#Me when I contain multitudes

[multifandumbmeg]

Me: damn I'm really turning into a Noah Kahan girly. I'm so basic but this shit is on repeat

Also me: wait what do you mean NF released a new album. Hang on I'm being pulled by the duality of man

[insecateur]

if you go in my art tag rn there's experimental art full of feelings and themes and then you scroll and the next piece is lysandre getting his tits milked. and i think this is just a perfect summation of who i am as a person

[bunabi]

Solas being the way he is while also clearly using art as a means to reflect on his actions is absolutely ridiculous (affectionate)

Is drawing even therapeutic for him? Was it just for record-keeping purposes at first, knowing the Veil would destroy the Vir Dithara? Is it just something methodical to busy his hands? His regrets are important and all I guess but I needed answers for what goes through his mind when he paints more than anything else. Of all possible outlets the Pride Guy chooses something unavoidably introspective. Explain lol.

Yeah yeah you failed your closest confidants and everyone who ever trusted you anyway please outline your creative process in detail!

[landoscaring]

[macdenlover]

this side of the fandom avoids all the creepy violent fantasy stuff around dennis’s character like the plague i guess either to woobify him or make up for all the “dennis is a serial killer” character reduction happening on the other side. but i think there’s an untapped goldmine in there with exploring his psyche and i think it could be a fun layer especially in the macden dynamic?

obviously i don’t think he’s capable of being that violent irl or would ever want to. but there’s a undeniable amount of depravity swimming around in his head. a combination of a trauma induced power trip, a curiosity about the fragility of bodies and minds, and a general self hatred that places himself as the monster of his own fantasy. he thinks about decapitation. he dreams about pulling the heart out of someone’s chest and eating it. when it’s busy at the bar and he needs to tune the world out he probably traps himself in his head thinking about stuff like how much pressure a human windpipe can withstand. or what a person would look like with their skin peeled off. what mac would look like. would his muscles and bone structure still hold up? would he still look that good? maybe even better.. without that stupid tattoo. just flesh and blood and bone, naked and as pure as he could be, a purity he’s been chasing his whole life. would mac let him do it? they’re passing thoughts but sometimes he whispers them in bed when he’s talking dirty and he gets that calm, lifeless look in his eyes. it’s terrifying and unsettling but the sex is tender and gentle. sometimes in the aftermath mac gets worried and asks if he means all that stuff he says about wanting to slice into him and watch him bleed out while they’re making love. dennis gets so offended that mac would even ask. he doesn’t talk to him the whole next day and sulks in the fact that no one understands him. mac ends up having to be the one to apologize.

[bitchslapblastoids]

Was thinking about how much of a normo I come across as irl, how I’ve felt a lil odd person out at their shows bc of being a bit older (29) and looking so aggressively normal, how generally confused people in my life would be if they knew about my d&p obsession, how thoroughly i mask weirder traits and essentially codeswitch to suit the mainstream, etc.

i feel kind of fish out of water when I imagine how all the people that populate my tumblr phandom ecosystem are likely presenting to the world irl (I.e. more visibly queer, counterculture, and so on). But then I think maybe the most visible phannies are the ones with the most curated, alt, deliberate daytoday lewks/style? So maybe what I’m picturing is off base? But then I’m also basing this off of what audiences look like in audience footage, m&gs, etc.

Sooooooo i would like to know… do you guys feel like you present as someone who may be Deeply Online and obsessed with two gay nerds from the internet? Or do you hide it and fly under the radar, masking as a total normy and living a double life?

(To clarify I don’t mean you’re like out and about wearing the fringes boob sweatshirt lol I more mean vibes and overall lewk yk?)

[bisupergirl]

superman: secret files 2009 || action comics #1032

kara being able to fix kelex after he breaks because she used to tinker with the robot her family had back on krypton when she wanted to sneak out with thara <3 i love women in stem <3

[paneldump]

Deadpool and Bullseye in Deadpool (1997) issue #16

[greenerteacups]

Hi GT,

Forgive me if this is a stupid question, but I absolutely love the recs you've given (you've introduced me to tomione, and I love it!) and I was wondering if it's possible to give you some recs in return? There are some books and fics that definitely have dramione / got vibes, and I was wondering if I could share them with you!

So glad you've enjoyed them! Feel free to rec me anything you want. I've read most of the classic recs in terms of fic and adjacent content (Cruel Prince et al), but I'll try anything that's well-written. My tastes run towards weird and/or audaciously creative stuff, and I can forgive a lot of weaknesses in plot on the grounds of (1) ambition or (2) character work. My turnoffs are instalove, protagonists who can't fail, and most Y/A (I'm not a hater, I swear, I just need characters who can say "fuck" when their leg gets chopped off.)

