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Keigo who had a sex doll before he met you and after you find it you make him fuck it in front of you to humiliate himself.
#This was in my drafts and i feel the need to share#Maybe ill come back to this but damn#keigo takami smut#keigo smut#hawks smut#hawks x reader smut#sub hawks#subby keigo takami#sub!hawks#sub keigo#sub! hawks#hawks x y/n smut#hawks x gn!reader#hawks x gender neutral reader
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lords gon hafta drag me outa the kitchen cause im cOOKIN AGIN
#wip#ramsuse#shoulb be done friday cause my ass goin into the wilderness tomorrow#its the 18th and i still havent even drawn 1 goretober what is thissss#naw ill probably draw some next week maybe just 2 or 3 cause my ass is just to occupied by Everything#hopefully next year ill have some damn ass time and management bc im so SICK of having to scimp out on goretober#i wanna go back to doing like 17 or 20 of them but god damn this cursed ass adult life curse it all to hell#ANYWAY 👁👁 coming soon
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and here come the negative emotions. right on cue...
#i am so exhausted#i wish i had more control over my brain#wish i could do anything other than just steer it in specific directions.#no matter how many times i steer it somewhere else it finds a way back to negativity#i cant hold the reigns forever#i need breaks#but then comes the pain like clockwork#maybe id be happier if i wasnt so damn analytical#constantly putting puzzles together whether i want to or not#whether im right or not#i could pull myself out of this slump right now yknow#easily#snap of my fingers#... but im tired. what would i even do with positive emotions?#idk. idk#i have some melatonin somewhere around here i think.#guess ill take some of that#theres a whole lotta stuff i wish about myself#right now i wish to forget the world for a little while#goodnight. hopefully.#oh yeah#vent
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is it just me or is mckimson in particular always putting those guys in gay situations
#when i was watching all the shorts for the first time i rly disliked mckimson's art style for some reason (ive since come around 👍)#so i would skip a lot of them but later when i went back an watched them i was like damn i been missing out#theres a lot of dafpork material in here#an i started rewatching them lately an im like DAMN THERES REALLY A LOT like more than i remember#the more cartoons i watch an rewatch the more i cant believe i disliked any director#like i would watch my dvds an a mckimson credit would pop up an i would literally skip it askjdfhajsg thats crazy. charlie what were u doin#plus mckimson made my two favorite gophers. i may be the only gopherhead on earth but 👍#none of this is like super serious cartoon commentary or anything im just rambling#looney tunes /#dafpork /#sry i dont wanna clog up the tags alkjhg maybe if i finish something ive properly written ill put it in the tags but#rn i am just doing silly little casual viewer observations 👍#charlie words
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Do you have any laioshuro headcanons that youd like to share? <3
when they fight in canon laios pulls shuros hair. now what if. .... what if shuro was into that
#damn maybe the tag should have been laioshuro instead agvcxgvh#this one is just like. personal but i hc shuro as more bi#like i definitely see the comphet reading but i think#or want to believe lmao. that he genuinely was attracted to falin#even if he might not Really see her whole person#anon#ask#laios i dont have any solid hcs but i will say aro bi laios would be interesting#SORRY I DONT HAVE A LOT OF HCS 😭😭😭😭😭 i need to meditate on this ill come back and rb if i ever have anything. thank u
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Orb...
+ process kinda
#istg lineart is just a horrible terrible thing LOL#i sketch and it goes very well and i am very happy and i feel very creative!!!#i have to do lineart and it makes me want to give up the piece .....#i get to paint and im like omg i could do this for hours !!! this is so fun !!!!!!#thus: orb#im very happy w it so thats why im posting#idk how long the actual piece is gonna take so might as well post a little sneak peak ig#lmfao i gave up on the crown bcs it was too complicated and then drew this. maybe the crown will come back. prob not#im surprised w the process of this. i usually struggle a lot w accurately referencing real life things#and i usually end up tracing them just to understand how the form works#and god ive drawn so many complicated things for this piece and havent had to trace at all???? okay?????#i mean ofc its not entirely accurate bcs the craftsmanship on the original orb is actually insane#but i think ive got it down p well :)#ill have to try to make the gold look a bit better at some point later on but for now its !!!#i like how half my art i post here is either chibis#or just the most brainrot intense historically detailed shit ever#yes no one i talk to probably knows what a globus cruciger is but GOD DAMN IT IM GONNA DRAW IT ACCURATELY#had this thought ^ when i looked at my top posts and my last post was those nando chibis#and then after a week of not drawing after that im like yeah let me draw several imperial relics#catie.art.
