mental, sentimental y emocionalmente sí me deja en el piso llorando con un montón de cosas a la mitad dentro de mi mismo.

me duele mucho el hecho de que mis esperanzas realmente ya están muriendo y eso me hace demasiado daño.

me siento mal, un día es un día y no quiero volver a casa tan pronto como otros días. Dijo la jeanette alguna vez y ahora la entiendo.

temía mxo cuando xico el momento en que sea como los adolescentes y sienta un rechazo hacia mi familia, pero realmente trabajo por empatizar conmigo mismo.

voy a resaltar el punto, de que al ser una persona complaciente, realmente me cuestiono si yo estoy equivocado o poseído por algún espíritu de tentaciones como satanás. Realmente tengo que trabajar por sentir empatía de mi mismo, tengo que justificar a las demás personas por hacerme vivir cosas que no merezco.

me causa mucha gracia el meme que hace referencia a ser el villano de la película solo por ponerme a mi mismo en primer lugar, y es completamente verdad.

en mi pecho, en la parte de mi corazón, metafóricamente tengo una pequeña puerta de madera, que al abrirla se derrama un mar entero de emociones que callaron por mucho tiempo.

desde que abrí esta puerta en mi adolescencia la relación con mi familia ha ido en picada, es algo que me duele mucho y gracias a mi crecimiento personal ya puedo entender poco a poquito que son cosas que realmente no merezco vivir. (aunque a veces igual m culpe a mí mismo de cagarme la adolescencia)

hablando de esto, una vez estaba hablando con la canesa, y dije: sé que me cagué mi adolescencia al hablar, y me dijo algo muy simple, claro y que cualquier persona puede entender, pero yo como persona adoctrinada y sometida a estas manipulaciones emocionales no lo podía hacer. Literalmente solo dijo: tú no te la cagaste. haciendo referencia a que claramente todo lo que he vivido no ha sido netamente causado x mi, es porque hay alguien con autoridad que no quiere un cambio.

mi niño interior está tan herido, me gusta que con la marihuana pueda sentirse cómodo a expresarse y amo que últimamente ha sido harto con las chiquillas, ya que me abrazan lo suficiente con sus actitudes de validación que por tanto tiempo necesité.

estoy muy contento de poder ir abriendo mis ojitos y mover mis pies poco a poco, me queda harto x caminar, pero x lo menos no estoy solito. Amo la vida y a mi gatito romeo

soy feliz, pero aprendí a caminar con una gran pena interminable adentro

escribí de muchas cosas pero supongo q en eso se basa el tda 🦥

[amiguiz]

El problema de dedicarte a la escritura es la pérdida del placer inmediato. No. No su pérdida. El adormecimiento. No sé cómo decirlo, pero la cacería se complica, y en esta búsqueda la escritora avanza peligrosamente hacia la neurosis (madre potencial de adicciones).

En mi primer semestre en Utep, lo recuerdo perfectamente, tomé una de las clases que me cambiarían la vida. Poesía y novela, juntas, de la mano de Sasha Pimentel (Sasha, esa joya en la caverna que puede llegar a ser Utep; una joya por la que vale la pena cualquier esfuerzo, cualquier sacrificio). Tons, estaba yo en mi primera clase, recién llegada de mi natal Xico Viejo, cuando se aparecieron dos escritores de los grandes, dos alumnos del tercer año cuya presencia desenfadada, revestida de importancia, de inmediato me transportó a la secundaria, a los eventos donde convivíamos los nuevos con los que estaban a punto de graduarse. Me sentí pequeña, recuerdo eso, pequeña, verde y aldeana. Desmembraron un texto para analizarlo de una manera que yo no había visto antes. Paz, paz, tijeretazos de pollero. Esto es efectivo, eso está sobrado, aquí es evidente la manufactura, esto es un logro, esto es un hallazgo. Conclusión: buen texto.

Pero en ningún momento dijeron si les había gustado. (Se sabe que en los talleres está prohibido hablar de gusto, pero esta clase no era un taller, no todavía. Estábamos analizando una novela consagrada, la cual, por cierto, a mí me había quitado el sueño, el hambre y la respiración, pues era una novela hermosa).

Recuerdo que pensé: Ya no sienten ningún placer por la literatura (por la lectura, que compone un gran porcentaje del oficio del escritor). Me asusté. Pensé: Espero que nunca me pase lo mismo.

Pero me pasó.

Bueno, no exactamente.

Lo que sucede es que después de un rato leyendo, se vuelve imposible quitarse los lentes. Yo no sé si un chef sea capaz de probar un platillo nuevo y no intentar adivinar cómo lo hicieron. O si un músico sea capaz de escuchar una canción y no medir los compases. O si... etcétera. Pero a mí me cuesta mucho trabajo leer un cuento y no analizar, de entrada, el establecimiento. Ok, ¿cuáles son las reglas? Tengo a una primera persona omnisciente en evocación... Ok. Listo. Entendido. Juguemos.

¡Pero a veces pasa!

Es lo que hablábamos con Rodrigo el otro día. ¡A veces pasa!

¿Es doble o triplemente milagroso? ¿Es como una de esas joyas de caverna, un momento Ratatouille, una maldita, increíble, hermosa suspensión del mundo? 

“Es maravilloso”, dijo Rodrigo.

Esas son las palabras correctas.

Es maravilloso.

(Exagero cuando implico que estoy atrofiada. Sigo disfrutando mucho la lectura. Pero mentiría si no aceptara que mi relación con ella se ha complejizado). 

Es maravilloso que me siga ocurriendo eso de que se me suspenda el mundo. Me pasó el otro día con un cuento de Rodrigo Fuentes que se llama Buceo.