I'm also a fan of weird and fucked-up dynamics.(Wuthering Heights was my favorite book for a while, and as a teenager I wrote an AU in which the book ends on a long sex scene where Heathcliff fucks Cathy's ghost and then immediately gets murdered by Catherine 2.) Obviously, I am very normal.

[roboyomo]

about to go sleepyy but. Insane Kenix Thoughts (Again! An Another Time!) (How Many Fucking Times!— ^_^)

Something about Kenix comforting Sora the day she joined the sins crew while she was full on crying and confused at everything surrounding her. Something about him Resonating with a child's helplessness, offer a warm embrace to hold onto. Did you see your own past self in that girl? The days where you were left all alone in the dark, being able to only weep and wonder why everything around you was like this. Yet you had no one's shoulder to cry onto. You had no one by your side, and now you have decided to be that someone for an another lost kid. Have you seen your own desperation in that child, wanting to help her because deep down you know how scarring this situation is for her? To seek comfort despite the unknown environment, because you wanted someone to let you know it is safe?

Have you wanted to save someone from what you had to endure yourself because you just knew how deeply terrifying it must all be to experience such loneliness at a young age? Have you just wanted to not let someone else go through what you had to? Have you just wanted to show the lost child that compassion that you didn't get yourself when you needed it the most.

[divinekangaroo]

Everyone in here seems to be so cool with this news except me LOL. I'm so gutted Lizzies character arc is over in canon. A lot saw it coming by the looks of it except me, I thought it was definitely left unfinished with all the promises and closeness they shared. Haiz. I read it all wrong perhaps.

I know you have plans to write post S6 among other things, like divorced Lizzie with Charlie, Honeymoon etc. etc. You also said you will wait for the movie to write some of them. Will any of the WIPs be effected/plans change with knowing T/L fate in canon?

This is an ask to make myself feel better if you can't tell XD. Thanks!

Heh: the fanfic brain says it would be pleased if Lizzie and Arthur aren't in the movie because that's most of what I want to look at post S6. I don’t usually get into fanficcing for a media unless the media is finished, because I always feel I need to see what the shape of the Canon Thing is to work out where I want to play/extend etc. I genuinely thought PB was done before I decided to write the Thing, or I doubt I would’ve started to write. Over time the movie was making the fanfic part of me increasingly irrationally anxious XD.

Every further movie announcement makes it sound like something further and further from s5 and s6, a fairly clean break and almost a new thing. So I do feel released/able to play with that post s6 space more, because I’m assuming there’ll be just another peaky-style time skip and we’ll be left to decide for ourselves what happened in between. Which is, ironically, where a lot of the Tommy Lizzie dynamic lives anyway - the offscreen spaces is when their relationship happens, what we see on screen shows Things Happened Since Last Time but what exactly is left to the imagination. A silence in the movie isn’t necessarily a nullification of what happened previously, it’s just that whatever happened isn’t relevant to the slice of life currently on show. Out of frame etc. (though, i assume Tommy will heavily carry the emotional consequences of prior events forward, as he always does)

And I’d always assumed t and l would never get back together in any traditional sense of marriage or domestic HEA - my post-show headcanon as it’s evolved over time sees them drift together and apart over various instances and times with meaning, but no dependence/obligation or imposed societal structure. So either of them having other love interests also doesn’t bother me.

I have yet to work out if this easing means I feel like getting back into those parked stories you mentioned any earlier than the movie or not…one is all Lizzie and Arthur funnily enough…but I am so slammed by combo work and study and family things my brain feels itchy with irritation (worst feeling) so I’m avoiding putting too much deep thinking on at the moment.

Sorry i can’t help with much comfort or fic offerings! But yeah I think the way pb does time skips will leave it up to the audience to work out what happened, and that’s always been so much more interesting to my fanfic brain than being told. Maybe some comfort in that?

[danieyells]

As much as I enjoy smut and stuff I do like non-smutty things too, or idk ~wholesome~ crap or whatever. I especially like slice of life tbh like 'what's it like living in this place' 'what's this person's life like' 'what's it like to be this kind of creature or person in this world' i love that shit i eat that shit up

I enjoy regular romance too but i find it idk boring quickly and easily unless there's like. Something interesting about it i guess? Like wholesome, happy, healthy relationships are the ideal irl. You can find those outside in real life. Why would I want my fiction to mostly be like that. You can find nearly anyone with sweet and soft headcanons and sappy relationship concepts like that. And it's fun for a bit but it doesn't really hit like other stuff does.