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#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#trying so hard not to bash my head in at work. is anyone fkn hiring bc i need Outta Here ASAP.#every fkn morning before i have work im already dreading it. then i get here n i want to cry n scream n cry n scream the whooooole time.#n then i go home n im like oh! its not the end of the world! n then if i have work the next day its like FUUUUUUU---#yall i know all i do is come on this site and complain but like. fuck.#gnashing my teeth fr#n i know i sure should not be feeling this way Every Time I Have Work (n i especially shouldnt be posting abt it Every Time I Feel This Way)#but wtf can i do. all the damn jobs ive beem applying to arent getting back to me n living where i do i cant rly afford to go very long w/o#a job so im just Stuck until Something Happens. and i WANT TO LEAAAAVEEEEE#screaming crying punching kicking#maybe ill set up a ko-fi or smthn. yall can pay for my silence
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me when insignificant cross reference of my two favorite albums :0!!
MEMEMEMEEME I CAN DO THIS TOO I CAN DO THIS TOO!! chris thile and punch brothers ssongs hold the fuck on cuz ive been waiting for an excuse to talk abt this oh my god.
stanley ann - chris thile
clara - punch brothers
like not entirely but hearing chris talk about dreams coming true makes my brain wojak point at the spotify lyrics ohhhh my god hey guys did you know i like chris thile
#desire mona#media#god i love creeking out with you my autism has never felt quite so quenched#i also rly like in celebrants that from the beach to the airport ... despite the weather just goes together like that#EEEEE ALBUM LAYOUT!!! EEEE NICKEL CREEK!!!!!!#i could and do talk about them all damn day im tweaking and creeking the fuck out#stole tweaking and creeking from coworker ben#clara - punch brothers#gonna go back to goddamned saint after this tho#maybe ill relisten to thanks for listening? but i think im gonna save that for when my cd + cd player comes in#god#stimming so fucking hard#ask#certified creeker#dangly mandolin boy you will be mine#neilph
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the reason I've been drawing less lately is that for the first time in my life I have a second hobby
#its because you're always on that damn blender#but it still comes and goes#so ill be back to normal and then not normal again in some time#i actually would like to draw something right now#maybe it is possible maybe i will do it
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im becoming a emu blog again
#stardust speaking !#AAUUGHHHHHHH DREAMS DO COME TRUE#i nvr wouldve thought theyd put dog ears in a banner what am i looking at. hoping akitos hair still looks cute in his 3d model#im not worried about honamis shes 100% cute in the 3d!!!!!!!!!!!! theres no way that hair isnt cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im fine with not lucksacking Anything this yr if it means i can lucksack this banner amen#emu.................oh im so happy.....theres 1 other hairstyle i rly want her to get but this is so cute im gonna collapse i love when the#keep her hair short-looking#emu fan finally gets to pull for her on a 6% banner again#also seeing this banner...how old is honamis lil bro. like saki & tsukasa and akito & ena are close in age#but emu is not close in age to her big siblings#but i cant rmbr how far apart honami & her lil bro is ?!?!?!?#is this event rly gonna be akito with dogs help. overcome ur fears and all that#maybe ill update my header when the banner releases.....ough.............i lov proseka cards sm#btw vbs new song is so damn good. also excited for inabakumori niigo and scop leoneed#also i was thinking how funny itd be if they added dandan hayaku naru I DIDNT THINK THEY ACTUALLY WOUUUULLLDDDDDD#can we add more nanou songs next please please please please please please please#anyway i. need to read events again. at the very least wxs main events -> emu events -> then back to reading stuff in order#actually i might be lying i dont rmbr how old emus big sis is. it might not be That big when i think about it. but it sure aint 1-2yrs
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Every day I find out a different song I like is in fact a cover and lose my shit
#talkingcore#two weeks ago it was that I Believe (when I fall in love it’ll be forever) is in fact not a George Michael original#which makes sense now because it has the energy more of a live recording but shit Spooked me#then when I was maybe 12 I thought sweater weather was by kina grannis because that’s what spotify introduced to me#same thing with come on Eileen and save Ferris (though I stand by that cover being elite it’s so epic)#today it was sabbath bloody sabbath because I was like wow I love the cardigans and their writing yayyyy cardigans#hmmm I wonder if there’s a way to hellsing this song okay let me look up the lyrics because I’m bad at hearing words#okay yeah when you say sabbath bloody sabbath was written by Black Sabbath it makes sense but damn …….#anyway this morning I woke up made a noise that was deeper than I’d ever heard and in my excitement to document it I lost my lung#I lost the range and I’ll never get it back. ‘my child will not sexualize illness’ 👁️👁️
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I tend to put the BARE in bare minimum; in that i can BAREly handle to even reach that that some days