Like even just having the characters have more interesting dynamics and personalities adds something to it. I like characters like Luca, sure, but for the most part he's got a very. Simple dynamic going for him. He's a Good Person and his flaws sre mostly being shortsighted, too focused on his goals, and being thoughtless, but that rarely results in idk something entertaining or interesting for example. A relationship with him is the kind of relationship you'd seek out irl. Wholesome, sweet, respectful, gentle. But there's not much flavor in that for me.

It doesn't help that while I'm aroace I find romantic things harder to idk conceptualize than sexual ones? Romance is such an arbitrary, made up, ill defined sort of attachment. I understand it's a real feeling for most people but it's also like. . .baseless to me. Sexuality at least has some sort of physical manifestation. But I don't understand romantic attraction much as an actual feeling and no one's ever defined it in a way that told me what it was supposed to be.

This romantic relationship could have been a strong and affectionate and deep friendship. I understand why it couldn't have but also it really could have. I enjoy the joke 'there's no [heterosexual/non-romantic/non-sexual] explanation for this' and all but it's also a very. Limited perspective joke. You can't love your friends deeply? You can't want to kiss or hold them or share a bed with them platonically? You can't imagine other people doing that? I guess that's the common perspective but still.

But yeah my interests are generally slice of life/worldbuilding and idk sexual stuff with some romance i guess. But i'm not so interested in idk wholesome??? Non-intense or extreme???? Things because that's. Stuff you can find irl. I can find friends or strangers who're in or who've had happy relationships and hear about normal, wholesome, happy stuff(and I'd love to hear about it!!!) I live a normal life everyday. Of course my interests are more extreme. I'm content with the normalcy i have so my external interests are the things that aren't so normal. And you can find normal, wholesome stuff everywhere. I can provide it too but it won't draw my attention as much?

Yeah the everyday life of the reader and someone like Luca would be nice and beautiful and stuff like that. But even Kaito would have a more interesting dynamic for example, with his cowardice and his want to try and present himself as someone he isn't, his desire to be your knight in shining armor even though he knows he's a weak coward who can't do that or can't be that. He tries too hard and freaks out if he feels worried that you might dislike something about him or be swept away by someone else and that's how he expresses his love and that at least feels more interesting to me than the simple deep dedication of someone like Luca. One could spin it in such a way that Luca would devote himself to his love the way he devotes himself to finding his brother, puts all this work in to learn to be the perfect lover, is borderline obsessive because He Has To Do This Right It's What You Deserve. And that could be interesting too. But like you see what I'm getting at right? That stuff like that doesn't really appeal to me? Maybe because The Love Is All That's Going On There and I just need something else there.

Idk. I enjoy vulgarity and smut and extreme things because they're interesting things, different things, things you're less likely to encounter or deal with or significantly less likely to want irl compared to more tame stuff. Same with violence, I don't like violence irl, I don't like problems irl, I don't like people getting harmed irl. But in stories and games and fiction it's fun, someone getting tortured is fun, someone in pain and being hurt or abused is fun and entertaining and interesting, something to be explored.

But even that kind of thing can be boring for me! Like I remember seeing kink where someone has their limbs cut off and is mindbroken into being a pet or a fucktoy and that's fun for a bit but then it's like. The same stuff over and over. Same with character death, it just feels like an empty end when it's the focus? I can enjoy those things but idk. I like continuity I guess.

Idk. Just rambling about what goes on in my head I guess lol brought on partially by talking about silly fun stuff with Romeo and Taiga owning their cat selves and their fankid, which immediately followed a brief exchange about Taiga being gentle with Romeo and making him blush which was a direct result of a conversation about Romeo feeling turned on(and disgusted at the same time) the first time he sees Taiga eat raw meat and his face and hands covered in blood and then feeling guilt for masturbating to the thought, and about the thought of Taiga biting him or killing him and the appeal of that danger or even just the liberation of that Taiga could leave marks on his flawless body and that would mean not having to care about it happening again, free from that eternal preoccupation with being perfect and flawless. And how I enjoy all of these different things despite that it may not come off that way.

[cuteniaarts]

Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3

[doctorwhoisadhd]

its like. objectively funny that im an aromantic songwriter who mostly writes love songs because they are the absolute easiest thing for me to write. like truly you cannot put me in any sort of box there huh

[earl-grey-crow]

~groovy~

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

No one:

Me: Okay, but what if their relationship has nothing to do with Sonic and Tails? What if Metal literatally just saw Eggman working on Tails Doll and assumed without proof that they were created for him? What if Metal quite literally attached to Tails Doll through this assumption and then their partnership progressed naturally? What if the inorganic creations fell in love as an unorthodox power couple and just so happened to resemble a famous partnership?