#chronic illness#chronic illness humour#chronic chillness#but no fr i really need to put myself to bed for naptime and try calm down cos ain't nothing getting done in this state#need to recover (from voli work + groceries yesterday) and preparatory rest (for respite on weekend) anyway#mental illness#hyperverbal autism#hyperverbal autistic#autistic#actually autistic#mid-low support needs#lbr more like mid support this morning#frick#too ill to chill#I'm so effin tired and feeling headache coming on like the hyperactive brain activity is straining my brain#damn i basically repeated both the word brain and root-word active in that sentence#but idk how to fix rn with the brain strain pain#schizospec#living with schizospec#actually schizospec#for someone that is supposedly “lazy” i sure as hell DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHILL#i guess thats what u get for being shamed all your life for being terrible aka struggling silently with something you weren't DXed with yet#and wasn't even on barely any of our radars as children growing up back in the 90s/00s - especially for a girl#the trauma of all that has nowhere to go#late-diagnosed autistic#such is the experience of many a late-diagnosed autistic woman or afab#i mean not even officially DXed - still struggling with a health system in tatters to get it confirmed#but has in the meantime been confirmed by multiple psychologists i am autistic but no paper “proof”#bc i am allegedly so high-masking (idk maybe it has just become so natural to me to live captive in a second skin in public/around strangers#that i don't think i am masking bc i got so “good” at it. when really i constantly feel like i am realistically fooling absolutely nobody
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LC tag's losing traction faster than after S2 it seems. Which is odd to me bc it seemed to be significantly more populated during Bridon than it was during S2
#like dont get me wrong it's still active rn but it gets less and less so every day#soon ill be back to just a daily quick scroll to see everything i fear#can't complain about that though it's still more popular than like 75% of the series i like. haven't seen posts about some in literal years.#it's just weird to me that the tag activity's declining so fast when it seemed to have so many more people in it this time around#but ig with 6 eps there's maybe just less to discuss? or I'm misremembering the tag death timeline post-s2#i mean i havent really posted anything either bc I'm still going through my theory mega-doc adding/adjusting everything relevant#it's like 16 pages of physics and i neglected it for a few months it's taking a while. i also only actually started a couple days ago#spent like a week just thinking about it all before going back to it smh#but either way. by the time i finish that and can talk about lc physics what if there's no one left to discuss with#i do prefer a semi-dead fandom in general but damn slow down a little#sidenote i think I'm gonna use my massive amount of theorisation to make a vn fangame maybe#I've only ever made little flash games though so idk if that'll actually go anywhere. but ive been kicking the idea around for a year or so#but i hate coming up with plots so uh. we'll see.#not sure why i can never just like say something without rambling immensely in the tags. but i am done. go forth and flop post.
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why drive so long? is it cause airfare is so expensive?
My family went to Disney world for a little trip 🥰
And we drove for a few different reasons I guess
#yes mainly cause the airfare is so expensive#and we are already spending so much ya know#also my parents haven’t flown in ages#and I guess I haven’t either?#haven’t flown since like senior year of high school I think?? so 2016 🤦🏽♀️#so my parents are super anxious to fly#they’ve heard awful stories about people having to sleep at the airport or lost luggage or whatever#we did this same trip last year and after we got back we kept saying ‘next time we are going to fly’#and then when it came around again they were talking driving again and I’m like ?????? but why lol#at least we got a renter car so there is a lot more room#it just takes so damn long#also going back to the money thing - I heard that they charge you for all the random shit too.#like if you want to sit next to your party or who you’re coming with?#yeah that’s extra#everything is just so damn expensive#you don’t even wanna know how much I fucking spent on food alone at Disney#I was sitting alright on money#now I am not#and it was all on FOOD#I didn’t buy really anything fun or for me#cause I was spending so much money on food already#like I’m talking in the hundredS#can’t imagine how expensive it is for a whole family omg#ive been super sleepy so far so maybe ill end up sleeping the entire way back lol#ask#anon#<< meant to post this before I fell asleep ooopsies
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Yknow exams are a lot less stressful when you've convinced yourself you're gonna fail
#ive come to terms with it#still upsetting but whatever#had a long talk with my friend yesterday so im doing better#assuming i do fail this course im taking a good long break from school#maybe ill come back to finish up my degree later#the fact that its literally this one fuckin course thats the damn sticking point is annoying#maybe in a couple years therell be another option i can take#i guess well see#either way im like actually excited to get out of here for the foreseeable future#by 2 at the latest ill be free#lets be real ill be put of there sooner than that cuz i dont really care rn#honestly the worse part of all this is explaining it to my parents whichnwill be fun#but im ignoring that for now!
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